choosing pain & reading if he had been with me *spoiler* reading vlog (*i cried*)

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  • @fionaslaysallday
    @fionaslaysallday 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +20

    This book does an amazing job at immersing you in the story. In those points where she is depressed and is experiencing seasonal depression, it feels like it drags on almost like depression does. Also in the moments you want to last forever, like the end, they seem to last the shortest. I loved this book and no one can tell me it was bad.

  • @Jvb570
    @Jvb570 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +20

    I liked it more after I finished it. I like the idea that sad things can be beautiful too. Him tragically loosing his life isn't that beautiful. On the other had he is devoted to helping others. He reached the apex of happiness by finally talking to her and loving her, even if it is just a day. How many people never find courage to speak up? I like that the book did not end with a typical happy end. It made the story real.
    About him hunting her. I feel it is just reaction, he is anxious and exited and worried. Sometimes you just can't control everything and you go by instincts. I don't think he intended to hurt her, he just lost control of the situation. And that is just the reality of the world. We are only humans after all.

  • @Simplystarra
    @Simplystarra 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +49

    I’ve waited 10 years for the 2nd book 🙄😭 my teenage self needed more at the end… and now knowing he has a perspective…do I read it?!? 😭😭😭 this book goodnessss!!!

    • @Cupcakejojo55
      @Cupcakejojo55 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      There is a 2nd one! 💗😭😀

  • @ssd1453
    @ssd1453 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +15

    The second book comes out today!!!!

  • @snowproblems1622
    @snowproblems1622 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I refused to picture her with a tiara and so I was jumpscared whenever it was mentioned 😂
    Somehow a deeply frustrating yet enjoyable read.

  • @autumn.enthusiast
    @autumn.enthusiast 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

    I just finished this book and I’m literally about to sob omg 😭😭

  • @lucyberger-qo9jl
    @lucyberger-qo9jl 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

    I think the purpose of the slow beginning and fast ending is because it was told how it felt to autumn. Like how it took so long for them to finally get together and realize but then at the end they barely had anytime until he was gone. So I think that’s why it’s kind of dragged on at the beginning.

    • @Chlojo.101
      @Chlojo.101 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      I like that way of thinking! I never really thought about it that way.

  • @chelseaberry09
    @chelseaberry09 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +16

    I enjoyed this book so much it was so pure but heartbreaking 💔 love your videos and your editing skills are elite 🍂🤍

    • @meagancarioti
      @meagancarioti  11 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      omg thank you so much!! ❤️❤️❤️

  • @naomiedesroches7365
    @naomiedesroches7365 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +15

    i didnt cry but i am HEARTBROKEN.

  • @not_nicos_type
    @not_nicos_type 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    I FINISHED IT TODAY I CANNOT DEAL WITH IT 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 IM SO BROKENNNN

  • @anonymous-kl8ud
    @anonymous-kl8ud 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    omgg before when i was reading this i accidentally spoiled the end for myself so i didn’t get the whole sad crying experience 😭😭😭 i prob would have if i didn’t spoil it tho lols. This book was actually incredible 💗💗

  • @Cassandrareads
    @Cassandrareads 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

    Fin gets his own book in his POV soon (I can’t remember the when it’s supposed to come out)

    • @mira_444
      @mira_444 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      February 5/6th

  • @delilahgabriella
    @delilahgabriella หลายเดือนก่อน

    i would definitely recommend the second book because his point of view gives a lot of insight on ur confusion.

  • @Type_o_negative2003
    @Type_o_negative2003 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Listening to Fade Into You while reading the last chapters broke me even more 😭😭😭

    • @adelinastrupp4618
      @adelinastrupp4618 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Wait no way! I did too 😭😭😭

  • @amandarocha3635
    @amandarocha3635 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    It’s heartbreaking of course but the book is ok.

  • @mollareads
    @mollareads 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    1:16 exactly how i feel. you spoke the truth

  • @nandthanarajan72
    @nandthanarajan72 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Ur so underrated ❤

  • @dianaisme
    @dianaisme 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    You crying made me cry 😭

  • @berna_bookish
    @berna_bookish 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Hey Meagan, there's also a bookish TH-camr named Sunny Kim who's also taking Speech Language Pathology! I remembered you because you both have the same grad school course! 😊

    • @meagancarioti
      @meagancarioti  11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      omg yesss I love Sunny Kim’s videos! I love finding other slp students on here 🥰❤️

  • @feliciasherman1948
    @feliciasherman1948 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Currently reading this right now…loved this video

  • @Nicolelynnn
    @Nicolelynnn 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    bestie do you have a goodreads or storygraph we can follow?!

    • @meagancarioti
      @meagancarioti  11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      yess I do have a goodreads 🫶🏻 but honestly I’m so bad at updating it lol www.goodreads.com/user/show/69992756

  • @jenniferphylene
    @jenniferphylene 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Weren’t we supposed to get fins POV this year !?

  • @Chlojo.101
    @Chlojo.101 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Ok so when I read this book, I thought it had an ok pace. But then when the death and the attempt of sui*id came up it was only like 5 pages which I did't like too much. I felt like the author should have fast forward on some of the book, and slowed down on some of the other parts. Also I could be dumb, but what did really happen to Finny. Like I know Sylvie flew thru a window, but then what happened to finny? So my overall impression was, it was a pretty good book. I like the short chapters. But jumping from the past them coming back confused me a lot. Also again some parts were too slow and some were too fast. So I would remand this book. But is it my fav...No. So read at your own risk :)
    Quick Rant if you wanna read:
    One thing I want yalls opinion on, is Jamie and Sasha relationship before the whole thing about them hooking up was reveled. Like Jamie plays as this cute and charming person when you read it at first. But then when you finish it, you realize how much of a walking red flag him and Sasha was. Like going on movie dates alone.... Common now, you should have seen that sooner girl.

    • @Chlojo.101
      @Chlojo.101 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Tell me If you agree with any of this plz!

    • @taro_1390
      @taro_1390 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Finny had a seatbelt on, so he stayed in his seat, but he got out of the car to save Sylvie but he got electrocuted.

  • @gael9143
    @gael9143 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Anyone else found it weird that in the book only the highest of the jear are witten in detail and that you dont really know how old she is?

  • @lacraciav6316
    @lacraciav6316 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I finished book 2 today and now i feel empty

  • @_B311a_R0s3_
    @_B311a_R0s3_ 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I need someone to explain the ending to me cause I’m so confused, it went by so quickly! Like ik Finn went to help Sylve (idk if I spelled that right) and he put his hand into a puddle of water that had electricity in it so that’s why he died. But then Autumn like tried to -- herself right? Then she found out she was pregnant? But then we never found out anything else about the baby like I thought it was going to end with the baby being born and it looking like Finn or something. I also was listing to an audio book so I couldn’t like re read it to understand it lol! So I guess I understand the ending but like I’m confused why the author made it end like that… 😂😂

    • @Chlojo.101
      @Chlojo.101 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      IKR!! Like the whole book moved at a ok pace even a little slow. Then out of know where Finny dies and then she is preggo and --- herself but then it ends like that??? This all happened in like 5- pages.

  • @Namjooningthroughlife
    @Namjooningthroughlife 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    I lowkey hated the book and don’t get the hype. I won’t judge people who like it I just don’t get it. Autumn was so annoying and the whole book was eh. The writing was like so mid. It felt like one of those books where people who don’t read like it. Just not for me but not judging anyone. Just wanna see other peoples views on the book

    • @brandyirisable
      @brandyirisable 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      PPL WHO DONT READ PART KILLED ME 😂

    • @Namjooningthroughlife
      @Namjooningthroughlife หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@brandyirisable inform me?

    • @lilpopism
      @lilpopism 25 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      It’s ok to not like a book. What’s not ok is judging who likes the book.

    • @Namjooningthroughlife
      @Namjooningthroughlife 25 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@lilpopism yep thanks :)

  • @dianaisme
    @dianaisme 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I don't think I could read this 😅

    • @GraceWinters-d5i
      @GraceWinters-d5i 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      i guarantee you its good

    • @dianaisme
      @dianaisme 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@GraceWinters-d5i yeah but it would destroy me

    • @brandyirisable
      @brandyirisable 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      No.please don't. LOL I hated it. It's too sad

    • @dianaisme
      @dianaisme 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@brandyirisable I dont think I will read it. Its just not my genre at all

  • @lylee_lemonade
    @lylee_lemonade 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    10:30

  • @rayliddicoat7959
    @rayliddicoat7959 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I just bought both books. I can't wait❤Julie