Hi friends, I'm finally back ❤ I'm addressing something kind of stressful in the beginning of the video, but this is the last I'm going to talk about it 😅 Lots of love to you all!
Totally understandable. Put your safety and wellbeing first! It’s human nature to be curious but it’s literally none of our business to get all the details. Share as much or as little about anything in YOUR life as you choose. 💜
Girl, the idea of all of your overthinking is truly the most relatable thing ever. Keep your peace, and don't share the neighbor story. We've all had neighbors from hell, I'm sure whatever we could imagine will be sufficient. Happy for you to move on.
Don't ever sacrifice your mental health for this channel, I love your content becuase you're fun to watch, not specific "stories". Stay safe and welcome back!
Ultimately you have to do what's best for you. I've taken a year and a half hiatus off TH-cam because life has been hectic (and I didn't expect it to last that long) and I'm just about to come back. I missed it too! (Kept filming the whole time, just no time to edit) 💜
Hi Kelly! I think your channel is successful because of your genuine and sweet approach - you are authentic and generous. Don't feel you have to share things you are uncomfortable about. Think of the longevity that you will have as a creator if you are careful with your boundaries and are not sacrificing your well-being - that can also be an act of generosity! One thing I struggle with is over-promising things that I haven't thought through very well, then feeling like I'm compromising myself whether I do or do not go through with them. You do not have to share everything with everybody. Stay strong and enjoy yourself!
I'm so glad you're feeling a lot better, it shows on your face. You look happy and so confident. The package you received are absolutely beautiful. I think you made a wise decision in not sharing the neighbor story. You shouldn't have to re-live that if it gives you anxiety. It's something in the past and you need to move forward. I love both your channels
For some reason, I just LOVE your vlogs! Even if it’s just day to day stuff. I don’t know. It makes me feel like I have a cool friend. 😎. Haha! I’m currently in school for my Masters Degree in Nursing and work full time. I have no life. So your vlogs are a nice break for me. I especially love when you talk about when you’ve been reading!
Oh gosh thank you so much ❤️❤️ it means a lot to me that you share your free time with me, I can't imagine how busy and stressful working and schooling is for ya haha! I totally forgot to discuss my current reads in this video even though I meant to LOL but I'm filming another vlog that I def will talk about my books in!! 😅
Hi!! Long time follower, never commented before tho. I’ve recently been catching up on ur vlogs from the past 1 1/2-ish yrs. I didn’t really understand the concept but listening to u explain about ur community and how u feel ur connected with us by reading our comments and responding back has led to me leaving this comment. I love ur nail vids and I’ve learned so much by ur trial and error! Ur nail care vids have even answered y my nails r doing a certain things-mind blown lol this channel is bonus content I enjoy watching! And I’m a pretty private person so it’s interesting to watch u share ur life! But don’t feel bad when u change ur mind about sharing something, it’s ur life and u have live it for u! I kno ur reserved about sharing ur backyard, can u answer if the pool u r in is in ur backyard or a community pool?
Honestly, as far as the neighbor story goes, it was probably good for your mental health to tell the story just for yourself the times you filmed it. Going back through things that caused trauma/stress with a current perspective can help. Letting other people in on it isn’t necessary, especially if you don’t feel safe. 🤷♀️
Good for you Kelly! Your safety and mental health and well being come first. Not everything has to be out there! Just glad to see you happy and healthy! Sending hugs!!! 🥰❤️💚
Your handwriting and bullet journaling is so beautiful! I love the vlogs❤and was very happy to hear I’m not the only person that films entire videos and then trashes them…I struggle with editing myself😬
Welcome back Kelli! Please don't ever stress about having to share anything that causes you anxiety like this; so not worth your stress! I'd much rather see you chilling and catch us up on whatever it is you're up to. No tea needs to be spilled. ☕🤗💜
Im so glad you are feeling better. You look great! So glad you can breathe through your nose, too! It must be such a relief. Sending hugs and healing vibes. The neighbors are probably not anyone's business. Hope you are at peace. ❤❤❤
It’s just good to see that you’re doing well! Don’t feel bad about not sharing the story after all. It’s totally okay to change your mind, I think when you’re kind of in the heat of remembering what happened, you can feel more confident in wanting to share the story. But after you take some time to focus on other things, you can realize that it’s not something you want to share which is totally okay. It happens! I’m looking forward to seeing your vlogs again. (:
Good for you for doing what's best for you. It's not your responsibility to quench anyone's desire for curiousity. No vlogs is more disappointing than not getting "tea". There are channels for that if that's what peeps are looking for ❤❤❤
Your mental health & safety is way more important than any tea you could spill for us (even though you said the tea wasn't all that interesting :P)! But I'm so glad to see another vlog! I really hope you're doing well. Enjoy that rice cooker, it's my favorite rice cooker too! Ryan chose well hehe :)
It's so great to see you vlog again. Do you have your own pool?! That's amazing, I'd love that even though it's rarely pool weather in the UK 😂 Honestly I'm glad you didn't share the neighbour situation, it sounds stressful to hear and if it's stressful for you to share then best to try and put it behind you. Sharing things isn't always healing, it can be re-traumatising. Sending you the best healing and joyful vibes 🩷
Listening to you talk is like taking a piece of my mind and saying it out loud! I just started this video - but that is what I think every time I hear your vlogs! Especially when it comes to videos to post/things to talk about!
Im glad your Patreon supporters are so supportive and cool! I wouldve said basically the same thing, you dont have to share anything online that you dont feel comfortable and excited to share just for the sake of juicy drama. Even if there was no risk to yours and Ryan's actual safety, having comfortable boundaries for your mental health is great and Im glad youre putting that first! It might not mean much from an internet stranger, but Im proud of you for making the choice not to share even though you kinda felt obligated to! I know how hard it can be when it feels like youve promised something and then have to decide you cant or wont actually do it, and it might not mean much coming from an internet stranger, but Im proud of you for making the choice not to share even though you kinda felt obligated to!
I’m glad you’re doing so well after surgery! Honestly I’d forgotten all about the neighbors. Past is past. I’m all for leaving it there, and I’m sorry it’s caused so much stress. You always should share Only what you’re comfortable sharing. Anyone that keeps asking just shouldn’t. Period. Glad to see you again! ❤😊
I just adore both your vlog and main channels,Kelli! Please never stop creating amazing quality content. You will never know how much joy it brings me!
Don’t ever feel that you have to share a story that you don’t want to share. Your safety is more important then anything. I just love your channel and your vlogs and if people don’t like it, then the heck with them. It’s your life, not theirs. You need to take care of yourself and your mental health. ❤ I am so happy for you about your collab being in Ulta. So proud of you. ❤❤❤❤I love the dress on you and all the clothes. Love the sweater and the sweatshirt too. I’ve gone line dancing once with my ex-boyfriend when I was a lot younger and learned how to do the Slapping Leather and it was so much fun, but also hard, because I am not coordinated..
I’ve been addicted to making Book Nooks. Safety pin a ribbon on the back of the dress and tie it in a bow? I love the dress! Welcome back to the vlog! ❤
I’m sorry you’ve been stressed about posting but I’m relieved the vlog hiatus wasn’t because of something more serious. I was hoping everything was going ok and it was encouraging you were posting swatch videos. Glad to see you back and that things are going well ☺️
Dude you are so anxiety and i can so relate 😅 ❤ ppl are just nosey (myself included) but you are not our friend at work.. you are a youtuber and your privacy & safety is first priority!! You look the same to me, your voice sounds more clear & i love to hear your recovery is moving in the right direction! Love this vlog!! 🎆 so glad to see you back!!
Glad you're back❤ You have all the right in the world to change your mind about what you wanna share online, it's your life and your safety always comes first 😊
You can always change your mind about what you're comfortable sharing, You share what you want to share! I'm always here for house updates, bullet journal talk, and PR hauls!
i dont mind shorts, but i definitely love your long form videos (and vlogs) and always watch them. and actually i do use my subscription page instead of my home page haha. anyways, also, never feel pressured to share/overshare something personal/private- its not worth your safety or mental health.
First time watching your vlog and I have to say I really like it. I'm eith everyone else, your safety is more important than sharing a bad neughbor story. I'm a bit older thsn you and trust me, Ive had some really terrifying neighbors. It was something I don't want to relive. Talking about it after would have caused more mental stress than help, so you decide what's best for you. Enough of that. I like your vlog. I like your honesty and its fun watching you live your life. Makes me wish I was young again. ❤
Really enjoyed the vlog! I'll be honest I just impulse bought the rainbow and black sweater before even finishing the video haha it's exactly my vibe and looked great on you 💜 And I'm happy you chose not to share your story if the thought of doing so was making you uncomfortable! Proud of you for setting and sticking to boundaries, and glad to have you back!
Is it disappointing to not get the story? A Little. Is that a me problem? Absolutely! You do you and do what makes you feel comfortable!! Honestly, knowing you've resolved it and living a happier better life is great all on its own and I'm so happy you are more comfortable now and sad that you didn't feel you could vlog until you shared.
Totally fair, and I do appreciate the honesty 😅 but tbh it's not even a story really, it's just that our neighbors were super disruptive and tried to start fights with us lol
@KelliMarissaVlogs I think I just wanted to hear to compare to mine cuz we had neighbors starting rumors about us on the local FB pages. Thankfully they recently moved away!
Hi Kelli, I’m a few days late but I’ve been catching up on videos lol. I wanted to add to the support by saying (1) you are not obligated to share something you don’t want to, (2) your safety should always be your #1 priority, and (3) it’s NOT “your fault” for “hyping up” the neighbor situation. In your vlogs, you were being transparent about how you felt at the time. It’s clear that you guys endured a lot for the entire duration of your stay there. I’m proud of you for doing what you think is best for you and your mental health. No one is entitled to your story/info. We love and support you!! I missed your vlogs and look forward to seeing more, whether you decide to share stories from the past or not 🥰
So glad you put yourself first with the neighbour story, you've moved through it, it's part of your story and there's no need to blow the dust off it for anyone. This vlog made me smile and I'm so happy to see a new one pop up! It actually appeared in my feed too! Random side note, but did you see A England announced 50% off everything on their site because everything has to go? Apparently to make way for new projects but they said nothing is being restocked 😲
I really think you nailed it when you noticed that if the idea of sharing something online is stressing you out, you don't need to share it. Sometimes when a bad situation is over, it's nice for it to just actually be over and for you to think about it as little as possible. I like your videos for what they are and I find them all really interesting. Just fun to hear someone else's opinions and experiences. This should not be an area of your life that stresses you out, it's optional and life has enough stress! Have to edit this to say.. if you want to do short videos with comparisons of popular polishes, etc, I would eat that up.
Hiii welcome back!! Hey sis, woman to woman here … you’re human, you’re a person like everyone else, and truly, you owe us nothing. You post what you want to post, and we’ll be here. You’re allowed to change your mind, change it back and change it again until you’re satisfied - yes, you can do that! Your first priority is what happens when the camera is off. It’s your man, your marriage, your physical health a n d your mental health … these are what matters most. You look happy!! I hope you stay happy! 🫶🏼♥️🫶🏼 Also, it’s sal-uh-sill-ik acid 🥰
Thank you, it really means a lot to me to hear that! And thanks for the pronunciation lmao I knew as soon as I looked at the package that I was wrong but I had no idea how to say it correctly 😂😂
I'm glad your back!!!! I missed seeing your vlogs! I could care less about the neighbors. I too have anxiety so I am sensitive to keeping calm at all costs. So excited that you are back and can't wait to see the next one Kelli!!
Hello welcome back ☺️. Nothing wrong with taking a break once and a while, we all need to step back from social media. You never have to explain yourself on why you took a break because we all need time to ourselves but glad to see you're nail videos.
I'm glad to see that you are back. I've missed you. I take care of my mom and live with her so I do not have a life at all. I enjoy seeing your vlogs and I'm glad that your neighbor situation is better.
I'm so glad you're back! I was getting a little worried you weren't going to vlog anymore!I understand your anxiety about whether or not to post your neighbor story. I think the majority of us here are happy to hear anything you decide to share with us and whatever you don't... well, that's your prerogative! So please remember that and don't stress yourself! ❤ Also, I really like the song at the end of your video. Could you please share the artist info and song title?
As someone who has had bad neighbors… but also lived through different traumas that take a long time to recover from… sometimes it’s best just to move on and not rehash it once the “wound” has “healed”.
I'm so happy you are doing better and healed from your surgery! 💚 You really cheered me up with your fun hair and makeup. It makes me want to wear makeup and take better care of myself. It's a good thing, you are a role model! 🥰 I say no to that dress. On camera it does not look good on your body type. Plus, if something doesn't make you feel good then you most likely won't want to wear it in public. Have you ever said how tall your husband is? I'm 5'8 and I'm taller than a lot of guys I know. Here in Texas there are always super talented dancers at those type of places. I don't know if Las Vegas has them or if they are just basic line dancing like that. I'm talking about the ones where the couples do aerial stunts. It looks really fun too!
Please don't get in your head about what to vlog. We enjoy you. We enjoy learning about your life. Just be you. If you've gone through something and you're done with it, just tell us. "I'm done with that I don't want to share it" that's awesome you processed it that's huge. First and foremost take care of your mental health you are so worth it. Secondly the red dress needs to be taken in in the tummy I'm a seamstress so I wish I lived nearby so I could help not coming to Wisconsin anytime soon are you
You sound like me in my head. Only ever talk about what you feel comfortable talking about love!! I don't know what surgery you had or why, but I'm sending you healing good feeling energy!!💜💜💜
What a fun vlog!! Happy to see you back vlogging. I just enjoy seeing you in everyday life sharing whatever makes you comfortable. And you look so cute with your hair up in a cap in the pool. Line dancing bars are so fun. They always seem to have an eclectic crowd with no judging. Just people wanting to have a good time. Looked like a blast. Have a good day!! 😊😊😊
It sounds like you made the best decision for you and your mental health when it comes to sharing/not sharing. I’m glad to see you’re posting vlogs again! 😁
Hey welcome back Kelli vlogs 😊 so lovely to see you 😊 So you don't ever need to vlog anything you're uncomfortable with, it should be as enjoyable for you as it is for us so please remember that and never apologise for it 😉 Great vlog as always Kelli, you seem to make everything so much fun, definitely brightens my day so just keep being you, thanks as always ❤xxx
Wow we both just got back into something this weekend, I went through a few traumatic experiences two months ago and havent joined my weekly D&D campaign since because I was in shock for a while but then I had been canceling every sunday thinking that I was a completely different person and that my experiences had changed me and I was no longer fit for human interaction anymore but tonight I joined in and had a good time. My group was happy to have me join in again and we even RP'd my character having amnesia and needed to be filled in on what happened since the last time I played. It showed me that I havent changed so much that I can still enjoy my past hobbies. It showed me that Im doing a little better than I thought I was. I feel a bit better now :)
Love this whole video! The great idea is to have a section for things you did that were scary! Out of your comfort zone. Sparklers, no reception on lake bed. That kind of stuff. Super fun to look back on all the things you did that were frightening. ❤
Hello~I'm 59 and have not shopped at Hot Topic in decades. However, now is the time. I love that rainbow sweater and the sweatshirt. They are both on sale right now...hooray!
Hi!! Long time follower, never commented before tho. I’ve recently been catching up on ur vlogs from the past 1 1/2-ish yrs. I didn’t really understand the concept but listening to u explain about ur community and how u feel ur connected with us by reading our comments and responding back has led to me leaving this comment. I love ur nail vids and I’ve learned so much by ur trial and error! Ur nail care vids have even answered y my nails r doing certain things-mind blown lol this channel is bonus content I enjoy watching! And I’m a pretty private person so it’s interesting to watch u share ur life! But don’t feel bad when u change ur mind about sharing something, it’s ur life and u have live it for u! I kno ur reserved about sharing ur backyard, can u answer if the pool u r in is in ur backyard or a community pool?
The vlog should be for you, we are just happy to hear whatever you want to share. You don't owe us a thing, we owe you for providing us so many amazing videos ❤
Wait omg how is your handwriting so amazing in your bullet journal? I've literally been told I have the handwriting of a doctor or serial killer. Your journal is stunning and inspirational, thank you for sharing it with us!
Honestly I'm so glad you decided to not tell the story. I was worried for you, obviously I don't know the situation, but I felt like if I had a situation similar to what you have said about it, I personally wouldn't be comfortable sharing it publicly. You definitely should always prioritize your safety
Honestly, I totally forgot about the potential neighbor story! But I’m glad you decided not to share, it sounds like it’s not worth the trouble for you. I’m just happy to see more Kelli vlogs 🤩 and I’m obsessed with that crewneck that Essie sent you! And I loved your outfit for the promo pics 😁
Yay I’m glad you’re back!! Honestly what I’ve been dying to hear about is stories about what you’ve been smelling for the first time and new experiences with food after the surgery, don’t even care about the neighbors haha, just glad you’re free of them!
So happy you're vlogging again. We've missed you. Glad you're doing well. Having a therapist that you're comfortable with is so important. I'll be watching for those Essie video's. Still waiting on the vlog showing us your landscape. Lol. Take care!!
Ryan is not thrilled about the idea of me sharing a tour of the backyard for privacy reasons haha so I'll probably just show bits and pieces in each vlog! 😅 But I'm glad I can at least vlog a bit outside!
Hey, welcome back! It's good to see you on the vlog channel again. I've got a watermelon I need to cut into soon, but I always do it outside and we finally got rain, so maybe tomorrow. I want to do a watermelon polish, just the red with the speckles, but I'm too lazy to find a good red and a good speckle topper, lol. I know you're reviewed pre-speckled polishes before, so I'll rewatch those videos and grab one of those polishes. I gotta say, I have two of those Essie polishes (or I did, I can't find them, so maybe I donated them already) and they're so so disappointing. They were barely like the swatches online; the color of one was different, by a lot, and the other wasn't as full of shimmer as the online swatch showed. Essie did refund my money and didn't require a return, so that was nice at least. I have been really liking their gel couture line; the colors are great and that top coat makes any polish last so long!
I'm so glad you're posting vlogs again! Its so nice to have the vlog AND podcast back (: also, kinda off topic but for bathing suits I tried a locally owned brand recently (in Reno, NV) called Strange Bikinis and they are SO nice and comfy! They are kinda pricy but I thought I would recommend them at least.
So glad to see a fresh blog today! I absolutely love your bullet journal 😍 I want to journal but it always seemed so intimidating to just write, but how you've set it up is so cute and motivated me to get into it again! The red dress is super cute! Maybe a stitch or 2 at that mid seam could give you that look you were hoping for without having to take it to a tailor.
I like watching your vlogs! I'm glad you're back. You shouldn't have to feel pressure to talk about something that makes you feel uncomfortable and affects your safety.
You look great! Thanks for all the updates. Glad you are in a good place mentally🙂 Line dancing looks like so much fun. I will have to find a place here in Northern Calif that I can go to
Missed seeing you and just seeing what you're up to. I'd love to know what changes Ryan has noticed with you since your surgery and healing. I also hope you celebrated seeing your polishes in the store, it's an amazing accomplishment
I started reading all the SJM books based off of your recommendation and THANK YOU! ACOTAR is now my Roman Empire, I love it so much! Those books helped me feel emotions again that I haven’t felt in a long time. I just might have to go buy that Velaris hoodie…..
I’m sorry that I, or anyone else, made you feel like you had to share the neighbor story. I do love tea, but I never want anyone to share things under duress. I want people to want to share the things they share and I want you and Ryan to be safe. You can always change your mind for any reason, it’s your life and a video isn’t worth risking your own physical or mental health. Although we aren’t owed it, I do very much appreciate the explanation Kelli. You are such a sweet and considerate person, I’m happy you made a decision that brings you the most peace. I hope the decision brings you relief and you can blog without worry in the future. ❤
So great to have you back. I live in Iowa where we have very humid heat in the summer which I am assuming is similar to what you had in New Jersey. I LOVE summer and hate winter. I have always been intrigued by the "dry heat" of the desert and think it would be so much better than humid heat. Now that you have experienced both, what do you prefer.
Omg that dry lake bed looks so cooooool! And Alex's dog looks adorable! I love visiting the desert and now I totally want to plan a desert road trip with my sister.
Hi friends, I'm finally back ❤ I'm addressing something kind of stressful in the beginning of the video, but this is the last I'm going to talk about it 😅 Lots of love to you all!
Totally understandable. Put your safety and wellbeing first! It’s human nature to be curious but it’s literally none of our business to get all the details. Share as much or as little about anything in YOUR life as you choose. 💜
Welcome back!!! I've missed these posts. You are looking more relaxed, and like you've got a great spring in your step.
Yay! I’m so glad to see you back and enjoying life! I’ve missed your vlogs so much!
Yes it's all in the past now, dont waste your energy on it anymore!
Missed your vlogs. Please don't think appeasing the internet is more important than your safety 💕
Thank you Miranda, definitely something I need to hear ❤️❤️
Girl, the idea of all of your overthinking is truly the most relatable thing ever.
Keep your peace, and don't share the neighbor story. We've all had neighbors from hell, I'm sure whatever we could imagine will be sufficient. Happy for you to move on.
Haha yeah it's honestly nothing outlandish, just the usual awful neighbors story 😂 thank you though, ok really needed to hear that!
Don't ever sacrifice your mental health for this channel, I love your content becuase you're fun to watch, not specific "stories". Stay safe and welcome back!
Thank you so much 🥹❤️
From the future, your shorts totally worked! I see them all the time, and then remembered to look at your other content. I am subscribed also❤
Yay!!! I missed your vlogs!!! But also, your safety is 100% the most important!!! I'm just happy to be hanging with you again! 💜
Thank you so much 🥰 I'm really glad I finally made a decision on it so I could come back haha
Ultimately you have to do what's best for you. I've taken a year and a half hiatus off TH-cam because life has been hectic (and I didn't expect it to last that long) and I'm just about to come back. I missed it too! (Kept filming the whole time, just no time to edit) 💜
Hi Kelly! I think your channel is successful because of your genuine and sweet approach - you are authentic and generous. Don't feel you have to share things you are uncomfortable about. Think of the longevity that you will have as a creator if you are careful with your boundaries and are not sacrificing your well-being - that can also be an act of generosity! One thing I struggle with is over-promising things that I haven't thought through very well, then feeling like I'm compromising myself whether I do or do not go through with them. You do not have to share everything with everybody. Stay strong and enjoy yourself!
We are happy to share in whatever you want to share. Please don’t feel obligated to add stress to your life for us! Love that polish on you!
Thank you so much ❤️ and yay glad you like it!! I'm feeling a multichrome phase coming on hahaha
I'm so glad you're feeling a lot better, it shows on your face. You look happy and so confident. The package you received are absolutely beautiful. I think you made a wise decision in not sharing the neighbor story. You shouldn't have to re-live that if it gives you anxiety. It's something in the past and you need to move forward. I love both your channels
Thank you so much for understanding Kim!! I feel such an incredible relief knowing that I've finally made the decision to not share it tbh!
For some reason, I just LOVE your vlogs! Even if it’s just day to day stuff. I don’t know. It makes me feel like I have a cool friend. 😎. Haha! I’m currently in school for my Masters Degree in Nursing and work full time. I have no life. So your vlogs are a nice break for me. I especially love when you talk about when you’ve been reading!
Oh gosh thank you so much ❤️❤️ it means a lot to me that you share your free time with me, I can't imagine how busy and stressful working and schooling is for ya haha! I totally forgot to discuss my current reads in this video even though I meant to LOL but I'm filming another vlog that I def will talk about my books in!! 😅
@@KelliMarissaVlogs yay! I’m looking forward to it!
Hi!! Long time follower, never commented before tho. I’ve recently been catching up on ur vlogs from the past 1 1/2-ish yrs. I didn’t really understand the concept but listening to u explain about ur community and how u feel ur connected with us by reading our comments and responding back has led to me leaving this comment. I love ur nail vids and I’ve learned so much by ur trial and error! Ur nail care vids have even answered y my nails r doing a certain things-mind blown lol this channel is bonus content I enjoy watching! And I’m a pretty private person so it’s interesting to watch u share ur life! But don’t feel bad when u change ur mind about sharing something, it’s ur life and u have live it for u! I kno ur reserved about sharing ur backyard, can u answer if the pool u r in is in ur backyard or a community pool?
Honestly, as far as the neighbor story goes, it was probably good for your mental health to tell the story just for yourself the times you filmed it. Going back through things that caused trauma/stress with a current perspective can help. Letting other people in on it isn’t necessary, especially if you don’t feel safe. 🤷♀️
So happy to see you and hear from you regardless of content! Welcome back!!!
Thank you so much Cathy ❤️ I'm really relieved to hear that, you have no idea!
Good for you Kelly! Your safety and mental health and well being come first. Not everything has to be out there! Just glad to see you happy and healthy! Sending hugs!!! 🥰❤️💚
Your handwriting and bullet journaling is so beautiful! I love the vlogs❤and was very happy to hear I’m not the only person that films entire videos and then trashes them…I struggle with editing myself😬
I’ll watch whatever vlogs you want to show us! Safety is key, boundaries are important.
Good for you for deciding not to tell it! This should be a safe space and for you to have fun❤ I'm happy you're back!
Nice to see you again Kelli 🥰! This popped up while doing my nails 😄💅 and painting them with synthetic Symphony 😍
Ohhhh my fave 😍 maybe I should wear it today too haha we can match!
Welcome back Kelli! Please don't ever stress about having to share anything that causes you anxiety like this; so not worth your stress! I'd much rather see you chilling and catch us up on whatever it is you're up to. No tea needs to be spilled. ☕🤗💜
Im so glad you are feeling better. You look great! So glad you can breathe through your nose, too! It must be such a relief. Sending hugs and healing vibes. The neighbors are probably not anyone's business. Hope you are at peace. ❤❤❤
It’s just good to see that you’re doing well! Don’t feel bad about not sharing the story after all. It’s totally okay to change your mind, I think when you’re kind of in the heat of remembering what happened, you can feel more confident in wanting to share the story. But after you take some time to focus on other things, you can realize that it’s not something you want to share which is totally okay. It happens! I’m looking forward to seeing your vlogs again. (:
Good for you for doing what's best for you. It's not your responsibility to quench anyone's desire for curiousity. No vlogs is more disappointing than not getting "tea". There are channels for that if that's what peeps are looking for ❤❤❤
so glad you showed a bit of your bullet journal!! so aesthetic 😊
Your mental health & safety is way more important than any tea you could spill for us (even though you said the tea wasn't all that interesting :P)!
But I'm so glad to see another vlog! I really hope you're doing well. Enjoy that rice cooker, it's my favorite rice cooker too! Ryan chose well hehe :)
It's so great to see you vlog again. Do you have your own pool?! That's amazing, I'd love that even though it's rarely pool weather in the UK 😂 Honestly I'm glad you didn't share the neighbour situation, it sounds stressful to hear and if it's stressful for you to share then best to try and put it behind you. Sharing things isn't always healing, it can be re-traumatising. Sending you the best healing and joyful vibes 🩷
Listening to you talk is like taking a piece of my mind and saying it out loud! I just started this video - but that is what I think every time I hear your vlogs! Especially when it comes to videos to post/things to talk about!
Im glad your Patreon supporters are so supportive and cool! I wouldve said basically the same thing, you dont have to share anything online that you dont feel comfortable and excited to share just for the sake of juicy drama. Even if there was no risk to yours and Ryan's actual safety, having comfortable boundaries for your mental health is great and Im glad youre putting that first! It might not mean much from an internet stranger, but Im proud of you for making the choice not to share even though you kinda felt obligated to! I know how hard it can be when it feels like youve promised something and then have to decide you cant or wont actually do it, and it might not mean much coming from an internet stranger, but Im proud of you for making the choice not to share even though you kinda felt obligated to!
You are so hard on yourself! But I’m glad you’re back to vlogging and I could tell you getting more and more relaxed. As the vlog went on.
I’m glad you’re doing so well after surgery! Honestly I’d forgotten all about the neighbors. Past is past. I’m all for leaving it there, and I’m sorry it’s caused so much stress. You always should share Only what you’re comfortable sharing. Anyone that keeps asking just shouldn’t. Period. Glad to see you again! ❤😊
I just adore both your vlog and main channels,Kelli! Please never stop creating amazing quality content. You will never know how much joy it brings me!
Oh gosh thank you so much, your kind words just made my day!
Don’t ever feel that you have to share a story that you don’t want to share. Your safety is more important then anything. I just love your channel and your vlogs and if people don’t like it, then the heck with them. It’s your life, not theirs. You need to take care of yourself and your mental health. ❤ I am so happy for you about your collab being in Ulta. So proud of you. ❤❤❤❤I love the dress on you and all the clothes. Love the sweater and the sweatshirt too. I’ve gone line dancing once with my ex-boyfriend when I was a lot younger and learned how to do the Slapping Leather and it was so much fun, but also hard, because I am not coordinated..
I’ve been addicted to making Book Nooks. Safety pin a ribbon on the back of the dress and tie it in a bow? I love the dress! Welcome back to the vlog! ❤
I’m sorry you’ve been stressed about posting but I’m relieved the vlog hiatus wasn’t because of something more serious. I was hoping everything was going ok and it was encouraging you were posting swatch videos. Glad to see you back and that things are going well ☺️
Dude you are so anxiety and i can so relate 😅 ❤ ppl are just nosey (myself included) but you are not our friend at work.. you are a youtuber and your privacy & safety is first priority!! You look the same to me, your voice sounds more clear & i love to hear your recovery is moving in the right direction! Love this vlog!! 🎆 so glad to see you back!!
Glad you're back❤ You have all the right in the world to change your mind about what you wanna share online, it's your life and your safety always comes first 😊
You can always change your mind about what you're comfortable sharing, You share what you want to share! I'm always here for house updates, bullet journal talk, and PR hauls!
i dont mind shorts, but i definitely love your long form videos (and vlogs) and always watch them. and actually i do use my subscription page instead of my home page haha.
anyways, also, never feel pressured to share/overshare something personal/private- its not worth your safety or mental health.
First time watching your vlog and I have to say I really like it. I'm eith everyone else, your safety is more important than sharing a bad neughbor story. I'm a bit older thsn you and trust me, Ive had some really terrifying neighbors. It was something I don't want to relive. Talking about it after would have caused more mental stress than help, so you decide what's best for you. Enough of that. I like your vlog. I like your honesty and its fun watching you live your life. Makes me wish I was young again. ❤
Yay omggggg I love the podcast!!! I’m so excited for it!!
Kelli, I love, love, love your vlogs! No matter what you show or talk about. Keep them going. 😊💕
Really enjoyed the vlog! I'll be honest I just impulse bought the rainbow and black sweater before even finishing the video haha it's exactly my vibe and looked great on you 💜
And I'm happy you chose not to share your story if the thought of doing so was making you uncomfortable! Proud of you for setting and sticking to boundaries, and glad to have you back!
I'm so glad you're doing ok! I've missed these vlogs ❤
Oh thank you so much 🥹 I really missed being able to just share the mundane stuff haha
Is it disappointing to not get the story? A Little. Is that a me problem? Absolutely! You do you and do what makes you feel comfortable!! Honestly, knowing you've resolved it and living a happier better life is great all on its own and I'm so happy you are more comfortable now and sad that you didn't feel you could vlog until you shared.
Totally fair, and I do appreciate the honesty 😅 but tbh it's not even a story really, it's just that our neighbors were super disruptive and tried to start fights with us lol
@KelliMarissaVlogs I think I just wanted to hear to compare to mine cuz we had neighbors starting rumors about us on the local FB pages. Thankfully they recently moved away!
good to see you back on the vlog channel kelli! also, happy birthday!!🎉
Hi Kelli, I’m a few days late but I’ve been catching up on videos lol. I wanted to add to the support by saying (1) you are not obligated to share something you don’t want to, (2) your safety should always be your #1 priority, and (3) it’s NOT “your fault” for “hyping up” the neighbor situation. In your vlogs, you were being transparent about how you felt at the time. It’s clear that you guys endured a lot for the entire duration of your stay there. I’m proud of you for doing what you think is best for you and your mental health. No one is entitled to your story/info. We love and support you!! I missed your vlogs and look forward to seeing more, whether you decide to share stories from the past or not 🥰
So glad you put yourself first with the neighbour story, you've moved through it, it's part of your story and there's no need to blow the dust off it for anyone. This vlog made me smile and I'm so happy to see a new one pop up! It actually appeared in my feed too! Random side note, but did you see A England announced 50% off everything on their site because everything has to go? Apparently to make way for new projects but they said nothing is being restocked 😲
So many good updates to hear. 🥰 Came to the comments to sing praises for the Zojirushi rice cooker, we just got one too! 😂
I really think you nailed it when you noticed that if the idea of sharing something online is stressing you out, you don't need to share it. Sometimes when a bad situation is over, it's nice for it to just actually be over and for you to think about it as little as possible. I like your videos for what they are and I find them all really interesting. Just fun to hear someone else's opinions and experiences. This should not be an area of your life that stresses you out, it's optional and life has enough stress!
Have to edit this to say.. if you want to do short videos with comparisons of popular polishes, etc, I would eat that up.
Hiii welcome back!!
Hey sis, woman to woman here … you’re human, you’re a person like everyone else, and truly, you owe us nothing. You post what you want to post, and we’ll be here. You’re allowed to change your mind, change it back and change it again until you’re satisfied - yes, you can do that!
Your first priority is what happens when the camera is off. It’s your man, your marriage, your physical health a n d your mental health … these are what matters most.
You look happy!! I hope you stay happy!
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Also, it’s sal-uh-sill-ik acid 🥰
Thank you, it really means a lot to me to hear that! And thanks for the pronunciation lmao I knew as soon as I looked at the package that I was wrong but I had no idea how to say it correctly 😂😂
@@KelliMarissaVlogs I’m SO here for you 😎 and I can’t believe you replied!! Yay 🤩 now we’re both happy!
I'm glad your back!!!! I missed seeing your vlogs! I could care less about the neighbors. I too have anxiety so I am sensitive to keeping calm at all costs.
So excited that you are back and can't wait to see the next one Kelli!!
Hello welcome back ☺️. Nothing wrong with taking a break once and a while, we all need to step back from social media. You never have to explain yourself on why you took a break because we all need time to ourselves but glad to see you're nail videos.
I'm glad to see that you are back. I've missed you. I take care of my mom and live with her so I do not have a life at all. I enjoy seeing your vlogs and I'm glad that your neighbor situation is better.
I’m glad you’re back! 🎉
If anyone gets upset about you not sharing something - that’s a them problem, not a you problem.
Thank you! And you are so right, I appreciate that ❤️
I'm so glad you're back! I was getting a little worried you weren't going to vlog anymore!I understand your anxiety about whether or not to post your neighbor story. I think the majority of us here are happy to hear anything you decide to share with us and whatever you don't... well, that's your prerogative! So please remember that and don't stress yourself! ❤
Also, I really like the song at the end of your video. Could you please share the artist info and song title?
As someone who has had bad neighbors… but also lived through different traumas that take a long time to recover from… sometimes it’s best just to move on and not rehash it once the “wound” has “healed”.
I’m glad you’re healing well physically and are addressing your mental health again!
I'm so happy you are doing better and healed from your surgery! 💚
You really cheered me up with your fun hair and makeup. It makes me want to wear makeup and take better care of myself. It's a good thing, you are a role model! 🥰
I say no to that dress. On camera it does not look good on your body type. Plus, if something doesn't make you feel good then you most likely won't want to wear it in public.
Have you ever said how tall your husband is? I'm 5'8 and I'm taller than a lot of guys I know.
Here in Texas there are always super talented dancers at those type of places. I don't know if Las Vegas has them or if they are just basic line dancing like that. I'm talking about the ones where the couples do aerial stunts. It looks really fun too!
Soooo happy to have you back!!! Thanks for these great updates and for keeping it real. ❤
Please don't get in your head about what to vlog. We enjoy you. We enjoy learning about your life. Just be you. If you've gone through something and you're done with it, just tell us. "I'm done with that I don't want to share it" that's awesome you processed it that's huge. First and foremost take care of your mental health you are so worth it. Secondly the red dress needs to be taken in in the tummy I'm a seamstress so I wish I lived nearby so I could help not coming to Wisconsin anytime soon are you
You sound like me in my head. Only ever talk about what you feel comfortable talking about love!! I don't know what surgery you had or why, but I'm sending you healing good feeling energy!!💜💜💜
What a fun vlog!! Happy to see you back vlogging. I just enjoy seeing you in everyday life sharing whatever makes you comfortable. And you look so cute with your hair up in a cap in the pool. Line dancing bars are so fun. They always seem to have an eclectic crowd with no judging. Just people wanting to have a good time. Looked like a blast. Have a good day!! 😊😊😊
There is absolutely no need to retraumatize yourself telling us a story. Just your random blogs about whatever you want to share is joyful enough. ❤
I really appreciate hearing that, thank you!!
It sounds like you made the best decision for you and your mental health when it comes to sharing/not sharing. I’m glad to see you’re posting vlogs again! 😁
Welcome back kiddo. So happy to see that you're doing well! I look forward to seeing more vlogs. :😊
Happy to be back!! 🥰
Hey welcome back Kelli vlogs 😊 so lovely to see you 😊
So you don't ever need to vlog anything you're uncomfortable with, it should be as enjoyable for you as it is for us so please remember that and never apologise for it 😉
Great vlog as always Kelli, you seem to make everything so much fun, definitely brightens my day so just keep being you, thanks as always ❤xxx
Wow we both just got back into something this weekend, I went through a few traumatic experiences two months ago and havent joined my weekly D&D campaign since because I was in shock for a while but then I had been canceling every sunday thinking that I was a completely different person and that my experiences had changed me and I was no longer fit for human interaction anymore but tonight I joined in and had a good time. My group was happy to have me join in again and we even RP'd my character having amnesia and needed to be filled in on what happened since the last time I played. It showed me that I havent changed so much that I can still enjoy my past hobbies. It showed me that Im doing a little better than I thought I was. I feel a bit better now :)
You were actually the reason I decided to try bullet journals and I'm addicted!
Ohh I love to hear that haha! I don't think I can ever go back to a normal planner!
Love this whole video!
The great idea is to have a section for things you did that were scary! Out of your comfort zone. Sparklers, no reception on lake bed. That kind of stuff. Super fun to look back on all the things you did that were frightening. ❤
Hello~I'm 59 and have not shopped at Hot Topic in decades. However, now is the time. I love that rainbow sweater and the sweatshirt. They are both on sale right now...hooray!
Hi!! Long time follower, never commented before tho. I’ve recently been catching up on ur vlogs from the past 1 1/2-ish yrs. I didn’t really understand the concept but listening to u explain about ur community and how u feel ur connected with us by reading our comments and responding back has led to me leaving this comment. I love ur nail vids and I’ve learned so much by ur trial and error! Ur nail care vids have even answered y my nails r doing certain things-mind blown lol this channel is bonus content I enjoy watching! And I’m a pretty private person so it’s interesting to watch u share ur life! But don’t feel bad when u change ur mind about sharing something, it’s ur life and u have live it for u! I kno ur reserved about sharing ur backyard, can u answer if the pool u r in is in ur backyard or a community pool?
The vlog should be for you, we are just happy to hear whatever you want to share. You don't owe us a thing, we owe you for providing us so many amazing videos ❤
Wait omg how is your handwriting so amazing in your bullet journal? I've literally been told I have the handwriting of a doctor or serial killer. Your journal is stunning and inspirational, thank you for sharing it with us!
I prefer hearing about your surgery and healing and what new things you can do now.❤
Honestly I'm so glad you decided to not tell the story. I was worried for you, obviously I don't know the situation, but I felt like if I had a situation similar to what you have said about it, I personally wouldn't be comfortable sharing it publicly. You definitely should always prioritize your safety
Honestly, I totally forgot about the potential neighbor story! But I’m glad you decided not to share, it sounds like it’s not worth the trouble for you. I’m just happy to see more Kelli vlogs 🤩 and I’m obsessed with that crewneck that Essie sent you! And I loved your outfit for the promo pics 😁
Yay I’m glad you’re back!! Honestly what I’ve been dying to hear about is stories about what you’ve been smelling for the first time and new experiences with food after the surgery, don’t even care about the neighbors haha, just glad you’re free of them!
So happy you're vlogging again. We've missed you. Glad you're doing well. Having a therapist that you're comfortable with is so important. I'll be watching for those Essie video's. Still waiting on the vlog showing us your landscape. Lol. Take care!!
Ryan is not thrilled about the idea of me sharing a tour of the backyard for privacy reasons haha so I'll probably just show bits and pieces in each vlog! 😅 But I'm glad I can at least vlog a bit outside!
Hey, welcome back! It's good to see you on the vlog channel again.
I've got a watermelon I need to cut into soon, but I always do it outside and we finally got rain, so maybe tomorrow. I want to do a watermelon polish, just the red with the speckles, but I'm too lazy to find a good red and a good speckle topper, lol. I know you're reviewed pre-speckled polishes before, so I'll rewatch those videos and grab one of those polishes.
I gotta say, I have two of those Essie polishes (or I did, I can't find them, so maybe I donated them already) and they're so so disappointing. They were barely like the swatches online; the color of one was different, by a lot, and the other wasn't as full of shimmer as the online swatch showed. Essie did refund my money and didn't require a return, so that was nice at least. I have been really liking their gel couture line; the colors are great and that top coat makes any polish last so long!
I'm so glad you're posting vlogs again! Its so nice to have the vlog AND podcast back (:
also, kinda off topic but for bathing suits I tried a locally owned brand recently (in Reno, NV) called Strange Bikinis and they are SO nice and comfy! They are kinda pricy but I thought I would recommend them at least.
So glad to see a fresh blog today! I absolutely love your bullet journal 😍 I want to journal but it always seemed so intimidating to just write, but how you've set it up is so cute and motivated me to get into it again! The red dress is super cute! Maybe a stitch or 2 at that mid seam could give you that look you were hoping for without having to take it to a tailor.
Welcome back we missed you!
Welcome back! I was just wondering if everything was ok 💕 I will watch a vlog from you about anything 😆
🥹 you are too kind to me, thank you! Happy to report that everything is (finally lol) going well right now!!
I like watching your vlogs! I'm glad you're back. You shouldn't have to feel pressure to talk about something that makes you feel uncomfortable and affects your safety.
You look great! Thanks for all the updates. Glad you are in a good place mentally🙂 Line dancing looks like so much fun. I will have to find a place here in Northern Calif that I can go to
That’s really interesting that your gum health improved! That’s a great update
Bring the red and black dress to a tailor! It's adorable!
Missed seeing you and just seeing what you're up to. I'd love to know what changes Ryan has noticed with you since your surgery and healing. I also hope you celebrated seeing your polishes in the store, it's an amazing accomplishment
omg alex, welcome to the vlogs!! this was such a fun return to vlogging
Poor Alex is about to be featured in the vlogs a lot 😂😂
It was great catching up! Glad you’re back and doing well! ❤❤❤
Thank you so much ❤️❤️❤️
I started reading all the SJM books based off of your recommendation and THANK YOU! ACOTAR is now my Roman Empire, I love it so much! Those books helped me feel emotions again that I haven’t felt in a long time. I just might have to go buy that Velaris hoodie…..
I've missed your vlogs. They are so relaxing to me
I’m sorry that I, or anyone else, made you feel like you had to share the neighbor story. I do love tea, but I never want anyone to share things under duress. I want people to want to share the things they share and I want you and Ryan to be safe. You can always change your mind for any reason, it’s your life and a video isn’t worth risking your own physical or mental health. Although we aren’t owed it, I do very much appreciate the explanation Kelli. You are such a sweet and considerate person, I’m happy you made a decision that brings you the most peace. I hope the decision brings you relief and you can blog without worry in the future. ❤
You bullet journal too! I've always kept a diary and naturally fell into bullet journaling. Love your layouts 😁
Mee too
So happy to know you're feeling better ! ☺️
Thank you!! 😊❤️
Missed your vlogs. Happy to see you Kelli you look great.
Thank you so much 🥰🥰🥰
So great to have you back.
I live in Iowa where we have very humid heat in the summer which I am assuming is similar to what you had in New Jersey. I LOVE summer and hate winter. I have always been intrigued by the "dry heat" of the desert and think it would be so much better than humid heat. Now that you have experienced both, what do you prefer.
YESSSSS Kelli vlog is back
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Omg that dry lake bed looks so cooooool! And Alex's dog looks adorable! I love visiting the desert and now I totally want to plan a desert road trip with my sister.
I was soooo nervous being in the middle of nowhere but it was amazing to just sit out there and watch the sun set! Esp with a dog to play with 😂😂
Yaaay Vlog!!!!!
I’m sorry you felt so much pressure! Glad you finally decided to let it go. Never share stuff you’d rather not share. ❤