It’s Christmas Eve, I’ve been single for 3 months, working hard at the gym, working hard at my 8 to 4, currently sitting in a empty parking lot with this playing. If everything was a lie, I’d be okay with it. I’m ready to live.
I lost my job, single for a long time now, i keep fucking with random girls i dont even know and my family got even more seperated as usual, im living alone in a foreign place and i still find the joy to live on. Its not live who control us, choose your steps
I dont know if anyone is here in 2024, but if you are I’m glad you’ve made it this far. It’s been over a year since I discovered this channel and its playlists and almost a year since I’ve listened to it.
I'm here. I first listened to the first couple of songs in this playlist around April 2022. The first song had really impacted me in a different way. I remember laying in my bed, being conscious I was awake but I couldn't move as if I was possessed. This playlist just brings memories. Mostly negative however the positive ones really remind me that there was always light in the dark
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Late night car rides in a city with this music makes my soul fly high
Until you stop at a traffic light and there are drunk people throwing empty beer cans at you. It happened to me once at it took me out of the moment. It's probably very uncommon though.
i'm just here.. at night.. crying.. and reading the comments while I listen to this.. thanks for the mix and thanks everyone for the words to read it moves me to release my tears I've been hiding inside. peace
As an escapist artist my art is about escaping realities that never existed. It's one thing that keeps me going forward in life and makes me appreciate the small moments, I've always been fascinated by the idea of a world where u could do anything! The story my art most of the time conveys is always based around death, some people might think of it as a negative way but i see it as a positive...the thought of not living this life makes me inspired to go out there and live life to its fullest, be myself, ask my crush out and so much more. To Anyone reading this I want you to know hard times come and that's how just life works so learn to appreciate it because we never know our life might be taken away from us at any moment.
I resonate with this comment so much man. Hard times do come, and I've just accepted it even though it might not be so clear at first. It really makes you appreciate the good times. And I don't know why, but when you're going through the motions things just feel so deep, calm, and bizarre. You see how dark the world can truly feel, and that obviously isn't a good feeling. Thank you for this comment, and I hope you continue to keep pushing forward 👋
Laying on my bed looking at the ceiling thinking about my past knowing how fast time flies, makes me feel happy and scared and determined to keep going no matter what’s on my way. This playlist really helped me remember times I thought I forgot and I’m happy this exists
@@JustMe-xp6pl might sound depressing but to summarize it, you can listen to s.t.a.y by hanz zimmer. thats how ive been. thank you for asking. i hope all is well with you.
On my journey in life I’ve found that solitude is so peaceful, so brilliant. I find myself in moments like these, alone and listening to this amazing playlist and I just let my thoughts roam free. No one around to intrude on my peace, my thoughts, my reality.
So beautiful said! I hope I'm not redundant by writing the following, I'm just trying to spread my wings; What do you think regarding this one? I've put my soul in it, and it's the same genre as this one. :) music.th-cam.com/video/W1vN44LG1CY/w-d-xo.html&si=8fMxaQK89a0zaFaE
This music sheds a lot of light on whatever emotion you're feeling in life at that given moment. I notice when im happy this music makes me happier, when im sad, it makes me sadder. That doesn't mean it makes it bad, it makes it more bearable. It gives me hope. If slowly fading away into the the afterlife is exactly like this, then it isn't the afterlife, I feel that if it's the beginning of the real life. I feel that this life we are currently living is in preparation for our "afterlife". This is the time to make all the mistakes whether we learn from them immediately or after we die so we at least made those mistakes and once returning the dimension we initially came from, we come back with stories to tell to our soul-mates and family and increase the hive-experiences to add to the knowledge so we can all grow. They say all of our actions effect everyone around us and I truly believe that in both this dimension of life and the "afterlife". With all that being said, just know that its ok to feel. It's ok to be sad, happy, excited, scared, etc. We live in a world that tries to make emotions so personal to each and every person individually but if we could all be transparent and share these emotions with one another, I think we could all for once becomes aware that we are in fact, not alone. We are beautiful specimens here in this part of our souls journey and even more so in the next part. I want you to all know that I love each and everyone of you for all that you are, and for what you are not. You are all perfectly imperfect to me and I wish you all the best and I can't wait for my soul to meet yours either here on Mother Gaia, or out there in the forever expanding and luscious Universe. If you read all of this. *wink* your're beautiful to me and reach back out to me with a hug, I think we could all use one to remember that in this moment, we are real. We see TH-cam Account names but we never see eachother. I'm Zac. Zac Miller from the United States of America in this life, I am unaware of my true name of my soul since we don't bring with us our memories into this life but leave me your name so I can bring it with me into the afterlife so I can find you. Because when we are there, we DO remember ALL of our memories from all our lives lived. And I want to remind you of this moment when I see you so we can run off into the stellar setting of all our constellations that tell the stories of Billions of years and lives lived including our heartbreaks and our best times. With you, I'd share my every essence and details of the good and the bad. I'm a straight male but my love is universal as our souls are universal. We are just masked in human form to engage in the trials and tribulations of lessons needing to be learned by our souls at this given time. Next life, you could be any version of life so keep your heart open. I'll leave mine open for all of you.
@@domc3 Nice to "meet" you Dominic. Thank you for replying. I hope your life thus far, and for the rest of its entirety, goes the best possible way it can. Remember to tell people that you care, are there for them, and that you are grateful for their existence and that they are still here with us all. Life as a kid makes us all feel invincible but most of us (I can assume) grow up feeling that nothing bad can happen to us or slip into depression and some choose to end their lives due to feeling alone, or that no one cares about them. Life is in fact, fragile. You never know if when you leave your house for the day, or a friends house or gathering at some place, if it will be the last time you get to see them as anything can happen to us or them, on the way home. So remember to sit your ego down for a moment and tell them thank you for all they are, and that you cant wait to see them next time, just in case. We have all lost someone in our lives that we cared about tremendously and sometimes we never get to say goodbye. Living with that guilt and/or regret is worse than simply letting your ego take a break for a moment in order to express that to them, just in case. You're awesome Dominic regardless of what you think about yourself and I know this because you responded. Only a person who shares the importance of what I said would reply to this since most will read it (or not) and say I wrote a Novel and not feel the worth of replying and that's ok. It's just not their time. I am from Washington DC currently living in Denver Colorado but moving to Tennessee next month. Do you game? Are you into cars? Do you make music or are you just an enthusiast who enjoys listening to music and not create? Tell me what you are into! I'd love to know more about you, friend. Til then, or maybe not if you don't happen to respond again, LIVE your life to its fullest and take risks/chances and make mistakes and learn from them, the best things come from taking leaps. You wont regret it. -Zac (Musician, Avid Gamer [PC/Xbox], Car Enthusiast/Builder/Modifier, and Friendly Neighborhood Spiderma.... oh sorry nvm wrong descriptive. LMAO)
You are such a beautiful soul my name is Delaisha Kindle, I’m from New York. I listened to this because I became super depressed and I’m trying to become positive and find true happiness yet there’s ofc a lot to work on. I’m a college student now and trying to plan my life ahead of me gets super scary and stressful especially living here but I decided to slow down and look at the world for what it’s worth and this music has made me come to a similar point as you❤️I read everything and hope we can all soon come to the same universal true feeling. Hearing the news today just made me realize that everything is for us to react to, to show emotion to, and trying to suppress such feelings is impossible. I started crying again but yet this time it felt as if it was for someone else who couldn’t do so. Thank you for being so vulnerable ❤️
Its exactly 2am in a holiday night. It feels so great and relieving to know i can just chill all i want without having to worry about school. Im gonna miss these vibes when im older.
The day is frustrating, just reminding myself that I’ll eventually be in my cold, dark room with my blanket on listening to this looking out my window. I can wait a little longer for that.
We made it! I’ve felt shitty about myself this whole day but I can’t help but smile as I tiredly sit in my warm bed as the rest of my room is cold, window wide open into the dark night. I may be crying but it’s mostly out of hapinesss right now. Keyword: mostly
Crazy, I didn’t even feel particularly sad, but soon as the music started I can feel tears building up. Guess it’s a reminder that no matter how much I tell myself I’m fine, it’s still a lie at the end of the day :)
A lot of people can't understand this music, they just state that "it's boring". Oh boy how are they wrong. If you feel a deep sense of void and melancholia you can totally sync with this music but, if you're not in that dark place you can just chill and make your mind race through your deepest thoughts and, maybe, learn something more about yourself if you're lucky. Always try to know yourself a little more cuz there's so much you still don't know, even if you spend 24h a day with yourself. In whatever place you are this music can reach your soul. Thanks for the mix, all of you take care.
just went through losing a best friend of over 6 years to some petty shit and this mix really helped me get through it in the moment thank you, and i hope no matter what you are going through you get through it.. you aren't alone.
i just woke up in a sweat, it’s 5am and I decided to open youtube to find this in my recommended, I decided to put on my headphones and relax thinking that’s the type of music I was going to play. Song 3 started playing and all these tears and emotions I had been storing up all these years flooded out, I think i’m done crying now but I swear this is some angelic music and I thank you for reaching something inside I had been suppressed all this time.
It’s amazing how deeply we can feel things, for example this music. Only listening to it and there all the emotions and weird or lovely or sad feelings come up.
50 Reasons to Stay Alive: 1. Your life has value and meaning. 2. New experiences and opportunities are waiting for you. 3. You possess unique talents and abilities. 4. Life is full of surprises and unexpected joys. 5. You can make a positive impact on the world. 6. There are many beautiful places to explore and discover. 7. You have the power to change your circumstances. 8. You are important and valuable. 9. Your dreams and aspirations are achievable. 10. Your pets would miss you if you were gone. 11. You can inspire and help others. 12. Remember that you are not alone in your struggles. 13. Your life has a purpose and meaning. 14. Personal growth and self-discovery are possible for you. 15. You can make a difference in causes that you care about. 16. You have the ability to create positive change. 17. You can overcome any challenge that comes your way. 18. People in your life need and rely on you. 19. You can learn new skills and try new hobbies. 20. You have the capacity for happiness and joy. 21. Meaningful relationships are possible for you. 22. You are important to those who care about you. 23. Support and help are available to you. 24. You can make a positive impact in your community and beyond. 25. You can be a role model for others. 26. Nature is full of beauty and wonder. 27. You can find purpose and fulfillment in work or volunteering. 28. You have the potential to change someone's life for the better. 29. You can experience the joy of love and connection. 30. You can learn to love and accept yourself. 31. You have the ability to create a legacy. 32. You can make a difference for future generations. 33. Faith or spirituality can provide comfort and support. 34. You can explore your creativity and express yourself. 35. Helping others can bring meaning and purpose to your life. 36. Simple things in life can bring you joy and happiness. 37. You can experience the satisfaction of achieving your goals. 38. Small actions can make a big difference. 39. Support and encouragement are available to help you find hope and strength. 40. Professional help and resources are available to you. 41. Advocating for change can make a difference. 42. You have the ability to create a meaningful and fulfilling life. 43. Setting and achieving goals can bring purpose and direction to your life. 44. Traveling can provide opportunities for wonder and exploration. 45. Coping skills can help you manage difficult emotions and experiences. 46. Volunteering can bring a sense of purpose and fulfillment. 47. Helping others can bring you joy and satisfaction. 48. The stories of others can inspire and motivate you. 49. Meaningful relationships with loved ones can bring purpose and happiness to your life. 50. And finally to know that one day you will come back to this list and realise you have achieved everything and its all because you believed in yourself like I do in you. Also your are a wonderful person and never doubt it and you deserve the world 🧡. As a man who stood against the unjustice done to his people by his country once said "The greatest glory in living lies not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall." - Nelson Mandela. This life is so beautiful, live like no one else has ever lived a life like yours. Live for yourself, forget the bad people, be strong and always remember, I Love You💝
Listened to this in the bath after a long week and late shift, at like 2am and it brought me somewhere I've been missing, washed my day away and opened my mind. Thank you for such an addictive thought out Playlist ♡
Who ever is out there in the world to wander to this corner of the internet where the lonely congregate in thy name of loneliness and share that bond, you are not alone here but you are welcome to be.
Ive been single for about 2 months now and while there's a lot from that relationship that messed me up. Insecureities, trust issues, ect. The worst part is being lonely. Ive relaized now more than ever just how lonely and isolated I really am. I only have a few real friends left and there's always a fear that I'll lose them too. It's been a repeating factor in my life for people that I care about to leave or grow away. What my few friends don't relize is their what keeps me around. I always wonder if im the person I want to be. I try to be the funny guy and the liked guy were ever I am. Thats how im happy. By making others happy. I feel now more than anytime in my life like I'm faltering at being that person that I want to be so desperately. The person I was before everything happend and I wonder if im even the person I try to be. I wonder if everyone around me even likes me. If I matter as much to them as they do me. I wonder if I actually make people happy or make them laugh. Or if they only think of me as another person. No one in my life really knows what is truly going on. I want somebody to just want to listen to be. Not just the bad. Everything. Someone to not just care but want to care. I wish I could be that person I try to be again. But I just can't. So instead I sit in my dark room. Up way later than I should be. With an empty phone wishing someone would just text me first
Hey, I've read your entire comment and honestly 90% of it perfectly matches with my life. Like you, loneliness swallowed my life, I'm slowly losing the few friends I have left and have already lost a still-growing list of people that I genuinely cared about and would fight for. I personally have a big heart, but I've been so often forced into a corner and left by those I cared about that I'm finally starting the painful process of internalizing the very agonizing idea that this is now the way my life will be even though I've been and still am willing to sacrifice a lot so that doesn't become a reality. I, unfortunately, learned the hard way that true friendships and human connections are increasingly unknown and devalued among people in general in today's society. I don't blame people in particular, I made huge sacrifices and was often left with many scars and memories. Apparently, people don't need what I can and want to offer, and so far I've done a great job keeping myself on the good side of things, you know, being a good citizen, and a respectful and empathetic human being. I know it might be weird, creepy, or just stupid, but I really understand you and want to be as much helpful and human as I'm allowed to. Even though it feels like humanity is slowly slipping away from me, I deeply value the act of help that I so much would appreciate. All I can be is a fellow human and be myself, and I have lost so many for that reason that it doesn't even make any difference anymore, and that's why I'm replying to you. Regardless of what happens, know that you're not alone. This fact isn't meant to make things better, but just to inform you that there are other people out there sitting in a similar dark room with little left but themselves. Either way, I wish you well. And if you want, you can communicate with me in any way and at any time you want.
I had been with my Mrs for 10 years & we had gone through alot of shit together, we were happiest together through even the hardest times.. we'd lost some friends along the way, lost a baby.. our wedding was postponed twice due to the pandemic.. but we finally got hitched October 2022.. a mere 30 odd days later on November 29th she suffered a sudden severe brain haemorrhage & stroke & collapsed infront of me & our 6 yr old son at home. The doctors were conviced she wasn't going to make it.. I sat by her bed crying and holding her hand for what felt like a life time.. she stayed in hospital between 2-3 months & she pulled through! However coming home the injury had caused her to have some personality changes & emotional difficulties. She told she didnt love me anymore & we seperated this month. I'm heartbroken that I lost her all over again.. I love her so much that i'm just glad shes still here & I got to spend those 10yrs with her. We keep going.. 💪
I'm really glad I found this playlist. It really made me question my life choices and how I should move on in life. I was feeling weak and uncomfortable these days but this just made me relax to the point of thinking about nothing at all. I really hope it gets better. Thank you for this :)
A year later since this comment, things have really gotten better. Although the feeling of suffering got worse, I believe that this suffering is for me to grow to become a great person. And I'm glad that throughout all of these challenges, I found my one and only savior, Jesus Christ, the true king. Everyday from now on will be hard but with Jesus by my side, I will definitely push through. Thank you Lord 🙏
Was having a hard time doing my math homework fear and anxiety kiccking injust by looking at the questions..this song calmed my overwhelmed mind..thank you
anyone else obsessed with the actual video!? i have a crystal clear loop playing in my mind of swimming in a pool that looks similar to that, with the steam and blue glow. And it’s really warm but outer space is super cold ofc hence all the steam. I get out on one edge and sit letting my legs dangle over the edge of the universe. Then I fall back into the warm pool and it doesn’t hurt to open my eyes so I just lay at the bottom of the cosmic pool and look at the stars through the moving water
I don't even feel real, I feel like a sack of meat that is working 8 hours a day just so I don't starve, repeated every day. This music is very calming and euphoric, thank you
It s Valentine's Day. For me, it is a lonely Valentine's Day. I already went to the gym. The most exciting part of the day has been finished. Now I am back again at my old frenemy loneliness.
I really wish I could live the 80s and 90s one more time. If there were a real time machine, I would go back and live both decades, then come back to 2022
this is the kind of music i listen to while i daydream about walking alone in a city at night to free my mind, just watching the streetlights and the cars' headlamps as i stroll. man how i wish i could do that sometimes
This song tells the message of " this shows you there is still so much we have to be grateful for. And so much of that we haven't realized it is there."
Наконец-то, я нашла чувство, что я исчезаю..) я не делаю это громко. Нет, я словно старый лев, ухожу далеко-далеко, чтоб никто не видел моего позора.. Наконец то я исчезаю, и становится так легко на душе. Никакой крови. Никакого ужаса. Я просто лежу на мокроватом песке. В пустыне. Темной темной. Только небо звёздное. Я ложусь на мокрый песок, вдоль кромки берега. Чувствую, как намокает моя толстовка. Ткань прилипает к рёбрам, к спине, ко всему телу. А я глажу лазурную воду. Лазурная вода. Она светится. Я промокаю вся и начинаю растворяться. Когда мои кончики пальцев уже растворились, мне не остаётся ничего иного, как просто лежать и смотреть. Наблюдать, вглядываться в последние моменты жизни. Вауууууу. Я только сейчас заметила, что полоса, грань лазурной светящейся воды и черного неба, похожа на полярное сияние. Это.. Завораживает. Все сходится, я в Заполярье! Белый пустынный песок.. И лазурный оазис ... А еще! .Вон, смотрите, там, на небе Большая Медведица! А большие звёзды, которые сверкают.. Это... Это глаза, или зубы? Когти? Если когти, то хватит уже. Меня слишком много раз царапали.. Нет, пускай это будут большие алмазные ласковые глаза. Они внимательно следят за тем, как в кромке лазурной воды мое тело исчезает по крупицам. Растворяется, плавно, безропотно, спокойно. Белая медведица, найдется в твоем созвездии местечко для меня? И вот, наконец то. Последнее наконец-то. Я испаряюсь белой вдохновенной дымкой. Мне становится так легко 😌 Только белая медведица почему то плачет, из алмазных ласковых глазах бегут белые струйки - на траурном небе начался звездопад...
and honestly if i were to say anything, maybe hanging out alone and probably away from the house, free to do anything, hanging out with friends, feeling the sense of rain hitting my skin, staring at the ceiling or just into blank space, listening to music in peace in the bathroom or gallery, feeling things again, attempting yet survivng, building myself again, going towards the right path, striving, trying, its fun. but hard. blood sweat and tears that ive got to put up with. man. this is gonna be my last time. its a ride or die this time. now, ive got the strength and hope for a while even though i had to leave my family behind once again, move on from being dumped, start a new life with new buddies i never recognised before and knowing that ill never cross paths again with my old mates, it hurts. but progress. ive stopped all kinds of self destruction. even though i get myself in trouble sometimes by smoking, its fun. knowing im gonna do it one day gives me a bit of motivtion. yet. its painful. overthinking doesnt stop though it does put a semi colon sometimes. ive tried and i think thats enough. studying, gym, praying, and helping out myself from the path ive astray from is well enough. moral of the story. this is nothing. ive done it and so can u. let this reach anyone as motivation; dio.
Just discovered this mix. Just lying on my bed. Im graduating high school in a few months and i dont know what i want to do after high school. I cant avoid thinking of my future😰😰.
everything in my life is slowly falling apart, I've been trying my hardest for the longest time but everything just keeps getting harder and harder, and I keep getting weaker and weaker to hold on to life... I've barely got anyone in my life to help me stand up, nobody in my family isn't even supporting me... they all see this perfect, happy little girl, but behind those smiles is a cold, hurt little girl... they all tell me to help my younger siblings by comforting them if they're sad, but nobody's ever comforted me when I was at lowest. I'm about to give up here...
Idk if anyone cares but this mix is special to me because my brother and I smoke and love to listen to music and play video games I used to play this track everynight I just appreciate those times whenever I feel low I always look back to getting lit with my bro in our way so keep your sibling close
Just hope that something around me can change, i’m tired about everything and i know i’m the reason why. I just don’t know what to do… Hopefully this playlist is here to let all my bad feelings slide off my mind. If someone read this have a nice day and sorry for my english. Gabriel from Lyon, France.
Can you escape yourself? You are the reality. Not who you think you are but who you actually are. You can only escape who you are not and your unreality that is entirely conceptually, its all in your head but you think that's the reality when its not.
Lately, I've been starting to leave reality. I don't want to live in a world where there is no mysticism, no super heroes, no super powers... I'm just tired of having to pass something for good grades in school, after which I will have to pass exams and other nonsense. I don't want to.
The first song did it make me feel like I escaped reality rather than was brought back to it many years ago when made sense.. I hope everybody keeps their heads up and makes it through the next year and the next❤️❤️❤️
Me: *plays "There is light within us" at in 2am the morning, when everyone is asleep, and the whole house is quiet enough to hear outside* My soul: "yep im gonna go to my NON-Reality for like 4 hours BRB"
I'll save this video untill the night come , and it's like a dream ... i love this vibe ... when i listen to this song and feel that i am sad and powerful in the same time .
Took some time to put this together. I hope you like it...
I will i feel it ☺️
Surely!
Did a good job 👏👍
I love it! Thanks for this!
it's amazing.
It’s Christmas Eve, I’ve been single for 3 months, working hard at the gym, working hard at my 8 to 4, currently sitting in a empty parking lot with this playing. If everything was a lie, I’d be okay with it. I’m ready to live.
Take the red pill.
Same boat brother God bless you In Ur path homie ✊🏽
I lost my job, single for a long time now, i keep fucking with random girls i dont even know and my family got even more seperated as usual, im living alone in a foreign place and i still find the joy to live on. Its not live who control us, choose your steps
I feel you
Keep it up. You're doing great.
I dont know if anyone is here in 2024, but if you are I’m glad you’ve made it this far. It’s been over a year since I discovered this channel and its playlists and almost a year since I’ve listened to it.
I'm here. I first listened to the first couple of songs in this playlist around April 2022. The first song had really impacted me in a different way. I remember laying in my bed, being conscious I was awake but I couldn't move as if I was possessed. This playlist just brings memories. Mostly negative however the positive ones really remind me that there was always light in the dark
Late night car rides in a city with this music makes my soul fly high
its not safe
@@jitenderchaudhary4245 why tf isnt it safe?
@@frigyes9600 he's most probably getting high
@@frigyes9600 ez to get distracted
Until you stop at a traffic light and there are drunk people throwing empty beer cans at you. It happened to me once at it took me out of the moment. It's probably very uncommon though.
i'm just here..
at night..
crying.. and reading the comments while I listen to this.. thanks for the mix and thanks everyone for the words to read it moves me to release my tears I've been hiding inside. peace
stay strong ❤
Doing the exact same thing
God bless you ❤
I don't do anything else.
Relatable I’m doing the same wondering if life even has a point other than being used 24/7
@@Xottic_Colinhey man, I'm here for you. I really hope you've been doing better. Love you bro
As an escapist artist my art is about escaping realities that never
existed. It's one thing that keeps me going forward in life and makes me
appreciate the small moments, I've always been fascinated by the idea
of a world where u could do anything! The story my art most of the time
conveys is always based around death, some people might think of it as a
negative way but i see it as a positive...the thought of not living
this life makes me inspired to go out there and live life to its
fullest, be myself, ask my crush out and so much more. To Anyone reading
this I want you to know hard times come and that's how just life works
so learn to appreciate it because we never know our life might be taken
away from us at any moment.
I resonate with this comment so much man. Hard times do come, and I've just accepted it even though it might not be so clear at first. It really makes you appreciate the good times. And I don't know why, but when you're going through the motions things just feel so deep, calm, and bizarre. You see how dark the world can truly feel, and that obviously isn't a good feeling. Thank you for this comment, and I hope you continue to keep pushing forward 👋
Laying on my bed looking at the ceiling thinking about my past knowing how fast time flies, makes me feel happy and scared and determined to keep going no matter what’s on my way. This playlist really helped me remember times I thought I forgot and I’m happy this exists
same man
Same
Omg I wad thinking that same thing!!! Deja vu I read this comment aft listening to the playlist
spending the last day of the year listening to this all alone. in a dark room. staring at the ceiling. majestic.
Feel this! Happy new year
@@evus3367 have a new happy year as well. 🌟
Hi
how has 2022 been for u, my guy
@@JustMe-xp6pl might sound depressing but to summarize it, you can listen to s.t.a.y by hanz zimmer. thats how ive been. thank you for asking. i hope all is well with you.
On my journey in life I’ve found that solitude is so peaceful, so brilliant. I find myself in moments like these, alone and listening to this amazing playlist and I just let my thoughts roam free. No one around to intrude on my peace, my thoughts, my reality.
that sounds beautiful.
Becareful don't enjoy yourself too much by yourself, u might get too used it .........
Yo, I finally found the soundtrack from my dreams. They really got the whole thing on here.
"The soundtrack of my dreams," lol. Love it. Perfectly said
So beautiful said!
I hope I'm not redundant by writing the following, I'm just trying to spread my wings; What do you think regarding this one? I've put my soul in it, and it's the same genre as this one. :)
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This playlist makes me want to just dive into the ocean , slowly drifting away at night
Bruh beautiful perspective my imagination loves that
it's like DSBM (depressive suicidal black metal) for wussies lol
Same. It’s like a dive in the ocean, but it’s actually an empty universe
Let's go!
God damn 😳
This music sheds a lot of light on whatever emotion you're feeling in life at that given moment. I notice when im happy this music makes me happier, when im sad, it makes me sadder. That doesn't mean it makes it bad, it makes it more bearable. It gives me hope. If slowly fading away into the the afterlife is exactly like this, then it isn't the afterlife, I feel that if it's the beginning of the real life. I feel that this life we are currently living is in preparation for our "afterlife". This is the time to make all the mistakes whether we learn from them immediately or after we die so we at least made those mistakes and once returning the dimension we initially came from, we come back with stories to tell to our soul-mates and family and increase the hive-experiences to add to the knowledge so we can all grow. They say all of our actions effect everyone around us and I truly believe that in both this dimension of life and the "afterlife". With all that being said, just know that its ok to feel. It's ok to be sad, happy, excited, scared, etc. We live in a world that tries to make emotions so personal to each and every person individually but if we could all be transparent and share these emotions with one another, I think we could all for once becomes aware that we are in fact, not alone. We are beautiful specimens here in this part of our souls journey and even more so in the next part. I want you to all know that I love each and everyone of you for all that you are, and for what you are not. You are all perfectly imperfect to me and I wish you all the best and I can't wait for my soul to meet yours either here on Mother Gaia, or out there in the forever expanding and luscious Universe. If you read all of this. *wink* your're beautiful to me and reach back out to me with a hug, I think we could all use one to remember that in this moment, we are real. We see TH-cam Account names but we never see eachother. I'm Zac. Zac Miller from the United States of America in this life, I am unaware of my true name of my soul since we don't bring with us our memories into this life but leave me your name so I can bring it with me into the afterlife so I can find you. Because when we are there, we DO remember ALL of our memories from all our lives lived. And I want to remind you of this moment when I see you so we can run off into the stellar setting of all our constellations that tell the stories of Billions of years and lives lived including our heartbreaks and our best times. With you, I'd share my every essence and details of the good and the bad. I'm a straight male but my love is universal as our souls are universal. We are just masked in human form to engage in the trials and tribulations of lessons needing to be learned by our souls at this given time. Next life, you could be any version of life so keep your heart open. I'll leave mine open for all of you.
Dominic. My name is Dominic Chapala from Georgia USA
@@domc3 Nice to "meet" you Dominic. Thank you for replying. I hope your life thus far, and for the rest of its entirety, goes the best possible way it can. Remember to tell people that you care, are there for them, and that you are grateful for their existence and that they are still here with us all. Life as a kid makes us all feel invincible but most of us (I can assume) grow up feeling that nothing bad can happen to us or slip into depression and some choose to end their lives due to feeling alone, or that no one cares about them. Life is in fact, fragile. You never know if when you leave your house for the day, or a friends house or gathering at some place, if it will be the last time you get to see them as anything can happen to us or them, on the way home. So remember to sit your ego down for a moment and tell them thank you for all they are, and that you cant wait to see them next time, just in case. We have all lost someone in our lives that we cared about tremendously and sometimes we never get to say goodbye. Living with that guilt and/or regret is worse than simply letting your ego take a break for a moment in order to express that to them, just in case. You're awesome Dominic regardless of what you think about yourself and I know this because you responded. Only a person who shares the importance of what I said would reply to this since most will read it (or not) and say I wrote a Novel and not feel the worth of replying and that's ok. It's just not their time. I am from Washington DC currently living in Denver Colorado but moving to Tennessee next month. Do you game? Are you into cars? Do you make music or are you just an enthusiast who enjoys listening to music and not create? Tell me what you are into! I'd love to know more about you, friend. Til then, or maybe not if you don't happen to respond again, LIVE your life to its fullest and take risks/chances and make mistakes and learn from them, the best things come from taking leaps. You wont regret it.
-Zac (Musician, Avid Gamer [PC/Xbox], Car Enthusiast/Builder/Modifier, and Friendly Neighborhood Spiderma.... oh sorry nvm wrong descriptive. LMAO)
I assume you are into Simulation Theory. I am too. DMT is definitely on my bucket list. :-)
This deserves way more upvotes 🥺
You are such a beautiful soul my name is Delaisha Kindle, I’m from New York. I listened to this because I became super depressed and I’m trying to become positive and find true happiness yet there’s ofc a lot to work on. I’m a college student now and trying to plan my life ahead of me gets super scary and stressful especially living here but I decided to slow down and look at the world for what it’s worth and this music has made me come to a similar point as you❤️I read everything and hope we can all soon come to the same universal true feeling. Hearing the news today just made me realize that everything is for us to react to, to show emotion to, and trying to suppress such feelings is impossible. I started crying again but yet this time it felt as if it was for someone else who couldn’t do so. Thank you for being so vulnerable ❤️
Its exactly 2am in a holiday night. It feels so great and relieving to know i can just chill all i want without having to worry about school. Im gonna miss these vibes when im older.
Yeah true that also what holiday ?
@@josiahsmith9871 carnival
Driving in the heavy fog with this, feels like I'm in a movie
Cool
Main character moments
The day is frustrating, just reminding myself that I’ll eventually be in my cold, dark room with my blanket on listening to this looking out my window. I can wait a little longer for that.
We made it! I’ve felt shitty about myself this whole day but I can’t help but smile as I tiredly sit in my warm bed as the rest of my room is cold, window wide open into the dark night. I may be crying but it’s mostly out of hapinesss right now. Keyword: mostly
@@WatchhowIwalkintheclub yay
The way each song seamlessly faded into each other was amazing
this is one of the best playlists I've ever heard. it's so calming!!
i got shivers as soon as the first song started
Those first 3 songs…got deep feels.
this type of music perfectly describes what I've been feeling these past couple months and I'm so happy to have found this playlist!!!!
Listening to this at 3am at night and finishing up my project. Music makes things easier for sure. Love this
Crazy, I didn’t even feel particularly sad, but soon as the music started I can feel tears building up. Guess it’s a reminder that no matter how much I tell myself I’m fine, it’s still a lie at the end of the day :)
A lot of people can't understand this music, they just state that "it's boring". Oh boy how are they wrong. If you feel a deep sense of void and melancholia you can totally sync with this music but, if you're not in that dark place you can just chill and make your mind race through your deepest thoughts and, maybe, learn something more about yourself if you're lucky. Always try to know yourself a little more cuz there's so much you still don't know, even if you spend 24h a day with yourself. In whatever place you are this music can reach your soul. Thanks for the mix, all of you take care.
Deadwinter "Absent" is a gem
this playlist sounds like how i think floating in space would feel
Yup
Going to a military school makes you feel separated from everyone. This stuff keeps me sane:)
bonjr´s tunes give me goosebumps everytime! ps: thanks for the feature :)
just went through losing a best friend of over 6 years to some petty shit and this mix really helped me get through it in the moment thank you, and i hope no matter what you are going through you get through it.. you aren't alone.
i just woke up in a sweat, it’s 5am and I decided to open youtube to find this in my recommended, I decided to put on my headphones and relax thinking that’s the type of music I was going to play. Song 3 started playing and all these tears and emotions I had been storing up all these years flooded out, I think i’m done crying now but I swear this is some angelic music and I thank you for reaching something inside I had been suppressed all this time.
It’s amazing how deeply we can feel things, for example this music. Only listening to it and there all the emotions and weird or lovely or sad feelings come up.
i love the steamy pool, it matches the vibe so much
With that demonic girl's arm pointing out? 🤭🤭
Gracias a este remix aún puedo seguir viviendo en está realidad siniestra que me está desgastando día tras día sin descanso, gracias.
im glad this exists, it showed up on my reccomended when i needed it most
50 Reasons to Stay Alive:
1. Your life has value and meaning.
2. New experiences and opportunities are waiting for you.
3. You possess unique talents and abilities.
4. Life is full of surprises and unexpected joys.
5. You can make a positive impact on the world.
6. There are many beautiful places to explore and discover.
7. You have the power to change your circumstances.
8. You are important and valuable.
9. Your dreams and aspirations are achievable.
10. Your pets would miss you if you were gone.
11. You can inspire and help others.
12. Remember that you are not alone in your struggles.
13. Your life has a purpose and meaning.
14. Personal growth and self-discovery are possible for you.
15. You can make a difference in causes that you care about.
16. You have the ability to create positive change.
17. You can overcome any challenge that comes your way.
18. People in your life need and rely on you.
19. You can learn new skills and try new hobbies.
20. You have the capacity for happiness and joy.
21. Meaningful relationships are possible for you.
22. You are important to those who care about you.
23. Support and help are available to you.
24. You can make a positive impact in your community and beyond.
25. You can be a role model for others.
26. Nature is full of beauty and wonder.
27. You can find purpose and fulfillment in work or volunteering.
28. You have the potential to change someone's life for the better.
29. You can experience the joy of love and connection.
30. You can learn to love and accept yourself.
31. You have the ability to create a legacy.
32. You can make a difference for future generations.
33. Faith or spirituality can provide comfort and support.
34. You can explore your creativity and express yourself.
35. Helping others can bring meaning and purpose to your life.
36. Simple things in life can bring you joy and happiness.
37. You can experience the satisfaction of achieving your goals.
38. Small actions can make a big difference.
39. Support and encouragement are available to help you find hope and strength.
40. Professional help and resources are available to you.
41. Advocating for change can make a difference.
42. You have the ability to create a meaningful and fulfilling life.
43. Setting and achieving goals can bring purpose and direction to your life.
44. Traveling can provide opportunities for wonder and exploration.
45. Coping skills can help you manage difficult emotions and experiences.
46. Volunteering can bring a sense of purpose and fulfillment.
47. Helping others can bring you joy and satisfaction.
48. The stories of others can inspire and motivate you.
49. Meaningful relationships with loved ones can bring purpose and happiness to your life.
50. And finally to know that one day you will come back to this list and realise you have achieved everything and its all because you believed in yourself like I do in you.
Also your are a wonderful person and never doubt it and you deserve the world 🧡.
As a man who stood against the unjustice done to his people by his country once said "The greatest glory in living lies not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall." - Nelson Mandela.
This life is so beautiful, live like no one else has ever lived a life like yours. Live for yourself, forget the bad people, be strong and always remember, I Love You💝
None of this matters.
@@DoneDreamin dont worry it will and you will look back happy you made the choice that you did.
this makes me want to go on a highway and drive with no destination
I tried.......
Listened to this in the bath after a long week and late shift, at like 2am and it brought me somewhere I've been missing, washed my day away and opened my mind. Thank you for such an addictive thought out Playlist ♡
Who ever is out there in the world to wander to this corner of the internet where the lonely congregate in thy name of loneliness and share that bond, you are not alone here but you are welcome to be.
Ive been single for about 2 months now and while there's a lot from that relationship that messed me up. Insecureities, trust issues, ect. The worst part is being lonely. Ive relaized now more than ever just how lonely and isolated I really am. I only have a few real friends left and there's always a fear that I'll lose them too. It's been a repeating factor in my life for people that I care about to leave or grow away. What my few friends don't relize is their what keeps me around. I always wonder if im the person I want to be. I try to be the funny guy and the liked guy were ever I am. Thats how im happy. By making others happy. I feel now more than anytime in my life like I'm faltering at being that person that I want to be so desperately. The person I was before everything happend and I wonder if im even the person I try to be. I wonder if everyone around me even likes me. If I matter as much to them as they do me. I wonder if I actually make people happy or make them laugh. Or if they only think of me as another person. No one in my life really knows what is truly going on. I want somebody to just want to listen to be. Not just the bad. Everything. Someone to not just care but want to care. I wish I could be that person I try to be again. But I just can't. So instead I sit in my dark room. Up way later than I should be. With an empty phone wishing someone would just text me first
Hey, I've read your entire comment and honestly 90% of it perfectly matches with my life. Like you, loneliness swallowed my life, I'm slowly losing the few friends I have left and have already lost a still-growing list of people that I genuinely cared about and would fight for. I personally have a big heart, but I've been so often forced into a corner and left by those I cared about that I'm finally starting the painful process of internalizing the very agonizing idea that this is now the way my life will be even though I've been and still am willing to sacrifice a lot so that doesn't become a reality. I, unfortunately, learned the hard way that true friendships and human connections are increasingly unknown and devalued among people in general in today's society. I don't blame people in particular, I made huge sacrifices and was often left with many scars and memories. Apparently, people don't need what I can and want to offer, and so far I've done a great job keeping myself on the good side of things, you know, being a good citizen, and a respectful and empathetic human being.
I know it might be weird, creepy, or just stupid, but I really understand you and want to be as much helpful and human as I'm allowed to. Even though it feels like humanity is slowly slipping away from me, I deeply value the act of help that I so much would appreciate. All I can be is a fellow human and be myself, and I have lost so many for that reason that it doesn't even make any difference anymore, and that's why I'm replying to you. Regardless of what happens, know that you're not alone. This fact isn't meant to make things better, but just to inform you that there are other people out there sitting in a similar dark room with little left but themselves. Either way, I wish you well. And if you want, you can communicate with me in any way and at any time you want.
i can just imagine listening to this on a summer evening, watching the sunset while laying in a terrace
To the person reading this review, I wish you much success, health, love and happiness!
The second song brings back childhood memories
I had been with my Mrs for 10 years & we had gone through alot of shit together, we were happiest together through even the hardest times.. we'd lost some friends along the way, lost a baby.. our wedding was postponed twice due to the pandemic.. but we finally got hitched October 2022.. a mere 30 odd days later on November 29th she suffered a sudden severe brain haemorrhage & stroke & collapsed infront of me & our 6 yr old son at home. The doctors were conviced she wasn't going to make it.. I sat by her bed crying and holding her hand for what felt like a life time.. she stayed in hospital between 2-3 months & she pulled through! However coming home the injury had caused her to have some personality changes & emotional difficulties. She told she didnt love me anymore & we seperated this month. I'm heartbroken that I lost her all over again.. I love her so much that i'm just glad shes still here & I got to spend those 10yrs with her.
We keep going.. 💪
I'm really glad I found this playlist. It really made me question my life choices and how I should move on in life. I was feeling weak and uncomfortable these days but this just made me relax to the point of thinking about nothing at all. I really hope it gets better. Thank you for this :)
A year later since this comment, things have really gotten better. Although the feeling of suffering got worse, I believe that this suffering is for me to grow to become a great person. And I'm glad that throughout all of these challenges, I found my one and only savior, Jesus Christ, the true king. Everyday from now on will be hard but with Jesus by my side, I will definitely push through. Thank you Lord 🙏
Doom is a looming feeling I sense quite often. This playlist eases it for a little bit.
Was having a hard time doing my math homework fear and anxiety kiccking injust by looking at the questions..this song calmed my overwhelmed mind..thank you
I’ve felt so fucking good about myself and the world for 11 months and tonight my world feels like it’s just falling apart around me
Hey we all go thru hard times, that’s what keeps us strong and grateful for good days. Keep your head up!
The first song already describes the experience of emotionally dissociation
A video with the vibes from the first 2 songs would be amazing,a chill quiet mix
anyone else obsessed with the actual video!? i have a crystal clear loop playing in my mind of swimming in a pool that looks similar to that, with the steam and blue glow. And it’s really warm but outer space is super cold ofc hence all the steam. I get out on one edge and sit letting my legs dangle over the edge of the universe. Then I fall back into the warm pool and it doesn’t hurt to open my eyes so I just lay at the bottom of the cosmic pool and look at the stars through the moving water
I don't even feel real, I feel like a sack of meat that is working 8 hours a day just so I don't starve, repeated every day. This music is very calming and euphoric, thank you
It s Valentine's Day.
For me, it is a lonely Valentine's Day. I already went to the gym. The most exciting part of the day has been finished. Now I am back again at my old frenemy loneliness.
This playlist is perfect to drift away sadness 💤🎧
This is the perfect rainy fall morning drive music
Listening to this while studying>>>>
I really wish I could live the 80s and 90s one more time. If there were a real time machine, I would go back and live both decades, then come back to 2022
this is the kind of music i listen to while i daydream about walking alone in a city at night to free my mind, just watching the streetlights and the cars' headlamps as i stroll. man how i wish i could do that sometimes
Taking a nap to this hits different
I’m gonna use this to study the Bible. Thank you. It’s beautiful 🤩
I’ve been looking for this type of playlist for a while. Thank you sm 💜
This song tells the message of " this shows you there is still so much we have to be grateful for. And so much of that we haven't realized it is there."
Jesus Christ loves you❤❤✝️✝️❤️
Amen ❤️
Наконец-то, я нашла чувство, что я исчезаю..) я не делаю это громко. Нет, я словно старый лев, ухожу далеко-далеко, чтоб никто не видел моего позора..
Наконец то я исчезаю, и становится так легко на душе. Никакой крови. Никакого ужаса. Я просто лежу на мокроватом песке. В пустыне. Темной темной. Только небо звёздное.
Я ложусь на мокрый песок, вдоль кромки берега. Чувствую, как намокает моя толстовка. Ткань прилипает к рёбрам, к спине, ко всему телу. А я глажу лазурную воду.
Лазурная вода. Она светится.
Я промокаю вся и начинаю растворяться. Когда мои кончики пальцев уже растворились, мне не остаётся ничего иного, как просто лежать и смотреть. Наблюдать, вглядываться в последние моменты жизни.
Вауууууу. Я только сейчас заметила, что полоса, грань лазурной светящейся воды и черного неба, похожа на полярное сияние. Это.. Завораживает. Все сходится, я в Заполярье! Белый пустынный песок.. И лазурный оазис ... А еще! .Вон, смотрите, там, на небе Большая Медведица! А большие звёзды, которые сверкают.. Это... Это глаза, или зубы? Когти?
Если когти, то хватит уже. Меня слишком много раз царапали.. Нет, пускай это будут большие алмазные ласковые глаза. Они внимательно следят за тем, как в кромке лазурной воды мое тело исчезает по крупицам. Растворяется, плавно, безропотно, спокойно. Белая медведица, найдется в твоем созвездии местечко для меня?
И вот, наконец то. Последнее наконец-то. Я испаряюсь белой вдохновенной дымкой. Мне становится так легко 😌
Только белая медведица почему то плачет, из алмазных ласковых глазах бегут белые струйки - на траурном небе начался звездопад...
Это прекрасно ..
A good playlist to slowly leave this place to.
I stayed up late to listen to this. Also the first three songs are unreal
очень атмосферно
😍😘😍
These songs take me out of this world
This calms my head
I'm finding this 'cause i'm really stressed on school and relationships. Hope me better in the future.
First song makes you think about life and make an image pop in my head that I’m dying and coming back over and over again….
and honestly if i were to say anything, maybe hanging out alone and probably away from the house, free to do anything, hanging out with friends, feeling the sense of rain hitting my skin, staring at the ceiling or just into blank space, listening to music in peace in the bathroom or gallery, feeling things again, attempting yet survivng, building myself again, going towards the right path, striving, trying, its fun. but hard. blood sweat and tears that ive got to put up with. man. this is gonna be my last time. its a ride or die this time. now, ive got the strength and hope for a while even though i had to leave my family behind once again, move on from being dumped, start a new life with new buddies i never recognised before and knowing that ill never cross paths again with my old mates, it hurts. but progress. ive stopped all kinds of self destruction. even though i get myself in trouble sometimes by smoking, its fun. knowing im gonna do it one day gives me a bit of motivtion. yet. its painful. overthinking doesnt stop though it does put a semi colon sometimes. ive tried and i think thats enough. studying, gym, praying, and helping out myself from the path ive astray from is well enough.
moral of the story. this is nothing. ive done it and so can u. let this reach anyone as motivation; dio.
Just discovered this mix. Just lying on my bed. Im graduating high school in a few months and i dont know what i want to do after high school. I cant avoid thinking of my future😰😰.
Soul has left the body 🫥
C bien calme les soirées comme ça , avec ça
One of the best mix and the comments here are the most positives comment sections I've seen! Makes me feels better
🍃 while listening to this is like.... wow
everything in my life is slowly falling apart, I've been trying my hardest for the longest time but everything just keeps getting harder and harder, and I keep getting weaker and weaker to hold on to life... I've barely got anyone in my life to help me stand up, nobody in my family isn't even supporting me... they all see this perfect, happy little girl, but behind those smiles is a cold, hurt little girl... they all tell me to help my younger siblings by comforting them if they're sad, but nobody's ever comforted me when I was at lowest. I'm about to give up here...
Im a producer and this is perfect music to escape reality think about life and remember moments in life
Rest in peace to everyone who lost their lives in the studio fire. They were all so incredibly talented.
you do realize not everyone knows what you are talking about right?
@@wtfimcrying i think that he talk about the arson at kyoto
@@kahina6899 yeah but not everyone knows that
OP, you should clarify that this happened in 2019 - not recently.
Just want to tell you that I listen this music 4 times a day
This is actually glue for my life
Idk if anyone cares but this mix is special to me because my brother and I smoke and love to listen to music and play video games I used to play this track everynight I just appreciate those times whenever I feel low I always look back to getting lit with my bro in our way so keep your sibling close
DAMN BRO I LEFT EARTH FOR A MOMENT
This is one of my big playlists
42:45 "What a day" Never related so much to such a simple quote from the movie Blade Runner 2049
This is what being awake at 4am feels like.. 🥺😔🖤✨🌙
Just hope that something around me can change, i’m tired about everything and i know i’m the reason why. I just don’t know what to do… Hopefully this playlist is here to let all my bad feelings slide off my mind. If someone read this have a nice day and sorry for my english.
Gabriel from Lyon, France.
Can you escape yourself? You are the reality. Not who you think you are but who you actually are. You can only escape who you are not and your unreality that is entirely conceptually, its all in your head but you think that's the reality when its not.
Lately, I've been starting to leave reality. I don't want to live in a world where there is no mysticism, no super heroes, no super powers... I'm just tired of having to pass something for good grades in school, after which I will have to pass exams and other nonsense. I don't want to.
The first song did it make me feel like I escaped reality rather than was brought back to it many years ago when made sense.. I hope everybody keeps their heads up and makes it through the next year and the next❤️❤️❤️
Thank-you so much for turning me on to deadwinter
My favorite is "I end here" from mrkyl, the last one.
It really feels like i am on the edge of a precipice, about to jump and end my life.
Each track was like a journey for me. Thank you ♥️🍄
I finally feel a lot better
healing can feel so lonely sometimes.
what a masterpiece , thank you so much
Me: *plays "There is light within us" at in 2am the morning, when everyone is asleep, and the whole house is quiet enough to hear outside*
My soul: "yep im gonna go to my NON-Reality for like 4 hours BRB"
dreamscape really should be a radio
This chanel is so aethethic and fire🔥🔥🔥
I'll save this video untill the night come , and it's like a dream ... i love this vibe ... when i listen to this song and feel that i am sad and powerful in the same time .
3th song is making me feel like im nothing and hopeless, i love it