+heywood jablomi I know exactly what you were feeling. There was a time in my life - right after I became a Christian- that was very hard for me. I went from being an ego filled drug addict to trying to walk in the light.... I turned back to my sin more times than I can count. In fact, it got so bad that I literally told God "I don't choose you." Eventually realized that I should have listened to Him... When I was ready to come back to Him I was so ashamed. I literally asked him to "take me." He didn't. I told Him I feel so unworthy of your love. Everyone kept telling me he had forgiven me but I didn't believe it in my heart. I didn't believe he loved me REALLY.... I had a LOT of shame. And shame can either draw us to God, or keep us from Him. I told God I doubted His love and I didn't know what to do.... Then he answered me. He did one of those, "I'm giving you a feeling-trust it" moments and I happened upon the prodigal son. I would recommend it to you... I would want to talk more with you but I know it gets tiring reading long messages. One book that really helped explain His love and what unconditional love means was "Search for Significance" by Robert S. McGee. The guy who wrote it was a psychologist so there is a lot of logic to it as well as spiritual.... Will pray for you. I'm so sorry you are going through a hard time..... If you ever want to talk I invite you to message me ANYTIME! -Your sister in Christ.
That is one of the best poems I have heard.. What a great blessing, just what I needed to hear.
i count everything as cow dung except to know Jesus and His intimacy and plan for my life
Is there a free video for To Live Is Christ. Paul’s life
Part 1
Where can I find a copy of this poem?
You’ll have to just write it down is probably the easiest or buy the workbook “To live is Christ”
+heywood jablomi I know exactly what you were feeling. There was a time in my life - right after I became a Christian- that was very hard for me. I went from being an ego filled drug addict to trying to walk in the light.... I turned back to my sin more times than I can count. In fact, it got so bad that I literally told God "I don't choose you."
Eventually realized that I should have listened to Him...
When I was ready to come back to Him I was so ashamed. I literally asked him to "take me." He didn't. I told Him I feel so unworthy of your love. Everyone kept telling me he had forgiven me but I didn't believe it in my heart. I didn't believe he loved me REALLY.... I had a LOT of shame. And shame can either draw us to God, or keep us from Him. I told God I doubted His love and I didn't know what to do.... Then he answered me. He did one of those, "I'm giving you a feeling-trust it" moments and I happened upon the prodigal son. I would recommend it to you... I would want to talk more with you but I know it gets tiring reading long messages. One book that really helped explain His love and what unconditional love means was "Search for Significance" by Robert S. McGee. The guy who wrote it was a psychologist so there is a lot of logic to it as well as spiritual.... Will pray for you. I'm so sorry you are going through a hard time..... If you ever want to talk I invite you to message me ANYTIME!
-Your sister in Christ.
Looks like mid 1990s.