I experienced similar: shame, regret, anger, rejection. So I drowned my feelings and punished myself with alcohol, hard drugs and unbelievably, sexually promiscuous behavior.
This day I call the heavens and the earth as witnesses that I have set before you life and death, blessings and curses. Now choose life, so that you and your children may live. Deuteronomy 30:19
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I experienced similar: shame, regret, anger, rejection. So I drowned my feelings and punished myself with alcohol, hard drugs and unbelievably, sexually promiscuous behavior.
This day I call the heavens and the earth as witnesses that I have set before you life and death, blessings and curses. Now choose life, so that you and your children may live.
Deuteronomy 30:19