One more day, one more hour. One more minute One more second bro. You know that tho fam. Keep pushing and u will be on the otherwise before u know if. 💯 much love from West Virginia ❤
The answer is this: Don’t go back. It is a trick of your mind to make you think you were feeling better when using the substance. Keep pushing keep going and you definitely will feel better in the end. I believe you can do it!
Keep going brother. You got this mate 💪 on my 1st day of stopping codiene and oxycotton. Just remember brother that pain means ur doing something right! Don't give in. Because you'll be back here again and again. Just to feel better for a few hours. You've came this far
Hang in there Hun. I'm on methadone I came off it before I didn't learn my lesson first time I'm so mad at myself for getting back to this and now I feel I can't get out of it 🙁 so please keep going stay strong sending lots of Irish love your way 💚
Some people can't be off opioids and methadone has saved a lot of lives. If you can live without it then you should but if you can't if you have relapsed so many times it's beyond a joke methadone might be a solution.
Hi! So glad you are checking in. I admittedly worry a bit extra on days I don’t see your videos. I have been Dr. prescribed opioids for the past 24 yrs. Was started on Fenty back when docs were told how amazing & non- addictive it was. In September we cut in 1/2, got through the first 2weeks of that, still was VERY I’ll every 3rd day (I am on the patches), & promptly got very bad case of COVID. Guess what. All the side effects of getting off/quitting opioids are all symptoms of COVID. Had no clue if I was treating withdrawals or the bug! Honestly, it helped BOTH A LOT, so I recommending to you. Vitamins C, D3, Zinc, & for aches & pains, use only bayer baby aspirin-not more than 9 a day, & use pepto, allergy meds sparingly, as well as nighttime Mucinex for bed. This, got me through the next month. Was dosing vitamins in AM & PM. Hopefully you find a bit of relief. Love to ya!
So glad your still going 18 days is really gr8. Its crap that your ill but you get past this and come out feeling so much better and alive. You've maybe got the flu and run down from it all. But your doing brilliant keep going strong. The cravings are brutal but in time they will easy you take care xx
You got this bro. Just for today I don't have to pick up and neither do you. You're strong, you're loved, you're worth it. God has a beautiful plan for you brother.
Hopeing it goes fast for you ,you know you won't feel good but you know you will be ok , keep drinking that water , keep check on your blood pressure , Stay strong , ask for help if you need !
Thanks for the update, im sorry to hear you caught something.. i had a solid 4 days last week where i caught a full on flu, wasn't covid, i checked...started with a bad migraine and just got worse>
Keep fighting bro!! How’s ur appetite hun?? Yea it’s about rewiring ur brain 🧠 it’s awful man the emotions that come out is real but u need to feel it than be numb to everything 🙏🏼💕
i remember seeing this guy a long time ago getting off heroin and i didn’t even recognize him, really hope you’re doing better it’s hard to stay off doing drugs im sure but keep fighting my friend.
i have come off of both opiates and cocaine and when i went on the coke run i was 6 months off of opiates and refused to go back to opiates due to the physical dependancy but when you are in a severe cycle of addiction whether its mental or physical the chains are just as strong.. the mental may as well be physical... good luck! keep going! you got this!
I done meth a few times for its certain particular pleasures, but realized that a few days of high were not worth the mental phychosis I would go into after I came down. My mind would take a month to heal it felt even after just doing it hard for like 3 days. Each time I binged the pychosis got worse and my brain would take longer to heal and feel normal. I finally said fuck it, I'm never touching that stuff again, and I haven't, it's been 13 years since I did that stuff. Of course being the druggie that I am, I just switched to a heroin habit a year later, that was another 5 year battle, which I finally won that as well. All in all I like the highs, just wish there wasn't so many downs with them, eventually you start doing more and more and the consequences catch up in a hurry. Anybody out there struggling with addiction right now, you can do it. I've been through so many cold turkeys i've lost count, and even after getting clean I would use again and start over, don't beat yourself when failure happens. You can beat it for good with help. I am 5 years clean from everything to this day and feel better mentally and physically and spiritually than I ever have. Keep fighting warriors.
I been in same position i kept going back and it made me so sick it like dying over again and im on suboxone and ppl say it dont help it actually reduces cravings and heloed me get 21 months off meth /heroin /morphine. I am ready see you feel best way this journey isnot your battle alone thiere is help to lessen suffering.😊
Methadone that kryptonite is bad stuff I once came off that and never slept a wink for 4 weeks. Ahh man and the sweats off that stuff man. Keep going buddy you got this 21 day to 4 weeks you will feel alot better. Hot baths loads off em and exactly what your doing NSAIDs
Hang in there I see you got a lot of people rooting for you but at least you have that in your corner I have no one but I am 13 years clean but I still take it one day at a time the fact that you do not just go out on a impulse and buy shit your brain is now thinking before you react when impulses at all hang in there wish you the best
Look to anybody and I mean anybody this shit is no joke this recovery its brutal so before you try going down this road I promise you that you will regret it big time if you do. And you won't be the same person.
I'm stuck on fentanyl right now because my fear of being sick. I put myself in perciputated withdrawel so bad I stopped breathing ambulance came narc an me twice after I already took a full dose and have of suboxone 20 minut3s after stopping smoking 30's. I didn't know. now here I am again and I'm so mad at myself. tomorrow is day 1. wish me luck. pray instead please. no luck about this. I'm up against the devil
Opiates are way worse when it comes to withdrawals but ice does the more immediate damage. I hope you stay off of it bro you gotta just wait and start working out and get a new hobby brother please stay off that garbage man and opiates too. I was on the same drugs and you can do it and you will.
Your just normal sick tho. I do get what you mean when it reminds you. It's the sweating. Watery eyes. But hey...no yawning til ur jaws dislocated, no hypertension, no tremors or stomach muscle spasms , twitching, ECT, right....I'm on 160mg of Methadone & they say the precursor is one that makes amphetamines too. Only it takes the path of an opioid. But something about an amine. That all drugs most have.
This will not beat you. Fight, baby! Fight! “Do not go gentle into that good night, Old age should burn and rave at close of day; Rage, rage against the dying of the light.” Do not give up!
why would he take suboxone since he's been off opiates for 10 years? I think he should just ride it out. 18 days is a good time clean, with meth the mental part generally takes a month for your brain to heal, unless your a heavy user and it can take quite awhile, depending on how much and how long there can be permanent damage, people with this issue need to seek professional help and usually be on medication the rest of the lives. Our brains are pretty remarkable though, as long as you stay sober, even if you have done damage, they can rewire themselves.
Alif, Lam, Ra. [This is] a Book which We have revealed to you, [O Muhammad], that you might bring mankind out of darknesses into the light by permission of their Lord - to the path of the Exalted in Might, the Praiseworthy
Allah (is the) Protecting Guardian (of) those who believe[d]. He brings them out from [the] darkness towards [the] light. And those who disbelieve(d) their guardians (are) the evil ones, they bring them out from the light towards [the] darkness. Those (are the) companions (of) the Fire, they in it will abide forever.
Allah - there is no deity except Him, the Ever-Living,1 the Self-Sustaining.2 Neither drowsiness overtakes Him nor sleep. To Him belongs whatever is in the heavens and whatever is on the earth. Who is it that can intercede with Him except by His permission? He knows what is [presently] before them and what will be after them,3 and they encompass not a thing of His knowledge except for what He wills. His Kursī4 extends over the heavens and the earth, and their preservation tires Him not. And He is the Most High,5 the Most Great.6
bro you keep relapsing. when you were 23 you remind me of myself i’m 23 right now and i’m scared ima end up like u i know those are harsh words but i’m saying bro sorry
You will if u dont stop amphetamines age you and it made me flash from 18 to 25 i dont know where tf the time went. It fast fowards your life. Been off em for a year now still crave em.
Hang in there bro. Don’t do opiates. Just think of how bad you will feel after the opiates ware off. The suffering and sleepless nights , anxiety , robs us of our will to do anything.
You're gonna feel like a new man once you're through this shit bro, keep fighting
One more day, one more hour. One more minute One more second bro. You know that tho fam. Keep pushing and u will be on the otherwise before u know if. 💯 much love from West Virginia ❤
4 mths ago today I was In full blown wds off heroin and fetty. I’m now an addiction counselor 🥰
Omg been so worried about you! Thanks for checking in! So proud of you! Still praying for you! 🙏♥️🙏♥️🙏♥️
The answer is this:
Don’t go back. It is a trick of your mind to make you think you were feeling better when using the substance. Keep pushing keep going and you definitely will feel better in the end. I believe you can do it!
Yep the mind tricks are insane
I appreciate you doing this updates every few days because it helps me keep going around the same time days. Thanks my bro
Keep going brother. You got this mate 💪 on my 1st day of stopping codiene and oxycotton. Just remember brother that pain means ur doing something right! Don't give in. Because you'll be back here again and again. Just to feel better for a few hours. You've came this far
Hang in there Hun. I'm on methadone I came off it before I didn't learn my lesson first time I'm so mad at myself for getting back to this and now I feel I can't get out of it 🙁 so please keep going stay strong sending lots of Irish love your way 💚
Some people can't be off opioids and methadone has saved a lot of lives. If you can live without it then you should but if you can't if you have relapsed so many times it's beyond a joke methadone might be a solution.
Keep it up buddy. You’re sharing the truth and it’s refreshing. Hope you feel better!
Keep going! You are bossing this!! So proud of you! Keep fighting, taking drugs won’t make you better! ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
Really praying for you Bro.hang in there. Yes,it's a battle but you got this.Peace from Arkansas
Hi! So glad you are checking in. I admittedly worry a bit extra on days I don’t see your videos.
I have been Dr. prescribed opioids for the past 24 yrs. Was started on Fenty back when docs were told how amazing & non- addictive it was. In September we cut in 1/2, got through the first 2weeks of that, still was VERY I’ll every 3rd day (I am on the patches), & promptly got very bad case of COVID. Guess what. All the side effects of getting off/quitting opioids are all symptoms of COVID. Had no clue if I was treating withdrawals or the bug! Honestly, it helped BOTH A LOT, so I recommending to you.
Vitamins C, D3, Zinc, & for aches & pains, use only bayer baby aspirin-not more than 9 a day, & use pepto, allergy meds sparingly, as well as nighttime Mucinex for bed. This, got me through the next month. Was dosing vitamins in AM & PM. Hopefully you find a bit of relief. Love to ya!
So glad your still going 18 days is really gr8. Its crap that your ill but you get past this and come out feeling so much better and alive. You've maybe got the flu and run down from it all. But your doing brilliant keep going strong. The cravings are brutal but in time they will easy you take care xx
You got this bro. Just for today I don't have to pick up and neither do you. You're strong, you're loved, you're worth it. God has a beautiful plan for you brother.
i just got out of my 5th rehab bro it’s extremely hard but very much possible its not gonna be easy but u can do this keep ur head up king💯
Please hang in there brother. We 🙏 for ya!! 🤜
Sup g stay strong bro I'm on day 3 off H update tmrw morning
Hopeing it goes fast for you ,you know you won't feel good but you know you will be ok , keep drinking that water , keep check on your blood pressure , Stay strong , ask for help if you need !
Your doing so well babe, I’m really proud of you 💪💙
One minute at a time somedays! I am rooting for you and you are im my prayers!!
Respect bro keep on fighting, nothing worth having comes without suffering. Life is balanced. What you’re experiencing is temporary, stay strong homie
💯💯💯
Thanks for the update, im sorry to hear you caught something.. i had a solid 4 days last week where i caught a full on flu, wasn't covid, i checked...started with a bad migraine and just got worse>
Stay strong brother, you're better off clean, you're half way there..
Keep fighting bro!! How’s ur appetite hun?? Yea it’s about rewiring ur brain 🧠 it’s awful man the emotions that come out is real but u need to feel it than be numb to everything 🙏🏼💕
i remember seeing this guy a long time ago getting off heroin and i didn’t even recognize him, really hope you’re doing better it’s hard to stay off doing drugs im sure but keep fighting my friend.
This a different guy
Or his brother
i have come off of both opiates and cocaine and when i went on the coke run i was 6 months off of opiates and refused to go back to opiates due to the physical dependancy but when you are in a severe cycle of addiction whether its mental or physical the chains are just as strong.. the mental may as well be physical... good luck! keep going! you got this!
I done meth a few times for its certain particular pleasures, but realized that a few days of high were not worth the mental phychosis I would go into after I came down. My mind would take a month to heal it felt even after just doing it hard for like 3 days. Each time I binged the pychosis got worse and my brain would take longer to heal and feel normal. I finally said fuck it, I'm never touching that stuff again, and I haven't, it's been 13 years since I did that stuff. Of course being the druggie that I am, I just switched to a heroin habit a year later, that was another 5 year battle, which I finally won that as well. All in all I like the highs, just wish there wasn't so many downs with them, eventually you start doing more and more and the consequences catch up in a hurry. Anybody out there struggling with addiction right now, you can do it. I've been through so many cold turkeys i've lost count, and even after getting clean I would use again and start over, don't beat yourself when failure happens. You can beat it for good with help. I am 5 years clean from everything to this day and feel better mentally and physically and spiritually than I ever have. Keep fighting warriors.
I hope you don't have the rona! Super proud of you tho! Keep it up my guy!!! ❤
You can do this proud of you one moment at a time . Sickness will pass keep going
Same I never got sick either! It's your body trying to adjust! You'll make it! Listen to some music and watch a movie it helps! Don't give up! 🙏♥️🙏♥️
Keep goin bro you got this
Keep fighting here with u. REMEMBER THE WITHDRAWL WHEN U THINK “one time jus once “….
Keep fighting bro!!
Great job man. I hope i hear back from you.
Just wanted to come back and say you should keep going. Talk to someone, keep busy and go on!!!
I been in same position i kept going back and it made me so sick it like dying over again and im on suboxone and ppl say it dont help it actually reduces cravings and heloed me get 21 months off meth /heroin /morphine. I am ready see you feel best way this journey isnot your battle alone thiere is help to lessen suffering.😊
Love u brother. Hang in there
Methadone that kryptonite is bad stuff I once came off that and never slept a wink for 4 weeks. Ahh man and the sweats off that stuff man. Keep going buddy you got this 21 day to 4 weeks you will feel alot better. Hot baths loads off em and exactly what your doing NSAIDs
Good job bro! Don't stop!
We always fall into the trap of doin just a little to feel better or just this once. You're there man you're gonna be better when you're flu is gone.
You can do this!!!♥️
Where are you guys?
Keep going, you got this.
Iam clean for a year and the only advice I can give you, that what doesnt kill you makes you stronger
You back on?
You've done this before. You got this !
How's the young kid Jessie???
Smoke some weed instead keep you’re head up everything happens for a reason Gods got you he will never leave you
Hang in there I see you got a lot of people rooting for you but at least you have that in your corner I have no one but I am 13 years clean but I still take it one day at a time the fact that you do not just go out on a impulse and buy shit your brain is now thinking before you react when impulses at all hang in there wish you the best
Stay strong 💪
Damn bro I feel so bad for you just watching a video of 6 years ago u look so different that's sad
are you 26 days? 🙏🏻
We need update
Look to anybody and I mean anybody this shit is no joke this recovery its brutal so before you try going down this road I promise you that you will regret it big time if you do. And you won't be the same person.
I'm stuck on fentanyl right now because my fear of being sick. I put myself in perciputated withdrawel so bad I stopped breathing ambulance came narc an me twice after I already took a full dose and have of suboxone 20 minut3s after stopping smoking 30's. I didn't know. now here I am again and I'm so mad at myself. tomorrow is day 1. wish me luck. pray instead please. no luck about this. I'm up against the devil
Opiates are way worse when it comes to withdrawals but ice does the more immediate damage. I hope you stay off of it bro you gotta just wait and start working out and get a new hobby brother please stay off that garbage man and opiates too. I was on the same drugs and you can do it and you will.
Keep going!
Its been 4- days i relapse on heroine again but from today i will stop doing it again
Weeeeeee arrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee SICK Vision
Your just normal sick tho. I do get what you mean when it reminds you. It's the sweating. Watery eyes. But hey...no yawning til ur jaws dislocated, no hypertension, no tremors or stomach muscle spasms , twitching, ECT, right....I'm on 160mg of Methadone & they say the precursor is one that makes amphetamines too. Only it takes the path of an opioid. But something about an amine. That all drugs most have.
This will not beat you. Fight, baby! Fight! “Do not go gentle into that good night,
Old age should burn and rave at close of day;
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.” Do not give up!
Youre on the Way
On opiates I've never gotten sick shit I'm sober now but still don't get sick maybe once a year if that (edit) of course I was always dope sick tho
Keep going
one day at a time my bro you are fucking stong,i cry to a lot,and realised that thats not weakness i swear to god
Why it hurts so bad still dam
Can't you take Suboxone
why would he take suboxone since he's been off opiates for 10 years? I think he should just ride it out. 18 days is a good time clean, with meth the mental part generally takes a month for your brain to heal, unless your a heavy user and it can take quite awhile, depending on how much and how long there can be permanent damage, people with this issue need to seek professional help and usually be on medication the rest of the lives. Our brains are pretty remarkable though, as long as you stay sober, even if you have done damage, they can rewire themselves.
It could be this new covid19 variant. Stay warm. Eat chicken noodle soup. It doesn’t last long. I love you.
Hey Cindy
9 days off opioids 🙏🏼
You got COVID dudee
Cmon bro u can do this
Wearing the coat inside. Been there.
You've beaten something just as powerful so you can do this.
Alif, Lam, Ra. [This is] a Book which We have revealed to you, [O Muhammad], that you might bring mankind out of darknesses into the light by permission of their Lord - to the path of the Exalted in Might, the Praiseworthy
Allah (is the) Protecting Guardian (of) those who believe[d]. He brings them out from [the] darkness towards [the] light. And those who disbelieve(d) their guardians (are) the evil ones, they bring them out from the light towards [the] darkness. Those (are the) companions (of) the Fire, they in it will abide forever.
Allah - there is no deity except Him, the Ever-Living,1 the Self-Sustaining.2 Neither drowsiness overtakes Him nor sleep. To Him belongs whatever is in the heavens and whatever is on the earth. Who is it that can intercede with Him except by His permission? He knows what is [presently] before them and what will be after them,3 and they encompass not a thing of His knowledge except for what He wills. His Kursī4 extends over the heavens and the earth, and their preservation tires Him not. And He is the Most High,5 the Most Great.6
bro you keep relapsing. when you were 23 you remind me of myself i’m 23 right now and i’m scared ima end up like u i know those are harsh words but i’m saying bro sorry
You will if u dont stop amphetamines age you and it made me flash from 18 to 25 i dont know where tf the time went. It fast fowards your life. Been off em for a year now still crave em.
Hang in there bro. Don’t do opiates. Just think of how bad you will feel after the opiates ware off. The suffering and sleepless nights , anxiety , robs us of our will to do anything.
holy shit 18 days of this