what a beautiful song. I've been on a 6 month relapse hoping today will be day one of being sober. I thought using and drinking would blur my problems but it only magnified them.
I feel you. 6 years off heroin and relapsed in October. I’ve died so many times the last several months. Idk how I’m alive. I hope I can get clean before I don’t get brought back. More narcan everytime.
This song is absolute fiiireee! Leaves me with legit GOOSEBUMPS! Lyrics speak to my soul and beat has me jammin!!! Thank you for this! If anyone can relate to this, you’re not alone! WE ARE WORTH IT & WE DO RECOVER!🙏🏼🩵
[Verse 1: Ekoh] Yeah, feeling sick again Swore the last time was the last time But look at me on a slip again Wish I was different, but it's always the same So strained a feeling of that withdrawal pain And all my friends, they don't understand It's been a minute since you've got a bag, maybe it wasn't that bad And you can just have one now And I'll be taking one balloon so high, I'll never come down So wake me when it's over, I gotta try to fix this I'll call you when I'm sober, or when I'm not resistant I'm sorry that you love me, I know you hate it Fucked up when I stopped being grateful and got complacent I'm only high cuz I been feeling this low And that's the only way to make it back to normal I suppose And I know you think I'm perfect but all of that's a facade And trying to hide how I been feeling is lonelier than I thought So put the bottle down, I really don't trust what I do I make the worst decisions sober, that's the fucking truth Cuz I don't take the first hit when I'm already blitzed I take it clear headed uncomfortable in my fucking skin You don't know what I've done I swear to god that if you did Then your heart would be broken into a million pieces Had it all but I lost it in a blink Afraid to ask for help cuz I'm afraid of what you think
I've had a lot of songs I could relate to during different situations in my life but nothing like this. Shout out to bro he describes exactly what this relapse feels like. How f****** sorry I am.
Aye Ekoh Ryan Trammell here.. probably not see my comments on Facebook but I want to thank you man 🙏 ❤️my addiction is alcohol and hearing this song makes me feel like I can "COME BACK HOME"
literally my poison, minus the fent, cos i was somehow smart enough to avoid that w it's whole nasty reputation, just knowing what heroin and meth turned me into I was not about to make my habit 5x worse.. anyways i hope things her better and easier for the both of you!
Good song man. 6 years off heroin. Relapsed October 2022. It’s now august 2023 and I’ve died so many times the last year. Idk how I’m alive. Everyday hoping I can get clean and fix my life before it’s too late.
I’m in Nexxus Dallas Tx with my kid. Coming off fentanyl. Lost my man last month to this fucking demon!!!! Please bro, come see us. These bitches don’t know you. They talking jelly roll, no there. But you my main nigga You should come hit this place up and change some lives. Fucj I’m in tears. Bidding from my counselor sneaking this in. Had to hear you
Awesome Fuckin song, I relasped about 7-8 months ago, been going everyday back on meth and alcohol, I TRULY HATE ALCOHOL, but this Addiction bullshit is insane, i started using meth to lose weight 5 yrs ago, ive gotten clean a few times here and there but wasn't strong enough and ended up hitting that Fuck It button just because of life in general, then i decided i needed to lose more weight,, well now days this meth is bullshit because of the Fentanyl,,, theres for no fuckin reason i should be nodding after snorting or takin a big hit off that 🍗 Bone, No Fuckin reason i should be Hungry,,smh,,, Drugs are not the same at all anymore, Now they be cutting that shit with what ever they can get there hands on, all because of Greed and Money. Ill stop again here soon, my consumption of both Meth and Alcohol has slowed down a lot, plush alot of the big players have been getting hit alot lately, they just bustia 73 yrd in Kentucky and got 50 POUNDS of Clear, 4 1/2 kilos of cocaine and 4 lb of fentanyl, and a clear bag full of stacks of $100 bills rapped in bands, that right there took alot of dope off the Streets of Kentucky for real. Wish me luck
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what a beautiful song. I've been on a 6 month relapse hoping today will be day one of being sober. I thought using and drinking would blur my problems but it only magnified them.
I feel you. 6 years off heroin and relapsed in October. I’ve died so many times the last several months. Idk how I’m alive. I hope I can get clean before I don’t get brought back. More narcan everytime.
My prayers for you man it’s possible went on a year and a half bing of meth and now been clean nine months road wasn’t easy but it’s possible
No
Where are you now bro??
Blasting ekoh all over my fb again. 2024
This song is currently saving my life. So thank you 🙏
Bro I feel your every pain.. tho it makes me feel better but I still like to let people know there just not alone.
This song is absolute fiiireee! Leaves me with legit GOOSEBUMPS! Lyrics speak to my soul and beat has me jammin!!! Thank you for this! If anyone can relate to this, you’re not alone! WE ARE WORTH IT & WE DO RECOVER!🙏🏼🩵
[Verse 1: Ekoh]
Yeah, feeling sick again
Swore the last time was the last time
But look at me on a slip again
Wish I was different, but it's always the same
So strained a feeling of that withdrawal pain
And all my friends, they don't understand
It's been a minute since you've got a bag, maybe it wasn't that bad
And you can just have one now
And I'll be taking one balloon so high, I'll never come down
So wake me when it's over, I gotta try to fix this
I'll call you when I'm sober, or when I'm not resistant
I'm sorry that you love me, I know you hate it
Fucked up when I stopped being grateful and got complacent
I'm only high cuz I been feeling this low
And that's the only way to make it back to normal I suppose
And I know you think I'm perfect but all of that's a facade
And trying to hide how I been feeling is lonelier than I thought
So put the bottle down, I really don't trust what I do
I make the worst decisions sober, that's the fucking truth
Cuz I don't take the first hit when I'm already blitzed
I take it clear headed uncomfortable in my fucking skin
You don't know what I've done
I swear to god that if you did
Then your heart would be broken into a million pieces
Had it all but I lost it in a blink
Afraid to ask for help cuz I'm afraid of what you think
This song hit me when i needed it, thanks for being real.
Took the words right out of my mouth
it sucks how the official audio of this song without the remix wouldn't show up in search result... thx for uploading this
Good song bro feel it from when i needed to accept i was addicted and needed to quit but felt i couldn't ask for help cause it makes ya feel weak
I just asked my friend to take me to AA. It's one of the hardest things to admit
How is this song so underrated its should have millions of views nbs this is 🔥 🔥
I've had a lot of songs I could relate to during different situations in my life but nothing like this. Shout out to bro he describes exactly what this relapse feels like. How f****** sorry I am.
We all love you Ekoh!! ❤️❤️❤️
Aye Ekoh Ryan Trammell here.. probably not see my comments on Facebook but I want to thank you man 🙏 ❤️my addiction is alcohol and hearing this song makes me feel like I can "COME BACK HOME"
How am I only now hearing this??? To this hits so hard
This is Jenny Love, gonna be a big supporter 🎉❤🎉❤😊
Underrated is an understatement
Facts
Already one of my favorite songs
This songs hits so hard!! My oldest is battling addiction to meth, heroine, and fentanyl.
literally my poison, minus the fent, cos i was somehow smart enough to avoid that w it's whole nasty reputation, just knowing what heroin and meth turned me into I was not about to make my habit 5x worse.. anyways i hope things her better and easier for the both of you!
Good song man. 6 years off heroin. Relapsed October 2022. It’s now august 2023 and I’ve died so many times the last year. Idk how I’m alive. Everyday hoping I can get clean and fix my life before it’s too late.
Love and strength to you all, we have this❤
I’m in Nexxus Dallas Tx with my kid. Coming off fentanyl. Lost my man last month to this fucking demon!!!! Please bro, come see us. These bitches don’t know you. They talking jelly roll, no there. But you my main nigga You should come hit this place up and change some lives. Fucj I’m in tears. Bidding from my counselor sneaking this in. Had to hear you
Update 🤍
Great tune lyrics hit home so much
I'm a small town music artist and hopefully one day I could write just one song with you b4 we can't
11 days Fent. Free. I’m walking the fire. Withdrawal still present. Fml
Where are you now?? Praying for you. And me. 🤍
4 months sober ❤🎉
As an addict I can say I feel this deep
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥❤️❤️❤️
I love you Chandler Grey Smith
This is a cover right? The chorus is demi lavato-sober? I'm kinda confused
It's a remake of his cover Sober, of demi's song sober yes. He has a music video for his original cover. This time he got a somebody to sing the hook
Yes it is. He had released it previously with Demi's chorus but needed to re work it to release it as his own
Awesome Fuckin song, I relasped about 7-8 months ago, been going everyday back on meth and alcohol, I TRULY HATE ALCOHOL, but this Addiction bullshit is insane, i started using meth to lose weight 5 yrs ago, ive gotten clean a few times here and there but wasn't strong enough and ended up hitting that Fuck It button just because of life in general, then i decided i needed to lose more weight,, well now days this meth is bullshit because of the Fentanyl,,, theres for no fuckin reason i should be nodding after snorting or takin a big hit off that 🍗 Bone, No Fuckin reason i should be Hungry,,smh,,, Drugs are not the same at all anymore,
Now they be cutting that shit with what ever they can get there hands on, all because of Greed and Money. Ill stop again here soon, my consumption of both Meth and Alcohol has slowed down a lot, plush alot of the big players have been getting hit alot lately, they just bustia 73 yrd in Kentucky and got 50 POUNDS of Clear, 4 1/2 kilos of cocaine and 4 lb of fentanyl, and a clear bag full of stacks of $100 bills rapped in bands, that right there took alot of dope off the Streets of Kentucky for real. Wish me luck
Wow
Facts
No judgement here. If you need help, I got your back.
This song is soooooooooFUCKING GOOD🥺🥺🔥🔥🔥
Hear before all the comments likes&shares
Hiding from counselor
🎉❤😂j😢😊
I'll get out of this whole one day
lol
Smfh
i tried i did i cant do it i wish i could good song
Keep trying 🤍