and then we'll be okay
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- Any resemblance to actual deities living or dead is purely metaphysical.
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The majority of the village pictures are from a nice spot in Bulgaria called Melnik. This summer I met a small dog there called Sharo. We hung out for a bit. I fed him some of my lunch. He seemed quite satisfied and went to sleep. All in all it was a good day. - ตลก
this is the shit they gonna teach in classes in 100 years
As long as the government is still as misguided as they are now we won't be here m8
the thought gives me chills
Jibida felipo haemmorroids
*reads comment about English teacher wanting to give this script to her kids*
*reads this*
Me: Welp...
@@Baseiscc where
“What’s science?”
“Sort of like magic, but it works”
Lmao
I mean, yeah
"Magic is just science that we don't understand yet"
- Arthur C. Clarke
really, it is all manipulation of the fundamental physics of the laws of nature. made possible by the scientific method. by the acknowledgement that nature is bigger than us and that hers is the only game in town.
-turtle guy
thats what ill say now
yeah funny thing coming out of her mouth.. proceeds to be involved in all kinds of things one would classify as the thing she discards to exist.
This story is the "Pain is inevitable but suffering is optional" quote and it was done perfectly
arrow and malcom merlyn
That is the 4th Noble Truth of Buddhism.
@@SybilHolidayHolidayOHarafirst and fourth
But what if you're living in poverty dying of a treatable disease? Or starving to death? Is suffering really optional then?
@@righteouslyfurious well that all depends on whether or not you in a bio chemical or radioactive wasteland but I think the root of its meaning is your not here for ever anyways and your life is pretty meaningless in the grander scheme so get high asf and watch the leaves fall
starving to death? Dont do that eat bugs and rats theres always a choice and a consequence for it
All a struggler can do is struggle after all
Write this in books. Paint it on walls. Carve it into the sky. Translate it into every language. People should know. They need to know.
i copied the transcript and plan to print it out and leave copies everywhere, with credit of course.
Ik im way too late but how can i get a physical copy of the transcript
People not only need to know, they need to understand. Truly in their core
I think this one is specifically in one of his books?
@@user-uq5rm7io8hit's already a book though
"Not to be rude, but you're drunk, and old and a bit useless, really."
"You are being rude."
No u!
Marcus Chorn
You don't need to do much, including complaining about this. There's no need to be a killjoy
damn that's really funny should've been in the video
UNO reverse card
AND A MIGHTY SNEAKY SNEAKY WIGGLE HE HAD ABOUT HIM
Friend: why can’t you come?
“Unfinished snake related business”
I’m using this from now on
im rolling lol thank you
Like no 1K
Friend: Seems a bit dodgy to me but okay, have fun
@@vancepeek8526 haha rolling.
And your pfp is a die.
That's funny
When he meets the old woman: "She's the snake, isn't she?"
At the end: "Holy shit! That was SO MUCH BETTER!!!"
i thought the exact same thing. i was expecting the woman to turn into her real form of the snake in the end but god what actually happened was so much better.
@@Beyond_XP The snake is you. The snake is very much real, and you create it within yourself.
The lesson is to realize it, deal with it, and not to waste your life looking for meaning in things that happen. Absurdism is the red thread with exurb1a. Well, the base. Reality is a wonder in itself, there's not enough life in a person for them to not explore possibility.
From what I gather, he's interested in letting people wonder about whatever it is they want to. But to successfully do that, one needs to let go of things like finding the evil, searching for god, etc.
I hope that helps the understanding a bit. The snake is within us all, it's the analogy for obsession, rage, and resentfulness over essentially meaningless things. People die, how or why doesn't matter. Honor them if you feel like it, but that also doesn't matter in the end. I remember my mom, she passed before I became an adult; and I make sure she'd have been proud. But I'm not mad at cancer, resentful for doctors not discovering at a saveable state, and I refuse to hate myself for not being there when she died. Stuff happened, horrible stuff. But stuff nonetheless, and that's all there is to it.
The real meaning is the one you create for yourself, and when you realise that, you'll truly be okay.
Just live, now. Live in the moment, explore whatever, and have fun when you can. I choose to help others, and I'm doing good by the standards I set.
She is the snake and he lost
Is it that the snake is within us
Agreed
"we are not 'born to die'. does a book begin just to finish? does a song open with a beautiful chord purely to end? yes, we are born with the inevitable fate of death, but that is merely the final act of the play. we are born to love, be joyous, to move, learn, cry and feel. we are in fact, born to live."
Who are you quoting?
Often death is from deficiency, some thing missing that causes a living thing's foundation to form holes which will inevitably cause it to crumble, naturally life was shaped by the harsh, cyclic conditions of a world driven by disorder, but if all needs were fulfilled a living thing would then live forever.
In the end all starve, slowly with holes begetting holes faster than they can be fixed. To make a system that will not crumble, it requires indefinite self-improvement and the improvement of its surroundings.
Beautifully said.
What’s the quote from?
where is the quote from ?
"What's science?"
"Sort of like magic but it works."
idk why thats my favorite part
Aiden Gaming agreed
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Some african tribes call their magic science too. They simply think science is "Westerner magic".
Science = Heresy. BURN IT!!!!🔥🔥🔥
I believe exurb1a is a Vonnegut fan - i've heard a few of his quotes scattered throughout his videos, and this is one of them.
"The universe doesn't give a shit about you, but those people in your village, they do." - A more inspiring quote than most of the actual 'deep stuff'
@Scupake it's just a char i made up my self lol xD
so 1000 likes and you have one comment that is completely unrelated? Sure, ok.
@@2Meows how is this comment not related, it's just a quote from the video that I really liked :D
@@parafoxl7619 Nah fam, I was talking about the reply that was made on your comment
@@2Meows ahhhh my mistake. Sowwey xD
I love the line "what's science?" "Sort of like magic but it works"
its etymology Magic means Knowledge, Science means to know
"The universe doesn't give a shit about you.. but your village? Your family? Me? We do."
I love this line a lot. The universe isn't what will remember us. It'll be us, ourselves, that'll carry those memories.
We'll all waste our time thinking of existential bullshit, wondering if we ever truly matter to the universe.
The truth is, we don't matter to the universe. We matter to each other. We matter to the people who love us, and those people matter to us because we love them, too.
We don't have to be part of some "grand scheme of things," because we're part of each other's lives. And sometimes, that's enough.
Everything matters and nothing matters.
xd?
“You look like someone with unfinished snake related business”
”Uhh not actually. I'm just here to jump off the mountain”
"Oh yes, and a mighty, sneaky, sneaky wiggly he had about him also."
@@wrighteously I think so.
@@wrighteously yeah
lajtningsped Pretty funny
“what do you want for your birthday, son?”
“yeah i want a meteorite.”
“ok”
And it hits him like how a meteorite does
this is my type of humor
yea man
"Come on son, ask something more realistic"
'I want to kill the snake'
*flashback insues*
"What color do you want your meteorite?"
@@KruCorn i got a meteorite for my birthday lmao
My grandfather crossed the barrier but barely more than a week ago. The snake's grim eyes stared into mine. His heart beat its last notes, his life story done and wrote. But no matter what the years do to me, there will forever be my memories. Rest in peace, and thank you for this video. I'll come here whenever I wish to remember.
we'll all remember him together:)
About a year ago today i lost my grandpa to COVID. I didn't think Thanksgiving of 2021 would've been the last time i saw him but it was. I told him i would come out there and see him sometime and i never got to.
Rest in love
and then we'll be okay.
I’ve been very sad the couple of days. Very very sad. I saw my mom on the video call and noticed she was getting older. Mortality hit me like a truck. When I saw my happy dog after a long work shift, wagging her tail at the sight of me, I started bawling. Every night, I was grieving for all the people I know. It made me very sad that all of the things I know now will disappear.
Thank you for this story. I’ve been reflecting on it. I don’t feel as okay right away but I just know I soon will. As everyone and everything should, we’ll all be okay.
Wait until you realize the cosmic JOKE our existence is… anyways enjoy your life, I know you won’t ever see this but… struggle and pain makes things feel real
I think it’s good you realized this, before you actually lose them.
Some things you never notice until they’re gone. I think you’ve been given a chance to truly cherish the ones you love.
Weak times breed weak people
@@LunaRealized Blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit the earth.
@@danielbenavides8287 What's the cosmic joke?
"Stop! You look like you have unfinished snake related business" my new pickup line
Ok now, this is epic
Lol good one
What are some reactions that you have had?
@@fireshort3984 XD
So like, a ... snake ... put it in a ... hole
Get the joke
"just exist for a while and be decent, that's heroism enough"
succ
Mikeph u can’t be commenting on spiritual shit with that profile pic
@@2ndYHWH quite ironic I must say
STONKS
Made it my Twitter bio.
“I’d give anything, to give up knowing everything” somehow reminded me of the story of Adam and Eve and how many folklores/stories/literatures talk about the curse of knowledge
Adam and Even isn't folklore, it's true. Even scientist know this. DNA proves we have common genetic ancestors.
@@BLFulle The mitochondrial Eve and Y-chromosomal Adam lived over 100,000 years apart from each other. So not really like the Adam and Eve from the bible.
@@MrBoxinaboxinaboxThen they have more research to do. That's the amazing thing about science.
@@BLFullethe story is told to be 6000 years old so the possibility of it being a 100% fact is highly unlikely.
@@BLFulle The burden of proof lies on the partying asserting an outstanding claim. When you can prove that the story of adam and eve, as in the bible, or in fact any story from the bible, is demonstrably and empirically true, then you can make statements about the "amazing" nature of science in relation to evidently and apparently fictional stories.
Adam and eve isn't folklore, you're right. It's mythology.
I come back to this every time I feel lost, it always helps me feel better.
Me too. Exist and stay decent.
Same. Been listening to it off and on for the past four years.
Me too. I find solace in this video.
i understand brother
"Don't try to be a hero, or a sage or a warrior. Just exist for a while and be decent. That's heroism enough."
This is it.
Elon Musk:
Press X to doubt
@@fallendown8828 x
This is exactly my takeaway from this video!! thank you for your comment, take care
@@fallendown8828 so true 💀
Can be a gamedev though
I didn’t realise he wrote it until I heard the swearing
His style is so distinct and recognizable that you can tell it's his words just by the way he speaks them so naturally.
he was on LSD
@@rawtrout3402 yes
1000th like 🦍
Ikr
7:05 "Why is the world dead?"
"Everyone got clever". Chills.
Revelations was right.
@@kidhubServer What makes you say that?
This video made me realize that my beliefs that I was so confident about not even an hour ago are meaningless. I thought that I was satisfied with knowing that there's no reason for us to be here, and that's okay. But I realized that this whole time I was still looking for a meaning, and if I couldn't find one, I'd make one up. I think that deep down I believed that the meaning was to understand and know all, as has always been my goal. I never thought about how that belief is an insatiable one, one that can only lead to unhappiness, dissatisfaction, and even despair, just like if I had an insatiable lust for power like the kings and dictators of the past. I don't know what to think anymore. I understand why philosophers have always struggled with the question of the meaning of life now. I'm just rambling now, but I think this video really did change my life, or at least my outlook on it. I don't know anymore
Often people ask more questions than they even bother answering. I once heard conversations about the meaning of life, but each argument was self contradictory, and the counterarguments were no better, each didn't seem to get the point of each concept they referencing.
The Meaning of a concept, of a thing, would only make sense if it was self referencial, self evident,
as a hammer hit, a knife cuts, a bed to be Slept on,
In the end Life, all the forms it takes regardless seem to always direct to a goal.
The act of continuing.
The meaning of life is to live,
How to live? Many forms take many techniques, all in attempt to improve one's ability to continue, because the things that don't hold of improve one's ability, don't exist anymore.
This guy is crying over how his philosophy degree is a waste, but if this is what it gets you, then I'll be damned if that's a waste
yo where can i waste my life? hit me up with that shit
I have my doubts the degree is what's to be credited for this
Wait he's got a philosophy degree?
@@phuchoang2023 it's been explicitly stated in many videos.
It is those who seek philosophy, are who which will understand it's true meaning. We may be shunned by society and ignored by the universe, but what makes us humans great, is on the inside.
"You look like someone with unfinished snake related business"
LMFAO
Indeed!!! Lol 😂
lol
I would be lying if I said I didn’t want to say it so here we go... I’ve seen this Hentai before!
Lemony Snickett vibes
The snake did a mean and sneaky wiggle
I had this saved in my watch later and didn't bother to watch it until now. Thank god I did, this was such excellent storytelling and I absolutely loved every line.
I'm in a time of my life where I'm currently questioning if I should continue on or not, as everything has just gotten so tiring and stressing for me. Even daily routines feel like a chore to do now, and the constant dread of "something bad might happen today" is always weighing me down in everything and anything I do.
Listening to this made me, undoubtedly sob, but also made me feel a whole lot better on this entire situation I'm in. You made me remember that things aren't always supposed to be good and that bad things do happen, but in the end; if I let myself, I'll be okay.
If you do end up seeing this, thank you, you've earned a new subscriber.
I feel for you, I went through a shitty time awhile back in the peak of covid isolation where my Grandpa died, I couldn’t handle my schoolwork and then fell into an existential crisis. It’s so hard to remember that good exists when you’re depressed, isn’t it? Thankfully it does exist and now I can notice it again. I know it’s been three weeks since you commented so I hope you have gotten better. ❤️
“Go home, Tao. Don’t try to be a hero or a sage or a warrior. Just exist for a while and be decent. That’s heroism enough.”
The way this made me start crying tears of relief-
"he realized that matter is a particle, a wave, and a JOKE" is quite possibly the best line I've heard in ages
I love the one about the fathers ashes being like meteorites all done being cosmic
This sentence also crosses the line of being a little too close to actual reality
It carries so much meaning and is also a good joke itself :D
@Virtual Sky Tate all matter has a wavefunction, it just gets stupidly tiny when you have anything big enough to see.
@Virtual Sky Tate not my hypothesis, a core concept of quantum mechanics. First sentence from Wikipedia's "Wave-particle Duality" page: "Wave-particle duality is the concept in quantum mechanics that every particle or Quantum entity may be described either as a particle or a wave." It has a section devoted to the wave nature of large objects.
this video walks the line between completely idiotic satire and legitimate meaningful and introspective storytelling and the greatest factor that keeps it balanced is your raw skill of narration
@kido33 now you got me wondering... what is the story? who is the other alex s.? i'm intrigued
Iron man idiocy
Alex s opción thought suggestive choice of gratitude
Foul in the way of choice in interpretation of snake you see I’m god bitch you’re the devil although I’m anti christ anti life at the same time kill with no empathetic conscious of your feelings as I wanna not think of you’re pain physical or emotional
@@nicolaslambert4144 ?
Every time I listen to this, it gives me new insight on how I perceive life. Sometimes I cry at it. Sometimes I laugh and cry at it. Sometimes I just smirk at the tragedy of chaos, and try to see the beautiful side if it.
My man, you yourself made such a difference in my life, which even you can not comprehend.
I would like to thank you explicitly, and I wish you put this amazing mind of yours to deliver humanity from itself, whatever that means to you.
Every now and then I come back to this story, mostly so it keeps me not grounded, but elevated. Thank you.
Isn't it a bit of a health hazard to live close to a mountain that has a river of blood on it?
after all of the emotional comments, this one made me laugh :')
@@waveii8615 I mean, am I wrong? That just can't be healthy
@@Zerpderp0 Where is the blood coming from?
@@acrab7722 indeed
@@acrab7722 it’s probably a river full of iron.
Everyone:
Old Lady: "You look like someone with unfinished snake related business"
Thank you this is the correct meme format😊😊 because if you have nobody saying nothing then everybody says something this way is more accurate
Chance Cox man stfu
@@reidrobertson8072 Be nice, he's right.
Will Parry no he’s not the meme itself became a meme. reason why so many people say no-one: also I don’t have to be nice and some fuckhead on the internet definitely isn’t going to make me. So piss off kid.
@@reidrobertson8072 Just because a meme is a meme doesn't mean it's correct. Grammatically, he *is* correct and just saying he's not, doesn't make you right.
But it seems that's lost on you, as you are another thin-skinned individual who probably shouldn't be on the internet if they get so easily offended by a chance, passing comment.
If this is what a philosophy degree gets you, I want one.
Wolverine FTW considering he spends most his time complaining about such I don’t think it is
dear friend, i have one ... you will be poor and jobless, so i hope you don`t plan to support a family with it. Otherwise best decision ever :)
@@ghfryw I want to be a prof
Just read books and literature. Philosophy degree is useless.
dreamcore To say it’s useless is too much, but you can learn philosophy by reading books and watching youtube lectures. Studying Philosophy, I believe, is quite cheap, compared to things like biology or sth.
ExistentialComic creator learns philosophy that way after all.
I know you've probably moved on from this video, but I still watch it fairly regularly. Something about this keeps bringing me back. I think it's just the simplicity of it. It's a soft comfort.
You're not alone
Just exist for a while and be decent. That's heroism enough. That's how it's always been done.
Wow... thank you. This is pure art - the visuals, the music, your voice, the story itself, everything. It has really touched me, and few things ever do. Somehow, it feels like it takes a huge burden off my shoulders. I'll try to keep remembering what I felt as I watched and listened to this story. Thanks again :)
Can we just appreciate the fact that there are no ads or interruptions of any kind on this high-quality content?
Edit: Nvm there are ads now. Thanks TH-cam!
Support his patreon
because the video is sadly demonitized.
There is for me
The ad in this video: “Am I a joke to you?”
No this is what he thinks is supposed to happen any way
Whats science?
“Sort of like magic, but it works”
Wizard jizz
Kurt Vonnegut
fax af
Whats science
İts a refrance
What's science?
The class I have a B in
I distinctly remember watching this years ago, and not understanding it or it’s message. It resonates hard with me now, after losing my brother. Every part, about going further up, about knowing and killing the grief and the anger, it clicks now. It resonates. It’s something I’ve been holding onto as I deal with this.
I think... that I'm okay now. We aren't meant to be happy all the time, and that's what makes happiness so precious. It's rare, and while we have it, it's enough. We shouldn't give up, but we shouldn't hurt ourselves thinking that we're lower than we are. When we measure ourselves by the future, we'll never be happy. We've got everything we could imagine. And maybe in the future, we'll have more.
Thanks. I've spent a lot of time over the last few months hoping that I'd get just another day, another day to reach for that rare future. But you've taught me, helped me realize that today, yesterday... They were that rare future. I have what I wanted so long ago. I don't think it's wrong to want more, but now I know that I don't need to be disappointed in the amazing things I've done.
Can we be friends
Plot twist: the old woman is queen Elizabeth
Paha
Now im just even more confused
@@Exurb1a Is that a confirmation?
@@Exurb1a wow you actually still read these comments. Love your work, keep it up!
And the snake is British railways
"Just exist for a while and be decent. That's herosim enough."
That was my favorite part ❤️
NOOOO I build Type-Ω civilisation
@@user-cb9kp1tx8p Is that a Kurzesagt reference I see?
This is my life motto
Are you Jesus!!?!😇😂
But these words actually helped plus I clicked on this video by accident soo fate...huh!
It feels so wrong to watch this for free, this guy's content is just beautiful, I'm going through the worst months of my life so far, and this video has just made me realise many things, this has just made me really reconsider things and it just made my brain travel without the need of a substance.
Thank you a lot for this content
I wonder if that feeling lasted for you? Did you change? Or did you just move on once the chemicals in your brain returned to baseline?
Curious
almost four years now and this video still ruthlessly brings me to tears every single time I watch it
Thanks for being our old woman exurb1a.
This
is
so
epic
420 likes nice
This is the story that took you 4 months
I’m so grateful you never gave up
well actually ikr. I’m so glad - it’s such a masterpiece
This is my favourite TH-cam video and honestly might be my favourite story I've ever heard
Check M8 this and “were the last humans left” are my favourite pieces
Still wondering though, are the trashy videos on him being an abuser or something true?
Because by God, I am a very impressionable person, and I hate being led astray.
Random Stranger I don’t think they are true, a lot of the clips of him are very heavily edited to make it seem like he is saying stuff, also his girlfriend takes pills for her depression which are anti-psychotics and are very rarely given out to patients only suffering from depression. I think there could be a small amount of truth in those videos but i think it’s being twisted a lot
This literally made me cry. Thank you so much for this beautiful story
Exurbia needs to make more of these.
*And then we'll be okay.*
Swaggity cattity maybe with patron, but his videos take too long to make and there isn’t enough audience to make a living off only these TH-cam videos
best one !
But we won't, because that's not how the game works.
I think the point of the video is that we already are okay. It doesn't matter what we make or accomplish. Exurb1a isn't doing any of his videos because he wants to make life okay, but because he wants us all to know that life is hard, but we're okay anyway.
He released multiple books. Go read them.
"we must be the only creatures allergic to happiness"
It's as true today as it was to Gilgamesh. He had to be convinced.
Sing and dance. Eat your fill if warm food and cool beer. Pass the time away in joy with your chosen wife....It is decreed for you to enjoy short pleasures for your short days.
I can not express how much I love and appreciate this video. I have watched it so many times, especially when I was at my lowest, darkest moments. And even now, years later. It is beautiful. Truly beautiful.
you are one of the only people whos videos can send me into a state of disassociation and so much questioning, i know i should stop watching this video but i cant
Don't worry hehe that's just u experiencing the gift/curse of consciousness as humans perceive it :)
I feel like I shouldn’t be listening to this for free.
Pergrinepi FACTS🙌🏾🙌🏾👏🏿👏🏿💯💯.
Schluben No i agree but all i can offer is fellatio
Same
yeah... i feel kinda dirty now
I was the 1k like so I should watch this for free
exurb1a: epic story about the death of a father
old lady: oH yEa AnD a MiGhtY sNeAky SnEaKy WigGle He hAD aBoUt hIM
Aidensan old snakles
Hehe
Old Angry Sneaky Wiggle Worm
Squiggly wiggly Mr. Snakles
It was the danger noodle.
Within a few minutes I feel like I watched a full movie for free and with the moral that opened my eye.
Edit: OMG 😱 how come 500 people liked my comment.
I dont understand this
Your username is good :)
@@bunbynoysmiddleschoolaltacc THANKS MAN!!
💀
The end reminded me really strongly of Jung's idea of the collective unconscious. How every human resorts to the archetypes to find meaning: We'll be okay when we know everything: seekers(soul), when we live forever: leave a mark(body), when we cling to everyone(heart), when we structure everything(mind).
Jung talks about the surface archetypes and their shadows. The collective human struggle is to find meaning in the world. But the human embarks on this with an incomplete knowledge of their own self that is with a limited conscious. The first goal should be to find meaning from the shadows of their own psyche and to extract repressed experiences from the unconscious to the conscious. The last step is always to become more conscious and realise once humanness.
yall this felt like a whole ass movie to me .
This would actually be a really good movie if made correctly
Nah feel like a fever dreams
Fr I watched this when I was baked not gonna lie and I swear it was hours long
Whole ass book to me
This would actually make for a great play
In 100 years, someone’s gonna discover this channel, and our descendants are going to have to deal with the most difficult English classes you’ve ever seen.
Just think what they'll make of hentai fanfic 'documents' ...
@@OldNavajoTricks 👍
@@anyyoulike1976 Did ancient Humans have intimate encounters with tentacley SpaceGods in bizarre rituals?
Ancient Mk'Tnnga Nu theorists say yes!
Don’t worry about school, just do your best, study a little at home and take care of yourself. That’s my philosophy anyway.
@@poisonfish2176 are u a student yourself
I still come back to this one every once and a while. It's a point in time that's brought me a gentle comfort since it came out.
"It's not gone yet" has to be one of the most powerful sentences spoken
"- Who are you?
- Oh, who's anyone?"
Everything is meaningless so just live with your family be happy .....
You can't tell me you never thought that just maybe the old woman was the snake
yes, I did think she was the snake then i felt like a fool for thinking it
The Old Woman was the Snake. And the Mountain. And the River of blood, and the Old Gods, and the New. She's all of those things, and none of them. She's whatever we need her to be, She's the first of us, and the last of us, and everything in-between.
@@nodiggity9472 that was beautiful.. And I love your name.. Listened to that song this morning actually 💪
@@xenomorph0623 :-) I only found this channel just over an hour ago. Now my face is wet because I know I've been lost for so long. And you are the first note echoing back from a song I thought I'd forgotten. (Not that song, the other one that hasn't really got a name)
I recently found this, I think it might be for you.
th-cam.com/video/VYit47VVqkI/w-d-xo.html
@@nodiggity9472 queen Elizabeth
"Couldn't bring him breakfast, or bring him blankets, or bring him back". That's poetry.
I discovered this channel a few days ago, and i think, without a doubt, that this is my favorite video on this website. I've been rewarching it over and over again, but I always end up almost crying in the end. It's so deep, meaningful and beautiful, I love it so much. Thank you.
Edit: I watched a few more videos from this channel, and I can't even explain how much I love the way these deep existential thoughts are portrayed in such a short time. It doesn't matter if it's serious or jokingly portrayed, EVERYTHING is so interesting and I can't put the feeling in words. Its so beautiful. Sorry, English is not my native language, so I can't fully explain my feelings. But it means so, so much. Thank you.
“B O I” the old woman said
Read it! BOI
😂😂😂😂
boyfriendjin BOAH!
*FUCKING DANCE WITH ME*
Matter is simultaneously a particle, a wave and a joke
Ted Coombs best line in the whole video
That pretty much sums up physics sophomores.
McMod Mod u spelled masterpiece wrong
I watch this video probably 3 times a year whenever I'm unsure of exactly where I am in life. It never fails to bring me back to a place of peace and understanding. What a beautiful piece of work, thank you so much for this. I really don't know where I'd be without it.
I absolutely adore your work exurb1a. This is absolutely pure genius and you deserve the world, each time i click on one of your videos its either peak entertainement or a beautiful life lesson like in this case. Uve said in one of your videos that you like when people present complex ideas with simple words and not the other way around and i think its something you excel at and yet still manage to keep the peotic/literate aspect pronounced. I know u probably wont ever read this comment but if u do, thank you so much for enlightening my mind, intellect, and psychic. Im watching this video at 4 a.m and i should be studying for my genetics exam, but this video made me understand that there are things much more important, and i think loving something as much as i loved this video falls in that category. Thanks again, ure brilliant and u deserve the world.
Now I’m gonna shout to people in the street “HEY you look like someone with unfinished snake related business!”
My room mate and I quote this to each other all the time. Especially "I'm going to go kill the snake. He must have gone further up."
And am shouting you back with
You ain't wise fat bitch
And imagine you say that to someone who has lost a relative to a snake
Lol.
@@heliogonzalez2663Lmao
19,5 minutes of exurbia content? What a time to be alive.
19,5 minutes to inflict days of an existential crisis
And then... It ended. And so our search for purpose began once again
But are we? What is "alive" at the end of the reality tunnel?
i still come back to this video every couple months. it will forever be one of my favorite pieces of art ever. thank you so much for making it
This will be the third comment I've left on this video in the last 6 months. I've rewatched this more times than I can count. Something about this video is able to comfort me in a way that nothing else can. I am not in a good mental state right now, and I genuinely feel like I don't want to live anymore. When my thoughts start spiraling and I can't think of anything but death and pain, I come back to this video. I basically know the story by heart at this point, but every time I watch it, it comforts me and makes me just a little hopeful that things will get better. If I feel better one day, it will be because of you, exurb1a. Words cannot describe how important this video (and "The Answer is Not a Hut in the Woods on your other channel) have been to me. Thank you.
It will get better, stay strong king🙏
Just exist for a while and be decent
Thank you for existing
"Sort of like magic, but it works."
That is one of the best things i have ever heard.
The legend THE WORLD ISN’T WIZARD JIZZ.
@@other317
Wot?
@@gunjfur8633 He's referencing another one of Exurb1a's videos in which he raps about technology and stuff. th-cam.com/video/qE0UimODxNg/w-d-xo.html
The Vortexian thanks, about to reply lol
Go and hear more things.
Mom, the depression turtle is giving me hope; and that scares me.
Depression turtle strikes again
same
Depression turtle tactics
Depression Turtle:
*ANOTHER ONE BITES THE DUST*
I love our depression turtle ♡ he is the best honesty ♡♡♡
I can’t even describe how much I needed this and at this point in my life. This video has been saved in my Watch Later for a couple weeks but I’m so glad I chose today to watch it. I’m at ease.
The title of the video is literally the most confusing thought loop catalyst for when I’m on shrooms
Category: Comedy
Well these are not tears of joy
Koray Çelikel tbh ,I don’t even know what type of tears these are.Not happy but not really sad either
Do tears of spiritual contentment count?
tears of "holy shit this is so good". Is that a thing? I feel like it is
"and they danced the nihilist waltz"
I don't know why but thats a hauntingly beautiful quote...
G O D A M R I G H T
The Nihilist Waltz sounds like it would be a highly acclaimed piece of art what the fuck
@@Yickerman yeah
@@Yickerman yeah, that's what i was also thinking.
What’s the song?
I watch a lot of reptile care videos (Snake Discovery, Clint's Reptiles, etc) I clicked on this genuinely thinking this was a snake video. LOL. I wasn't paying enough attention 😂 Pleasantly surprised at the great story. It has Dark Tower vibes in a way
It's not really a story, but more of a message.
This is one of my favorite short stories, I’ve been a bit depressed recently, so I sometimes watch your videos to get a new perspective. Thank you for making such intriguing content.
"Humans are the only species allergic to happiness."
Yes
There's a medicine for that allergy, it'll just taste like shit, but at least you'll be happy in the meantime :)
I'd pretend to concur someday :)
Modern humans*
Are masochism is conditioned, not innate.
Our*
and nothing can ever ruin this
JustAPotota 54 more than 100 likes and no comments nothing could ruin this
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@@randomuser5443 DAMN YOU!
Still my favorite of his
and nothing can ever ruin this
WTF... bruh the animation was not the best I have seen but it was perfect for a story like this and your voice was the best suited and you even managed to engage me so much into the story that a minute ago you managed to make me believe in your story so bad that for a minute I thought I didn't exist... I mean I can't exactly point out what I felt but the feeling was very different... like I just felt out of the world and was completely mesmerized........like all my senses were blanked out and only your visuals were being processed in my brain.. amazing job done bro..
We’ll know everything, and then we’ll be ok.
We’ll kill everything, and then we’ll be ok.
We’ll forget everything, and then we’ll be ok.
We’ll live forever, and then we’ll be ok.
We’ll cling to everyone, and then we’ll be ok.
And even then, we weren’t ok, because that’s not how the game works.
What's the game, and what are the rules. I wish to play
If you wrote a comment here, you are participating in the game and are in play. How you play is the key and the only cheat codes there may be must be found within ourselves. As long as one relishes this existence, that one is winning the "game." Play fair, truthful, and well my friends, have a great Sunday and a better week straight ahead.
Well written. I took the elements as being related to going through the five stages of grief, as though each item was the reward you come away that empowers you further once you get through that stage and conquer it. After denial you find truth, after anger you find control, after what-if-ing and wishing you find reality/emotional or literal sobriety, after depression you find resilience, and after acceptance you keep the memories.
What is anything
Hehehe I lost the game
"The universe dosen't give a shit about you"
And i smiled
For the first time in four months i gave a real genuine smile. Thank you for this gift sir no sarcasm no tricks. Just an honest thank you
this man... he is incredible, isnt he?
@@Funiquinho yes he is
The universe ARE you.
Right, something relaxing and pleasant when you realize how insignificant you are. How we are not gods and we just globs of meat. Really humbling.
@@wespicedmemes --😂We certainly ARE MUCH MORE than "globss of meat"😂Research deeply.✌🤷💖🌹
“Don’t waste your time on snakes and windmills, say goodbye”
I loved this video 3 years back in 2020 during covid when I was there in my room locked up with my devices. This hit me then. This hit me again after 3 years in a very different manner. Made me shed tears and be happy at the same time. To understand one's insignificance alongside its impact, a beautiful composition.
"There will never come a time when everything lasts forever and nothing hurts ever again, but strength is taking a good look into the abyss and choosing to still be a good person." -Exurb1a
How does that explain his "Misery Was" video, then?
@@jakesanchez6621 By the time where misery was a human condition of the past, we will have found new problems to endlessly worry about. Such as the fact that happiness will have no meaning if there is no misery.
@@bandir2377 only within the human condition.
That's how our brains work, and in just a couple centuries we can change it.
Our brains are meant to hunt deer and endlessly fuck around.
Not quantum physics and the meaning of life, but we did it anyway, because we were lucky (and also opposable thumbs)
It’s “and choosing to still be a good human”
@@bandir2377 We will be okay, and then we will be okay. But we still weren't.
You found the balance between philosophy and comedy. For this, i shall commend you.
There is no balance. Philosophy in a way is comedy and vice versa. Everything beyond is rubbish.
agreed
Everything is comedic if said in the right tone and/or context 🗿
Roelofs was, until the end of 2016, an artist who regularly collaborated with other creative people. Following a collaboration with Exurb1a, a British youtuber, Roelofs was hospitalised in November 2016 for acute stress disorder, post traumatic stress disorder, depression and suicidal ideation. During her 7-month hospitalisation, Roelofs began speaking out against her former work partner who she stated used Reddit to smear her name. Roelofs said the TH-camr had assaulted and raped her in October 2016, had started threatening her between November-December 2016, and subsequently "blackmailed" her to leave the hospital to talk to him while she was drugged with prescribed medication, and that he raped her while she was unable to fight him. One of the prescribed medications she had been taking was Xanax, a benzodiazepine and well-known date rape drug. In February 2020, daily newspaper Algemeen Dagblad confirmed it had taken Roelofs 6 visits to three different police stations between 2016 and 2017 before a criminal complaint was taken. When Roelofs was discharged from hospital, she gave up her career as an international photographer to focus on her recovery, as well as mental health and anti-rape activism
@@flask223 ok
will hold my subscription until further details
During a period of life, I went on chased windmills. I wanted to always better, never content with effort. I always found something wrong, and I was feeling miserable, but I had one single thread holding me up "When I will have finish with school, everything will be okay" "When I will move out, everything will be okay", "When I will find someone, everything will be okay" but it never was okay.
One day, I looked back, and I had everything, Everything. Major of my school, a really good job, friends and loved ones, a good place to live in but it wasn't okay. Nothing was okay. I stumbled on this video at this moment.
One night, I nearly attempted to do what I today consider a mistake, but at the time, it felt like the only way. I did still push for one last time, last diagnosed with some really bad depressive state, and got help. Psy, meds, you know the drill.
One of the things that helped me push through the hardest day was the thought that "There is no snake". And today, still, this is a sentence I often say.
I will not say that this story saved my life, because it simply wouldn't be true, but it helped me to heal when days were bleak. Soon, I will get a tatoo, "There is no snake". I strongly believe Exurb1a will never see it, but in the event that you do, thank you good man. This video and your content (& books) helped me a lot to heal, and I am forever grateful.
It's been a few months since the last time I watched this video, and my life has changed pretty drastically since then. I can't express in words how important this video has been for me. You have a talent that very few others have. Of all of the books I've read and videos I've watched, this one has had the largest effect on me and my outlook on life. Never stop doing what you're doing, exurb1a. The world needs you.
Existential Crisis Value:
9.5/10
Well done, friend. Well done.
You mean 9999/10000
@@justADeni i agree, it's at least over 9000
I was thinking the same way Momiji. Every other video scared the out of me, this one just made me happy :)
this perpetuated my crisis but it was worth it
Avian98X 950/100*
"The only species allergic to happiness"
I hate that I actually understand the essence of this
0 0 i don’t think so, how?
Yes me too
@@Jonas-hs5pu yeah. We are made of most of the same things and mechanisms (mental emotional physical etc...) we just happen to be more complex on most levels so "being allergic to happiness" is almost infinitely more common in humans but animals can be too. Go to a crazy cat house and start studying their psychology/behavior and emotions and youll see animals are capable of some pretty complex shit inside the ol noggin
I think there is nothing wrong with being ambitious.
But only if you apretiate small things, too.
@0 0 No they cant-not rlly-theyre content with surviving and frollicking and chasing and eating prey
Thank you for this master piece of a story. Like it matters now or anything but the past 3 years of my life have been hell it feels like. Now that 2023 has begun I feel a huge change within myself. I've learned a lot over these hard times and it's that you can't give up. No matter how hard it gets you gotta keep going. Even if there's no light at the end of the tunnel it'll be there. I really hope one day everyone can be with life.
I've been listening to this again and again, and never once got tired of this, love every part of the armor, the boots, the glasses, the indulgence, the sword and the necklace, they hold so much meaning in this, I love it..
This guy would make the greatest dungeon master ever
the most mentally deep dungeon in existence
I want it and dont want it at the same time.
I Just came home from a one-shot d&d campaign based on this and It blew my mind
@@fabiotucci3029 Did all the parties involved have an existential crisis afterwards?
@@boristheslav2860 more or less, i'd Say we were more confused than anything else due to It being the DM's first time running a game properly, but It had been still a very enjoyable session (Sorry for the late response but my phone doesn't like notifications of any kind apparently)
"meaning and solace aren't to be found in the heavens, but in the trenches of everyday living.'"
“In eternity there is indeed something true and sublime. But all these times and places and occasions are now and here. God himself culminates in the present moment and will never be more divine in the lapse of the ages. Time is but a stream I go a-fishing in. I drink at it, but when I drink I see the sandy bottom and detect how shallow it is. Its thin current slides away but eternity remains.”
― Henry David Thoreau
The line you quoted from this video makes me think of that Thoreau quote, every time.
"Tragedies happen, people die, it's all a game, it's all a facade!"
This Is one of my favorite videos ever and when I heard that this was the story that took months in other of your videos, I felt so grateful that you didn’t give up on it no matter how much trouble it gave you at first
And after Tau departed, the old woman turned to the snake and said "Holy shit that was close! That guy was here to kill you!"
underrated comment
HAGHAGA
lol u fu**ed it all
Pfft, he wouldn’t have been able to scratch it, let alone kill it.
Tau are trash in melee.
what a plot twist
This is truly amazing. You are amazing.
True dat. You too!
I love you, babe.
Oh this here, its love.
Heeeeyyy I’m subscribed to surreal entertainment
Life is pretty cool
I think this is the story that needs to be broadcasted worldwide.