My brother got stuck in a loop last year and sadly took his own life in the most horrific way. Huge respect for anyone fighting this awful disease. Stay strong and I hope they continue to research and create better and better drugs to treat it so that every day is no longer a struggle for you.
Heart wrenching indeed...sorry for your loss.... could u plz write a bit more for us to understand as I am in a third world country and such issues r not tackled properly..I HV someone around me who needs help.....
Having the courage to make these videos and turning something that must be so difficult to go through into something good and helping others is just unbelievable. The amount of good for humanity and the number of people she is helping by sharing her struggles is probably far beyond what she even realizes. People like this are the ones that truly make the world a better place. What a beautiful soul. So so so much respect. 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻
I've seen another vid where the girl is taking meds but she still gets hallucination the only thing different this time is she was able to recognize that it's hallucination when characters literally come out of TV or other media platforms. She said they were so real to the eyes even if they are not in real life! Scary and amazing at the same time! 💔💓
Maybe avoid such cosmic triggers. I don't have online connections I'm feeling this video out. Everyone's an expert but me.... yet to tell you the truth the psychiatric experts are predators for status and monies.
I don't have schizophrenia, but I still talk to myself as if someone was in front of me. I have to have conversations with myself or I'd go crazy...🤷♀️😂🤷♀️
Self conversation is different from schipzophrenia because the Hallucunations are so real that you would think that they really exist. Moreover, they can Talk, Question, Answer and even Scare you.
@xenon_silva I have to agree here if you haven't Hallucinated then you wouldn't be able to comprehend it's irrational nothing can calm you or even make sense when it become delusional you believe it and your sometimes aware of it snapping slightly back to reality for a brief moment but slip back into the delusional reality and start hearing and seeing and you dont stop to think if they are real because it's already so real to you .. looming from a 3rd person it's easy to think oh well it's just a unseen not to the person seeing them it's reality it's real it can talk respond scare touch and can it's unreal idk how else to describe what it's like to Hallucinate.. I snapped myself out I use to be a pych tech and would teach people I would point or have someone point and I'd say speak like a dog and a service dog would back if it's real and if the person next to me barks I know they are real I trust the person next to me that's how I would and snap myself out of my visual Hallucinations I point and yell bark and if the real person next to barks I know they are real if they are not barking I ignore it it goes away eventually or I count down and hope it helps but if you can Placebo effect.your brain it will believe whatever you tell it so BARK!
@@xenon_silvaI self talk and have done this for years and I never once heard a voice talk back to me, reply to my questions or appear in the flesh. This is safe and ok, not a psychosis episode. It is a sign of highly emotional, self/aware and intelligent people. And even people who develop schizophrenia, (my soon to be 17 years-old son), they are very intelligent people, however unfortunately they are dealing with demons mentally. 😢😢😢
@@nialeilakande that's my point. Self talk is completely normal for people of high intelligence as you mentioned. But Schripzophrenia is a serious neural problem.
Thank you for sharing such personal experiences with us. I have always been So curious about what happens in these episodes. Are they not frightening? Do you see and hear people? How do you know if its real or not? Sorry if too many questions. I just find this to be so incredible. ❤ from Texas
It is interesting and you are very charismatic! I got taken to task for making as if mental illness is like some amusement, but that isn’t what I mean. You just present yourself and your condition and experiences in such an authentic and (no disrespect!) entertaining way, it makes me want to ask ALL the questions. 🙂
Ya, I don't mean to sound disrespectful at all. I have just always had a strong desire to truly understand schizophrenia and the experiences of it. Your openness about it is a wonderful thing ❤️
Why are they calling it a hallucination? She’s obviously tapped into the spiritual world and yes, sometimes you can see some pretty scary negative entities. You need to warrior up your spirit body with bravery encourage and love and they will go away.
I. respect this young lady for the fact she is taking and sharing her videos to people that doesn't know the servarady of what mental illness is the health department should always be on alert because I just read a comment about this woman brother committed suicide, even though i their is medication sciencest should be able to make a better change in the diagnosis and treatment for the better .God Bless her 🙏🙏🙏
@R.F.P // I'm a preacher's daughter, and I've done all of that. It really upsets me when I see or hear people saying that. That's like the church telling you that you can pray the gay away. Stop the madness. My son has had Schizophrenia since he turned 22. He's 34 now. We've tried everything. We've been to church, begged for healing, prayed, prayed, and more praying...nada, nothing, zilch, and please don't tell me we didn't pray hard enough or we didn't believe. Yes, we did. If you had cancer (for example), would you just pray to Jesus, and he'd take it away?
@Julia-Nick1956 // I'm so sorry you have to go through that but I commend you for being so strong and knowing it's not him that's lashing out. For them it's a horrific life. My son who's schizophrenic told me to imagine 30 people screaming things at you at different times...I don't know how they do it, but again, I commend you because a lot of people with Schizophrenia are left alone and lonely like my son. He was "normal" growing up, but when he turned 22 it started and now at 34 he still has it. Much love to you. ❤❤❤
If you snap out of it when you notice the security camera light, have you ever considered programming an audible alarm on your cell phone to go off at certain times, in the evening, using a tone that might jar you, so if you are hallucinating the phone can take you out of it? Do you have any close friends and family you might trust to be able to watch the security camera feed periodically and announce themselves via the two way communication features and have them ask you to look wt the camera? Or, is the whole idea of someone being able to see you in the camera the last thing a schizophrenic would want because of fears of surveillance and monitoring, etc?
Just yesterday, I saw a guy on a tram stop literally having this conversation with himself out loud in front of everyone. He didn't care, loud bitter argument with seemingly some ex gf. Honestly I thought what balls he actually isn't afraid to be crazy openly in public.
As a psychology student i completely know what does it feel to have schizophrenia.. you have lot of troubles , visual , auditory, gustatory hallucinations sometimes lack of speech and lot more but believe me you are not different then anyone else .... you are amomg us ... pls try to be happy from inner ... it will reaply really help Btw sending visual hugs and lot of courage ❤❤❤
@@LottaDavidsson I completely understand what you says and indeed you r right .. until and unless you are not in their boots you do not know their condition but atleast I m having a lot knowledge about mental issue and disorders which most of the people today lacks. So atleast I m better then them Btw do YOU have schizophrenia or r u just trying to fool me?
@@thatyoutubebinger I am not trying to fool anyone, I am trying to point out that studying psychology is not 'completely knowing how it feels' to have schizophrenia, or DiD, or any other condition one happens to learn about. Just like a physician does not know how it feels to break a bone from her/his/their training.
I’m learning as much as possible because someone close to me has been diagnosed. I’m wondering if you’ve ever realized while you were having an episode, that you were having an episode? If so, how did you manage those 2, disparate, existences simultaneously? Is this considered a rude question? If so, I’m sorry. I’m on the autism spectrum and sometimes have difficulty understanding what is considered rude. Not all the time. But, especially when it has to do with asking questions.
Mr brother sadly has this condition. Does anybody have religious mania at all? Like feeling guilt if you don’t follow the voices you can hear? My brother struggles with this.
@@J9BeFree one example from my family is, my grandma thought she saw demons consuming the floor beneath her. She went to my aunt's room to 'save her'. My aunt was super young at the time and my gma started covering her in layers of pillow cases to protect her from the demons. She would have suffocated her but my uncle came and grabbed her from my grandma. She's mormon (ish?) Idk maybe practicing when her skitzo came on. She hasn't driven, had a job or a life since I've known her. I know she's probably sad and lonely but she never connected with me as a kid or spent time reaching out in my adulthood. Around Christmas is always a trigger for her episodes (probably due to low contact with her family due to her abuse of her kids when they were little). It's usually the time of year she ends up inpatient. I don't talk to her much, so I'm not sure these days how it's manifesting. But it was very prominent when my aunt, uncles and dad were younger.
@@J9BeFree he feels guilty if he doesn’t give lots of money to the church, or worse to American evangelists and he goes without food. He says he sometimes feels bad spirits in his room and then worries.
Ur not alone. It doesn't happen to me much anymore. Im stabilized the doc said. But i remember a vrry bad episode i thought guys were in my apt. To take me to a island to kill me. I ran downstairs to a neighbor at 1am. Told him i was gonna b killed. It was horrible. Im not far in jersey...hope u get better
You realize you’re tapped into the spiritual world right? It’s not a hallucination it’s real you must vibrate at a higher frequency so you can see what others cannot see and yes sometimes it’s going to be scary so you need to up your spiritual body with love so the mean ones will go away,
My brother in law has schizophrenia and whispers to himself. He is terrified of me to the point where he blamed me for his mother's passing. He lied to police saying I was there the morning his mother died. I lived in another city and had to prove it. I have a clean record and was detained by police. He needs serious help but won't get it. The police asked me if we got along. I told them that they need to put in the report that he has schizophrenia and has hallucinations etc. I told the police he won't get help. I was cleared of wrong doing by police due to proof I lived elsewhere. Both my wife's brothers have schizophrenia and believe that I harmed their parents. I got a long well with their parents. They died from medical issues that are well documented. What makes things worse is that there is a lot of serious mental health issues, child abuse, and incest in that family. I stay away from my wife's family especially the children since they allow two convicted child predators around the children. I don't want to get falsely accused and ruin my clean record. I have already reported to police anonymously to have them check up on the children and the two relatives visiting. Her brothers are ok with these two criminal relatives which makes me believe they are predators too. It makes me sick. Not much else I can do.
Schizophrenia is so interesting to me because of how complex it is. And itself still not fully understood. One thing I can seem to find is someone recording and describing what they're hallucinating (showing where the hallucination is) identifying in that moment. Maybe it's nearly impossible to do that in the moment, but it would be very interesting.
My sister is currently going through this right now and I hope she comes out of it😢, she is currently in the psychiatric hospital. how did you recover and how many months did it take?
You cannot recover in your sense. I have some kind of episode where i make up that globalists have taken over my life and have copied the whole internet in order to broadcast my greatest fears on it. Everyone outside me think I am crazy and that intelligence organizations don't exist and I am imagining everything, from the lockdowns to the newly made laws.
Do you mean when you see the security camera, you can see that you are sitting alone and it helps bring you back to reality? Thanks so much for explaining the things you do!
@SchizophrenicNYC Wow, that's such a brilliant strategy & wonderful that you can do that! 🙏 I have a friend with this condition, and during her 3 days per week dialysis days,, there's a lot of chit-chat happening as she is getting unhooked and leaving the dialysis unit. It was the lithium that cause her kidneys harm. Your videos are invaluable. I appreciate you helping me understand my friends thought patterns during her bad days! 🙏
@J9BeFree Like her mind is playing tricks on her.. She see's incompetence as she is being unhooked. Then chit-chat starts in her head. She has trouble focusing on what the nurse is saying! I hope that makes a bit more sense.. Sorry to hear that you are on dialysis yourself. I hope you're OK! 👣🗝
Not sure if I will develop it but one day I was in the hospital I kept seeing things and hearing people talk around me like if there was a meeting. Would anyone know why
When hearing hallucinations or spirits, don’t talk to them, but talk to God; see & experience how the conversations, mental distortions & faulty thought processing change. The transformation of your mind, emotion, behavior & spirit will slay that reactive mode in order to proactively Silence the other spirits. They will flee along with any possible addiction in connection these types of episodes. Make talking to the Holy Spirit a daily habit every time you sense hallucinations…they will flee, your life, mind, emotions & behavior will be healed & sweetly set free. The next video may be testimony.
So does seeing yourself talking to no one snap them out of it? I’ve seen a few videos like this and this method seems to help assuming they aren’t fakes. Also can’t some hallucinations be just voices or are they always paired with something visual.
Got to admit that you look adorable when this happens, especially once you look into the camera and realize it's only an illusion. It's a unique feature not everyone has, embrace it and take the reins. You got this.
Hello, do you think the voices can also hypnotize? I am also affected and am afraid that the false voices are suggesting something to my subconscious. Best regards from Austria🤗
Help me pls i am living alone i have kids 2old & 7 diagnose schezoprenia i don't have any feel any pleasure anything around i forgot something i don't wanna go outside i feel tired everyday i stop my medication because i can't have financial pls help me nobody can takingcare of my son my father is old i am the only child no relatives can understand they laughed me
I see you have a dog in some of your videos. Is it trained to help you with your schizophrenia? I recently saw a Darr Mann video which covered the topic of schizophrenia. The girl in the video was finally diagnosed and treated for it. In the end, she also adopted a service dog trained for schizophrenic patients by not greeting people who weren't there (hallucinations) and greeting people who were real.
My husband has paranoid schizophrenia. It is usually well managed but every once in a while it will rear its ugly head. My question is how can I get him to realize that the hallucinations are not real? He gets so upset with me because I tell him it didn't really happen but he swears those people are there. Like he can reach out and touch them. I'm never there when it happens but the people he sees are people we know and I know they are not chasing him trying to hurt him. It's always the same plot. 1. They have a video of him doing something that I know he didn't do and I don't know how or why he would think there's a video of it. But he says they are out to get him and they must've edited the video.(There is no video.) 2. They are following him and want him to lay down so they can jump him (but they never do). They just follow and taunt him to torture him mentally. 3. They are some how telling everyone he's around. (Bus drivers, fast food workers, people on the street) Like he can hear them talking crap about him about what's on the edited video. I don't know what to do to help him understand it's not really happening. Like even after it's not happening anymore he still wholeheartedly believes it did. He gets emotional and upset because I am not believing him but I don't want to lie to him and tell him it is happening.. What can I do?!
I have a question about schizophrenia. Do people with schizophrenia actually see things or does their brain automatically think that they’re in that moment and they just talk to it?
You're Alone. Isolated. If you had someone in your immediate vicinity you might never have been lead into that head conversation. Also, Scientology practices talking to the voices in certain ways to chase them out. However, Jesus told me to practice holding your breath, tensing up every muscle from head to toe, as a trap for the spirit. Giving it no air. Calmly hold your breath, without pushing out on your eyes. Without overstressing yourself in it. That spirit will never return. You see, those spirits see or smell or sense something that draw them to you. You also may have an injury that misleads a spirit to think you're gravely wounded and it wants to help you "out". Even Bott Flies are capable of accessing communications portions of the brain. An Indonesian bott fly looks like a sickly bumblebee. If you are drawn to an IMAGE of one, wanting to touch it, that makes ght be one insect accessing your mind. Head injury or heavy metal poisoning. Also Copper Sulfide in algae eaters for pools, lakes, ponds can cause acute symptoms. Chronic exposure can look like an organic brain disease. I made a rude comment, earlier. I apologize. I didn't think this was serious. I saw how your dog Snapped angerly at you and I suspected he she saw a spirit. Sometimes we're in an accident and the spirit that might have arrived to take your soul isn't able to and it follows you, thinking it has separated you from "the herd" to, consume your thoughts. Best to be checked for Injur to gut or head, Parasites in stomach or head, check dog for Parasites too. Finally, a pet can pick up spirits too. I'm sorry I was at first so rude to you. RHD
Fuck , isn't something this.I talk often with my friends to the garden without they been there till i was a young boy ,it's natural, always we need someone to talk with.
Just one question. You can't just ignore the hallucenations or fight them away can you? I feel like ignoring them long enough and saying "they aren't real" would actually take you out of the episode
I scratch bc i got an itch I vent out loud if i dont have paper to write on. Or im talking to myself to clear my insane thoughts or ideas off of me Idc bout the cameras ive grown to love them😂 I talk to God bout my problems My hallucinations scare me I can hardley talk at all at wtf i be staring at bc either u feel evik or u see evil They tokd me they feed off my fear so im learning not to feel fear when i see them Its all just illusions anyway❤ God bless
They lurk waiting. I do the same but you know it doesn’t end it. I do believe those that do ignore them don’t end up as bad as those that engage with them.
I'm sorry for bothering. I just need to talk to someone. I recently had an anxiety attack before getting my first teeth implant, and I feel like I crossed the line of worrying, there was something else on my head too and recently my 80yo friend got dementia, and I think it was just too much of everything for me. I was shaking, crying out of stress. Now I feel like high or something. It's now a second day, and that wrong feeling doesn't go away, I feel dizzy, I have no appetite, and I keep worrying and shaking in episodes, I feel like something bad is going to happen, like some evil force is nearby, I don't know how to describe that awful sense. And now there is nothing to be scared of, but I'm still freaking out. I tried to hug and scratch myself, and a little bit helped, but I never had anything like that before. Will it go away, or did I just break my brains during the stress-mix? 😅 Idk... I don't want to go to a psychologist yet 😫
Why? Do I order you to turn and be Buddhist or Atheist? - No, I don't, so please don't bother me 🙂 Possessions are not real. I have mental problems and there's nothing in common with your religious views... Sorry and have a good luck. Please don't get offended by my disbelief...
No sweetheart it will pass but sometimes u may need a lil bit of medication to control it just anofe to get stable then after that as long as u don’t let your self get to worried or scared of things that u know r not true and learn to breathe so u will remain cum u should be just fine blessing to u your not alone ❤
experiencing something traumatic causes this insecurity and anxiety, because u said ur friend got dementia is putting u in stress and in a state where the mind cant take it anymore ,this is why you feel like something bad is gonna happen ,even though nothing bad is going to happen ,its just ur mind's response of the fear and taruma u had endured, and u did not break ur brain u just have to relax try to do meditation or talk to someone, u seem lonely u cant experience this alone, tell someone about how ur feeling getting things out might help make u feel better , hope u feel better stay strong .
How do u bring yourself back to reality when u start hallucinating? I saw a video of a guy who had a dog that would alert him when ever someone else was in the room so if he told the dog to greet the person and the dog didn't then he knew he was having an episode..how does the mind switch from having a convo to maybe I should check if I'm really speaking to somebody..
I don’t but I talk with myself allot every day about something and I talk with someone I can’t see him and I can’t hear him it’s like a call from but in one line like just I don’t know if his heard me or not just I can’t only hope he heard my I am 20 I have no friends I just like spending all my time watching manhwa every day since I was 18 I don’t go out my home
It's not medication, they're giving you poisons, they think you're dangerous, the society does not care whether or not you get cured or you get better, they think you are the problem of this society in medications, so-called, and psychiatry, even asylum is the place where you people belong. That's what they think. Speaking from experience.
I commented on another video. But, what if you are just gifted and the medications are suppressing what you see? I always felt anyone suffering schizophrenia are just gifted people who see what some of us cant see. I hate labels, maybe thats why. Thank you for sharing such a vulnerable topic/video. ♥️
@SchizophrenicNYC Doing any kind of magic is bad. You are inviting demons into your life. The demons are giving you Schizophrenia. You need to snap out of it !
Quedtion: Can you sometimes discern the halucination from reality, or is thisd always real for you? I mean no offense asking this question and I'm new to this channel, as well as to youtube.
just curious. whenever you have an episode, do you actually see someone or act out an scenario in your head? a strong urge to play the scenario and have conversation with someone or with a crowd?
To me it would’ve been a reminder of how I look to others. It wouldn’t bring me back to reality but would make me aware of how I look to others. It’s my goal to be incognito
your not talking to hallucinations girls. just connected discourse with either fam, frenemies etc... your connected... means you share, pain and pleasure. thoughts and others episodes may impact you.. or your pain may impact others... your sometimes out of your skin or inside it and someone else s in your skin.. sometimes the cahes are your own, sometimes its someone elses ... go figure.
@@SchizophrenicNYC just because you don’t believe in something doesn’t make it untrue. You could not believe in gravity and go try to fly off a building. I believe in gravity for the same reason I believe this is demonic oppression: seeing the effects of it with my own eyes
@@Sportyspice7This isn’t demons moron as someone who had schizophrenia while being Christian, I knew that these voices weren’t demons but my mind playing tricks on me
Con mucho respeto pregunto, ELLA ve personas que las ve y hablan con ella , si es asi , como ve a esas personas si las ve que se aparecen que describa como, y que le dicen o de que hablan . Porque tengo entendido que hay personas que pueden ver a almas descarnadas o como le llaman almas en pena, que algunas personas tienen ese don de interactuar con ellas .seria recomendable en español .
My brother got stuck in a loop last year and sadly took his own life in the most horrific way. Huge respect for anyone fighting this awful disease. Stay strong and I hope they continue to research and create better and better drugs to treat it so that every day is no longer a struggle for you.
So sorry for your loss 🥀. May your brother rest in peace.
So sorry for your loss. If you do not mind me asking, did your brother suffer some loss that triggered this?
So sorry about your brother. 😢 My mum has this nightmare too.
I'm so sorry about your brother. I am scared of this too
Heart wrenching indeed...sorry for your loss.... could u plz write a bit more for us to understand as I am in a third world country and such issues r not tackled properly..I HV someone around me who needs help.....
Having the courage to make these videos and turning something that must be so difficult to go through into something good and helping others is just unbelievable. The amount of good for humanity and the number of people she is helping by sharing her struggles is probably far beyond what she even realizes. People like this are the ones that truly make the world a better place. What a beautiful soul. So so so much respect. 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻
It's insane i make a women joke and get ten time times the likes a a heartfelt comment
Truly amazing and brave!
Mental ILLness is condition that can often go untreated and is under funded 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
I have to live with schizoaffective bipolar autism and OCD this is really relatable. It’s hard but I do the best I can to make it thru life
Holy fuck
keep doing ur best ur a strong soul
Damn that’s rough. Not sure i would be able to last long with that many mental disorders, you’re strong!
Keep doing your best
As a person who is quite aware of OCD, Idk but I fear not to have it within me for the whole time...😢
I’ve been using discord calls as a reason to not let myself start loopin
That’s a pretty good strategy
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"He estado usando las llamadas de Discord como motivo para no volver a repetir"
"esta es una muy buena estrategia"
@@Ana_LauraSilvera "He empezado a usar llamadas de discord de manera que no pueda empezar a descarrilar"
Wats that
I've seen another vid where the girl is taking meds but she still gets hallucination the only thing different this time is she was able to recognize that it's hallucination when characters literally come out of TV or other media platforms. She said they were so real to the eyes even if they are not in real life! Scary and amazing at the same time! 💔💓
Maybe avoid such cosmic triggers. I don't have online connections
I'm feeling this video out. Everyone's an expert but me.... yet to tell you the truth the psychiatric experts are predators for status and monies.
How Frustrating and draining it must be
I don't have schizophrenia, but I still talk to myself as if someone was in front of me. I have to have conversations with myself or I'd go crazy...🤷♀️😂🤷♀️
Self conversation is different from schipzophrenia because the Hallucunations are so real that you would think that they really exist. Moreover, they can Talk, Question, Answer and even Scare you.
@xenon_silva I have to agree here if you haven't Hallucinated then you wouldn't be able to comprehend it's irrational nothing can calm you or even make sense when it become delusional you believe it and your sometimes aware of it snapping slightly back to reality for a brief moment but slip back into the delusional reality and start hearing and seeing and you dont stop to think if they are real because it's already so real to you .. looming from a 3rd person it's easy to think oh well it's just a unseen not to the person seeing them it's reality it's real it can talk respond scare touch and can it's unreal idk how else to describe what it's like to Hallucinate.. I snapped myself out I use to be a pych tech and would teach people I would point or have someone point and I'd say speak like a dog and a service dog would back if it's real and if the person next to me barks I know they are real I trust the person next to me that's how I would and snap myself out of my visual Hallucinations I point and yell bark and if the real person next to barks I know they are real if they are not barking I ignore it it goes away eventually or I count down and hope it helps but if you can Placebo effect.your brain it will believe whatever you tell it so BARK!
@@xenon_silvaI self talk and have done this for years and I never once heard a voice talk back to me, reply to my questions or appear in the flesh. This is safe and ok, not a psychosis episode. It is a sign of highly emotional, self/aware and intelligent people. And even people who develop schizophrenia, (my soon to be 17 years-old son), they are very intelligent people, however unfortunately they are dealing with demons mentally. 😢😢😢
@@nialeilakande that's my point. Self talk is completely normal for people of high intelligence as you mentioned. But Schripzophrenia is a serious neural problem.
@@xenon_silvawow..that is serious
Thank you for sharing such personal experiences with us. I have always been So curious about what happens in these episodes. Are they not frightening? Do you see and hear people? How do you know if its real or not? Sorry if too many questions. I just find this to be so incredible.
❤ from Texas
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It is interesting and you are very charismatic! I got taken to task for making as if mental illness is like some amusement, but that isn’t what I mean. You just present yourself and your condition and experiences in such an authentic and (no disrespect!) entertaining way, it makes me want to ask ALL the questions. 🙂
Ya, I don't mean to sound disrespectful at all. I have just always had a strong desire to truly understand schizophrenia and the experiences of it. Your openness about it is a wonderful thing ❤️
@@savisav1862Befriend a Schizophrenic or Schizoaffective person. You'll learn all about, I promise.
Why are they calling it a hallucination? She’s obviously tapped into the spiritual world and yes, sometimes you can see some pretty scary negative entities. You need to warrior up your spirit body with bravery encourage and love and they will go away.
Thank you for keeping us informed
I. respect this young lady for the fact she is taking and sharing her videos to people that doesn't know the servarady of what mental illness is the health department should always be on alert because I just read a comment about this woman brother committed suicide, even though i their is medication sciencest should be able to make a better change in the diagnosis and treatment for the better .God Bless her 🙏🙏🙏
I just love the way you butchered the spelling of severity. That was so cool. ❤
Always seek clarity from a linicened professional and no one else
Of course
you are so strong 😇🙏
Thank you
I live with partner of 23 yrs and it is heartbreaking
The verbal abuse he lashes out!
I would love to talk to someone that can help him😢
I believe that if he wants help he can find it and I advice you to seek help for yourself...
Do you really or just came to cry here. Maybe it is possible to make an apointment with doctor at your home.
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@R.F.P // I'm a preacher's daughter, and I've done all of that. It really upsets me when I see or hear people saying that. That's like the church telling you that you can pray the gay away. Stop the madness. My son has had Schizophrenia since he turned 22. He's 34 now. We've tried everything. We've been to church, begged for healing, prayed, prayed, and more praying...nada, nothing, zilch, and please don't tell me we didn't pray hard enough or we didn't believe. Yes, we did. If you had cancer (for example), would you just pray to Jesus, and he'd take it away?
@Julia-Nick1956 // I'm so sorry you have to go through that but I commend you for being so strong and knowing it's not him that's lashing out. For them it's a horrific life. My son who's schizophrenic told me to imagine 30 people screaming things at you at different times...I don't know how they do it, but again, I commend you because a lot of people with Schizophrenia are left alone and lonely like my son. He was "normal" growing up, but when he turned 22 it started and now at 34 he still has it. Much love to you. ❤❤❤
Same condition here ......I live with my family so I am in comfort zone
Great!
If you snap out of it when you notice the security camera light, have you ever considered programming an audible alarm on your cell phone to go off at certain times, in the evening, using a tone that might jar you, so if you are hallucinating the phone can take you out of it? Do you have any close friends and family you might trust to be able to watch the security camera feed periodically and announce themselves via the two way communication features and have them ask you to look wt the camera? Or, is the whole idea of someone being able to see you in the camera the last thing a schizophrenic would want because of fears of surveillance and monitoring, etc?
Hey I think what your doing is absolutely amazing keep it up❤❤
Thank you
@SchizophrenicNYC you're welcome ❤️💙❤️💙
It must be so annoying and draining to deal with this
It's very difficult to live with a person with this illness 😔
Thank you for your videos...so many people Will know what Schizophrenia is and what is happened to the people who have it....
Is this sarcasm?
@@SchizophrenicNYC I can't tell either
Just yesterday, I saw a guy on a tram stop literally having this conversation with himself out loud in front of everyone. He didn't care, loud bitter argument with seemingly some ex gf.
Honestly I thought what balls he actually isn't afraid to be crazy openly in public.
God help us.. 😅I have seizures where I scream so I also get afraid to leave the house alot. Trying to become different and just live life..
As a psychology student i completely know what does it feel to have schizophrenia.. you have lot of troubles , visual , auditory, gustatory hallucinations sometimes lack of speech and lot more but believe me you are not different then anyone else .... you are amomg us ... pls try to be happy from inner ... it will reaply really help
Btw sending visual hugs and lot of courage ❤❤❤
No. You do not completely know how it feels to have schizophrenia from being a psychology student. Damn, wake up!
@@LottaDavidsson I completely understand what you says and indeed you r right .. until and unless you are not in their boots you do not know their condition but atleast I m having a lot knowledge about mental issue and disorders which most of the people today lacks. So atleast I m better then them
Btw do YOU have schizophrenia or r u just trying to fool me?
@@thatyoutubebinger I am not trying to fool anyone, I am trying to point out that studying psychology is not 'completely knowing how it feels' to have schizophrenia, or DiD, or any other condition one happens to learn about. Just like a physician does not know how it feels to break a bone from her/his/their training.
@@LottaDavidsson I already explained that rather then focusing only on the last line , just read out the whole comment first
Genuinely, I have so many "disabilities" that I have to go through. But I dont hallucinate a lot but used to more as a child and now I very rarely do.
I’m learning as much as possible because someone close to me has been diagnosed. I’m wondering if you’ve ever realized while you were having an episode, that you were having an episode? If so, how did you manage those 2, disparate, existences simultaneously? Is this considered a rude question? If so, I’m sorry. I’m on the autism spectrum and sometimes have difficulty understanding what is considered rude. Not all the time. But, especially when it has to do with asking questions.
Mr brother sadly has this condition. Does anybody have religious mania at all? Like feeling guilt if you don’t follow the voices you can hear? My brother struggles with this.
That's how my grandma's schizophrenia manifests! Her brother's was paranoid.
Can you please elaborate?
@@J9BeFree one example from my family is, my grandma thought she saw demons consuming the floor beneath her. She went to my aunt's room to 'save her'. My aunt was super young at the time and my gma started covering her in layers of pillow cases to protect her from the demons. She would have suffocated her but my uncle came and grabbed her from my grandma. She's mormon (ish?) Idk maybe practicing when her skitzo came on. She hasn't driven, had a job or a life since I've known her. I know she's probably sad and lonely but she never connected with me as a kid or spent time reaching out in my adulthood. Around Christmas is always a trigger for her episodes (probably due to low contact with her family due to her abuse of her kids when they were little). It's usually the time of year she ends up inpatient. I don't talk to her much, so I'm not sure these days how it's manifesting. But it was very prominent when my aunt, uncles and dad were younger.
@@J9BeFree he feels guilty if he doesn’t give lots of money to the church, or worse to American evangelists and he goes without food. He says he sometimes feels bad spirits in his room and then worries.
His guilt may be the evil spirits. @@jayne9721
Ur not alone. It doesn't happen to me much anymore. Im stabilized the doc said. But i remember a vrry bad episode i thought guys were in my apt. To take me to a island to kill me. I ran downstairs to a neighbor at 1am. Told him i was gonna b killed. It was horrible. Im not far in jersey...hope u get better
Thank you
I deal with the same thing from my schizophrenia I feel you sweetie 🥰
Thank you for letting ppl know what it's like
You realize you’re tapped into the spiritual world right? It’s not a hallucination it’s real you must vibrate at a higher frequency so you can see what others cannot see and yes sometimes it’s going to be scary so you need to up your spiritual body with love so the mean ones will go away,
@@ChristineAlexandria-vv3qrmost have nothing to do with the spiritual world, you do know that right?
@@ChristineAlexandria-vv3qr you know.
@@ChristineAlexandria-vv3qr There's a difference between a medium and an illness.
I have schizophrenia too. I often talking to myself and think that I have special power
My brother in law has schizophrenia and whispers to himself. He is terrified of me to the point where he blamed me for his mother's passing. He lied to police saying I was there the morning his mother died. I lived in another city and had to prove it. I have a clean record and was detained by police. He needs serious help but won't get it. The police asked me if we got along. I told them that they need to put in the report that he has schizophrenia and has hallucinations etc. I told the police he won't get help. I was cleared of wrong doing by police due to proof I lived elsewhere. Both my wife's brothers have schizophrenia and believe that I harmed their parents. I got a long well with their parents. They died from medical issues that are well documented. What makes things worse is that there is a lot of serious mental health issues, child abuse, and incest in that family. I stay away from my wife's family especially the children since they allow two convicted child predators around the children. I don't want to get falsely accused and ruin my clean record. I have already reported to police anonymously to have them check up on the children and the two relatives visiting. Her brothers are ok with these two criminal relatives which makes me believe they are predators too. It makes me sick. Not much else I can do.
I also have questionable diagnosis with autism and history of developmental delays with speech and sensory issues, slow processing disorder.☺️😊
Schizophrenia is so interesting to me because of how complex it is. And itself still not fully understood.
One thing I can seem to find is someone recording and describing what they're hallucinating (showing where the hallucination is) identifying in that moment.
Maybe it's nearly impossible to do that in the moment, but it would be very interesting.
My sister is currently going through this right now and I hope she comes out of it😢, she is currently in the psychiatric hospital. how did you recover and how many months did it take?
You cannot recover in your sense. I have some kind of episode where i make up that globalists have taken over my life and have copied the whole internet in order to broadcast my greatest fears on it. Everyone outside me think I am crazy and that intelligence organizations don't exist and I am imagining everything, from the lockdowns to the newly made laws.
Thank you
You're welcome
Do you mean when you see the security camera, you can see that you are sitting alone and it helps bring you back to reality?
Thanks so much for explaining the things you do!
Yes
@SchizophrenicNYC Wow, that's such a brilliant strategy & wonderful that you can do that! 🙏
I have a friend with this condition, and during her 3 days per week dialysis days,, there's a lot of chit-chat happening as she is getting unhooked and leaving the dialysis unit.
It was the lithium that cause her kidneys harm.
Your videos are invaluable. I appreciate you helping me understand my friends thought patterns during her bad days! 🙏
I'm on Dialysis too. I think I know what you mean. Like she has a one man show with the nurses as they unhook her?
@J9BeFree Like her mind is playing tricks on her.. She see's incompetence as she is being unhooked. Then chit-chat starts in her head. She has trouble focusing on what the nurse is saying!
I hope that makes a bit more sense..
Sorry to hear that you are on dialysis yourself. I hope you're OK! 👣🗝
@@ralsharp6013 It does make sense. I didn't realize that it was connected. Thank you.
I pace all day. Think about all kinds of stuff. You can't keep it. By losing it
Think positive my friend..❤
I don't have it so idk why this is relatable
i know it look weird ( tell many tell me) i rock back and forth while sitting strange way. It calms
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i have schizophrenia but i have zero idea what looping is?
Not sure if I will develop it but one day I was in the hospital I kept seeing things and hearing people talk around me like if there was a meeting. Would anyone know why
That shit is lowkey horrified to experience
When hearing hallucinations or spirits, don’t talk to them, but talk to God; see & experience how the conversations, mental distortions & faulty thought processing change. The transformation of your mind, emotion, behavior & spirit will slay that reactive mode in order to proactively Silence the other spirits. They will flee along with any possible addiction in connection these types of episodes. Make talking to the Holy Spirit a daily habit every time you sense hallucinations…they will flee, your life, mind, emotions & behavior will be healed & sweetly set free. The next video may be testimony.
Do you just feel like there's someone and start talking or do you see someone and start talking? And, do the hallucinations answer?
not like that's
@@apepkeneh6322what do you mean it’s not like that?
@@natas12rm I have schizophrenia
@@natas12rm my brain work difrent ,sad me
@@natas12rm i can heard some one talking ,but no one there
So does seeing yourself talking to no one snap them out of it? I’ve seen a few videos like this and this method seems to help assuming they aren’t fakes. Also can’t some hallucinations be just voices or are they always paired with something visual.
I know the camera is there to catch me talking to hallucinations so I stop when I see it
THEY SAY THAT PEOPLE THAT TALK TO THEM SELF ARE SMART. REALY.
If you say so!
Got to admit that you look adorable when this happens, especially once you look into the camera and realize it's only an illusion. It's a unique feature not everyone has, embrace it and take the reins. You got this.
Weirdo.
Hello, do you think the voices can also hypnotize? I am also affected and am afraid that the false voices are suggesting something to my subconscious.
Best regards from Austria🤗
Ask Jesus for freedom🙏🏼
@@helenalaney I do this every day
@@Fluchtweg 🙌🏼🕊️🫂🙏🏼💌 do you have a church? Much love and prayers for you. May the shield of faith protect you
@@helenalaney Yes, I live in Austria and belong to the Protestant Church
@@helenalaney I have not told anyone who knows me about my problem. Not even my family knows about it
Do we get attached too?
Help me pls i am living alone i have kids 2old & 7 diagnose schezoprenia i don't have any feel any pleasure anything around i forgot something i don't wanna go outside i feel tired everyday i stop my medication because i can't have financial pls help me nobody can takingcare of my son my father is old i am the only child no relatives can understand they laughed me
Kneel down and pray to Jesus. He heals you. My mother is going through this and he is healing her
I see you have a dog in some of your videos.
Is it trained to help you with your schizophrenia?
I recently saw a Darr Mann video which covered the topic of schizophrenia. The girl in the video was finally diagnosed and treated for it. In the end, she also adopted a service dog trained for schizophrenic patients by not greeting people who weren't there (hallucinations) and greeting people who were real.
My dog isn’t trained. She’s just there for fun and love.
My husband has paranoid schizophrenia. It is usually well managed but every once in a while it will rear its ugly head. My question is how can I get him to realize that the hallucinations are not real? He gets so upset with me because I tell him it didn't really happen but he swears those people are there. Like he can reach out and touch them. I'm never there when it happens but the people he sees are people we know and I know they are not chasing him trying to hurt him. It's always the same plot. 1. They have a video of him doing something that I know he didn't do and I don't know how or why he would think there's a video of it. But he says they are out to get him and they must've edited the video.(There is no video.) 2. They are following him and want him to lay down so they can jump him (but they never do). They just follow and taunt him to torture him mentally. 3. They are some how telling everyone he's around. (Bus drivers, fast food workers, people on the street) Like he can hear them talking crap about him about what's on the edited video. I don't know what to do to help him understand it's not really happening. Like even after it's not happening anymore he still wholeheartedly believes it did. He gets emotional and upset because I am not believing him but I don't want to lie to him and tell him it is happening.. What can I do?!
You'll never gonna convince him. He needs a good psychiatrist, therapy and meds.
Is it normal to have pikmins usually talk to me everywhere i go (ppl look at my pikmins weirdly when i talk to them haha)
Scratching is also calming to myself.
i was gonna take my own life too but i am still resisting my ocd
If there is more people around you to talk to ,do the hallucinations move to the background or is it still the same?
People can be a distraction but it doesn’t always work.
@@SchizophrenicNYC Thank you for your answer i appreciate.
I admire you so much for sharing your story with us. You are humanizing a condition and teaching us about it. Thank-you 😊for 😊
This could be maladaptive daydreaming which I do since early childhood due to trauma childhood
I have a question about schizophrenia. Do people with schizophrenia actually see things or does their brain automatically think that they’re in that moment and they just talk to it?
Odwagą jest aby tą chorobę zawierzyć Bogu on jest najlepszy lekarz
What season is this
You're Alone. Isolated. If you had someone in your immediate vicinity you might never have been lead into that head conversation. Also, Scientology practices talking to the voices in certain ways to chase them out. However, Jesus told me to practice holding your breath, tensing up every muscle from head to toe, as a trap for the spirit. Giving it no air. Calmly hold your breath, without pushing out on your eyes. Without overstressing yourself in it. That spirit will never return. You see, those spirits see or smell or sense something that draw them to you. You also may have an injury that misleads a spirit to think you're gravely wounded and it wants to help you "out". Even Bott Flies are capable of accessing communications portions of the brain. An Indonesian bott fly looks like a sickly bumblebee. If you are drawn to an IMAGE of one, wanting to touch it, that makes ght be one insect accessing your mind. Head injury or heavy metal poisoning. Also Copper Sulfide in algae eaters for pools, lakes, ponds can cause acute symptoms. Chronic exposure can look like an organic brain disease. I made a rude comment, earlier. I apologize. I didn't think this was serious. I saw how your dog Snapped angerly at you and I suspected he she saw a spirit. Sometimes we're in an accident and the spirit that might have arrived to take your soul isn't able to and it follows you, thinking it has separated you from "the herd" to, consume your thoughts. Best to be checked for Injur to gut or head, Parasites in stomach or head, check dog for Parasites too. Finally, a pet can pick up spirits too. I'm sorry I was at first so rude to you. RHD
I do it in front of other people too
Fuck , isn't something this.I talk often with my friends to the garden without they been there till i was a young boy ,it's natural, always we need someone to talk with.
The most loosely used diagnosis in the DSMR4
Just one question. You can't just ignore the hallucenations or fight them away can you? I feel like ignoring them long enough and saying "they aren't real" would actually take you out of the episode
Not that easy
I scratch bc i got an itch
I vent out loud if i dont have paper to write on. Or im talking to myself to clear my insane thoughts or ideas off of me
Idc bout the cameras ive grown to love them😂
I talk to God bout my problems
My hallucinations scare me
I can hardley talk at all at wtf i be staring at bc either u feel evik or u see evil
They tokd me they feed off my fear so im learning not to feel fear when i see them
Its all just illusions anyway❤
God bless
Bro I fight the hallucinations and hit my fist on the walllllllllll 💀
I just keep hearing random voices like my parents
It sounded like my parents
How can we help without retribution?
Good luck
@SchizophrenicNYC honesty is cool
Why do you think the camera snaps you out of it?
Ignore your hallucinations and delusions. They will lose their power over you. They will have no reason to exist.
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@@SchizophrenicNYC It worked for me.
They lurk waiting. I do the same but you know it doesn’t end it. I do believe those that do ignore them don’t end up as bad as those that engage with them.
@@natas12rm They lose their power when you don’t believe in them.
@@JungleJargon figuratively yes
I'm sorry for bothering. I just need to talk to someone. I recently had an anxiety attack before getting my first teeth implant, and I feel like I crossed the line of worrying, there was something else on my head too and recently my 80yo friend got dementia, and I think it was just too much of everything for me. I was shaking, crying out of stress. Now I feel like high or something. It's now a second day, and that wrong feeling doesn't go away, I feel dizzy, I have no appetite, and I keep worrying and shaking in episodes, I feel like something bad is going to happen, like some evil force is nearby, I don't know how to describe that awful sense. And now there is nothing to be scared of, but I'm still freaking out. I tried to hug and scratch myself, and a little bit helped, but I never had anything like that before. Will it go away, or did I just break my brains during the stress-mix? 😅 Idk... I don't want to go to a psychologist yet 😫
@@jillydips9226 no.
Yes AMEN
Why? Do I order you to turn and be Buddhist or Atheist? - No, I don't, so please don't bother me 🙂 Possessions are not real. I have mental problems and there's nothing in common with your religious views... Sorry and have a good luck. Please don't get offended by my disbelief...
No sweetheart it will pass but sometimes u may need a lil bit of medication to control it just anofe to get stable then after that as long as u don’t let your self get to worried or scared of things that u know r not true and learn to breathe so u will remain cum u should be just fine blessing to u your not alone ❤
experiencing something traumatic causes this insecurity and anxiety, because u said ur friend got dementia is putting u in stress and in a state where the mind cant take it anymore ,this is why you feel like something bad is gonna happen ,even though nothing bad is going to happen ,its just ur mind's response of the fear and taruma u had endured, and u did not break ur brain u just have to relax try to do meditation or talk to someone, u seem lonely u cant experience this alone, tell someone about how ur feeling getting things out might help make u feel better , hope u feel better stay strong .
How do u bring yourself back to reality when u start hallucinating? I saw a video of a guy who had a dog that would alert him when ever someone else was in the room so if he told the dog to greet the person and the dog didn't then he knew he was having an episode..how does the mind switch from having a convo to maybe I should check if I'm really speaking to somebody..
I don’t but I talk with myself allot every day about something and I talk with someone I can’t see him and I can’t hear him it’s like a call from but in one line like just I don’t know if his heard me or not just I can’t only hope he heard my I am 20 I have no friends I just like spending all my time watching manhwa every day since I was 18 I don’t go out my home
What if you're seeing demons?
Demons don’t exist
@SchizophrenicNYC lol
I accidentally asked a real person how i could kill myself without pain
I think there’s a bigger problem
@@SchizophrenicNYC maybe :3
Ask for help immediately 😢
These are not hallucinations. They are real to her and we just can see it. Bad spirits from the pass hunting her in this life.
Do you remember when you have those episodes?
Usually
Why do u record yourself? And why in black and white? It makes you look eerie.
To catch myself. It’s black and white because it’s night vision.
I want to know what you were saying
We all want things in life we cannot have
Is there any medication to stop the hallucinations or stop you from speaking out loud to them?? I thought medication got rid of the voices💔
It's not medication, they're giving you poisons, they think you're dangerous, the society does not care whether or not you get cured or you get better, they think you are the problem of this society in medications, so-called, and psychiatry, even asylum is the place where you people belong. That's what they think. Speaking from experience.
Do you actually see them or hear them??
Both
I commented on another video. But, what if you are just gifted and the medications are suppressing what you see? I always felt anyone suffering schizophrenia are just gifted people who see what some of us cant see. I hate labels, maybe thats why. Thank you for sharing such a vulnerable topic/video. ♥️
I've thought this too. Like Schizophrenia is like being a truth teller.
You need to learn more about the brain and how it works 🤦🏾♀️🤦🏾♀️🤦🏾♀️
yall trippin because the voices only talk to me :D
😂
The Jinn can go in a persons body and wreak havoc
I have anti jinn magic
@SchizophrenicNYC Doing any kind of magic is bad. You are inviting demons into your life. The demons are giving you Schizophrenia. You need to snap out of it !
Yeah.... shit man. That's me...... damn it's uh... like looking in a mirror watching a movie of myself....
Quedtion: Can you sometimes discern the halucination from reality, or is thisd always real for you?
I mean no offense asking this question and I'm new to this channel, as well as to youtube.
As hard as this is to watch, we cannot stand by as this happens- if you are a mandated reporter, report.
Me?
Don't worry you are special
Thanks
@@SchizophrenicNYC ❤️
Thanks for sharing this. I suffer with Schizoeffective disorder.😢
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Why Is everyone so obsessed. Live your life, everyone ITS weird intheir own way
IS weird 😂
just curious. whenever you have an episode, do you actually see someone or act out an scenario in your head? a strong urge to play the scenario and have conversation with someone or with a crowd?
No bro its not in her head. Its real she sees a person
Leave them up? Talk with us angels 😂🎉😅❤
Do you really see people or how does that work? :)
Hey i dont understand like why did you stop talking after you saw the camera. Sorry i might just be dumb but i actually dont understand 😭😭
Because she seen that she aline speaking to no one
To me it would’ve been a reminder of how I look to others. It wouldn’t bring me back to reality but would make me aware of how I look to others. It’s my goal to be incognito
Shes maybe just talking to high dimensional beings ?
It is normal to talk to yourself
And then mk ultra kicks in and you end up getting clapped by the police at a school .
your not talking to hallucinations girls. just connected discourse with either fam, frenemies etc... your connected... means you share, pain and pleasure. thoughts and others episodes may impact you.. or your pain may impact others... your sometimes out of your skin or inside it and someone else s in your skin.. sometimes the cahes are your own, sometimes its someone elses ... go figure.
Ok I’ll tell my psychiatrist
This is called demon possession/oppression.
I don’t believe in demons
@@SchizophrenicNYC just because you don’t believe in something doesn’t make it untrue. You could not believe in gravity and go try to fly off a building. I believe in gravity for the same reason I believe this is demonic oppression: seeing the effects of it with my own eyes
@@Sportyspice7This isn’t demons moron as someone who had schizophrenia while being Christian, I knew that these voices weren’t demons but my mind playing tricks on me
Fr bro i do the same
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Do u notice it or does ur hallucinations point out the camera
Scary to see
Con mucho respeto pregunto, ELLA ve personas que las ve y hablan con ella , si es asi , como ve a esas personas si las ve que se aparecen que describa como, y que le dicen o de que hablan . Porque tengo entendido que hay personas que pueden ver a almas descarnadas o como le llaman almas en pena, que algunas personas tienen ese don de interactuar con ellas .seria recomendable en español .
There is cure, but not in modern countries and modern medicine