Heartstopper EP1 Alice Oseman Bisexual Reacts Courtney Jai

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  • Heartstopper EP1 Alice Oseman Bisexual Reacts Courtney Jai
    #Heartstopper #Reaction #React #Bisexual #Gay
    Today is very special for me as I get to react to Heartstopper I've been waiting over a year to meet Charlie and nick and what makes it extra special is that I'm actually a cast member in the show
    i get to help Nick with his bisexual journey and it one of the proudest moments of my life. Heartstopper is a beautiful story written by Alice Oseman about a gay boy (Charlie) who meets and falls for another boy who starts to realise he's bisexual leading to their eventual romance.
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    Heartstopper Episode 1 plot
    Stuck in a secret relationship, shy Charlie starts to crush on Nick, the school's popular rugby star, and joins the team against his friends' advice.
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    Episode Review
    So this review is going to be biased but i cant possibly rate anything below a 10 i love the characters , i love how connected i feel to charlie
    and nick but most of all i love how real its feels to me.
    10/10
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  • @trudioseman2602
    @trudioseman2602 2 ปีที่แล้ว +812

    I’ve watched a lot of reactions (obviously being Alice’s mum) but yours is my favourite. I’m so glad you were invited to be in the show.

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +180

      I can't thank Alice enough I only found out yesterday that she picked me because she watched my channel I feel so grateful, I'm so happy for her its just amazing to be apart of its something I would have loved at 14 and so many kids will now have something to guide them and not feel alone 💖.

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +121

      All quick question what's alices favourite coffee place she going to sign a copy of the book for me , but I wanted to surprise her with a thank you card with a little gift card for a coffee so she can treat herself for being so amazing. 😊

    • @adamczarnecki1630
      @adamczarnecki1630 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I would also recommend the reaction to the episode 1 (and following episodes) of "Heartstopper" by Harry Allen:
      th-cam.com/video/uIURSMwvemE/w-d-xo.html

    • @calg2041
      @calg2041 2 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      You should be so proud of Alice and how she’s helped so many of us deal with our own personal issues - even in our 30’s!!!! I cannot thank Alice enough.

    • @sheldongenealogy
      @sheldongenealogy 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@Courtney-Jai This is so funny! I just found you and watched your react video to Red, White, and Royal Blue and was thinking to myself - "he looks a lot like the guy explaining bi-sexuality on Heartstopper". Now I'm searching your other videos and yes! It was you! So cool!! Love your content :)

  • @Courtney-Jai
    @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +265

    who would want to see my outakes of my scene that didn't make it into the show , also I could show my original script and how different it is from the final video.

    • @rutheino5280
      @rutheino5280 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Yesssss please

    • @quasi8180
      @quasi8180 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Crap missed the live

    • @giovannac.8590
      @giovannac.8590 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yes yes yes!! 🤩😍

    • @gmonorail
      @gmonorail 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      def do this ❤

    • @tallactordude
      @tallactordude 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Absolutely!

  • @Courtney-Jai
    @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +73

    who wants me to make a full video of what nick watched in the show

    • @ayya26
      @ayya26 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      yes please!! 🙏🏼

    • @hyungwonniebebe6576
      @hyungwonniebebe6576 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      all of us!!!! 🙋‍♀️🙋‍♀️🙋‍♀️

  • @lightseeker40
    @lightseeker40 2 ปีที่แล้ว +419

    When I saw you in the show I literally freaked out 😂 you were one of the people that helped me accept my sexuality six years ago. And seeing you breaking the fourth wall was amazing, like "I know this guy: he helped me and now he is gonna help Nick!"
    I take this occasion to thank you for your support and for all the nice moments you give us through your videos by just being yourself 💜

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      Awwwwww ❤️ thank you for all the support you guys give me without you guys being amazing I would never have been in this position

  • @ExElliexE
    @ExElliexE 2 ปีที่แล้ว +90

    It's so cool that they incorporated actual youtubers!

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      Yeah I actually spoke to Alice she chose me because she had watched my channel , which is amazing because she could have chose anyone I mean it's a Netflix show who wouldn't want to be apart of it

    • @ExElliexE
      @ExElliexE 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@Courtney-Jai That's genuinely so cool. It's probably because you have very nice, and well-organized videos (in my opinion anyway lol)

  • @timothyxosullivan
    @timothyxosullivan 2 ปีที่แล้ว +98

    My favoirites are Nick and Tao, because they call out homophobia. I actually want to be like that. I absolutely hate homophobia.

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Yeah I have to admit quite a few times I've had to call it out , my friends tell me off because sometimes it's all the trolls want. I just can't help it I see stupid comment I going to show that person how stupid they are

    • @timothyxosullivan
      @timothyxosullivan 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I sometimes think it is the role of the bisexuals to stand up and call out homophobia. I think its because we are able to live in both worlds...gay and straight.

    • @G1NZOU
      @G1NZOU 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      This, and Nick and Tao, while different, really stand up for Charlie in different ways, but both care for him a lot.

    • @asherikamichaela8425
      @asherikamichaela8425 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ​@@timothyxosullivanEh, speaking as a pan individual, I don't think assigning "roles" to people is good at all. Especially when it comes to things like this. I mean, I get where you're coming from (I totally call that bs out myself any chance I get), but us "living in both worlds" (which we don't btw) doesn't automatically make us the ambassadors of the LGBTQIA+ community. We can choose to do so, of course, but not everyone is comfortable doing something like that.

  • @jorgeluisfigueroarojas9177
    @jorgeluisfigueroarojas9177 2 ปีที่แล้ว +113

    When I saw you in the episode. I literally died of excitement. It’s about time we talk more about bisexuality and all the diversity. Love your content. ❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Its such Ana amazing feeling to represent bisexuality on such a big scale also make me feel like nick is my baby now

  • @elinedefaux
    @elinedefaux 2 ปีที่แล้ว +56

    I have watched this show twice in a week and I don't regret a single thing about that

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Yeah I'm watching it and reacting to it then I'm going to watch it again with april , my friend joey loves it

    • @elinedefaux
      @elinedefaux 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Courtney-Jai It indeed is amazing. I had the same with Young Royals honnestly

  • @legok6037
    @legok6037 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I loved the series and felt really proud that bi kids (and gay kids too) are going to have this kind of representation! I'm a bi woman who grew up in the US, so some of my experiences were different from Nick's, but a lot of moments really resonated with me. We've been erased and ignored for a long time, so it makes me really happy to see characters like Nick represent my identity and experiences.

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Makes me happy to , means alot to be apart of the series

  • @amycope7970
    @amycope7970 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I can’t believe how many tears I’ve shed over this show the past week. First while watching it. Then while watching reaction videos. Then while reading reviews or posts where people talk about the impact it’s had on them.

  • @nathangriffiths3497
    @nathangriffiths3497 2 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    To everyone here in the comments. Remember this video when Courtney blows up, and you'll be able to say... you were here!

  • @Benpg93
    @Benpg93 2 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    I remember watching a different TH-camr coming out as bi, it was one of the key moments in my journey and extremely emotional. I'm glad they depicted Nick finding you in the show because it was exactly what I did. We may not have had this show growing up, but I am so happy it is out there for kids and anyone really who may be struggling with understanding themselves.

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I think its great showing another way of approaching an understanding of your sexuality , I feel very proud and lucky to be apart of something so amazing

  • @clairemacdonald6428
    @clairemacdonald6428 2 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    I watched with my teenage son, he initially came out at 11, I suggested he give it some time and then at 13 he said he was definitely bi. He knows O love and support no matter what. This show and your channel are amazing for everyone, but especially the LGBTQ+ community. I also loved how the show allows the characters to express their emotions. Keep up the good work ❤️

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Thank I'll keep trying best ans say congrats to your son from me he's should be very proud from one heartstopper to another.

    • @pinksenshi9690
      @pinksenshi9690 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I watched this with my 11yo daughter who came out to me as pan last year. We binged the whole thing in 2 days. I love that it is such a great springboard for conversations, is family friendly, and is so uplifting and heartwarming. I've already read all of the graphic novel as well and can't wait for more. So grateful for this show!!

  • @BeautyMonster1000
    @BeautyMonster1000 2 ปีที่แล้ว +120

    I was sooo happy to see you in the show! I freaked out! You were one of the many people I used to watch back when I was still in the closet and your videos brought me lots of comfort to make it through that point in my life until I was finally ready to come out as bisexual. You and your videos are part of the reason I felt strong enough to do it. You definitely deserved your spot on the show! ☺❤

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      That warms my heart thank you so much , I'm just happy I could help you 💗 💓

    • @itsjustnaeem
      @itsjustnaeem 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Same here ❤️

  • @pjnorthbay
    @pjnorthbay ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This series is so many emotions for a lot of lgbtqia+ people that spans the ages tbh and I'm very happy they have renewed it for two more seasons!

  • @EugenTemba
    @EugenTemba 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Conclusion: protect Charlie at all costs, no matter how many Apocalypses one has to cause.

  • @cliffordbishop933
    @cliffordbishop933 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I am American but also felt the series was very healing and emotional to watch for me and could so relate. Luv your sharing your feelings and insights also. kiss

  • @Courtney-Jai
    @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +51

    who's your favourite heartstopper character , I'm absolutely loving Charlie he's so adorable.

    • @ryanwalter9109
      @ryanwalter9109 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      It's a tie between Charlie and Nick. Charlie is easy to relate to and you can feel the emotion and the authenticity of his experience. Then there's Nick who despite putting on a heterosexual façade still calls out homophobia. Nick's discovery and coming out process is absolutely adorable and the way the characters interact is perfect. Kit and Joe did an amazing job bringing these characters to life.

    • @BeautyMonster1000
      @BeautyMonster1000 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Nick because he's a bisexual man who goes through lots of the same experiences as I went through as a bisexual woman when I was younger. He's just so relatable and I love his relationship with Charlie so much!

    • @user-co6kt6qj1k
      @user-co6kt6qj1k 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Tao Xu He’s such a good friend

    • @dot6200
      @dot6200 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Charlie for me too 🥺🥰

    • @jamesjackson8292
      @jamesjackson8292 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Charlie is such a cinnamon roll

  • @pablod.rodriguez1423
    @pablod.rodriguez1423 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I´m not crying! You are crying! 😭😭😭🥰😍😘 This series has reconciled me with my fifteen year old self...

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      The exact same funny enough I get to be the person in the show that I wished I had as a kid

    • @pablod.rodriguez1423
      @pablod.rodriguez1423 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Courtney-Jai You are doing great, and life if full of second chances... Thanks and lots of love from sunny Spain 🤗

  • @hsfan876
    @hsfan876 2 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    I KNEW I recognised you 😂I binged the show 5 times in 3 days and I fully intend on watching it more! I've read all the graphic novels and I listen to the mixtape on a daily basis. This show has a GRIP ON ME

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Haha that's awesome well Alice was lovely when I spoke to her and I'm going to react to every episode and I want to make the full video nick would have watched and show the other takes I made for the show

    • @canny_linguist
      @canny_linguist 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Watched twice in two days might start again because it's too good

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@canny_linguist I think its so binge worth with their only being 8 episodes and them being like 30 minutes

    • @canny_linguist
      @canny_linguist 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Courtney-Jai Need to read the books now that's my next goal 📚 just until Netflix announces a 2nd season 🤞

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@canny_linguist a copy of the first has just arrived for me alice said she'll sign it for me she's so sweet

  • @jeffersonrocha8382
    @jeffersonrocha8382 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    man i´ve just watched the series and freakout in the second ive saw you...
    when i was discovering my sexuality you we´re for me exactly the same what you were for NICK... I searched bissexuality on youtube and you were the firts guy who i paid attention, and the person who showed me that liking boys and girls ins´t wrong.
    Just passing by to say thank you, you made part of my way to be easier to live.
    THANKS
    XO

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Thats amazing and I'm very happy I could help you its amazing see everyone comment this after all these years makes me feel like a raised a generation of bisexuals haha

  • @tobiasradmacher
    @tobiasradmacher 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    3:00 Oh, this is possible. When I was in school my pen exploded during a geography test and I kina looked the same. XD

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I completely blanked thats its a fountain pen he's using I used to get the ink everywhere haha

  • @hannahhowden8980
    @hannahhowden8980 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    New heartstopper fan (how) and my first time here on your channel. As someone who’s bi and in their later twenties, watching this show honestly feels like a form of therapy. Almost like they’ve validated so much of my own high school experience that was a major source of stress and specific genuinely traumatic experiences along the way. I didn’t realize how much those experiences are still with me until I watched Heartstopper. My heart is just so full, I am so thankful that this story is out in the world and that there are creators like you sharing their experiences and being so open and supportive of the queer community

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  ปีที่แล้ว

      Well I'm just happy the show is helping so many people it was a great privilege to be apart of it and be what I never had. ❤️

  • @brianmatthews1736
    @brianmatthews1736 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I loved the series, and it is absolutely great that one of the people in the series does content...and the online presenter he had help his character realize he was bisexual is an actual real world bisexual...Alice, Netflix, Joe, Kit...the entire cast, and crew...this show has done it right! Great to see your reaction on this....I too wish I had content like this when I was a teen cause I go even farther back so to speak...gasp..the days without cell phones at all...my gawd! LOL

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Well it's was amazing to be invited to be apart of thr show and I'm really happy everyone is enjoying it.

  • @lucthin6245
    @lucthin6245 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I really love this show. I binged watch it twice already and will watch it more time. It is so innocent and contain a positive representation of a bisexual person which is hard to find as well. I can see you are all teary eyes about it. We all needed this show growing up. It's no late for me but I am glad future generations will have this sweet and innocent show. I hope you are able to film your meeting with the actors.

  • @showmoke
    @showmoke 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    They’re all great, but Charlie’s sister makes me chuckle - she’s really good!

  • @babydollface
    @babydollface 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    This show is pure joy for me! I love it so much! ❤

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thats amazing, so happy you enjoyed it.

  • @florentinenice9146
    @florentinenice9146 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I just watched it and went straight here. I also noticed other Easter eggs like the movie Brokeback Mountain or the BuzzFeed gay quizzes and stuff, as well as the gay panic background, your appearance and gay music like girl in red.... That whole series was a blessing.

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Its really is it also just have has a warm welcoming vibe that I love

  • @confessionofabookdragon
    @confessionofabookdragon 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    One of the things I love about Heartstopper is that how Nick and Charlie's relationship starts out as friendship and it grew into something beautiful and it did not seem rushed.

    • @G1NZOU
      @G1NZOU 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Absolutely, it feels so natural when Nick starts to gradually realise that while he began the relationship as a friendship he realises he has romantic feelings for Charlie.

  • @BrownsBacker
    @BrownsBacker 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    There is no way you could imagine how iconic this show would be....and to be a small part of it is wonderful! I'm hoping this is a beginning of the end of the movie trope that gays have to be sentenced to unhappiness or tragedy.

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thats would be nice and yeah I thought thr show would do well didn't realise it would be this big

    • @BrownsBacker
      @BrownsBacker 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I've seen a crapload of gay films... none have affected me so viscerally. And I don't know why, except for the simplicity and earnestness...and feeling understood. Lol....

  • @smallvillesuperman88
    @smallvillesuperman88 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    So crazy to think that something replaced Love, Victor for me in terms of just a heartwarming experience, but this show does it so effortlessly. Now I'm just rewatching constantly w reactors and buying the novels. 😅🙆‍♂️ I'm happy both shows exist, but didn't see something else knocking it down a peg so quickly. The setting is so refreshing.

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yeah I feel the same way obviously being in the show makes it super special for me too

  • @federicobottaro
    @federicobottaro 2 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    Oh my god I'm so happy for you!!! When I saw you I literally screamed for joy!!! 🥳

  • @jeresitkosanfrancisco8370
    @jeresitkosanfrancisco8370 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    I was so excited to see you on this great show! Congrats.

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you it was amazing to be apart of it

  • @finnyc.260
    @finnyc.260 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    OH MY GOD YOURE THE TH-camR IN THE SHOW OMG!!! I totally didn't recognize you without all the hair!!😱😱😱❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yes that's me haha now tell everyone , even your postman the message must be delivered 😜

  • @Tiedye6336
    @Tiedye6336 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    nick and Charlie said hi a lot in the first episode I notice

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yeah I think its super adorable

  • @alejandroojeda1572
    @alejandroojeda1572 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I couldn't believe It when i Saw you in the show. Really amazing surprise

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Haha I was speaking to Alice earlier and I didn't realise she picked me personally for the show as soon as I found out I was almost crying 😅 😭

    • @alejandroojeda1572
      @alejandroojeda1572 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Courtney-Jai btw, did you know what your role in the show would be? Had you read the comics before?

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@alejandroojeda1572 well yeah I knew, i had a meeting with Alice (who is lovely by the way ) and she explained my role to me and the studio sent me over the comics to read. Alice actually picked me because of all the videos I've made about bisexuality over the years so it makes it really special to me.

  • @tallactordude
    @tallactordude 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    There is so much about the show that I love that one comment simply wouldn’t contain it. I think one of the things that is most likable about it is that it touches on serious issues without ever becoming a downer. Even when something doesn’t go well, it’s not long before things are put right again. And I have to say I am impressed with all of these young actors, many of whom have never done anything like this before. The performances are so spot on and truthful. I can’t begin to count the number of times my eyes were welling up at the same time I was smiling as I watched this series.

  • @OLDS98
    @OLDS98 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    You were are touched by this program. You can see this. There is nothing wrong with that. It was your emotions and just how you relate. That is great you had the experience to be a part of the show. Just imagine how many people are touched by your experience. You were indeed touched.

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Aww thank you it was a great experience

  • @gmonorail
    @gmonorail 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    what a great cameo!

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Thank you very much , it was so hard to keep it a secret for a year

  • @spillintea683
    @spillintea683 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I screamed when I saw your video omg so happy for you x

  • @purpledaydreamer9682
    @purpledaydreamer9682 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I new it was one of your Videos as soon as I heard your voice in the show. I thought it added a lot of authenticity. Nick was doing exactly the same things I did in early stages of figgering out my sexuality. Incredibly relatable
    So happy for you that you get to be in this wonderful show! :)

  • @rjshipp
    @rjshipp 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Love the show and particularly appreciate your commentary!

  • @arinak.3627
    @arinak.3627 ปีที่แล้ว

    At the start of this video I look at you and I'm like "wait a minute! I've seen him before" It's so cool to stumble across your channel and watch you react to heartstopper

  • @alester950
    @alester950 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    It’s such a wonderful show, it was great to see your cameo!. New subscriber here

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thats awesome well I'm going to be making other videos around the show exclusive to my channel so you should love that

  • @user-md4zr6jr6t
    @user-md4zr6jr6t 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    oh my god, you're a real youtuber, that's fantastic! you're fantastic! i loved your clip from the show sooooo much!

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Wow that's a really nice comment and thank you hopefully I'll be seeing you alot more in the comment section , also telling people that I'm really is a very awesome move on your part 😀

  • @geralcastillo5818
    @geralcastillo5818 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I almost cry when I saw your yt videos in the show

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I'm sure I will to when I finally watch it all

  • @BrianNeal
    @BrianNeal 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Those 2 seem to be taking the gay community by storm right now. Theyre very amazing and show what relationships like that should go. Its almost like Disney's Andi Mac on steroids! I wanted to see another season of that so TJ and Cirus could've grown into that instead of the series ending with them finally getting together! This series kind of goes where Andi Mac chose not to go!

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I'd say the show is taking the queer community by storm seems its representing bisexual, homosexuality and transgender at least up to thr point where I've watched which I think is great , I feel very proud to be apart of the show.

  • @italexs_
    @italexs_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Can’t wait for this video

  • @azkhar5462
    @azkhar5462 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Got to your part in the show and immediately searched for 'bisexual youtuber in heartstopper' so I'm here now! Your hairstyle is awesome btw. ^-^ And I'll say I love the reaction episodes so far and really look forward to seeing the full version of the video Nick watched (if you plan to post it?) !!

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Well funny enough it's about 25 seconds long because it was made specifically for thr show but I plan to make it how it would have been if it was a full video , also I have the other takes that didn't get in the show that I want to show

  • @calg2041
    @calg2041 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    One of the best reactions. You’ve managed to be part of something big! Absolutely love it

  • @madamemikeyslife671
    @madamemikeyslife671 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I watched all of them in one day! Lol ❤
    Saw that he watched your video! I was like ooohh

  • @ianlol555
    @ianlol555 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    I was so happy to see you in the show!!! And then show is amazing, all the feels.

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I'm just happy I get to share my big secret with everyone , it's been so crazy waiting a year for its release

  • @rutheino5280
    @rutheino5280 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    the way you talk about things and your experience is very good because many need it. they need to know they are not alone, they are not the only ones who feel that way. someone who understands not condemns. someone who has really done it and will help others to do the same

  • @jpwphoenix1701
    @jpwphoenix1701 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I watched the episode you're in today. It was a great little cameo and I think your video was perfect for helping Nick come to terms with being bisexual. I love this show so much and usually have a lot of laughs and tears during pretty much every episode. It's resonated so much with me, just like the books, and I honestly wish they'd all been around while I was growing-up as there's so much I relate to. Sadly, I wasn't lucky enough to be "out" at school or have a boyfriend like Nick (God knows, I wish I had! Especially as he could've saved me from the bullies!).

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yeah I've noticed alot of people have felt super happy about thr show but also in reflection it shows alot of us never got due to fear but hopefully this can change that

  • @turtlenecksok
    @turtlenecksok 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    i was so excited to see you in the show! your video was also one of the one's i watched when i was questioning everything and seeing you a part of nick's journey as well was very emotional.

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Alot of people have said its made it so much more personal for them because he's done exactly what they've done with me , make me proud knowing I've helped so many people

  • @G1NZOU
    @G1NZOU 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Mr Ajayi is one of my favourite characters, a gay teacher that Charlie can confide in.
    This series is not only fantastic for its representation, but also role model characters and how to be supportive.

  • @wayla9933
    @wayla9933 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Omg I love your reaction . It’s so lovely to hear your story too.

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Haha thank you well it's nice watching it for the first time with the people who love it , it's just amazing I get to be apart of nicks journey

  • @shaunharper-lawrence9985
    @shaunharper-lawrence9985 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Love Heartstopper! (I may have watched it through a couple of times!) Wish I'd had something like this when I was exploring my sexuality. It's because of Heartstopper I found your channel!

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Well that's really awesome , it's nice to have you here

  • @gopimaxted5287
    @gopimaxted5287 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Awesome, love the reaction. I love this show so much. It’s so insane. My favourite character is Charlie so adorable ❤️

  • @misti-step
    @misti-step 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    congrats on being in the show!!!

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you I feel really blessed

  • @javencummins1426
    @javencummins1426 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    That is so cool that you are apart of this! I remember watching episode 6 and wondering if you were a real TH-camr.

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yep I'm very real I have alot of videos trying to help the same way I helped nick in the show

  • @nuiseksan4689
    @nuiseksan4689 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Glad to see you being a part of this fantastic series😊❤️

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Me to I feel very proud

  • @missgeschick6317
    @missgeschick6317 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I knew I remembered you from somewhere! I did watch your Young Royals reaction a while ago and I am really happy you got chosen for this! Congratulations

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank you very much , its something I'm super proud of

  • @Ulriquinho
    @Ulriquinho 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I actually recognized you in the show. I am looking forward to seeing your reactions!

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thats awesome well there's 4 so far so enjoy new one literally came out an hour ago

  • @JJF74
    @JJF74 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Once I saw the video you were going to be a part of the show was curious so binged watched the whole season. Congratulations. I thought it was really good. Charlie texts Nick but tries to find the right words where he knows he doesn't want to scare him off and Nick is unsure what to say either. Both of them don't want to come off as stupid. Felt the acting was great. The first three volumes are at my library so thinking of giving them a read.

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Oh you definitely should I think the comic kinda gives it abit more of an adult element at points , I was reading the first one today.

  • @IExpectedBSJustNotThisMuchBS
    @IExpectedBSJustNotThisMuchBS 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Yes, I relate to the Bi panic and confusion. (I only became attracted to boys when my hormones kicked in and it was confusing because I figured I was a lesbian at a young age.) I think the idea that we not feel forced to choose a label is important. I labeled myself bisexual because I’m physically attracted to women and men pretty much equally and as intensely. However, over time, I realised I only have romantic feelings for women. I don’t rule out the possibility with the opposite sex, but given a long history, it’s unlikely. We know there are people who don’t experience romantic feelings and so it’s within the realm of the possible that there are many of us who have only same sex romantic feelings but are sexually attracted to men and women or are pan in terms of attraction (and vice versa). Romantic feelings and attraction are not one in the same.

  • @amexred
    @amexred 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I didn’t know your appearance was a real thing . That’s cool . Subbed . Please do the rest of the episodes if you can . It was interesting seeing your reaction and comments about the episode

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thats the plan 👌 😀

  • @mikelmontoya2965
    @mikelmontoya2965 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I was so surprised when I saw you in the show!

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Haha I actually haven't seen my parr yet as I have to react to it , but I was vert grateful to be involved

  • @isaacevilman7586
    @isaacevilman7586 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    Since you canonically exist in the Heartstopper universe, does that mean this video exists too? Is this like how in the Nickelodeon Teen Sitcom Universe (what do you mean it has another name? No one has EVER called it anything else) basically every show exists in the same universe they happen in. Like how Cat can watch an episode of Drake & Josh and then have Hellen from Drake & Josh be her principal.

  • @michaelthomas3821
    @michaelthomas3821 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    so i had almost the exact opposite experience of wholesome when i grew up. not in a bad way, but in way that was a reality too in its naughtiness growing up in suburban LA. there are many ways to have a good youth and not all of them need to be fairy tales. i'm so ridiculously happy that the new generation can have mine too because of PrEP. it was really fun writing my piece about my misspent youth. all of our truths need to be told

  • @jackkodoesthings
    @jackkodoesthings 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Omg no way, this video is so cool

  • @sybariticcupboardrat3763
    @sybariticcupboardrat3763 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I think I had a pretty easy time with my phase of realizing I'm queer. I was lucky and didn't get bullied, despite that most people probably thought I was a lesbian. If I hadn't found fanfiction, I think it would have been far more difficult to be comfortable with the concept of homosexuality. Fanfic used to be an obscure hobby that most people had never heard of, so I could have easily never come across it. If I hadn't had fanfic, a show like Heartstopper would have been so helpful. And TV shows have far more social impact anyway.

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  ปีที่แล้ว

      Thats really good you found your comfort zone , I wish more people would have that I think with shows like heartstopper they will I know me being in the show was full circle for me from not having representation to finally becoming the representation I never had.

  • @anaraylaaraujosilva1353
    @anaraylaaraujosilva1353 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    when i saw you in that episode i almost screamed...but it was dawn so i screamed internally. kkkkkk. And I was so happy to see you there.

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Haha I was just happy to be part of thr show I had waited a whole year for this

  • @jadedarling6891
    @jadedarling6891 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This reaction melts my little queer heart, your reactions are so heartfelt and pure and whilst I am so sorry you are able to relate to some of these experiences I am also so thrilled to see how touched you are by feeling represented. It means a lot to me too and I’m so glad we share that pride! Happy pride baby! 🏳️‍🌈🫶🏻❤️

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Aww thank you I'm just glad I got to represent bisexuality in such a positive way in the show its so cool I got help Nick, now there's finally bi roles models out there

    • @jadedarling6891
      @jadedarling6891 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Courtney-Jai I’m so glad it is you that gets to be the representation that us as little babies would have killed to see on tv, you deserve this! 🫶🏻❤️

  • @fernandocruz5747
    @fernandocruz5747 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I have no idea you actually exist... But I'm glad you do. And I'm happy to find you, you have won my subscribe.

  • @Disneymore
    @Disneymore 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Really cool that you react to the show you also were a part of, I love this show and love your little advice part in episode 6, I actually thought it were clips from an already existing video of yours, but it's cool you recorded that specifically for the show :)

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you yeah I remember filming it was so stressful trying to get bisexuality across in 30 seconds

    • @Disneymore
      @Disneymore 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@Courtney-Jai I believe that 😂😅

  • @icyboi13
    @icyboi13 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    So glad to have found your channel! Heartstopper is such a sweet show & comic & just a wonderful boost of happiness. I especially liked your vid(s) they used to highlight bisexuality.

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Aww thank you fun fact the video was filmed for the show and I scripted it myself so I said everything I thought would be important

    • @icyboi13
      @icyboi13 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Courtney-Jai Well it was pretty perfect, or at least perfectly what people like Nick need.

  • @MelaniesMuses
    @MelaniesMuses 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Found you from the show! Fabulous

  • @rutheino5280
    @rutheino5280 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Yessss yesssssss see you tomorrow sweetheart

  • @kenobiwan3291
    @kenobiwan3291 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    when i was watching the show, i still couldn’t understand why the youtuber had such a familiar face. then I found out your name in the comments under one reaction video and came here. it turns out that i watched your reaction to RWRB, and i liked it so much that i saved it for review. i'm so glad you were on the show, it's great! now i'm going to go watch the whole playlist!

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Thats put a massive smile on my face I hope you enjoy the rest of my videos although episode 6 reaction get ready to see me cry alot

    • @kenobiwan3291
      @kenobiwan3291 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@Courtney-Jai it's okay because i like to see people have the same emotions that i have. let's cry together.

  • @KnightRaymund
    @KnightRaymund 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    watched the first 4 last weekend. will watch the other half next weekend. I love it. I hear you and wish there was mote like this when I was a kid. come a long way in 20 years but still aways to go.
    things are pretty good in Canada, but not perfect. but then you look at the rising transphobia in the UK, the attacks from the right in the US and more....

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      All we can do is stand up against it I suppose , also I look forward to seeing you in episode 6 then haha

  • @SeaBiscuit3
    @SeaBiscuit3 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I was full Leo DiCaprio pointing meme when I saw you on the show.

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hahaha that's amazing I love it ❤️

  • @esesevets
    @esesevets 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Subscribed because of Heartstopper 😘😘😘

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Well I hope you also enjoy my videos haha 😀

  • @najeebirfani6676
    @najeebirfani6676 ปีที่แล้ว

    My sweet dude Courtney hopefully you would be fine,i really enjoy your beautiful comments reaction on homey video stay safe blessed with happiness

  • @Tiedye6336
    @Tiedye6336 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Courtney-jai after each episode that you react to you show ask us a question about that episode you react to! Also once you get done with reaction to all of the episodes maybe you could do a q&a about hearthopper or a video telling us your experience of being part of the cast..this will be a fun reaction

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thats a really cool idea I actually have some funeral stuff to talk about aswell everything from my script to how I was cast

  • @nobutheyonyou7990
    @nobutheyonyou7990 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    When i was watching the show i thought i recognised your voice on the TH-cam video Nick was watching and then it actually was you

  • @jeon957
    @jeon957 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I WAS HERE

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Well I'm happy to have you here

  • @thebakersruview131
    @thebakersruview131 ปีที่แล้ว

    Newly subscribed

  • @peterford5644
    @peterford5644 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love your reaction and would love it if you released full reaction videos on your Patreon page.

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I mean I can Start doing that if people would want that , I can do that for the last 2 videos as I still have to edit them

    • @peterford5644
      @peterford5644 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Courtney-Jai
      I realize that you have to make choices when editing and really enjoy your point of view and would like to see more.

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@peterford5644 well ofcourse I can I'll put the next 2 episodes up on there with it all being cut down

  • @Georgi_pk
    @Georgi_pk 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Love uu❤❤❤

  • @cliffordbishop933
    @cliffordbishop933 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I knew It was you so excited. Was watching you viewing Red White and Blue and I thought immediately that u looked familiar. And wondered if u were the guy on Biseuality video and I was right.

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Haha yeah thats me I've been making videos about bisexuality for a long time now

  • @keithp6056
    @keithp6056 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    It was indeed a real treat to see you in the show! Congrats!

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you I look forward to doing all the reacts for the show

    • @keithp6056
      @keithp6056 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Courtney-Jai I've been thinking a lot about the show since I last saw it. It's difficult to not think of it. The combination of cast, characters, lighting, music, and story are captivating. There truly is nothing like it on TV at this moment.
      With that said, I have also been experiencing a profound sadness after seeing it. I'm happy for the teens to see this, but when I see this it makes me feel I missed out. I never had what Nick and Charlie had and won't ever because I'm in my 40s now. One may assume, the way I am talking, there's no special guy in my life. But I've been in a committed happy relationship for 19 yrs. I think it's a sense of loss that cannot be fixed so easily.

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@keithp6056 well there's nothing stopping you from having what they have , you just need to embrace yourself go make some fun memories.

    • @keithp6056
      @keithp6056 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Courtney-Jai I am really thankful for my boyfriend and we have made so many amazing memories together. Whenever I get down about the past, I try to focus on that.

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@keithp6056 just think you have what alot of people spend their whole lives wanting and you still have many future memories to come

  • @dramoneikiel
    @dramoneikiel 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Yesss when I saw you I screamed and paused the show. I was like wait! I watch him !!😂😂😂

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Haha I can't wait to react to it see all you guys in comments its gonna be so fun as when the video the goes up I have a live chat

    • @dramoneikiel
      @dramoneikiel 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Courtney-Jai Love that, can’t wait to see your reaction and great vid btw😊

  • @mvnyoongiix
    @mvnyoongiix 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I knew i recognized you! congratulations!

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you it was a very big moment for me

    • @mvnyoongiix
      @mvnyoongiix 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Courtney-Jai i bet it was!

  • @Super_Mario128
    @Super_Mario128 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I’ll have to watch it, have you ever thought of an acting career Courtney?❤❤

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Not really I have a terrible memory I like the idea but I don't know if I would be any good at it

  • @simona1789
    @simona1789 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    One of my first phones was also a Sony Ericsson flip phone lol

  • @richardrosas6185
    @richardrosas6185 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Heartstoppers love it watched 3 times already .

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I'm vet happy you liked it

  • @DADDYART1
    @DADDYART1 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This show is so good that I went thru all 8 episodes in 3 days and I don't usually watch that much tv. Lol

    • @rutheino5280
      @rutheino5280 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same

    • @erikperhs_
      @erikperhs_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I watched it all at once... It's just 4 hours long haha
      I usually binge seasons, even if it was 8h of content I would still have watched it all in the same day

  • @Nelson-lm5ik
    @Nelson-lm5ik 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Iconic

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Haha I don't know if I'd say I'm iconic lol

  • @Solon_H
    @Solon_H 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I saw you in the show

    • @Courtney-Jai
      @Courtney-Jai  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Haha yep it was a big secret I had to keep for a whole year 😅