I'm overwhelmed and wish i could respond to every single comment and message but know that I see them and I'm so thankful for everyone that's stuck around, it means the world to me. youtube is such a special platform and I'm happy to be back! alsoooo what do you guys want me see in the future?
I want to see videos about how you glowed up girl masha allah you look soo good. What you learned during your time away. and just vlogs the good old vlogs that we all love >3
I too want to vanish off of social media to travel the world, to live off a suit case, to heal, to read books, to learn a new language, to be less materialistic and to grow closer to Allah and myself. Alahumabarik ❤
What I took from this video, a more calmer, carefree Shahd. She’s enjoying the little moments in life. Espresso or instant, long or short hair, it’ll all work out. She’s connected to herself and her faith. Even more so now than ever before. Love your recommendations, may Allah bless you always in this life and even more so in the next ameen 🤍🥹
I told my daughter that she will be back one day and my daughter is the phone who texted me Shahd is back. I was watching my own daughter TH-cam video but exited quickly to see Shahd like who does that 😅?
My mental state is not your responsibly. However, your videos…your post always makes me feel refreshed, content, wanting to be present and just amazing. Not many people can do that so thank you.
What I get from this video is a new and improved Shahd who has embraced her heritage and is evolving into her most ideal self and is constantly getting better and better. I love this more calm and carefree version of you. So proud of you.
You are literally the coolest, most grounded person I know. It felt like such a sweet gift watching this video, thank you for being back. Having short hair will be weird at first but as a bald girl, I can tell you be prepared to feel so free and liberated, I'm sure you will love it. Also, hair is just hair, it will grow back.
The cutting off your hair, sooo relatable. Did same a couple of months back, it was so reliving in a shocking way cause it wasn’t something I’d ever have thought to do in a million years
8:11 I cut all my hair off while it was in super small braids in 2021 at like 4 am on a random weekday (it’s always chaotic! and the thought of having to take all those braids down on my own was a nightmare) and I felt so much relief. it felt like my hair had been holding all my stress and anxiety and getting rid of it felt so freeing. I’d tied my self esteem in my appearance to my hair for so long and cutting it all off (going from waist length to basically a low fade) made me appreciate myself and how I look a lot more. I got more comfortable in my own skin and was more okay with myself and my appearance than i had ever been in my life. I kept it short for over a year, it was so much easier to care for, it took hours off my hair routine, I spent a LOT less money on haircare and styling and got very minimalistic with my routine. I realized a lot of what I was doing for my hair before was a product of being easily influenced and general overconsumption. Short hair is also so much more conducive to a nomadic lifestyle lol, way fewer products and no tools necessary aside from a comb and a bonnet.
When I last watched ur videos I used to be inspired by how you moved out alone and had the cutest first apartment. I’d watch your videos and be SOOO inspired🥺 now a few years later i’m living that dream and moved to Dubai when i turned 24🥹 its been almost 2 years and I’m still grateful for you cuz u made younger me realise it is possible❤️ Thank you and I pray you’re happy and thriving habibti🫶🏾 P.s You have been SO missed you dont understand🥹
After 30 years I finally cut my hair and it was the way you described, I was in disbelief I finally did it but overjoyed and proud of myself that I finally did. I have no regrets and love my short hair. I feel lighter 😊 and I hope you continue to enjoy your new hair.
Such a beautiful video. You emit peacefulness and calmness. In this busy world of loud influencers trying to push their agendas onto whoever will hear, your video is refreshing. You are right, there is beauty in simplicity. I really believe there is no rush, everything will work out with God, I'm learning that more and more as I get older. Its lovely to see you evolving in a similar way💖
Never been so excited to see someone back. I’ve met Shahd in person and she is one of the most sweetest person ever. Your old videos were beyond beneficial to me. May Allah swt provide you with the greatness of this life and the hereafter. Allahuma Ameen
Shahd, you look so carefree and I’m here for it! I remember when on your TH-cam channel- right before you went on the years-long break- you were more mentally exhausted and struggling with depression. I’m glad you’ve found your peace. 💚
Just finished watching and thoroughly enjoyed how relaxing and easy this was to watch/listen to! Btw cutting your hair is such a liberating feeling! I didn’t regret it afterwards in fact it brought more excitement to me due to feeling like there’s “less consequences” of my reckless experimentations lol ie: dying it and bleaching with with no concern for the health of my hair bc I could cut it again 😭😭 Bask in the feeling sis I’m so happy you jumped that hurdle with yourself and didn’t let an emotional attachment to hair hold you back 🤍💫
we're so happy to have you back !! thank you for sharing these bits of your life with us 💗 I've been teaching myself Spanish and what you said about learning a language like a kid is sooo true!! making mistakes is the only way to get better and for the most part i think native/more fluent speakers are always happy to help. Also congrats on the hair cut!! Ive done it twice and it was so cathartic!!! Enjoy this new phase because its beautiful✨🍃
8:05 I cut my hair short after wanting to do so for a while too! I felt instant relief and joy and absolutellyyyy loved it! The only hurdle I faced was trying to style my hair under my hijab/inside cap so it wasn’t a curly puff underneath 🫠 sooo I stuck with twists. It was fun to see how the style grew out and watching it change overtime. Overall, Alhamdulilah loved 🩵✨
Well young lady, you have started your full circle journey; of embracing the essence that Allah has presented to you. While I am older than you, your previous videos inspired me. I moved across country to a place of no family or friends, but I like you am finding my peace. Finding one's peace allows us to see and embrace things differently. May Allah always be the light under your footsteps.
Of all the four times I’ve cut my hair off, it was due to an overwhelming sense of general suffocation, claustrophobia and helplessness. It was a way of feeling in control. And it always felt so freeing. Basically something was not right. Alhamdulillah things are getting better for me now. However, you sound very peaceful and calm and in control so I am happy for you! x
Cutting your own hair is so freeing 💇🏽♀️ last I cut my hair was in 2020 and now I love and care for my hair more than I did back then . Also welcome back ur content & chill vibes has been missed
Welcome back! Cutting off your hair is an exciting, liberating experience. I’ve done it a few times :) hair is hair. Also, yes to if it’s not broke, don’t fix it! I’ve learned to simplify my routines and stick with what works
As Salaamu Alaikum! Welcome back to the TH-cam world! What a beautiful video and yes, alhamdulillah in everything! 🙌🏽 congrats on your first big chop! As someone who’s cut off my hair a few times, I haven’t regretted it and that amazing lighter feeling lasts. Almost always, women cut their hair during big transitions and it symbolizes letting go of what doesn’t serve us to welcome the growth Allah is blessing us with! You may experience an awkward phase of it growing back - but just like growing pains, it’s worth it and it will pass! Praying your journey continues to be abundant and full of ease and joy! 💜
I really miss your content, but you seems so at peace and happy. As far as the hair…I did a big chop back in 2016. I could feel energy rush down my neck with the first cut and I started to hysterically laugh. It’s grown back twice as long as it was. So no regrets!
It’s so crazy bc I was just thinking about you! I was literally searching up your account and everything. I’m glad to see you back. I have watched this twice already❤️
Cutting my hair for the first time felt very liberating and now it's somewhat addictive. I've done it multiple times over the last decade and it's exhilarating each time.
I have always engaged with content on slow living but from no Muslim content creators, you have no idea how much joy this bring to my heart, seeing someone like me, in all aspects being so aligned with themselves and their spirituality ❤ Allahuma Barik
I only discovered you now and I feel so refreshed, please do more videos with a bit more time also. Sending you love, you truly a breath of fresh air 💓
My fav is back on TH-cam!! I cut my hair short for the first time almost two years ago, I cried a little lol because change is scary but no regrets, it felt so freeing.
I shaved all my hair off during quarantine, it was very freeing . The self luv and healing you will experience, will surpass all the regret you may or may not feel
SubhanAllah sis. Was near tears seeing how much I feel you have grown. You look so fresh, healed, and healthy. Ma Shaa Allah, tabarakallah. Love this new era for you sis ❤
Yayyy! Shahd is back, as for the haircut you might regret it a bit later if your hair hasn’t ever been that length before (speaking from experience) but over time you’ll grow to appreciate it. I would however recommend going to a hairstylist to shape up the cut if it’s really choppy. 😊
So lovely to see you’re back❤❤❤ If you do a q&a video, and don’t mind sharing - how did you fund living in all these countries? Is it just from influencer ads or did you have to work part time jobs in the countries 💞💞💞
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I'm overwhelmed and wish i could respond to every single comment and message but know that I see them and I'm so thankful for everyone that's stuck around, it means the world to me. youtube is such a special platform and I'm happy to be back! alsoooo what do you guys want me see in the future?
So happy to see you back ❤
I want to see videos about how you glowed up girl masha allah you look soo good. What you learned during your time away. and just vlogs the good old vlogs that we all love >3
A sit down talking video, girl how much I miss listening to you talk! Lessons learnt, honestly anything just more of you 💗
I'm so happy to have you back you were my biggest inspiration when I just started wearing a veil🩷🎀
I really miss Shai with Shahd, please bring that back
Like hearing from a friend you haven’t spoke to in forever. What a pleasant surprise! Alhumdulillah 🩷
I almost forgot her voice 😢
I too want to vanish off of social media to travel the world, to live off a suit case, to heal, to read books, to learn a new language, to be less materialistic and to grow closer to Allah and myself. Alahumabarik ❤
Girllll me too
Start with a book it’s cheaper 😂
What I took from this video, a more calmer, carefree Shahd. She’s enjoying the little moments in life. Espresso or instant, long or short hair, it’ll all work out. She’s connected to herself and her faith. Even more so now than ever before. Love your recommendations, may Allah bless you always in this life and even more so in the next ameen 🤍🥹
SHES BACKKKKKKK
Crazy how i was Telling everyone “I miss Shahd’s content” last night and I wake up to this.❤️❤️
Me too, I was telling my sis. I just called her 😂
I told my daughter that she will be back one day and my daughter is the phone who texted me Shahd is back.
I was watching my own daughter TH-cam video but exited quickly to see Shahd like who does that 😅?
I’ve been saying that this week and boom!
Same! I was thinking about her so much last night!
Welcome back! I feel like you have grown so much and found your peace. Im happy for you and cant wait for more videos!
Never unsubscribed!☝🏾I knew you would be back one day, so happyyyy 🤗❤️
My mental state is not your responsibly. However, your videos…your post always makes me feel refreshed, content, wanting to be present and just amazing. Not many people can do that so thank you.
What I get from this video is a new and improved Shahd who has embraced her heritage and is evolving into her most ideal self and is constantly getting better and better. I love this more calm and carefree version of you. So proud of you.
You are literally the coolest, most grounded person I know. It felt like such a sweet gift watching this video, thank you for being back. Having short hair will be weird at first but as a bald girl, I can tell you be prepared to feel so free and liberated, I'm sure you will love it. Also, hair is just hair, it will grow back.
SHAHD
I teared up seeing this notif!!! you have been so missed my girl!
alhamdulillah she’s back😭♥️ we missed you
The cutting off your hair, sooo relatable. Did same a couple of months back, it was so reliving in a shocking way cause it wasn’t something I’d ever have thought to do in a million years
8:11 I cut all my hair off while it was in super small braids in 2021 at like 4 am on a random weekday (it’s always chaotic! and the thought of having to take all those braids down on my own was a nightmare) and I felt so much relief. it felt like my hair had been holding all my stress and anxiety and getting rid of it felt so freeing. I’d tied my self esteem in my appearance to my hair for so long and cutting it all off (going from waist length to basically a low fade) made me appreciate myself and how I look a lot more. I got more comfortable in my own skin and was more okay with myself and my appearance than i had ever been in my life. I kept it short for over a year, it was so much easier to care for, it took hours off my hair routine, I spent a LOT less money on haircare and styling and got very minimalistic with my routine. I realized a lot of what I was doing for my hair before was a product of being easily influenced and general overconsumption. Short hair is also so much more conducive to a nomadic lifestyle lol, way fewer products and no tools necessary aside from a comb and a bonnet.
When I last watched ur videos I used to be inspired by how you moved out alone and had the cutest first apartment. I’d watch your videos and be SOOO inspired🥺 now a few years later i’m living that dream and moved to Dubai when i turned 24🥹 its been almost 2 years and I’m still grateful for you cuz u made younger me realise it is possible❤️ Thank you and I pray you’re happy and thriving habibti🫶🏾
P.s You have been SO missed you dont understand🥹
After 30 years I finally cut my hair and it was the way you described, I was in disbelief I finally did it but overjoyed and proud of myself that I finally did. I have no regrets and love my short hair. I feel lighter 😊 and I hope you continue to enjoy your new hair.
Such a beautiful video. You emit peacefulness and calmness. In this busy world of loud influencers trying to push their agendas onto whoever will hear, your video is refreshing. You are right, there is beauty in simplicity. I really believe there is no rush, everything will work out with God, I'm learning that more and more as I get older. Its lovely to see you evolving in a similar way💖
Never been so excited to see someone back. I’ve met Shahd in person and she is one of the most sweetest person ever. Your old videos were beyond beneficial to me. May Allah swt provide you with the greatness of this life and the hereafter. Allahuma Ameen
Shahd, you look so carefree and I’m here for it! I remember when on your TH-cam channel- right before you went on the years-long break- you were more mentally exhausted and struggling with depression. I’m glad you’ve found your peace. 💚
Can you share the backstory? There was no explanation here why she left and I only follow her on TH-cam so not sure if she actually shared it
Just finished watching and thoroughly enjoyed how relaxing and easy this was to watch/listen to! Btw cutting your hair is such a liberating feeling! I didn’t regret it afterwards in fact it brought more excitement to me due to feeling like there’s “less consequences” of my reckless experimentations lol ie: dying it and bleaching with with no concern for the health of my hair bc I could cut it again 😭😭
Bask in the feeling sis I’m so happy you jumped that hurdle with yourself and didn’t let an emotional attachment to hair hold you back 🤍💫
we're so happy to have you back !! thank you for sharing these bits of your life with us 💗 I've been teaching myself Spanish and what you said about learning a language like a kid is sooo true!! making mistakes is the only way to get better and for the most part i think native/more fluent speakers are always happy to help. Also congrats on the hair cut!! Ive done it twice and it was so cathartic!!! Enjoy this new phase because its beautiful✨🍃
I’m close to tears 😂
Welcome back Shahdddd
I had missed your videos
Aww welcome back pretty!! We missed you! So proud of you for listening to yourself and taking the time you need❤️
OH SHAHD, watching this video felt like healing my inner child. I've missed you so so much, alhamdulillah❤
Omg I can cry right now!!! I missed your content so much Shahd!🥹❤️❤️❤️
subhanAllah just on saturday, sahad crossed my mind and i was like “i miss her videos so much”
8:05 I cut my hair short after wanting to do so for a while too! I felt instant relief and joy and absolutellyyyy loved it! The only hurdle I faced was trying to style my hair under my hijab/inside cap so it wasn’t a curly puff underneath 🫠 sooo I stuck with twists. It was fun to see how the style grew out and watching it change overtime. Overall, Alhamdulilah loved 🩵✨
SAME
You’re gonna love it ! And the love definitely grows with each day as you watch your hair grow.
Well young lady, you have started your full circle journey; of embracing the essence that Allah has presented to you. While I am older than you, your previous videos inspired me. I moved across country to a place of no family or friends, but I like you am finding my peace. Finding one's peace allows us to see and embrace things differently. May Allah always be the light under your footsteps.
Of all the four times I’ve cut my hair off, it was due to an overwhelming sense of general suffocation, claustrophobia and helplessness. It was a way of feeling in control. And it always felt so freeing. Basically something was not right. Alhamdulillah things are getting better for me now. However, you sound very peaceful and calm and in control so I am happy for you! x
missed you dearly and even more grateful to see that you're well and thriving. thank you for always being such a light. 💌
Cutting your own hair is so freeing 💇🏽♀️ last I cut my hair was in 2020 and now I love and care for my hair more than I did back then . Also welcome back ur content & chill vibes has been missed
I love the remembrance of Allah through the video 🤍
Welcome back! Cutting off your hair is an exciting, liberating experience. I’ve done it a few times :) hair is hair. Also, yes to if it’s not broke, don’t fix it! I’ve learned to simplify my routines and stick with what works
You sound so soft and genuine and it's calming. Sending love from another girlie in Dubai!
CRYINGGG SCREAMINGGG THROWING UPPPP I LOVE YOUUUU
1:40 such a beautiful poem, jzk khayr for sharing! binge watching your vlogs theyre so goood💖
As Salaamu Alaikum! Welcome back to the TH-cam world! What a beautiful video and yes, alhamdulillah in everything! 🙌🏽 congrats on your first big chop! As someone who’s cut off my hair a few times, I haven’t regretted it and that amazing lighter feeling lasts. Almost always, women cut their hair during big transitions and it symbolizes letting go of what doesn’t serve us to welcome the growth Allah is blessing us with! You may experience an awkward phase of it growing back - but just like growing pains, it’s worth it and it will pass! Praying your journey continues to be abundant and full of ease and joy! 💜
love how peaceful this was
You can’t imagine how I’m happy for this come back !!!
I really miss your content, but you seems so at peace and happy.
As far as the hair…I did a big chop back in 2016. I could feel energy rush down my neck with the first cut and I started to hysterically laugh. It’s grown back twice as long as it was. So no regrets!
*shaving your hair is the best feeling evee it feels like a weight is taken off your shoulder*
ALHAMDULILAH!! OUR GIRL IS BACK!!!🥹
Mashallah your skin is glowing 💗 we want a skincare routine!!
I’ve been patiently waiting for your return! Welcome back 🫶🏾🫶🏾🫶🏾
OMG sis it’s been years 🥹😢😭 seeing you again brought back so many memories, you are missed, I’m happy to see you again, welcome back ❤
I AM LITERALLY SOOOOOOO HAPPY TO SEE YOU BACK !!! 😭😭😭
Yassssssssssss!!!!!! I followed her on Pinterest and now she’s back. Mashallahhhh
I have always adored your peaceful presence, mashallah. Happy to see you back love and that you are doing well.
I relate to the part where you said you’re a nomad and that you’ve yet to find a place you can call home ❤
Was in Dubai last August Alhumdulillah for EVERYTHING we have NOW.
Our own mental HEALTH is our own responsibility
-STEP 1:::decluttering our home.
She's back!!!!!
TabarakAllah so glad ur back! ❤️🎉
The song in the beginning, added to my playlist now. Popped up on um feed and this was very peaceful and serene to watch
I've never been so happy to see a video! May Allah preserve and protect you, ameen 🩷
It’s so crazy bc I was just thinking about you! I was literally searching up your account and everything. I’m glad to see you back. I have watched this twice already❤️
Cutting my hair for the first time felt very liberating and now it's somewhat addictive. I've done it multiple times over the last decade and it's exhilarating each time.
My fav is back!!!🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹
the vibes of this video are absolutely immaculate. the editing, the quotes, the energy!! I'm also reading the idiot rn :)
I felt so much warmth in this video! Thank youuu 💐💐💐
My favourite TH-camr. So glad you're back sis. From making dua to finally seeing you back on TH-cam. 😭💞
I’ve miss your blogs so much . I’m so happy
Shahd!!! You’ve been missed. So glad to see you back on the internetz!
The highlight of my week. I’m so happy. Alhamdulilah ❤
The way i gasped in excitement when I saw this post 💓
I have always engaged with content on slow living but from no Muslim content creators, you have no idea how much joy this bring to my heart, seeing someone like me, in all aspects being so aligned with themselves and their spirituality ❤ Allahuma Barik
what a pleasant surprise!!!!! glad to see you back
She’s backkkkkkk !!! Missed you so much girl , your videos always made my day! ❤
Allahumabarik it seems like you’ve been doing good. we’re so happy youre back and you did so on your own time ❤
I'm so genuinely happy you're back
This vlog has been so lovely and healing. Thank you. 🤍
YOU ARE BACKKKK. THIS MAKES MA O HAPPY. IVE MISSED YOU❤️❤️❤️❤️
I only discovered you now and I feel so refreshed, please do more videos with a bit more time also. Sending you love, you truly a breath of fresh air 💓
Omg Shahd you were never once forgotten , I’m happy you’re back and the vibes in this video immaculate
missed u too shahd
Like I honestly was so sad when you stopped with TH-cam. Literally so happy to see you!
Allahumubarak it’s awesome to have you back on here, may Allah protect your peace and keep you flourishing Ameen 🙌🏾
This is beautiful! MashaAllah. Welcome back. You've been missed sister ❤.
I am so so happy you're back!!!!! ❤❤❤❤
No wayyy she’s back
She is ! 🥹
My fav is back on TH-cam!! I cut my hair short for the first time almost two years ago, I cried a little lol because change is scary but no regrets, it felt so freeing.
So happy you're back Shahd! Missed your vlogging style, content, personality ...
Less is more! Ahhh finally someone who isn’t materialistic ❤ we missed you girl!!!
I shaved all my hair off during quarantine, it was very freeing . The self luv and healing you will experience, will surpass all the regret you may or may not feel
We’ve missed you deeply. Thank you for inspiring me ❤
SubhanAllah sis. Was near tears seeing how much I feel you have grown. You look so fresh, healed, and healthy. Ma Shaa Allah, tabarakallah. Love this new era for you sis ❤
QUEEN IS BACKKKK
This was so beautiful to watch, welcome back! 🫶🏽
Yayyy! Shahd is back, as for the haircut you might regret it a bit later if your hair hasn’t ever been that length before (speaking from experience) but over time you’ll grow to appreciate it. I would however recommend going to a hairstylist to shape up the cut if it’s really choppy. 😊
It's so good to see you back shay!
Alhamdulillah you’re back and better! I missed you ❤
she is back and pretty as ever💗💗💗
Love your videos!! So glad your back
I'm sooooo happy you're back❤🎉 We really missed you!!!
welcome back! your reemergence is a wonderful surprise
So lovely to see you’re back❤❤❤
If you do a q&a video, and don’t mind sharing - how did you fund living in all these countries? Is it just from influencer ads or did you have to work part time jobs in the countries 💞💞💞
Wooowwww, she’s back y’all! Balance has been restored!
Alhamdulillah, you've found your inner peace. we're so glad you're back, better and stronger in shaa Allah.
Shahd🥺❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ The way I screamed when I saw the notification!! Welcome back sis💗💗💗