Northern Downpour 2008 combined with 2011 (have tissues ready)

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  • Y'all are gonna kill me for this video but I HAD to make it. This is such a beautiful song and very meaningful to Panic fans. Please forgive the pixelation/audio imperfections - these are old videos and I did the best I could without spending a ridiculous amount of time on it.
    The performances are from Live in Chicago (2008) and Bush Hall, London (2011).
    I own nothing Just a fan sharing with other fans.

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  • @BP-jn6cc
    @BP-jn6cc 8 ปีที่แล้ว +2061

    my eyes are fuckign downpouring right now jfc

    • @BP-jn6cc
      @BP-jn6cc 8 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      his voice crack at 4:21 im crafting so hard rn i hate my life

    • @trash.3550
      @trash.3550 8 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Don't craft, cry! ........wait

    • @pinkisthewarmestcolour3195
      @pinkisthewarmestcolour3195 8 ปีที่แล้ว

      +_empty_aspect_ with this video is actually cry :(

    • @dimana-rosbelcheva3405
      @dimana-rosbelcheva3405 8 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      cryan

    • @trash.3550
      @trash.3550 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Pink Is The Warmest Colour yeah i lied im sorry i cried,
      i died

  • @swishyfishies
    @swishyfishies 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1837

    Well. *looks up to see a black mist leaving me* Okay. There goes my soul...
    *Looks down at crushed pile* ah, that would be my heart...

  • @idontknowhbtfm9921
    @idontknowhbtfm9921 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1260

    2:25 he got choked up and that was the line Ryan told him to pay attention to 😭😭

    • @silvijakizaite2846
      @silvijakizaite2846 7 ปีที่แล้ว +68

      Twenty One Phanatics - danisnotonchairs on ig I replayed that part about 10 times bc I like torturing myself

    • @twentyonedippersatthechemi1991
      @twentyonedippersatthechemi1991 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      kingdomkeeper6 yus

    • @rikeecave4785
      @rikeecave4785 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I’m not crying😭

    • @miishuu
      @miishuu 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I just noticed that it sounds like that

    • @lindseynguyen5918
      @lindseynguyen5918 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Annikka M I thought he said not upset

  • @eliasgawel8457
    @eliasgawel8457 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1571

    Thnks fr th dprssn

    • @ivanyang7032
      @ivanyang7032 5 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      you cant do that dude

    • @stayf0rtea_939
      @stayf0rtea_939 5 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      i get that. in both reference and emotional terms.

    • @Griff23938
      @Griff23938 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      ._.

    • @echfx9201
      @echfx9201 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      *Wait, that’s illegal*

    • @lunarialoonatic
      @lunarialoonatic 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Ava Gawel this reference just made me more emotional

  • @jaydescorner8401
    @jaydescorner8401 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2458

    Brendon: Northern Downpour sends its love, I love you
    Me: *cries*

    • @BLANKONTOP
      @BLANKONTOP 5 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      Dont cry
      CRAFT!

    • @mangosinc8723
      @mangosinc8723 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@BLANKONTOP 😂😂👏👏

    • @jezliya
      @jezliya 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      i’m sobbing

    • @dhhsbdbdbdhs833
      @dhhsbdbdbdhs833 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      “god i miss him “ i rolled over and sobbed harder

    • @mx.sinister2206
      @mx.sinister2206 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Loved.......🤧

  • @IdiditagainPanicatTheDisco
    @IdiditagainPanicatTheDisco  8 ปีที่แล้ว +2107

    4:21 hurts my heart.

  • @poisonghoul
    @poisonghoul 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2043

    "this is called-"
    "Northern Downpour"
    Me: *already starts sobbing uncontrollably*

    • @amazinggrace645
      @amazinggrace645 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I've never related to a comment so much

    • @phabulousqueenofrydenshipp2855
      @phabulousqueenofrydenshipp2855 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Astro M Killjoy if the girls on my science table talk about this song I'm gonna cry.. and everyone will laugh

    • @oliandthebrobecks2ndchanne724
      @oliandthebrobecks2ndchanne724 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Astro M Killjoy UR PROFILE PIC.. YEEES... HEATHERS. IM TRYING NOT TO CRAFT RN SO I CHANGED THE SUBJECT

    • @poohdye9179
      @poohdye9179 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      same ;-;

    • @ren-mi5xe
      @ren-mi5xe 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Literally me two years later... still crying

  • @jamescameronssonic5810
    @jamescameronssonic5810 8 ปีที่แล้ว +959

    Part of me is sad that I'll never see this live, and the other part understands that some songs are meant to be left in the past. The reason why this song is beautiful is because it's so melancholy. This was their song and nothing will change that. So unless Brendon and Ryan end up on a stage together again one day, I think I'll be fine missing out on the experience.

    • @IdiditagainPanicatTheDisco
      @IdiditagainPanicatTheDisco  8 ปีที่แล้ว +43

      I bet he'll play it live again someday. It would definitely be best WITH Ryan, but I don't see that happening. :(

    • @jdl3621
      @jdl3621 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Rick Sanchez where's morty

    • @ryanthompson9156
      @ryanthompson9156 7 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      Rick Sanchez I had to explain to my mom that she wouldn't hear it live because he can't play it with out breaking down.

    • @meltyourheadachescallithom3961
      @meltyourheadachescallithom3961 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      m-MoRTY
      bDeN MAKeS PeOPLE cRY

    • @tadpolegaming4510
      @tadpolegaming4510 7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Rick Sanchez read it in rick's voice

  • @victoria.7000
    @victoria.7000 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1235

    Dallon looks like he know this is a really hard song for Brendon and keeps looking at him like he might break down and / or that He can’t replace Ryan and shouldn’t be singing his part and looks kinda regretful

    • @TokyoBlue587
      @TokyoBlue587 6 ปีที่แล้ว +53

      Mexicore Happy I got that impression too. Maybe he didn't really want to sing it

    • @cherry-le2dz
      @cherry-le2dz 5 ปีที่แล้ว +44

      i noticed that too, you can tell dallon knows that brendons having a hard time. dallon also looks so out of place too.

    • @optforthyname3800
      @optforthyname3800 5 ปีที่แล้ว +47

      Yeah. At one point Brendon even smiled when he heard those "hey moon" backup vocals until realizing it was Dallon and he stopped smiling. Dallon looks so concentrated unlike other preformances as well.

    • @mychemicalromancewillpierc5241
      @mychemicalromancewillpierc5241 5 ปีที่แล้ว +40

      Ich bin eine potato he broke down. He wasn’t actually momentarily happy. That was him trying not cry and he’s smiling because he knows the song is getting to him. I do the same thing when holding back tears. Also, please never call Dallon a rebound. He was so much more than that and he was there longer than Ryan was.

    • @optforthyname3800
      @optforthyname3800 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      @@mychemicalromancewillpierc5241 I didn't call him a rebound. I just said he did the same backup vocals as Ryan did and Dallon does a really good job at recreating them. They didn't even play the same instrument. I love Dallon and his bands probably more than Ryans so I don't see him as "another Ryan".

  • @cali295
    @cali295 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1552

    y'all I don't even care if ryden was real, I just want to see the OG band hang out, maybe even play a few fever songs. I just want to see them all genuinely smiling and laughing and being on good terms.

    • @sarahgriffin539
      @sarahgriffin539 7 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      same :(

    • @UMS00166398
      @UMS00166398 7 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Cali me too!!!! That was well said

    • @lemonpancake2774
      @lemonpancake2774 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      same:(

    • @sher9436
      @sher9436 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Same omg finally someone said it

    • @sher9436
      @sher9436 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@ElliotGien i see you everywhere um

  • @user-yh8li2tm8g
    @user-yh8li2tm8g 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1842

    4:11 'hey moon, don't you go down' 'never will'

    • @vencya6461
      @vencya6461 7 ปีที่แล้ว +156

      God my fucking heart hurts so fucking much

    • @adrianoines521
      @adrianoines521 7 ปีที่แล้ว +97

      em I HEARD THAT AND THATS WHEN I BROKE

    • @dr.mywifefuckingdivorcedme
      @dr.mywifefuckingdivorcedme 7 ปีที่แล้ว +51

      Oh FUCK

    • @kayliebrehm1909
      @kayliebrehm1909 7 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      I didn’t notice that until I read this and that’s what made me cry?! I thought I made it

    • @lonelyghost1851
      @lonelyghost1851 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      wjkisnuisshu

  • @sabrinasophia1304
    @sabrinasophia1304 8 ปีที่แล้ว +925

    My favorite part was 5:04 cause my suffering ended

  • @whathappenedincapetown
    @whathappenedincapetown 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1888

    I LOVE SUFFERING

    • @hope9138
      @hope9138 8 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      SAME

    • @krisbarnett8022
      @krisbarnett8022 7 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      what happened in cape town
      OMYGAWD YOUR USERNAME NO

    • @bjark2943
      @bjark2943 7 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      everyone's fucking usernames I swear to god

    • @theoffensivesatyr7859
      @theoffensivesatyr7859 7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Heh I was the 420th like

    • @yeemoomeey1070
      @yeemoomeey1070 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      same like suffering everyday

  • @charliedvb
    @charliedvb 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2413

    THE WAY BRENDON SMILES WHEN HE HEARS "HEY MOON" BUT REALIZES ITS DALLON AND SHAKES HIS HEAD THEN PROCEEDS TO SING THE SONG AGGRESIVELY WHAT NO IM NOT CRYI-

    • @leobrower9138
      @leobrower9138 5 ปีที่แล้ว +58

      @@shaneiaford7813 3:18

    • @bitescratchkill6849
      @bitescratchkill6849 5 ปีที่แล้ว +189

      IT LOOKS LIKE HES TRYING NOT TO BREAK DOWN AFTER THE SMILE

    • @kanak2913
      @kanak2913 5 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      aaaaaAAAAAAAAA

    • @zoeevee411
      @zoeevee411 5 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      MY HEART 😭

    • @magalipivaral7271
      @magalipivaral7271 5 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      Amanda Brower I’m crying 😭

  • @emilyhinkle7508
    @emilyhinkle7508 6 ปีที่แล้ว +642

    People in 2008 *waves flip phones in the air*

    • @weaksauceremy
      @weaksauceremy 5 ปีที่แล้ว +41

      emily h people in 2018/19 *waves iPhone X max S ultimate edition rose gold extra battery life supreme* difference 🤷🏻‍♀️

    • @seths2419
      @seths2419 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Or better, setting the background of your flip phone to a lighter flame

  • @amylouise8656
    @amylouise8656 8 ปีที่แล้ว +599

    At 3:22 dallon checks to see if brendon is okay and looses track where he is in the song ohboy

    • @IdiditagainPanicatTheDisco
      @IdiditagainPanicatTheDisco  8 ปีที่แล้ว +153

      +Amy Nightingale Yeah, that first "hey moon" part. It looked like Brendon almost lost it there.

    • @kylie_9236
      @kylie_9236 6 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      3:22 you say? *cries in emo*

    • @myah24
      @myah24 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yeemo Emo oh god no...
      Mcr...

    • @AliThePandaaa
      @AliThePandaaa 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      AND NOW HE’S GONE I’M SO SO SADDDD

    • @hollie__swoffsxx8827
      @hollie__swoffsxx8827 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      What else happened on 3:22? That was the day music died

  • @amylouise8656
    @amylouise8656 8 ปีที่แล้ว +309

    I love how he stAtes in the first video that hes actually going try and not to cry fucking hell

  • @ellat4530
    @ellat4530 7 ปีที่แล้ว +189

    In 2011 it looks like he's trying to cover up his emotions with anger

  • @illi0
    @illi0 7 ปีที่แล้ว +590

    b: Don't you go down
    r: never will
    me: sobs uncontrollably

  • @jennal166
    @jennal166 5 ปีที่แล้ว +418

    You can literally see him go through the 8 stages of grief.

    • @mj-cd9fr
      @mj-cd9fr 4 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      @@starlesscitiess RYAN ADDED 3 MORE

    • @tamaRAWSFX
      @tamaRAWSFX 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@starlesscitiess the golden God! Brendon blocks him out in interviews so that he wouldn't cry since now he has a wife and all but if you dig deep the songs are still ryden

    • @midnight_x_edits
      @midnight_x_edits 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@tamaRAWSFX not really alot of the songs are just about other things not ryan idk a song past idk maybe vices that was signaled towards ryan brendon is happily married to sarah and him and ryan have moved on they havent seen or talked to each other in years

  • @MOaxol
    @MOaxol 7 ปีที่แล้ว +547

    can we talk about at 4:11, after Brendon says his line, rYAN SAYS NEVER WILL, KILL ME

  • @ohhey2728
    @ohhey2728 8 ปีที่แล้ว +753

    hey tears, please forget to fall down
    hey tears don't you come down

  • @bigheartbby
    @bigheartbby 8 ปีที่แล้ว +329

    WHAT IS THIS WET SUBSTANCE FALLING FROM MY EYEBALLS?????

    • @sheppykinz9380
      @sheppykinz9380 8 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      its tears... its normal don't worry

    • @awesomenessgirl4913
      @awesomenessgirl4913 8 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      If you're anything like me...It's blood. You need a hospital.

    • @sheppykinz9380
      @sheppykinz9380 8 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Awesomenessgirl😈 thats if its red if its kinda clear its tears if its red.. Its blood blood gallons of the stuff XD

    • @a.nightgold870
      @a.nightgold870 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      more than you can drink and it has never been enough :)

    • @sillybilly1807
      @sillybilly1807 8 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      dont worry its just your own personal northern downpour

  • @ElBreaksLoose222
    @ElBreaksLoose222 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2219

    "Northern downpour sends its love - I love you"
    "Hey moon please forget to fall down - never will"
    vs.
    "Melt your headaches, call it home - god I miss him"

    • @tsukitwt3158
      @tsukitwt3158 5 ปีที่แล้ว +54

      That breaks my heart

    • @Arrandir
      @Arrandir 5 ปีที่แล้ว +46

      wait what when did ‘never will’ happen

    • @zipkiyahbroflovski3633
      @zipkiyahbroflovski3633 5 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      Kiwi Productions in chicago. just search it up “northern downpour live in chicago” u will hear it

    • @judefuller5100
      @judefuller5100 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Demi van Westen that’s what I thought he said

    • @CowsinthebarnAJ-dv8ob
      @CowsinthebarnAJ-dv8ob 5 ปีที่แล้ว +43

      Elia Hope i’m pretty sure he said “God i’m sorry” apologizing to the fans for his voice crack

  • @venusasablog
    @venusasablog 7 ปีที่แล้ว +277

    Clearly, the album, this song in particular had a significant meaning to the band. I can understand Brendon's reasoning for not performing Northern Downpour.

  • @viktorm.6883
    @viktorm.6883 7 ปีที่แล้ว +352

    He literally choked on "Ryan's line" i will sHOOT MYSELF

  • @4girlrock
    @4girlrock 8 ปีที่แล้ว +478

    Okay no but I'm legit sobbing here send help and Dallon Weekes

    • @IdiditagainPanicatTheDisco
      @IdiditagainPanicatTheDisco  8 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      +Peterick Way hahaha - sending Dallon, stat!

    • @bonkersbb5503
      @bonkersbb5503 8 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      *pats head* *hugs awkwardly* me too child

    • @edgydad6664
      @edgydad6664 8 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      dEeEp bReAtHs

    • @Diamonddragon3325
      @Diamonddragon3325 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      NO! What you really need is some Cheese Whiz and a gallon of milk

  • @Brendon033
    @Brendon033 7 ปีที่แล้ว +396

    wait guys do you hear that?
    //cracking in the distance//
    oh it's my heart breaking

  • @kel7956
    @kel7956 6 ปีที่แล้ว +401

    I wasn't even a panic fan during the pretty odd era, I had no idea who panic was when I was 8 but this still made me kind of emotional

    • @natalielol5610
      @natalielol5610 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same

    • @imsophia4878
      @imsophia4878 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I was born in the pretty odd era skskksks

    • @leionnaarrington3168
      @leionnaarrington3168 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Same I was born in 2006 I was 8 but I still feel like I miss Ryan so much

    • @Skitzyyy_
      @Skitzyyy_ 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same

    • @huhokay6285
      @huhokay6285 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I was born just after afysco

  • @avahauge9552
    @avahauge9552 6 ปีที่แล้ว +456

    WHY IS NO ONE TALKING ABOUT 3:19
    Beebo hears the "hey moon" and smiles, then realized it's not Ryan and then forced a fake smile

    • @stinnky1135
      @stinnky1135 5 ปีที่แล้ว +70

      Can we also talk about how after Dallon Sang hey moon he looked at brendon as though he was checking on him.

    • @directioneranne9564
      @directioneranne9564 5 ปีที่แล้ว +61

      And Dallon looks at him. He seems really uncomfortable singing this song

    • @felicity6065
      @felicity6065 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Catch me sOBBING THANKS OP

    • @auroraengland9655
      @auroraengland9655 5 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      I’m cryan ross

    • @madisonlewis5099
      @madisonlewis5099 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      rainydreaming my heart- ouch.

  • @calmbeforethestorm6941
    @calmbeforethestorm6941 7 ปีที่แล้ว +174

    because it's nine in the afternoon my tears are the size of the moon

  • @porilance5260
    @porilance5260 7 ปีที่แล้ว +546

    When dallon sings "hey moon (hey moon, hey moon)" brendon smiles and looked like he was in pain at the same time because that was Ryan's part ;-;

    • @thnksfrthwntz9735
      @thnksfrthwntz9735 7 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      Stop I'm crying already

    • @niamhshipley8914
      @niamhshipley8914 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      What time was that at?

    • @Johanna-ww4cw
      @Johanna-ww4cw 6 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Nemo Shipley 3:18 ... I Think ...

    • @kittiecandy747
      @kittiecandy747 6 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      when dallon sang that he looked over at brendon in concern because he knows how bren felt

    • @Olifant0
      @Olifant0 6 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      He checks if Brendon’s alright

  • @emmawinland2039
    @emmawinland2039 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1228

    is it bad that i started tearing up the second ryan came on the screen?

    • @taeyangmysun6424
      @taeyangmysun6424 8 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      It's okay I did too and I've watched this like 10 times just to torture my poor heart
      Ryan will always be my favourite

    • @meltyourheadachescallithom3961
      @meltyourheadachescallithom3961 7 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      BUT JON

    • @shroom4329
      @shroom4329 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Emma Winland i was crying when it started

    • @amazinggrace645
      @amazinggrace645 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same!!

    • @remytherat3363
      @remytherat3363 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Emma Winland NᎾ Ꮖ ᎠᏆᎠ ᎢᎾ

  • @rizzerbrown
    @rizzerbrown 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1946

    If you haven’t cried yet:
    Brendon is so happy singing it in 2008 but in 2011 he looks so sad and alone. He says, “I love you,” after, “northern downpour sends it’s love.” That could just be to the fans, but neither of them were dating at the time, so it could’ve been to Ryan, even if it was platonically. Ryan told Rolling Stone that he told Brendon to pay special attention to the line, “I know the world’s a broken bone, but melt your headaches call it home.” In 2011 you can see Brendon getting choked up as he sings it and after the line it sounds like he’s saying, “God, I miss him.” Where Ryan would normally sing the, “Hey Moon” at the end, Dallon sings it, and Brendon smiles until he realizes it’s not Ryan and you can actually see the pain in his eyes. In some close up shots you can tell he’s not just sweating but also crying or at least has already, most likely he’s let himself cry a little when he wasn’t singing so his voice wouldn’t falter or crack. Finally, in 2008, after the final, “Hey moon, don’t you go down,” Ryan says, “Never will.” Believe what you want, but I believe Ryan is the moon and Brendon is the sun. Northern Downpour is very hard for Brendon to sing because it’s a broken promise. Ryan promised “not to go down” but he did go down and he left him behind. You can tell they both miss each other, especially if you listen to lyrics of Ryan’s song, “Lonely Moonlight.” If you want me to add anything, feel free to comment. Sorry if this made you cry even more, but felt the need to say it because I miss them together so much. Ryden aside, they were great friends and I don’t think they would’ve stopped being friends if it were really just “creative differences”. Anyway, sorry for this super long essay thing.

    • @natalieozment8477
      @natalieozment8477 6 ปีที่แล้ว +45

      Ok, I don't want to read a FUCKING book

    • @rizzerbrown
      @rizzerbrown 6 ปีที่แล้ว +66

      natalie ozment the fact I knew exactly what comment this was before opening the notification

    • @slutty_vampire
      @slutty_vampire 6 ปีที่แล้ว +74

      Damn... It hurts SO BAD but it's also very interesting to learn more about them, their relationship and the songs or just the references they put in their solo songs both keeps me alive but fucking killing me at the same time 😭
      So, if you know more stuff about them or just little facts like what you've wrote in your comment I'll be so glad for you to tell some because I'm freaking interesting in that sweet shit 👌❤

    • @rizzerbrown
      @rizzerbrown 6 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      FloraWorld I have a ton of theories related to references and stuff lmao

    • @rizzerbrown
      @rizzerbrown 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      FloraWorld I know we can message on here but do you have Instagram or something?

  • @somenamethatincludesanemob8933
    @somenamethatincludesanemob8933 7 ปีที่แล้ว +895

    After I rewatched this, I just finally realized how fucking sad this is.
    Brendon looked so happy and upbeat when all of his band members were all there playing with him. But now that they all left the band, he could never experience it ever again. It could never be the same.
    Godamn, I love the courage Brendon had to sing this.

    • @BlujiBerries
      @BlujiBerries 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Some name that includes an emo band HEY
      He had Spencer and Dallon.

    • @denizarslan8946
      @denizarslan8946 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      and ryan sang it in 2019 lots of times after 10 years it still hits home

  • @ghostingscb8674
    @ghostingscb8674 7 ปีที่แล้ว +737

    no one really commented about this, but in 2008, brendon was happy to sing it. he had like this bounce and a giant smile. in 2011, he looks angry and sad.

    • @kajsa_42
      @kajsa_42 6 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      kanika k YES THIS HURTS ME

    • @berry2007
      @berry2007 6 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      The same goes for his voice.

    • @sapph____
      @sapph____ 6 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      it huRTS MY HEART

    • @majoryaoifreak
      @majoryaoifreak 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      YES THAT HURTS!!!

    • @lorbaborb
      @lorbaborb 6 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      He sings it so well every time because there's always so much emotion

  • @lauracampos5750
    @lauracampos5750 8 ปีที่แล้ว +123

    I think he says "God, I miss him" and not "God, I'm sorry". I know I just made it worse I'm sorry... crafting rn...

  • @diana__s
    @diana__s 7 ปีที่แล้ว +419

    the flashes between performances feels like going from a dream to reality IT HURTS

    • @merymcsusa
      @merymcsusa 6 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Diana S. iF ALL OUR LIFE IS BUT A DREAM-

    • @urmomlol4793
      @urmomlol4793 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Diana S. F UC K

    • @jadetheshade
      @jadetheshade 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      ^^^^^^

    • @wormsforbrains6029
      @wormsforbrains6029 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Diana S. I never thought of it that way holy fuck tHANKS

    • @isla2060
      @isla2060 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      F U C K

  • @dallasmikolaszuk1794
    @dallasmikolaszuk1794 6 ปีที่แล้ว +254

    that girl who starts screeching at 0:08 when the song starts is my spirit animal

  • @jessica-ls3tc
    @jessica-ls3tc 6 ปีที่แล้ว +671

    ryan

  • @meltyourheadachescallithom3961
    @meltyourheadachescallithom3961 7 ปีที่แล้ว +159

    wow i didn't know it rained indoors
    oh wait, that's just me

    • @thebigtv3486
      @thebigtv3486 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      melt your headaches, call it home youR NAME

    • @starjumper
      @starjumper 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      melt your headaches, call it home YOUR NAME, AAAAAAHH

  • @becktrashmouth3675
    @becktrashmouth3675 7 ปีที่แล้ว +506

    IT'S SO CLEAR THAT THEY MISS EACH OTHER OH MY GOD IM CRYING

    • @sapph____
      @sapph____ 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      OMG SAME MKJFSHHLKHGALKF

    • @gettingjiggywithit1021
      @gettingjiggywithit1021 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      but then... what explains ryan ross unfollowing brendon... and brendon unfollowing... ryan...
      god this FUCKING HURTS

    • @josiedodd9856
      @josiedodd9856 6 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      If you missed someone that much, I guess you wouldn't want to be reminded of them by their social media etc. Idk just my guess

    • @MckaylaExoticz
      @MckaylaExoticz 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Sadest thing about that? Someone pretended to be Brendon and Ryan got excited that he reached out and thought he invited him to his wedding only to be embarrassed when he found out it wasn't Brendon.. So in all reality Brendon doesn't want Ryan in his life. anymore..

    • @spookycroissant1040
      @spookycroissant1040 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Mckayla Wood Actually, Brendon texted Ryan some time after the stalker thing happened but Ryan never responded, at least that we know of. They probably still talk but they won’t be public about it because the fans will go crazy.

  • @sophias5060
    @sophias5060 8 ปีที่แล้ว +324

    I'm fine... I've just got some Northern Downpour in my eye.

    • @graciehavard1049
      @graciehavard1049 8 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      THAT WAS SO BITTERSWEET

    • @ba3khyunluvr
      @ba3khyunluvr 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      +Gracie Havard everything I do is bittersweet

    • @graciehavard1049
      @graciehavard1049 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      +idk lol I have a collar full for this song

    • @ba3khyunluvr
      @ba3khyunluvr 8 ปีที่แล้ว

      +Gracie Havard AYEEEEEE

    • @graciehavard1049
      @graciehavard1049 8 ปีที่แล้ว

      +idk lol I think I found my new fav person😂😉

  • @lostchimaera6339
    @lostchimaera6339 7 ปีที่แล้ว +172

    Towards the end (repeating hey moons) in 2008, Beebo is so happy and smiling, but in 2011 he's like about to cry.
    But you already know that.

  • @catchicken7869
    @catchicken7869 7 ปีที่แล้ว +428

    keep listening at 2:21 it will break ur heart when beebo says "oh god, I miss him." Refering to Ryan

    • @jenniferlee9577
      @jenniferlee9577 5 ปีที่แล้ว +62

      Nono it's 'oh god I'm sorry"

    • @monica_redwood
      @monica_redwood 5 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      I have literally watched that a billion times and he didn’t say anything

    • @heidibaltom8138
      @heidibaltom8138 5 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      I thought he said God im sorry" refering to him crying

    • @aubreydink6350
      @aubreydink6350 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Heidi Baltom he does say i’m sorry, but it’s nice to think he said i miss him

    • @heidibaltom8138
      @heidibaltom8138 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @@aubreydink6350 it would be nice but i dont think he actually needed to say he missed him. Hes crying i think that says it all and i just want to give him the biggest hug.

  • @maelle.c.
    @maelle.c. 8 ปีที่แล้ว +134

    It's not tissues we need but medical assistance at this point omg

    • @taeyangmysun6424
      @taeyangmysun6424 8 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Let's get these teen hearts beating faster, faster

    • @akshayababu1817
      @akshayababu1817 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      So_Long_Helena More like "let's get these teen hearts breaking, faster, faster"

  • @ashleighcranford3541
    @ashleighcranford3541 7 ปีที่แล้ว +386

    The way he keeps going into little detours in the song or adding extra vibrato reminds me of how when I'm sad I sing because you can't cry when you're maintaining vocal control.

  • @rosebrown9242
    @rosebrown9242 8 ปีที่แล้ว +274

    Ive never both hated and loved a video so god damn much omfg

  • @blacklodgebarbie
    @blacklodgebarbie 7 ปีที่แล้ว +462

    this used to be so happy, so uplifting and inspiring, you look at the 2011 version and I'm tearing up right now, Brendon broke down on stage. Ryan meant so much to Brendon, and the other way around. Pretty.odd. is turning 10 next year on March 25, so guys please don't harass Brendon with pretty.odd. requests/references. I'm sure he'll acknowledge what he wants. Yes, it would be AMAZING for Brendon, Ryan, Jon, and Spencer to get together just one more time for a reunion but Brendon has said he doesn't want to before. P.O., according to Beebo, "Holds a special place in" all of our hearts, but it's simply not something that will be revisited anytime soon.

    • @mayap8191
      @mayap8191 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      :( Brendon said that? When?

    • @shronk5124
      @shronk5124 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      He really did break down..

    • @KJ-qd4ek
      @KJ-qd4ek 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Moss Ross 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

    • @mychemicalromancewillpierc5241
      @mychemicalromancewillpierc5241 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I can see Brendon and Spencer gettingtogether but Ryan and Jon? I don’t think they’re on speaking terms. At least I know Brendon doesn’t talk to Jon at ALL anymore.

  • @marijkejans2997
    @marijkejans2997 5 ปีที่แล้ว +109

    Brendon: *the song is called...*
    Ryan: *...Northern Downpour*
    Me: *cries in a corner and try’s to sing along with the song*

  • @spoofygrump8720
    @spoofygrump8720 7 ปีที่แล้ว +942

    A LIST OF IMPORTANT MOMENTS W TIMESTAMPS
    0:22 / 2008 - ryro's hands are beautiful this has been a psa
    1:16 / 2008 - breadbin says "i love you"
    2:21 / 2011 - bren gets choked up at the "melt your headaches" line
    2:21 / 2011 - beebo ends the line with "god, I'm sorry"
    4:11 / 2008 - george ryan ross III says "never will" after the line "hey moon, don't ya go down"

    • @rusnevanagaite
      @rusnevanagaite 7 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      BREADBIN

    • @spoofygrump8720
      @spoofygrump8720 7 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      legit, I refer to him as breadbin all the time whoops

    • @reesewilber2759
      @reesewilber2759 7 ปีที่แล้ว +94

      Actually, at 2:21, it sounds like he said "God, I miss him." IF THATS WHAT HE SAID IM CRYING

    • @lostchimaera6339
      @lostchimaera6339 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      spoofygrump this is my favorite TH-cam comment ever and every time I watch this video I scroll down to it

    • @casperfrey3809
      @casperfrey3809 6 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      at 1:04 if you pause it at the camera flash he looks really sad

  • @amira-cc6bk
    @amira-cc6bk 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1014

    I think brendon says "God, I miss him." not "God, I'm sorry." Just from what i can hear, its sounds more like that??

    • @suten79
      @suten79 8 ปีที่แล้ว +107

      THAT MAKES MY SUFFERING MORE UNBEARABLE.

    • @lexi2005
      @lexi2005 8 ปีที่แล้ว +64

      I HEAR IT IM CRYING

    • @deadearbuds
      @deadearbuds 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      GAGSAGGAGAGSGS

    • @amira-cc6bk
      @amira-cc6bk 7 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Melia Glubka IM NOT CRYING YOUR CRYING

    • @dissolve00
      @dissolve00 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      WHERE, WHAT MINUTE

  • @shek-dz9rp
    @shek-dz9rp 8 ปีที่แล้ว +239

    sorry, my eyes were doing some cardio and now it's sweating

  • @LukaMoonVibe
    @LukaMoonVibe 6 ปีที่แล้ว +420

    2008-
    -Northern Downpour sends it's love ("I love you")
    -Hey moon don't you go down
    ("COME ON CHICAGO")
    -Hey moon don't you go down ("Never will")
    2011-
    -I know the worlds a broken bone, but melt you headaches call it - ("oh god i miss him")
    -Brendon's pained smirk when he sings Ryan's bit
    -Brendon's pissed off smile when Dallon sings Ryan's bit

    • @Vale-tg1og
      @Vale-tg1og 5 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      Crystal Vibe when the I know the world's a broken bone part came on, I think beebo said. "god I'm sorry" not "god I miss him"

    • @agschwarze
      @agschwarze 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      @@Vale-tg1og Either way it's depressing.

    • @alyb4byy
      @alyb4byy 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Pretty.Odd. nope it’s “god i miss him”

    • @caratblinkarmycringefest5574
      @caratblinkarmycringefest5574 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@Vale-tg1og or "God I'm sad" because he said in the beginning that the song makes him emotional

  • @hannahlemon2561
    @hannahlemon2561 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1542

    Is it wrong I seriously sob whenever I watch this video? You have no idea how much I'm hurting right now this is so hard for me to watch.

    • @cookiemonster3518
      @cookiemonster3518 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      bullshit then dont watch it 😂

    • @ghazalloolla9355
      @ghazalloolla9355 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I feel nothing but this!!! So i'd just say... Fùcking same :،((

    • @ZeldaHyrulian
      @ZeldaHyrulian 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      boi shut yo sensitive ass up

    • @ZeldaHyrulian
      @ZeldaHyrulian 6 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      nvm i just cried

    • @miishuu
      @miishuu 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      lmao

  • @nikkis232
    @nikkis232 8 ปีที่แล้ว +534

    "Hey moon, don't you go down" at 4:15, does anyone else hear Ryan respond "never will" or is that just me? :)))

    • @IdiditagainPanicatTheDisco
      @IdiditagainPanicatTheDisco  8 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      Awww, it does sound like that, but I think he says "there we go" because of the crowd's participation.

    • @nikkis232
      @nikkis232 8 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      That's true too... I think I was just too caught up in Brendon at 4:21 that I just expect everything in this to break my heart in any way possible

    • @IdiditagainPanicatTheDisco
      @IdiditagainPanicatTheDisco  8 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I understand completely. Lol

    • @emska7230
      @emska7230 7 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      I always thought he said "I love you bro" :o

    • @vencya6461
      @vencya6461 7 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      He said never will. I remember, I have the video, I was there

  • @ninidude1756
    @ninidude1756 7 ปีที่แล้ว +252

    4:15 why did you lie ryan?

    • @vencya6461
      @vencya6461 7 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Ninidude stop please. I'm already crying nonstop

    • @kelly3572
      @kelly3572 7 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Ninidude I'm gonna go start heading down to the Mariana trench so that I can fill the ocean with my tears now. bye

    • @KayCDani
      @KayCDani 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      This made me more upset

    • @capitalistmary
      @capitalistmary 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Oh my god. I actually considered reporting your comment for a second because I literally just stopped crying and you’ve made me tear up again.

  • @maxroyston5342
    @maxroyston5342 8 ปีที่แล้ว +70

    Before Cape Town it was a happy song, but afterwards it was a sad song that he couldn't help crying when he sang

  • @rm_antic
    @rm_antic 6 ปีที่แล้ว +94

    "Northern Downpour sends it's love" - "I love you"
    "Hey moon don't you go down" - "never will"
    It has been an actual decade, this should not be allowed to still make my heart hurt.

  • @tessden1881
    @tessden1881 6 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    Dallon on the side trying to support Brendon singing the song-

  • @princessgirl6462
    @princessgirl6462 8 ปีที่แล้ว +79

    I started feeling the tears coming out at 2:27 because (like it said in the beginning) Ryan said to pay attention to that line and he chokes up 😢

  • @sun-kissed5306
    @sun-kissed5306 8 ปีที่แล้ว +194

    What honestly hurts me is people waving their nokias

  • @Dastiel4ever
    @Dastiel4ever 7 ปีที่แล้ว +143

    It does make me sad but boy am I glad Dallon exists. He's a true friend to Brendon ready to take over if need be if Brendon needs a minute to compose himself. I know Brendon lost his friends when they left but I feel like he's made more connections by continuing the legacy of Panic! At the Disco and maybe someday Ryan and Jon and Spencer will come back. Here's hoping.

    • @rodan9769
      @rodan9769 6 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Dastiel4ever And he's gone now. But I think he and Beebo are still friends...I have no clue

    • @macm.3889
      @macm.3889 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Rosa Murtonen it seems like they are. Brendon was exited and supportive. Have you heard Dallon’s music?

    • @rodan9769
      @rodan9769 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Mac M. I have :) He's amazing

    • @macm.3889
      @macm.3889 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Rosa Murtonen : )

    • @rodan9769
      @rodan9769 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Mac M. :D

  • @namenam3
    @namenam3 6 ปีที่แล้ว +117

    4:15 through 4:28 made me cry so hard

    • @AJ-fj9ly
      @AJ-fj9ly 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ultra water wow😭

    • @natalieozment8477
      @natalieozment8477 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Ipuh I can't cry anymore

    • @pandasaredabomb67
      @pandasaredabomb67 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      There’s goes every ounce of strength I have left to hold back my tears

  • @luvheart5258
    @luvheart5258 7 ปีที่แล้ว +116

    I watched Brendon crying during singing casual affair (in Seattle _ahem_) so I was already crying before this video even started (yes I know I'm late)

    • @phoebncas
      @phoebncas 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      wait same???

    • @bwunangel
      @bwunangel 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      aah yes casual affair in seattle. a fine piece of ryden history.

    • @bstilleatthedisco8617
      @bstilleatthedisco8617 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      What happened in Seattle?

    • @dy-oi2ev
      @dy-oi2ev 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@bstilleatthedisco8617 Brendon was performing casual affair in Seattle and broke down, there's this theory about ryden in Seattle though... but many people (including me) think that casual affair was about ryan :( hurts man
      Watched him perform it Tuesday in Birmingham (26th March) and instantly thought of Seattle..

    • @dy-oi2ev
      @dy-oi2ev 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@bstilleatthedisco8617 th-cam.com/video/jhXDQBZNdIE/w-d-xo.html
      Here's the Seattle video

  • @ananasek781
    @ananasek781 8 ปีที่แล้ว +85

    ive never been more emotional im serious

    • @ananasek781
      @ananasek781 8 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      the worst part about it is that im making noises but i cant just start crying

  • @erin7243
    @erin7243 7 ปีที่แล้ว +377

    Brandon looks like he's gonna cry in 2011

    • @erin7243
      @erin7243 7 ปีที่แล้ว +67

      Brendon*

    • @kinsiebelle
      @kinsiebelle 7 ปีที่แล้ว +41

      I was about to scream and call u a fake fan like NOOOO ITS BRENDON and then I saw ur correction...it better be a typo

    • @Gabriel-le7ki
      @Gabriel-le7ki 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Erin BRANDON??????????

    • @not-bv1ek
      @not-bv1ek 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Erin brendon**

  • @ellat4530
    @ellat4530 7 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    2:27 "......call it home, God I miss him" fuck my heart

  • @ronforyouruncle4406
    @ronforyouruncle4406 7 ปีที่แล้ว +51

    I'll wait until my last day on earth for a pretty odd reunion tour

    • @kiram0rgan
      @kiram0rgan 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      A Muncle for your uncle I really want them to so bad I’m sobbing so much rn

  • @rizzerbrown
    @rizzerbrown 6 ปีที่แล้ว +52

    “Northern Downpour sends it’s love... I love you.” My heart

  • @diana__s
    @diana__s 7 ปีที่แล้ว +76

    IT HURTS
    IT HURTS SO BAD
    im crying so hard- can't imagine the pain brendon was going through

  • @chlo130
    @chlo130 7 ปีที่แล้ว +127

    can you hear my heartbREAK
    CHRIST
    I havent been a panic fan for long so ive only known it when theres just brendon, but this makes me wanna see him in a band with his friends and not just on his own

    • @tasyathomashoran6617
      @tasyathomashoran6617 7 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Honestly same ,okay. I only have known panic! Since last july,but i'm crying over Ryan ross

    • @kayleigh9844
      @kayleigh9844 7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      +Abigail Waud I've literally been in love with them for 12 years, literally found out about them from a MySpace bulletin fall out boy posted. The original panic will always be the best, but Brendon at the disco is good too, but the lyric quality has gone downhill cause Ryan was the lyrical genius who penned this masterpiece (and 90% of their other songs before he left). I honestly still hold out hope that maybe they'll do a special reunion in the future if we're lucky enough. Ugh man I still can't believe they broke up. I remember finding out about it and immediately freaking out and thinking my bff was lying... she wasn't. :( rip 💕

  • @carolinestanley_3
    @carolinestanley_3 7 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    I JUST WISH RYAN WOULD LIKE SHOW UP ON STAGE OR SOMETHING ON BRENDONS BIRTHDAY (IM GOING TO THAT CONCERT) AND SING NORTHERN DOWNPOUR BECAUSE EVERYTHING WOULD BE RIGHT IN THE WORLD AGAIN AND THE WHOLE FANDOM WOULD BE SO HAPPY AND IT JUST MAKES ME SO SAD THAT ILL NEVER GET TO SEE HIM PREFORM THIS LIVE AND ILL NEVER GET TO SEE RYAN AND BRENDON ON STAGE TOGETHER AND THAT RYAN IS LIVING A SEMI NORMAL LIFE NOW AND ITS SO SAD IM CRYING IM CRYING IM CRYING

  • @femkevandemaat7504
    @femkevandemaat7504 7 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    The "i love you" IM CRYING

  • @alltimedissapointed7339
    @alltimedissapointed7339 7 ปีที่แล้ว +65

    I FUKEN MISS THE SECOND VOICE AND GUITAR IN THE 2011 VERSION

  • @luvliines
    @luvliines 7 ปีที่แล้ว +71

    ryan ross ? you mean cryan ross ?

    • @kaibamar
      @kaibamar 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      namjoon bites
      I’m sobbing but laughing

  • @deadearbuds
    @deadearbuds 7 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    "melt your headaches call it home" "no, I'm sorry" FUCKING HELL BRENDON

  • @bethmia
    @bethmia 7 ปีที่แล้ว +47

    I'm crying cos in the 2011 one I saw Brendon's eyes glistening and tearing up at about 2:45 which made me tear up and now I'm crying
    I SHOULDVE LISTENED TO THE TITLE AND GOTTEN TISSUES

  • @Someone-vv8er
    @Someone-vv8er 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    2008 is so sweet and the band is just playing and having fun
    and when ryan said "never will" he sounded so loving, like a 'how can i leave, i love you all'
    and 2011 is just brendon being salty and upset because ryan lied

  • @sassmasterskyy2226
    @sassmasterskyy2226 6 ปีที่แล้ว +56

    Someone needs to show this to CrankThatFrank.

    • @jujubean2997
      @jujubean2997 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      SassmasterSkyy he would be sobbing

    • @sevenelevendata
      @sevenelevendata 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@jujubean2997 He would go steal Skylaaa's banana bread

  • @chiara_333
    @chiara_333 8 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    I swear if he sings this live again, I would cry for the next 18 years.

  • @Porschapls
    @Porschapls 7 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    Don't mind me... just curled up in a ball crying and drinking coffee on my couch.

  • @cloverrockwell9943
    @cloverrockwell9943 8 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    I think part of what hurts the most is how the Bush Hall show almost seems like a final goodbye

  • @gia3442
    @gia3442 6 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    Me: I’m not going to cry at this video
    “This song is called northern downpour”
    Me: **vigorously sobs**

  • @orbitskies
    @orbitskies 7 ปีที่แล้ว +162

    me: im a strong woman! i never cry!
    me: *sees this video* jesus christ nevermind

  • @ellis1034
    @ellis1034 7 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    As Ryan said "Northern Downpour", so began the downpour of my tears

  • @user-mg7pq3ul1k
    @user-mg7pq3ul1k 7 ปีที่แล้ว +63

    you did it again

  • @julianamarques7217
    @julianamarques7217 8 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    Yooo.....my eyes are just buckets of water right now.....RYAN WHYYYY 😭😭 You can hear the sadness in Brendon's voice....Damn I'm having my own northern downpour rn 😢 Just kill me and sell me meat at a farmers market.

  • @kindlethompson6335
    @kindlethompson6335 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    here after ryan did THAT in 2019

  • @andrealeathers-feria6574
    @andrealeathers-feria6574 7 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    I RAN OUT OF TISSUES

  • @brendonuriealltimesupplier3960
    @brendonuriealltimesupplier3960 8 ปีที่แล้ว +165

    things on my bucket list:
    successfully make something from on of the dan and phil baking videos
    meet dan howell
    meet phil lester
    meet melanie martinez
    meet brendon urie
    and then finally meet josh dun and tyler joseph
    if that ever happened i wouldnt need anything else
    besides to meet the whole spn cast
    and twd
    and matt smith
    shane dawson
    um ill leave now
    but did i mention , i want to meet brendon urie
    b
    br
    bre
    bren
    brend
    brendon
    brendon u
    brendon ur
    brendon uri
    brendon urie
    also bitchy ass fucking smol bean cinnamon bun Ryan ross and tol tree dallon weekes

  • @samiy1902
    @samiy1902 8 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    without ryan it just sounds sad

  • @lilly4836
    @lilly4836 8 ปีที่แล้ว +65

    I'm crying so much, send help or I'll drown

  • @lone8357
    @lone8357 6 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    I HAVEN'T EVEN WATCHED THE VIDEO YET, BUT THE COMMENTS ALREADY MADE ME DOWNPOUR

  • @malutucker4520
    @malutucker4520 6 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    2011 Brendon looks like he’s getting mad to try and hide from the fact that he was about to cry

  • @christinakrautchuk
    @christinakrautchuk 7 ปีที่แล้ว +109

    I'm hurting

  • @shogunsoup6660
    @shogunsoup6660 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    now someone needs to make a compilation with ryan’s performance of northern downpour a few days ago

  • @sadiemay9757
    @sadiemay9757 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    you can see how much brendon smiles in the one with ryan ross while in the one without ryan he dosent smile as much,you know he is hurt because brendon smiles during every performance

  • @morganw3502
    @morganw3502 6 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    This hurt so bad, it practically killed me when Brendon almost stopped the song after that line " I know the world's a broken bone, but melt your headaches call it 'home'." 😢😭😭

  • @merrittbrewer4990
    @merrittbrewer4990 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    This video in a few words:
    Big owie
    Ryden
    * Sadly bops *
    * sobs *
    "I know the world's a broken bone, but melt your headaches, call it home. Hey Moon, please forget to fall down, hey Moon don't you go down."