Putting words into action is one of the hardest thing to do for an addict. Then we have to maintain that action. Thus, the multiple relapses (usually) before recovery begins to stick. Think of it this way, it's like electricity, it's always easier to return to the drug of choice than keep making the hard (but right) choices.
"I used to be a good person". If she walks away with nothing else right now, she needs to know that that doesn't change. Good people can make bad choices. That doesn't make them bad people.
Then you people have no idea and have no room to talk, addiction can make you a shitty person. It will make you ignore your own child. Is that a good person making a bad choice? No that’s a person who has become a shitty person due to their drug addiction.
they do say that a lot. But they're dating these scumbags and bringing them home, so on some level there's some responsibility there, as well as the inability to say no when they offer.
That's why people need to realise how much men influence women....Women act independent (and they are), but they definitely follow men more than they admit
I used Kratom to quit heroin. Then quitting Kratom was easy. I own a business now and have a wonderful wife and child. Life can turn around, but you have to make it happen.
@@rogueranger7989 you got to really want it to happen and you definitely need support it helps it go a long ways. Yeah that methadone is one of the hardest ones but it can be done you have to do a long taper and then jump off on the kratom.
If anyone is wondering: I seen Jana about 3 days ago now, she’s still homeless and using, but she’s flirting with the idea of rehab. Still so full of life, and kind, praying for her, please do the same!
@@ChosenWon If you have some contact info I’d be happy to pass it along to her. I think she has a phone, but no data, so no internet. Feel free to DM me
My husband was a homeless drug addict for years before I met him. His will to overcome his addiction was greater than his desire to use. He is a new man now and has been for over 7 years. Never give up !
Heartbreaking she asked for a notebook and a pen; she didn’t ask for money or drugs. She asked for something to truly make her happy which was a notebook and a damn pen or pencil. I really hope she can save her self and become the person that she is inside.
@@rozd7752 did you get in touc hcm with her? I'd like to help if I could, or at least have an update in her. She is in my prayers. My name is candice. I'm on my fiances page.. or mabey you can give me her Facebook info? Let me know
Yeah I Don’t Think She Is Uses To Talking About It This Honestly With Someone. It’s Most Likely Very Traumatizing. Bless Her Soul, I Can Tell She’s A Strong Person 🙏🏾
She was.such a sad situation.she's like a wee girl needing care and attention.she seems a sweet,but lost soul.Praying for her.I hope she gets help soon
Good for you bro 9 years clean last October. I have had my day slip ups here n there but 98percent of that 9 years I have been clean. I am on the clinic but idc it saved my life.
@@JD-zd8tm My nigga JD!!!! I remember playing rynescape wit' you back in the day. Then you became an emo pop-rocks lil' BYTCH & I dropped ya' ass --like I'm droppin' this sheet in ma' t0ilet, DAHG....
My girl's from Canada. She moved out here and then became homeless at 18. She told me stories about having to beg people for money outside gas stations. When ever i see someone like this i always hope that one day they will meet someone who will take them off the streets and protect them. My wife will never have to ask another person for money ever again. She's a good woman who was dealt a bad hand early in life. I'll never abandon her
She has so much emotional depth and complexity and is so observant. She exactly called out what i though about: you become so desensitized to homeless people, you don't think of them as "full humans" anymore. I definitely am guilty of this. It is so weird seeing someone who could be a school teacher or something on the street. This makes you think that everyone whos on the street could have lived normally if life treated them better. Those issues are never their fault. Everybody has the potential to be good at heart. And she is so sensitive to this and reflects it, just like me. It's so chilling to realize homeless people are not flat characters, they're full people deserving of a warm and safe home.
Yeah, i see it everyday when im out n about. See the homeless people on the corners or intersections with their signs, got people driving Cadillacs, Challengers, and New Trucks, etc,,, dont even look at these people, me,,, im driving a 15 yr old Ford Focus and give a couple dollars here n there, Hell,, just today i pulled up to a light and dude standing there and im like man, im totally busted at the moment as im scrounging around 80cents out of the counsel, snd im like hey dude, you want these bottles? I hed about 4 dollars worth of Mountain Dew cans bagged up in back floorboard. He was like Hell Yeah, everything helps.
@@williamsizemore98 Same... and sure it's "They're only gonna buy dope/booze with it!" Well, that's on them ,honestly..Im trying to put out the good energy and positive attraction..bc I need it too, who knows ,maybe that $ got them somewhere, where they ran into an old relative or got them to the train station on time to just miss a violent crime.. ? it's all a ripple effect.. **I will add that I've had food thrown AT me by a homeless folks...( I'm not talking crappy grub either. One time- *2 fresh Chick-fil-A sandwiches!!(that kinda pissed me off , ngl LOL)
@@yelizaveta1278 yeah, that's bullshit when they thrown your donation if its food back in your face, just make a note of who that person was n dont bother with that one anymore. That person was clearly looking for one thing only. Dope! Pretty sad.
People say she's high now. She's maintaining the illness. It's beyond partying, it's fighting the pain that the body has in withdrawl. If she doesn't get high her body pain is completely unbearable. What it does to the brain and how it changes everything is another story.
As a healthy grandma I was severely injured, the doctors put me oxy. I could tell the first day it was not for me, I was a successful business woman, take it before bed then wake up in early am to take a second, this to get my body to tolerate it. So goes the story we hear multitudes of times, other people and all doctors treated me like the death angel, then a chronic pain patient for the rest of my life, needing medication but dying with it! Being thrown into immediate withdrawal trying to stop on my own, then the heartless 'pain specialists', jumping through their hoops do it or else! Horrible world we live in, really!
@@mattmaster2582 easy for you to say. It's not always about the way that parents raise their kids. It's about environment and people who you think are your friends people who you trust and then all the sudden you fall into addiction. Don't be so quick to judge when you don't even know the full story.
People need to educate themselves on addiction. I'm a very big advocate for addicts , And for all the self righteous people out there that have something nasty to say about addicts educated yourself. Addiction starts in so many different ways. And please before u open ur mouth and say nasty things remember that's someone son, daughter, mother and , father. Have a heart.
She’s crying out for help. Its as if she’s trying to crawl out of her own skin pleading for help from this demon! It’s so difficult to watch without wanting to jump through the screen to help her. I’ve not been able to sleep. I just found your channel and have been watching. If I could take these women in my home I would!!! Just as they are. I’m in Texas though. I want to help!
@Lil me I to what to help her. I read your comment I was thing the same thing as you. Why not contact me and see if we can come up with some way to help this lady. Maybe get her into some rehab and have her a place to live when she gets out. I feel all she needs is a helping hand from some one who really cares. It sounds like she has had nothing but assholes for boyfriends. The one she's with now has her walking the streets to seaport them both. What kind of man has his girlfriend that he should be loving and caring for walk the streets.
Exactly. She had focus when she was talking about things she wants to do with her life. She's intelligent and lovely and needs help. I pray someone helps her 🙏
I live in a recovery home in Chicago.....best decision I ever made in my life.....just made 9 months clean....God Bless u Maurice L. for your dedication to mens recovery issues
Tom I wish there was more people like you..When she told you what she needed and you told her ok, I'll get it, I know you meant that and that just warms my heart.
Tom you are a great person with a heart of gold!!! I appreciate you going around to these beautiful souls and reaching out your hand in support for them💙💜💙 thank you!!!!
her naming everything she wants to be when she gets sober is so innocent and brings tears to my eyes. I hope she really wants to get better and works hard. I am rooting for you girl!
You can just tell that she is a really special person. I am praying for total healing for her. Her daughter and mother need her. The world needs her ❤❤❤
I wish I could help this young woman. It touched me in the end when she asked what he could help her with, and instead of asking for money, she asked for help with housing and help with shoes and underwear. I pray she gets the help that she needs and deserves. God please be with this woman...
These stories hit me hard and I'm so thankful for my sobriety. I just celebrated my 10th year clean and I've turned a dark cold lonely place into a wonderful life my husband stood by me the whole way.. I thought I was not an addict cause my doctor was giving me the meds. But after my sons birth he was born sleeping I just lost it. I was lucky to have my beautiful rainbow baby girl who will be turning 13 in May. I stayed clean for almost 3 years and my depression just hit and I went down hill. It took my daughter coming to me when I'm sick saying I don't want u not sick mommy and I went to rehab. So its possible to anyone out there just hang in there please
She is such an empathic person and super smart, with a huge heart. Eventhough she is homeless and addicted, she has an elegance and dignity about her. I sincerely wish her well! Thank you for treating the people you film with respect.
@chris YES SHE DOES!! But I told tom if they are Not off the streets in 2yrs. it’s usually 10 yrs B4 they get out!! 😭💔💔 if I lived over there. I’d go find her &help her out. I HAVE FAITH IN HER. She needs help NOW!! B4 it’s too last. It broke my heart she asked for just the simplest things like a writing ✍️ pad. Pen💔😭God bless her. I will keep her in my prayers. I work with the homeless. I have for over 17 hrs now.
My name is Eileen and I use to be on drugs I now have 28 years clean. I'm proud of myself God and my oldest son Raheem gave me support. He passed on 6.27.2003 rip son.
So I know Jana personally and have relations with her for about 7 or 8 years. I met her in the very early stages of mine and her addiction/using. I was very close with her being a seeing each other veryday and having some amazing good times , as well as sometimes some not so good times...obviously it's addicting right ? Lol but no matter what were into at the time she was always herself and the same loving , good hearted person always. She was beyond nice to any and everyone and A LOT of undeserving bad people. She went through a few toxic relationships that were nothing but unhealthy and traumatizing. But she was the girl who loved hard and didn't leave when she deserved so much better. She put up with abuse from several guys who also used and she used to cover it up instead of leaving. But Jana never let that take her heart and shine away ...jana was always still Jana. Her smile lights up the room and even in active bad addicton she STILL has that light and beauty to her. The last time I got to see and hug her was about a month ago maybe and she was okay. I see her often because she is squading out of a vacant bar in my negbiorhood, with her boyfriend, whom is also abusive. I was told that she jumped out of the bar window , or should say she "feel" but in reality it was to run away from his abuse. Smh she broke both legs in result to it but has recovered fine and walking. I try to check on her from time to time when I can and make sure she's fine. She always manages to get money off me after I get my hug from her tho lol but it's so worth it knowing it helps her. She is one of the most down to earth and caring person I've honestly ever met, yeah she is an addict but there is so much more to her that she is in my eyes. Addicting takes over the best of us unfortunately.
She shouldn't have done drugs. If she didn't care enough about her kid to not do drugs she doesn't deserve her. At least until she gets clean but I don't feel bad for her.
I went to highschool with her. We used to smoke weed, skip school, etc. My first encounter with the cops was with her. They took us to the station for being in an abandoned house. We used to hang out with this guy Lester and he ended up ODing from something. I don’t remember what it was. It shocked me so bad. I never thought any of us would get so bad into drugs. Please pray for her. She’s one of us, guys. Jana, if you are reading this, I love you. You are beautiful. Turn to Jesus. You are what He says you are. Not what you, or anyone else thinks.
As a registered nurse, I have had dozens of patients with history of IV drug use and currently actively use. Had a lady in the hospital for 2 months and in isolation. For the first 2 weeks she cried and screamed in agony every night during the withdrawals. She was thrashing so hard I had to put her in restraints. She almost stroked out from the withdrawal alone. Had very severe septic arthritis amongst other life threatening conditions. All because she was addicted to heroin. Every nurse that took care of her couldn’t stand her. She would cuss them out or feel they were judging her. However her and I had a mutual respect and understanding. All she wanted was to be heard and understood. She felt like the doctors didn’t care. Felt they saw her as a “stereotypical” addict. One of the saddest cases I’ve had. Please don’t overlook these people🙏
The illusion of actually caring in this society is fading quick, but to be honest I'd rather have someone treat me like shit instead of pretend, hard to differentiate whats actually genuine nowadays
Jana is strikingly attractive, and appears to have a good heart. Help her in whatever way you can, Tom. She needs a true friend, and hopefully she'll try rehab. God bless her. #changeisjustonedecisionaway
She’s gorgeous! I feel so bad for her :/ hoping she can get out of her current situation and get the life she really wants, you can tell she’s a really good person
Drugs don’t work like that. If someone just showed up with heroin when you’re a straight edge no one would ever do it. It’s a slow descent. I’m a middle class white boy, who would have never of thought doing opiates, but guess what? I got addicted to that crap. Everyone knows not to do heroin but when you’re in the throws of addiction u don’t even realize when it happens
My old ladies brother got her on heroin. I told her...he doesn't care about you. I went and told him he needs to stop. Then a week later some girl he sold to died and he got arrested. He's still a pos
“I want to help everyone but I can’t even help myself.”’ That broke my heart. I hope she gets help. She can do so much more. She has such a bright soul underneath there. ❤️
Humanitarians can easily become addicts because they become depressed & choose legal or illegal drugs. People like me was forced to become chemical dependents & tested on as children & given false diagnoses to make drug companies rich pushing toxic recalled medications & legal drugs similar to street drugs in chemical make. It’s truly sad the world they designed corruptly & ensures most our self destruction in one way or another or the addiction to things even like sugar that’s found to cause issue yet legal. Drugs we think destroy you & are injected but are also ingested & kill people. Even food addiction & obesity in record killed more people than cancer & drug addiction sadly.
I can feel her pain, her fears, her battles, all of it. She has so much pain in her heart and you can genuinely feel it and hear it. I hope she is able to get help to get out of that lifestyle and to be able to move on in her life and do well, and become happy, and fix her broken/breaking heart.
As a recovering alcoholic with only 40 days under my belt my heart goes out to this woman and I pray someone does help her like someone helped me. God bless her.
Stay strong and know there are folks out there like me who wish you happiness and health. My ex husband died due to alcohol so I know what a monster it can be. One day at a time ❤️
@@dozzer009 ma'am I would like to thank you personally for the kind words and I am very sorry for your loss of a loved one and yes it is very tough but somehow we make it another day then I mark on my calendar every day just so I can look at everyday how I made it another day and I swear when I reach one year I will devote my life totally to saving other alcoholics from dealing with what I have for 30 years and it breaks my heart did not only think about what I put myself through but that there are others. Alcohol has no good at the bottom of the bottle and if it did I would have already found it by now thank you for having faith and old faces of junk like me I just want to do better God bless you
@george spear thank you so much for the words of support and yes I definitely do the same as you and I mark it on my calendar because my calendar only does days but you know as well as I do we are just thankful by the hours minutes and seconds that we are alcohol-free. Your kind words as well as others are what give us fellowship and the encouragement to continue forward to be totally alcohol-free every day every minute and every hour every second. God bless you brother. I commend you and want what you have over four years oh my God yes I want what you have. Amen congratulations
Luther Eakin II You are so very welcome. It sounds like you have a solid plan and when you make your year, and I have faith in you that you will, slap me a virtual high-five. Always love yourself and never give up. Sending healing light and positive energy to you today and every day that follows. Godspeed my friend.
That was me 40 years ago- I’m going on 30 years clean and have had a great life, thank God in heaven🙏🏼❤️ Went to university, did intern hours and made a career helping addicts. Raised a wonderful, lovely kid in a healthy, no drama atmosphere. Am praying for Jana. Jana if you see this- I’m telling you if I could break free, so can you! Get yourself into treatment, keep trying dear girl! And thank you sir for listening to these people with kindness. 💕
@@ChosenWon- Thank you. And I can tell you that what is so helpful to those struggling with these horrible addictions are the acts of kindness shown- often by a stranger. ❤️
My Lord and my God she needs you. If there was anybody who needs divine intervention it is Jana. Please God help her. Move heaven and earth to reach her. Please. Thank you. Amen 🙏.
Wowww I’m 28 born in 1993 a lot of these women are my age and look aged and I just can’t wrap my head around how young they are how could this happen 😭😭😭Jesus we need you so bad !!
It’s heartbreaking to see her be so emotional and caring , you can tell she’s a good person. I’m 28 and I’ve seen my brother Struggle so bad with drug abuse it truly destroys you and your family too
Same luckily my bro finally got clean was a true blessing i hope this woman can see a brighter future with her daughter and in a kitchen cooking like she wants she deserves it 💔💔💔
She's only 29, had it pretty hard so far,but she has her whole life ahead of her,with some help and support it can be done.She talks about her mum, but doesn't mention her daughter.I hope she makes it.
Poor Sweetie! I wish I could give you a Hug and help you !!! You still have so much potential to turn your life around ! Please don’t give up if you see this message… God Bless You!
You can really tell she wants to stop but her past decisions are crushing her, so she does more to forget. It's so sad. Because the longer this goes on the harder it gets to quit.
You are so right. It is heart breaking. It is so important not to judge unless you have walked a mile in that person's shoes... I believe that with my whole heart. She is stuck in a maze and cant see the way out.
Death penalty would have been more effective. Like in Asian countries. If they did that 50 years ago her life would have been saved. Along with millions of others. It works. Most would never have had their first fix.
As a father of a young girl, my heart really hurts watching this. I couldn't imagine seeing my little girl out there in the streets, scared, alone and in a horrible spot in their lives. Thank you for uploading these, they spread light on some of the reality people don't think about in everyday life.
That is wonderful that you see it this way.. keep that! I'm in recovery ,and though I never lived on the streets hardcore like this ,I put myself in dire limbo. (living out of my car for a month or two here and there..but tried to appear "normal", keeping a secret..) My own father won't even speak to me.I let him down and am a disgrace. I'm over 30 and see that it is unfortunate rather than taking as to heart as I did.. but it still hurts like hell.:(- that, compounded with that I don't agree with his zealous religious views (example: I cannot say to an adolescent in SEast Asia- "You follow this OR burn for eternity!") I choose a simpler,kinder more peaceful approach to life now.. (not to be mistaken for weakness;) with a big dose of Gratitude. ❤parenting is the ultimate labor of love..
Wow when she said everybody I love dies. I felt that. I lost my mom, dad, babymom & 2 bestfriends to heroin. My daughter 2 sids. Im 3 years clean from meth. Addiction is a terrible disease.
She made me cry... My son was clean for 7 months, then used - he od’. He was 27, he passed away 16 months ago. I have a hard time watching these videos, I hope they find some peace
My son struggles daily. I watch his battle, the good days and bad. By the grace of God and fantastic therapists, he is winning his battle. He now has a great job, his own home, I'm so proud and very thankful.
Jana is a pretty woman, and she is undoubtedly intelligent too with her mom being a teacher. I wish the best for Jana, I hope she can get her addiction under control so she can be a good mother for her daughter.
She may make it...whenever he asks ppl what they need they say canned goods, deodorant n small stuff....she went right to housing, her GED, a food truck...shes thinking more of not what she needs to stay but what she needs to leave. N this is a good interview. I can relate to pretending ur ok all day while inside ur dying. That's a very exhausting thing to do.
Just came across your page for the first time tonight, and this video impacted me the most. Her heart is beautiful, you can see that... I feel I relate so much to her in so many ways. She has so much potential. I hope to see her overcome this.
My 28 year old daughter overdosed and died 15 months ago. I wish I could adopt this woman, get her out of that hellhole, and give her a home and a lot of hugs.
Omg. My heart. 💔 I was a heroine addict, from age 17 to 20. My Dad didn’t give up on me... that’s the only reason I’m still here... I was lucky to be loved by someone, unconditionally, and that’s it. I’m 36 now, I have 2 beautiful teenagers, and I’ve been blessed. I just wish and pray all of this, for this woman. ❤️❤️❤️
She has been up for day's....that's why she is so emotional.. How could anyone let this happen to themselves ..idk.....you can not help any one untill they really won't to help themselves....she seems to want help..her emotional state is from being awake so long..notice how she gos from crying to ok every few minutes....... It's truly a shame how drugs destroy people...at the same time they made there bed..ya know...only they can fix themselves........some will bite the hand of someone helping..you help then you are the bad guy..I have done it I have been there..not on drugs...but I helped someone try to get clean....it don't aways work out for the better of anyone.so ????. ....
In that state she can’t reflect on her life... she can’t be rational... it’s an endless circle that she can’t break out right now. Doesn’t mean it’s impossible. Sometimes a push from someone who isn’t involved is needed. Drug addicts are like children. You need to take them by the hand. She’s so miserable cause of her state that she thinks the solution is more drugs even though she wants to break out... it’s a matter we can’t understand cause we’re not addicted. She’s weak and that’s no crime she just needs more strength to get out
I am also suffering from alcoholism , I really understand how she feels . I also wanna quit Alcohol , have quit it in the past but it keeps coming back stronger . God bless everyone .
Heart wrenching. when she list all of things she wants to do, its like listening to a child when you ask them what they want to be when they grow up. Very endearing.
A lot of people talk down on AA and Na but they saved my life and my family. I just wish I would opened my eyes and mind when I was a younger man, I started abusing at 19 and didn’t stop until I was 34.
Hey Jordan congratulations on your sobriety I've been a recreational drug user for a couple of years. I wanted to ask you based on your experience can people go through life being a recreational user or will it always end up becoming a full blown addiction.
Oh my goodness. Jana touched my core. She wants to help everyone but needs help herself.... Her heart is Soo big. She asked for a note bad and a pen to write and draw to make her happy ❤️❤️. I pray she goes and gets help. There are so many things she aspires to do if she get clean. I pray she does soon. I would love an update n Jana 🙏
She seems like a very sweet person. She’s in a very sad situation. I hope she can get drug treatment and counseling and get her life back on track. She’s clearly been through so much trauma in her life. I’m glad to hear that she still has aspirations and dreams and I hope she can fulfill them. I wish her the best.
@@ralphabreu5022 you're propably right because she lives in that shithole of country w/o free healthcare. In other countries they are treating Heroin addicts and try to get them back on track.(Providing them with clean tools and trying to reduce their dosage)
@@waayneinteressierts9704 In the state of New York She would get free healthcare and free rides to drug treatment and rip us the taxpayer's expense and will never ever get better.. once a Junkie always a Junkie
MineTravelers don’t be ignorant g you not in the situation but if you were you wouldn’t be commenting the same thing. You have a photo of Minecraft on your account who’s the virgin now LMFAOO 🤣🤣🤣
@MineTravelers She really doesn't look that bad. I have seen people look much worse and sure you have to lol. She has pretty eyes and face isn't bad plus nice voice.
She's really breaking my heart,she sounds like a really good person who have made some poor decisions..hopefully she can find the help she needs, she seems to have a good heart
Let's pray so she stays a heroin addict for the rest of her life? How is praying supposed to help her? As a person of faith you should realize that praying won't change a thing. Why should god even listen to prayers? He knows everything already. Prayers are just an easy way to make yourself feel better
I can't watch this video to the end! I almost started to cry, and I don't wanna' cry right now! Although I never met this woman, she is a real human being!!!!!!! She deserve love! I would bet she believes that she don't! I'm sittin' here right now, contemplating ways we could possibly help her. I hope she is not dead!
Real people see real pain dawg... she is tired... it is a sad thing indeed. I'd say we have choices but were in a system. That keeps poor people down.... cuz you ethier work yourself to death and get nowhere or you try to fuck the system... or sell drugs. The world is wrong as a whole.. I wish we could just change it..
Unfortunately these people need alot of help and even more unfortunate is there isn't a ton of free resources out there for poor folks hooked on dangerous, hyper addictive drugs. So they steal or get into other dumb and dangerous situations, which leads them to prison, and not every prison is interested in helping them fix their life as much as they are interested in punishment. So when they get out are they in a better spot then before they got locked up? Comments like the one about hugging her will get you fleas or robbed are a pretty common view about these folk. Alot of the addicts I know are brutally aware people think they are scum, and it helps keep them in this dark place they use hard drugs to escape. Detroit and the federal government probably have programs that could help, but they aren't effectively promoted so people don't know how to get help or who is there to help. Sad fucking state of affairs and I hope public support for programs to help people get back on track really grows because our current methods aren't doing enough. Good on this TH-camr for doing what they could to help this person. I've been down and out before, not as bad as her by any stretch but I've had a taste of my own and watched many friends do this to themselves, a little kindness and compassion can go a long way for someone in a bad place.
Nah man, she is manipulating us with those tears. If you took her into your house she would rob you blind. She can say anything she wants, she can cry all she wants, but her actions tell the truth. I know it’s an addiction and it’s gripped her, but that addiction causes manipulation. 100% she’s a bad chick. Not saying she doesn’t need love, help, and support, but I wouldn’t believe a god damn word out of her mouth until she got clean. When she’s clean, then I’ll listen to the tears, not while she’s using though. She just wants free shit and to keep getting high.
Poor girl. Notice how she is so down when she talks about all of the bad stuff in her life, but then completely lights up when she starts talking about what she wants? This is what I bang on about in my vlogs about stress. Jana, I hope you stay safe and get to cook, write and draw as soon as possible. So glad you were able to get this opportunity to reach out for help. Well done @Chosen Won!
When she said, she wants to save everybody but can't save herself. That hit hard to me. Stay safe Jana baby.
110% felt that too.
Me too
I feel the same way..It hits hard. I can really relate 🙄
@@PalacePressure yes. She said that and cried for so many of us.
Putting words into action is one of the hardest thing to do for an addict. Then we have to maintain that action. Thus, the multiple relapses (usually) before recovery begins to stick. Think of it this way, it's like electricity, it's always easier to return to the drug of choice than keep making the hard (but right) choices.
"I used to be a good person". If she walks away with nothing else right now, she needs to know that that doesn't change. Good people can make bad choices. That doesn't make them bad people.
Exactly! Addiction drives you to things you wouldnt ordinarily do,and then you're wracked with guilt on top of people passing judgement on you
Well said💗
She still is a good person!! They can't just quit they will die. Hope she finds her way.
Yes. Exactly. God bless
Her to get better. 🙏🙏🙏
Then you people have no idea and have no room to talk, addiction can make you a shitty person. It will make you ignore your own child. Is that a good person making a bad choice? No that’s a person who has become a shitty person due to their drug addiction.
She is asking the right questions. This is a person who has the desire to turn her life around
But not the will unfortunately.
@@mattycosta9074 Yes actually I do. No amount of "help" or access to rehab will do anything unless the person wants to stop.
She is a bright soul. There is hope for her.
Lost count of how many times they say, "My boyfriend introduced me to heroin".
It goes both ways, but women always have issues with accountability.
@@brandonmills1135 incel
they do say that a lot. But they're dating these scumbags and bringing them home, so on some level there's some responsibility there, as well as the inability to say no when they offer.
I can relate
That's why people need to realise how much men influence women....Women act independent (and they are), but they definitely follow men more than they admit
I used Kratom to quit heroin. Then quitting Kratom was easy. I own a business now and have a wonderful wife and child. Life can turn around, but you have to make it happen.
Congratulations.
That's great news I used Kratom to get off the Suboxone from getting off of heroin.
GREAT ACCOMPLISHMENT!! I Have Yet to See -Anyone- Get Off Methadone let alone Anything Elese as it is Designed That Way!! 👍
@@rogueranger7989 you got to really want it to happen and you definitely need support it helps it go a long ways. Yeah that methadone is one of the hardest ones but it can be done you have to do a long taper and then jump off on the kratom.
Sometimes you may have to go back on a short-acting opiate (SAO) for a few days or a week then try the kratom.
“I want to save everybody, I can’t save myself” she deserves healing ❤️❤️❤️
If anyone is wondering:
I seen Jana about 3 days ago now, she’s still homeless and using, but she’s flirting with the idea of rehab. Still so full of life, and kind, praying for her, please do the same!
Thank you. Tell her I said hello. Where did you see her?
@@ChosenWon If you have some contact info I’d be happy to pass it along to her. I think she has a phone, but no data, so no internet. Feel free to DM me
im sure she was flirting with the idea while she was catching all my kids last week. man, she was great. no mess. 😂
@@jessesalinas8534 I bet, enjoy your syphilis buddy.
@@jessesalinas8534Same Fam. I've been looking for her for A few years now. She's A champ on the pipe
My husband was a homeless drug addict for years before I met him. His will to overcome his addiction was greater than his desire to use. He is a new man now and has been for over 7 years. Never give up !
Thanks and congratulations to him.
Heartbreaking she asked for a notebook and a pen; she didn’t ask for money or drugs. She asked for something to truly make her happy which was a notebook and a damn pen or pencil. I really hope she can save her self and become the person that she is inside.
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I grew up with Jana since we were 6 years old. This is the saddest thing I’ve ever seen in my life 😭. She was so nice and I’m sad this happened !!!
Roz D can you try to contact her?
She WAS so nice....wow! Is she not nice now?
@@unicornfamily9566 please don’t try twisting my words . Find another post to troll and get off mine
@@rozd7752 Honestly right?! I mean come on! I understood what you meant Roz D!👍❤️
@@rozd7752 did you get in touc hcm with her? I'd like to help if I could, or at least have an update in her. She is in my prayers. My name is candice. I'm on my fiances page.. or mabey you can give me her Facebook info? Let me know
I feel like she was begging you to get her out of there.
Yeah I Don’t Think She Is Uses To Talking About It This Honestly With Someone. It’s Most Likely Very Traumatizing. Bless Her Soul, I Can Tell She’s A Strong Person 🙏🏾
She was.such a sad situation.she's like a wee girl needing care and attention.she seems a sweet,but lost soul.Praying for her.I hope she gets help soon
She was lol. She's not even crying. She talks just fine outta no where
@@theholyspiritofgod5705 junkies are not strong people...nope no strength in that bag of bones
@@rhyoliteaddict7939 why so
I was a heroin addict for 15yrs. I know what that's about & she's right it's a life of hell. But I got 4-1/2yrs clean now.
GOOD BRO .
Did u ever Feel the need of returning? which is the only way to apply, or methood to stop addiction to heroin?
i’m so proud of you :)
excellent
Good for you bro 9 years clean last October. I have had my day slip ups here n there but 98percent of that 9 years I have been clean. I am on the clinic but idc it saved my life.
She's still rooted in reality and realizes drug abuse is destructive. There's always still a chance... you can do it Jana!
Rooted in reality??? Are you getting high with her??
I agree. Completely coherent. She has a chance, turn around. Needs a little success.
@@JD-zd8tm My nigga JD!!!! I remember playing rynescape wit' you back in the day. Then you became an emo pop-rocks lil' BYTCH & I dropped ya' ass --like I'm droppin' this sheet in ma' t0ilet, DAHG....
@@JD-zd8tm shes the first ive seen to actually admit shit and show some real emotion and wanting to get better she just is lost in many ways.
Every junkie realises how destructive it is!!!! Fuk i did! I used hsrd drugs since 14 im 40 now n I'm ok.
My girl's from Canada. She moved out here and then became homeless at 18. She told me stories about having to beg people for money outside gas stations. When ever i see someone like this i always hope that one day they will meet someone who will take them off the streets and protect them. My wife will never have to ask another person for money ever again. She's a good woman who was dealt a bad hand early in life. I'll never abandon her
Warren Peace ✨🙏👁🙏✨Thank you .
God bless you bro . May God keep you both safe and bless you with some babies and babies 👶 ....
Warren Peace Bless you 🌺
God bless the Shepard
Simp
I really hope she's okay today. An update would be greatly appreciated!
She has so much emotional depth and complexity and is so observant. She exactly called out what i though about: you become so desensitized to homeless people, you don't think of them as "full humans" anymore. I definitely am guilty of this. It is so weird seeing someone who could be a school teacher or something on the street. This makes you think that everyone whos on the street could have lived normally if life treated them better. Those issues are never their fault. Everybody has the potential to be good at heart. And she is so sensitive to this and reflects it, just like me. It's so chilling to realize homeless people are not flat characters, they're full people deserving of a warm and safe home.
Yeah, i see it everyday when im out n about. See the homeless people on the corners or intersections with their signs, got people driving Cadillacs, Challengers, and New Trucks, etc,,, dont even look at these people, me,,, im driving a 15 yr old Ford Focus and give a couple dollars here n there, Hell,, just today i pulled up to a light and dude standing there and im like man, im totally busted at the moment as im scrounging around 80cents out of the counsel, snd im like hey dude, you want these bottles? I hed about 4 dollars worth of Mountain Dew cans bagged up in back floorboard. He was like Hell Yeah, everything helps.
@@williamsizemore98 Same... and sure it's "They're only gonna buy dope/booze with it!" Well, that's on them ,honestly..Im trying to put out the good energy and positive attraction..bc I need it too, who knows ,maybe that $ got them somewhere, where they ran into an old relative or got them to the train station on time to just miss a violent crime.. ? it's all a ripple effect..
**I will add that I've had food thrown AT me by a homeless folks...( I'm not talking crappy grub either. One time- *2 fresh Chick-fil-A sandwiches!!(that kinda pissed me off , ngl LOL)
@@yelizaveta1278 yeah, that's bullshit when they thrown your donation if its food back in your face, just make a note of who that person was n dont bother with that one anymore. That person was clearly looking for one thing only. Dope! Pretty sad.
People say she's high now. She's maintaining the illness. It's beyond partying, it's fighting the pain that the body has in withdrawl. If she doesn't get high her body pain is completely unbearable. What it does to the brain and how it changes everything is another story.
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If everyone could understand this disease!sad realy
Thank you it’s so true I hate when people say it’s partying it’s really not
THIS!!!👏👏👏 Tysm for saying this!
As a healthy grandma I was severely injured, the doctors put me oxy. I could tell the first day it was not for me, I was a successful business woman, take it before bed then wake up in early am to take a second, this to get my body to tolerate it.
So goes the story we hear multitudes of times, other people and all doctors treated me like the death angel, then a chronic pain patient for the rest of my life, needing medication but dying with it!
Being thrown into immediate withdrawal trying to stop on my own, then the heartless 'pain specialists', jumping through their hoops do it or else!
Horrible world we live in, really!
Cooking, music, art... I hope she can free herself from drugs and pursue her passions! She's a beautiful soul who just got lost.
@Bornaking very true...
Indeed she is
@@timsears951 Strongly agree
Exactly, she is a lost soul .... I pray for her
@@Vickygarcia73 Same here.🙏🙏🙏🙏
She is still so beautiful. She has a pure soul and she needs the help more than anyone because she actually wants to get out.
I couldn’t do this job, because I’d want to pick up every girl and bring her home. I pray she finds her way.
Jana's interview has really affected me.
I'm a mother of two addict's and this shit breaks my heart.
@@mattmaster2582 easy for you to say. It's not always about the way that parents raise their kids. It's about environment and people who you think are your friends people who you trust and then all the sudden you fall into addiction. Don't be so quick to judge when you don't even know the full story.
People need to educate themselves on addiction. I'm a very big advocate for addicts , And for all the self righteous people out there that have something nasty to say about addicts educated yourself. Addiction starts in so many different ways. And please before u open ur mouth and say nasty things remember that's someone son, daughter, mother and , father. Have a heart.
@@jerseygirl2156 Thank you Jersey Girl, these people make me sick. One day they will be in this position.
@Marsupilami 112 -
You're an asshole for lunging that ignorant, narcissistic comment at someone.
When she cried "since March!" I lost it!😢😭
I know right I felt that ache in my heart and just wanted to give her a hug so bad 💔😓😟
@@bethhoward4364 so nice that you don't judge.
boo-hoo
@@22trem get well soon 🙏
@@bethhoward4364 get bent
She's still a good person. Addiction doesn't make her a bad person.
But it makes them do bad things...
@@brianna094 Lots of people without addictions do terrible things.
Videos need to be played in High School classrooms
And during medical classes so all future doctors could think twice before prescripting anybody opiats...
She’s crying out for help. Its as if she’s trying to crawl out of her own skin pleading for help from this demon! It’s so difficult to watch without wanting to jump through the screen to help her. I’ve not been able to sleep. I just found your channel and have been watching. If I could take these women in my home I would!!! Just as they are. I’m in Texas though. I want to help!
Lil Me god bless you! We need more people like you in this world!
@Lil me
I to what to help her. I read your comment I was thing the same thing as you. Why not contact me and see if we can come up with some way to help this lady. Maybe get her into some rehab and have her a place to live when she gets out. I feel all she needs is a helping hand from some one who really cares. It sounds like she has had nothing but assholes for boyfriends. The one she's with now has her walking the streets to seaport them both. What kind of man has his girlfriend that he should be loving and caring for walk the streets.
@@tinawindham6958 get you mind out the gutter . But that my breath name. It's spelled
Johnny forthplay
@@tinawindham6958 the name is sketchy but it could also just be a gaming account name.
@@tinawindham6958 & his response to this comment even more so. 🤔🧐
As soon as she starts talking about her future she gets focused. This woman needs help to get there.
She's beautiful needs to get the help
There’s Still A Strong Soul Inside Of Her
603 331 4154 msg me or call me. Get in touch asap
Sounds like she have ambition, just need some help and guidance. Pretty woman.
Exactly. She had focus when she was talking about things she wants to do with her life. She's intelligent and lovely and needs help. I pray someone helps her 🙏
I live in a recovery home in Chicago.....best decision I ever made in my life.....just made 9 months clean....God Bless u Maurice L. for your dedication to mens recovery issues
She is actually very pretty. A sad kind of beauty.
I don’t know about that...the ears are throwing me off
I am Tom hardy...
@@gacjpc7157 what
I don’t know this conversation is too old now…I was just joking around
@@gacjpc7157 you okay haha?
Please try to be kind and compassionate.
Tom I wish there was more people like you..When she told you what she needed and you told her ok, I'll get it, I know you meant that and that just warms my heart.
Tom is awesome 👍--he has compassion and he's easy to talk to -- people are comfortable around him 👌🏼✌️🤗🙏🏼
Thankfully Tom's the real deal! This world needs more Tom & Daisys. 💕😀👍
@@meloniemelons4708 Tom Reed PO Box 41 West Branch Michigan 48661
Tom you are a great person with a heart of gold!!! I appreciate you going around to these beautiful souls and reaching out your hand in support for them💙💜💙 thank you!!!!
her naming everything she wants to be when she gets sober is so innocent and brings tears to my eyes. I hope she really wants to get better and works hard. I am rooting for you girl!
You can just tell that she is a really special person. I am praying for total healing for her. Her daughter and mother need her. The world needs her ❤❤❤
Heart breaking
I wish I could help this young woman. It touched me in the end when she asked what he could help her with, and instead of asking for money, she asked for help with housing and help with shoes and underwear. I pray she gets the help that she needs and deserves. God please be with this woman...
These stories hit me hard and I'm so thankful for my sobriety. I just celebrated my 10th year clean and I've turned a dark cold lonely place into a wonderful life my husband stood by me the whole way.. I thought I was not an addict cause my doctor was giving me the meds. But after my sons birth he was born sleeping I just lost it. I was lucky to have my beautiful rainbow baby girl who will be turning 13 in May. I stayed clean for almost 3 years and my depression just hit and I went down hill. It took my daughter coming to me when I'm sick saying I don't want u not sick mommy and I went to rehab. So its possible to anyone out there just hang in there please
She is such an empathic person and super smart, with a huge heart. Eventhough she is homeless and addicted, she has an elegance and dignity about her. I sincerely wish her well! Thank you for treating the people you film with respect.
Dignity?
Oh my gosh....She has so much hope, potential..and so sweet. Yes she definitely needs to get in rehab. Bless her heart.
@chris YES SHE DOES!! But I told tom if they are Not off the streets in 2yrs. it’s usually 10 yrs B4 they get out!! 😭💔💔 if I lived over there. I’d go find her &help her out. I HAVE FAITH IN HER. She needs help NOW!! B4 it’s too last. It broke my heart she asked for just the simplest things like a writing ✍️ pad. Pen💔😭God bless her. I will keep her in my prayers. I work with the homeless. I have for over 17 hrs now.
My name is Eileen and I use to be on drugs I now have 28 years clean. I'm proud of myself God and my oldest son Raheem gave me support. He passed on 6.27.2003 rip son.
Congratulations, Eileen. I'm sorry about your loss.I know your son was proud of you. Plenty of support here.
So I know Jana personally and have relations with her for about 7 or 8 years. I met her in the very early stages of mine and her addiction/using. I was very close with her being a seeing each other veryday and having some amazing good times , as well as sometimes some not so good times...obviously it's addicting right ? Lol but no matter what were into at the time she was always herself and the same loving , good hearted person always. She was beyond nice to any and everyone and A LOT of undeserving bad people. She went through a few toxic relationships that were nothing but unhealthy and traumatizing. But she was the girl who loved hard and didn't leave when she deserved so much better. She put up with abuse from several guys who also used and she used to cover it up instead of leaving. But Jana never let that take her heart and shine away ...jana was always still Jana. Her smile lights up the room and even in active bad addicton she STILL has that light and beauty to her. The last time I got to see and hug her was about a month ago maybe and she was okay. I see her often because she is squading out of a vacant bar in my negbiorhood, with her boyfriend, whom is also abusive. I was told that she jumped out of the bar window , or should say she "feel" but in reality it was to run away from his abuse. Smh she broke both legs in result to it but has recovered fine and walking. I try to check on her from time to time when I can and make sure she's fine. She always manages to get money off me after I get my hug from her tho lol but it's so worth it knowing it helps her. She is one of the most down to earth and caring person I've honestly ever met, yeah she is an addict but there is so much more to her that she is in my eyes. Addicting takes over the best of us unfortunately.
Once Upon a Time She was a Princess 👑
I Pray To God she gets help, She seems like she's had Enough. My Heart goes out to her.
Ever hear the term Higher Power? It helps Addicts and Alcoholics Get and Stay Sober!
corona Bery I’m praying for all that hate in your heart to be gone.
She shouldn't have done drugs. If she didn't care enough about her kid to not do drugs she doesn't deserve her. At least until she gets clean but I don't feel bad for her.
@@laureenphotiades519 Maybe the "Higher Power" can go buy her some underwear and shoes while she's "spiking" $100 of horse a day
I love these religious peoples logic, your all just another kind of addict, your equally as ill and in the need of help.
I went to highschool with her. We used to smoke weed, skip school, etc. My first encounter with the cops was with her. They took us to the station for being in an abandoned house. We used to hang out with this guy Lester and he ended up ODing from something. I don’t remember what it was. It shocked me so bad. I never thought any of us would get so bad into drugs. Please pray for her. She’s one of us, guys. Jana, if you are reading this, I love you. You are beautiful. Turn to Jesus. You are what He says you are. Not what you, or anyone else thinks.
Thank you
As a registered nurse, I have had dozens of patients with history of IV drug use and currently actively use. Had a lady in the hospital for 2 months and in isolation. For the first 2 weeks she cried and screamed in agony every night during the withdrawals. She was thrashing so hard I had to put her in restraints. She almost stroked out from the withdrawal alone. Had very severe septic arthritis amongst other life threatening conditions. All because she was addicted to heroin. Every nurse that took care of her couldn’t stand her. She would cuss them out or feel they were judging her. However her and I had a mutual respect and understanding. All she wanted was to be heard and understood. She felt like the doctors didn’t care. Felt they saw her as a “stereotypical” addict. One of the saddest cases I’ve had. Please don’t overlook these people🙏
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Did she make it all the way through the treatment?
Doctors are sociopaths.
@@whiterussia9232 Exactly!!! At least some methadone or suboxone for the love of God!!!
The illusion of actually caring in this society is fading quick, but to be honest I'd rather have someone treat me like shit instead of pretend, hard to differentiate whats actually genuine nowadays
Jana is strikingly attractive, and appears to have a good heart. Help her in whatever way you can, Tom. She needs a true friend, and hopefully she'll try rehab. God bless her. #changeisjustonedecisionaway
She’s gorgeous! I feel so bad for her :/ hoping she can get out of her current situation and get the life she really wants, you can tell she’s a really good person
I agree 100%
I’m hoping she gets clean and can follow her dreams I really do hope. She’s beautiful inside and out.
I saw some Lana del Rey in her.
@Kermagideon *The coming of Nasty Boi * I'm glad someone else saw it. Her soft mannerism too!
If someone introduces u to heroin, they aren’t ur friend, they don’t like or respect u.
Drugs don’t work like that. If someone just showed up with heroin when you’re a straight edge no one would ever do it. It’s a slow descent. I’m a middle class white boy, who would have never of thought doing opiates, but guess what? I got addicted to that crap. Everyone knows not to do heroin but when you’re in the throws of addiction u don’t even realize when it happens
My old ladies brother got her on heroin. I told her...he doesn't care about you. I went and told him he needs to stop. Then a week later some girl he sold to died and he got arrested. He's still a pos
@@CriscDogs22 usually starts with pain pills
@@CriscDogs22 Correct even the doctors prescriptions can get you hooked, I was & I hate it!
If you do heroin you don’t respect yourself how can they
She’s 29... holy smokes
God please help her. She is on the verge of tears 😭
I love you auntie Jana please come home we miss you 😢😩
“I want to help everyone but I can’t even help myself.”’ That broke my heart. I hope she gets help. She can do so much more. She has such a bright soul underneath there. ❤️
For real though. How does anyone see this an not feel something. Heroine really is the Devil
It’s like you are drowning and begging for help... and there is no one
U so nice girl I can tell
Humanitarians can easily become addicts because they become depressed & choose legal or illegal drugs.
People like me was forced to become chemical dependents & tested on as children & given false diagnoses to make drug companies rich pushing toxic recalled medications & legal drugs similar to street drugs in chemical make.
It’s truly sad the world they designed corruptly & ensures most our self destruction in one way or another or the addiction to things even like sugar that’s found to cause issue yet legal.
Drugs we think destroy you & are injected but are also ingested & kill people. Even food addiction & obesity in record killed more people than cancer & drug addiction sadly.
SOPO THE VIBE i hope your doing better now bro, for real. and your insight is genuinely very eye opening
She broke my heart into million pieces, I am crying in pain for her. I wish I could help her to get a fresh new start.
I can feel her pain, her fears, her battles, all of it. She has so much pain in her heart and you can genuinely feel it and hear it. I hope she is able to get help to get out of that lifestyle and to be able to move on in her life and do well, and become happy, and fix her broken/breaking heart.
"What can you help me with?" That's her subconscious trying to get her out of that place. She's a good person.
As a recovering alcoholic with only 40 days under my belt my heart goes out to this woman and I pray someone does help her like someone helped me. God bless her.
Stay strong and know there are folks out there like me who wish you happiness and health. My ex husband died due to alcohol so I know what a monster it can be. One day at a time ❤️
@@dozzer009 ma'am I would like to thank you personally for the kind words and I am very sorry for your loss of a loved one and yes it is very tough but somehow we make it another day then I mark on my calendar every day just so I can look at everyday how I made it another day and I swear when I reach one year I will devote my life totally to saving other alcoholics from dealing with what I have for 30 years and it breaks my heart did not only think about what I put myself through but that there are others. Alcohol has no good at the bottom of the bottle and if it did I would have already found it by now thank you for having faith and old faces of junk like me I just want to do better God bless you
@george spear thank you so much for the words of support and yes I definitely do the same as you and I mark it on my calendar because my calendar only does days but you know as well as I do we are just thankful by the hours minutes and seconds that we are alcohol-free. Your kind words as well as others are what give us fellowship and the encouragement to continue forward to be totally alcohol-free every day every minute and every hour every second. God bless you brother. I commend you and want what you have over four years oh my God yes I want what you have. Amen congratulations
Luther Eakin II
You are so very welcome. It sounds like you have a solid plan and when you make your year, and I have faith in you that you will, slap me a virtual high-five. Always love yourself and never give up. Sending healing light and positive energy to you today and every day that follows. Godspeed my friend.
One day at a time.
Such beautiful people. I wish America had more compassion. Everyone should be able to get the help they need regardless.
U have to want to help yourself first. U have to walk the walk, and stop talking the talk! i promise u she will get more than enough help.
That was me 40 years ago- I’m going on 30 years clean and have had a great life, thank God in heaven🙏🏼❤️
Went to university, did intern hours and made a career helping addicts. Raised a wonderful, lovely kid in a healthy, no drama atmosphere. Am praying for Jana. Jana if you see this- I’m telling you if I could break free, so can you! Get yourself into treatment, keep trying dear girl!
And thank you sir for listening to these people with kindness. 💕
Congratulations
@@ChosenWon- Thank you. And I can tell you that what is so helpful to those struggling with these horrible addictions are the acts of kindness shown- often by a stranger. ❤️
If she only knew how many people care about her. Poor thing.
Very true. Blessings.
Man, she has some really sad eyes.
@Bornaking as have many
Sadly
She has some really high eyes!
Golden eyes
@J L I agree with you.
Lol she's doped out there's a difference
What beautiful eyes. I hope she understands it’s not too late to get the hell out of that life. I’d love to read her writing!!
My Lord and my God she needs you. If there was anybody who needs divine intervention it is Jana. Please God help her. Move heaven and earth to reach her. Please. Thank you. Amen 🙏.
Amen
Wowww I’m 28 born in 1993 a lot of these women are my age and look aged and I just can’t wrap my head around how young they are how could this happen 😭😭😭Jesus we need you so bad !!
Please keep everyone posted on Jana because she has a lot of people praying for her.
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Harry Cunth I prey fur u too hafe bettr gramer
Harry Cunth how do you Know? You could say the same to me. The point is why be a douche?
@Joseph Robinson What do you mean by that?
You can pray for me, I will pray for you, and we can both pray for the hooker.
It’s heartbreaking to see her be so emotional and caring , you can tell she’s a good person. I’m 28 and I’ve seen my brother Struggle so bad with drug abuse it truly destroys you and your family too
Yep it's hard to get out of the lifestyle. Praying for her
Melinda Monroe I truly wish her sobriety because she’s articulate and has so much potential
Same luckily my bro finally got clean was a true blessing i hope this woman can see a brighter future with her daughter and in a kitchen cooking like she wants she deserves it 💔💔💔
raychul mishell agreed I hope she can get clean and the help she needs
She's only 29, had it pretty hard so far,but she has her whole life ahead of her,with some help and support it can be done.She talks about her mum, but doesn't mention her daughter.I hope she makes it.
Poor Sweetie!
I wish I could give you a Hug and help you !!!
You still have so much potential to turn your life around ! Please don’t give up if you see this message…
God Bless You!
She has the most beautiful yet saddest eyes, I hope she is able to get the help she needs and turn her life around.
You can really tell she wants to stop but her past decisions are crushing her, so she does more to forget. It's so sad. Because the longer this goes on the harder it gets to quit.
You are so right. It is heart breaking. It is so important not to judge unless you have walked a mile in that person's shoes... I believe that with my whole heart. She is stuck in a maze and cant see the way out.
@@tormentedsoul7852 king Jesus is the only way out!
All addicts want to stop, but its keeps your soul, you cannot escape it. I've buried to many friends, family 👪. As the GOVT pushes it.
@@troyjackson3497 the grace of forgiveness.
This is why we need better care for trauma survivors, not just jail sentences for addicts.
Bad decisions she is responsible for. No sympathy here.
Death penalty would have been more effective. Like in Asian countries. If they did that 50 years ago her life would have been saved. Along with millions of others. It works. Most would never have had their first fix.
Well don’t 🗳 vote Republican then because all they do is cut funding for social programs!
@@kingtrance6826 ,,,,, They must of let you out of the crazy house early...
Spot on
As a father of a young girl, my heart really hurts watching this. I couldn't imagine seeing my little girl out there in the streets, scared, alone and in a horrible spot in their lives. Thank you for uploading these, they spread light on some of the reality people don't think about in everyday life.
That is wonderful that you see it this way.. keep that! I'm in recovery ,and though I never lived on the streets hardcore like this ,I put myself in dire limbo. (living out of my car for a month or two here and there..but tried to appear "normal", keeping a secret..) My own father won't even speak to me.I let him down and am a disgrace. I'm over 30 and see that it is unfortunate rather than taking as to heart as I did.. but it still hurts like hell.:(- that, compounded with that I don't agree with his zealous religious views (example: I cannot say to an adolescent in SEast Asia- "You follow this OR burn for eternity!")
I choose a simpler,kinder more peaceful approach to life now.. (not to be mistaken for weakness;) with a big dose of Gratitude. ❤parenting is the ultimate labor of love..
@McFlickers aww...and I love you
Wow when she said everybody I love dies. I felt that.
I lost my mom, dad, babymom & 2 bestfriends to heroin.
My daughter 2 sids.
Im 3 years clean from meth.
Addiction is a terrible disease.
Congratulations
She made me cry... My son was clean for 7 months, then used - he od’. He was 27, he passed away 16 months ago. I have a hard time watching these videos, I hope they find some peace
I hope you will find your peace too.
Zerox thank you so much
❤️
My son struggles daily. I watch his battle, the good days and bad. By the grace of God and fantastic therapists, he is winning his battle. He now has a great job, his own home, I'm so proud and very thankful.
Please remember to pray! God will help your pain
Jana is a pretty woman, and she is undoubtedly intelligent too with her mom being a teacher.
I wish the best for Jana, I hope she can get her addiction under control so she can be a good mother for her daughter.
Only 30 seconds into the video and already I can feel the pain in her voice and the despair in her eyes....😔
Very lovely woman, it breaks my heart to hear so much pain in her voice
Bless her heart. She is broken. She needs to get to rehab. She has a good chance.
besides the hoppin in cars girl i feel u eo much i can realate so much
@black zebra the state pays for rehab with medicad..
She may make it...whenever he asks ppl what they need they say canned goods, deodorant n small stuff....she went right to housing, her GED, a food truck...shes thinking more of not what she needs to stay but what she needs to leave. N this is a good interview. I can relate to pretending ur ok all day while inside ur dying. That's a very exhausting thing to do.
@Alan formula1 we appreciate your service and may the good Lord bless you with many positive outcomes in your life journey.❤
Absolutely im 🐌 recovering
She's beautiful on the inside and out. I hope she gets the help she needs 💔 nobody deserves to go through this
She is actually a great person heart of gold
She really needs your help Tom plz do your best. She's crying out for help
I believe she is to. 😢
I agree she needs help. Tom is a wonderful person to do all he does. He can not save the world.
Really she needs to help herself first.
@@lynnstansberry7143 you're the POS. Tom is a very kind gentleman. You are a whiners nightmare.
Lynn Stansberry exploiting? They get to share their story and receive help. Also it’s about awareness.
I hope I see her in the next 5 years with a book about her life and a successful restaurant. She’s beautiful.
she died
I agree.
john r she did? :(
@@karliegilbert3917 obvious troll is obvious
@@karliegilbert3917 she overdose while with a client and dude left her in alleyway it in obituary
Just came across your page for the first time tonight, and this video impacted me the most. Her heart is beautiful, you can see that... I feel I relate so much to her in so many ways. She has so much potential. I hope to see her overcome this.
My 28 year old daughter overdosed and died 15 months ago. I wish I could adopt this woman, get her out of that hellhole, and give her a home and a lot of hugs.
Sorry for your loss. I know of too many examples
she said "WHEN" i'm clean. that's so important. she still knows there's hope. she needs help before she loses that hope she has left.
Good catch, the word WHEN very important. Glad you caught it, and glad she said it!
So true! She still has hope! You can tell how genuine she is. I just want to help her!
Amen to that
This girl...Jesus, my heart goes out to her. She’s so vulnerable and I hope she stays safe😞
UNCLE REGGIE SHARING !! PRAYING FOR HER DELIVERANCE !! IN THE NAME OF JESUS !!
You’re so right. Even with all the drug use you can see her pain and sorrow from her spirit. She’s calling out for help.
Jana, be strong you can and will get through this sending hugs and positive vibes your way. You have a lovely heart ! Xx
Omg. My heart. 💔
I was a heroine addict, from age 17 to 20.
My Dad didn’t give up on me... that’s the only reason I’m still here... I was lucky to be loved by someone, unconditionally, and that’s it.
I’m 36 now, I have 2 beautiful teenagers, and I’ve been blessed.
I just wish and pray all of this, for this woman. ❤️❤️❤️
She doesn’t want this .... her pain is so real I wish I could help her
She has been up for day's....that's why she is so emotional..
How could anyone let this happen to themselves ..idk.....you can not help any one untill they really won't to help themselves....she seems to want help..her emotional state is from being awake so long..notice how she gos from crying to ok every few minutes.......
It's truly a shame how drugs destroy people...at the same time they made there bed..ya know...only they can fix themselves........some will bite the hand of someone helping..you help then you are the bad guy..I have done it I have been there..not on drugs...but I helped someone try to get clean....it don't aways work out for the better of anyone.so ????. ....
In that state she can’t reflect on her life... she can’t be rational... it’s an endless circle that she can’t break out right now. Doesn’t mean it’s impossible. Sometimes a push from someone who isn’t involved is needed. Drug addicts are like children. You need to take them by the hand. She’s so miserable cause of her state that she thinks the solution is more drugs even though she wants to break out... it’s a matter we can’t understand cause we’re not addicted. She’s weak and that’s no crime she just needs more strength to get out
I used to cry on the way to my dealer when I was on heroin. I didn't want to, I had to.
@@vanessaxcx7189 you are spot on.
Just listening to her made me cry, so many lost and hurting people out there.
I know what she means when she said "my heart hurts" ....hit hard...
I am also suffering from alcoholism , I really understand how she feels .
I also wanna quit Alcohol , have quit it in the past but it keeps coming back stronger .
God bless everyone .
Sucks. Hang in there. Don't give up. Good luck.
@@ChosenWon Awwww ! thankyou
Heart wrenching. when she list all of things she wants to do, its like listening to a child when you ask them what they want to be when they grow up. Very endearing.
I was addicted to drugs for almost 15 years I finally got clean and sober and been sober for 3 years you can do it baby
Me too
How did u do it?
A lot of people talk down on AA and Na but they saved my life and my family. I just wish I would opened my eyes and mind when I was a younger man, I started abusing at 19 and didn’t stop until I was 34.
@@jordanpaul3701
Congratulations on your sobriety. One day at a time. That's all you need to worry about.🙂
Hey Jordan congratulations on your sobriety I've been a recreational drug user for a couple of years. I wanted to ask you based on your experience can people go through life being a recreational user or will it always end up becoming a full blown addiction.
"I wanna save everybody but I can't save myself" omg :( Jana I hear you, bless your soul
I always ignored the homeless but this woman made my heart hurt
Oh my goodness. Jana touched my core. She wants to help everyone but needs help herself.... Her heart is Soo big. She asked for a note bad and a pen to write and draw to make her happy ❤️❤️. I pray she goes and gets help. There are so many things she aspires to do if she get clean. I pray she does soon. I would love an update n Jana 🙏
She seems like a very sweet person. She’s in a very sad situation. I hope she can get drug treatment and counseling and get her life back on track. She’s clearly been through so much trauma in her life. I’m glad to hear that she still has aspirations and dreams and I hope she can fulfill them. I wish her the best.
She's a Junkie
Once a Junkie always a junkie
@@ralphabreu5022 you're propably right because she lives in that shithole of country w/o free healthcare. In other countries they are treating Heroin addicts and try to get them back on track.(Providing them with clean tools and trying to reduce their dosage)
@@waayneinteressierts9704
In the state of New York
She would get free healthcare and free rides to drug treatment and rip us the taxpayer's expense and will never ever get better.. once a Junkie always a Junkie
She has the most beautiful eyes. God bless and protect her.
She is pretty imo
MineTravelers don’t be ignorant g you not in the situation but if you were you wouldn’t be commenting the same thing. You have a photo of Minecraft on your account who’s the virgin now LMFAOO 🤣🤣🤣
@MineTravelers She really doesn't look that bad. I have seen people look much worse and sure you have to lol. She has pretty eyes and face isn't bad plus nice voice.
She's really breaking my heart,she sounds like a really good person who have made some poor decisions..hopefully she can find the help she needs, she seems to have a good heart
She’s a good soul in a broken body. Deserve to be sober, in a healthy place with her family and in peace.
Please someone help her to bear the pain.
This girl is so beautiful. My heart breaks seeing how sad she is
Let's all pray for this woman to get clean. Literally, please pray
Rosemarie Kline amen
I'm surprised the interviewer didn't pray with her. She needs it. The interviewer is not sincere at all, he's just there for himself.
Let's pray so she stays a heroin addict for the rest of her life?
How is praying supposed to help her?
As a person of faith you should realize that praying won't change a thing.
Why should god even listen to prayers? He knows everything already.
Prayers are just an easy way to make yourself feel better
Praying.
praying won't help at all , put her in rehab, that would help
I like the way she says WHEN she is clean hopefully she will pull through.
I can't watch this video to the end! I almost started to cry, and I don't wanna' cry right now! Although I never met this woman, she is a real human being!!!!!!! She deserve love! I would bet she believes that she don't! I'm sittin' here right now, contemplating ways we could possibly help her. I hope she is not dead!
Mann, I wish I could just give her a hug and tell her everything’s gonna be alright. Just know you are loved Jana so don’t give up!
Real people see real pain dawg... she is tired... it is a sad thing indeed. I'd say we have choices but were in a system. That keeps poor people down.... cuz you ethier work yourself to death and get nowhere or you try to fuck the system... or sell drugs. The world is wrong as a whole.. I wish we could just change it..
Unfortunately these people need alot of help and even more unfortunate is there isn't a ton of free resources out there for poor folks hooked on dangerous, hyper addictive drugs.
So they steal or get into other dumb and dangerous situations, which leads them to prison, and not every prison is interested in helping them fix their life as much as they are interested in punishment.
So when they get out are they in a better spot then before they got locked up?
Comments like the one about hugging her will get you fleas or robbed are a pretty common view about these folk. Alot of the addicts I know are brutally aware people think they are scum, and it helps keep them in this dark place they use hard drugs to escape.
Detroit and the federal government probably have programs that could help, but they aren't effectively promoted so people don't know how to get help or who is there to help.
Sad fucking state of affairs and I hope public support for programs to help people get back on track really grows because our current methods aren't doing enough.
Good on this TH-camr for doing what they could to help this person. I've been down and out before, not as bad as her by any stretch but I've had a taste of my own and watched many friends do this to themselves, a little kindness and compassion can go a long way for someone in a bad place.
Please someone help her. She is scare and extremely vulnerable. This interview disturb me tremendously
Me too. I was bawling....💔
Most of this guys interviews are disturbing, so sad to do that to people and make them run themselves through the ground in an interview.
@@justinlobdell6006 Detroit’s too raw for the rest of the country tbh, that’s why nobody fucks with us
Nah man, she is manipulating us with those tears. If you took her into your house she would rob you blind. She can say anything she wants, she can cry all she wants, but her actions tell the truth. I know it’s an addiction and it’s gripped her, but that addiction causes manipulation. 100% she’s a bad chick. Not saying she doesn’t need love, help, and support, but I wouldn’t believe a god damn word out of her mouth until she got clean. When she’s clean, then I’ll listen to the tears, not while she’s using though. She just wants free shit and to keep getting high.
@Alex Weber Lmao believe what you want. Been working living and playing here for years
Poor girl. Notice how she is so down when she talks about all of the bad stuff in her life, but then completely lights up when she starts talking about what she wants? This is what I bang on about in my vlogs about stress. Jana, I hope you stay safe and get to cook, write and draw as soon as possible. So glad you were able to get this opportunity to reach out for help. Well done @Chosen Won!
She’s so sweet. I hope she gets the help she needs & can pursue her dream of cooking & having a food truck.