2 Months Ago I Destroyed My Life
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Apologize to her not us
Like I said 1000 times he's doing it for the money ;) $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
PREACH IT!!!
lol you think he cares about the people he actually hurt? He's just pissed his career is dying and he's desperately trying to save it. That's all he cares about. This is what narcissists do.
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Takashi ɦʏʊռɢ աօօɖʟǟռɖ She wouldn't listen to him anyway. He is no longer worth her time.
You hurt her man. As someone who has been cheated on it fucking hurts. It does a number on your self-esteem and it plants a seed of doubt into your mind. Whats done is done. You need to apologise to her, she is the one who deserves an explanation and not us. I do love your music, but i cant support you anymore. Wishing you luck.
CryMeARiver dude same it hurts like a bitch like ik how it feels trust me ive been cheated on a lot and im sorry u had to go thro that man
Weirdo Dude
I am sorry you had to go through it as well.
CryMeARiver all good man im with someone better
Same, I'm siding with you and it seriously hurts and everyone I've ever dated asks me why I don't trust them much well, over 10 times I got cheated on, that's why it's so hard to like trust
Ikr it sucks. Being cheated on. I don't exactly know what it feels like but my friend broke up with her boyfriend, and like 2 hours later she found out on insta that he was dating her best friend.
I’m going to put this to rest, but first I have to say one thing. You know what annoys me about this? Your title. “2 months ago I destroyed my life”. You know what that says to me? You’re sorry you go caught 2 months ago. If you were truly sorry, you would’ve said you destroyed your life over a year ago, when you started cheating on Jaclyn continuously or if you must, “two months ago, my world fell apart.”
Oh and you ruined your life two months ago, how? By leaving your phone where she could see it? How about Jaclyn’s life? Two months ago her world was turned upside down and she realized your entire life together was a big lie.
Boo hoo dude. Glad you’re seeing this totally wrong. Find another title. This one shows zero remorse.
NAiled it!!!! no ones ever sorry that they cheated or else they wouldn't have done it... People are only sorry that they got caught and didn't hide it better so they could continue their lies...
yeeesssss
Very well put. I can understand if he cheated once and went to her to admit what he did wrong maybe a week later. I can see that as a sure sign of remorse and regret for the action in and of itself but, that's the opposite of what happened. I have no pity for him because he doesn't deserve it. He did what he did with severe intent and it's obvious, like you said, that he's only sorry he got caught. He spent so long making Jaclyn believe her feelings were mutual while he supposedly thought she was going too fast and thought the better option in this scenario would be to cheat on her which he knew fully well would completely destroy her if and when she found out. And, I'm so sick of seeing all these comments basically excusing his behavior due to a mental illness. No. Being a piece of shit isn't a mental illness. All we want (as I'm sure you do too) is for a proper apology addressed to the real victims of his "mental illness". Better yourself, fine but, take responsibility for what you did and stop playing victim in a situation you caused. (Sorry for the tangent mid response)
So well said!
Taylor Needham preach!!👏🏼
Apologize to her. Period.
Or, at the very least, take responsibility for what happened instead of blaming it on a mental illness.
Apologizing isn’t going to help. She’s over it, he fucked up.
To anyone who wants to call his actions a "mistake": once is a mistake. Repeatedly doing what he did, knowing it was wrong and having it span almost an entire relationship with intent is NOT a mistake.
agreed but also, even him cheating once wasn't a mistake! you don't just trip and fall into another girl. he knew exactly what he was doing. i can't believe people are PRAISING him for (supposedly) not wanting to be a shitty person anymore.
You people are fuckin stupid. Good job for continuing to tear him down for things he knows he's wrong for doing and getting help. I'm sure your kind words will help. Mhm.
I'm so tired of you fanbois' tirades and continued hatred, just gtfo. You're not welcome here.
Right if you don’t like Richie why the fuck are yall still here he has apologised many times
Homo Toado totaly agree wish more people understood that
I've created a drinking game based on your videos. Every time you say I, me, myself or refer to yourself in the third person I drink bleach.
definitely Not Skip Bayliss hahaha haha
Shit you'd be dead 30 seconds in 😬
definitely Not Skip Bayliss this comment is god...and hlp will live our lives by this game
I'd get alcohol poisoning
I use water it helps me stay hydrated
I'm not falling for the pity party. You are still playing the victim, and it's sad. You seriously need to stop.
Why are you even here? This is an update on his current state (and may be the result of the therapy sessions).
Danger Dash Pretty sure you just answered your own question. Same reason I'm here and probably the same reason you're here; it's an update. She came for the update and decided to call him out on his bullshit after not falling for his pathetic self-victimization.
Loud Punkrockr BL It REALLY needs to stop. The absolute lack of emotion, coupled with his obvious parroting of therapy phrases is actually creepy as hell... not to mention just another slap in the face to Jaclynn and Ayallah; as well as to the fans he thinks are actually dumb enough to be won back with his 'Hello, fellow kids' demeanor. Plus, look at that smile at the very end of the video! So fucking creepy! Seriously like an extremely less attractive (and that's putting it kindly) version of Patrick Bateman. The longer the image sits there as I type this, the more sure I am that I'm going to have nightmares tonight. Such a freak.
Danger Dash I'm here to see What's been happening with him, to see how he's been handling things. And no shit he lacks emotion, he has problems he's working on, he's had problems way before this. The fact that this video exist is a sign of improvement. And I'm pretty sure the only ones hurting Jaclyn at this point are the people that keep bringing up the past when all she wants to do is move on.
+Ellison Hutchison it his channal
I heard the same shit from my ex just pretty words that people want to hear and believe then you'll cheat again come up with some more pretty words again
Pretty much. He only misses the way she made him feel
He never said he wanted to get back together, in fact, he has made 0 effort to make an apology to her.
I don't see what this has to do with "getting her back". And I'm pretty sure she'd rather not think about him again, bad enough people keep bringing it up on her live streams.
Same. Only I was stupid and forgave and he ended up getting someone else pregnant after we were 10 years together. Jacqueline got out at a good time if you ask me.
It's crazy cuz my boyfriend of 4 years (now ex).... tries to make me believe that he loves me and whatever.. bla bla bla... he later confessed saying he only used me when he need my love and affection haha... Now I have someone who really cares and wants me. It's comical. It sucks when someone lies cuz you can't trust them the same.
The least you could do is apologize to Jaclyn. And you didn’t mess things up 2 months ago. You messed it up the moment you cheated on Jaclyn. Which was almost from the beginning of your relationship. Don’t deflect and put any blame on her and say “she should have known” she trusted you. She would die for you. She loved you. Everyone saw that. Genuinely APOLOGIZE to her.
I'm pretty sure she wants to hear nothing from him, given that people keep bringing it up while they're trying to move on.
Danger Dash It doesn't matter if she wants to hear it. He could at least take responsibility for what he did instead of blaming his mental illness. Seriously, dude. Just stop.
Fizzy Doesn't matter if she wants to hear it? Whose are you on exactly?
Danger Dash she does want an apology. She has said so
You are apologizing to the wrong people!!! You did not cheat on us
Pretty sure she doesn't want to hear anything from him, and just wants to move on with her life, something we we are making diffcualt for both of them by consistently bringing up the past.
no she said in a live stream that she wants a apology
Sarah Jamison Jaclyn is not interested. He is no longer worth her time.
kathrin Mind posting a link? I'd like to see this myself.
th-cam.com/video/Jphy2n4WcVo/w-d-xo.html
Jaclyn has this great, positive and very giving energy about herself and when she left she took it with her. Now your life is empty with a big hole in it. I'm not surprised. Without her love and admiration for you your life doesn't seem that interesting anymore. I think your decision to move is a step in the right direction in order to keep your sanity.
star in the sky He can't keep what he never had. No truly save person would do what he did. Especially since he's still playing victim and blaming the whole situation on his sociopathy.
star in the sky if that's true then I'm glad their relationship is over because that's just not healthy. One's sense of happiness and fullness shouldnt depend on the existence of a romantic partner. It needs to come from within.
star in the sky 💖
If manipulation was a person.
Lmfaoo true af and people eat it up now I gotta unfollow him .. barely been watching anyway
Onision, too
In your response video you said she moved too fast and fell in love too fast and wanted a much deeper level of commitment than you wanted to the point where you should have stopped the momentum and break up with her early on. Now you are lonely and missing the companionship of a relationship, ok. Seems like 2 opposite notions
You can feel that someone is going too fast and then miss the relationship later. It's not that hard.... And please explain to me how you break up with someone who has fallen head over heels for you quickly without hurting them? Because I would LOVE to know. Not only that, but their entire relationship was VERY public. He would have STILL been ripped to shreds by her fans, regardless of what he did. He was in a no win situation when it came to her. No, I'm not saying what he did was alright, but that it doesn't matter. Instead of "cheater" in the comments, it would be people calling him a "womanizer" or "heartbreaker". He was fucked if he did and fucked if he didn't.
Andee Parker if he had just broken up with her and never cheated on her he might have had a few people comment but he would not have the hoards of Jaclyn’s fans telling him to kill himself like there is now. He would have been able to move on and Jaclyn wouldn’t have gone through NEARLY as much heartbreak as she did.
Andee Parker "And, please explain how you break up with someone who has fallen head over heels for you quickly without hurting them?" Certainly not by destroying their trust in relationships by spending to whole relationship cheating and making them feel like none of it was real.
Andee Parker Cheating is always 10000 times worse than breaking up with someone. Breaking up may break someone's heart temporarily, but cheating breaks somebody's trust PERMANENTLY. It also betrays them and endangers their health, putting them at risk for STDs. Richie would have recieved FAR less backlash from just ending it like a decent person.
Now I see what Jaclyn was saying about how he would kinda talk about the main issue and then he'd trail off into talking all about himself. That's what he did here. He's very self centered. He started out talking about how he messed up and then proceeds to talk about his own life..? I guess he wants pity? I don't understand lol
You cheated on her during the entire relationship. I don't feel bad for you.
you can be thankful for Jaclyn. you never would have looked at yourself this deeply, if she hadn't outed you and what you did to her. she indirectly forced you to endure harsh criticism, which ultimately made you do the healthy choice of reflecting on your behavior. you needed very hard pressure to be able to look at yourself. hope you continue on this road and become a better human being.
Some boys cheat and they learn from their mistakes. Hopefully social can learn from his mistake to yes, be a better person.
NothingButInsanity ___ haha😂 he's never going to be able to fix this
NothingButInsanity ___ He's cheated multiple times, he's never going to learn, he's trash
He's a narcissist. He's not changing anything for anyone. And this is just for views. He's done this multiple times. He doesn't give a shit about bettering himself. He says he's going to therapy yet in other videos states clearly he _does not believe in therapy or medication_ . He's a narcissist, period. He cares for no one but himself. No empathy, no compassion, but for himself. So everyone can wish him the best and hope that he sees the light and a miracle occurs and he's miraculously changed, but don't hold your breath. My ex husband is a narcissist and he does the same crap. Social _Dispose_ has done the same thing. Victim blaming... "Everybody warned her so..." with a satisfying smirk on his face when he looks away. Trash. Karma is doing him good.
Here's his response "apology" video to her _heartbreaking_ video "I'm an Idiot" where she is totally brokenhearted pouring out her soul. This is how deep his response is: th-cam.com/video/rOaa3X0b_kQ/w-d-xo.html
*N A R C I S S I S T*
Júlia Papp beautifully written 💗
This comment section makes me very disappointed in this generation.
Richie isn’t remorseful in the slightest. He doesn’t feel bad that he cheated the entire relationship with Jaclyn. He doesn’t feel bad that he cheated on his previous girlfriends as well. He’s upset that his TH-cam career was ruined. He’s upset he won’t make nearly as much money as he used to.
He’s literally only doing this to regain his fan bases trust so his wallet won’t suffer.
But but...he made a mistake
I love when they say that
Thank you.
Finally, thank you for having enough sense to realise that. Everybody saying it was just a mistake, too.. A mistake is like circling B on a test when you meant to circle C. A mistake is not repeatedly cheating on and exploiting your significant other while fully conscious of what you are doing.
the dying unicorn Yes he did wrong, and should make up for it. I don’t in any means think he should be excused. Wrong is wrong even if everyone thinks it’s right, and right is right even if everyone thinks it’s wrong.
This comment doesn't even comprise 0.00001% of your generation
damn, guy cheated multiple times on multiple women and he still has a fuckton of support. even if he is truly trying to better himself, why would anyone be so quick to just forget what happened and pretend he's a great guy? if you were jaclyn, would you be commenting about how "proud" you are of him and saying how much you "respect" him? don't be proud. he shouldn't have cheated in the first place. I'm so sick of this trend of forgiving and forgetting horrible things public figures do. my main problem isn't this video, but the amount of "I'm proud of you !1! we still love you!!1!" in the comments. it's like people don't think for themselves anymore. i can't be the only one who thinks this.
edit: guys, come on, he is literally being PRAISED for (supposedly) NOT wanting to be a cheater. think about that for a second.
I've been Jaclyn. And yes, I was fully supportive of the people who cheated on me learning from the mistake(whether you want to call it that or not, to me, ANY cheating is a mistake. Even what Richie did.) I'm still friends with several of them in fact. I still respect them as people. Nobody is pretending that he's a great guy. But he's still human. And he has won over countless people with other aspects of himself. His music has spoken to those who didn't know how to put their thoughts and feelings into words. One fuck up, no matter how big, isn't going to automatically make you hate someone. Even Jack the Ripper had his fans. And he straight up killed women who would refuse to sleep with him. Fuck even Hitler has his fans, and I think we can all agree that Hitler wasn't that great of a guy.
And you know what i'm sick of? Oversensitive hatemongers. you're sicker than anyone else here,, get out now, thanks. Maybe some people still remember their humanity, contrary to *you* . Ever thought about *that* ?. You should try.
Lueeify I apologise, was that toward me or OP? My notification said you tagged me, but your comment does not. Did your edit erase the tagging?
the OP. TH-cam is stupid, I don't tag because I don't know how to. sorry to have bothered you mate.
Andee Parker okay, i'm really trying to respond to this but i'm honestly confused. first of all, people ARE praising him so it's not true when you say "no one is saying he's great." also, comparing him to hitler isn't helping your case? but then again, because of that i'm honestly confused as to what your stance is on this
You're just a chronic cheater. Admit it and fix it or get ready to be old alone.
Pretty sure that's one of the things he's going to therapy for.
what do you think he's doing lol
ranoutofeyeballs He's pretty fucking gay.
GuessImKindaEmo Yes he is, watch his more resent stream videos..he has a gay lisp and wears women's low cut tops and women's cardigans.
GuessImKindaEmo He crossdresses, wears makeup, had the classic "gay lisp", has trouble with women, can't seem to satisfy his sexual needs with women...just face it already. He's at least bi.
Social remorse
Social Duchebag
Social asshole
Sociopath repost
Is everyone forgetting the fact that he made Jaclyn act out being cheated on by him in his music video while he was actually cheating on her in real life? It's easy to say that he is sorry, but he is not. His origional response video to Jaclyn where he said "she was warned" is the true him.
Did you forget the fact that he has problems which he is current working on? Doesn't make what he did OK (before you or anyone else reading gets triggered), but he shows some improvement in this, admitting his faults.
Danger Dash lmao good for him, hes only doing this so ppl will give him a pat on the back for it and i wont be doing that
cayleen If that's what you wanna think, be my guest. I just don't get the point of wasting your time on hate, and giving his channel traffic and support when you don't want to.
Danger Dash this isnt hate, its criticism. And im definitely not supporting him
cayleen The fact that you clicked on his video supports him. It adds views, and any rating you give increases the chance of it showing up in the recommenced.
He should be apologizing to her not US. He is trying too hard to show us that he regrets his actions but he didn't hurt us he hurt Her so he is apologizing to the wrong people This shows that He only cares about the views I really am disappointed in him he seemed like a good person.
Elu Code maybe he did apologize personally. This is his update on how his life is going, not about the break up. Honestly, why do all the haters feel like they are owed a video apologizing to her. It would not have been as sincere. It's his channel, he posts videos more for his fans rather than the people he's close to. So stop acting entitled
Taknom Wolfan we dont want a video of him publicly apologizing to her, we want him to just tell her hes sorry for what hes done gor her we dont care if its public or not, id prefer not because thats him just putting a bandaid on his shitty sub count. But no he hasnt apologized to her. Hes a selfish prick.
Toxic Radiant how do you know he hasn't apologized? Do you know his private life?
Taknom Wolfan she’s come forward and said he’s never apologized to her. She says he’s been very cold towards her since she caught him. If he truly is working on himself then he owes it to Jacklyn to apologize. Even if he sends her a letter, or a text, she more than anyone deserves a genuine apology from him.
Taknom Wolfan if he is trying to be a better person then it is important that he apologizes. It certainly doesn’t need to be public but without an apology everything that he does is meaningless.
that 10:19 hopeful for ads length, nice
Adblock doing its work lel
exactly. Like anyone gives a fuck anyway, including him.
Still no apology to her... He keeps saying everything fell apart... He means when. He got caught cheating and his girlfriend found out about his bathroom quickly side chick.
Anyway good job Ritchie with getting help that's a good step in the right direction.
Sarah Yates She would not want to listen to it and she would never take him back.
Tip to all the people that watch Jaclyn’s streams:
Don’t talk about this video.
Call Me Jai Right?! Ugh, I watch both of them and it makes me SO mad when people do that. Obviously that is the LAST thing she needs. You would think people would get that it could be really triggering and upsetting...
cydster1313 Yup. I’m tired of people doing that. She gets very annoyed very quickly when this kind of stuff is brought up and it makes the rest of the stream very tense and uncomfortable.
unfortunately it is most likely going to be brought up in her next stream
I really wish instead of saying "when everything fell apart" and "when everything changed" you would just outright say "when she found out i'd been cheating for a year". That would be a lot more honest.
Acadia Mercer bingo!
Fanbois are never happy.
ugh this. because um no you didn't ruin your life two months ago you ruined it once you started cheating and hiding it. he's just trying to get people to like him again so he can keep doing this shit.
It’s called not wanting to break down infront of camera
he admitted that he was the cause of the break up. does he really have to rip his own throat out just so u can have the satisfaction of judging him???
I knew this guy would eventually make another video about it just to milk the views.
Well, it's not like we're any better by constantly bringing it back up on both their channels.
Danger Dash He deserves to stew in the pain he caused.
Fizzy And who are you, an outsider on the sidelines, to decide what he deserves? Who are you to constantly bring up a past that doesn't affect you in the slightest? Who are you to decide that he doesn't deserve a chance to show that he can change?
Danger Dash No one because, I didn't say he doesn't deserve to show he can change. I said that he deserves to stew in the pain he caused. I think he should hurt the way he made Jaclyn hurt. Maybe it would open his eyes to how truly awful his actions were. But, I've seen you responding to comments. I can tell you see no wrong in his actions because "he's trying to get better". So, say what you want, I don't care. I won't show an ounce of support until he shows that he truly regrets his actions and takes responsibility for them.
Fizzy When did I ever say I support his actions? Clearly you haven't been READING my comments, just name browsing. I support his efforts to change. This is a step in the right direction. What I don't support is everyone on this hype train of keeping the past alive, not just on here, but on Jaclyn's channel as well. She wants to move on with what happiness she has, and he need to do some soul searching and self reflecting and see just what is wrong with him. If wasting your time on constantly reminding someone of their past is worth your time, then I question where your life has gone to lead you here. The condemning has been done. It's over. It's time to move on with our own lives and leave them to theirs.
RICHIE, this is directed at you and partially your audience... My advice and biggest challenge I am proposing to you is to stop. Stop everything. Then reflect alone and use your skills to form an apology to Jaclyn that does not include a single "Me", "Myself", or "I". Literally address how she feels and why the apology is needed. And DO NOT RECORD IT. Be a caring ex boyfriend, let alone human. Then you can deal with you and moving forward and anything else "you" need to work on. Best of luck.
The title alone uses "I" and "My". Think of "Her" and how "She" is affected by this.
Pretty sure she has moved on and wants to leave this all behind. It's bad enough that we still bring it up on her channel.
well said
Athena Myzelle (Dana) 💖
Sociopaths trying to act human is hilarious.
Mistermax30 you idiot this is what he wants he wants you to call him a sociopath because that is what he is portraying in his videos such as the dear future girlfriend video he said that he would become her Antichrist and ruin the tender vulnerable parts of her he got you nerds dancing calling him a sociopath is like pointing out that there are Skittles on the candy aisle at Walmart
M.I.L.O Uh, wut?
Don't insult sociopaths, please.
Mistermax30 You clearly don’t understand what goes through a sociopath’s mind.
superalien771 No.
Free yourself Richie. Don't build your own walls.
oh poor you
AHHAHHHAHHA IDK Y THIS MADE ME LAUGH no shade no shade
lmaooo i am cryinnn
Creasing 😂😂😂😂😂
Allison A LMFAO😹😹
If this is sarcasm, I think I love you
What was the point of this video?
Once again you show no emotion and you still haven't apologised for ruining HER life 2 months ago, not yours!
We're not gonna feel sorry because your career was damaged.
"I think people are more sympathetic because I'm not looking for pity. This is about reflection and growth".
Richie, to one of the more stable minded people on here.
n4s98 I think his emotionally frozen. I dated someone like this before.
Your life didn't fall apart. You ripped it apart. You don't get sympathy 2 months after getting caught for something you did for a year. You're mourning your popularity and any chance of being something other than an onision/Login Paul type of TH-camr.
Good luck Richie. We all have our shit to struggle through. Wish you the best.
How are you going to speak against Logan Paul’s apology when your “apology” is all about you? You literally made this about you. Congratulations. At least Logan apologized to the victim’s family. *ps: take a shot every time he talks about himself*
Mikala Marie You might as well be chugging the bottle the entire video 🤷
Glad to see you are getting help and what not, but you still fucked up. You hurt someone and betrayed her trust. I dont know if she will forgive you or not, but I sure dont.
“ I don’t wanna go too much deep into this”
You mean you don’t wanna say that’s YOU cheated for a whole year ?
That mic pop is driving me nuts
Live with yourself for what you know are and that which you already knew but now everyone knows. That is everyone's worst nightmare, enjoy.
not cool.
Oh it’s monetized tho
Richie, if you need to take a break I’m sure we would all understand.
You're not sorry for what you did you're sorry you got caught.
How can you still be so self involved when you and your girlfriend destroyed Arlene? All she wanted was to feel like she belonged. You killed that last bit of life in her. That little piece of light she still treasured and tried to share with you. I spit on you.
Well, if you're moving, don't consider Indiana. It makes depressed people more depressed. Don't consider New York, it's loud and shiet.
-Don't get butthurt-
no not new york its a trap i live in new york the whole state is shit
Not wrong about Indiana. I'm from there.
Long Island, New York is pretty good.
Becca Marie I live there @-@
Yeah some places are real shitty. I'm from NY -I'm totally not butthurt-
I love how Richie wanted to be isolated so he moved to my shitty town lmao
levio saaa oh wow you live in the same town cool (I'm not going to ask what town cause idc and he needs his privacy)
Did you know that when people lie, they look to their right? Your peepers are taking a whole lotta trips that way, my dude.
You ruined your life?
No...
Richie,
You ruined Jaclyn’s life..
And scarred her inside and out..
I am so proud of you, Richie. I know this hasn't been easy on you, but it truly feels like you are starting to genuinely learn from what you've done. I hope this is genuine, and that my faith in you is not misplaced. I believe in you.
Keep those wings spread and continue to soar, Mother Moth!!
Someone download this in case he takes it down
Brooke Henne done
Yee
Same
Got it!
😂
God, there’s just something chilling about the way he speaks and expresses. Watching videos like this just makes me feel viscerally uncomfortable, this guy would murder you and not even blink....
Take a shot every time he says I.
It's good that you're being honest with yourself, and getting help. Continue on this path growning as a person and admitting fault
yes
Yes, nicely put. I would never bash someone trying to better themselves, I just hope he's being real tho
Valencina Valerio Hopefully so, he seems sincere though, like he's saying what he believes
Wow the celebrity effect is still strong.
Why the long face, bro?
It would be nice if this video felt sincere but the flow of conversation is very steady, as if he's just throwing filler in. His emotions aren't exhibited in his voice and his body locks up when trying to talk. I'm willing to take some parts of what he said to be his true feelings like the laying down looking at the ceiling and not being productive, but it still feels like he's dodging the guilt, the truth, or there's something that he's not willing to admit or talk about
Clayton that’s because he’s ashamed of what he’s done
MajinCV He's not visibly or verbally ashamed. That's why it doesn't feel genuine to me
Guess that makes sense, considering he never really seems to show any emotion. May be a matter of time thought, considering the therapy.
Mr Floral His later videos seem to show otherwise. Seems like he's more expressive in his music, as he seems to have chosen songs that describe the kind of person he's been, as if it's his way of admitting that he's been a scumbag to her.
Mr Floral Actually, from their recent videos to each other, it sounds like they had one final meet up. Maybe they just choose to keep it in private.
I don't believe you. We trusted you. Jaclyn trusted you. Everyone trusted you and broke that trust. It's gonna take a lot more than empty words to make everything better...
Destiny Davis wtf your dumb as hell.
mwah. That's fine, don't care what you think.. Bullshit is bullshit and this video is bullshit
Destiny Davis No, you just want to be a white knight. Jaclyn has already moved on with her life, and Richie's trying to get himself together.
I think he gets that its his fault, he is honestly trying to make progress so let him make progress
Kyle Carothers thank god somebody understands progress. Just because he did shit doesn’t make him shitty the whole way around
People act like he’s the only one to do anything wrong. He’s trying so hard and he’s brave to do it. I wish other people in these comments weren’t so rude. He’s awesome
Tyler Bollinger Yeah but he did it to Jaclyn & Ayalla
Sleeping With Veil At The Disco oh my god let it go jeez it's been a month since that happend my fucking god
Blade Killer Doesn't matter how long it was, it tells me I can't trust him
stop making everyone feel bad for you. you cheated on her basically the day you started dating. your whole relationship was a lie it was a choice.if you were involved with someone else why did you start a relationship with her
This stuck a chord deep inside of me. And I feel the same in many ways. Thank you for this. And thank you for being less transparent and showing us how you actually are and think, which is beautiful in a lot of ways and it’s honest. Thank you
"Fine and dandy"
I'm sorry but i really had to point this out ok bye.
Im glad youre taking steps to fix yourself richie.
So glad you’re getting on a better path. You’ll see it all come together in time. Please, if you can, continue to make music. Empress is my favorite album of last year, it’s my favorite of the last 3-5 years actually. You are very talented.
Glad to see you're getting help and I hope you continue on this path. I believe you really are trying to better yourself and I think you and your art will flourish for it.
You should get a tattoo that reads "Jaclyn Glenn used to love me, but I'm a peice of shit."
Sin you should probably stop commenting dumb ass shit on peoples pages because your a piece of shit (:
Why do you run to the defense of someone that literally said he's a "piece of shit" in this video? He agrees with me, yet you, like the mindless zombie you are, come running to be offended for him. ...but yeah sure, I'm the one that's a piece of shit. 🙄
TheDedFace that's supposed to be an insult
You sound like a 10 year old
BangTan_Block_Pink EXO Damn I can't go 2 minutes without wishing death upon someone. Maybe I should kill myself. Good luck xD
TheDedFace
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I used to be an absolute mess of a human being. I used to act so crazy as a teenager to young adult that people just thought I was crazy. You absolutely can change yourself if you take steady steps towards it - even if the only steps you can take are baby steps, they will surely add up. If you get knocked back, cry if you need to, get up, and keep going. People tell me I'm a completely different person today. If you keep putting the right things into yourself and chipping away at the issues you will get to where you want to go in life. Hurting people hurt people.
how is it hard to just behave?
It's great that you are growing with this. It reminds me of when I screwed up a really close friendship with somebody, and we were close enough to say "I love you" to eachother and hug for too long daily. Something to do with a self harming issue I had was shown and he got very scared, because he was basically a kid. He and I still talk but don't get to be as close. After the situation he didn't really hang around me for two weeks. I feel really bad about saying something to do with me when this is about you. Many are proud that you are progressing in this, and I hope you continue well. And for those times when suicidal thoughts come: Please stick around. You have clear talent in you.
Thank you for posting this. It really brought perspective to personal struggle I am currently dealing with. I'm happy for you and this bit of a break through. If you ever visit Seattle, you'll have a potential friend.
Although I no longer respect you for what you did, I do hope that you continue and get your life together. XX - Carly
Agreed.
Agreed
What happened?
w0lug r4ff He cheated on his girlfriend
*all of his girlfriends, Carly
His shifty eyes make me think of Ted Bundy, lol. But I hope he is sincere.
he;s not. time to kiss ass and pretend to change because he's losing money.
This is probably the same type of speech he gives all his new girlfriends... while he's cheating on them.
Sincerity isnt a thing narcissists possess
This was a rather self aware video. Good for you, Richie. I think by facing our weakness we find strength. I hope you can rebuild your life and become a person you truly feel proud of.
Really proud that you are doing this for yourself and I pray you continue to learn and grow as a person!
10 minutes of my life wasted
Chilliz same
I really know how do you feel, but we’re here to support you, okay? You’re a really great person, I love you and your job, don’t think bad of yourself please
Don’t forget that you’re not alone, you’ll never be.
Ikr he's doing this for money.
We ALL mess up. I’m so glad you are getting help. You have to pull yourself apart and assess one part of what you don’t like about yourself, then act upon it. Slowly and calmly without negativity if you can. You’re realistic in your goals and being alone in that house isn’t helping and you can see that. One Day At A Time. Lean on those who are still in your life. Take care of you x
I think this video shows you are truly trying. Becoming self aware and trying to change negative things and behaviors and thoughts is always a good thing. I've re subbed and really do hope you continue to grow as a person and find positive and healthy things that make you
Stay strong Richie.
You made mistakes,and you're trying.
Keep at it. I believe in you.
Please keep fighting. We love you
Neuromantic Control once is a mistake. Repeatedly doing what he did, knowing it was wrong and having it span almost an entire relationship with intent is NOT a mistake.
Bravo! You are two steps into a journey of 10,000. Keep moving forward.
I'm only 5 minutes in and I can already tell that you are really doing great. it sounds like you are being more honest with yourself than you've been, maybe, ever. my sons are your age, I think they're atleast close-23&21, so the mama in me just naturally makes me wanna give you a hug and tell you that you are doing great. it really sounds like you are making some serious headway in figuring out wtf is going on with yourself. and don't let assholes on here get you down because I guarantee you that 100% of the shit talkers have never had the awful task of actually becoming self aware. so keep up the good work, keep keeping your mind and heart open, and you'll get to where you wanna be.
I know even through before Jacqueline I I saw growth in your in your videos your your choices in your in your happiness levels for always growing unlike even through the sadness in the the pain you are suffering just as much as she is just as much as all the other people that you lost and all the people that you will gain in the future it shows growth and it shows that you are you are going somewhere with what you want if you're being honest honesty is is what kept me here after the first video you posted I wanted to see if you would revise it and you did and then you post this about your mental health and stuff like that that keeps me here! Makes me so.proud to still see you growing as a human even through you faults.
I'm proud of you, opening up to a therapist is something I can't imagine doing, let alone with all this negative shit that's been going on with you. 👍
He brought it on himself
marc creech no matter how much he did wrong, nobody will get better if everyone plays the blame game. It's great that he recognizes that he is flawed, as all people are, and that he wants to improve himself. If you suggest that he isn't worth getting better or being happy just because of his past then I have to disagree with you. The start of healing is by admitting there are things to be healed in the first place. It's great he's doing what he's doing, it sucks what happened, but life moves on and so must we, alright? Alright.
DeadRoyal wise words, really. i really get annoyed on people who just can't stop blaming someone because of something that's non of their bussines. (and it flippin happened 2 months ago ??) i highly doubt thet they never make mistakes...
Sky Sykes thank you, I also dislike it when people do that, I believe that the past is the past, and it is best to just move on and learn from it, otherwise it is easy to just get caught up in a cycle of blame and self hatred.
DeadRoyal same tbh.
Dude. Seriously. The traits you display may be because of mental illness. But that does NOT excuse your actions. You simply cannot spin you cheating on your girlfriend for months because you're depressed and need help. The only one in charge if your actions is you. You can say you feel shitty about it until you're blue in the face but only you can change it.
RESPECT to you Richie! Takes a lot to talk about a breakup & getting help. All breakups end badly otherwise they wouldn't end. If anyone can't respect the guts this took can go!!!
I can really relate to a lot of what you are saying. I think even though it’s painful to see yourself in a more harsh but true light is an incredibly positive opportunity to discover the aspects of your life that need working on!
I totally understand what you mean about isolating oneself, and again I believe that after such an experience one can also benefit from this by seeing life and society from a different perspective. YES you can turn it around- of course you can.
Peace and all the best bro x
Dear Richie,
You'll probably never see this comment. But your right being isolated sucks, going through a break up, SUCKS, but you can turn this around and bounce back take it from a girl who lives in central no where West Virginia, sure its a gorgeous place with a tight community, but its isolated and that can make someone lonely. I mean sure being alone doesn't make you lonely, but having no one around for support is proven not healthy. I only know becuase I deal with depression, but I have a small group of close friends who live near me to support me no matter what, I have a small group of internet friend i make videos with its like building a family or a wall that wont break no matter what you do. I think you could do with 4 close friends at least. I know every youtuber who is shy or introverted has a good tight friendship of at least 3 people. It helps keep the sanity. If I can bounce back from guys who cheated and used me repeatedly to having friends and a smiling face with less negative thoughts so can you. You're fanbase is here too. Love you I hope you follow your dream, and everything turns out amazing for you.
-TheWhiteWolf
Personal responsibility, personal realization & personal growth are 3 of the toughest struggles in life 4 me. As U went thru Ur stuff, I lost my 30yr marriage, my home & my left leg. . .needless 2 say, it's been a ruff coupla mnths 4 the both of us! But I believe Ur gna benefit from all ur doin rite now cuz U turned on Ur personal mental health flashlight, took stock of whats important, what's no longer working 4U & accepted it's time 4 a lil change & personal growth. And if Ur like me, change is my worst enemy most of the time. . .daunting even horrific. But if U can be brave, for just a lil while, change will bring with it, a new & different inspiration of its own.
Be a brave and be a better Ritchie. . .U GOT THIS!
I'm in wv too dudet!
Wolfy Bae *your
I hope you can fix everything so your live can get better OK I really hope you can ok
I honestly think the only thing he's learned from this is to not cheat on a girl who has a following who will call him out. He "destroyed his life" 2 months ago because he got caught by the internet 2 months ago. He doesn't care that he cheated, he cares that people know him as a cheater instead of an artist.
I don’t normally comment on TH-cam, but your statement about collaborating with the world to grow is so true. I’m a notorious introvert and homebody. However, I met an extrovert that forced me out into the world, and I’m so thankful now. I’m really proud of you Richie, and you never lost me even though I watch Jaclyn too. 😊🖤😊🖤
It takes a lot for someone to sit there and say all this. I will give credit for that, but Richie... you cheated on her. You hurt that woman in ways that will affect her for years and years to come and that’s heartbreaking. The things you said and did, are really horrible. I have to say yes, it’s great you’re going to therapy and that you’re getting help but admit what fully happened and apologize to her instead of your subscribers.
Just make sure your new neighbors aren't "normal" people... Drive you crazy. They're like...ewww, fun... Getting through this video, you were like... realizing everything, talking more, louder...EVERYTHING IS THE KNOWN!
You're doing a great thing here Richie. I'm so glad for you. Get better, get healthy and do what's right for you. That way, you can do what's right for others too.
I'm so proud that you realized what you did and how honest you are about all these things. ❤
Hi fam. Here for support. Hope 2018 is a better year Richie. I heard a little 🐟 fish once say “Just keep swimming”.
Hello!
Edit: I support you! Don’t die please...I don’t need anymore people I love die...
R.I.P Chester Bennington
R.I.P Jonghyun
Gamingnerd19 Emonerd Hi man I hope your day is going well
Michael Maffei I wish it was...
Gamingnerd19 Emonerd Talk to us mate. Don't know if we'll be able to help, but it's better to get it out then hold it in.
Danger Dash Many people I love have died and it’s because of people...and so I don’t want others to see me cry so I do it at night...
Gamingnerd19 Emonerd I think I know what you mean. I used to listen to Chester a lot. I haven't listened to any of his music ever since what happened. I try to, but I always end up picking something else to ease my mind. I believe I understand why he did it, and believe he's in a better place now. As for us...we'll cry for those we love. We'll remember the good times. Maybe even talk with someone about it. I think you should talk with someone that'll understand, a friend, a family member. It's tough right now, but know that you'll be able to move on eventually, keeping the happy memories they gave you, and knowing that wherever they are now, they're happier then they've ever been.
Your very brave to expose yourself like this . I hope your able to regain your footing and purpose in your life .
I'm happy that you are trying to recover :) You'll find a way to do your thing :) If you ever need someone to talk I think me and lots of other people are here to chat!
OMG I DID SOMETHING TERRIBLE FEEL BAD FOR MEEEEE
Thank you for talking about this. I think it is important for people to see how much pain people who were once toxic can be in. I think it is important that people know that bad actions don't need to define them forever IF they work hard to grow and become better. As someone who has been very toxic and abusive in the past (but is working hard to change), you make me feel less alone. I apreciate your ability to judge when to speak and when to hold your breath.
The wrong side of a breakup? The person on the wrong side was Jaclyn. She didn't deserve him cheating on her and leading her on. He did something horrible. You can't defend him for that.
Pamela Hills well at least he's not denying he has a problem I bet you some of you would have a hard time actually saying you got a problem !
I think there is a lingustic misunderstanding. By "wrong side" I mean "the one who did wrong". What he did is awful and Jacyln has every right to be hurt. I am not defending him or his actions. What I am saying is that I am grateful that he is working on himself and sharing his story with others. If someone changes their behavior, I don't believe they should have to live in the shadow of their past choices forever.
cydster1313 I think a lot of what it is SpongeBob people want proof that he's trying to work on himself truthfully, and that he's willing to apologize to Jaclyn and that everybody can see and hear it, this is exactly what goes through people's mind of what he had done and what he should do, but people have to wait and see whether or not Jaclyn & social repose decide to take care of this entire cheating issue and let the public see it, you can't force either to do something they do or do not want to do, no matter whether this was public knowledge or not !
Cecil Garnette just the title shows he doesn't feel bad. He didn't start cheating two months ago, he got caught two months ago. He was cheating a year ago. He's upset he got caught.
I will all ways respect you , you are the root to my inspiration you are my hero even though some people don't think the same why I do. Thank you!
I'm proud of you Richie. I enjoy you and your videos. I know you've got a lot going on in your head and life and have for a while. I hope you mean what you say and get better. What you did was horrible but if it gives you this break through with your self then that's a pretty good outcome. I of course don't want you to disappear from TH-cam and music but if in the end that's what you need just get better.