Three Years on Testosterone

Updates and reflections after three years on testosterone.
[0:00] Reflecting on starting T
[2:31] Emotions lately
[3:15] Sexuality changes
[3:53] Legal name change update
[5:23] Old photographs
[5:48] Feeling present in my body
[6:54] Facial & body hair
[8:55] Inviting change
[9:47] All growth is loss
-jonah (he/they)
@future.tooth

[@adrianaiello1608]

i just hit 2 years on T in march and was so grateful for your videos when i started. grateful to hear how you're doing & how you're processing the last few years. i feel myself settling in at 2 years as well, and grateful for it. i wish i would've heard more people talk about that in the beginning- that it takes what feels like forever to feel settled.

[@jaimelock2145]

Jonah, you look so beautiful and handsome. It's so lovely to hear how happy you are and how this is also leading to open heartedness for you among other things. I've been thinking a lot about change and loss and growth and fear in relation to hormones. Thank you for reminding us these things are essential - sometimes it's easy to forget.

[@theotheraccount1962]

Thank you for sharing your journey with us!

[@Rose_Window]

Thanks for reiterating this. Good to be reminded of this, and it's lovely to hear how connected to your emotions you feel.
Not remembering being connected to your body is really resonant for me.
So much has changed and happened for me this past few months, alongside seeing counselling clients make big changes too. It's interesting to hear how you're feeling more in touch with a more expansive sexuality. I have a sense that I'll feel more in touch with my sexuality myself. I've made my first gender appointment for the end of July.
Change in yourself is exciting and change in others too. For me, I couldn't maintain a romantic relationship with someone who didn't change or grow often, because there's too much to absorb in life and too much to do not to be so affected. I'm not even sure I maintain friendships well witj those who try to stay in one place. I do wish for some things to be consistent though, like getting and staying on T, or having a home that's mine. But if I were a vampire I feel like I'd enjoy living for a long, long time.
Inspiring video. Keep being you Jonah!
Frankie 😊

[@blakeheisman8198]

does being on T help with your voice being deeper?

[@Bloody_Corpses]

Yes but it's based on genetics too sometimes people can get very deep voices as for me I didn't notice a big difference

[@_KirFrost_]

Thanks for the video!
So, you changed your gender in ID to male. Are you still identifying as non binary?