I hope you don't mind that I go completely off topic. I just want to let you know that there are a bunch of new Diana performances. A few days ago, she appeared on another artist's livestream. She was there for three and a half hours! During this time, The girls performed 24 songs. The setting is informal, so the performances are a bit unpolished. Yet, they have their own charm and beauty. I will try to post a link to the entire playlist as a reply to this comment. However, if you can't see it, it can be found on the channel: Саша Капустина - КВАШЕНАЯ нарезки
Rammsteins keine Lust has so much more to show you. To understand it, you'll normally have to watch the music video, which is kinda sad that they don't have any English translation on it, but the song itself is about someone who has everything and thus doesn't want to do anything, he just says he doesn't want to not hate himself because of what he does momentarily, which is laying on his fat and beeing rich, and in music that often means a lot of drugs, and "I have no disre to go from the snow" means as much as "I don't want to stop with Cocain" but at the same time he doesn't want to die because of it. And the" I would have the desire to do it with big animals" means as much as "I would like to talk, live, and make music with famous people, but I don't want to risk it(maybe they don't like me) and all that wears on the" I don't want to lie in my fat," because he doesn't do anything, because he already has everything. He lays around does nothing so much, that he probably does the same thing as someone who's dead, that's why he counds flies (corpses and flies) plus he's" so cold" because he's practically "dead". And all that after a long break of not making any albums, just genius, thanks for reacting on this masterpiece
I don't know if it's appropriate to talk about I want here. But every time I really feel a deep understanding of this song when I listen, because I myself once experienced such a state by 100%. (Well, only without the desire for big animals)). And I want to share so that the experience will let me go faster. But it's a walk into the dark and back. I'm just warning you.(And I'm sorry if it's out of place.) To begin with, my childhood was full of hardships and pain and it gave a strong impact to fall into a state of "total not wanting". Life never seemed completely happy when I was surrounded by my pain. But I held on to all the good things I could find. But the turning point happened at the age of 12. I underwent a complex operation and experienced clinical death in the process. Not at all long in time and without any irreversible consequences for the body, but not for my worldview. And whether it’s a brain trip or not, but on the “other side” I experienced such wonderful and impossible to describe feelings that after that, growing up, no matter how joyful and pleasant things I have not tried in my life, it was not even close. It was pure euphoria, pure love, it was complete happiness. It felt like coming home after a long wandering. Which I experienced for a few seconds and it was taken away from me. It was an indescribable white light. Which lasted less than the light filling the room at the flick of a switch. And some things that are very difficult to explain. Like a voluntary loss of my personality, flight and vision with the whole body at the same time and thinking without words. Or like an endless crowd "there" of someone like you, individual but consisting of millions of "someone" that you don't see but you know that it's there and waiting for you. All without faces and only like looks like "bodies" but everything glows and I more like not see and just "knew" ??? Or someone even stranger, different from that crowd. Someone who told me without a word "no" and didn't let me join and I fell back. After that, all I wanted was to go back "there". But I fought as best I could for about 10 years and tried to find something to love life for now if everything is so faded. Before, the world didn't seem too rosy, but now it was almost black. Nothing mattered. When the pain of my childhood hit me too hard, and there was nothing to hold on to, I began to plunge from a highly active depression into a severe depression. Then it was impossible to find pleasant memories in my head, they seemed to have been erased. I just couldn't remember to hold on to them. I remember how at first I didn’t have the strength to do the work. Then make decisions. I quote Till: "Have no desire to get out of the snow. Have no desire to freeze". Then the food tasted like "cardboard". I fell asleep with heartache and woke up with it. And then it was still scary that the thoughts "end it" became permanent. Until I got used to the fact that I wake up with the first thought that "I want to die." I did not eat. I barely had the strength to go for a drink of water (a couple of glasses a day) or go to the toilet. It was considered a victory then. And especially if I could force myself to eat 2 cookies a week. My kidneys was hurt. It was hard to even speak. I cried until I passed out and then cried again because the heartache was unbearable. One day I woke up and realized that if I don’t do anything now, I won’t be able to help myself anymore. It was the last effort of will. I clearly understood that I would kill myself within a couple of days or simply pass out from exhaustion. I remember that I managed to talk myself into fighting, if not for myself, then for my mother. She was the only light then in the darkness and that she always wanted me to live. So, in my last dull despair, I prayed to all the gods that my strength would return so that I could get out for the sake of my mother. I succeeded. I found hope and strength began to return a little. And as soon as I got stronger enough, I brought myself to a therapist, my mother helped me to be there. (I could not go to the usual medical care in Russia, it is pretty often punitive in nature and I could not get out if I got into a mental clinic.This is not always the case. But it also happens.And I was very fragile. Like crystal glass.) The therapist I found helped me a lot. I now live for myself and I am very happy about it. It wasn't easy. But I went a long way to a better state of mind where I kept falling down but getting up and walking persistently making a micro effort at a time. Over time, I began to fall a little and quickly get up. I removed the three main depressive attitudes (negative assessment of myself / the world / the future), replacing them with more positive ones. And healed most of the emotional trauma. Now there is still much to strive for, but life is already pleasant. I felt better - and this is real progress. But the thing that I figured out for myself is that - I can’t end up in that “happy place” by killing myself or just slowly dying from depression.That's not how it works.So I'm more likely to get anywhere but to "that happy place". I choose to live, and then I need to live well. If it is very difficult to cope with something on my own, I need to seek help if possible(preferably competent), and not wait until my "back breaks". Without making a choice, I still choose. I can't "freeze" for long, I'll start to wither. And it's better not to fall to the "bottom of the pit" next time I may not have the strength to get up. And then everything that happened before was really in vain. So I understand this song very well - if you lie and count flies forever, you suddenly realize that flies are flying over the dead and you are so dead cold. What can I say - Till is a genius. Even in the deepest darkness there is still a light of hope. For me, it was Mom then. It's funny that by the way my mother's name is "Hope" in Russian)). But for everyone it can be something of their own for which you can love this life. Close people or favorite things. And it's better to hold on to these things at once strongly so as not "to fall into the pit".And carefully listen to your feelings and take care of yourself. And don't give up trying to improve your life. I hope that you, the reader, will return from my dark journey unharmed to this beautiful and wonderful world. I wish everyone only the best and that the desire to live always remains.💗💜💙
The GOATs in action 🐐👀
I hope you don't mind that I go completely off topic. I just want to let you know that there are a bunch of new Diana performances. A few days ago, she appeared on another artist's livestream. She was there for three and a half hours! During this time, The girls performed 24 songs.
The setting is informal, so the performances are a bit unpolished. Yet, they have their own charm and beauty.
I will try to post a link to the entire playlist as a reply to this comment. However, if you can't see it, it can be found on the channel: Саша Капустина - КВАШЕНАЯ нарезки
m.th-cam.com/play/PLEn9ZMDvQXr2qLqtK_kWmDmqfxxQHJ8kp.html
Rammsteins keine Lust has so much more to show you. To understand it, you'll normally have to watch the music video, which is kinda sad that they don't have any English translation on it, but the song itself is about someone who has everything and thus doesn't want to do anything, he just says he doesn't want to not hate himself because of what he does momentarily, which is laying on his fat and beeing rich, and in music that often means a lot of drugs, and "I have no disre to go from the snow" means as much as "I don't want to stop with Cocain" but at the same time he doesn't want to die because of it. And the" I would have the desire to do it with big animals" means as much as "I would like to talk, live, and make music with famous people, but I don't want to risk it(maybe they don't like me) and all that wears on the" I don't want to lie in my fat," because he doesn't do anything, because he already has everything.
He lays around does nothing so much, that he probably does the same thing as someone who's dead, that's why he counds flies (corpses and flies) plus he's" so cold" because he's practically "dead".
And all that after a long break of not making any albums, just genius, thanks for reacting on this masterpiece
Go bucstabu Madison Square garden
His vocal in this is just amazing 🥵
You’re still going well with you’re channel, keep going
Thank you, will most definitely 😁 as long as you keep supporting
Your
the official Video "keine Lust" is brilliant! 💪
I don't know if it's appropriate to talk about I want here. But every time I really feel a deep understanding of this song when I listen, because I myself once experienced such a state by 100%. (Well, only without the desire for big animals)). And I want to share so that the experience will let me go faster. But it's a walk into the dark and back. I'm just warning you.(And I'm sorry if it's out of place.)
To begin with, my childhood was full of hardships and pain and it gave a strong impact to fall into a state of "total not wanting". Life never seemed completely happy when I was surrounded by my pain. But I held on to all the good things I could find. But the turning point happened at the age of 12. I underwent a complex operation and experienced clinical death in the process. Not at all long in time and without any irreversible consequences for the body, but not for my worldview. And whether it’s a brain trip or not, but on the “other side” I experienced such wonderful and impossible to describe feelings that after that, growing up, no matter how joyful and pleasant things I have not tried in my life, it was not even close. It was pure euphoria, pure love, it was complete happiness. It felt like coming home after a long wandering. Which I experienced for a few seconds and it was taken away from me. It was an indescribable white light. Which lasted less than the light filling the room at the flick of a switch. And some things that are very difficult to explain. Like a voluntary loss of my personality, flight and vision with the whole body at the same time and thinking without words. Or like an endless crowd "there" of someone like you, individual but consisting of millions of "someone" that you don't see but you know that it's there and waiting for you. All without faces and only like looks like "bodies" but everything glows and I more like not see and just "knew" ??? Or someone even stranger, different from that crowd. Someone who told me without a word "no" and didn't let me join and I fell back.
After that, all I wanted was to go back "there". But I fought as best I could for about 10 years and tried to find something to love life for now if everything is so faded. Before, the world didn't seem too rosy, but now it was almost black. Nothing mattered. When the pain of my childhood hit me too hard, and there was nothing to hold on to, I began to plunge from a highly active depression into a severe depression. Then it was impossible to find pleasant memories in my head, they seemed to have been erased. I just couldn't remember to hold on to them. I remember how at first I didn’t have the strength to do the work. Then make decisions. I quote Till: "Have no desire to get out of the snow. Have no desire to freeze". Then the food tasted like "cardboard". I fell asleep with heartache and woke up with it. And then it was still scary that the thoughts "end it" became permanent. Until I got used to the fact that I wake up with the first thought that "I want to die." I did not eat. I barely had the strength to go for a drink of water (a couple of glasses a day) or go to the toilet. It was considered a victory then. And especially if I could force myself to eat 2 cookies a week. My kidneys was hurt. It was hard to even speak. I cried until I passed out and then cried again because the heartache was unbearable. One day I woke up and realized that if I don’t do anything now, I won’t be able to help myself anymore. It was the last effort of will. I clearly understood that I would kill myself within a couple of days or simply pass out from exhaustion. I remember that I managed to talk myself into fighting, if not for myself, then for my mother. She was the only light then in the darkness and that she always wanted me to live. So, in my last dull despair, I prayed to all the gods that my strength would return so that I could get out for the sake of my mother. I succeeded. I found hope and strength began to return a little. And as soon as I got stronger enough, I brought myself to a therapist, my mother helped me to be there. (I could not go to the usual medical care in Russia, it is pretty often punitive in nature and I could not get out if I got into a mental clinic.This is not always the case. But it also happens.And I was very fragile. Like crystal glass.) The therapist I found helped me a lot. I now live for myself and I am very happy about it. It wasn't easy. But I went a long way to a better state of mind where I kept falling down but getting up and walking persistently making a micro effort at a time. Over time, I began to fall a little and quickly get up. I removed the three main depressive attitudes (negative assessment of myself / the world / the future), replacing them with more positive ones. And healed most of the emotional trauma. Now there is still much to strive for, but life is already pleasant. I felt better - and this is real progress.
But the thing that I figured out for myself is that - I can’t end up in that “happy place” by killing myself or just slowly dying from depression.That's not how it works.So I'm more likely to get anywhere but to "that happy place". I choose to live, and then I need to live well. If it is very difficult to cope with something on my own, I need to seek help if possible(preferably competent), and not wait until my "back breaks". Without making a choice, I still choose. I can't "freeze" for long, I'll start to wither. And it's better not to fall to the "bottom of the pit" next time I may not have the strength to get up. And then everything that happened before was really in vain. So I understand this song very well - if you lie and count flies forever, you suddenly realize that flies are flying over the dead and you are so dead cold. What can I say - Till is a genius.
Even in the deepest darkness there is still a light of hope. For me, it was Mom then. It's funny that by the way my mother's name is "Hope" in Russian)). But for everyone it can be something of their own for which you can love this life. Close people or favorite things. And it's better to hold on to these things at once strongly so as not "to fall into the pit".And carefully listen to your feelings and take care of yourself. And don't give up trying to improve your life.
I hope that you, the reader, will return from my dark journey unharmed to this beautiful and wonderful world. I wish everyone only the best and that the desire to live always remains.💗💜💙
You can't understand the lyrics without seeing the video
You have to react to “mehr” from rammstein. Its the best
nice you mention Nietsche
th-cam.com/video/y8y9LI5o1SA/w-d-xo.html Mutter, Rammstein Фрагмент мюзикла "Волк и семеро козлят"
I think the lyrics only make sense with official video ..
Rammstein is a great base to get into philosophical topics.