Thank you for listening. That means a lot to me. I'm doing much better now, this week has been my best so far! And don't worry, I try to answer all of my comments even if they're posted a week or more after upload. :)
I’m so sorry that happened no one deserves to be treated like that, it’s not fair that some people think there helping but there doing more harm then help….
Thanks for being so honest to really enjoy videos like these,not because they are about trauma but like I totally understand it. Partially relate to it,it gives as you said a feeling of inclusion. I already commented but tbh felt like there was more to say. First this is really brave,to come forward with such a problem. It fueled my anger to hear this but it didn't surprise me. As said in another comment I've seen this. I know how real those things are and how much of a joke they might sound like for people who have never been there. Thank you for sharing this. Glad you're still here, that is really strong. Anyone who reads this glad you are alive, even tho times might be shitty. Videos like such are hopefully a small step to change in to this system. Again cannot express how proud I am for you to be here. Idk you in person but to me you seem really cool, brave and strong. Whoever reads this and feels like its not worth it,you are worth it and it can get better:)
Honestly- thank you so much for commenting. You sound like a beautiful soul and I'm honored to have met you. If this video helps even just one person to feel less alone then I count the entire experience worth it. That's always been my greatest hope, spread awareness, share, relate and make change where I can. :) Your encouragement means a lot to so thank you for commenting more than once. Sending you well wishes and prayers as well!
@@Twintails7770im glad to hear I can at least encourage you a bit to share stuff like this. Its really important,crazy how so much goes on behind closed doors,in a place where you’re supposed to get better. Thank youu for responding always makes me happy to see that maybe theres a ways to motivate people:)
I'm sorry you were treated poorly in the hospital and during your transfer there. I would've thought the paramedics would've understood your situation better since I'm sure your parents told them a decent amount of information about what was happening to you. I hope you're able to get justice for all the horrible treatment you suffered. Also, I'll definitely be praying for you! 🙏🏻
Thank you. Unfortunately they had heard quite a bit from my patents but they didn't seem to internalize that information at all. They just did what they wanted. And often enough that's the case, unfortunately. I appreciate your prayers!
@@Twintails7770 im so sorry to hear this,tho it was pretty clear for me since I have seen others being treated like this during my stays:( I really hope they change something about the way they treat patients.I wish you the best during healing process and hopefully they really change something,cuz the amount of times ive heard or seen this is crazy... sending much love and energy:(❤🩹
@@Layla-bm2oq Thank you. I really appreciate your kind words. I'm not sure the system is ready for such radical change. They're sort of stuck in a nonproductive and harmful cycle that they've kept up for years. I wish I had a larger platform to spread awareness from because you're totally right, this goes on way too often. In other news: I'm doing much better this week, so thanks for the well wishes!
I feel like the more you get committed to such darn places the more traumatised the worse it gets and it might be a vicious cycle (that’s just my opinion of course), at this point it really does feels like a nightmare especially the fact you experience everything within the whole time (especially the physical pain/chokin/restraining/injections) I’m so sorry that you’ve been through such horrors, I hope such things would never ever happen again to you, I’m glad you are self aware enough to inform the doc though about the med during your stay, sadly the staff handled it pretty shįtty though. Bet ya gonna need years of therapy after this and takes lots of time to recover from the experience if it’s even possible to heal from this at all, if there’s even people could be trusted to talk to, but yeah, feel free to just vent it out and stuff, just coping if processing and healing isn’t available for now.
Thank you. It truly can feel like two steps forward and five steps back. Thankfully I'm working with a trauma specialist now whom I'm hoping to be able to sort through some of this with. I wish there were more I could do for people in positions like mine, including some of the others patients at the ward I stayed at. But for now this seems to be the best I can offer. These things have to be exposed and I find that process somewhat freeing myself. Thanks for the kind comment. I really appreciate it. (P.s I watched one of your animations and I'd love to see more!)
@@Twintails7770 Glad to hear that, I wish you the best in your journey, after all you likely earned and needed it considering the amount of things you’ve been through not just from this experience but others stuff of your life, I hope the trauma therapy specialist would actually be a decent person who treats you right, can’t wait to see more incoming videos of yours. (Ooo thank you btw, I appreciate it, my videos rarely have any views haha as I’m quite a private person, but since you say you like em I’m gonna tell you lil something, I usually unlisted my animations within a week after publishing due to being paranoid of people, but if you want to see them they’re usually hidden in my playlists of the channel, though I don’t usually have much motivation for many of my projects especially animations so yeah it’s gonna take awhile for each…)
@@sillyhuman333 I think you have a really neat and unique style! The one video left me wanting more immediately! I'm definitely your fan. :) There will always be people who give unwanted criticism but for the most part youtube can be a good place to share your talent. I for one cant' wait to see what you make next! Keep at it!
@@sillyhuman333 Oh wow! How exciting! you can send it to my email here: requestline77@gmail.com. Just let me know when you send it so I can check that I received it! And, if you're open, I'd love to share it at the end of an upcoming video. Thanks so much!
Sorry, but... Them: No, don't give her the meds she's prescribed. They must be the issue! Miles: Is finally able to take them and recovers Them: *Surprise Pikachu face* How you were treated by that hospital and cop is so hard and frustrating to listen to. I get being nervous and wondering whether a patient's current meds didn't help, but they sounded so heavy handed and dismissive. I hope you're feeling better now 🙏 Best wishes
Oh my word! Your comment had me rolling on the floor laughing! I couldn't have said it better myself. XD Things are slowly looking up so my hope is that that will continue as we head toward the end of the year. Thank you so much for your comment! It made my day to hear this. :) May you have an amazing rest of your week and an awesome weekend!
I’m so, SO sorry that happened to you! I’m here if you ever want to talk it over or need a shoulder to cry on.
Prayers!
Thank you! Your sweet comment made my night. :)
Thanks for being brave enough to share with us your recent ordeal. I hope by sharing you are able to process the trauma and move toward healing.
Thank you! It feels nice to be heard and to have people respond so genuinely. Everyone has been so kind. I appreciate your comment. :)
Well thank you for sharing with us, I hope you're okay now and sorry for the late reply.
Thank you for listening. That means a lot to me. I'm doing much better now, this week has been my best so far! And don't worry, I try to answer all of my comments even if they're posted a week or more after upload. :)
I’m so sorry that happened no one deserves to be treated like that, it’s not fair that some people think there helping but there doing more harm then help….
Thanks for being so honest to really enjoy videos like these,not because they are about trauma but like I totally understand it. Partially relate to it,it gives as you said a feeling of inclusion. I already commented but tbh felt like there was more to say. First this is really brave,to come forward with such a problem. It fueled my anger to hear this but it didn't surprise me. As said in another comment I've seen this. I know how real those things are and how much of a joke they might sound like for people who have never been there. Thank you for sharing this. Glad you're still here, that is really strong. Anyone who reads this glad you are alive, even tho times might be shitty.
Videos like such are hopefully a small step to change in to this system. Again cannot express how proud I am for you to be here. Idk you in person but to me you seem really cool, brave and strong.
Whoever reads this and feels like its not worth it,you are worth it and it can get better:)
Honestly- thank you so much for commenting. You sound like a beautiful soul and I'm honored to have met you. If this video helps even just one person to feel less alone then I count the entire experience worth it. That's always been my greatest hope, spread awareness, share, relate and make change where I can. :) Your encouragement means a lot to so thank you for commenting more than once. Sending you well wishes and prayers as well!
@@Twintails7770im glad to hear I can at least encourage you a bit to share stuff like this. Its really important,crazy how so much goes on behind closed doors,in a place where you’re supposed to get better.
Thank youu for responding always makes me happy to see that maybe theres a ways to motivate people:)
@@Layla-bm2oq I agree, it really is. And of course! Thank you for commenting, I really love hearing from people!
I'm sorry you were treated poorly in the hospital and during your transfer there. I would've thought the paramedics would've understood your situation better since I'm sure your parents told them a decent amount of information about what was happening to you. I hope you're able to get justice for all the horrible treatment you suffered.
Also, I'll definitely be praying for you! 🙏🏻
Thank you. Unfortunately they had heard quite a bit from my patents but they didn't seem to internalize that information at all. They just did what they wanted. And often enough that's the case, unfortunately. I appreciate your prayers!
@@Twintails7770 im so sorry to hear this,tho it was pretty clear for me since I have seen others being treated like this during my stays:(
I really hope they change something about the way they treat patients.I wish you the best during healing process and hopefully they really change something,cuz the amount of times ive heard or seen this is crazy...
sending much love and energy:(❤🩹
@@Layla-bm2oq Thank you. I really appreciate your kind words. I'm not sure the system is ready for such radical change. They're sort of stuck in a nonproductive and harmful cycle that they've kept up for years. I wish I had a larger platform to spread awareness from because you're totally right, this goes on way too often. In other news: I'm doing much better this week, so thanks for the well wishes!
@@Twintails7770 thats really great to hear you’re doing at least a bit better!
@@Layla-bm2oq Thank you. :)
I feel like the more you get committed to such darn places the more traumatised the worse it gets and it might be a vicious cycle (that’s just my opinion of course), at this point it really does feels like a nightmare especially the fact you experience everything within the whole time (especially the physical pain/chokin/restraining/injections) I’m so sorry that you’ve been through such horrors, I hope such things would never ever happen again to you, I’m glad you are self aware enough to inform the doc though about the med during your stay, sadly the staff handled it pretty shįtty though. Bet ya gonna need years of therapy after this and takes lots of time to recover from the experience if it’s even possible to heal from this at all, if there’s even people could be trusted to talk to, but yeah, feel free to just vent it out and stuff, just coping if processing and healing isn’t available for now.
Thank you. It truly can feel like two steps forward and five steps back. Thankfully I'm working with a trauma specialist now whom I'm hoping to be able to sort through some of this with. I wish there were more I could do for people in positions like mine, including some of the others patients at the ward I stayed at. But for now this seems to be the best I can offer. These things have to be exposed and I find that process somewhat freeing myself. Thanks for the kind comment. I really appreciate it. (P.s I watched one of your animations and I'd love to see more!)
@@Twintails7770 Glad to hear that, I wish you the best in your journey, after all you likely earned and needed it considering the amount of things you’ve been through not just from this experience but others stuff of your life, I hope the trauma therapy specialist would actually be a decent person who treats you right, can’t wait to see more incoming videos of yours.
(Ooo thank you btw, I appreciate it, my videos rarely have any views haha as I’m quite a private person, but since you say you like em I’m gonna tell you lil something, I usually unlisted my animations within a week after publishing due to being paranoid of people, but if you want to see them they’re usually hidden in my playlists of the channel, though I don’t usually have much motivation for many of my projects especially animations so yeah it’s gonna take awhile for each…)
@@sillyhuman333 I think you have a really neat and unique style! The one video left me wanting more immediately! I'm definitely your fan. :) There will always be people who give unwanted criticism but for the most part youtube can be a good place to share your talent. I for one cant' wait to see what you make next! Keep at it!
@@Twintails7770 by the way, I want to send a digital gift/fanart to you, how do I do that?
@@sillyhuman333 Oh wow! How exciting! you can send it to my email here: requestline77@gmail.com. Just let me know when you send it so I can check that I received it! And, if you're open, I'd love to share it at the end of an upcoming video. Thanks so much!
You're a strong person.
Thank you. It's only by the grace of God though so I can't take any credit.
Wow. Hope you’re ok now
Thank you. I'm doing a bit better now and hoping to improve in the near future.
@@Twintails7770 yay
Sorry, but...
Them: No, don't give her the meds she's prescribed. They must be the issue!
Miles: Is finally able to take them and recovers
Them: *Surprise Pikachu face*
How you were treated by that hospital and cop is so hard and frustrating to listen to. I get being nervous and wondering whether a patient's current meds didn't help, but they sounded so heavy handed and dismissive. I hope you're feeling better now 🙏 Best wishes
Oh my word! Your comment had me rolling on the floor laughing! I couldn't have said it better myself. XD Things are slowly looking up so my hope is that that will continue as we head toward the end of the year. Thank you so much for your comment! It made my day to hear this. :) May you have an amazing rest of your week and an awesome weekend!