i honestly cant thank you all enough for the amazing support. this is something we were all very passionate about making. we wanted to do it in the right way. your comments, shares, and support mean the world to us.
Thank you for making this. Thank you for the care...raped when I was 1 by my 16-year-old boyfriend and again at 19 while on a study abroad trip in Ghana. Nothing happened to either of the men who raped me. Thank you. Just thank you for this. #MeToo
Ekoh I just found this a week ago and I think I really needed it to understand this is how people react to rape and it’s not always true what they say. Thank you
This hurts. It happens to many people, even me. I almost ended my life but I didn't. This topic is never talked about, I'm glad you had the courage to write this. I hope this goes viral.
My brother introduced me to this song while I was at the gym. I listened to it for an hour and a half straight, then went home and watched the documentary on netflix. It made me so angry and sad, I shook and cried. Any man who feels the need to rape a young, barely concious woman does not deserve to breath anymore. No woman should ever have to go through this, we need to stop it, and the more attention and education we can bring to cases like audrie's, daisy's and paige's is steps closer to eliminating it.
Robin Bourland thank you so SO much. I'm glad we were able to do it the justice it deserves. This is just a private link right now because it hasn't been officially released. I wanted to try to get it to the parties involved before releasing. It should have its official release in the next 2 weeks and I will let all you guys know. 😊❤️ please give Paige my best.
I dont know if this is actually her mom but i have no reason not to believe it is. This story really hit me and i have been sharing it all over social media because myself being a football player i see all the stuff that players get away with because of their status and its just wrong and fucked up. This song could not have been produced any better and i just want to say thank you. I hope the best
ive watched and listened to this song probably 20 times today. i still am in shock they got away with this. such a tragedy...but it feels good that someone is speakin up about it through music this is a huge problem that needs to be exposed more. my prayers are with your family.
@@TheMalharesCoven I completely missed the news of her mother in December. So much tragedy from one vile act. I hope those boys get their karma but they earned a lot of shittt karma.
Unfortunately too many girls cry wolf because they're mad at a guy or want to make him pay for some other reason which has made it more difficult for real victims like Audrie and Daisy to get the help and support they truly need, and when charges get dropped because of bullsh!# lousy prosecutors that dont even try because they're scared to lose people automatically assume they were false allegations (crying wolf) which is why bullying is NEVER ok and pretending to be a victim only hurts real victims that actually need help I am so so sorry for what these families have been through my prayers are with you even after all this time Amazing and touching song @Ekoh true lyrics with a purpose and meaning ❤
Lyrics: Why do I feel like I'm losing all control? Times are fading, can't speak, where did you go? I'm screaming, can you hear me now? Tell me can you hear me? It was a typical night, not much to do, her and her friend just hanging out in her room. And they were never the cool girls in school, someone texted them, they didn't know what to do. Said that they were just chillin' and watching Netflix, he said that we got some liquor, come and kick it. Now He was older, they didn't think that for a second that he would ever wanna hang with them especially some freshmen but who knows, maybe he'll that we're cool and when we go back to school they will look at us differently, right? She asked, she said she was down, they said cool and they picked em' up around the corner, a little tipsy already, cause' they had been drinking some vodka that they found in the liquor cabinet earlier. They had never really drank so needless to say, the thought of drinking too much had never occurred to her. Snuck out the house then got in the car. They said the house isn't too far away, so they parked and then they walked a little bit before they snuck into the window of one of the kids basements. The coolest kids on the football team, and it was, five of em' all laughing. It seemed like, everything was all good enough. Poured the liquor and said you gotta drink outta the bitch cup now. She was game, didn't wanna seem like, she couldn't hang, so she drank it all down and then she swigged the bottle. By the time she looked around and couldn't find her friend, and thought something wasn't right, and started feeling awful. This is where it all gets hazy. She remembers being picked up and carried to a room, it all started going fuzzy, fading in and out. She came to it with him on top of her with his friends around, "no stop, what are you doing? quit playing" she couldn't really move and she was so drunk but she kept saying it. She kept saying it. He put his hands into her pants she didn't know what he was doing, she said it again. Tried to push it away and she said "no" but her eyes were barley open up and she just couldn't move around. Felt him take off her shirt and couldn't tell but it looked like his friend had started filming too. Heard the sound of his voice, breath on her neck, felt his hand push her down and that's it. It went black. Take up, right there. She don't remember anything after that. She woke up to the sound of her Mum shaking her. Her front yard, 5am in the middle of winter. Said the temperature was 21 degrees and her hair had almost been completely frozen to the concrete. Still hazy when she walked back inside. She remembers that she kept on askin' if she's alright then took her clothes off to put her in the bath, saw the marks on her body and asked had she been attacked?but she couldn't even really put words together. And the whole room was spinning, she just started cryin'. The next thing she remembers was the doctor asking her questions and even now it's really hard to recollect it. They said rape, and now the cops are showing up. Asking her where she was last night and what happened but, still in shock her brother had found her phone with all the people she had texted last night in the snow. They took him into custody and made the news. ' Small town football player' had been accused of sexual assault, she didn't know what it was called and really felt like it was her fault. The next day at school, she was outcast. The whole student body, they had heard about it. And she just wanted to pretend it didn't happen but the word of this video, it had got around. They called her slut and that she was a Lying bitch and why the fuck would she accuse someone like him to get attention. And even if wasn't lying, she probably wanted it and if she didn't she shouldn't drink and learn her lessons. This all feels like a real bad dream and everybody keeps staring, it seems like, she could still feel the spots on where he touched her. Her life is over, how could anybody love her now? And even adults think she's making this up, and all the friends she did have are too afraid to speak up. Pray to god that this will just go away and she keeps counting the days until this court case is over. Just a little validation said she ruined his life, it's amazing. Let these thoughts just run all day, and go to sleep now, the only way to escape. She woke up to the sound of her mum screaming first, said they let em' all walk, thought she was dreaming first. They were kids and had their whole life ahead of them, and not to let some little mistake and a little girl threaten it. Plus the dad was a senator with connections, just boys being boys, they had all learnt their lessons. Couldn't believe it, she just wanted justice and more than that, she just wanted them to admit it but she was disregarded and then the backlash. She had her name attached to slut made into hashtags. Open twitter and the notifications blew up, saying that she should kill herself, that she deserved it. And then, from that night and all the court dates since, couldn't prepare her for the hurt those words did. Sick of crying and being under a microscope and having her womanhood be the topic of conversation. Half the town thinks he's innocent. Happy to get him back on the field so they could win again. Turn the computer off and shut the phone, like what the fuck happened to my life? Coz' I dunno, but, future room, the reputation is nothing. She keeps taking all of these pills but it don't numb it, he said "fuck it" for the last time. Maybe these people on Facebook are right. Grabbed the belt she found in the top draw then she took it to her bathroom to tie it up. Could barely see through the tears but she kept hearing people call her liar as she stepped on the lip of the tub. You don't know how dark this life gets. Sick of living her whole life in regret, so she took a deep breath and closed her eyes. And then she stepped. Why do I feel like I'm losing all control? Times are fading, can't speak, where did you go? I'm screaming, can you hear me now? Tell me, can you hear me?
¿Por qué siento que estoy perdiendo todo el control? Los tiempos se están desvaneciendo, no puedo hablar, ¿a dónde fuiste? Estoy gritando, ¿puedes oírme ahora? Dime, ¿puedes oírme? Fue una noche típica, sin mucho que hacer, ella y su amiga simplemente pasando el rato en su habitación. Y nunca fueron las chicas geniales en la escuela, alguien les envió un mensaje de texto, no sabían qué hacer. Dijo que solo estaban relajándose y viendo Netflix, dijo que conseguimos un poco de licor, ven y patéalo. Ahora que era mayor, no pensaron ni por un segundo que querría pasar el rato con ellos, especialmente con algunos estudiantes de primer año, pero quién sabe, tal vez él diga que somos geniales y cuando volvamos a la escuela nos mirarán. diferente, ¿verdad? Ella preguntó, dijo que estaba deprimida, dijeron genial y los recogieron a la vuelta de la esquina, un poco borrachos ya, porque habían estado bebiendo un poco de vodka que encontraron en el gabinete de licores antes. En realidad nunca habían bebido, por lo que no hace falta decir que la idea de beber demasiado nunca se le había ocurrido. Escapó de la casa y luego subió al auto. Dijeron que la casa no está muy lejos, así que estacionaron y luego caminaron un poco antes de colarse en la ventana de uno de los sótanos de los niños. Los niños más geniales del equipo de fútbol, y lo eran, cinco de ellos riéndose. Parecía que todo estaba lo suficientemente bien. Vertí el licor y dije que ahora tienes que beber de la copa de la perra. Ella era un juego, no quería parecer que no podía aguantar, así que se lo bebió todo y luego tomó un trago de la botella. Para cuando miró a su alrededor y no pudo encontrar a su amiga, pensó que algo no estaba bien y comenzó a sentirse horrible. Aquí es donde todo se vuelve confuso. Recuerda que la recogieron y la llevaron a una habitación, todo comenzó a volverse borroso, desvaneciéndose. Llegó a eso con él encima de ella con sus amigos alrededor, "sin parar, ¿qué estás haciendo? deja de jugar" ella realmente no podía moverse y estaba tan borracha pero seguía diciéndolo. Ella siguió diciéndolo. Puso sus manos en sus pantalones, ella no sabía lo que estaba haciendo, lo dijo de nuevo. Trató de alejarlo y ella dijo "no", pero sus ojos estaban muy abiertos y no podía moverse. Sintió que le quitaba la camisa y no podía decirlo, pero parecía que su amigo también había comenzado a filmar. Escuchó el sonido de su voz, el aliento en su cuello, sintió su mano empujarla hacia abajo y eso es todo. Se puso negro. Toma, ahí mismo. Ella no recuerda nada después de eso. Se despertó con el sonido de su mamá sacudiéndola. Su jardín delantero, a las 5 de la mañana en pleno invierno. Dijo que la temperatura era de 21 grados y que su cabello casi se había congelado por completo en el concreto. Todavía confuso cuando volvió a entrar. Ella recuerda que siguió preguntando si estaba bien, luego se quitó la ropa para ponerla en el baño, vio las marcas en su cuerpo y preguntó si había sido atacada, pero ni siquiera podía juntar las palabras. Y toda la habitación daba vueltas, ella empezó a llorar. Lo siguiente que recuerda es que el médico le hizo preguntas e incluso ahora es muy difícil recordarlo. Dijeron violación, y ahora aparece la policía. Al preguntarle dónde estaba anoche y qué pasó, pero aún en estado de shock, su hermano encontró su teléfono con todas las personas a las que había enviado mensajes de texto anoche en la nieve. Lo detuvieron y fue noticia. ' La jugadora de fútbol de un pueblo pequeño había sido acusada de agresión sexual, ella no sabía cómo se llamaba y realmente sentía que era su culpa. Al día siguiente en la escuela, estaba marginada. Todo el alumnado había oído hablar de ello. Y ella solo quería fingir que no sucedió, pero la noticia de este video se había difundido. La llamaron puta y que ella era una perra mentirosa y por qué diablos acusaría a alguien como él para llamar la atención. E incluso si no estaba mintiendo, probablemente lo deseaba y si no lo hacía, no debería beber y aprender sus lecciones. Todo esto se siente como un mal sueño real y todos siguen mirando, parece que ella todavía podía sentir los puntos donde él la tocó. Su vida ha terminado, ¿cómo podría alguien amarla ahora? E incluso los adultos piensan que se lo está inventando, y todos los amigos que tenía tienen demasiado miedo de hablar. Ore a Dios para que esto simplemente desaparezca y ella sigue contando los días hasta que termine este caso judicial. Solo una pequeña validación dijo que ella arruinó su vida, es asombroso. Deja que estos pensamientos fluyan todo el día y vete a dormir ahora, la única forma de escapar.
i listen your songs every day..i understand about 20% of the meaning of your songs when listening and then with the help of a translator I delve deeper into the meaning of your songs, I am learning English and thanks to you my progress is getting better, but when I understand what you are talking about, I have a lump in my throat, a feeling of the past appears, dreams awaken, scraps of childhood memory run through, when I drive home from work, your songs play, at red traffic lights I look at the city, at the people and sing the words, I feel like in a video or a movie, the world around me seems to freeze, each time my pronunciation is better and I set myself the goal of learning your songs, because they are magical, all thanks to the point of contact in your songs, you are the best thing I found in 2024, you are my salvation, be healthy and continue what you are doing, you are best of the best ,from Saint Petersburg, Russia, be in touch
Thank you ekoh I was only ten I didn't know my assaulter never will I'm 33 now and it was my mother who called me a liar after I walked two blocks home beaten and tattered..... You don't know how many girls your helping by making videos like this one and "love yourself" brah thank you cause even after all these yrs I still feel maybe if I would have walked home a different way or I dunno the hardest part is not knowing how many other girls he snatched up and did the same to and got away with... Your music helps me heal in more ways than one and it helps me push through this life THANK YOU EKOH is never gonna be enough to explain it ❤️👍
When I saw this on Facebook, I immediately came here to see the video full screen & I must say, this is definitely one of the best nods I’ve seen towards victims
This song is so so powerful. So many woman and girls have a similar story. Some of us dont even realize what happened until years later either. You continue to heal me with your music Ekoh, thank you so much for that 💖
Ekoh I'm not going to lie this brought anger and tears to my eyes I hope this brings the must needed attention this issue needs this needs to stop but I don't have to tell you that. Please keep making these songs please. I am surprised by this, I thought I would hear a song you taking on these mumble rappers, they destroying the music, no good music on the radio anymore, but this was good very touching deep. Thank you ekoh
this song is great. it stands up to the poeple whos treating us like this. its happened to alot of people. even me. many times. im 13 and it hurts to know how some poeple even if they were your friends take the other peoples side just because their scared of some people. its a topic not many stand up for, or even talk about. we need to stand up about this sometimes because it can kill people. the stress can bother people to much. sometimes it can be a real hard time to get thru knowing that someone your age or even older would do that. they dont understand how other peoples life depend on their stress. like me i tried killing my self 5 times after the first time, someone needs to stand up for us because now its like we cant or else people will come for us again. thats what happened to me. i stood up for myself and it happened to me again. thank you.
EKOHHHH!! I just saw your amazing donation to help get my sisters belongings and body back to us and I wanted to thank you so much!!! You’re helping tremendously and Daisy is most definitely smiling from above!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
It’s absolutely the least I can do. I wish I could give more. Daisy inspired and helped so many, including myself. Her passing is tragic and I still can’t believe it’s real. My heart is with you and everyone else she knew and made an impact on.
ekohhiphop amazing job I get into my feeling and shit when I lisen to to this, this reminds me of my best friend I love her so much this song is basically is all me and its sad that this happens it really is and I know the feeling of feeling scared for the people this happened to I know the feeling all to well I just want them to bkt b scared and this song tells u that so thank u so so much
I heard this song years ago when it came out, immediately had it on repeat. I didn’t relate to it at the time but had friends that had gone through similar events. A year later I related to it to a T. They didn’t want to press charges. Even with all the proof. My trust out the window. I tried to end it all. 2 years later, I’m now a mom to a beautiful baby boy whom I get to raise to be a better man. Thank you for sharing your music Ekoh. It’s honestly the best.
I'm ngl here, when the words "Why do I feel like I'm losing all control" come up, I couldn't help but just let it out and cry. I've been feeling terrible the past few months. This truly is a deep song.
Lyrics: Chorus: Almost Normal] Why do I feel like I'm losing all control? (Control) Sounds are fading, can't speak, where did you go? (Control) I'm screaming, can you hear me now? (Now) Tell me can you hear me? (Hear me) [Verse 1: Ekoh] It was a typical night, not much to do Her and her friend just hanging out in her room And they were never the cool girls in school Someone texted them, they didn't know what to do Said that they were just chillin' and watching Netflix He said that we got some liquor, come and kick it And he was older, they didn't think for a second He would ever wanna hang with them, especially some freshmen But, who knows? Maybe he'll think that we're cool And when we go back to school, they will look at us differently, right? She asked, she said she was down They said "cool" and they picked 'em up around the corner A little tipsy already, 'cause they had been drinking some vodka That they found in the liquor cabinet earlier They had never really drank, so needless to say The thought of drinking too much had never occurred to her Snuck out the house then got in the car (In the car) They said the house isn't too far away (Far away) So they parked and then they walked a little bit Before they snuck into the window of one of the kids' basements The coolest kids on the football team, and it was Five of 'em all laughing, it seemed like Everything was all good enough Poured the liquor, said, "You gotta drink outta the bitch cup now" She was game, didn't wanna seem like she couldn't hang So she drank it all down and then she swigged the bottle By the time she looked around and couldn't find her friend And thought that something wasn't right and started feeling awful This where it all gets hazy She remembers being picked up and carried to a room It all started going fuzzy, fading in and out She came to, he's on top of her with his friends around "No, stop, what are you doing? Quit playing!" She couldn't really move and she was so drunk But she kept saying it, she kept saying it He put his hand into her pants She didn't know what he was doing, she said it again Tried to push it away and she said "no" But her eyes were barely open up and she just couldn't move around Felt him take off her shirt and couldn't tell But it looked like his friend had started filmin', too (Filmin', too) Heard the sound of his voice, breath on her neck Felt his hand push her down, and that's it It went black, tape cut, right there She don't remember anything after that [Segue] [Verse 2: Ekoh] She woke up to the sound of her mom shaking her Her front yard, 5 AM in the middle of winter Said the temperature was 21 degrees And her hair had almost been completely frozen to the concrete Still hazy when she walked back inside She remembers that she kept on askin' if she's alright Then took her clothes off to put her in the bath Saw some marks on her body and that asked if she'd been attacked but She couldn't really even put words together And the whole room was spinning, she just started cryin' (Cryin') The next thing she remembers, the doctor asking her questions And even now, it's really hard to recollect it They said "rape", and now the cops are showing up Asking where she was last night and what happened, but Still in shock, her brother had found her phone With all the people she had texted last night in the snow They took him into custody and made the news Small town football player had been accused of Sexual assault, she didn't know what it was called And really felt like it was her fault (Her fault) The next day at school, she was outcast The whole student body, they had heard about it And she just wanted to pretend it didn't happen But the word of this video, it got around (Got around) They called her "slut", said she was a lying bitch And why the fuck would she accuse someone like him to get attention? And even if she wasn't lyin', she probably wanted him And if she didn't she shouldn't drink and learned her lessons This all feels like a real bad dream, and Everybody keeps staring, it seems like She could still feel the spots where he touched her Her life is over, how could anybody love her now? And even adults think she's making this up And all the friends she did have are too afraid to speak up Pray to God that this will just go away and She keeps countin' the days until this court case is over Just a little validation; said she ruined his life, it's amazing (Amazing) Let these thoughts just run all day, and go to sleep now The only way to escape it (Escape it) [Segue] [Verse 3: Ekoh] She woke up to the sound of her mom screaming first Said "They let 'em all walk", thought she was dreaming first They were kids and now their whole life ahead of them And not to let some little mistake and a little girl threaten it Plus the dad was a senator with connections Just boys being boys; they had all learned their lessons Couldn't believe it, she just wanted justice And more than that, she just wanted them to admit it But she was disregarded and then the backlash They had her name attached to "slut", made into hashtags Open Twitter, the notifications blew up Sayin' she should kill herself, that she deserved it And then, from that night and all the court dates since Couldn't prepare her for the hurt those words did Sick of crying and being under a microscope and Having her womanhood be the topic of the conversation Half the town thinks he's innocent Happy to get him back on the field so they can win again Turn the computer off and chuck the phone Like "What the fuck happened to my life?" 'Cause I don't know, but, future ruined The reputation is nothin' and she keeps Taking all of these pills but it don't numb it She said "fuck it" for the last time (Last time) Maybe these people on Facebook are right Grabbed the belt she found in the top drawer Then she took it to her bathroom to tie it up (Tie it up) Could barely see through the tears but she kept Hearin' people call her "liar" as she stepped on the lip of the tub You don't know how dark this life gets Sick of living her whole life in regret So she took a deep breath Closed her eyes And then she stepped (Stepped) [Chorus: Almost Normal] Why do I feel like I'm losing all control? (Control) Sounds are fading, can't speak, where did you go? I'm screaming, can you hear me now? (Now) Tell me can you hear me? (Hear me) Why do I feel like I'm losing all control? (Control) Sounds are fading, can't speak, where did you go? I'm screaming, can you hear me now? (Now) Tell me can you hear me? (Hear me)
Wow this song hit on so many levels. Made me cry for real. Thank you for bringing attention to this matter. It happens far too often and no one even knows about it. My heart goes out to the 2 girls families. So sorry they had to go through this. And I pray the surviving girl, does just that, survives. All things work for good. One day it will show. I hope she continues to fight, if not for herself, for her best friend that chose to leave the world so early. There is so much more to life than heartache. Thank you again for this song. I don't think anyone could have done it better ❤️
knowing that this could happen to anyone, makes this situation 10x worse, i cried for two days straight after watching this. this has such a string meaning :( bless her family
I can't stop watching this, it's almost like having someone to talk to it just hurts so much remembering those memorys but listening to this just helping me.
YOU ARE AMAZING!!! Just heard this on one of Knox Hill's older live request Saturday episodes... I had tears just like Knox because this is art & musical storytelling at its best! Keep doing you, you are proof that the world still has kindness and love in it! ✌️🖤 I just now started watching TH-cam so I know I'm late to the party (😂) but I found you almost immediately & was mesmerized by Hello Loneliness & your freestyles... You're rad!
I just cried so hard, I got 2 kids myself, a daughter who will be 3 this year and a son who will be 1. Id lose myself if my kids were harmed. Thank you for bringing awareness to something that happens on a daily basis without consequence, everybody has a voice, never be afraid to use it. If you or anyone you know has ever been hurt like this please say something, it could save your life or another's.
You suffered so much. You wanted to end the pain. I'm so so sorry this happened to you. I hope you're now free and happy up there. RIP Daisy... you will always be in our hearts💜
It's amazing how you can jump from something like free verse 3 and this. You're truly skilled man. I'm glad to see people recognizing talent. Powerful song...
This song hits me hard. Due to my past experience in the military people telling you “liar”, “I bet you wanted it”, “uniform top was too tight”, etc. I’m still trying to cope 2 years later, thank you for making this song.
...I really love your song your a great artist I found this song on facebook newfeed....it hit me hard...because that happened......to me a lot when...I was litle but it all...stopped once I was 10....I never told my parents...or any other family member about it...but one person...because I wanted to let it go and forget it....so this song is beautiful and amazing and shows that people has feelings and the stuff you say does hurt people...and that not everything one says is a lie and....that some people get away with everything because of the money they have or the power of their last name....your song hit me...deep
I went thru almost the same thing it's the most hardest thing to heal from but along the way of life I have learned to be strong and learned to keep fate that life will be beautiful again 🙏🕊
The tenderness, the storytelling, the quality of the structure and the set up of the whole song . The video is perfect, cinematic short film quality and the decision to look through the eyes of the victim the whole time and take the story all the way to its conclusion was really powerful. Much love EKOH. Very impressed with the intention and the production quality here
This song hits very, very close to home. Definitely something that needs to be talked about, and be acknowledged. Victims are always blamed and it messes us up.. this is by far my favorite song by you, sir. I hope this goes viral and that it wakes people up.
This is one of the saddest stories I have ever heard I watched the documentary a few months ago. I have to say knowing that you cared enough to write a song about this gives me mad respect for you, you used your influence for something's positive which is the opposite of most modern day rallers.
Wow bro... Thank you for bringing more light to this horrible fact. I hate the role that the music industry had taken in the complete decimation of women. A real man stands up for women.
I never thought I’d find a song that I could relate to 100%. I’ve been through this word for word, moment for moment. It is a TERRIBLE feeling. Nobody should ever go through it. It’s hell for me everyday. I’ve thought about suicide many many times. I pray for anyone who has ever gone through this pain.
DUDE! this brought tears to my eyes. i have a niece that's becoming a teenager and this scares me. i need to show her this. this legit needs to go viral !!!!!!
Ekoh I've been listening to you for a while now and I am So happy you covered such a hard topic this is why i listen to you and respect you a lot. Thank you man please keep on doing this its amazing and so are you!
Just found your music yesterday and it’s really helping me. I have such severe anxiety and depression and this just soothes it so much. You rap about REAL things that happen today. Thank you so so much. Keep up the awesome work!
Ekoh. Just discovered you library on Spotify. I am a fan. This song is deep and the subject matter is real. I was listening to it with my wife for the 1st time yesterday and I told her that this sounds like it was based on a true story. It is a sad subject, but it must be put out there. Great job.
When you're affected, you burry it in your head and your defense is to try and escape reality and it carries on for life. I am a victim as well. I am thankful I am still here today but I struggle with all relationships in my life still to this day. It never gets easier. The documentary was very hard to watch. I still never got justice.
It's crazy how many people could say that this is a representation of how it exactly went down. When I first heard this song on Facebook I was speechless, it left me in tears because of how real it truly is. I've never been able to put it into words - never wanted to. This song definitely does it for you. Incredible.
This song, I've heard it many, many times and every time it brings tears to my eyes. One of the only songs that can do that. I wish for this song to blow up. It is truly a masterpiece.
My brother introduce me to this song and I have it on replay. This song is super underrated. This song needs to go viral I'm talking 35+million . This song brought me to tears of sadness, and anger. Such an amazing song sucks that a lot of people have to go through this 💔
I have personally been affected by an assault and still going through court and I have to say... very difficult to watch but amazingly done, thank you for sharing ❤️
I live in Mexico and our country is going through one of the hardest times ever, due to the femicide rates. There are protests in the streets every day, all the monuments are being destroyed by feminists as a way of getting attention from the government, BUT let me tell you something about your video... I had never seen or heard anything like this before, I mean, this is genious, I don't think anyone else will ever portray the whole idea the way you've done. I know you're based in the States but you really should get work along with someone in a political charge, that way you will get to make a real change, not only in the US, but in the world (not that you've not done it with this vid). Congratulations, this is awesome! Thanks for existing.
This is the hardest part of life. I’m not a girl or a victim but I see it’s effects in day to day life. This is hard to fathom and experience even through a video such as this but it needs to be said people need to know so we can help one another.
i honestly cant thank you all enough for the amazing support. this is something we were all very passionate about making. we wanted to do it in the right way. your comments, shares, and support mean the world to us.
You are my inspiration. I've started depression medication and your music keeps me sane. Keep it up bro you need more recognition
Fuck! Deep song. You are amazing
Thank you for making this. Thank you for the care...raped when I was 1 by my 16-year-old boyfriend and again at 19 while on a study abroad trip in Ghana. Nothing happened to either of the men who raped me. Thank you. Just thank you for this. #MeToo
Ekoh keep doing what your doing honestly its music like this that our generation needs #sincerefan/supporter
Ekoh I just found this a week ago and I think I really needed it to understand this is how people react to rape and it’s not always true what they say. Thank you
BRO this NEEDS to go VIRAL!!!
Yes
I put it on a small hip hop page that I'm in charge of but I don't think it'll blow up.
Yes
This hurts. It happens to many people, even me. I almost ended my life but I didn't. This topic is never talked about, I'm glad you had the courage to write this. I hope this goes viral.
Madison Witt Keep your head up beautiful ;)
pls find me
It happened to me
Yea...I feel her it happened to me to and yet people still don’t know about it...and I can’t do anything about it cause he...
@Prince Rakeem Bruh. That was seriously uncalled for. No one here said it doesn't happen to guys.
My brother introduced me to this song while I was at the gym. I listened to it for an hour and a half straight, then went home and watched the documentary on netflix. It made me so angry and sad, I shook and cried. Any man who feels the need to rape a young, barely concious woman does not deserve to breath anymore. No woman should ever have to go through this, we need to stop it, and the more attention and education we can bring to cases like audrie's, daisy's and paige's is steps closer to eliminating it.
stratiotai2 what’s the documentary called
stratiotai2 what is the documentary?
Documentary???
Yah what is it called
Audrie and daisy on Netflix
Hey, Paige's mom here. Beautifully done. Difficult to watch, but beautifully done.
Robin Bourland thank you so SO much. I'm glad we were able to do it the justice it deserves. This is just a private link right now because it hasn't been officially released. I wanted to try to get it to the parties involved before releasing. It should have its official release in the next 2 weeks and I will let all you guys know. 😊❤️ please give Paige my best.
I dont know if this is actually her mom but i have no reason not to believe it is. This story really hit me and i have been sharing it all over social media because myself being a football player i see all the stuff that players get away with because of their status and its just wrong and fucked up. This song could not have been produced any better and i just want to say thank you. I hope the best
neildruliner lol yes, I am Paige's mom. And thank you. I will pass along your well-wishes to her.
Robin Bourland i'm so terribly sorry for all of this to happen to all of you guys, prayers💞
ive watched and listened to this song probably 20 times today. i still am in shock they got away with this. such a tragedy...but it feels good that someone is speakin up about it through music this is a huge problem that needs to be exposed more. my prayers are with your family.
Rest easy Audrie and now Daisy. This world was never good enough for your bright, shining souls.
Wait now Daisy?! What happened!😭
Rose Morgan Daisy sadly passed in august.🙁
Daisy's mother died too. 😔💔
@@TheMalharesCoven wait what?
@@TheMalharesCoven I completely missed the news of her mother in December. So much tragedy from one vile act. I hope those boys get their karma but they earned a lot of shittt karma.
Unfortunately too many girls cry wolf because they're mad at a guy or want to make him pay for some other reason which has made it more difficult for real victims like Audrie and Daisy to get the help and support they truly need, and when charges get dropped because of bullsh!# lousy prosecutors that dont even try because they're scared to lose people automatically assume they were false allegations (crying wolf) which is why bullying is NEVER ok and pretending to be a victim only hurts real victims that actually need help
I am so so sorry for what these families have been through my prayers are with you even after all this time
Amazing and touching song @Ekoh true lyrics with a purpose and meaning
❤
Still rockin the oldies almost 7 years later... much love from Ontario,Canada 🇨🇦 🍁 🇨🇦 🍁
anyone who is dealing with this please find me.... this is NOT the end of you. Stay strong bb xx
-SkyDxddy
Lyrics:
Why do I feel like I'm losing all control?
Times are fading, can't speak, where did you go?
I'm screaming, can you hear me now?
Tell me can you hear me?
It was a typical night, not much to do, her and her friend just hanging out in her room.
And they were never the cool girls in school, someone texted them, they didn't know what to do.
Said that they were just chillin' and watching Netflix, he said that we got some liquor, come and kick it.
Now He was older, they didn't think that for a second that he would ever wanna hang with them especially some freshmen but who knows, maybe he'll that we're cool and when we go back to school they will look at us differently, right?
She asked, she said she was down, they said cool and they picked em' up around the corner, a little tipsy already, cause' they had been drinking some vodka that they found in the liquor cabinet earlier.
They had never really drank so needless to say, the thought of drinking too much had never occurred to her.
Snuck out the house then got in the car.
They said the house isn't too far away, so they parked and then they walked a little bit before they snuck into the window of one of the kids basements.
The coolest kids on the football team, and it was, five of em' all laughing.
It seemed like, everything was all good enough.
Poured the liquor and said you gotta drink outta the bitch cup now.
She was game, didn't wanna seem like, she couldn't hang, so she drank it all down and then she swigged the bottle.
By the time she looked around and couldn't find her friend, and thought something wasn't right, and started feeling awful.
This is where it all gets hazy.
She remembers being picked up and carried to a room, it all started going fuzzy, fading in and out.
She came to it with him on top of her with his friends around, "no stop, what are you doing?
quit playing" she couldn't really move and she was so drunk but she kept saying it.
She kept saying it.
He put his hands into her pants she didn't know what he was doing, she said it again.
Tried to push it away and she said "no" but her eyes were barley open up and she just couldn't move around.
Felt him take off her shirt and couldn't tell but it looked like his friend had started filming too.
Heard the sound of his voice, breath on her neck, felt his hand push her down and that's it.
It went black.
Take up, right there.
She don't remember anything after that.
She woke up to the sound of her Mum shaking her.
Her front yard, 5am in the middle of winter.
Said the temperature was 21 degrees and her hair had almost been completely frozen to the concrete.
Still hazy when she walked back inside.
She remembers that she kept on askin' if she's alright then took her clothes off to put her in the bath, saw the marks on her body and asked had she been attacked?but she couldn't even really put words together.
And the whole room was spinning, she just started cryin'.
The next thing she remembers was the doctor asking her questions and even now it's really hard to recollect it.
They said rape, and now the cops are showing up.
Asking her where she was last night and what happened but, still in shock her brother had found her phone with all the people she had texted last night in the snow.
They took him into custody and made the news. '
Small town football player' had been accused of sexual assault, she didn't know what it was called and really felt like it was her fault.
The next day at school, she was outcast.
The whole student body, they had heard about it.
And she just wanted to pretend it didn't happen but the word of this video, it had got around.
They called her slut and that she was a Lying bitch and why the fuck would she accuse someone like him to get attention.
And even if wasn't lying, she probably wanted it and if she didn't she shouldn't drink and learn her lessons.
This all feels like a real bad dream and everybody keeps staring, it seems like, she could still feel the spots on where he touched her.
Her life is over, how could anybody love her now?
And even adults think she's making this up, and all the friends she did have are too afraid to speak up.
Pray to god that this will just go away and she keeps counting the days until this court case is over.
Just a little validation said she ruined his life, it's amazing.
Let these thoughts just run all day, and go to sleep now, the only way to escape.
She woke up to the sound of her mum screaming first, said they let em' all walk, thought she was dreaming first.
They were kids and had their whole life ahead of them, and not to let some little mistake and a little girl threaten it.
Plus the dad was a senator with connections, just boys being boys, they had all learnt their lessons.
Couldn't believe it, she just wanted justice and more than that, she just wanted them to admit it but she was disregarded and then the backlash.
She had her name attached to slut made into hashtags.
Open twitter and the notifications blew up, saying that she should kill herself, that she deserved it.
And then, from that night and all the court dates since, couldn't prepare her for the hurt those words did.
Sick of crying and being under a microscope and having her womanhood be the topic of conversation.
Half the town thinks he's innocent.
Happy to get him back on the field so they could win again.
Turn the computer off and shut the phone, like what the fuck happened to my life?
Coz' I dunno, but, future room, the reputation is nothing.
She keeps taking all of these pills but it don't numb it, he said "fuck it" for the last time.
Maybe these people on Facebook are right.
Grabbed the belt she found in the top draw then she took it to her bathroom to tie it up.
Could barely see through the tears but she kept hearing people call her liar as she stepped on the lip of the tub.
You don't know how dark this life gets.
Sick of living her whole life in regret, so she took a deep breath and closed her eyes.
And then she stepped.
Why do I feel like I'm losing all control?
Times are fading, can't speak, where did you go?
I'm screaming, can you hear me now?
Tell me, can you hear me?
ppl should bump this for lyrics on top of thread
Thank you
¿Por qué siento que estoy perdiendo todo el control?
Los tiempos se están desvaneciendo, no puedo hablar, ¿a dónde fuiste?
Estoy gritando, ¿puedes oírme ahora?
Dime, ¿puedes oírme?
Fue una noche típica, sin mucho que hacer, ella y su amiga simplemente pasando el rato en su habitación.
Y nunca fueron las chicas geniales en la escuela, alguien les envió un mensaje de texto, no sabían qué hacer.
Dijo que solo estaban relajándose y viendo Netflix, dijo que conseguimos un poco de licor, ven y patéalo.
Ahora que era mayor, no pensaron ni por un segundo que querría pasar el rato con ellos, especialmente con algunos estudiantes de primer año, pero quién sabe, tal vez él diga que somos geniales y cuando volvamos a la escuela nos mirarán. diferente, ¿verdad?
Ella preguntó, dijo que estaba deprimida, dijeron genial y los recogieron a la vuelta de la esquina, un poco borrachos ya, porque habían estado bebiendo un poco de vodka que encontraron en el gabinete de licores antes.
En realidad nunca habían bebido, por lo que no hace falta decir que la idea de beber demasiado nunca se le había ocurrido.
Escapó de la casa y luego subió al auto.
Dijeron que la casa no está muy lejos, así que estacionaron y luego caminaron un poco antes de colarse en la ventana de uno de los sótanos de los niños.
Los niños más geniales del equipo de fútbol, y lo eran, cinco de ellos riéndose.
Parecía que todo estaba lo suficientemente bien.
Vertí el licor y dije que ahora tienes que beber de la copa de la perra.
Ella era un juego, no quería parecer que no podía aguantar, así que se lo bebió todo y luego tomó un trago de la botella.
Para cuando miró a su alrededor y no pudo encontrar a su amiga, pensó que algo no estaba bien y comenzó a sentirse horrible.
Aquí es donde todo se vuelve confuso.
Recuerda que la recogieron y la llevaron a una habitación, todo comenzó a volverse borroso, desvaneciéndose.
Llegó a eso con él encima de ella con sus amigos alrededor, "sin parar, ¿qué estás haciendo?
deja de jugar" ella realmente no podía moverse y estaba tan borracha pero seguía diciéndolo.
Ella siguió diciéndolo.
Puso sus manos en sus pantalones, ella no sabía lo que estaba haciendo, lo dijo de nuevo.
Trató de alejarlo y ella dijo "no", pero sus ojos estaban muy abiertos y no podía moverse.
Sintió que le quitaba la camisa y no podía decirlo, pero parecía que su amigo también había comenzado a filmar.
Escuchó el sonido de su voz, el aliento en su cuello, sintió su mano empujarla hacia abajo y eso es todo.
Se puso negro.
Toma, ahí mismo.
Ella no recuerda nada después de eso.
Se despertó con el sonido de su mamá sacudiéndola.
Su jardín delantero, a las 5 de la mañana en pleno invierno.
Dijo que la temperatura era de 21 grados y que su cabello casi se había congelado por completo en el concreto.
Todavía confuso cuando volvió a entrar.
Ella recuerda que siguió preguntando si estaba bien, luego se quitó la ropa para ponerla en el baño, vio las marcas en su cuerpo y preguntó si había sido atacada, pero ni siquiera podía juntar las palabras.
Y toda la habitación daba vueltas, ella empezó a llorar.
Lo siguiente que recuerda es que el médico le hizo preguntas e incluso ahora es muy difícil recordarlo.
Dijeron violación, y ahora aparece la policía.
Al preguntarle dónde estaba anoche y qué pasó, pero aún en estado de shock, su hermano encontró su teléfono con todas las personas a las que había enviado mensajes de texto anoche en la nieve.
Lo detuvieron y fue noticia. '
La jugadora de fútbol de un pueblo pequeño había sido acusada de agresión sexual, ella no sabía cómo se llamaba y realmente sentía que era su culpa.
Al día siguiente en la escuela, estaba marginada.
Todo el alumnado había oído hablar de ello.
Y ella solo quería fingir que no sucedió, pero la noticia de este video se había difundido.
La llamaron puta y que ella era una perra mentirosa y por qué diablos acusaría a alguien como él para llamar la atención.
E incluso si no estaba mintiendo, probablemente lo deseaba y si no lo hacía, no debería beber y aprender sus lecciones.
Todo esto se siente como un mal sueño real y todos siguen mirando, parece que ella todavía podía sentir los puntos donde él la tocó.
Su vida ha terminado, ¿cómo podría alguien amarla ahora?
E incluso los adultos piensan que se lo está inventando, y todos los amigos que tenía tienen demasiado miedo de hablar.
Ore a Dios para que esto simplemente desaparezca y ella sigue contando los días hasta que termine este caso judicial.
Solo una pequeña validación dijo que ella arruinó su vida, es asombroso.
Deja que estos pensamientos fluyan todo el día y vete a dormir ahora, la única forma de escapar.
i listen your songs every day..i understand about 20% of the meaning of your songs when listening and then with the help of a translator I delve deeper into the meaning of your songs, I am learning English and thanks to you my progress is getting better, but when I understand what you are talking about, I have a lump in my throat, a feeling of the past appears, dreams awaken, scraps of childhood memory run through, when I drive home from work, your songs play, at red traffic lights I look at the city, at the people and sing the words, I feel like in a video or a movie, the world around me seems to freeze, each time my pronunciation is better and I set myself the goal of learning your songs, because they are magical, all thanks to the point of contact in your songs, you are the best thing I found in 2024, you are my salvation, be healthy and continue what you are doing, you are best of the best ,from Saint Petersburg, Russia, be in touch
Thank you ekoh I was only ten I didn't know my assaulter never will I'm 33 now and it was my mother who called me a liar after I walked two blocks home beaten and tattered..... You don't know how many girls your helping by making videos like this one and "love yourself" brah thank you cause even after all these yrs I still feel maybe if I would have walked home a different way or I dunno the hardest part is not knowing how many other girls he snatched up and did the same to and got away with... Your music helps me heal in more ways than one and it helps me push through this life THANK YOU EKOH is never gonna be enough to explain it ❤️👍
When I saw this on Facebook, I immediately came here to see the video full screen & I must say, this is definitely one of the best nods I’ve seen towards victims
This song is so so powerful. So many woman and girls have a similar story. Some of us dont even realize what happened until years later either. You continue to heal me with your music Ekoh, thank you so much for that 💖
Ekoh I'm not going to lie this brought anger and tears to my eyes I hope this brings the must needed attention this issue needs this needs to stop but I don't have to tell you that. Please keep making these songs please. I am surprised by this, I thought I would hear a song you taking on these mumble rappers, they destroying the music, no good music on the radio anymore, but this was good very touching deep. Thank you ekoh
this song is great. it stands up to the poeple whos treating us like this. its happened to alot of people. even me. many times. im 13 and it hurts to know how some poeple even if they were your friends take the other peoples side just because their scared of some people. its a topic not many stand up for, or even talk about. we need to stand up about this sometimes because it can kill people. the stress can bother people to much. sometimes it can be a real hard time to get thru knowing that someone your age or even older would do that. they dont understand how other peoples life depend on their stress. like me i tried killing my self 5 times after the first time, someone needs to stand up for us because now its like we cant or else people will come for us again. thats what happened to me. i stood up for myself and it happened to me again. thank you.
EKOHHHH!! I just saw your amazing donation to help get my sisters belongings and body back to us and I wanted to thank you so much!!! You’re helping tremendously and Daisy is most definitely smiling from above!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
It’s absolutely the least I can do. I wish I could give more. Daisy inspired and helped so many, including myself. Her passing is tragic and I still can’t believe it’s real. My heart is with you and everyone else she knew and made an impact on.
Rest In Peace Daisy🙏
Four years later and it still tugs at the heart ❤️
As one of the Anons who helped investigate this, I thank you for doing this and I also have to add, you did a very beautiful job..thank you brother
thank you so SO much. I'm glad we did it justice.
ekohhiphop amazing job I get into my feeling and shit when I lisen to to this, this reminds me of my best friend I love her so much this song is basically is all me and its sad that this happens it really is and I know the feeling of feeling scared for the people this happened to I know the feeling all to well I just want them to bkt b scared and this song tells u that so thank u so so much
'thanks so much to all the anon too
This song is life changing. It really needs to be seen by everyone. Thank you for covering such a heavy topic.
I really can’t believe this did not go more viral. Probably too raw for society.
I heard this song years ago when it came out, immediately had it on repeat. I didn’t relate to it at the time but had friends that had gone through similar events. A year later I related to it to a T. They didn’t want to press charges. Even with all the proof. My trust out the window. I tried to end it all.
2 years later, I’m now a mom to a beautiful baby boy whom I get to raise to be a better man. Thank you for sharing your music Ekoh. It’s honestly the best.
Awesome track man, Andrea asked me to react to this, should be dropping within the next few hours. Great storytelling my guy.
R.I.P Daisy and Audrie. Can't believe it's almost a year since Daisy left this world.
I'm ngl here, when the words "Why do I feel like I'm losing all control" come up, I couldn't help but just let it out and cry. I've been feeling terrible the past few months. This truly is a deep song.
Lyrics:
Chorus: Almost Normal]
Why do I feel like I'm losing all control? (Control)
Sounds are fading, can't speak, where did you go? (Control)
I'm screaming, can you hear me now? (Now)
Tell me can you hear me? (Hear me)
[Verse 1: Ekoh]
It was a typical night, not much to do
Her and her friend just hanging out in her room
And they were never the cool girls in school
Someone texted them, they didn't know what to do
Said that they were just chillin' and watching Netflix
He said that we got some liquor, come and kick it
And he was older, they didn't think for a second
He would ever wanna hang with them, especially some freshmen
But, who knows? Maybe he'll think that we're cool
And when we go back to school, they will look at us differently, right?
She asked, she said she was down
They said "cool" and they picked 'em up around the corner
A little tipsy already, 'cause they had been drinking some vodka
That they found in the liquor cabinet earlier
They had never really drank, so needless to say
The thought of drinking too much had never occurred to her
Snuck out the house then got in the car (In the car)
They said the house isn't too far away (Far away)
So they parked and then they walked a little bit
Before they snuck into the window of one of the kids' basements
The coolest kids on the football team, and it was
Five of 'em all laughing, it seemed like
Everything was all good enough
Poured the liquor, said, "You gotta drink outta the bitch cup now"
She was game, didn't wanna seem like she couldn't hang
So she drank it all down and then she swigged the bottle
By the time she looked around and couldn't find her friend
And thought that something wasn't right and started feeling awful
This where it all gets hazy
She remembers being picked up and carried to a room
It all started going fuzzy, fading in and out
She came to, he's on top of her with his friends around
"No, stop, what are you doing? Quit playing!"
She couldn't really move and she was so drunk
But she kept saying it, she kept saying it
He put his hand into her pants
She didn't know what he was doing, she said it again
Tried to push it away and she said "no"
But her eyes were barely open up and she just couldn't move around
Felt him take off her shirt and couldn't tell
But it looked like his friend had started filmin', too (Filmin', too)
Heard the sound of his voice, breath on her neck
Felt his hand push her down, and that's it
It went black, tape cut, right there
She don't remember anything after that
[Segue]
[Verse 2: Ekoh]
She woke up to the sound of her mom shaking her
Her front yard, 5 AM in the middle of winter
Said the temperature was 21 degrees
And her hair had almost been completely frozen to the concrete
Still hazy when she walked back inside
She remembers that she kept on askin' if she's alright
Then took her clothes off to put her in the bath
Saw some marks on her body and that asked if she'd been attacked but
She couldn't really even put words together
And the whole room was spinning, she just started cryin' (Cryin')
The next thing she remembers, the doctor asking her questions
And even now, it's really hard to recollect it
They said "rape", and now the cops are showing up
Asking where she was last night and what happened, but
Still in shock, her brother had found her phone
With all the people she had texted last night in the snow
They took him into custody and made the news
Small town football player had been accused of
Sexual assault, she didn't know what it was called
And really felt like it was her fault (Her fault)
The next day at school, she was outcast
The whole student body, they had heard about it
And she just wanted to pretend it didn't happen
But the word of this video, it got around (Got around)
They called her "slut", said she was a lying bitch
And why the fuck would she accuse someone like him to get attention?
And even if she wasn't lyin', she probably wanted him
And if she didn't she shouldn't drink and learned her lessons
This all feels like a real bad dream, and
Everybody keeps staring, it seems like
She could still feel the spots where he touched her
Her life is over, how could anybody love her now?
And even adults think she's making this up
And all the friends she did have are too afraid to speak up
Pray to God that this will just go away and
She keeps countin' the days until this court case is over
Just a little validation; said she ruined his life, it's amazing (Amazing)
Let these thoughts just run all day, and go to sleep now
The only way to escape it (Escape it)
[Segue]
[Verse 3: Ekoh]
She woke up to the sound of her mom screaming first
Said "They let 'em all walk", thought she was dreaming first
They were kids and now their whole life ahead of them
And not to let some little mistake and a little girl threaten it
Plus the dad was a senator with connections
Just boys being boys; they had all learned their lessons
Couldn't believe it, she just wanted justice
And more than that, she just wanted them to admit it
But she was disregarded and then the backlash
They had her name attached to "slut", made into hashtags
Open Twitter, the notifications blew up
Sayin' she should kill herself, that she deserved it
And then, from that night and all the court dates since
Couldn't prepare her for the hurt those words did
Sick of crying and being under a microscope and
Having her womanhood be the topic of the conversation
Half the town thinks he's innocent
Happy to get him back on the field so they can win again
Turn the computer off and chuck the phone
Like "What the fuck happened to my life?"
'Cause I don't know, but, future ruined
The reputation is nothin' and she keeps
Taking all of these pills but it don't numb it
She said "fuck it" for the last time (Last time)
Maybe these people on Facebook are right
Grabbed the belt she found in the top drawer
Then she took it to her bathroom to tie it up (Tie it up)
Could barely see through the tears but she kept
Hearin' people call her "liar" as she stepped on the lip of the tub
You don't know how dark this life gets
Sick of living her whole life in regret
So she took a deep breath
Closed her eyes
And then she stepped (Stepped)
[Chorus: Almost Normal]
Why do I feel like I'm losing all control? (Control)
Sounds are fading, can't speak, where did you go?
I'm screaming, can you hear me now? (Now)
Tell me can you hear me? (Hear me)
Why do I feel like I'm losing all control? (Control)
Sounds are fading, can't speak, where did you go?
I'm screaming, can you hear me now? (Now)
Tell me can you hear me? (Hear me)
Wow this song hit on so many levels. Made me cry for real. Thank you for bringing attention to this matter. It happens far too often and no one even knows about it. My heart goes out to the 2 girls families. So sorry they had to go through this. And I pray the surviving girl, does just that, survives. All things work for good. One day it will show. I hope she continues to fight, if not for herself, for her best friend that chose to leave the world so early. There is so much more to life than heartache. Thank you again for this song. I don't think anyone could have done it better ❤️
Thank you for spreading awareness to this topic and the sickness of a patriarchal society we’re forced to live in.
Good song with strong lyrics has a powerful message behind it
Oh, my word. I have chills. So powerful. 💜
knowing that this could happen to anyone, makes this situation 10x worse, i cried for two days straight after watching this. this has such a string meaning :( bless her family
It’s been 2 years, how has this not blown up yet?
I can't stop watching this, it's almost like having someone to talk to it just hurts so much remembering those memorys but listening to this just helping me.
im sorry to bring up old memories but im truly glad it can feel like a moment of release for some of those emotions. i appreciate you
@@Ekohmusic i appreciate this song, I hope you make more song on tuff topics your amazing, much love.❤️
This is one of the most underrated songs I've ever heard. Powerful message. Thank you for having the courage to write this song.
thank you so much for listening and watching. it means so much.
Dumb as fuck
This is so powerful in every single way possible.
This song is underrated. 😩
Princess Gray thank you so much
It's the truth. 💖 It's great song with a powerful message, definitely deserves more attention than what it already has.
Thank you so much for this song and video. This happens far too often.
YOU ARE AMAZING!!! Just heard this on one of Knox Hill's older live request Saturday episodes... I had tears just like Knox because this is art & musical storytelling at its best! Keep doing you, you are proof that the world still has kindness and love in it! ✌️🖤
I just now started watching TH-cam so I know I'm late to the party (😂) but I found you almost immediately & was mesmerized by Hello Loneliness & your freestyles... You're rad!
That’s how I heard this song for the first time too.
Very moving, amazing job 👍🏽👍🏽👍🏽
We're not doing enough for these girls.....something more needs to happen. Daisy, we'll do more. RIP
Holy shit man this was hard to watch. Not in a bad way. You really did a good job at bringing the story to life.
Fly high with the angels Daisy ❤️ rest easy in paradise
RIP Daisy Coleman. Such a beautiful soul gone too soon. You didn’t deserve any of this...
I just cried so hard, I got 2 kids myself, a daughter who will be 3 this year and a son who will be 1. Id lose myself if my kids were harmed. Thank you for bringing awareness to something that happens on a daily basis without consequence, everybody has a voice, never be afraid to use it. If you or anyone you know has ever been hurt like this please say something, it could save your life or another's.
This song makes me cry everytime. Definitely in my top 3 emotional songs I've ever heard.
Thank you for telling this story. You did all victims justice. Thank you.
You suffered so much. You wanted to end the pain. I'm so so sorry this happened to you. I hope you're now free and happy up there. RIP Daisy... you will always be in our hearts💜
She passed away..?
It's amazing how you can jump from something like free verse 3 and this. You're truly skilled man. I'm glad to see people recognizing talent. Powerful song...
I love you so much for making this... Thank you.
Still crying because it hurts so much to know that this is true. I have no words for this world
this song brought tears to my eyes your so brave to write about a song about a subject that is very senestive .
Cool Person thank you so much for watching
It took me 3 years to find this. This song is awesome. Thank you spotify and hats off to this artist to make music on real topic
Harshdeep singh thank you so much for listening man
4 years later and this is still one of the few songs I listen to that brings out as much emotion as it does.
This song hits me hard. Due to my past experience in the military people telling you “liar”, “I bet you wanted it”, “uniform top was too tight”, etc. I’m still trying to cope 2 years later, thank you for making this song.
I always come back on here to watch this, this needs more views ! Such a strong message.
arii purdy thank you.
...I really love your song your a great artist I found this song on facebook newfeed....it hit me hard...because that happened......to me a lot when...I was litle but it all...stopped once I was 10....I never told my parents...or any other family member about it...but one person...because I wanted to let it go and forget it....so this song is beautiful and amazing and shows that people has feelings and the stuff you say does hurt people...and that not everything one says is a lie and....that some people get away with everything because of the money they have or the power of their last name....your song hit me...deep
sex shouldn't feel so inhumane... i am so sorry..
Thank you for this tribute to Daisy and Audrie.
BrightEyed Angel thank you for watching
entire video is so moving. been listening to song for years and dont think i ever saw the video.
Wow such a great meaning
This is by the saddest music videos there is it’s so good cry worthy this and 1-800 are the best songs there is in this subject change my mind
Ekoh I’m legit crying cause this songs reminds me of my friends that get bullied all the time. Great job at telling such a sad story
Rest In Paradise Daisy!
I went thru almost the same thing it's the most hardest thing to heal from but along the way of life I have learned to be strong and learned to keep fate that life will be beautiful again 🙏🕊
Wow..so powerful. I'm bawling my eyes out.
I have been through depression. If you also deal with it just contact some people. can be your friends and even your mother. I did it to and it helped
Legit this is my favorite song from you Ekoh CSU’s world so deep and I love songs based on true story’s and storytelling songs.
From now, you have my respect. Idk how this video doesn’t have more views. It deserves more views
Hi, from Mexico 🇲🇽
Why doesn’t this have more views ? Why isn’t this blowing up songs like these are the ones that deserve more the attention something needs to give.
Thank you for this.
thank YOU for watching
The tenderness, the storytelling, the quality of the structure and the set up of the whole song . The video is perfect, cinematic short film quality and the decision to look through the eyes of the victim the whole time and take the story all the way to its conclusion was really powerful. Much love EKOH. Very impressed with the intention and the production quality here
This song hits very, very close to home. Definitely something that needs to be talked about, and be acknowledged. Victims are always blamed and it messes us up.. this is by far my favorite song by you, sir. I hope this goes viral and that it wakes people up.
This is one of the saddest stories I have ever heard I watched the documentary a few months ago. I have to say knowing that you cared enough to write a song about this gives me mad respect for you, you used your influence for something's positive which is the opposite of most modern day rallers.
This is what the world needs. More real issues and real life topics.
Ekoh, I don't know why this has so little views, but I love this song. I love your music. Thank you, for every word you sing.
Wow bro... Thank you for bringing more light to this horrible fact. I hate the role that the music industry had taken in the complete decimation of women. A real man stands up for women.
Found this on my Spotify recommend, listened 5 times and cried . Idk it got me in a place no song has ever got me
This has me in tears
Why has this not blown up?! Damnnnn! Gave me hella chills. I feel this all too much.
Suzie Q I appreciate you watching
I never thought I’d find a song that I could relate to 100%. I’ve been through this word for word, moment for moment. It is a TERRIBLE feeling. Nobody should ever go through it. It’s hell for me everyday. I’ve thought about suicide many many times. I pray for anyone who has ever gone through this pain.
And I will pray for you
This is really a great song, it shows what really goes on in the world and in a teens eye💯
Makes me cry everytime I hear this. This is amazing
I swear bro. I was on the verge of tears, I wanted to cry, I don’t cry to music, but I was damn close, this is too real.
DUDE! this brought tears to my eyes. i have a niece that's becoming a teenager and this scares me. i need to show her this. this legit needs to go viral !!!!!!
Ekoh I've been listening to you for a while now and I am So happy you covered such a hard topic this is why i listen to you and respect you a lot. Thank you man please keep on doing this its amazing and so are you!
Just found your music yesterday and it’s really helping me. I have such severe anxiety and depression and this just soothes it so much. You rap about REAL things that happen today. Thank you so so much. Keep up the awesome work!
Ekoh. Just discovered you library on Spotify. I am a fan. This song is deep and the subject matter is real. I was listening to it with my wife for the 1st time yesterday and I told her that this sounds like it was based on a true story. It is a sad subject, but it must be put out there. Great job.
I found this song on Spotify and i cried the first time i heard it found the clip and this is so amazing, the world needs to see this!
Wow, amazing story telling skills, Ekoh. You never cease to impress me
Really powerful song. Well done.
When you're affected, you burry it in your head and your defense is to try and escape reality and it carries on for life. I am a victim as well. I am thankful I am still here today but I struggle with all relationships in my life still to this day. It never gets easier. The documentary was very hard to watch. I still never got justice.
It's crazy how many people could say that this is a representation of how it exactly went down. When I first heard this song on Facebook I was speechless, it left me in tears because of how real it truly is. I've never been able to put it into words - never wanted to. This song definitely does it for you. Incredible.
kyra mccoy it is real. It’s based off a true story
This song, I've heard it many, many times and every time it brings tears to my eyes. One of the only songs that can do that. I wish for this song to blow up. It is truly a masterpiece.
A true masterpiece. The emotion the power in the message. Thank you Ekoh.
My brother introduce me to this song and I have it on replay. This song is super underrated. This song needs to go viral I'm talking 35+million . This song brought me to tears of sadness, and anger. Such an amazing song sucks that a lot of people have to go through this 💔
I have personally been affected by an assault and still going through court and I have to say... very difficult to watch but amazingly done, thank you for sharing ❤️
Heard this on spotify. Very under rated artist
Shaun Pratt thank you man
I absolutely LOVE this song ❤️❤️❤️
Alyssa Smith thank you so much
I live in Mexico and our country is going through one of the hardest times ever, due to the femicide rates. There are protests in the streets every day, all the monuments are being destroyed by feminists as a way of getting attention from the government, BUT let me tell you something about your video... I had never seen or heard anything like this before, I mean, this is genious, I don't think anyone else will ever portray the whole idea the way you've done. I know you're based in the States but you really should get work along with someone in a political charge, that way you will get to make a real change, not only in the US, but in the world (not that you've not done it with this vid). Congratulations, this is awesome! Thanks for existing.
I’m so sorry you’re living in that right now. That’s terrible. I hope things get better and I appreciate you watching the video.
This is the hardest part of life. I’m not a girl or a victim but I see it’s effects in day to day life. This is hard to fathom and experience even through a video such as this but it needs to be said people need to know so we can help one another.