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I just want to go away i just dont wanna live here, i am done, why are parents so manipulative, fulfilling your kid's need doesn't mean you care or understand them. They dont know me, they want me to change for them, they dont even respect my personality and call me fucking selfish.
pabluu I feel you so much... It seriously hurts when your own parents can’t even understand you... Like, you’d end up feeling so damn alone, like you’re only on your own, because the people who’s supposed to be the one who understands you when no one else does, are the people who literally doesn’t understand you the most.
@@melisauniverse4453 I'm so sorry that happened I have family issues to my mom yells and emotionally abuse me my dad dose the same I will never be like them
@@jenejen4351 I feel that I'm gonna do that when I turn 18 I can't live in my home any more I mean my parents will let me but it'll make my life wores so I'll join the air force for a few years then I can go to college (cuz they give you scholarships for being in the military) then maby I'll get married and adopt kids (cuz I don't want to be prego)
same..at first they act like they love you so much and care about you..they do anything for you but the older you get the more you see the act..it's all just a damn lie..it was never real..and the older you get the less they wanna deal with you..
Miss Grande that's what I want to, but wishes sometimes can't come true and sometimes we just gotta have hope that they can even if we know they can't and stay above the people around us
Same, I can’t deal with my abusive parents anymore, not to meantion my older brother, it’s all too much and I also have to worry about school. I will not end it and I will do whatever I can to not to that, I feel like their is a bright end at the other way of the tunnel, but sometimes I can’t see it, and it becomes blurry.
It's ok just hold on there one day it'll be alright. One day they'll realize how much have they wronged us. The day of realisation will hit then hard, harder then they ever hit us and then on that day we'll know we won. We survive. We made it, to the end. To our destination. Just be strong and patience everything will fall into their places.
I made a promise to myself when I was 10 that I would give 10x the love I ever got to my kids. I’m 14 and I’m gonna live up to the promise I made. Growing up with parents who are alcoholics I will never let my children go through what I did. I’m sorry if you ever experienced this, I love u and ur strong xx🖤
When this generation grows up and becomes a parent. I think they will either do a such great job because they felt how it was for their parents to not be there, or they just get worser and worse just because they are to broken and think thats the right way to do it.
Do you ever watch these videos so then you can cry and relate and realise how messed up you are and think how numb you are physically and mentally. Because I do I know how it feels to be desserted and left and I have one just one tip for anyone here that's has took the time to read this that never ever walk into somebody's life to just walk out of it thank you for listening and reading I would of said more but I don't feel to comfortable talking about it.
How about both of them 🙂 -" in my experience" My grandmother raised me loved me but she's in heaven now and it kills me everyday that I lost someone who really understand me 💔😔
The words "You're just like you're mother" kills me everytime. I don't care that its been years. I will never forget what she has done. Everything that she's done.
I hate when people tell me that I’m supposed to talk to my family and forgive them. That I’m being dramatic and family is supposed to love each other. Yeah exactly, family is supposed to love each other, they didn’t do that. How can I talk to them when they made me feel like this??
You dont have to forgive them a lot of people say you do but chances are they may have not been through what youve been through. They say blood is thicker than water but they leave our the full thing. The actual quote is "blood of the covenant is thicker than the water of the womb." Meaning that the people you choose in your life the bonds you forge are always stronger. You dont have to forgive your family you dont have to see them as your family. You didn't choose them find new people those people can be your family hope this helps
I hated it too. You don't have to forgive them if you don't want to. It doesn't mean you're not going to heal. There are some things that can't be forgiven.
Bro they do the same thing to me too!!. I feel the same exact way. I thought I was crazy but I guess not. They are "family" until someone crosses the line that make your life fucked up and make you change to another different person with permanent mental issues. So I feel you, because I'm going through the same thing everyday, crying the fucking grief screaming in pain that nobody would listen. We just gotta get through it alone ourselves not though people. It's the hardest part of our life when you experience something so traumatic by either words or visual pain that will break you forever.
I’m so used to people fighting, I can’t sleep unless I have music blasting through my ears. It imitates the yells, the hurtful words and the slams of doors. I’m not even able to say I’m fine or okay, but I can say I’m getting better now. I’m with better people now.
My moms side of the family is constantly teasing me and making me feel like I’m not good enough. If I tell them something I enjoyed like Harry Potter or something, they wouldn’t care and make fun of me. Sometimes it makes me wonder why I was even born. And my mom doesn’t even notice. She takes everyone’s side except mine. What is WRONG with me?! 😭💔
You know what, it's crappy when people most closed to you never stand up for you. I felt betrayed and alone and I thought something is wrong with me. But guess what I never for once, for once wanted to believe even think that they could be selfish. But I thought maybe I should stand for myself, why am I acting weak, but the truth is you need help. And they were supposed to help you. But fine, they didn't. It's not your fault. Nothing is wrong with you, mentally, psychologically, physically. Nothing, not one single thing.
Dear parents, do not crave to have a child Just to look after you in your old age . Because you are ruining someone's love by not let them living their life . If you want to fulfill your dreams just go on but not by forcing your child to do it because they too deserve to live their dream life .
I love my mom and all but rn she's yelling at me because i talked to my grandma who she fought with. She told me not to talk to her but i did she's yelling at me like "your grandma yelled and insulted me all the time" I'm not even facing her rn I'm on my bed :) how ironical she doesn't even realize she's doing the same thing to me ;)
She yelled at me again cause i didn't eat anything from the house for 4 days i was trying so hard but i had a snack yesterday and she started yelling again I'm not gonna listen
@@whotfisbalqees5703 No my grandma loves me to bits,she would never hurt me.She's very sick rn and nobody's caring about her it's so hard.I've been getting nightmares every night that she'll get hurt.
All i want is a family that actually cares about each other nothing more i dont care if it's a poor family as long as everybody in the family loves each other and cares for everyone thats all i want i life its not that much but the world doesn't seem to see me as deserving to have that
Because of my family and how messed up everything in my life is I build up walls to keep people out and I didn't even notice every time someone gets enough for me to be happy something happens so I feel I built a wall to trap my emotions in and people out I had an I had anxiety attacks panic attacks everything my dad wasn't even there he was either doing drugs sleeping with somebody or in jail the longest I know he's been out he was out of jail for one month's top that's the longest he's been out and out of an entire month I got three days with him that's the most days time I got with him one time when he came out I wasn't supposed to go home I was in foster home and I got and he was out and I got to talk to him for an hour and then he left and he was in jail again he wasn't there and he's not the only one in my family who is messed up f***** up in the head I 11 and I already have issues I shouldn't have I've seen things I shouldn't have I've known things I shouldn't have I watched my mom stab someone to death I know that my grandma was stabbed on my favorite Beach and almost let out to death I know that life is a horrible thing and I know that nobody can help me
You are so unbelievably strong okay! I know I’m just some random person but I know that you have the strength to keep going even on the baddest of days, to push through everything no matter how impossible the situation feels you will get through it, you will keep going and power through life even when it feel super shit and hard. You will grow up into a beautiful human and achieve all of your goals get you dream house and car but most importantly prove everyone who has ever made you feel small, prove them wrong. Keep going it might not seem like it, and it might a get worse but it sure as hell will get better okay just keep going find something you love and just go like nothing can stop you! Your amazing and I hope things get better for you soon. You got this.
stay strong! i believe in you and you deserve so much happines and dreams coming true! keep going keep fighting! you can do this! you are not alone worth it!
I understand I was sexual abused 3 times by my dad my mom was never there always worries about perfect life 😔😣doesn't have time for me , I wish someone could love😍 me
If anyone knows me, I’m Ashleigh. Yes that one, the girl with glasses. I hate myself and really need a hug, so the next time you see me please hug me, I always want to talk to people but I always feel like a burden. I cry myself to sleep many nights, I really need someone
ohh god i have an emotional attachment to some of these characters especially fiona and the part where she said "she didnt love me. she didnt love you." im cryinggg
"who are you want to live with, ur mom or ur dad" that words been hurting me so much this year, but idk why, i always try to smile and laugh in public like there's nothing wrongs with my life :') here's my weakness.
it's scary to think how i am not the only person who is miserable and that there are so many other people out there who also have familly issues and are struggling. *virtual hugs to every person out there who have toxic family, just promise that you will not be like how they are and you will treat your children better \(￣︶￣*\))*
I wonder if parents realise what type of damage they cause to their children,in my experiences I actually went from being a nice innocent girl to someone who became a brutal monster to protect myself from hurt and how can adults be so stupid how can they expect a child to absorbed all that negativity and still function normal and pretend everything is okay
I remember calling my dad and telling him wanted to move in with him. He asked “why” I told him the only thing I wanted was a loving family and a peaceful life. He couldn’t even give me that. It was made clear to me that I break everything I touch.
Fantastic that I got this on my recommend while worrying about my parents making a big seem at my graduation (their divorced, and can barely stand in one area with each other without fighting)
There is no pain greater than knowing that the people who made you don’t love each other. It tears your world apart. I am lucky that I don’t know what it is like, but it’s an unbearable pain to realize how many kids have this happen to them.
How many broken families out there really breaks my heart, including mine...they put the pain out on us, but don’t expect us to react and act like everything is fine when they put me in this place..I want to know why I had to always feel not good enough. The most important people in my life never showed me any kind of example so I’m broken everywhere that this toxic behavior is normal. The abuse...scars will always torture me forever. Sorry for the rant, but needed to let it out.
Reading the comments you just get to the conclusion we are all kinda fucked up in some way or another, in some strange way it gives you comfort to think we all kinda messed up and there is light at the end of the tunnel. We should be thankful for that. There is no perfect family and we all got our issues, so at least lets celebrate that we can share the pain together. Stay strong, folks. We may not do a lot better, but we can try ❤
I know what it's like. Listening the fighting and thinking how life can be mess up before I met people who are like family to me. I love my family and sometimes we have issues but all I ever wanted was no fighting and peaceful family. There's no perfect family but you can have a family what you really want as love and caring
This is so amazing!! So beautiful, so sad to know that this is real for some peoples... Every child deserves parents but not every adult deserves childs
When i was younger my father did drugs, he drank heavily and always came home drunk. He broke the table and tv, by throwing them across the room. The last thing I remember from then was sitting in my moms lap, watching her crying on the mattress laid in our living room.
Home is not a place it is a feeling. Family are not just people, they are people that care. Friends are not just people, they are people that understand.
When we hurt our parents even unintentionally it's sin bt what happens when they do it intentionally nd never try to understand their mistakes? It hurt every single seconds and nothing to do but accept those and live with that pain. It's fucking painful 😔😔
You know what is "funny" that parents always judge their children, then those parents also grow up to see how their children judge their children, but they that grandparents love their grandchildren.
If i do make it long enough to have kids I will never let them go through what I’ve been through. My dad an alcoholic he had been my entire life and he was an addict till I was 7. My mom does what she can to make me and my brothers life’s bearable but she still causes me pain. I’m only 14 and I’ve been through hell and back. It can only get worse from where I’m at now. For anyone who’s taken the times to read to the end just know that you at not alone there are so many people out there who feel the way you do. Stay strong ok you can do this❤️
I am seeing that many of you are having a bad time, so if you need to talk to someone you can write to me (I leave my insta @jazgorriprestes) I hope you guys get over this, you deserve the best❤️
My parents never supported for anything!... They won't care about my feelings what i want to become, see, like, my dresses, my shoes, my heel,height, my shortness... They both always been rude.. can't effort the pain more.....!!! Just need to be cry and being better than them🥀
I Feel like Everything falls apart. My Family See me as a disappointment I was talking to a Close Friend about it and I was surprised we have the same issues with Family and Friends we had a lot of Deep Talks it was very Good. But yk how it is.. I still Feel like I have a hole in my Heart that soaks up all of my feeling and makes me Fell so lost .
idk what it is with my family but one minute were cool and the next im the outcast that everybody hates until the want something from me. i really am the nice's person but i will never let them or my ''friends'' see that side of me tbh i just want to be loved and not needed for things like babysitting my younger siblings. something about being the oldest sibling just triggers me i have quit on life and im distancing myself by i only feel more alone. because of my family i build walls around my heart so i will never get hurt but always end up being hurt. im trying to trust in god because they say he has a plan but im not really feeling it, i cant talk to my ''friends'' because they can't relate to me in this area so im spreading my info on youtube to get this off my chest.
I have Family issues too and it's hard to deal with because everyday my step brother Conner would sweare and yell and get into fights and it makes me feel like I can't be happy anymore 😓😨😢💔😣
I want to share my sorry here because I can’t talk to anyone in my life and I am this close to ending my life . I was a straight A student and got excepted into a elite school I started finding it hard and my grades dropped to D and C dreams of becoming a doctor slipped away slowly my dad walked out of our life my mum had BPD and with both my brothers at college I deal with it alone . My friends always comment on my depression saying I am faking it and my crush for a really long time abused my kindness and broke my into pieces . I want to move out for college but I have no money left since my dad took out savings . What is the point of living if I have nothing to look forward to . And no way out of this
Just think about how many changes the whole universe goes through every single second to make your existence and everything will be worth it just breathe and count till 5
@@arpitajindal3552 I try to think positive but everyday something pushes me closer to the edge the only thing that’s stopping me from leaving this world right now is death. I am scared of dying but ironically I have already been dead for years 💔
you are such an extraordinary person! we may be complete strangers but I am so incredibly proud of you and all of your accomplishments. you are going places and you are going to do great things in life! screw your crush and your friends that have treated you like shit, you deserve love, happiness, and success!! keep fighting and keep pushing to the top. you got this.
Please don't end your life like this... You have a lot of thing to experience... Never forget the beauty of life that your mom give it to you... you own your life to her. Please live for her sake✋
You’re smart, straight A’s are hard to maintain but I’m proud of you for trying. I’m a stranger on the internet so it might not sound like much but I’m proud of you. Im proud of you for holding on. Live for yourself. Live for you future. You say there’s nothing to look forward to but there is. One day you’re going to walk into your first home and smell the air near your scented candles. You’re going to see the little cute face of your first pet and their first licks. It’s going to be amazing seeing the look on your kids face when they tell you about how good their dream was and how they were dreaming about ice cream. The feeling of going home after working double shifts at the hospital. Or the feeling of finally getting to the hotel room after being in a plane. You’ll feel that because you’re gonna go on so many vacations. You’re gonna see the beautiful view and touch the beautiful sand. You’ll even drive by a little park and see a cute dog playing with a kid. These are the things in life that are beautiful. Life isn’t gonna be easy in the beginning but how you live it determines how it’ll be. I’m extremely proud of you for not giving up but please don’t give up, live for yourself
i’m having a really bad time due to my family pushing me over my limit one too many times, i’m so tired i want to go live the farthest away possible and i may be able to in a few months but i feel so helpless and tired of it all, they’ve ruined my mental health to the point that i feel like a ghost instead of a 20 year old girl
It’s weird how no matter how many times me and other people will try to open up and our families actually think we’re crazy or need help when really we just needed them and when you tell them the truth about it when it’s beyond too late they deny the shit out of it.
Seeing all these comments..makes me realiza that im not alone. I just got put into an arphonage bcs my parents aboned me. My mother is in jail and my father is in the hospital-..i dont have grandparents. These days have been hard for me since i am an only child. I keep crying day in and out. And its hard- but i tend to get there and promise myself to keep going every morning. You should do! Remember your worth and who you are please. Dont let the negativity get to you xx
The family is a blessing and sometimes a family fall apart and it's the greatest dejection but it also tell you from the other side. The door is open and flexible because a family can be anyone regardless of that you can't end who's your family that has granted to you by God but God also granted you a heart.
To my future kids. I promise to never abandon you. I promise to never be the cause of this pain. I promise you will never go to sleep crying because of my words and actions. I promise to be better than what I ever had...
"Why don't I just die!?" ....is the thought I get everytime my mother targets me for LITERALLY nothing. No matter how much I try, no matter my best scores; she's just there to criticize me. More than anyone. That's the one person I need to support me but all I see is a person hating me for living. I should have never been here afterall, I guess.
Heyyyy,I don't know if you are going to read this or not,But if you are reading Then,I want to say something that I I have been through these situations a lot of time,so i know these things can Break anyone,but have faith and stay strong, things will definitely get better :)
@@hanei. That's sad :,( I don't what you are going through,But I hope Things Get better for you. and your family can understand you,and your Efforts, I know simple text won't make that Major Diffrence,and maybe it won't change anything, but still I just want you to know that There is always a Light at the end of tunnel,So have patience,and keep your head up :)
I just want a caring and respectful mother who can give me the example of a good and sweet woman, not someone who does nothing but emotionally hurt me.
When you realize that your home doesn't feel like home. It's like a field were people go to war; constant fight and arguing being as loud as gunshots. As if eating with your family at the dinner table is a the only place you can connect with them or act as a normal 'family'.
No one has a perfect family but a hope that they'll have a perfect family one day. But god all you gave us is depression, anxiety, and now I'm just an overthinker nothing else.
Why can't they just appreciate us at least once? I mean even if we're not good in everything like our sibling....but we're still trying.... trying to make them proud
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Can you tell me the title of the last part...please...
The girl that said she's done..
@@lidiasoph5983 Shameless😊
I promise
Promise
@@jazmin5709 Thank you 💖
*The worst feeling ever is being in your own house...and feeling like you need to go home.*
I will listen to you talk to me pls..
I just want to go away i just dont wanna live here, i am done, why are parents so manipulative, fulfilling your kid's need doesn't mean you care or understand them. They dont know me, they want me to change for them, they dont even respect my personality and call me fucking selfish.
@@pabluu6506 that's the problem with parents nowadays but don't worry you can talk to me if you want to share bro everything will be fine :) 💗💗
@@pranjalchauhan237 sure, do u have discord
pabluu I feel you so much...
It seriously hurts when your own parents can’t even understand you...
Like, you’d end up feeling so damn alone, like you’re only on your own, because the people who’s supposed to be the one who understands you when no one else does, are the people who literally doesn’t understand you the most.
i don’t need a complete family all i want is a peaceful family no fighting
Me too Darling, me too...
I also want:
Raising above the pain and overcoming the challenge together is the beauty of it all💙
Same.
Same- i just cant take it anymore-
Promise that we will be better than our parents💝
I will I will care and love my kids I won't ever hurt them if they need help I'll help them
@@thatsnailgirl945 I promise I’ll do everything I can not to be abusive like my mom and never leave like my dad did
@@melisauniverse4453 I'm so sorry that happened I have family issues to my mom yells and emotionally abuse me my dad dose the same I will never be like them
I never want to have family. I want to go far away
@@jenejen4351 I feel that I'm gonna do that when I turn 18 I can't live in my home any more I mean my parents will let me but it'll make my life wores so I'll join the air force for a few years then I can go to college (cuz they give you scholarships for being in the military) then maby I'll get married and adopt kids (cuz I don't want to be prego)
everyone wants a perfect family, i just want someone who feels like family
I’ll be there
same, btw your profile is beautiful, I'm a louie too
I promise you will have that you deserve to:)
Trust me No family is better then a dysfunctional family
I'm feeling so bad , because i know that many people feel the same thing as me.
But at the same time i'm happy because i know *i'm not alone*
You are not alone, honey. Never 💛💕
No ur not
We are with you 🙂
In my experience family causes nothing but pain and misery
Family is the first to break your heart...
@@claral8237 ooof that deep- but true
same..at first they act like they love you so much and care about you..they do anything for you but the older you get the more you see the act..it's all just a damn lie..it was never real..and the older you get the less they wanna deal with you..
Same ... everyone hates me and i need no family anymore
@Caylee Daughtry i know how you feel my dad abuses me ... stay strong
“You were my mother too” always breaks me Fiona deserved better I’m glad she got her happy ending💕❤️
Something I wanted to say for a long time too. That she was my mother too. Oh well
which series is that?
Shameless US
those teenagers who sat in their rooms at night and cry themselves to sleep were once children with light in there eyes and hope in their heart
I started crying myself to sleep at the age of 4
We still are deep down
I just want a perfect family
If you want to talk to someone, you can talk to me ،if you want of course ❤️
Miss Grande that's what I want to, but wishes sometimes can't come true and sometimes we just gotta have hope that they can even if we know they can't and stay above the people around us
No ones perfect . You know your not the only one theres me
Same, I can’t deal with my abusive parents anymore, not to meantion my older brother, it’s all too much and I also have to worry about school. I will not end it and I will do whatever I can to not to that, I feel like their is a bright end at the other way of the tunnel, but sometimes I can’t see it, and it becomes blurry.
Same
Shameless hits different 🥺🥺🥺
Yeah it does
Shameless is probably the only show that doesn’t sugar coat family issues
My mom does too when she's angry
I just want a caring mother.
It's ok just hold on there one day it'll be alright. One day they'll realize how much have they wronged us. The day of realisation will hit then hard, harder then they ever hit us and then on that day we'll know we won. We survive. We made it, to the end. To our destination.
Just be strong and patience everything will fall into their places.
Me too
Me too
My mom left me when I was 5
@@ashboilol4737 same
I made a promise to myself when I was 10 that I would give 10x the love I ever got to my kids. I’m 14 and I’m gonna live up to the promise I made. Growing up with parents who are alcoholics I will never let my children go through what I did.
I’m sorry if you ever experienced this, I love u and ur strong xx🖤
You are also so strong 😊😊
U hope you know you are loved and deserving of love❤️
Someone wise told me that what doesn't kill us makes us stronger
@@arliarapana5515 Kelly Clarkson??
@Μαρια Νικου im so fuckin sorry for that... Plz stay safe ly sm ma discord is aish_1#4325 if u ever needa talk
When this generation grows up and becomes a parent. I think they will either do a such great job because they felt how it was for their parents to not be there, or they just get worser and worse just because they are to broken and think thats the right way to do it.
THIS!!!!!
I don't think most of us want children all thanks to em
Do you ever watch these videos so then you can cry and relate and realise how messed up you are and think how numb you are physically and mentally. Because I do I know how it feels to be desserted and left and I have one just one tip for anyone here that's has took the time to read this that never ever walk into somebody's life to just walk out of it thank you for listening and reading I would of said more but I don't feel to comfortable talking about it.
Same
Thank you, and I promise to not just walk away from someone, no one deserves that.
Just smile sister😊😊
We cant make the same mistakes others did to us. We wont
@@19971997nikki never have more truer words been spoken
I didn't ask to be born with such a messed up family and abusive father 😭
Omg r u ok?
@@arleniebaptist5714 no not really 😫, but thanks for asking
@@HaydenGrace_0810 please be okay wo ai ni
@@arleniebaptist5714 I'm trying
Hey are u okk
"In my experience, father causes pain"
-yeah.
😑 yes i understand
How about both of them 🙂 -" in my experience"
My grandmother raised me loved me but she's in heaven now and it kills me everyday that I lost someone who really understand me 💔😔
I understand this on another level for both parents
They do...
The words "You're just like you're mother" kills me everytime.
I don't care that its been years. I will never forget what she has done. Everything that she's done.
I get that
I hate when people tell me that I’m supposed to talk to my family and forgive them. That I’m being dramatic and family is supposed to love each other. Yeah exactly, family is supposed to love each other, they didn’t do that. How can I talk to them when they made me feel like this??
You dont have to forgive them a lot of people say you do but chances are they may have not been through what youve been through. They say blood is thicker than water but they leave our the full thing.
The actual quote is "blood of the covenant is thicker than the water of the womb." Meaning that the people you choose in your life the bonds you forge are always stronger. You dont have to forgive your family you dont have to see them as your family. You didn't choose them find new people those people can be your family hope this helps
Same Exact situation im in.....
It's really hard
I hated it too.
You don't have to forgive them if you don't want to.
It doesn't mean you're not going to heal.
There are some things that can't be forgiven.
Bro they do the same thing to me too!!. I feel the same exact way. I thought I was crazy but I guess not. They are "family" until someone crosses the line that make your life fucked up and make you change to another different person with permanent mental issues. So I feel you, because I'm going through the same thing everyday, crying the fucking grief screaming in pain that nobody would listen. We just gotta get through it alone ourselves not though people. It's the hardest part of our life when you experience something so traumatic by either words or visual pain that will break you forever.
I just need love and hug from you...i don't need the perfect life but perfect love..
🤗 hope you are happy now..
Hey, Celine loves you for who you are. You're doing so well 🥺❤️
*gives you a tight,warm,full of love,perfect love and "lean on me" hugs*
Trust me :)
I’m currently writing a story on wattpad about a broken family and this really helps so thank you.
Can I read it once it’s done?
Me too! Please let us know once you wrote it.
Please let us know when it's done
I’m so used to people fighting, I can’t sleep unless I have music blasting through my ears. It imitates the yells, the hurtful words and the slams of doors. I’m not even able to say I’m fine or okay, but I can say I’m getting better now. I’m with better people now.
To everyone watching this or reading this, you are loved. I'm sorry you have to go through this, I really am. Remember I'm proud of you!
My moms side of the family is constantly teasing me and making me feel like I’m not good enough. If I tell them something I enjoyed like Harry Potter or something, they wouldn’t care and make fun of me. Sometimes it makes me wonder why I was even born. And my mom doesn’t even notice. She takes everyone’s side except mine. What is WRONG with me?! 😭💔
It happens with me too and believe me its the worst thing when your mom doesnt understand you. But one day she will.
I’m so sorry your going through that but know your not alone and Harry Potter is amazing just keep your head up
Ur not alone
You know what, it's crappy when people most closed to you never stand up for you. I felt betrayed and alone and I thought something is wrong with me. But guess what I never for once, for once wanted to believe even think that they could be selfish. But I thought maybe I should stand for myself, why am I acting weak, but the truth is you need help. And they were supposed to help you. But fine, they didn't. It's not your fault. Nothing is wrong with you, mentally, psychologically, physically. Nothing, not one single thing.
Well.. I guss we are the same. 💔😊
My arm hurts...I wonder why 🙂
Omg you oki🥺💔
@@yodaddy-d4h eh I’m ok kinda thanks for asking
Omg it’s okay,there people who love you! but what your doing is not poggers ok 🥺
@@vkeibrainrot that doesn’t sound like ‘Okay’ buddy....if you need to talk we’re here dude. Sending virtual hugs 🫂
It's ok I do it to I'm trying to stop and it's hard and I would say it will get better but I don't know we can find out together
Dear parents, do not crave to have a child Just to look after you in your old age . Because you are ruining someone's love by not let them living their life . If you want to fulfill your dreams just go on but not by forcing your child to do it because they too deserve to live their dream life .
My dad: I’ma pretend I didn’t read this.
@@bengalshead lol😂 mine too
I love my mom and all but rn she's yelling at me because i talked to my grandma who she fought with. She told me not to talk to her but i did she's yelling at me like "your grandma yelled and insulted me all the time" I'm not even facing her rn I'm on my bed :) how ironical she doesn't even realize she's doing the same thing to me ;)
She yelled at me again cause i didn't eat anything from the house for 4 days i was trying so hard but i had a snack yesterday and she started yelling again I'm not gonna listen
i felt this on a personal level
@@apassionateadmirer7177 maybe she's trying to protect u from him maybe he wants to hurt u
@@whotfisbalqees5703 No my grandma loves me to bits,she would never hurt me.She's very sick rn and nobody's caring about her it's so hard.I've been getting nightmares every night that she'll get hurt.
@@haileyblum5037 i hope things will get better for you
All i want is a family that actually cares about each other nothing more i dont care if it's a poor family as long as everybody in the family loves each other and cares for everyone thats all i want i life its not that much but the world doesn't seem to see me as deserving to have that
the second clip where she says '' what is wrong with you, you need professional help'' my mom says that every damn day.
Because of my family and how messed up everything in my life is I build up walls to keep people out and I didn't even notice every time someone gets enough for me to be happy something happens so I feel I built a wall to trap my emotions in and people out I had an I had anxiety attacks panic attacks everything my dad wasn't even there he was either doing drugs sleeping with somebody or in jail the longest I know he's been out he was out of jail for one month's top that's the longest he's been out and out of an entire month I got three days with him that's the most days time I got with him one time when he came out I wasn't supposed to go home I was in foster home and I got and he was out and I got to talk to him for an hour and then he left and he was in jail again he wasn't there and he's not the only one in my family who is messed up f***** up in the head I 11 and I already have issues I shouldn't have I've seen things I shouldn't have I've known things I shouldn't have I watched my mom stab someone to death I know that my grandma was stabbed on my favorite Beach and almost let out to death I know that life is a horrible thing and I know that nobody can help me
You are so unbelievably strong okay! I know I’m just some random person but I know that you have the strength to keep going even on the baddest of days, to push through everything no matter how impossible the situation feels you will get through it, you will keep going and power through life even when it feel super shit and hard. You will grow up into a beautiful human and achieve all of your goals get you dream house and car but most importantly prove everyone who has ever made you feel small, prove them wrong. Keep going it might not seem like it, and it might a get worse but it sure as hell will get better okay just keep going find something you love and just go like nothing can stop you! Your amazing and I hope things get better for you soon. You got this.
Stay strong
stay strong! i believe in you and you deserve so much happines and dreams coming true! keep going keep fighting! you can do this! you are not alone worth it!
Stay strong 💜❤💙 you'll find the right people sometimes it just takes time 💜💜💜 😔
I understand I was sexual abused 3 times by my dad my mom was never there always worries about perfect life 😔😣doesn't have time for me , I wish someone could love😍 me
If anyone knows me, I’m Ashleigh. Yes that one, the girl with glasses. I hate myself and really need a hug, so the next time you see me please hug me, I always want to talk to people but I always feel like a burden. I cry myself to sleep many nights, I really need someone
I wish you the best❤
It will get better 🤗
I hug you.
🫂 pretend like this us
Im already sending you a virtual hug, stay strong buddy
“it’s about what i and i did a fucking great job” “you were my father too” “he was never fucking here” “i was here not him, me”
ohh god i have an emotional attachment to some of these characters especially fiona and the part where she said "she didnt love me. she didnt love you." im cryinggg
"who are you want to live with, ur mom or ur dad"
that words been hurting me so much this year, but idk why, i always try to smile and laugh in public like there's nothing wrongs with my life :')
here's my weakness.
it's scary to think how i am not the only person who is miserable and that there are so many other people out there who also have familly issues and are struggling.
*virtual hugs to every person out there who have toxic family, just promise that you will not be like how they are and you will treat your children better \(￣︶￣*\))*
I don’t even have a bed I sleep downstairs on a couch. Sending love to u 💖💖
@Simm JJ thank you I really mean it x
"The real reason why grandchildren and grandparents get along so well is that they have a common enemy"
Sam Levenson
There was little fires everywhere in it.. This series was just so heartbreaking..
What hurts the most is when everyone's family is having a wholesome time and u ....
whenever my parents fight i watch such vdos to feel like i'm not alone.
I just want a family that feels like a family
I wonder if parents realise what type of damage they cause to their children,in my experiences I actually went from being a nice innocent girl to someone who became a brutal monster to protect myself from hurt and how can adults be so stupid how can they expect a child to absorbed all that negativity and still function normal and pretend everything is okay
Same
I just wanted my mom to love me and my dad to be there for me.
I promise to never make my kids feel the same way my parents made me feel
I remember calling my dad and telling him wanted to move in with him. He asked “why” I told him the only thing I wanted was a loving family and a peaceful life. He couldn’t even give me that. It was made clear to me that I break everything I touch.
Fantastic that I got this on my recommend while worrying about my parents making a big seem at my graduation (their divorced, and can barely stand in one area with each other without fighting)
There is no pain greater than knowing that the people who made you don’t love each other. It tears your world apart. I am lucky that I don’t know what it is like, but it’s an unbearable pain to realize how many kids have this happen to them.
How many broken families out there really breaks my heart, including mine...they put the pain out on us, but don’t expect us to react and act like everything is fine when they put me in this place..I want to know why I had to always feel not good enough. The most important people in my life never showed me any kind of example so I’m broken everywhere that this toxic behavior is normal. The abuse...scars will always torture me forever. Sorry for the rant, but needed to let it out.
Reading the comments you just get to the conclusion we are all kinda fucked up in some way or another, in some strange way it gives you comfort to think we all kinda messed up and there is light at the end of the tunnel. We should be thankful for that. There is no perfect family and we all got our issues, so at least lets celebrate that we can share the pain together. Stay strong, folks. We may not do a lot better, but we can try ❤
I know what it's like. Listening the fighting and thinking how life can be mess up before I met people who are like family to me. I love my family and sometimes we have issues but all I ever wanted was no fighting and peaceful family. There's no perfect family but you can have a family what you really want as love and caring
This is so amazing!! So beautiful, so sad to know that this is real for some peoples... Every child deserves parents but not every adult deserves childs
This is just like me and my family I hope I can stand my own leg and fly my own wing
My family is the best thing I've never had.. Happy memories outnumbered the pain.. But, the pain hurts! ❤
Why must the people who brought us into a place so called earth hate us so much?
ya
1:58 Hope crying to her dad saying "i waited for you for years" breaks me down badly
because of how my family is I never let my guard down
i promise to be a better parent than my parents and give my kids a happy family life
I’m just gonna say it. I’m reading all these comments and it breaks my heart
“She is using again” that hurt
Name of the movie please
I just want to be surrounded by the people who ACTUALLY care . I don't wanna silently cry alone in my room anymore . I want a shoulder to cry .
When i was younger my father did drugs, he drank heavily and always came home drunk. He broke the table and tv, by throwing them across the room. The last thing I remember from then was sitting in my moms lap, watching her crying on the mattress laid in our living room.
Every child deserves a parent. Not every parent deserves a child.
So true
As someone who has a dad who values almost everything else over his children this video hits hard
I just want my parents to love me..
same
I so sad for us 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
I mean we didn’t ask to be their children
Me and my dad are having a fight in text messages and the fight is about my mom and brother😭 why I am in the middle?💔
Home is not a place it is a feeling.
Family are not just people, they are people that care.
Friends are not just people, they are people that understand.
The worst thing is we pretend we are a perfect little family when every one is apart from eachother but living in the same roof
I just want to create a family with someone that i love. To raise a loving, respectful, caring family so i can give my kids the life they deserve ❤
When we hurt our parents even unintentionally it's sin bt what happens when they do it intentionally nd never try to understand their mistakes? It hurt every single seconds and nothing to do but accept those and live with that pain. It's fucking painful 😔😔
You know what is "funny" that parents always judge their children, then those parents also grow up to see how their children judge their children, but they that grandparents love their grandchildren.
If we’re all honest no one has a perfect family, right?
If i do make it long enough to have kids I will never let them go through what I’ve been through. My dad an alcoholic he had been my entire life and he was an addict till I was 7. My mom does what she can to make me and my brothers life’s bearable but she still causes me pain. I’m only 14 and I’ve been through hell and back. It can only get worse from where I’m at now. For anyone who’s taken the times to read to the end just know that you at not alone there are so many people out there who feel the way you do. Stay strong ok you can do this❤️
I am seeing that many of you are having a bad time, so if you need to talk to someone you can write to me (I leave my insta @jazgorriprestes)
I hope you guys get over this, you deserve the best❤️
Can I please have your exact email I really need someone to talk with
My parents never supported for anything!... They won't care about my feelings what i want to become, see, like, my dresses, my shoes, my heel,height, my shortness... They both always been rude.. can't effort the pain more.....!!! Just need to be cry and being better than them🥀
I Feel like Everything falls apart. My Family See me as a disappointment I was talking to a Close Friend about it and I was surprised we have the same issues with Family and Friends we had a lot of Deep Talks it was very Good.
But yk how it is.. I still Feel like I have a hole in my Heart that soaks up all of my feeling and makes me Fell so lost .
sometimes both of ur parents can be the reason of ur pain. It fucking hurts
1:40 is the dialogue I hear every single min when I am at my home
Emmy fucking Rossum deserves fucking Emmy awards
My parents emotionally abuse me. I swear, I will never be like them! I want to be a good person to my future kids ❤️
idk what it is with my family but one minute were cool and the next im the outcast that everybody hates until the want something from me. i really am the nice's person but i will never let them or my ''friends'' see that side of me tbh i just want to be loved and not needed for things like babysitting my younger siblings. something about being the oldest sibling just triggers me i have quit on life and im distancing myself by i only feel more alone. because of my family i build walls around my heart so i will never get hurt but always end up being hurt. im trying to trust in god because they say he has a plan but im not really feeling it, i cant talk to my ''friends'' because they can't relate to me in this area so im spreading my info on youtube to get this off my chest.
Do you ever look at those videos and cry beacause you see yourself in it?
yes, I do it😕
@@jazmin5709 i'm sorry💞❤
“I have had the worst week of my life. And I needed you guys. I needed you guys. And you were too busy.”
My stomach hurts so bad right now can imagine why
I have Family issues too and it's hard to deal with because everyday my step brother Conner would sweare and yell and get into fights and it makes me feel like I can't be happy anymore 😓😨😢💔😣
I want to share my sorry here because I can’t talk to anyone in my life and I am this close to ending my life . I was a straight A student and got excepted into a elite school I started finding it hard and my grades dropped to D and C dreams of becoming a doctor slipped away slowly my dad walked out of our life my mum had BPD and with both my brothers at college I deal with it alone . My friends always comment on my depression saying I am faking it and my crush for a really long time abused my kindness and broke my into pieces . I want to move out for college but I have no money left since my dad took out savings . What is the point of living if I have nothing to look forward to . And no way out of this
Just think about how many changes the whole universe goes through every single second to make your existence and everything will be worth it just breathe and count till 5
@@arpitajindal3552 I try to think positive but everyday something pushes me closer to the edge the only thing that’s stopping me from leaving this world right now is death. I am scared of dying but ironically I have already been dead for years 💔
you are such an extraordinary person! we may be complete strangers but I am so incredibly proud of you and all of your accomplishments. you are going places and you are going to do great things in life! screw your crush and your friends that have treated you like shit, you deserve love, happiness, and success!! keep fighting and keep pushing to the top. you got this.
Please don't end your life like this...
You have a lot of thing to experience...
Never forget the beauty of life that your mom give it to you... you own your life to her.
Please live for her sake✋
You’re smart, straight A’s are hard to maintain but I’m proud of you for trying. I’m a stranger on the internet so it might not sound like much but I’m proud of you. Im proud of you for holding on. Live for yourself. Live for you future. You say there’s nothing to look forward to but there is. One day you’re going to walk into your first home and smell the air near your scented candles. You’re going to see the little cute face of your first pet and their first licks. It’s going to be amazing seeing the look on your kids face when they tell you about how good their dream was and how they were dreaming about ice cream. The feeling of going home after working double shifts at the hospital. Or the feeling of finally getting to the hotel room after being in a plane. You’ll feel that because you’re gonna go on so many vacations. You’re gonna see the beautiful view and touch the beautiful sand. You’ll even drive by a little park and see a cute dog playing with a kid. These are the things in life that are beautiful. Life isn’t gonna be easy in the beginning but how you live it determines how it’ll be. I’m extremely proud of you for not giving up but please don’t give up, live for yourself
Amelia saying I am getting married mommy bawling her eyes out always kills me
i’m having a really bad time due to my family pushing me over my limit one too many times, i’m so tired i want to go live the farthest away possible and i may be able to in a few months but i feel so helpless and tired of it all, they’ve ruined my mental health to the point that i feel like a ghost instead of a 20 year old girl
It’s weird how no matter how many times me and other people will try to open up and our families actually think we’re crazy or need help when really we just needed them and when you tell them the truth about it when it’s beyond too late they deny the shit out of it.
Seeing all these comments..makes me realiza that im not alone. I just got put into an arphonage bcs my parents aboned me. My mother is in jail and my father is in the hospital-..i dont have grandparents. These days have been hard for me since i am an only child. I keep crying day in and out. And its hard- but i tend to get there and promise myself to keep going every morning. You should do! Remember your worth and who you are please. Dont let the negativity get to you xx
What breaks my heart is being around my friends who have stable family homes and realising that the way I grew up was/is abusive
I hope that we'll make it to adulthood together and we'll be the best parents ever
The family is a blessing and sometimes a family fall apart and it's the greatest dejection but it also tell you from the other side. The door is open and flexible because a family can be anyone regardless of that you can't end who's your family that has granted to you by God but God also granted you a heart.
i want to be that perfect family for myself and for whoever i know.
Some parents are there some parents are not this sad but true
To my future kids. I promise to never abandon you. I promise to never be the cause of this pain. I promise you will never go to sleep crying because of my words and actions. I promise to be better than what I ever had...
"Why don't I just die!?"
....is the thought I get everytime my mother targets me for LITERALLY nothing. No matter how much I try, no matter my best scores; she's just there to criticize me. More than anyone.
That's the one person I need to support me but all I see is a person hating me for living.
I should have never been here afterall, I guess.
Heyyyy,I don't know if you are going to read this or not,But if you are reading Then,I want to say something that I I have been through these situations a lot of time,so i know these things can Break anyone,but have faith and stay strong, things will definitely get better :)
@@koutanaka4820 thank you so much for the positivity but it's not improving anything
@@hanei. That's sad :,(
I don't what you are going through,But I hope Things Get better for you.
and your family can understand you,and your Efforts,
I know simple text won't make that Major Diffrence,and maybe it won't change anything,
but still I just want you to know that There is always a Light at the end of tunnel,So have patience,and keep your head up :)
@@koutanaka4820 thank you for the kindness. I hope it's comes back to you
Hey, I hope you're okay. If you ever want to talk I'm here🫶
I just want a caring and respectful mother who can give me the example of a good and sweet woman, not someone who does nothing but emotionally hurt me.
When you realize that your home doesn't feel like home. It's like a field were people go to war; constant fight and arguing being as loud as gunshots. As if eating with your family at the dinner table is a the only place you can connect with them or act as a normal 'family'.
Why can't I get love? Why can't ppl love me? I give up....
Don’t give up… me and my mom are having some issues with each other and I was crying in the shower 😭
No one has a perfect family but a hope that they'll have a perfect family one day. But god all you gave us is depression, anxiety, and now I'm just an overthinker nothing else.
Why can't they just appreciate us at least once?
I mean even if we're not good in everything like our sibling....but we're still trying.... trying to make them proud
I remember i am always happy when i get to go home now i don't even wanna go home🙂