So glad I saw this tonight. It's been a rough month or so here and tomorrow I'm going in very early for my the neck surgery that I've been hiding from. I'm honestly just ready to get started on that new journey and just so exhausted in every way. I hope today finds you so well and dancing, dear friend. And how wild is that sky? It looks like sun rays, amazing!
Ive been thinking of you, E, and wondering how the surgery went on Friday. I truly hope that this is teh beginning of a new chapter for you. You are so brave to do it. I hate things have been so rough. Take care of you. 🫂
It really has taken me years to get to this place. I think thankfulness is like a muscle. We have to practice and exercise being thankful unitl it becomes easier and that gratitude muscle becomes stronger. And if we haven't tried to be thankful for a whiel, it can be hard to get back into it. Gratitude has become a coping mechanism for me in that being thankful helps me try to balance out the challenges/hardships.
As generic as it sounds; it is ok to feel frustration but please do not despair. I know what is like to have supportive folks and how bad it feels being a burden but trust me, if it is indeed a burden for those who love you, they will take it to the very core. What a sunset at 6:40! Such amazing views you have! Keep strong Kelly!
Thank you. Yeah I agree with you- despairing isn't a healthy or productive place. So many complicated feelings when we need assistance. I am so grateful for the sunsets/view from my house. It really rejuvenates me. You keep strong too!
It’s amazing how much a stunning sunset can ease the suffering at the end of a hard day or during a tough stretch. Turning to gratitude and praise for our Lord, it helps remind us we are His. Sending you so much love. Always. 💜
Day 169 post op, I totally understand how you feel. I feel like such a burden to my family. I grew up in military family. So they are very strict and always act tough. So feels hard when knowing although they understand my condition they can’t understand why I act the way I am on a daily basis. Most days I don’t even wanna get up from bed cause I’m already dizzy. I’m always tired/exhausted
My heart goes out to you. It is so hard to feel like a burden adn even worse when people make us feel that way through their actions and attitude. I'm sorry they aren't understanding of your needs and how your need to live. I can understand not being able to get out of bed. Its hard. Rooting for you! Way to go for moving through this day however you need to you. Always know. you aren't alone.
I remember being on forums to indeed. It realy ages us, right?😉 You are a good daughter sweety. Im shure your parents are proud of you. They know you dont asked for the stuggles tgat you got in life. Big hugs Marloes ❤
Do you have the fall feature turned on your Apple Watch ?? If not you should especially in your yard & the fact you live alone . You know by my recent video it works !!!
I need to figure out how to check how to turn on the fall feature. I'm guessing its not bc its never been on. But it makes sense! I'm so glad that it worked for you. And you're right - I live alone - I should have it on.
So glad I saw this tonight. It's been a rough month or so here and tomorrow I'm going in very early for my the neck surgery that I've been hiding from. I'm honestly just ready to get started on that new journey and just so exhausted in every way. I hope today finds you so well and dancing, dear friend. And how wild is that sky? It looks like sun rays, amazing!
Ive been thinking of you, E, and wondering how the surgery went on Friday. I truly hope that this is teh beginning of a new chapter for you. You are so brave to do it. I hate things have been so rough. Take care of you. 🫂
Oh. Wow . That sunset is AMAZING!! 🥲
It really was. Glorious
I’m in awe of your ability to practice thankfulness regardless i struggle to do that
It really has taken me years to get to this place. I think thankfulness is like a muscle. We have to practice and exercise being thankful unitl it becomes easier and that gratitude muscle becomes stronger. And if we haven't tried to be thankful for a whiel, it can be hard to get back into it. Gratitude has become a coping mechanism for me in that being thankful helps me try to balance out the challenges/hardships.
As generic as it sounds; it is ok to feel frustration but please do not despair. I know what is like to have supportive folks and how bad it feels being a burden but trust me, if it is indeed a burden for those who love you, they will take it to the very core.
What a sunset at 6:40! Such amazing views you have!
Keep strong Kelly!
Thank you. Yeah I agree with you- despairing isn't a healthy or productive place. So many complicated feelings when we need assistance. I am so grateful for the sunsets/view from my house. It really rejuvenates me. You keep strong too!
Don’t give up !! Like you always quote from “ BTS , the best is yet to come “
Aw you remembered! Thank you!!! It is!
You are not a burden ❤
Thank you Em. Can be hard to see it sometimes. ❤️
It’s amazing how much a stunning sunset can ease the suffering at the end of a hard day or during a tough stretch. Turning to gratitude and praise for our Lord, it helps remind us we are His. Sending you so much love. Always. 💜
So true about the sunsets. They really keep me going - like a reward at the end of the day. Sending love back to you. 💜
Day 169 post op, I totally understand how you feel. I feel like such a burden to my family. I grew up in military family. So they are very strict and always act tough. So feels hard when knowing although they understand my condition they can’t understand why I act the way I am on a daily basis. Most days I don’t even wanna get up from bed cause I’m already dizzy. I’m always tired/exhausted
My heart goes out to you. It is so hard to feel like a burden adn even worse when people make us feel that way through their actions and attitude. I'm sorry they aren't understanding of your needs and how your need to live. I can understand not being able to get out of bed. Its hard. Rooting for you! Way to go for moving through this day however you need to you. Always know. you aren't alone.
I remember being on forums to indeed. It realy ages us, right?😉
You are a good daughter sweety. Im shure your parents are proud of you. They know you dont asked for the stuggles tgat you got in life. Big hugs Marloes ❤
Haha yes talkign about forums does age us! Thank you for the reassurance. Big hugs back to you. 🫂
Please pray to GOD about it🎉. HE IS ABLE TO SHOW US MERCY. HE would SURELY show you MERCY & THE WAY
Do you have the fall feature turned on your Apple Watch ?? If not you should especially in your yard & the fact you live alone . You know by my recent video it works !!!
I need to figure out how to check how to turn on the fall feature. I'm guessing its not bc its never been on. But it makes sense! I'm so glad that it worked for you. And you're right - I live alone - I should have it on.
@@IncredibleAnyway it’s in settings. I can text you
I mean to tell you, the fall feature is ON! It definitely hasn't been working! Isn't that wild!?
@@IncredibleAnyway that is wild . Maybe the watch needs an update on iOS
I totally feel that to the core of my being. 3:02 and 3:30 😢🫂
So many hugs coming your way. 🫂🫂🫂💜