If you feel like GIVING UP - Watch This! LIFE UPDATE
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 31 ม.ค. 2024
- It's been a whole year since I shut down SIMMY SAID WHATT and took a break from TH-cam, I've tried to be honest with myself about the next step and something pointed me in this direction, I am here, sharing some experiences that have shaped me in the past few years and I don't know what the destination is but I am just gonna take this step that's right in front of me.
My life has been an exciting adventure so far and I know there are many new twists and turns and I cannot wait to find out! Hope you join me on this journey and on the way we can help each other out!
To new beginnings :)
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Chapters:
1:07 My first job after MBA
2:11 Bollywood Celebrity Makeup Artist Assistant
4:25 My job as a Bridal MUA
6:29 My TH-cam journey!
9:54 My career as a podcaster
17:48 Finding inspiration
18:58 Never stop trying
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Hi Guys, I am nervous af, a part of me wants to not post anymore but I want to find out what happens if I just do without thinking too much, hope you find something in every video❤️
We need more videos
Thank you Ma'am ❤
This is beautiful @Simmy. You are moving ahead! Happy to see you back.
So refreshing to see your IRL wisdom on TH-cam!! 👼 I'm already counting days for the next video! ❤
We really need more videos,don't worry you are special...... you are an inspiration simmy it's okay just one day at a time post a video may be posting the videos you will find what you wanna do
I am 32 years old, live in my parents' house, teach in a private school at a very low pay scale.. I haven't done anything at this age... no career, failed in love, struggling to find a guy to marry..but i believe in God.. bcz everything is temporary..even us
Wow! Ur so mighty brave to admit this..
The offbeat paths are the most interesting. Everything will happen in timing which is best for you. Don't worry about the age. I'm 42 and still trying to figure it out
Mee too.. 29 and facing same problem.... dealing with a heartbreak and have to face him daily.... Wanna run away but can't coz have responsibilities and job but staying is hurtful and running away is hurtful tooo.. don't know what to do
दुआओं में बहुत ताकत हैं दुआओं का सहारा लीजिए।
Same😊
I'm 22 and preparing for competitive exams . But I don't wanna do... Cause maza nhi aa rha hai and aur koi option nhi hai. By the way I was topper of class now I feel I'm the dumbest person . I feel stuck. Samjh hi nhi aa rha hai ki kya karna hai... I know if I give my 100% I'll succeed but mai kar hi nhi paa rhi hu... Don't know what to do... The Most annoying feeling is you're not able to do anything...
Same here🥲
I'm 24 and preparing for competitive exams (CGL) and i teach sometimes i also feel like you.
Same feeling this side 😢
Hey please succeed at that never leave what you've started without giving your best .. give your best efforts and than leave
bilkul ditto same. ..samne sb dikhta h ki I m capable of doing all this but I don't feel like doing it
"Bhagwaan idhar bhi dekh lo" the most relevant line.!! 💜💜
Haan yaar
Right
I can't relate enough I also feel I am stuck in a vicious loop since 2020 all my friends are moving ahead in life and I am just stuck.Here's to never giving up and loving ourselves.
same bro! to fix this issue I am learning new skill now but one thing always gives me headache if you had to do this why were you busy in cracking government exam😂😂. sometimes I feel good and sometimes so terrible 😢. when I give interview now they ask tons of questions related to past! why did you take this decision to enter in tech field just why why why🤣. I am like if you think I am suitable for this job hire me else let me go. one experienced guy told so at the age of 25 u realised u r interested in tech 😂. I am like wtf man this is out of syllabus question but I replied yes 😂
One thing I have to ask that u choose govt exams becoz u want to do that i.e. ur inner soul saying to do that or doing just becoz of someone else? See I am not judging u at all. I am just asking becoz I want to pursue a job in a particular field but it fall in the list of govt jobs. And I don't care whether it is a govt or private . So people used to taunt me u are choosing becoz it's govt. I am passionate about it so I want to pursue that job. Not becoz of any external force ...it's becoz of inner soul saying to that...And I am studying about that parallelly everyday. And about ur experience with govt exams? Who should not do it? Hope u will answer me
Really loved watching this super honest & candid video Simmy!✨ More power to you!🙌🏼
Thank you Anmol!! 🤗❤️❤️
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤@@simmygoraya6060
@@simmygoraya6060Stay strong this too shall pass
Because of social media we just see the bright side of everyone's life/ career. There are very few who talk about their struggles and failures. Hang in there💙 and yes... You and I we just never give up 😊
Simmy this is one of the best video I have watched till date. You just opened your heart out and this would help of lot of people. I am going through the same. Completely lost..but hopeful.
Thanks so much. Keep going...
I am one of those 4 people feeling stuck right now, and this video made me so comfortable and emotional. Thank you for voicing this out. We will find our way. Remember it's not a race! ❤
She is me, I am she. Thank you so much for addressing this. I just don’t have anything to say. Just genuinely THANK YOU.
This girl has balls......she is so raw.....God bless you Simmyyyyy. I love your spirit....May the good lord lead ur path and guide you with right thoughts. Lots of love Huggies and kissies. Grow big girl.....touch the sky....
Thank you so much Simmy Di. I really find strength from you. I don't know how I can put this better, but you feel like a big sister I never had. Thanks for coming forward and sharing this.
Completely feel you..currently going through these kind of thoughts stuggling to find happiness and peace still stuggling to go through all the things and messed up thoughts... praying and wishing strength to you and people reading my comment.❤
What to say.. You have the rare quality of expressing yourself through your words/work. It's incredible to be so much aware of your thoughts and actions. Do what you feel will help you to express yourself more.
Thanks for making this video.
Oh my god! Simmy when I was watching your intro to this video I literally got tears rolling down my eyes. I CANNOT tell you how much I relate to this content. I have a same situation as you and I feel sometimes being privileged is the biggest reason of why I am here at my life right now. This mixed feeling, you know each word you said is sooo relatable I thought this is just me. So thank you for sharing this, heart to heart conversation. I really appreciate 🙏
I rarely or occasionally watch any full length video on TH-cam but this is the first time i feel so connected with your words like i was so lost and i must say one thing you are an excellent story teller ❤
Thank you Simmy. I am going to be 26 in april. I have tried many things since 2019 didn't gave 100%, didn't succeed in anything. At present i am completely clueless what to do. I am broke, have no friends or Partner and currently taking my all expenses from my father. I hope you find your inner calling soon. Be happy that You are paying your own bills and you have influenced some people in good way. Thank a lot for this video❤❤❤
Same thing happened to me as well.All my expenses are taken care by my father but smtimes it just not feel right.
@@sassysana1598 don't worry keep working on some constructive path. Good time will come. May You do very well in future 😊
Yes keep working ❤
she is stuck in maja nahi aa raha hai
same , but going to try something different from next month
Thanks for sharing your experience because I'm one of those 4 people who are feeling stuck, just existing and simply trying ,failing and praying daily
Hi simmy ,same I am so stuck in my life ,fighting for my happiness. so tired and in depression praying 🙏 to god things work .praying to god to give me strength .let’s keep our hope high.
Meeting failures without heartbreak is one of those biggest strengths of human life .
Thanks for sharing strength ❤
I really love how you narrate everything as a story. A big fan of your voice since podcast days!
And definitely a tear rolled down my face while watching this. Sending lots of love and power to you, Simmy ❤ Thank you for this and all the previous videos.
Much needed video for me.. I mean from the last 7 years I'm feeling the same and got stuck. I really don't know when and how things are going to fall on the right places.but until then being a human I ll keep on trying.
I've not seen or heard of you. This is me seeing your first video and I relate to this on another level altogether. Maybe I am one of those 4-5 people with you waiting for God's attention. Till then do what you feel, make what makes you happy and keep shining!
Seeing this video made me realise how much of a touch we have lost with what it is to be a human. We are so blinded by always chasing after bigger things, having a glorious career etc that we have just forgotten to enjoy the small things in life, forgotten the meaning of being a true human, forgotten the meaning of life.
There is nothing wrong in not doing anything. I think there is just so much beauty in stability so much peace and just existing, being kind, being a good human, being there for your family, spreading love, joy and happiness everywhere you go.
Sure we should do things that make us happy but sometimes we do so much of something that it just starts to appear monotonous, not as exciting or as you say Maza Nahi Aa Raha.
Also, when you are single versus when you are in a relationship/married or have kids, you just view life from a different lens in all cases.
Well said - living a life with simple pleasures and daily activities that bring meaning at the end of the day ❤
This was such a wholesome video. I could relate to every word you said especially about being lost in life and not knowing what the future holds for us. Thank you for this! 🙏🏻❤
I think i follow you since the time you started your TH-cam... I have seen all of it that yiu shared... You are such a strong person.. you give strength to me as well...lots of love ❤️❤️
Completely resonate with you❤ And the timing of you posting this video is incredible. And everyone who is on the same page. Just remember sooner or later. GOD WILL LISTEN. Hope, Believe, Try and Pray. 2024 is gonna be a game-changer!!❤😊
I was feeling exactly how you described in the video and listening to you made me a little less anxious. Thank you for posting this❤
This is me , this is totally me. So relatable, thank you for making us feel like we are not alone and everyone has a different story. Thanks for making this video Simmy. Even I quit a lot of things just because I was not getting the kick. I am happy to know there are people who think the same way.
Just because of you I have learnt self love. Maybe this moment is not that, you want to be in but trust me you are inspiration for so many girls.
Lot of respect for you in my heart❤
I cried so much hearing this because the kind of relatability is just 100%. I am 21 in the top most company, unhappy and depressed but since content creation makes me happy, i do it side by side where my parents hesitate for content creation journey but they still support for my happiness
I feel stuck,but I don't want to stop trying. It's the exact feeling I am in. I appreciate you so much for making this video. Yes we are not like others,but I am hopeful for me and for you that things WILL CHANGEbfor better
Sooo relatable. I’m 40 now, struggling still and not enjoying what I am doing or reaching where I want to be but not giving up. I want to feel that maza too sometime soon In Shaa Allah
Lots of love and power to you girl ❤ you are a true inspiration for people like me who really feel stuck 😊. To put out sucess on digital platforms is easy but to showcase your failures it requires courage which is commendable in you !
5 mins into the video & I can't wait to appreciate you. 🤭
Your storytelling, your choice of background music, your background for this video, candid carefree approach - basically everything about this video is 10/10.❤️🤌🏼
I haven't seen a video like this on YT in a long time.
Thank you so much!!
Amazing video you literally mirrored my emotions. I have been feeling stuck in my life for quite sometime and it does feel like everyone else life is moving but mine. Even after giving my 100 percent in life still I haven’t accomplished anything big personally or professionally. Still in the que hoping n praying that god will listen someday. Thank you for sharing this it is so relatable it feels like i am not the only one who is stuck in life without knowing what to do to get out of this loop. 🙏🏻
Absolutely loved this video ! Maybe just what I needed today ! Going through the same feeling of being stuck in life ! But also believing that kabhi kabhi bhagwan dekh lenge humein ki hum bhi hain line mein ! 😊
A big hug to you too ! 🤗 More power and success to all of us ! 🤞🤞🤞
This made me cry so hard. There's something really unique about you which instantly connects. Thank you for being so real.
She is such a breeze of fresh air. She is that one girl I relate to so much and she gives me hope.
I go through this all the time...good to hear I am not alone..I am continuing my job because I am not that priveledged which is also a good thing because sometimes if you have everything then you don't like doing anything
I am stuck as well in my life, career ka pata nahi, tried a lot of jobs in the past 4-5 years, shaadi ki age ho gyi, kch pata nhi kya hoga aaage. I can relate to you Simmy, ek din humana time bhi aayega
Hahah u summed my life rn i just turned 26 and in the exact same situation
Seriously man. I m also trying everyday for a job but kuch ho nahi raha. Sadi ka alg pressure h 😢.
@@diy_sanskriti7012 🤣🤣🤣
she is stuck in maja nahi aa raha hai
Animation designing ki hai tumne ???
Thankyou for sharing this .. Now I know there are people who are feeling same like me
I myself had tried like 2 to 3 things in life (career wise) but just don't know is it the end or there is anything left. Cause sometimes family members too think that this is too much you are thinking and I totally respect that ,they need you to be settled. But what do we do if we are not getting satisfied and also lack in some things. There is so much to say but can't share it with anyone cause what if they'll think you are a loser.
But really courageous of you to share this ❤ hope you,me and we all find whatever we are meant for.
God bless you
Thankyou for sharing this videos! ♥️
You healed something you didn’t break.
I have always loved your videos.
I can totally relate to this.
At the end of the day we know that “kuch to kr hi lenge yaar” .
Tons of love, may god bless you with lots of happiness and strength 💗
Trust me, there are so many powerful videos out there on youtube but I don’t feel the need to go and comment there. I get inspired. I save it. I like it. That’s about it.
But, there’s something about your content that is so real, so candid. Like it’s coming straight out of your heart. So good.
There are so many internet personalities I have randomly seen on the streets of bombay. I recognize them and admire them from far. But, if I ever see you, I will know that I have to come to you and say hi. :) You are just amazing. And please just keep posting such raw videos. :)
mba , job , makeup artist, youtube channel, podcasts
life update
keep going!
and thanks for sharing
watched your "good bye" podcast multiple times
it helps a lot
keep uploading more videos
Thank you for uploading this video. I am in the same situation. My father asks me the same thing that if not this, then what do you want to do but i am clueless rn. I feel you bro and i believe that everything happens for a reason. May be we are destined to fall for sometime and then fly high. Love and hopes for you as well as for the people who are dealing with the same
I can totally relate with this! I was exactly at the same stage in my life but like u said u just have to keep trying and keep moving forward with that belief that yes everything will turn out in my favour one day and boom trust me things will change! Because change is the only constant in life ❤ you just don’t have to give up! More power to you sim! Lots of love to u! I admire you since the time I had seen one of your video based on relationship advice ! You’re gem of a person! Never lose your faith in god because he’s up there and definitely watching upon u, just wait for that inner calling!
Stay blessed ❤
Even though there’s nothing similar in our stories…… I felt a strange sense of connection. Thank you for sharing such a raw and candid piece.😊
3 minutes into this video and every single word is so damn relatable ! Thank you for making this one!
Don't know why but I think I needed to listen to you today. This somehow gave me motivation I needed. Thank you Simmi, please keep going. I love watching you.
We all are with you right here, supporting you, appreciating you.❤
Tbh 2023 has been a year of failure for me in terms of my academic but it's been great and amazingg in terms of experience, I got what I never expected (in good way).
I do feel the same way as you do. We are in this together ❤💪🧿
Wow Simmy...this is the best comeback video and one of the best one can ever think of making...i know its so relatable...and failure cannot be defined by not achieving big things and being constant at what you do...i think having a heart to listen to that voice and still trying things your heart thrives for is all that matters...i hope people like us find that one voice that says " this is what we are made for".
Thanks a lot Simmy, this is so relatable.
Hai humare jaise log !!
So beautifully articulated! Simple, straight and candid. Loved it. Good Luck Simmi!
Not for likes, views or comments, but connecting with your audience is what you have done. Kudos!👍
I can surely understand & relate with you. I have been in the same situation since last 6 months.
Never give up! 💯
I feel your biggest strength is story telling. How u present present with fun and good vibes ... build your TH-cam channel around this skill like comedian, entertainment, standup comedy etc ...your subscriber r watching you because of good communicationand story telling ❤❤
Always loved listening to you Simmy ❤ Hope you find your true passion soon! Life is all about hit and trial, keep moving forward. 🤗
It feels soo relatable, I am in the exact same boat right now. Thank you for uploading this. Lots of love ❤
Hi Simmy! Absolutely loved watching this video! Was totally engaged in it and the ending did put a smile on our face. This kind of video brings a sense of hope in everyone's life. Lots of love and power to you!
You're really very strong mahnn
You realize it and then you share it whereas i also am going through a stuck part but I didn't realize to have a look at it and don't know what to do ahead and how.
The guts to share it apart from all the judgements is really appreciatable. Thankyou for all your podcasts and all the videos.
Byeee.
This is so much relatable.. I watched the entire video without skipping a second. Loved watching you when you started and still love watching you when u r here. Just don’t stop trying ❤
You didn’t fail..I love your videos since so long..Please bring back your previous podcast videos 🥺
Love and hugs❤
Hands off to you for sharing this video and I must say somewhere we all relate to you ❤
This video has really helped me !
It is the first time I watched your video just out of a random TH-cam recommendation. It's so relatable that I started crying. Thanks for sharing. Keep figuring out and lots of love.
Loved your honesty. Really needed to hear this. Plz restart simmy says what !
hey Simmy, I have been following you since two years. I found this video totally relatable. Your video comes at a time when i need it most. Aesa lg rha hai bhagwan ne aapko bheja hai jao inko smjhao. You are unaware of that , you give strength to so many people out there. Happy to see you after so long❤
Dear Simmy, this is the 1st video of yours that I have watched and I have to say it is the most profound video ever. It has connected with me like no othwr createds words ever have. I relate to your journey and feelinga in a deep way. I hope you and I and others like us continue to keep going forward. ❤
It's incredible how you express your feelings... I find myself feeling stuck in life, constantly fighting for my happiness. I started creating content 2-3 years ago and have been giving it my all ever since, but I still question whether I'm on the right path. Alongside that, I'm also working a job to maintain my independence and cover my expenses. But there are many times when I sit alone and ask myself if it's all worth it, if I'm truly happy with what I'm doing. Thank you so much for sharing this video, and I REALLY miss your SIMMY SAYS WHAT podcast... lots of love ❤
I am one of those four people, waiving hard to god. So, he comes to terms with that I exist … hoping to feel ….. Mazaa aa rha hain one day !! Thanks for this video. ❤
this is the most beautiful video i have ever seen on the internet. literally.
Interesting and thoughtful message in this video. I’m in my 50’s now, always had a list of things I wanted to accomplish and determined to reach goals but am struggling now in a comfort zone stuck not able to go on. Thanks for sharing this about your life and best wishes in anything you do next.
This video made my day 🥹 just few minutes ago , I was so tensed about my career but this video gives me some relief that being a failure it’s also okie sometimes 😊 thank you so much for ❤
While social media is filled with achievements and success stories, it's really nice to see you sharing the challenges you've been facing. More power to you and hope you find the purpose you are searching for.
Halfway through the video and I can already say that you are a wonderful storyteller. Podcast is your thing girl.
Very true
Very very trueee podcast is your thing
I thank you humbly from the bottom of the heart to have garnered the courage to put out this blatant truth aka confusion that we all feel but rarely express in front of others and even meagerly on social media. Thanks again - the video speaks volumes about self reflection and the fact that its OK if I m not OK and empowers many..
I can feel you...i can understand and have same experiences in life like you with career..just keep trying and wait till your time comes
Even I am here waving hand, feeling stuck what I should do!
Love you Simmy, I think this usually happens with people who are perfectionist which is very evident in your work. All of us have been in your place somewhere in their lifetime. All I can say is that we should not have a rigid definition of failure, it is a continuous journey and what matters is that you kept trying. Even after such long breaks you have your fair share of audience rooting for you, you have earned this love 💗
Already crying watching this.
More power to u . We will recover;(
Can feel u to the core
somebody has said it without any sugar coated words, needed to hear this today🙏🏼🌻
I'm there with you since you have 2.62k I found in lockdown and I love how you explained doing make-up ❤❤❤I'm still here with you❤❤❤❤
I cried out loud while watching this heartfelt video 🥺 Thank you for this.. Also, you are not alone ❤
This is so genuine and cute… I am so glad you shared it here, all raw and unfiltered. I have struggled with this for years and I know how challenging it becomes. When I discussed it with my life coach, he said that people with diverse experiences will become the leaders of tomorrow. The world is evolving at an unprecedented rate and it will demand people who keep evolving too. I needed this video. Thank you ❤
Idk how I found this video in the time when I'm also feeling the same. Yes, as you said giving up is not an option because giving up without even trying is a greatest regret you can have. Trying and failing gives satisfaction that it didn't work but you put in some effort.
Having master's degree and doing someone else's basic work, I could relate to it more.
Thanks for the video. I felt like I was saying what I was feeling
God!
I spent the Whole day in bed thinking what am i doing? What is my life upto? where it is going?
I always have loved your vibe, But This!
This feels personal.
Thanks for Sharing This Simmy❤ This Made me feel soo comfortable ❤️🌸
Also That ‘Maza Nahi aa rha’ Is so relatable 😂
Such a brave girl ❤ More power to you... Love you Girl ❤❤
You showed vulnerability in sharing this and its a strength. You mentioned the things you tried weren't 'fun', when I heard you speak, I kept thinking of the word 'fulfillment'. It's what we all hope to experience when we start or build anything - careers, relationships, homes etc. It is that sense of satisfaction or peace that what we are doing makes us feel whole or complete or alive inside. Its something I became aware of because I had a mentor train me and show me how to discover my dreams and how to design the life that I want, how to design my own standards which is not subject to other people's standards - and you experience fulfillment. Thank you for sharing your story, Simmy! I know you will find this on your journey.
Dear Simmi, absolutely loved this video❤️Thanks for sharing your experience. This is me. I can totally relate to you. I am too going through with the same feeling of stuck as well in my life. I am completely lost. Don’t know why even I exist. Don’t know what to do? I am struggling to find happiness and peace. But also believing that one day god will
listen and will give his attention. God bless you
I don't comment but after listening to you I want to say *I am in the same boat* I tried different things but still not satisfied. I am stuck too and I don't know what I am supposed to do. Still finding my life purpose. you are not alone. I am sending you love and prayers from Pakistan.
After so so many months of just thinking ki mazza kyu nhi aarha hai, year after year i start something from scratch and wondering why is it not working out for me everytime and thinking i am alone in this .. finally hearing this from you gives me so much strenght and motivation of not giving up... thanks a lot Simmi 💙 ur helping in many ways...
Going through the same phase simmi, i could feel each and every word you said, i just hope god see's us too... i feel you so so so much
Most Practical, straight to the point and brilliant video I've came across youtube! Thanks for making this :) Felt completely relatable and now I feel that ab give up nahi karna hai, someday God will see me in the line too...
Broooo! i relate you and how!. you see people doing nothing and menifesting in life everything on time and with ease, and here you're doing everything and still stuck, feels like you don't belong here, that you're just a failure. IDK why and what we're not doing that we're suppose to or whatever, but i'm just hangging in there and trying to keep myself happy and healthy. blessed to have supporting parents, but seriously that void is there and you are clueless about where to go and what to do. Simmy i'm in that line with you with my hands in air🙋♀, hoping god will see us someday.❤🩹
Hedonic adaptation is real... The sooner you understand this the better it is. Basically doesn't matter if you win lottery or some big award your happiness levels will come back to the set point ( yes there is something called happiness set point). So it is very very normal to get bored and even frustrated with the work you once liked, and it's completely okay to outgrow things. Personally for me the work that feels meaningful and creative , I can do that in longer run , even if some part of it I don't enjoy. That's why I chose to be a therapist, although it is draining sometimes but when I see my clients getting better, it gives me sense of purpose. So at last it doesn't matter what you choose, some part of it going to be unpleasant, be it a career or partner.
Don’t leave us. I can hear you all day doing nothing and it will still put a smile on my face. That’s a big achievement for human existence.
May be I can’t event do that.
I m a CA inter aspirant 4 attempts i failed and going to fail in 5th attempt in may (Irony is i got 92% in 12th)
i took up CA without any pressure from my parents but took it bec. of peer pressure
kuch smzh n aa rha chl kya rha h kisi bhi chz m int nhi aata ya agr h to pta nhi
everything is like vague in front of me
anyone facing the same please help me get out of this Loop
is there any other safe career option plz tell me??
@@bhavnasidhwani0141 how old are you?
@@bhavnasidhwani0141 how old are you?
and you are giving out strikes to channels?
lol
💀💀 sis be like hum krein toh struggle, doosre jaaye kooyein mein
If you use my content that I’ve put money to create, without permission and when I have purposely taken it all down, YES I will strike and if needed even report your channel ❤️
@@simmygoraya6060 do you even know it falls under fair use?
Or you are planning to misuse the copyright system
Very well
Now watch this comment for some motivation lol
Other people are just not honest and you are! It takes so much courage to be so vulnerable, it’s extremely admirable! And motivational! By sharing this you helped other people feel less alone, especially a TH-camr sharing it. You could be an honest motivational speaker:) and with the never giving up attitude you’ll surely find your thing!!❤
I was 20 when I decided I needed to learn makeup and that got so much joy in my life. The first video I ever learned from is your college makeup the one in which you say this isnt a hickey lol. I must have seen that video 10 times or more that video used to be downloaded in my phone on youtube. I learned so much about makeup from you and you are brilliantly talented at it. But its crazy to think about those videos I watched and you were not even enjoying making them so much. I am stuck in a similar phase in life where i just do not know what to do so this was very feel good. Thank you so much for putting this out you know you didnt have to but you did it anyway and its courageous!!
Loved the honesty and raw video of your feelings and experiences! More power to you, always! ❤