I am going back into treatment tomorrow from the years of substantial abuse i have put myself thru that has destroyed me with epilepsy. I need som good sober friends.wish me luck this is attempt #5 to get my life straight. 15 years of substance abuse and im only 31. Rehab here i come. 22hrs from now i walk up the stairs to a better place. Thank you for being there for us addict/alcoholics. You are helping me save my life. I dont want to die
How are you doing bro? I seriously want to know!! I'm a recovering Opiate addict, struggled with it for 10 years but have been clean for 6 years. I'm the same age as you. I know how hard it is, you're literally waging war with your mind and body. I hope you went and are doing ok brother.
@@knowledge2087 hey man I am doing was better now, I had a couple slips since the date I posted this, but this month I am 6 months sober. It was definitely a difficult road but so worth it. Thanks for looking out man I appreciate you
Drugs and liquor is my friend in a world of fake reality and expectations. Chemical imbalance don’t help much and at the end of the day neither do these drugs or alcohol but got to have something to make you happy and destroy your life I suppose, welcome to life.
Every fan who meets Merkules talks about what a cool guy he is and how he took time out of his day to talk to them. We all have our demons and I hope he knows how much we respect and support him.
Met Merk Columbus Ohio in June. Was the day of my girls birthday and she stayed home with the kids so I could go. Once Merk heard that I was put on guest list and he signed a birthday card for her. Dude is as real as it gets.
I have been listening to merk for the last 3 years now and i have this feelin that he’d fit right in with me and my few good friends. He sings from heart no therepy needed when you listen to this legend, lots of love keep doin you.
Thank you Merkules for making great music. My little brother took his own life a few days ago and hearing your music that I know he liked makes me feel closer to him. Rest easy little bro...1997 to 2019. One more month and he would have been 22 years old...Keep up the great work Merkules.
Thank you Merk for giving me the strength through your music to keep living after losing my fiance to his demons while I was 5mo pregnant he used to listen to you constantly and got me into you now listening to your music is the closest I can still feel to him these days...he was my world but now he left me with this beautiful baby girl to raise and she's my best friend I can't wait to go to one of your shows and finally see you live I feel like it's gonna be extremely emotional for me...we love you and your music don't ever stop!!!
I'm praying for you right now for strength. I'm a Momma too. My little girl LOVES her some MERKULES MUSIC. I'm just gonna keep praying for you, Beautiful. Stay strong. ♡ You have people in your corner, you may have never met yet. Keep going, Momma 💪🏼 you got this!
I know this is a long shot, but my boyfriend is suffering from addiction. We used to listen to your music everyday and he said you helped inspire him to stay sober. We decided he needed professional help and if you could send us a video or just comment back it would mean the world to him. We’ve lost his daughter which created the addiction and now we have a 5 month old son and I just need help to get him as much inspiration as I can. I hope you see this!
This is inspiration right here 🥰🙌 goodluck x I’ve been through it still going through it it’s hard it gets worse before it gets better xx tell him the more honest you are the more they’ll be able to help it sucks don’t get me wrong I’m 25 and still feel lost but around the right people you’ll get there! Keep your head up ghee 🤌🤙🙌
I was wondering why this only had 20000 views. But I realized it just came out a few hours ago. I’m so glad I found you yesterday merkules. You have no idea how bad I need this song right now. The world brought me here to find you. Thank you so much merk. God bless you my friend and never stop this music. You have a great gift that I wish everyone could benefit from. You’re the man merk
Its 3:15AM here at home. I just hit that warm fuzzy happy feeling. I hate that i know im gonna dread it tommorow until i have another drink to numb the anxiety. A vicious cycle i hope to escape one day.
Hell yea on my list , I wanna go hang out at that cabin I bet they're stocked up with 6 mos worth of drugs and liquor 😃 and all those albums on the wall WOW!
Thank you merk for walking me though depression took myself to a dark place felt lost in the world and no one was there for me your soothing beats and sick flow made me feel a little better I can relate
The realist.. I love music but when you find someone that speaks to your experiences and struggles it really reminds you your not alone. Merk thank you 1000 fold you are a poet my friend.
Loving someone who has a drug addiction is hard.. this song really hits home for not only me but for him.. been sober 3 almost 4 years and I’m still battling addiction.. not my own but my partners… we do recover.. it just takes more time for others..
I have to say, being a hip hop fan from Texas, I discovered Merkules earlier this year, and it’s been on ever since. Missed his Dallas tour date unfortunately, but you can guarantee I won’t miss the next. Keep writing, and I’ll keep buying Merk! Respect
This song has got me through a lot. You know alcohol has always been a problem in my family. My grandma died from being in car with a drunk driver. My dad almost killed himself. And just recently I almost got myself killed by getting in the car drunk with one of my drunk friends. After all of it I finally realized the drinking my problems away isn’t the answer. So I think giving up drink all together would be a life changer.
Yo Merk, if you ever see this homie please don't let drugs grab hold of your emotions! All of these artists dying this year, and I have a lot of my time (personally) invested in your music. Please don't wind up with your head in the clouds. We need you down here. Be safe, God bless.
Your the shit man, so much talent! and you speak about real shit, youve been helping me out a ton this last year and half while i battle my anxiety and depression. I sincerely thank you, from the bottom of my heart.
Listen to this everyday. Fell so in love with song when i heard it live in Grande Prairie, best concert ive been too (even better than drake tbh). Love ya Merk, keep it up
Thx 4 reppin us right hommie...Fire as always Merk. You make me even more proud to be a Canadian & I didn't think that was even possible...Much love from Alberta yo!
Once the darkness is in the struggle begins..Thx for keepin your music real and letting others know there not the only ones..This is so much more a part of life nowdays..
When your walking out of walmart and you hear drug's and liquor turned all the way up out in the parking lot in Southern California knowing you ain't the only fan💯😁
Bro im proud of you thank you for having a voice an a way with those words keep them coming im doing better than i have in years thanks too u love you bro
Merk, if only you knew how inspiring your music is to some people. You'd be proud and you should be. Your music helps me through depression and anxiety, you're a fucking legend .
years of depressions, alcoholism and drugs..still listen to merk for that release knowing im not the only one struggling, love you merk
Shroooms will heal your heart
Did you go see him this time?
Melbourne Show was Awesome 👌
@@Clamen because it helps with depression - did you ever question your opinion about shrooms - maybe its not a Drug like most ?
Your not alone. Been in this chair for years..
“I don’t feel Like myself until it’s 3am” damn merk...you touching souls with this one.
I am going back into treatment tomorrow from the years of substantial abuse i have put myself thru that has destroyed me with epilepsy. I need som good sober friends.wish me luck this is attempt #5 to get my life straight. 15 years of substance abuse and im only 31. Rehab here i come. 22hrs from now i walk up the stairs to a better place. Thank you for being there for us addict/alcoholics. You are helping me save my life. I dont want to die
Hope you mad it
How are you doing bro? I seriously want to know!! I'm a recovering Opiate addict, struggled with it for 10 years but have been clean for 6 years. I'm the same age as you. I know how hard it is, you're literally waging war with your mind and body. I hope you went and are doing ok brother.
@@knowledge2087 hey man I am doing was better now, I had a couple slips since the date I posted this, but this month I am 6 months sober. It was definitely a difficult road but so worth it. Thanks for looking out man I appreciate you
This man helps me through the tuff days(everyday) at school love you merk❤️
Demons are always trying to control us, we cannot let them control us, keep fighting.
Maelthas Divine been fighting them forever I said fuck it and let them control me
Hasan Almallah you are stronger than them, you are in control of your body and if you show no fear they are powerless, keep your head up. Gig
This guy shocks me with his humbleness. He goes to the trenches with his lyrics facing real life shit.
Keep up good work Merk and much respect!
This shit hits hard💯💀
LOVE YA BRO! ❤️
Lil Windex do I get to meet you with my vip package too
Lil Windex when's your next $ song
Lil Windex cant wait to see this nigga to in calgary !! Lets get it #! #SDK
rikiki
british columbia gang
Drugs and liquor is my friend in a world of fake reality and expectations. Chemical imbalance don’t help much and at the end of the day neither do these drugs or alcohol but got to have something to make you happy and destroy your life I suppose, welcome to life.
shit
Jesus helps with everything, but for sure weed lends a hand too
Stomp down killez for life
Every fan who meets Merkules talks about what a cool guy he is and how he took time out of his day to talk to them. We all have our demons and I hope he knows how much we respect and support him.
Dude showed up to a battle event at the league I battle in in medicine hat, dude is a real one
makaveliSU he signed my album to my brother who killed himself in October of 2017.... hes an amazing person
makaveliSU Fuck ya BC BOYS
Met him in London. Spent a good 30min talking then he made a video for my brother who suffers from anxiety. The bloke is real as it gets.
Met Merk Columbus Ohio in June. Was the day of my girls birthday and she stayed home with the kids so I could go. Once Merk heard that I was put on guest list and he signed a birthday card for her. Dude is as real as it gets.
11months no drugs but this alcohol still fuck my life
The man knows what we all feel, one day we'll all be alright..
True facts about that
Jesus Christ, Yeshua, he'll be there when u ready
Jam jellroll too......can't wait for a collaboration
One day for day one.
I wish that was true
Always hanging for a new merk drop 👌
Thank you for giving a voice to those who struggle without a voice. Merkules is a perfect example of a perfectly imperfect human being.
Hell ya love it
Merkules one of best of Our Time , Best of luck from Ireland ❤
I CANT TURN THIS UP LOUD ENOUGH! STUCK ON REPEAT
you need better speakers...
I have been listening to merk for the last 3 years now and i have this feelin that he’d fit right in with me and my few good friends. He sings from heart no therepy needed when you listen to this legend, lots of love keep doin you.
Thank you Merkules for making great music. My little brother took his own life a few days ago and hearing your music that I know he liked makes me feel closer to him. Rest easy little bro...1997 to 2019. One more month and he would have been 22 years old...Keep up the great work Merkules.
stay strong
Stay up brotha
Sorry for your loss. It has happened in my family too back in 95. Hope you're doing ok today
Thank you Merk for giving me the strength through your music to keep living after losing my fiance to his demons while I was 5mo pregnant he used to listen to you constantly and got me into you now listening to your music is the closest I can still feel to him these days...he was my world but now he left me with this beautiful baby girl to raise and she's my best friend I can't wait to go to one of your shows and finally see you live I feel like it's gonna be extremely emotional for me...we love you and your music don't ever stop!!!
I'm praying for you right now for strength. I'm a Momma too. My little girl LOVES her some MERKULES MUSIC. I'm just gonna keep praying for you, Beautiful. Stay strong. ♡ You have people in your corner, you may have never met yet. Keep going, Momma 💪🏼 you got this!
The way he makes every beat and noise have the same vibe as the message.... it’s mesmerizing.
Man ! Does this ever hit home! Anyone else ??
Keep slaying merk👌🔥❤
Damn, this shit is deep. This is probably one of my favorites from you Merk. Imma be bumping this for a while🔥🔥🔥🔥
Savage tune
Are you still bumping it now?
I know this is a long shot, but my boyfriend is suffering from addiction. We used to listen to your music everyday and he said you helped inspire him to stay sober. We decided he needed professional help and if you could send us a video or just comment back it would mean the world to him. We’ve lost his daughter which created the addiction and now we have a 5 month old son and I just need help to get him as much inspiration as I can. I hope you see this!
Hope things are better
God wouldn't that be cool if he took some ti.e our to help him? Well I think it wouls.... God bless!!!
This is inspiration right here 🥰🙌 goodluck x I’ve been through it still going through it it’s hard it gets worse before it gets better xx tell him the more honest you are the more they’ll be able to help it sucks don’t get me wrong I’m 25 and still feel lost but around the right people you’ll get there! Keep your head up ghee 🤌🤙🙌
God bless
This track hits me everytime
You help us all bro an your words mean everything to us an safe our life's or at least some of us. My you have
*KILLER LIKE ALWAYS*
If you only knew what I'm going threw murk, love the music, I feel it 100...God gives his hardest battles to his strongest warriors. God bless
I was wondering why this only had 20000 views. But I realized it just came out a few hours ago. I’m so glad I found you yesterday merkules. You have no idea how bad I need this song right now. The world brought me here to find you. Thank you so much merk. God bless you my friend and never stop this music. You have a great gift that I wish everyone could benefit from. You’re the man merk
Tally Mark if you Just found him yesterday, you are in for a hell off a treat. This man is lyrically insane.
Tally Mark lol been here for a month
Michel Bruneel that’s a little harsh but ok
Izabelle Rebelo. Hes literally saying merk is dope as fuck and can spit really well. How is that harsh. Lol
Tally Mark Stay strong 👊💯 SDK.
Its 3:15AM here at home. I just hit that warm fuzzy happy feeling. I hate that i know im gonna dread it tommorow until i have another drink to numb the anxiety. A vicious cycle i hope to escape one day.
Thanks for your rap or music just asking lord hold me in place with my drugs and alcohol 😮
Who’s here for this in 2024
Shit already know
Still Faded
Still off the drugs and liquor
Relatable
Me fosho 🎉🎉🎉
To fill the void of feeling this lost of you!! Being a addict isn't a joke! I wish you could understand, instead of judging me!
Never judge
Tripped out how listening to a song can really set your mind free and give you spine chilling vibes
Saludos del españa (Islas Canarias bro)
Swear no one compares to Merk. Greatest rapper alive no competition. Real lyrical music. Amazing every song.
So dope!!! Dealing w/these Drugs & Liquor myself......enough said!!!
2020, Im going in rehab after 3 years crying for help,. I hate this drugs.
Im with you on that
I hope ya kicked it bud. You got this my guy
Relatable lyrics for anybody else?
CC Bahd yup
Aww man too relatable
CC Bahd what kinda question is that?
K-Shawn Lamar are you dumb? It's like asking "are these lyrics relatable to you?"
u already know
Life is about never give up, Merk is the best example of it.
is that lil windex in background chilling
You must have chronic OCD if you noticed all the background I noticed it too but I didn't say nothing that's cute
Since this song dropped I've always found myself coming back. This song hits hard my G. SDK for life
Merk always killing it, even if he sings. Complete fire!
im still drinking and doing drugs, im fucked up. but merks the man... big cred.
Same thing every morning
@@jq4136 yepp sadly true for alot of us
I dont feel like myself untill its 3am i so fucken relate
Anyone else listen to this everyday?
Don't you mean every hour?
Every day multiple times I love this shit
Brandon Goodin one of my favourite songs from him this year 💯💯
Hell yea on my list , I wanna go hang out at that cabin I bet they're stocked up with 6 mos worth of drugs and liquor 😃 and all those albums on the wall WOW!
Lucky Stockdale yeah I seen them in Edmonton I couldn’t talk at all the next day cause I was yelling his lyrics 🤟
Bro you mix like... skill with speaking to like my soul. I don't know how to give a better compliment.
Thank you merk for walking me though depression took myself to a dark place felt lost in the world and no one was there for me your soothing beats and sick flow made me feel a little better I can relate
Been there toooo bro
I swear its my fav song it help me soooooo hard i love you no homo ❤❤❤❤
PS: schöne Grüße aus Deutschland einfach krank und schade das du langsam mainstream bleib so wie du bist diggih du bist für mich einfach eine Legende
The realist.. I love music but when you find someone that speaks to your experiences and struggles it really reminds you your not alone. Merk thank you 1000 fold you are a poet my friend.
Loving someone who has a drug addiction is hard.. this song really hits home for not only me but for him.. been sober 3 almost 4 years and I’m still battling addiction.. not my own but my partners… we do recover.. it just takes more time for others..
I hope there is a way out before it’s too late but I don’t think I’m strong enough
This song is what
Feels like every day (borderline) Merkules you got the point 🍵
Found this dude yesterday and been bumping his songs.
Dudes legit talented.
He is on another level.
Same man can't believe I never heard of his shit sooner
I have to say, being a hip hop fan from Texas, I discovered Merkules earlier this year, and it’s been on ever since. Missed his Dallas tour date unfortunately, but you can guarantee I won’t miss the next. Keep writing, and I’ll keep buying Merk! Respect
Mer king two nahhh just
27 I finally got help. Couldn't stand another day with myself.
Takes time to fix yourself. Took me longer than that. Peace brother
good for you man
Well done mate. I'm 36 and got to the same point. Kept ruining good things.
I’m with you homie
hey bro, i hope you still on your path! feels so damn good to sober up and stop running away from things we cant change! peace, and stay strong!
This song rocks. I was hooked since the first line. Lately I’ve been finding myself
Well told Merkules, no one couldn't have said it any better. Keep rebuilding the rap game big homie
Masterpiece
This song has got me through a lot. You know alcohol has always been a problem in my family. My grandma died from being in car with a drunk driver. My dad almost killed himself. And just recently I almost got myself killed by getting in the car drunk with one of my drunk friends. After all of it I finally realized the drinking my problems away isn’t the answer. So I think giving up drink all together would be a life changer.
Bro!! This is right up there with my moment! Love it man!!
Just lost my last grandparent the other day been hitting them hard lately
I love it ❤️
One of the 1st song i heard from Merk. Still one of my favs
I love this song. I can't say it any better than that. I love this song. Thank you, Merk.
Merks music saved my life!
Quit already just say you like it don’t get fake
@@nickb2722 bro go f your self man for some ppl music is what saves them
drayton smith pussy
Yeah what kind of lil bitch lerks around youtube trying to fuck with someone for saying something positive. Being rude doesn't make you cool, nerd!
In my feels today Merk...thanks for making dope ass music for me to listen to when I feel like I have no one
You'll be ok
I'm trying so hard to escape the feeling but sometimes i feel trapped and i think this track sums it up.............
Yo Merk, if you ever see this homie please don't let drugs grab hold of your emotions! All of these artists dying this year, and I have a lot of my time (personally) invested in your music. Please don't wind up with your head in the clouds. We need you down here. Be safe, God bless.
Te amo
🔥
The year of SDK🍁💯🔊
54 of these haters haven't been though the struggle! 💯‼️‼️‼️💯💯💯💯‼️‼️‼️
ModzByDemi
Exactly bud, ppl that can relate know the struggle and meaning, this shit is 🔥🔥
Your the shit man, so much talent! and you speak about real shit, youve been helping me out a ton this last year and half while i battle my anxiety and depression. I sincerely thank you, from the bottom of my heart.
I would love to meet him he's the most relatable to me
Thank you ❤❤ you are amazing!!!
Merk is badass! Definately my favorite rapper! I seen him in denver colorado at his first sold out show!
Listen to this everyday. Fell so in love with song when i heard it live in Grande Prairie, best concert ive been too (even better than drake tbh). Love ya Merk, keep it up
Thx 4 reppin us right hommie...Fire as always Merk.
You make me even more proud to be a Canadian & I didn't think that was even possible...Much love from Alberta yo!
Keepin' it Merk
When you can relate. ?$@ merk. Bro you know how it is shit if this is the last track I play. At least I know someone relates to me. Bless yall
I swear you wrote this for my broski. Keep it up! Hits hard & straight home
Personly rather use liqr more then drugs I stay with my green . Nothing els 5 yrs clean in Dec 2019
green aint drugs compared to other drugs you dumb fuck @Kevin Kirby
Dude your voice makes me suprisingly calm😂❤ Nice song👌🏿💯
I don't feel like myself til it's three am... Feel you
❤️😞
Once the darkness is in the struggle begins..Thx for keepin your music real and letting others know there not the only ones..This is so much more a part of life nowdays..
Feels, straight in the fucking feels .... Got damn it merk, you hit home homie! I love your music
It's crazy how Merk & Snak can do absolutely any genre and make it sounds great everytime
Julien B what other genre besides hip hop do either of them do?
brother dio gonna guess he meant sub-genre
@brother dio Man even this song is not actually what you could call "hip hop"
Julien B I would definitely call this hip hop music, he’s rapping for fuck sake
Merk is by far the better artist then the ripper sniffer f that Stan fan piece of garbage 🖕Canadian or not Baxwar 4 life
When your walking out of walmart and you hear drug's and liquor turned all the way up out in the parking lot in Southern California knowing you ain't the only fan💯😁
It was probably me!!💯🤪
Dumb
I’m playin it in a Walmart Parkin lot right now 😂
amen!
Modesto area🙌
Bro im proud of you thank you for having a voice an a way with those words keep them coming im doing better than i have in years thanks too u love you bro
“Got no fans, just fake shit in disguise
They just take what they can get from me and pray on my demise”
Beautifully spoken 🌟
Happy New Year, 2019/2020!!...🔥💨😎
Love you brother, your songs always make me realize a lot of shit, greeting from Colombia
Thx bro this sound is perfect
These originals are fire. It’s honestly like blues and old school hip hop with a fresh feeling.
Stomp down killers we are down with the click !! Mad love Merk ❤️
I doubt you'll personally see this Merk but you're the best man your music has saved my life. I wish you nothing is the best man.
0ooooo
My
Feel like im in heaven
This song is felt through and through.
Straight banger
💯💯
2021 and forever. 🖤
Merk, if only you knew how inspiring your music is to some people. You'd be proud and you should be. Your music helps me through depression and anxiety, you're a fucking legend .
He's inspired by you he is literally doing all of it for every single one of you that tune in he dosnt want to be alone on the other side
SO many good rappers, like Big Merk, can sing like angels.. multi talented
Still jamming my man..... 💯