My friends, this is the most difficult message I'll ever post. I'm writing this because I need to. I wanted to tell you all why I have been so absent. My morning started like most, I woke up, like any other. Thing was snuggling next to me with her face in my hand, patiently waiting for me to wake up. She jumps down and starts to meow, her bright golden eyes looking up at me. She walks into the kitchen and meows louder as I'm still in bed. She comes back to the bedroom, jumps up on the foot of the bed and starts making biscuits on the blanket. No sooner than she starts making biscuits, does she cough up the hairball on the bed. She looks at me like that's what you get for not waking up sooner. It looked as if she smiled when she jumped off the bed, pleased with her accomplishment. As I cleaned it up, She waited for me by the door, then walked me into the kitchen. I get close to the refrigerator and she screams loudly at me because she knows she's about to get her morning soft snack. I open the refrigerator, her meowing screams are even louder. I give her her long awaited treat and she enjoys it. She jumps on the back of the chair, one of her favorite napping places. She lets me pet her softly and closes her eyes tightly as she pushes her head into the palm of my hand as I stroke her fur, she has a gentle purr. Thing truly is the Softest cat I've ever felt. I was putting together a Lego set that Thing helped me open the night before. And by "help" me, I mean she sat in the box and tried to steal the pieces that I was dumping out of the plastic bags. Thing has helped me put together every Lego set I've ever completed. Later, I walked into the bedroom to see what Thing was up to. She was laying in her window hammock, enjoying the sunshine. She acknowledged me as I walked in the room by raising her head and giving me her gentle meow. This was the last moment that I would ever get to see her enjoying her favorite sunning spot. If I would've known that, that was the last time I would see her beautiful face look at me that way I would have sat there and enjoyed the moment for as long as I could. I go back to putting my Lego together. As I'm doing so I'm thinking to myself that I should go get Thing, because she would enjoy trying to snatch the Lego off the table. Moments go by and I look up from hearing the distressed meows of my baby girl. I rush over to see that she is unable to walk. That she can't use her back legs at all and she is screaming desperately for help. I scoop up my baby girl and rush her to an emergency vet. They rushed my girl in. Moments later, the vet came in hanging his head and I about lost my mind. He asked me about her previous history. Uzuri has always been healthy but I thought occasionally she had small seizures. I told this to the vet and he asked me to describe it. I told him that I recorded the last one. I showed it to him. He told me that that was not a seizure. She was having a small stroke. He told me that Uzuri suffered from a large stroke that sent a blood clot to her spine, cutting off the blood supply to her lower back, legs and tail. He sadly said that there was nothing they could do. I tried to beg for a way to save my baby girls life.. I failed. Uzuri passed in my arms, holding my fingers with her paw, cradling her face in my hand. She was my most beautiful wish come true. She was my constant companion for just shy of 11 years. She was my best friend, my family, and the one thing that I loved in this world more than anything else. It's not fair that she is gone. There was no warning, no trauma, no time to process what was going to happen... just a blur of adrenalin. The past month has been the most difficult for me to face. I haven't wanted to get out of bed. I haven't wanted to do anything productive. It has been so difficult for me to interact with people and even friends. I cannot describe my grief. I keep waiting for Uzuri to run around the corner and into my bedroom, jumping on my lap at the computer. I keep waiting for her obnoxious meow for her treats in the morning. It breaks my heart knowing it will never happen again. I would give anything just to pet her soft face again. To see her look at me, knowing how much I love her and watch her close her eyes so deep and push her head gently into my hand again. I feel like I've been walking around in a dream just waiting for someone to wake me up. I feel like I have been severed. She was my Daemon, my best friend, my soulmate. I'll always love you Thing.
@@ElleyKnowsRocks i know how this feels, and I wish they would never leave. One day we will be reunited and the happiest we’ve ever been. Much love and warmest hugs. X❤️
Thank #everyone for all your kind and encouraging comments. I just sob when reading them. Thank so much!!! I can't reply to each of you because I just cry and I can't see what I'm writing. 😿💔🧡
I hate the thought of dying before my cat. We humans should have to do the mourning and should protect them from the grief of losing us. For her, you were always there... 😢♥️🌈
😢 I'm sorry, Elley. I, unfortunately, know how it feels to lose your little sweetheart. My heart hurts for you. May you always feel those paws pad across your chest, lap, back, & face. 💔 May you smile through the tears as you remember moments spent together. Mostly, I hope you know she knew she was a very lucky girl to have your love. 😢
Beauty there😇 some day I hope we are together again with those we love. This is a pain that cuts straight into our hearts. You made a beautiful video tribute to your fur baby. They are a part of us. This baby will give you wings so that you can get up and live the rest of your life dedicated to them. They can hear you and check to see that you’re ok. You will feel the spirit when they are close to you doing things they did when with us in body. You will feel the rubs against you…kitty kisses😽
May God bless your heart ❤️ and remember your baby with all the moments, pictures and laughs. I lost my two first pets few years ago one was my beloved Chihuahua Princess who died at 15 years old after moving to a new city a yard worker open the door and she disappear never was found, then her daughter Pebbles who was my little tiny toy tea cup Chihuahua lived to almost 18 years, I miss her so much, before I was a mother of 3 beautiful girls, I was a mother to my 2 Chihuahuas.😢
I'm so sorry Ellie! It's so difficult when our furbabies cross the Rainbow Bridge. Mine crossed 4 yrs ago last month & my heart still aches for her companionship.😢❤
Condolences. Our old girl died last year. We were right there with her when she went. She was a blessing and very much part of the family. I guess better to have loved and lost than never loved at all.
I'm so sorry Ellie 😢 It's never easy saying goodbye to our furbabies. My parents just had to last wkd with their gorgeous Nikko....he was the light of their eyes. I would've gotten another after my two passed, but the end is just waaaay to hard for me. I can completely empathize with this post ❤
It's never easy to lose a special fur baby. Know that you will always have them watching over you. I lost my Arwen this year, and I am positive that she watches over me and my other boy, Loki. Again I am very sorry for your loss. Just know another kitty will find you to help feel your heart. Please don't hesitate to reach out to friends to talk as hard as it may be to do so.😢
Elley, please accept my condolences on your loss. Thank you for sharing this video with your viewers. Your kitty obviously loved you. No one can truly know how long it takes to recover from having to put our feline or other animal family members to a permanent sleep. It never gets easier. Over the past twenty + years, there have six - eight kitties who have crossed the Rainbow Bridge. Many were in their late teens to almost twenty-two. They are buried on land that has been in the family for three generations, so have joined other animals & geese before them. Elley, you have your memories, videos and visions will come to you from time to time when you don't expect them.
Nothing like the true love of an animal. Because you know that their love is true and genuine. My cat Sassy was with me for 19 years and she trusted me and loved me in the hardest thing I had to do was have her put to sleep because she couldn't even hold up her legs anymore.
I’m so sorry you have lost you beautiful fur baby. She will always be with you, and your memories of her will make you smile. Time will make things easier, but will never take away your memories or love for her x❤
Elley so sorry to hear just know it’s the hardest thing in life to loose only pet people understand your deepest sorrow just know you will always remember the love you had rainbow bridge await for you to be together with you again they say time heals everything but the heart still aches RIP helps to share
Oh man! I am so so so sorry...she looks exactly like my Montecore...I don't know you personally, but my heart is breaking for you...we lost his sister last year and it still hurts 💔 😢
My friends, this is the most difficult message I'll ever post.
I'm writing this because I need to. I wanted to tell you all why I have been so absent.
My morning started like most, I woke up, like any other. Thing was snuggling next to me with her face in my hand, patiently waiting for me to wake up. She jumps down and starts to meow, her bright golden eyes looking up at me. She walks into the kitchen and meows louder as I'm still in bed. She comes back to the bedroom, jumps up on the foot of the bed and starts making biscuits on the blanket. No sooner than she starts making biscuits, does she cough up the hairball on the bed. She looks at me like that's what you get for not waking up sooner. It looked as if she smiled when she jumped off the bed, pleased with her accomplishment.
As I cleaned it up, She waited for me by the door, then walked me into the kitchen. I get close to the refrigerator and she screams loudly at me because she knows she's about to get her morning soft snack. I open the refrigerator, her meowing screams are even louder. I give her her long awaited treat and she enjoys it.
She jumps on the back of the chair, one of her favorite napping places. She lets me pet her softly and closes her eyes tightly as she pushes her head into the palm of my hand as I stroke her fur, she has a gentle purr. Thing truly is the Softest cat I've ever felt.
I was putting together a Lego set that Thing helped me open the night before. And by "help" me, I mean she sat in the box and tried to steal the pieces that I was dumping out of the plastic bags. Thing has helped me put together every Lego set I've ever completed.
Later, I walked into the bedroom to see what Thing was up to. She was laying in her window hammock, enjoying the sunshine. She acknowledged me as I walked in the room by raising her head and giving me her gentle meow. This was the last moment that I would ever get to see her enjoying her favorite sunning spot. If I would've known that, that was the last time I would see her beautiful face look at me that way I would have sat there and enjoyed the moment for as long as I could.
I go back to putting my Lego together. As I'm doing so I'm thinking to myself that I should go get Thing, because she would enjoy trying to snatch the Lego off the table.
Moments go by and I look up from hearing the distressed meows of my baby girl. I rush over to see that she is unable to walk. That she can't use her back legs at all and she is screaming desperately for help. I scoop up my baby girl and rush her to an emergency vet.
They rushed my girl in. Moments later, the vet came in hanging his head and I about lost my mind. He asked me about her previous history. Uzuri has always been healthy but I thought occasionally she had small seizures. I told this to the vet and he asked me to describe it. I told him that I recorded the last one. I showed it to him. He told me that that was not a seizure. She was having a small stroke. He told me that Uzuri suffered from a large stroke that sent a blood clot to her spine, cutting off the blood supply to her lower back, legs and tail. He sadly said that there was nothing they could do. I tried to beg for a way to save my baby girls life..
I failed.
Uzuri passed in my arms, holding my fingers with her paw, cradling her face in my hand.
She was my most beautiful wish come true. She was my constant companion for just shy of 11 years. She was my best friend, my family, and the one thing that I loved in this world more than anything else. It's not fair that she is gone. There was no warning, no trauma, no time to process what was going to happen... just a blur of adrenalin.
The past month has been the most difficult for me to face. I haven't wanted to get out of bed. I haven't wanted to do anything productive. It has been so difficult for me to interact with people and even friends. I cannot describe my grief.
I keep waiting for Uzuri to run around the corner and into my bedroom, jumping on my lap at the computer. I keep waiting for her obnoxious meow for her treats in the morning. It breaks my heart knowing it will never happen again. I would give anything just to pet her soft face again. To see her look at me, knowing how much I love her and watch her close her eyes so deep and push her head gently into my hand again. I feel like I've been walking around in a dream just waiting for someone to wake me up. I feel like I have been severed.
She was my Daemon, my best friend, my soulmate.
I'll always love you Thing.
@@ElleyKnowsRocks i know how this feels, and I wish they would never leave. One day we will be reunited and the happiest we’ve ever been. Much love and warmest hugs. X❤️
I'm so sorry Elley 😢
So sorry about your kitty. That's the hardest part of loving a furry friend.
Awe what a sweet companion you had… and a shoulder rider too!! Bless you in your time of grief ❤️
Thank #everyone for all your kind and encouraging comments. I just sob when reading them. Thank so much!!! I can't reply to each of you because I just cry and I can't see what I'm writing. 😿💔🧡
@ElleyKnowsRocks We all know it's hard. Take all the time you need to grieve. Bless you, and just know we know it's a hard process.
I hate the thought of dying before my cat. We humans should have to do the mourning and should protect them from the grief of losing us. For her, you were always there... 😢♥️🌈
😢 I'm sorry, Elley. I, unfortunately, know how it feels to lose your little sweetheart. My heart hurts for you. May you always feel those paws pad across your chest, lap, back, & face. 💔 May you smile through the tears as you remember moments spent together. Mostly, I hope you know she knew she was a very lucky girl to have your love. 😢
They may not be around for our whole lives, but we are their whole life. Bless your kitty on her journey to wait for you across the bridge ❤
Awww Uzuri will see you again at that rainbow bridge. They know how much we love them and miss them.
Beauty there😇 some day I hope we are together again with those we love.
This is a pain that cuts straight into our hearts. You made a beautiful video
tribute to your fur baby. They are a part of us. This baby will give you wings so that you can get up and live the rest of your life dedicated to them. They can hear you and check to see that you’re ok. You will feel the spirit when they are close to you doing things they did when with us in body. You will feel the rubs against you…kitty kisses😽
So sorry for your loss hun. Beautiful kitty a d it is SOOO hard losing a loved member of the family
Sorry for your loss. I'm watching my 16 year old being chronically sick, and I'm preparing myself. It's the worst heartache. Take care of yourself. 😢
May God bless your heart ❤️ and remember your baby with all the moments, pictures and laughs. I lost my two first pets few years ago one was my beloved Chihuahua Princess who died at 15 years old after moving to a new city a yard worker open the door and she disappear never was found, then her daughter Pebbles who was my little tiny toy tea cup Chihuahua lived to almost 18 years, I miss her so much, before I was a mother of 3 beautiful girls, I was a mother to my 2 Chihuahuas.😢
Sorry for your loss. Our pet's souls/spirits are forever and she will always be with you. Prayers and Love Always to You.🙏💚🦅
I'm so sorry Ellie! It's so difficult when our furbabies cross the Rainbow Bridge. Mine crossed 4 yrs ago last month & my heart still aches for her companionship.😢❤
looks like she really loved you , which is a blessed thing
I'm so sorry. I know how hard it is to lose a kindred pet - a member of your family. They are so important to us and such a large part of our lives...
So sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing your photos. Hold tight to the memories. They will help get you through this hard time.
Condolences. Our old girl died last year. We were right there with her when she went. She was a blessing and very much part of the family. I guess better to have loved and lost than never loved at all.
I'm so sorry!!! Kitties are our little soul mates!
I'm so sorry Ellie 😢
It's never easy saying goodbye to our furbabies. My parents just had to last wkd with their gorgeous Nikko....he was the light of their eyes. I would've gotten another after my two passed, but the end is just waaaay to hard for me. I can completely empathize with this post ❤
Sorry for your loss. Just today, we performed a Viking funeral for my second oldest son who passed in march. 😢 I feel your pain.❤
I’m so sorry for your loss 😢
So very sorry for your loss. 😢
Sending hugs x 😢
Sorry for your loss
So sorry for your loss.
It's never easy to lose a special fur baby. Know that you will always have them watching over you. I lost my Arwen this year, and I am positive that she watches over me and my other boy, Loki. Again I am very sorry for your loss. Just know another kitty will find you to help feel your heart. Please don't hesitate to reach out to friends to talk as hard as it may be to do so.😢
It hurts so much when they have to leave us.
Sooo sorryyyyyy about your loss
she was a beautiful kitty, am soo sorry for your loss, i know it tears you up, but the pain will ease
So sorry ellie prayers
Sending my heart felt condolences to you ❤️ 🙏 on the loss of your furbaby 😂 may God bless you 🙏 ❤️ with another one real soon 🙏
Elley, please accept my condolences on your loss. Thank you for sharing this video with your viewers. Your kitty obviously loved you.
No one can truly know how long it takes to recover from having to put our feline or other animal family members
to a permanent sleep. It never gets easier.
Over the past twenty + years, there have six - eight kitties who have crossed the Rainbow Bridge. Many were in their late teens to almost twenty-two. They are buried on land that has been in the family for three generations, so have joined other animals & geese before them.
Elley, you have your memories, videos and visions will come to you from time to time when you don't expect them.
I'm so sorry 🙁
Nothing like the true love of an animal. Because you know that their love is true and genuine. My cat Sassy was with me for 19 years and she trusted me and loved me in the hardest thing I had to do was have her put to sleep because she couldn't even hold up her legs anymore.
I’m so sorry you have lost you beautiful fur baby. She will always be with you, and your memories of her will make you smile. Time will make things easier, but will never take away your memories or love for her x❤
So sorry
Im so sorry for your loss. My animal friends are so important in my life too. It’s so hard to say goodbye. 🙏🏻❤️😔
So sorry. There are just no words
My heartfelt condolences for your loss 😢 losing your fur best friend is a pain like no other ❤
So sorry for your loss! It is always hard to lose a beloved family member, my heart goes out to you. Thoughts and prayers are being sent!
Just know that you gave them the best life they ever could have had. They really do take a piece of us when they are gone.
So sad when a furry family member passes 😢❤
Oh how I am so sorry! I know how your heart must be aching! Sending big hugs! 😊😢
Elley so sorry to hear just know it’s the hardest thing in life to loose only pet people understand your deepest sorrow just know you will always remember the love you had rainbow bridge await for you to be together with you again they say time heals everything but the heart still aches RIP helps to share
I'm so sorry for your loss! It's so hard to lose a furbaby. They are God's gifts
My animals are my best friend and so sorry you have had to deal with loss. My prayers are with you!!
Elley I’m so sorry💔🤍
So very sorry love.
They are not pets.They are family! Because they are family, the loss hits hard! ❤
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Oh man! I am so so so sorry...she looks exactly like my Montecore...I don't know you personally, but my heart is breaking for you...we lost his sister last year and it still hurts 💔 😢
Thoughts and prayers for you....
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Sorry for your loss me and my wife lost our cat the same way it is so hard but we will always have the memories
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Sorry for your loss
So sorry