MY EMOTIONS! *• LESBIAN REACTS - HEARTSTOPPER - 2x08 “PERFECT” •*

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  • @cammrose
    @cammrose 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +448

    The ending scene of this episode with Charlie and Nick in his room is the best scene in the whole show so far imo

    • @Dead-fire
      @Dead-fire 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      Agree

    • @kieraaaa.
      @kieraaaa. 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      ​@@Dead-fireyour pfp is fire

    • @Dead-fire
      @Dead-fire 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      @@kieraaaa. Thank you, but I’m actually gonna change it to Miles Morales
      Edit: Sooner

    • @Chihuahuauno1
      @Chihuahuauno1 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      This and their kiss in the rain in S1. My fav’s!!!!!!

  • @kayacerrillo7592
    @kayacerrillo7592 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +87

    Fun Fact: The song in the ending scene "Ur So Pretty" is actually by the actor who plays Tao & his sister. They're a duo known as 'Wasia Project'.

  • @danielagavidia4514
    @danielagavidia4514 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +223

    I actually relate a lot with what Charlie goes through in both seasons, my gf is literally a girl version of Nick haha. When we first watched season 2, we were in diferent states of our country, watching that last scene by myself was so triggering. When we rewatched it, having her with me, she just hugged me so tight and told me “it’s okay, you don’t have to feel that way again, you have me, you are not hard to love, the World was just cruel to you, but you don’t have to deal it by yourself anymore, I’m here” it BROKE me

    • @BellyJae
      @BellyJae 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      You’re sooo lucky. I wish I had that. But at my age, I just don’t think it was ever meant to be for me.

    • @nxtania9447
      @nxtania9447 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      Bro can I have a gf or bf like that pls 😭✋️

    • @Acorn905
      @Acorn905 7 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Im so happy the world has kind people like that :') I hope youll heal from those feelings and you'll realize how lovely you are ❤

    • @rutiletwins7237
      @rutiletwins7237 2 วันที่ผ่านมา

      This actually made me cry. This is so sweet. Hope you're doing well❤

  • @Drawing_with_lillian
    @Drawing_with_lillian 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +247

    Charlie and Nick are literal couple goals. Need to protect them.❤

  • @julianamonsalvezuluaga2936
    @julianamonsalvezuluaga2936 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +46

    The fact that the scene was playing "seven" by Taylor Swift made me so emotional, in case you don't know, seven is a song that is about someone remembering their childhood friend who lived in an abusive childhood, "and I've been meaning to tell you, I think your house is haunted, your dad is always mad and that must be why, and I think you should come live with me and we could be pirates then you won't have to cry, or hide in the closet" but they lost contact and now this person remembers the friend with love and hope, "and tho I can't recall your face, I still got love for you." IT MADE ME CRY SO HARD

  • @liamgradwell2998
    @liamgradwell2998 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +162

    Thank you for the kind words Elijah. I never did self harm, but I can be in a spiral of stress and anxiety as an autistic person, that it feels really difficult to stay in control and think properly. So thanks for reminding me and to everyone else who has gone through all the shitty parts of everything: it does get better in the end.

  • @redwillowofdreams8931
    @redwillowofdreams8931 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +261

    Kinda random of me to say, but I really appreciate your...everything? When it comes to LGBT stuff. I guess you and your channel make me feel safe, 'cause I know you won't take any crud from bullies. Been watching for around a year now, your vids always brighten my day, and provide comfort when I need a study break (like right now). Your channel is a great place for us rainbow folk to congregate and feel secure, at least in my opinion

    • @Dead-fire
      @Dead-fire 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

      Same here, Her video would anyways make me happy every time I had a horrible day because of Stress with school work or When I get bullied and had some thoughts that I never thought I would have

    • @Lonewolfmia2006
      @Lonewolfmia2006 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

      Same here. Everything I see a upload my heart feels better and when I'm having a bad day/week she makes me feel happy, seen, and safe.

    • @redwillowofdreams8931
      @redwillowofdreams8931 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      Glad y’all feel the same way

  • @bagsofflesh7284
    @bagsofflesh7284 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +18

    TW!!!!: topics of eating disorders, self harm, and bullying!!!
    in 5th grade i was outed and i started getting bullied a LOT. i was called a demon, the devil, and i was called a bunch of slurs. i started to cut and i told my friend and she told her mom which told the principal. the principal called my mom and she yelled at me for it, and then when my dad got home he yelled at me even more. i got put into school counseling and that didn’t help at all. i kept getting bullied and so eventually i started to starve myself and no one noticed. i told my counselor and she told my mom and i just got yelled at again. i had to go to the hospital and it was a lot to deal with at like 10 which is really sad to think about and i wish i never told anyone that i am gay and came out on my own. i went to mental hospitals, different therapists, counselors. and it was a lot and i still sometimes deal with bullying but at this point i don’t care about it anymore. i’m in 7th grade now and i am 8 months clean from self harm!

    • @juliaKoenderink
      @juliaKoenderink 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      i am proud of you hopefully i will get to that point some day just wana say keep up the good work

    • @eurovision4lifee
      @eurovision4lifee หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      im am so proud of you you're so strong, much love from one queer to another, you didn't deserve that

    • @Yanmega_Commentaries69
      @Yanmega_Commentaries69 10 วันที่ผ่านมา

      fun times

  • @Frances86
    @Frances86 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +134

    I mean obviously we all know they love each other… so watch out for season 3. If the „I love you“ scene is even close to the original one from the book, it will be iconic ♥️♥️🍂🍂

    • @cassieredmond154
      @cassieredmond154 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

      I so badly want that to be the way it’s done in the show!

    • @dianalopes2155
      @dianalopes2155 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      Iconic indeed! I can’t wait to see the scene from book to screen. I am sure it will be AMAZING!!!

    • @Callimachus33
      @Callimachus33 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      I'm just worried about Kit's feet... 👣

  • @brooke5619
    @brooke5619 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +58

    i dropped dead when i heard "seven" in this episode for the first time

    • @sensitive_sea_sprite_
      @sensitive_sea_sprite_ 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

      No cuz same!! I started screaming crying and shaking the first time 😭🤍🤍

    • @mj1310
      @mj1310 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      SAME OMG i cry every time i hear the song let alone to that scene jfc 😭

    • @brooke5619
      @brooke5619 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      @@mj1310 it was my surprise song for the eras tour and i dropped dead then as well

  • @panini33
    @panini33 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +112

    My heart isn’t ready for the dynamite explosion of emotions😢😢❤❤❤

    • @Dead-fire
      @Dead-fire 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      Me neither 😭😭😭

    • @lynnaila9757
      @lynnaila9757 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      Its called heart stopper cuz it’ll make ur heart stop in multiple ways

  • @vigilantsycamore8750
    @vigilantsycamore8750 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +20

    I relate to Imogen because I've gone through the "token straight ally" to "turns out I'm not so straight after all" pipeline myself

  • @andrewmendonca6876
    @andrewmendonca6876 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +16

    I feel so bad for Darcy. She doesn't deserve this from her mom. I really want to give her a big hug and tell her that everything will be okay.

  • @-FroRose-
    @-FroRose- 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +54

    I've been dealing with self-harm for two years. I am biromantic as well as a Christian, I felt and still feel like I'm an abomination for loving a girl. But she's amazing and I love her so much even if she doesn't feel the same. My parents are homophobic which took a toll on my mental health, I havent come out to my family and to keep that relationship I've had to act homophobic around my family and I hate myself for bashing people who are just like me. I'm out to a few of my friends and my therapist, but I can't bear the thought of telling my family. I love my family but I know that they would never accept me. I tried cutting myself due to school stress but now it's more due to the fact I'm biromatic. I'm trying to recover but it's hard knowing that everyone I love would be against me. I pray that whoever else deals with these thoughts is rid of them, I love you all and you all deserve love ❤❤❤

    • @AstaGruwier-vi5ht
      @AstaGruwier-vi5ht 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

      I’m so sorry for everything you’ve been through❤️
      I know I’m just a stranger on the internet but I wanted to say that no matter what, you are enough. No matter who you like, what you look like or what you believe in. No matter what education you get, no matter how you live your life, you are enough. I promise it will get better, it always does, even though it can be hard to believe❤️

    • @spidey-m3h
      @spidey-m3h 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      I'm also biromantic and live in a christian household. My parents are also homophobic and I hate having to pretend to hate the community. Like you, I don't think I can ever come out to my family, because I know they won't ever accept me. I hope you understand you are not alone, that you are amazing, and that you are loved 🫶.

    • @juliaKoenderink
      @juliaKoenderink 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      i know what it feels like to have to hide stuff and cutting yourself becus of it. i am trying to tell people i know about me hurting myself but it is still hard. stay strong and know i love you❤‍🩹

  • @danielrotello4950
    @danielrotello4950 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +28

    My favorite Nick/Charlie kiss, and in this season there were many, was the one Nick gave to Charlie's forehead after Charlie promised to tell him if things ever got bad enough that he thought about self harm. It was the most pure, the most tender, and the most loving. It was like Nick was cradling Charlie's head in his hands and trying to help sooth and comfort Charlie's cruelly wounded mind with a healing kiss.
    Beautifully acted.🫶

  • @simply_psi
    @simply_psi 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +31

    A great reaction and I love your empathy for anyone going through tough times. There was a hint to this back in the episode where Charlie fainted, when Nick asked him about his eating, Charlie's body language closed off and he started to pinch his arm, which is probably where he used to cut himself, it seemed like it was an automatic reaction to the distress, that has caused Charlie all this pain, the bullying, the abusive relationship with Ben etc. On the plus side he has come through it and has found a partner that not only loves him to bits, but also feels Charlie's pain you can see that by the devastated look on Nick's face when Charlie is telling him these awful things. With Nick by his side Charlie will be able to face anything he just needs to let Nick in and he is starting that journey, Nick is the perfect partner for someone carryning such pain. A big shout out to these two young actors who made this scene seems oh so real, incredible.

  • @Faskimy3344
    @Faskimy3344 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

    Omg, I just binge watched your reactions to Heartstopper, from season 1, and I just have to say just how amazed I am by you. Not many youtubers get to pause and give pieces of advices like you do. You are so incredible, and the way that you do that, the way that these things touches you, it's just so beautiful. I feel like I want to give you a big hug myself, and I want to thank you, a thousand times, for all these kids who did watch to you, and were inspired by you, and your message. You are truly a beautiful soul, and yes, young teens have been saved by you, I have no doubt about it. Thank you so much. You are my best reactor to this show so far xxx

  • @archtherockstar
    @archtherockstar 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +22

    TW: The last scene hits home for me as I deeply relate a lot on what Charlie is going through. I recently have hurt myself as well just under two weeks ago, and have been slowly getting the help I need.
    Your words for myself and those that are struggling with that has taken a huge turn for me, and I just want to thank you - I do wish I could get a hug from you right now. It truly means a lot to me to hear those touching words from you, and reminds me to just never give up. ❤

    • @MayMay-qc4wz
      @MayMay-qc4wz 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      So sorry you're going through this and so happy you're getting help!

  • @rottenangelx3
    @rottenangelx3 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

    my favorite character is charlie bc i relate to him so much. i’ve never seen a character on screen that shares my story as well. so it’s rlly comforting. i’m so excited for next season to finally put charlie more in the spotlight. it’s been difficult for charlie to get attention in s1 and 2 just because his storyline has been rather slow and sort of invisible which makes sense bc ppl struggling w mental health usually hide it very well. but charlie’s still very overlooked for his quite confidence and bravery, and he’s such a huge empathetic human!! s3 will focus on his mental health recovery, im hoping they portray it accurately with all the rollercoaster of emotions but with respect and care also. i’ve rewatched s2 sm times n u can see how talented joe is at capturing mental illness with his nonverbal acting. it’s insane!! if u experience depression/anxiety then u can understand it and see it written ALL over his face without him saying anything, u just KNOW what he’s feeling/thinking.

  • @scrappingonthefly1217
    @scrappingonthefly1217 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +16

    The “I love you” will be worth the wait, promise! Also, because I’ve watched this 1000 times, one thing I love so much that I’ve never seen anyone comment on, is that in the beginning of this episode when Nick is at Charlie’s door after his coming out IG post, Baby Queen’s “Colours of You” song is playing (covered in the colours of you) and Nick is literally covered in Charlie’s pride flag colors and Charlie is covered in Nick’s pride flag colors! It is just a simple thing, but so special and really grabbed my heart strings. Also, your reactions are my absolute favorite, and I’ve probably watch 50+ reactors to HS! Love you and can’t wait for season 3! ❤🍂🥰

  • @12-bitfoxy
    @12-bitfoxy 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +33

    I'm a trans man and I used to sh I even tried to unalive myself in 9th grade life is so hard but now I have a boyfriend and amazing friends and I really do want to see the day where I can finally feel like myself watching your reactions help you are an amazing person and I love watching your videos 💙💙

    • @jimballard1186
      @jimballard1186 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

      Glad you're still around, brother.

    • @theakimboknight
      @theakimboknight 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

      could not be happier that you decided to fight and stick around. I absolutely hope life gets better for you !!

    • @BellyJae
      @BellyJae 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      Loooove yooouuu!! I’m also trans and was outed in 8th grade and was almost killed and also self harmed. This episode hurt so much and I wish I had had a Nick then, or hell, even now. I’ve never known love. Sending giant hugs!!

  • @davidd6759
    @davidd6759 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

    I love how the globe on the desk lights up when Nick opens his eyes in Charlies room to see his outfit.
    Charlie lights up Nicks world!!!

  • @Dead-fire
    @Dead-fire 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +39

    For those who haven’t Seen This episode and just waiting for this reaction to come out, Don’t Read This Comment
    But if you have I’ll say this, It’s very Horrible how Bullying can Affect Someone so much that later on you start having Negative Thoughts and other worse things that I don’t think I can say here on TH-cam but you know what I mean, and this happens in real life all the time especially with myself with all those thoughts I had last year, it’s slowly going away but It would always find it’s way back to me with things that happened, That’s why when Charlie said how much it affected him I was Crying and Also felt so bad for him because That was also something I related to, And it hurt me so much, also If you read the first book, this hits even harder 🥺🥺🥺
    Edit: Her Videos would Always help me Heal from All of that when I was bullied and had all the thoughts I had in the past, Elijah is Our F**king Hero I swear

  • @Do0ntron9000
    @Do0ntron9000 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    I relate to Charlie so much, I have an eating disorder and I am recovering from self harming, I am so glad they have this representation, I really hope Charlie gets better

  • @Mrsmarykate
    @Mrsmarykate 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +41

    20:10 I just wanted to say, I’ve been and am still going through a tough time in life but these reactions have just helped me so much, I love watching you get all excited and theorize about things. It makes me feel a type of joy that I just don’t feel as often anymore. Thank you so much, this is coming from some random teen on the internet

    • @Dead-fire
      @Dead-fire 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Same here I’m another Random Teenager on the internet

  • @lilrats143
    @lilrats143 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    6:49 do you see the globe in the background? Its not turned on right now but when Nick opens his eyes the globe turns on! Charlie lights up his world! :D

  • @andrewmendonca6876
    @andrewmendonca6876 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    I started tearing up when Taylor Swift's "Seven" was playing in the background. Darcy is so lucky to have such amazing friends!!!!

  • @leilanigonzaga9892
    @leilanigonzaga9892 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

    u might never see this, but watching your reaction and commentary for this was so comforting. although you’re technically a stranger on the internet you’ve brought so much like comfort and understanding into people’s lives, i lowkey teared up watching this. the community you’ve fostered here means a lot to some of us. i appreciate what you do so much ❤

  • @nyleesearias3992
    @nyleesearias3992 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +34

    Cannot wait! This episode was so much for me I cried

  • @strwberiisoph
    @strwberiisoph 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +15

    Elijah made me cry. Thank you so much. I love you Elijah you’re really sweet and entertaining.

  • @Lonewolfmia2006
    @Lonewolfmia2006 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    I just wanna say thank you for your kind words earlier. I used to have a history like Charlie's when I was younger and first coming to terms with my sexuality. I would have loved someone in my life to say those words to me so thank you and anyone out there that are going through this now, you will have bad days and worse days but you will also have days full of sunshine. Now I am a happy and full of life teenager/young adult lesbian. I send all my love out to everyone.

  • @clarejean3309
    @clarejean3309 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +15

    Yes! U have no idea how happy this makes me!
    Especially since this guy keeps staring at me and last week it was enough to put me in a depression mood for the whole week. So this video will cheer me up tomorrow.
    But I’m worried for ya, Elijah! Wait till you see the ending of this one!
    But my emotions were all over this episode in rainbows!

  • @Icebelle2.0
    @Icebelle2.0 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    20:30 Oh god that hit me so much!!💕😭 We all Thank you Elijah for everything you said!🩷❤️❤️🩵

  • @MarceloSilva-kp7mc
    @MarceloSilva-kp7mc 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    I cried nonstop for like an Hour after watching this
    Because even though I've never done this, there was a time in my life when I really thought doing this would be a solution, and the only reason I didn't do it was because I was afraid it would end up going further than just a cut

  • @crystalforgrave1182
    @crystalforgrave1182 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    This is why she's my favorite reactor to shows she would be my favorite TH-camr if my cousin wasn't a TH-camr❤

  • @VasTaylorsversion
    @VasTaylorsversion 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

    I love this show so much and i can't wait for season 3. Thank you so much for the messages you said you are truly a kindhearted person who deserves love and i am glad you found someone good for you. See you when season 3 comes out✌🏼☺️

  • @redebony101
    @redebony101 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    I can’t pick a fav episode I love so many episodes! Probably a lot of the powerful scenes where Nick and Charlie stand up for themselves or precious friendship and relationship scenes like the ones with Nick and Tao or Imogen standing up for herself. Great reaction as always

  • @DSGodiva
    @DSGodiva 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Oh I was waiting for this one! That final scene is so heavy but done so well! And the talk between Nick and Tao is one of my favorite scenes of the whole show. Not only is it two of the most important people in Charlie's life coming together, but Tao talking about his dad is heartbreaking. But it also shows Tao's growth, as before he said he didn't know why he's so afraid of being alone, but now he understands where that comes from. Such a good scene!

  • @angeladavidson2350
    @angeladavidson2350 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    This season was INCREDIBLE

  • @eurovision4lifee
    @eurovision4lifee 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    18:13 it’s so fun to experience these moments as a queer to be like WAITTT A MINUTE I HAD A CRUSH ON THEM

  • @andrewmendonca6876
    @andrewmendonca6876 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    I'm so happy that Nick has finally come out!!! I love Nick and Charlie so much!!! My favorite couple!!!

  • @greysquirrel2007
    @greysquirrel2007 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    If they follow the books next season is going to be really tough but if they do the I❤U scene from the book it'll be worth it.

  • @peachietree
    @peachietree 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    I dont usually comment on here but I just wanted to say thank you. For saying that I'm strong and brave. I have struggled the same way charlie has with ed and self harm and hearing that helps. I still struggle sometimes I've been going through a dark period lately snd I needed to hear that so thank you 💛

  • @jessmess9755
    @jessmess9755 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    the ending is beautiful, its sad its so so much, thank you for the reminder and i want anyone who is feeling like this to read this- i don''t know what you are going threw or if you have gone in it that no matter how dark, sad, depressing the place is you are please try to remember or picture that there are better things that you can reach out to for help or advice. you will get better no matter how long it takes

  • @anndev99
    @anndev99 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    Elijah, as always: thank you for your incredible empathy. You are amazing ❤

  • @Rottenkittenz
    @Rottenkittenz 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    this is my fav ep!

  • @zollie4327
    @zollie4327 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    18:55 the way you are so empathetic and so beautifully spoken about charlies self harm make me cry
    20:16 here too your such a beautiful person and so kind

  • @nocrustashe
    @nocrustashe 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I only recently just watched Heartstopper for the first time, and oh my god, I can *not* get over how much I love this show. No other show that I've watched has ever made me feel as intensely as this show does. It's incredible.

  • @767wattsy
    @767wattsy 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    That bedroom scene between Nick and Charlie is so painful and so beautiful. The actors deliver every line so well.

  • @paulibeste7748
    @paulibeste7748 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    The song seven with that scene at 16:35 just fits so well with everything. The entire song fits their relationship so well and Tara also has a folklore poster in her room which is the album that song is on

  • @Silly_mazey
    @Silly_mazey 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    when she said all the stuff after charlie said he cut himself, when i first watched this video, i started crying cause im still in that

  • @nonbeing5564
    @nonbeing5564 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    20:24 I just discovered your channel through Morgan's and your Hazbin Hotel videos only about a week ago- I've been really drawn to how thoroughly genuinely sweet and emotive you seem accustomed to be. This hit me a bit surprisingly because this was a moment in my life years ago that I had legitimately entirely forgotten about. I'm just now at a point starting to work on PTSD recovery and my very patchy memory has surprises for me all over, it seems. Anyway all this to say, I know _I'm_ just a stranger on the internet, but if you happen to see this Elijah I just wanted you to know I really appreciate you, and your words reminded me to have self-compassion at a moment just now where I needed that. So, thank you.

  • @abbiesapp2922
    @abbiesapp2922 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I remember when this came out. I binged the entire season, even tho I told my best friend I would wait until he was over the next day, and then I binged it again with him while we ate a whole plate of brownies and a steak dinner (courtesy of my dad, that was actually bomb, and a great way to spend time w/ my bestie before he had to go back to college for the school year)
    Edit: Elijah getting emotional over the last scene hit so hard. I have a cousin who used to sh, and I knew for years but I didn't tell anyone because she begged me not to, and that was the first I had ever heard of someone doing something like that. I carried a lot of guilt with me, even after she got the help she needed. She is doing 1000 times better now, she's actually an asst. store manager at her job, and she has friends who she goes out with all the time. We hang out regularly, and we've had a few tearful conversations about that guilt I felt, and it was defiantly resolved. But if anyone takes anything away from this, if you know someone is hurting themselves in any way, tell an trusted adult. Doesn't have to be their parents or yours if you're worried about how they'll react, but tell someone you trust will get them the help they need. You will feel better, and you won't carry that guilt. And don't try to provide that help yourself, learned with another friend that sometimes if someone refuses to get help, you might just have to back away. Ik that can be harder with family, but you have to take care of you too. Yall all are amazing human beings, and I promise that someone will miss you. No matter what you think, you are significant and have a purpose here. The world IS a better place with YOU in it!

  • @Noahgrz
    @Noahgrz 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    When i heard Elijah at 20:11 it hit me in the heart because i used to SH because i thought it was the only way to let my emotions out it was hard to deal with it alone but i had my friends like Charlie and i powered through it. One thing that i would like to say to people is Don't be afride to ask for help hell tell your friends if your trust them so then your not alone. ❤❤❤❤

  • @andrewmendonca6876
    @andrewmendonca6876 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I couldn't stop crying when I heard that Charlie used to cut himself. I feel so bad for him. I want to give him a big hug.

  • @shayhallpike2601
    @shayhallpike2601 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

    Aww this episode is going to make elijah lose her shit... ❤ i cried

  • @sofiavitale9399
    @sofiavitale9399 หลายเดือนก่อน

    The part where Charlie almost almost text I love you is the best part of the whole entire show. You can’t tell me otherwise I’m so happy for season three to come out that might’ve not been the correct grammar if it isn’t, I’m sorry oh my God I can’t tell you how much I love this show❤❤❤

  • @Dayyzz_Plays
    @Dayyzz_Plays 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I really appreciate you as a youtuber. You're here for all of us. I needed this. I have been going through so much and have been a little lost. But having someone there, or being able to get a break from reality has really helped. Watching you're videos have helped me through a lot and I love this show cause it's shows the reality of everything. I really relate to charlie and Darcy a lot in this show. Thank you for being here for all of us and thank you for the kind words❤

  • @graphiquejack
    @graphiquejack 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

    People who haven't read the books: send it.
    People who have read the books: NO, don't send it ;) 🚿

    • @Naysseveredhead
      @Naysseveredhead 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Yes that was me watching the first time 😭😭

  • @Officially_Cam24
    @Officially_Cam24 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    AGAHAHHHHHHH IM SO EXCITED YET SCARED AT THE SAME TIMEEE HELP AFTWHABGW

  • @HeatBurns_x1
    @HeatBurns_x1 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    19:16- 22:09 made me cry it felt like u were talking directly too me...I never comment on anything unless I really need to say something so this is my first comment on ur channel and I would juss Like to say thank u so much, Moscow is so lucky to have u, and u r so lucky to have her, I can't say all I'm thinking so imma juss keep it short I wish had someone like u who would comfort me the way u juss did through ur video..💜

  • @Rainey_nights
    @Rainey_nights 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Elijah, I’ve struggled with self harm and major bullying and anxiety, and Jesus Christ that little segment meant so so much to me. You help me so much, help pull me through and you always always make me happy and feel like I’m a good person and I’m valid. I’m just a stranger commenting on your video, and this probably doesn’t mean much coming from a random queer teen but please know that you’ve made my life so much better, helped me with my struggles and made me feel loved. Your like a friend to me and I can’t thank you enough. ❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @katsunAC
    @katsunAC 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Shed a tear while you were crying, love you so much Elijah 😭❤️

  • @lesleechristie5870
    @lesleechristie5870 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I gotta say it was nice to know that during S2,we get to know that not only Nick liked & was attracted to Charlie (Which makes Nick a lucky guy to have Charlie as his boyfriend) but also Ben (Pretty obvious Ben is still in love with Charlie even if he denied it in S1 & won’t admit it but his actions said OTHERWISE than his words. Especially Ben being a creep & stalker to Charlie was evidence enough) & James who did also like him as well.
    It was great to know that Charlie is able to attract guys & make them have a crush on him which makes him a dude’s man (Lady’s man but for a guy to only attract guys). Goes to show that people may make fun of him & bully him just because Charlie is gay or use his sexuality as a excuse to bully him but they might also be jealous that Charlie is able to have guys who is attracted to him while they don’t have anyone who is attracted to them or doesn’t like them in that way yet.
    When the students were mostly talking about Charlie's hickey and were guessing who gave it to him on the Paris trip. I'm pretty sure if Tori (Charlie’s sister) was there,she would gave them a message to LEAVE HER BROTHER ALONE AND STOP MAKING ASSUMPTIONS and I bet Tori would make them all be silence by giving them a death stare since we all know how intense she is sometimes.
    But when people (including Harry & his friends) were talking about Charlie’s hickey and make fun of him for it and also make a assumption that it was James who gave it to him. Well at least Charlie finally got with someone unlike Harry & some of his friends,some of them & Harry seem like they are single (No surprise,there). The people are just JEALOUS they are the ONES TO NOT GET A HICKEY FROM THEIR LOVER YET and Charlie was the FIRST ONE to get it FIRST BEFORE THEM. NOT CHARLIE’S FAULT that the people are just upset that they didn’t get a hickey sooner,so they need to mind their own business and stop making fun of someone just because their jealous that they didn’t get a hickey yet.

  • @Tashawestland2022
    @Tashawestland2022 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    I cannot wait for this i have to wait for after school to watch it which sucks but i just know that Elijah is not gonna make past the first few minutes

  • @Theteencosplays
    @Theteencosplays 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I remember the first time that I watched this episode I sobbed so hard because I had gone through that personally and seeing it all being represented so well felt amazing. Also the words you said about it are so so sweet and definitely help people in that mindset 🩷💛💙

  • @sallymarr5329
    @sallymarr5329 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I have always enjoyed watching you react to this series, but this was so amazing. Your compassion and caring really touched me. That scene already had me crying and what you were saying made me feel so grateful that there are kind, supportive people like you, i shed even more tears🌈❤

  • @nathalianunez6692
    @nathalianunez6692 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Having the song “Seven” in this episode was so perfect 😭

  • @andrewmendonca6876
    @andrewmendonca6876 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Tao: "Do you want to be my girlfriend?"
    Elle: "Was that a serious question?"
    LOL!!! I love these two!!!!

  • @ThenerdyPT
    @ThenerdyPT 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    From someone who self harms-thank you for your words. They mean more than you know ❤

  • @alonsoaballay4671
    @alonsoaballay4671 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Fun fact, did you know that the globe in Charlie's room was turned off while nick had his eyes closed, but when he opens them the globe is lit up

  • @dawnmolloy9351
    @dawnmolloy9351 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    The first I love you has to be like the graphic novel or we will mutiny!! Believe me, totally worth the wait. It’s as iconic as the snow day and the first kiss.

  • @Melody35120
    @Melody35120 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    You help so many people Elijah, just by being yourself and staying positive everyday, and you inspire so many people to do the same. Thank you for supporting so many people and being so kind to people you don't even know. You have helped me a lot with anxiety and realizing that i'm not alone, and that there are others out there who go through the same things as me. So thank you.

  • @melinat6105
    @melinat6105 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    It's so funny that you were yelling at charlie to send the I love you text when I had the exact opposite reaction telling him not to send it because of how the first I love you went in the comics and I want that to happen again because it's so iconic lol

  • @M4ils
    @M4ils 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    24:16 i’m so glad that he didn’t send it
    saying it face-to-face is so much better than texting it out

  • @lesleechristie5870
    @lesleechristie5870 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I hope next season we will get a episode where the friend group investigates on Darcy’s mom & household. Because kicking your own daughter out just because of a argument over a outfit doesn’t mean you have to force her to get out especially when it’s out at night, but making your own daughter sleep outside is very neglectful.
    When Darcy was looking at a mother comforting a child at the park was very emotional because the mother was trying to make the child feel better where Darcy’s mom is the one who hurts her & makes her feel bad about herself and DIDN’T EVEN CARE THAT HER OWN DAUGHTER WAS GONE.
    When Tara was talking to Darcy’s mom, when Tara asks if Darcy was okay the quote Darcy’s mother replied with “And how would I know that?” (Because she’s your DAUGHTER & YOU SHOULD LOVE & CARE FOR HER). And the fact when Darcy’s mom mentions that kicking Darcy out wasn’t the first time. The audacity of this woman, she shouldn’t be a mom at all if she’s going to treat Darcy this way.
    At least with Charlie’s mom, even though Charlie’s mom may be a bit strict,she does want to make sure Charlie stays on track without getting distracted by Nick, Charlie’s mom DID CARE about her son in school despite her attitude, at least we NEVER see Charlie’s mom KICKED HIM OUT LIKE HOW DARCY’S MOM DID.
    I feel really bad because we only see Darcy happy WHENEVER SHE’S WITH HER FRIENDS, BUT NEVER AT HER HOME. It was because of Darcy’s mom that it made Darcy think she wasn’t capable enough to be loved that why she freaked out when Tara said ‘I love you’, do you think Darcy’s mom ever tells Darcy that she loves her? Because from what I have seen is that her mom doesn’t since she didn’t care when Darcy left.
    I would either want Mr Ajayi & Mr Farouk to adopt her or Darcy can stay at one of her friends house. Anything that could get Darcy out of her toxic neglectful household.

  • @oreoboyreviews2770
    @oreoboyreviews2770 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I’m excited to see Olivia Colman in the Wonka Movie

  • @poormlady8199
    @poormlady8199 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    As soon as I saw Elle come out with her prom dress, I was like "Omg she's a goddess" she literally had me frozen from how gorgeous she looked

  • @deoradh
    @deoradh 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    My go-to in the series are s1e1-4: Nick’s growing realization and nervousness just resonates a lot with how things felt in the 80s. That said, s2 I think is on-the-whole stronger, especially in how more they were able to spread the story around the rest of the cast without losing the plot.

  • @bernieadin1567
    @bernieadin1567 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    You are one of the best reviewers on Utube. I like your commentary both verbal and emotional. Very powerful!

  • @Cygnusart0843
    @Cygnusart0843 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    14:19 idk why but that hand gestures make this so much better 😂😂

  • @Chillpill4930
    @Chillpill4930 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I was scrolling on TH-cam and I don’t think you guys understand HOW FAST I CLICKED ON THIS VIDEO

  • @Clover-qy6og
    @Clover-qy6og 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    This video premiered when I relapsed. Lately everything has been so hard but watching you be this protective of people you don’t know, shows your kind and caring nature. I started sobbing listening to you talk because your words made me feel like this was you giving me the words of encouragement I needed. At 20:18 , the way Elijah said “I’m so sorry.” That absolutely broke me 😭

    • @Sheridan532
      @Sheridan532 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Hall of a boss ha a song❤

  • @bears5868
    @bears5868 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    I’m so excited!😆

  • @violetoderwald6535
    @violetoderwald6535 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I REALLY HOPE Elijah got tissues because whoof!

  • @Folknighturedobsessed
    @Folknighturedobsessed 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Hi Elijah, I only found your channel quite recently but I am so glad I found your channel. I know I'm just some random person commenting but no matter what I watch you react to or talk about you always make me happier and my day so much better. Thank you for all the kind messages you spread. You are the perfect example of how everyone should be. Thank you again :)

  • @honppeyricysorcin8908
    @honppeyricysorcin8908 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    You’re so empathetic and kind. It’s amazing. I love your videos!

  • @sofiavitale9399
    @sofiavitale9399 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Charlie talking about what he went through hurt me I almost cried I think maybe a tear came out😢

  • @juliaKoenderink
    @juliaKoenderink 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    i am dealing with self harm at the moment. not becus i need to feel something else then sadness, but becus i need to feel something. i cant realy feel emotions anymore exsept when i have blood on my hands. i cant cry anymore. i just feel like i wana die and charlie and i are simular in many ways. we are queer people who get bullied, cut themselfs and both have eating disorder and more. and eventho i have not felt emotions exsept when i cut myself in 3 years this made me cry. in a good way. i cant discribe how good it feels to feel. thank you for giving me hope and emotions again, for as long as it will last. i am smiling at the moment and it is the first real smile i have had in years and i think i am also gona finaly look at anoter way becus i think that i am not hopeless anymore. thank you. i cant thank you enoug for this. so i am just gona type it many timse
    thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you. i am so fucking thankfull
    edit: it is 2 weeks later now and i tried to kill myself just now. and when i failed i felt like shit but remembered this video and came back here and i am shure that without this i woud have tried again and mabye sucseeded. you have saved a live today and you have saved more then me alone so thank you for that

  • @dh9892x
    @dh9892x 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Listen as much as we all wanted them to say i love you there - we’re getting the i love you scene from the comics in S3 and its so so so special😭

  • @andrewmendonca6876
    @andrewmendonca6876 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Nick and Charlie look so cute in their prom outfits!!!

  • @lynnhettrick7588
    @lynnhettrick7588 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Elle is absolutely gorgeous in this season and her prom dress is beautiful!

  • @meppep6733
    @meppep6733 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Elijah, you seem so kind and considerate! Thank you for bringing joy ❤

  • @kreginzen
    @kreginzen 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thank you for sharing your beautiful reaction. This episode has such wonderful highs and then hits hard. I don't even know how many times I've watched it and watched people react to it and I cry every single time.

  • @iampandealwithit
    @iampandealwithit 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I have been through a lot and this channel has gotten me through it all. I know that i am only 13 but i almost killed myself and I have been hurting myself for a long time but this channel has helped me get through that so thank you elijah

  • @LonelyGhost.
    @LonelyGhost. 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    This was such a good episode!!! Your reactions always make my day, keep up the amazing work!
    (Also I would like to recommend one of my favorite series, Good Omens, it is so good and so worth the watch, even at just your own time!!!)

  • @LuciaSimmons-yd6if
    @LuciaSimmons-yd6if 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Hopefully the reason they didn’t say “I love you” in this episode is because they want to do the scene from the book!

  • @ThirstanTromp
    @ThirstanTromp 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This show is the best. I loved it and I learned so much from it. I really can't wait for season 3. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ Thank you Elijah for reacting to this beautifull show and taking the highs and lows with us.❤❤

  • @davidpacheco268
    @davidpacheco268 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    FIRST, lovely reactions, my favourites of all I've watched. SECOND, fun fact: the song that's playing in the last scene of this episode, "ur so pretty", is by a group called Wasia Project, constituted by Will Gao (who plays Tao) and his sister, Olivia. Continuation of the fun fact, like most of the scenes where we can hear song lyrics, the words in the song probably reflect what the characters are feeling/thinking. In this case, when Nick is closing the door after Charlie leaves, we can clearly hear the lyrics say "I'm so scared that the moments we shared won't happen again", which shows how Nick is feeling after the conversation with Charlie

  • @sofiavitale9399
    @sofiavitale9399 หลายเดือนก่อน

    The very ending was the best thing because they say I love you