Hiii to all the people who are still watching this video after so long, I just wanted to tell y'all that i'm really grateful for the visits, likes, subscriptions and comments
Rest in peace, PowaPowap/Siinamota. I hope his other songs get the attention they deserve, too. His work has so much raw energy and really invokes such emotion. 20 years is far too young. He lost his battle with depression, but he has helped me to not lose mine. Thank you, king.
I love the fact that this song talks about depression and sadness in life, but despite that is used in edits and other remixes about breaking your limits, and giving everything u have.
For those who don’t know, the creator of this song, siinamota, died on July 23, 2015. His cause of death was never officially revealed, but it’s widely believed to have been suicide, given that the last song he ever wrote (“Healthy End”) was about suicide. The last song he ever released (“Please Give Me a Red Pen”) was also quite dark, and he uploaded it only 30 minutes before he died. It is believed to be about why he committed suicide.
How did I miss this news?,When I read this I feeling empty,Suicide,violent,depression run into my head (flashbacks) about my friends who committed s!icide...
This hits me so hard, i've been stuck being controlled by my parents. They would beat me up if i had bad grades, comparing me to the other kids, always seeing the worst of me if i had just the courage to tell them how hard i tried my best but i couldn't they would always say 'so you are talking back now' bcs of their actions depression,madness,sadness growed inside me.
Damn we living the same life. I think the most important thing is how you deal with it. For me I just do the few things that make me happy. Watching anime gaming studying random stuff and going for runs
Same like my dad never just always expects more and more out of me even tho I get good grades and I finish all the stuff he asks but he always says you could’ve done better like I’m doing the best I can
your parents should have loved you and support or even help you . This might gave you several trauma , same like me , get bad grades? My mother started to say im stup1d and dumb and just compare herself with me . Sadly my father lives far away from us after they had a divorce but me and my father still communicate . Just bcos you ' talk back ' doesnt mean we dont have opinions about them . Stay strong and hold still until you get out from that ' hole ' :) - naomi
It really feels like the ending theme to a bittersweet anime Or when you recieve bad news like a relative passing away It evokes a sense of dread, helplessness and desperation akin to drowning.
This song reminds me how im too kind to other people where i dont notice that it’s slowly eating me inside. How the people i treated like they’d stay in my life but they didnt. Getting eaten by youre kindness inside is worse. Im slowly feeling that im not even carring for myself when i cared about other’s more (Like you take care of them instead of yourself).
I am Japanese and I am thrilled that so many people are familiar with this song and have expressed their condolences to the author of this song. This may not be accurate as I am using translation software.
i must admit i found this song from tiktok with that one main part, however i am happy to say that im so lucky to have heard all of these lyrics and realise how beautifully tragic and how truly relatable this song is.
Its so annoying, its always that one part and its these characters bein tragic and all that.. Im not talking trash tbh the art and character's bg is good, but that audio hella annoys me
I heard the 1:27 part of this song which is kimi no koega toooi and bcuz I have watched alot anime I randomly translated it in my head into "you're voice is scary" or smth when it's actually far not scary cuz the word for scary in Japanese is kowai or smth like that so I misheard the toooi for kowai so I typed that and magically ended up listening to this masterpiece
This song is one of the very few reasons I'm currently alive. I frankly don't want to live anymore, but this song is like super glue, somehow sticking me to life. It's certainly not the only reason I'm alive, that would be exaggerating, but it is definitely a main reason.
Look dude I don't know what you've been through so I can't say I understand your feelings no one ever will but that's the beauty in life. You may not no your purpose but no one does you may not want to be here but that's okay I respect your bravery to say something like that just know even if u can't see it there is light at the end of the tunnel and whatever shit you're going will blow over or at least help you later even if you don't see it now. I hope you read this and feel better for yourself
Hey this might be out of place but do you need help? Any help from another person or smth like that? I know I'm just a stranger on the internet but if there's any way I could help I would be more than happy to do smth for you. Stay strong!
@@Lauki_ Have patience, I'm sure that it's gonna work out. You're taking the effort to change and help yourself. Progress doesn't come within a day, it's a matter of days, weeks, months or even years. Just know that you're getting help with the goal that one day you're feeling and doing better than now. That one day you'll be happy inside and that all the effort you put in was worth it. Please don't give up while you're at the process of getting better/ healing your soul. I'm counting on you and hope that one day you'll be at a state that you always wanted to be full of happiness and contentment with yourself and your life. And if things get rough sometimes, you can talk to a friend, family member or a stranger like me on the internet. Just know that one day you'll achieve your goal. Stay strong!
@@portgasdace2913 we don’t know, but given how notoriously depressed he was and the fact that his last two songs have suicidal themes/implications (his very last song is literally called “Healthy End”) it’s likely that he committed suicide.
For those who have found this song, just keep going you made it this far, it may seem early for some but look how far you come from your past how much you changed, good and the bad shapes you just how life is, it’s a sad thing, but you push and keep pushing, you are your own best motivation, and don’t be afraid to ask for help your not a burden just pick the right people to ask, and if no one does don’t give up you know how strong you are
@@Olquiea i listen to it all the time! yes, i have awful mental health! :))))) hahahahahahaha! hahahahaa! ahahaha! funny right? lol (im joking, obviously, mental health isn’t a joke.)
At first, I thought that this was just a normal song. But when I watched this video, saw the lyrics, knew abt the creator who wrote this amazing song and he passed away in 2015 just shatters my heart. 20 Years is really young. May he rest in peace.
Talking about "my" life Talking about "whose" life Every once in a while They get judge fairly, i think The gloomy sun comes back around again Depression takes over me once again Sometimes i can only rely on the rain What should i do? Even love and hate decay x2 How do you swallow my words? and smile so easily? Writing vague words x2 Because of that, i just can't even convey my trust in you Collecting all the dreams that i abandoned wait a second I've made a mistake Ahh "Now and then "Now and then I've stumbled It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold So cold, so cold, so cold, so cold You tell me not to come closer Ahh your, your, your voice is so So far, far, far, far, far, far, far, far, far, far, far, far ,far ,far Don't hurt me Whatever rank i am on your list i don't care for the sake of being me I held the promise I'd collected x2 The mistake of today, I swallowed them painfully, Even love and hate decay x2 How do you swallow your words? and smile so easily? "Two childish flower" of course, of course I've wonder if you've abandoned all hope? Ahh, Distant dream that i chased after go Quickly, quickly, quickly, quickly, quickly, quickly, quickly, quickly, quickly, quickly, quickly, quickly, quickly, quickly i can't reach them Throwing away these desire and leaving them behind Hateful, hateful, hateful, hateful, hateful, hateful hateful, hateful, hateful, hateful, hateful, hateful, hateful, hateful Can i not be forgiven?.. Ahhhh, I watched my dream and though and they come through I'm scared, i'm scared, i'm scared, i'm scared, i'm scared i'm scared, i'm scared, i'm scared, i'm scared, i'm scared So scared, so scared so scared, so scared Don't come any more closer Just repeating the words that you used to greet me It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold So cold, so cold, so cold, so cold Please i'm begging you Whatever rank i am to you i don't care for the sake of being myself.. That's all the lyric in english gl
┏━ꕤ🍓❁ೃೀ˚⋆｡˚೫๑🍫๑೫˚⋆｡˚ •.๑ೃೀ🍓ꕤ━┓ Boku no inochi stuttatte dare no inochi tsuttatte Tokidokidoki kouhei ni Sabarakareru mon nan desho Kurai sora ni yattekita Utsu o tsurete yattekita Tokidoki ame soukei ni Tayorigiri da doushiyou Kuchiru made no aizou o x2 Nomikomu kimi kantan ni Hohoemu kimi doushite Kotoba o kaku aimai ni x2 Tsutawari kirannai kara Kimi dake o sa shinjite Sutetekita yume o atsumete Chotto chotto~ Machigaeta kara aa~ "toki ni", "toki ni tsumazuita tte" Samui samui samui samui samui samui samui samui samui samui samui samui samui samui ii yoranaide aa~ kimi no, kimi no, kimi no koe ga Tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi Kizutsukenaide Nanbanme demo, nanbanme demo Boku ga, boku da aru tame ni Chigiri atsume mottekita x2 ano hi no machigai o Nomikomu no ha kurushikute Kuchiru made no aizou o (Kuchiru made no aizou o) Nomikomu kimi kantan ni Hohoemu kimi doushite "Kodomo damashi no hana futatsu" Kitto kitto~ Akirameta kara? aa~ tooi yume o oikakete sa Hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai Oitsukenai yo sutekirezu nokoshita omoi ga Nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui yurusarenai no? aa~ yume o yume o Mireya hazu ga Kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai chikasukanaide Ai kotoba o Kurikaesu dake Samui samui samui samui samui Samui samui samui samui samui Samui samui samui samui Onegai dakara Nanbanme demo Nanbanme demo Boku ga Boku de aru tame ni ┗━ꕤ🍓❁ೃೀ˚⋆｡˚೫๑🍫๑೫˚⋆｡˚ •.๑ೃೀ🍓ꕤ━┛ x2 pero esta es la pronunciación xd Posdata:Estaba aburrida xd
It’s been nine years since siinamota died…I hope he’s in a better place. Thank you for leaving us this music, and I hope venting like this brought you some peace, at least for a little bit.
I am so moved to the point where I want to cry but no tears are coming out a heavy, overwhelming air of sadness trapped inside Lingering, never truly dissipating Sealed up, unable to be opened Waiting to explode
I dont know but for some reason this song gives me the same vibes as ruru song, they’re totally different song and tune but for some reason they’re oddly feel the same,its so fkin hard to describe this feeling it feels like they both share the same message but at the same time they dont.. AUgh my head hurts.
@@pixlxoxo lol this is probably ur alternate account, lol. Questions, questions, heres the answer - depressed guy named powapowa makes very true songs about his depression, then after he died tiktok found his music and called him emo. Idiot roblox tiktokers use his songs for their very bad edits and other stupid tiktokers that use that song....... every dumb tiltokers steal music and *try* to use it for their hearts and comments ugh. You people disgust me, then you go to youtube search the song without knowing anything and come ask me about whos cringe and who died... bruh!!! Search him on google his supports channel, ANYWHERE!!! Else but me. Pls learn about the life he have been through before going and taking his songs away for stupid edits. Learn some respect.
@a q venia a la cocina I wasnt being rude, I was spitting facts. Do you even know what happened to the creator of this song? Or what the song means? Remember, I was speaking the truth all you tiktokers or anyone who uses this song without permission to know anything.
Listening to the whole song gives me chills, I hope things genuinely get better for everyone who relates to this song. May the person who wrote it rest in peace
I feel like this song is the embodiment of you made a huge decision and for better or for worse you can’t go back no matter how hard you try or you’re just lost in life
That song hit me hard like hell, that how I feel at any public place, people judge a lot for what I am. So I stay quiet all time ,it like I can't say any words cause people's gonna judge me if I do. So I'm always all alone, and start to get depression slowly, i have stop being social and now I'm like scared of people's around me ,I'm scared that if I say something wrong they will judge me or if I tell them about something they don't believe it and think it a joke-.
I remember listening to this in a lower point in my life, it helped me so much to not do some horrendous things, I thank you for making this so long ago
I used to listen to this song while chatting with my friends, now i listen to it again it makes me wonder how're they doing right now, i miss them so much
La primera ves que me estuve ahogando me di cuenta que en esas situaciones (sin importar que) pierdes la calma y cuando te desesperar empiezas a hundirte mas con la desesperacion, hay es cuando sueltas es aire y te ahogas.
boku no inochi tsuttatte dare no inochi tsuttatte tokidokidoki kouhei ni sabakareru mon nan desho kurai sora ni yattekita utsu o tsurete yattekita tokidoki ame soukei ni tayorigiri da doushiyou .. kuchiru made no aizou o kuchiru made no aizou o nomikomu kimi kantan ni hohoemu kimi doushite kotoba o kaku aimai ni kotoba o kaku aimai ni tsutawari kirannai kara kimi dake o sa shinjite .. sutetekita yume o atsumete chotto chotto machigaeta kara .. aa "toki ni toki ni tsumazuita tte," samui samui samui samui samui samui samui samui samui samui samui samui samui samui ii yoranaide aa kimi no kimi no kimi no koe ga tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi kizutsukenaide nanbanme demo nanbanme demo boku ga boku de aru tame ni? .. chigiri atsume mottekita chigiri atsume motte kita ano hi no machigai o nomikomu no ga kurushikute kuchiru made no aizou o kuchiru made no aizou o nomikomu kimi kantan ni hohoemu kimi doushite .. "kodomo damashi no hana futatsu," kitto kitto akirameta kara? .. aa tooi yume o oikakete sa hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai oitsukenai yo sutekirezu nokoshita omoi ga nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui yurusarenai no? .. aa yume o yume o miteta hazu ga kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai chikazukanaide ai kotoba o kurikaesu dake samui samui samui samui samui onegai dakara nanbanme demo nanbanme demo boku ga boku de aru tame ni…
When i started to listen to the middle part, i started to feel a little unsettled bceuse of the vibe and the way this was sang. Its really amazing how much was put into this song to express a person's struggles
First time I listened to this, siinamota was alive, I became fan and remember I followed him on twiter… couldn’t understand why such a talented person passed away so soon.
The person who wrote this is really talented. It also explains a bit about my life. I've lost some friends due to them being toxic and me having anger issues. Except im really nice to almost everyone. Some were toxic to me and really nobody else. This song is also a vibe 🎶
this trully is the thing that happend with me and my friend science 1st grade he was toxic after he moved to denmark and i was the one with anger issues but i overcame them he didnt
I have never heard many of PowaPowaP's songs, but this really makes me sad to hear. Rest in Peace PowaPowaP. This is a masterpiece, and I wish he could have lived longer to make so many more songs.
i dont know why this song hits hard- because it has like some sort of connection to me and my online brother (we are not blood related) me and my brother lost contact haven't talked for a year) and im gonna be a high school student and he's gonna be a teacher or a grown up adult :(
first time listening to the full song and lyrics and trying to sing along,i dont know if im depressed or not but i never think about it that way but dont know why i cry, this song really hit you in the heart with raw emotion.
My close girl for abroad made an animation and use the part "Your voice is so far",The animation theme was a dream I had where I found her in a festival. I understand now why she used this song...
I remember I read the Tokyo Ghoul manga while listing to this, and the beat dropped just as keneki said I am ghoul and this song has been cemented in my head ever since.
⚠️Swears, bad English because im foreign @@MiniEmber, yes. Sometimes it's a little bit (or not a little bit) annoying that people ignore the lyrics and only talk about the beat of the song. Especially when song isn't about s*x or some meaningless sh** and has some meaning (even if it's not that deep, people still should show a little respect for author, especially that the author of this song passed away).
@@ohwell7550 It’s even worse when the song was made to let out emotions and people just say it’s edgy, which is the exact same thing that happened when PowaPowa-P/Siinamota was alive
It's kagamine rin all this time?! I thought the voice is familiar but wow and i didn't expect that it's vocaloid because i only heard the chorus on TikTok lol
@@Takeshiii001 Todos los meses salen canciones nuevas, solo que las más antiguas son más populares (por obvios motivos js). También están los autores inactivos, pero tienen un montón de canciones para escuchar (como machigerita)
I can relate to this When i was a kid i would play with my siblings but then one by one would disappear from my world that i worked hard on to be happy but everyone is gone from it i always feel lonely and i keep getting pressured by my parents to do better their voice is so far i could rarely hear a cry for help because i am the one crying for help
Hiii to all the people who are still watching this video after so long, I just wanted to tell y'all that i'm really grateful for the visits, likes, subscriptions and comments
EEEEE HI! I love this vid. Been watching it since it came out, haha!
we are, in fact, and very possibly, very insane, especially myself.
@@DeluluDonut yes.
@@Lolurmomishot xsc, fw,, a as
I visit this everyday bc it helps w homework =D
Rest in peace, PowaPowap/Siinamota. I hope his other songs get the attention they deserve, too. His work has so much raw energy and really invokes such emotion. 20 years is far too young. He lost his battle with depression, but he has helped me to not lose mine. Thank you, king.
Explain what happened to him pls??
@@xioleafie What do you need to have explained?, he had depression and lost to it
I hope people who say the songs are too edgy, know that it is edgy,
Well because it is.😐
And he experienced it. So, i hope they keep that in mind😐
WHAAAAAT
I'm 13 and having suicidal thoughts! :D
FINALLY I FOUND THIS SONG
SAMEE
SAME
not me searching for toi toi toi toi toi toi toi 💀
@@vril7340 toi toi XD
sameeeeee
this is one of the best vocaloid songs omg 😭
fr!!
i- i mean ur not wrong..
i’m literally going back to my old vocaloid phase
Ikr 😂
666 likes?..
I love the fact that this song talks about depression and sadness in life, but despite that is used in edits and other remixes about breaking your limits, and giving everything u have.
🥲
I guess another way to look at it is your life may be hard but you should never give up
😭💀😭💀😭😭
Because we have to it regardless. All those great people struggled but they did it anyway. And there is only one way to find out if you can do it.
@@shane1840 i totally agree. Don't give up. Never give up on life, no matter how hard it seems, we always find a way to bounce back.
2:45 this part for some reason it gives me the chills
Same
omggg i just got goosebumps
@@Swagdoll_ same
Fr
samee...
1:07 is the part where it hits me 💗
Mine is 1:22
Mine is 1:28 To 1:33
Mine is 1:05
mine is 69:69 ❤️
1:35
Rest in peace siinamota/powapowa, I hope he is watching from heaven his song is getting more recognition
wait hes dead?!
wait- WHAT?!
他の国の人も椎名もたさんのことを知ってるの嬉しい。。
でもできる事ならもっと色んな曲聞きたかった。バズったりして世界中で聞かれてほしかった。
@@v1v1an62 yea people belive it was suicide
He just passed away on July 23rd, 2015.
For those who don’t know, the creator of this song, siinamota, died on July 23, 2015. His cause of death was never officially revealed, but it’s widely believed to have been suicide, given that the last song he ever wrote (“Healthy End”) was about suicide.
The last song he ever released (“Please Give Me a Red Pen”) was also quite dark, and he uploaded it only 30 minutes before he died. It is believed to be about why he committed suicide.
How did I miss this news?,When I read this I feeling empty,Suicide,violent,depression run into my head (flashbacks) about my friends who committed s!icide...
@@Thanyaprat20773...
Thanks much for the info pal.
Yes indeed ty
Rip
This song was almost 9 years ago, its still a masterpiece, i remember listening this 4 years ago, brings back alot of memories がんばて!
あなたの声はとてもあなたの声はとてもあなたの声ははるかにはるかにはるかにはるかにはるかにはるかにはるかにはるかにはるかにはるかにはるかにはるかに遠く
Iphimbo lakho izwi lakho izwi lakho likude kakhulu kude le kude le le
ikr
Same
Its 8 year ago i think(๑•̀ㅁ•́ฅ✧
1:20 its a MASTERPIECE
The whole song is good, please don’t only appreciate the trend part. This song is considered a vent from someone that passed away
@@MiniEmber they know? Can a person not like a part of a song?
It's the most iconic part of the song
@@MiniEmber bro he can appreciate what he wants stop being a neck beard lmao
@@Deymose how do u know they know
0:33 “Depression takes over me again” my heart dropped in that sentence I always feel like that
0:56 i need to do that I’m already giving up on my dreams but I will keep going
bro seeing your youtube channel makes me think you're a 10 year old that just lost his roblox pets or smt and now assumes that he's depressed
Lmao yes
@@mraauu LMAOO
@@mraauu LMFAO
Can't stop listening to this Masterpiece. Rest in peace and fly high Siinamota
What's this version called? I can't find it on Spotify. Can you tell me?
@@Godr-l48zbPlymyoung girl a
This hits me so hard, i've been stuck being controlled by my parents. They would beat me up if i had bad grades, comparing me to the other kids, always seeing the worst of me if i had just the courage to tell them how hard i tried my best but i couldn't they would always say 'so you are talking back now' bcs of their actions depression,madness,sadness growed inside me.
Damn we living the same life. I think the most important thing is how you deal with it. For me I just do the few things that make me happy. Watching anime gaming studying random stuff and going for runs
please tell someone you trust about this.
Same like my dad never just always expects more and more out of me even tho I get good grades and I finish all the stuff he asks but he always says you could’ve done better like I’m doing the best I can
your parents should have loved you and support or even help you . This might gave you several trauma , same like me , get bad grades? My mother started to say im stup1d and dumb and just compare herself with me . Sadly my father lives far away from us after they had a divorce but me and my father still communicate . Just bcos you ' talk back ' doesnt mean we dont have opinions about them . Stay strong and hold still until you get out from that ' hole ' :) - naomi
If they physically beat you, you should call cps
It really feels like the ending theme to a bittersweet anime
Or when you recieve bad news like a relative passing away
It evokes a sense of dread, helplessness and desperation akin to drowning.
It’s a good song. It’s helping me grip with the fact that I made a terrible decision in my life. And in part made me realize it in the first place
This is mostly the theme of powapowa's songs. About grief and disgust towards life.
yup
I'm literally listening to this song at my Uncles house, he was a business man, he died at like 53 before last year or before. He suffered alot :(
Not a bittersweet anime but Ouran host club’s outro and this song sound so similar that I thought it was the same song till they started talking
This song reminds me how im too kind to other people where i dont notice that it’s slowly eating me inside. How the people i treated like they’d stay in my life but they didnt. Getting eaten by youre kindness inside is worse. Im slowly feeling that im not even carring for myself when i cared about other’s more (Like you take care of them instead of yourself).
Ow. That hit deep.
Oh I know the feeling....hope you're able to care for yourself 💙
Thats deep i hope u feel better now :)
speechless
yo pienso igual :(
I am Japanese and I am thrilled that so many people are familiar with this song and have expressed their condolences to the author of this song.
This may not be accurate as I am using translation software.
字幕を追加していただきありがとうございます！ 😄
You're welcome :]
i must admit i found this song from tiktok with that one main part, however i am happy to say that im so lucky to have heard all of these lyrics and realise how beautifully tragic and how truly relatable this song is.
Its so annoying, its always that one part and its these characters bein tragic and all that..
Im not talking trash tbh the art and character's bg is good, but that audio hella annoys me
@@mynameisveryfconfused . :/
@@mynameisveryfconfused :/
@@cozmyalt it's about sexual assault-
Found dis on a omori vid
1:15 is just pure perfection, the vocals are amazing and its nice to find this song after me typing random words for half an hour
I heard the 1:27 part of this song which is kimi no koega toooi and bcuz I have watched alot anime I randomly translated it in my head into "you're voice is scary" or smth when it's actually far not scary cuz the word for scary in Japanese is kowai or smth like that so I misheard the toooi for kowai so I typed that and magically ended up listening to this masterpiece
I've been looking for thus for like 3 hours😭
This song is one of the very few reasons I'm currently alive. I frankly don't want to live anymore, but this song is like super glue, somehow sticking me to life. It's certainly not the only reason I'm alive, that would be exaggerating, but it is definitely a main reason.
Look dude I don't know what you've been through so I can't say I understand your feelings no one ever will but that's the beauty in life. You may not no your purpose but no one does you may not want to be here but that's okay I respect your bravery to say something like that just know even if u can't see it there is light at the end of the tunnel and whatever shit you're going will blow over or at least help you later even if you don't see it now. I hope you read this and feel better for yourself
@@Bag_Head_Med thank you
Hey this might be out of place but do you need help? Any help from another person or smth like that? I know I'm just a stranger on the internet but if there's any way I could help I would be more than happy to do smth for you. Stay strong!
@@mervaid I am currently getting help (it's not working lmao)
@@Lauki_ Have patience, I'm sure that it's gonna work out. You're taking the effort to change and help yourself. Progress doesn't come within a day, it's a matter of days, weeks, months or even years. Just know that you're getting help with the goal that one day you're feeling and doing better than now. That one day you'll be happy inside and that all the effort you put in was worth it. Please don't give up while you're at the process of getting better/ healing your soul. I'm counting on you and hope that one day you'll be at a state that you always wanted to be full of happiness and contentment with yourself and your life.
And if things get rough sometimes, you can talk to a friend, family member or a stranger like me on the internet. Just know that one day you'll achieve your goal. Stay strong!
I'm really glad this song became popular! May the creator(artist) of this song rest in peace.
What happen to them
@@portgasdace2913 we don’t know, but given how notoriously depressed he was and the fact that his last two songs have suicidal themes/implications (his very last song is literally called “Healthy End”) it’s likely that he committed suicide.
@@adaslothland850 )):
may PowaPowaP rest in peace 😔
I don't like how a lot of tiktok users gave this song the tag of "EgDy" and "EmO" and stuff without actually going into the deeper meaning
I'm glad you got the lyrics right unlike some people on tiktok!!
Its not a big deal if you dont get the lyrics right
@@rai2010 I know, but it's nice to see it
@@rai2010 somebody just wants to share their own opinion so yeah
@@mon7461 I never said they couldnt
Sometimes people improvise obviously in terms of what their video is about
Are we not gonna talk about 2:13 ?
Hits too close to home
Shi... I thought it was me
The expectations and dreams i had planned but fell short, once growing up and realizing
I spy with my little eye… an underrated artist
You really deserve more views and likes for this video because it’s amazing
This + muffled + relaxation = perfect
69 likes......
😃
For those who have found this song, just keep going you made it this far, it may seem early for some but look how far you come from your past how much you changed, good and the bad shapes you just how life is, it’s a sad thing, but you push and keep pushing, you are your own best motivation, and don’t be afraid to ask for help your not a burden just pick the right people to ask, and if no one does don’t give up you know how strong you are
Thank you so much ❤️ God bless you ☺️
im in your walls
Thanks! We will hopefully meet again
this song makes me feel something that feels a little sad and nostalgic and scared at the same time its magical
私は悲しいか怒っているときだけこの歌を聴きます。この曲を聴いてリラックスする勇気を与えてくれます。
@@Olquiea i listen to it all the time! yes, i have awful mental health! :))))) hahahahahahaha! hahahahaa! ahahaha! funny right? lol (im joking, obviously, mental health isn’t a joke.)
yea
@@phasm000phooobiaaa *virtual hug*
it makes me want play undertale
At first, I thought that this was just a normal song. But when I watched this video, saw the lyrics, knew abt the creator who wrote this amazing song and he passed away in 2015 just shatters my heart. 20 Years is really young. May he rest in peace.
My fav part of the song: 1:19
Same!!
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@@chocolatebiscuits7905 ¿XD?
1:21
@@soyale3132 *y e s*
1 minuto de silêncio pros que não acharam essa obra de arte ainda
Vdd
Simmmm
simmm
só ficar ouvindo que dorme cedo
Eu vi essa obra prima no video de ashura wrath e fui ate o fim do mundo achei finalmente
Talking about "my" life
Talking about "whose" life
Every once in a while
They get judge fairly, i think
The gloomy sun comes back around again
Depression takes over me once again
Sometimes i can only rely on the rain
What should i do?
Even love and hate decay x2
How do you swallow my words?
and smile so easily?
Writing vague words x2
Because of that, i just
can't even convey my trust in you
Collecting all the dreams that i abandoned
wait a second
I've made a mistake
Ahh "Now and then "Now and then
I've stumbled
It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold
it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold
So cold, so cold, so cold, so cold
You tell me not to come closer
Ahh your, your, your voice is so
So far, far, far, far, far, far, far, far, far, far, far, far ,far ,far
Don't hurt me
Whatever rank i am on your list i don't care
for the sake of being me
I held the promise I'd collected x2
The mistake of today,
I swallowed them painfully,
Even love and hate decay x2
How do you swallow your words?
and smile so easily?
"Two childish flower"
of course, of course
I've wonder if you've abandoned all hope?
Ahh, Distant dream that i chased after go
Quickly, quickly, quickly, quickly, quickly, quickly, quickly, quickly, quickly, quickly, quickly, quickly, quickly, quickly
i can't reach them
Throwing away these desire and leaving them behind
Hateful, hateful, hateful, hateful, hateful, hateful hateful, hateful, hateful, hateful, hateful, hateful, hateful, hateful
Can i not be forgiven?..
Ahhhh, I watched my dream and though and they come through
I'm scared, i'm scared, i'm scared, i'm scared, i'm scared
i'm scared, i'm scared, i'm scared, i'm scared, i'm scared
So scared, so scared so scared, so scared
Don't come any more closer
Just repeating the words
that you used to greet me
It's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold
it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold, it's cold
So cold, so cold, so cold, so cold
Please i'm begging you
Whatever rank i am to you i don't care
for the sake of being myself..
That's all the lyric in english gl
┏━ꕤ🍓❁ೃೀ˚⋆｡˚೫๑🍫๑೫˚⋆｡˚ •.๑ೃೀ🍓ꕤ━┓
Boku no inochi stuttatte
dare no inochi tsuttatte
Tokidokidoki kouhei ni
Sabarakareru mon nan desho
Kurai sora ni yattekita
Utsu o tsurete yattekita
Tokidoki ame soukei ni
Tayorigiri da doushiyou
Kuchiru made no aizou o x2
Nomikomu kimi kantan ni
Hohoemu kimi doushite
Kotoba o kaku aimai ni x2
Tsutawari kirannai kara
Kimi dake o sa shinjite
Sutetekita yume o atsumete
Chotto chotto~
Machigaeta kara
aa~ "toki ni", "toki ni tsumazuita tte"
Samui samui samui samui samui
samui samui samui samui samui
samui samui samui samui
ii yoranaide
aa~ kimi no, kimi no, kimi no koe ga
Tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi
tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi
tooi tooi tooi tooi
Kizutsukenaide
Nanbanme demo, nanbanme demo
Boku ga, boku da aru tame ni
Chigiri atsume mottekita x2
ano hi no machigai o
Nomikomu no ha kurushikute
Kuchiru made no aizou o
(Kuchiru made no aizou o)
Nomikomu kimi kantan ni
Hohoemu kimi doushite
"Kodomo damashi no hana futatsu"
Kitto kitto~
Akirameta kara?
aa~ tooi yume o oikakete sa
Hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai
hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai
hayai hayai hayai hayai
Oitsukenai yo
sutekirezu
nokoshita omoi ga
Nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui
nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui
nikui nikui nikui nikui yurusarenai no?
aa~ yume o yume o
Mireya hazu ga
Kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai
kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai
kowai kowai kowai kowai
chikasukanaide
Ai kotoba o
Kurikaesu dake
Samui samui samui samui samui
Samui samui samui samui samui
Samui samui samui samui
Onegai dakara
Nanbanme demo
Nanbanme demo
Boku ga
Boku de aru tame ni
┗━ꕤ🍓❁ೃೀ˚⋆｡˚೫๑🍫๑೫˚⋆｡˚ •.๑ೃೀ🍓ꕤ━┛
x2 pero esta es la pronunciación xd
Posdata:Estaba aburrida xd
TYSM! ehe
@@mina-shoiis4447 yes
@@siLLycyancat (๑•ᴗ•๑)
@@mina-shoiis4447 gracias uwu
It’s been nine years since siinamota died…I hope he’s in a better place. Thank you for leaving us this music, and I hope venting like this brought you some peace, at least for a little bit.
I found this song today I've never heard it but it's now in a playlist and this is my 20th time listening to this song.
100th like lmao
Same
サビ部分を聴いて一目惚れした時からずっと探してたけど見つからなくて……。投稿して下さってありがとうございます。耳が避けるまで聴きまくります
Thank you.😁
I am so moved
to the point
where I want to cry
but no tears are coming out
a heavy, overwhelming
air of sadness
trapped inside
Lingering, never truly dissipating
Sealed up, unable to be opened
Waiting to explode
I can very much relate
Your such a loser bro
its a good song but bro 💀
@@yumf.feret pfp :D
Nah I feel dat😔
I'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR THIS SONG FOR A MILLION YEARS!!!
I dont know but for some reason this song gives me the same vibes as ruru song, they’re totally different song and tune but for some reason they’re oddly feel the same,its so fkin hard to describe this feeling it feels like they both share the same message but at the same time they dont.. AUgh my head hurts.
Rest in peace powapowa, I wished I discovered your beautifully deep music more back then. Wish you see this from heaven. Thank you :)
She/he is dead??-
@@MCRss13 its a he, and yes. This guys probably an cringe tiktoker.
@@Rhanissomeidiot cringe tiktoker? Who?
@@pixlxoxo lol this is probably ur alternate account, lol. Questions, questions, heres the answer - depressed guy named powapowa makes very true songs about his depression, then after he died tiktok found his music and called him emo. Idiot roblox tiktokers use his songs for their very bad edits and other stupid tiktokers that use that song....... every dumb tiltokers steal music and *try* to use it for their hearts and comments ugh. You people disgust me, then you go to youtube search the song without knowing anything and come ask me about whos cringe and who died... bruh!!! Search him on google his supports channel, ANYWHERE!!! Else but me. Pls learn about the life he have been through before going and taking his songs away for stupid edits. Learn some respect.
@a q venia a la cocina I wasnt being rude, I was spitting facts. Do you even know what happened to the creator of this song? Or what the song means? Remember, I was speaking the truth all you tiktokers or anyone who uses this song without permission to know anything.
for any Apple Music listeners, the song is Young Girl A by Shiina Mota
THANK YOU OMGG
YOU DONT KNOW HOW MUCH YOU JUST HELPED ME TYSM
*siina mota
@@lostmoonxx7009 nope it’s Shiina
th-cam.com/channels/m-nLtwclZUI_XkpTpzSuKw.html
Great video!!!!!!
Listening to the whole song gives me chills, I hope things genuinely get better for everyone who relates to this song. May the person who wrote it rest in peace
Thanks, I'm the daughter of this account and I've known vocaloid for years now, it's very sad knowing the owner died, i hope it's better for them now
@@heathersholomith Your parent/guardian made this lyric video? Wow! And Yes I agree, may they rest in peace 🕊️✌️
@@forestthetherian_ Mmmmm, I'm not. I'm just sixteen
@@heathersholomith What account are you talking?
@@yuriryoh Ohhhh I seeee, also I really like the video! ^^
時々エコーかかってたり、とにかくエモい
This song make me feel so nostalgic i love it soo much, even without reading the lyrics i can perfect understand what this wants me to feel
I feel like this song is the embodiment of you made a huge decision and for better or for worse you can’t go back no matter how hard you try or you’re just lost in life
cool interpretation!
That song hit me hard like hell, that how I feel at any public place, people judge a lot for what I am. So I stay quiet all time ,it like I can't say any words cause people's gonna judge me if I do. So I'm always all alone, and start to get depression slowly, i have stop being social and now I'm like scared of people's around me ,I'm scared that if I say something wrong they will judge me or if I tell them about something they don't believe it and think it a joke-.
pog
obviously you're a furry
@@daniesel12PFFFFFT- 😭
2 weeks bro, i dont even remember to say this 💀@@_-Sonic_The_Hedgehog-_
@@daniesel12sorry bro limao 👹👹👹
So glad this song is getting the recognition it deserves
same!!i keep on seeing people gatekeep this amazing song
What did the people on tiktok have the lyrics as?
I FINALLY FOUND A SONG THAT I WILL CRY UNTIL MIDNIGHT
I remember listening to this in a lower point in my life, it helped me so much to not do some horrendous things, I thank you for making this so long ago
AHH~YOUR VOICE ....YOUR VOICE... YOUR VOICE IS SO FAR FAR FAR FAR FAR FAR FAR FAR FAR FAR FAR FAR FAR FAR FAR!
Honestly this song is good to remember the pain you've been through and all the stuff they put you through and you can just go to this song to relax
I used to listen to this song while chatting with my friends, now i listen to it again it makes me wonder how're they doing right now, i miss them so much
I straight up put in the search bar “toy toy toy toy toy song”
powapowaP getting the attention he deserves
あああああ!!! すごいね！！ きみの凄い♡♪
0:52 gives me chills
La primera ves que me estuve ahogando me di cuenta que en esas situaciones (sin importar que) pierdes la calma y cuando te desesperar empiezas a hundirte mas con la desesperacion, hay es cuando sueltas es aire y te ahogas.
The words: "depression takes over me once again"
The music: WOOOOOOOOOOOO
Esta canción jamás la voy a dejar de escuchar.
boku no inochi tsuttatte
dare no inochi tsuttatte
tokidokidoki kouhei ni
sabakareru mon nan desho
kurai sora ni yattekita
utsu o tsurete yattekita
tokidoki ame soukei ni
tayorigiri da doushiyou
..
kuchiru made no aizou o
kuchiru made no aizou o
nomikomu kimi kantan ni
hohoemu kimi doushite
kotoba o kaku aimai ni
kotoba o kaku aimai ni
tsutawari kirannai kara
kimi dake o sa shinjite
..
sutetekita yume o atsumete
chotto chotto machigaeta kara
..
aa "toki ni toki ni tsumazuita tte,"
samui samui samui samui samui
samui samui samui samui samui
samui samui samui samui ii yoranaide
aa kimi no kimi no kimi no koe ga
tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi
tooi tooi tooi tooi tooi
tooi tooi tooi tooi kizutsukenaide
nanbanme demo nanbanme demo
boku ga boku de aru tame ni?
..
chigiri atsume mottekita
chigiri atsume motte kita
ano hi no machigai o
nomikomu no ga kurushikute
kuchiru made no aizou o
kuchiru made no aizou o
nomikomu kimi kantan ni
hohoemu kimi doushite
..
"kodomo damashi no hana futatsu,"
kitto kitto akirameta kara?
..
aa tooi yume o oikakete sa
hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai
hayai hayai hayai hayai hayai
hayai hayai hayai hayai oitsukenai yo
sutekirezu nokoshita omoi ga
nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui
nikui nikui nikui nikui nikui
nikui nikui nikui nikui yurusarenai no?
..
aa yume o yume o miteta hazu ga
kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai
kowai kowai kowai kowai kowai
kowai kowai kowai kowai chikazukanaide
ai kotoba o kurikaesu dake
samui samui samui samui samui
onegai dakara
nanbanme demo
nanbanme demo
boku ga boku de aru tame ni…
When i started to listen to the middle part, i started to feel a little unsettled bceuse of the vibe and the way this was sang. Its really amazing how much was put into this song to express a person's struggles
First time I listened to this, siinamota was alive, I became fan and remember I followed him on twiter… couldn’t understand why such a talented person passed away so soon.
i keep coming back everyday until this song reaches 1M ❣️
WAAAA TYSM ❤
Its at like 3M ..? Or am i mistaking numbers,
@@mynameisveryfconfused it got to 3m in a month, the song blew up
it got at 3M!
This song made me cry, because I related to it too much.
It reminded me of how much I just wanted my life to be normal.
@@cozmyalt ha
@@cozmyalt 💀
Same thats also how i felt i cried
finally, someone who feels my pain, but he is gone. I feel alone
The person who wrote this is really talented. It also explains a bit about my life. I've lost some friends due to them being toxic and me having anger issues. Except im really nice to almost everyone. Some were toxic to me and really nobody else. This song is also a vibe 🎶
Same but sometimes i was the toxic one because i don't know how to express my feeling correctly
May the person who wrote this rest in peace
He is dead
this trully is the thing that happend with me and my friend science 1st grade he was toxic after he moved to denmark and i was the one with anger issues but i overcame them he didnt
I have never heard many of PowaPowaP's songs, but this really makes me sad to hear. Rest in Peace PowaPowaP. This is a masterpiece, and I wish he could have lived longer to make so many more songs.
"Hey look it's the happy kid!"
"What do you think they're listening to?"
"Uhm probably happy kid songs"
Why they are listening to:
*fire at school*
teacher: everyone, leave in alphabetical order
zephyr: 1:06
AFTER MANY SEARCHES I FINALLY SOUND THE SONG THAT IS STUCK IN MY HEAD DUDE- 😭😭😭✨
SAME I KEEP SEARCHING "KIMI NO KIMI NO TOI TOI TOI" HAHWAHSHS
@@hopeKR14 LMFAO SHJSHKSH
@@hopeKR14 DONT WORRY I DID THE SAME LMAO
IM LUCKY I RANDOMLY FOUND THIS LMAO
@@RUIKAMISHIRO102 KMG HELLO LUMINE I HAVE FOUND AETHER
0:38 this- this song- this part- my relationship- this line-
this is the song that always make me calm and let my sadness go away
ive always thought of this song as so upbeat and now that im reading the lyrics im devastated
i dont know why this song hits hard- because it has like some sort of connection to me and my online brother (we are not blood related) me and my brother lost contact haven't talked for a year) and im gonna be a high school student and he's gonna be a teacher or a grown up adult :(
DEPOIS DE DOIS MESES DE PROCURA, Finalmente achei essa perfeição ✊❤️
1:14 Californians when the tempature drops to 90 degrees
寒い、寒い､ 寒い、寒い😂
As a Californian i can can confirm this
first time listening to the full song and lyrics and trying to sing along,i dont know if im depressed or not but i never think about it that way but dont know why i cry,
this song really hit you in the heart with raw emotion.
Thanks to you, I am very grateful to have come across this wonderful music. :)
My close girl for abroad made an animation and use the part "Your voice is so far",The animation theme was a dream I had where I found her in a festival. I understand now why she used this song...
:(
@@yuriryoh Good work btw!:D It mades me happy to find this video
@@CLouDdArkY Ty ^^
This song gives me goosebumps every time i listen to it. This song is a bop.
1:03 for some reason from here to 1:36 makes me cry. Idk why
I remember I read the Tokyo Ghoul manga while listing to this, and the beat dropped just as keneki said I am ghoul and this song has been cemented in my head ever since.
This song is a dead person’s vent…
⚠️Swears, bad English because im foreign
@@MiniEmber, yes. Sometimes it's a little bit (or not a little bit) annoying that people ignore the lyrics and only talk about the beat of the song. Especially when song isn't about s*x or some meaningless sh** and has some meaning (even if it's not that deep, people still should show a little respect for author, especially that the author of this song passed away).
@@ohwell7550 It’s even worse when the song was made to let out emotions and people just say it’s edgy, which is the exact same thing that happened when PowaPowa-P/Siinamota was alive
@@MiniEmber, yes, that's sad:(
I'm sorry for the fandom of my favourite manga.
@@MiniEmber ive seen you in like 20 reply sections, can someone just like a song?
I love this song
Sadly the artist passed away
@@Fortycelsius we can still honor them by keep listening to their music!
I love your profile picture
@@jazzhernandez5190 thanks bestie😜
Amazing I finally found it, and in this way/form of how the person posted it idk if you'll read so I am not saying more but much love.
It's kagamine rin all this time?! I thought the voice is familiar but wow and i didn't expect that it's vocaloid because i only heard the chorus on TikTok lol
Me alegra que vocaloid vuelva a resurgir 👏
Nunca creí que llegaría en que sería bien visto escuchar Vocaloid, pero parece que ha llegado
Me gustaría que hagan canciones nuevas, pues esta salio hace 8 años, o mas, no se ._.
@@Takeshiii001 Todos los meses salen canciones nuevas, solo que las más antiguas son más populares (por obvios motivos js). También están los autores inactivos, pero tienen un montón de canciones para escuchar (como machigerita)
1:00 🛐🛐
People who understand😔. The world:🥳🥳🥳🥳. Blade ball players:🤺. 🔴. 🤺
-3:10 is so good 😫
I can relate to this
When i was a kid i would play with my siblings but then one by one would disappear from my world that i worked hard on to be happy but everyone is gone from it i always feel lonely and i keep getting pressured by my parents to do better their voice is so far i could rarely hear a cry for help because i am the one crying for help
u guys don't know how much this song gives me strength , in gym , in game , in life everywhere leterally love it
1:29 best part
listening to this when i have school tomorrow, i cant be go pretending i will be fine, i cant be wishing that i'll be okay everyday.
Esta canción me la recomendó TH-cam y no pensé que recomendaran canciones hací de buenas muy buen video crack sigue así 😎😎
Gracias :3
one word to describe the lyrics of this song: expressive
LO ENCONTRE AAAAAAA GRACIAS POR TRADUCIR
After 18000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 year's.....
*I've found this song...*
**Power**
LOL YESS
agreed (It took me so long :(
This is the song i really loved, i finally found this thanks to you.
Fire
Frfr
1:22 The legend say evryone comme here for this part