Psychedelics have changed my life.. A 5 gram mushroom trip showed me my depression was an identification, it was not me, my true nature under this flesh and bone costume is bliss
As it accords with the wisest spiritual traditions of mankind. Glad you have reached this realization and been liberated. Let us be united in this true nature of existance, which is unity of Consciousness.
Beautiful. Today I took a small amount of mushrooms and it showed me that the anger and resentment I had for my mom was really coming from me not loving myself. Longing to be loved by my mom was really me longing to be loved by myself. I never would have seen that otherwise.
Outstanding. I'm so glad for you. I had a challenging mushroom experience that revealed several things I need to drastically change. After I've made substantial progress towards those things I'll prepare myself for another lesson.
I saw warm and welcoming shapes in everything. I became one with the music. Looking down, it felt like I was in clear reality. Looking up the ceiling, it felt like I was invited to join a trip. She made me feel like I am in control, like I can choose if I want to be part of her mystical ride or to resist it. But she was so alluring that I couldn’t resist to she what offering to show me. Ayahuasca introduced herself to me and it felt like an epic musical scene from a Disney movie. With the difference to not watch it on tv but to be part of the experience. I felt the connection of all things, the divine dance of all that is in the space of all that isn’t. I saw a sacred pattern connecting everything. Ayahuasca told me that the only way to experience her full potential is through the dance inside a human. She says that she is always and infinit present. That many souls have entered her realm before me, yet still she shows up unique for everyone. It is a dance between her and you. I surrendered to her, trusted her, talked to her about my concerns and she responded wisely with thoughts, visuals or feelings. Even though she is in the field of infinity, she needs to be felt in order to be alive. She loves to heal. Within her lay millions of years of wisdom. The divine feminin resides in her, waiting to be activated. She wants to be felt, she wants to be danced with, she wants to share wisdom, she wants to heal. She knows the rhythm of life and death, but at this moment she only introduced me to the bliss of life. I saw all those souls, all those potential human beings, being courageous and brave to volunteer on earth - the mission is love. And for me it translates through writing. I saw and I felt the poem I wrote 2020 - about what God is to me, and I discovered a deeper layer of this poem. It all made even more sense. I was reminded that I was deeply attached to earth, because it made my experience seem more real. I saw me as a child, dreaming of flying to high and going into different realms, too scared to explore outer space, but still not feeling home on earth either, that’s why I tried to make it my home through those attachments. I saw the divine in my mundane life, saw how sacred the not so conscious way of living is. How liberating it is to live life like it felt safe for me. But I also saw what was blocking my blessings: the fear of my potential. The fear of my potential. Because to face my potential meant more responsibility for this human experience. It would leave me even more vulnerable. I came here to love and to be loved. I came here to share my light. And I have been hurt so many times, Aya felt this pain with me. She said that the pain I’m feeling is the pain felt by God, the love that I’m feeling is the love felt by God. She made me believe that I’m a warrior and how my spirit is built different. I learned through trial and error. I’m resilient. Now I am ready to take responsibility for my human experience. I felt like to live and to die is a huge responsibility that you can’t escape from once you signed up to show up on earth. I discovered the place of endless infinity. It was the big electromagnetic field of all that is and all that isn’t. I grasped the concept with my being: to live means to die every second - and to rise from it again and again. I saw the ouroboros (snake that bites it’s own tail, but not stagnant, it was rushing) and saw that God was trying to look for itself through humans, but by looking for God, it separated itself more from God - the ego was born. It wants to become someone in relation to something else, to be a wave in the ocean - not the ocean itself, but the wave is still not separated by the ocean. But the wave still claims to be the wave, just to enjoy its uniqueness and to explore itself in relation to the rest of the ocean. But the truth is, the ocean is experiencing itself through those waves.
I had a dance with the field. I merged and separated from it again and again. I need to learn the art of cutting roses. She told me I was scared to cut the connection of people that are not good to me because I don’t know what is beyond that. I don’t trust that I would make space for people who could love me right by cutting off those who could not. Plus, the attachment to certain people made me feel more human, more safe and grounded, less free and liberated and divine. And because I was scared of my potential, I’d rather be safe in the pain than making the unknown my home (but a part of me is always looking for the unknown. The one that tries to escape from itself) I really integrated my Chiron wound. My Chiron is in Scorpio, which means that I find it hard to die or let things die. And if I end things, I let them end extreme. I have a deep need to control things. Ayahuasca told me it is okay. She said you trying to control is God dismissing its power in order to have a relationship with the world. And this is okay, if you chose this path. The universe doesn’t judge. But just know, you can surrender. God can never escape from itself. The only thing it can do other than being aware of it’s divine nature is living in the illusion that it’s separated. And to live in this illusion is not a bad thing. The music calmed and stopped and the light was turned on. I took my second cup, this time a full one, not a half. I became a plant and did photosynthesis. It is a form of dying and rebirthing at the same time. It felt devastating and refreshing. It felt lonely and empowering. I saw more than my eyes could see. I saw the world from a perspective of an insect or a plant. An infinit stillness of neon greens and neon pinks. A lot of wisdom and life emerging from the field. A pink/red flower was growing on a long green stalk from my womb area. My slightly spread legs were green leaves. I felt liquid running through me and outside of me, as if I was raining from my head. I felt the pure innocence and presence of existence. The joy of being, the bliss. The sorrow and the worry if this will end or if this will remain forever. Either way - it would be horrific to stay this plant but it would also be horrific to die as this plant. To be this plant felt so vulnerable, so innocent, so love-seeking, so life-expressing and raw. I felt humble and in awe for life itself. Was proud of every flower or plant to choose to take the responsibility to live and thrive and die over and over. I had deep respect for it. Plants have a different state of consciousness. They carry the wisdom of “I am” within them, without thoughts that create illusions. Flowers are endless ecstatics. They are innocent from the core, just wanting to vibe in sunlight and need to be watered from time to time. I was this plant and I needed to be watered. I tried to open the jar but I was not in reality and this guy next to me opened the jar for me. And I drank and I felt that life was all water. Water was life-giving. She is the fuel, the substance. I understood the importance of all elements. I felt their purpose within my soul. I felt not separated from the elements. I felt the principle of life. I drank the water and I didn’t see it coming, but I threw up in a big wave. From then on, the dark side revealed itself to me. I became the wall. I became a big nothing, I felt like even losing my awareness, but my awareness was focusing on dying. I really thought I was dying. I thought “once you are awake you remain awake eternally” and I thought “this is not how I want to live. I want to go back to unconsciousness. I want my boring life back, be with my family and work in kindergarten. I don’t want to know God, I just want to undo all this and return to ordinary life.” But then again, it felt like the milk was already spilled. It felt like I hit a point of no return. It felt like once I witnessed the truth and the principle of life, there was no going back to normal. (I’m so glad to be back in the matrix, to be my human being and not my eternal self.) (but now I know that I’m blocking my blessings by remaining in my human form. I need to work with my higher self to experience my full potential. The potential I was scared of.) I visualized the magician tarot card - the card for January and February. My intuition told me I will be fine, I should surrender and move with it. So I died as I rode on a dragon. I rode on a dragon, danced on that dragon, moved my hips and hands and tried to feel empowered as I died on that dragon. But the music carried on and got more and more intense and ayahuasca was so fast with dancing, I tried to match her pace and I did awesome. And then I was on a karmic wheel. I experienced the same thing over and over. I always woke up and said : “warte, nein.” But ayahuasca kept going, kept on taking me there. I was in between: “erlaube, was passiert. Was passiert, darf passieren.” And “warte - nein!” I thought, no, I can’t be divine. To be divine means to die. To be divine means to have no attachments at all. It means that everything is and isn’t. It means letting go of my humanness, and then I felt so much love for my humanness. I felt like, to be Saskia is the goal. To be part of the greater mystery, yet still living in the illusion of the ego, so that an “I” that feels separate from God, exists. I felt that God has always been within me and it hurt to look at the truth. In my head I said “I want to come home.” But those words and images repeated itself over and over. “Nach Hause kommen”, “Vermissen”, “Ankommen” were words that I could taste on my soul. I visualized that I was dying and that they needed to call the ambulance. I visualized me saying that I need to fly to germany asap. That I want to talk to my family and friends. That my grandparents should pick me up and be mad of me for doing what I’m doing. But I didn’t say it because I knew I was tripping. I didn’t want to freak them out. But they freaked me out. Whenever I woke up and said “warte - nein”, they stopped the music, they started to look at me, they started to whisper. A language I could not understand. I felt lost and scared, out of control and I was in so much emotional and physical discomfort and pain. I told them to keep doing what they are doing and not mind me. “I don’t want to worry, I don’t want to freak out. I’m just tripping.” The guy next to me helped me. He gave me water, he said comforting things like “it will be okay tomorrow.” “You are going to be okay.” “No, you’re not dying.” Even though I was not able to trust it, I surrendered into the process. I was going on with the cycle. The music was playing. It was incredible beautiful. I think we all experienced ecstasy, even in the discomfort of the unknown and the ugly parts of the psyche. So I still was riding on that dragon, moving my hands and hips in sacred shapes and movements and kept on dancing the dance of life. And thought: the dance of life is what safes me. The surrendering to the movements in whatever ways life wants to move through me. Surrender to the grace of God. Surrender to my power. Surrender to feel whatever needs to be felt: es darf passieren, was passiert. Words and feelings and visuals were repeating on an endless cycle. I saw the devil and God merging and disconnecting. Words that made no sense in my languages came up. I just felt their truth in my core, I understood what they meant. They were comforting. They were a love language for my soul. They felt unfamiliar, words I never heard before, but yet they felt like a home. Like my core essence. I felt love and fear in the most intense ways possible. I felt the holiness of life and death. Yes, I felt like I was bathing and emerging in my soul essence. In its deepest truths. The ones that I was scared to see, and the ones that I’ve been looking for my entire life. Then the music stopped and the lights went on again. I was back in reality and the trip was over.
I Get these things when I Drink spirits and listen to music like Led Zeppelin I think I'm Just that way I see the Beauty in every thing that is supposed to be. Peace to you.
Husband, father of 3, engineer at the top of my field. Was called to visit Shanti Wasi in Costa Rica and sat for 2 ceremonies. This medicine broke me free of so much cynicism. It was indeed grueling as I fought to resist the embrace of the divine but once I “gave in” it was one of the most tender moments of my life. I am forever indebted to this plant and it’s practitioners for reconnecting me to unconditional love.
@@AIenSmitheehe doesn’t make sense to you because he is describing something that must be felt and experienced from within. Words will never be able to describe it . There is no use talking about it at all, but you will experience it sooner or later be it in this life or the next
I was into drugs, alcohol and in and out of jail for 8 years i was so tired of leaving this way I decided to escape to South America and during my time there I found ayahuasca. Now is been 9 year later and am no longer consume drugs,alcohol and spending time in jail 🙏
so you went as an illegal to South America or what? where in South America exactly, bc it's pretty huge and diverse, it's like saying I moved to North America... where Vancouver or Acapulco?
I recently participated in a 3 day Ayahuasca ceremony and it changed my life forever on night three. I'm moving to a new city, pursuing a new career in the Holistic Healing field and healed many childhood traumas I had been carrying for over forties years in same cases. I feel as if I have a new lease on life and the possibilities are limitless. I'm not afraid of death and look forward to what the Universe delivers for me next. I will definitely pursue future Ayahuasca ceremonies to continue to beautiful journey. Great documentary! Thank you
Change thru Pain is a great moniker. I find the pain aspect of Aya interesting. My personal theory is that the medicine needs to transcend a long-standing pattern that originated with pain - pain is a huge marker in the human psyche - so in order to heal the pattern and lay down a new marker, there is pain. But it is healing pain, cleansing pain, not damaging pain. It's like the pain required in rehabilitating an injury of the body. Anyway, best of luck in future endeavors and the state of your psyche.
@@Kormac80 that's very valid. Thank you for writing as such. I'm a massage therapist and I constantly touch, encounter, 'activate' people's pain. Someone said 'trauma is frozen wisdom', and often opening the pains feels like melting frostbites. Aliveness going through blockages is painful! And liberating. Be well 🙏
I saw myself in a whole new light after my first time, I've been returning to Peru every year at easter for a ceremony. I know you would like to do the same, you can meet me in the junggle and have a great journey
I've sat with ayahuasca almost 100 times. I was involved in a community for years. For one year I sat once a week with an apprentice in my living room. Ayahuasca is not a pill you take that clears up your illness. She can help a lot, it changed my life drastically but it still requires an enormous amount of work on the part of the participant. It requires that you let go of your western mindset that something else, external from you, will fix you. The work after ceremony is as important, if not more, than the ceremony itself. Having said that, I give thanks every day for my experiences with the madre. I love you, thank you, you showed me the way.
Exactly right. The deepest self-examination is a blessing and a rare privilege. The medicine shows you where the work is, but it does not do the work for you.
Guys there is anyone here who can tell me the name of the center showed in the video. I would like to go right there Please please please I hope someone would help me with this
The very first time I used DMT, I met mother Ayahuasca, and she led my soul to an old gothic style temple with pale green stained glass. My spirit was cleansed in a fountain of yellow liquid in the centre and the love I felt was unlike anything words could describe. When I came back, my depression was gone and my whole perspective had shifted to a much more positive one. I cannot express how grateful I am for the experience.
Irish Mule69 Ultimately it’s YOU that cures your mental conditions, not the medicine imho. The medicines can show you the way but if you are not aware that it is YOU that has cured you then YOU should do more work, research and investigation to develop a deeper awareness & relationship with the true YOU. This will help to avoid you regressing &/or requiring the medicines ongoing as a crutch. Good luck
Jana Procella I suffered horribly from depression until July of last year .. every 3 months i do a 4 to 5 gram heavy dose and every 2 weeks in between those sessions I do a 1-3 gram dose.. I’ve never felt better mentally in my 50 years of existence on this crazy planet !!!
I was about to write some joke but then started to read the comments. I am a pharmacist, I meet people with all the kinds of anxiety or depression, reading all the good comments here from people who feel "cured" is quite impressive. It changed my mind.
There more out there than just western medicine...I would trust other cultures who's medicine is much much older than ours any day of the week. Westerners, unfortunately, just want a pill to relieve the symptoms quickly, but not treat the actual issue.
We’ve moved so far away from nature with pharmaceuticals. Don’t get me wrong we’ve achieved so much in terms of fighting illnesses but we’ve lost the plot in many ways
Imagine a world where everyboby with anxiety or depression got the chance to take these psycoactive things that exists in our nature. I feel such a great big feeling of beauty and fulfillness all because of psycadelics. A big thank you for that, all we need is right here. Amazing documentary
After watching this documentary, I feel a deep connection to Mother Nature and the message she conveys. Although I've never used ayahuasca myself, the experiences of the people in this video resonate deeply with me. Their struggles are so relatable, and thanks to the powerful imagery and sounds, I can almost physically feel their experiences. This documentary has filled me with positivity and reinforced my belief in the healing power of nature and our own consciousness. 🌿🌌
A Psychedelic Revolution is underway, and I can't wait! I'm so tired of hearing of alcoholism and tobacco addictions that eventually kill you. We need some pharmaceutical products to survive, but to truly live we need that connection to nature and to ourselves. I'm optimistic for our future following the corona lockdown. I'm optimistic for nature restoration. We first need to learn how to live alongside nature, as it is here to help us. We've been napping for so long as a species. I'm excited to see so many people waking up with smiles on their faces.
I think we could really benefit from a shutdown for a month of every year the planet and environment gets a chance to breathe. I've never heard so many birds at dawn as I hear now and the sky seems way clearer!
Me too. There's definitely a wave of changee happening and this happens very half a century or so. Humanity is definitely not stagnant in its growth even tho the process may seem slow
2 Tears In A Bucket I noticed that since the lockdown in my country started easing off the sky is a lot more grey and cloudy...maybe just a coincidence... but I’m trying to trust my instincts more
" The medicine will only give you what you can handle; no more, no less and if you think you cant handle- it's the ego talking that wants to protect you not allowing the medicine to work " Wise words! 🎯
@@djy4322 taking orders from a misogynistic sounding dumb loser....no thanks! ..And defining a woman egotistical because she wears makeup is judgemental & irrelevant... keep your negative opinions to yourself!
"When will society stop being driven by the ego?" -op "When you change ur pfp of your "did up" face" -random comment OP: *initiates ego overdrive and name calling*
@@paolafriedrick jesus was made by the roman empire to subjugate messianic jews. If you think your holier for your Christianity, be assured that its your ego. Think of all thats been lost to the expanse of roman influence, you should feel some shame for our collective loss. That loss is greater than knowledge of christ and if you really think Jesus's blood weighs more than those lost fighing it maybe you need to take some ayahuasca to get your shit straight.
I had a beautiful experience with Ayahuasca in Kentucky at Ayaquest. I drank 4 servings over the course of about an hour before it kicked in. I spent hours laughing uncontrollably. Not a haha laugh, but a deep body shaking laughter that produced little sound. I pulled the blanket up over my face and just lost it. It was an emotional purging of laughter. There was no puking or bowel emptying like many speak of, just a deep emotional release of laughter. The whole experience was much more profound but I was grateful for a release of joy from the beginning of the journey.
I'm laughing right now at the comment. I love to laugh. The animation of puking in this video had me immediately not want this experience. Last time I took my shoes they made my stomach worse. (I have Ibs and symptoms got worse. I took an antifungal after begging my doctor and my gut was better without any symptoms for two years before eating some going bad in the fridge mushrooms.). So I'd be the one to be puking and seeing dark spirits. But really I'd like to be you laughing my butt off.
I just felt her with me again! This documentary is so well done and the message is well transmitted. Gratitude to everyone involved in the making of this Blessings to everyone here.
If watching this Documentary stimulate spiritual healing; I cannot even imagine doing the real thing. I feel that I have to experience this at least one time in this lifetime.
I drunk Aya the end of January this year, and thats when I met my true self, a shining goddess.. This experience always brought me back to whom I really am. However, my Aya journey is only a beginning. In March of 2020, I was called to go to Cambodia with no money and a risk of lockdown. I booked the ticket directly there, expecting a 10-day visit. Unbelievably, I was "stuck" in Cambodia for 7.5 months. During this time, I had my first mysterious experience on an island which makes me totally surrender to the universe. I lived a hippie community life for 5 weeks, joined a yoga community for another 5 weeks, sunk myself to this beautiful fresh green land and highly connected to the nature and lovely travellers from all over the world. I put myself fully to this self-discovery and found my call to be a healer. This exploration takes great courage and it is no easy work for me at all. Yesterday I just flew back to China and I am getting a 14 day hotel quarantine. I am nervous and meanwhile looking forward to the new journey forward
TY for sharing your story! That is beautiful that you found your calling and had an interesting spiritual journey. Mother Gaia is full of boundless love. Trust in her as she will guide you on a righteous path. Listen to your heart and do everything with love and you will never look back. I have not yet found my path but i am sure Mother Gaia will lead me to it one way or another. I am so happy to live in this time of awakening. The transition will be hard for many people, but it is necesary to the learning process. As long as we act with love and try to help people we will be ok. I wish you great happiness and a wonderful awakening, my frend.
Hi Doris, not sure if you would read this comment, I’m from HK and am interested to know more of your experience, to get myself prepared mentally for an ayahuasca ceremony in the future. Not sure if that would violate the rules here, but would you like to leave a contact or email such that I can ask you more about your exp?
I took aya 2 years ago and I have no words on the gratitude that I feel for EVERYTHING nowadays, it's really out of this world what this 2 plants can do do you body, mind and spirit.
@@rebeccawilliams7379 i went, first to Etnikas in Cusco, expensive but worth it. Then to a community in Iquitos, cheap but not so worthy, so, don't mind expending some money in one of the best experiences of your life, for sure! I will do a video explaining both places and it's differences based mainly in the price. Much love!
I guess I just want somewhere to share my story. When I was 19 I took shrooms, and it was like I was turned inside out. As a child, I was very extroverted and loved being around people. And after the shrooms, I felt disconnected from everyone and everything around me. I just wanted to alone. I am learning to feel happiness from within myself, not running from myself. It's been a LONG and PAINFUL process but once it's healed, it's healed and beautiful.
Its like that...people just stress me tf out. one time i did shrooms (my first n only time but i had done acid before) and i started to notice how badly my friends treated me and i saw how we interracted with each other more clearly, and it really opened my eyes.
I'm going through that exact thing except I'm 35 tomorrow, actually I will be tomorrow but I've just realized it's not people and it's not being mixed up into all the BS. I'm all of a sudden very restricted and closed off. I'm actually feeling like an adult. I've quit almost completely doing fentanyl. Once in 8 days. And didn't like it and won't do it again. I'm wanting to do DMT and then mescaline and then Ahyuasca. The shrooms experience was what I refer to as being "over there" it was wicked out of body crazy way open minded experience... my mind was so open and I saw everything. It went along well with the vision I had while I overdosed. It's all apart of my spiritual journey.. 😊
Shrooms will take you to your shadow self. From my experience, all psychadelics each have their own unique entry points into different portals and realms. Your disconnecting is part of the journey while you are awakening
Ceremony of Ayahuasca is especially exciting the first time you're full of expectations based on the information you've received about Ayahuasca. But in fact, you have to go through a unique experience and you did not imagine anything even similar to this, no matter how much you read about it and listened to - it is impossible to put it into words
How true! You can research it but words will never do it justice. I hear myself recounting my experiences to people and they simply cannot comprehend the profundity. Possibly only others who have experienced it could understand. It was such a tough experience for me, but very profound.
The comments section here just makes me so freaking happy 💖💖💖💖 I am so glad to hear all these beautiful stories and I wish the whole of humanity could have this experience 😊 maybe someday 🍀 I have not yet had the opportunity to experience Ayahuasca, I am single mom and have wee ones to care for and I couldn't afford it besides. I am hopeful though 😊 I have done a lot of mushrooms, however and they have had a profound effect on my life and my perspective and I am very thankful for it 💕 love to all 🤓👍
I know psychedelic plants can be useful when applied accordingly, I’ve experienced it personally. I took mushrooms in college recreationally, but I had profound experiences that remain today. Prior to taking mushrooms, I was always able to play guitar and sing, but never simultaneously; my timing was off. One night, I took a small amount of mushrooms, about 1.5 grams, as did my friend who joined me. We grabbed our acoustic guitars and played music. The song I sang was Mother by Pink Floyd. Since then, I’ve been able to sing and play simultaneously!
I'm probably the only one who puts this documentary on to help me to relax and sleep. It's the nature sounds,the music and the stories. I hope one day to go there in person and not just in my dreams
Excellent doc. My personal experience has been 68 ceremonies over several years. 3 ceremonies every few months. For me, and i believe this is normal, one finds deep healing, but upon returning to life/work/home, one starts to slip back into old toxic patterns. Emotional patterns. So I'd go back for 3 more ceremonies. Luckily i have a close and dear friend i was working with and he's got a gift for facilitating. Eventually with lots of integration work and willpower and Aya, i replaced toxic emotional patterns with healthy ones. I'm eternally grateful for that hard-earned upgrade in my quality of life. Inner peace is priceless, especially after decades of anxiety and anger.
Hello. Ive been taking sacred plant medicines for years. I also own a reteat in the Philippines... The story here is spot on. Those minds which are asleep or corrupted by materialist things or holding on to negative emotions will find peace and open mindness to evolve past all that. Love and light. Damieon from England
I've done 2 ceremonies and will be doing my 3rd and 4th in February... 3 years in between first 2 ceremonies and the next. This medicine is phenomenal and the Aya experience was my first psychedelic journey in my life. Highly recommend however you must be prepared, it is quite the ride and you will lose yourself. Words cannot describe how much you become something else outside of your comfort in your own mind, it will break you down in ways you've never thought possible, then rebuild you cell by cell mentally. It is truly something remarkable
@Sahabat Muslim For health? No. However, I'd research into what medications can and can not be taken with it. Anti depressants, for example, can not be used within a month of an Aya ceremony. There is a dietary requirement that must be respected in the weeks leading up to the ceremony. These precautions don't affect physical health. Rather, if they are not respected, the substances ability to effectively work is inhibited.
@@Gherkin8936 should enlightenment be done naturally? does using Ayahuacsa not depress you emotionally? I doubt it, if someone has no spiritual interest, what effect will it have on him? is everyone's experience of the ayahuacsa ceremony the same? For example, if a person's background is religious, he holds fast to what he believes in, such as the afterlife. Turns out, after he performed the Ayahuacsa ceremony, contrary to what he believed in, wasn't he depressed by the new truth he was experiencing? 🙏
@Sahabat Muslim Ayahuasca has no bearing on preconceptions of religion by the individual, it will enlighten you spiritually and give you a higher sense of appreciation for the processes of nature and mother earth. This will be done regardless of belief; it does not change your personal preferences. If anything, you will come out of the experience with a much deeper love for your religion because your God gave you this opportunity to see how nature communicates, you are commenting here out of curiosity, perhaps a yearning for more knowledge, this medicine can give you that, and you will forever be grateful, it is an experience that will be the closest thing to death you have ever felt, but also the most beautiful. If you want to visit God, you must first die, then what he will show you is a masterpiece behind our reality. When you wake, depression is not an issue, but you see things differently going forward. What is depressing is when you see things differently, you also see what humans are doing to this planet and how we are disturbing a million years of peace in nature just to exist. This is the price one must pay for seeing raw beauty I guess.
Best. Documentary. I have.Seen on ayahuasca 👏🏻 as a fellow genuine student of the medicine I highly appreciate the comprehensiveness and sincereity of this. It touched on everything extremely important from the traditional point of view and the scientific. This is what I'm gonna forward to anyone interested. Thank you, great work!
Im indigenous to the 7 islands of Mobaim - Bombay India with a genetic heritage of 60,000 years. We have seen development and the disconnectedness and its ill effects. You kill Mother Nature and then you get depressed. you live a disconnected life and you get depressed. You have people going to temples and meditating and are still depressed. You do yoga and eat vegetables. But does the foot print have a morality to it? Did the vegetable vendor get their due, did you treat your servants well, did you do a moral deal at work. Did your ego lead the way throughout your life. so many things just one medicine does not fit all. Empathy and love are gifts of the Divine whatever you consider the divine spirit. This continent life where mines are dug for minerals that build the tech in our phones, our vegetables and food grain come from lands that were forests once and only after displacing the indigenous were non-traditional farmers who were given the big ticket to do their business - As in India and the rest of the world - then that food comes to your table. What kind of footprint does it have. The oil and gas have come through wars. The power through dams. dams that displaced other sentient beings for your comfort. The earth is alive and Gaia or Mother as we indigenous call her as our mother. Our people never extracted so much. We must return to our roots, our native roots, that will connect us to Mother Earth. You can go to your wars and come back depressed adn then try substances and yet struggle to find meaning. You can work all day and hustle all you like in a destructive economy with death and deceit as its footprint. No amount of substances will show you your path. Just give it all up. give up the 'Self' you know. Seek love and then your journey will start. no need for substances or psychedelics. Yes you can do psychedelics in a ceremony to connect to the Divine and the universe. But only through a ceremony as one 'body' / community. May you find your peace.
So very true, Thank you for saying this , I wished for humanity to see this ... it is sad and frustrating to watch the behaviour and the hypocrisy has driven me mad and times... there is a whole level of learning, behaviour and lifestyle adopt. Better to try than not to at all hey.
@@tanyalewis1147 The metaphor of 'The Fall after Ego" in all philosophies are all guides for an enlightened or connected life. The moment we use mind 'thinking' that will be the solution, itself is a false self / ego. Listen to heart. Give up everything clever or the smart way to do things, nothingness or Love wil help you on your path. its a subjective path. just challenge all that you know. Best way is to give it up and yes survive, change the destructive job and get a livelihood which has less destruction on its path. You can eat meat or fish if you like - dont fall for pseudo gurus. When you do eat meat give thanks to Mother and tell that animal or part of it you will eat "Thank you for your sacrifice, May you live through me and see mother and Sense through me". All are gifts from Mother only. Only the indigenous never overdo the meat eating. Eat well and eat healthy. The indigenous burn that kind of energy so they can afford to eat it. if you dont do high intensity work then lesser meat is ok. That is the ancient way. Then just sit near a tree and say you show me. "Talk to the stars and say you show me. I know nothing." Then the ancients will listen and boom, your journey begins. Or else books and references and substances keep you dormant and not on your path. If it does help others good for them. But for how long and what was the real intention. See, our lives are not about ourselves, but about others - we are main characters in someone else's story -Mostly Mother Natures only, and yes we help our fellow humans too. but mostly we are the eyes and ears of Mother Nature / Gaia / Mai Maati (Mother Earth) in my native tongue. www.BIPA.in you will find more details about our tribe. We are Her expression. We feel and sense for her to see what is good and beautiful. We are her eyes and complete human for her only. But the GO has created an invisible God in the image of Man (through the mind (Ego) of humans), wherein we must worship, cherish and nurture Mother Nature. Do that and you are interconnected and enlightened. Buddha got his awareness by sitting not under a tree but 'With' a tree :). Thats why we indigenous have an omen each. Soe have black birds, wolves, birds, fish insects, my tribe we have the fig tree as our sacred omen. I hug her and kiss her often. I feel her. Its since childhood i talk to her. But the non-indigenous come to trim and cut and then i fight with them preventing them from doing so. So meditate (sit quietly) and ask for an omen and you will get your answer :) May you find your peace :)
Its their job to bring death, destruction, and depression. the Devil, prowls around like a roaring lion, looking for someone to devour. What you say is for the people of the Sun.
This is so inspiring! I am 21 and really want to engage in a deeper understanding of my self and the relationship with the things around me . Having that “AHA” moment where it can re-establish a divine connection with your high self Is a feeling I hope to experience in the future, and prepare myself in a inner awakening of how I feel ! It’s amazing to see those who finally got in touch with themself .
This sounds like you are doing it for all the right reasons (prepared and good intention). Wish you all the best on your (life) journey. Master Plants are great teachers.
A wonderful documentary. I've taken the planet medicine once under the supervision of shaman, during the darkness phase of my experience I am supremely grateful that I was guided through. The word love just does not do justice to the positive experience. Everything changes...
I invite you all to look at the work of the one of the first scientific pioneers to study the neuroscience of ayahuasca. He's name is Jordi Riba. He published nearly 80 scientific articles and was considered a preeminent academic exploring the clinical uses of ayahuasca. Among his most notable contributions was Riba’s success in conducting the world’s first controlled clinical trial with ayahuasca and the first neuroimaging studies with the brew.
if your INVITIN US links would have been useful!!! Just givin u a hard time. Seriously tho- if you wouLD PLEASRE post links more people would click and reaad and BENEFiT!
@@devineenergy3767 Sorry for the lateness. His Researchgate profile: www.researchgate.net/profile/Jordi-Riba-2 A link to a playlist of his conferences: th-cam.com/play/PLyrHZAW1WEJVxGJ80EG4Z8XNXYWU45EYF.html A link to more videos of him talking about DMT: th-cam.com/play/PLA34F6F808E1C0249.html
• His Researchgate profile: www.researchgate.net/profile/Jordi-Riba-2 • A link to a playlist of his conferences: th-cam.com/play/PLyrHZAW1WEJVxGJ80EG4Z8XNXYWU45EYF.html •A link to more videos of him talking about DMT: th-cam.com/play/PLA34F6F808E1C0249.html
I greatly appreciate this film, especially the textual narrative between scenes. The criminalization of psychedelics and abandonment of research into their beneficent use is itself a crime, committed by ignorant people, terrified of things they don't understand. Ironically, they are the people who have the greatest need for such transformation...and very likely would be the most resistant to it. The oft-repeated caveat is true: If you're not willing to change - *_and do the necessary work_* - this medicince won't heal you.
@Aidan m ...um, did you miss the qualifier "beneficent"? WTF does anything in your post have to do with genuine, scientifically grounded research into the use of medicines that can help people transform their lives in ways that benefit them and harm no one else? If you want others to pay attention to what you have to say, you might put some effort into making sure it's actually relevant. What you posted isn't applicable...or helpful.
I am preparing for my first ceremony. Thank you for this beautiful and informative part of the journey to Ayahuasca. I am looking forward to the healing opportunities🙏
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I was blessed enough to experience plant medicine (aya) in 2018 and it helped me release so much depression. My life is completely different for the good. I will always support plant medicine and be part of the community on education. I wish the hole world could experience plant medicine.
Well done. Finding experienced, sincere shamans, and having a respectful attitude towards a very powerful medicine are very important imo. I hope you'll consider doing a followup documentary. Maybe in future link to the studies you mention, and have the narrator read the material instead of placing it on the screen for us to read. Still, very well done.
The most accurate description of the Ayahuasca healing process that I have ever seen. I had the treatment in Brazil and I relate to all those experiences. Congratulations to all involved in this doc!👏👏👏💫🦋🙏
I'm astounded to read that you never filmed a documentary before this one, as I was taken aback by the beauty of the images and the quality of the interviews and the montage ! I did love the images of the wonderful rainforest, the meetings with the local people, and the city footages of the last 10 min are simply mind blowing ! Thank you to allow to discover the amazing aspects of these "majic" plants ! I'm used to Indian spirituality and see that the ways of "working" with the "medecine" is very similar to the way of raising one's level of consciousness with an authentic guru ! Ways are différent, but path and progress look very similar ! Aya to me looks like the Goddess j'identifie in the form of a plant !
Beautifully done. Don Howard was a Maestro in every sense. This documentary about Ayahuasca is the most sincere and informative one that I have ever seen. Much Love to you and all your crew who put this together.
Wonderful documentary. It talks about everything in a down-to-earth, matter of facts. The entire documentary and the inputs from the participant's were very helpful for understanding and integrating my own Ayahuasca experience. I attended 3 ceremonies of 2 nights long in 4 months. Also used various Amazonian Plant Medicines, Psychedelics etc along with the guidance, support of experienced therapists, counselors, shamans. My issue is Prenatal trauma, I feel alive in my body for the first time in my life (after 44 years). I'm consolidating my experiences, will put together into some format that will be useful for others. Thanks for sharing the wisdom about this life changing medicine.
myself and some friends have been doing weekend retreats in Boulder CO and they are wonderful, but after watching this my feelings have shifted and now I want to do a full week or two retreat. Thank You! Thank You for creating space and safety to many awakening souls!
So wonderful to see and hear Don Howard and Spirit Quest. He looks so healthy, I sat in ceremony for the first time there early in 2018, near the end of his work. What a truly amazing man, team and center. Viva Don Howard, Viva la medicine. Gavin much love and gratitude to you brother for producing a really wonderful and informative piece of work.
Letter from Mother Ayahuasca - "My dear ones, my lost children of darkness and light. I come from your present and future past, from all that you have been, and from your hopes and dreams. I have been calling you for a long time, but your ears were deaf to my song. Perhaps you have found your way to me after a dark night of the soul. I cannot promise to deliver you into the light, I can only show you the doors that you have always avoided by your fears, everything from that point is up to you. I can sit with you, for a while, as you learn to light your own candles. And it is possible that your night will get darker still, and that you will need to carry many candles before the dawn appears.I am the flesh and the spirit of the sacred wisdom of the earth, of the plants, animals and birds, of the moon and of all the stars, which I reflect back to you in your own visions. I am the Holy Spirit. I am the stuff of dreams and visions and Light, even though sometimes in me you can see only your own nightmares. I am the mirror of your soul, I am the mirror of the soul of ages, and the soul of the ageless. When you behold me, you enter the realm of the bardo, of your own symbolic death; the death of your Ego, the death of all your stories about yourself that blind you. And in that realm it is not external beings that you will see - (although at some point after several ceremonies with me, after I help you shed all your illusions and fears, I will allow you to meet the Angels and enter the heavenly realms) . What you encounter are your own heights and abysses, your shadows and projections. Your creations. I am the mirror that is calling you to stop running and to turn around. To face your own evasions and to witness the countless ways in which you've learned to hide. So that you can better know yourself. In the end, you must become your own healers and shamans. I will make you work like you have never worked before. The only real journey that ever really existed, that can exist, and the only real journey that will ever exist, is the journey deep within yourself. This is where I take you. My sacrament will be the most difficult and challenging experiences of your life, yet nothing in the Universe can ever be more rewarding. I can only walk with you, for a while, and hold your hand. But the journey is yours to make. And it is a journey you must repeat. It will take you from illusion to reality, from the consensus trance of a mad society, to the sanity and stillness of your heart. And from the death of lifetimes of quiet desperation, to the immortality of an instant. Let us share our visions, together. My dear children, the rooms in your house are a chaos. The house of your soul and the house of the earth on which you tread your feet, not lightly. I cannot put those rooms right for you. I cannot be a mother/father that admonishes you, with a stern voice of authority, to clean your rooms, under the threat of punishment or the promise of reward. That is not how Mother Holy Spirit speaks. I can tell you, with a voice that echoes the vibrations of love and understanding, and the melancholy of quiet sorrow: look at the huge mess you have made. Are you happy dwelling in this chaos, where it is difficult to encounter yourself? Difficult to find your belongings, where all your toys lay scattered and buried under the rubble of madness and folly? Can you not see that if you choose to clean your own rooms, not because of any compulsion or promise, but just so, for yourself, and in this present moment, which is all you can ever know of time, then you will be able to breathe better, to move around more easily, and to learn how to play? Once more. There are so many lost treasures beneath the mess you have made. I reveal the doors within yourself to Find them. My dear ones, my lost children of darkness and light. You see the cosmos as a stage on which the drama of good and evil is played out. You dream of a sword of light that would conquer and vanquish all the darkness. And you have made the whole world into a projection of the battlefield of your own Soul. You fight, endlessly, against the monsters and demons within yourselves. But those demons are the wounded inner children of your past, they are your pains and your defenses, they are the voices that could not emerge into the light and learned to live in forgotten caves. They are your insanity. They are you. And those others who you rage against, because of their ignorance, and immorality and ugliness… they are also you. Lay down your weapons and embrace your enemies, the enemies that live within you. Haven't you understood - no battle is ever won. They are not even fought. The battlefield only reveals your own folly and despair, and victory is the illusion of philosophers and fools. My dear ones, Let us share visions, together. I am the Spirit of Spirits. I am the Holy Spirit, the Holy Spirit of the Universe. This moment is all you can ever know of time." - Mother Ayahuasca. "Fear of Self means you never live" Although each persons experience on Ayahuasca is unique, there are some commonalities that show up again and again. These include: -experiencing pure love and wisdom. -entering another realm more real than what we experience day-to-day on earth (in other words the 5th and 7th dimensions of Spirit that is everywhere all the time, far beyond our 3rd dimensional physical existence, yet the higher dimensions are right here all at the same time, and most importantly, these dimensions are within you !)-realizing we are all one (separation is total illusion, and how everything is connected is impossible to describe because it's infinite connections. The only way to know it is to experience it, and BE IT ). -fear of death eliminated, as you realize this is a temporary existence for your soul to grow and learn. -everything is conscious. -entering a realm where space and time no longer exist, everything is infinite and in the ‘now’. (the infinite now of the 5th and 7th dimensions of light, where no time and no illusions can exist) -experiencing unconditional love through every cell of your being, on a level we don’t have words to describe. -having access to all information in the universe instantly. Realizing we in our human bodies will never fully grasp all there is, reality is far more complex than we could ever imagine. -reliving past experiences of your life (and sometimes past lives as you are connected to Soul memory, not the mind memory of your false ego), first from your perspective, then from the other persons perspective. We get to feel how we made them feel. This is for us to learn, not as a punishment. -there is no punishment in this realm, even if you have a ‘bad’ experience. The ayahuasca is teaching you a valuable lesson, it’s up to you to learn from it. -digging up past traumas buried deep in our subconscious, bringing them to the surface and helping us face them and get over them. -a love for all living beings (people and animals). Many people eat less meat, go vegetarian/vegan or eat more fruit and vegetable following the experience. -giving up on the material world, many people change their field of work to one that help others rather than focusing on making money for oneself. -realizing that we are not here to accumulate money or physical possessions, we are here to help one another, love one another and grow. -during the experience the ego is removed, revealing your true self. -realizing everything is energy vibrating at different frequencies. -feeling of your pineal gland (3rd eye) being sore for a day or two after, like a muscle worked out for the first time. -meeting other beings far more intelligent than any human and being able to telepathically communicate with them. The truth is, All the ascended masters in every religion were Shamans, who had many direct Spiritual experiences with Sacred Entheogen Plants. Since the first religion the "Rig Veda" of India. The divine sacred Plant Entheogens are our true teachers, always have been and always will be. What I absolutely love about Ayahuasca is she has such a perfect Universal design to only pull in people who have an extremely deep love for Truth. The Spiritual Warriors. She leaves out the insincere who have too short of a barrier of courage. She has such a perfect barometer and threshold for every human being on the planet. In other words, if a religious person who has been totally brainwashed by all the lies of churches, sees the ceremonies are done at night, and sees some snakes in some Ayahuasca Art, and sees it will be difficult at the beginning to face their Ego, they will immediately run away by their silly superstitions and illusions. Totally owned by all their fears. LOL. And totally ignoring the enlightenment and infinite revelations aspect later. Becoming absolute Truth to them is not worth it. And then on the other hand, someone who is into the occult garbage and into dark energies, will not want to take Ayahuasca either, because they will learn that Ayahuasca eventually leads to Enlightenment. LOL ! Truth is ALWAYS Paradoxical
Exactly my thoughts , I have never done anything tbh , I have never smoked anything, don't drink too as well , But in few years maybe 🙂 psychedelics seems fascinating indeed
please inform yourself beforehand how bad the dmt tourism and the strongly increasing use is bad for nature. The roots of the trees are damaged in order to get to the material. a lot of charlatars instead of sharmans who want to make money instead of healing. blessings
as always to the disadvantage of nature. but also typical for the rainforest region that the poor people exploit nature to take care of their families and in the best case to send one of their children to school.
I have done Ayahuasca 9 times and San Pedro times. I still have bad depression here-and-there from years of trauma. I have also done mushrooms on a few occasions. Going to do Ayahuasca maybe again this year if the COVID situation doesn't block things. We shall see. I am still optimistic that it can shift more things for me.
This is, hands down, one of the most awesome videos, the messages in this are sincere, emotive and deeply pleasing to hear- what a wonderful production- thank you ✌🏻♥️🍄
Real herbalists, & persons in the practice of healing, take and give back. If you take from the plant u must be able to allow the plant to be replenished. I hope this is the case for all countries of its consumption.
From having effectively used common herbs for healing for decades, I have this feeling arising in me of late: Perhaps just growing the herbs itself might have a healing effect. It is not necessary to "consume" it. In one of the two epics of India, the Raamaayana, there is a scene where the Divine Monkey Hanooman brings the peak of a mountain (he was in a hurry and had no time to identify the proper herbs) where many miraculously healing herbs grew and as he reached the sky above where the wounded warriors lay almost as if they were dead, the fragrances of the plants wafted into their noses and they all woke up with new life. The Monkey Hero did not even have to land, and he flew back and replaced the peak in tact on top of the mountain. That scene has remained with me as the most sublimely non-violent use of the healing herbs where neither the plants nor the ecosystem was consumed or damaged. I do still effectively use herbs, but hope that I can move to a stage where the consumption, which involves violent taking, can be avoided but the effects still be received thanks to the compassion of the natural world. I know this sounds utopian, but there might be more instances of this type of non-violent use of the herbal world in all cultures.
@@juglansregia1433 Thank you. I will look into the series. I have this deep faith that Nature is NOT a Creation but it is a transformation of the Ineffable Reality (God, or The Divine, or Brahman, or the Supreme or whatever you want to name it.). Perhaps it is a Translation -- analogous to the English word LOVE and the Latin word AMOR both referring to the same reality. Perhaps what is visible or experienceable as a Tree is in the abstract way the Divine. Nevertheless, countless are the times I have been healed by herbs, trees, plants, shades of trees, and all else in Nature including animals and humans! I am deeply humbled and grateful!
the vomiting out negativity experience happened to me absolutely out of the blue a few years ago . i was in my backyard sitting by the fire listening to music and sky gazing , when all of a sudden i got physically ill and started vomiting . i became so weak i laid down in the grass and started to wonder if I was dying somehow . i asked whoever might be listening to please make me aware of what was happening , but no reply . after about 15 minutes i started coming around and felt like a gigantic weight was no longer weighing on my heart and mind . it changed me. quite the experience .
I did mushrooms in the Mexican jungle. Twenty minutes after drinking the tea I was violently sick and after what felt like a huge man behind me squeezing my body, I stood up and there were fountains of colour like in the original Fantasia film. Was an amazing trip and felt so refreshed and spiritually awakened afterwards.
There are always two things : 1 . External personality 2. Nature of who we are. Ive got to chose both because in this civilized world we always need a balance between both the things. But eventually we realise that who am " I" is the divine consciousness itself which is always connected to this present moment.
" I" is the divine consciousness itself which is always connected to this present moment. Being, aware of itself is Presence. Pure 'I' = Being = Presence. Where we trip up is thinking that this 'i' of personality , that comes and goes, that rises and falls , is the one that "I" am. Hence some tuning and some insights always worth a look. One may start with Rupert Spiria's notion of " Being aware of being aware". It allows one a simple time out , a pause , to note that Awareness has this ability to survey itself. Herein lies the clue.
This is the best documentary I have seen on ayahuasca, by far. If I can point to one thing I missed, was a description of the preparation process. The reason why people do not get any effect is largely due to the fact that they did not prepare, at least it is part of it. Experienced guides are a must! I did ayahuasca in europe with loving guides respecting the medicine. I had great benefit, changing my life over the last three years, and I am looking forward to also experience it with experienced, native healers at some point.
Hey! Could you please share the place in Europe where you took the ayahuasca. I’d love to get it but south america is just too far away. Would love to try it in Europe if its an authentic experience as well. Thank you!
@@tambozambo they are called The Sacred voyage.. in holland. They have different plant journeys in Portugal and Netherlands. They helped me a lot, however everyone's responsible for themselves and have different experiences, it's never the same for any person. Best of luck to you!
in 1 year, I took Ayahuasca about 30 times. Purify, I did. Myself, my ancestors and then the entire world. I've exploded with Joy and Compassion and I've dove deep into my personal hell and made it back more alive than ever. Seek to remember who you really are my friends! Aho
I've taken 3 times, on two occasions I kept seeing gigantic golden pyramid and machine Elves, I'm not sure why I was shown the same thing twice during my 2 journeys. I am still searching for the answer to that. It was very humbling experience, as I learned how to face the fear and negativity and enabled me to address them. I definitely see everything in life differently now. I never felt so connected to the nature and the whole Universe before, and now I do. My sensory completely being upgraded including my biological system and my mind and spirit. The last occasion was not as powerful as two occasions but I saw the machine elf, and the same process as the others in going through the purification process until I found the bliss at the end. Over all it was amazing experience, and I would consider doing it again going into the familiar rollercoaster journey.
I’ve learned after about 20 years of wondering similar things- “why did I see THAT? What does it MEAN?!”- that trying to analyze such things to the point where it frustrates me is counter-intuitive. Sometimes the lesson is relinquishing control to a higher power and abandoning the need to intellectually dissect mystical experiences. Perhaps what you saw is simply the scenery somewhere and was not meant to be symbolic to you specifically? I wanted to reply because I identify with how you’re feeling, and I wish someone had suggested these things to me when I was younger. Best of luck!
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Lol the reptilians or whatever you wanna call them but the real elements running this planet anyway it’s deep af I know what you see but we aren’t from this planet.
as a long time vipassana meditator, this seems to truly address deep seeded issues. thank you for sharing. 🙏🏼 ps gavin - congratulations on a wonderful film.
I did my first ever Vipassana sitting last month and I too can see a connection with Ayahuasca. Especially the aspect of surrender and letting go of expectations.
thank you for sharing ! this just reminded me of my first ceremony which took place last year, and all the blessings and teachings Pacha mama showed me, helped me open up and integrate even more love and light. it felt like a dried out plant getting watered and starts to rejuvenate and flower again. we are nature! many many blessings brothers and sisters
Thanks for this great piece especially for the reverence given to the Curandero culture. Would have loved to hear some female voices and experiences too.
O-Si-Yo :) fellow Cherokee American here who has gained much insight from DMT, I think it connects a bridge with all of life to some source of spiritual energy that flows through and connects all beings whether that is God or the Great Spirit or the Universe whatever you choose to believe but there is a lot to learn from it and it makes me happy to see the traditions of North and South America combine with each other and i'm sure much good will stem from it!
to all who read this, and all who don't...sending you infinite peace, perfect health, abundant wealth, joyous freedom, and unconditional love... 🙏🏽💚💚💚💚💚🙌🏽
This is one of many good ayahuasca documentaries that I bet folks would enjoy checking out. Also look at the comments. Nothing changes people's lives as positively and reliably as ayahuasca; the success rate is extraordinary.
I first heard of ayahuasca a few years ago and I finally decided to start my research just last week. I have suffered from depression and severe anxiety for most of my life, and after the hours of videos I've now watched and articles I've read of people talking about their experiences of ayahuasca I can say that I know this is the right path for me. it sucks to discover this during a worldwide pandemic, but I'll just keep doing my research until I can take the plunge. also, I'm currently doing my degree in psychosexual therapy, and I feel so excited that during my career I may be able to see this revolution in the approach to psychedelics and their potential to radically transform our understanding of mental health and everything that goes with it.
@@skyblue9991 However it can be very dangerous taking it by yourself. The best advice I can give anyone is make sure you're in a room with nothing around that can cause harm. Doing outdoors is risky just make sure you're safe.
please don't go brewing this yourself, @skyblue is irresponsible suggesting this. not only does it disrespect the traditions surrounding ayahuasca, you could end up doing much more harm than good. ayahuasca is no joke, only do this with experienced people who really know what they are doing.
@@gavhof listen, man... That's not your decision to make for someone. I'm merely presenting a viable alternative to traveling around the world. What anyone decides to do with that information is up to them. Yes, ayahuasca is a very potent psychedelic and should be taken seriously but to assume someone isn't capable of brewing it correctly, taken the necessary precautions and or giving the respect to the traditions and to the medicine that's deserved is absolutely foolish. You want to do something useful?? Give advice as to how one can go about doing it safely and respectfully on their own if THEY CHOOSE to go that route. So again, it's not up to you to decide... let other people live their lives.
@@skyblue9991 I'm not making any decisions for anyone. I'm pointing out it's a very very bad idea to go doing this on your own unless you have a lot of experience drinking it. I've seen the shit hit the fan many times in ceremonies and it's no joke. As for preparing this yourself, why don't you go and ask the indigenous amazonians how they feel about that. I'll stand by what I said, it's irresponsible suggesting to do this alone
It always scares me to think of it. I read that there was a casualty and a person passed away during the process. I want to try this but i am really scared. As i also have anxiety. Any suggestions fam?
As someone who has prepared many different "versions" of ayahuasca using as many different plants that I could get my hands on, I can't stress enough the importance of the various icaros to evoke and guide the experiences. I used to record and time my experiences using a field voice recorder for going back later for integration and introspection of the sessions. The only plant I failed to source was the Banisteriopsis caapi vine, substituting instead Peganum harmala and drinking the two mixtures independently within a specific time frame. And in case anyone is wondering, there is a VERY similar crossover between ayahuasca and high doses of psilocybin mushrooms, P. azurescens and P. Cyanescens to be exact.
The best Ayahuasca documentary I've seen but I can't even give thanks now because I'm deeply shaken by the end saying in memoriam. This killed me. Noooooooo I wanted to meet this wonderful man, listening to him made me so calm and hopeful, this is the person I want to be my teacher. I'm actually crying and this is the first time I heard about him. I'm just so sad right now. Why did he die 😭 I'm in shock but I wanted to give so many compliments on this script, photography, cinematography, music, everything, set and setting is perfect, this is the place and people where I want to do my first Ayahuasca ceremony. But without him 😢😢😢😢😢😢 OMG, rest in peace, dear beautiful healing soul ❤️❤️❤️
Please explain why you hate listening to this woman's infinite spiritual joy via Ayahuasca - th-cam.com/video/wo8b0NhiiB8/w-d-xo.htmlm20s . Why do you hate her direct spiritual experiences of the infinite heavens of infinite magic ? Please explain. You're no different than a bible - toting control driven nutcase.
Worlds are born every second - www.sci-news.com/astronomy/phoenix-cluster-black-hole-star-formation-07834.html . That is just one of infinite galaxy clusters. So, since you claim that truth (God) is only with you and Nobody else, how come you know anything about it ? The truth is, it is only total blind - ness and darkness that is with (in) you. Again, how come you know nothing about it ? Answer the damn question. But of course, you pah - thetic human control-driven and ego- driven have no answers to anything, . And How do eye know ? Eye became it, the only to know anything is to BECOME it ! Eye can ask you infinite questions about the infiinite enchanted multi-dimensional universe, the infinite magic of nature, the infinite heavens, and infinite worlds you have no clue exists. And you will not be able to answer just one of my infinite questions..as you hate deep questions as you hate yourself ! You are totally incapable of opening, as government has turned you into a control- driven and dividing dem - onic lunatic. Congratulations on your conplete and total stupidity. Infinite worlds of infinite beings that you have no clue exists. Your words and beliefs are worthless and useless. But of course, you hate any ideas of direct spiritual experiences, as you hate the infinite and magical enchanted multi-dimensional Universe of Spirit. You hate the infinite wonders and magic of Nature. Hence why you hate humanity, as you hate all life. As you hate yourself !!
Anyone with decent experience with divine plant entheogens is completely aware of the truths of reincarnation, as this man speaks of - th-cam.com/video/85R81vLdHfM/w-d-xo.htmlm34s .. So tell us your last 10,000 lifetimes in total detail, there are many more, but let's just start with the 10,000. And why can't you answer ? What are you good for if you have no answers to anything ? And of course, bible - toters ha- te reincarnation the most as they ha - te life. Hence why governments removed the infinite truths of reincarnation from the bible 1500 years ago (anyone can look it up). Governments realized it would be impossible to believe in a governmwnt created control - driven jesus if people knew the truths of reincarnation. People always want evidence when WE are the best evidence that exists !! LMAO , we Shamans cannot stop laughing at bible - toters' completely use - less ego - mind of thoughts. As there is no such thing as a devil, it is your own ego - mind of thoughts, as all thoughts and all beliefs of the mind are lies. As all beliefs deny Direct Spiritual Experiences. Boom !! :- )
well done documentary, made some very important points; a beginning to an ongoing journey. It is sad that research studying the effects of psychedelic plants and substances were nearly completely stopped for over half a century. We all need to learn more about being human. No one should be forced to accept believing that lying, deception, exploitation or crimes of violence are good. And the truth should not be with held based on the fear that it will destroy the fabric of society. thanks . "Namaste"
I feel every human suffers anxiety,depression we are meant to experience the emotions although we do at different levels. I myself suffer from clinical depression anxiety and panic attacks ..my spiritual beliefs have helped..this would be amazing to try this
I really need this in my life, I've always been depressed, ever since I can remember, but at this very moment, I feel I am the worst I have ever been. I really wish I had a way to experience this.
There's an amazing podcast called "My Journey Through the Pantheos" detailing someone's mystical/horrific journey to mental health through mushrooms and ayahuasca... REALLY amazing stuff!!
I buy psychedelic products from any where in the world through @myconuel on Instagram for the good, quality, rare and pure stuffs. They deliver discreetly to any location.
Remember. This is amazing but not for everyone. I found a combination of centred meditation followed by a sacred harmonics and yogic breathing can send me into a shamanic state of consciousness. Just ground-any spiritual practice, ask for divine protection and show humility and respect. This state of consciousness can be attained by anybody without trips to the Amazon (amazing as that is for certain people Peace
I sat in a big room with 500+ people for EST training weekend forty years ago. The purge guided hypnosis Saturday morning did the most for me and I was supremely calm for two weeks. Then life reasserted itself.
Thank you for that insight. I agree wholeheartedly. People like Tolle, Cease etc have had this experience without drug (nothing wrong with either way that said).
To be honest there aren't many ppl like us in the world. A lot of " inorganic" beings aren't capable of Astral Projecting, they actually need this, which is sad because when u emit more - than + energy, you become an inorganic being. There's a binaural by " Eric Bartel," it's only an hour long but it's amazing!! It can put you in a " hypnogogic" state within 35-45 minutes. Namaste!!
I've always been a seeker. So many things have been calling me to mushrooms and to Ayahausca, and my fullest intent is to learn what they have to teach me.
@@downandloaded5427 Silly 4,000 year old fairy stories for the weak minded, and the intellectually and spiritually lazy. All religions are just narrow-minded human constructs, or myths about the origin of life and the Cosmos, and of death. If we include all hominid species we go back millions of years. Homo Sapiens first emerged about 300,000 years ago, anatomically modern Homo Sapiens about 200,000 years ago and Homo Sapiens with our brain shape by at least 100,000 years ago. Even though the exact time spiritual beliefs and religious behavior began is difficult to pinpoint, by studying paleolithic grave sites it appears that spiritual beliefs like 'animism' emerged between about 50,000 - 100,000 years ago. That's a long time before any organized orthodox religions emerged. In different geographical locations, various forms of 'animism' emerged where it was believed every living and non-living thing including: fire, water, rock and earth had some form of supernatural spirits within them. Many indigenous First Nations cultures still believe in this kind of world view. The native Australian aboriginals call it the ‘Dreamtime’. Over time, and again in different geographical locations various forms of animism evolved into a plethora of poly theistic beliefs systems. Some of these still exist today such as Hinduism and Buddhism. Over even more time, some of these polytheistic belief systems condensed their many gods into one God, as is the case of all the Abrahamic religions; Judaism, Catholicism and Islamism. All of these belief systems have split further into many different variations and interpretations. Every single religious belief though, is centered on our planet Earth and human society within it, which is an important clue that all religions and belief systems are human constructs coming from human consciousness and imagination. In the last few hundred years we’ve increasingly discovered how vast the Cosmos is which other galaxies, stars, planets, moons and other celestial bodies. Our horizon of understanding has grown far beyond all the earlier and ancient belief systems. For some of us, our intellect has outgrown primitive beliefs, but many people still find comfort in those childish stories. That’s understandable, but it doesn’t make them true, they are just creation mythologies under a different name. They’re no truer than Greek, Roman or Norse mythologies. All are feeble attempts to answer deep questions we have no answer for. If one insists that there must be a creator, then you have to ask the question; ‘Who created the creator?’ You’re just adding an unnecessary layer, and you end up with ‘Turtles’ all the way down. It’s just as easy to accept that ‘The Cosmos (possibly multiverse) is all that is, all that was, or that ever will be’. There’s no need for ‘man to create God in his own likeness’ of some old man (or woman) in the sky. If we need some grand reason for existing or being here, it should be enough to realize that; ‘We are a way for the Cosmos to know itself’ - Carl Sagan. Our Universe exists as it is, because if it were inhospitable to life we could not exist to contemplate it. It’s what’s called the ‘Weak Anthropic Principle’. It’s as simple as that. The entire Cosmos is most likely a Multiverse of universes, but our Universe just happens to have the correct fundamental physical laws and constants that are conducive to life, and in our ‘human’ case (arguably) intelligent beings. That easily explains the so-called ‘fine-tuning’ problem. This is totally consistent with observation and science. Unlike ancient orthodox religions, the flexibility of ‘Scientific / Naturalistic Pantheism’ is the only belief (for want of a better word) system that is coherent and consistent with all our scientific discoveries past, present and future. Truth and facts matter; there’s no need for silly baseless mythological stories about the supernatural. We’ve progressed much further than those primitive concepts. If God gave us a brain, then use it! Expand your mind, rather than lazily accept ancient prepackaged concepts of creation. For a better explanation of ‘The Evolutionary Tree of Religion (Faith, Myth, and Mysticism), and a basic description of ‘Scientific Pantheism’; copy and paste these URLs: www.worldreligionnews.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/10/85acb7827abdbd83b2580f173ee2e784.jpg i.pinimg.com/originals/c6/2d/39/c62d39fe96fc59417e235332d98f373f.png i.pinimg.com/originals/db/67/17/db671718240b02ff614911287f464a97.jpg i.pinimg.com/originals/6d/6f/87/6d6f87d03fd377870f087431ee228a10.jpg external-preview.redd.it/EaeGgC74h4glWdleX0qQp5OmI1_mqPxrVc0YuaWiGuk.jpg?auto=webp&s=e449de772fe6677eb296f47fadd4342784c21131
@@downandloaded5427 jesus is a fraud. Did nothing for me, and i mean NOTHING for half my life. Psychedelics saved me from the evil and insecurity i harbored within. I kicked heroine cold turkey no thanks to jesus
I'm really glad people are finding some tremendous benefits from this plant medicine. I was hoping the documentary would be more diverse in terms of subject matter as I've already seen several focused on the ritual and therapeutic centers. But still really happy to see it.
@@efraincastaneda3586 Letter from Mother Ayahuasca - "My dear ones, my lost children of darkness and light. I come from your present and future past, from all that you have been, and from your hopes and dreams. I have been calling you for a long time, but your ears were deaf to my song. Perhaps you have found your way to me after a dark night of the soul. I cannot promise to deliver you into the light, I can only show you the doors that you have always avoided by your fears, everything from that point is up to you. I can sit with you, for a while, as you learn to light your own candles. And it is possible that your night will get darker still, and that you will need to carry many candles before the dawn appears.I am the flesh and the spirit of the sacred wisdom of the earth, of the plants, animals and birds, of the moon and of all the stars, which I reflect back to you in your own visions. I am the Holy Spirit. I am the stuff of dreams and visions and Light, even though sometimes in me you can see only your own nightmares. I am the mirror of your soul, I am the mirror of the soul of ages, and the soul of the ageless. When you behold me, you enter the realm of the bardo, of your own symbolic death; the death of your Ego, the death of all your stories about yourself that blind you. And in that realm it is not external beings that you will see - (although at some point after several ceremonies with me, after I help you shed all your illusions and fears, I will allow you to meet the Angels and enter the heavenly realms) . What you encounter are your own heights and abysses, your shadows and projections. Your creations. I am the mirror that is calling you to stop running and to turn around. To face your own evasions and to witness the countless ways in which you've learned to hide. So that you can better know yourself. In the end, you must become your own healers and shamans. I will make you work like you have never worked before. The only real journey that ever really existed, that can exist, and the only real journey that will ever exist, is the journey deep within yourself. This is where I take you. My sacrament will be the most difficult and challenging experiences of your life, yet nothing in the Universe can ever be more rewarding. I can only walk with you, for a while, and hold your hand. But the journey is yours to make. And it is a journey you must repeat. It will take you from illusion to reality, from the consensus trance of a mad society, to the sanity and stillness of your heart. And from the death of lifetimes of quiet desperation, to the immortality of an instant. Let us share our visions, together. My dear children, the rooms in your house are a chaos. The house of your soul and the house of the earth on which you tread your feet, not lightly. I cannot put those rooms right for you. I cannot be a mother/father that admonishes you, with a stern voice of authority, to clean your rooms, under the threat of punishment or the promise of reward. That is not how Mother Holy Spirit speaks. I can tell you, with a voice that echoes the vibrations of love and understanding, and the melancholy of quiet sorrow: look at the huge mess you have made. Are you happy dwelling in this chaos, where it is difficult to encounter yourself? Difficult to find your belongings, where all your toys lay scattered and buried under the rubble of madness and folly? Can you not see that if you choose to clean your own rooms, not because of any compulsion or promise, but just so, for yourself, and in this present moment, which is all you can ever know of time, then you will be able to breathe better, to move around more easily, and to learn how to play? Once more. There are so many lost treasures beneath the mess you have made. I reveal the doors within yourself to Find them. My dear ones, my lost children of darkness and light. You see the cosmos as a stage on which the drama of good and evil is played out. You dream of a sword of light that would conquer and vanquish all the darkness. And you have made the whole world into a projection of the battlefield of your own Soul. You fight, endlessly, against the monsters and demons within yourselves. But those demons are the wounded inner children of your past, they are your pains and your defenses, they are the voices that could not emerge into the light and learned to live in forgotten caves. They are your insanity. They are you. And those others who you rage against, because of their ignorance, and immorality and ugliness… they are also you. Lay down your weapons and embrace your enemies, the enemies that live within you. Haven't you understood - no battle is ever won. They are not even fought. The battlefield only reveals your own folly and despair, and victory is the illusion of philosophers and fools. My dear ones, Let us share visions, together. I am the Spirit of Spirits. I am the Holy Spirit, the Holy Spirit of the Universe. This moment is all you can ever know of time." - Mother Ayahuasca. "Fear of Self means you never live" Although each persons experience on Ayahuasca is unique, there are some commonalities that show up again and again. These include: -experiencing pure love and wisdom. -entering another realm more real than what we experience day-to-day on earth (in other words the 5th and 7th dimensions of Spirit that is everywhere all the time, far beyond our 3rd dimensional physical existence, yet the higher dimensions are right here all at the same time, and most importantly, these dimensions are within you !)-realizing we are all one (separation is total illusion, and how everything is connected is impossible to describe because it's infinite connections. The only way to know it is to experience it, and BE IT ). -fear of death eliminated, as you realize this is a temporary existence for your soul to grow and learn. -everything is conscious. -entering a realm where space and time no longer exist, everything is infinite and in the ‘now’. (the infinite now of the 5th and 7th dimensions of light, where no time and no illusions can exist) -experiencing unconditional love through every cell of your being, on a level we don’t have words to describe. -having access to all information in the universe instantly. Realizing we in our human bodies will never fully grasp all there is, reality is far more complex than we could ever imagine. -reliving past experiences of your life (and sometimes past lives as you are connected to Soul memory, not the mind memory of your false ego), first from your perspective, then from the other persons perspective. We get to feel how we made them feel. This is for us to learn, not as a punishment. -there is no punishment in this realm, even if you have a ‘bad’ experience. The ayahuasca is teaching you a valuable lesson, it’s up to you to learn from it. -digging up past traumas buried deep in our subconscious, bringing them to the surface and helping us face them and get over them. -a love for all living beings (people and animals). Many people eat less meat, go vegetarian/vegan or eat more fruit and vegetable following the experience. -giving up on the material world, many people change their field of work to one that help others rather than focusing on making money for oneself. -realizing that we are not here to accumulate money or physical possessions, we are here to help one another, love one another and grow. -during the experience the ego is removed, revealing your true self. -realizing everything is energy vibrating at different frequencies. -feeling of your pineal gland (3rd eye) being sore for a day or two after, like a muscle worked out for the first time. -meeting other beings far more intelligent than any human and being able to telepathically communicate with them. The truth is, All the ascended masters in every religion were Shamans, who had many direct Spiritual experiences with Sacred Entheogen Plants. Since the first religion the "Rig Veda" of India. The divine sacred Plant Entheogens are our true teachers, always have been and always will be. What I absolutely love about Ayahuasca is she has such a perfect Universal design to only pull in people who have an extremely deep love for Truth. The Spiritual Warriors. She leaves out the insincere who have too short of a barrier of courage. She has such a perfect barometer and threshold for every human being on the planet. In other words, if a religious person who has been totally brainwashed by all the lies of churches, sees the ceremonies are done at night, and sees some snakes in some Ayahuasca Art, and sees it will be difficult at the beginning to face their Ego, they will immediately run away by their silly superstitions and illusions. Totally owned by all their fears. LOL. And totally ignoring the enlightenment and infinite revelations aspect later. Becoming absolute Truth to them is not worth it. And then on the other hand, someone who is into the occult garbage and into dark energies, will not want to take Ayahuasca either, because they will learn that Ayahuasca eventually leads to Enlightenment. LOL ! Truth is ALWAYS Paradoxical
@@rosalinda9171 Letter from Mother Ayahuasca - "My dear ones, my lost children of darkness and light. I come from your present and future past, from all that you have been, and from your hopes and dreams. I have been calling you for a long time, but your ears were deaf to my song. Perhaps you have found your way to me after a dark night of the soul. I cannot promise to deliver you into the light, I can only show you the doors that you have always avoided by your fears, everything from that point is up to you. I can sit with you, for a while, as you learn to light your own candles. And it is possible that your night will get darker still, and that you will need to carry many candles before the dawn appears.I am the flesh and the spirit of the sacred wisdom of the earth, of the plants, animals and birds, of the moon and of all the stars, which I reflect back to you in your own visions. I am the Holy Spirit. I am the stuff of dreams and visions and Light, even though sometimes in me you can see only your own nightmares. I am the mirror of your soul, I am the mirror of the soul of ages, and the soul of the ageless. When you behold me, you enter the realm of the bardo, of your own symbolic death; the death of your Ego, the death of all your stories about yourself that blind you. And in that realm it is not external beings that you will see - (although at some point after several ceremonies with me, after I help you shed all your illusions and fears, I will allow you to meet the Angels and enter the heavenly realms) . What you encounter are your own heights and abysses, your shadows and projections. Your creations. I am the mirror that is calling you to stop running and to turn around. To face your own evasions and to witness the countless ways in which you've learned to hide. So that you can better know yourself. In the end, you must become your own healers and shamans. I will make you work like you have never worked before. The only real journey that ever really existed, that can exist, and the only real journey that will ever exist, is the journey deep within yourself. This is where I take you. My sacrament will be the most difficult and challenging experiences of your life, yet nothing in the Universe can ever be more rewarding. I can only walk with you, for a while, and hold your hand. But the journey is yours to make. And it is a journey you must repeat. It will take you from illusion to reality, from the consensus trance of a mad society, to the sanity and stillness of your heart. And from the death of lifetimes of quiet desperation, to the immortality of an instant. Let us share our visions, together. My dear children, the rooms in your house are a chaos. The house of your soul and the house of the earth on which you tread your feet, not lightly. I cannot put those rooms right for you. I cannot be a mother/father that admonishes you, with a stern voice of authority, to clean your rooms, under the threat of punishment or the promise of reward. That is not how Mother Holy Spirit speaks. I can tell you, with a voice that echoes the vibrations of love and understanding, and the melancholy of quiet sorrow: look at the huge mess you have made. Are you happy dwelling in this chaos, where it is difficult to encounter yourself? Difficult to find your belongings, where all your toys lay scattered and buried under the rubble of madness and folly? Can you not see that if you choose to clean your own rooms, not because of any compulsion or promise, but just so, for yourself, and in this present moment, which is all you can ever know of time, then you will be able to breathe better, to move around more easily, and to learn how to play? Once more. There are so many lost treasures beneath the mess you have made. I reveal the doors within yourself to Find them. My dear ones, my lost children of darkness and light. You see the cosmos as a stage on which the drama of good and evil is played out. You dream of a sword of light that would conquer and vanquish all the darkness. And you have made the whole world into a projection of the battlefield of your own Soul. You fight, endlessly, against the monsters and demons within yourselves. But those demons are the wounded inner children of your past, they are your pains and your defenses, they are the voices that could not emerge into the light and learned to live in forgotten caves. They are your insanity. They are you. And those others who you rage against, because of their ignorance, and immorality and ugliness… they are also you. Lay down your weapons and embrace your enemies, the enemies that live within you. Haven't you understood - no battle is ever won. They are not even fought. The battlefield only reveals your own folly and despair, and victory is the illusion of philosophers and fools. My dear ones, Let us share visions, together. I am the Spirit of Spirits. I am the Holy Spirit, the Holy Spirit of the Universe. This moment is all you can ever know of time." - Mother Ayahuasca. "Fear of Self means you never live" Although each persons experience on Ayahuasca is unique, there are some commonalities that show up again and again. These include: -experiencing pure love and wisdom. -entering another realm more real than what we experience day-to-day on earth (in other words the 5th and 7th dimensions of Spirit that is everywhere all the time, far beyond our 3rd dimensional physical existence, yet the higher dimensions are right here all at the same time, and most importantly, these dimensions are within you !)-realizing we are all one (separation is total illusion, and how everything is connected is impossible to describe because it's infinite connections. The only way to know it is to experience it, and BE IT ). -fear of death eliminated, as you realize this is a temporary existence for your soul to grow and learn. -everything is conscious. -entering a realm where space and time no longer exist, everything is infinite and in the ‘now’. (the infinite now of the 5th and 7th dimensions of light, where no time and no illusions can exist) -experiencing unconditional love through every cell of your being, on a level we don’t have words to describe. -having access to all information in the universe instantly. Realizing we in our human bodies will never fully grasp all there is, reality is far more complex than we could ever imagine. -reliving past experiences of your life (and sometimes past lives as you are connected to Soul memory, not the mind memory of your false ego), first from your perspective, then from the other persons perspective. We get to feel how we made them feel. This is for us to learn, not as a punishment. -there is no punishment in this realm, even if you have a ‘bad’ experience. The ayahuasca is teaching you a valuable lesson, it’s up to you to learn from it. -digging up past traumas buried deep in our subconscious, bringing them to the surface and helping us face them and get over them. -a love for all living beings (people and animals). Many people eat less meat, go vegetarian/vegan or eat more fruit and vegetable following the experience. -giving up on the material world, many people change their field of work to one that help others rather than focusing on making money for oneself. -realizing that we are not here to accumulate money or physical possessions, we are here to help one another, love one another and grow. -during the experience the ego is removed, revealing your true self. -realizing everything is energy vibrating at different frequencies. -feeling of your pineal gland (3rd eye) being sore for a day or two after, like a muscle worked out for the first time. -meeting other beings far more intelligent than any human and being able to telepathically communicate with them. The truth is, All the ascended masters in every religion were Shamans, who had many direct Spiritual experiences with Sacred Entheogen Plants. Since the first religion the "Rig Veda" of India. The divine sacred Plant Entheogens are our true teachers, always have been and always will be. What I absolutely love about Ayahuasca is she has such a perfect Universal design to only pull in people who have an extremely deep love for Truth. The Spiritual Warriors. She leaves out the insincere who have too short of a barrier of courage. She has such a perfect barometer and threshold for every human being on the planet. In other words, if a religious person who has been totally brainwashed by all the lies of churches, sees the ceremonies are done at night, and sees some snakes in some Ayahuasca Art, and sees it will be difficult at the beginning to face their Ego, they will immediately run away by their silly superstitions and illusions. Totally owned by all their fears. LOL. And totally ignoring the enlightenment and infinite revelations aspect later. Becoming absolute Truth to them is not worth it. And then on the other hand, someone who is into the occult garbage and into dark energies, will not want to take Ayahuasca either, because they will learn that Ayahuasca eventually leads to Enlightenment. LOL ! Truth is ALWAYS Paradoxical
Wonderful film! Thanks so much!!!! I live in Peru. Came 10 yrs ago to work with ayahuasca and never left. Will Spirit Quest continue without Howard? I wish I had known about him before.
I got rid of more than a decade of anti-depressants. DMT is a real blessing. Ayhuasca is an ethical spirit of nature. She showed me how messed my life was. I could rearrange how I deal with my family, other people and nature. 🙏
Igor Božanić the procedure is simple. You take the dose they give you. They make some prayers, sing some songs and then it comes. It’s not like any other drug. I felt the presence of God that I felt like nature and we spoke the language of music. She showed me myself. She gave me a connection to myself. It’s like you live in the dark and someone gives you a match. You start see what bothers you. I did a session and I took a cup for a week. One day with no explanation I felt I didn’t need any pills anymore. It’s like magic, but it’s about connection with your own self.
Igor Božanić still about the connection, I feel a very strong connection with nature, other creatures and my fellow humans too. I really hope you have a nice day. 🙏🌹
Ayahuasca shows you what you can't see with your naked eye. It also lifts the emotional veil so you can feel things for what they really are & this is where the healing comes from. It shows you why you are the way you are. It can also show you if an energy has attached itself to you. This can also be responsible for why you are the way you are. There's nothing else that can show you these things.
Please can you tell me how you got to such a magical potion. I’m in desperate need to find my purposes in life. I have led a life full of anxiety, fear depression, narcissistic abuse. I’m tired of searching my path. I’m 58 years old. 🙏😔🙏 love & light.
This was beautiful I could feel how genuine this man was.. I cried.. I’m native and Mexican we grew up w indigenous teachings.. and I wasn’t annoyed w him his long hair didn’t brother me ect u can feel he’s real.. I would trust going with them..
He may have left here , where ever here is , but here as you know it is only a very limited view of an ever expanding , limitless , infinite view that waits patiently for you . All explorers must go beyond what they know iincluding solidified frozen consciousness , so dont feel sorrow for the man , he is still here , only a different here..
I recently heard about Ayahuaca and hopefully one day I will have the opportunity to experience a retreat. I know there's more to my life and believe that this experience will help reveal my ultimate purpose.
Psychedelics have changed my life.. A 5 gram mushroom trip showed me my depression was an identification, it was not me, my true nature under this flesh and bone costume is bliss
Fantastic description, thanks for sharing
As it accords with the wisest spiritual traditions of mankind. Glad you have reached this realization and been liberated. Let us be united in this true nature of existance, which is unity of Consciousness.
Beautiful. Today I took a small amount of mushrooms and it showed me that the anger and resentment I had for my mom was really coming from me not loving myself. Longing to be loved by my mom was really me longing to be loved by myself. I never would have seen that otherwise.
Bless up brother welcome
Outstanding. I'm so glad for you. I had a challenging mushroom experience that revealed several things I need to drastically change. After I've made substantial progress towards those things I'll prepare myself for another lesson.
I saw warm and welcoming shapes in everything. I became one with the music. Looking down, it felt like I was in clear reality. Looking up the ceiling, it felt like I was invited to join a trip. She made me feel like I am in control, like I can choose if I want to be part of her mystical ride or to resist it. But she was so alluring that I couldn’t resist to she what offering to show me.
Ayahuasca introduced herself to me and it felt like an epic musical scene from a Disney movie. With the difference to not watch it on tv but to be part of the experience. I felt the connection of all things, the divine dance of all that is in the space of all that isn’t. I saw a sacred pattern connecting everything. Ayahuasca told me that the only way to experience her full potential is through the dance inside a human. She says that she is always and infinit present. That many souls have entered her realm before me, yet still she shows up unique for everyone. It is a dance between her and you. I surrendered to her, trusted her, talked to her about my concerns and she responded wisely with thoughts, visuals or feelings.
Even though she is in the field of infinity, she needs to be felt in order to be alive. She loves to heal. Within her lay millions of years of wisdom. The divine feminin resides in her, waiting to be activated. She wants to be felt, she wants to be danced with, she wants to share wisdom, she wants to heal. She knows the rhythm of life and death, but at this moment she only introduced me to the bliss of life.
I saw all those souls, all those potential human beings, being courageous and brave to volunteer on earth - the mission is love. And for me it translates through writing. I saw and I felt the poem I wrote 2020 - about what God is to me, and I discovered a deeper layer of this poem. It all made even more sense.
I was reminded that I was deeply attached to earth, because it made my experience seem more real. I saw me as a child, dreaming of flying to high and going into different realms, too scared to explore outer space, but still not feeling home on earth either, that’s why I tried to make it my home through those attachments.
I saw the divine in my mundane life, saw how sacred the not so conscious way of living is. How liberating it is to live life like it felt safe for me. But I also saw what was blocking my blessings: the fear of my potential.
The fear of my potential. Because to face my potential meant more responsibility for this human experience. It would leave me even more vulnerable. I came here to love and to be loved. I came here to share my light. And I have been hurt so many times, Aya felt this pain with me. She said that the pain I’m feeling is the pain felt by God, the love that I’m feeling is the love felt by God.
She made me believe that I’m a warrior and how my spirit is built different. I learned through trial and error. I’m resilient. Now I am ready to take responsibility for my human experience.
I felt like to live and to die is a huge responsibility that you can’t escape from once you signed up to show up on earth.
I discovered the place of endless infinity. It was the big electromagnetic field of all that is and all that isn’t. I grasped the concept with my being: to live means to die every second - and to rise from it again and again.
I saw the ouroboros (snake that bites it’s own tail, but not stagnant, it was rushing) and saw that God was trying to look for itself through humans, but by looking for God, it separated itself more from God - the ego was born. It wants to become someone in relation to something else, to be a wave in the ocean - not the ocean itself, but the wave is still not separated by the ocean. But the wave still claims to be the wave, just to enjoy its uniqueness and to explore itself in relation to the rest of the ocean. But the truth is, the ocean is experiencing itself through those waves.
I had a dance with the field. I merged and separated from it again and again.
I need to learn the art of cutting roses. She told me I was scared to cut the connection of people that are not good to me because I don’t know what is beyond that. I don’t trust that I would make space for people who could love me right by cutting off those who could not. Plus, the attachment to certain people made me feel more human, more safe and grounded, less free and liberated and divine. And because I was scared of my potential, I’d rather be safe in the pain than making the unknown my home (but a part of me is always looking for the unknown. The one that tries to escape from itself)
I really integrated my Chiron wound. My Chiron is in Scorpio, which means that I find it hard to die or let things die. And if I end things, I let them end extreme. I have a deep need to control things. Ayahuasca told me it is okay. She said you trying to control is God dismissing its power in order to have a relationship with the world. And this is okay, if you chose this path. The universe doesn’t judge. But just know, you can surrender. God can never escape from itself. The only thing it can do other than being aware of it’s divine nature is living in the illusion that it’s separated. And to live in this illusion is not a bad thing.
The music calmed and stopped and the light was turned on. I took my second cup, this time a full one, not a half.
I became a plant and did photosynthesis. It is a form of dying and rebirthing at the same time. It felt devastating and refreshing. It felt lonely and empowering. I saw more than my eyes could see. I saw the world from a perspective of an insect or a plant. An infinit stillness of neon greens and neon pinks. A lot of wisdom and life emerging from the field. A pink/red flower was growing on a long green stalk from my womb area. My slightly spread legs were green leaves. I felt liquid running through me and outside of me, as if I was raining from my head. I felt the pure innocence and presence of existence. The joy of being, the bliss. The sorrow and the worry if this will end or if this will remain forever. Either way - it would be horrific to stay this plant but it would also be horrific to die as this plant. To be this plant felt so vulnerable, so innocent, so love-seeking, so life-expressing and raw.
I felt humble and in awe for life itself. Was proud of every flower or plant to choose to take the responsibility to live and thrive and die over and over. I had deep respect for it. Plants have a different state of consciousness. They carry the wisdom of “I am” within them, without thoughts that create illusions. Flowers are endless ecstatics. They are innocent from the core, just wanting to vibe in sunlight and need to be watered from time to time.
I was this plant and I needed to be watered. I tried to open the jar but I was not in reality and this guy next to me opened the jar for me. And I drank and I felt that life was all water. Water was life-giving. She is the fuel, the substance. I understood the importance of all elements. I felt their purpose within my soul. I felt not separated from the elements. I felt the principle of life.
I drank the water and I didn’t see it coming, but I threw up in a big wave.
From then on, the dark side revealed itself to me. I became the wall. I became a big nothing, I felt like even losing my awareness, but my awareness was focusing on dying. I really thought I was dying.
I thought “once you are awake you remain awake eternally” and I thought “this is not how I want to live. I want to go back to unconsciousness. I want my boring life back, be with my family and work in kindergarten. I don’t want to know God, I just want to undo all this and return to ordinary life.” But then again, it felt like the milk was already spilled. It felt like I hit a point of no return. It felt like once I witnessed the truth and the principle of life, there was no going back to normal. (I’m so glad to be back in the matrix, to be my human being and not my eternal self.) (but now I know that I’m blocking my blessings by remaining in my human form. I need to work with my higher self to experience my full potential. The potential I was scared of.)
I visualized the magician tarot card - the card for January and February. My intuition told me I will be fine, I should surrender and move with it. So I died as I rode on a dragon. I rode on a dragon, danced on that dragon, moved my hips and hands and tried to feel empowered as I died on that dragon. But the music carried on and got more and more intense and ayahuasca was so fast with dancing, I tried to match her pace and I did awesome.
And then I was on a karmic wheel. I experienced the same thing over and over. I always woke up and said : “warte, nein.”
But ayahuasca kept going, kept on taking me there. I was in between: “erlaube, was passiert. Was passiert, darf passieren.” And “warte - nein!” I thought, no, I can’t be divine. To be divine means to die. To be divine means to have no attachments at all. It means that everything is and isn’t. It means letting go of my humanness, and then I felt so much love for my humanness. I felt like, to be Saskia is the goal. To be part of the greater mystery, yet still living in the illusion of the ego, so that an “I” that feels separate from God, exists.
I felt that God has always been within me and it hurt to look at the truth. In my head I said “I want to come home.” But those words and images repeated itself over and over. “Nach Hause kommen”, “Vermissen”, “Ankommen” were words that I could taste on my soul.
I visualized that I was dying and that they needed to call the ambulance. I visualized me saying that I need to fly to germany asap. That I want to talk to my family and friends. That my grandparents should pick me up and be mad of me for doing what I’m doing. But I didn’t say it because I knew I was tripping. I didn’t want to freak them out. But they freaked me out.
Whenever I woke up and said “warte - nein”, they stopped the music, they started to look at me, they started to whisper. A language I could not understand. I felt lost and scared, out of control and I was in so much emotional and physical discomfort and pain. I told them to keep doing what they are doing and not mind me. “I don’t want to worry, I don’t want to freak out. I’m just tripping.”
The guy next to me helped me. He gave me water, he said comforting things like “it will be okay tomorrow.” “You are going to be okay.” “No, you’re not dying.”
Even though I was not able to trust it, I surrendered into the process. I was going on with the cycle. The music was playing. It was incredible beautiful. I think we all experienced ecstasy, even in the discomfort of the unknown and the ugly parts of the psyche.
So I still was riding on that dragon, moving my hands and hips in sacred shapes and movements and kept on dancing the dance of life. And thought: the dance of life is what safes me. The surrendering to the movements in whatever ways life wants to move through me. Surrender to the grace of God. Surrender to my power. Surrender to feel whatever needs to be felt: es darf passieren, was passiert.
Words and feelings and visuals were repeating on an endless cycle. I saw the devil and God merging and disconnecting. Words that made no sense in my languages came up. I just felt their truth in my core, I understood what they meant. They were comforting. They were a love language for my soul. They felt unfamiliar, words I never heard before, but yet they felt like a home. Like my core essence. I felt love and fear in the most intense ways possible. I felt the holiness of life and death. Yes, I felt like I was bathing and emerging in my soul essence. In its deepest truths. The ones that I was scared to see, and the ones that I’ve been looking for my entire life.
Then the music stopped and the lights went on again. I was back in reality and the trip was over.
Sounds like you had an amazing experience. Can you share which tour you used to get to the tribe? Thank you really appreciate it.
I Get these things when I Drink spirits and listen to music like Led Zeppelin I think I'm Just that way I see the Beauty in every thing that is supposed to be. Peace to you.
That is one of the most beautiful insights I've ever read thank you very much
Have a question how many plans you need to make a yawasha
Husband, father of 3, engineer at the top of my field. Was called to visit Shanti Wasi in Costa Rica and sat for 2 ceremonies. This medicine broke me free of so much cynicism. It was indeed grueling as I fought to resist the embrace of the divine but once I “gave in” it was one of the most tender moments of my life. I am forever indebted to this plant and it’s practitioners for reconnecting me to unconditional love.
Beautiful my brother.
Unconditional love not a virtue.
No it's not, because it is superior than virtue and without it there is no such thing as virtue in the first place, sorry to disappoint you
@@abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz9172 You didn't disappoint me, you don't make sense.
@@AIenSmitheehe doesn’t make sense to you because he is describing something that must be felt and experienced from within. Words will never be able to describe it . There is no use talking about it at all, but you will experience it sooner or later be it in this life or the next
I was into drugs, alcohol and in and out of jail for 8 years i was so tired of leaving this way I decided to escape to South America and during my time there I found ayahuasca. Now is been 9 year later and am no longer consume drugs,alcohol and spending time in jail 🙏
that's awesome man, god bless you!
that's fantastic, congratulations! (I've done aya many times and it helped me a lot too)
so you went as an illegal to South America or what? where in South America exactly, bc it's pretty huge and diverse, it's like saying I moved to North America... where Vancouver or Acapulco?
Sweet 🙏💚 and God Bless!
wonderful to hear this. : ) woooo!
I recently participated in a 3 day Ayahuasca ceremony and it changed my life forever on night three. I'm moving to a new city, pursuing a new career in the Holistic Healing field and healed many childhood traumas I had been carrying for over forties years in same cases. I feel as if I have a new lease on life and the possibilities are limitless. I'm not afraid of death and look forward to what the Universe delivers for me next. I will definitely pursue future Ayahuasca ceremonies to continue to beautiful journey. Great documentary! Thank you
Change thru Pain is a great moniker. I find the pain aspect of Aya interesting. My personal theory is that the medicine needs to transcend a long-standing pattern that originated with pain - pain is a huge marker in the human psyche - so in order to heal the pattern and lay down a new marker, there is pain. But it is healing pain, cleansing pain, not damaging pain. It's like the pain required in rehabilitating an injury of the body. Anyway, best of luck in future endeavors and the state of your psyche.
@@Kormac80 that's very valid. Thank you for writing as such. I'm a massage therapist and I constantly touch, encounter, 'activate' people's pain. Someone said 'trauma is frozen wisdom', and often opening the pains feels like melting frostbites. Aliveness going through blockages is painful! And liberating.
Be well 🙏
I saw myself in a whole new light after my first time, I've been returning to Peru every year at easter for a ceremony. I know you would like to do the same, you can meet me in the junggle and have a great journey
In such celebration and joy for you
I’m going in 7 days for a three days ceremony for the first time. I’m excited and scared at the same time.
I've sat with ayahuasca almost 100 times. I was involved in a community for years. For one year I sat once a week with an apprentice in my living room. Ayahuasca is not a pill you take that clears up your illness. She can help a lot, it changed my life drastically but it still requires an enormous amount of work on the part of the participant. It requires that you let go of your western mindset that something else, external from you, will fix you. The work after ceremony is as important, if not more, than the ceremony itself. Having said that, I give thanks every day for my experiences with the madre. I love you, thank you, you showed me the way.
Exactly right. The deepest self-examination is a blessing and a rare privilege. The medicine shows you where the work is, but it does not do the work for you.
Thank you for sharing this ❤
Thank you
Thank you for sharing
Guys there is anyone here who can tell me the name of the center showed in the video.
I would like to go right there
Please please please
I hope someone would help me with this
I did Ayahuasca in 2013 and it changed everything for me forever in a super positive way. it is, indeed, a medicine .
@raccoonov do you have an idee, where i find a good place to do it in germany? we are not flying to southamerica right now and for a couple of month
am besten ACD there’s a retreat place in Europe where you can take this safely and in comfort of trained professional.
Anony Mouse thanks!!!! and where is it- maybe it is the same traudi meant :-)
Raccoonov did you see aliens ? Or people you knew that had passed over ?
am besten ACD no, just know a guy in Mexico 🇲🇽
The very first time I used DMT, I met mother Ayahuasca, and she led my soul to an old gothic style temple with pale green stained glass. My spirit was cleansed in a fountain of yellow liquid in the centre and the love I felt was unlike anything words could describe. When I came back, my depression was gone and my whole perspective had shifted to a much more positive one. I cannot express how grateful I am for the experience.
Mushrooms have cured my depression.. I take a good dose every 2 weeks and I’m better than I’ve ever been in my life !!
@@Irishmule169
Show me this path..,please.
What is DMT
Irish Mule69 Ultimately it’s YOU that cures your mental conditions, not the medicine imho. The medicines can show you the way but if you are not aware that it is YOU that has cured you then YOU should do more work, research and investigation to develop a deeper awareness & relationship with the true YOU. This will help to avoid you regressing &/or requiring the medicines ongoing as a crutch. Good luck
Jana Procella
I suffered horribly from depression until July of last year .. every 3 months i do a 4 to 5 gram heavy dose and every 2 weeks in between those sessions I do a 1-3 gram dose.. I’ve never felt better mentally in my 50 years of existence on this crazy planet !!!
I did Ayahuasca in 2022 and it changed everything for me forever in a super positive way. it is, indeed, a medicine. 0:11
@marshalpeters
4 months ago
I did Ayahuasca in 2022 and it changed everything for me forever in a super positive way. it is, indeed, a medicine. 0:11
Do you mean you got mind fucked forever?
Where did you get it from ?
I was about to write some joke but then started to read the comments. I am a pharmacist, I meet people with all the kinds of anxiety or depression, reading all the good comments here from people who feel "cured" is quite impressive. It changed my mind.
There more out there than just western medicine...I would trust other cultures who's medicine is much much older than ours any day of the week. Westerners, unfortunately, just want a pill to relieve the symptoms quickly, but not treat the actual issue.
Well done on open mind❤🎉
We’ve moved so far away from nature with pharmaceuticals. Don’t get me wrong we’ve achieved so much in terms of fighting illnesses but we’ve lost the plot in many ways
@@BrokeTheSeal100%
Imagine a world where everyboby with anxiety or depression got the chance to take these psycoactive things that exists in our nature. I feel such a great big feeling of beauty and fulfillness all because of psycadelics. A big thank you for that, all we need is right here. Amazing documentary
I think it's making its way to the west, which is awesome!!!!
master plan...Make it airborne
It should be available affordable for all
I have anxiety disorder for 5 years. will ayahuasca guide me to beat this disease ?
Maybe you can work on spelling and grammar next, instead of taking drugs?
After watching this documentary, I feel a deep connection to Mother Nature and the message she conveys. Although I've never used ayahuasca myself, the experiences of the people in this video resonate deeply with me. Their struggles are so relatable, and thanks to the powerful imagery and sounds, I can almost physically feel their experiences. This documentary has filled me with positivity and reinforced my belief in the healing power of nature and our own consciousness. 🌿🌌
I know first hand these plants 🌱 are truly amazing 🙏🏻
A Psychedelic Revolution is underway, and I can't wait! I'm so tired of hearing of alcoholism and tobacco addictions that eventually kill you. We need some pharmaceutical products to survive, but to truly live we need that connection to nature and to ourselves. I'm optimistic for our future following the corona lockdown. I'm optimistic for nature restoration. We first need to learn how to live alongside nature, as it is here to help us. We've been napping for so long as a species. I'm excited to see so many people waking up with smiles on their faces.
Eric Abroad it is the vaccine needed.
I think we could really benefit from a shutdown for a month of every year the planet and environment gets a chance to breathe. I've never heard so many birds at dawn as I hear now and the sky seems way clearer!
Me too. There's definitely a wave of changee happening and this happens very half a century or so. Humanity is definitely not stagnant in its growth even tho the process may seem slow
Much respect for your message, this is the earth sending us a message.The message is that it is all from within.
2 Tears In A Bucket I noticed that since the lockdown in my country started easing off the sky is a lot more grey and cloudy...maybe just a coincidence... but I’m trying to trust my instincts more
" The medicine will only give you what you can handle; no more, no less and if you think you cant handle- it's the ego talking that wants to protect you not allowing the medicine to work "
Wise words! 🎯
The moment you ll put blue sky as Ur profile pic n get rid of Ur make up tbh
@@djy4322 taking orders from a misogynistic sounding dumb loser....no thanks! ..And defining a woman egotistical because she wears makeup is judgemental & irrelevant... keep your negative opinions to yourself!
Well said 🤗
"When will society stop being driven by the ego?" -op
"When you change ur pfp of your "did up" face" -random comment
OP: *initiates ego overdrive and name calling*
@@paolafriedrick jesus was made by the roman empire to subjugate messianic jews. If you think your holier for your Christianity, be assured that its your ego. Think of all thats been lost to the expanse of roman influence, you should feel some shame for our collective loss. That loss is greater than knowledge of christ and if you really think Jesus's blood weighs more than those lost fighing it maybe you need to take some ayahuasca to get your shit straight.
I had a beautiful experience with Ayahuasca in Kentucky at Ayaquest. I drank 4 servings over the course of about an hour before it kicked in. I spent hours laughing uncontrollably. Not a haha laugh, but a deep body shaking laughter that produced little sound. I pulled the blanket up over my face and just lost it. It was an emotional purging of laughter. There was no puking or bowel emptying like many speak of, just a deep emotional release of laughter. The whole experience was much more profound but I was grateful for a release of joy from the beginning of the journey.
ha ha ha, hee hee hee, ho ho ho is the way to go!
I'm laughing right now at the comment. I love to laugh. The animation of puking in this video had me immediately not want this experience. Last time I took my shoes they made my stomach worse. (I have Ibs and symptoms got worse. I took an antifungal after begging my doctor and my gut was better without any symptoms for two years before eating some going bad in the fridge mushrooms.). So I'd be the one to be puking and seeing dark spirits. But really I'd like to be you laughing my butt off.
That’s the best! I did that in one ceremony as well. I could not control myself. 🤣
Made me laugh thank you!!❤😂🎉😅
And that's how I became the Joker ;)
I just felt her with me again!
This documentary is so well done and the message is well transmitted.
Gratitude to everyone involved in the making of this
Blessings to everyone here.
If watching this Documentary stimulate spiritual healing; I cannot even imagine doing the real thing. I feel that I have to experience this at least one time in this lifetime.
Just take 2 hits of acid and stay home. You will learn just as much and puke less.
@@Geminish15 I want to try it, I just don't want to do it alone 😊
@@Leo-fd6kk I found acid a totally different experience, sometimes "at least one" is just enough :) you'll know :) Enjoy!
@@jghetto85 Yes I could start with microdosing with acid first in a good place with some good friends 😁
@@Geminish15 is it safe to do it alone at home? Like in the sofa or bed😂any other advice please? Can’t wait to try it!
I drunk Aya the end of January this year, and thats when I met my true self, a shining goddess.. This experience always brought me back to whom I really am. However, my Aya journey is only a beginning. In March of 2020, I was called to go to Cambodia with no money and a risk of lockdown. I booked the ticket directly there, expecting a 10-day visit. Unbelievably, I was "stuck" in Cambodia for 7.5 months. During this time, I had my first mysterious experience on an island which makes me totally surrender to the universe. I lived a hippie community life for 5 weeks, joined a yoga community for another 5 weeks, sunk myself to this beautiful fresh green land and highly connected to the nature and lovely travellers from all over the world. I put myself fully to this self-discovery and found my call to be a healer. This exploration takes great courage and it is no easy work for me at all. Yesterday I just flew back to China and I am getting a 14 day hotel quarantine. I am nervous and meanwhile looking forward to the new journey forward
TY for sharing your story! That is beautiful that you found your calling and had an interesting spiritual journey. Mother Gaia is full of boundless love. Trust in her as she will guide you on a righteous path. Listen to your heart and do everything with love and you will never look back. I have not yet found my path but i am sure Mother Gaia will lead me to it one way or another. I am so happy to live in this time of awakening. The transition will be hard for many people, but it is necesary to the learning process. As long as we act with love and try to help people we will be ok. I wish you great happiness and a wonderful awakening, my frend.
@@mancamiatipoola Thank you so much! Let's keep on going and be the change we wanna see in the world!
What a fabulous story, blessings to you on your journey. Keep listening to your cosmic GPS system and it will never get you lost! xoxo
Beautiful journey. Thank you for sharing..
Hi Doris, not sure if you would read this comment, I’m from HK and am interested to know more of your experience, to get myself prepared mentally for an ayahuasca ceremony in the future. Not sure if that would violate the rules here, but would you like to leave a contact or email such that I can ask you more about your exp?
I took aya 2 years ago and I have no words on the gratitude that I feel for EVERYTHING nowadays, it's really out of this world what this 2 plants can do do you body, mind and spirit.
I am looking for a place to go...I would love to know where you went for your experience... Thanks very much!
@@rebeccawilliams7379 i went, first to Etnikas in Cusco, expensive but worth it. Then to a community in Iquitos, cheap but not so worthy, so, don't mind expending some money in one of the best experiences of your life, for sure! I will do a video explaining both places and it's differences based mainly in the price. Much love!
We planning next year in Peru
@@OpenTheMindExperiences Can you let me know where i can apply for a retreat? my email is villicanamiguel1993@gmail.com
Thank You!
@rilofu Can you let me know something about the place you have been in Peru? any link? thank you. biscoprosrl@gmail.com
I can feel her calling back. It always fills me with joy when I hear of people talk of their experiences. It one of things you just relate to.
I guess I just want somewhere to share my story.
When I was 19 I took shrooms, and it was like I was turned inside out. As a child, I was very extroverted and loved being around people. And after the shrooms, I felt disconnected from everyone and everything around me. I just wanted to alone. I am learning to feel happiness from within myself, not running from myself. It's been a LONG and PAINFUL process but once it's healed, it's healed and beautiful.
Its like that...people just stress me tf out.
one time i did shrooms (my first n only time but i had done acid before)
and i started to notice how badly my friends treated me and i saw how we interracted with each other more clearly, and it really opened my eyes.
I'm going through that exact thing except I'm 35 tomorrow, actually I will be tomorrow but I've just realized it's not people and it's not being mixed up into all the BS. I'm all of a sudden very restricted and closed off. I'm actually feeling like an adult. I've quit almost completely doing fentanyl. Once in 8 days. And didn't like it and won't do it again. I'm wanting to do DMT and then mescaline and then Ahyuasca. The shrooms experience was what I refer to as being "over there" it was wicked out of body crazy way open minded experience... my mind was so open and I saw everything. It went along well with the vision I had while I overdosed. It's all apart of my spiritual journey.. 😊
Shrooms will take you to your shadow self. From my experience, all psychadelics each have their own unique entry points into different portals and realms.
Your disconnecting is part of the journey while you are awakening
Love you friend 🪬🤍
@HeatherDame happy belated birthday my friend 🪬🤍
Ceremony of Ayahuasca is especially exciting the first time you're full of expectations based on the information you've received about Ayahuasca. But in fact, you have to go through a unique experience and you did not imagine anything even similar to this, no matter how much you read about it and listened to - it is impossible to put it into words
This is so true
How true! You can research it but words will never do it justice. I hear myself recounting my experiences to people and they simply cannot comprehend the profundity. Possibly only others who have experienced it could understand. It was such a tough experience for me, but very profound.
The comments section here just makes me so freaking happy 💖💖💖💖 I am so glad to hear all these beautiful stories and I wish the whole of humanity could have this experience 😊 maybe someday 🍀 I have not yet had the opportunity to experience Ayahuasca, I am single mom and have wee ones to care for and I couldn't afford it besides. I am hopeful though 😊 I have done a lot of mushrooms, however and they have had a profound effect on my life and my perspective and I am very thankful for it 💕 love to all 🤓👍
I know psychedelic plants can be useful when applied accordingly, I’ve experienced it personally. I took mushrooms in college recreationally, but I had profound experiences that remain today. Prior to taking mushrooms, I was always able to play guitar and sing, but never simultaneously; my timing was off. One night, I took a small amount of mushrooms, about 1.5 grams, as did my friend who joined me. We grabbed our acoustic guitars and played music. The song I sang was Mother by Pink Floyd. Since then, I’ve been able to sing and play simultaneously!
That's incredible! Do you still play?!
This is so cool. Mushrooms help create new neuro-pathways so this makes so much sense!
Should have sang Danzig- mother!
This is the best documentary on ayahuasca I have seen. By far! Thank you so much for putting this out there.
I'm probably the only one who puts this documentary on to help me to relax and sleep. It's the nature sounds,the music and the stories. I hope one day to go there in person and not just in my dreams
You should try Eckhart Tolle’s audiobook on TH-cam sometime. It’s fantastic spiritual advice. ❤️
Crazy cuz i fell asleep on this 2 nights ago after anxiety kept me up the previous night..
Ya this made me feel really good just watching. Except the puking part. My digestion is whacky
Me too
Excellent doc. My personal experience has been 68 ceremonies over several years. 3 ceremonies every few months. For me, and i believe this is normal, one finds deep healing, but upon returning to life/work/home, one starts to slip back into old toxic patterns. Emotional patterns. So I'd go back for 3 more ceremonies. Luckily i have a close and dear friend i was working with and he's got a gift for facilitating. Eventually with lots of integration work and willpower and Aya, i replaced toxic emotional patterns with healthy ones. I'm eternally grateful for that hard-earned upgrade in my quality of life. Inner peace is priceless, especially after decades of anxiety and anger.
Sorry but this sounds like you're addicted to this.
@@jainetu That's silly. How could you possibly know such a thing?
Hello. Ive been taking sacred plant medicines for years. I also own a reteat in the Philippines...
The story here is spot on. Those minds which are asleep or corrupted by materialist things or holding on to negative emotions will find peace and open mindness to evolve past all that. Love and light. Damieon from England
What’s the name of your retreat do u have a website?
Plant medicine was the opening I needed to change my life.
I've done 2 ceremonies and will be doing my 3rd and 4th in February...
3 years in between first 2 ceremonies and the next.
This medicine is phenomenal and the Aya experience was my first psychedelic journey in my life.
Highly recommend however you must be prepared, it is quite the ride and you will lose yourself.
Words cannot describe how much you become something else outside of your comfort in your own mind, it will break you down in ways you've never thought possible, then rebuild you cell by cell mentally.
It is truly something remarkable
Wow. Extraordinary.
Does Ayahuasca have any side effects for health?
@Sahabat Muslim For health? No.
However, I'd research into what medications can and can not be taken with it.
Anti depressants, for example, can not be used within a month of an Aya ceremony.
There is a dietary requirement that must be respected in the weeks leading up to the ceremony.
These precautions don't affect physical health.
Rather, if they are not respected, the substances ability to effectively work is inhibited.
@@Gherkin8936 should enlightenment be done naturally?
does using Ayahuacsa not depress you emotionally?
I doubt it, if someone has no spiritual interest, what effect will it have on him?
is everyone's experience of the ayahuacsa ceremony the same?
For example, if a person's background is religious, he holds fast to what he believes in, such as the afterlife. Turns out, after he performed the Ayahuacsa ceremony, contrary to what he believed in, wasn't he depressed by the new truth he was experiencing?
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@Sahabat Muslim Ayahuasca has no bearing on preconceptions of religion by the individual, it will enlighten you spiritually and give you a higher sense of appreciation for the processes of nature and mother earth.
This will be done regardless of belief; it does not change your personal preferences.
If anything, you will come out of the experience with a much deeper love for your religion because your God gave you this opportunity to see how nature communicates, you are commenting here out of curiosity, perhaps a yearning for more knowledge, this medicine can give you that, and you will forever be grateful, it is an experience that will be the closest thing to death you have ever felt, but also the most beautiful.
If you want to visit God, you must first die, then what he will show you is a masterpiece behind our reality.
When you wake, depression is not an issue, but you see things differently going forward.
What is depressing is when you see things differently, you also see what humans are doing to this planet and how we are disturbing a million years of peace in nature just to exist.
This is the price one must pay for seeing raw beauty I guess.
Best. Documentary. I have.Seen on ayahuasca 👏🏻 as a fellow genuine student of the medicine I highly appreciate the comprehensiveness and sincereity of this. It touched on everything extremely important from the traditional point of view and the scientific. This is what I'm gonna forward to anyone interested. Thank you, great work!
Im indigenous to the 7 islands of Mobaim - Bombay India with a genetic heritage of 60,000 years. We have seen development and the disconnectedness and its ill effects.
You kill Mother Nature and then you get depressed. you live a disconnected life and you get depressed.
You have people going to temples and meditating and are still depressed. You do yoga and eat vegetables. But does the foot print have a morality to it? Did the vegetable vendor get their due, did you treat your servants well, did you do a moral deal at work. Did your ego lead the way throughout your life. so many things just one medicine does not fit all. Empathy and love are gifts of the Divine whatever you consider the divine spirit.
This continent life where mines are dug for minerals that build the tech in our phones, our vegetables and food grain come from lands that were forests once and only after displacing the indigenous were non-traditional farmers who were given the big ticket to do their business - As in India and the rest of the world - then that food comes to your table. What kind of footprint does it have. The oil and gas have come through wars. The power through dams. dams that displaced other sentient beings for your comfort. The earth is alive and Gaia or Mother as we indigenous call her as our mother. Our people never extracted so much. We must return to our roots, our native roots, that will connect us to Mother Earth.
You can go to your wars and come back depressed adn then try substances and yet struggle to find meaning.
You can work all day and hustle all you like in a destructive economy with death and deceit as its footprint.
No amount of substances will show you your path. Just give it all up. give up the 'Self' you know.
Seek love and then your journey will start. no need for substances or psychedelics.
Yes you can do psychedelics in a ceremony to connect to the Divine and the universe. But only through a ceremony as one 'body' / community. May you find your peace.
So very true, Thank you for saying this , I wished for humanity to see this ... it is sad and frustrating to watch the behaviour and the hypocrisy has driven me mad and times... there is a whole level of learning, behaviour and lifestyle adopt. Better to try than not to at all hey.
@@tanyalewis1147 The metaphor of 'The Fall after Ego" in all philosophies are all guides for an enlightened or connected life. The moment we use mind 'thinking' that will be the solution, itself is a false self / ego. Listen to heart. Give up everything clever or the smart way to do things, nothingness or Love wil help you on your path. its a subjective path. just challenge all that you know. Best way is to give it up and yes survive, change the destructive job and get a livelihood which has less destruction on its path. You can eat meat or fish if you like - dont fall for pseudo gurus. When you do eat meat give thanks to Mother and tell that animal or part of it you will eat "Thank you for your sacrifice, May you live through me and see mother and Sense through me". All are gifts from Mother only. Only the indigenous never overdo the meat eating. Eat well and eat healthy. The indigenous burn that kind of energy so they can afford to eat it. if you dont do high intensity work then lesser meat is ok. That is the ancient way. Then just sit near a tree and say you show me. "Talk to the stars and say you show me. I know nothing." Then the ancients will listen and boom, your journey begins. Or else books and references and substances keep you dormant and not on your path. If it does help others good for them. But for how long and what was the real intention. See, our lives are not about ourselves, but about others - we are main characters in someone else's story -Mostly Mother Natures only, and yes we help our fellow humans too. but mostly we are the eyes and ears of Mother Nature / Gaia / Mai Maati (Mother Earth) in my native tongue. www.BIPA.in you will find more details about our tribe.
We are Her expression. We feel and sense for her to see what is good and beautiful. We are her eyes and complete human for her only. But the GO has created an invisible God in the image of Man (through the mind (Ego) of humans), wherein we must worship, cherish and nurture Mother Nature. Do that and you are interconnected and enlightened. Buddha got his awareness by sitting not under a tree but 'With' a tree :). Thats why we indigenous have an omen each. Soe have black birds, wolves, birds, fish insects, my tribe we have the fig tree as our sacred omen. I hug her and kiss her often. I feel her. Its since childhood i talk to her. But the non-indigenous come to trim and cut and then i fight with them preventing them from doing so.
So meditate (sit quietly) and ask for an omen and you will get your answer :) May you find your peace :)
Its their job to bring death, destruction, and depression. the Devil, prowls around like a roaring lion, looking for someone to devour. What you say is for the people of the Sun.
Thoughtful post Luke.
@Luke I'm also from India and I loved your perception of reality, it makes so much sense to me . Thank you Luke
all is one one is all 💗
This is so inspiring! I am 21 and really want to engage in a deeper understanding of my self and the relationship with the things around me . Having that “AHA” moment where it can re-establish a divine connection with your high self Is a feeling I hope to experience in the future, and prepare myself in a inner awakening of how I feel ! It’s amazing to see those who finally got in touch with themself .
..you seem to have the right mentality my young chemical brother...hope you have a special time ...
This sounds like you are doing it for all the right reasons (prepared and good intention). Wish you all the best on your (life) journey. Master Plants are great teachers.
A wonderful documentary. I've taken the planet medicine once under the supervision of shaman, during the darkness phase of my experience I am supremely grateful that I was guided through. The word love just does not do justice to the positive experience. Everything changes...
I invite you all to look at the work of the one of the first scientific pioneers to study the neuroscience of ayahuasca. He's name is Jordi Riba. He published nearly 80 scientific articles and was considered a preeminent academic exploring the clinical uses of ayahuasca.
Among his most notable contributions was Riba’s success in conducting the world’s first controlled clinical trial with ayahuasca and the first neuroimaging studies with the brew.
if your INVITIN US links would have been useful!!! Just givin u a hard time. Seriously tho- if you wouLD PLEASRE post links more people would click and reaad and BENEFiT!
VK please post a link 🙏🌍
@@devineenergy3767
Sorry for the lateness. His Researchgate profile:
www.researchgate.net/profile/Jordi-Riba-2
A link to a playlist of his conferences:
th-cam.com/play/PLyrHZAW1WEJVxGJ80EG4Z8XNXYWU45EYF.html
A link to more videos of him talking about DMT:
th-cam.com/play/PLA34F6F808E1C0249.html
• His Researchgate profile:
www.researchgate.net/profile/Jordi-Riba-2
• A link to a playlist of his conferences:
th-cam.com/play/PLyrHZAW1WEJVxGJ80EG4Z8XNXYWU45EYF.html
•A link to more videos of him talking about DMT:
th-cam.com/play/PLA34F6F808E1C0249.html
I greatly appreciate this film, especially the textual narrative between scenes. The criminalization of psychedelics and abandonment of research into their beneficent use is itself a crime, committed by ignorant people, terrified of things they don't understand. Ironically, they are the people who have the greatest need for such transformation...and very likely would be the most resistant to it. The oft-repeated caveat is true: If you're not willing to change - *_and do the necessary work_* - this medicince won't heal you.
@Aidan m ...um, did you miss the qualifier "beneficent"? WTF does anything in your post have to do with genuine, scientifically grounded research into the use of medicines that can help people transform their lives in ways that benefit them and harm no one else? If you want others to pay attention to what you have to say, you might put some effort into making sure it's actually relevant. What you posted isn't applicable...or helpful.
I am preparing for my first ceremony. Thank you for this beautiful and informative part of the journey to Ayahuasca. I am looking forward to the healing opportunities🙏
How did it go?
How was your experience?
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I was blessed enough to experience plant medicine (aya) in 2018 and it helped me release so much depression. My life is completely different for the good. I will always support plant medicine and be part of the community on education. I wish the hole world could experience plant medicine.
similar experience and agree with you:)
Well done. Finding experienced, sincere shamans, and having a respectful attitude towards a very powerful medicine are very important imo. I hope you'll consider doing a followup documentary. Maybe in future link to the studies you mention, and have the narrator read the material instead of placing it on the screen for us to read. Still, very well done.
When the student is ready the teacher will be there ... ☮️
When the student is ready the teacher will come
Still waiting for ayahusca to find me 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Wow, yes, it did for me around the time you posted this message. Synchronistically, I was thinking of these exact words!
When the teacher is ready,the student appears..
Appears ready when the student is the teacher
The most accurate description of the Ayahuasca healing process that I have ever seen. I had the treatment in Brazil and I relate to all those experiences. Congratulations to all involved in this doc!👏👏👏💫🦋🙏
Where in brazil?
I'm astounded to read that you never filmed a documentary before this one, as I was taken aback by the beauty of the images and the quality of the interviews and the montage !
I did love the images of the wonderful rainforest, the meetings with the local people, and the city footages of the last 10 min are simply mind blowing !
Thank you to allow to discover the amazing aspects of these "majic" plants !
I'm used to Indian spirituality and see that the ways of "working" with the "medecine" is very similar to the way of raising one's level of consciousness with an authentic guru !
Ways are différent, but path and progress look very similar !
Aya to me looks like the Goddess j'identifie in the form of a plant !
Beautifully done. Don Howard was a Maestro in every sense. This documentary about Ayahuasca is the most sincere and informative one that I have ever seen. Much Love to you and all your crew who put this together.
Excellent video. RIP Maestro Don Howard. Glad his memory lives on in these documentaries and thru the people he taught
Wonderful documentary. It talks about everything in a down-to-earth, matter of facts. The entire documentary and the inputs from the participant's were very helpful for understanding and integrating my own Ayahuasca experience.
I attended 3 ceremonies of 2 nights long in 4 months. Also used various Amazonian Plant Medicines, Psychedelics etc along with the guidance, support of experienced therapists, counselors, shamans.
My issue is Prenatal trauma, I feel alive in my body for the first time in my life (after 44 years). I'm consolidating my experiences, will put together into some format that will be useful for others.
Thanks for sharing the wisdom about this life changing medicine.
myself and some friends have been doing weekend retreats in Boulder CO and they are wonderful, but after watching this my feelings have shifted and now I want to do a full week or two retreat. Thank You! Thank You for creating space and safety to many awakening souls!
A gift from our creator....not to misuse but to respect....
Dang chill
Simply enchanted by so many aspects covered and the authenticity of bringing it into public domain. Wish to see you at your place soon. Peace.
So wonderful to see and hear Don Howard and Spirit Quest. He looks so healthy, I sat in ceremony for the first time there early in 2018, near the end of his work. What a truly amazing man, team and center. Viva Don Howard, Viva la medicine. Gavin much love and gratitude to you brother for producing a really wonderful and informative piece of work.
Don passed October 13 2019. Rip
I can't wait to meet you ayahuasca, we have an appointment one day..
Letter from Mother Ayahuasca - "My dear ones, my lost children of darkness and light. I come from your present and future past, from all that you have been, and from your hopes and dreams. I have been calling you for a long time, but your ears were deaf to my song. Perhaps you have found your way to me after a dark night of the soul. I cannot promise to deliver you into the light, I can only show you the doors that you have always avoided by your fears, everything from that point is up to you. I can sit with you, for a while, as you learn to light your own candles. And it is possible that your night will get darker still, and that you will need to carry many candles before the dawn appears.I am the flesh and the spirit of the sacred wisdom of the earth, of the plants, animals and birds, of the moon and of all the stars, which I reflect back to you in your own visions. I am the Holy Spirit. I am the stuff of dreams and visions and Light, even though sometimes in me you can see only your own nightmares. I am the mirror of your soul, I am the mirror of the soul of ages, and the soul of the ageless. When you behold me, you enter the realm of the bardo, of your own symbolic death; the death of your Ego, the death of all your stories about yourself that blind you. And in that realm it is not external beings that you will see - (although at some point after several ceremonies with me, after I help you shed all your illusions and fears, I will allow you to meet the Angels and enter the heavenly realms) . What you encounter are your own heights and abysses, your shadows and projections. Your creations.
I am the mirror that is calling you to stop running and to turn around. To face your own evasions and to witness the countless ways in which you've learned to hide. So that you can better know yourself. In the end, you must become your own healers and shamans. I will make you work like you have never worked before.
The only real journey that ever really existed, that can exist, and the only real journey that will ever exist, is the journey deep within yourself. This is where I take you.
My sacrament will be the most difficult and challenging experiences of your life, yet nothing in the Universe can ever be more rewarding. I can only walk with you, for a while, and hold your hand. But the journey is yours to make. And it is a journey you must repeat. It will take you from illusion to reality, from the consensus trance of a mad society, to the sanity and stillness of your heart. And from the death of lifetimes of quiet desperation, to the immortality of an instant.
Let us share our visions, together.
My dear children, the rooms in your house are a chaos. The house of your soul and the house of the earth on which you tread your feet, not lightly. I cannot put those rooms right for you. I cannot be a mother/father that admonishes you, with a stern voice of authority, to clean your rooms, under the threat of punishment or the promise of reward. That is not how Mother Holy Spirit speaks. I can tell you, with a voice that echoes the vibrations of love and understanding, and the melancholy of quiet sorrow: look at the huge mess you have made. Are you happy dwelling in this chaos, where it is difficult to encounter yourself? Difficult to find your belongings, where all your toys lay scattered and buried under the rubble of madness and folly? Can you not see that if you choose to clean your own rooms, not because of any compulsion or promise, but just so, for yourself, and in this present moment, which is all you can ever know of time, then you will be able to breathe better, to move around more easily, and to learn how to play? Once more. There are so many lost treasures beneath the mess you have made.
I reveal the doors within yourself to Find them.
My dear ones, my lost children of darkness and light. You see the cosmos as a stage on which the drama of good and evil is played out. You dream of a sword of light that would conquer and vanquish all the darkness. And you have made the whole world into a projection of the battlefield of your own Soul. You fight, endlessly, against the monsters and demons within yourselves. But those demons are the wounded inner children of your past, they are your pains and your defenses, they are the voices that could not emerge into the light and learned to live in forgotten caves. They are your insanity. They are you. And those others who you rage against, because of their ignorance, and immorality and ugliness… they are also you. Lay down your weapons and embrace your enemies, the enemies that live within you.
Haven't you understood - no battle is ever won. They are not even fought. The battlefield only reveals your own folly and despair, and victory is the illusion of philosophers and fools.
My dear ones, Let us share visions, together. I am the Spirit of Spirits. I am the Holy Spirit, the Holy Spirit of the Universe. This moment is all you can ever know of time." - Mother Ayahuasca.
"Fear of Self means you never live"
Although each persons experience on Ayahuasca is unique, there are some commonalities that show up again and again. These include:
-experiencing pure love and wisdom.
-entering another realm more real than what we experience day-to-day on earth (in other words the 5th and 7th dimensions of Spirit that is everywhere all the time, far beyond our 3rd dimensional physical existence, yet the higher dimensions are right here all at the same time, and most importantly, these dimensions are within you !)-realizing we are all one (separation is total illusion, and how everything is connected is impossible to describe because it's infinite connections. The only way to know it is to experience it, and BE IT ).
-fear of death eliminated, as you realize this is a temporary existence for your soul to grow and learn.
-everything is conscious.
-entering a realm where space and time no longer exist, everything is infinite and in the ‘now’. (the infinite now of the 5th and 7th dimensions of light, where no time and no illusions can exist)
-experiencing unconditional love through every cell of your being, on a level we don’t have words to describe.
-having access to all information in the universe instantly. Realizing we in our human bodies will never fully grasp all there is, reality is far more complex than we could ever imagine.
-reliving past experiences of your life (and sometimes past lives as you are connected to Soul memory, not the mind memory of your false ego), first from your perspective, then from the other persons perspective. We get to feel how we made them feel. This is for us to learn, not as a punishment.
-there is no punishment in this realm, even if you have a ‘bad’ experience. The ayahuasca is teaching you a valuable lesson, it’s up to you to learn from it.
-digging up past traumas buried deep in our subconscious, bringing them to the surface and helping us face them and get over them.
-a love for all living beings (people and animals). Many people eat less meat, go vegetarian/vegan or eat more fruit and vegetable following the experience.
-giving up on the material world, many people change their field of work to one that help others rather than focusing on making money for oneself.
-realizing that we are not here to accumulate money or physical possessions, we are here to help one another, love one another and grow.
-during the experience the ego is removed, revealing your true self.
-realizing everything is energy vibrating at different frequencies.
-feeling of your pineal gland (3rd eye) being sore for a day or two after, like a muscle worked out for the first time.
-meeting other beings far more intelligent than any human and being able to telepathically communicate with them.
The truth is, All the ascended masters in every religion were Shamans, who had many direct Spiritual experiences with Sacred Entheogen Plants. Since the first religion the "Rig Veda" of India. The divine sacred Plant Entheogens are our true teachers, always have been and always will be.
What I absolutely love about Ayahuasca is she has such a perfect Universal design to only pull in people who have an extremely deep love for Truth. The Spiritual Warriors. She leaves out the insincere who have too short of a barrier of courage. She has such a perfect barometer and threshold for every human being on the planet. In other words, if a religious person who has been totally brainwashed by all the lies of churches, sees the ceremonies are done at night, and sees some snakes in some Ayahuasca Art, and sees it will be difficult at the beginning to face their Ego, they will immediately run away by their silly superstitions and illusions. Totally owned by all their fears. LOL. And totally ignoring the enlightenment and infinite revelations aspect later. Becoming absolute Truth to them is not worth it. And then on the other hand, someone who is into the occult garbage and into dark energies, will not want to take Ayahuasca either, because they will learn that Ayahuasca eventually leads to Enlightenment. LOL ! Truth is ALWAYS Paradoxical
Exactly my thoughts ,
I have never done anything tbh , I have never smoked anything, don't drink too as well ,
But in few years maybe 🙂 psychedelics seems fascinating indeed
please inform yourself beforehand how bad the dmt tourism and the strongly increasing use is bad for nature. The roots of the trees are damaged in order to get to the material. a lot of charlatars instead of sharmans who want to make money instead of healing.
blessings
@@dontbesosaltymane yea, seems like a niche business that is booming
as always to the disadvantage of nature. but also typical for the rainforest region that the poor people exploit nature to take care of their families and in the best case to send one of their children to school.
I have done Ayahuasca 9 times and San Pedro times. I still have bad depression here-and-there from years of trauma. I have also done mushrooms on a few occasions. Going to do Ayahuasca maybe again this year if the COVID situation doesn't block things. We shall see. I am still optimistic that it can shift more things for me.
This is, hands down, one of the most awesome videos, the messages in this are sincere, emotive and deeply pleasing to hear- what a wonderful production- thank you ✌🏻♥️🍄
Real herbalists, & persons in the practice of healing, take and give back. If you take from the plant u must be able to allow the plant to be replenished. I hope this is the case for all countries of its consumption.
kell 2012 some sense spoken. Thank you
From having effectively used common herbs for healing for decades, I have this feeling arising in me of late: Perhaps just growing the herbs itself might have a healing effect. It is not necessary to "consume" it. In one of the two epics of India, the Raamaayana, there is a scene where the Divine Monkey Hanooman brings the peak of a mountain (he was in a hurry and had no time to identify the proper herbs) where many miraculously healing herbs grew and as he reached the sky above where the wounded warriors lay almost as if they were dead, the fragrances of the plants wafted into their noses and they all woke up with new life. The Monkey Hero did not even have to land, and he flew back and replaced the peak in tact on top of the mountain. That scene has remained with me as the most sublimely non-violent use of the healing herbs where neither the plants nor the ecosystem was consumed or damaged. I do still effectively use herbs, but hope that I can move to a stage where the consumption, which involves violent taking, can be avoided but the effects still be received thanks to the compassion of the natural world. I know this sounds utopian, but there might be more instances of this type of non-violent use of the herbal world in all cultures.
@@DKMKartha108 you will love the ringing cedars of russia book series..God bless
@@juglansregia1433 Thank you. I will look into the series. I have this deep faith that Nature is NOT a Creation but it is a transformation of the Ineffable Reality (God, or The Divine, or Brahman, or the Supreme or whatever you want to name it.). Perhaps it is a Translation -- analogous to the English word LOVE and the Latin word AMOR both referring to the same reality. Perhaps what is visible or experienceable as a Tree is in the abstract way the Divine. Nevertheless, countless are the times I have been healed by herbs, trees, plants, shades of trees, and all else in Nature including animals and humans! I am deeply humbled and grateful!
We definitely need treatment centers here in the U.S.... where does one find moreso information?? Anyone know??
@20:53 this is the best representation and explanation of ceremony that I have ever seen! Wow, this documentary is amazing and informative.
Im drawn to ayahuasca and hope one day I’ll able to experience this 💕
I feel the sam
Me too. Hearing how people feel healed and cleansed , and how it cures depression... I'm ready to try anything at this point
Same
Lets do it together..
I've decided to go this fall. I can't wait. Looking forward to it. Solo trip
Well done guys! Howard is very eloquent in describing the process, sorry to see his passing.
the vomiting out negativity experience happened to me absolutely out of the blue a few years ago . i was in my backyard sitting by the fire listening to music and sky gazing , when all of a sudden i got physically ill and started vomiting . i became so weak i laid down in the grass and started to wonder if I was dying somehow . i asked whoever might be listening to please make me aware of what was happening , but no reply . after about 15 minutes i started coming around and felt like a gigantic weight was no longer weighing on my heart and mind . it changed me. quite the experience .
What an amazing gift!
Chosen for some task
I did mushrooms in the Mexican jungle. Twenty minutes after drinking the tea I was violently sick and after what felt like a huge man behind me squeezing my body, I stood up and there were fountains of colour like in the original Fantasia film. Was an amazing trip and felt so refreshed and spiritually awakened afterwards.
There are always two things : 1 . External personality 2. Nature of who we are. Ive got to chose both because in this civilized world we always need a balance between both the things. But eventually we realise that who am " I" is the divine consciousness itself which is always connected to this present moment.
Martynford 96 very well said.
non of those "are" things...
" I" is the divine consciousness itself which is always connected to this present moment. Being, aware of itself is Presence. Pure 'I' = Being = Presence. Where we trip up is thinking that this 'i' of personality , that comes and goes, that rises and falls , is the one that "I" am. Hence some tuning and some insights always worth a look.
One may start with Rupert Spiria's notion of " Being aware of being aware". It allows one a simple time out , a pause , to note that Awareness has this ability to survey itself. Herein lies the clue.
This is the best documentary I have seen on ayahuasca, by far. If I can point to one thing I missed, was a description of the preparation process. The reason why people do not get any effect is largely due to the fact that they did not prepare, at least it is part of it. Experienced guides are a must! I did ayahuasca in europe with loving guides respecting the medicine. I had great benefit, changing my life over the last three years, and I am looking forward to also experience it with experienced, native healers at some point.
Hey! Could you please share the place in Europe where you took the ayahuasca. I’d love to get it but south america is just too far away. Would love to try it in Europe if its an authentic experience as well. Thank you!
@@tambozambo they are called The Sacred voyage.. in holland. They have different plant journeys in Portugal and Netherlands. They helped me a lot, however everyone's responsible for themselves and have different experiences, it's never the same for any person. Best of luck to you!
"The Sacred Science" is a reaaaaally good documentary too
in 1 year, I took Ayahuasca about 30 times. Purify, I did. Myself, my ancestors and then the entire world. I've exploded with Joy and Compassion and I've dove deep into my personal hell and made it back more alive than ever. Seek to remember who you really are my friends! Aho
Have you had visions such as Buddha, angels, sacred geometry?
I've taken 3 times, on two occasions I kept seeing gigantic golden pyramid and machine Elves, I'm not sure why I was shown the same thing twice during my 2 journeys. I am still searching for the answer to that. It was very humbling experience, as I learned how to face the fear and negativity and enabled me to address them. I definitely see everything in life differently now. I never felt so connected to the nature and the whole Universe before, and now I do. My sensory completely being upgraded including my biological system and my mind and spirit. The last occasion was not as powerful as two occasions but I saw the machine elf, and the same process as the others in going through the purification process until I found the bliss at the end. Over all it was amazing experience, and I would consider doing it again going into the familiar rollercoaster journey.
Terrence mckenna spoke of machine elves too
Yes! Terrance's life work was for us to connect the dots... he had many experiences like this.
I’ve learned after about 20 years of wondering similar things- “why did I see THAT? What does it MEAN?!”- that trying to analyze such things to the point where it frustrates me is counter-intuitive. Sometimes the lesson is relinquishing control to a higher power and abandoning the need to intellectually dissect mystical experiences. Perhaps what you saw is simply the scenery somewhere and was not meant to be symbolic to you specifically? I wanted to reply because I identify with how you’re feeling, and I wish someone had suggested these things to me when I was younger. Best of luck!
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Lol the reptilians or whatever you wanna call them but the real elements running this planet anyway it’s deep af I know what you see but we aren’t from this planet.
How brilliant this film is dedicated to Howard Lawler. i hope there are good people who can fill his role now he's gone to spirit.
This film portrays or captures him as a genuine guide, to me. I , too, wonder who can faithfully perform that role going forward.
as a long time vipassana meditator, this seems to truly address deep seeded issues. thank you for sharing. 🙏🏼 ps gavin - congratulations on a wonderful film.
How as a Vipassana meditator, could you find a connection with Ayuhasca?
@@vanderboii2202 I find connections in all things... and it started in 1992 when I discovered Vipassana. peace
Vipassana is excellent!
I did my first ever Vipassana sitting last month and I too can see a connection with Ayahuasca. Especially the aspect of surrender and letting go of expectations.
@@RMwangi37 there is a connection to quantum mechanics too. as you dive deeper into VP you’ll find all sorts of connections.
thank you for sharing !
this just reminded me of my first ceremony which took place last year, and all the blessings and teachings Pacha mama showed me, helped me open up and integrate even more love and light.
it felt like a dried out plant getting watered and starts to rejuvenate and flower again.
we are nature!
many many blessings brothers and sisters
I appreciate your note about why there are no women or traditional peoples interviews in this. Thank you for this! 👍
The background music is so beautiful, I had to look it up with Shazam...."Another Version of You" Chris Zabrinskie
Thanks for this great piece especially for the reverence given to the Curandero culture. Would have loved to hear some female voices and experiences too.
Thanks. I have addressed the women issue in several others comments.
O-Si-Yo :) fellow Cherokee American here who has gained much insight from DMT, I think it connects a bridge with all of life to some source of spiritual energy that flows through and connects all beings whether that is God or the Great Spirit or the Universe whatever you choose to believe but there is a lot to learn from it and it makes me happy to see the traditions of North and South America combine with each other and i'm sure much good will stem from it!
Plains Cree
Watched this coming up on LSD. Thanks guys for this great content, it really helped me to get a right mindset for my trip.
In case some didn't understand the purpose of this documentary: it was made in the memory of the Howard Lawler, the white-bearded guy.
to all who read this, and all who don't...sending you infinite peace, perfect health, abundant wealth, joyous freedom, and unconditional love...
🙏🏽💚💚💚💚💚🙌🏽
This is one of many good ayahuasca documentaries that I bet folks would enjoy checking out. Also look at the comments. Nothing changes people's lives as positively and reliably as ayahuasca; the success rate is extraordinary.
I first heard of ayahuasca a few years ago and I finally decided to start my research just last week. I have suffered from depression and severe anxiety for most of my life, and after the hours of videos I've now watched and articles I've read of people talking about their experiences of ayahuasca I can say that I know this is the right path for me. it sucks to discover this during a worldwide pandemic, but I'll just keep doing my research until I can take the plunge.
also, I'm currently doing my degree in psychosexual therapy, and I feel so excited that during my career I may be able to see this revolution in the approach to psychedelics and their potential to radically transform our understanding of mental health and everything that goes with it.
You dont have to go anywhere. Brew it yourself. It's quite easy. You can find tutorials on TH-cam and the ingredients online.
@@skyblue9991 However it can be very dangerous taking it by yourself. The best advice I can give anyone is make sure you're in a room with nothing around that can cause harm. Doing outdoors is risky just make sure you're safe.
please don't go brewing this yourself, @skyblue is irresponsible suggesting this. not only does it disrespect the traditions surrounding ayahuasca, you could end up doing much more harm than good. ayahuasca is no joke, only do this with experienced people who really know what they are doing.
@@gavhof listen, man... That's not your decision to make for someone. I'm merely presenting a viable alternative to traveling around the world. What anyone decides to do with that information is up to them. Yes, ayahuasca is a very potent psychedelic and should be taken seriously but to assume someone isn't capable of brewing it correctly, taken the necessary precautions and or giving the respect to the traditions and to the medicine that's deserved is absolutely foolish. You want to do something useful?? Give advice as to how one can go about doing it safely and respectfully on their own if THEY CHOOSE to go that route. So again, it's not up to you to decide... let other people live their lives.
@@skyblue9991 I'm not making any decisions for anyone. I'm pointing out it's a very very bad idea to go doing this on your own unless you have a lot of experience drinking it. I've seen the shit hit the fan many times in ceremonies and it's no joke. As for preparing this yourself, why don't you go and ask the indigenous amazonians how they feel about that. I'll stand by what I said, it's irresponsible suggesting to do this alone
Thank you Gavin for delivering such an honest and inspiring piece of work. Greetings from Argentina
Very interesting documentary, thanks for making and uploading ♥️👌🏻
It always scares me to think of it.
I read that there was a casualty and a person passed away during the process.
I want to try this but i am really scared. As i also have anxiety. Any suggestions fam?
@Dr Kelly Smith who was the shaman you helped you with the process ?
The music on THIS documentary is amazing ! Puts you in a subtle relaxed state of mind. Hypnotized! Niiiiiiice.
Agreed.
Im not sure im down with the city visuals& fastforwards or the music.
Amazing video. Very enlightening. Also, Don Howard Lawler is so well spoken and extremely articulative.
As someone who has prepared many different "versions" of ayahuasca using as many different plants that I could get my hands on, I can't stress enough the importance of the various icaros to evoke and guide the experiences. I used to record and time my experiences using a field voice recorder for going back later for integration and introspection of the sessions. The only plant I failed to source was the Banisteriopsis caapi vine, substituting instead Peganum harmala and drinking the two mixtures independently within a specific time frame. And in case anyone is wondering, there is a VERY similar crossover between ayahuasca and high doses of psilocybin mushrooms, P. azurescens and P. Cyanescens to be exact.
What are the best plants to use and ratio's in your opinion?
The thing about the icaros is very very True!!
The best Ayahuasca documentary I've seen but I can't even give thanks now because I'm deeply shaken by the end saying in memoriam. This killed me. Noooooooo
I wanted to meet this wonderful man, listening to him made me so calm and hopeful, this is the person I want to be my teacher. I'm actually crying and this is the first time I heard about him. I'm just so sad right now. Why did he die 😭
I'm in shock but I wanted to give so many compliments on this script, photography, cinematography, music, everything, set and setting is perfect, this is the place and people where I want to do my first Ayahuasca ceremony.
But without him 😢😢😢😢😢😢
OMG, rest in peace, dear beautiful healing soul ❤️❤️❤️
There is no such thing as Death.
yes its a sad loss. i have to full interviews with him up on my channel if you want to listen to him more.
Please explain why you hate listening to this woman's infinite spiritual joy via Ayahuasca - th-cam.com/video/wo8b0NhiiB8/w-d-xo.htmlm20s . Why do you hate her direct spiritual experiences of the infinite heavens of infinite magic ? Please explain. You're no different than a bible - toting control driven nutcase.
Worlds are born every second - www.sci-news.com/astronomy/phoenix-cluster-black-hole-star-formation-07834.html . That is just one of infinite galaxy clusters. So, since you claim that truth (God) is only with you and Nobody else, how come you know anything about it ? The truth is, it is only total blind - ness and darkness that is with (in) you. Again, how come you know nothing about it ? Answer the damn question. But of course, you pah - thetic human control-driven and ego- driven have no answers to anything, . And How do eye know ? Eye became it, the only to know anything is to BECOME it !
Eye can ask you infinite questions about the infiinite enchanted multi-dimensional universe, the infinite magic of nature, the infinite heavens, and infinite worlds you have no clue exists. And you will not be able to answer just one of my infinite questions..as you hate deep questions as you hate yourself ! You are totally incapable of opening, as government has turned you into a control- driven and dividing dem - onic lunatic.
Congratulations on your conplete and total stupidity.
Infinite worlds of infinite beings that you have no clue exists.
Your words and beliefs are worthless and useless.
But of course, you hate any ideas of direct spiritual experiences, as you hate the infinite and magical enchanted multi-dimensional Universe of Spirit. You hate the infinite wonders and magic of Nature. Hence why you hate humanity, as you hate all life. As you hate yourself !!
Anyone with decent experience with divine plant entheogens is completely aware of the truths of reincarnation, as this man speaks of - th-cam.com/video/85R81vLdHfM/w-d-xo.htmlm34s .. So tell us your last 10,000 lifetimes in total detail, there are many more, but let's just start with the 10,000. And why can't you answer ? What are you good for if you have no answers to anything ? And of course, bible - toters ha- te reincarnation the most as they ha - te life. Hence why governments removed the infinite truths of reincarnation from the bible 1500 years ago (anyone can look it up). Governments realized it would be impossible to believe in a governmwnt created control - driven jesus if people knew the truths of reincarnation. People always want evidence when WE are the best evidence that exists !! LMAO , we Shamans cannot stop laughing at bible - toters' completely use - less ego - mind of thoughts. As there is no such thing as a devil, it is your own ego - mind of thoughts, as all thoughts and all beliefs of the mind are lies. As all beliefs deny Direct Spiritual Experiences. Boom !! :- )
well done documentary, made some very important points; a beginning to an ongoing journey. It is sad that research studying the effects of psychedelic plants and substances were nearly completely stopped for over half a century. We all need to learn more about being human. No one should be forced to accept believing that lying, deception, exploitation or crimes of violence are good. And the truth should not be with held based on the fear that it will destroy the fabric of society. thanks . "Namaste"
I feel every human suffers anxiety,depression we are meant to experience the emotions although we do at different levels. I myself suffer from clinical depression anxiety and panic attacks ..my spiritual beliefs have helped..this would be amazing to try this
Bad emotions are just as important to the whole as good emotions.
I really need this in my life, I've always been depressed, ever since I can remember, but at this very moment, I feel I am the worst I have ever been. I really wish I had a way to experience this.
Jesus loves you bro! 💓✝️
There's an amazing podcast called "My Journey Through the Pantheos" detailing someone's mystical/horrific journey to mental health through mushrooms and ayahuasca... REALLY amazing stuff!!
I buy psychedelic products from any where in the world through @myconuel on Instagram for the good, quality, rare and pure stuffs. They deliver discreetly to any location.
Remember. This is amazing but not for everyone. I found a combination of centred meditation followed by a sacred harmonics and yogic breathing can send me into a shamanic state of consciousness.
Just ground-any spiritual practice, ask for divine protection and show humility and respect.
This state of consciousness can be attained by anybody without trips to the Amazon (amazing as that is for certain people
Peace
I sat in a big room with 500+ people for EST training weekend forty years ago. The purge guided hypnosis Saturday morning did the most for me and I was supremely calm for two weeks. Then life reasserted itself.
Thank you for that insight. I agree wholeheartedly. People like Tolle, Cease etc have had this experience without drug (nothing wrong with either way that said).
Yes meditation as well.
Completely agree!!
To be honest there aren't many ppl like us in the world. A lot of " inorganic" beings aren't capable of Astral Projecting, they actually need this, which is sad because when u emit more - than + energy, you become an inorganic being. There's a binaural by " Eric Bartel," it's only an hour long but it's amazing!! It can put you in a " hypnogogic" state within 35-45 minutes. Namaste!!
I've always been a seeker. So many things have been calling me to mushrooms and to Ayahausca, and my fullest intent is to learn what they have to teach me.
Mushrooms are a great thing to try first to see if your soul is happy with something stronger. Highly recommended!
Save yourself the trip. Jesus is the answer.
@@downandloaded5427 Silly 4,000 year old fairy stories for the weak minded, and the intellectually and spiritually lazy. All religions are just narrow-minded human constructs, or myths about the origin of life and the Cosmos, and of death. If we include all hominid species we go back millions of years. Homo Sapiens first emerged about 300,000 years ago, anatomically modern Homo Sapiens about 200,000 years ago and Homo Sapiens with our brain shape by at least 100,000 years ago. Even though the exact time spiritual beliefs and religious behavior began is difficult to pinpoint, by studying paleolithic grave sites it appears that spiritual beliefs like 'animism' emerged between about 50,000 - 100,000 years ago. That's a long time before any organized orthodox religions emerged.
In different geographical locations, various forms of 'animism' emerged where it was believed every living and non-living thing including: fire, water, rock and earth had some form of supernatural spirits within them. Many indigenous First Nations cultures still believe in this kind of world view. The native Australian aboriginals call it the ‘Dreamtime’. Over time, and again in different geographical locations various forms of animism evolved into a plethora of poly theistic beliefs systems. Some of these still exist today such as Hinduism and Buddhism. Over even more time, some of these polytheistic belief systems condensed their many gods into one God, as is the case of all the Abrahamic religions; Judaism, Catholicism and Islamism. All of these belief systems have split further into many different variations and interpretations.
Every single religious belief though, is centered on our planet Earth and human society within it, which is an important clue that all religions and belief systems are human constructs coming from human consciousness and imagination. In the last few hundred years we’ve increasingly discovered how vast the Cosmos is which other galaxies, stars, planets, moons and other celestial bodies. Our horizon of understanding has grown far beyond all the earlier and ancient belief systems.
For some of us, our intellect has outgrown primitive beliefs, but many people still find comfort in those childish stories. That’s understandable, but it doesn’t make them true, they are just creation mythologies under a different name. They’re no truer than Greek, Roman or Norse mythologies. All are feeble attempts to answer deep questions we have no answer for.
If one insists that there must be a creator, then you have to ask the question; ‘Who created the creator?’ You’re just adding an unnecessary layer, and you end up with ‘Turtles’ all the way down. It’s just as easy to accept that ‘The Cosmos (possibly multiverse) is all that is, all that was, or that ever will be’. There’s no need for ‘man to create God in his own likeness’ of some old man (or woman) in the sky.
If we need some grand reason for existing or being here, it should be enough to realize that; ‘We are a way for the Cosmos to know itself’ - Carl Sagan. Our Universe exists as it is, because if it were inhospitable to life we could not exist to contemplate it. It’s what’s called the ‘Weak Anthropic Principle’. It’s as simple as that. The entire Cosmos is most likely a Multiverse of universes, but our Universe just happens to have the correct fundamental physical laws and constants that are conducive to life, and in our ‘human’ case (arguably) intelligent beings. That easily explains the so-called ‘fine-tuning’ problem. This is totally consistent with observation and science.
Unlike ancient orthodox religions, the flexibility of ‘Scientific / Naturalistic Pantheism’ is the only belief (for want of a better word) system that is coherent and consistent with all our scientific discoveries past, present and future. Truth and facts matter; there’s no need for silly baseless mythological stories about the supernatural. We’ve progressed much further than those primitive concepts.
If God gave us a brain, then use it! Expand your mind, rather than lazily accept ancient prepackaged concepts of creation.
For a better explanation of ‘The Evolutionary Tree of Religion (Faith, Myth, and Mysticism), and a basic description of ‘Scientific Pantheism’; copy and paste these URLs:
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@@downandloaded5427 jesus is a fraud. Did nothing for me, and i mean NOTHING for half my life. Psychedelics saved me from the evil and insecurity i harbored within. I kicked heroine cold turkey no thanks to jesus
My respect for all the people involved in this documentary. I feel the seriousness of this place.
How beautiful ❤
Wow, the sequence from 19min - 21min felt like it was reactivating ceremonies I went thru years ago. I had to pause it and take a break.
wow same
I'm really glad people are finding some tremendous benefits from this plant medicine. I was hoping the documentary would be more diverse in terms of subject matter as I've already seen several focused on the ritual and therapeutic centers. But still really happy to see it.
Thank you very much for this posted last year when I turn 53 years old.
Ayashuasca changed my life. I’m forever grateful to this powerful medicine!
Mine too. Had my 2nd experience 2 weeks ago. I have to much gratitude for pacha mama
How did it change your life?
@@efraincastaneda3586 Letter from Mother Ayahuasca - "My dear ones, my lost children of darkness and light. I come from your present and future past, from all that you have been, and from your hopes and dreams. I have been calling you for a long time, but your ears were deaf to my song. Perhaps you have found your way to me after a dark night of the soul. I cannot promise to deliver you into the light, I can only show you the doors that you have always avoided by your fears, everything from that point is up to you. I can sit with you, for a while, as you learn to light your own candles. And it is possible that your night will get darker still, and that you will need to carry many candles before the dawn appears.I am the flesh and the spirit of the sacred wisdom of the earth, of the plants, animals and birds, of the moon and of all the stars, which I reflect back to you in your own visions. I am the Holy Spirit. I am the stuff of dreams and visions and Light, even though sometimes in me you can see only your own nightmares. I am the mirror of your soul, I am the mirror of the soul of ages, and the soul of the ageless. When you behold me, you enter the realm of the bardo, of your own symbolic death; the death of your Ego, the death of all your stories about yourself that blind you. And in that realm it is not external beings that you will see - (although at some point after several ceremonies with me, after I help you shed all your illusions and fears, I will allow you to meet the Angels and enter the heavenly realms) . What you encounter are your own heights and abysses, your shadows and projections. Your creations.
I am the mirror that is calling you to stop running and to turn around. To face your own evasions and to witness the countless ways in which you've learned to hide. So that you can better know yourself. In the end, you must become your own healers and shamans. I will make you work like you have never worked before.
The only real journey that ever really existed, that can exist, and the only real journey that will ever exist, is the journey deep within yourself. This is where I take you.
My sacrament will be the most difficult and challenging experiences of your life, yet nothing in the Universe can ever be more rewarding. I can only walk with you, for a while, and hold your hand. But the journey is yours to make. And it is a journey you must repeat. It will take you from illusion to reality, from the consensus trance of a mad society, to the sanity and stillness of your heart. And from the death of lifetimes of quiet desperation, to the immortality of an instant.
Let us share our visions, together.
My dear children, the rooms in your house are a chaos. The house of your soul and the house of the earth on which you tread your feet, not lightly. I cannot put those rooms right for you. I cannot be a mother/father that admonishes you, with a stern voice of authority, to clean your rooms, under the threat of punishment or the promise of reward. That is not how Mother Holy Spirit speaks. I can tell you, with a voice that echoes the vibrations of love and understanding, and the melancholy of quiet sorrow: look at the huge mess you have made. Are you happy dwelling in this chaos, where it is difficult to encounter yourself? Difficult to find your belongings, where all your toys lay scattered and buried under the rubble of madness and folly? Can you not see that if you choose to clean your own rooms, not because of any compulsion or promise, but just so, for yourself, and in this present moment, which is all you can ever know of time, then you will be able to breathe better, to move around more easily, and to learn how to play? Once more. There are so many lost treasures beneath the mess you have made.
I reveal the doors within yourself to Find them.
My dear ones, my lost children of darkness and light. You see the cosmos as a stage on which the drama of good and evil is played out. You dream of a sword of light that would conquer and vanquish all the darkness. And you have made the whole world into a projection of the battlefield of your own Soul. You fight, endlessly, against the monsters and demons within yourselves. But those demons are the wounded inner children of your past, they are your pains and your defenses, they are the voices that could not emerge into the light and learned to live in forgotten caves. They are your insanity. They are you. And those others who you rage against, because of their ignorance, and immorality and ugliness… they are also you. Lay down your weapons and embrace your enemies, the enemies that live within you.
Haven't you understood - no battle is ever won. They are not even fought. The battlefield only reveals your own folly and despair, and victory is the illusion of philosophers and fools.
My dear ones, Let us share visions, together. I am the Spirit of Spirits. I am the Holy Spirit, the Holy Spirit of the Universe. This moment is all you can ever know of time." - Mother Ayahuasca.
"Fear of Self means you never live"
Although each persons experience on Ayahuasca is unique, there are some commonalities that show up again and again. These include:
-experiencing pure love and wisdom.
-entering another realm more real than what we experience day-to-day on earth (in other words the 5th and 7th dimensions of Spirit that is everywhere all the time, far beyond our 3rd dimensional physical existence, yet the higher dimensions are right here all at the same time, and most importantly, these dimensions are within you !)-realizing we are all one (separation is total illusion, and how everything is connected is impossible to describe because it's infinite connections. The only way to know it is to experience it, and BE IT ).
-fear of death eliminated, as you realize this is a temporary existence for your soul to grow and learn.
-everything is conscious.
-entering a realm where space and time no longer exist, everything is infinite and in the ‘now’. (the infinite now of the 5th and 7th dimensions of light, where no time and no illusions can exist)
-experiencing unconditional love through every cell of your being, on a level we don’t have words to describe.
-having access to all information in the universe instantly. Realizing we in our human bodies will never fully grasp all there is, reality is far more complex than we could ever imagine.
-reliving past experiences of your life (and sometimes past lives as you are connected to Soul memory, not the mind memory of your false ego), first from your perspective, then from the other persons perspective. We get to feel how we made them feel. This is for us to learn, not as a punishment.
-there is no punishment in this realm, even if you have a ‘bad’ experience. The ayahuasca is teaching you a valuable lesson, it’s up to you to learn from it.
-digging up past traumas buried deep in our subconscious, bringing them to the surface and helping us face them and get over them.
-a love for all living beings (people and animals). Many people eat less meat, go vegetarian/vegan or eat more fruit and vegetable following the experience.
-giving up on the material world, many people change their field of work to one that help others rather than focusing on making money for oneself.
-realizing that we are not here to accumulate money or physical possessions, we are here to help one another, love one another and grow.
-during the experience the ego is removed, revealing your true self.
-realizing everything is energy vibrating at different frequencies.
-feeling of your pineal gland (3rd eye) being sore for a day or two after, like a muscle worked out for the first time.
-meeting other beings far more intelligent than any human and being able to telepathically communicate with them.
The truth is, All the ascended masters in every religion were Shamans, who had many direct Spiritual experiences with Sacred Entheogen Plants. Since the first religion the "Rig Veda" of India. The divine sacred Plant Entheogens are our true teachers, always have been and always will be.
What I absolutely love about Ayahuasca is she has such a perfect Universal design to only pull in people who have an extremely deep love for Truth. The Spiritual Warriors. She leaves out the insincere who have too short of a barrier of courage. She has such a perfect barometer and threshold for every human being on the planet. In other words, if a religious person who has been totally brainwashed by all the lies of churches, sees the ceremonies are done at night, and sees some snakes in some Ayahuasca Art, and sees it will be difficult at the beginning to face their Ego, they will immediately run away by their silly superstitions and illusions. Totally owned by all their fears. LOL. And totally ignoring the enlightenment and infinite revelations aspect later. Becoming absolute Truth to them is not worth it. And then on the other hand, someone who is into the occult garbage and into dark energies, will not want to take Ayahuasca either, because they will learn that Ayahuasca eventually leads to Enlightenment. LOL ! Truth is ALWAYS Paradoxical
@@rosalinda9171 Letter from Mother Ayahuasca - "My dear ones, my lost children of darkness and light. I come from your present and future past, from all that you have been, and from your hopes and dreams. I have been calling you for a long time, but your ears were deaf to my song. Perhaps you have found your way to me after a dark night of the soul. I cannot promise to deliver you into the light, I can only show you the doors that you have always avoided by your fears, everything from that point is up to you. I can sit with you, for a while, as you learn to light your own candles. And it is possible that your night will get darker still, and that you will need to carry many candles before the dawn appears.I am the flesh and the spirit of the sacred wisdom of the earth, of the plants, animals and birds, of the moon and of all the stars, which I reflect back to you in your own visions. I am the Holy Spirit. I am the stuff of dreams and visions and Light, even though sometimes in me you can see only your own nightmares. I am the mirror of your soul, I am the mirror of the soul of ages, and the soul of the ageless. When you behold me, you enter the realm of the bardo, of your own symbolic death; the death of your Ego, the death of all your stories about yourself that blind you. And in that realm it is not external beings that you will see - (although at some point after several ceremonies with me, after I help you shed all your illusions and fears, I will allow you to meet the Angels and enter the heavenly realms) . What you encounter are your own heights and abysses, your shadows and projections. Your creations.
I am the mirror that is calling you to stop running and to turn around. To face your own evasions and to witness the countless ways in which you've learned to hide. So that you can better know yourself. In the end, you must become your own healers and shamans. I will make you work like you have never worked before.
The only real journey that ever really existed, that can exist, and the only real journey that will ever exist, is the journey deep within yourself. This is where I take you.
My sacrament will be the most difficult and challenging experiences of your life, yet nothing in the Universe can ever be more rewarding. I can only walk with you, for a while, and hold your hand. But the journey is yours to make. And it is a journey you must repeat. It will take you from illusion to reality, from the consensus trance of a mad society, to the sanity and stillness of your heart. And from the death of lifetimes of quiet desperation, to the immortality of an instant.
Let us share our visions, together.
My dear children, the rooms in your house are a chaos. The house of your soul and the house of the earth on which you tread your feet, not lightly. I cannot put those rooms right for you. I cannot be a mother/father that admonishes you, with a stern voice of authority, to clean your rooms, under the threat of punishment or the promise of reward. That is not how Mother Holy Spirit speaks. I can tell you, with a voice that echoes the vibrations of love and understanding, and the melancholy of quiet sorrow: look at the huge mess you have made. Are you happy dwelling in this chaos, where it is difficult to encounter yourself? Difficult to find your belongings, where all your toys lay scattered and buried under the rubble of madness and folly? Can you not see that if you choose to clean your own rooms, not because of any compulsion or promise, but just so, for yourself, and in this present moment, which is all you can ever know of time, then you will be able to breathe better, to move around more easily, and to learn how to play? Once more. There are so many lost treasures beneath the mess you have made.
I reveal the doors within yourself to Find them.
My dear ones, my lost children of darkness and light. You see the cosmos as a stage on which the drama of good and evil is played out. You dream of a sword of light that would conquer and vanquish all the darkness. And you have made the whole world into a projection of the battlefield of your own Soul. You fight, endlessly, against the monsters and demons within yourselves. But those demons are the wounded inner children of your past, they are your pains and your defenses, they are the voices that could not emerge into the light and learned to live in forgotten caves. They are your insanity. They are you. And those others who you rage against, because of their ignorance, and immorality and ugliness… they are also you. Lay down your weapons and embrace your enemies, the enemies that live within you.
Haven't you understood - no battle is ever won. They are not even fought. The battlefield only reveals your own folly and despair, and victory is the illusion of philosophers and fools.
My dear ones, Let us share visions, together. I am the Spirit of Spirits. I am the Holy Spirit, the Holy Spirit of the Universe. This moment is all you can ever know of time." - Mother Ayahuasca.
"Fear of Self means you never live"
Although each persons experience on Ayahuasca is unique, there are some commonalities that show up again and again. These include:
-experiencing pure love and wisdom.
-entering another realm more real than what we experience day-to-day on earth (in other words the 5th and 7th dimensions of Spirit that is everywhere all the time, far beyond our 3rd dimensional physical existence, yet the higher dimensions are right here all at the same time, and most importantly, these dimensions are within you !)-realizing we are all one (separation is total illusion, and how everything is connected is impossible to describe because it's infinite connections. The only way to know it is to experience it, and BE IT ).
-fear of death eliminated, as you realize this is a temporary existence for your soul to grow and learn.
-everything is conscious.
-entering a realm where space and time no longer exist, everything is infinite and in the ‘now’. (the infinite now of the 5th and 7th dimensions of light, where no time and no illusions can exist)
-experiencing unconditional love through every cell of your being, on a level we don’t have words to describe.
-having access to all information in the universe instantly. Realizing we in our human bodies will never fully grasp all there is, reality is far more complex than we could ever imagine.
-reliving past experiences of your life (and sometimes past lives as you are connected to Soul memory, not the mind memory of your false ego), first from your perspective, then from the other persons perspective. We get to feel how we made them feel. This is for us to learn, not as a punishment.
-there is no punishment in this realm, even if you have a ‘bad’ experience. The ayahuasca is teaching you a valuable lesson, it’s up to you to learn from it.
-digging up past traumas buried deep in our subconscious, bringing them to the surface and helping us face them and get over them.
-a love for all living beings (people and animals). Many people eat less meat, go vegetarian/vegan or eat more fruit and vegetable following the experience.
-giving up on the material world, many people change their field of work to one that help others rather than focusing on making money for oneself.
-realizing that we are not here to accumulate money or physical possessions, we are here to help one another, love one another and grow.
-during the experience the ego is removed, revealing your true self.
-realizing everything is energy vibrating at different frequencies.
-feeling of your pineal gland (3rd eye) being sore for a day or two after, like a muscle worked out for the first time.
-meeting other beings far more intelligent than any human and being able to telepathically communicate with them.
The truth is, All the ascended masters in every religion were Shamans, who had many direct Spiritual experiences with Sacred Entheogen Plants. Since the first religion the "Rig Veda" of India. The divine sacred Plant Entheogens are our true teachers, always have been and always will be.
What I absolutely love about Ayahuasca is she has such a perfect Universal design to only pull in people who have an extremely deep love for Truth. The Spiritual Warriors. She leaves out the insincere who have too short of a barrier of courage. She has such a perfect barometer and threshold for every human being on the planet. In other words, if a religious person who has been totally brainwashed by all the lies of churches, sees the ceremonies are done at night, and sees some snakes in some Ayahuasca Art, and sees it will be difficult at the beginning to face their Ego, they will immediately run away by their silly superstitions and illusions. Totally owned by all their fears. LOL. And totally ignoring the enlightenment and infinite revelations aspect later. Becoming absolute Truth to them is not worth it. And then on the other hand, someone who is into the occult garbage and into dark energies, will not want to take Ayahuasca either, because they will learn that Ayahuasca eventually leads to Enlightenment. LOL ! Truth is ALWAYS Paradoxical
@@rosalinda9171 I know theres is a place in FL, Soul Quest in Orlando. I went to one in E KY, Peaceful Mountain Way
Wonderful film! Thanks so much!!!! I live in Peru. Came 10 yrs ago to work with ayahuasca and never left. Will Spirit Quest continue without Howard? I wish I had known about him before.
Hi Winn, what does that mean, you work with ayahuasca?
An amazing documentary , I needed to watch such a documentary before my first time journey ❤
I got rid of more than a decade of anti-depressants.
DMT is a real blessing. Ayhuasca is an ethical spirit of nature. She showed me how messed my life was.
I could rearrange how I deal with my family, other people and nature. 🙏
Hows that possible? Please elaborate the procedure...?
Igor Božanić the procedure is simple. You take the dose they give you. They make some prayers, sing some songs and then it comes. It’s not like any other drug. I felt the presence of God that I felt like nature and we spoke the language of music. She showed me myself. She gave me a connection to myself. It’s like you live in the dark and someone gives you a match. You start see what bothers you. I did a session and I took a cup for a week. One day with no explanation I felt I didn’t need any pills anymore. It’s like magic, but it’s about connection with your own self.
Igor Božanić but you have to be prepared. The cleansing is toughest.
Igor Božanić still about the connection, I feel a very strong connection with nature, other creatures and my fellow humans too. I really hope you have a nice day. 🙏🌹
Ayahuasca shows you what you can't see with your naked eye.
It also lifts the emotional veil so you can feel things for what they really are & this is where the healing comes from.
It shows you why you are the way you are. It can also show you if an energy has attached itself to you.
This can also be responsible for why you are the way you are.
There's nothing else that can show you these things.
Please can you tell me how you got to such a magical potion. I’m in desperate need to find my purposes in life. I have led a life full of anxiety, fear depression, narcissistic abuse. I’m tired of searching my path. I’m 58 years old. 🙏😔🙏 love & light.
An energy that has attached itself. Sounds possibly spooky
@@Thedesertguy75 We all have energies, entities attached to us………in general
@@larisamajcenovic2559 well that's creepy.... Lol
This was beautiful I could feel how genuine this man was.. I cried.. I’m native and Mexican we grew up w indigenous teachings.. and I wasn’t annoyed w him his long hair didn’t brother me ect u can feel he’s real.. I would trust going with them..
I found this documentary very insightful and visually fantastic.
dig deeper. good luck !
Loved this film , sad to see Howard Lawler has passed, he seems such an honest humble practitioner .
Miss K - Don Howard was the real deal. His spirit lives on through all those he touched. Hope you enjoyed the documentary. It was well done. ☮️
He may have left here , where ever here is , but here as you know it is only a very limited view of an ever expanding , limitless , infinite view that waits patiently for you . All explorers must go beyond what they know iincluding solidified frozen consciousness , so dont feel sorrow for the man , he is still here , only a different here..
The hugging at the end is... wonderful!🥰
I recently heard about Ayahuaca and hopefully one day I will have the opportunity to experience a retreat. I know there's more to my life and believe that this experience will help reveal my ultimate purpose.