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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 9 ก.ย. 2024
- I never imagined I would make this type of video - but here we are.
Trigger Warning: discussion of suicidal thoughts.
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Sean, I absolutely feel and understand you. It takes a massive amount of bravery to admit all these thing to yourself let alone share it to a public. You are not alone in this and I hope you can feel that. And you are right, sometimes it just doesn't get better, or it takes damn long, that's why I also don't like people telling me it gets better. The masks we use to fight through life, most people won't ever understand. So I only say keep fighting Sean and stay as brave and amazing as you are. I sincerely applaud you for this honest and brave Video.
I got here from I.N’s One Kids Room reaction, and I’m so grateful you shared all this. Thank you Shawn. Watching your videos, your reactions, I realized there’s some ‘habit’ that I have that’s actually how my mental state responds to what’s going on with/around me. I learn a lot and become more aware of those things, thanks to you. I love your videos, and as long as it gives you happiness, I hope you continue on in this youtube journey 🥰 Stay safe and stay healthy Shawn, much love 💜
Thank you, tay 💙💙
I’m so very happy that you and others have found solace in my videos - particularly this one. Thank you for taking this journey with me 💙
I am sobbing watching this video. I have never watched a video that resonated with me so deeply. Thank you so much for just being you. I appreciate you for putting yourself out here. You are real, and genuine, and I just adore you. I am so glad that I found this channel.
Thank you, Keandri 💙
Thank you for sharing
Shawn I saw this now! I feel you and understand you! I have and had some same things!I always have a smile but behind the smile I dont feel so good sometimes❤️😍love you
Thank you for sharing, thank you for being vulnerable. "If something happened I wouldn't stop it" ...that sounds so relatable I got a little bit scared. In my country society doesn't encourage you to be emotional or vulnerable. It's a must to be a tough cookie;) But damn sometimes it hurts. Anyways, I hope, I believe you're in better place mentaly now. You're truly a beautiful soul and you deserve to be loved, to be heard, you deserve everything and more.
P.S. It's ok not to use your master degree :) Nobody needs my master degree in korean linguistics here in Russia. It's an education for my own pleassure, for my soul :) Love you dearly.
Im your new subscriber. When i first time watch your channel. I subscribe right away coz i feel you are real and genuine person. Don't give up contineous what your doing coz God is good the blessings will come to you. Love lots from the beautiful Islands of the Philippines 🇵🇭❤️❤️❤️
Thank you so much 💙
You are LOVED! 💜💜
I've only recently subscribed to your channel but with one video I saw how kind and warm of a person you are. This pandemic has been a long and hard one for all of us in our own way but your decision to put that vid up (the first vid I watched from you), starting your channel, commentating and reacting, made me greatly happy because I discovered you and your enjoyable content. We dont know what life will bring but right now maybe you don't realise it but even starting your channel shows how awesome and badass you are handling it. There were so many possibilities that could have happened due to the pandemic but you made this decision of starting the channel and growing it to be so good! Im thankful to have found you and to be able to join this community because of you, so we care for you too and we can wait to see your journey and all the possibilities you make with this channel!! We will support you as much as you need because we are always here for you (literally as well, I subscribed because of who you are, so Im here for the person you are now. You're doing amazing, keep it up)!
Thank you, Hartlle. 💙
Shawn, thank you so much for putting yourself out there and being so real with us. Just know that you are not alone and you are loved.
Dear Evan Hansen is my favorite musical of all time and the movie really made it feel even more raw and real. I pretty much sobbed through the whole movie even though I have seen it live and listened to the soundtrack obsessively for years. The Anonymous Ones was written specifically for the movie and is such a perfect addition. It perfectly describes how I've felt most of my life and I know that so many others have as well.
Thank you so much for being you!
Thank you, Amgirl 💙
I don't really have words to say how I'm feeling watching this but... maybe I can't fully understand your situation but I can definitely empathize with you. I have my own weight that weighs me down and some days it's heavier than others but I'm fighting through it (most of the time)...
I appreciate your videos and just the way that you are and present yourself to your viewers. It always feels like a safe space to be!
Love from germany ♥
Thank you Vanatani 💙
Thank you it's been a terrible couple of days. I have a very low self-esteem and it has held me back from so much. I needed to hear this. 😭😭😭 I need to push forward I have no other choice.
We are here for you 🙏🙏
You are not alone. You will be found.
Thank you, J. 💙
You're not alone Sean! I may not be the best at advice, but I'm always a DM away if you need someone to listen!
Thank you, Courtney 💙
"The best choice I could have made in that situation..."
Long ago, when I was too young to have been so wise, I decided I would never regret any life decision I made, even if it subsequently turned out howlingly bad, if, at the time of decision, it had felt correct in my gut, based on the information I had at the time.
At this point, I refer to this philosophy as the Corollary to Law V for Life Decisions. From prior vids, I am confident you catch the allusion to Law V, which assures el arbitro that they never can be wrong. What matters is the decision made in good faith at the moment choice is required. "If, in the opinion of ...."
Thus in your story of moving to Chicago, I see no foul. PhD programs are a difficult fit in the best of circumstances. And an ill fit often cannot be discerned until and unless one is in the middle of it. It becomes a learning experience. Glean what you can, and move on. When you are the CR, the next moment of good-faith decision can occur at any moment. And you are always the CR for your own life.
Shawn, I feel you. We don't know each other but I really really care! I wish I could hug you! Please be strong.
"I know this wasn't a very chipper video..."
My interaction with this channel exists because you comment on an element of pop culture that interests me. This video exists because an element of pop culture (Broadway musical cum feature film) triggered an outpouring of pent-up emotions and ideas. (Incidentally, do you recommend the film? It's on my To Do list for the week...) So, as a tonic for your gloomy mood (or its residue), let me refer you to a pop culture phenomenon that has recently brightened my days.
Right here on TH-cam, seek out the one-hour loop videos of the two new ABBA songs. One need not even like the group* for these songs to be the tonic for self doubt and gloomy mood. That they are called "I still have faith in you" and "Don't Shut Me Down" adequately explains why they fit here and now.
Do I have it in me? Yes. Yes, I do.
*--seriously, though, the Gay Police will confiscate your Gay Card if you profess to dislike ABBA. I am unaware of this step ever being necessary though, at least among the gay men of my vintage.
"I'm not going to do my typical outtro..."
Hmm. The only thing you didn't say was "wash your hands." And frankly, you didn't need to say it. The entire video was you, metaphorically washing your hands of both the recent past and the metapast. (Metapast? Did I invent a new word or has someone else already coined that concept?) I will surmise that the making and/or posting of this video will leave you feeling (soul-)cleansed after a day or two.
Hopefully day two - it's honestly been hard for me even to comment due to a bit of embarrassment and self-doubt as to whether I should have posted it 😅
@@Psynergic give it the second day. Burden, lifted. The movie didn't create new ideas...it just unleashed what was already in your head. Expunging some of that will make you feel lighter, I think.
I just wanna hug you to pieces, and let me say what you said: You matter! Thank you for sharing. I could say a million things, but let me just say this: I love you! A million digital hugs!!! !
Thank you Ella. 💙💙
Aww sweetie, I’m so sorry all this happened to you! I myself have been through my own struggles. I’m not gay/lesbian or anything like that so I definitely cannot relate to the trauma you experienced. But I too am different. And I struggle every single day and I have bad anxiety. And I keep everything to myself and never talk about it. If I struggle, no one really knows. But of course I’ve gotten a little comfortable at my job to the point where I am a totally different person than I was just slightly over a year ago when I got this job. And not in a good way either. I’m kind of mean and rude, I’m annoying, I talk a lot, and every day I go home and I regret everything. My behavior has not been the best and it’s not like they know the real reasons behind it. But I do. They’re all so judge mental. They made fun of my new haircut, they made me feel like if I got contacts and did my hair differently then maybe guys will like me. 2 of my coworkers have even told me about the brother of one of them who likes me and has made up s*x stories about me and him that isn’t even true. I haven’t even met the dude. But it does suck because I’m 31 years old, turning 32 in December and have yet to have a boyfriend and that’s mostly due to my insecurities and anxiety. I just want to be happy
Shawn if have time lets make zoom call..lets talks..if only u want wer here for u!!