To anybody that feels Rebecca is too far gone, there is definitely hope. I'm an addict in recovery. I was injecting fentanyl and meth all day everyday and was very much out of my mind. I was in a very similar state to Rebecca and sometimes even worse. I was stuck in psychosis and completely delusional for years. During withdrawals I was lucid and eventually I decided on my own that I'd had enough. It took a long time to get to the point where i decided to get sober, I was using drugs for 10 years and nothing anybody did or said made me want to get better. The withdrawals eventually werent worth the high anymore and I finally went to rehab for 6 months. It took a year for my brain to heal and to come out of my psychosis and delusional thinking conpletely but I DID heal. Now I'm sober, happy and healthier than ever with an amazing life. I have my daughter back, starting college in january, have my own place. There is hope for Rebecca.
She’s not to far gone. I was an addict for many years. I was homeless, living under a bridge, completely unreliable, wasted away to nothing. I got clean when I was 30. I Stayed clean for 3 years but relapsed. Now I’ve been clean for 5 years. I am married now. I have 2 step daughters. I am in college working on my bachelors degree. I graduate soon. I am a fully functioning adult. I was able to put it down, walk away and get my life back.
Won’t happen. Unfortunately nothing Mark is doing is helping Rebecca in the slightest. If love and money were all that was needed, sure. But family members all across the world love their drug addicted and mentally ill relatives and pour money into try to help them- most times to no avail. Can’t blame him for trying I guess. But he’s not the help Rebecca needs, with all due respect.
He loves his mom and the last video I thought he was heading home to her with or without Mark’s help. She has that impossible duality, the addiction, self medicating the mental illness and the gender conflict. A very hard cycle to break for anyone. She doesn’t have the capacity to come to the sane, awakening moment on her own. It usually is a scary hospital stay or worse - that come to Jesus time. May she be blessed to skip that step.
I work in the homeless field Mark and am currently reading an eye opening book, Toxic Charity.. I am a rescuer and work in the community space, but I’m seeing this “continuous cycle of the same people staying the same, changing nothing, because their needs are getting met. Give once and you elicit appreciation; Give twice and you create anticipation; Give three times and you create expectation; Give four times and it becomes entitlement; Give five times and you establish dependency.. It’s time to teach people how to fish, instead of just supplying the fish. It’s esteem building and hopefully enough to create a spark in a person that encourages them to show up in their own life..
I said a few times that this was a co-dependent relationship and Mark needed to stop giving Rebecca things. My opinion was unpopular. I was married to an addict and he never changed...it happens. He said all the right things. He was very intelligent, but in the end it killed him. Sometimes the pain is too deep and as long as Rebecca doesn't hit rock bottom (and won't when given coachella tickets, money, phones, etc.)she won't even begin to think about what more life could be. Its sad. I do not see this ending well.
What mark said about feeling like you deserve things really hit home. I’m 19months into recovery after 20years of very serious addiction and forget to give myself credit sometimes. IM 19MONTHS DRUG FREE AND NO LONGER SHOOT DRUGS FOR BREAKFAST!
From the perspective of a clinical psychologist, nothing - NOTHING - will be solved here until Rebecca reaches a depth at which she agrees to undergo a diligent yet compassionate detox program with an experienced care team. As much as everyone loves Rebecca, her endless cocktail of drugs frankly brings out the worst in her. She's a performer, and in this particular performance the drugs are steering her towards a facade of introspective self-reflection, but in reality she's just spewing out words that sound genuine but are actually more or less meandering and meaningless. At best they are manipulative, even if on a subconscious level, to stir pity and prompt handouts that she is routinely accustomed to receiving from Mark. My intent here is not to be cold but rather pragmatic. While it is nice to read so many comments offering compassion, encouragement, and overall concern for her well-being, none of these things are what she actually needs. The most genuine thing Rebecca says here is when she rejects the idea of therapy in favor of "life, excitement, and intensity." Until this childlike inwardly-focused mentality is reversed toward something with real life expectations, where "excitement and intensity" occur across a natural rhythm of life, Rebecca will remain in this spiral of emptiness, despair, and ultimately death. Mark, thank you for following your calling. Rebecca, should you happen to read this, we are all rooting for you, but please understand that a "fan base" alone does nothing for you. This is not your status quo. You will die unless you humble yourself and commit to a safe medical detox and recovery/sober living facility. You have a choice to be another victim to drugs and mental illness or to fight the good fight to sobriety and inspire millions around the world. One step at a time. You CAN do it and you are NOT too far gone.
Pragmatism and kindness make for a great combo in life I think, even though I'm no professionnal. I too, feel as she needs more of that than people just saying they love her. As it is for all of us. Because at the end of the day, action is the only thing that matters.
This reads true for me as well, it’s a broken glass appearing beyond repair, the empty cries of the dark night of her soul, & the internal & external conflicts displayed can cause exhaustion, frustration & hopelessness in ppl who truly cannot offer that deep connection she needs. Yes to a detox program, one on one & group accountability therapy, medications, to help mend repair some of the wounds of deep shame, anger, abandonment, masked by the outrageous ODD, Rage etc. She needs to be surrounded by successful ex-addicts. Mark, you would be deeply hurt if Rebecca goes south & no return, she can’t connect & commit no matter how we want to see her. It’s a deep crisis of the broken self & takes a team of professionals, God, & love. She teaches us to be grateful for the simple things in life. Depends how you see it, She reminds us God is in all of us!! We always turn to God when we know the physical world cannot offer our soul the inner peace it longs in this temporary world!! The world is not your home & your heart is where God only resides! 🙏❤🙏
Mark, I love how you don't interrupt the silence when Rebecca is deep in thought. Most would feel compelled to fill that void with further questions. Thanks for giving her time to reflect and answer honestly
There’s a very deep, real and *valid* pain that Rebecca feels that she is keeping compartmentalized away. Each time she feels even slightly sober, that pain edges in (along with the pain of the wreckage of addiction withdrawal) and it becomes so overwhelming the cycle must start all over again or she feels she will overload with pain and go insane. With each cycle it becomes worse and worse. I’m not saying she can’t do this on her own (break this cycle), but it is very, very difficult. It is easier with assistance. And with others who understand and validate the real pain she is experiencing and who also truly care. Telling her what to do over and over is futile… to “love herself”; to “make better choices”; to “be grateful”; to induce guilt when deep within she already feels guilty for this cycle of pain she’s trapped in. Don’t we all? Shame and guilt motivates us to hide deeper into addictions instead of feeling confident enough to climb out of them. True care, love with clear sighted guidance and support- does.
I want this for you Rebecca♥️ Be the fashion icon my daughter and I need. We have a giant house of amazing dresses and I need your sober insight and opinion. You are incredibly bright, you know so much. Hold the line Rebecca♥️ we need you here and healthy.
I imagine going to the hotel and staying there is terrifying for her. I bet she has no idea how to sit and stay in one place without the stress becoming overwhelming. I wonder if she would be able to handle a small goal like drinking a glass of water every day or taking a shower at the hotel. Ask her what kind of goal she wants to do. No matter what she chooses, even if she fails, she needs the credit and praise for trying. Even remembering the goal each day is a step forward. Sleeping there might be too much, too much stability. I do believe the gender dysphoria is real for her, not just pretend for attention. Mark you are doing a wonderful thing being in her corner. Bless you both.
It’s not gonna end well if everyone keeps coddling this guy. Quit playing into his fantasies, and he might stand a chance. But if you keep feeding his delusion, the delusion that he is a woman, the delusion that everything‘s OK, the delusion that his name is Rebecca, you are part of the problem. If my uncle thinks he’s a toaster oven, I don’t go along with it. I get him help. This transvestite crap is madness. They don’t commit suicide because people are mean, they commit suicide because people enable their madness. This guy can make it. But he needs people to stand up to him and help him. They need to let him know that he doesn’t have to pay for all of his sins. He can’t anyway. At the end of the day, he was probably severely abused as a small child and that’s what needs to be addressed. That is why he’s taking on a different personality. That is why he has an alter ego. This shit used to be known. Now everyone acts like it’s a choice that he’s making. It’s not, he got fucked over as a kid and he’s dealing with the repercussions, and we’re enabling the madness. Stop it.
@@decapitateallcops3214 what a hard username, very punk. I almost feel worse for you than I do a lot of the people I see in these interviews for having the mentality to say something that cold
11:57 "There's something, part of me that's holding me back." This is the first time that I actually heard her admit that somewhere in there, there is something that is holding her back. We can't lose hope for her.
If I were Rebecca's friend I'd be looking at legal options. She's genuinely insane and on the loose. There's hope for her in general but not when she's like a kid playing with fire. LA is full of cases like this. I think their government doesn't care.
To the people who think Rebecca “may be too far gone”: I did drugs for 10+years, then got clean around 28. With meetings, therapy, addiction switching (exercise, music, & less destructive options), I’ve stayed clean 13 years. THE BRAIN AND BODY CAN HEAL. Now I have a bachelors and a masters degree in music. Rebecca, like many addicts, is not totally ready yet to do what everyone else wants or what everyone else thinks she needs. Hopefully if/when she decides to try something different she will still have someone like Mark around. Someone who has offered unconditional love and acceptance. Thank you for reading my Ted talk. I hope other addicts will share their experience, strength, and hope in the comments.
Congrats on your sobriety! Lord knows it isn’t easy. I wrote my own Ted talk (lol) in the comments shortly after this vid posted so I won’t take up the space here, but I do agree with everything you’ve said and can relate as well 🤍 As long as Rebecca has a breath left in them, there’s still a chance at turning it around. You have to get to the point that you’re sick and tired of being sick and tired, and unfortunately Rebecca isn’t there yet.
The first time I saw Rebecca I was about to relapse and she reminded me to stay strong. Rebecca has many callings ❤ I hope she realizes that people don’t just love seeing a “crazy homeless person” we love her for her. She inspires us and encourage love
This is almost too heartbreaking for me to watch. I’m very scared we will lose Rebecca soon. I have never rooted so hard for someone I don’t know before.
yes.... Saw that video, He wants so so bad to see Rebecca get well.And to have tears in his eyes when he talks. We all love you, Mark. We all love Rebecca 💗!!!@@Just.A.T-Rex
You can't force an addict to go to recovery because they'll use the instant they get out. I know this from experience with my mom who died of alcoholism. They have to want it. And they have to want it for them. Not for their kids, not for their parents, for them
The only way for a person to get clean is if the person wants to get clean. No matter how much we love and care for someone, it's not enough. Maybe someone close to her can get get her committed while she is suicidal for mental health, but that will not help at all with the addiction side but maybe when they stabilize her on her medications she would be easier to talk to and possibly agree to going to treatment. I'm praying for her and hoping all the best for her.
Forcing recovery doesn't work. Not everyone sobers up completely and harm reduction is good for some. This black & white thinking is so off putting and I'm glad I'm not stuck there. Everything is shades of Grey. I hate that aa nonsense
Mark, the next time you see Rebecca, *please* show her your very first interview with her. Let her see the light and energy that FLOWED from her! Show her that even now, there is hope. She just has to believe it. Thank you for all that you do, you're a wonderful man.
@@k1_w3I get it, the concept of gender dysmorphia is scary to those who don’t understand it and it probably feels like something is being taken away from you as a man or woman (and what the concept of these words mean to you) which is why you hold on to these words so tightly (and making sense of your world may feel easier for you in black and white terms when you can’t understand). But honestly, if Rebecca comes out the other end of this and decides she wants to be a “man” then that is her choice. Until then, I don’t understand how referring to her in terms she chooses causes you any harm. And collectively we can support people on their journeys of self discovery. Calling something what you think just so you can make sense causes more damage than good. This is no different to anything scary or new that we’ve come to accept in society - race relations, LGBTQI rights, and so on.
@@MyToasterIsBroken this "gender dysmorphia" is a lie being fed to us all. "Rebecca" is a man that had a horrible child hood and suffered great abuse... this is what you get, what you see on your screen. Pray for this valuable human being, for mental and physical healing.... I agree with Mark, he has great potential.
For those of you who have not seen Mark's video from a few days ago.. Rebecca was offered Treatment, housing, therapy...the whole 9 yards, but she just got up and left!! Its something she has to want!
I grew up with a mom who is this sick. She’s been homeless most of my life. It’s heartbreaking. It’s affected me so profoundly my entire life. I started ketamine therapy with a Dr last year. It’s helped my brain actually heal from all the trauma. It creates new pathways for my brain to get out of the cycle of depression, anxiety, and self hate. It’s the first time I’ve been able to experience real joy. I honestly believe if we could get these people that kind of help, it would change society for the better. Psychedelics are so misunderstood. When used in a clinical setting, they have the power to reset the brain. I love myself fully now, and it allows me to stop the generational trauma from transferring to my 8 year old son. God bless you Mark for not giving up on Rebecca. I’m lucky to have surrounded myself with people who support me over the last few years, and that’s what enabled me to get help and heal.
You're so right that psychedelics are misunderstood. People have been brainwashed by the system to believe otherwise. Once you know, you know. So happy to hear that you got the opportunity for ketamine therapy. This will be the new way in the future to help with PTSD and mental unbalances. Thank you for sharing your experience.
I love this person so much. I so desperately want to see Rebecca find peace. She is OVERFLOWING with charisma, creativity, talent! As a recovering addict and a fellow Rebecca I want to reach into her and pull her out of this fog. I can’t WAIT to see what Rebecca is going to give the world. You know it’s going to be beautiful. ✨
After seeing all of the Rebecca videos, I feel I need a break after this one. I’ve noticed the comment section has changed over the years from “ We love you Rebecca “ to a collective feeling despair by us, the audience. She is so clearly heading down even deeper and all we can do is pray for her and hope with all of our hearts for the best. I hate to admit that this isn’t looking like a good outcome and I genuinely pray that I’m wrong. Thank you Mark for documenting her fascinating story with love and respect. Signing off for now. Cheers everyone:)
At this point, I think we have all grown to love her. I’m afraid every time I see another post that it will be bad. It’s definitely not entertaining anymore. 😢
@@taintflap9132If that's your only comment on a video about a person struggling with their life, then you can identify as a piece of shit - but hey, it's your right to be it.
After each interview I feel like Rebecca is closer to the end of her journey in this realm. The world wouldn't be the same without Rebecca. Sending you all the love and healing, Rebecca.
Rebecca. Mark loves you. I’ve watched him tear up talking about you. It’s rare to have such total support and love and help right at your fingertips. Let him help you. You’re worth it. ❤
Ya he needs to let Mark help her. By him saying he be better off dead. Call the cops say he was threatening him self. He has to be forced because he doesn't understand or knowwww why he eont get 😣 help
@@annemoretti3173 WELL SAID ! AND GOOD IDEA ABOUT THE 72/50 To BAD It ISN'T A BIT LONGER BECAUSE THE FIRST THREE DAYS YOU'RE SLEEPING AND GOING THROUGH HELL.I WAS A LOT LIKE REBECCA AND IN COMPLETE DENIAL THAT MY LIFE WAS COMPLETELY OUT OF CONTROL MESS. GOD PLEASE HELP HER AND HELP HEAL HER CHILDHOOD TRAUMA So SHE CAN BEGIN TO LOVE HERSELF ENOUGH TO SAVE HERSELF!🤍🤍🤍🙏🙏🙏
The one person addicts need to not give up on them is themselves. Placing that responsibility onto someone else is just another example of how selfish & manipulative addicts are.
@@sarah.j.777how in the world did you come up with that conclusion???? People don't even know who they are. Rebecca is not just your typical run of the mill here.
Rebecca doesn't want to leave LA because now people recognize her on the street. The fame she so desperately wanted is happening and she didn't have to get help to find it. She has someone who visits, gives her money, food, clothes, a hotel room, phones... why would she leave when shes being enabled to stay
Shut up your comment shows you have no compassion you are someone who lives in a box and only looks inside that box your in. Why don’t you read some of the other comments and educate yourself or look into mental illness and addiction. We’re all people your mother father aunt uncle cousin bestfriend child hood friend co worker kids can all be dealing with something internally and never talk about it cause either they didn’t have safe people or they just couldnt stand there own thoughts let alone externalize it and bring it to someone else. Please please educate yourself. I’m not gonna say your a bad person I just think you are close minded and quite literally ignorant.
It’s so easy for you to judge cause you aren’t being personally impacted but mark has done so much and more than anyone has every done for her in his life mark does the things he does for her cause maybe if he didn’t she would end up dead out herself in a position to get killed you don’t know what goes on in the street of skid row and fig just stop
@brittneymorris2443 she just overdosed on fentanyl and almost died. No amount of money, food, phones, etc can help an addict unless they themselves want to get help. Mark is an extremely kind soul but Rebecca will do what she wants.
“In Jesus Christ’s Love and Name Dearest Poppa God please please help Your Lost and very ill Soul” ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE THROUGH CHRIST JESUS, even “Rebecca”.✝️✝️✝️
This is a side of Rebecca I have not seen before. Paralyzed, wildly out of her mind, falling apart. If this isn't rock bottom, I'm scared to see what is.
Its not only the drugs. As per Gabor Mate’s excessive experience, people often use drugs to mask or soothe a mental or emotional issue. This is definitely Rebecca, I work in a facility with addicts and also personality disorders, and people almost always use, and become like this, to mask a mental issue or heartbreak. It starts there. A patient once said to us: ‘I am not addicted to drugs, I am addicted to escaping my reality’. That’s why there shouldn’t be a law to put people in prison for it. More compassion needed. People are saying, its the drugs. It’s not, and anyone treating these people automatically knows that. I wish Rebecca healing.
Prisons and jails have unfortunately replaced mental institutions. I once had a Rebecca in my life, on and off, for ten years and they just cycled in and out of jail on a regular bases. They were under community supervision, contact facility MHU and after complying for 6 months they absconded. I think its highly likely that person became a victim of foul play. Too much heartache involved in loving an addict. Much respect to you and others who work in the recovery field.
He won't even start to get lucid until getting clean. People get clean in prison and many come out thankful for it. If Rebecca isn't a criminal he shouldn't go to prison but he should go to in patient before he dies.
Exactly. I have only been tuning into these videos recently and don't know much about her personal history. However one thing I know definitely is that people with gender dysphoria (and still stuck in their cis body) have to go through some of the most excruciating mental struggles known to man. The level of addiction and decline just reflects the level of pain she is in. Certainly, she can't transition before she is somewhat "clean". And that is the biggest tragedy here because as long as she's stuck in this body she'll be in pain and hence will continue to use drugs to numb it.
Watching this after your update video, Mark , was absolute art... Your eye for photography must come from the powerful ability within you to see humanity and its brutal beauty ... Thank you for your dedication. For trying, for getting up and finding more... I truly admire this entire work. I'd kill to work for you in this endeavor. All my Best, Anne
@Spidergod1128-fd9dc people, real people can create characters. It is acceptable to use that term in this context. Grow a 3rd dimension like the rest of us dude.
That's it in a nutshell. Hopefully she can stop craving chaos. She is so intriguing. More so when she's sober. Imagine what she could do and be. ❤ love you too Celina. You're another person that adds a spark to humanity xx
I can’t help but think that something tragic or devastating happened in her or to her. With so many different versions of herself that she has displayed, what could have or might have made her so adamant about the transition surgery, to make her feel that once she transitioned everything will fall into line and everything will be as it should be?
Everyone deserves the chance to experience sobriety but that sometimes comes monotony and that can be a severe struggle for some. We all have something unique to show the world. Btw I love you Celina you are amazing
I’m giving kudos to Mark for the self control through the long pauses. It makes me uncomfortable to watch it let alone experience it in person. Great work, Mark! I certainly would be blabbing through the long pauses.
How is this great work? What is the purpose of this interview? Other interviews are educational and informative. This is just a waste of time glorifying mental illness and transition of someone with sever mental heal issues into forced and false womanhood. It’s insulting to one’s intelligence on many level and really poor quality of work.
@@mazimazmaz Nobody is transitioning him or her into womanhood. Especially not Mark. They just want her to get well. The culture war propaganda has affected your perceptions. For the record, Mark is just a photographer, so there's no qualifications here. It's dire.
@@JohnSmith-mc2zz I didn’t say someone was transitioning him. I said it’s glorifying mental illness. As for Mark doing this, and being a photographer? Photographers photograph. This is a production. He is assuming a role of a producer and this is dire indeed.
Rebecca is a teaching soul. She is here teaching each of us about our judgements about others. And our ability to help and that sometimes our acceptance that we can't. When its her souls time she will transcend to a new life somewhere else in the beyond or a better life here. Thank you Rebecca for your blessings and teachings.
All I can say is I’m over this. When I was an addict, if I had thousands of people calling me a genius and coo’ing over me, whilst having hotel rooms new wigs clothes phones and cash from Mark I would of never EVER got clean. The enabling must stop
I'm a german psychologist and to me this looks like more than just drug addiction. It might be a Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID), she appears to be a different person each time. This stems from severe abuse or some kind of traumatic events over a long period of time-mostly from young age on.
I agree with you on this one.... I see a person that was severely abused as a child and is very confused about life and never had any good mother direction and love and a stern father and now is addicted to drugs to mask the problems it would take years to get the proper help first move is getting off of drug's a stable place to live and take it from there
Rebecca chooses her words so carefully. Often in the blank moments when she is thinking of what to communicate, she has looks of sheer horror in her eyes & in her face. Her thoughts must be such a dark place.
@@jamericanangel2298you don't need to preach your prejudice. We are not forcing you to use her preferred pronouns so don't force others who wish to respect her wishes not to
She looks unwell but her dialogs shows consciousness , hope the best happens for her , and thank you mike for doing what you do , i appreciate the content
Mark your ability to remain silent during this interview was incredibly powerful. I hope Rebecca finds what she needs and can be the person she wants to be. I want so much to see her success. Thank you for the interview/update.
I heard someone spell it out so perfectly recently. Would you go up to a schizophrenic and tell them, "Yes! They are trying to kill you!" No! Why would you feed into their mental illness? Same applies here.@@isaachuerta4450
@@dakotaellis9978mark is willing to pay for rehab and give him whatever he needs if he wanted to get better. But he doesn’t. Because you can’t help someone that doesn’t want to help themselves
There is no helping anyone. Only to be their friend and show they are acceptable, lovable as is, and that they are enough. It takes a lot of work heal those traumatic wounds that the drugs are helping to hide. A horrible childhood is soul shattering. It causes so much pain and suffering that it’s unbearable to be in the body. (Hence dissociative episodes or drug induced dissociation/escape from reality).
My heart goes out to this tortured soul. Such an incredibly smart, creative person. Sending good energy and vibes your way Rebecca. You have your entire life ahead of you to do GREAT THINGS!!!!
Mark, It's really endearing to hear you talking to Rebecca - no judgment, just words of encouragement as you mother once gave you. Rebecca, please take the help that has been offered. I am your fan.
I also love to hear Mark speaking to Rebecca, it’s comforting. Mark is the probably the closest thing to God, the closest thing to normalcy that Rebecca will ever feel in this world of addiction and pain.
It is so hard to press the play buttons when I see her name… I can’t even imagine what it is like to see this in real time. My heart is so heavy watching these. She deserves so much
She is being offered so much. What about the many others who have no Mark. Rebecca might find true gratitude if she could step outside of her own demon's
Mark, I watched the video of you being interviewed earlier today. Now I'm seeing Rebecca's new video. You said you strive for the miracles. I believe if anyone is ever able to get Rebecca to love herself and get the help she needs, it would be you. You're that ONE person for her. Please don't give up on her. ❤
Well, id say Rebecca can only save herself, and I think Mark and Rebecca both know that. Mark has plenty. I get what you are saying, but from our perspective, just glimpses at the situation thru vids, Mark doesn't need any pressure to do more;... that's just me though, i could be wrong. I lived on the streets for years, I've handed out brand new Levis in Skid Row, and some people will never change for the better, sad to say; and MANY do change for the better, but it is ultimately only by their own volition.
That opening sequence scared me. I’ve lead a beautiful cushioned blessed life and SWU has opened my eyes to MANY stories that are polar opposites of mine. When I watched my first Rebecca video, my naive self thought she was so glamorous but living a life she was dealt a bad hand in. With each passing video I watch (not only Rebecca’s but any SWU video), I learn and see how silly I was and sometimes still am. We see snapshots of Rebecca but Mark sees her on the streets and it isn’t “glamorous” or “misunderstood.” She’s incredibly ill, physically and mentally. Mark has done his best and continues to do his best. But it lies within Rebecca to make a change. I wish her well.
This interview is heart breaking. I’ve watched Rebecca so many times but this one is different somehow. I’ve never felt so hopeless for her. She believes she doesn’t need therapy but instead needs ‘life and intensity’ she’s addicted to the chaos, she fears order. She simply cannot face the pain that is buried so deep inside. ‘I so passionately want to express the love…that isn’t there, you know what I mean?’ The way she said this, her pain came through for a split second. She is hurting, she is someone’s baby, and she is loved!!! She just doesn’t believe it.
This channel is a raw, portal for the human condition.. fkn blows me away. Some kind of big award is deserved here for this incredibly important work . May Rebecca find peace and find a way to save her life 🙏
rebecca is just performing for the camera these quasi deep monologues and saying whatever seems dramatic in the moment. this is borderline enabling her fantasy at this point. and she’s in no state to pick herself up or make a healthy decision for herself.
She's Auditoning for the part ,,,,,😂❤ love this bitch but She's starting to piss me off Being offered great incentives to clean her shit up but still can't seem to pull her head out of her ass What a slap in the face
I’ve been watching Rebecca’s interviews if we can call some of them that. I felt that I was watching perhaps the last of them today. Her, being in touch with her pain without her crutch, or the help she needs may be her undoing. I have lost my children’s father, and two sons to addiction. It’s grief that started a long time before their deaths. Watching a loved one fade away and die is insufferable. I don’t know how I’ve survived. I grieve for all the addicts and their loved ones who just don’t know what to do. Just love them is all we can do. My son James who died last year, I believed he’d find the strength, he did try many times, it’s not too late until it is.
I can't even imagine losing your spouse and 2 Son's! Please tell me they're not your only 2 children? We lost our beautiful Aaron to meth 5 in a half years ago and it's a suffering pain that NO parent should go through. Heart is broken forever. May your husband, and 2 son's rest in ETERNAL PEACE. You've Angels watching over you! YOU are still upright! May GOD keep holding you up!♡
What I find so beautiful and profound is that we’re all watching this, Rebecca, whom we have never met, hoping, just hoping and praying that she’ll eventually hit her personal rock bottom and take the offer of help from Mark. All of us dotted all over the world (I’m in Guildford in the UK for instance) watching with such empathy, this beautiful broken person suffering in such mental torment. Her addiction has such a firm grip around her right now and it is winning and wants her dead. I hate it, I detest what it does to people and the beautiful, kind souls it steals from us. But, BUT we care, I care and I know that you do too. Now THAT is a beautiful thing and it gives me such hope for Rebecca and humanity. Thank you all for caring, especially you Mark. 🥰
This was perfect and such a beautiful perspective! Thank You, Joe! I hope Rebecca can see and hear it... We Love you, Rebecca! I'm holding my breath, hoping you get this! XOXOX
Same. I always get a feeling in my stomach when a new video of hers pops up. I’m always so happy to see her on the camera….even if she’s captain of the hot mess express that day. ❤
@@THEAXOLOTLGODMASTERD obviously you do and idk the entire planet. In english class we're taught boys are called he and girls are called she. It's fairly important.
The interviewer keeps telling this person is a genius. Creative genius is not like this. Creative genius works day and night. Creative genius dont need a camera on them. This one is just high. Simple as that.
if you see her clearly beyond the dramatic persona she has created to survive and the drugs, Rebecca is an inquisitive mind searching for truth and meaning in a superficial world. She is passionate and curious about life not a drama queen. But drugs are an illusion, a never-ending spiral prison giving her fake wings. its not easy being 26 yrs old , falling in the mind trap... and getting out.Mark is trying to wake her up for her to see her beauty in real light. I hope it happens.
He really needs help. Im personally not sure what trauma and mental illness brought him to this place but I wish him the best truly. It seems like a far reach from what we see but theres always hope.
@@justinwesley6190hilarious how you virtue signal while simultaneously being a transphobe and actively making the world a more hostile place to people like her
I wish I could heal the little boy that started out life with innocence. Such a very intelligent person. My heart bleeds for you Rebecca. I'm in my 60's and still self medicate. I feel your pain........
So let’s find a way to really help her instead of her being made a spectacle of in exchange for mobile phones and wigs. Wake the f up people please. Rebecca could be amazing.
What is Rebecca on!?! I'm even a drug addict. 2 years clean & sober next month. Thank the Lord. But his actions are so odd....He's so intelligent. I just wish he would take Mark up on going into rehab.
I've only just discovered this channel a few weeks ago and it's really made a substantial impact on my views for people like Rebecca. These interviews (the Rebecca ones in-particular) really make me think about the hardships of people who experience(d) poverty and/or drug/alcohol addiction. i've always lived in a clean area and have just recently moved to the city where you find people like this everywhere and its been a bit of a culture shock to me. but I continuously watch these interviews to see the different side of people and it makes me have more empathy and respect to those who live like this. Rebecca wants life to be better. She wants to break that barrier of poverty and addicted mentality, and I truly hope she finds peace. Rebecca is so intelligent and i'm sure everyone watching this video wants to see her finally find her purpose. please be kind to those who struggle. The awareness that this channel has made is huge and I hope you know its changing perspective ❤
I think Rebecca looks terrified but ready for a life changing course and Mark is trying to assist her in exploring starting a channel of her own. I would like for Rebecca to know she has our support
I feel like she's terrified, but there's more. The depression is making her spiral. The reason addicts get high is because being lucid is far to painful. She used drugs also to keep people at arms length. Keep people away. I also feel she has a lot of suicidal ideation going on. Somehow she's not fully intact with her reality She's not touching ground. She so badly needs help. I'm scared we won't ever see her again. God🙏 please lift this broken person up and let this person know that he is as precious as anyone else. Let him repent and Dear God let him feel the infanant love forgiveness, take away his memoires and situations that have made him hold people back. Dear lord give this person a plan and give him grace and discernment. Anen
@@karenfryberger4260I agree Rebecca can't even get off the sidewalk...wake up America Rebecca is one in many.,We seriously need to assist our homeless....not just write comments and pray. People in Rebecca's position need hospitalization. And loving care and real food to eat and a warm place to sleep.😢
In her voice she's accepted this is it..her fire has nearly gone out..💔💔💔 this must be so hard for Mark to watch Rebecca deteriorate right before his eyes.
I feel it also in my spirit I think he came here to tell mark thank you for all he has done but it’s almost over he wanted to see his best friend before he crashed out I just hope mark don’t break down let’s pray for MARK in Jesus name
I hate to say this, but I think Rebecca unfortunately has gotten to a point where the brain damage from the lifestyle of drugs and homelessness might not be something they can come back from :(
@@Willowtree82yeah I watched all his videos and Rebecca isn't crazy by any means, it's the drugs...I hope he eventually gets sober before he kills himself 😢
“It takes losing everything, to truly remind you…what’s worth it.” -Rebecca Such a stunning person. I’m praying Rebecca sees her worth and takes the help granted to her. ❤
She frequently says a randomly profound statement that is so strong & beautiful all at once. She’s insanely bright that it might scare her because she’s a perfectionist and fears failing despite all this♥️
Plus, all these comments affirming this person is a woman, when clearly they're in a state of mind that alters every aspect of your reality. This is what's being taught in schools now to children, and that's Ok as long as it makes people feel they don't need to make changes in society.. resulting in people like 'Rebecca'. @@citrusbutter7718
It's seems like she can only think half a sentence at a time. I've heard her say all these things before. She's saying what she thinks she should be saying. It's wearing thin on me. I really hope she recognises time is running out.
The thing about Rebecca is, I'm not sure whether she's an award winning actress or sincere? Not an easy read. She's skillfully complicated yet, highly intellectual. ❤❤ love her just the same. Cant figure her out but very easy to love.
What makes you say she is highly intellectual? Stringing together big words? Seeming to be so philosophical? Most what she says is nonsense layered with tons if drama. She has deep psychiatric issues. She speaks a lot without saying anything. In my experience sadly I've come across many like this. Mark has done all he can.
She’s giving us award winning performance. Until Rebecca has a team to help them medically detox and some real professional therapy , I could then say there’s hope. My aunt was an addict and I seen this “Act” many times . She ended up dying from falling out of a 3rd story window, high to the heavens . As I’ve watched Rebecca say numerous times , Rebecca wants to transition … that’s a whole other monster to conquer, baby steps boo, you have one of the worst monsters to fight.
Something just seemed off about this video,Mark. I feel like Rebecca is near the end. It feels like she is giving up. It breaks my heart so much. You have been such a caring and positive person in her life. Thank you for being you, Mark, you’re an amazing person!
Drug use aside, there are so many obstacles that Rebecca would need to overcome in order to be more than what she is currently, and to feel like her authentic self. These obstacles are completely overwhelming and she has no idea where to begin. You can here it when shes practically begging for Mark to help her become a citizen. Rebecca is intelligent and aware that she needs help and feels as though there is no one in her corner to support her throughout the process. We all know Mark helps her, but in her mind she feels completely and utterly alone. That’s a scary feeling, compounded with her homelessness, mental illness and drug use, its no wonder Rebecca is stuck in this vicious cycle that leads her nowhere. What options does she really have? I mean honestly, where and how can she truly get the help and support she needs to even begin to do what is needed to improve her situation? She is a very complex individual with a beautiful heart and insightful mind. I would love to see her get to a better place mentally where she can truly thrive and not just survive. Rebecca knows this. She knows shes not living a fulfilling life, but rather surviving day to day anyway she can right now.
The downward spiral of Rebecca is heartbreaking. I fear that, unless she is put into a facility to clean up, the ending will not be a good one. Tragic.
@@hmd5937 Ishmael is a biological male w/ mental illness, namely gender dysphoria & body dysmorphia… He will never be a female, & enabling & celebrating said mental illness only exacerbates his problems (including substance abuse, etc.). There are two sexes, males & females (as is evidenced in nature, etc.)…doesn’t matter how much someone mutilates their body or goes on opposite sex hormones or what they wear, etc. It’s XX or XY chromosomes (in terms of sex)…basic biology. The real question is why folks like you choose to deny reality & entertain said mental illness by referring to him as ‘Rebecca’ & ‘she/her’ ? As if he has breasts, a vagina, ovaries, a uterus & has the ability to give birth to children when he in fact is a male w/ testicles & a penis whom is failing miserably to cope w/ his pain/trauma.
I call him, him, because at this point in time, he is a him. This person is clearly mentally ill, and completely twisted on drugs. I dont think a person can reasonably make a decision like that in this state. We’ve never seen them claim to be a woman while not completely intoxicated. If they make that decision while clean from drugs for some time and after having some treatment for the mental illness, than I would support that decision.
First time here. I believe that Rebecca is playing a role rather than facing reality, it's a dream world and a fantasy role she is playing, and from what I hear and her demeanor there is an unstable mind that truly needs attention. She has reached this point in her life, no more games, she needs a lot of help and love. Hope she gets it on time.
@@triple_gem_shining yes indeed, psy kosis. It's a real shame because there are a lot of hopes , dreams in her , she has potential because she is smart. Well let's just hope she comes out of this.
I think Rebecca sees these interviews almost as a performance. The moment he steps foot back out onto the streets, he's lost again. It's heartbreaking, but it's worse with each video. I feel for Mark and how powerless he must feel.
Jesus!! This entire interview was very hard to see. This is DANGEROUS! I think someone needs to step in. QUICKLY!! And watching him just staring off into space. 😢 This is really, REALLY SAD & SCARY!! 😢🙏🙏
Rebecca is a performer, an artist, always wanted to be famous.. In a way, in some twisted way, she managed to do *just that* through this channel. She is her work of art. This is the only way she could do it after getting addicted and becoming homeless... She has fulfilled her fantasy. Her dreams came through.... But it's time for Rebecca to wake up to reality, drop all the acts, and straighten her life out. Cut the BS! Let's get real here ~ time's ticking!
Every time you interview Rebecca, it’s like meeting a totally different person. The swings in moods, personalities, behavior, sober or high as a kite…like 20 different people trapped in one body. The first step is of course getting clean, but that’s a tough step if someone’s not ready. I hope she’s finally ready.
I’m patiently waiting to see a video where Rebecca is ready to take back her life and get the help she needs. I would LOVE to see her sober and thriving ❤
This honestly is just an act. She wants to sound profound and poetic, but it just comes off as sad because you know she is just playing to the camera, and her words dont mean shit.
Hey Mark, now might be the time to offer rehab again. She seems to be about to give up on living. I'm terrified that the next update will be the end. I love your work, and I'm praying she will accept help this time.
Whoever is reading this, let us pray and send healing energy to Rebecca's heart and mind...seeing her as healed and whole...believing in the miracles that she needs...knowing the energy is real, the love is real, God is real...we love you Rebecca, you are healed.
Yes we love you Rebecca .. Im just so emotional right now. Im praying for Rebecca and all who needs help. ( God will come through for all and He will make a way for healing).❤❤
@@TeamAwesomeDad Its the other way around for some of us . Actually its not even about hate...its about not knowing, not having had the Eye opening experience.
@@TeamAwesomeDadGod loves these people so so much. This person has hope through the Blood of Jesus Christ. I’m sorry for those who have cause confusion and doubt in your heart when it comes to the Lord. I can imagine and understand. But I know this person could be healed and delivered from these extreme strongholds through the name of Jesus Christ. Yeshua the Messiah.
It is quite shocking if you watch these chronologically. The progression from semi normal and coherent in the beginning up until now is so sad. The years of drug abuse and street life has taken such a tremendous toll on her mind and body. Unfortunately nothing changes if nothing changes ✌❤
@peeperkeeper7111 sadly I agree. Her eyes tell the story. Once someone is deep in delusional thinking they become what is known as 'fixed'. Fixed in and on delusions. No amount of medication or therapy helps. Permanent changes are enhanced with drug abuse. Brain plasticity research/therapies are geared mainly to stroke,accident etc. injury.The sad thing here is she knows there is no going back,no going forward. I've worked so many years with souls such as this. So many try too late and it isn't an over dose or suicide that finishes the deed. It's cancer of soft organs such as liver. She is a candle in the wind,buring hot and bright too soon from both ends. Destiny perhaps. 😢I want to say my good bye now,with heartfelt love. ❤
I empathize with Rebecca. Someone close to me lost herself and couldn't be rescued like this. Homeless, hopeless, anchored to her addictions and learned beliefs. Seeing her like this is heartbreaking. Rebecca, you are cared about by strangers. You're definitely not alone, but you can improve yourself. You're beautiful. Please let Mark help you. You're worth it.
Mark is caring but unqualified. And the state of California and municipality of Los Angeles have failed thousands of people like her. They believe in extreme liberalism.
My brother has a very high IQ; but when he became involved with drugs, he talked at this cadence. Ask a question, and the answer came several minutes later. “.. but it feels like someone is missing.” You, sweetheart. It’s you that is fading away. 💔😭
Oh no... Only seconds in and I see Rebecca is *even worse* than last time... I didn't think she could get much worse than what she has been in the last few videos..... I feel utterly *sad* to watch this. We're losing her.... Her rock-bottom is death. Mark, thank you for what you've done for Rebecca ~ and still trying to do.... Look out for yourself, too.
To anybody that feels Rebecca is too far gone, there is definitely hope. I'm an addict in recovery. I was injecting fentanyl and meth all day everyday and was very much out of my mind. I was in a very similar state to Rebecca and sometimes even worse. I was stuck in psychosis and completely delusional for years. During withdrawals I was lucid and eventually I decided on my own that I'd had enough. It took a long time to get to the point where i decided to get sober, I was using drugs for 10 years and nothing anybody did or said made me want to get better. The withdrawals eventually werent worth the high anymore and I finally went to rehab for 6 months. It took a year for my brain to heal and to come out of my psychosis and delusional thinking conpletely but I DID heal. Now I'm sober, happy and healthier than ever with an amazing life. I have my daughter back, starting college in january, have my own place. There is hope for Rebecca.
That warms my heart to hear and genuinely does give me hope for her . Super proud of you ! Sounds like you’ve been through a lot .
Amazing ❤
Incredible, you are. I hope you realize that! Be proud of yourself❤
That’s incredible! All the best!!
Beautiful story. So glad to read it. Wishing you all the best.
She’s not to far gone. I was an addict for many years. I was homeless, living under a bridge, completely unreliable, wasted away to nothing. I got clean when I was 30. I Stayed clean for 3 years but relapsed. Now I’ve been clean for 5 years. I am married now. I have 2 step daughters. I am in college working on my bachelors degree. I graduate soon. I am a fully functioning adult. I was able to put it down, walk away and get my life back.
You never relapsed. You chose to do it. Now look at you ☺️
good job
This individual is Super far gone; super high super psychotic; they need long term detox and rehab
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Good for you!!
I just want to see Rebecca break down in tears and say 'Mark, I've had enough. Please take me for treatment '. Nothing will change otherwise. ❤
That's not going to happen because he actually likes this life
Won’t happen. Unfortunately nothing Mark is doing is helping Rebecca in the slightest. If love and money were all that was needed, sure. But family members all across the world love their drug addicted and mentally ill relatives and pour money into try to help them- most times to no avail.
Can’t blame him for trying I guess. But he’s not the help Rebecca needs, with all due respect.
He loves his mom and the last video I thought he was heading home to her with or without Mark’s help. She has that impossible duality, the addiction, self medicating the mental illness and the gender conflict. A very hard cycle to break for anyone. She doesn’t have the capacity to come to the sane, awakening moment on her own. It usually is a scary hospital stay or worse - that come to Jesus time.
May she be blessed to skip that step.
She has never cried on all of her 19videos never broke down 🤔
Sadly, I can't see that happening.
STOP enabling Rebecca.
I work in the homeless field Mark and am currently reading an eye opening book, Toxic Charity.. I am a rescuer and work in the community space, but I’m seeing this “continuous cycle of the same people staying the same, changing nothing, because their needs are getting met.
Give once and you elicit appreciation;
Give twice and you create anticipation;
Give three times and you create expectation;
Give four times and it becomes entitlement;
Give five times and you establish dependency.. It’s time to teach people how to fish, instead of just supplying the fish. It’s esteem building and hopefully enough to create a spark in a person that encourages them to show up in their own life..
Very wise. Thank you.
So basically the disaster of what's happened on Native American reservations.
That’s really insightful and I think it’s true with Rebecca
Yes, stop all charity. That’s great.
I said a few times that this was a co-dependent relationship and Mark needed to stop giving Rebecca things. My opinion was unpopular. I was married to an addict and he never changed...it happens. He said all the right things. He was very intelligent, but in the end it killed him. Sometimes the pain is too deep and as long as Rebecca doesn't hit rock bottom (and won't when given coachella tickets, money, phones, etc.)she won't even begin to think about what more life could be. Its sad. I do not see this ending well.
What mark said about feeling like you deserve things really hit home. I’m 19months into recovery after 20years of very serious addiction and forget to give myself credit sometimes.
IM 19MONTHS DRUG FREE AND NO LONGER SHOOT DRUGS FOR BREAKFAST!
Stay that way. You got this! ☺️👍
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Congrats Champ that's positive big change 💯 ❤😊love that for you bro/sis
Congrats! It is possible! I lived in addiction most of my life and hit 4.5 years clean this week! We do recover.
Boom! ❤
From the perspective of a clinical psychologist, nothing - NOTHING - will be solved here until Rebecca reaches a depth at which she agrees to undergo a diligent yet compassionate detox program with an experienced care team. As much as everyone loves Rebecca, her endless cocktail of drugs frankly brings out the worst in her.
She's a performer, and in this particular performance the drugs are steering her towards a facade of introspective self-reflection, but in reality she's just spewing out words that sound genuine but are actually more or less meandering and meaningless. At best they are manipulative, even if on a subconscious level, to stir pity and prompt handouts that she is routinely accustomed to receiving from Mark.
My intent here is not to be cold but rather pragmatic. While it is nice to read so many comments offering compassion, encouragement, and overall concern for her well-being, none of these things are what she actually needs.
The most genuine thing Rebecca says here is when she rejects the idea of therapy in favor of "life, excitement, and intensity." Until this childlike inwardly-focused mentality is reversed toward something with real life expectations, where "excitement and intensity" occur across a natural rhythm of life, Rebecca will remain in this spiral of emptiness, despair, and ultimately death.
Mark, thank you for following your calling. Rebecca, should you happen to read this, we are all rooting for you, but please understand that a "fan base" alone does nothing for you. This is not your status quo. You will die unless you humble yourself and commit to a safe medical detox and recovery/sober living facility. You have a choice to be another victim to drugs and mental illness or to fight the good fight to sobriety and inspire millions around the world. One step at a time. You CAN do it and you are NOT too far gone.
Ditto 😢
Basically attention seeking
Pragmatism and kindness make for a great combo in life I think, even though I'm no professionnal.
I too, feel as she needs more of that than people just saying they love her. As it is for all of us. Because at the end of the day, action is the only thing that matters.
This reads true for me as well, it’s a broken glass appearing beyond repair, the empty cries of the dark night of her soul, & the internal & external conflicts displayed can cause exhaustion, frustration & hopelessness in ppl who truly cannot offer that deep connection she needs. Yes to a detox program, one on one & group accountability therapy, medications, to help mend repair some of the wounds of deep shame, anger, abandonment, masked by the outrageous ODD, Rage etc. She needs to be surrounded by successful ex-addicts. Mark, you would be deeply hurt if Rebecca goes south & no return, she can’t connect & commit no matter how we want to see her. It’s a deep crisis of the broken self & takes a team of professionals, God, & love. She teaches us to be grateful for the simple things in life. Depends how you see it, She reminds us God is in all of us!! We always turn to God when we know the physical world cannot offer our soul the inner peace it longs in this temporary world!! The world is not your home & your heart is where God only resides! 🙏❤🙏
That's exactly what I'm seeing here as well. Just words. I truly wish her to overcome this, though.
Mark, I love how you don't interrupt the silence when Rebecca is deep in thought. Most would feel compelled to fill that void with further questions. Thanks for giving her time to reflect and answer honestly
Her intelligence leaks here and there, I'd love to hear her speak sober
me-too it is a real skill and talent
I agree, he's rly in tune with how much is happening when u see it from our end through the camera lens
I think it's a bit more than deep in thought.
@@pmshea63Right. Rebecca was somewhere else, lol.
There’s a very deep, real and *valid* pain that Rebecca feels that she is keeping compartmentalized away. Each time she feels even slightly sober, that pain edges in (along with the pain of the wreckage of addiction withdrawal) and it becomes so overwhelming the cycle must start all over again or she feels she will overload with pain and go insane. With each cycle it becomes worse and worse. I’m not saying she can’t do this on her own (break this cycle), but it is very, very difficult. It is easier with assistance. And with others who understand and validate the real pain she is experiencing and who also truly care. Telling her what to do over and over is futile… to “love herself”; to “make better choices”; to “be grateful”; to induce guilt when deep within she already feels guilty for this cycle of pain she’s trapped in. Don’t we all? Shame and guilt motivates us to hide deeper into addictions instead of feeling confident enough to climb out of them. True care, love with clear sighted guidance and support- does.
Well said.
@@sm3296 ❤️
Dr Marte, wonder if he could help Rebecca?
You're right. Its very sad. He needs serious long term care and therapy. I wish the best for him.
I think she needs medication. I think the root here is not substance abuse. I think it's mental illness.
"Do you feel like I'm wasting your time?" That seemed like a hard question for Rebecca to ask you. I felt that down in my gut.
Nothing is good enough for Rebecca and sadly nothing is bad enough, either.
Very well stated
That’s powerful
U don't know that atal We don't know anything about them there life or there true feelings we know what is shown of them here thats all
Mark,
STOP enabling Rebecca.
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a drug-free, happier Rebecca just having a normal conversation with Mark after being weeks/months sober would be so cool to see
Amen
Haven't watched the video yet, but quitting drugs/alcohol feels like the whole world has been lifted off your shoulders
Conversation with a cross dresser Rebecca is the most lucid one
I want this for you Rebecca♥️
Be the fashion icon my daughter and I need. We have a giant house of amazing dresses and I need your sober insight and opinion. You are incredibly bright, you know so much. Hold the line Rebecca♥️ we need you here and healthy.
Is she ok? I feel neurologically something is wrong. Like a seizure is about to happen.
I imagine going to the hotel and staying there is terrifying for her. I bet she has no idea how to sit and stay in one place without the stress becoming overwhelming. I wonder if she would be able to handle a small goal like drinking a glass of water every day or taking a shower at the hotel. Ask her what kind of goal she wants to do. No matter what she chooses, even if she fails, she needs the credit and praise for trying. Even remembering the goal each day is a step forward. Sleeping there might be too much, too much stability. I do believe the gender dysphoria is real for her, not just pretend for attention. Mark you are doing a wonderful thing being in her corner. Bless you both.
Agreed! Good ideas ! I love this beautiful person! Praying she can find peace within herself 🙏❤️🩹
Oh Mark, I’m afraid this is not going to end well. My heart is very heavy.
Well yeah, alot of their stories aren’t. But this is the soft white belly of America.
He hopes he’ll have a camera on when she finally dies.
It’s not gonna end well if everyone keeps coddling this guy. Quit playing into his fantasies, and he might stand a chance. But if you keep feeding his delusion, the delusion that he is a woman, the delusion that everything‘s OK, the delusion that his name is Rebecca, you are part of the problem. If my uncle thinks he’s a toaster oven, I don’t go along with it. I get him help. This transvestite crap is madness. They don’t commit suicide because people are mean, they commit suicide because people enable their madness. This guy can make it. But he needs people to stand up to him and help him. They need to let him know that he doesn’t have to pay for all of his sins. He can’t anyway. At the end of the day, he was probably severely abused as a small child and that’s what needs to be addressed. That is why he’s taking on a different personality. That is why he has an alter ego. This shit used to be known. Now everyone acts like it’s a choice that he’s making. It’s not, he got fucked over as a kid and he’s dealing with the repercussions, and we’re enabling the madness. Stop it.
@@decapitateallcops3214 what a hard username, very punk. I almost feel worse for you than I do a lot of the people I see in these interviews for having the mentality to say something that cold
I always feel my heart breaking when I watch Rebecca
11:57 "There's something, part of me that's holding me back." This is the first time that I actually heard her admit that somewhere in there, there is something that is holding her back. We can't lose hope for her.
If I were Rebecca's friend I'd be looking at legal options. She's genuinely insane and on the loose. There's hope for her in general but not when she's like a kid playing with fire. LA is full of cases like this. I think their government doesn't care.
To the people who think Rebecca “may be too far gone”: I did drugs for 10+years, then got clean around 28. With meetings, therapy, addiction switching (exercise, music, & less destructive options), I’ve stayed clean 13 years. THE BRAIN AND BODY CAN HEAL. Now I have a bachelors and a masters degree in music. Rebecca, like many addicts, is not totally ready yet to do what everyone else wants or what everyone else thinks she needs. Hopefully if/when she decides to try something different she will still have someone like Mark around. Someone who has offered unconditional love and acceptance. Thank you for reading my Ted talk. I hope other addicts will share their experience, strength, and hope in the comments.
Congrats on your sobriety! Lord knows it isn’t easy. I wrote my own Ted talk (lol) in the comments shortly after this vid posted so I won’t take up the space here, but I do agree with everything you’ve said and can relate as well 🤍
As long as Rebecca has a breath left in them, there’s still a chance at turning it around. You have to get to the point that you’re sick and tired of being sick and tired, and unfortunately Rebecca isn’t there yet.
Ty for your response helps me see
Beautiful 🥹👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽❤️🩹
I agree 💕
I'm almost 6 years clean from a 20+ yea addiction
The first time I saw Rebecca I was about to relapse and she reminded me to stay strong. Rebecca has many callings ❤ I hope she realizes that people don’t just love seeing a “crazy homeless person” we love her for her. She inspires us and encourage love
V🌎🌎🌎🌴 Hi how are you doing 🔥 have a blessed day 🌱🌱🌱🌱🌱🌱🌱🌱🌱🌱🌱🌱🌱🌱🌱🌱🌱🌱🌱🌱🌱🌱🌱🌱🌱
Oh Mark. It hurts to love addicts. As a recovered addict my heart breaks for these people and I feel so lucky to be alive.
AMEN...
This is almost too heartbreaking for me to watch. I’m very scared we will lose Rebecca soon. I have never rooted so hard for someone I don’t know before.
It feels like she's saying goodbye 😢
Yes it does
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@latandrajones5752 in some sort of way I feel that way too. Like this is the last curtain call 😢😢😢
Its a man💯
This one was rough. I hope you’re taking care of yourself, Mark. I can’t imagine how hard this is for you to witness firsthand
Part of the price for a window into their lives is being a witness to destruction.
He does. You should watch his own mini interview he posted the other day
Poor mark
yes.... Saw that video, He wants so so bad to see Rebecca get well.And to have tears in his eyes when he talks. We all love you, Mark. We all love Rebecca 💗!!!@@Just.A.T-Rex
I wish we could force her into recovery, all I want is to see her sober and to thank Mark. She’s getting so depressed and suicidal it’s scary.
You can't force an addict to go to recovery because they'll use the instant they get out. I know this from experience with my mom who died of alcoholism. They have to want it. And they have to want it for them. Not for their kids, not for their parents, for them
The only way for a person to get clean is if the person wants to get clean. No matter how much we love and care for someone, it's not enough.
Maybe someone close to her can get get her committed while she is suicidal for mental health, but that will not help at all with the addiction side but maybe when they stabilize her on her medications she would be easier to talk to and possibly agree to going to treatment.
I'm praying for her and hoping all the best for her.
Forcing recovery doesn't work. Not everyone sobers up completely and harm reduction is good for some. This black & white thinking is so off putting and I'm glad I'm not stuck there. Everything is shades of Grey. I hate that aa nonsense
Mark, the next time you see Rebecca, *please* show her your very first interview with her. Let her see the light and energy that FLOWED from her! Show her that even now, there is hope. She just has to believe it. Thank you for all that you do, you're a wonderful man.
That is a man, who wishes to be a woman. A he.
It's a he stop feeding this shit 🤡
@@k1_w3I get it, the concept of gender dysmorphia is scary to those who don’t understand it and it probably feels like something is being taken away from you as a man or woman (and what the concept of these words mean to you) which is why you hold on to these words so tightly (and making sense of your world may feel easier for you in black and white terms when you can’t understand). But honestly, if Rebecca comes out the other end of this and decides she wants to be a “man” then that is her choice. Until then, I don’t understand how referring to her in terms she chooses causes you any harm. And collectively we can support people on their journeys of self discovery. Calling something what you think just so you can make sense causes more damage than good. This is no different to anything scary or new that we’ve come to accept in society - race relations, LGBTQI rights, and so on.
@@MyToasterIsBroken stop being so delusional there is nothing about this dude that resembles a "her"
@@MyToasterIsBroken this "gender dysmorphia" is a lie being fed to us all. "Rebecca" is a man that had a horrible child hood and suffered great abuse... this is what you get, what you see on your screen. Pray for this valuable human being, for mental and physical healing.... I agree with Mark, he has great potential.
For those of you who have not seen Mark's video from a few days ago.. Rebecca was offered Treatment, housing, therapy...the whole 9 yards, but she just got up and left!! Its something she has to want!
I don't know that she's mentally capable to recognize, value, and "want" it.
She’s been living this way for so long, it must be terrifying to straighten up. It’s so much easier to say the same.
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YOU GOTTA BE KIDDING ME !!!!!! .....
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I grew up with a mom who is this sick. She’s been homeless most of my life. It’s heartbreaking. It’s affected me so profoundly my entire life.
I started ketamine therapy with a Dr last year. It’s helped my brain actually heal from all the trauma. It creates new pathways for my brain to get out of the cycle of depression, anxiety, and self hate. It’s the first time I’ve been able to experience real joy. I honestly believe if we could get these people that kind of help, it would change society for the better. Psychedelics are so misunderstood. When used in a clinical setting, they have the power to reset the brain. I love myself fully now, and it allows me to stop the generational trauma from transferring to my 8 year old son.
God bless you Mark for not giving up on Rebecca. I’m lucky to have surrounded myself with people who support me over the last few years, and that’s what enabled me to get help and heal.
This! Microdosing psilocybin has helped me greatly!
The last thing rebecca needs right now is psychedelics
You're so right that psychedelics are misunderstood. People have been brainwashed by the system to believe otherwise. Once you know, you know. So happy to hear that you got the opportunity for ketamine therapy. This will be the new way in the future to help with PTSD and mental unbalances. Thank you for sharing your experience.
So where’s your affiliate link?
@@jezziemalvada3840 No Affiliate link, it’s Psychiatric care. Just sharing my personal experience.
I love this person so much. I so desperately want to see Rebecca find peace. She is OVERFLOWING with charisma, creativity, talent! As a recovering addict and a fellow Rebecca I want to reach into her and pull her out of this fog. I can’t WAIT to see what Rebecca is going to give the world. You know it’s going to be beautiful. ✨
After seeing all of the Rebecca videos, I feel I need a break after this one. I’ve noticed the comment section has changed over the years from “ We love you Rebecca “ to a collective feeling despair by us, the audience. She is so clearly heading down even deeper and all we can do is pray for her and hope with all of our hearts for the best. I hate to admit that this isn’t looking like a good outcome and I genuinely pray that I’m wrong. Thank you Mark for documenting her fascinating story with love and respect. Signing off for now. Cheers everyone:)
Why do you believe "her" delusions of being female but not the delusions that they are fine? Both are equally apparent to be false
She needs to want it. The old adage.
I agree. This is hard to watch and listen to
At this point, I think we have all grown to love her. I’m afraid every time I see another post that it will be bad. It’s definitely not entertaining anymore. 😢
@@taintflap9132If that's your only comment on a video about a person struggling with their life, then you can identify as a piece of shit - but hey, it's your right to be it.
After each interview I feel like Rebecca is closer to the end of her journey in this realm. The world wouldn't be the same without Rebecca. Sending you all the love and healing, Rebecca.
him
@@darryldingleberry5422 don't dehumanize a person just because he's mentally ill.
He/Him. Stop accommodating delusions stemming from a profoundly mentally ill human being.
The world would be exactly the same.
A little exagerated, don't you think?
Like watching someone speak at their own funeral.
As Carl Jung once said, “Every human life contains a potential. If that potential is not fulfilled, then that life was wasted.”
Rebecca. Mark loves you. I’ve watched him tear up talking about you. It’s rare to have such total support and love and help right at your fingertips. Let him help you. You’re worth it. ❤
Ya he needs to let Mark help her. By him saying he be better off dead. Call the cops say he was threatening him self. He has to be forced because he doesn't understand or knowwww why he eont get 😣 help
@@annemoretti3173 WELL SAID ! AND GOOD IDEA ABOUT THE 72/50 To BAD It ISN'T A BIT LONGER BECAUSE THE FIRST THREE DAYS YOU'RE SLEEPING AND GOING THROUGH HELL.I WAS A LOT LIKE REBECCA AND IN COMPLETE DENIAL THAT MY LIFE WAS COMPLETELY
OUT OF CONTROL MESS. GOD PLEASE HELP HER AND HELP HEAL HER CHILDHOOD TRAUMA So SHE CAN BEGIN TO LOVE HERSELF ENOUGH TO SAVE HERSELF!🤍🤍🤍🙏🙏🙏
He has to help himself or it will never work.
For addicts, *it takes that one person who never gives up on you.*
For Rebecca, it’s Mark.
That’s for sure.
Only if Rebecca chooses to change…. If she doesn’t…. My sister currently isn’t willing to stop ruining her organs with toxins….
The one person addicts need to not give up on them is themselves. Placing that responsibility onto someone else is just another example of how selfish & manipulative addicts are.
@@sarah.j.777how in the world did you come up with that conclusion???? People don't even know who they are. Rebecca is not just your typical run of the mill here.
@@sarah.j.777 chill. This is a common thing many recovered addicts themselves say. They had that one person. AND Jesus.
I can't imagine the internal dialogue she experiences. How exhausting. Love her dearly
Maaannnn I be in my head so heavy it’s insane. Add substance abuse and I’d be all over the map. 🙏 hope we all heal in our own ways ❤
Rebecca doesn't want to leave LA because now people recognize her on the street. The fame she so desperately wanted is happening and she didn't have to get help to find it. She has someone who visits, gives her money, food, clothes, a hotel room, phones... why would she leave when shes being enabled to stay
Shut up your comment shows you have no compassion you are someone who lives in a box and only looks inside that box your in. Why don’t you read some of the other comments and educate yourself or look into mental illness and addiction. We’re all people your mother father aunt uncle cousin bestfriend child hood friend co worker kids can all be dealing with something internally and never talk about it cause either they didn’t have safe people or they just couldnt stand there own thoughts let alone externalize it and bring it to someone else. Please please educate yourself. I’m not gonna say your a bad person I just think you are close minded and quite literally ignorant.
It’s so easy for you to judge cause you aren’t being personally impacted but mark has done so much and more than anyone has every done for her in his life mark does the things he does for her cause maybe if he didn’t she would end up dead out herself in a position to get killed you don’t know what goes on in the street of skid row and fig just stop
@brittneymorris2443 she just overdosed on fentanyl and almost died. No amount of money, food, phones, etc can help an addict unless they themselves want to get help. Mark is an extremely kind soul but Rebecca will do what she wants.
This is a valid point considering Rebecca always reminds Mark that she "just wants to be a star"
@@brittneymorris2443that’s not judgement it’s just an astute observation
I'm a psych nurse. This is what someone looks like when they are seeing/hearing things.
Right? She looks like she is hallucinating.
I can't help but feel she has DID or Multiple Personality Disorder.
Ooooooooh ok that makes sense. I asked why the facial expressions in a separate comments.
My God. This isn't going to end well unless she is forcibly put into long haul rehab. I feel time is running out and I think Mark does too...
He said in his video yesterday that she overdosed on fentanyl the other day.
“In Jesus Christ’s Love and Name Dearest Poppa God please please help Your Lost and very ill Soul” ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE THROUGH CHRIST JESUS, even “Rebecca”.✝️✝️✝️
@@kristapittman7438 omg - what video is that please? This is so scary.
HE!!!! GODDAMN this is a man
I’m sorry to say this , but I think time is running out for Rebecca .
This is a side of Rebecca I have not seen before. Paralyzed, wildly out of her mind, falling apart. If this isn't rock bottom, I'm scared to see what is.
I thought the same .
Same
Yes, my thoughts exactly. I’m worried that it’s the calm people experience when they have decided to end their lives. I pray that I’m wrong.
I think the scared, melancholy personality in this video is likely due to her recent fentanyl overdose. 😞
Agree….
So incredibly articulate. Even in the wildest of interviews. Great vocabulary. So much clarity amidst so much self destruction. I can relate.
I can relate too. Nice comment, thanks.
Indeed!
Articulate? Must be another video. One must be coherent to be articulate otherwise fragments is all you give.
The clarity he gets is from Satan who’s inside him speaking for him.
This aspect reminds me so much of my friend that I lost to an accidental OD. So hard to watch
Its not only the drugs. As per Gabor Mate’s excessive experience, people often use drugs to mask or soothe a mental or emotional issue. This is definitely Rebecca, I work in a facility with addicts and also personality disorders, and people almost always use, and become like this, to mask a mental issue or heartbreak. It starts there. A patient once said to us: ‘I am not addicted to drugs, I am addicted to escaping my reality’. That’s why there shouldn’t be a law to put people in prison for it. More compassion needed. People are saying, its the drugs. It’s not, and anyone treating these people automatically knows that. I wish Rebecca healing.
Prisons and jails have unfortunately replaced mental institutions. I once had a Rebecca in my life, on and off, for ten years and they just cycled in and out of jail on a regular bases. They were under community supervision, contact facility MHU and after complying for 6 months they absconded. I think its highly likely that person became a victim of foul play. Too much heartache involved in loving an addict. Much respect to you and others who work in the recovery field.
Well said.
He won't even start to get lucid until getting clean. People get clean in prison and many come out thankful for it. If Rebecca isn't a criminal he shouldn't go to prison but he should go to in patient before he dies.
Exactly. I have only been tuning into these videos recently and don't know much about her personal history. However one thing I know definitely is that people with gender dysphoria (and still stuck in their cis body) have to go through some of the most excruciating mental struggles known to man. The level of addiction and decline just reflects the level of pain she is in. Certainly, she can't transition before she is somewhat "clean". And that is the biggest tragedy here because as long as she's stuck in this body she'll be in pain and hence will continue to use drugs to numb it.
So addiction is the symptom 😢??
Watching this after your update video, Mark , was absolute art... Your eye for photography must come from the powerful ability within you to see humanity and its brutal beauty ... Thank you for your dedication. For trying, for getting up and finding more... I truly admire this entire work. I'd kill to work for you in this endeavor. All my Best,
Anne
I got fed up with this character. Then l realized how many times God could’ve said the same thing about me. Mark, you the absolute goat
He’s not a character
He is a human being bro
@Spidergod1128-fd9dc people, real people can create characters. It is acceptable to use that term in this context. Grow a 3rd dimension like the rest of us dude.
Rebecca I have followed forever. Lately I have dreamt you are “gone”. Please don’t let that happen. Please stop craving chaos we love you
I felt the same yesterday!
That's it in a nutshell. Hopefully she can stop craving chaos. She is so intriguing. More so when she's sober. Imagine what she could do and be. ❤ love you too Celina. You're another person that adds a spark to humanity xx
Imagine this….. she isn’t even sober now. Just not as effed up.
She would have such meaningful conversations, i just know it.
We all love you!
I can’t help but think that something tragic or devastating happened in her or to her. With so many different versions of herself that she has displayed, what could have or might have made her so adamant about the transition surgery, to make her feel that once she transitioned everything will fall into line and everything will be as it should be?
Everyone deserves the chance to experience sobriety but that sometimes comes monotony and that can be a severe struggle for some. We all have something unique to show the world. Btw I love you Celina you are amazing
I’m giving kudos to Mark for the self control through the long pauses. It makes me uncomfortable to watch it let alone experience it in person. Great work, Mark! I certainly would be blabbing through the long pauses.
I would probably be asking more questions but in such a fragile state it wouldn't be helpful.
Me tooo
How is this great work? What is the purpose of this interview? Other interviews are educational and informative. This is just a waste of time glorifying mental illness and transition of someone with sever mental heal issues into forced and false womanhood. It’s insulting to one’s intelligence on many level and really poor quality of work.
@@mazimazmaz Nobody is transitioning him or her into womanhood. Especially not Mark. They just want her to get well. The culture war propaganda has affected your perceptions. For the record, Mark is just a photographer, so there's no qualifications here. It's dire.
@@JohnSmith-mc2zz I didn’t say someone was transitioning him. I said it’s glorifying mental illness. As for Mark doing this, and being a photographer? Photographers photograph. This is a production. He is assuming a role of a producer and this is dire indeed.
This has an eerie vibe to it I hope nothing bad happens
I agree!!!
Very eerie,well said.
Yup.
This reads to me like high dose IV meth use and some psychosis/serious neurotoxicity. I think she must have used right before the interview.
Yea I felt that hearing the crows
Rebecca is a teaching soul. She is here teaching each of us about our judgements about others. And our ability to help and that sometimes our acceptance that we can't. When its her souls time she will transcend to a new life somewhere else in the beyond or a better life here. Thank you Rebecca for your blessings and teachings.
All I can say is I’m over this. When I was an addict, if I had thousands of people calling me a genius and coo’ing over me, whilst having hotel rooms new wigs clothes phones and cash from Mark I would of never EVER got clean. The enabling must stop
Facts! This person is only good at one thing.. Feeding his ego and addiction.
Manipulation
I know right. enough already.
shoot it in the head. what?!
if he didn’t give them anything people would complain about it. no winning here really. at least they’re being compensated for the exploitation
This isn't your path so stop
I'm a german psychologist and to me this looks like more than just drug addiction. It might be a Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID), she appears to be a different person each time. This stems from severe abuse or some kind of traumatic events over a long period of time-mostly from young age on.
Ich denke auch wenn man die anderen Videos gesehen hat das Rebecca nicht mehr lange leben wird.Sie ist zu kaputt 🤷
I agree.
Habe ich vor Wochen geschrieben / andere auch. Wrote a few..
meth psychosis
I agree with you on this one.... I see a person that was severely abused as a child and is very confused about life and never had any good mother direction and love and a stern father and now is addicted to drugs to mask the problems it would take years to get the proper help first move is getting off of drug's a stable place to live and take it from there
Rebecca chooses her words so carefully. Often in the blank moments when she is thinking of what to communicate, she has looks of sheer horror in her eyes & in her face. Her thoughts must be such a dark place.
He and his
@@jamericanangel2298you don't need to preach your prejudice. We are not forcing you to use her preferred pronouns so don't force others who wish to respect her wishes not to
@@jamericanangel2298that is so uncalled for
@@jamericanangel2298corny ass
I think she's coming down from something. But still very able to be a good communicator.
She looks unwell but her dialogs shows consciousness , hope the best happens for her , and thank you mike for doing what you do , i appreciate the content
Mark your ability to remain silent during this interview was incredibly powerful. I hope Rebecca finds what she needs and can be the person she wants to be. I want so much to see her success. Thank you for the interview/update.
I think she needs to know that transition is not possible if she's using being homeless as a woman is hard much less a trans woman.
This is a man, why are you guys saying she??
@@isaachuerta4450because Rebecca uses she/her/they/them pronouns & identifies as trans & that should be respected😊
I heard someone spell it out so perfectly recently. Would you go up to a schizophrenic and tell them, "Yes! They are trying to kill you!" No! Why would you feed into their mental illness? Same applies here.@@isaachuerta4450
Silence is key in therapy
This is definitely the most heartbreaking interview and I know if it’s hard for us it’s even harder for mark!! Ty mark for never losing hope
cant help someone who doesnt want to help themselves - until Rebecca figures that out nothing will change.
Wtf makes u think he doesn't want it
Don't open your mouth on things you are ignorant about
You believe you know what this person wants? Lmao
Exactly
@@dakotaellis9978Again you🗣MISSED THE POINT!!!🗣🗣CANT HELP SOMEONE THAT DOES NOT WANT TO HELP THEMSELF!! Truth Hurts🤷🏿♀️
@@dakotaellis9978mark is willing to pay for rehab and give him whatever he needs if he wanted to get better. But he doesn’t. Because you can’t help someone that doesn’t want to help themselves
There is no helping anyone. Only to be their friend and show they are acceptable, lovable as is, and that they are enough. It takes a lot of work heal those traumatic wounds that the drugs are helping to hide. A horrible childhood is soul shattering. It causes so much pain and suffering that it’s unbearable to be in the body. (Hence dissociative episodes or drug induced dissociation/escape from reality).
My heart goes out to this tortured soul. Such an incredibly smart, creative person. Sending good energy and vibes your way Rebecca. You have your entire life ahead of you to do GREAT THINGS!!!!
Mark, It's really endearing to hear you talking to Rebecca - no judgment, just words of encouragement as you mother once gave you. Rebecca, please take the help that has been offered. I am your fan.
The title of this video is the DRAMA QUEEN
I also love to hear Mark speaking to Rebecca, it’s comforting. Mark is the probably the closest thing to God, the closest thing to normalcy that Rebecca will ever feel in this world of addiction and pain.
Ishmael doesn’t need fans, he needs to want a detox program and psych evaluation.
@baublesanddolls5756 she is seriously mentally ill, and you think that's manipulation?
It is so hard to press the play buttons when I see her name… I can’t even imagine what it is like to see this in real time. My heart is so heavy watching these. She deserves so much
She is being offered so much. What about the many others who have no Mark. Rebecca might find true gratitude if she could step outside of her own demon's
Mark, I watched the video of you being interviewed earlier today. Now I'm seeing Rebecca's new video. You said you strive for the miracles. I believe if anyone is ever able to get Rebecca to love herself and get the help she needs, it would be you. You're that ONE person for her. Please don't give up on her. ❤
Well, id say Rebecca can only save herself, and I think Mark and Rebecca both know that. Mark has plenty. I get what you are saying, but from our perspective, just glimpses at the situation thru vids, Mark doesn't need any pressure to do more;... that's just me though, i could be wrong. I lived on the streets for years, I've handed out brand new Levis in Skid Row, and some people will never change for the better, sad to say; and MANY do change for the better, but it is ultimately only by their own volition.
@@wheninroamfulI have to agree with you whole heartedly. It’s so sad but that’s just how it is.
@@wheninroamfulYou are exactly right
Incorrect no one can do that for him, he has to do that for himself…sad but true.
That opening sequence scared me. I’ve lead a beautiful cushioned blessed life and SWU has opened my eyes to MANY stories that are polar opposites of mine. When I watched my first Rebecca video, my naive self thought she was so glamorous but living a life she was dealt a bad hand in. With each passing video I watch (not only Rebecca’s but any SWU video), I learn and see how silly I was and sometimes still am. We see snapshots of Rebecca but Mark sees her on the streets and it isn’t “glamorous” or “misunderstood.” She’s incredibly ill, physically and mentally. Mark has done his best and continues to do his best. But it lies within Rebecca to make a change. I wish her well.
Well said
Glamorous, lol
This interview is heart breaking. I’ve watched Rebecca so many times but this one is different somehow. I’ve never felt so hopeless for her. She believes she doesn’t need therapy but instead needs ‘life and intensity’ she’s addicted to the chaos, she fears order. She simply cannot face the pain that is buried so deep inside.
‘I so passionately want to express the love…that isn’t there, you know what I mean?’ The way she said this, her pain came through for a split second. She is hurting, she is someone’s baby, and she is loved!!! She just doesn’t believe it.
I’ve never seen her eyes look so…..possessed before!
She's quite the actress.
Mark has to STOP enabling her.
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This channel is a raw, portal for the human condition.. fkn blows me away. Some kind of big award is deserved here for this incredibly important work . May Rebecca find peace and find a way to save her life 🙏
rebecca is just performing for the camera these quasi deep monologues and saying whatever seems dramatic in the moment. this is borderline enabling her fantasy at this point. and she’s in no state to pick herself up or make a healthy decision for herself.
I agree. She strings together words that sound profound but have an emptiness and insincerity behind them.
Aveirah.
You just said exactly what I was thinking! Therefore this is a waste of time.
She's Auditoning for the part ,,,,,😂❤ love this bitch but She's starting to piss me off
Being offered great incentives to clean her shit up but still can't seem to pull her head out of her ass
What a slap in the face
He just came back for more drug money. As soon as the interview is over he'll be out getting more cigarettes and crystal.. haha!
I’ve been watching Rebecca’s interviews if we can call some of them that. I felt that I was watching perhaps the last of them today. Her, being in touch with her pain without her crutch, or the help she needs may be her undoing. I have lost my children’s father, and two sons to addiction. It’s grief that started a long time before their deaths. Watching a loved one fade away and die is insufferable. I don’t know how I’ve survived. I grieve for all the addicts and their loved ones who just don’t know what to do. Just love them is all we can do. My son James who died last year, I believed he’d find the strength, he did try many times, it’s not too late until it is.
😢😢😢 my heart breaks reading this. You are strong and will persevere and find joy and happiness again.
I can't even imagine losing your spouse and 2 Son's! Please tell me they're not your only 2 children?
We lost our beautiful Aaron to meth 5 in a half years ago and it's a suffering pain that NO parent should go through. Heart is broken forever.
May your husband, and 2 son's rest in ETERNAL PEACE. You've Angels watching over you! YOU are still upright! May GOD keep holding you up!♡
I am so sorry for your loss. 😢
❤ yes
The distress on her face and Mark's voice are breaking my heart over and over
It's a he
What I find so beautiful and profound is that we’re all watching this, Rebecca, whom we have never met, hoping, just hoping and praying that she’ll eventually hit her personal rock bottom and take the offer of help from Mark. All of us dotted all over the world (I’m in Guildford in the UK for instance) watching with such empathy, this beautiful broken person suffering in such mental torment. Her addiction has such a firm grip around her right now and it is winning and wants her dead. I hate it, I detest what it does to people and the beautiful, kind souls it steals from us. But, BUT we care, I care and I know that you do too. Now THAT is a beautiful thing and it gives me such hope for Rebecca and humanity. Thank you all for caring, especially you Mark. 🥰
Amen Joel.
This was perfect and such a beautiful perspective! Thank You, Joe! I hope Rebecca can see and hear it... We Love you, Rebecca! I'm holding my breath, hoping you get this! XOXOX
Exactly
it hurts me to my core ❤🩹
❤❤❤
Honestly, I’m surprised that Rebecca is still alive
Same. I always get a feeling in my stomach when a new video of hers pops up. I’m always so happy to see her on the camera….even if she’s captain of the hot mess express that day. ❤
She seems like she has to think and remember to breathe
@@snotboogie2505 really ? Who cares
@@THEAXOLOTLGODMASTERD obviously you do and idk the entire planet. In english class we're taught boys are called he and girls are called she. It's fairly important.
Me too
The interviewer keeps telling this person is a genius. Creative genius is not like this. Creative genius works day and night. Creative genius dont need a camera on them.
This one is just high. Simple as that.
if you see her clearly beyond the dramatic persona she has created to survive and the drugs, Rebecca is an inquisitive mind searching for truth and meaning in a superficial world. She is passionate and curious about life not a drama queen. But drugs are an illusion, a never-ending spiral prison giving her fake wings. its not easy being 26 yrs old , falling in the mind trap... and getting out.Mark is trying to wake her up for her to see her beauty in real light. I hope it happens.
Nice 💙
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Word❤ drugs..all fun and games until its not. And I hope she realizes that the only thing they truly are are Liars. Tricksters. And soul stealers.
He really needs help. Im personally not sure what trauma and mental illness brought him to this place but I wish him the best truly. It seems like a far reach from what we see but theres always hope.
@@justinwesley6190hilarious how you virtue signal while simultaneously being a transphobe and actively making the world a more hostile place to people like her
I wish I could heal the little boy that started out life with innocence. Such a very intelligent person. My heart bleeds for you Rebecca. I'm in my 60's and still self medicate. I feel your pain........
I can’t believe how many times a Week Rebecca crosses my mind. This was the most heartbreaking of all the interviews.
I agree. Even her posture appears worse. I just want to hug her. We love you, Rebecca 💞
Me too ,it's a rough one today ,she seems soo sad
😭 so heartbreaking!!!
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So let’s find a way to really help her instead of her being made a spectacle of in exchange for mobile phones and wigs. Wake the f up people please. Rebecca could be amazing.
What is Rebecca on!?! I'm even a drug addict. 2 years clean & sober next month. Thank the Lord. But his actions are so odd....He's so intelligent. I just wish he would take Mark up on going into rehab.
I've only just discovered this channel a few weeks ago and it's really made a substantial impact on my views for people like Rebecca. These interviews (the Rebecca ones in-particular) really make me think about the hardships of people who experience(d) poverty and/or drug/alcohol addiction. i've always lived in a clean area and have just recently moved to the city where you find people like this everywhere and its been a bit of a culture shock to me. but I continuously watch these interviews to see the different side of people and it makes me have more empathy and respect to those who live like this.
Rebecca wants life to be better. She wants to break that barrier of poverty and addicted mentality, and I truly hope she finds peace. Rebecca is so intelligent and i'm sure everyone watching this video wants to see her finally find her purpose. please be kind to those who struggle. The awareness that this channel has made is huge and I hope you know its changing perspective ❤
Welcome to the channel. You should search for the old Amanda videos. Her story was absolutely heartbreaking. ❤😢
I think Rebecca looks terrified but ready for a life changing course and Mark is trying to assist her in exploring starting a channel of her own. I would like for Rebecca to know she has our support
I feel like she's terrified, but there's more. The depression is making her spiral. The reason addicts get high is because being lucid is far to painful. She used drugs also to keep people at arms length. Keep people away. I also feel she has a lot of suicidal ideation going on. Somehow she's not fully intact with her reality She's not touching ground. She so badly needs help. I'm scared we won't ever see her again. God🙏 please lift this broken person up and let this person know that he is as precious as anyone else. Let him repent and Dear God let him feel the infanant love forgiveness, take away his memoires and situations that have made him hold people back. Dear lord give this person a plan and give him grace and discernment. Anen
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Rebecca is in no shape to run a channel, period.
@@karenfryberger4260I agree Rebecca can't even get off the sidewalk...wake up America Rebecca is one in many.,We seriously need to assist our homeless....not just write comments and pray. People in Rebecca's position need hospitalization. And loving care and real food to eat and a warm place to sleep.😢
In her voice she's accepted this is it..her fire has nearly gone out..💔💔💔 this must be so hard for Mark to watch Rebecca deteriorate right before his eyes.
When I look at Rebecca, I see pain.sorrow and someone who needs a lot of love and tender care. Rebecca has really gone through it
I immediately got the chills. A feeling of impending doom for Rebecca came over me. Father God, show your mercy upon this human being. 😢
I feel it also in my spirit I think he came here to tell mark thank you for all he has done but it’s almost over he wanted to see his best friend before he crashed out I just hope mark don’t break down let’s pray for MARK in Jesus name
🙏💜🙏💜
You have to want to help yourself
Yes
I felt this while watching it. I hope I'm wrong. 😞
I hate to say this, but I think Rebecca unfortunately has gotten to a point where the brain damage from the lifestyle of drugs and homelessness might not be something they can come back from :(
I agree.
That's my concern as well. It is really painful to see this human being self destruct. So much lost potential...
I think you’re right.
look into lima and amanda story
Looks retarted here for sure
Rebecca could do so well with an anti-psychotic and a good treatment team.
The answer to drugs is more drugs 💪
Thank you internet doctor for your intelligent and psychoanalytic input. What would we do without your recommendation based off of some TH-cam videos
he is a handsome men although is high in drugs.😢😥😥
@@Willowtree82 thank you for sharing. I thought I had seen all of Rebecca’s, but I will take your advice⭐️
@@Willowtree82yeah I watched all his videos and Rebecca isn't crazy by any means, it's the drugs...I hope he eventually gets sober before he kills himself 😢
He seems terrified of living a sober lifestyle.
“It takes losing everything, to truly remind you…what’s worth it.” -Rebecca
Such a stunning person. I’m praying Rebecca sees her worth and takes the help granted to her. ❤
She frequently says a randomly profound statement that is so strong & beautiful all at once. She’s insanely bright that it might scare her because she’s a perfectionist and fears failing despite all this♥️
💯💯
I'm not taking inspirational messaging from someone who seems "off". I still cant figure out what's going on and there's no description.
@@citrusbutter7718 go you
Plus, all these comments affirming this person is a woman, when clearly they're in a state of mind that alters every aspect of your reality. This is what's being taught in schools now to children, and that's Ok as long as it makes people feel they don't need to make changes in society.. resulting in people like 'Rebecca'.
@@citrusbutter7718
It's seems like she can only think half a sentence at a time. I've heard her say all these things before. She's saying what she thinks she should be saying. It's wearing thin on me. I really hope she recognises time is running out.
Very well said. She’s saying a whole lot of nothing.
True
STOP enabling Rebecca
I agree! I honestly
Don’t even care to
Watch another one of these unless it’s her after being detoxed or medically treated. Very heartbreaking!
@@Itsarart
Rebecca needs a Mental Health Professional, not a new wig !!!
STOP enabling Rebecca
The thing about Rebecca is, I'm not sure whether she's an award winning actress or sincere? Not an easy read. She's skillfully complicated yet, highly intellectual. ❤❤ love her just the same. Cant figure her out but very easy to love.
Rebecca please go to a hospital and get psychiatric help. You will and can transition once you get the help. You are WORTH it but don't know it !❤❤
What makes you say she is highly intellectual? Stringing together big words? Seeming to be so philosophical? Most what she says is nonsense layered with tons if drama. She has deep psychiatric issues. She speaks a lot without saying anything. In my experience sadly I've come across many like this. Mark has done all he can.
This feels like a screen test
She’s giving us award winning performance. Until Rebecca has a team to help them medically detox and some real professional therapy , I could then say there’s hope. My aunt was an addict and I seen this “Act” many times . She ended up dying from falling out of a 3rd story window, high to the heavens . As I’ve watched Rebecca say numerous times , Rebecca wants to transition … that’s a whole other monster to conquer, baby steps boo, you have one of the worst monsters to fight.
He needs lobotomizing.
Something just seemed off about this video,Mark. I feel like Rebecca is near the end. It feels like she is giving up. It breaks my heart so much. You have been such a caring and positive person in her life. Thank you for being you, Mark, you’re an amazing person!
i agree something seemed very off about her.. Could be massive down from coming off a drug binge. Sad to see either way
Her breathing or lack of missing breaths is scary
@@Krlatscha yeah, the breathing and chest movements were alarming.
Fatalism is toxic. Being wigged out isn't a sign you're dying. Rebecca is insane and therefore if she dies it will be of neglect.
I hope we're wrong 'cause that same thought crossed my mind
Thank you for still posting about Rebecca’s life. God bless you Mark we love you
Why don't you pray away Rebecca's drug/alcohol addiction.... I've often heard there is power in prayer 🙏 it wouldn't take much of your time
@@speedfreak8200 Will do - thank you
I pray everyday that people will get off drugs but it isn’t working
Drug use aside, there are so many obstacles that Rebecca would need to overcome in order to be more than what she is currently, and to feel like her authentic self. These obstacles are completely overwhelming and she has no idea where to begin. You can here it when shes practically begging for Mark to help her become a citizen. Rebecca is intelligent and aware that she needs help and feels as though there is no one in her corner to support her throughout the process. We all know Mark helps her, but in her mind she feels completely and utterly alone. That’s a scary feeling, compounded with her homelessness, mental illness and drug use, its no wonder Rebecca is stuck in this vicious cycle that leads her nowhere. What options does she really have? I mean honestly, where and how can she truly get the help and support she needs to even begin to do what is needed to improve her situation? She is a very complex individual with a beautiful heart and insightful mind. I would love to see her get to a better place mentally where she can truly thrive and not just survive. Rebecca knows this. She knows shes not living a fulfilling life, but rather surviving day to day anyway she can right now.
The downward spiral of Rebecca is heartbreaking. I fear that, unless she is put into a facility to clean up, the ending will not be a good one. Tragic.
He has to do that himself, for himself b/c he truly wants to change his life..otherwise it will never happen.
She has so much to share. I will keep hoping for her to accept treatment♥️
@@John_Connor556just curious, why do you refer to Rebecca with he/him pronouns?
@@hmd5937 Ishmael is a biological male w/ mental illness, namely gender dysphoria & body dysmorphia… He will never be a female, & enabling & celebrating said mental illness only exacerbates his problems (including substance abuse, etc.). There are two sexes, males & females (as is evidenced in nature, etc.)…doesn’t matter how much someone mutilates their body or goes on opposite sex hormones or what they wear, etc. It’s XX or XY chromosomes (in terms of sex)…basic biology. The real question is why folks like you choose to deny reality & entertain said mental illness by referring to him as ‘Rebecca’ & ‘she/her’ ? As if he has breasts, a vagina, ovaries, a uterus & has the ability to give birth to children when he in fact is a male w/ testicles & a penis whom is failing miserably to cope w/ his pain/trauma.
I call him, him, because at this point in time, he is a him.
This person is clearly mentally ill, and completely twisted on drugs.
I dont think a person can reasonably make a decision like that in this state. We’ve never seen them claim to be a woman while not completely intoxicated.
If they make that decision while clean from drugs for some
time and after having some treatment for the mental illness, than I would support that decision.
First time here. I believe that Rebecca is playing a role rather than facing reality, it's a dream world and a fantasy role she is playing, and from what I hear and her demeanor there is an unstable mind that truly needs attention.
She has reached this point in her life, no more games, she needs a lot of help and love. Hope she gets it on time.
Say it with me, psy kosis
@@triple_gem_shining yes indeed, psy kosis. It's a real shame because there are a lot of hopes , dreams in her , she has potential because she is smart. Well let's just hope she comes out of this.
I think Rebecca sees these interviews almost as a performance. The moment he steps foot back out onto the streets, he's lost again. It's heartbreaking, but it's worse with each video. I feel for Mark and how powerless he must feel.
This one definitely feels like a performance
She looks great tho
Agreed
The manipulation is out of this world.. rebecca is smarter than everyone thinks.
@@dawnburson4410You are so right
Mark sees it. That's why it's titled the way it is.
Jesus!! This entire interview was very hard to see. This is DANGEROUS! I think someone needs to step in. QUICKLY!! And watching him just staring off into space. 😢 This is really, REALLY SAD & SCARY!! 😢🙏🙏
Rebecca is a performer, an artist, always wanted to be famous.. In a way, in some twisted way, she managed to do *just that* through this channel. She is her work of art. This is the only way she could do it after getting addicted and becoming homeless... She has fulfilled her fantasy. Her dreams came through....
But it's time for Rebecca to wake up to reality, drop all the acts, and straighten her life out. Cut the BS! Let's get real here ~ time's ticking!
Rebecca is a male.
🙌♥️
100% correct
Ditto🙏💜🙏
🙏👏☝️
Every time you interview Rebecca, it’s like meeting a totally different person. The swings in moods, personalities, behavior, sober or high as a kite…like 20 different people trapped in one body. The first step is of course getting clean, but that’s a tough step if someone’s not ready. I hope she’s finally ready.
Rebecca will be ready when she sees her larger goals as attainable beyond "getting sober". Get sober... then this.... and so on
Trauma + substance abuse + mental illness will do that.
I’m patiently waiting to see a video where Rebecca is ready to take back her life and get the help she needs. I would LOVE to see her sober and thriving ❤
You’ll be waiting forever.
Its a man💯
Don't hold your breath
That was awful when Rebecca said she was ready but they were closed when they got there. 💔
its a him.....smh.
This honestly is just an act. She wants to sound profound and poetic, but it just comes off as sad because you know she is just playing to the camera, and her words dont mean shit.
I think that sometimes - that she says what she thinks people want to hear but then I also think it’s her true self trying to shine through the cracks
Hey Mark, now might be the time to offer rehab again. She seems to be about to give up on living. I'm terrified that the next update will be the end. I love your work, and I'm praying she will accept help this time.
I wish we could find their family and interview them
Whoever is reading this, let us pray and send healing energy to Rebecca's heart and mind...seeing her as healed and whole...believing in the miracles that she needs...knowing the energy is real, the love is real, God is real...we love you Rebecca, you are healed.
We love you Rebecca!!!
Yes we love you Rebecca .. Im just so emotional right now. Im praying for Rebecca and all who needs help. ( God will come through for all and He will make a way for healing).❤❤
I thought "god" hates these people?.
@@TeamAwesomeDad Its the other way around for some of us . Actually its not even about hate...its about not knowing, not having had the Eye opening experience.
@@TeamAwesomeDadGod loves these people so so much. This person has hope through the Blood of Jesus Christ. I’m sorry for those who have cause confusion and doubt in your heart when it comes to the Lord. I can imagine and understand. But I know this person could be healed and delivered from these extreme strongholds through the name of Jesus Christ. Yeshua the Messiah.
It is quite shocking if you watch these chronologically. The progression from semi normal and coherent in the beginning up until now is so sad. The years of drug abuse and street life has taken such a tremendous toll on her mind and body. Unfortunately nothing changes if nothing changes ✌❤
I was thinking the exact same thing …. Mentally , I don’t know if he can come back from that ….
@peeperkeeper7111 sadly I agree. Her eyes tell the story. Once someone is deep in delusional thinking they become what is known as 'fixed'. Fixed in and on delusions. No amount of medication or therapy helps. Permanent changes are enhanced with drug abuse. Brain plasticity research/therapies are geared mainly to stroke,accident etc. injury.The sad thing here is she knows there is no going back,no going forward. I've worked so many years with souls such as this. So many try too late and it isn't an over dose or suicide that finishes the deed. It's cancer of soft organs such as liver. She is a candle in the wind,buring hot and bright too soon from both ends. Destiny perhaps. 😢I want to say my good bye now,with heartfelt love. ❤
I empathize with Rebecca. Someone close to me lost herself and couldn't be rescued like this. Homeless, hopeless, anchored to her addictions and learned beliefs. Seeing her like this is heartbreaking. Rebecca, you are cared about by strangers. You're definitely not alone, but you can improve yourself. You're beautiful. Please let Mark help you. You're worth it.
Mark is caring but unqualified. And the state of California and municipality of Los Angeles have failed thousands of people like her. They believe in extreme liberalism.
As a mother of an addict, i have witnessed miracles. There is always hope.
I'm a mother of an addict also. He's now married and living a happy life...there's ALWAYS HOPE.
It feels like someone’s missing.
Beautiful interview.
Thank you for the spaces of silence.
Areed. Silence can speak volumes,and here it just flows. It had an eerie vibe to it in my opinion.
"Beautiful"? Wtf is wrong with you people?
@@PrettyFLY4aWiFi. are you sure you have a progressive-mind-set?
What he needs is Jesus to intervene. As well as loving therapy.
@@janetczernecki7779 Amen!!! It’s the only way!!
My brother has a very high IQ; but when he became involved with drugs, he talked at this cadence. Ask a question, and the answer came several minutes later.
“.. but it feels like someone is missing.” You, sweetheart. It’s you that is fading away. 💔😭
Oh no... Only seconds in and I see Rebecca is *even worse* than last time... I didn't think she could get much worse than what she has been in the last few videos..... I feel utterly *sad* to watch this. We're losing her.... Her rock-bottom is death.
Mark, thank you for what you've done for Rebecca ~ and still trying to do.... Look out for yourself, too.
Agreed,so sad to say,that for Rebecca her rock-bottom is death. It would break my heart to know she's gone from the world.
Rebecca Od'd on fentanyl this week and was fortunately brought BK to life w Narcan. I think he's reevaluating everything now.
@@patticakesintexas Wow!! How sad to hear, but so glad narcan saved her. How did you find that out?
@@melissamendivil3498 mark posted a video of himself being questioned yesterday th-cam.com/video/H23kzIWK2Y0/w-d-xo.html
@@melissamendivil3498Msrk mentioned it in his interview