Episode #5 More in-depth of the sexual abuse.
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 28 ก.ย. 2024
- WARNING: Contains Suicide and Child sexual abuse.
This episode explores more of the grooming and what he did to me. How he evolved the relationship, and what he was willing to put his daughter through. I also quickly share my 2 suicide attempts.
If you would ever like to talk to me personally or no more on a personal level, you are welcome to leave a comment and I can reach out to you personally.
Sheri you’re so strong. I am so sorry for what you have been through. I admire you for coming out with your story. Bring so much awareness.
Sarah! It is so good to hear from you! Thank you so so much to sit and watch these! I appreciate it more than you know! :) I hope life is well and let's catch up!
I have so much respect for you Sheri. Stay on your path to recovery. You are getting there and you will get there.
Thank you! I really appreciate this support and feedback as it feeds my hunger to keep going!
So glad you're still here with us!
Love you Katie🥰
Sorry to hear you went through this. Stay strong. Keep the journey to healing.
You’re a lovely strong woman who has been through the unthinkable.
It’s a parents role to keep their children safe and both of your parents failed you miserably. I feel just as angry toward your Mom.
I hope that you can find a little peace in your life now and focus on taking care of yourself and your family.
Thank you for telling the truth. U have no doubt made other little girls be strong and tell someone.💓
I pray u can heal.
Sheri,
Thanks for being so strong and so brave to tell your stories.
I am from Iraq, there are thousands of girls that facing same if not worse.
Abuse in a 1st world nation is bad, but in ANY nation were the laws are lax and/or religious/societal justification is present, I imagine the problem is widespread...
You are so brave to talk about this. I know how hard this is.
I just want to say that I’m so happy that your attempts didn’t work! Your life has so much meaning and through your bravery in speaking about the hell you lived through, you are helping others to see that they are not alone , it’s not their fault and that they can speak out and save themselves from their own abuse. You are a Survivor 💪and you should be so proud of yourself. Sending you much love, light and prayers for your inner Peace 🙏
Thank you for sharing uncomfortable details. For people who have no idea what sexual abuse is it is very hard to understand and because of that we are not able to protect our children . We don’t know the red flag, we don’t know how those evil people manage to do it without being caught. We don’t know what to look for. I would never think my husband could do anything to his children, never would suspect anything bad is happening… Thank you for sharing. It helps us mother’s to be alert. Because all we want to do is to protect our kids . We just never think preditor lives right in our own house
You are a brave , strong, beautiful women. You are not a victim anymore. You are a survivor. Thank you for sharing your story.
Hi, I agree as well that a higher power was there with you when you felt that the only way out was death. You are not alone! Watch your child and your nightmares will go away. When you start to forget you will be free. It will happen, just let it go! Much Love 🫶🏻
As a 35 year old 6'6 275lb man with extreme rage issues, I'd love to release it on him
God bless you for being so strong and getting this out, your a very brave woman and God will take care of him 🙏 blessings
You are an amazing woman, I am so proud of you and you are beautiful and strong! You are helping many people, you are blessed and I’m glad you didn’t take your own life. Never forget this isn’t your fault! Thank you for your transparency!💕🌺👼Love you, God bless you and your beautiful baby!
My gosh, I’m so incredibly sorry 🥺💔
I'm at 7:37 and you said you could have said something earlier but remember, It started when you were only 13, that is all you knew unfortunately, don't be too hard on yourself, IT WASN'T YOUR FAULT. I can't even see the my screen because of the tears.. Poor girl no one should have to go through that nightmare. YOU ARE A VICTIM NOT THE MONSTER. At 13 you didn't have the tools you have now to be able to see the whole picture the way you do now.
How does anyone find the strength to enter the "normal" world after this kind of abuse? And where did her father's abuse start?
I really hate that as a young girl you had to experience a real life monster! As a loving father of a 14 year old daughter I have an extreme hate for your piece of shit father. I'm glad to see you picking up the pieces and making a new life for you and your son. Hope that poor excuse for a father rots in prison!
Bless you darling 🙏🏻❤️
Why did the mum keep quiet...what did she do...did she know even ...of what was happening?may God restore your bloodline and cleanse it
I am working to cleanse it now:) Thank you for your comments and support! I honestly believe she feared and still fears him. I hope to help her one day!
Stay strong beautiful
I was sexually abused at the age of 11 and I shared With my parents.....at the age if 24 but they still blamed meeeeeee,
I am 39 and I am a crazyyyyyy Mom for my kidsssss it is not to come out but I am professional person and kind towards others
I’m so incredibly sorry that happened to you!! 🥺💔
i wish i can email you or something? Id love to tell you about a certain struggle i have with this type of thing. I need a womans opinion on this certain thing
Love you ❤️
Who was the abuser?
So Brave...xoxo
I like how these people claim to be "religious"...
I've lived in 15 countries around the globe and visited many others. And sure I've seen hypocrites everywhere.
But never so many like in the usa.
Most people claim to be "religious" there while they do these type of things.
A guy who smokes pot told me that his provider greats him with a "God bless you" and goes to church as well.
Heck the entire country goes "God bless america" and then they go around the globe, invading other countries, killing, men, women, and children, stealing whatever they can get their hands on, coercing other countries to do their betting, etc, etc.
But they are "religious"... And "God fearing people"...
I'm not a religious person. But I tell you; if the story of the Bible is true and God exists, and if he is watching what's going on down here... Well... If that's the case *ALL* these "religious, God fearing people" have something coming to them...
And I don't think it's gonna be pretty...
Despite the title, this does not really give much more detail. If you've watched the earlier account of her sexual interaction with her father (entitled 'Full track of abuse') this will not give you much miore
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I think you're trying to give a "I couldn't care less" attitude to all this, maybe because inside you feel just the opposite, i must admit it isn't very easy to.watch or listen to, so it couldn't have been easy for you. God Bless
I see you also have contracted Herpes 😢
EPISODES,""! jeeze" YA REALLY MILKING THIS COW"" of a story.
Abuser first groom kids...they are good in grooming
BS
Please stop trolling here. Thanks.
youre so beautiful
Sorry but there’s no way your mom didn’t know.I can’t believe she didn’t go to jail. I’m so sorry she wasn’t your protector as a real mom would be, as you know now that you have kids❤️❤️❤️
I agree. There is no way possible the mom didn’t know
I'm very sorry for the hell you have gone through 💔😭🔪 you're a survivor of course my mom's ex boyfriend he raped me this made me have nightmares decades later 🤗💞 imagine the pain and heartache you have gone through 💔😭💔😢
Sheri. I have a story for you on my situation I grew up with. What kind of person I became and the person I am now. Now, I have not told anyone other then my wife and kids. But, I too want to take my experience and help others. I do not know how to private message on TH-cam. But, I heard your story on Tik Tok.
Let me see if I can figure it out! I would like to hear it!
God bless you 🙏 and all the best in life 💕
You are so brave and strong. I admire your courage so much.
Sheri . Getting this off your chest is a good place to be
The rear view mirror is small . The wind child is large , so you don't stay lost in the sad past but rather focus on your future
Hi Sheri. You are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. Sorry about your tragic story. Hope you feel much better now. Would Love to see/meet/talk. Any suggestions? 🌷
I too am a survivor of abuse. Sexually and mentally I used to ask why would God put me through this. Why? My Dad knew something was wrong and would ask me every Birthday if I wanted to go to court and get a custody request for him to have me live with him. I always said No I have to go through it I am stronger than what is going on. I never told him what was going on at Mom's house. I hated life. I had a pill baggie with all kinds of OTC stuff and would eat handfuls and pray for endless sleep. I had forgotten about that until you said that you too took pills to sleep forever. I told myself my oldest sister doesn't have an out like I did. Every other weekend with my Dad. Her dad was in prison and states away so she didn't get to leave. So I was under the impression that I would stay with her and deal with it with her. She took the most abuse but after she left it was me. She's 8 years older than me. I wish I had said Yes to my Dad before it was too late to save my mental health. My sister too. She's got schizophrenia from her brain fracturing to cope with her trauma.
Sad i thought this things don't happen so often in this country, i guess i was so wrong in one single day i heard several stories only here in you tube. But luckily it seems there is a lots programs to help the people have been abused. Others countries don't have. Bless day to you.
I use to watch your TLC Show and knew who you were, it portrayed your family to be perfect..All are Extremely Talented and the level of talent yall had and have was mind blowing...from the oldest to the youngest, the music and your process was nothing short of Amazing 👏 ..
Only recently hearing about this Trauma and about HIM, to be truthfully honest, I must say that it really did not surprise me. Something didn't seem just right...His demeanor! His almost Obcession with all, of you was eeeeeery..The way that he had control of all of your lives and that all you did was Rehearse, Workouts, Homeschooling,..like a Drill Srgt! ALMOST LIKE A WHITE/IRISH "JOE JACKSON" (the late Michael Jacksons) father...I remember watching it feeling so sorry for the Littles because they were always working..and the oh so handsome brothers that should be dating and on Social Media , seem to Used as work horses ..SOMETHING WEIRED ME OUT ANOUT HIM, NOT THE SHOW...IT WAS HIM! 🐎...I too am a sexual Abuse survivor buy my Father's youngest brother which I Loved and trusted.,..i was 10 years old and unfortunately, I remember play by play...the day of the week, the time of day even the clothes I was wearing...I TUCKED IT AWAY AND NEVER TOLD ANYONE..It was only in the darkest time of my life I was as low as one could possibly be ..,I only existed and made sure that I did enough drugs so that I didn't have to FEEL! By this time , I was in a horrible mess and I was 48 yrs old ...I was a full blown addict and had been for 12 years and I Prayed 🙏 for God to show me WHY IM SO SICK ? I KNEW , AS I GREW OLDER, THAT SOMETHING WASNT RIGHT WITH ME! WHY IM SO DEPRESSED AND COMPLETELY DYSFUNCTIONAL 😞...and the Trauma I had tucked away , only to service and cope, I began to recall what happened to me. I was in a family with 2 sisters and a very old fashioned Southerners that was 🤫🤫🤫🤫 shhhhhh about Everything...We weren't allowed to say ,"I started my Period ".. -so Nothing was ever tlkd about and I mean Anything!! So I learned the behavior of Not expressing myself and that my feelings didn't matter at all...This way of life impacted me tremendously... but I'm 58 years old ....I guess a recovering addict? I just Quit and stopped ✋ those behaviors and never looked back....since then, I have tlkd about it very little and it reminds me why I 🤫🤫🤫shhhhh....was the fact that #1 it could have ruined my family or #2 ..they wouldn't believe me ! So, #2 won ...the couple of my close family that I confided in did Not believe me....but that's OK! I KNOW AND MY GOD KNOWS ..in closing, that wonderful Uncle passed away not too very long ago and I wrote a letter to him...walked up to his casket and shoved it up the sleeve of his Jacket and I left it there....the sickness from the Trauma that man was responsible for went down with the casket...Bye Bye!!! I PROTECTED HIM AT THE COST OF MY LIFE BECAUSE I ALWAYS KNEW , THAT BY SOME CHANCE MY FATHER BELIEVED ME, HE WOULD BLOWN HIS HEAD OFF AND WENT TO PRISON....I couldn't that on me.. I know that God has a Special place for those people and I was able , at was able to brush it off. I'm not gonna lie...I will NEVER forget it and when I use to say, "Why Me ?
I'm working on being in a space where I can use my pain for some purpose......that's what I got from your story as well as the others effected by HIM! GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY! PLZ FEEL FREE TO REACH OUT...I'm on FB @sonjagranberrywebster
It was not your job to stop this, I am sure you were scared and had no support. I wish you had someone to stick up for you, someone besides yourself.
You are such an amazing beautiful woman. You have so much to offer people. Thankyou for just being you.
So many children I ask God why so much evil 😢
Many prayers go to you about what happened!! Stay safe and God bless you ❤
You are a brave girl i support you ❤❤
You have great courage facing a psycho-narcissist at such a vulnerable age. By the way, you won! Keep loving yourself and prayer works!!!!!l
Did you ever tell anybody that care and had some authority to help you put his ass away
So I never did until I came out with my story. I now have a team willing to help support me to get him locked away. Sadly, I had fear still for a long long while!
@@sherikinder_survivor30 good luck Sheri, make sure you expose that p.o.s and get him prosecuted! Good luck
Personal are you married to babies daddy
Volume too low
BS
PEOPLE CALLING SEXUAL ABUSE BULLSHIT IS WHY ABUSERS CAN GET AWAY WITH THEIR CRIMES! SHAME ON YOU! THAT'S WHY ALL THE COVERUPS WERE DONE BY THE CATHOLIC PRIESTS AND SANDUSKY AT PENN STATE UNIVERSITY! I MET PEOPLE WHO WERE ABUSED AND NO ONE EVEN BELIEVED THEM! LATER ON IT WAS DISCOVERED TO BE TRUE! THERE HAVE BEEN ALOT OF FALSE ACCUSATIONS DONE IN THE PAST AND THEY DESTROY THE REAL VICTIMS OF SEXUAL ABUSES CREDEABILTY! SO DON'T DISMISS EVERYONE TRUE TESTIMONY OF SEXUAL ABUSE AS BULLSHIT! IT HAPPENING ALL OVER THE WORLD NOW! HUMAN TRAFFICKERS ARE KIDNAPPING CHILDREN AND GROWN UPS FOR SEXUAL SLAVERY! FACT!