you seem like the sort of person who would dance to busker's music on the subway, write encouraging messsages on walls and stop to have conversations with homeless people. i love you with all my heart.
Beth Leigh yes!! i get that. she reflects the person i'm striving to be but am stopped constantly by fear or insecurity or anxiety. i really hope we can both find that person eventually.
"We are not human beings having a spiritual experience but merely spiritual beings having a human experience" I thought I'd share that quote. I love you back Hitomi, I thank you for this video and for all that you do. Everything is going to be okay.
Man. You're so woke. I am so glad I found your channel. You're so god damn humble and positive, you have such a beautiful soul. It's really hard to find people who just share their most vulnerable selves with everyone just for the sake of spreading the love. There's lots of people out there sharing things, only with hidden agendas of receiving things in return. Every Hitomi video restores my faith in humanity just a little more, so thank you
I don't know why but I felt the need to tell you this.. I JUST WENT THRIFTING FOR THE FIRST WITH MY BEST FRIEND AND I WAS THINKING OF YOU THE WHOLE TIME AND I FOUND AN AMAZING DIESEL JACKET THAT ORIGINALY COSTED 180 DOLLARS AND I JUST PAYED 15 EUROS FOR IT!! ok, so now that I told you this. I am going to continue listening to this video. I am sure it's going to motivate me and make me happy like your videos always do. Sending love, hugs and good vibes. I love you.
I feel my heart open every time I watch your videos or see you post anything.... your existence means so much to me I just want to hug you sooooo hard ahaha wow I love you SM BABYYYYYYY JEEEZ
I've been telling myself for the past few days "everything is going to be alright. I can choose to be happy. I AM so happy." And I'm really feeling it, and noticing the universe giving me positive signs and suddenly, the other day, I felt safe and taken care of, not an alien anymore but like a child of the world. Your presence is so pure I'm feeling even better now. Thank you for sharing it and much love
Thank you so much for these videos!!!! The kind of videos where you talk about your feelings and views on the world help me so much. You feel like my older sister giving me advise on how to cope with depression and sadness. whenever I'm down I watch your videos and I'm so thankful for them. love u girl ❤❤❤❤
and I finally told some one about my depression and mental instability. And I'm so happy that I'm finally seeking help, but I'm also scared. About telling my close friends about it, as they don't know me as a sad girl. but I'm also scared for meeting a psychiatrist. Any tips?
Jula Stommels hey! a few days after christmas, i told my mum i had been feeling depressed for four years - she took me to therapy right away and i've never looked back. i used to think, as the psychologist was talking to me, "how tf will any of this help me?" and everything she said was going in one ear and out of the other because i was just so hopeless and pessimistic. however, something clicked after about 3 months and i realised how everything i was being told in therapy was so helpful and i began to feel less hopeless, less suicidal and anxious and deeply sad. depression is something you will have forever, and your mood will fluctuate like any normal person! it's about finding what makes you happy during these episodes and sticking to it, no matter how you feel. what i'm trying to say is be more open minded, less hubristic and know that it will get better - no matter how cliché that is haha. honestly, after 4 years of depression i got into the lifestyle of being hopeless, but now i can truly say that i am happy, with the help of antidepressants and therapy, just be open minded and optimistic. Xxx
Jula Stommels you just have to picture yourself having passed your depression and feel the happiness that you'll feel after you have overcome your problems and say to yourself that you are goin to get rid of this devil depression. and so sorry but I dont understand why you so anxious about telling it to your CLOSE friends. You can share anything with them thats why they are called close friends. Isn't that so?! And believe me I myself was like in really a bad depression, I used to think that I look really bad that I am too thin, that noone will like me just because a boy rejected me. I didn't know what to do. I then used to just go out in the nature and talk to myself as a second person and not in my mind but loud and tell myself good things about me. that helped me sooo much. Try that out, maybe it will help you too. And sorry, I write too much.😅
I haven't had a heart to heart in a while. Thank you very much for this. so encouraging! gives me more of a reason to fall in love with life again. I will always have my heart open
You make me feel loved. You inspire me to love others. This cycle is bliss, and for me it started by watching you. I love your smile and positive, light energy. I want to hug you, and tell you how much you mean to me! Thank you for your existence. Eternal light, love, happiness, and SUNSHINE!
I’ve watched this video several times, especially in my depressive episodes. I absolutely love how you’re not afraid of vulnerability and how you unconditionally love. Your heart and soul is truly radiant and that emanates in all of your content. I hope the moments to come brings you nothing but Love, Light, and Clarity to any situation(s) that are weighing you down. Stay beautiful 🌞🌟
you make me so happy to watch. I connect with your videos so much and it's really comforting to know someone else is feeling the same things as I am. you are such a pure and sweet soul and I really admire that. you deserve all the love 💛☀
This brings me to tears. Everything you speak about on your channel is so pure and generous i love you and i love that you take the time of day to share positive vibes and beautiful messages with your youtube. Truly we are so lucky to be living and present
everything is going to be ok 💕 honesty and open vulnerability are so so helpful. Sharing your stories and observations and weaknesses with others strengthens your relationships so much and just helps you feel understood and ultimately loved, it's so important! I feel like every time I struggle with my emotions and mental health, turning inward first to try and understand what is happening, and then outwardly sharing that with loved ones has helped me process every issue I've come across lately. Thank you for spreading this loving message!!!!
I love you Hitomi! Everything you said just put so many things into perspective for me. When I'm feeling sad I tend to dig a hole and go down even further into a pit of despair, and this makes me feel even worse. I realise the things I tell myself are not true and I don't need to listen to it. When you said you also feel this way, but you choose to feel the love from your memories instead of feeling all the negativity, that's when it hit me. Like I don't need to dwell on my sadness I need to feel the love ,and just makes me so happy. So thank you Hitomi
You made me want to go out tomorrow afternoon, go around my town on my bike, sitting at the edge of the river, writing and painting So that'll be afternoon, thank you for making me want to go out and enjoy life You're truly an inspiration, stay likewise, sending so much love from France
What i want for people to understand is that you don't have to be without what or experience other deem people consider "major issues" to be depressed. Those who look like they have the most could be depressed so don't put the condition into a stereotypical box. And it doesn't just go away (at least by what I've learned) but you do learn to manage it and not let it control you. We become some of the strongest people because we are constantly working. 😀😋
You're my real life angel, come down from the ethers to teach me of the balance between self love and hate. Ive stuggled so much with this for years, and it's SUCH and amazing feeling to have my issues be spoken of in such a coherent and loving way. Thank you for making sense of me.
I always come back to this video when I’m feeling depressed. Your words are light and I don’t know, it’s like they literally light my fire up again. Thank you.
really needed this today. depression is not an easy thing to deal with. it feels like a battle within yourself that you’re constantly losing. for so long, i never rlly knew what caused my depression as my childhood & onward, from what i remember, was filled w/ so much joy. but you’re right. we can be easily triggered from parts of our lives that we don’t even remember!! which i find terrifying. it’s so hard for me to express how i truly feel w/ people because i keep circling back to the mindset that they won’t understand. or that they’ll think i’m crazy for feeling what i feel because sometimes, i do feel crazy! but everytime i feel depressed, lonely, alone, & vulnerable, i rewatch your videos & you help me see that there is so much love & light left in this world. i feel like you get me. having a heart to heart w/ you is something i feel everybody needs. you rlly are an earth angel. thank you for your rawness & vulnerability. ❤️
from the bottom of my heart, thank you. thank you for spreading so much love and positivity into this world, thank you for being you, thank you for simply existing. you are such a loving soul that deserves to be loved in return. you will, without any doubt, leave your beautiful mark on this earth. words are failing to express how grateful i am for your existence. thank you hitomi, truly ❤️
This video really hit home for me. I'm realizing more that I need to stop self isolating 9:04 through 9:58 I completely related to. Thank you so much Hitomi for being brave and being so open. You are such a bright light.
I want to open up to people so much sometimes but I'm so scared I will be hurt, betrayed... I've tried to be open and allow myself to love, and I'm going to continue to try but it's so hard, especially when you're depressed and have anxiety. If I didn't have these mental issues I wonder where the hell I would be in my life, how happy I would be. I'm continuing and I'm trying to get there, I hope you all do as well. Sending so much love ❤️💫❤️💫❤️💫
Wow! You are not alone. I understand and think those things at times. We have to learn to accept and love everything about ourselves it will all be okay.
You motivate me so much. I had an anxiety attack last week in the middle of the busy streets and I got so scared and I am so scared it will happen again.. Honestly the worst feeling ever but your words helped me to feel better right now. Hopefully I can remember your beautiful message next time something like this happens.
this is so powerful, today I was thinking about relapsing and hating myself again, but I realise that would prevent me from finding peace in loving people. I am so grateful for you. everything will be okay ⭐️✨
This is so relatable!! The part about recognizing the fact that you tell yourself lies and know they’re lies but choose to believe them in that moment-I think everyone does that exactly! So frustrating I don’t know why we do that.
I wish I could be as candid and honest as you. I'm a very closed off person and I make up white lies all the time to cover up my mental illnesses. I wish I didn't have to do that.
Thank you for being so open and fantastic! Thank you for promoting community and solidarity in this world and for really showing me and others how valuable and beautiful life is and how important love is! It is so very encouraging
This video was all I could have asked for and more! I didn't even know I needed this advice today, but the more you spoke, I realized how much it related to my life and things I'm struggling with (and I'm sure many other viewers agree as well). Thank you!
Hitomi I just want to let you know your videos mean so much. They're so helpful and comforting to know and hear that someone shares the same feelings, thoughts, and experiences. Thanks so much!
I love you Hitomi. I relate to you in so many ways. When I get into depressed moods and I feel sad and suicidal I just think about how much I can be doing for other people and that makes me feel better all the time. I also think about how much effect my mood/energy has on other people. When im happy and I radiating positive energy everybody else around me is just also radiating positive energy and that makes me so happy. I also think about how privileged I am I compared to other people and that also gives me a reason to stay alive because I can help them in so many ways and there are so many things that I can do to help people who are less fortunate than I am, and that keeps me going. Plus there's you, you also keep me going with your chatty videos and your fashion and just your whole spirit and energy it just makes me happy! thank you for being you I love you and everything you represent.✨❤
i love you so much hitomi, i just want you to know you help soooo many people, including me. you really shed the light on an endless amount of people, you came into my life at the most perfect time to just keep me from ending it all. i felt really really fucking helpless around christmas and through testing out different medications they just made me worse. i was really hurt over a guy who just spoke more than actually doing the things he said he would, i just loved him so much and i thought that we were just soulmates. and i thought i wasn't enough, i thought well if he doesn't want me than who am i? what didn't i have to offer that he needed and he just kept telling me the timing wasn't right and that we'd be together in the future but if we're soulmates then the timing will always just be right. and in that darkness of craving to be loved i started to love myself and just put the love for him into other things and find my passions to give all that love to and i'm so fucking glad i did. thank you thank you a million times thank you for being yourself and sharing your story with all of us and just making us know we have someone by our sides no matter what. you've truly made such an impact in my life that'll forever be engraved in my soul! you're my shadow hitomi and i'll never be able to show my appreciation enough to you.
I’m so thankful/grateful for your videos. Thankyou for words, you have helped me discover more about myself and to find the love within myself. I have scars and your words about them showing the pain you once had that’s now healed made me so emotional/happy. Thankyou for always being yourself, you beautiful soul 💖✨
Shaman Larissa told me that tears and laughter are the essence of life, and having your life break down is tragic but a beautiful blessing at the same time because we’re proving to ourselves that we are masters and divine creators and we can overcome adversity. I just want everyone reading this to feel love. I feel like shit all the time, too, but know that you’re not you are not your circumstances. Fuck, just know that there are people all around wading through darkness and yelling out for an answer. Be the Polo to someone’s Marco. And don’t stop calling out. I want you here. We want you here. I love you. I love you. I love you.
I know that this is three years late, but I just want to say that you help me a lot. I'm going on a spiritual journey of my own at a young age. I was really scared at first, but when I look at your videos then I ALWAYS feel better. You remind me that what really matters is love and peace, for myself and for others to share in. You remind me that beautiful souls are all around us, full of spirit from the Creator and with plans to make the world a better place for all. You make me feel extremely inspired to fix myself and continue my spirit's own path. Thank you :)
Thank you. I'm in a dark place right now but I know it's apart of the process to 'happiness'.. I really needed to relate and not feel alone in this moment. When I started the video my phone dropped on the ground and I just left it there, laying on my bed listening to you speak with my eyes closed and I needed that. I felt like I wasn't alone for those 13 minutes. I hope you stay on this positive train of thought.. and if you drop off, know we love you too. 💞
You're so amazing!! It's so nice to have someone on my journey with me. That's how I feel... I feel like you're on this journey helping me.... I love you so much, you're so crazy beautiful inside and out ❤️ much love to everyone here❤️
Your videos helped me to start overcoming my depression so much. A year ago I started being extremely depressed and i had pretty toxic friends (not anymore aayy) and i didn´t allow myself to just be me. It wasn't until i shaved my head in september that i realised that i can do anything, something in me changed and i started being more spiritual and positive and i feel like you guided me through all this a bit. A year ago i always had suicidal thoughts and thought my life would be boring and not worth living but you helped me learn otherwise. Thank you, I love you, everything is going to be okay. :)
thanks so much, girl. i'd had a big relapse last week and it's truly the little beautiful parts of life like your videos that inspire me to be brave and keep going. sending you loving healing positive energies always.
When you started crying I started to. I felt such an emotional connection. I felt as if you were talking right to me. I wish I knew you personally and we were best friends because you are a friend I really need in my life.
hitomi, yu are such a wondeful radiant person!! your courage is unimaginable and letting yourself be vulnerable and opening up to so many people inspires me everyday to better myself xx i feel so grateful for your channel and who you are as a person
I love you, Hitomi. Your reminder about the past no longer existing really made me feel so much more positive about what I can do for the present and future. Everything is going to be okay x
I'm sorry that you've been through so much and that those experiences are still at times causing you pain. I love the content you put out and your whole vibe. It's so nice to see someone who is as beautiful on the outside as they are on the inside! You are so gentle and strong Hitomi!
Everything is going to be okay. Thank you so much for your videos. I have a friend who's been struggling from an eating disorder for a couple of years now and I want her to recover so bad but she lost all her hope. She just says she has to accept it and learn to live with it. She refuses to try to think positive and always says it's not that easy. I really wanna help her but just don't know how. I hope one day she can change her mindset.
Thank you so much, I love you. I felt like you were taking to me personally and that felt amazing to have someone understand so much how I feel . You are such an amazing person
You're such an amazing person, I teared up watching this. I just can't believe there are people like you in this world, you're so inspiring and flowing with love. I absolutely love your videos! Keep doing what you're doing! 🌷🌹🌻
You are too cute Hitomi!! Thank you for sharing so much love and so many deep insights of yours. Those beautiful positive vibes will have great ripple effects.
ahhh....I can everytime just relate to you. I feel like I am you just not as beautiful and as positive as you are, but like from inside... one thing that could help me fight any depression is good hug...when someone comes to me and listens to me and gives me good hugs I feel like I can fight anything. And listening to you helps me just as much so thank you thank you soo much😘
I had the craziest anxiety attack last night that lasted till 2 in the morning...found this right now in my recommended ..thank you virtual universe..thank you Hitomi. Much Love
I admire you and your love. in staying completely honest, I have problems loving people, or at least showing it in the way you do. I still have problems with the way I treat you.
This is so different. I love this. This video made me feel so much better, you're such a positive person no matter what, no matter your depression. Just keep on sharing love and your beautiful shine!!!!! Thank you for this
everything is going to be okay.. I am having spinal surgery tomorrow and you have been such a role model for me and my outlook on life. With all the love in my heart, thank you.
I just discovered you yesterday and you are one of a kind; unique person. I commend you for sharing your life and personality with us. Thank you for discussing mental illness. You are one of the first you-tubers to shed positive life on the topic. Thank you so much! 💕❤️💕 much love and happiness!!!
This video honestly touched my heart cuz I relate on SUCH a personal level. I'm in a place right now where I genuinely feel like I can't be helped and I'm consumed by darkness tbh. And seeing that you have the ability to still carry light within you in spite of all of the pain and sadness truly inspires me. I struggle with depression, anxiety and I believe body dysmorphia. I'm really trying to love myself and life but I can't seem to break through yet. I'm going to therapy cuz I'm trying to let solutions in. It's just SO HARD and heart breaking but when I see your videos, you give me hope & I feel as though we exchange energy and I feel lighter after I've finished watching. Thank you honestly from the bottom of my heart for your existence. You're amazing and beautiful; I too, love you. With Love from Brooklyn; Alexis ❤️🙏🏾
ur positivity is so infectious I love it and watching your videos makes me so happy. The stress of school work and relationships have really got on top of me lately and watching your videos just gives me such a better outlook on life and realize what I have. love u so much you are such a beautiful soul ❤️ xo
I want to start a TH-cam channel and spread this love/peace you spread to us. I feel like the world needs more people like you trying to lend a hand and spread positivity.
You have such an incredible soul. I can feel your energy so strongly even just through watching your videos. Your heart is open and beautiful and your words are pure love :) thank you for sharing this
Thank you so much💗 I really needed to hear this. This is literally me. I've also been dealing with depression, but I wish you much love and Positive vibes.
Hitomi I appreciate you so much! I've been watching you for 6 months and you never fail to educate me and make me feel better, I'm beyond grateful for you and lately I've been feeling as if my heart is hardening and that scares me so much because I've always been a sensitive tender hearted person and I'd rather feel everything regardless of it being positive or negative than feel nothing at all, thank you for putting your whole self out in to the world you're beyond brave and inspire me so much, I appreciate your vulnerability so much and I love that you spread love continuously, you're making the world a better place and I love you so much for that❤️
I love this video so so much.. I've definitely been feeling down and didn't really know what was happening to me. your lovely spirit and guidance towards thinking about love instead of sadness resonated with me. Thank you! Sending you positive & happy vibes 💖
I'm struggling so much right now Hitomi, I feel so defeated but this video gave me so much hope, even in the darkest of times. thank you so much. I'm sending you so much love and peace
Thank you for sharing a little piece of your life with us. Totally resonate with everything you said, may we all be free of suffering and rejoice in peace. Sending you love and joy 🙏🏼🤗
you seem like the sort of person who would dance to busker's music on the subway, write encouraging messsages on walls and stop to have conversations with homeless people. i love you with all my heart.
omg i totally agree with this ! i feel like im that type of person deep down but i'm still overcoming a lot of anxiety that hides that !
Beth Leigh yes!! i get that. she reflects the person i'm striving to be but am stopped constantly by fear or insecurity or anxiety. i really hope we can both find that person eventually.
Yes we will !!! We are so close I know it. If you want to connect and share stories my Instagram is @bethtopiaa or you can Gmail me ! X
This is so beautiful. This really touches my soul. If any of you want to connect, feel free to text me on Instagram @ sternchensterne ~*~~
I don't think I've ever loved anyone on the internet as much as I love you. You're so damn previous, you have idea how lovely you are I swear.
"We are not human beings having a spiritual experience but merely spiritual beings having a human experience" I thought I'd share that quote. I love you back Hitomi, I thank you for this video and for all that you do. Everything is going to be okay.
i love the twinkle in your eyes everytime you talk about LOVE!
Man. You're so woke. I am so glad I found your channel. You're so god damn humble and positive, you have such a beautiful soul. It's really hard to find people who just share their most vulnerable selves with everyone just for the sake of spreading the love. There's lots of people out there sharing things, only with hidden agendas of receiving things in return. Every Hitomi video restores my faith in humanity just a little more, so thank you
Everything is going to be okay. You are a light in this world.
I don't know why but I felt the need to tell you this.. I JUST WENT THRIFTING FOR THE FIRST WITH MY BEST FRIEND AND I WAS THINKING OF YOU THE WHOLE TIME AND I FOUND AN AMAZING DIESEL JACKET THAT ORIGINALY COSTED 180 DOLLARS AND I JUST PAYED 15 EUROS FOR IT!! ok, so now that I told you this. I am going to continue listening to this video. I am sure it's going to motivate me and make me happy like your videos always do. Sending love, hugs and good vibes. I love you.
I feel my heart open every time I watch your videos or see you post anything.... your existence means so much to me I just want to hug you sooooo hard ahaha wow I love you SM BABYYYYYYY JEEEZ
Also THANK YOU. thank you thank you thank you
You have such a beautiful soul 💛
I've been telling myself for the past few days "everything is going to be alright. I can choose to be happy. I AM so happy." And I'm really feeling it, and noticing the universe giving me positive signs and suddenly, the other day, I felt safe and taken care of, not an alien anymore but like a child of the world. Your presence is so pure I'm feeling even better now. Thank you for sharing it and much love
Thank you so much for these videos!!!! The kind of videos where you talk about your feelings and views on the world help me so much. You feel like my older sister giving me advise on how to cope with depression and sadness. whenever I'm down I watch your videos and I'm so thankful for them. love u girl ❤❤❤❤
and I finally told some one about my depression and mental instability. And I'm so happy that I'm finally seeking help, but I'm also scared. About telling my close friends about it, as they don't know me as a sad girl. but I'm also scared for meeting a psychiatrist. Any tips?
Jula Stommels hey! a few days after christmas, i told my mum i had been feeling depressed for four years - she took me to therapy right away and i've never looked back. i used to think, as the psychologist was talking to me, "how tf will any of this help me?" and everything she said was going in one ear and out of the other because i was just so hopeless and pessimistic. however, something clicked after about 3 months and i realised how everything i was being told in therapy was so helpful and i began to feel less hopeless, less suicidal and anxious and deeply sad. depression is something you will have forever, and your mood will fluctuate like any normal person! it's about finding what makes you happy during these episodes and sticking to it, no matter how you feel. what i'm trying to say is be more open minded, less hubristic and know that it will get better - no matter how cliché that is haha. honestly, after 4 years of depression i got into the lifestyle of being hopeless, but now i can truly say that i am happy, with the help of antidepressants and therapy, just be open minded and optimistic. Xxx
Jula Stommels you just have to picture yourself having passed your depression and feel the happiness that you'll feel after you have overcome your problems and say to yourself that you are goin to get rid of this devil depression. and so sorry but I dont understand why you so anxious about telling it to your CLOSE friends. You can share anything with them thats why they are called close friends. Isn't that so?! And believe me I myself was like in really a bad depression, I used to think that I look really bad that I am too thin, that noone will like me just because a boy rejected me. I didn't know what to do. I then used to just go out in the nature and talk to myself as a second person and not in my mind but loud and tell myself good things about me. that helped me sooo much. Try that out, maybe it will help you too. And sorry, I write too much.😅
I haven't had a heart to heart in a while. Thank you very much for this. so encouraging! gives me more of a reason to fall in love with life again. I will always have my heart open
You make me feel loved. You inspire me to love others. This cycle is bliss, and for me it started by watching you. I love your smile and positive, light energy. I want to hug you, and tell you how much you mean to me! Thank you for your existence. Eternal light, love, happiness, and SUNSHINE!
I’ve watched this video several times, especially in my depressive episodes. I absolutely love how you’re not afraid of vulnerability and how you unconditionally love. Your heart and soul is truly radiant and that emanates in all of your content. I hope the moments to come brings you nothing but Love, Light, and Clarity to any situation(s) that are weighing you down. Stay beautiful 🌞🌟
you make me so happy to watch. I connect with your videos so much and it's really comforting to know someone else is feeling the same things as I am. you are such a pure and sweet soul and I really admire that. you deserve all the love 💛☀
This brings me to tears. Everything you speak about on your channel is so pure and generous i love you and i love that you take the time of day to share positive vibes and beautiful messages with your youtube. Truly we are so lucky to be living and present
my angel
everything is going to be ok 💕 honesty and open vulnerability are so so helpful. Sharing your stories and observations and weaknesses with others strengthens your relationships so much and just helps you feel understood and ultimately loved, it's so important!
I feel like every time I struggle with my emotions and mental health, turning inward first to try and understand what is happening, and then outwardly sharing that with loved ones has helped me process every issue I've come across lately. Thank you for spreading this loving message!!!!
I love you Hitomi! Everything you said just put so many things into perspective for me. When I'm feeling sad I tend to dig a hole and go down even further into a pit of despair, and this makes me feel even worse. I realise the things I tell myself are not true and I don't need to listen to it. When you said you also feel this way, but you choose to feel the love from your memories instead of feeling all the negativity, that's when it hit me. Like I don't need to dwell on my sadness I need to feel the love ,and just makes me so happy. So thank you Hitomi
You made me want to go out tomorrow afternoon, go around my town on my bike, sitting at the edge of the river, writing and painting
So that'll be afternoon, thank you for making me want to go out and enjoy life
You're truly an inspiration, stay likewise, sending so much love from France
I would cry of absolute joy just to meet and hug you. You are an amazing soul helping so many out, thank you
this video is such a cozy and honest talk with somebody that I needed for the longest time ever💔 thank you Hitomi for being a part of life🌹
What i want for people to understand is that you don't have to be without what or experience other deem people consider "major issues" to be depressed. Those who look like they have the most could be depressed so don't put the condition into a stereotypical box. And it doesn't just go away (at least by what I've learned) but you do learn to manage it and not let it control you. We become some of the strongest people because we are constantly working. 😀😋
watching this in the background while I stress over my work. you calm me down thank you so much ily❤
markys pena // me during the school year. her voice is so nice and comforting!! ❤❤
her voice makes me so happy
SAMEEEEE I always do homework while her videos play in the background!!
everything is going to be okay for you, for me, for all of us
You're my real life angel, come down from the ethers to teach me of the balance between self love and hate. Ive stuggled so much with this for years, and it's SUCH and amazing feeling to have my issues be spoken of in such a coherent and loving way. Thank you for making sense of me.
I always come back to this video when I’m feeling depressed. Your words are light and I don’t know, it’s like they literally light my fire up again. Thank you.
really needed this today. depression is not an easy thing to deal with. it feels like a battle within yourself that you’re constantly losing. for so long, i never rlly knew what caused my depression as my childhood & onward, from what i remember, was filled w/ so much joy. but you’re right. we can be easily triggered from parts of our lives that we don’t even remember!! which i find terrifying. it’s so hard for me to express how i truly feel w/ people because i keep circling back to the mindset that they won’t understand. or that they’ll think i’m crazy for feeling what i feel because sometimes, i do feel crazy! but everytime i feel depressed, lonely, alone, & vulnerable, i rewatch your videos & you help me see that there is so much love & light left in this world. i feel like you get me. having a heart to heart w/ you is something i feel everybody needs. you rlly are an earth angel. thank you for your rawness & vulnerability. ❤️
from the bottom of my heart, thank you.
thank you for spreading so much love and positivity into this world, thank you for being you, thank you for simply existing. you are such a loving soul that deserves to be loved in return. you will, without any doubt, leave your beautiful mark on this earth. words are failing to express how grateful i am for your existence. thank you hitomi, truly ❤️
im going to take on that perspective too, thanks Hitomi
This video really hit home for me. I'm realizing more that I need to stop self isolating 9:04 through 9:58 I completely related to. Thank you so much Hitomi for being brave and being so open. You are such a bright light.
Your Love makes you stronger than you think. Your an angel on earth. Thank you
I want to open up to people so much sometimes but I'm so scared I will be hurt, betrayed... I've tried to be open and allow myself to love, and I'm going to continue to try but it's so hard, especially when you're depressed and have anxiety. If I didn't have these mental issues I wonder where the hell I would be in my life, how happy I would be. I'm continuing and I'm trying to get there, I hope you all do as well. Sending so much love ❤️💫❤️💫❤️💫
Wow! You are not alone. I understand and think those things at times. We have to learn to accept and love everything about ourselves it will all be okay.
You motivate me so much. I had an anxiety attack last week in the middle of the busy streets and I got so scared and I am so scared it will happen again.. Honestly the worst feeling ever but your words helped me to feel better right now. Hopefully I can remember your beautiful message next time something like this happens.
this is so powerful, today I was thinking about relapsing and hating myself again, but I realise that would prevent me from finding peace in loving people. I am so grateful for you. everything will be okay ⭐️✨
This is so relatable!! The part about recognizing the fact that you tell yourself lies and know they’re lies but choose to believe them in that moment-I think everyone does that exactly! So frustrating I don’t know why we do that.
I wish I could be as candid and honest as you. I'm a very closed off person and I make up white lies all the time to cover up my mental illnesses. I wish I didn't have to do that.
Sam Harris fuuuc. I am the exact same way and it's destroying my life.
Same here. Guys we are not alone. 💓💕💓💕💓
Thank you for being so open and fantastic! Thank you for promoting community and solidarity in this world and for really showing me and others how valuable and beautiful life is and how important love is! It is so very encouraging
Gosh I know how awful depression is, but you're fighting it so strong!! You're truly incredible
i love all these discussions and rambles
id love to just spend one day with you, there's so much we'd talk about omg
This video was all I could have asked for and more! I didn't even know I needed this advice today, but the more you spoke, I realized how much it related to my life and things I'm struggling with (and I'm sure many other viewers agree as well). Thank you!
crying from this video..... i love you, you absolutely have blessed many many lives
I notice how much you pour your heart out here on youtube. You are helping a lot of people out there
Hitomi I just want to let you know your videos mean so much. They're so helpful and comforting to know and hear that someone shares the same feelings, thoughts, and experiences. Thanks so much!
I love you Hitomi. I relate to you in so many ways. When I get into depressed moods and I feel sad and suicidal I just think about how much I can be doing for other people and that makes me feel better all the time. I also think about how much effect my mood/energy has on other people. When im happy and I radiating positive energy everybody else around me is just also radiating positive energy and that makes me so happy. I also think about how privileged I am I compared to other people and that also gives me a reason to stay alive because I can help them in so many ways and there are so many things that I can do to help people who are less fortunate than I am, and that keeps me going. Plus there's you, you also keep me going with your chatty videos and your fashion and just your whole spirit and energy it just makes me happy! thank you for being you I love you and everything you represent.✨❤
you are such a beautiful, kind hearted, genuine, loving person and you always brighten my day!
i love you so much hitomi, i just want you to know you help soooo many people, including me. you really shed the light on an endless amount of people, you came into my life at the most perfect time to just keep me from ending it all. i felt really really fucking helpless around christmas and through testing out different medications they just made me worse. i was really hurt over a guy who just spoke more than actually doing the things he said he would, i just loved him so much and i thought that we were just soulmates. and i thought i wasn't enough, i thought well if he doesn't want me than who am i? what didn't i have to offer that he needed and he just kept telling me the timing wasn't right and that we'd be together in the future but if we're soulmates then the timing will always just be right. and in that darkness of craving to be loved i started to love myself and just put the love for him into other things and find my passions to give all that love to and i'm so fucking glad i did. thank you thank you a million times thank you for being yourself and sharing your story with all of us and just making us know we have someone by our sides no matter what. you've truly made such an impact in my life that'll forever be engraved in my soul! you're my shadow hitomi and i'll never be able to show my appreciation enough to you.
You are so wonderful Hitomi. After watching your videos i just feel so transformed and happy You are a blessing to the planet
I’m so thankful/grateful for your videos. Thankyou for words, you have helped me discover more about myself and to find the love within myself. I have scars and your words about them showing the pain you once had that’s now healed made me so emotional/happy. Thankyou for always being yourself, you beautiful soul 💖✨
Shaman Larissa told me that tears and laughter are the essence of life, and having your life break down is tragic but a beautiful blessing at the same time because we’re proving to ourselves that we are masters and divine creators and we can overcome adversity. I just want everyone reading this to feel love. I feel like shit all the time, too, but know that you’re not you are not your circumstances. Fuck, just know that there are people all around wading through darkness and yelling out for an answer. Be the Polo to someone’s Marco. And don’t stop calling out. I want you here. We want you here. I love you. I love you. I love you.
I know that this is three years late, but I just want to say that you help me a lot. I'm going on a spiritual journey of my own at a young age. I was really scared at first, but when I look at your videos then I ALWAYS feel better. You remind me that what really matters is love and peace, for myself and for others to share in. You remind me that beautiful souls are all around us, full of spirit from the Creator and with plans to make the world a better place for all. You make me feel extremely inspired to fix myself and continue my spirit's own path. Thank you :)
Thank you. I'm in a dark place right now but I know it's apart of the process to 'happiness'.. I really needed to relate and not feel alone in this moment. When I started the video my phone dropped on the ground and I just left it there, laying on my bed listening to you speak with my eyes closed and I needed that. I felt like I wasn't alone for those 13 minutes. I hope you stay on this positive train of thought.. and if you drop off, know we love you too. 💞
Everything is going to be amazing
this fills my heart with so much love and happiness my eyes start to tear up
You're so amazing!! It's so nice to have someone on my journey with me. That's how I feel... I feel like you're on this journey helping me.... I love you so much, you're so crazy beautiful inside and out ❤️ much love to everyone here❤️
Your videos helped me to start overcoming my depression so much. A year ago I started being extremely depressed and i had pretty toxic friends (not anymore aayy) and i didn´t allow myself to just be me. It wasn't until i shaved my head in september that i realised that i can do anything, something in me changed and i started being more spiritual and positive and i feel like you guided me through all this a bit. A year ago i always had suicidal thoughts and thought my life would be boring and not worth living but you helped me learn otherwise. Thank you, I love you, everything is going to be okay. :)
thanks so much, girl. i'd had a big relapse last week and it's truly the little beautiful parts of life like your videos that inspire me to be brave and keep going. sending you loving healing positive energies always.
When you started crying I started to. I felt such an emotional connection. I felt as if you were talking right to me. I wish I knew you personally and we were best friends because you are a friend I really need in my life.
hitomi, yu are such a wondeful radiant person!! your courage is unimaginable and letting yourself be vulnerable and opening up to so many people inspires me everyday to better myself xx i feel so grateful for your channel and who you are as a person
Been walking around crying all day and I needed this so badly today! Thank you so much ❤️❤️
I love you, Hitomi. Your reminder about the past no longer existing really made me feel so much more positive about what I can do for the present and future. Everything is going to be okay x
I'm sorry that you've been through so much and that those experiences are still at times causing you pain. I love the content you put out and your whole vibe. It's so nice to see someone who is as beautiful on the outside as they are on the inside! You are so gentle and strong Hitomi!
Everything is going to be okay.
Thank you so much for your videos. I have a friend who's been struggling from an eating disorder for a couple of years now and I want her to recover so bad but she lost all her hope. She just says she has to accept it and learn to live with it. She refuses to try to think positive and always says it's not that easy. I really wanna help her but just don't know how. I hope one day she can change her mindset.
Thank you so much, I love you. I felt like you were taking to me personally and that felt amazing to have someone understand so much how I feel . You are such an amazing person
You're such an amazing person, I teared up watching this. I just can't believe there are people like you in this world, you're so inspiring and flowing with love. I absolutely love your videos! Keep doing what you're doing! 🌷🌹🌻
Everything is going to be okay 💙🌸
You are an Empath. Embrace it. We feeeeeel soooo deeply. And it’s beautiful and wonderful cause we never give up because of our love or others.
You are too cute Hitomi!! Thank you for sharing so much love and so many deep insights of yours. Those beautiful positive vibes will have great ripple effects.
I love u so much. You always take me one step closer to choosing recovery and deciding to heal
thank you for this- made me realize that all the aspects of life and that forward is simply an incredibly adventure and life is amazing.
ahhh....I can everytime just relate to you. I feel like I am you just not as beautiful and as positive as you are, but like from inside... one thing that could help me fight any depression is good hug...when someone comes to me and listens to me and gives me good hugs I feel like I can fight anything. And listening to you helps me just as much so thank you thank you soo much😘
I had the craziest anxiety attack last night that lasted till 2 in the morning...found this right now in my recommended ..thank you virtual universe..thank you Hitomi. Much Love
I admire you and your love. in staying completely honest, I have problems loving people, or at least showing it in the way you do. I still have problems with the way I treat you.
You're so sweet, Hitomi💛 You honestly inspire me to try and become a better version of myself!
My goodness I love you. Thank you for expressing and spreading such love and gratitude💕
Thank you for being such a wonderful and inspiring human, thank you for being here with us ❤️🍀
You are such a gift to this earth, and when I say it I say it from the bottom of my heart. I love you! 💕
You're such a beautiful soul and must be protected at all cost. You changed the way i see the world and i thank you so much 💖🌈
This is so different. I love this. This video made me feel so much better, you're such a positive person no matter what, no matter your depression. Just keep on sharing love and your beautiful shine!!!!! Thank you for this
everything is going to be okay.. I am having spinal surgery tomorrow and you have been such a role model for me and my outlook on life. With all the love in my heart, thank you.
Everything is going to be okay ❤️ and you truly have helped me understand that through your vulnerability and sharing your story, thank you!!
You're such a pure, beautiful soul! I love you and I love the things that you thought me
I just discovered you yesterday and you are one of a kind; unique person. I commend you for sharing your life and personality with us. Thank you for discussing mental illness. You are one of the first you-tubers to shed positive life on the topic. Thank you so much! 💕❤️💕 much love and happiness!!!
This video honestly touched my heart cuz I relate on SUCH a personal level. I'm in a place right now where I genuinely feel like I can't be helped and I'm consumed by darkness tbh. And seeing that you have the ability to still carry light within you in spite of all of the pain and sadness truly inspires me. I struggle with depression, anxiety and I believe body dysmorphia. I'm really trying to love myself and life but I can't seem to break through yet. I'm going to therapy cuz I'm trying to let solutions in. It's just SO HARD and heart breaking but when I see your videos, you give me hope & I feel as though we exchange energy and I feel lighter after I've finished watching. Thank you honestly from the bottom of my heart for your existence. You're amazing and beautiful; I too, love you. With Love from Brooklyn; Alexis ❤️🙏🏾
ur positivity is so infectious I love it and watching your videos makes me so happy. The stress of school work and relationships have really got on top of me lately and watching your videos just gives me such a better outlook on life and realize what I have. love u so much you are such a beautiful soul ❤️ xo
your videos just give me so much life and I've grown so much through them! THANK YOU for being you!
I want to start a TH-cam channel and spread this love/peace you spread to us. I feel like the world needs more people like you trying to lend a hand and spread positivity.
Everything is going to be okay ❤️
Thank you for sharing this 💜
You have such an incredible soul. I can feel your energy so strongly even just through watching your videos. Your heart is open and beautiful and your words are pure love :) thank you for sharing this
Thank you so much💗 I really needed to hear this. This is literally me. I've also been dealing with depression, but I wish you much love and Positive vibes.
Everything will be ok! Thank you Hitomi!!! I love you 💖💖💖
Hitomi I appreciate you so much! I've been watching you for 6 months and you never fail to educate me and make me feel better, I'm beyond grateful for you and lately I've been feeling as if my heart is hardening and that scares me so much because I've always been a sensitive tender hearted person and I'd rather feel everything regardless of it being positive or negative than feel nothing at all, thank you for putting your whole self out in to the world you're beyond brave and inspire me so much, I appreciate your vulnerability so much and I love that you spread love continuously, you're making the world a better place and I love you so much for that❤️
Sorry for all the misspellings haha ❤️
I love this video so so much.. I've definitely been feeling down and didn't really know what was happening to me. your lovely spirit and guidance towards thinking about love instead of sadness resonated with me. Thank you! Sending you positive & happy vibes 💖
I'm struggling so much right now Hitomi, I feel so defeated but this video gave me so much hope, even in the darkest of times. thank you so much. I'm sending you so much love and peace
Lea Rudzena
everything is going to be okay. hitomi, i love you so much, u always cheer me up with all the positivity that u irradiate
Thank you for sharing a little piece of your life with us. Totally resonate with everything you said, may we all be free of suffering and rejoice in peace. Sending you love and joy 🙏🏼🤗
You're so wise and I love the way you're so open to all of us, you really inspire me to be more open and loving like you ❤️
you are a beautiful person and your way of thinking is so honest and lovable
everything is going to be okay and man I really love you too thank you for being such an amazing soul