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God bless you and your family, thank you for sharing your testimony. I feel encouraged. I am a single mom of two as well. I couldn’t stop crying for your babies, I know the feeling. Only God can carry us, and bring His inexplicable joy into our heart. ❤

I’m so sorry for you loss. I lost my person 3 months ago and I still can’t believe it, it is a horrible spot to be in. I no longer feel like there’s a reason to live and I have no fear of death so I just take it day by day. Thank you for sharing your story. I feel like noone in my life can truly understand what I am feeling but hearing stories like yours make me feel that it is ok to feel the way I feel cuz there are other people who are going through the same thing.

Omg! Our stories are so similar. It will be 19 yrs next month when my husband passed away in a car accident. I had an 8yr old son and a 2 week old baby girl. Same situation I was upset that my husband hadn’t come home that night. I wake up at 5am to a knock at the door. It was 2 police officers. When I asked what hospital was he in so I could go see him, I was told he didn’t make it. My infant daughter started to cry, I picked her up and placed her in her crib. The officers said the same thing to me. They wouldn’t leave until someone came to my house. I immediately called my mother and she had no idea why she was coming over. The officers told my mother the car accident had happened 2 blocks from our home and my husband was deceased at the scene. I then had to call my in laws to tell them that their son has passed away. All this happened 2 weeks after my daughter was born and 1 day before my 23rd birthday. I was devastated.

I’m so sorry!!! I lost my wife 4 months ago. Was my soulmate ❤️

I lost my sweet husband 3 years ago. We had a beautiful marriage for 25 years.

As a retired teacher of 30 years, your words are significant to all educators

As the child of a 1st grade teacher who taught for 35 years this is spot on. Cheers to you for supporting your childs teacher and all teachers. 👏🏻

nice video

I can truly relate its like living a nightmare. I ask myself why me and especially our 3 kids.

I have watched countless grief videos since the unexpected passing of my wife 5 weeks ago. She was having weird breathing issues, didn't want to go to the hospital, not thinking it was serious, I kept asking, she said no, we did breathing treatments that night. She woke up, still not her best, and by the time she got to work, her coworkers called saying they had to call the ambulance. I got there and was allowed to hold her hand while they tried to revive her for an hour. Nothing worked; she never regained consciousness. Im now a 43 year old widow who lost her soulmate and the love of my life after 7 years of marriage, and Im still waiting on the actual cause of death. This video by far, has resonated with me the most. 😢 I'm in severe early grief, can't sleep, broken, crying everyday, angry at God, drinking to suppress, literally everything that you shared. This was raw and real and truly embodies the enormous pain and devastating effects of losing a spouse. And like you said, "choices"; Im left with the guilt of not demanding that we go to the hospital the night before and how different my life would be today, had we. I have no desire to be here, I no longer know myself nor feel any sort of purpose anymore. Praying for some strength. I really appreciate you sharing this, and Im so deeply sorry for your loss. I, too, have had an enormous amount of support that came in ways I never expected. Also, very strange things have occured where my wife is showing me that shes watching over me. 😢 Take care... ❤

When she said she had to call her husband’s parents to tell them.. I do not have the words.

14:59 I'm glad your dad removed the gun. He prevented a suicide.

My wife passed away 7 years ago when our daughter had just turned 1...it took a lot of hard work I had to do on myself to get back to a normal mindset but I did it...I just focused on my daughter and our future. Fast forward to today where I asked my girlfriend to marry me...she said yes! It's a hard journey but you can find your way back to happiness...it just might look a little different than before but that's ok.

In our weakness He is our strength! Your testimony is amazing! The Lord has changed my whole life 💕

Thank you for sharing your story. How proud your husband is of you!!!!! God Bless. ❤

Lovely! Asher’s videos are Adorable! 😊 I bet you all had fun there! 💙💙💖🌷💖

A great followup video - your story of pain, sorrow, growth, and healing is encouraging to others. The presence of the Spirit has always been with you and you are in process of discovery of dimensions of the Lord that will cause you to soar again in this life. Blessing to you!

You are very courageous to share your story of pain and grief. God has always loved you and he also grieves the loss of your husband, as he is the creator and giver of life. I'll pray for your heart to heal and for hope to grow in your heart and encounter the glory of God's healing presence. Bless you and your sweet children! And yes, I totally believe in unusual supernatural encounters with God and his angels to watch over us and care for our lives.

So beautiful. Thank you. Please continue to share. I have a lot to learn.

Rachel -- I thank your for such a raw and honest video. My heart breaks for you -- yet i can see the strength you have found and I know you are going to be ok. Better than ok! You are amazing. Thank you for reminding me to look to God during my struggles. I would love to follow you if you are on FB or instagram :-)

OMG the music I know so what you mean flying free song my phone the radio everytime i talked to her so strange I just know he is with you all the time that’s a fact !❤

Hey you I just wanted to say I am a fireman (ex) while on duty I got a call my girlfriend about to live together has been in a accident and inhad to get to the hospital soon… no more thanx that upon I arrived there nobody was there to guide me to her so I panicked and opened a few doors and suddenly there she was on a sort of bed with a tube out her mouth and she was decieced, in a few seconds my world went from all stars to hell and I only wanted to die this was for 3 years I still miss her but i just want you to know there are people around you they love you so be sad it’s not a shame but I did cry a bit hearing your story but I am glad you did it’s good for you to do this I wish you all the love in the world and hope you get all on track again but I think I know you will I think your a hero !! I am so sorry for you if you ever want to talk just give me a chat !! Take care dear

Yes…please continue to share your journey with us. 🎚️

YES…God is always there for us. (((Hugs))) Peace be with you and your babies.

Thank you for sharing your heart. I also lost 2 great loves in my life…my fiancée in a tragic car accident and 3 years ago I lost my husband to glioblastoma (brain cancer). With God in our lives he will give us strength and comfort for the days we have in this world we call life. Currently, I am blessed to be in an awesome relationship with a Christian man who loves me unconditionally. Peace and stay STRONG 🎚️

I'm sorry sweetie my deepest condolences. Try to stay strong and God bless you and your kids.

My deepest condolences. You are stronger than I'll ever know. I hope you continue on your journey of healing. Unfortunately, the premium for love is *always* grief.

I’ve dealt with Loss and I’m so sorry if what happened to you. Just know a stranger loves ya. The advice I can give you is to not lean on your thoughts and wishes, but on your husband’s. I couldn’t imagine how he would feel knowing that he wants you to move forward, be so happy and joyous, live for the children, find new love. Find God. Find happiness. He needs you to be happy. He’s begging for you to move forward. He gave you two beautiful kiddos, and he watches you all daily. God has him. I promise that he wants to see that smile on your face and that’s the only thing he wants.

Very encouraging. God bless you and your family.

You are a strong beautiful women , who went through so much when your husband passed away, May God bless you n give you strength n courage to go on

Not sure how I came across this video but as a virtual stranger I am deeply sorry for your loss and wish you positive healing going forward.

I just found your channel today and I am so moved. Would love to keep up with your ongoing journey. You have a beautiful soul and a love for the Lord. This place could use more of that :-)

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PRAYING IN LORD JESUS CHRIST'S MIGHTY NAME, GOD IS A HEALER ISAIAH 61:1***Jesus Christ is coming back soon and God is calling everyone to repentance (2 Peter 3:9 KJV) *** Prayers for all, message for all: Please Get in the Ark of Jesus Christ now. We all must Repent and be Born Again of the Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ to see God:: Jesus answered and said unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God. Nicodemus saith unto him, How can a man be born when he is old? can he enter the second time into his mother's womb, and be born? Jesus answered, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born of water and of the Spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God. That which is born of the flesh is flesh; and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit. Marvel not that I said unto thee, Ye must be born again. John 3:3‭-‬7 KJV bible.com/1/jhn.3.3-7.KJV*** Then Peter said unto them, Repent, and be baptized every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of sins, and ye shall receive the gift of the Holy Ghost. Acts 2:38 KJV bible.com/1/act.2.38.KJV

❤ would love for you to continue making videos . Thanks for sharing 😢

Lots of people have lost their husband, I have and it's hard but a lesson to learn is you can't depend on a person to make you happy, you will be happy again

Please Stay Connected. I will Support you.

I am at my 💔. I am lost. I can Relate to panic attacks. I am in a Different Kind of Grief. 😭 💔. " your Babies Need You Mama. " you Don't want your Babies to Loss you . Orphan. With no Parents. !" You Matter in the World. Good Support team for your Family. I am so Alone. I hear your Mama voice. I am mad 😡 at God. Keep his Memory Alive Strong. I am an Orphan- baby. I am Not Judging you. Keep the Children close to Dad's family too. Spiritual connection 🎶. It's your husband / daddy Matt. I Wish I had your Strength. I lost Everything. Homeless. I need my Voice. I am Disabled. Your Learning. I hate the Silence. I am Alone in a room full of People. Your a GOOD MOM ! 💔 . Hugs to you. Your barbies. Hold On. Don't Quit ! I walked away from God somewhat. You have a Heart of Gold. I Don't Understand People . I LOVE MY FAMILY. Be Kind to Yourself. I have So Much Regret ! I Never Trust again! I Breathe for my 👭. Joy is Always Sadness. I am Grateful for you. Sharing your Story from ❤

I lost my dads parents and i lost my uncle but rachel rich you are not alone i will support you and your family every step of the way

I'm so sorry for your lost of your husband rachel rich😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😢😟😟😟😟😟😟😟😟😟😟😟😟😟😟😟😟😟😟😟😟😟😟😟😟😟😟😟😟😟😟😟😟😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🙁🙁😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

My deepest sympathy and condolences to you and your family 🕊🕊

I'm sorry for everyone's loss ❤

The experience of losing someone you love is very painful.

Hi Rachel my heart is with you with you always with be

I’m very sorry 😢 to hear that you lost your husband 🫶🫶🫶🫶

Thank you for sharing this. 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

Hi Rachel This is such a sad but amazing story. Sorry for your loss. I went to visit my mom in December 2023 and she passed away in March 2024. Such pain in your heart but it gets easier because all you have to do in trust in God and he will get you through anything. Keep trusting in God and taking care of yourself and your children and everything will work out just great for you. God bless you and your family.🙏🏻❤❤

I keep checking to see if you posted any new videos I just lost my husband father of our 4 kids 5 months ago

Love you Rachel---love you

Stay strong Our father God will never leave you alone. Just continue to seek him and God will open the doors and your hart ❤