Almost two years ago, in the middle of the night, I received a phone call from the hospital: my father, due to a tumor, had died. I sat down at the computer, waiting for morning to go and say my last goodbye, and I found myself listening to this piece of music, almost by chance. I closed my eyes, silencing that hell of pain and anger that I had inside. Even today, from time to time, I go back to listen to it. Thanks to whoever created and uploaded it
@@nethhh380 Even though I don't believe in God, I'm an atheist, I really appreciate the thought, I thank you and I wish you a future full of satisfaction and joy.
I received a call in the middle of the night with the news that my father had passed away 800 km away. I woke up my wife and daughter, and we headed to say our final goodbyes. It was winter and I didn't know what I was feeling, maybe nothing. I only cried once a few days later. I thought I was fine, but during that year, my health deteriorated, and eventually, I had to quit my job. Sometimes we don't know what's really going on with us.
@@ramonvarela1088 Si entendí tu respuesta correctamente, traduciré lo que escribí: "Hace casi dos años, en mitad de la noche, recibí una llamada telefónica del hospital: mi padre había muerto a causa de un cáncer. Me senté frente al ordenador esperando que llegara la mañana para despedirme y me encontré escuchando esta canción, casi por casualidad. Cerré los ojos, silenciando ese infierno de dolor y ira dentro de mí. Aún hoy, de vez en cuando, vuelvo a escucharlo. Gracias a quien lo creó y lo subió"
If there ever was one modern song to perfectly describe the feeling of melancholy paired with an impression of sadness and a hint of emptiness, this must be it. Such a powerful song, evoking powerful emotions... Although be it sad, this song somewhere hides a kind of hope in between all the loneliness and melancholy. It almost makes one feel as if not everything is lost yet and there is still time to strive towards a better future.
To anyone reading this, do not give up on life. The days may get worse, but you have to stay strong in the midst of life's tumultuous seas, and against the challenges you will have to inevitably face. Pick yourself back up, you're strong, you've made it this far, keep going. You'll have to go through hell to reach heaven, giving up won't get you anywhere. Remember to love yourself, it's the small changes that will help you traverse life. Peace, and farewell, I wish all of you struggling with life the best in your pursuit to a better life. ❤
Thank you very much brother !!! I'll get more stronger each passing day and face all challenges life will throw at me And I wish you as well for your pursuit for a better life
100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your favourite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favourite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone you 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Someone’s skin against yours. 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it.
I went to a beach not far from me, maybe 3 hours away. I brought a chair, some drinks, cigars, and a portable battery. I stayed there from sundown to sunup. I smoked and watched the sea and listened to this and thought. Those 14 hours are now embedded in my mind forever.
That’s a beautiful thought I’d like to do something similar one day except ride my future dirt bike at 1 in the morning overlooking a city full of lights sit in a chair smoke a cigar or a vape it doesn’t matter really although a cigar would be best for the moment and just simply sit there all night no one knows I’m there and I’ve got no where else to be just be in the moment when the sun comes up that’ll be beautiful and hopefully by some sense of luck and accomplishment I find a special girl to share the experience with and live happily not thinking about tomorrow but just thinking about the now
To just BE...be alive...human...to experience life...ALL of life..the good the bad the indifferent...what a precious n valuable gift we've been given by God...maybe that's why THIS moment...laying here listening to this...is called....the present!! Because really it's all we have.... tomorrow isn't promised...I've lost countless friends n family members to addiction...im in recovery...n I'm more than grateful to b here right now listening to this thinking of you all ..alive n healthy... actually crying rn to b honest wit u ..thnkng bout all this...n listening to this ..but it's a all GOOD
Keith was found dead in his home surrounded by needles. Large amounts of heroin, cocaine, ketamine, lsd, shrooms, pain killers, paracetamol, ibuprofen, cough syrup, lean, alcohol, Xanax, viagra, and MD. He unfortunately did not recover from his addiction and is now with his family. RIP Keith👼😇
It's alright to let your feelings out. Emotions are apart of us. It's okay to cry when you feel down, it's healthy for you. If someone tells you that crying is for the weak, they're too weak to see that crying makes you stronger, because you're strong enough to express yourself when not many others can. You're doing great. Keep going ❤️
To absolutely anyone reading this, you are loved. By no matter who that may be, no matter who you are, you are loved. No matter how much you may think otherwise, you are loved. Even if you say that there is nobody in your life, there will be someone to love you, you will have someone to love you, someone for you to love. Love is a powerful emotion, one in which we all deserve to experience, whether it be love from parents, siblings, other relatives, friends, significant others, or any other possibility, love is love and love is beautiful. We all need love, self love as well. I know love is there to make you grow, I also know that lack of love makes you decay. We need love more than anything. And to anyone reading this, with every bit of sincerity and every single piece of my heart, I love you. I hope that you get through anything that you are going through right now, I hope things get better. I hope you are taking care of yourself and I hope you are eating well. Remember that things will not always stay as they are, you can get through anything. So live, live while you can. Live your life with happiness and freedom because any bad thing is never going to last forever. Don't stress or overthink, just live.
Tysm this really helped me and I’m going through a lot right now. Just the fact that someone would write all of this to people they don’t even know means so much. I wish the same for you. :)
I just want to say thank you OP for this longer edit. Helped me get through becoming a single father, my son is now nearing two years old and now I only look forward thanks for the easy nights listening to this on loop
This gives me a feeling I have never gotten before. I feel pleased with my accomplishments and thankful for how blessed I am in life. I am thankful for all the people in my life that have helped me through my struggles. It also makes me want to lay in my bed and get all of my life soaked into me as I get fulfilled by the ambiance of the different notes in this masterpiece.
This song makes me think of time. How quickly it passes. I’m 27 yrs old and I feel like highschool was just yesterday. So much time has passed and I have very little accomplishments. Hell I don’t even have my own place. Still living with parents with $300 to my name. In debt and not able to save any money. Can’t find a job that’ll move me forward, only a job that’ll keep me barely afloat. I think this song portrays my life.
I'm sorry to tell you this man, but it doesn't get better if you just accept the way things are. You might be late to the race, but you still have a lifetime ahead of you and there are vast opportunities out there. Just gotta attempt new things or stay true to the grind and eventually your time will come. I hope you reach your goal in life whatever that is. Much love brother.
When ever your feeling down just think about all those people on earth that live in a 3rd world country. People out there walking for miles just for food and water. Your extremely wealthy and blessed when you put your life into perspective and compare it to others. Us western people are always looking up at others better off and don’t really appreciate what we have. Doesn’t matter how old you are or who you live with. Starting from today take control of your own destiny. Good luck to you and everyone who reads this ❤️🙏
i’m 25 broke af rn living with my parents as well. I’m currently working in a relative’s business building myself up. you’re not alone and it’s never too late to turn your life into a life you admire.
25 broke and still at home, in college. hoping to find a decent job that wont drain me again and set me back on school again. Chugging along towards graduation.
Recently started reading Berserk and this popped up right as I was getting to the Eclipse. This song really elevated the experience for me. The feeling of nostalgiac happiness with the mystical sadness and dread very much fits so perfectly with Berserk. Thank you for the amazing song.
Sorry don't want to alter any vibe here but what you mean by walking across the ocean? Litterally Walking across oceans just above water? ANyway i like to picture that in my head
this feels like two actions and a feeling for me. ACTIONS: 1. drowning into nothingness. falling endlessly into a dark void 2. sitting on top of a tall building/mountain, on a coldish + vindish night with nothing else but yourself there and simply looking at the sky FEELING: acceptance. not your ordinary one tho/ that sad acceptance, like when your s/o simply leaves, you accept you will never see them again and start moving on, that helpless, but peaceful acceptance.
With this one, I imagine a man, having to face everything he has tried to ignore his whole life, realising that he won’t be able to fix it. He won’t be able to rebuild the life that he used to dream of in his childhood or his teens. I imagine a man, going through each and every single decision in his life, and realising just now, how late he is, how bad his problems have gotten, and how he does not have the ability, the power, to fix them anymore.
Same feeling when I think of this one game I played for 2 years, I made such great memories and met friends there. Now I don't play it, and it reminds me of the great memories and the people I see in it every time I play (the game has almost always the same people playing it, it's like 50 players that still play it.)
I lost my father at the age of 5 my mother raised me along with lot of struggle....I am 18 now I wanna be a chartered accountant ....I try to work hard and do as much as I can ... because now it's my time to show my mom that who had she raised ...no matter how many failure hits me but I'll keep fighting and never let my weapons down... experiencing all this daily laying on bed at 3 am and it's 9° outside listening to this...I promise myself that I will prof myself and proud my maa.....love you mumma❤️❤️
Keep going, trust in Jesus as well. He helped me, and He will help you. My father died from suicide a few months ago, but I've been at peace knowing things are fine. Trust in Jesus. I'll pray for you. You got this 😊
It feels like I got into my old memories with my friends. Sunny day, something warm, blue sky. I felt free. We played and spent time filled with joy together. We could imagine that we are going to the adventure or something that doesn't exist. Every time we met we talked about many things, like slenderman or ghosts. We even tried to find them, but, of course, we didn't find anything. When it was Winter we played more than usual. There were more games and abilities to use: snowballs as grenades and icicles as swords. We also built something like an Igloo, but it was so small that we couldn't fit in there. These are the memories that I will never forget
I don't feel anything. I'm no longer person. I died but my soul doesn't know... My brain does but I can't prove it to my hurt soul. I'm stuck here in this reality in this paralel but i'm alone here. Everyone, who is here with me is stuck in here just like me and no one knows that. This isn't real. It's just space. Emptiness. I don't wanna be here I'm a ghost. I'm cold, empty and tired. Please just tell me someone understands me.
@Danny Dolan thank you for this message ❤️ i have to tell you that i don't actually believe in God... I'm kinda scared of Him (if he really exist) I don't wanna dissrespect you and your religion not at all. I'm an atheist but I read about satanism which is not about worship with the devil because I don't actually belive even in devil... Satanism is about believing in yourself and also respecting any other religion. Also it's about nature and being kind to the people who are kind to you. How I said I don't wanna dissrespect You and your God. I just wanted to be honest. I wish you luck and if you're happy and if you feel comfortable believing in God it's so cool and I'm so happy for you 😊. I just hate people who keeps telling me I'm a bad person just because I don't believe in their religion and they also being rude and dissrespectful about me being an atheist...
I was in your shoes for 5+ years living with this shit in my head was hell I don't have any advice to get out of this rock bottom-like situation because I'm kind of still in it. Speaking from my heart because I know how really really hard it is. I'm very sorry that it's the way it is for you. whatever you've done or blame yourself for, to some extent it's not your fault, it really isn't, because no one deserves to feel this lost, desperate, empty, hopeless and to have a hurricane of negative thoughts and feelings in their head. you're not alone, many people are like us, we're both in this together, brother. I truly hope you find what you need.
@Dannydolan88praying on'em while they're vulnerable, how don't you notice the nature of your belief? Tricked into donating, threatened with eternal torture if you ever stop believing, and here you are, taking advantage of people who are lost in life. How do you not see through that lie, i don't get it.
@Dannydolan88is it the promise of being saved from death? The feeling that there is a purpose to life? Why not help us here, down on earth, with finding other reasons to keep on going, instead of believing in some fairy tail written thousands of years ago.
To the person reading this: you are capable of so much more than you think and the only thing really holding you back from achieving your full potential is yourself. And always remember God is always with you and never left ❣️ Talk to Him and tell him everything that's on your mind. He's waiting
i hope your okay man she must of been great rest in peace but you know she would want you to still think about the day ahead man stay strong bro i have been through something real close to whats going on in your head and in losing someone and i have a real struggle a lot of the time but i know she would not want me like this and thats whats moving me forwards again stay strong i know its hard but time wont stop and you got this keep your efforts up and good luck
This is a message to anyone reading. I want you to know that life isn't easy and I understand that sometimes you just want to disappear and never want to be heard of again I've been in these situations before there is a lot waiting for you in the future so if you keep looking at the past it won't help seriously time will keep moving whether you like it or not other people will keep living their lives and moving forward getting new jobs cars dont let that one this slows you down because if it does you will miss out on everything that will come in the future this world is a harsh place but think about the good thing that will happen in the future.i hope that everything turns out great for you remember though there are rules that are never ment to be broken becarful of the choices you make you might regret them later. I hope that one day you can look back at these hard times and realise that If it wasn't for these tough times you would've never became the man you are today that is a feeling you'll never forget my friend
just worked out to this for about 30 minutes . haven’t done it in months and it made me realize how down bad i’ve let myself become. this has changed me . i thank you for this .
This song, I listened to while sleeping on the bus at night while going to Florida.. and on the way back to Houston, just a 3 day trip but long ride,this was the perfect song for my feelings late at night, there was nothing but darkness outside the bus. Feeling numb on my way back home I'm glad I went to Florida it went by so fast it made me sad.
Oh, man, I also listened to this music during the long drive to the neighboring city. But damn, I've always wanted to visit Florida, and every time it's so strange to realize that there are people who can easily go to such places. For me, a person from the CIS, any states in America are just familiar names from movies or a geography course at school. But from the very realization that there are also the same people similar to me, goosebumps appear. ( I 'm from Russia myself , and it 's cool to know that on the other side of the globe people like this kind of music like me )
@user-yh9vx4wu7v The Internet is facilitating globalism in real time. Before our very eyes, we are seeing all the good and bad that comes with it. Stay safe, brother, from Ireland.
I've been searching so long for this genre of music that brought chills. But most importantly, this sensation of imagery and beyond consciousness. That incorporate sci Fi sounds. I finally found it.
I'm tired of my current life path and want the current version of myself dead. I can't connect to my closest friends and the divide seems to grow by the day. I hope to find the light someday, to find true happiness. I wish the same for you all. Go in peace, friends.
After all this darkness, even the happy moments don’t taste the same… When a dream you once held in your heart leads you to a terrifying nightmare. When everything shuts down around you, and your heart just turns off for a while… Who is left to blame but life itself?
walking thru the hood at night looking at the stars while the leaves are falling off the trees, wishing i could live in a better environment while listening to this 😔
I lost everything in life. One day decided to sleep on a beach on an island and had a serious heart to heart with myself. All I could think about is how wicked and evil people are. I woke up when the sun was shining and ℹ honestly felt at peace with myself because I wasn’t the only one sleeping on the beach 🏝️ there were other people. If I feel alone it’s because I am alone and as we age or as I age i learned you have to take care of yourself because some people don’t want the best for you. God puts you through things that he knows only you can handle. You Juss gotta live your best life for real. And I mean I never had anything to myself to begin with anyways. You really gotta be comfortable in your own skin.
I absolutely love this, been listening to it since it came out and it just helps me so much. I feel like it just lets me relax without thinking, all my thoughts go away and I can just be fine
Any other picture on this video and it would just be a completely different vibe so honestly props on the editing on these pictures matches the vibe of the music absolutely perfectly
Oneheart u really dont know , how much this Song helped me throught this Year and will in my Future . I cant describe how Beautiful this is to me . Thank you
It took long to acknowledge men were allowed to be sad and allow themselves to release weakness to toughen up to how tough life gets, takes but will never break because as bad as it gets gentlemen our souls will see another day and they can never take those away from us! Stay strong you got this 💪
Not going to lie i can't describe the feeling of this song but the feeling I always get it like this is the only thing which describes that feeling for me,happy new year everyone!
The pains of our lives are the very fabric that makes up human progress and evolution. Without darkness there is no light. Yet in the darkest dark you could ever find, you'll see light.
Hearing this just makes me think about her… all the good memories I can remember apart from the bad ones. I miss eating Big Macs together & touching feet falling asleep. I took you for granted & I’m sorry for always hurting you. I’m a horrible person & I just hope with time I can become a better person & God somehow puts you back in my path when I’m a better man…
This song is the type of feeling you get when you're at a party filled with people, but you can't help but feel lonely. You see everyone around you having the time of their lives with their friends/ significant others, but you're just standing there, amidst a sea of noise.
This song honestly reminds me of him, everytime i listen to it i rember what kind of beautiful person i have and that i am with, this song makes me actually happy
I do not expect anyone to read this but thats okay :) This sound has got me deep in thought today. As my brain writes, I type... What is life? Everyday I struggle to break free of this constant cycle of laziness I put myself through. I am holding myself back from greatness everyday I wake up. I feel a strong disconnect between me and God, I find myself crawling into the ways of this world with my heart weighing down more and more each day. The Bible THE BIBLE staring me dead in my eyes begging me to read; but my complacency denies all convictions. When is enough, enough? When will break free of these worldy chains. Put down the lustful thoughts, thoughts of infidelity, thoughts of lying, cheating, stealing. All for what? Personal gain? What personal gain? I'm only shooting myself in the foot with every step that I take? When will I make a change... one CHANGE a FOREVER CHANGE to dedicate myself to be the man that God has always set for me to be... Lord I apologize. Disgracing your name- calling myself a Christian, but upon deeper look am I no different from the man next to me? Lord give me guidance give me strength and wisdom to fulfill YOUR Name little by little, although I know those shoes will never be filled. Bless me with friends who care, friends who love You Lord, friends who care for You Lord, those who can drive me in the right direction, drive me away from self hypocrisy and confliction. Maybe I will be great in Your name Lord. When I die you can look to me with happiness and say "Well Done". Let me be clear I am far from sorrow, I am far and free from depression and anxiety... but I am not free of evil spirits attacking my mind and body on a consistent basis. Lord protect me and my family as we continue through this journey called LIFE. THANK YOU. Maybe one day...
I get feeling a disconnection from God. For me I feel like he hasn’t been there for me even though I know that he’s always by my side. I wanna get that feeling of relief when God is actually proud of me for making it, and for knowing that he’s always by my side. I just want life to be easy, and right now it really sucks, but I know I can’t just make everything go away. I have to fight my way through all of it, no matter how hard it is to do that.
@@sydneyspradling488 KEEP FIGHTING!!!!!!!!!! Everyday is a battle. Do not let your faith waiver. Stay solid and keep working hard. I’m actually the guy who wrote the initial post this is just a different account. I hope you are doing better. Praying for your safety and comfort. Remember life comes at you in SEASONS!
I teared up so much writing this. This song makes me remember the late 2005's, when me and my buddies were still playing halo 2 on our xbox 360's. Life was good back then when everything was so beautiful and simple. Now i just found my old xbox 360, and i'm looking at it, and i'm remembering the good old times. I'm 33 today. I'm a very succesfull man, i am rich, i have a wife, i have kids, but there is 1 part always missing-the 2005's. Time has passed so fast, that it feels like the 2005's was just yesterday. I really wish my friends were still here with me, playing halo 2 all day and night...
Почему-то я снова и снова возвращаюсь сюда, будто эта мелодия резонирует где-то глубоко в сердце, и сколько бы раз я не прослушала её, она никогда не может быть "заслушана" как другие песни. Что-то мрачное, но спокойное она несёт в себе, может сожаление, или отсутствие чего-то, может спокойную, тихую, одинокую ночь, а может она несёт тихое безмолвие. Но каждый раз когда мне совсем плохо и мир буквально рушится и перестаёт для меня существовать, чувства начинают постепенно становиться менее ощутимы, эта мелодия звучит будто соединяясь с душевным состоянием воедино. Она так хорошо описывает эмоции, она так убаюкивает и передаёт всё то, о чём никто и никогда не узнает.
This song brings back memories of my friend who died from a school shooting 18 years ago and I was the one who found him lying in a puddle of blood and I am a survivor of the the school shooting 😢😢😢😢
This makes me feel like an animal in a game like rain world, wondering around, not special, not chosen, just... There, existing, letting things pass me by, watching as the world changes, for better or for worse. This is the most depressing but also most beautiful and joyful feeling I've ever felt, it's strange but I love it.
Since I was a kid I did never want to grow up, I remember to get very dread, sad and even cryied when people made me think about the future and my age, and their ages ate certain period... I remember my mother saying that god can even do the impossible for me, so I prayed to god to never grow up, and be a happy child forever when I was 7 years old. I never did want to have common dreams like have a good job, be rich, be a important person or have a family... I just wanted to feel that simplicity and be happy like I was before. I grew up and I didn't change my mind, adult life is just I expected I my whole life, boring and sad, just work everyday, study, sleep and repeat, work everyday hoping to one day I finish my problems and finally get freedom and reach my dream o feel that happiness of simple things knowing very well that even If i could reach a point to not have to worry about money and problems It will never happen again.
I’ve regretted the decision I made in my life.. I lost good people and even a loved one, but that’s life, and life will throw its hardest challenges at you because it wants you to grow stronger, and it loves you, don’t give up hope, life wants you to succeed no matter how much it hurts..
It is so hard to be in the present moment. My mind is constantly in the future, anxiously thinking about what could happen. Music like this is a nice break. I can just stop, breathe, and feel
Been crying so hard lately this void I feel just keeps getting stronger 9 years of nothing but pain I can’t get a tiny bit of happiness and whenever I do the pain come down 10x harder I’m fighting this so hard and nobody can here me why and when I try to talk about it they are I’m over sharing and that why nobody probably doesn’t wanna listen to me gosh dude every part of my life has been hardship I just want to sleep forever man I just want a simple life where I can just be happy I don’t know how long I can last fighting this void
The world is like a person who a lot of people have nice things to say about, but you have seen the worst they have done and can no longer look at them in a good way anymore. This music makes me think of the darkness in this world that we see and hear about on the news or from word of mouth. It may not be all there is here but it’s bad enough to make a stain.
Your in a car with all your friend(s) at night. Just alone together dying of laughter. Listening to your favorite songs and singing off-key to it. You have a your last sleepover with them. You laugh all night. The next day, you cry yourself to sleep, knowing you'll never see your friends again. 10 years later, its 2023, and you still cry yourself to sleep listening to this. Driving at night, with a wave of tears because you remember all the memories you had with your friends in that exact car.
Focus on the present. The present is what matters most. Plan for the future, and work hard to make it happen, but be wary for plans change. However, Never forget your past. As you live longer, there will be less future and more past. That isn't a bad thing - the past is where all your memories will lie. All the good and bad times are. So always remember the past, and what you've gone through to get to right here, this very moment, reading my comment. Look to the future with excitement and hope, look to the present with optimism, and look to the past with gratitude and understanding. Good luck out there.
Its always worse and it always goes deeper than you ever think it will but seeing other people going through this with me reassures me from feeling alone in all of this…i go to work try to be social and always fail i always sit alone on my phone i even give off lonely energy i just cant handle this i try to challenge my depressive and negative side but it consumes me every waking moment.
Amazing job with your music it makes me feel so calm but it can also help me get tears out so, thank you
My GOAT
thank you for making this masterpiece. ;-;
right on point
Oh wow! Hey creator! ☆
Almost two years ago, in the middle of the night, I received a phone call from the hospital: my father, due to a tumor, had died. I sat down at the computer, waiting for morning to go and say my last goodbye, and I found myself listening to this piece of music, almost by chance. I closed my eyes, silencing that hell of pain and anger that I had inside. Even today, from time to time, I go back to listen to it. Thanks to whoever created and uploaded it
I'm so sorry for your lose. God bless you and ur family.
@@nethhh380 Even though I don't believe in God, I'm an atheist, I really appreciate the thought, I thank you and I wish you a future full of satisfaction and joy.
I received a call in the middle of the night with the news that my father had passed away 800 km away. I woke up my wife and daughter, and we headed to say our final goodbyes. It was winter and I didn't know what I was feeling, maybe nothing. I only cried once a few days later. I thought I was fine, but during that year, my health deteriorated, and eventually, I had to quit my job. Sometimes we don't know what's really going on with us.
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@@ramonvarela1088 Si entendí tu respuesta correctamente, traduciré lo que escribí:
"Hace casi dos años, en mitad de la noche, recibí una llamada telefónica del hospital: mi padre había muerto a causa de un cáncer. Me senté frente al ordenador esperando que llegara la mañana para despedirme y me encontré escuchando esta canción, casi por casualidad. Cerré los ojos, silenciando ese infierno de dolor y ira dentro de mí. Aún hoy, de vez en cuando, vuelvo a escucharlo. Gracias a quien lo creó y lo subió"
If there ever was one modern song to perfectly describe the feeling of melancholy paired with an impression of sadness and a hint of emptiness, this must be it. Such a powerful song, evoking powerful emotions... Although be it sad, this song somewhere hides a kind of hope in between all the loneliness and melancholy. It almost makes one feel as if not everything is lost yet and there is still time to strive towards a better future.
Sometimes all we can do is try
Keep your head man people love and care for you god does to no matter what season it is it does get better
The tone of redemption is really strong
@@jamiehall-hanlon3104 yes and hate pain suffering fear depression
Literally couldn’t be more perfect words to describe this song
Man, never thought there’d be days like this.
constant suffering intertwined with occasional relief
@@hartmannf4169 it's less than occasional
You're doing great 👍
@@MrAjallday91 I sure as hell ain’t💀
Real
Really sorry for the re-upload, audio was glitched on the original. Hopefully it's fine now.
No problem, mistakes happen 💀
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How you comment five mins before you post this video
Golden💯💯
@@josiahsmith9871 did you figure it out, two years later?
To anyone reading this, do not give up on life. The days may get worse, but you have to stay strong in the midst of life's tumultuous seas, and against the challenges you will have to inevitably face. Pick yourself back up, you're strong, you've made it this far, keep going. You'll have to go through hell to reach heaven, giving up won't get you anywhere. Remember to love yourself, it's the small changes that will help you traverse life. Peace, and farewell, I wish all of you struggling with life the best in your pursuit to a better life. ❤
Thanks 😊
Thank you very much brother !!!
I'll get more stronger each passing day and face all challenges life will throw at me
And I wish you as well for your pursuit for a better life
You know, for some reason, only this kind of music allows you to feel not like some special person, but the most ordinary person, and this is great.
100 reasons to stay alive:
1. to make your parents proud
2. to conquer your fears
3. to see your family again
4. to see your favourite artist live
5. to listen to music again
6. to experience a new culture
7. to make new friends
8. to inspire
9. to have your own children
10. to adopt your own pet
11. to make yourself proud
12. to meet your idols
13. to laugh until you cry
14. to feel tears of happiness
15. to eat your favourite food
16. to see your siblings grow
17. to pass school
18. to get tattoo
19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
20. to meet your internet friends
21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
24. to see untouched snow in the morning
25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
26. to see stars light up the sky
27. to read a book that changes your life
28. to see the flowers in the spring
29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
30. to travel abroad
31. to learn a new language
32. to learn to draw
33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
34. Puppy kisses.
35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
37. Trampolines.
38. Ice cream.
39. Stargazing.
40. Cloud watching.
41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
43. “I saw this and thought of you."
44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
45. The relief you feel after crying.
46. Sunshine.
47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
48. Your future wedding.
49. Your favorite candy bar.
50. New clothes.
51. Witty puns.
52. Really good bread.
53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.
56. The smell before and after it rains
57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing.
59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
60. Trying out new recipes.
61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
64.Breakfast in bed.
65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.
66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).
67. Pray (if you are religious)
68. Forgiveness.
69. Water balloon fights.
70. New books by your favorite authors.
71. Fireflies.
72. Birthdays.
73. Realizing that someone loves you.
74. Spending the day with someone you
85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
86. Someone’s skin against yours.
87. Holding hands.
88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
89. Singing off key with your best friends.
90. Road trips.
91. Spontaneous adventures.
92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
94. Thunderstorms.
95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
96. The taste of your favorite food.
97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
99. Compliments and praise.
100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it.
Thank you✨
I love you bro thx so much
thx
bro some people in certain periods of their lives are desperate for that
i will hold on to this until i die.
Really makes me want to climb a building at night just to stare at the sea and think about life
@ImTheBoredKid well said dude, well said
Im in , tell me where and when.
Or nothing
I swear
:0
My synthwave favourites:
1)Future club
2)ALICE
3)Neon artery
4)Tron legacy (end titles)
5)Ocean drive
6)Nightride
7)outlands
8) Memories from the past
9)Last man standing
10) Heroes (Naeleck-artist)
11)Triage at dawn
12)In the face of evil
13)W.A.V.E
14Blader runner 2049 (synthwave goose)
15) Shadows (instrumental)
16)Highway (F.O.O.L)
17) Emarald rising
18) Revolution (Uppermost)
19)Heat (Cloud battalion)
20)Pulse power (Dynatron)
21)Aeon (Power glove,PYLOT
22)Iridescence (oDDling)
23)Less than zero- Waveshaper remix
24) Invincible-Remix (Magic sword, Waveshaper)
25)A monster (Waveshaper)
26)Verdis quo (Daft punk)
27)Human after all ( Daft punk)
28) Reflection -Ahmeed Rohel remix
29) Surface (Aero chord)
30)Red eyes (Zombie hyperdrive)
th-cam.com/video/Lr-hsWcL_ag/w-d-xo.html this one?
Cooool
Bud
What a legendary list!
Do you have a Playlist?
I wish everyone will become happy someday...
That will never happen. Not in this world.
Happiness is not a guarantee in this world but Salvation is ours through Yeshua
@@Рысь-с8ф all of yall are liars
This makes me think about riding bikes with my friends in the late 80s...and I realize how long ago that simpler life was 😞❤️
aw
don't be sad that its over, be happy that it happened:) ❤️
@@viktoria5775 very well spoken thank you
life was never simple, we just romanticize the past and forget about the negatives.
It helps to bring up so many visuals in my head.
Wholesome beats
I went to a beach not far from me, maybe 3 hours away. I brought a chair, some drinks, cigars, and a portable battery. I stayed there from sundown to sunup. I smoked and watched the sea and listened to this and thought.
Those 14 hours are now embedded in my mind forever.
It's the little things that make it all worth it in the end.
That’s a beautiful thought I’d like to do something similar one day except ride my future dirt bike at 1 in the morning overlooking a city full of lights sit in a chair smoke a cigar or a vape it doesn’t matter really although a cigar would be best for the moment and just simply sit there all night no one knows I’m there and I’ve got no where else to be just be in the moment when the sun comes up that’ll be beautiful and hopefully by some sense of luck and accomplishment I find a special girl to share the experience with and live happily not thinking about tomorrow but just thinking about the now
Was actually thinking of doing this now
To just BE...be alive...human...to experience life...ALL of life..the good the bad the indifferent...what a precious n valuable gift we've been given by God...maybe that's why THIS moment...laying here listening to this...is called....the present!! Because really it's all we have.... tomorrow isn't promised...I've lost countless friends n family members to addiction...im in recovery...n I'm more than grateful to b here right now listening to this thinking of you all ..alive n healthy... actually crying rn to b honest wit u ..thnkng bout all this...n listening to this ..but it's a all GOOD
Wow, how you doing
Hope you still going strong man
Keith was found dead in his home surrounded by needles. Large amounts of heroin, cocaine, ketamine, lsd, shrooms, pain killers, paracetamol, ibuprofen, cough syrup, lean, alcohol, Xanax, viagra, and MD. He unfortunately did not recover from his addiction and is now with his family. RIP Keith👼😇
Are you serious? @@JayMiller-oz4oq
which God exactly? there are like few hundreth?
It's alright to let your feelings out. Emotions are apart of us. It's okay to cry when you feel down, it's healthy for you. If someone tells you that crying is for the weak, they're too weak to see that crying makes you stronger, because you're strong enough to express yourself when not many others can. You're doing great. Keep going ❤️
I let it out home alone.. it's part of the human experience..
Thanks, I needed to hear that.
Real
Im not letting anyone know my emotions. I work in silence.
It's weak to cry.
To absolutely anyone reading this, you are loved. By no matter who that may be, no matter who you are, you are loved. No matter how much you may think otherwise, you are loved. Even if you say that there is nobody in your life, there will be someone to love you, you will have someone to love you, someone for you to love. Love is a powerful emotion, one in which we all deserve to experience, whether it be love from parents, siblings, other relatives, friends, significant others, or any other possibility, love is love and love is beautiful. We all need love, self love as well. I know love is there to make you grow, I also know that lack of love makes you decay. We need love more than anything. And to anyone reading this, with every bit of sincerity and every single piece of my heart, I love you. I hope that you get through anything that you are going through right now, I hope things get better. I hope you are taking care of yourself and I hope you are eating well. Remember that things will not always stay as they are, you can get through anything. So live, live while you can. Live your life with happiness and freedom because any bad thing is never going to last forever. Don't stress or overthink, just live.
Thank you I been depressed and thinking about leaving this earth
@@dominickgonzalez2249 ofc
Thank u & its the same around, its all love❤✊🌿💯love u all
Tysm this really helped me and I’m going through a lot right now. Just the fact that someone would write all of this to people they don’t even know means so much. I wish the same for you. :)
@@sydneyspradling488 thank you! im very glad to have helped!!
I just want to say thank you OP for this longer edit. Helped me get through becoming a single father, my son is now nearing two years old and now I only look forward thanks for the easy nights listening to this on loop
This gives me a feeling I have never gotten before. I feel pleased with my accomplishments and thankful for how blessed I am in life. I am thankful for all the people in my life that have helped me through my struggles. It also makes me want to lay in my bed and get all of my life soaked into me as I get fulfilled by the ambiance of the different notes in this masterpiece.
This song makes me think of time. How quickly it passes. I’m 27 yrs old and I feel like highschool was just yesterday. So much time has passed and I have very little accomplishments. Hell I don’t even have my own place. Still living with parents with $300 to my name. In debt and not able to save any money. Can’t find a job that’ll move me forward, only a job that’ll keep me barely afloat. I think this song portrays my life.
its alright bud, hang in there and dont give up. things will get better i am sure. dont ask why i just know it ;)
I'm sorry to tell you this man, but it doesn't get better if you just accept the way things are. You might be late to the race, but you still have a lifetime ahead of you and there are vast opportunities out there. Just gotta attempt new things or stay true to the grind and eventually your time will come. I hope you reach your goal in life whatever that is. Much love brother.
When ever your feeling down just think about all those people on earth that live in a 3rd world country. People out there walking for miles just for food and water. Your extremely wealthy and blessed when you put your life into perspective and compare it to others. Us western people are always looking up at others better off and don’t really appreciate what we have. Doesn’t matter how old you are or who you live with. Starting from today take control of your own destiny. Good luck to you and everyone who reads this ❤️🙏
i’m 25 broke af rn living with my parents as well. I’m currently working in a relative’s business building myself up. you’re not alone and it’s never too late to turn your life into a life you admire.
25 broke and still at home, in college. hoping to find a decent job that wont drain me again and set me back on school again. Chugging along towards graduation.
Recently started reading Berserk and this popped up right as I was getting to the Eclipse. This song really elevated the experience for me. The feeling of nostalgiac happiness with the mystical sadness and dread very much fits so perfectly with Berserk. Thank you for the amazing song.
It genuinely doesn’t get better.
Real (I need serious help)
BASED BASED BASED BASED BASED
Seriously doesn’t
@@PureSama real
Real, based, sigma male, I'm dead inside, no cap, fr.
May Lord God grant us strength enough to serve.
cleaning my parents kitchen while listening to this really put me into some place that only me can feel the void coziness
i exactly know how u feel
I can picture myself walking across the ocean on a stormy night just reminiscing and remember all I've been through and my life
Sorry don't want to alter any vibe here but what you mean by walking across the ocean? Litterally Walking across oceans just above water? ANyway i like to picture that in my head
@@pasqualperez7701 💀💀
Nah jit that shit fake asf ong frfr on Baby on my mama on yo daddy😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
@@papalappa6537 what
this feels like two actions and a feeling for me.
ACTIONS:
1. drowning into nothingness. falling endlessly into a dark void
2. sitting on top of a tall building/mountain, on a coldish + vindish night with nothing else but yourself there and simply looking at the sky
FEELING: acceptance. not your ordinary one tho/ that sad acceptance, like when your s/o simply leaves, you accept you will never see them again and start moving on, that helpless, but peaceful acceptance.
With this one, I imagine a man, having to face everything he has tried to ignore his whole life, realising that he won’t be able to fix it. He won’t be able to rebuild the life that he used to dream of in his childhood or his teens. I imagine a man, going through each and every single decision in his life, and realising just now, how late he is, how bad his problems have gotten, and how he does not have the ability, the power, to fix them anymore.
Pretty much, indeed
direct hit
Exactly bro
this makes me cry. but tears of joy. mixed a little bit with sadness and nostalgia and a feeling of impending doom. I love it
Same feeling when I think of this one game I played for 2 years, I made such great memories and met friends there. Now I don't play it, and it reminds me of the great memories and the people I see in it every time I play (the game has almost always the same people playing it, it's like 50 players that still play it.)
@@RiniTheSillywhat game
this makes me so happy in a way i can't describe. happy memories float through my mind and keep me at ease. thank you!
this music gives you all the memories...
i swear
beautiful as always
Indeed
Night driving…no one on the road except me, the long dark stretch ahead, and the stars.
Nahhhh 😂😂😂 the typical night drive comment
I lost my father at the age of 5 my mother raised me along with lot of struggle....I am 18 now I wanna be a chartered accountant ....I try to work hard and do as much as I can ... because now it's my time to show my mom that who had she raised ...no matter how many failure hits me but I'll keep fighting and never let my weapons down... experiencing all this daily laying on bed at 3 am and it's 9° outside listening to this...I promise myself that I will prof myself and proud my maa.....love you mumma❤️❤️
Keep going, trust in Jesus as well. He helped me, and He will help you. My father died from suicide a few months ago, but I've been at peace knowing things are fine. Trust in Jesus. I'll pray for you. You got this 😊
This song is LIFE 🙏❤️
🙏❤️
It feels like I got into my old memories with my friends. Sunny day, something warm, blue sky. I felt free. We played and spent time filled with joy together. We could imagine that we are going to the adventure or something that doesn't exist. Every time we met we talked about many things, like slenderman or ghosts. We even tried to find them, but, of course, we didn't find anything.
When it was Winter we played more than usual. There were more games and abilities to use: snowballs as grenades and icicles as swords. We also built something like an Igloo, but it was so small that we couldn't fit in there.
These are the memories that I will never forget
That Background Is Dope. Makes Me Feel Moody.
I don't feel anything. I'm no longer person. I died but my soul doesn't know... My brain does but I can't prove it to my hurt soul. I'm stuck here in this reality in this paralel but i'm alone here. Everyone, who is here with me is stuck in here just like me and no one knows that. This isn't real. It's just space. Emptiness. I don't wanna be here I'm a ghost. I'm cold, empty and tired. Please just tell me someone understands me.
@Danny Dolan thank you for this message ❤️ i have to tell you that i don't actually believe in God... I'm kinda scared of Him (if he really exist) I don't wanna dissrespect you and your religion not at all. I'm an atheist but I read about satanism which is not about worship with the devil because I don't actually belive even in devil... Satanism is about believing in yourself and also respecting any other religion. Also it's about nature and being kind to the people who are kind to you. How I said I don't wanna dissrespect You and your God. I just wanted to be honest. I wish you luck and if you're happy and if you feel comfortable believing in God it's so cool and I'm so happy for you 😊. I just hate people who keeps telling me I'm a bad person just because I don't believe in their religion and they also being rude and dissrespectful about me being an atheist...
I understand u.
I was in your shoes for 5+ years
living with this shit in my head was hell
I don't have any advice to get out of this rock bottom-like situation because I'm kind of still in it.
Speaking from my heart because I know how really really hard it is. I'm very sorry that it's the way it is for you. whatever you've done or blame yourself for, to some extent it's not your fault, it really isn't, because no one deserves to feel this lost, desperate, empty, hopeless and to have a hurricane of negative thoughts and feelings in their head. you're not alone, many people are like us, we're both in this together, brother. I truly hope you find what you need.
@Dannydolan88praying on'em while they're vulnerable, how don't you notice the nature of your belief? Tricked into donating, threatened with eternal torture if you ever stop believing, and here you are, taking advantage of people who are lost in life. How do you not see through that lie, i don't get it.
@Dannydolan88is it the promise of being saved from death? The feeling that there is a purpose to life? Why not help us here, down on earth, with finding other reasons to keep on going, instead of believing in some fairy tail written thousands of years ago.
To the person reading this: you are capable of so much more than you think and the only thing really holding you back from achieving your full potential is yourself. And always remember God is always with you and never left ❣️ Talk to Him and tell him everything that's on your mind. He's waiting
The idea of gratitude hits my mind, so welcoming..........
Just came across this and made me think of my wife. She passed away from covid on October of 2020. I miss her so much 😔
im so sorry for ur loss, may she rest in peace
awh im so sorry for your loss 🙁💞💔
Sorry for your loss, head up
Real
i hope your okay man she must of been great rest in peace but you know she would want you to still think about the day ahead man stay strong bro i have been through something real close to whats going on in your head and in losing someone and i have a real struggle a lot of the time but i know she would not want me like this and thats whats moving me forwards again stay strong i know its hard but time wont stop and you got this keep your efforts up and good luck
This is a message to anyone reading. I want you to know that life isn't easy and I understand that sometimes you just want to disappear and never want to be heard of again I've been in these situations before there is a lot waiting for you in the future so if you keep looking at the past it won't help seriously time will keep moving whether you like it or not other people will keep living their lives and moving forward getting new jobs cars dont let that one this slows you down because if it does you will miss out on everything that will come in the future this world is a harsh place but think about the good thing that will happen in the future.i hope that everything turns out great for you remember though there are rules that are never ment to be broken becarful of the choices you make you might regret them later. I hope that one day you can look back at these hard times and realise that If it wasn't for these tough times you would've never became the man you are today that is a feeling you'll never forget my friend
Bro, I'm in a really bad moment in my life and this comment had help me sooooo much, thank you really much and hope that you're doing well!!
just worked out to this for about 30 minutes . haven’t done it in months and it made me realize how down bad i’ve let myself become. this has changed me . i thank you for this .
Keep Grinding Bro
this sound is so therapeutic for me I breakdown to this sound a lot of times when I need relief I just want to say thank you for making this
i hope you are doing okay man. just know im rooting for you bro you got this
This song, I listened to while sleeping on the bus at night while going to Florida.. and on the way back to Houston, just a 3 day trip but long ride,this was the perfect song for my feelings late at night, there was nothing but darkness outside the bus. Feeling numb on my way back home I'm glad I went to Florida it went by so fast it made me sad.
🙏
Oh, man, I also listened to this music during the long drive to the neighboring city. But damn, I've always wanted to visit Florida, and every time it's so strange to realize that there are people who can easily go to such places. For me, a person from the CIS, any states in America are just familiar names from movies or a geography course at school. But from the very realization that there are also the same people similar to me, goosebumps appear. ( I 'm from Russia myself , and it 's cool to know that on the other side of the globe people like this kind of music like me )
@user-yh9vx4wu7v hey if you read my comment, would you like to talk ? Well do you have any socials it would be nice to get to know you
@user-yh9vx4wu7v The Internet is facilitating globalism in real time. Before our very eyes, we are seeing all the good and bad that comes with it. Stay safe, brother, from Ireland.
I've been searching so long for this genre of music that brought chills. But most importantly, this sensation of imagery and beyond consciousness. That incorporate
sci Fi sounds. I finally found it.
What genre is it?
@@HoldthatXD I think it’s like sad lo-fi or something like that
Brelluig :(
Real
Honestly always wondered what genre it was, the game Knytt Underground has music similar to this and I always loved it
The vibes on this channel is just 🤌🤌🤌
I'm tired of my current life path and want the current version of myself dead.
I can't connect to my closest friends and the divide seems to grow by the day.
I hope to find the light someday, to find true happiness.
I wish the same for you all.
Go in peace, friends.
hows it going
@squeakysandwich How you doin bro, are you ok now?
Брат ни когда не сдавайся , когда нибудь придет твой час.
After all this darkness, even the happy moments don’t taste the same… When a dream you once held in your heart leads you to a terrifying nightmare. When everything shuts down around you, and your heart just turns off for a while… Who is left to blame but life itself?
walking thru the hood at night looking at the stars while the leaves are falling off the trees, wishing i could live in a better environment while listening to this 😔
pressure make diamonds....neva foget!
Never forget the reason your here I will mean a lot later in life when you make it out doing what u do👌🏾
Never, never give up.
@@SuperWubDubOr crack skulls
You can do it ❤😊
If a memory and every feeling it holds could be transformed into pure sound, this would be it.
End of the world music 😯👀
I lost everything in life. One day decided to sleep on a beach on an island and had a serious heart to heart with myself. All I could think about is how wicked and evil people are. I woke up when the sun was shining and ℹ honestly felt at peace with myself because I wasn’t the only one sleeping on the beach 🏝️ there were other people. If I feel alone it’s because I am alone and as we age or as I age i learned you have to take care of yourself because some people don’t want the best for you. God puts you through things that he knows only you can handle. You Juss gotta live your best life for real. And I mean I never had anything to myself to begin with anyways. You really gotta be comfortable in your own skin.
This makes me feel that being alone isn't always a bad thing ❤
I absolutely love this, been listening to it since it came out and it just helps me so much. I feel like it just lets me relax without thinking, all my thoughts go away and I can just be fine
Yes amazing I love this song thank you
Any other picture on this video and it would just be a completely different vibe so honestly props on the editing on these pictures matches the vibe of the music absolutely perfectly
This is a blessing, I needed this!
Oneheart u really dont know , how much this Song helped me throught this Year and will in my Future . I cant describe how Beautiful this is to me . Thank you
just now heard this on an IG post and fell for it quick!!🤯 this is the sound of the Universe and I love it
This playlist + a cup of coffee = my morning ritual. Can't start my day without it. Who else is here to start their day off right?
makes me think of all the paths I could have taken instead of this where I am now, we could all be different now.
same
It took long to acknowledge men were allowed to be sad and allow themselves to release weakness to toughen up to how tough life gets, takes but will never break because as bad as it gets gentlemen our souls will see another day and they can never take those away from us! Stay strong you got this 💪
@Danny Dolan god bless you brotha stay strong 💪
Love this channel 😭
Not going to lie i can't describe the feeling of this song but the feeling I always get it like this is the only thing which describes that feeling for me,happy new year everyone!
dreamscape is always my escape
This. Wow. What I'm feeling right now, it's indescribable. Thank you for uploading this.
The pains of our lives are the very fabric that makes up human progress and evolution. Without darkness there is no light. Yet in the darkest dark you could ever find, you'll see light.
Hearing this just makes me think about her… all the good memories I can remember apart from the bad ones. I miss eating Big Macs together & touching feet falling asleep. I took you for granted & I’m sorry for always hurting you. I’m a horrible person & I just hope with time I can become a better person & God somehow puts you back in my path when I’m a better man…
This Is why im kinda afraid of falling for a girl , im afraid of getting hurt 😢
This song is the type of feeling you get when you're at a party filled with people, but you can't help but feel lonely. You see everyone around you having the time of their lives with their friends/ significant others, but you're just standing there, amidst a sea of noise.
This song honestly reminds me of him, everytime i listen to it i rember what kind of beautiful person i have and that i am with, this song makes me actually happy
I do not expect anyone to read this but thats okay :)
This sound has got me deep in thought today. As my brain writes, I type...
What is life? Everyday I struggle to break free of this constant cycle of laziness I put myself through. I am holding myself back from greatness everyday I wake up. I feel a strong disconnect between me and God, I find myself crawling into the ways of this world with my heart weighing down more and more each day. The Bible THE BIBLE staring me dead in my eyes begging me to read; but my complacency denies all convictions. When is enough, enough? When will break free of these worldy chains. Put down the lustful thoughts, thoughts of infidelity, thoughts of lying, cheating, stealing. All for what? Personal gain? What personal gain? I'm only shooting myself in the foot with every step that I take? When will I make a change... one CHANGE a FOREVER CHANGE to dedicate myself to be the man that God has always set for me to be... Lord I apologize. Disgracing your name- calling myself a Christian, but upon deeper look am I no different from the man next to me? Lord give me guidance give me strength and wisdom to fulfill YOUR Name little by little, although I know those shoes will never be filled.
Bless me with friends who care, friends who love You Lord, friends who care for You Lord, those who can drive me in the right direction, drive me away from self hypocrisy and confliction. Maybe I will be great in Your name Lord. When I die you can look to me with happiness and say "Well Done".
Let me be clear I am far from sorrow, I am far and free from depression and anxiety... but I am not free of evil spirits attacking my mind and body on a consistent basis. Lord protect me and my family as we continue through this journey called LIFE. THANK YOU.
Maybe one day...
I get feeling a disconnection from God. For me I feel like he hasn’t been there for me even though I know that he’s always by my side. I wanna get that feeling of relief when God is actually proud of me for making it, and for knowing that he’s always by my side. I just want life to be easy, and right now it really sucks, but I know I can’t just make everything go away. I have to fight my way through all of it, no matter how hard it is to do that.
@@sydneyspradling488 KEEP FIGHTING!!!!!!!!!! Everyday is a battle. Do not let your faith waiver. Stay solid and keep working hard. I’m actually the guy who wrote the initial post this is just a different account. I hope you are doing better. Praying for your safety and comfort. Remember life comes at you in SEASONS!
Bruh! 😢❤
You clearly expected people to read it, otherwise you wouldn't have typed so much...
This soundtrack let's you do critical thinking while listening. It's sensational. 👑🙏
Thank god there is music like this
This song let's you do critical thinking while listening to the music.Its sensational.👑😌
just know Jesus loves you soooo much. He’s with you no matter what your feeling.
Have a blessed day💕✝️
I teared up so much writing this. This song makes me remember the late 2005's, when me and my buddies were still playing halo 2 on our xbox 360's. Life was good back then when everything was so beautiful and simple. Now i just found my old xbox 360, and i'm looking at it, and i'm remembering the good old times. I'm 33 today. I'm a very succesfull man, i am rich, i have a wife, i have kids, but there is 1 part always missing-the 2005's. Time has passed so fast, that it feels like the 2005's was just yesterday. I really wish my friends were still here with me, playing halo 2 all day and night...
Womp womp
I really like listening to it at night. Then I find peace, and so does the song.
The background matches this song so much. :)
looking at a beach at night.
on top of a high rooftop.
nothing recreates this feeling.
this feeling of nostalgia, of loneliness,
of comfort.
I want that memory
Почему-то я снова и снова возвращаюсь сюда, будто эта мелодия резонирует где-то глубоко в сердце, и сколько бы раз я не прослушала её, она никогда не может быть "заслушана" как другие песни. Что-то мрачное, но спокойное она несёт в себе, может сожаление, или отсутствие чего-то, может спокойную, тихую, одинокую ночь, а может она несёт тихое безмолвие. Но каждый раз когда мне совсем плохо и мир буквально рушится и перестаёт для меня существовать, чувства начинают постепенно становиться менее ощутимы, эта мелодия звучит будто соединяясь с душевным состоянием воедино. Она так хорошо описывает эмоции, она так убаюкивает и передаёт всё то, о чём никто и никогда не узнает.
Ты не один)
This song brings back memories of my friend who died from a school shooting 18 years ago and I was the one who found him lying in a puddle of blood and I am a survivor of the the school shooting 😢😢😢😢
This makes me feel like an animal in a game like rain world, wondering around, not special, not chosen, just... There, existing, letting things pass me by, watching as the world changes, for better or for worse. This is the most depressing but also most beautiful and joyful feeling I've ever felt, it's strange but I love it.
Since I was a kid I did never want to grow up, I remember to get very dread, sad and even cryied when people made me think about the future and my age, and their ages ate certain period...
I remember my mother saying that god can even do the impossible for me, so I prayed to god to never grow up, and be a happy child forever when I was 7 years old. I never did want to have common dreams like have a good job, be rich, be a important person or have a family... I just wanted to feel that simplicity and be happy like I was before. I grew up and I didn't change my mind, adult life is just I expected I my whole life, boring and sad, just work everyday, study, sleep and repeat, work everyday hoping to one day I finish my problems and finally get freedom and reach my dream o feel that happiness of simple things knowing very well that even If i could reach a point to not have to worry about money and problems It will never happen again.
Damn…
I always wanted to grow up to have freedom but freedom is only really as a child
Thank you for this.
Bro why hasn’t someone dropped this over a chill beat ?
Because it's great the way it is.
Prolly to hard to mix without hurting it
I’ve regretted the decision I made in my life.. I lost good people and even a loved one, but that’s life, and life will throw its hardest challenges at you because it wants you to grow stronger, and it loves you, don’t give up hope, life wants you to succeed no matter how much it hurts..
It feels as the melody we'll hear when humanity comes to its end.
Real
Real
Indeed
This music sounds how the current state of humanity feels; bleak and dreary... all while a steady ray of hope glimmers
this music matches with every feeling.
It is so hard to be in the present moment. My mind is constantly in the future, anxiously thinking about what could happen. Music like this is a nice break. I can just stop, breathe, and feel
Been crying so hard lately this void I feel just keeps getting stronger 9 years of nothing but pain I can’t get a tiny bit of happiness and whenever I do the pain come down 10x harder I’m fighting this so hard and nobody can here me why and when I try to talk about it they are I’m over sharing and that why nobody probably doesn’t wanna listen to me gosh dude every part of my life has been hardship I just want to sleep forever man I just want a simple life where I can just be happy I don’t know how long I can last fighting this void
Hope your doing well man
Jus makes me think about my ex and all the good times we had together took her for granted now I’m learning my lesson crazy how people work …
Makes me wanna kick grass but makes me happy she gone
Liberate yourself from the irrational, especially love. The only thing worth your full attention is God or the nothing.
Hey man, looking at this comment a year later & I’m going thru the same exact thing, how are you now?
The world is like a person who a lot of people have nice things to say about, but you have seen the worst they have done and can no longer look at them in a good way anymore. This music makes me think of the darkness in this world that we see and hear about on the news or from word of mouth. It may not be all there is here but it’s bad enough to make a stain.
Отмосферно 👉🏻👈🏻🤟🏻
Thank you, for taking us on a journey to all kinds of places in our minds & hearts 🤍🤍🤍
This channel is amazing. Love from Serbia ❤️
Your in a car with all your friend(s) at night. Just alone together dying of laughter. Listening to your favorite songs and singing off-key to it. You have a your last sleepover with them. You laugh all night. The next day, you cry yourself to sleep, knowing you'll never see your friends again. 10 years later, its 2023, and you still cry yourself to sleep listening to this. Driving at night, with a wave of tears because you remember all the memories you had with your friends in that exact car.
Focus on the present. The present is what matters most.
Plan for the future, and work hard to make it happen, but be wary for plans change.
However, Never forget your past. As you live longer, there will be less future and more past. That isn't a bad thing - the past is where all your memories will lie. All the good and bad times are. So always remember the past, and what you've gone through to get to right here, this very moment, reading my comment.
Look to the future with excitement and hope, look to the present with optimism, and look to the past with gratitude and understanding.
Good luck out there.
just got into a break up and this song came up and this makes me want to push and do what i love even tho this is a sad song
i love thinking about just sitting at night in tokyo and just listening to this. it would be the dream
Its always worse and it always goes deeper than you ever think it will but seeing other people going through this with me reassures me from feeling alone in all of this…i go to work try to be social and always fail i always sit alone on my phone i even give off lonely energy i just cant handle this i try to challenge my depressive and negative side but it consumes me every waking moment.