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Thanks so much for posting this, Lauren. Bless you! ❤️

I love you. I have been taking adderall at 60-120 mg since I was 17. So about 15 years. I’m so terrified to get off this drug. The emptiness off of it scares me to the bones. And I feel completely alone with that emptiness. Maybe I will try some meetings just to meet others. Thank you for what you do

I miss your videos! I know you are in NC and I was worried that you were affected by the hurricane, hope all is well in the new year

I quit 4 months ago and I been having panic attacks thinking about my heart health and the damage I possibly have done. I’m super strict on my exercise and diet.

Thank you!

Good to see you posting your videos have helped a lot with my quitting adderal journey. Its been 2.5 since I officially quit adderal after 8 years of heavy use. Unfortunately I did have a 4 day relapse at the 2 year mark but thankfully was able to stop before it got out of hand. My main issue has been trying to lose the weight I gained after quitting adderal. I gained about 65 pounds the first 2 years off adderal and am currently lifting, tracking, calories, walking, eliminated alcohol and canabis but nothing seems to work. I will keep trying Happy new years Lauren

Happy New Year !

I adore you and your videos bring me great comfort 🫡

Lauren I feel so helpless right now. I have been on Adderall for around 4 years and using cocaine regularly for about 1. I just don’t know what to do and I am so stuck

Just left a hookup’s house after binging meth with them all night. It’s 7am. I’m in the back of an uber listening to this with my eyes closed, while I prepare myself to bite the bullet and enter a treatment center this week. side note: you kinda talk with the same cadence as Drew Barrymore

Thankyou. I feel you. 🫡

Gorgeous lady :)

Is there any way to speak to you directly????

Appreciate the video, was thinking about getting prescribed Adderall for my ADHD but your story and many other testimonies have helped me decide to pass on it.

One month clean…. Not even a single crave 🎉🎉🎉

Thank you ❤

I don’t even know how I came to stumble on your videos. I like your insight though and your scattered energy and insight. I mean that as a compliment.

I had adhd, I go on and off of addys . Although haven’t taken it in almost 6 years.

Just started my Adderall withdrawal 2 days in im scared lol

I appreciate this video a lot. I have a close family member that is addicted to Adderall. Thanks for sharing your life experiences.

im only 2 months in to my recovery but feeling quite hopeless about this aspect. one of the reasons I was using was to stay skinny and stay in my desired shape

So I woke up this morning, a work day, after having maybe slept for two hours because I got a little crazy last night on ads and this was toward the top of my recommendations. I was like damn even my phone knows I’m struggling lol. Now it’s almost the end of the work day and I’m gonna go home and be a dad and husband and feel like death this evening until I crash. I know I’m not ready to stop but I appreciate everything you have to say. Hope you’re doing well

Good share, thank you!

You brought up a lot of good points about addiction, thank you for the video!

I was prescribed Adderall for over 15 years. 20mg XR in the morning and 10mg IR in the evening. I would hoard up the IR’s and binge them. I’ve been off off it for nearly 2 years now.

What is the fascination with Aderal..my doctor told me i had severe add..they gave me adderal..i take it ..then i dont bother for days,weeks..how can one become addicted to it? Am i oblivious? Or dumb?

you are so well spoken and this is very helpful! than you 💜

You and I are hanging out on a Friday! I had a relapse tonight at 7 months without the dang stuff. Your relatable stories and sweet personality are very much appreciated. I’m not going to continue… found some in a drawer n not gonna refill or anything, moving on. Thank you for reminding me why I quit and the buzzing around I’m doing tonight is exhausting honestly 😅 I hope all is well for you with Helene you mentioned being in that area. ❤

Thank you ❤

Did you get sober in a 12 step program? If so, how big of a part of your recovery is it today?

Did you get adderall legally or black market? I take dexamphetamine legally for adhd. Most of the time, I take very low dosages between 5-12.5 mg a day, with two days off a week. But every now and again I binge. I will crush up my pills and snort them to get high and go through 60-100mg in a 12 hour session. I just did it again a few days ago, so I'm planning on taking one month off the medication to reset my tolerance and give my brain a rest. I hope I never end up abusing my meds ever again because if it gets a lot worse, I will have to give it up completely.

It’s great to hear from you. I’m about 14 months in and going through a big anxiety phase, or at least hoping it’s just a phase.

hi, im sorry to hear you been having trouble with your job & tmj. ive had tmj too here & there, its so irritating. i've been feeling lonely and sad today. hope you have a nice day

So glad that i found you

Wow thank you for your story. I relate.❤

i will color myself lucky. i have never been able to trust people. the longer i live the more i realize i was right to not trust people. animals will never let you down though, they will always shoot you strait. i live life through my intellect never really had any real desire to connect emotionally to people who were untrustworthy to begin with.

all doctors seem to get sketchy when it comes to so called controlled substances. i can understand why too with so many people trying to game the system.

This video is truly therapeutic, & perhaps ordained from God..speaking strength and control back into my way of thinking and i appreciate it.

I've just subscribed to your channel. I was actually searching information on the fact that I overtake my prescription Adderall. Its never enough. I realize that we are not made to require any drug in our system, so i wld love to ultimately be free of all unnatural substances. I also vape. Just recently stopped vaping for 14days, had a trigger moment and caved. So I would just like to commend you on your recovery and I appreciate ur honesty shared and experience as it brings hope and inspiration to live as intended.

Please don’t do videos while driving.

Im glad I left this garbage pill behind 5 years ago

It's a hard mental addiction to break. The things we tell ourselves we can't do without it. We can do it. We just don't want to because it's not fun. Also, the weight gain, just gotta get control of our mind

On a vyvanse comedown now… again… Last time i hope.. these vids help

5 years sober from adderall. Its the devils drug

I only take 2 5’s a day and just moved across the country to a state where laws are different. Waaaay different. I had no idea things could be so different from state to state. I drove to a doctors appointment that was out of the way and I even got lost! The APRN wasn’t able to prescribe controlled medicines. Not even doctors can unless they have a certain licensing. I’ve been on this medicine for many 4 years and this is the first time I’ve had any trouble. So I have to deal with the stress of a completely new life, and go cold Turkey off my meds for around 2 weeks. I’m terrified b/c it can cause depression, amongst other things. It’s so stupid since I’ve maintained a low dose for 5 years!

Thank you

she looks alot like Kendra Lust

Getting up at 4 am is not normal behaviour or can be considered getting a good start to your day ! lol

You're dependant on anti depressants which cause brain damage..

Was spiritual for me. There was no way I could quit unless believing in God. I became a Christian.