Until you stop at a traffic light and there are drunk people throwing empty beer cans at you. It happened to me once at it took me out of the moment. It's probably very uncommon though.
It’s Christmas Eve, I’ve been single for 3 months, working hard at the gym, working hard at my 8 to 4, currently sitting in a empty parking lot with this playing. If everything was a lie, I’d be okay with it. I’m ready to live.
I lost my job, single for a long time now, i keep fucking with random girls i dont even know and my family got even more seperated as usual, im living alone in a foreign place and i still find the joy to live on. Its not live who control us, choose your steps
I dont know if anyone is here in 2024, but if you are I’m glad you’ve made it this far. It’s been over a year since I discovered this channel and its playlists and almost a year since I’ve listened to it.
I'm here. I first listened to the first couple of songs in this playlist around April 2022. The first song had really impacted me in a different way. I remember laying in my bed, being conscious I was awake but I couldn't move as if I was possessed. This playlist just brings memories. Mostly negative however the positive ones really remind me that there was always light in the dark
It's so strange how calm we all are in the comments, giving our life stories and telling each other our struggles but overall just being a calm community. Music really is important, this is a prime example of why. And to all of you, life is such an adventure, we will always have our ups and downs. Welcome aboard the trip, and enjoy your time.
Going through the hardest thing in my life at this moment and the only thing that kept me here was this mix. Thank you. I pray for anyone of you out there experiencing grief or heartbreak or anger, I pray you find your peace. I love you.
It is typical for men to say," stay strong", but I believe there is strength our ability to feel comfortable and genuine in our sadness and through our tears. When my son died it changed my awareness of my habitual actions and preconceptions on what I was supposed to do and how I was to feel. I don't know your struggle, but if you ever find it falling apart there are people that will surprise you! People that can carry some of the weight, shoulder some burden, and cry your tears with you! All is only lost when "we" give up for that easy out. We love you always
@@greyshadow999 this life isnt easy, and although I have lost some of my friends, and although I cant bring any of them back, we owe it to them to continue our lives, and forge a better path, for ourselves.
Listening to this at 2AM feels unreal... The nights are for sure the best Edit: yo I didn't know that a simple phrase could make this much likes! Thank you so much and I hope your 2am nights with this playlist are going well❤️
its 3am... it feels calming but also stressig its such a weird feeling that i love so much i feel nothing idk if i should be happy or sad im just numb its 3am... and i cant sleep
@@A_m3ss Don't change who you are because of who you think the world needs you to be. You got this, yes YOU. Nothing can change the fact that you are strongest person in your life. Don't doubt yourself, because I know that you can do this. Trust me ❤
@@ifoundmyberries4203 thank you so much it means a lot to me 🙏 i wish you to find the strength to overcome everything that weighs you down were in this together ✊¡~¡
The ones whom stand out are meant to be great. If standing out is inevitable, then learn how to embrace it. Seek within and learn how to love your true identity. Life is a mere simulation many of us take too serious. Your consciousness is your gift and your imagination is your divine creator. I love you man. You're not alone. I type all this smart shit but deep down I'm trying to get to the surface and avoid drowning too..
Currently sat on the sofa, headphones on,chilling to this playlist ,couple beers next to me and the dogs sat by my feet. Its them that keep me here. Everytime im feeling sad or lost or weighing up my life,my oldest dog always follows me round,looking up at me and keeping eye contact with me. Shes currently doing that,staring up at me,as if telling me to stay. And i do. I do for them. Would be selfish of me to leave them here,as lost as i am
I've been there...it's a hollow emptiness nothing can fill. No drink, drug, lover, friend or food can fill the void. But that responsibility you feel, and the shared love between you and your dogs means you have the capacity to heal your wounds. I was at the very lowest part of my life and I never thought it would be possible to go on. It seemed like everything and everyone would be better off without me and it wouldn't make a difference if I was here or not... then I looked at my animals. They're all rescues and strays who have been abused, starved and kicked to the curb... but they're so happy and loving and filled with life and affection. They live in the moment. For RIGHT NOW! It's the only time we have any control over anything. Once I realized that, everything changed for me! I started valuing myself. And one day I actually started LOVING MYSELF and realized it's the ONLY way to fill that void! I don't need anyone or anything but ME to feel better about life. After all, you ARE the only one who can control your thoughts. Let your dogs be your teachers! One day you will love yourself enough to do it for you. 💜
@@JaydaAndTheCat It was few hours back, I had to make a wish for some reason. I wished I can learn to live in the NOW. Before this, since childhood I could never ask/wish anything from me/God. Nothing that I asked would help me out to make sense of anything around us. after years of this life and having mastered living in future with trying to have control over everything you see coming, I am exhausted. I do love the power of predicitions and the structural it adds to my life but I cant be happy anymore. I need the Now. I need to forcefully get it back because I have wandered too far away with this predicitive strategy and its getting so hard to be in NOW by default.
I have listened to some of these songs before this playlist. These songs are so amazing. This type of music is my absolute favorite!! No one around me likes this type of music. Makes me sad to not be able to share it with others.
“You not the same” This song is soul touching… reminds me of childhood. When you weren’t stressed out about school, no worries in the world, not having to cry or be sad, not having to listen to your parent say the same things over and over again… and you could just rest your eyes without a feeling in your body that stresses you out…I just wanna be happy again.. I want that feeling again… I don’t want it to be fake anymore.
i'm just here.. at night.. crying.. and reading the comments while I listen to this.. thanks for the mix and thanks everyone for the words to read it moves me to release my tears I've been hiding inside. peace
the first song makes me feel as if i am in my late 20s, sitting alone on the terrace of a tall building with my legs hanging and watching the city's hustle and bustle on a lonely night as i think about how my decisions have affected my life, all the regrets and what ifs.
Laying on my bed looking at the ceiling thinking about my past knowing how fast time flies, makes me feel happy and scared and determined to keep going no matter what’s on my way. This playlist really helped me remember times I thought I forgot and I’m happy this exists
tracklist 00:00 mathbonus - there is light in us (slowed) 04:27 tilekid - you not the same (slowed) 6:54 bonjr - if it's real, then i'll stay 9:57 laire - nobodies 13:27 deadwinter - absent 16:46 metahesh - i'm lonely but not inside 19:02 hnrk - dimensionstor 22:12 vowl. - h.urt 23:54 lostlove - desolation /w onte 26:24 hollowz, nohssiwi - nimmer 29:48 glxy - searching you 34:20 kodyak - been here before 37:12 ashess - lost in dreams 40:18 essex - wither 42:34 mayten - contemplations 44:49 kareful - in the dark 48:19 pearl white - solflare w/ niteboi 51:30 mrkryl - i end here
@@JustMe-xp6pl might sound depressing but to summarize it, you can listen to s.t.a.y by hanz zimmer. thats how ive been. thank you for asking. i hope all is well with you.
This whole playlist reminds me of February/March 2021, my brother and I use to go on late night walks when no cars were around. Everything was silent and empty, it was just us and the music we were listening to at the time. (one headphone each) Sometimes we sang the songs, sometimes we just listened, other times we talked and talked and talked. About everything. It was so comforting. We smoked as we walked along an empty road and it was such a fucking vibe. I loved that time! It was the best!!! When we use to get back we would listen to more music or watch a film. But eventually he got a gf and then a few months after that moved across the world for uni. And I’m still here. Alone most of the time. And it sucks. I have friends and I’ve tried to do the late night walks with them, even tried it with my sister but it’s just not the same. Idk maybe it’s bc I’m closer age to my brother. Basically what I’m trying to say is this playlist gives me sm painful nostalgia and I really miss him :,) And the late night walks. Edit: 17/02/23 ~ we don’t talk anymore. We’ve fallen out and honestly it’s his gfs fault but oh well i suppose. :/ Hope everyone’s doing good.
@@lils2882 No worries buddy! I was in a similar state once, and took me a long time to figure it out by myself, so I thought I could save some time for ya! ;)
I have been trying to find this playlist since it first came out. Back in 2022 I was homeless, and this playlist really got me through those rough times. No where near where I want to be yet but working two jobs, have free meals. A bed to sleep in an apartment that’s not mine. What more could I ask for? Currently saving money to pay off debt and build credit so I can get a new car and eventually my own studio apartment. Like and comment on this so I can come back keep updating you all
I feel like I could just die to this music ya know?, imagine your lying on your bed at night, maybe midnight and your got your headphones on listening to this up loud and you slowly close your eyes as the song goes on slowly fading and fading as the music kicks in slowly and calm until your eyes completely close and you just pass away, your soul just becomes to relaxed for your body and it leaves, leaving your body lifeless but in a relaxed state from when you were lying on your bed
I'm 23 and I feel like time is constantly running out for me, I'm still recovering from things I'm trying to put behind me but some days its easier and some days I feel like a bag of bones being dragged around in a plastic bag. I'm an artist but sometimes I feel like even if I claw what I see out of my head, I would never be able to put it to paper. Like no matter how hard I try, all the sleep I lose over trying to perfect every stroke, it'll never be enough. It makes me want to go invisible. But some days, I'm flying. I'm making all the people I care about laugh and I've never felt more in love with being alive. It makes my heart soar. I'm coming to accept that the good days don't always have to be followed by bad ones, or the other way around. I'm just trying to be. I think that's enough. This comment section brought me so much comfort. It can be really easy to get lost in the hustle and bustle of life that you forget every single person you pass by on the street has a life as unique and strangely beautiful as yours. Its a humbling realization, and I can't tell whether it scares me or reassures me, but I'm happy knowing someone's out there listening to this right now. It may not mean much virtually, but I'm holding your hand. And so is every single person who's listening to this with you. Sometime days are hard. Really, really fucking hard. But can get through this. You're not alone. You're worthy. You always have been. Stay. I promise it's worth it. The world is better with you in it.
I hope you're doing great. I've been very sick recently, and the only ones to actually care about me were my family. This honestly brought tears to my eyes. They always care about us, and want to see us doing well & excell at what we wanna achieve. I love my family & I'd always try doing stuffs that makes them proud of me. I'll live, for them, for me, and achieve my success. They will be happy for me, to see me doing so well on my own. I hope you achieve your success which makes all the pain you suffered worth it. You deserve it buddy. 🫂♥️
@@pikminkin I've recovered well, my friend! I'm doing a lot better now. When you're suffering from any illness it makes you vulnerable, and I was quite depressed, but also happy that I've my close ones taking care of me. But now that I'm better, I'm not vulnerable anymore, and I'm trying to see the positive in everything around me! I hope I can make everyone around me smile, and never let them lose themselves in their negative thoughts. I'm really happy to have gotten a reply from you, hope your work is going well! Don't forget to take a break in between, it's important. And don't stress too much with the shifting, just make some distinct orders and let them do it🫂 and I woke up a while back, it's morning for me, and I'll be getting ready for my classes today 😊 I'm back on track with my academics, and trying to get myself study a bit more, without procrastinating all the time haha. Happy Valentine's to you as well, hope you enjoy well with your partner💗✨ as someone who studies in a women's university, I was at least hoping to get a girlfriend, and celebrate valentine's with a lover for the first time. It's been nearly 18 years, and I'm still single. But, the thing which makes me happy is that, I've made some nice friends who care about me, and we can celebrate valentine's together even though we all are single 🥹🫂💗🥰
Hello Vector. I'm 18 and I'm also an artist. Like you, sometimes my sanity begins to be worn thin by wishing to perfect my craft. But in the end, I know striving for perfection will breed excellence. At the same time however, not everyday will be excellent and we have to accept that. For the things you're recovering from, I hope you make it through or have made it through considering it's been a year. If you haven't, that's ok. Pain takes a long time to heal. I'm glad you found comfort in the comment section and I hope you continue to strive to be your best self. As you said, you're worth having in this world
Hey man, I took the time to read your comment and it made me feel indescribable pain. My dad used to say to me and still to this day says, “If you go far enough south then you’ll eventually go north.” I hope that my fathers words can give you a bit of comfort knowing everyone has to eventually go through some pain in there life but it will get better. (Btw it’s been so long that you prolly have gotten out of the pain and saddens and I’m happy for you 😊)
My dad died in the beginning of the year on the 4th of january and I am just listening to this music thinking of all the good times we had ,maybe crying a little bit and just trying to calm my anxiety ,I know tomorrow will be a better day and I pray to everyone who also is feeling a bit depressed or has anxiety that you will find peace in something or someone and that The almighty God will bless you and give you peace ❤️
Bro my english is not so good, but keep going, follow your goals and do that what makes you happy, be the best side of you, stay happy, look forward and your not alone, you will notice that if you look up to the sky. Good luck in your life, i hope you become successfully
that first tracks always hits me. Remembering the 2014 soundcloud era, having my first crush, first parties and late night lobbies on black ops 2 / battlefield 4. Now with 23 years, i feel like times aint ever be as golden as in these days. Damn.
Just discovered this mix…life’s been really intense.two kids, a low income job and trying to keep my music goals alive is taking its toll on me.I’m turning 30 soon and thinking of all the wrong choices I made in the past and what I could have done differently to give my kids,my princesses a better future.thanks for the beautiful mix and the place to vent
You got it man, one day all this hard work gonna pay off, and you gonna look back at it like, damn I did that not only for my kids but.., for myself too. Keep yo head straight and keep doing what your doing. Day in night out you’ll keep it going. Stay strong brother. I respect u.
I spent a long time in a dark place. It's odd, listening to this mix, because it makes me think back on those years, it's unsettlingly nostalgic. I say that like it was very long ago. It really wasn't that long ago when all of my thoughts were from that dark place. It's not a nostalgia in the sense that I wanna go back. Things are better now, I wouldn't go back, not in a million years. But this brings up feelings that I haven't felt so strongly in a while. It's like it fuels that side of me. Because this is the kind of music I listened to on those nights where I just felt so hopeless and lost and I didn't feel like I had anything going for me. Things get better. I know that's stupid and chilche and you've heard it so many times before. But as someone who has been there: it gets better. It dosen't always go away. Not really. You'll likely always have days where you fall into the numbness. Sometimes it'll be worse than other days. Sometimes itll last a while. But that's healing. You know? You're not alone. Things get better. Staying is worth it, I promise. So to the stranger from the internet, up late listening to this playlist like we all are: you're not alone. Stay. Stay as long as you can. It's worth it. I promise. It's so worth it.
Listening on Christmas night with the fresh cold nip of fresh rain..Thinking about the possibilities of next year. Makes me excited about the future, and also thankful as to everything that happened this year. Thankful that my family made it all the way through and that nothing tragic occurred. Living my existence through this planet traveling through the cosmos, in an infinite universe of dark and light. Ah, it’s a nice feeling.
I love reading these kinds of comments while listening to this type of music. Really puts me into a good mood and sort of puts me in the commenters shoes. Really interesting stuff. Hope all is well bro.
I am super stressed with my work that sometimes I just wanna give up and give myself anything I want, I don't even want to work anymore, 9 to 5, day by day, 365 days a year. What a life. Just wanna let you know that, this mix is super dope that it helps me focus on my work more than ever. I am still tired but atleast I have motivation to work. Thank you dreamscape. Greeting from Vietnam. Ly Trung Hieu - 01 April 2022
Nobody asked for this. It was given as a perceived gift or a sense of duty. Now it's yours to do what you want with it. It's a burden that we all have to live with. Always remember your life is the only thing you actually have, use it how you see fit.
I am a physics student and in this process what i learnt is the only way to escape from reality is finding a goal. Trying to understand the universe is one of the best ways. People and time pass but big goals always there with you even if you can’t reach them. İt is not about just reaching them. Everyone thinks that sisyphos is sad for carrying the rock until forever but at least he has a goal and he is trying. He could just sit down and do nothing but trying to reach is the point. Just try to change something. This is what life is.
These days are so uncertain and people are more divided than ever, This playlist helped me relax and forget about it for a little while Stay safe and have a great day/night.
I hope you are feeling better nowadays, bro! I hope I'm not redundant by writing the following, I'm just trying to spread my wings; What do you think regarding this one? I've put my soul in it, and it's the same genre as this one. :) music.th-cam.com/video/W1vN44LG1CY/w-d-xo.html&si=8fMxaQK89a0zaFaE
This is the type of music I search for nowadays. Chilled vibes, a book and fresh air coming through my window. It's the simple things in life that get you past the darkness sometimes. Happy 2022 everyone, enjoy what there is to enjoy. Grateful for these sounds.
As an escapist artist my art is about escaping realities that never existed. It's one thing that keeps me going forward in life and makes me appreciate the small moments, I've always been fascinated by the idea of a world where u could do anything! The story my art most of the time conveys is always based around death, some people might think of it as a negative way but i see it as a positive...the thought of not living this life makes me inspired to go out there and live life to its fullest, be myself, ask my crush out and so much more. To Anyone reading this I want you to know hard times come and that's how just life works so learn to appreciate it because we never know our life might be taken away from us at any moment.
I resonate with this comment so much man. Hard times do come, and I've just accepted it even though it might not be so clear at first. It really makes you appreciate the good times. And I don't know why, but when you're going through the motions things just feel so deep, calm, and bizarre. You see how dark the world can truly feel, and that obviously isn't a good feeling. Thank you for this comment, and I hope you continue to keep pushing forward 👋
theres this oddly nostalgic feeling that this music gives me and its taken me a few days of thought on what im writing right now to start to put it down as it’s just been so hypnotic and calming i couldn’t bring myself to pause it and write this down. weirdly, whenever i start this right before bed [ which i’ve been doing for the past few days ] my throat seems to close up but enough that i can breathe a little difficulty and its not… a bad feeling? like i always acknowledge “hey, i can’t breathe really well right now” but i never really wanted to make it stop?? its not in a masochistic way or anything but somehow that feeling was comforting, and knowing it was coming after a few days just made me look forward to it because after it settled, i would just be so incredibly entranced in the music and this odd 2am calm that you can’t find any other time, that personally how i feel. this was supposed to help me sleep but i find myself turning off my sleep timer now and just listening to the whole entire thing. i cant exactly say why im feeling any of these things, the nostalgia could be attributed to the fact that i grew up listening to a lot of electronic music but also enjoyed a lot of sci-fi media and this music makes me feel like im apart of something else otherworldly almost. it really distracts me from the anxious thoughts that kept me up and though i still stay up, its not for the reasons i used to. now i have been staying up for the past week not dwelling on my past, but reflecting on the present. im mainly writing this for myself as I’ve run this paragraph through my mind long enough while listening that i just felt the need to out it out there somehow and i don’t expect anyone to be reading, but if you are, i hope this brings you the same comfort it managed to bring me! :) have a great day/night whoever you are
I was almost getting the same sensation, sitting here at my computer with my eyes closed. I can feel my throat almost grow tighter, but not exactly in a bad way. Not in a good way either, there's no real way to describe it, but you did it so well. Thank you.
hey listen, i was feeling down, listening to playlists like this and all (even Minecraft music earlier to which I cried) while reading the comments as usual i stumbled upon yours and i don't know why but strangely you saying that this mix distracted you from "the anxious thoughts that kept [you] up and though [you] still stay up, its not for the reasons [you] used to" almost suddenly made me feel calmer and much happier, not feeling down anymore but just appreciating the vibes so thank you so much
It’s 12:20 at night. I’m sitting in my car parked on the street in front of my house. Just meditating and thinking with my headphones on and listening to this. Solitude. Not isolation. It’s a beautiful thing.
4:27 can you believe we’re real.. we’re real.. living as “human beings” while there’s so many planets out there that for sure has life in it just like earth that we don’t know about.. they probably don’t even know about us.. we can talk and understand each-other, we can touch, we can move.. the sky is REAL.. it doesn’t feel real tbh.. i can’t believe we’re REAL. i think about it a lot.
i think about that a lot too. it’s crazy how some people say there’s no life outside other than planet earth, But just know there’s billions, even trillions of galaxies that has loads and loads of planets with life in them. i always wonder how they would look like, and always wonder how their lifestyle is compared to ours.. deep thoughts yk
And the fact that the inevitable other life forms across the universe could be thinking the same things at the same time but in their own forms, hoping something like them exists somewhere out there, I know I stare up at the stars a think on that a lot, thinking if I do this enough I increase the small chance I'm aligned with another being across the universe looking to the stars for answers
I like to listen to these in school while studying. It either helps me focus or just create a bubble where I am alone with my thoughts and imagination and can finally dive into the universe inside my head.
I'm in love with my best friend, and I've told her how I felt, but she doesn't believe me or trust me. She was broken from a past relationship, so I can't blame her, but she denies she has feelings for me even when it's blaringly obvious to me and everyone else. I love her and I can't envision a life without her. This mix calms my anxiety thinking of everything that could go wrong between me and her, and helps me to focus on all the good that's come from our complicated relationship. I just wish she'd realize how I really felt about her, and she'd be honest with how she felt about me
You didn’t have to tug on the heartstrings like that man, but keep at it man, stay true to yourself and to her, don’t change she’ll understand one day, just be there for her until that day
Title says escape reality but... Having broken up with my girlfriend recently this really made me zone in on the reality that she's gone forever. I do miss her but I have also been released of too much anger and it is freeing, yet the feeling of loneliness still creeps in. It still was the right choice, I'm happier but it still hurts at times. Heart goes out to anyone facing a painful reality right now... We will all get through it... Eventually. Also, I always read these comments on different playlists, different songs and I always found it beautiful how people connected and supported each other through music, saying that even through tough times, we're all here simultaneously and we're in a way suffering together. Never thought I would ever write one of those comments.
I know no one will read this but I need to vent or ill break. 9 months ago, I met an amazing woman at work. just for context I’m 21 single and she is 33 Married, not that it’s any significance. She was just filling in for someone else,we started chatting and instantly clicked with each other, within an hour of talking we had already told each other about our lives and childhoods, we talked about everything for the next 5 hours, and what really sealed the deal for me about her was within the first hour she said “I feel like we’ve know eachother for atleast 5 years” after hearing this I knew she was going to be a life long friend. (Then for about 4 weeks we never saw each other, turns out she had quit her job) I didn’t know this as she worked for a different department but then she rejoined and became a permanent in my team and I cannot be any more grateful for this. for the past month I've been trying to work up the courage to tell her how she makes me feel platonically(we are very close with each other, and we view each other as brother and sister) and finally she spoke to me about it all. We had a period of about a week where everything felt awkward, I guess it because we both haven’t ever had a person that we have been close to and it all happened fast. But when she sat me down and we talked about her feelings and addressed the awkwardness, I felt a huge weight lift off my shoulders and something in my brain just clicked and I instantly became happier. it's been a week since we had this talk and I cannot stop thinking about all the things she told me, she said things like “I really enjoy talking with you” and “I don’t want to hurt your feelings ever because you truly are a nice person and I truly care for you”, no one has ever seen me or cared for me the same way I feel she does to me. its honestly the best feeling I've ever had. I often come back to these sorts of playlists and just think about her because she is the nicest, funniest most caring human being on this planet, she’s the sort of person that makes you feel loved and comfort just by seeing her face and sitting near to her, her energy is enough to make anyone who knows her feel wanted and happy. Thank you for everything. I will always be grateful you are here and we met, even if it’s a temporary friendship and one of us moves on in our careers I will always remember you and will always be here if you need anything. She deserves the world, she deserves pure happiness.
On my journey in life I’ve found that solitude is so peaceful, so brilliant. I find myself in moments like these, alone and listening to this amazing playlist and I just let my thoughts roam free. No one around to intrude on my peace, my thoughts, my reality.
So beautiful said! I hope I'm not redundant by writing the following, I'm just trying to spread my wings; What do you think regarding this one? I've put my soul in it, and it's the same genre as this one. :) music.th-cam.com/video/W1vN44LG1CY/w-d-xo.html&si=8fMxaQK89a0zaFaE
I had to leave my home because the college, I live completely alone, i don’t have any friends in school, my ex girlfriend broke with me 3 days ago because of the distance, i feel like with every day that past i continue losing who i was, sometimes i don’t recognize who i am anymore, it’s like i am just surviving, everyday i have to wake up at 4 am to get the bus and in my way to the bus stop, i always think about if all this is worthy and if this is what i want, but the only things that give me some strenght is listening this incredible mix early in the morning and in the darkness of the night and also trying to making my family proud
I feel that so much... Loneliness, hard times, and so on... I hardly have time for everything because I work almost every hour on school stuff. I can't even remember the last time I met a friend... Today my heart got broken too... But this music really helps and gives you a nice chill feeling. Can't describe it, but sometimes the lonely feeling feels good..
"You look lonely, i can fix that" gets me everytime, and the 3rd song, the bonjr one, gets me even deeper, no returning there.. For all feeling lonely and worthless, and going through tought times.. Know that you are loved.. And if you dont feel so, there is someone out there that does, they jusy dont know it yet, and keep hanging on to what makes you happy, has to be light somewhere..
Its exactly 2am in a holiday night. It feels so great and relieving to know i can just chill all i want without having to worry about school. Im gonna miss these vibes when im older.
The only song that hugged this lonely soul of mine. I'm hanging on for my kids but I am tired of feeling this way...I want to scream and cry till my lungs burn and then sleep for a few months....but I love my kids too much and gotta play it strong. But even then I'm getting stress cracks...I miss him so much and yet he's right there just out of reach. It's like glass is separating us and he put it there after hurting me...I'm so tired of being too much or not enough. Being easily replaced and never a person they are afraid to lose....but I'm not...
This music sheds a lot of light on whatever emotion you're feeling in life at that given moment. I notice when im happy this music makes me happier, when im sad, it makes me sadder. That doesn't mean it makes it bad, it makes it more bearable. It gives me hope. If slowly fading away into the the afterlife is exactly like this, then it isn't the afterlife, I feel that if it's the beginning of the real life. I feel that this life we are currently living is in preparation for our "afterlife". This is the time to make all the mistakes whether we learn from them immediately or after we die so we at least made those mistakes and once returning the dimension we initially came from, we come back with stories to tell to our soul-mates and family and increase the hive-experiences to add to the knowledge so we can all grow. They say all of our actions effect everyone around us and I truly believe that in both this dimension of life and the "afterlife". With all that being said, just know that its ok to feel. It's ok to be sad, happy, excited, scared, etc. We live in a world that tries to make emotions so personal to each and every person individually but if we could all be transparent and share these emotions with one another, I think we could all for once becomes aware that we are in fact, not alone. We are beautiful specimens here in this part of our souls journey and even more so in the next part. I want you to all know that I love each and everyone of you for all that you are, and for what you are not. You are all perfectly imperfect to me and I wish you all the best and I can't wait for my soul to meet yours either here on Mother Gaia, or out there in the forever expanding and luscious Universe. If you read all of this. *wink* your're beautiful to me and reach back out to me with a hug, I think we could all use one to remember that in this moment, we are real. We see TH-cam Account names but we never see eachother. I'm Zac. Zac Miller from the United States of America in this life, I am unaware of my true name of my soul since we don't bring with us our memories into this life but leave me your name so I can bring it with me into the afterlife so I can find you. Because when we are there, we DO remember ALL of our memories from all our lives lived. And I want to remind you of this moment when I see you so we can run off into the stellar setting of all our constellations that tell the stories of Billions of years and lives lived including our heartbreaks and our best times. With you, I'd share my every essence and details of the good and the bad. I'm a straight male but my love is universal as our souls are universal. We are just masked in human form to engage in the trials and tribulations of lessons needing to be learned by our souls at this given time. Next life, you could be any version of life so keep your heart open. I'll leave mine open for all of you.
@@domc3 Nice to "meet" you Dominic. Thank you for replying. I hope your life thus far, and for the rest of its entirety, goes the best possible way it can. Remember to tell people that you care, are there for them, and that you are grateful for their existence and that they are still here with us all. Life as a kid makes us all feel invincible but most of us (I can assume) grow up feeling that nothing bad can happen to us or slip into depression and some choose to end their lives due to feeling alone, or that no one cares about them. Life is in fact, fragile. You never know if when you leave your house for the day, or a friends house or gathering at some place, if it will be the last time you get to see them as anything can happen to us or them, on the way home. So remember to sit your ego down for a moment and tell them thank you for all they are, and that you cant wait to see them next time, just in case. We have all lost someone in our lives that we cared about tremendously and sometimes we never get to say goodbye. Living with that guilt and/or regret is worse than simply letting your ego take a break for a moment in order to express that to them, just in case. You're awesome Dominic regardless of what you think about yourself and I know this because you responded. Only a person who shares the importance of what I said would reply to this since most will read it (or not) and say I wrote a Novel and not feel the worth of replying and that's ok. It's just not their time. I am from Washington DC currently living in Denver Colorado but moving to Tennessee next month. Do you game? Are you into cars? Do you make music or are you just an enthusiast who enjoys listening to music and not create? Tell me what you are into! I'd love to know more about you, friend. Til then, or maybe not if you don't happen to respond again, LIVE your life to its fullest and take risks/chances and make mistakes and learn from them, the best things come from taking leaps. You wont regret it. -Zac (Musician, Avid Gamer [PC/Xbox], Car Enthusiast/Builder/Modifier, and Friendly Neighborhood Spiderma.... oh sorry nvm wrong descriptive. LMAO)
You are such a beautiful soul my name is Delaisha Kindle, I’m from New York. I listened to this because I became super depressed and I’m trying to become positive and find true happiness yet there’s ofc a lot to work on. I’m a college student now and trying to plan my life ahead of me gets super scary and stressful especially living here but I decided to slow down and look at the world for what it’s worth and this music has made me come to a similar point as you❤️I read everything and hope we can all soon come to the same universal true feeling. Hearing the news today just made me realize that everything is for us to react to, to show emotion to, and trying to suppress such feelings is impossible. I started crying again but yet this time it felt as if it was for someone else who couldn’t do so. Thank you for being so vulnerable ❤️
50 Reasons to Stay Alive: 1. Your life has value and meaning. 2. New experiences and opportunities are waiting for you. 3. You possess unique talents and abilities. 4. Life is full of surprises and unexpected joys. 5. You can make a positive impact on the world. 6. There are many beautiful places to explore and discover. 7. You have the power to change your circumstances. 8. You are important and valuable. 9. Your dreams and aspirations are achievable. 10. Your pets would miss you if you were gone. 11. You can inspire and help others. 12. Remember that you are not alone in your struggles. 13. Your life has a purpose and meaning. 14. Personal growth and self-discovery are possible for you. 15. You can make a difference in causes that you care about. 16. You have the ability to create positive change. 17. You can overcome any challenge that comes your way. 18. People in your life need and rely on you. 19. You can learn new skills and try new hobbies. 20. You have the capacity for happiness and joy. 21. Meaningful relationships are possible for you. 22. You are important to those who care about you. 23. Support and help are available to you. 24. You can make a positive impact in your community and beyond. 25. You can be a role model for others. 26. Nature is full of beauty and wonder. 27. You can find purpose and fulfillment in work or volunteering. 28. You have the potential to change someone's life for the better. 29. You can experience the joy of love and connection. 30. You can learn to love and accept yourself. 31. You have the ability to create a legacy. 32. You can make a difference for future generations. 33. Faith or spirituality can provide comfort and support. 34. You can explore your creativity and express yourself. 35. Helping others can bring meaning and purpose to your life. 36. Simple things in life can bring you joy and happiness. 37. You can experience the satisfaction of achieving your goals. 38. Small actions can make a big difference. 39. Support and encouragement are available to help you find hope and strength. 40. Professional help and resources are available to you. 41. Advocating for change can make a difference. 42. You have the ability to create a meaningful and fulfilling life. 43. Setting and achieving goals can bring purpose and direction to your life. 44. Traveling can provide opportunities for wonder and exploration. 45. Coping skills can help you manage difficult emotions and experiences. 46. Volunteering can bring a sense of purpose and fulfillment. 47. Helping others can bring you joy and satisfaction. 48. The stories of others can inspire and motivate you. 49. Meaningful relationships with loved ones can bring purpose and happiness to your life. 50. And finally to know that one day you will come back to this list and realise you have achieved everything and its all because you believed in yourself like I do in you. Also your are a wonderful person and never doubt it and you deserve the world 🧡. As a man who stood against the unjustice done to his people by his country once said "The greatest glory in living lies not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall." - Nelson Mandela. This life is so beautiful, live like no one else has ever lived a life like yours. Live for yourself, forget the bad people, be strong and always remember, I Love You💝
Really appreciate you putting this together. I can’t begin to imagine how patient of a person you must be to compile such a methodically relaxed audio scene. Props and thank you
As unfortunate as it might seem, this dark bottomless pit has become my home. It's all I know, it's never left my side and I've come to terms with it always coming back to send me spiraling. Playlists like these help me in such moments, though I am very emotional and barely hanging on, I feel at peace listening to the songs. To anyone out there feeling the same, you aren't alone. Let me sit with you in silence as we listen to these songs together, I can be the shoulder you can cry on because I know how it feels to not have one. Come rest with me, lets build each other up slowly and continue forward together in case someone breaks you down or tears you apart. I'm here with you, i hear you, if you need someone to be your voice let me be that, I have the strength to be your voice if you can't be your own yet. To those of you who are still I school and most likely going through puberty, take it easy, you have the whole world to see. Deep breaths in and out, try to hold each breath in for a moment and then slowly breathe out again. You will be ok, this darkness won't last forever, though it may come back every now and then it will not last forever. After every storm, as dark and as destructive as it may be, the sun will shine again. It can take a few hours to a few days maybe even months before you'll feek better again but I promise you'll feel better again, hold onto hope for those days in the future. Thank you for taking the time to read this ramble of mine, though it might not make the most sense I do hope at least one of you will find comfort in my words.
It's been a rough few years. Struggling through high school just to not graduate. Chasing highs and still feeling low. And yet, all I can remain is hopeful. Hopeful that I've changed for the better. Hopeful that I can finally find break. Something inside me has broken, and I'm glad it has.
People keep talking about how nice this is and that it’s had a positive impact on their mind. So, why does this lowkey wanna make me cry? This gives me a sensation of loneliness, like i’m the only person left in the world. Or that i’m floating in the middle of the ocean.
The day is frustrating, just reminding myself that I’ll eventually be in my cold, dark room with my blanket on listening to this looking out my window. I can wait a little longer for that.
We made it! I’ve felt shitty about myself this whole day but I can’t help but smile as I tiredly sit in my warm bed as the rest of my room is cold, window wide open into the dark night. I may be crying but it’s mostly out of hapinesss right now. Keyword: mostly
When i'm listening to this I'm in that meditative, state of mind I teleport somewhere Somewhere between Sleep Dream Reality And my imagination It's a place outside the universe Beautiful
It realy feels nice to express in the comments like most of you, it’s so hard to talk with family and friends and i’m at my lowest point right now, i never thougt i would loose so much in so little time but this video and community are so comforting so thank you. (Sorry if something i said didn’t make any sense, i’m not a native english speaker)
pulled an all-nighter it's currently 9:54 AM in the morning, I'm so grateful in so many things in my life and you should too. currently stressed over my exams which will decide which university I'll go to, the exams are at June the 27th, I'll try to visit this comment again when I'm in university, much love to all of you, be grateful..
I have insomnia and sitting here early in the morning crying because I’m so tired and all I want to do is sleep. This playlist was the best thing that could’ve happened rn it’s so calming and so I thank you for that
Lost my grandma, aunt, a cousin, my nownex of 6.5 years cheated kn me and left, parents divorcing, all in 7 months, yet somehow this music manages to calm me down to keep my head thinking straight
hey man, it's all gonna be okay. i'm sure you've heard that from a billion different people, or maybe nobody at all, but i promise it will be. it's okay to cry, so get it all out when you need to. life goes on, you'll find people that make you happier than ever before, and you'll be just okay. i love you, and i am proud of you, internet stranger
The 15:00 song hitsss. Walking home alone after a night studying, it’s 1am walking downtown New haven with nobody out but my conscious roaming the world
A lot of people can't understand this music, they just state that "it's boring". Oh boy how are they wrong. If you feel a deep sense of void and melancholia you can totally sync with this music but, if you're not in that dark place you can just chill and make your mind race through your deepest thoughts and, maybe, learn something more about yourself if you're lucky. Always try to know yourself a little more cuz there's so much you still don't know, even if you spend 24h a day with yourself. In whatever place you are this music can reach your soul. Thanks for the mix, all of you take care.
I have now been exposed to entire music genre that scratches a small part in the back of my ADHD brain that just makes me stay focused for the amount of time I listen to it. Thank you for this.
2022 in December and November was just different it was raining a lot and this made it all worth it because dreamscape these songs made it feel just incredible because this TH-camr made my rest of 2022 the best thanks man you made me had some memories that I will never forget thanks again bro love you
i just woke up in a sweat, it’s 5am and I decided to open youtube to find this in my recommended, I decided to put on my headphones and relax thinking that’s the type of music I was going to play. Song 3 started playing and all these tears and emotions I had been storing up all these years flooded out, I think i’m done crying now but I swear this is some angelic music and I thank you for reaching something inside I had been suppressed all this time.
I`ve never felt so comfortable as here. This playlist makes me so calm and relaxed. Thank you for making this masterpiece. I hope everyone who listens to it will be doing well soon. Hold your line, guys.
Took some time to put this together. I hope you like it...
I will i feel it ☺️
Surely!
Did a good job 👏👍
I love it! Thanks for this!
it's amazing.
Late night car rides in a city with this music makes my soul fly high
its not safe
@@jitenderchaudhary4245 why tf isnt it safe?
@@frigyes9600 he's most probably getting high
@@frigyes9600 ez to get distracted
Until you stop at a traffic light and there are drunk people throwing empty beer cans at you. It happened to me once at it took me out of the moment. It's probably very uncommon though.
It’s Christmas Eve, I’ve been single for 3 months, working hard at the gym, working hard at my 8 to 4, currently sitting in a empty parking lot with this playing. If everything was a lie, I’d be okay with it. I’m ready to live.
Take the red pill.
Same boat brother God bless you In Ur path homie ✊🏽
I lost my job, single for a long time now, i keep fucking with random girls i dont even know and my family got even more seperated as usual, im living alone in a foreign place and i still find the joy to live on. Its not live who control us, choose your steps
I feel you
Keep it up. You're doing great.
First song almost literally pulled the soul out of my body
same
yuh bro
True~
dude did you come back aha
LITERALLY.
I dont know if anyone is here in 2024, but if you are I’m glad you’ve made it this far. It’s been over a year since I discovered this channel and its playlists and almost a year since I’ve listened to it.
I'm here. I first listened to the first couple of songs in this playlist around April 2022. The first song had really impacted me in a different way. I remember laying in my bed, being conscious I was awake but I couldn't move as if I was possessed. This playlist just brings memories. Mostly negative however the positive ones really remind me that there was always light in the dark
It's so strange how calm we all are in the comments, giving our life stories and telling each other our struggles but overall just being a calm community. Music really is important, this is a prime example of why.
And to all of you, life is such an adventure, we will always have our ups and downs. Welcome aboard the trip, and enjoy your time.
Sir this is a wendy's
That’s a fact
Litarrly..when i want to read storys, i dont always take a book. I go on youtube and read storys of strangers
Everybody has a story.
Thank you so much this actually means a lot, I’m down for life’s ride and I’m here to stay!
Going through the hardest thing in my life at this moment and the only thing that kept me here was this mix. Thank you. I pray for anyone of you out there experiencing grief or heartbreak or anger, I pray you find your peace. I love you.
It is typical for men to say," stay strong", but I believe there is strength our ability to feel comfortable and genuine in our sadness and through our tears. When my son died it changed my awareness of my habitual actions and preconceptions on what I was supposed to do and how I was to feel. I don't know your struggle, but if you ever find it falling apart there are people that will surprise you! People that can carry some of the weight, shoulder some burden, and cry your tears with you! All is only lost when "we" give up for that easy out. We love you always
@@greyshadow999 I am very sorry for your loss sir, and your words were very kind
Thanks
@@greyshadow999 this life isnt easy, and although I have lost some of my friends, and although I cant bring any of them back, we owe it to them to continue our lives, and forge a better path, for ourselves.
I pray you find your peace . I love you as well
Listening to this at 2AM feels unreal... The nights are for sure the best
Edit: yo I didn't know that a simple phrase could make this much likes! Thank you so much and I hope your 2am nights with this playlist are going well❤️
Agreed 100%!
Yeah for some people but for some other its the worst. Like for me. I love daylight
its 3am...
it feels calming
but also stressig
its such a weird feeling
that i love so much
i feel nothing
idk if i should be happy
or sad
im just numb
its 3am...
and i cant sleep
the night makes u feel like the world is yours🌌 like u are at the center of the whole universe
i love the night more than the day cuz i love cyberpunk ambience
I feel like I don't belong to this world anymore, I'm literally drowning in the dark side of the space.
The best mix I've ever heard.
@@A_m3ss
Don't change who you are because of who you think the world needs you to be.
You got this, yes YOU. Nothing can change the fact that you are strongest person in your life. Don't doubt yourself, because I know that you can do this.
Trust me ❤
@@SLKN thank you so much
I appreciate your kind words I wish you all the best ❤️
@@A_m3ss idk if u intended this to be beautiful but it is and i feel seen so thank you for these words
@@ifoundmyberries4203 thank you so much it means a lot to me 🙏 i wish you to find the strength to overcome everything that weighs you down were in this together
✊¡~¡
The ones whom stand out are meant to be great. If standing out is inevitable, then learn how to embrace it. Seek within and learn how to love your true identity. Life is a mere simulation many of us take too serious. Your consciousness is your gift and your imagination is your divine creator. I love you man. You're not alone. I type all this smart shit but deep down I'm trying to get to the surface and avoid drowning too..
Look how open we are , in person we would just walk past eachother like we don't share the same soul
So true
🔥
😢
great comment
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Currently sat on the sofa, headphones on,chilling to this playlist ,couple beers next to me and the dogs sat by my feet. Its them that keep me here. Everytime im feeling sad or lost or weighing up my life,my oldest dog always follows me round,looking up at me and keeping eye contact with me. Shes currently doing that,staring up at me,as if telling me to stay. And i do. I do for them. Would be selfish of me to leave them here,as lost as i am
ur awesome
@@masky4053 as lost i can be but I am with my cat.
I've been there...it's a hollow emptiness nothing can fill. No drink, drug, lover, friend or food can fill the void. But that responsibility you feel, and the shared love between you and your dogs means you have the capacity to heal your wounds. I was at the very lowest part of my life and I never thought it would be possible to go on. It seemed like everything and everyone would be better off without me and it wouldn't make a difference if I was here or not... then I looked at my animals. They're all rescues and strays who have been abused, starved and kicked to the curb... but they're so happy and loving and filled with life and affection. They live in the moment. For RIGHT NOW! It's the only time we have any control over anything. Once I realized that, everything changed for me! I started valuing myself. And one day I actually started LOVING MYSELF and realized it's the ONLY way to fill that void! I don't need anyone or anything but ME to feel better about life. After all, you ARE the only one who can control your thoughts. Let your dogs be your teachers!
One day you will love yourself enough to do it for you. 💜
@@JaydaAndTheCat It was few hours back, I had to make a wish for some reason. I wished I can learn to live in the NOW.
Before this, since childhood I could never ask/wish anything from me/God. Nothing that I asked would help me out to make sense of anything around us.
after years of this life and having mastered living in future with trying to have control over everything you see coming, I am exhausted.
I do love the power of predicitions and the structural it adds to my life but I cant be happy anymore.
I need the Now. I need to forcefully get it back because I have wandered too far away with this predicitive strategy and its getting so hard to be in NOW by default.
She can read you better than anyone, that’s exactly what she’s telling you. Hang in there brother.
it's so ethereal...it makes me forget everything and just dive into space..
This type of music just giving me the same vibe
i feel u 100%
What do you think of this?
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Precisely
I have listened to some of these songs before this playlist. These songs are so amazing. This type of music is my absolute favorite!! No one around me likes this type of music. Makes me sad to not be able to share it with others.
i feel you. no one to share this moments
Everyone tells me it’s boring and puts them to sleep but it puts me in a different state of mind❤️🔥
@Adil Zinoune yeah xD
@Adil Zinoune keep grinding brother
this is also my favorite genre. It really makes you feel something thats hard to explain. Sometimes its too overwhelming to listen to.
“You not the same” This song is soul touching… reminds me of childhood. When you weren’t stressed out about school, no worries in the world, not having to cry or be sad, not having to listen to your parent say the same things over and over again… and you could just rest your eyes without
a feeling in your body that stresses you out…I just wanna be happy again.. I want that feeling again… I don’t want it to be fake anymore.
It's gone now, there is no hoping to be back
It's a matter of *REALITY*
Me too
@Calicat3672 I agree too
i'm just here..
at night..
crying.. and reading the comments while I listen to this.. thanks for the mix and thanks everyone for the words to read it moves me to release my tears I've been hiding inside. peace
stay strong ❤
Doing the exact same thing
God bless you ❤
I don't do anything else.
Relatable I’m doing the same wondering if life even has a point other than being used 24/7
@@Xottic_Colinhey man, I'm here for you. I really hope you've been doing better. Love you bro
the first song makes me feel as if i am in my late 20s, sitting alone on the terrace of a tall building with my legs hanging and watching the city's hustle and bustle on a lonely night as i think about how my decisions have affected my life, all the regrets and what ifs.
Comforting
whats creepy is 9months ago this perfectly describes me
Laying on my bed looking at the ceiling thinking about my past knowing how fast time flies, makes me feel happy and scared and determined to keep going no matter what’s on my way. This playlist really helped me remember times I thought I forgot and I’m happy this exists
same man
Same
Omg I wad thinking that same thing!!! Deja vu I read this comment aft listening to the playlist
tracklist
00:00 mathbonus - there is light in us (slowed)
04:27 tilekid - you not the same (slowed)
6:54 bonjr - if it's real, then i'll stay
9:57 laire - nobodies
13:27 deadwinter - absent
16:46 metahesh - i'm lonely but not inside
19:02 hnrk - dimensionstor
22:12 vowl. - h.urt
23:54 lostlove - desolation /w onte
26:24 hollowz, nohssiwi - nimmer
29:48 glxy - searching you
34:20 kodyak - been here before
37:12 ashess - lost in dreams
40:18 essex - wither
42:34 mayten - contemplations
44:49 kareful - in the dark
48:19 pearl white - solflare w/ niteboi
51:30 mrkryl - i end here
Appreciate it the list 👍🏽
pin this my guy
Thank you for your service
y e s 🎧
We all appreciate this so much
spending the last day of the year listening to this all alone. in a dark room. staring at the ceiling. majestic.
Feel this! Happy new year
@@evus3367 have a new happy year as well. 🌟
Hi
how has 2022 been for u, my guy
@@JustMe-xp6pl might sound depressing but to summarize it, you can listen to s.t.a.y by hanz zimmer. thats how ive been. thank you for asking. i hope all is well with you.
This whole playlist reminds me of February/March 2021, my brother and I use to go on late night walks when no cars were around. Everything was silent and empty, it was just us and the music we were listening to at the time. (one headphone each)
Sometimes we sang the songs, sometimes we just listened, other times we talked and talked and talked. About everything. It was so comforting. We smoked as we walked along an empty road and it was such a fucking vibe. I loved that time! It was the best!!!
When we use to get back we would listen to more music or watch a film.
But eventually he got a gf and then a few months after that moved across the world for uni. And I’m still here. Alone most of the time. And it sucks.
I have friends and I’ve tried to do the late night walks with them, even tried it with my sister but it’s just not the same. Idk maybe it’s bc I’m closer age to my brother.
Basically what I’m trying to say is this playlist gives me sm painful nostalgia and I really miss him :,)
And the late night walks.
Edit: 17/02/23 ~ we don’t talk anymore. We’ve fallen out and honestly it’s his gfs fault but oh well i suppose. :/ Hope everyone’s doing good.
Find new things that give you good feelings, plenty of options and always cherish the good memories, don't embed them into painful nostalgia.
@@Muckytuja that you for the good advice, really appreciate it :)
@@lils2882 No worries buddy!
I was in a similar state once, and took me a long time to figure it out by myself, so I thought I could save some time for ya! ;)
genuinely i would love to do that! it's always something i've wanted to do with friends.
@@haniya3499 you should! It’s the best vibe tbh
I have been trying to find this playlist since it first came out. Back in 2022 I was homeless, and this playlist really got me through those rough times. No where near where I want to be yet but working two jobs, have free meals. A bed to sleep in an apartment that’s not mine. What more could I ask for? Currently saving money to pay off debt and build credit so I can get a new car and eventually my own studio apartment. Like and comment on this so I can come back keep updating you all
It's the upgraded version of lofi,
even in broad daylight it gives goosebumps.
With that TH-cam name almost would sound like you would make music
I feel like I could just die to this music ya know?, imagine your lying on your bed at night, maybe midnight and your got your headphones on listening to this up loud and you slowly close your eyes as the song goes on slowly fading and fading as the music kicks in slowly and calm until your eyes completely close and you just pass away, your soul just becomes to relaxed for your body and it leaves, leaving your body lifeless but in a relaxed state from when you were lying on your bed
That is so beautiful
Nice description. Yeah, being dead for the time being is a good description of how I feel when listening to this type of music.
Just drifting into the next life..
Feel that. Hearing these music Is like floating in the universe. No time. It’s empty. So nice, love this music
music beautiful enough that u would accept death to it wow
I'm 23 and I feel like time is constantly running out for me, I'm still recovering from things I'm trying to put behind me but some days its easier and some days I feel like a bag of bones being dragged around in a plastic bag. I'm an artist but sometimes I feel like even if I claw what I see out of my head, I would never be able to put it to paper. Like no matter how hard I try, all the sleep I lose over trying to perfect every stroke, it'll never be enough. It makes me want to go invisible. But some days, I'm flying. I'm making all the people I care about laugh and I've never felt more in love with being alive. It makes my heart soar. I'm coming to accept that the good days don't always have to be followed by bad ones, or the other way around. I'm just trying to be. I think that's enough.
This comment section brought me so much comfort. It can be really easy to get lost in the hustle and bustle of life that you forget every single person you pass by on the street has a life as unique and strangely beautiful as yours. Its a humbling realization, and I can't tell whether it scares me or reassures me, but I'm happy knowing someone's out there listening to this right now. It may not mean much virtually, but I'm holding your hand. And so is every single person who's listening to this with you.
Sometime days are hard. Really, really fucking hard. But can get through this. You're not alone. You're worthy. You always have been.
Stay. I promise it's worth it. The world is better with you in it.
I hope you're doing great.
I've been very sick recently, and the only ones to actually care about me were my family. This honestly brought tears to my eyes. They always care about us, and want to see us doing well & excell at what we wanna achieve.
I love my family & I'd always try doing stuffs that makes them proud of me.
I'll live, for them, for me, and achieve my success. They will be happy for me, to see me doing so well on my own.
I hope you achieve your success which makes all the pain you suffered worth it. You deserve it buddy. 🫂♥️
@@pikminkin I've recovered well, my friend! I'm doing a lot better now. When you're suffering from any illness it makes you vulnerable, and I was quite depressed, but also happy that I've my close ones taking care of me.
But now that I'm better, I'm not vulnerable anymore, and I'm trying to see the positive in everything around me! I hope I can make everyone around me smile, and never let them lose themselves in their negative thoughts.
I'm really happy to have gotten a reply from you, hope your work is going well! Don't forget to take a break in between, it's important. And don't stress too much with the shifting, just make some distinct orders and let them do it🫂 and I woke up a while back, it's morning for me, and I'll be getting ready for my classes today 😊 I'm back on track with my academics, and trying to get myself study a bit more, without procrastinating all the time haha.
Happy Valentine's to you as well, hope you enjoy well with your partner💗✨ as someone who studies in a women's university, I was at least hoping to get a girlfriend, and celebrate valentine's with a lover for the first time. It's been nearly 18 years, and I'm still single. But, the thing which makes me happy is that, I've made some nice friends who care about me, and we can celebrate valentine's together even though we all are single 🥹🫂💗🥰
Hello Vector. I'm 18 and I'm also an artist. Like you, sometimes my sanity begins to be worn thin by wishing to perfect my craft. But in the end, I know striving for perfection will breed excellence. At the same time however, not everyday will be excellent and we have to accept that. For the things you're recovering from, I hope you make it through or have made it through considering it's been a year. If you haven't, that's ok. Pain takes a long time to heal. I'm glad you found comfort in the comment section and I hope you continue to strive to be your best self. As you said, you're worth having in this world
Hey man, I took the time to read your comment and it made me feel indescribable pain. My dad used to say to me and still to this day says, “If you go far enough south then you’ll eventually go north.” I hope that my fathers words can give you a bit of comfort knowing everyone has to eventually go through some pain in there life but it will get better. (Btw it’s been so long that you prolly have gotten out of the pain and saddens and I’m happy for you 😊)
My dad died in the beginning of the year on the 4th of january and I am just listening to this music thinking of all the good times we had ,maybe crying a little bit and just trying to calm my anxiety ,I know tomorrow will be a better day and I pray to everyone who also is feeling a bit depressed or has anxiety that you will find peace in something or someone and that The almighty God will bless you and give you peace ❤️
Bro my english is not so good, but keep going, follow your goals and do that what makes you happy, be the best side of you, stay happy, look forward and your not alone, you will notice that if you look up to the sky. Good luck in your life, i hope you become successfully
May his soul rest in peace... though I must say we lost him when I turned an year older this year...
Distancing myself and losing all sense of reality with this mix, it's been a hard couple of days. Thank you for this
stay strong king
it's been a hard couple of days for me too, but i know we can get through this =)
same
oh cool someone else who likes to distance themselves from any sense of reality through music
How you doing, friend?
that first tracks always hits me. Remembering the 2014 soundcloud era, having my first crush, first parties and late night lobbies on black ops 2 / battlefield 4. Now with 23 years, i feel like times aint ever be as golden as in these days. Damn.
I feel you. I remember those days. I’m 25 now. I hope we get to see some good times again.
Much love from Houston Texas this took me way back for a second
this comment hits different. I get sad looking back because I know it'll never be the same, but at least we have those memories to look back on
im 14 rn and I think im going through the best time of my life should prolly enjoy it
@@Deathcampmusick555 I’m from Houston too, north part near the woodlands.
dreamscape is such a special feeling.
Just discovered this mix…life’s been really intense.two kids, a low income job and trying to keep my music goals alive is taking its toll on me.I’m turning 30 soon and thinking of all the wrong choices I made in the past and what I could have done differently to give my kids,my princesses a better future.thanks for the beautiful mix and the place to vent
You got it man, one day all this hard work gonna pay off, and you gonna look back at it like, damn I did that not only for my kids but.., for myself too. Keep yo head straight and keep doing what your doing. Day in night out you’ll keep it going. Stay strong brother. I respect u.
Forgive your past self and start doing things your future self is going to reflect back and love you and be grateful to you for
I spent a long time in a dark place.
It's odd, listening to this mix, because it makes me think back on those years, it's unsettlingly nostalgic. I say that like it was very long ago. It really wasn't that long ago when all of my thoughts were from that dark place.
It's not a nostalgia in the sense that I wanna go back. Things are better now, I wouldn't go back, not in a million years. But this brings up feelings that I haven't felt so strongly in a while. It's like it fuels that side of me. Because this is the kind of music I listened to on those nights where I just felt so hopeless and lost and I didn't feel like I had anything going for me.
Things get better. I know that's stupid and chilche and you've heard it so many times before. But as someone who has been there: it gets better. It dosen't always go away. Not really. You'll likely always have days where you fall into the numbness. Sometimes it'll be worse than other days. Sometimes itll last a while. But that's healing. You know? You're not alone. Things get better. Staying is worth it, I promise.
So to the stranger from the internet, up late listening to this playlist like we all are: you're not alone. Stay. Stay as long as you can. It's worth it. I promise. It's so worth it.
Thanks
thank you 💕
I needed that thank you
This comment section is so chill. Never change guys, never change.
Love you stranger.
I’m crying not because I’m sad.Thank you for supporting me. I need it now like never before.
Listening on Christmas night with the fresh cold nip of fresh rain..Thinking about the possibilities of next year. Makes me excited about the future, and also thankful as to everything that happened this year. Thankful that my family made it all the way through and that nothing tragic occurred. Living my existence through this planet traveling through the cosmos, in an infinite universe of dark and light. Ah, it’s a nice feeling.
Imagine not complying, and it’s over
Resist
I love reading these kinds of comments while listening to this type of music. Really puts me into a good mood and sort of puts me in the commenters shoes. Really interesting stuff. Hope all is well bro.
@@Squidward couldn't agree more
Yes, I felt that!!!
💜
crazy how music can make you feel certain things.
It's like a gateway to the eternal and soul
This playlist makes me want to just dive into the ocean , slowly drifting away at night
Bruh beautiful perspective my imagination loves that
it's like DSBM (depressive suicidal black metal) for wussies lol
Same. It’s like a dive in the ocean, but it’s actually an empty universe
Let's go!
God damn 😳
I am super stressed with my work that sometimes I just wanna give up and give myself anything I want, I don't even want to work anymore, 9 to 5, day by day, 365 days a year. What a life. Just wanna let you know that, this mix is super dope that it helps me focus on my work more than ever. I am still tired but atleast I have motivation to work.
Thank you dreamscape.
Greeting from Vietnam.
Ly Trung Hieu - 01 April 2022
Keep on fighting, friend. I'm sure you'll get to the brighter side of life!
Nobody asked for this. It was given as a perceived gift or a sense of duty. Now it's yours to do what you want with it. It's a burden that we all have to live with. Always remember your life is the only thing you actually have, use it how you see fit.
I can relate:(...I've been feeling the same way for the past few months.I just want this to get over,I mean,this stressful phase of my life.
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I understand brother because we are facing same issues daily hoping one day we will break the matrix and go up
I am a physics student and in this process what i learnt is the only way to escape from reality is finding a goal. Trying to understand the universe is one of the best ways. People and time pass but big goals always there with you even if you can’t reach them. İt is not about just reaching them. Everyone thinks that sisyphos is sad for carrying the rock until forever but at least he has a goal and he is trying. He could just sit down and do nothing but trying to reach is the point. Just try to change something. This is what life is.
These days are so uncertain and people are more divided than ever,
This playlist helped me relax and forget about it for a little while
Stay safe and have a great day/night.
1 am, high, sad and broken. Glad I found this. Keep moving forward fam, we'll figure this out.
Noww..... Bro literally me🌿
Me too it’s 1:45am I’m high and just trying to keep going my bpd and autism has been making life more of a struggle lately
hope youre good a year later. still moving fwd here
I hope you are feeling better nowadays, bro!
I hope I'm not redundant by writing the following, I'm just trying to spread my wings; What do you think regarding this one? I've put my soul in it, and it's the same genre as this one. :)
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This is the type of music I search for nowadays. Chilled vibes, a book and fresh air coming through my window. It's the simple things in life that get you past the darkness sometimes. Happy 2022 everyone, enjoy what there is to enjoy. Grateful for these sounds.
💚 2 years later and I still come back to this amazing playlist.
As an escapist artist my art is about escaping realities that never
existed. It's one thing that keeps me going forward in life and makes me
appreciate the small moments, I've always been fascinated by the idea
of a world where u could do anything! The story my art most of the time
conveys is always based around death, some people might think of it as a
negative way but i see it as a positive...the thought of not living
this life makes me inspired to go out there and live life to its
fullest, be myself, ask my crush out and so much more. To Anyone reading
this I want you to know hard times come and that's how just life works
so learn to appreciate it because we never know our life might be taken
away from us at any moment.
I resonate with this comment so much man. Hard times do come, and I've just accepted it even though it might not be so clear at first. It really makes you appreciate the good times. And I don't know why, but when you're going through the motions things just feel so deep, calm, and bizarre. You see how dark the world can truly feel, and that obviously isn't a good feeling. Thank you for this comment, and I hope you continue to keep pushing forward 👋
Lately I’ve felt like I’ve been disassociating from reality. This put my mind at ease for a little while. Thank you.
Same.........😔
i'm sorry your living a hard life.
i really like this playlist, it helps me to lose touch with reality when life is getting hard, thank you so much! have a nice day
Who is that in your pfp if you don’t mind me asking?
@@cannibalbunny it's noelle from genshin impact!
@@lialin5644 Thanks!!
@@cannibalbunny anytime!!
theres this oddly nostalgic feeling that this music gives me and its taken me a few days of thought on what im writing right now to start to put it down as it’s just been so hypnotic and calming i couldn’t bring myself to pause it and write this down.
weirdly, whenever i start this right before bed [ which i’ve been doing for the past few days ] my throat seems to close up but enough that i can breathe a little difficulty and its not… a bad feeling? like i always acknowledge “hey, i can’t breathe really well right now” but i never really wanted to make it stop?? its not in a masochistic way or anything but somehow that feeling was comforting, and knowing it was coming after a few days just made me look forward to it because after it settled, i would just be so incredibly entranced in the music and this odd 2am calm that you can’t find any other time, that personally how i feel.
this was supposed to help me sleep but i find myself turning off my sleep timer now and just listening to the whole entire thing. i cant exactly say why im feeling any of these things, the nostalgia could be attributed to the fact that i grew up listening to a lot of electronic music but also enjoyed a lot of sci-fi media and this music makes me feel like im apart of something else otherworldly almost. it really distracts me from the anxious thoughts that kept me up and though i still stay up, its not for the reasons i used to. now i have been staying up for the past week not dwelling on my past, but reflecting on the present.
im mainly writing this for myself as I’ve run this paragraph through my mind long enough while listening that i just felt the need to out it out there somehow and i don’t expect anyone to be reading, but if you are, i hope this brings you the same comfort it managed to bring me! :) have a great day/night whoever you are
thank you for sharing your thoughts like this, I love your writing and how you've described the feelings..
:))
I was almost getting the same sensation, sitting here at my computer with my eyes closed. I can feel my throat almost grow tighter, but not exactly in a bad way. Not in a good way either, there's no real way to describe it, but you did it so well. Thank you.
@@chloepherneliaa yess it took me a few days to really get it down :,) of course, im glad theres someone out there who could relate
hey listen, i was feeling down, listening to playlists like this and all (even Minecraft music earlier to which I cried) while reading the comments as usual
i stumbled upon yours and i don't know why but strangely you saying that this mix distracted you from "the anxious thoughts that kept [you] up and though [you] still stay up, its not for the reasons [you] used to" almost suddenly made me feel calmer and much happier, not feeling down anymore but just appreciating the vibes
so thank you so much
It’s 12:20 at night. I’m sitting in my car parked on the street in front of my house. Just meditating and thinking with my headphones on and listening to this. Solitude. Not isolation. It’s a beautiful thing.
As a person who has just got out of the bottomless pit that everyone calls depression...just seeing everyone here shatters my heart.
same here. this world has many problems, and depression isn't talked about nearly enough.
4:27 can you believe we’re real.. we’re real.. living as “human beings” while there’s so many planets out there that for sure has life in it just like earth that we don’t know about.. they probably don’t even know about us.. we can talk and understand each-other, we can touch, we can move.. the sky is REAL.. it doesn’t feel real tbh.. i can’t believe we’re REAL. i think about it a lot.
i think about that a lot too. it’s crazy how some people say there’s no life outside other than planet earth, But just know there’s billions, even trillions of galaxies that has loads and loads of planets with life in them. i always wonder how they would look like, and always wonder how their lifestyle is compared to ours.. deep thoughts yk
Same, how Far we Came,
how the First human were Made.
the Universe and All...too much..to Ask for
And the fact that the inevitable other life forms across the universe could be thinking the same things at the same time but in their own forms, hoping something like them exists somewhere out there, I know I stare up at the stars a think on that a lot, thinking if I do this enough I increase the small chance I'm aligned with another being across the universe looking to the stars for answers
@@AKoll-gn6eq I do the same. Nice to feel we’re not alone.
Driving in the heavy fog with this, feels like I'm in a movie
Cool
Main character moments
I love the way this kind of music makes me feel like I'm lost in space... The immensity, the deep void...
I like to listen to these in school while studying. It either helps me focus or just create a bubble where I am alone with my thoughts and imagination and can finally dive into the universe inside my head.
Am listening to this with studio grade headphones and am hearing things I've never heard before. This music really takes you to another realm. 0.0
I'm in love with my best friend, and I've told her how I felt, but she doesn't believe me or trust me. She was broken from a past relationship, so I can't blame her, but she denies she has feelings for me even when it's blaringly obvious to me and everyone else. I love her and I can't envision a life without her. This mix calms my anxiety thinking of everything that could go wrong between me and her, and helps me to focus on all the good that's come from our complicated relationship. I just wish she'd realize how I really felt about her, and she'd be honest with how she felt about me
For my case i got friendzoned so hard but i love that girl more than my life, stay strong champ one day everything will be better. Trust me.
You didn’t have to tug on the heartstrings like that man, but keep at it man, stay true to yourself and to her, don’t change she’ll understand one day, just be there for her until that day
dont assume she has feelings for you tho bro.. maybe she just doesnt
Title says escape reality but... Having broken up with my girlfriend recently this really made me zone in on the reality that she's gone forever. I do miss her but I have also been released of too much anger and it is freeing, yet the feeling of loneliness still creeps in. It still was the right choice, I'm happier but it still hurts at times. Heart goes out to anyone facing a painful reality right now... We will all get through it... Eventually.
Also, I always read these comments on different playlists, different songs and I always found it beautiful how people connected and supported each other through music, saying that even through tough times, we're all here simultaneously and we're in a way suffering together. Never thought I would ever write one of those comments.
This channel is literally a blessing.
I've been subbed for over 4 months now!
6 months here
I know no one will read this but I need to vent or ill break.
9 months ago, I met an amazing woman at work. just for context I’m 21 single and she is 33 Married, not that it’s any significance. She was just filling in for someone else,we started chatting and instantly clicked with each other, within an hour of talking we had already told each other about our lives and childhoods, we talked about everything for the next 5 hours, and what really sealed the deal for me about her was within the first hour she said “I feel like we’ve know eachother for atleast 5 years” after hearing this I knew she was going to be a life long friend. (Then for about 4 weeks we never saw each other, turns out she had quit her job) I didn’t know this as she worked for a different department but then she rejoined and became a permanent in my team and I cannot be any more grateful for this. for the past month I've been trying to work up the courage to tell her how she makes me feel platonically(we are very close with each other, and we view each other as brother and sister) and finally she spoke to me about it all. We had a period of about a week where everything felt awkward, I guess it because we both haven’t ever had a person that we have been close to and it all happened fast. But when she sat me down and we talked about her feelings and addressed the awkwardness, I felt a huge weight lift off my shoulders and something in my brain just clicked and I instantly became happier. it's been a week since we had this talk and I cannot stop thinking about all the things she told me, she said things like “I really enjoy talking with you” and “I don’t want to hurt your feelings ever because you truly are a nice person and I truly care for you”, no one has ever seen me or cared for me the same way I feel she does to me. its honestly the best feeling I've ever had.
I often come back to these sorts of playlists and just think about her because she is the nicest, funniest most caring human being on this planet, she’s the sort of person that makes you feel loved and comfort just by seeing her face and sitting near to her, her energy is enough to make anyone who knows her feel wanted and happy.
Thank you for everything. I will always be grateful you are here and we met, even if it’s a temporary friendship and one of us moves on in our careers I will always remember you and will always be here if you need anything. She deserves the world, she deserves pure happiness.
Aww :)
On my journey in life I’ve found that solitude is so peaceful, so brilliant. I find myself in moments like these, alone and listening to this amazing playlist and I just let my thoughts roam free. No one around to intrude on my peace, my thoughts, my reality.
that sounds beautiful.
Becareful don't enjoy yourself too much by yourself, u might get too used it .........
The way each song seamlessly faded into each other was amazing
Yo, I finally found the soundtrack from my dreams. They really got the whole thing on here.
"The soundtrack of my dreams," lol. Love it. Perfectly said
So beautiful said!
I hope I'm not redundant by writing the following, I'm just trying to spread my wings; What do you think regarding this one? I've put my soul in it, and it's the same genre as this one. :)
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I had to leave my home because the college, I live completely alone, i don’t have any friends in school, my ex girlfriend broke with me 3 days ago because of the distance, i feel like with every day that past i continue losing who i was, sometimes i don’t recognize who i am anymore, it’s like i am just surviving, everyday i have to wake up at 4 am to get the bus and in my way to the bus stop, i always think about if all this is worthy and if this is what i want, but the only things that give me some strenght is listening this incredible mix early in the morning and in the darkness of the night and also trying to making my family proud
I feel that so much...
Loneliness, hard times, and so on...
I hardly have time for everything because I work almost every hour on school stuff. I can't even remember the last time I met a friend...
Today my heart got broken too...
But this music really helps and gives you a nice chill feeling.
Can't describe it, but sometimes the lonely feeling feels good..
"You look lonely, i can fix that" gets me everytime, and the 3rd song, the bonjr one, gets me even deeper, no returning there.. For all feeling lonely and worthless, and going through tought times.. Know that you are loved.. And if you dont feel so, there is someone out there that does, they jusy dont know it yet, and keep hanging on to what makes you happy, has to be light somewhere..
Its exactly 2am in a holiday night. It feels so great and relieving to know i can just chill all i want without having to worry about school. Im gonna miss these vibes when im older.
Yeah true that also what holiday ?
@@josiahsmith9871 carnival
Can’t describe the feeling when u listen to this type of music while trying to sleep ✨🖤
this isn't just dreamscape, this is a dream come true. love this type of vibe! thanks
The only song that hugged this lonely soul of mine. I'm hanging on for my kids but I am tired of feeling this way...I want to scream and cry till my lungs burn and then sleep for a few months....but I love my kids too much and gotta play it strong. But even then I'm getting stress cracks...I miss him so much and yet he's right there just out of reach. It's like glass is separating us and he put it there after hurting me...I'm so tired of being too much or not enough. Being easily replaced and never a person they are afraid to lose....but I'm not...
"“One good thing about music, when it hits you, you feel no pain.”
- Bob Marley💚"
This music sheds a lot of light on whatever emotion you're feeling in life at that given moment. I notice when im happy this music makes me happier, when im sad, it makes me sadder. That doesn't mean it makes it bad, it makes it more bearable. It gives me hope. If slowly fading away into the the afterlife is exactly like this, then it isn't the afterlife, I feel that if it's the beginning of the real life. I feel that this life we are currently living is in preparation for our "afterlife". This is the time to make all the mistakes whether we learn from them immediately or after we die so we at least made those mistakes and once returning the dimension we initially came from, we come back with stories to tell to our soul-mates and family and increase the hive-experiences to add to the knowledge so we can all grow. They say all of our actions effect everyone around us and I truly believe that in both this dimension of life and the "afterlife". With all that being said, just know that its ok to feel. It's ok to be sad, happy, excited, scared, etc. We live in a world that tries to make emotions so personal to each and every person individually but if we could all be transparent and share these emotions with one another, I think we could all for once becomes aware that we are in fact, not alone. We are beautiful specimens here in this part of our souls journey and even more so in the next part. I want you to all know that I love each and everyone of you for all that you are, and for what you are not. You are all perfectly imperfect to me and I wish you all the best and I can't wait for my soul to meet yours either here on Mother Gaia, or out there in the forever expanding and luscious Universe. If you read all of this. *wink* your're beautiful to me and reach back out to me with a hug, I think we could all use one to remember that in this moment, we are real. We see TH-cam Account names but we never see eachother. I'm Zac. Zac Miller from the United States of America in this life, I am unaware of my true name of my soul since we don't bring with us our memories into this life but leave me your name so I can bring it with me into the afterlife so I can find you. Because when we are there, we DO remember ALL of our memories from all our lives lived. And I want to remind you of this moment when I see you so we can run off into the stellar setting of all our constellations that tell the stories of Billions of years and lives lived including our heartbreaks and our best times. With you, I'd share my every essence and details of the good and the bad. I'm a straight male but my love is universal as our souls are universal. We are just masked in human form to engage in the trials and tribulations of lessons needing to be learned by our souls at this given time. Next life, you could be any version of life so keep your heart open. I'll leave mine open for all of you.
Dominic. My name is Dominic Chapala from Georgia USA
@@domc3 Nice to "meet" you Dominic. Thank you for replying. I hope your life thus far, and for the rest of its entirety, goes the best possible way it can. Remember to tell people that you care, are there for them, and that you are grateful for their existence and that they are still here with us all. Life as a kid makes us all feel invincible but most of us (I can assume) grow up feeling that nothing bad can happen to us or slip into depression and some choose to end their lives due to feeling alone, or that no one cares about them. Life is in fact, fragile. You never know if when you leave your house for the day, or a friends house or gathering at some place, if it will be the last time you get to see them as anything can happen to us or them, on the way home. So remember to sit your ego down for a moment and tell them thank you for all they are, and that you cant wait to see them next time, just in case. We have all lost someone in our lives that we cared about tremendously and sometimes we never get to say goodbye. Living with that guilt and/or regret is worse than simply letting your ego take a break for a moment in order to express that to them, just in case. You're awesome Dominic regardless of what you think about yourself and I know this because you responded. Only a person who shares the importance of what I said would reply to this since most will read it (or not) and say I wrote a Novel and not feel the worth of replying and that's ok. It's just not their time. I am from Washington DC currently living in Denver Colorado but moving to Tennessee next month. Do you game? Are you into cars? Do you make music or are you just an enthusiast who enjoys listening to music and not create? Tell me what you are into! I'd love to know more about you, friend. Til then, or maybe not if you don't happen to respond again, LIVE your life to its fullest and take risks/chances and make mistakes and learn from them, the best things come from taking leaps. You wont regret it.
-Zac (Musician, Avid Gamer [PC/Xbox], Car Enthusiast/Builder/Modifier, and Friendly Neighborhood Spiderma.... oh sorry nvm wrong descriptive. LMAO)
I assume you are into Simulation Theory. I am too. DMT is definitely on my bucket list. :-)
This deserves way more upvotes 🥺
You are such a beautiful soul my name is Delaisha Kindle, I’m from New York. I listened to this because I became super depressed and I’m trying to become positive and find true happiness yet there’s ofc a lot to work on. I’m a college student now and trying to plan my life ahead of me gets super scary and stressful especially living here but I decided to slow down and look at the world for what it’s worth and this music has made me come to a similar point as you❤️I read everything and hope we can all soon come to the same universal true feeling. Hearing the news today just made me realize that everything is for us to react to, to show emotion to, and trying to suppress such feelings is impossible. I started crying again but yet this time it felt as if it was for someone else who couldn’t do so. Thank you for being so vulnerable ❤️
I really had no idea what a dark electronic mix would sound like. didn't know what I was clicking on, honestly. But Tbh DONT REGRET IT 😩
This would be the perfect mix to listen to while driving at night or driving the whole night
Just found this channel literally 5 mins ago n I agree with this is the perfect kind of music to drive I like it so far😎👍
yeah, i drove to the airport at night time yesterday and could have put this on
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24. You can make a positive impact in your community and beyond.
25. You can be a role model for others.
26. Nature is full of beauty and wonder.
27. You can find purpose and fulfillment in work or volunteering.
28. You have the potential to change someone's life for the better.
29. You can experience the joy of love and connection.
30. You can learn to love and accept yourself.
31. You have the ability to create a legacy.
32. You can make a difference for future generations.
33. Faith or spirituality can provide comfort and support.
34. You can explore your creativity and express yourself.
35. Helping others can bring meaning and purpose to your life.
36. Simple things in life can bring you joy and happiness.
37. You can experience the satisfaction of achieving your goals.
38. Small actions can make a big difference.
39. Support and encouragement are available to help you find hope and strength.
40. Professional help and resources are available to you.
41. Advocating for change can make a difference.
42. You have the ability to create a meaningful and fulfilling life.
43. Setting and achieving goals can bring purpose and direction to your life.
44. Traveling can provide opportunities for wonder and exploration.
45. Coping skills can help you manage difficult emotions and experiences.
46. Volunteering can bring a sense of purpose and fulfillment.
47. Helping others can bring you joy and satisfaction.
48. The stories of others can inspire and motivate you.
49. Meaningful relationships with loved ones can bring purpose and happiness to your life.
50. And finally to know that one day you will come back to this list and realise you have achieved everything and its all because you believed in yourself like I do in you.
Also your are a wonderful person and never doubt it and you deserve the world 🧡.
As a man who stood against the unjustice done to his people by his country once said "The greatest glory in living lies not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall." - Nelson Mandela.
This life is so beautiful, live like no one else has ever lived a life like yours. Live for yourself, forget the bad people, be strong and always remember, I Love You💝
None of this matters.
@@DoneDreamin dont worry it will and you will look back happy you made the choice that you did.
im in love for the first time and can’t believe he’s real.
I'VE LITERALLY BEEN LOOKING FOR THIS KIND OF DARK NASTOLGIC MIX FOR WEEKS THANK YOU
Really appreciate you putting this together. I can’t begin to imagine how patient of a person you must be to compile such a methodically relaxed audio scene. Props and thank you
As unfortunate as it might seem, this dark bottomless pit has become my home. It's all I know, it's never left my side and I've come to terms with it always coming back to send me spiraling. Playlists like these help me in such moments, though I am very emotional and barely hanging on, I feel at peace listening to the songs. To anyone out there feeling the same, you aren't alone. Let me sit with you in silence as we listen to these songs together, I can be the shoulder you can cry on because I know how it feels to not have one. Come rest with me, lets build each other up slowly and continue forward together in case someone breaks you down or tears you apart. I'm here with you, i hear you, if you need someone to be your voice let me be that, I have the strength to be your voice if you can't be your own yet.
To those of you who are still I school and most likely going through puberty, take it easy, you have the whole world to see. Deep breaths in and out, try to hold each breath in for a moment and then slowly breathe out again. You will be ok, this darkness won't last forever, though it may come back every now and then it will not last forever. After every storm, as dark and as destructive as it may be, the sun will shine again. It can take a few hours to a few days maybe even months before you'll feek better again but I promise you'll feel better again, hold onto hope for those days in the future.
Thank you for taking the time to read this ramble of mine, though it might not make the most sense I do hope at least one of you will find comfort in my words.
Thanks man i felt that
listening to this while studying in the library while its raining outside and its getting dark, is just perfection.
It's been a rough few years. Struggling through high school just to not graduate. Chasing highs and still feeling low. And yet, all I can remain is hopeful. Hopeful that I've changed for the better. Hopeful that I can finally find break. Something inside me has broken, and I'm glad it has.
this is so beautiful there's no words to describe how this makes you feel
People keep talking about how nice this is and that it’s had a positive impact on their mind. So, why does this lowkey wanna make me cry? This gives me a sensation of loneliness, like i’m the only person left in the world. Or that i’m floating in the middle of the ocean.
The day is frustrating, just reminding myself that I’ll eventually be in my cold, dark room with my blanket on listening to this looking out my window. I can wait a little longer for that.
We made it! I’ve felt shitty about myself this whole day but I can’t help but smile as I tiredly sit in my warm bed as the rest of my room is cold, window wide open into the dark night. I may be crying but it’s mostly out of hapinesss right now. Keyword: mostly
@@WatchhowIwalkintheclub yay
This is an absolutely amazing mix
I listen to this mix like once/twice a week. I don't know why I come back. The video, the ambiance, the music..everything fits togheter
Same here, bro. But ill never get the chills i got the first time i listened to this playlist. I almost wish i could forget it and listen again
What's your favorite song on here?
@@bigdaddydrip4452 I think essex - wither hit the switch. but also like a lot ashess - lost in dreams. Yours?
@@SevenVeilsMusic Nice, those ones are good. My current favorite is laire - nobodies
Same
This makes me alone....but, a good type of alone. The one where I needed it for my troubled mind
When i'm listening to this
I'm in that meditative, state of mind
I teleport somewhere
Somewhere between
Sleep
Dream
Reality
And my imagination
It's a place outside the universe
Beautiful
My exact feeling
It realy feels nice to express in the comments like most of you, it’s so hard to talk with family and friends and i’m at my lowest point right now, i never thougt i would loose so much in so little time but this video and community are so comforting so thank you.
(Sorry if something i said didn’t make any sense, i’m not a native english speaker)
Anybody that needs this in life will find their way here and be happy they did.
pulled an all-nighter it's currently 9:54 AM in the morning, I'm so grateful in so many things in my life and you should too. currently stressed over my exams which will decide which university I'll go to, the exams are at June the 27th, I'll try to visit this comment again when I'm in university, much love to all of you, be grateful..
How's it going? I hope you got into your dream university.
I have insomnia and sitting here early in the morning crying because I’m so tired and all I want to do is sleep. This playlist was the best thing that could’ve happened rn it’s so calming and so I thank you for that
Lost my grandma, aunt, a cousin, my nownex of 6.5 years cheated kn me and left, parents divorcing, all in 7 months, yet somehow this music manages to calm me down to keep my head thinking straight
hey man, it's all gonna be okay. i'm sure you've heard that from a billion different people, or maybe nobody at all, but i promise it will be. it's okay to cry, so get it all out when you need to. life goes on, you'll find people that make you happier than ever before, and you'll be just okay. i love you, and i am proud of you, internet stranger
hey dude, i was thinking about you. hope your doing okay
@@Jaxoneppleyaviaton thanks man i know its a hella late response i really appreciate this
@@mysecondchannel5588
The 15:00 song hitsss. Walking home alone after a night studying, it’s 1am walking downtown New haven with nobody out but my conscious roaming the world
A lot of people can't understand this music, they just state that "it's boring". Oh boy how are they wrong. If you feel a deep sense of void and melancholia you can totally sync with this music but, if you're not in that dark place you can just chill and make your mind race through your deepest thoughts and, maybe, learn something more about yourself if you're lucky. Always try to know yourself a little more cuz there's so much you still don't know, even if you spend 24h a day with yourself. In whatever place you are this music can reach your soul. Thanks for the mix, all of you take care.
This is the solitary, untainted, and attractive group present online, my affection for all of you is immense
I have now been exposed to entire music genre that scratches a small part in the back of my ADHD brain that just makes me stay focused for the amount of time I listen to it. Thank you for this.
I'm having a surgery today, this helps me calm down, thank you so much 💙
Best of luck. Wish you a quick recovery 🙏
@@mykee426 thank you so much 😭🙏
@@oktovria how did it go?
@@malisaac6439 I'm recovering now! Still painful around the surgery area but I'm doing alright 😁 Thank you!!
i love the steamy pool, it matches the vibe so much
With that demonic girl's arm pointing out? 🤭🤭
connection with yourself, increased amplitude
2022 in December and November was just different it was raining a lot and this made it all worth it because dreamscape these songs made it feel just incredible because this TH-camr made my rest of 2022 the best thanks man you made me had some memories that I will never forget thanks again bro love you
Laying down having myself escape reality and letting my tired soul escape give my body true peace, comfort, and relaxation i love this play list
What are you or the soldier rebelling against?
Oh I know right.
Escape reality and draw the world we imagine. Thank you.
this is one of the best playlists I've ever heard. it's so calming!!
i just woke up in a sweat, it’s 5am and I decided to open youtube to find this in my recommended, I decided to put on my headphones and relax thinking that’s the type of music I was going to play. Song 3 started playing and all these tears and emotions I had been storing up all these years flooded out, I think i’m done crying now but I swear this is some angelic music and I thank you for reaching something inside I had been suppressed all this time.
my heartbeat sinked with the beat of the first song-
I`ve never felt so comfortable as here. This playlist makes me so calm and relaxed. Thank you for making this masterpiece. I hope everyone who listens to it will be doing well soon. Hold your line, guys.