I hope 2020 gets better | vlog

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  • เผยแพร่เมื่อ 15 พ.ย. 2024
  • Hi there,
    I just wanted to make a short video for you. I haven't made a real vlog since April 2019 and I just wanted to let you into my life about how it's going so far this year in 2020. I'm hoping 2020 gets better for you if you're already having a difficult time. Thank you to all for the support. I will be posting short videos in the meantime while my living situation gets figured out.
    Here's my SoundCloud link:
    www.soundcloud.com/deathemuzic
    And my Boyfriend's SoundCloud link:
    www.soundcloud.com/nahsteaxo

ความคิดเห็น • 37

  • @lcf3335
    @lcf3335 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Couch surfing is only temporary.. Your young and life is a journey.. Bless you seriously👊

  • @samanthathach9736
    @samanthathach9736 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    love you, all of this will soon pass. thank u for sticking through it

  • @brittnybaldwin1423
    @brittnybaldwin1423 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I used to intern at a transitional living home for adults ages 18-24 who are homeless and have one diagnosed mental illness. You should look into that maybe?

  • @ramram-oc1tz
    @ramram-oc1tz 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Hang in there ♥️♥️♥️ sending lots of love your way, I hope things get better.

  • @sydneythomas9560
    @sydneythomas9560 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    i hope this decade and this year gets better for you. i’m sending you all of the good energy i can. you’re amazing and ily please keep pushing.

  • @erikpetrie637
    @erikpetrie637 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I hope your situation gets better and you find a place to live. All I can say is stay positive and things will fall into place.

  • @edwarddobson7039
    @edwarddobson7039 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Happy New Year. Your smile lights up the world

  • @sierracollins1383
    @sierracollins1383 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I hope you can find a home soon. You are amazing and strong, you and your boyfriend can get through this.

  • @heathersmith4962
    @heathersmith4962 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Wish 2020 was so much better, Especially for you , you deserve the most and the best Im just stating the pure truth.

  • @moongoddess60
    @moongoddess60 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m sorry shit sucks and I hope something good happens cuss you deserve the best. Please try to be happy!

  • @LM-asAboveSoBelow-...
    @LM-asAboveSoBelow-... 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I feel for you I would love to have just one person at all on my side that under stood me or accepted me ........Your life will get better

  • @BradyCunningham-k6z
    @BradyCunningham-k6z 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    That makes me so sad I love you and YOU WILL MAKE IT😄😄😄

    • @DeatheGreapeR
      @DeatheGreapeR  4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Brady Cunningham thank you for your continued support!

    • @BradyCunningham-k6z
      @BradyCunningham-k6z 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@DeatheGreapeR You are welcome you WILL get you of this hard time in life and I will even pray for you Be your self, Brady Cunningham

  • @mrKoolguy1011
    @mrKoolguy1011 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    hey, you live in california, me too. hope all is well, especially with this whole pandemic going on

  • @Cassi128
    @Cassi128 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Your smile is beautiful! Keep on doing that pls :)

  • @carmunmakkar
    @carmunmakkar 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    so proud of u fam keep on going u got this

  • @jbreezii
    @jbreezii 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    You did a great job ! Hope everything goes well

  • @toddselby443
    @toddselby443 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Good luck to you and keep up the good fight.

  • @VictoriaWilder95
    @VictoriaWilder95 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    That lil smile at the end tho ... 😍😍😍

  • @indirajpal4244
    @indirajpal4244 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Love the hair

  • @TheRainyBay
    @TheRainyBay 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    "Hope your okay"
    *just got done bleaching and chopping off my hair*
    About that...

    • @DeatheGreapeR
      @DeatheGreapeR  4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I hope you are okay and that it looks fabulous!

  • @707_killafornia
    @707_killafornia 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Misss yeew 🙏🏼🤘🏼💕

  • @gracielasolis822
    @gracielasolis822 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I will pray for you sister

  • @ledeldedadum6534
    @ledeldedadum6534 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I feel ya boo

  • @sierracollins1383
    @sierracollins1383 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    This was posted on my birthday.

  • @ms.r6272
    @ms.r6272 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    You can only go on S.S. once. So hopefully you get your life together and start building retirement the second you get a job or else you'll be really screwed when you retire. I also wouldn't marry anyone because now they cant collect because you've collected or at least be honest with with person you marry because that's extremely important information that is actually required in some states to be honest about or else they can get an annulment at anytime.

  • @Daisy-kl3ij
    @Daisy-kl3ij 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Bish. Dis was only in january.

    • @DeatheGreapeR
      @DeatheGreapeR  4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      gurl 2020 didn’t get better. Let me tell you

    • @Daisy-kl3ij
      @Daisy-kl3ij 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@DeatheGreapeR ye.. lets just hope 2021 ain't as bad.. hope ur good now tho?

  • @BVP487
    @BVP487 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Well the title didn't age well

  • @irgendwelchedinge
    @irgendwelchedinge 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    not hate but why not just work?

    • @DeatheGreapeR
      @DeatheGreapeR  4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      irgendwelchedinge I’m not able to hold a regular job down because my mental illness causes me distress in a work environment

    • @irgendwelchedinge
      @irgendwelchedinge 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@DeatheGreapeR but there are million different kinds of jobs? why not work from home or work with animals or something?

    • @LM-asAboveSoBelow-...
      @LM-asAboveSoBelow-... 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@irgendwelchedinge yes but for so many ppl there is no job at all that will work no matter what anyone thinks

    • @smh6205
      @smh6205 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Mental health is hard to understand until you live it. Everyone has a solution or thinks you're over dramatic. It's debilitating to the point life seems not worth living. Normal things like work.. shopping.. keeping in touch with people.. daily chores become impossible. You lose touch with everyone and everything. I get it ... i live it.