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Lol, do you want to laugh? This video was blocked in my country, because of this I cannot change my comment. So I'll just write it right here: I made a little mistake, the correct one would be "Leni", not "Leny". My apologies
well it’s alright to listen to music to let some of that energy go! keep trying i know you can do it! i want to start trying to get better.because i have ppl i care for! i know it’ll be hard and probably a long progress but you can do it i believe in u stranger!
I wish you the best!! Don't give up and always try to find a positive view and a comfort in order to avoid those negative feelings/thoughts Have a great day and take care of yourself
Even if the workout is a coping mechanism it’s still harm reduction. I’ve been clean for 3 months and it’s rough. Good luck with your mental health and remember that even if you do relapse, staying clean for a while is still progress in the right direction! You got this!
My physical sympotoms have been getting worse and changing. Working to get diagnosed and treated but it takes a lot of time. This playlist is nice, thank you
Yeah, I got diagnosed with cancer on Halloween, unfortunately. But I have a good prognosis. Hope it continues to stay that way. Best of luck to you as well
My friends are Leaving, my depression is slowly kicking in again, I haven’t been able to sleep because of my sleep paralysis, no one’s helping me with any of my problems and there getting worse by the day I feel like I’m dying, I can’t stop over thinking, and the one person I could vent to is my girlfriend but she’s in coma after a car accident, I don’t know what to do cuz I’ve been hearing voices ever since she got hurt…………I NEED HELP BUT THERES NO ONE TO ASK FOR HELP!!!
ayooo bro- thats rlly sad to hear-. U have been going through alot of pain-. Im not that good of a helper but pls take deep breaths and drink water. Depression is no joke---- even tho im a complete stranger- if u want u can vent to me.., maybe i can help-.
I feel you, “I need help but theres no one to ask for help!!” that hit hard….same bro, from the other side of the world :( . You need to search for a nearby therapist near you. Please attend 1 session then re consider. Sending you lots of love and prayers ❤️
i am so sorry that happened i hope things get better even though im a stranger you can always vent 2 me i care for you even if i dont know anything abt you
I understand you,I having trouble getting some sleep at 1:00 to 7:00 am,No matter how I feel tired it still hurts me,I trying my best to cheer my parents-
Im sorry.. I get you and i understand how hard it is.. Everything feels like such a struggle, and everyone is still so rude and annoying despite everything going on in life and even if they dont know, it still hurts so much.. its just torture.. but dont give up, your girlfriend is going to need you to be there for her when she gets better. I, even though just a stranger, will be standing by you. I stand with you through all this pain, and i will be there to congratulate you on making it through this pain when it ends, so just keep on fighting and know i am here for you!
Thank you for this playlist, it really feels like I’m getting worse after I finally got perfectly fine, and I needed to cry and let all my emotions out that I’ve been bottling up for so long. So thank you ❤
Not this playlist popping up when I’m having even worse executive dysfunction than usual. I want to cry even though I already know the reason I’m not completing tasks. Maybe it’s because I want to do it? I don’t know.. I just feel awful…
just a vent about a stigma I suffer, bc im bored lol. I have ASPD. Contrary to popular belief, I can feel, I can feel emotions 10x as strong as I should, I have severe depression issues, My emotions are strong but come in small and fast bursts that pass quite fast, leading back to a numb feeling after. I can get pissed or sad and ill only be pissed or sad for a few minutes to an hour at max, before I just drop my grudge altogether. I feel constantly bored on my day to day life, because its always a repeat of the same stuff, and I have a constant blank feeling in me. If someone talks about something I dont care about, I dont care enough to fake acting like I care, so I often get seen as a bad person. I fulfill my constant irritated bored state by spectating drama or fights, sometimes I even guiltily cause them, because its one of the few things that makes me feel less..just..alone and bored. Im not sadistic, I dont give a shit about those things, I dont 'enjoy' them, they just distract me from being bored. No one understands what it is like to not care at all, until they finally stop caring. It is boring, and tragic, in its own way. I would rather be a depressed immortal than be a bored immortal, this boredom honestly makes me want to leap off a cliff, atleast that'd give me adrenaline. Im tired of being stigmatized by media as emotionless, a sociopath, a 'sadist', a 'psycho', because im not, I think id punch anyone that would say that to my face. Feel free to ask questions cuz literally I have nothing to do LOL no one even talks to me nowaday and I hate meeting people.
Apoligies if this sounds odd or offensive in any way. That is not my intent but I also have some thing similar to this. Only mine is something else thats hard to spell. But I simply got it from people. Its not about me though. I just wanted to ask if youve always had this or got it from somewhere or someone? If so then who or what? Sorry if that sounds odd
@@idiotisme21 all g, ASPD is a trauma induced mental disorder, I grew up in a very neglectful household and to protect myself my ability to feel proper "normal" empathy was lost, I kind of just shut down and now I can't fix it. So in a way people did cause this. though, more than one person
@@haruphobia i see, so we have a similar thing but just a bit different. Thats interesting 😊 if you want someone to talk to, this can be about anything but if you want i will talk to you.
My anxiety and Autism have both gotten worse and I definitely have some form of depression by now. I have been doing slightly better this week but only because of something bad that happened that caused me to leave the situation. Things still are hard though and my situation still sucks. I don't know what to do anymore, I wish those people would leave my life so I can be happy with the people that care.
I have that too but mine is untreated and is getting worse and i'm really sorry you were bullied for it :( but if it makes you a little (little) better 1. I was bullied not just for that but for other things too 2. your beautiful/handsome 3. don' let ADHD ruin your life idk about you but it is a little fun talking to other people in the room that you nor other people can see 4. sorry that this was long but your very special in a good way
@@whynotme1460 hey! well my friend accually got diognosed with cancer... like today and i really want him to live through this... hes only 12 i cant belive it. so rn im crying and ye
This just goes to hard. I suffer from scoliosis (quite severely about 67 degrees S shaped curvature) and I'm going to have surgery so I'm going to be in the hospital for 5-7 days. I'm super worried because I have a phobia of hospitals, needles, doctors and surgery. And I suffer from other conditions which are getting worse
I hope you're okay don't give up or loose hope on getting better i'm proud of you and i will be praying for you to have a full and successful recovery!! :D
It’s the end for me. I’ve become stuck in this blockage. Nothing is important when you’ve reached this far. Your just struggling enough trying to get through life. Living is hard, you came into a world you didn’t ask to be in and now you have to make something out of it. I was brought into this world and I can take myself out of it.
Okay youtube recommendations are getting way too personal and accurate man- My (assumed) scoliosis is getting worse (my spine is literally actively aticking out of my back in an incredibly abnormal way and it's causing me to feel so much pain it's hard to sit up sometimes) and my mental health has bern getting worse over the years. My anxiety has gotten to the point where I start crying if I have to speak to someone I don't know very well and my voice will just "close up" and not work. It's getting stressful man
Im starting to laugh more to serious topics like d3@|h and becoming more unstable and physically un well because of my mental stress and my mom says im fine and that its normal and that im normal. Ive had to ask her many times to see a psychiatrist but she keeps not signing me up which i get cuz shes busy. But therapists dont help and im just waiting for things to get better Ty for making this playlist man, it has a lot of great songs. Hope you all are doing well
Idk what/if anything is wrong with me, my heads been weird,I've been disoriented and dizzy, I can't remember much at all. How I've been feeling [in severity] isn't consistent, I was fine 5[or so??I can't remember] days ago but it got worse again, it's pretty level for the last few days,, not great but not the worst it's been, so i guess I can't complain... sorry about complaining, if you have an idea about what's going on, feel free to tell me, this is annoying and making it hard to do school. Also great playlist!
The brain can become dizzy and disorientated for a number of reasons but the only reasons i'm aware of is when you either dissociate and become dizzy and your mind fogs up and you become disorientated, it could be stress from school or anything you're worrying about, depression in most cases that can cause the person's mind to feel foggy and disoriented if you're struggling with depression or anxiety it could be a side effect, Medications can cause the brain to feel foggy and the world seems to be a feverish type of state, Low iron or vitamins' in the body. These are just my summaries and i'm not a professional doctor or anything lol but those are just some reasons the brain can feel foggy and everything may feel dream like. I tend to get it from time to time too. There's a number of other reasons too but if you start to worry too much just ask your parental guidance to book a doctor's appointment but i'm sure it's nothing do not worry about it!
@@obitouchiha3470 thank you. I'm trans and my boyfriend is "ok" with that but before I ever told him anything about my sexuality, he said he would never be gay so I don't okow what to do..
It’s really sad because you don’t know what to do anymore you give out you’re best and also she left me so I really needed this WHY THE F*** WOULD SHE REPLACE ME?! I DID NOTHING-:/ ty for this
I just love having scoliosis knowing everyday and every second I don’t wear my brace, my spine curves more and it slowly starts to hurt more and if it curves too much I have to get surgery which Is my worst fear
I have many conditions and they are all getting worse, I can just barely go up the stairs in my house without being out of breath, I can’t talk to much or I’ll be out of breath. Sleeping is the only way I can escape all this, but I can’t even go to sleep because my eczema keeps me awake. Sorry I just felt like venting. Sorry.
Same, I had bad friends went in complete self isolation for over 8 years, realized I love myself more alone, friends or people just don’t understand and even if one try’s as hard as they can they never will.
I opened TH-cam and this is what I get after spending all night in the hospital and being told my heart is doing alarming activity that could be life threatening ? Wtf TH-cam 😃
what ever you do just never stay down, "This world aint all sunshines and rainbows, its a very mean and cruel place. I dont care how tough you are it will beat you to your knees and never let you get up if you let it."
I don't have a condition but there's something wrong with my left eye both of my eyes are fine but when I close my right eye and cover it with my hand everything that is far away from me is blurry-
My body has locked itself up in its own personal hell. It’s rotting away with me still inside it, and I don’t even have a name for it. All I know is I’m always so so so sick. Doctors don’t take me seriously. People tell me I have to do more to make them take me seriously but I really shouldn’t have to. Im the patient. I feel like people get tired of hearing about how sick and weak I feel but I’m tired of feeling it. It feels like such an easy fix but it’s been six months of misery and now I have to try to convince both my doctor and insurance that I’m worth putting through a stupid fucking scan once. Because god forbid they scan someone if they aren’t dying. I can express that I am having the most excruciating pain I’ve ever felt and they’ll just say that it’s normal. It’s not normal to not be able to get out of bed. I can say that my menstrual cycles haven’t been regular for years, how my hormones are everywhere, no one cares. No one believes I’m ill, but I’m wasting away. Sometimes I wonder if I’m even ill, and if somehow this is all my fault. Even if I get diagnosed with something, put on some medicine, I have to worry about it interacting with my million other medications. Sometimes it feels like I should just give up.
I think I'm tired. Tired of being the "Therapist friend" only time they talk to me, is if they need to vent or want something. Other than that I dont exist. Its fine though I dont mind falling apart on my own, it's not the first time. As long as they can keep going Im fine with this.
What is this leaking affecting my eye? Does the oil that seep I- My other playlists: DEEZ NUTS DE-DE-DE-DEEZ NUTS ..anyway *depressed playlist noises* My cutecore ones: POPIPO- POPIPO POPIPO
This is just a little story I made, I’m not sure whether it belongs here but I want to share my creativity What is this feeling as I watch him leave in that car? He’s leaving, leaving me. He says it’s to avoid the issues that come with being an immigrant, I know that’s not the full story, but I have hope that’s the only reason. It’s not, there’s a lady he left me for, he left me, his child. Not only did he leave me, he left my sisters, I don’t want him to go, but I can’t do anything. I go to sleep hoping when I wake it was all a dream. That’s not what happened, he’s gone, as dread and sorrow fill my entire body, I can’t move, each movement makes me sick. My head is warm, I feel tired, and I can’t move anymore. My mother is also going through a lot, she didn’t love my father anymore, and that was already established, it was like that for a few years now. That’s a whole other thing, that night scarred me, that night my family broke apart. Between my brother and father, their yells filled the house as my brother pulled a knife on him, and my father in defense grabbed a hatchet, I watch in the corner as my sisters held our father back and my mother and my brother's girlfriend held him back. Eventually, they stop but my brother threw the knife at the wall and the blade broke off flying right in front of me, I was so scared and did nothing. I’m pathetic. That was a few years ago, and now my father has left me entirely, and yet, that barely starts how all my issues developed. As the days turned into weeks, and weeks turned into months, all I felt was sadness. I didn’t have a dad anymore, I barely spoke to him over that time, until the last few calls, they were happier. He said he was coming back, he was in the U.S. again, and now he’s coming back. It was that day I couldn’t wait, to hug him again, I had my dad back. The day I got off the bus, I saw him, my father, he was right there. I ran towards him with happiness, as I jumped in his arms, tears of happiness rolled down my cheeks, I was happy again. Yet, I wasn’t complete. It still pained me to think about how he left me. I was given the option to live with him, and I said yes, I thought it would be great, but it wasn’t. He was emotionally abusive, if I wasn’t always smiling, he would say the same things over and over again, “do you hate me” “do you not love me anymore” “do you want me to leave again” I couldn’t keep it all in all the time, I’d break down in the shower, crying because I was unable to express my emotions. Eventually, the crying stopped, I couldn’t cry anymore, it made me think something was wrong with me, I’m emotionally unstable, and I can’t control my feelings anymore. When I finally cried after a while, my mother was happy for me, she thought I was becoming emotionless. That was until he told me, not even a year after he finally got back, that he was leaving again. I was pissed. He said he wouldn’t leave me and he is, he lied, and he’s leaving me, that man I claimed as my father lied and is leaving for the same reason, for some lady in another country. He replaced me. He left me, and as I watched him drive off in that van, I forced myself to cry, even though I didn’t feel anything. I felt numb, but I didn’t feel sick or grief, I felt anger and I felt abandoned. I believed him and he lied. My sisters had already hated him since they had to suffer from his physical abuse. Everyone else hates him, so why can’t I? I just wanted a happy life and I couldn’t even get that. Whenever I went to the doctor, they always told me my stress levels were high. They said to do a few therapy sessions to see if things got better, I mainly talked about my sleeping problems and I could barely eat well. I’d stay up days in a row, I barely ate anything because I would forget to eat. I’d feel sick and could barely stay awake when I had to go back to school, he was gone for a little over a year this time. Until, yet again, he wants to come back, he didn’t have a lady anymore so now he’s coming back. I didn’t want him back, he left me so why didn’t he stay away forever? I want to see him, but after everything he’s done, it doesn’t feel right, but like always, I let him back in my life. It’s been going fine whenever I’d go over to his house, he always takes me out to eat or takes me somewhere to have fun, it’s great in all, but in the back of my head, I’m always thinking he’s gonna leave. He’s left me with issues I don’t like talking about, but I guess I can share them here. It’s gotten so bad that seeing a happy moment between a parent and child type relationship makes me cry. My emotional instability got me to the point where I’m scared of myself because I don’t know how I might end up reacting to something. I don’t want to hurt anyone but my anger is always bottled up inside that I’m afraid I might hurt someone, so instead, I just cry it out or just attempt to stay relaxed, I’m scared I might let it out one day and do something I’ll regret right after. My emotions constantly switch, from happy to sad to angry to guilty. Before I could barely cry, now I cry or get sad at random, it keeps me up at night, since I’m alone in my head with my battling emotions, they won’t let me fall asleep, I just feel useless, which brings me to another issue I have. My attachment issues have taken over a big part of me now, I hate when people leave me or get bored of me, so I offer my services, whether it be food or intellect. I try to help people as much as I can, so I can feel useful because if I don’t, they won’t like me and they’ll leave me as everyone else does. All they do is leave, and all I do is give and give so I’m left with nothing, I give so much until I finally struggle and break, I can’t do this anymore, I can’t keep up with all the stuff that is asked of me, I want to help. But at least I have someone there with me as long I can be of service to them. Until I can’t help them anymore, and then that’s when they decide that I no longer exist to them. Even if people like me or want to be my friend, I can’t tell, I can’t trust them, what if they hurt me, or abandon me, I don’t know what’s going on in a person's head, my trust issues don’t allow me to do that. Anyone that’s my friend, I can’t tell whether or not they want to be my friend, what if they’re there because of pity, do they like me, I think they only tolerate me and don’t see me as their actual friend, I know I’m annoying, but I try not to, that’s why I don’t talk about myself. The things I like or I’m interested in are considered weird to most people, I just feel like I don’t fit in anymore, not that I ever did, but it was easier to ignore back then. I want to cry about it all the time, but it makes me feel pathetic, why am I like this, I shouldn’t care about people who don’t care about me, so why do I care so much, I need to be validated? Is that it, is that what makes me care, this isn’t me at all, right? Is it? I can’t tell, I don’t like these feelings, it makes me hate myself even more. I haven’t been through much, other people have it so much worse than me, I shouldn’t be complaining at all about my life, sure it’s sad, but it’s not terrible, I have a loving family, I’m not homeless, and I get the stuff I want. So why do I have issues, is something wrong with me, I’m not crazy, am I?
Turns out when I thought I was getting better I wasn't I'm still in school and I feel like it just makes it worse I hope people can understand what I'm talking about
I have been a schizophrenic for all my life. recently my best friend committed Scv!c!d3 and now i have jest been seeing her dead body. Shes everywhere. I cant escape her. I want to escape her but I just cant. All those times i wasn't online to talk to her. I regret everything. I could of stopped this. I feel so bad for what I have done. I just want to escape this. I just want her to go away.
My friends all hate me but pretend to like me. I overheard them saying they were just using me for my money. I want an actual friend, one that will be by my side and will not use me. Im starting to think im the problem. Idk how but i just feel as if i did something wrong. My mom is slowly dying from an uncurable illness. Im behind in school and yet no matter how much i try to get caught up my teachers get mad at me. I just want a normal life, i dont want this. I hate this. I dont want to depend on anybody since they are just using me. But i hate it at the same time! Why? Why must this happen to me when I am just in middle school? I want a normal life. I know we all have struggles but I dont wanna see her die! I just want someone to depend on.
Hey, I understand. If you want I'll be your friend, I am a little bad at keeping in touch, [mostly because I forget,I forget a lot, dosen't mean I don't care, just forgetful] but I do understand most of what's happened, not [necessarily] how you feel, as people feel things differently, but it's hard to understand friends hating you when you've only had 2, but my mom's dying from multiple incurable diseases, so, I understand most of what your going through, and I am more than willing to be your friend, and listen to you when you want to talk.
my sight is shit n deterotating but thats very small problem compared to my cat going missing in the stsrt of the summer. meaning that hes probably dead AND I DIDNT REALLY DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT I DIDNT GO SEARCHING FOR HIM AS MUCH AS I SHOULD the other new cat dying sonewere before that and me discoverything its body is traumatising for a period of time yes, but loosing a cat that you grew up, and dont even remember the time before he apeared is worse technoblade dying, somone i was watching somewere in the same time is somewhat same to this. someones whos content was the number 1 comfort to me and dying in the moment he was needed the most is just added brick of why summwer of 2022 was somewhy year of learning was loss was for the first time the worstpart is, i wouldnt mind anyone else dying even my family members, they are good ppl i just wouldnt really care i just needed my 2 cats i grew up with. now 1 of them is gone i cant exactly remember how it was with having both of them around(bad long and shortterm memory moment) just making mistakes like "are both of them are home right now?" yes, one "2 portions for-" only needing one i just want to hug my missing cat thats everything i want
So my papa just died a few months ago as in my grandpa who was basically my mom and dad since both aren't here and then just a bit ago my boyfriend broke up with me which is fucking hard since iv3 never been close to anyone and made me notice everyone who I really trust leaves it's fucking hard because I found my people 2 I trust them to death I love them they are so so cool and then im moving which sucks because I really can't trust or have anyone in this world it's like god hates me or something I just had the best holloween then when I got back I saw a text and he broke up with me so I don't know what to do I like to people him and a girl but at the same time I don't know like I said can't go back with him and it's way oh way to early to ask her so maybe I should wait then ask her out see if it'll help pass but at the same time he was a partner I really loved and trusted and he fell out of love I wanna wait yet I dunno what to do any advice please I hate that it was after I had so much fun with a friend and everything then I came back to that after how tired I am and excitement I had ready to talk to him tell him about my day and that's all I saw I wish him the best tough can't blame him yet it hurts so I dunno if I get a like or something that catches my eye I may update anyways see ya on the otherside
I was gonna do it in August but I didn't cause I had hope I got clean was clean for 2 months then I lost everything all my relationships everyone's trust because I couldn't stay sober I'm so done with it
Why does fall- summer have to be the worst time of the year.. wait.. that’s the whole year.. no it’s not. Every season that’s bad.. it’s mainly just this year..2021 has been the worst year of my life.. I should have drank that bleach when I had the chance..
If anybody needs to vent to somebody, I'm willing to provide my discord. I'm no therapist but I want people to know its okay and whatever your going through is valid. Let me know if you need something.
Timestamps :
00:00 Alien Blues - Vundabar
2:36 Leny - Crystal Castles
6:29 New Flesh - Current Joys
9:12 Another Love - Tom Odell
13:16 Genesis - Grimes
17:34 Please - Jagger Finn
20:30 Structure - Odd Sweetheart
it's leni not leny just wanted to let you know
@@dumbqsh oh, yeah, I'm sorry
thank youuu ❤️
Thx
Lol, do you want to laugh? This video was blocked in my country, because of this I cannot change my comment. So I'll just write it right here: I made a little mistake, the correct one would be "Leni", not "Leny". My apologies
My FBI agent needs to chilllll these are getting a little too personal
Yes.
Indeed
Honestly same
Indeed they are......
Same, I share to much information about myself. They know to much.
Why did TH-cam put this in my recommended right after I decided to try to get better.
I think they knew that deep down, you weren't better..
go, run!! far away from this energy, you will be okay!!
So why’d you click.
REAL
well it’s alright to listen to music to let some of that energy go! keep trying i know you can do it! i want to start trying to get better.because i have ppl i care for! i know it’ll be hard and probably a long progress but you can do it i believe in u stranger!
That period of the year is coming back... Is killing me slowly inside
I wish you the best!! Don't give up and always try to find a positive view and a comfort in order to avoid those negative feelings/thoughts
Have a great day and take care of yourself
It's killing u to that's something bad right.... Bro how do I help?
😭😭😭😭😭I feel you bruh...
"That's a mood, Gabriella." - Stolas [Helluva Boss]
he's just like me fr. Honry and depressed🐤
Just had my first drink and now I can tell I'm going to spiral. My depression and anxiety has gotten worse.
My life is slowly falling apart.
I see this while crying and dreading school because I get too overstimulated 💀
Just that you know...
Everything is gonna work out in the end.
Someone special told me that and it did so I hope its the same with you.
@@ShuRed they all say that until someone dies.
Clean of SH for a week, seeing this playlist makes me question if the workout i am doing isnt just a new way to destroy myself
Even if the workout is a coping mechanism it’s still harm reduction. I’ve been clean for 3 months and it’s rough. Good luck with your mental health and remember that even if you do relapse, staying clean for a while is still progress in the right direction! You got this!
My physical sympotoms have been getting worse and changing. Working to get diagnosed and treated but it takes a lot of time. This playlist is nice, thank you
same although i’m already diagnosed
Same as well, it's so hard trying to get family and doctors too listen. Hoping I can get diagnosed soon
the doctors won't even diagnose me bc i don't fit into any of their boxes :/ hopefully you guys can get diagnosed though
Yeah, I got diagnosed with cancer on Halloween, unfortunately. But I have a good prognosis. Hope it continues to stay that way. Best of luck to you as well
I went from being loved and popular to forgotten and hated. I never could relate to this so much
I feel this..Same thing happed to me..
@@Max_Wonder you to mate? I'm sorry.
I can relate
My friends are Leaving, my depression is slowly kicking in again, I haven’t been able to sleep because of my sleep paralysis, no one’s helping me with any of my problems and there getting worse by the day I feel like I’m dying, I can’t stop over thinking, and the one person I could vent to is my girlfriend but she’s in coma after a car accident, I don’t know what to do cuz I’ve been hearing voices ever since she got hurt…………I NEED HELP BUT THERES NO ONE TO ASK FOR HELP!!!
ayooo bro- thats rlly sad to hear-. U have been going through alot of pain-. Im not that good of a helper but pls take deep breaths and drink water. Depression is no joke---- even tho im a complete stranger- if u want u can vent to me.., maybe i can help-.
I feel you, “I need help but theres no one to ask for help!!” that hit hard….same bro, from the other side of the world :( .
You need to search for a nearby therapist near you. Please attend 1 session then re consider.
Sending you lots of love and prayers ❤️
i am so sorry that happened i hope things get better even though im a stranger you can always vent 2 me i care for you even if i dont know anything abt you
I understand you,I having trouble getting some sleep at 1:00 to 7:00 am,No matter how I feel tired it still hurts me,I trying my best to cheer my parents-
Im sorry.. I get you and i understand how hard it is.. Everything feels like such a struggle, and everyone is still so rude and annoying despite everything going on in life and even if they dont know, it still hurts so much.. its just torture.. but dont give up, your girlfriend is going to need you to be there for her when she gets better. I, even though just a stranger, will be standing by you. I stand with you through all this pain, and i will be there to congratulate you on making it through this pain when it ends, so just keep on fighting and know i am here for you!
When you are happy u vibe when ur sad u understand the lyrics...... 🤧😭
I just finished having a mental breakdown in the shower and this is a perfect playlist for after!!! Thanks so much!!!❤️
Oh I'm sorry I was doing that too but in my room lol
Thank you for this playlist, it really feels like I’m getting worse after I finally got perfectly fine, and I needed to cry and let all my emotions out that I’ve been bottling up for so long. So thank you ❤
Need someone to talk to I'm here :3 i don't judge so u can tell me anything and i will try my best to help
Not this playlist popping up when I’m having even worse executive dysfunction than usual.
I want to cry even though I already know the reason I’m not completing tasks.
Maybe it’s because I want to do it?
I don’t know..
I just feel awful…
Dang, TH-cam throws this at me after I start having chest pain for about a week straight, nice to know my destiny 🙂
Ah yes yt recommending me these types of things again just when I was about to or just decided to get better again 💀💀😭
(love the playlist tho 😩🤌🏻)
Bro ... I don't even know if I am recorded ...
Uh i mean- my face had a really bad breakout after literally nothing so I’m not leaving my house- I guess I’m obsessing over my face too much again
To everyone in here reading this.
I wish everything getting better soon whatever you going through
Sorry jaja i don't think that's posible but what about u? How do u feel? If u don't mind me asking are u Oki?
@@anime_simp9092 Thanks for asking,it was not the worst I'll say, been up and down a lot. Nothing that i couldn't handle
This is the first thing that comes up in my recommendations when I'm still questioning myself, friendships and family. Woooww
Blasting this playlist while I fight a panic attack on the school bus trying to drown everything out so I don’t have a sensory overload🙂
The final examination is killing me inside..I can't remember anything I studied.
just a vent about a stigma I suffer, bc im bored lol. I have ASPD. Contrary to popular belief, I can feel, I can feel emotions 10x as strong as I should, I have severe depression issues, My emotions are strong but come in small and fast bursts that pass quite fast, leading back to a numb feeling after. I can get pissed or sad and ill only be pissed or sad for a few minutes to an hour at max, before I just drop my grudge altogether. I feel constantly bored on my day to day life, because its always a repeat of the same stuff, and I have a constant blank feeling in me. If someone talks about something I dont care about, I dont care enough to fake acting like I care, so I often get seen as a bad person. I fulfill my constant irritated bored state by spectating drama or fights, sometimes I even guiltily cause them, because its one of the few things that makes me feel less..just..alone and bored. Im not sadistic, I dont give a shit about those things, I dont 'enjoy' them, they just distract me from being bored. No one understands what it is like to not care at all, until they finally stop caring. It is boring, and tragic, in its own way. I would rather be a depressed immortal than be a bored immortal, this boredom honestly makes me want to leap off a cliff, atleast that'd give me adrenaline. Im tired of being stigmatized by media as emotionless, a sociopath, a 'sadist', a 'psycho', because im not, I think id punch anyone that would say that to my face. Feel free to ask questions cuz literally I have nothing to do LOL no one even talks to me nowaday and I hate meeting people.
Apoligies if this sounds odd or offensive in any way. That is not my intent but I also have some thing similar to this. Only mine is something else thats hard to spell. But I simply got it from people. Its not about me though. I just wanted to ask if youve always had this or got it from somewhere or someone? If so then who or what? Sorry if that sounds odd
@@idiotisme21 all g, ASPD is a trauma induced mental disorder, I grew up in a very neglectful household and to protect myself my ability to feel proper "normal" empathy was lost, I kind of just shut down and now I can't fix it. So in a way people did cause this. though, more than one person
@@haruphobia i see, so we have a similar thing but just a bit different. Thats interesting 😊 if you want someone to talk to, this can be about anything but if you want i will talk to you.
My anxiety and Autism have both gotten worse and I definitely have some form of depression by now. I have been doing slightly better this week but only because of something bad that happened that caused me to leave the situation. Things still are hard though and my situation still sucks. I don't know what to do anymore, I wish those people would leave my life so I can be happy with the people that care.
adhd is so funnnnn eccpecally when you get bullied for it and you where born with it 😁
I have that too but mine is untreated and is getting worse and i'm really sorry you were bullied for it :(
but if it makes you a little (little) better
1. I was bullied not just for that but for other things too
2. your beautiful/handsome
3. don' let ADHD ruin your life idk about you but it is a little fun talking to other people in the room that you nor other people can see
4. sorry that this was long but your very special in a good way
@@whynotme1460 hey! well my friend accually got diognosed with cancer... like today and i really want him to live through this... hes only 12 i cant belive it. so rn im crying and ye
Yeah! Totally!/j
@@equestrianspamz9822 Im so sorry for replying late
I really hope he makes it I really do
This just goes to hard. I suffer from scoliosis (quite severely about 67 degrees S shaped curvature) and I'm going to have surgery so I'm going to be in the hospital for 5-7 days. I'm super worried because I have a phobia of hospitals, needles, doctors and surgery. And I suffer from other conditions which are getting worse
I'm so sorry, I hope everything goes well for you
I hope you're okay don't give up or loose hope on getting better i'm proud of you and i will be praying for you to have a full and successful recovery!! :D
Я так рада что нашла этот плейлист ＼(＾▽＾)／
It’s the end for me. I’ve become stuck in this blockage. Nothing is important when you’ve reached this far. Your just struggling enough trying to get through life. Living is hard, you came into a world you didn’t ask to be in and now you have to make something out of it. I was brought into this world and I can take myself out of it.
My will to live is slowly vading away 🙂
mmm time to jam out at full volume
(my ears hurt but it’s good music💀)
Okay youtube recommendations are getting way too personal and accurate man-
My (assumed) scoliosis is getting worse (my spine is literally actively aticking out of my back in an incredibly abnormal way and it's causing me to feel so much pain it's hard to sit up sometimes) and my mental health has bern getting worse over the years. My anxiety has gotten to the point where I start crying if I have to speak to someone I don't know very well and my voice will just "close up" and not work. It's getting stressful man
I literally just got out of the hospital and now I’ve got GCHQ treading the line between dark humour and the big depresso
yea so.... its facts
Im starting to laugh more to serious topics like d3@|h and becoming more unstable and physically un well because of my mental stress and my mom says im fine and that its normal and that im normal.
Ive had to ask her many times to see a psychiatrist but she keeps not signing me up which i get cuz shes busy. But therapists dont help and im just waiting for things to get better
Ty for making this playlist man, it has a lot of great songs. Hope you all are doing well
Idk what/if anything is wrong with me, my heads been weird,I've been disoriented and dizzy, I can't remember much at all. How I've been feeling [in severity] isn't consistent, I was fine 5[or so??I can't remember] days ago but it got worse again, it's pretty level for the last few days,, not great but not the worst it's been, so i guess I can't complain... sorry about complaining, if you have an idea about what's going on, feel free to tell me, this is annoying and making it hard to do school. Also great playlist!
The brain can become dizzy and disorientated for a number of reasons but the only reasons i'm aware of is when you either dissociate and become dizzy and your mind fogs up and you become disorientated, it could be stress from school or anything you're worrying about, depression in most cases that can cause the person's mind to feel foggy and disoriented if you're struggling with depression or anxiety it could be a side effect, Medications can cause the brain to feel foggy and the world seems to be a feverish type of state, Low iron or vitamins' in the body. These are just my summaries and i'm not a professional doctor or anything lol but those are just some reasons the brain can feel foggy and everything may feel dream like. I tend to get it from time to time too. There's a number of other reasons too but if you start to worry too much just ask your parental guidance to book a doctor's appointment but i'm sure it's nothing do not worry about it!
@@-Homosapian- Thank you, I really appreciate you taking the time to type all that out.:)
i feel called out (i have fibromyalgia and it's just been getting worse, I've been out of school for most of this trimester)
I need to vent to someone. All of my "friends" hate me, my life is falling apart, and my boyfriend is so obvious to see that..
I hope you are ok if you need talk I’ll listen 🙌 just hang in there things will slowly get clearer
@@obitouchiha3470 thank you. I'm trans and my boyfriend is "ok" with that but before I ever told him anything about my sexuality, he said he would never be gay so I don't okow what to do..
It’s really sad because you don’t know what to do anymore you give out you’re best and also she left me so I really needed this WHY THE F*** WOULD SHE REPLACE ME?! I DID NOTHING-:/ ty for this
мой любимый теперь плейлис))))
Хех, это круто )
тут написали все песни из плейлиста :D
Плейлист.. он.. великолепен....
Спасибо большое ^^
I just love having scoliosis knowing everyday and every second I don’t wear my brace, my spine curves more and it slowly starts to hurt more and if it curves too much I have to get surgery which Is my worst fear
I have many conditions and they are all getting worse, I can just barely go up the stairs in my house without being out of breath, I can’t talk to much or I’ll be out of breath. Sleeping is the only way I can escape all this, but I can’t even go to sleep because my eczema keeps me awake.
Sorry I just felt like venting. Sorry.
I dug myself into the deepest hole ever.
The lesson I learned?
Never EVER MAKE FRIENDS.
Never.
Again.
:)
Same, I had bad friends went in complete self isolation for over 8 years, realized I love myself more alone, friends or people just don’t understand and even if one try’s as hard as they can they never will.
I opened TH-cam and this is what I get after spending all night in the hospital and being told my heart is doing alarming activity that could be life threatening ? Wtf TH-cam 😃
Don't tell I'm coming back to the Dream is innocent phase-PLEASE WHY
do you mean c!dream? If so, I kinda agree😭 idk why
what ever you do just never stay down, "This world aint all sunshines and rainbows, its a very mean and cruel place. I dont care how tough you are it will beat you to your knees and never let you get up if you let it."
I don't have a condition but there's something wrong with my left eye both of my eyes are fine but when I close my right eye and cover it with my hand everything that is far away from me is blurry-
I love the bg so much but the title it’s true.
Breh I woke up blind today scared me to death went back sleep and my eyes fine now
So I saw this,then I had a bad day, then had a bad experience today and it showed up again gust now
My intrusives thoughts won
My body has locked itself up in its own personal hell. It’s rotting away with me still inside it, and I don’t even have a name for it. All I know is I’m always so so so sick. Doctors don’t take me seriously. People tell me I have to do more to make them take me seriously but I really shouldn’t have to. Im the patient.
I feel like people get tired of hearing about how sick and weak I feel but I’m tired of feeling it.
It feels like such an easy fix but it’s been six months of misery and now I have to try to convince both my doctor and insurance that I’m worth putting through a stupid fucking scan once. Because god forbid they scan someone if they aren’t dying.
I can express that I am having the most excruciating pain I’ve ever felt and they’ll just say that it’s normal. It’s not normal to not be able to get out of bed. I can say that my menstrual cycles haven’t been regular for years, how my hormones are everywhere, no one cares. No one believes I’m ill, but I’m wasting away. Sometimes I wonder if I’m even ill, and if somehow this is all my fault.
Even if I get diagnosed with something, put on some medicine, I have to worry about it interacting with my million other medications. Sometimes it feels like I should just give up.
I think I'm tired. Tired of being the "Therapist friend" only time they talk to me, is if they need to vent or want something. Other than that I dont exist.
Its fine though I dont mind falling apart on my own, it's not the first time. As long as they can keep going Im fine with this.
What is this leaking affecting my eye?
Does the oil that seep I-
My other playlists: DEEZ NUTS DE-DE-DE-DEEZ NUTS
..anyway *depressed playlist noises*
My cutecore ones: POPIPO- POPIPO POPIPO
Я оказывается не одна слушаю почти только англ песни от русских я почему-то испытываю жоский кринж:^
У меня тоже самое🗿
Жиза.
Поколение идиотов которые создают музыку с матами, деньгами и пошлятиной.. Но все же норм есть
@@aKyVa_u3_uKeu согласна бывают и норм песни но их мало
Да, жиза
Ты большая или большой молодец!
Спасибо большое! 💕
“S-sapnap?…how could you?”
"I'm sorry dream....it had to be done."
@@someonecoolerthanyou2612 “I trusted you…but karma is a b.”
The 1° music describes today so much, with letter and melody-- 🌝🌚
Yoo FBI??
You there?
My condition has always been shit thank you very much
Worse AGAIN. Atleast i had a 6 months break.
It's getting worse then it's ever been and you can't stop it, just delay it
This is just a little story I made, I’m not sure whether it belongs here but I want to share my creativity
What is this feeling as I watch him leave in that car? He’s leaving, leaving me. He says it’s to avoid the issues that come with being an immigrant, I know that’s not the full story, but I have hope that’s the only reason. It’s not, there’s a lady he left me for, he left me, his child. Not only did he leave me, he left my sisters, I don’t want him to go, but I can’t do anything. I go to sleep hoping when I wake it was all a dream.
That’s not what happened, he’s gone, as dread and sorrow fill my entire body, I can’t move, each movement makes me sick. My head is warm, I feel tired, and I can’t move anymore. My mother is also going through a lot, she didn’t love my father anymore, and that was already established, it was like that for a few years now. That’s a whole other thing, that night scarred me, that night my family broke apart. Between my brother and father, their yells filled the house as my brother pulled a knife on him, and my father in defense grabbed a hatchet, I watch in the corner as my sisters held our father back and my mother and my brother's girlfriend held him back. Eventually, they stop but my brother threw the knife at the wall and the blade broke off flying right in front of me, I was so scared and did nothing. I’m pathetic. That was a few years ago, and now my father has left me entirely, and yet, that barely starts how all my issues developed.
As the days turned into weeks, and weeks turned into months, all I felt was sadness. I didn’t have a dad anymore, I barely spoke to him over that time, until the last few calls, they were happier. He said he was coming back, he was in the U.S. again, and now he’s coming back. It was that day I couldn’t wait, to hug him again, I had my dad back. The day I got off the bus, I saw him, my father, he was right there. I ran towards him with happiness, as I jumped in his arms, tears of happiness rolled down my cheeks, I was happy again.
Yet, I wasn’t complete. It still pained me to think about how he left me. I was given the option to live with him, and I said yes, I thought it would be great, but it wasn’t. He was emotionally abusive, if I wasn’t always smiling, he would say the same things over and over again, “do you hate me” “do you not love me anymore” “do you want me to leave again” I couldn’t keep it all in all the time, I’d break down in the shower, crying because I was unable to express my emotions. Eventually, the crying stopped, I couldn’t cry anymore, it made me think something was wrong with me, I’m emotionally unstable, and I can’t control my feelings anymore. When I finally cried after a while, my mother was happy for me, she thought I was becoming emotionless. That was until he told me, not even a year after he finally got back, that he was leaving again. I was pissed. He said he wouldn’t leave me and he is, he lied, and he’s leaving me, that man I claimed as my father lied and is leaving for the same reason, for some lady in another country. He replaced me. He left me, and as I watched him drive off in that van, I forced myself to cry, even though I didn’t feel anything. I felt numb, but I didn’t feel sick or grief, I felt anger and I felt abandoned. I believed him and he lied. My sisters had already hated him since they had to suffer from his physical abuse. Everyone else hates him, so why can’t I? I just wanted a happy life and I couldn’t even get that. Whenever I went to the doctor, they always told me my stress levels were high. They said to do a few therapy sessions to see if things got better, I mainly talked about my sleeping problems and I could barely eat well. I’d stay up days in a row, I barely ate anything because I would forget to eat. I’d feel sick and could barely stay awake when I had to go back to school, he was gone for a little over a year this time. Until, yet again, he wants to come back, he didn’t have a lady anymore so now he’s coming back. I didn’t want him back, he left me so why didn’t he stay away forever? I want to see him, but after everything he’s done, it doesn’t feel right, but like always, I let him back in my life. It’s been going fine whenever I’d go over to his house, he always takes me out to eat or takes me somewhere to have fun, it’s great in all, but in the back of my head, I’m always thinking he’s gonna leave. He’s left me with issues I don’t like talking about, but I guess I can share them here. It’s gotten so bad that seeing a happy moment between a parent and child type relationship makes me cry. My emotional instability got me to the point where I’m scared of myself because I don’t know how I might end up reacting to something. I don’t want to hurt anyone but my anger is always bottled up inside that I’m afraid I might hurt someone, so instead, I just cry it out or just attempt to stay relaxed, I’m scared I might let it out one day and do something I’ll regret right after. My emotions constantly switch, from happy to sad to angry to guilty. Before I could barely cry, now I cry or get sad at random, it keeps me up at night, since I’m alone in my head with my battling emotions, they won’t let me fall asleep, I just feel useless, which brings me to another issue I have. My attachment issues have taken over a big part of me now, I hate when people leave me or get bored of me, so I offer my services, whether it be food or intellect. I try to help people as much as I can, so I can feel useful because if I don’t, they won’t like me and they’ll leave me as everyone else does. All they do is leave, and all I do is give and give so I’m left with nothing, I give so much until I finally struggle and break, I can’t do this anymore, I can’t keep up with all the stuff that is asked of me, I want to help. But at least I have someone there with me as long I can be of service to them. Until I can’t help them anymore, and then that’s when they decide that I no longer exist to them. Even if people like me or want to be my friend, I can’t tell, I can’t trust them, what if they hurt me, or abandon me, I don’t know what’s going on in a person's head, my trust issues don’t allow me to do that. Anyone that’s my friend, I can’t tell whether or not they want to be my friend, what if they’re there because of pity, do they like me, I think they only tolerate me and don’t see me as their actual friend, I know I’m annoying, but I try not to, that’s why I don’t talk about myself. The things I like or I’m interested in are considered weird to most people, I just feel like I don’t fit in anymore, not that I ever did, but it was easier to ignore back then. I want to cry about it all the time, but it makes me feel pathetic, why am I like this, I shouldn’t care about people who don’t care about me, so why do I care so much, I need to be validated? Is that it, is that what makes me care, this isn’t me at all, right? Is it? I can’t tell, I don’t like these feelings, it makes me hate myself even more. I haven’t been through much, other people have it so much worse than me, I shouldn’t be complaining at all about my life, sure it’s sad, but it’s not terrible, I have a loving family, I’m not homeless, and I get the stuff I want. So why do I have issues, is something wrong with me, I’m not crazy, am I?
Hey, I love this story tbh , it's pretty long , but not too much.
It's well written and express the pain very well , keep it up
I listen to so many of these it’s starting to pop up the suicide hotline
Turns out when I thought I was getting better I wasn't I'm still in school and I feel like it just makes it worse I hope people can understand what I'm talking about
This playlist has been popping up since I've decided to get help 👍👍
when i heard this i felt insane a lil
I have been a schizophrenic for all my life. recently my best friend committed Scv!c!d3 and now i have jest been seeing her dead body. Shes everywhere. I cant escape her. I want to escape her but I just cant. All those times i wasn't online to talk to her. I regret everything. I could of stopped this. I feel so bad for what I have done. I just want to escape this. I just want her to go away.
I can't handle this anymore
My friends all hate me but pretend to like me. I overheard them saying they were just using me for my money. I want an actual friend, one that will be by my side and will not use me. Im starting to think im the problem. Idk how but i just feel as if i did something wrong. My mom is slowly dying from an uncurable illness. Im behind in school and yet no matter how much i try to get caught up my teachers get mad at me. I just want a normal life, i dont want this. I hate this. I dont want to depend on anybody since they are just using me. But i hate it at the same time! Why? Why must this happen to me when I am just in middle school? I want a normal life. I know we all have struggles but I dont wanna see her die! I just want someone to depend on.
Hey, I understand. If you want I'll be your friend, I am a little bad at keeping in touch, [mostly because I forget,I forget a lot, dosen't mean I don't care, just forgetful] but I do understand most of what's happened, not [necessarily] how you feel, as people feel things differently, but it's hard to understand friends hating you when you've only had 2, but my mom's dying from multiple incurable diseases, so, I understand most of what your going through, and I am more than willing to be your friend, and listen to you when you want to talk.
Also agreeing to be my friend gives you random memes at random times, unless you say you don't want memes.
my sight is shit n deterotating but thats very small problem compared to my cat going missing in the stsrt of the summer. meaning that hes probably dead AND I DIDNT REALLY DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT I DIDNT GO SEARCHING FOR HIM AS MUCH AS I SHOULD
the other new cat dying sonewere before that and me discoverything its body is traumatising for a period of time yes, but loosing a cat that you grew up, and dont even remember the time before he apeared is worse
technoblade dying, somone i was watching somewere in the same time is somewhat same to this. someones whos content was the number 1 comfort to me and dying in the moment he was needed the most is just added brick of why summwer of 2022 was somewhy year of learning was loss was for the first time
the worstpart is, i wouldnt mind anyone else dying even my family members, they are good ppl i just wouldnt really care
i just needed my 2 cats i grew up with.
now 1 of them is gone i cant exactly remember how it was with having both of them around(bad long and shortterm memory moment) just making mistakes like "are both of them are home right now?" yes, one
"2 portions for-" only needing one
i just want to hug my missing cat thats everything i want
Its getting worse and worse every day started when i was 8 now im 10…
Ugh not only am I asthmatic, but I have a heart condition and I also have a bone disease that has no cure and is lifelong.
Stg there’s people in one of my classes non-stop telling me to kms :)
Funfact: my cancer is getting worse even tho i get treatment! :)
The fanart is so sad and for whyyyyy 🥲
i paused listening to another love to listen to this, ironic
OK I’m starting to get concerned of why these are getting so personal
😭❤️
So my papa just died a few months ago as in my grandpa who was basically my mom and dad since both aren't here and then just a bit ago my boyfriend broke up with me which is fucking hard since iv3 never been close to anyone and made me notice everyone who I really trust leaves it's fucking hard because I found my people 2 I trust them to death I love them they are so so cool and then im moving which sucks because I really can't trust or have anyone in this world it's like god hates me or something I just had the best holloween then when I got back I saw a text and he broke up with me so I don't know what to do I like to people him and a girl but at the same time I don't know like I said can't go back with him and it's way oh way to early to ask her so maybe I should wait then ask her out see if it'll help pass but at the same time he was a partner I really loved and trusted and he fell out of love I wanna wait yet I dunno what to do any advice please I hate that it was after I had so much fun with a friend and everything then I came back to that after how tired I am and excitement I had ready to talk to him tell him about my day and that's all I saw I wish him the best tough can't blame him yet it hurts so I dunno if I get a like or something that catches my eye I may update anyways see ya on the otherside
I've always wondered. How do people make playlists? No videos I watch are helpful. I don't understand
Lmao it feels like I'm dieing probably am but my eyes hurt so bad
Que bien
как называется первая песня? можете пожалуйста подсказать? спасибо большое, что радуешь таким шикарными плейлистом
Название первой песни Alien Blues -Vundabar
@@user-id9pi9jy9l ого, спасибо огромное, я очень тебе благодарна)
@@kislatishe не за что 💕
I was gonna do it in August but I didn't cause I had hope I got clean was clean for 2 months then I lost everything all my relationships everyone's trust because I couldn't stay sober I'm so done with it
Why does fall- summer have to be the worst time of the year.. wait.. that’s the whole year.. no it’s not. Every season that’s bad.. it’s mainly just this year..2021 has been the worst year of my life.. I should have drank that bleach when I had the chance..
yes
I have body and gender dysphoria and seeing this playlist reminds me of it for some reason
People fr acting quirky in the comments reminding me if those "my evil demon is coming out" types of people but worse
My cat died a few days ago
How do they know??? 😦
Can you or someone put this on Spotify?
If anybody needs to vent to somebody, I'm willing to provide my discord. I'm no therapist but I want people to know its okay and whatever your going through is valid. Let me know if you need something.
Ok
Well i mean your not wrong
Me: i hate everyone
Also me: but not my gf
THEN ALSO ME: but she rude:/
Does anyone know how to help me daughter…….
Talk to me are you really okay?
What is the thumbnail from?
It’s a Minecraft TH-camr
Just look up the “sapnap”
So is the one in the green bunny hug dream or tubbo?
Like 90% shure it's Dream
Sapnap most likly just killed him
Что за песня начиная с
с чего? ":D