My Second Psychosis | Drug-Induced Psychosis (Cannabis)
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 15 พ.ค. 2024
- Here is a summary of my second psychosis experience. I do not cover all the details of my experience, because it took place over a long period of time. Maybe I will cover the specifics of some of my experiences in future videos, just wanted to get the general principle of it in here. I hope you enjoy the video.
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Drug-induced psychosis should be talked about more
I agree. It’s the main reason I haven’t tried any psychedelics yet
@@ArmwrestlingJoe test them if/when you do, your life is worth the price of the test
i know Im quite off topic but do anyone know of a good place to watch new tv shows online ?
@Tanner Colson I use Flixzone. Just search on google for it :)
@Allan Lewis Yea, I've been watching on Flixzone for months myself :)
Mate you’re an absolute legend, I needed this right now. Know I’m a little late to the game, but still holds the same weight for me.
Thabks for sharing brother..
I can't help but draw parallels between your story and a horrific, prolonged experience with psychedelics I had in 2015.
I can hear in your voice the sincerity and kindness and I often wonder, if this mystical experience, if it had happened in another time and place you'd wouldn't be locked up but celebrated as some sort of oracle.
Thank you so much! Amazing to me to see all the others with very similar experiences. I am a mother of a son with many of the same stories you all tell. It is so helpful to hear your stories as it is easier to understand what happens as you go through this, when it is not your own flesh and blood telling you ! Much peace to each one of you. Please keep telling your stories as it may be a lifeline to someone else. Do not keep it in the darkness...TRUTH does set us free.
im literally tearing up youre telling my story word for word this is so surreal
same... we’re not alone homie
Checking in late but I’m here too 💪
Yea same with me too
And caused by cannabis was smoking a lot
Mike, we are looking to raise awareness of CIP. Would you be willing to talk to us? info@everybrainmatters.org
i'm glad something good like the friendship came out of what was surely a difficult time to go through
Having that "observer effect" in the hospital certainly hits home. Going in with all the physical signs of a panic attack and possibly stroke, but in my head the actual experience is just "Huh, how interesting. Wonder when I'll get control of my body back. Maybe I should count. One, two, three, four..."
Though, it's unclear if it was cannabis or an underlying condition in my case. Signs pointing every which way.
I put in my "crisis plan" here in New Zealand to forcibly admit me if I slip into psychosis again. I was so embarrassed by my actions, I thought i was some sort of science experiment because i was an Elf or Alien. I ended up staying up all night in my flat with a helmet and a meat clever because i thought people who were trying to poison me were in the ceiling. Never again it started out euphoric and spiratual but turned out very dark. Its amazing how our brains can do all that, still just a diagnosis of psychosis nos at this stage.
I have replied and told a brief summary of my experiences on your other videos. Very similar and I am so thankful for your honesty
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Hayden your videos are very helpful to the crowd that you direct them to. Keep posting these insightful experiences for people who can't put their experience into words. Just knowing that your experience lasted for 3 or 4 years for one of the psychosis episodes you had is what is keeping me positive that mine will continue to subside as time goes on
Thank you for your encouraging words 😊 There is more on the way. I have three videos I am working on right now. One will be coming out today or tomorrow. Glad it has been helpful for you 😊
I would love to hear more details please. I appreciate how vulnerable you are allowing yourself to be too, you are definitely touching people with your energy, keep it up brother.. We need more people like you to give us insights into the fragility of mind
Thank you for your kind words 🙏 I will continue to share. I am glad you find value in my content thank you.
@@justbeinghayden9451 thank you for your reply..
Even the fact you read the comments shows you're genuine.
I will be sure to subscribe and keep the faith brother..
All the way from Ireland
Thank you so much for sharing this, im studying the connection between psychotic states and spirituality, and tis is so insightful. It's a shame what comes with enlightened and elevated thoughts, can unravel chaotic terror, two halves of the same coin. Either way, I'll be tuning into ur channel just based on your personality so thank u for sharing and keep doing what ur doing
Thank you for your support :)
hey thanks for the video, its great to know that you are not the only one going through this, Had a psychotic experience this year July did a lot of damage to my parents house but i got help 3 months rehab and ive started getting better and normal
Thanks for sharing. It can definitely be nice to know you are not alone. Sorry to hear about your experience, but I am glad things are getting better 🙂.
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I'm so sorry you had to go through all this crap...I was in a drug induced psychosis last year and I'm still feeling the effects...I have my first psychiatrist appt in about a week and I'm really hoping that this gets easier at some point...sending alot of love and aloha and blessings your way...and mahalo for sharing your story...it helped me alot. 🏝️☮️💕🤙
Thank you! I'm glad it has been helpful for you. I hope the psychiatrist can help you. Feel free to reach out to me, happy to help in any way I can 🙂 Wishing you the best on your recovery!
@@justbeinghayden9451 🤝😊🤙💚🏝️🌊☮️
@@justbeinghayden9451 same to you 😊🙏
Thanks for sharing this. That sense of small things having a larger impact on the world made me remember I too had that experience. It’s interesting how psychosis is very similar between people.
updates? how did you recover?
sometimes it's your fam that wants you back to "normal", they used to go to the mountains. the observer they call depersonalization like the truman show but it's interesting to see it through a spirtual lense
@@dreamznaspiratons7064 It's a long story lol, but yes I am recovering, and have been on a positive path for a while now. I've continued through the spiritual path, and found my own relationship with God that has been equal part challenging and fulfilling.
Hi, thank you so much for this video and being so open with your experience. My brother recently got diagnosed with psychosis and he was a heavy weed smoker. Your videos help me gain insight to his experiences as it relates to yours so I could better help and understand what he’s going through. It’s been hard but you give me hope that he can live a normal life with the right medication, therapy and support. Thanks!
Thank you for sharing your story. It can be really hard for the people around the psychosis and there are limited resources to get information about it. That's one reason I decided to make these videos. Glad to hear my videos have helped you understand it a little better. I hope he recovers well.
tell him no thc. only completely pure cbd. it's an antipsychotic. look into it
@@dreamznaspiratons7064 that's scary and irresponsible advise.
Your description is so similar to the psychosis my sister had with smoking pot . She is on antipsychotics now . She has similar experience to yours and my parents were very scared to see and understand her. Her behaviour changed completely. Thank you for making video and sharing and educating people who thing pot is harmless.
Thanks for sharing. It can be hard for families especially when there is not much support out there or an understanding of these kind of experiences. That is one reason why I decided to make these videos. It was also really hard for my parents as well. I hope that you sister is doing better and that your parents and family have the support they need to get through it as well.
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@@justbeinghayden9451 we dont have any support as we dont know any other family who has gone through what we have been dealing with.. it has been very isolating and difficult..i wouldnt wish that on my worst enemy
@@summer7529 if you ever want to talk with someone who has been through it I would be happy to chat. You an reach out to me on Instagram or through email.
i swear to god man, nearly every word that comes out of your mouth in this vid matches with my experience. i left a comment on your video called psychosis and spiritual awakening, describing what i went through in depth. if you have insta or something please let me know man i'd love to talk to you, im a normal ass 19 year old kid but i feel like we could relate in a lot of ways. i haven't met a single person that shared my experience so to hear you say all of these things and perfectly describe what i was going through blows me away.
Follow me bro. I also had this exact same thing to me several times. I'm masquerading online as a Muslim but don't let that throw you off. @ll.a.iv
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Wow dude been going through all you're vids and its like you had all the same experiences as I had all the way up to the hug part! How a hug could trigger things.
I'm glad you can relate with my content. I can understand why the hug part might be confusing, its kind of hard to explain. It was just a very intense feeling, like I have never felt before. I think I was teetering on psychosis before that and it just brought me to the edge.
@@justbeinghayden9451 I made it seem like i didnt understand sorry. What i meant was i completely understood the hug part. Ive had the SAME effect. Thats what was the crazy part of it.
I went through a drug-induced psychosis when I was 19 (I’m 21 now) and it was the most terrifying experience I’ve ever had, it’s caused more paranoia than I had before and there’s a lot to unpack there that I’m not ready to really touch on yet but seeing someone else talk about it. It really helps me see that I’m not alone or crazy and that I’m going to okay.
Glad the video is helpful! 😊
@YNG_JJV233 no worries dude! Ur just super high, it will eventually go away but the psychosis I talked about triggered existing mental health issues in me so it’s different from what ur experiencing. But you will eventually snap out of it.
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@YNG_JJV233 that’s an article that could help give you some piece of mind (☞ ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)☞
@YNG_JJV233 how you doing now?
you want to talk about it and share experiences?
Sheesh. This is some heavy stuff bro. I stumbled on your videos randomly and after hearing your stories I now suspect that experiences I had when I was younger after using LSD and marijuana might have been this. I didn't understand it back then and thought of them as just bad trips or panic attacks.
Yeah it happens to more people than you think, plus it's not really talked about much. Glad you were able to get through them. Thanks for sharing 🙂
I love when you share these experiences. I relate to a whole lot of them. I know for sure I had a similar psychosis the beginning of last year which lasted almost 6 months. I had a very heightened empathic sense. I could feel the fear or anxiety around me and in objects. I remember having very similar feelings about how I wasn't going to take on the burden of humanity anymore because I've finished with that. And my mind kept convincing myself of a fear based reality. So it was a constant back and forth between myself.
I also remember feeling like my actions has dire consequences, either for myself or something else in the world. I was also absolutely convinced I was being watched or my thoughts were being scanned by phone towers.
I distinctly remember an experience where I was in such a fear state and was paranoid, and I was at work trying to just be. And I can feel my cells of my body begin to turn on me. Like the only way I can describe it was they were flipping a switch. And when they began doing that (it starts in one area and spreads) I can feel something say it was cancer. And I had to almost *convince* my cells that I'm still here, still good, still healthy, and they reverted back. It was seriously so hard to handle. It's almost like it was a lesson in keeping myself on the positive side, or I would have killed my own body.
In hindsight I can see why it had to happen and what kind of person I've become since. I'm blessed, honestly. Life is a trip. Thanks for sharing!
There are a lot of commonalities between experiences.I have never heard of someone having an experience where they have not understood some insight about themselves and/or the world. Thanks for sharing your experience they can be difficult, but it seems like you have gathered meaning and purpose out of it. 🙂
updates? how did you recover?
Covid... it is why I had a nervous breakdown. The collective trauma and energy felt from shutting everyone down far exceeds any dangers from the actual sicknesses. I totally snapped.
You seemed to feel the feelings around you but it was an illusion. In that state no human can judge correctly cause your brain doesn’t function. Like if your legs are sore or stunt after sitting to long. It simply doesn’t function.
You can repair it by time.
Thanks for sharing. I went through the exact same process, was smoking weed heavily stopped for 2 weeks for exams then when I smoke again it was as if the universe started unraveling itself and I could understand everything and somewhere along the way I got lost and ended up in a psych ward. Happened about 3 years ago and I've only recently been able to integrate back into "normal" life. Thanks for helping me gain some more understanding.
Thanks for sharing your story. Glad you feel like things are becoming "normal" again. Sorry you had to go through that.
updates? off meds? how
Joshua, are you willing to speak to us? We are raising awareness about cannabis induced psychosis. We're not going to talk about policies, we just want to provide more information on a bigger platform.
Had a very similar experience but I still choose to smoke, personally I feel like it hasn’t worsened any symptoms.
Yo man you remind me of a friend i met at a hospital in san antonio. Anyhow life had been hard ever since i never came down from this one meth high even though i no longer use. I tried healing with tons of psychedelics to no avail. I also see all kinds of hieroglyphics and entities on them which confused me even more. All kinds of ocd came as a result pocd u name it. I had psychosis before but this is the longest reintegration ever. Your videos helped so much. Basically it told me its just my psychosis its not that im gonna go to hell. Also ive been told if u can break thru on dmt thats where all the trauma heals. Im way too terrified to do that. I recently quit xanax too. I still smoke weed and plan on tripping still. Ive slowly made my thinking less superstitious and more calm. It takes time. It took some alone time. This thought i litterally just had after watching your videos. Rem sleep is healing. But its too quick like dmt. Sleep takes time 8 hours usually. So if reintegration takes time its actually perfectly fine timeframe whatever it is
It would be cool to talk more. I have a house now my parents support me and i produce and promote raves and rap shows. I used to hop trains and just go through so much extreme lengths both in delusions and in my attempts to heal them. I didnt know someone else could relate.
I love the fact that he is saying things that I experienced years ago but I’m still smoking....I always thought I was crazy..... in a good way tough what others perceive as disabilities I see different abilities. That’s my truth.You can’t put everyone in the same category the truth is some people are better off.
Never said this was true for everyone. My only goal is to share my experience and what has helped me. If you are better off that is great, but just know that not everyone can use cannabis and be okay. You are lucky it has worked out for you. Thanks for sharing.
I went through a very similar experience. Just learned to embrace it. I felt there was a break in that my ego and conscious mind had become one. I thought I was more like an animal while going through it. There was no split I was just thinking and acting.
I think after that experience you cannot go back to being normal. You still have the ability kinda to see behind the scenes but you're more aware the edge.
Thanks for sharing. Yeah I agree it changes you forever and definitely agree about the edge and behind the scenes.
are you on meds? how do you manage your psychosis now?
@@dreamznaspiratons7064 no. The racing thoughts go away but you always know how far it goes. All you can do is try to manage what led you there and prioritize stopping yourself from going too far.
@@dreamznaspiratons7064 it's like going into a room in your house you shouldn't have gone in, where nothing makes sense. You come out, close the door and tell everyone about it. Everyone says you're crazy. It felt real but eventually you realize why.
But that room is still in your house. You pass by it everyday. You can completely never get away from it. It's just there.
@@ReggThomastheoneandonolyRegg i completely agree with you. Btw do you think that it is possible to get conscious control over it? I mean my psychosis was marijuana induced and I think that i managed to integrate that experience well. I feel even more healthy and happy than I have ever been. I am aware of both higher knowledge and a lot of nonsense of what happened. But if I continued to smoke weed, would it strike again and bend my sense of logic ? I guess you're not a proffesional, but i just need more opinions
Went through this 3-4 times then stopped smoking weed for 5-6 years.When you start smoking in adolescence while the brain is developing, it causes problems for multiple reasons. Mental Illness can trigger anytime but cruticially before the age of 25. Must of us start smoking too heavily, too early. Recently , Ill micro-dose w edibles but not smoking anything. Feels great not overwhelming and doesn’t drag you into the underworld like smoking weed does. Pray that you heal and restore completely.
I hope my boyfriend will get through this. It's really breaking my heart that he smoked weed again and got his psychosis back again after he got out from the hospital. I love him so much and I haven't given up on him yet like the other half of me is still waiting for him. He's in the psyche ward now again I hope he will get through this again.
Psychosis is tough not only on the individual, but also the people around them. I can imagine it has been really hard on you. A lot of times people are in denial of their first psychosis and return to the same coping habits from before the psychosis, which often times contributed to the first psychosis. I hope that when he comes out of it this time he is able to realize that and healthier ways to cope. Wishing you and him the best. Thanks for sharing your story.
@@justbeinghayden9451 Thank you so much 💖
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i have delusional thoughts constantly, but am aware of it all. whenever i have a delusional thought ill have another thought like what?? no. thats crazy/delusional and you know it, but still get anxiety and a feeling of paranoia towards the thought. i have intrusive thoughts constantly and thought this was ocd at first, but it had turned into delusions and it also started after smoking weed for a couple months. i regret it all and feel like im ruined. i hope this feeling goes away. im currently on 1.5 risperidal and i think its somewhat helping, but i still have a lot of delusional thoughts here and there towards things that are important to me ive noticed. im also getting therapy, but i feel like my therapist doesnt completely understand my problems, but i get it. anyways, your videos are extremely helpful, so thank you!
Thank you for sharing. Yeah it took me a while to get away from the delusional thoughts, its a lot of reprogramming. Pot definitely did not help me with psychosis and delusion as well, that's why I stay away from it. Glad my videos are helpful to you :). Be sure to tell your therapist how you feel about the treatment. If you feel like they do not understand you then tell them, therapy is a place for you not for the counselor, so if you feel like you are not understood the counselor needs to know. Just a suggestion. Hope it gets better. Thanks again!
@@user88810 you feeling any better? I feel your comment of your experience really spoke to me. Like you know you’re delusional but also you sorta buy into the delusions of paranoid at the same time? Any advice would be greatly appreciated.
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Are you doing better now?
@@johnkovich8874 im doing great!
Thanks again for sharing! The everything being some form of cosmic joke thing was such a poignant part of my experience, and an interesting concept to me now- I also had a similar thing where I felt me and a twin flame where pendulum swinging between fighting demons in the underworld and periods of rest where we would just chill, like I was convinced I was going to the beach because I had earned a period of relaxation. Crazy haha. Would be interested in hearing about your thoughts on these metaphors, right now I'm into Norse mythology as it talks a lot about the underworld and life as this battle between life and dark, although I'm more inclined to think it more as a dance :) As always appreciate your content!
That is interesting. Yeah thats a good idea for another video, thanks for bringing that up. It's interesting how there are usually lots of commonalities with these experiences. Thanks for sharing!
Are you on meds?
@@luciekrejcova1545 I don't take any meds, I was put on them after I left the ward but I view mine as a spiritual experience so prefer to ground through meditation or going outside and so far it's working for me :)
Are you together with your twin flame
@@luciekrejcova1545 this part of the experience is hard to discern, as although I felt smelt and even made love to a man during my experience people around me confirm that I was never with anyone. Being with him was the realist things I have ever experienced, but I never got his name and at the end of our meeting it felt as though we were going back to continue acting as unconscious humans again. It's hard to explain and makes me sound crazy, but in short I guess the answer to your question is no haha
It's really surreal that for the longest time I was told and believed I was drugged. But I really most likely just smoked way too much pot at a time when I was extremely depressed and anxious from a buildup of years of abuse. A common thing I hear people talk about when they have had psychosis is how they think they're dying and being reborn somehow. During this awful experience I had, I watched the sky open up, and I was told that I am god, that everyone is god, and that this life is no longer serving me and I had to die and be reborn as someone else so I can have a better life. And I cried and cried and cried and I shook and sometimes I felt hot, some I felt cold, I felt immense pain then nothing at all, and I truly believed I was going through the stages of death. All saw all my "friends" who I didn't know so well in the grand scheme of things as demons, terrifying demons with black eyes and wide pointy toothed grins, and thought they wanted to kill me. I was like that for a few hours and then I went to sleep as I started to calm down, still seeing strange things but not as scary. The next day I woke up feeling traumatized. I was so scared of my mom that I never told her, and either she didn't notice something was wrong, or didn't care to say anything. I spent about 6 months being really paranoid all the time, and having really enhanced sense of sight and sound, but lowered senses of touch and taste. I didn't really see delusions or hear anything out of the ordinary, but my depth perception for both sight and sound were off. I wish I'd known this was a thing back then.
Thank you for sharing. Sounds like a very intense experience. I'm sure you feel like it has changed you in some way. I hope you are able to integrate your experience in a way that makes sense for you!
@@justbeinghayden9451 It definitely changed me, I'm very very careful now with everything, and I'd never try drugs beyond weed. I have always had issues with dissociation, and I didn't know that then, but now that I do, I am very careful and gentle with myself and my mental state. I'm no longer tortured by what I saw and what happened, I can tell it like it's funny. It really wasn't, but it's my story to tell and I know that hearing it can sound ridiculous.
It doesn't sound ridiculous to me. I've had similar experiences and have talked with others who have experienced similar things as well. You are not alone. Thanks again for sharing 😊
I can relate I have recently been in a cannabis induced psychosis.
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Hey Hayden, thank you for sharing your second experience and I also wanted to point out that I'm sure your parents wouldn't devalue you if they found out what happened (smoking weed for 3 months)
I was wondering if you'd be interested in making a collab together in regards to Psychosis. If not, that's fine but let just let me know if possible.
Great job man
Sure I'd be interested in a collab. You can email me at haydes13@gmail.com. Looking forward to it.
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Theres nothing wrong with you. You're just open to things.
I have gone through very, very similar experiences. You are on the path of the Shaman or Mystic. It has taken me 5 plus years to integrate my massive psychosis (which is just a breaking of the mind construct that is placed on us in our modern societies through schooling, tv, and media).
Psychosis has a very "negative" connotation in so called "1st" world countries. A better term for understanding what you have experienced is a "breakthrough", which is a breaking through of your mind construct and what you have used to relate to the world up to this point in your physical human life. It's basically an initiation into clear seeing, knowing, and understanding of what we are currently experiencing as humans.
Shamans, mystics, healers etc. have been shunned from modern societies because of the stigma that has been placed on them making them taboo thus leaving us no place to fit in which is why from another person's perspective they may see you as "crazy", "psychotic", or "mentally ill".
Yeah I agree. There are some components of the psychosis that felt like awakening and intuitive aspects of myself began to open up, but there are other aspects that just felt like madness to me. Thanks for sharing!
please create a channel. tell us more. send links.
how do you integrate?? off meds
@Kelly ML I understand your anxiety and fear. Just know you're a loved spiritual being. We arent crazy. Things are hard here is all
Thanks for sharing bro. I still have a lot of curiosity for the experience itself, i have done Isd, mushrooms one time and dmt a few times in 2019 and i kind of identify with some aspects of your experience but i never had a full breakout of reality but for sure i questioned myself on how grounded my belief system is. I would like to understand better the differences and commonalitys of a psychotic episode to that of the psyquedelic experience. In a way i feel i have slight chances to have one and it's mostly because of my weed consumption and then because of those strong Isd and dmt experiences i had, added to a few situations or factors that i have still not resolved that apply certain presure on my psyque and i feel sometimes like I'm at the hedge of loosing it. What symptoms or whatever i should be more concerned about if i experience it? Bc i have my own theory and ideas about the universe, consciousness, and all that but it's not all coming from my imagination but from a lot of other places and just resonated and stuck with me, but i find some things in common with what you are telling us so i don't know what to think.
Thanks for asking I think that might make a great video. Basically the difference from my understanding is that a psychedelic experience ends when the chemical is gone, a psychosis continues after the trip is over or without having any drugs in your system. They do have a lot in common, I'll have to think about that more. But basically if people arent confused by your behavior and you can have a rational conversation with someone, you are not in a full blown psychosis. Mania usually proceeds psychosis, so you could check out the symptoms of that, and not sleeping is also a major sign.
@@justbeinghayden9451 i do sleep, and ppl aren't worried about my behavior. I have ups and downs but they are not so sharp to say it's a manic state. I just encounter myself in some mental places, some questions, feelings or realisations, that are not what is considered to be "normal". Only by thinking a little i can almost induce ego death like flashbacks anytime like to just take a screenshot of my life and feel amazed by it all again hahah weed also now opens doors in me that it didn't open before dmt or that one 150ug trip
Stan Grof - psychiatrist well known and establisher of transpersonal psychiatry talks about himself using LSD to cause psychotic states intentionally for self healing of the soul
@@andrespkpasion I am not a medical professional, but if your experiences are not causing any harm in your life or preventing you from functioning in the world, then you have nothing to worry about. It is when the states you are exploring become a barrier for you to be able to function practically in the world that it becomes a problem. Everyone has delusions to some degree, not saying that what you are experiencing is, but until it is preventing you from living a relatively "normal" life its not really an issue. That would be my personal take on it at least.
Hey..could you please not worry about the lenght of what comes out of you! You really need to look beyond peoples patience. I need to know your experiance. I need the information. Yes i am one of you! Just let it go man. Make em as long as you want. Thats what i would do. I dont care if people complain. Then the video is not for them. Be yourself man. Please, dont limit yourself for these sleeping people. You can reach the ones that are drawn to it.
Hey, I really appreciate your comment. You are right for a lot of my videos I was worried about what others might think of the video and if they would be interested or not. My more recent videos I have been focusing more on just allowing myself to be me and not worry about what people might think. It means a lot that you care about what I have to say. I think you are right about drawing the people that like what I have to say. Thank you for your comment and support, I appreciate it.
@@justbeinghayden9451 i fully agree with that comment, keep doing you 💪
Btw how can I reach you to ask some questions?
@@ravenzillaTV you can reach out to me on instagram @hmoreau19 or email hmoreau@live.com
I’ve smoked since I was 14. I grew up around it. There never was a problem when it was grown outdoors in living soil. It’s when hydroponics first started in the late 80s. Most of the chemicals (nutrients) were not for human consumption or food related grows. Definitely no idea what it did when burnt and inhaled. Since hydroponics is a billion dollar industry now. To grow just to keep up you need up to 20 different nutrient additives. When I started smoking hydroponics it only took about 2 years before I started getting mental problems from smoking it. I stopped for about 15 years because I’d go into a full blown panic attack off just one puff. I’m on Valium and and an anti depressant now. I can smoke if I have a few Valium. Almost impossible to get home grown fully organic.
Thank you for making this video. My son is experiencing the same thing. Marijuana is not benign as people say. I have 1 question. Do they give you medication to control it?
Yeah I take 0.5mg of risperidone, but medication is not the only thing that helps with these kind of experiences. Things like counseling or coaching, exercise, diet, mindfulness are all tools to make a holistic approach to recovery. Wishing you and your family the best. I know it is challenging. Just know there is hope that he will recover!
@@justbeinghayden9451 Thank you. You just give me hope. I was in despair afraid that it will be permanent.
How long time on meds. 1 one year?
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Thanks for your information to help others understand. At the end of your video you mentioned that it took 4 years to recover from your first psychosis. This is a missing piece for most people who have gone through this and parents. Everyone wonders why it is taking so long. What’s wrong? One psychiatrist actually said the recovery might be 2 months. This gave unrealistic expectations and worry about why it was taking so long. It might be helpful if you did even a 30 second video with the heading - 4 years to recover from psychosis. I know you say this at then end. But maybe people would be more likely to find the video and this helpful information better if it was a separate video with that title. The title may help people find this critical piece of information. And it’s important because people start to feel suicidal that they are not healing as fast as they think they should be healing. Like maybe healing isn’t going to happen. I came across 1 other person I asked in the comments and he said it took him 5 years to recover to the point where he could have less anxiety and be able to live well. I would have found that information so helpful. Thanks again for sharing. You do not get a a good grasp of what’s happened from docs. You sort of get a few facts but it’s still such a puzzle. Your descriptions and information are extremely helpful.
I think another thing that might have been helpful was being told that some of the unusual side effects of the medicine (reduced sex drive) won’t be permanent. As the medication is reduced over time that will improve again. That part of your body isn’t broken forever. It’s one more thing that can be so distressing. And the nurses and docs never mention that while you are in hospital. That can be distressing for the patient and something they are nervous about asking about. Information can reduce worry. Worry can make the psychosis worse. It also would have been helpful if the hospital had taught breathing techniques to reduce panic attacks. It felt like it was just medication and waiting to get better, along with some recreation activities (some seemed demeaning. Yes I’ll paint this pottery frog if it means I might get out of here). So perhaps you could think about things the hospital could offer that might be helpful- yoga, breathing techniques for panic attacks, music stations with headsets (there was old radio at the hospital and the nurses often removed it as one person kept fiddling with it). Music stations with headsets could provide music therapy. Boredom in the hospital also is very unhelpful. How do you get a break from worry when there is nothing to distract you. Distractions can provide some relief for part of the day. The odd old easy Tetris game perhaps. I don’t know. Anything to help with the boredom and anxiety. Crayons don’t cut it for most people in hospital. It feels like hospitals have a long ways to go in terms of how they could be more helpful. Another problem was fear of roommates to be able to get sleep. If they have to have 3 to a room isn’t there a way to have sleeping pods or something to make the patient feel safe? Yes there are never enough tax dollars but individual rooms may allow for sleep. Without sleep people get worse instead of better driving them into a deeper psychosis. In those cases the hospital can actually be doing more harm than good. Or maybe everyone could have the first 4 days in a single room or until they are getting some sleep. Sleep deprivation takes people deep into a psychosis yet it doesn’t seem to be given enough focus in hospital. Another smaller problem was old regular clocks. You could walk but not be late or you would lose this privilege. When in psychosis it’s hard to read a clock for some people. And most kids these days know digital time. It was just 1 more thing to cause worry. Just some ideas for future videos if you have the time if any of these topics resonate with you. You are brave to do your videos. Not everyone has this skill set or maybe the calm confidence to undertake this task to help others. Or the desire to help others when life can be such a struggle.
Thank you for all of this information. I will definitely make a few more videos about psychosis since I have been getting a lot of questions recently about it. I appreciate all of you input it definitely gives me some ideas for what I could talk about. I am glad that my videos are helpful to others. I had a hard time finding information about these experiences when I was going through it so I wanted others to be able to find material from someone who has been through it. Thanks again!
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Thanks for sharing with us ..i truly believe that going on the psych ward wasnt the best choice this time i guess.. what are your thoughts tho?Do you believe that maybe going there was the reason why you gradually went full blown again?let me know about that..and also one other thing, while you smoked weed did you take any medication?
It was good for me to have a place where I could be safe to go through the experience. I think it would have happened whether I was there or not. My parents were not in a place to be able to care for me in that state. And I have never smoked while also on medication.
As far as a reason I went full blown, I'm not sure. I think once the ball starts rolling its hard to stop it. The earlier you catch it the easier it is to prevent a psychosis. I guess I had let it go too far, as I mentioned this was the result of a few months of buildup to a manic state.
@@justbeinghayden9451 Ok i respect that and propably you are right if you think it would happen anyway your choice was the safest!Anyway best of luck buddy and always remember as above so below and vice versa the best is yet to come!!You are really doing big with your videos and im pretty sure you are helping a lot of people!!Peace and love keep up the great job!
I can totally relate
Hey bro i wanted to ask u if u ever tried cbd, i've read some researches done about cbd and found it very effective in treating psychotic symptoms in people with schizophrenia in general and more precisely in people with drug induced psychosis from thc. I would really like to know how it turns out if u try taking very high doses of cbd for some weeks(as in the experiment) starting with some 300mg per day and then rising it to 600mg and even more if u feel like it avoiding getting it more than 1500mg which is the limit of sure safety for human use lol
Yes I have used CBD and have CBD flower that I use from time to time. I don't have any active psychosis symptoms so I can't speak to that piece, but I will say that using CBD has not created any symptoms of psychosis for me. It can help with relaxation and unwinding when I am really stressed.
My son is in psychosis right now I need help He spent a month in behavioural health hospital they released him he is still in it. I don't know what to do or how to get through to him. He hasn't slept and he thinks that he needs to learn every language so that he 10 teach everybody all of the languages so he can save the world hes also talked about flying spaceships and other planets, Thinks he can time travel or teleport, Thinks that they put a chip in his brain and can read and control of his thoughts, I don't know if I was to show him your videos if it would help at all how can I get through to him to help him start coming back what is the 1st thing I need to do? I don't want to say or do anything to push him away or make him not trust me he doesn't trust anyone right now~
Sorry I didn't see this comment until just know. The answer to your question is not one I can just answer in a comment if you want to speak with me directly you can reach out to me on my email or my Instagram and we can speak further. I hope things have improved since then,
i smoked too much and my mind was literally flying all around, i couldn't stop my mind from thinking random things and when i mean random it was really random, i got freaked out and started panicking i could've took too much weed, this morning im feeling alright but what do you think this couldve been? just a normal super highness and me freaking out which means i can keep smoking weed and just take care with the dose i take, or something i should worry? I
I can't tell you exactly what happened because I wasn't there and I'm not a doctor. But it is common for people to experience the things you described after taking cannabis. Paranoia, racing thoughts, abstract thinking are all very common experiences when on thc. If they persist after the thc wears off then definitely reach out for help. Otherwise you most likely just smoked more than what you can handle.
Do you know if you can get pyschosis from long time expose of paint thinner?
I'm not sure. You would have to ask your doctor about that one.
I also throught my psychosis was spiritual so I even named it psycho spiritual and I thought it was one of the first ones and it was a new thing lol
Thanks for sharing! Yep you're not alone 🙂
Thanks for sharing. Don't you think that the girl you're talking about in the beginning, was kind of manipulative and used some tricks to "get into your head" so that's what caused the relapse ? As you were still emotionally unstable after the first episode.
I honestly don't know what her intentions were, but I think it had more to do with the cannabis use and ungrounding that it created. It had been about 6 years since my first psychosis, so I don't thing it was instability from that. I had been emotionally unstable my whole life until that point, so I think I it was more my unresolved issues that pushed me to want to escape using cannabis, the cannabis enhancing that disconnection, followed by a triggering, intense event with the girl.
Do u have instagram ? I need to speak with u i need advice. I have this
I think I had a manic episode, I was with friends and I tried meth and I think it made me manic for a whole day but after the mania went away I felt depressed and tired!! I think it was mania because they said I was too chatty and talkative and I had a good mood!! Is that sort of like manic??
I am not a person qualified to answer that. The symptoms sounds similar to mania but drugs were involved so that complicates everything. You would have to talk with a mental health professional to get an answer on that.
Why does this happen lol, I had such a similar experience with the whole reincarnation thing and finally this time around it was going to be love and joy. So weird, so curious. Mine was more that I was the creator of the universe and everyone around me in the spiritual sense knew it and were all in on the puzzle of me finally realizing before I could be free to just love everyone and basically be heaven on earth
I have no idea why it happens, but I guess it does :P There are a lot of theories, but its hard to know exactly why.
Sounds like a you problem
Not weed
A "hug" lmao
Did you please tell me about your cannabis pshycosis recovery time
It took about 2 months to not have psychotic symptoms or delusions and another couple years to get back on my feet confidence wise
Idk if this is psychosis but for the last few weeks I have been feeling like I'm possessed or something, getting extremely disgusting sexual/violent thoughts constantly and feeling miserable.
Psychosis is a disconnect from reality. If you are worried about your mental health I would reach out to a professional.
I experienced a very intense cannabis-induced psychosis years ago... I am still worried to this day of developing schizophrenia. Anyone who has gone through this... do you feel the same way? And what do you do to calm yourself down?
I also struggle with paranoia of relapsing into a psychosis. When I start to get paranoid or worried I try to talk to someone or take a few breaths and center myself. Sometimes it if ask myself if I am believing anything that is delusional or not. If I'm holding on to a delusional belief I try to just let it go. Otherwise I just kind of take things day by day and stay away from things that trigger it like thc and other drugs. There is no knowing for sure what the future holds but I can control what I do today. That's kind of my philosophy. Hope that helps.
Just stop drugs complete ly u will recover but if u use them it will come back
@@cynthiagarnica799 I hope so. I've beens sober for almost 5 years now.
i’m currently giving myself psychosis rotting away in my apartment smoki n weed 24/7 and gambling
Please reach out for help. There is Marijuana Anonymous marijuana-anonymous.org/
@@EveryBrainMatters no thanks. i love this. you should come back
Ty..
my brother is admitted to the hospital for the 4th time due to cannabies induced psychosis, what do you think is the solution ? should I encourage him to go to an inpatient rehab ?
It sounds like need he needs to stop using cannabis. There are lots of different paths for quitting substances, there isn't a one size fits all for changing a drug habit. Counseling, inpatient, or support groups may be something that could help. CBD might be something to discuss with doctors as it has similar effects as THC but much weaker and is not know to trigger psychosis. Wish you the best, I am sure your family has been through a lot.
Bruh bruh. After hearing your story. With or without weed you are going to have psychosis issues. You have stress and bipolar issues.bipolarism isn’t just getting angry it can be getting depressed or stressed. You’re going through all this because your mind can not handle your own reality. I have that feeling too. I feel like my reality shouldn’t be what it is and I hate it but it is what it is and I accept everything that happens to me or will happen to me
It is one thing to share your story it is another to say that your experience is the same as mine. You don't know my psychosis or me. Even a trained medical professional would not diagnose someone based off watching a couple of videos of a guy. Thanks for sharing your story, but be careful assuming you know other people and their experience.
Are you fully recovered from your psychotics breaks?
Here is how I view my recovery process. I don't view it as something that needs to be rid of but rather a process of integration and learning. Breaks from consensus reality are part of my experience in life and I view those as parts of me. Through time and practice, I have learned how to reintegrate, explore, and learn. I have learned grounding tools and ways to explore connection and expand my consciousness in a more safe and controlled way. I have learned that trying to be a few steps ahead of where I am is when I start to get into trouble. Trusting my journey and focusing on now is where I am now on my learning journey. That being said I also work full-time, am pursuing a graduate degree in counseling, and have been in a relationship for 4 years now with someone I love and respect. So I have been able to ground enough to build a foundation strong enough to support the responsibilities I have and that foundation and exploration continue to grow and expand 🙂💙
Smoked some weed got a hug went psycho. .seems legit
i honestly dont know how mentally ill people cope in america with having to buy drugs at full price they have to pay how to get treatment must be a minefield thank god for people who really care staff putting in 12 hour shifts devoting their lives to helping others when i realised this i knew the staff were not my enemy so i stopped fighting and complied with meds more easily
people are out there where they can offer genuine help
How many months the pshycosis hallucination existing in you
I didn't have hallucinations but it took a while to gradually reintegrate back into life. I made another video about this if you want more details.
were you depressed also and having intrusive thoughts ? or derealization, anxiety?
I had been feeling depressed before the experience and felt some anxiety, but most of it was a sense of falling into a deeper state of perception and synchronistic experience. Ultimately, it lead to an altered perception of reality that was not grounded in reality.
informal inquiry i know what your saying , i stopped my cannabis use cold turkey after about 2 years of everyday use i’m very young to , the reason i quit was because it was not helping my anxiety , i’m pretty sure i got it from my frequent use at a very young age or i just got older and realized what anxiety was , i was having withdrawals and my anxiety was over the roof which made me feel depressed , decided to take shrooms , mind you i have taken lsd in the past and shrooms, had a crazy panic attack like i was losing everything i’ve ever believed in everything i thought i was was slipping , felt this pressure in my skull between my eyebrows pretty much thought i was dying , went to er physiatrist blah blah told me take these pills you know how they are , could not sleep was having these hypnagogic hallucinations when i tried sleeping which made me panic even more , never saw things awake tho or anything like that or thought weird things that i believed were true, but fast forward to today i haven’t touched cannabis in a little less then a month and i haven’t been taking the pills prescribed to me cuz i belive in natural healing , and that stuff will not fix it just bandaid it for now , i’ve been able to sleep somewhat , very vivid dreams like VERY , i think a part of me is just afraid of falling asleep due to being unconscious for that many hours and i try to fight not falling asleep , but now i’m just dealing with derealization, intrusive thoughts and being a hypochondriac lol i think the hypnagogic hallucinations are going away kinda id hope so and with also the intrusive thoughts but what’s your intake on this
@@plzreply9994 Sounds like you've got a lot going on. Medication could be viewed as a bandaid, but sometimes you need a bandaid to make sure a wound heals correctly. Your main priority should be to get some of those symptoms in check whether that is through medication or counseling or something. I believe in natural healing too, but don't make things harder than they need to be. Talk with your counselor and/or psychiatrist and try to get a solid foundation under your feet. You might need medication for a bit and then maybe you can get off of them later, but all this stuff you have to workout with the support team and professionals supporting you. I know it doesn't sound glamorous or ideal, but trust me the sooner you address your symptoms and make them more manageable the better chance you will have at actually working through stuff. That's just my thought based on my experience. Find people you trust to support you and if you need to take medication for a bit it's okay. I'm still on medication, it helps me. I'm not taking a bunch it's a small dose, but it helps. Hope that is helpful for you. Everyone had a lot of shit to process, sometimes a little help makes it more manageable. Keep in mind I am not a medical professional so I'm not telling you what to do, just telling what was helpful for me. Wish you the best!
I have dpdr does that go away?
@@thc7865 For me it did. I cannot promise anything for anyone else.
woah man she really DID drive you crazy 🤣
Haha 😂!!
I had meth induced psychosis. I was malnourished and dehydrated on top of that as well I was growing weed for someone and it was my job to watch it at night make sure it didn't get stolen months have went by and I was refusing the meth but my lack of self-control took over and I partook for a year. I don't really know how to explain it but it felt like everybody was in cahoots with everybody you doing this shit to me on purpose it's a long story hard to explain I ended up in a mental hospital for 5 days I kept trying to tell the doctors I'm not crazy it's drug-induced after 5 days of eating and drinking water and being straight off meth they realize this motherfucker and crazy and kicked me out. But it still affects me when I think back on it it makes me hurt and get depressed felt like what everybody was doing they were doing it on purpose
Thanks for sharing. Yeah, these experiences can be very traumatic especially because it can create a lot of problems afterward because of the things we did in that state. I am sorry that happened to you. They shouldn't have kicked you out because you were going through psychosis that seems bizarre. Just know you are not alone. Most people don't really know how to handle someone who is going through something like this, so looking back you may question their actions. I don't know your exact situation, but I'm just sorry that happened to you. I hope you can move forward with it in a positive way somehow. Thanks for sharing.
Dude ....
How helpful is medication? Are you on any?
Medication can be a helpful tool for grounding. I was on risperidone when recovering from psychosis, but was able to taper off over time.
Noice HI Fellow Starseed😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁
How do i fix this? I ruined my life i need my self back
Patience, time, and seeking out help.
how did you get over the original psyhosis? meds?
Time and medication mostly.
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Sorry that this happened to you but not even smoking weed alot multiple times a day ,but if not doing uppers cocaine crack meth exctra or Hallucinogens. there has to have been an underlying mental health issue there so I would not say this was drug induced at all I would say the weed just brought it to light but this does not sound at all like drug phycosis at all and yes I am qualified rn Psychiatric nurse anyways hope u get the help you need if indeed you need it good luck
Cannabis inducing psychosis is a known issue and it has gotten a lot worse now that strains have high values of THC with no levels of CBD. Cannabis is much more potent than it used to be and the side effects are also more severe. This is happening to more and more people. Some people are more sensitive to it, but that does not mean it's not drug induced. If I do not use cannabis I don't go into psychosis, if I do over time I will end up in psychosis. If that is drug induced I don't know what is. There is a huge culture around protecting cannabis from critique. Any herbalist or healer knows that all plants and medicines have side effects and the more potent the medicine the more potential for side effects. Cannabis is no different. I think it's time to accept that cannabis can have potent beneficial effects, and it can also have potent side effects. It does not mean that the plant is bad or that we shouldn't use it as a whole it's just a powerful plant that needs to be respected and needs proper education and awareness about it. I have been using CBD flower for 3 years now and have had no issues. THC can definitely create drug induced psychosis.
My education of cannabis induced psychosis has included websites Johnny's Ambassadors, Every Brain Matters and just recently @justbeinghayden. To dismiss Hayden's experiences and the many individuals that have been slapped with CIP, might suggest you do research to best serve your profession and patients. Vape pens with 80%+ distilled THC and other concentrated formulations (shatter, wax etc) have created psychotic events in an alarming number of cannabis users.
its all in the context of drugs right? you never were diagnosed with e.g. schizophrenia right?
My diagnoses were bipolar 1 and drug induced psychosis.
@@justbeinghayden9451my son has been in a picu unit for 8 weeks suffering from this now he is as I feel turning the corner and I know he has a long road ahead of him. I myself have never in my life ever come across this and it's hard to see really as a parent I actually feel his pain but not as hard as what you and others have gone through. Your videos are inspiring and I applaud you for your integrity. Your a good brave man. Respect
Hello!
Your psychosis might be spiritual awakening and type of spiritual emergency! If you study Stan Grof or videos online on Bipolar or spiritual awakening...
And they say you should go through the emergency or psychosis without medication, because it is self-healing.
They talk a lot about death and rebirth in spiritual emergency.
We want details, it is very interesting
@@luciekrejcova1545 I have always been a spiritual woman and a chronic uset until I experienced psychosis, paranoid delusions, and possibly schizophrenia. Through it all I came across the information of spiritual emergency. I would like to find more information on this..
@@starr970 follow Jesus, He set me free from my mental illness,I used to be on 7 different psych meds but now I'm free and no longer take meds!! Call on Jesus today and he will change your life!!
@@andrewortiz5797 I was just prescribed 2 meds this week and I have not started them this time nor the first time. I have faith in my lord that I will be healed from this. !
I Dm'd you on instagram please reply i need advice !
What do you mean by this guy relapsing ?
He went into another psychosis. I know that wasn't clear in the video, thanks for asking.
@@justbeinghayden9451 do you know how this other psychosis was triggered? Was it drug induced
@@Coldgelato His psychosis was a combination of not taking medication and just not coming fully down from his first one. I dont really know his whole history, I did not know him long before he left. Mine was facilitated by heavy use of pot for several months before the experience. I don't think he used any drugs though.
@@justbeinghayden9451 what kind of medicine do you get for a psychosis ? And your first one was because of dmt right ?
@@Coldgelato Yeah DMT and cannabis combined. As far as drugs there are a lot of different ones, but the only one that has worked for me was risperdol, it's an antipsychotic. There are other kinds though, if you did a Google search I'm sure a lot would come up.
The Psychotic drowns in the same Waters in which the Mystic swims with delight
Maybe suffering with Christ I've had psychosis got it now God made Jesus suffer so wouldn't surprise me if we have to suffer two
You are opening chakras the wrong way........
Yes I certainly was.
Maybe stop song drugs...
Thanks for sharing. Yeah for some people cannabis does not work. Thought the first time was a fluke, but the second time proved that to be wrong. I was struggling with a lot of depression and it was helping. Now I advocate for people to use caution when using substances. For some people it's safe and for others its not. Since my second psychosis I have not used any thc or psychedelics and don't plan on using them.
Christ, this was hard to listen to. Ummmm, kind of, ummm, it, kind of ummm. This one, was different ummm to the last one, ummmm. So, it was kind of, ummm like different.
My ex is currently in a cannabis induced psychosis. He doesn’t believe he is though. He has a really good high paying job that he will end up losing as bad as he has gotten. He owns a home. I thought about contacting his parents but he has always minimized his substance abuse. He was sober when I met him. Now he is growing medicinal grade marijuana in his bathroom. He has been smoking daily since March 2020. To give you an idea he believes his high school girlfriend is going to birth the antiChrist. He no longer believes his parents are his parents. He believes he was given over to some Illuminati psychological program as a child. Here’s the thing.. he was anxious and hypervigalent when I met him but he kept up his house and we went mountain biking, etc. I considered contacting his parents but I don’t think he will face his addiction unless he loses his six figure income and hits bottom. In 2008 he gave away all of his money.. quit his job he had for ten years.. and was on his parent’s roof waiting for the rapture. The thing is that when I met him he was clean.. working out regularly.. and greatly minimized past use. I’m just curious on your thoughts. He already said he told his boss he might “retire” in April. I’m hoping they are seeing how far gone he has become. He is going on 9 years as a transport manager for a gas company. I don’t have a clue how he is hiding any of this during the day because he talked to me for two hours about how people are after him and that he may need to rescue his high school girlfriend. He thinks we are all in on it including me. He believes our meeting in 2017 was orchestrated.
Thanks for sharing your story. Unfortunately, like you said there is nothing that can be done until he is ready to take care of himself or it gets bad enough where he gets put in a hospital. He is an adult so he is technically allowed to do what he is doing and is only considered a threat to society when it is clear he has gone into psychosis. I feel for you because I know it's not easy, but at this point the only thing you can do is try to help him understand that things might be slipping. Just know that when someone slips into these kinds of states it's very hard to convince them there is something wrong, until they figure it out on their own. So keep yourself safe, do what you can, but don't get attached to a specific outcome. At the end of the day these are choices he is making and only when he is ready will he realize it's gone too far. Wishing you all the best and I'm sorry you are in this situation, I hope it gets better.
@@justbeinghayden9451 thank you for responding. Yeah he doesn’t see it. I haven’t heard from him in a bit and I’m not going to reach out. It may be that he has to hit a low point. I appreciate you sharing your story. It was extremely helpful to know I just need to let it be. Keep sharing!
@@justbeinghayden9451 a lot happened in the past few days. He ended up on the behavioral health unit. I had to call 911 because he made suicidal statements. He is out now.. very stuck in delusions.. but stopped all drug use. We went and got groceries.. he cleaned his house. I think he might be able to keep his job. It’s going to be a matter of time to see if the delusions and psychosis start to dissipate. I have some supplements he is going to take. I’m a big fan of high dose niacin. If there was anything that helped you to come out of the psychosis or delusions let me know. Everything he sees or hears he thinks it’s a message to him.
@@marisamarino7596 any update on your boyfriend how is he doing now??
@@aishamalik6299 unfortunately he is just as bad. He went back to daily marijuana use. He smokes it throughout the day. The delusions are substantial. He walked away from his six figure job of ten years because he believes they are part of a sex slave operation. He thinks he will be the one to free the women and that he is a prophet. He believes the “Hive” .. a group of women in the know… contact him throughout the day via Words With Friends. He takes his cues for the day through the words they play.
Thank you for sharing your experience with CIP. Would you be willing to do an interview with our organization? We don't want to talk policies unless you do. What we want to do is raise awareness. Our email address is info@everybrainmatters.org
I'd be happy to. Just sent an email 🙂