Rachel, It’s 1am and I just got done watching your story and jumped on to this one. Thanks so much for telling your story. I was crying like a baby listening to you. The most important thing is that you have God with you and you’re not ashamed to share about him. He will bring peace, comfort and faithfulness through everything. One day at a time. Many blessings to you, you’re two little ones and your family. I’m looking forward to more videos of your journey. I’ve subscribed. ❤❤. Praying that God will use you greatly in this platform. 🙏🏼🙏🏼
Rachel thank you for sharing your story, God has His hands on you and your children! Your best days are still ahead of you. My condolences to you and prayers going up for you! Take one day at a time and one step at a time! God bless!
Yes, absolutely would love to see more! I'm sure there is a purpose why you were sent to TH-cam to put out your message. Please continue. :) God bless!
A great followup video - your story of pain, sorrow, growth, and healing is encouraging to others. The presence of the Spirit has always been with you and you are in process of discovery of dimensions of the Lord that will cause you to soar again in this life. Blessing to you!
Check out “Nothing is Wasted Ministries” in particular interviews with Jerry Sittser & Colleen Chao. Both have books. I ordered Jerry’s book “A grace disguised” and “A grace revealed”. What a process pain & Loss is. God always offers an invite to respond to Him in joy & sorrows. We can’t have one without the other. You have encouraged many. May Christ filled your soul holes. 🇨🇦 ❤
Praying that God continues to shine light into your life daily ❤️🙏. I think that it would be important for you to continue to express your feelings and allow a multitude of people to continue to send out prayers in great numbers on your behalf. We are all connected and it is during these times when we most realize this. Don’t go into a shell. Love is Devine and allow this platform that God led you to, to continue to uplift you. Cheering you on and sending Gods love your way🙏❤️
Thank you so much for sharing ❤ you are an inspiration . Your story has made me want to cherish every moment I have with my husband and not take him for granted . Thank you ! Please continue to share !!❤
Your story touched my heart. I am 72 years old and my husband of 40 years died 13 1/2 years ago at the age of 59. I miss him every day. What we have in common is we both lost someone we love and will always love. I would love for you to continue to share your life. Hopefully, we can all help each other. I send you love and prayers.❤️🙏❤️
Plz plz plz share more! Watching you tell your story was so healing and insightful. It spoke to me, and I truly believe God spoke through you. All I can say is I felt it!! Thank you again for sharing the RAW parts of life after loss. I hope to see more 🙏 ❤
Hello Again! Glad to see that you made another video. Sharing loss.....knowing that we aren't alone through the ugly, tear-flowing and sad times-take good care!
Praise God. God is with you. He never promise us that we would not suffer. As hard as it can be God is our refuge and our everything, God bless you and thank you!
I just found your channel today and I am so moved. Would love to keep up with your ongoing journey. You have a beautiful soul and a love for the Lord. This place could use more of that :-)
Your story was such an inspiration to me. I hope you decide to make more videos sharing you story of walking this path of loss. It was so encouraging to myself and I am sure to others as well. Much Love too You, and Thank You.
Thank you so much for sharing your journey. I do not know how TH-cam does it, but your video showed up in my feed exactly when I needed it. That’s a God Moment sweetheart. My sister passed May 24, 2023. I have been struggling with all the same issues, thoughts, anxieties and so on that you have been experiencing. I feel a kinship with you. God is using you to reach me and others. Please continue to share your story with us. We all love you and like having you in our lives. God Bless You and Those Precious Babies!! You are loved.
I do think you should continue to make content. When I first watched your video I genuinely thought you were an influencer, because of how professional you were, how well you spoke to a camera...all while conveying feelings about your deep loss. I would love for you to continue, but if you don't, know that I wish you the very best. God bless you!
Rachel you are an amazing person.. I watched a few videos and one came up and I thought I had touched my phone and a different video from someone else started. For some reason I was intrigued by this funny girl explaining coral reef and didn’t realize it was YOU until you said your name! You are so talented and beautiful and the woman that you have grown into from the awful thing that happened to you and your family is even more amazing! I say this because I don’t think you realize how many people you have touch and will continue to touch as they see your last 2 videos. You are perfect proof of what God can do with us during tragedy and on the other side of it. I know we still will look thru the windows and see the side we went thru.. but it will only remind us of how strong we are. We can look back thru those windows and see how high those mountains were and who carried us when we couldn’t climb for another minute! God did. He has molded you into a woman that gives your testimony of what happened in your life and you give it wrapped in God’s grace Rachel. I pray that you will know that you touched one more person who lost her fiance’ from a brain tumor and asked all the why’s too. I too grew up in church ( Sun morning Sun night, Wed night and any activity in between) but like you when old enough to make my own decision ( after moving out).. I chose not to go to church. Didn’t mean I didn’t listen to my Christian music but wasn’t talkin to the Lord like I do now. I won’t say that I am a “ church goer “ now due to lots of reasons.. but I still have my relationship with God and will be glad to be in Glory some day. I better stop rambling. GOD BLESS YOU RACHEL ❤
It’s very hard to go through the things you’ve been through but I thank God you turned to him…your kiddos have an awesome mother and yes life is hard but you must stay strong for your babies…always put GOD FIRST IN YOUR LIFE…and remember God loves you more…Prayers for you and your babies.!!!🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️
God bless and keep you Rachel. May he bring you peace in your hour of need. Forgive your self for any heated said when you were anxious that night. He knew you loved him because you expressed a need for as you are now doing with god❤
I think you should continue on with your videos if you want to. They will help so many people. I lost my husband all of a sudden in 2010. I was 55 and my husband was 57. I thought I was gonna die and wanted to die. We had been married 33 years. I have such a heart for widows and widowers. I have a long list of them that I pray for each morning. Some I know, and some I do not know. I know prayer is what sustains us. I know when I meet someone that has lost a spouse, there's that instant connection. I remarried and I could not have ever envisioned that for myself, but God put it all in place. My first husband is Chapter 1 of my Love Book and my second husband is Chapter 2. I have love being married and we have been married 11 years in Sept .Becoming a widow is just the saddest thing ever. We have a couple at church that are 90 and have been married 70 years. It's gonna be so sad when the first one dies. I don't remember when exactly it was, but one day I said, "Ive got to start a new life for myself, cause he's never coming back." He's happy and wouldn't want to come back to this earth if he could. I wish you and your children all the best,
While sad and I definitely said a prayer for her, I see trying to start a TH-cam channel disrespectful to her memories. As I said before it was deleted by her, many use these awful times to either start a TH-cam channel or avoid paying for dating sites. It’s not good for her children to do this. I’ll watch any other subject this nice young lady does but not this. Don’t be a voyeur into others pain!
It is her story and if she wants to share her pain that’s up to her. The support she received on her precious video was probably so encouraging to her. Personally im a very private person so I couldn’t share my life on TH-cam but if this is therapeutic for her don’t judge her. Nothing about this is bad for her kids
@@JesusPrinceofPeace You don’t know my profession and how I know it’s not really going to help her and certainly not her children heal, you would hope she doesn’t continue to vlog her pain. I will continue to pray for them of course. I would recommend a grief group for her. How do you know the “support” she received helped her? Hmmmmm
The world is indeed going in a dark direction but in Christ we have hope and victory.
I would love for you to continue talk with us and sharing with us. You are a very special person and I love listening to you. May you be blessed
Rachel, It’s 1am and I just got done watching your story and jumped on to this one. Thanks so much for telling your story. I was crying like a baby listening to you. The most important thing is that you have God with you and you’re not ashamed to share about him. He will bring peace, comfort and faithfulness through everything. One day at a time. Many blessings to you, you’re two little ones and your family. I’m looking forward to more videos of your journey. I’ve subscribed. ❤❤. Praying that God will use you greatly in this platform. 🙏🏼🙏🏼
I just watched this video I felt this way when my mom passed away. Your story helped me
Rachel thank you for sharing your story, God has His hands on you and your children! Your best days are still ahead of you. My condolences to you and prayers going up for you! Take one day at a time and one step at a time! God bless!
In our weakness He is our strength! Your testimony is amazing! The Lord has changed my whole life 💕
Vulnerability is strength. ❤ I only saw strength in you sharing your story, and I'd love to hear more about your story
Thank you for sharing your story. Amen God is with us. ❤ I would love to follow you and see new videos.
God bless you Rachel! I would love to hear more about how
You are doing.
💕 Amen 🙏
So beautiful. Thank you. Please continue to share. I have a lot to learn.
Yes, absolutely would love to see more! I'm sure there is a purpose why you were sent to TH-cam to put out your message. Please continue. :) God bless!
Very encouraging. God bless you and your family.
A great followup video - your story of pain, sorrow, growth, and healing is encouraging to others. The presence of the Spirit has always been with you and you are in process of discovery of dimensions of the Lord that will cause you to soar again in this life. Blessing to you!
Check out “Nothing is Wasted Ministries” in particular interviews with Jerry Sittser & Colleen Chao. Both have books. I ordered Jerry’s book “A grace disguised” and “A grace revealed”. What a process pain & Loss is. God always offers an invite to respond to Him in joy & sorrows. We can’t have one without the other. You have encouraged many. May Christ filled your soul holes. 🇨🇦 ❤
Praying that God continues to shine light into your life daily ❤️🙏. I think that it would be important for you to continue to express your feelings and allow a multitude of people to continue to send out prayers in great numbers on your behalf. We are all connected and it is during these times when we most realize this. Don’t go into a shell. Love is Devine and allow this platform that God led you to, to continue to uplift you. Cheering you on and sending Gods love your way🙏❤️
God is good. Hang in there and he will bring you through.
YES, WE NEED YOU!
Blessings❤❤
Would love to continue watching and supporting your journey of Gods Grace.
🙏💛🙏
God is faithful, He will take care of you ❤❤
Thank you so much for sharing ❤ you are an inspiration . Your story has made me want to cherish every moment I have with my husband and not take him for granted . Thank you ! Please continue to share !!❤
Yes…please continue to share your journey with us. 🎚️
Please don’t disappear you are inspiration. Please just show us your life and show us how you’re living without your husband.
Your story touched my heart. I am 72 years old and my husband of 40 years died 13 1/2 years ago at the age of 59. I miss him every day. What we have in common is we both lost someone we love and will always love. I would love for you to continue to share your life. Hopefully, we can all help each other. I send you love and prayers.❤️🙏❤️
Plz plz plz share more! Watching you tell your story was so healing and insightful. It spoke to me, and I truly believe God spoke through you. All I can say is I felt it!! Thank you again for sharing the RAW parts of life after loss. I hope to see more 🙏 ❤
Hello Again! Glad to see that you made another video. Sharing loss.....knowing that we aren't alone through the ugly, tear-flowing and sad times-take good care!
Please Stay Connected. I will Support you.
❤ would love for you to continue making videos . Thanks for sharing 😢
Praise God. God is with you. He never promise us that we would not suffer. As hard as it can be God is our refuge and our everything, God bless you and thank you!
I loved it so much!❤️🔥
I just found your channel today and I am so moved. Would love to keep up with your ongoing journey. You have a beautiful soul and a love for the Lord. This place could use more of that :-)
Your story was such an inspiration to me. I hope you decide to make more videos sharing you story of walking this path of loss. It was so encouraging to myself and I am sure to others as well. Much Love too You, and Thank You.
Thank you so much for sharing your journey. I do not know how TH-cam does it, but your video showed up in my feed exactly when I needed it. That’s a God Moment sweetheart. My sister passed May 24, 2023. I have been struggling with all the same issues, thoughts, anxieties and so on that you have been experiencing. I feel a kinship with you. God is using you to reach me and others. Please continue to share your story with us. We all love you and like having you in our lives. God Bless You and Those Precious Babies!! You are loved.
Please continue to make content. You are strong and smart.
God loves you.
You are an incredible young lady! ❤ thank you for sharing your story with us.
I do think you should continue to make content. When I first watched your video I genuinely thought you were an influencer, because of how professional you were, how well you spoke to a camera...all while conveying feelings about your deep loss. I would love for you to continue, but if you don't, know that I wish you the very best. God bless you!
Your story video just popped up. Sending lots of love and strength to you beautiful lady.
All the way from England 🏴 xx
Thank you Rachel 💖💖 I needed to hear this message today. Sending much love your way dear
♥️♥️❤️🔥❤️🔥 you are a strong woman 🫂 proud of you 💕
God is always with us, even when we lose hope. His love is everything. God bless you and your children my dear. Thank you for sharing. 🙏🏼🕊🙏🏼🕊🙏🏼🕊🙏🏼🕊
You are one strong woman keep pushing forward blessing to you and your family🙏
You are amazing! Please stay. What gets me through tough times is remembering it's okay not to be okay! Be gentle with yourself.
Thank you for this. ❤
Rachel you are an amazing person.. I watched a few videos and one came up and I thought I had touched my phone and a different video from someone else started. For some reason I was intrigued by this funny girl explaining coral reef and didn’t realize it was YOU until you said your name! You are so talented and beautiful and the woman that you have grown into from the awful thing that happened to you and your family is even more amazing! I say this because I don’t think you realize how many people you have touch and will continue to touch as they see your last 2 videos. You are perfect proof of what God can do with us during tragedy and on the other side of it. I know we still will look thru the windows and see the side we went thru.. but it will only remind us of how strong we are. We can look back thru those windows and see how high those mountains were and who carried us when we couldn’t climb for another minute! God did. He has molded you into a woman that gives your testimony of what happened in your life and you give it wrapped in God’s grace Rachel.
I pray that you will know that you touched one more person who lost her fiance’ from a brain tumor and asked all the why’s too. I too grew up in church ( Sun morning Sun night, Wed night and any activity in between) but like you when old enough to make my own decision ( after moving out).. I chose not to go to church. Didn’t mean I didn’t listen to my Christian music but wasn’t talkin to the Lord like I do now. I won’t say that I am a “ church goer “ now due to lots of reasons.. but I still have my relationship with God and will be glad to be in Glory some day. I better stop rambling.
GOD BLESS YOU RACHEL ❤
Thank you so much for sharing your story❤ You are beautiful and strong. Please continue your videos, it would help so many people.
I can’t wait for your next video. You are a strong woman ❤
Plz keep making videos! ❤😊
Yes, please 🎉
Continue your videos please
I’m still struggling! We met the two year mark just over a month ago! 😢😢😢😢I know I’m not alone but it sure fee lbs like it! Thank you!
Continued prayers
I hope you make more videos… gos bless you and kee you. 🥰
I pray that you find peace 🕊️❤️keep looking for those signs, God bless you and your family 🙏I’m so sorry for your loss😢
Please make more videos your first one helped me 🙏🏻
It’s very hard to go through the things you’ve been through but I thank God you turned to him…your kiddos have an awesome mother and yes life is hard but you must stay strong for your babies…always put GOD FIRST IN YOUR LIFE…and remember God loves you more…Prayers for you and your babies.!!!🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️
God loves us🙏
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God bless and keep you Rachel. May he bring you peace in your hour of need. Forgive your self for any heated said when you were anxious that night. He knew you loved him because you expressed a need for as you are now doing with god❤
I think you should continue on with your videos if you want to. They will help so many people. I lost my husband all of a sudden in 2010. I was 55 and my husband was 57. I thought I was gonna die and wanted to die. We had been married 33 years. I have such a heart for widows and widowers. I have a long list of them that I pray for each morning. Some I know, and some I do not know. I know prayer is what sustains us. I know when I meet someone that has lost a spouse, there's that instant connection. I remarried and I could not have ever envisioned that for myself, but God put it all in place. My first husband is Chapter 1 of my Love Book and my second husband is Chapter 2. I have love being married and we have been married 11 years in Sept .Becoming a widow is just the saddest thing ever. We have a couple at church that are 90 and have been married 70 years. It's gonna be so sad when the first one dies. I don't remember when exactly it was, but one day I said, "Ive got to start a new life for myself, cause he's never coming back." He's happy and wouldn't want to come back to this earth if he could. I wish you and your children all the best,
Would you be able to talk about how the accident happened?
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I keep checking to see if you posted any new videos I just lost my husband father of our 4 kids 5 months ago
Omg. What happened honey ? I’m so incredibly sorry !!!
We Thank You ❤
I lost my dads parents and i lost my uncle but rachel rich you are not alone i will support you and your family every step of the way
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Hi Rachel my heart is with you with you always with be
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New here ❤❤
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Do more video
Does she have IG??
While sad and I definitely said a prayer for her, I see trying to start a TH-cam channel disrespectful to her memories. As I said before it was deleted by her, many use these awful times to either start a TH-cam channel or avoid paying for dating sites. It’s not good for her children to do this. I’ll watch any other subject this nice young lady does but not this. Don’t be a voyeur into others pain!
It is her story and if she wants to share her pain that’s up to her. The support she received on her precious video was probably so encouraging to her. Personally im a very private person so I couldn’t share my life on TH-cam but if this is therapeutic for her don’t judge her. Nothing about this is bad for her kids
@@JesusPrinceofPeace You don’t know my profession and how I know it’s not really going to help her and certainly not her children heal, you would hope she doesn’t continue to vlog her pain. I will continue to pray for them of course. I would recommend a grief group for her. How do you know the “support” she received helped her? Hmmmmm
You are a breath of fresh air. This platform needs more people like you. I hope you decide to continue. 🤍🙏🤍
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