Screw the abusers. So needed to hear that. And thank you Harry, I tried the smile and it actually worked and made me believe it. You're an intelligent young man :)
I personally think this is an amazing video. I've been opening up my fields into the studies of mental illnesses and DID is I believe one of the most interesting one. It's amazing how the other personalities can see her body instead of theirs. Its also amazing how they are under control for the most part. Its always heart touching to see people with this illness who are able to live a mostly normal life and still have their other personalities. These are great videos to study. (: thank you for the willingness to be able and open to sharing with the world something that can be such a sensitive topic.♥
Thank you so much for sharing this with us civilians out here. I found each one of you fascinating and really lovely and you have taught me a lot about DID. I have several friends who channel discarnate entities, and they share a similar experience when they describe what happens to them when they go and the discarnate entity comes in. I wonder if they have a form of DID. It is a fascinating condition and you seem to managing it with grace and humor and love. All the best!
Thank you, Robert! I have often wondered that myself, how many of the system are personalities and how many are walk-in souls. That part of metaphysics fascinates me and I have done some research on the subject. That gives me a bit to think about. Hope you are doing well!
I've watched all three parts so far, & I really appreciate all the information you guys give. My future husband is still dealing with his massively chaotic system, & it helps to hear that certain things can be done. For example...the thing about the kitchen? Making the food appear and disappear- they uh...used to (warning might scare the littles) ......................................................................................................... eat their littles... Got them to stop tho!
thank u soooooo much for all the information, it has really opened my eyes im doing a research project on MPD/DID and i would really appreciate using your videos as a source
I have heard of these and it saddens me that they exist. But I do not have any in my system. I am very proud of my system and all the progress they continue to make.
@sakuraishott I so know what you mean. I find the human mind fascinating, and what better way to understand something like this then with a front row view?
your video was really interesting! i was wondering if you can make each person come out when you want or how does that work? and i was also wondering what hari means when he says he is saving the ghost alters.
In responce to the allergies and ailments, If an alter gets sick, does the body feel it at that point? Or when an alter is sick inside can the body sence it and feel some of it. OurPeanutGallerie 's alters have different learning dissabilities and the body or the *core* shows them at times.
@NyHereICome I remember switching but I am not whomever comes out, they are their own person. I go into the Meadow, a place they created for me long ago so I wouldn't be scared during the switch.
If this woman was to go to England, do you think that Beth may become the dominant alter because of the location or would location really not play a part in what alter is more apt to come out compared to the rest?
Do different situations trigger certain personalities? I really don't mean to sound ignorant, but I really know nothing about MPD/DID. Thank you so much for posting!
We can switch easily between each other. I get a pulling sensation in my stomach just before I switch but outwardly no one can tell I am about to switch. I get a headache if I switch a lot in a short period of time. I recently shared a dream with one of my Littles, that was interesting. We do not celebrate everyone's individual birthdays because those are creation dates and emotionally painful to remember.
@26DaysBefore It is interesting. I suppose because I have it and rarely look at it from an outsiders point of view I don't really see it as interesting that often. But I can absolutely see how someone who doesn't have it would find it fascinating. Hope you are well!
We only have one driver's license. But everyone knows how to drive. They know to sound as much like as possible in the off chance I get pulled over. Interesting questions by the way.
Do you know where Beth is from, exactly? Like a town or county? Her accent is exactly the same as mine, and I have a very unusual accent; I've never heard anyone sound like me. I'm half Scottish, half English, but lost my Edinburgh accent as a young child and never gained the Norfolk accent or dialect, and thus ended up with a strange mix. I can sound American, Australian or South African at times, I'm constantly being asked where I am from, or which state or even "Wow! What is it like in Australia?" from someone I had known for two months. I just found it so funny to hear from someone else!!
Reigate, England. That's South-ish from London. I don't really remember being there, long story, but that is where she was "created." She does have a unique accent. It's changed over the years. Some days its thicker than usual, other days she sounds Mimi.
@vickypimp For them to come out, they have to ask my permission and I have to say its ok. For this, they already knew who was coming out and when. I can stop them from coming out but that's a little bit harder. This was all done in one day and afterward I had to rest. It wears me out and yes, I do get dizzy, but mostly just really tired. I usually take naps afterward.
Can you control them? like, now I want Hari to come out, next it's Beth's turn... or they automatically come out whenever they want? and can u stop them if they are coming out?... Last question, after changing personality, are there any effects like headache or dizzy?
I saw the movie 'Sybil' in which, at the beggining, Sybil didnt realize when they alters came out and what they did... did the same thing happen earlier to you? or you are always aware of what they are doing??
@LadySelene1 That refers to the main person everyone broke from. Although in some systems, the core is the personality that took over and became the main person when the original birth personality split beyond repair and sort of disappeared. As in the case of Trudy Chase.
@seelkadoom9000 I have several favorites because of how I feel when I come back out. They leave residual sensations when they go back in, such as, Beth and Richi are very confident and I like feeling that way when I come back. I would say that Beth, Richi, Hari, Mimi, Cassi and Kortni are my top favorites.
I have all kinds of questions. Sorry. Can you switch at will between everyone? Is there any sort of sensation as you switch or anything distinct when it happens so others could tell right away? Is it painful? Can each one dream a different dream when asleep? Do you get to have multiple birthdays? That'd be awsome!
This is very interesting :) I was just wondering what the point of therapy is? is it to learn not to change to a different personality or is it to learn the core reason that you have this disorder?
@Morgan9181 That's a good question. She could if she fought hard enough. But I don't think she would do that because we have developed mutual respect for each other.
@TorysApollo It's not an ignorant question at all! Yes, now that I have cooperation I can switch when I want to. But also, they have the choice to not let me switch.
@ChelseaHerself When I was younger, I couldn't tell. When I was in my teens, I started noticing a pulling in the pit of my stomach. As I got older, I knew that meant I would black out soon. But now, It's a mutual thing, they have to ask permission and I have to allow it. Sometimes they can just come out, like if they feel I am in danger.
@xSystem69 Yes they do, Beth tries to make it clear it's her by greeting people with Cheers, and Richi likes to greet people with Sweeties or Lovelies or Loves.
@randallpp They can but they refer to it as aging. They can decide what age they want to be depending how they feel. For instance, Hari has been 4 for awhile. Nikki was 6 for a long time, then an ex wanted him older and he aged to 22. He has been 22 ever since.
@aknpclove Cassi is the caretaker. She looks after everyone. Kortni is the person Sara, Nikki and Mimi came from. I read somewhere about that theory that the alters are souls. I can see that happening. Not weird at all.
@ceciliahg11 Ghost alters are alter that were created for one thing and never used again so they never developed. They are basically a shell of a person What his parents did was add a little of themselves and make him whole. When I switch now, they have to ask for permission before they can come out.
The arm tatoos are cool. I hate that I can't wear white anymore either Beth that sounds crappy if I wear white I wind up looking like Chunk from The Goonies; only sweat pants really fit me which kind of blows too I hope y'all are well :) YOU ARE ALL STRONG
@anjumanbakshi7 I am Tomi, the core person. I have male and female alters. They range in age from 2 to 54. It is a common place for people with MPD to have male and female alters. I hope this helps. :)
Kortni has an allergy to paprika, Richi is allergic to cats, and I have an allergy to mango sap. It's very broad and interesting. I don't think any of us have learning disabilities. Every once in awhile I will show a sensitivity to cats but for the most part I'm ok.
@hyperyoda1065 Oh GOD are they comfy!! I put them on every time I come home and keep them on until I go to bed. But airwalk doesnt make them anymore so I am wearing these bad boys until the turn to dust.
@0cally Did you see the woman who is legally blind, but some of her alters can see? I think some of them having different allergies is a lot less bazaar lol.
@pviper101112 When one of my system comes out I go to The Meadow, a place they created for me so I won't be scared. When I am out, they have a house where they reside on the inside.
@lilmisswisebrown I perceive them as real people and that's all that matters to me. I mean, you may see them as not real, but you would have to live with this to fully understand how people with MPD actually sees their system.
@infinatemind Richi is pretty fab! Hari is a typical 4 year old, sees something shiney and he's lost to us. :) I think beth talks a good game but I have never seen her actually drink alcohol. She's pretty funny. I saw the video with your flatmates, they seem very cool!
OMG the British character and the little kid is just amazing! she really acted like a little kid when they are just in their own world, not listening to adults...The brain is some fucked/powerful tool...We have the power to control our thoughts with meditation and other exercises, which can lead the person to heal itself from anything. It's just easier said than done, it takes patience and a strong spirit
@stargrl16 I can ask them to come out or if they feel I am in danger they will come out without permission. I am able to visit their house and yes, I can visit the Nothing, it's a very scary place. It's so dark.
@sidian3 But technically are they NOT real people, because, yes this is a real condition and the different personas have their own personalities, BUT isnt it all the suffers mind like making these personalities without realising as a defense mechanism? Correct me if Im wrong like, but this does get pretty confusing :)
@sidian3 No no, I don't mean like that, I mean like I do see them as real but what I mean is aren't they personalities rather than people cos they don't have their own body? :S If you get what I mean.
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Screw the abusers. So needed to hear that.
And thank you Harry, I tried the smile and it actually worked and made me believe it. You're an intelligent young man :)
thanks. i work on it and get more smarter. i like your name.
Such a beautiful soul!
Thank you for answering my questions! You are, bar none, one of the most interesting people I've ever had the joy of watching.
Be happy-Good IS better than bad-Merry Christmas to all the parts of yourself you shared with us .
You are all an inspiration, hari made me smile, he's so sweet, and bee
I personally think this is an amazing video. I've been opening up my fields into the studies of mental illnesses and DID is I believe one of the most interesting one. It's amazing how the other personalities can see her body instead of theirs. Its also amazing how they are under control for the most part. Its always heart touching to see people with this illness who are able to live a mostly normal life and still have their other personalities. These are great videos to study. (: thank you for the willingness to be able and open to sharing with the world something that can be such a sensitive topic.♥
Thank you for sharing all your insights. I am sure it took alot out of everyone.
Thank you so much for sharing this with us civilians out here. I found each one of you fascinating and really lovely and you have taught me a lot about DID. I have several friends who channel discarnate entities, and they share a similar experience when they describe what happens to them when they go and the discarnate entity comes in. I wonder if they have a form of DID. It is a fascinating condition and you seem to managing it with grace and humor and love. All the best!
Thank you, Robert! I have often wondered that myself, how many of the system are personalities and how many are walk-in souls. That part of metaphysics fascinates me and I have done some research on the subject. That gives me a bit to think about. Hope you are doing well!
Tomi Jamison I hope you don't mind, but I am watching your other postings. I will leave some more comments as I go along. I find your story touching.
I don't mind at all!
I've watched all three parts so far, & I really appreciate all the information you guys give. My future husband is still dealing with his massively chaotic system, & it helps to hear that certain things can be done. For example...the thing about the kitchen? Making the food appear and disappear- they uh...used to (warning might scare the littles) .........................................................................................................
eat their littles... Got them to stop tho!
Omg this video is so interesting! I love seeing all the reactions from the different alters
thank u soooooo much for all the information, it has really opened my eyes
im doing a research project on MPD/DID and i would really appreciate using your videos as a source
I have heard of these and it saddens me that they exist. But I do not have any in my system. I am very proud of my system and all the progress they continue to make.
you're just a lovable person overall :D I found myself genuinely enjoying listening to the points of view of each alter.
Hari, you are the cutest and funniest kid ever! You make me crack up every time I see you!
This made my day. I had a really long terrible day and laughing lifte my soul:)
Thank you!! It's a pleasure to meet you as well! :)
I do get terrible headaches if I switch too much, Like this particular day, afterward I had to go lie down because I was exhausted.
It was such a pleasure meeting all of you. I'd wish you good luck, but I really don't think you need it. Much happiness to you.
@sakuraishott I so know what you mean. I find the human mind fascinating, and what better way to understand something like this then with a front row view?
@hyperyoda1065 oh yeah, the colors were really cool looking. I've always wanted crocs, but I never find the time. Are they comfy?
@uljaj Hari is just wonderful. He always looks at everything with a smile on his face. Nothing ever seems to get him down.
And beth is hysterical, beautiful video
Thank you so much for sharing
Great teamwork team. Go system go.
you guys awesome take care all of you much happyness to you
your video was really interesting! i was wondering if you can make each person come out when you want or how does that work? and i was also wondering what hari means when he says he is saving the ghost alters.
Wow what a great video. I have a question, though. When you say "core" what are you referring to? I have heard this used in different ways.
@aknpclove Yes, they are. Cassi is the first alter, she is the oldest. Kortni came a bit later.
Hari
@Sayincide I'm very sorry. Have you checked into resources around your town to get out of that relationship?
In responce to the allergies and ailments, If an alter gets sick, does the body feel it at that point? Or when an alter is sick inside can the body sence it and feel some of it. OurPeanutGallerie 's alters have different learning dissabilities and the body or the *core* shows them at times.
@NyHereICome I remember switching but I am not whomever comes out, they are their own person. I go into the Meadow, a place they created for me long ago so I wouldn't be scared during the switch.
Thanks, Mate! Cheers!! (This is Beth)
If this woman was to go to England, do you think that Beth may become the dominant alter because of the location or would location really not play a part in what alter is more apt to come out compared to the rest?
Do different situations trigger certain personalities? I really don't mean to sound ignorant, but I really know nothing about MPD/DID. Thank you so much for posting!
Tomi.... do you get headaches when your alters come out? Sometimes I get horrid headaches when brat comes out. Interested to see your reply.
@iraqidolphin I am very lucky to have my system. They are really cool people. I am grateful theya re here and wouldn't change athing about them.
How do you know when you're changing a personality? How does it come about?
@DontEatButterflies Thank you! It was a lot of fun making.
We can switch easily between each other. I get a pulling sensation in my stomach just before I switch but outwardly no one can tell I am about to switch. I get a headache if I switch a lot in a short period of time. I recently shared a dream with one of my Littles, that was interesting. We do not celebrate everyone's individual birthdays because those are creation dates and emotionally painful to remember.
@26DaysBefore It is interesting. I suppose because I have it and rarely look at it from an outsiders point of view I don't really see it as interesting that often. But I can absolutely see how someone who doesn't have it would find it fascinating. Hope you are well!
We only have one driver's license. But everyone knows how to drive. They know to sound as much like as possible in the off chance I get pulled over. Interesting questions by the way.
@ZenAmbient It was freaky! Did not know until the left eye got swollen almost shut and the throat started getting tight.
One question: do the other personalities know that they're a lot of personalities in one body? Thanks :)
Thank you! I appreciate that! :)
Do you know where Beth is from, exactly? Like a town or county? Her accent is exactly the same as mine, and I have a very unusual accent; I've never heard anyone sound like me. I'm half Scottish, half English, but lost my Edinburgh accent as a young child and never gained the Norfolk accent or dialect, and thus ended up with a strange mix. I can sound American, Australian or South African at times, I'm constantly being asked where I am from, or which state or even "Wow! What is it like in Australia?" from someone I had known for two months.
I just found it so funny to hear from someone else!!
Reigate, England. That's South-ish from London. I don't really remember being there, long story, but that is where she was "created." She does have a unique accent. It's changed over the years. Some days its thicker than usual, other days she sounds Mimi.
@tomeuari There are some systems where the alters are not aware of the other alters. But in my system everyone knows everyone.
@vickypimp For them to come out, they have to ask my permission and I have to say its ok. For this, they already knew who was coming out and when. I can stop them from coming out but that's a little bit harder. This was all done in one day and afterward I had to rest. It wears me out and yes, I do get dizzy, but mostly just really tired. I usually take naps afterward.
Can you control them? like, now I want Hari to come out, next it's Beth's turn... or they automatically come out whenever they want? and can u stop them if they are coming out?... Last question, after changing personality, are there any effects like headache or dizzy?
I saw the movie 'Sybil' in which, at the beggining, Sybil didnt realize when they alters came out and what they did... did the same thing happen earlier to you? or you are always aware of what they are doing??
@LadySelene1 That refers to the main person everyone broke from. Although in some systems, the core is the personality that took over and became the main person when the original birth personality split beyond repair and sort of disappeared. As in the case of Trudy Chase.
@seelkadoom9000 I have several favorites because of how I feel when I come back out. They leave residual sensations when they go back in, such as, Beth and Richi are very confident and I like feeling that way when I come back. I would say that Beth, Richi, Hari, Mimi, Cassi and Kortni are my top favorites.
I have all kinds of questions. Sorry.
Can you switch at will between everyone? Is there any sort of sensation as you switch or anything distinct when it happens so others could tell right away? Is it painful? Can each one dream a different dream when asleep? Do you get to have multiple birthdays? That'd be awsome!
@AJBR1980 Oh it was exhausting! Took a couple of days to recover but it was still fun.
This is very interesting :) I was just wondering what the point of therapy is? is it to learn not to change to a different personality or is it to learn the core reason that you have this disorder?
@Morgan9181 That's a good question. She could if she fought hard enough. But I don't think she would do that because we have developed mutual respect for each other.
@TXVXE Sounds delicious! I have to get some to try.
@TorysApollo It's not an ignorant question at all! Yes, now that I have cooperation I can switch when I want to. But also, they have the choice to not let me switch.
@ChelseaHerself When I was younger, I couldn't tell. When I was in my teens, I started noticing a pulling in the pit of my stomach. As I got older, I knew that meant I would black out soon. But now, It's a mutual thing, they have to ask permission and I have to allow it. Sometimes they can just come out, like if they feel I am in danger.
you did a good job
@0Megaman0 It isn't simply telling them to go away. I like having them around. They are my friends. I have known about them since I was 21.
do all the personalitys believe in GOD ?THANK FOR ANSWER
@xSystem69 Yes they do, Beth tries to make it clear it's her by greeting people with Cheers, and Richi likes to greet people with Sweeties or Lovelies or Loves.
@randallpp They can but they refer to it as aging. They can decide what age they want to be depending how they feel. For instance, Hari has been 4 for awhile. Nikki was 6 for a long time, then an ex wanted him older and he aged to 22. He has been 22 ever since.
@aknpclove Cassi is the caretaker. She looks after everyone. Kortni is the person Sara, Nikki and Mimi came from. I read somewhere about that theory that the alters are souls. I can see that happening. Not weird at all.
May I ask what absinthe is?
That would be fine. And you are quite welcome.
@ceciliahg11 Ghost alters are alter that were created for one thing and never used again so they never developed. They are basically a shell of a person What his parents did was add a little of themselves and make him whole. When I switch now, they have to ask for permission before they can come out.
The arm tatoos are cool. I hate that I can't wear white anymore either Beth that sounds crappy if I wear white I wind up looking like Chunk from The Goonies; only sweat pants really fit me which kind of blows too I hope y'all are well :) YOU ARE ALL STRONG
@pviper101112 Who wrote what?
@uljaj Thank you! Beth is pretty awesome. She says whats on her mind. I like her strength.
@KeeHartProductions Thanks Mate! Cheers!
Hell yeah! I think it'd be "Fucking fantastic" and "Kick-Ass!" Lol, Go Beth!
@anjumanbakshi7 I am Tomi, the core person. I have male and female alters. They range in age from 2 to 54. It is a common place for people with MPD to have male and female alters. I hope this helps. :)
How can some of the alters have allergies? It seems that all of them would be allergic to the same things..
@sidian3 Thank you for your reply. :) Hope your doing well
Kortni has an allergy to paprika, Richi is allergic to cats, and I have an allergy to mango sap. It's very broad and interesting. I don't think any of us have learning disabilities. Every once in awhile I will show a sensitivity to cats but for the most part I'm ok.
Oh, forgot one... Do you have multiple driver's licenses? Either way could be confusing to an officer if you get pulled over.
@hyperyoda1065 Oh GOD are they comfy!! I put them on every time I come home and keep them on until I go to bed. But airwalk doesnt make them anymore so I am wearing these bad boys until the turn to dust.
@0cally Did you see the woman who is legally blind, but some of her alters can see? I think some of them having different allergies is a lot less bazaar lol.
@NyxesRealms Hari is 4 years old. He is such a sweet little boy. :)
@pviper101112 When one of my system comes out I go to The Meadow, a place they created for me so I won't be scared. When I am out, they have a house where they reside on the inside.
@lilmisswisebrown I perceive them as real people and that's all that matters to me. I mean, you may see them as not real, but you would have to live with this to fully understand how people with MPD actually sees their system.
@infinatemind Richi is pretty fab! Hari is a typical 4 year old, sees something shiney and he's lost to us. :) I think beth talks a good game but I have never seen her actually drink alcohol. She's pretty funny. I saw the video with your flatmates, they seem very cool!
WAIT! SO WE CAN ACTUALLY TALK TO You like different one of you guys?
OMG the British character and the little kid is just amazing! she really acted like a little kid when they are just in their own world, not listening to adults...The brain is some fucked/powerful tool...We have the power to control our thoughts with meditation and other exercises, which can lead the person to heal itself from anything. It's just easier said than done, it takes patience and a strong spirit
Hari is so cute!!!!
@rennimonster Thanks Mate!!
@stargrl16 I can ask them to come out or if they feel I am in danger they will come out without permission. I am able to visit their house and yes, I can visit the Nothing, it's a very scary place. It's so dark.
@sidian3 OK, thanks for your answer :)
In my mind, Richi looks like a blond Zexion (from Kingdom Hearts) XD
Hari's cute! ^_^ How old are you?
Do your alters grow up?
@sidian3 But technically are they NOT real people, because, yes this is a real condition and the different personas have their own personalities, BUT isnt it all the suffers mind like making these personalities without realising as a defense mechanism? Correct me if Im wrong like, but this does get pretty confusing :)
I'm glad you don't have any "evil" alters, cause I've seen some videos about people who do have them, and they must be terrible to have.
Where do you guys go when you want to come out and come the body?
Please comment Thanks so much! It would make me so happy if you commented!
@sidian3 No no, I don't mean like that, I mean like I do see them as real but what I mean is aren't they personalities rather than people cos they don't have their own body? :S If you get what I mean.
I don't fully understand.. Are these alters real people? Or people you made up in your mind?
10:20 - 11:00 really touched me... i'm in an abusive relationship
@hyperyoda1065 thank you. did you lik my shoos?
@tamtams33 They are real people, alternate personalities. They are as developed as you are.