I know that you have been through so much and I totally understand why you feel the way you do. It is frustrating to go through something for so long and not be completely healed and having different things crop up all the time when you think it should finally be over. I understand why you would want to end it and how hard it is to see the good when the bad seems never ending. It's hard to keep fighting what seems to be a never ending battle. All I can tell you is to keep concentrating on the good and the positive. I know how hard that can be. You are stronger then what you know. You have so many people who love you and are there for you. I am one if you need me for anything, I will do my best to be there for you. I love you.
I know that you have been through so much and I totally understand why you feel the way you do. It is frustrating to go through something for so long and not be completely healed and having different things crop up all the time when you think it should finally be over. I understand why you would want to end it and how hard it is to see the good when the bad seems never ending. It's hard to keep fighting what seems to be a never ending battle. All I can tell you is to keep concentrating on the good and the positive. I know how hard that can be. You are stronger then what you know. You have so many people who love you and are there for you. I am one if you need me for anything, I will do my best to be there for you. I love you.