Shoshana Bean Sings "She Used to Be Mine" from WAITRESS - CLUB BROADWAY.COM

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  • @raymahmatafai7918
    @raymahmatafai7918 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4206

    It’s unhealthy how many times I come back here

    • @miahmagno3552
      @miahmagno3552 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      same

    • @CrayolaBox11
      @CrayolaBox11 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Same!

    • @mattd9274
      @mattd9274 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      SAME!!!

    • @ozizro3126
      @ozizro3126 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Same!

    • @bodidatjadloc3698
      @bodidatjadloc3698 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      I can totally relate! I keep comin' back for more... More of that emotions! 💞

  • @amihanbaldo8710
    @amihanbaldo8710 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3380

    She made me realize it's not just all about singing it's about story telling.

    • @Jkl67890
      @Jkl67890 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Yah that’s right

    • @sox4755
      @sox4755 4 ปีที่แล้ว +57

      you'll realize they are one and the same. Good vocalists know how to use their instrument to emote well.

    • @DAT415
      @DAT415 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      one of the things i so want to learn.

    • @talitasantana8685
      @talitasantana8685 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Omg yes this is a book not only a song when she sings

    • @bryanmcfarland2253
      @bryanmcfarland2253 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Watch Jeremy Jordan's rendition of this song and you'll realize that even more!

  • @justinebenoit4126
    @justinebenoit4126 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2371

    I kind of love her acting choice to not be on beat the whole time, as if she's considering her next words and singing this for the first time as the character. Wow.

    • @kyliessave8454
      @kyliessave8454 4 ปีที่แล้ว +56

      Truee. If I do this, I sound like I don't know rhythm. 🤣

    • @coreywilkey2
      @coreywilkey2 4 ปีที่แล้ว +94

      John Paul Santos it takes a good pianist to follow your lead, too! But it’s obvious they’re both professionals :-) this was a wonderful performance

    • @calbassas87
      @calbassas87 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Makes it more real

    • @nathankuhns
      @nathankuhns 3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      Queen of back-phrasing.

    • @robertscruggs9255
      @robertscruggs9255 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      1@@coreywilkey2 11111111111111

  • @k_drive
    @k_drive ปีที่แล้ว +207

    her being a beat behind the accompaniment is a such an artistic choice. its like a reflection of her falling behind life, a life thats moved far beyond where she is

    • @cincydooley
      @cincydooley หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Love this comment. I’ve listened to this about 40 times and that’s the first time I’ve thought about it being such a deliberate choice.

    • @zeinaazaratallah5023
      @zeinaazaratallah5023 25 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      100% also because she's messy

    • @brynabenninghoff
      @brynabenninghoff 23 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@zeinaazaratallah5023 100% BEAUTIFULLY messy.....ugh the tears are flowing for real! Shoshana has a way.........wow!!

  • @iago07
    @iago07 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1271

    Isn’t she just a technical genius? I mean, emotions aside (she has those in droves), this woman has so much control of her instrument, I’m just in awe... GIVE HER HER ORIGINAL MUSICAL AND TONY NOOOOWWWW!!

    • @demontelavon
      @demontelavon 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      I'm currently writing a musical, may reach out to her to star in it

    • @verityjude2269
      @verityjude2269 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@demontelavon omg plssss do!!!

    • @malloryfallon6394
      @malloryfallon6394 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      She was R O B B E D of a tony!!!!!

    • @georgejones6262
      @georgejones6262 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@malloryfallon6394 She's never been eligible for nomination.

  • @darrylmorrison6127
    @darrylmorrison6127 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2690

    It's not just the perfection of her singing, it's the way Shoshana is connecting emotionally with the lyrics that gets me.

    • @Lalasarahsteinberg
      @Lalasarahsteinberg 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Yes!!

    • @preach9
      @preach9 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      1000th like omg the way the number changes from 999 to 1k is so satisfying.

    • @Minno86
      @Minno86 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Yes!!! I crumble in tears every single time.

    • @mikeoneill91
      @mikeoneill91 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      She has this inhuman ability to connect with the lyrics and hurl them right at her audience. I think it’s witchcraft, idk. Definitely magic.

    • @kulheaven
      @kulheaven 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Love her interpretation..

  • @aliciaf1214
    @aliciaf1214 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3517

    Wow. I have never heard She Used to be Mine like this and I'm NOT complaining.

    • @jaqenhghar2446
      @jaqenhghar2446 5 ปีที่แล้ว +55

      This is pretty consistent with Jeremy Jordan's version. Equally incredible.

    • @seanyates5769
      @seanyates5769 5 ปีที่แล้ว +74

      If you think about it, Shoshana could never return to NYC for very long for a very valid reason. It represented so many deeply emotional memories. The love of her life died on the streets of this city. This song is performed almost like a memory to that time in her life. I cried like 3 times

    • @romalovesmac
      @romalovesmac 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@jaqenhghar2446 search up adrian matthew she used to be mine, this young boy has such an amazing voice

    • @jaqenhghar2446
      @jaqenhghar2446 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@romalovesmac You assume I didn't know about him.. Adrian Matthew was pretty amazing at the cast karaoke, but his style was still more akin to Jessie Meuller's version than this or Jeremy Jordan's.

    • @seanyates5769
      @seanyates5769 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      This version is sooo raw. I still feel the memories of Tyler in this performance.

  • @ronnierose1448
    @ronnierose1448 5 ปีที่แล้ว +645

    She killed this song. Bought it a casket, had a funeral, and sent it off to Heaven. Left bare her WHOLE soul. This is why ShoshBean is a QUEEN!!

    • @TaylanaStan_27
      @TaylanaStan_27 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Ronnie Rose and that’s an AMEN for the musical theater children

  • @CK_Loves_Tea
    @CK_Loves_Tea 3 ปีที่แล้ว +619

    I’ve been doing the rounds of various amazing performances of this song. Jordin Sparks makes me cry fastest, Alison Luff is so beautifully angry, Katherine McPhee is gorgeously introspective, but this. Shoshana seems to have captured so much. There’s the deep, bitter regret, the self-reflection, the frustration & more fear about the future than anyone else I’ve heard. Wow.

    • @Mokhrotaim
      @Mokhrotaim 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Totally agree 👍

    • @summerrose4286
      @summerrose4286 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Lucy Thomas. Breathtaking.

    • @Fynnie89
      @Fynnie89 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Couldn't have said it better!

    • @EshockT
      @EshockT ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Masterpiece opportunity. Perfectly written song that lends itself to virtuosic vocal performances.

    • @williamuptgraft1755
      @williamuptgraft1755 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I've heard them all and it just doesn't get any better than this! They are all 10s but this is off the charts!!

  • @joseantoniobarroso07
    @joseantoniobarroso07 5 ปีที่แล้ว +817

    She’s really masterful in translating emotions through her vocals. When she sang “finally reminds her” with a slight rasp from being a wisp away from crying is just amazing.

    • @rebeccaurato9975
      @rebeccaurato9975 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Most incredible line. Sho is amazing.

    • @fernandomao9081
      @fernandomao9081 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      She is good singer her voice have power and its stronger

    • @amaridennis2877
      @amaridennis2877 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      3:15!!! Yes sooo good

  • @Llamaboyblue1
    @Llamaboyblue1 5 ปีที่แล้ว +881

    Her ability to tell the story not only through her voice BUT her eyes. BRAVA!!!

  • @thisdayisbananas
    @thisdayisbananas 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1524

    why isn't someone writing a musical behind Shoshana? She could absolutely be with the legends of broadway- Patti, Barbra, Bernadette, Audra, Chita....it needs to happen.

    • @unicornalq11
      @unicornalq11 4 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      I would love to see her as Fantine tbh but idk if she’s considered too old to play her bc sometimes the theatre is shitty about that

    • @mikeoneill91
      @mikeoneill91 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Oh she is. A Broadway legend? Absolutely.

    • @kithand1106
      @kithand1106 4 ปีที่แล้ว +90

      She absolutely NEEDS to originate a role. Period. Girl needs to get that Tony.

    • @rheljancasino7517
      @rheljancasino7517 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Lea Salonga is the true legend of Broadway.

    • @Franwub
      @Franwub 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Coz she has no personality

  • @1998misia
    @1998misia 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1911

    I find it fascinating that even though I've heard this song like a million times since it came out (I'm honestly surprised I'm not sick of it by now :P) and interpreted in so many different ways, every single performer brings something totally different. And Shoshana's version is definitely up there in my favorites!

    • @cuchelo1
      @cuchelo1 5 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      I was thinking while watching this (and not at all getting sick of hearing new interpretations!) how amazing the writing from Sara Bareilles is and how it must be so wonderful for her to see each new person take this and run with it. How thrilled she must be that it's touching so many different people. At least I hope she feels that way.

    • @keldailey6827
      @keldailey6827 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@cuchelo1 Well said. Seeing Sara in the front row in Pittsburgh in November. I might cry throughout the entire concert.

    • @cuchelo1
      @cuchelo1 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@keldailey6827 I'm crying just thinking about it, lol! Enjoy!!!

    • @ofletcher6422
      @ofletcher6422 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Wow I agree. I found this song late but I am constantly surprised how much I still love it.

    • @limayangeranichar2841
      @limayangeranichar2841 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      If you would be kind enough please check out my version of this song too, It would mean alot for me,someone who is starting out♥️♥️♥️
      th-cam.com/video/Y4Tve6j3vU4/w-d-xo.html

  • @ralharps
    @ralharps 5 ปีที่แล้ว +714

    I’ve listened to a TON on renditions of this song and everyone manages to put their stamp on it but in similar ways. THIS rendition stands completely on its own. So much emotion not a note out of place, power and restraint at the same time. Shoshana u are the QUEEN! By far my favorite

    • @iheartvanilla3195
      @iheartvanilla3195 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Hope you may find time to listen to Morissette Amon's version of this song. Love her rendition and of course Shoshana's version, so love this!

    • @karzymimi42
      @karzymimi42 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I agree! This version is the best one! I felt every word she sang!

    • @Justarttingz
      @Justarttingz 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@karzymimi42 listen to Kelly new version

    • @melissacoviello2886
      @melissacoviello2886 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      This version makes me sob.

    • @jacklutz3375
      @jacklutz3375 ปีที่แล้ว

      No lies detected!

  • @forgvn70x7
    @forgvn70x7 ปีที่แล้ว +78

    The way she effortlessly slips and slides her way through the off beats while still keeping tempo is what is truly telling about her talent!

  • @mattdebenedictis2455
    @mattdebenedictis2455 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1384

    I've been lucky enough to see Waitress 6 times over the years (Jesse 2x, Betsy 2x, Sarah 1x and Katherine 1x) and this is the first time an actress had me me tear up during this song since the very first time I saw it with Jesse Mueller. Shoshana is just something else we dont deserve her

    • @mc-funk
      @mc-funk 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      On the flip side Sarah Bareilles doing the parody version about Angela Merckel on SNL still made me cry ... lol. But this is still a truly, supremely evocative performance.

    • @alvinmedina7121
      @alvinmedina7121 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      im not up to you. I have seen jessie n Katherine both amazing. I'm going for third because of this video.it makes me sob .

    • @paigejohannesen9681
      @paigejohannesen9681 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      sara**

    • @janedruda
      @janedruda 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      you lucky man!.. I wanted to see it in NY with Sara and Jason Mraz but couldnt find anybody who would fly over with me!... It's in London and we are going to see it later this month. Excited is not the word! :-)

    • @idontusethis4960
      @idontusethis4960 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Matt DeBenedictis oOoOo how was betsy?

  • @CyanAnn
    @CyanAnn 5 ปีที่แล้ว +458

    The way she uses that rasp is so raw and real it made me instantly cry

  • @nikkislife7812
    @nikkislife7812 5 ปีที่แล้ว +276

    That last “mine” was such a perfect choice vocally, it just really showed how much pain the character was in... it was like a wail, which makes total sense because it’s just pure emotion and pain by the end and Shoshana is a master of acting through a song. Simply amazing.

    • @sud8492
      @sud8492 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Faceless this is the correct opinion

  • @tamerlano
    @tamerlano 4 ปีที่แล้ว +523

    She builds the song masterfully... that's a kinda genius. And the voice is a marvel of color and control...the riffs are used judiciously and to great effect. And then there's the deep loneliness of a woman who feels hollow and desensitized and just wants to be herself again. It's a heartbreaking performance.

  • @shabytin
    @shabytin ปีที่แล้ว +13

    February 2023 and I’m still here. I love you forever, Shoshana!

  • @Thismeekpotato
    @Thismeekpotato 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1261

    In a hypothetical situation if this was once again a new show and Tony season was coming, Sho would 1000% deserve a nod.

    • @andracaston9877
      @andracaston9877 5 ปีที่แล้ว +36

      unnoticedones oh hands down, that’s why I be like GURL !!!!! I know you have the whole like albums and stuff but GET BACK TO BROADWAY so you can get that tony and really blow up

    • @badmikeyt
      @badmikeyt 5 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      Not just a nod, a win.

    • @Thismeekpotato
      @Thismeekpotato 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@badmikeyt Agreeeeed

    • @latrelljohn02
      @latrelljohn02 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@Thismeekpotato If she's against Cynthia Erivo's performance on the Color Purple I doubt. But if she's gonna do it, she's gonna do it.

    • @bondfool
      @bondfool 5 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      They should have a replacement cast category.

  • @eleonoramaciel6273
    @eleonoramaciel6273 5 ปีที่แล้ว +550

    She’s raw and she’s angry and so, so sad and it’s amazing how easily she portrays it, without the scenery, without the context of the rest of the musical, without the clothes, just herself, a mic and the piano. It’s different from the other Jenna’s and it’s amazingly heartbreaking. I love, love, love this so much.

  • @nater6790
    @nater6790 5 ปีที่แล้ว +511

    Shoshana is the queen of taking modern styles like riffing and opting up but using acting and motive to create those styles. She’s brilliant.

    • @MrAaronWomball
      @MrAaronWomball 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      This is a perfect way to describe her performance. The vocal choices in this are just incredible.

    • @camilla8129
      @camilla8129 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      That's how it should be imo! Sure vocal tecnique is fundamental in musical theatre, but it should be used to feel more free with the acting choices and actually enhance them, not just to show off

  • @lorynpierceeastabrook5177
    @lorynpierceeastabrook5177 2 ปีที่แล้ว +56

    She literally cracks her heart open and pours it right out on stage. Her rendition guts me every time I hear it.

  • @reagangeorgi2618
    @reagangeorgi2618 5 ปีที่แล้ว +307

    This is BY FAR the best version of this song

  • @seanyates5769
    @seanyates5769 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1050

    We must remember Shoshana Bean IS 100% the reason why WICKED producers believed that the show was bigger than Idina Menzel. This is the same girl that led sold out shows on a regular basis with her voice when she was a virtual nobody. She was carving herself out a lane to be a legend until Tyler's death. He challenged her to be bigger, be better, and believe she's enough. His death taught her a reality she was just doing a job living in NYC . This performance just shows all of Tyler's lessons coming to fruition. The power of Love ❤❤❤

    • @Elphabantom
      @Elphabantom 5 ปีที่แล้ว +61

      Sean Yates she really was!!! She paved the way virtually for all future Elphaba to make the songs their own.

    • @annanonymous7637
      @annanonymous7637 5 ปีที่แล้ว +36

      I'm not a big Wicked fan or Shoshana fan (not because I don't like them, just because i haven't exposed myself to a lot of their work) so... i hope you don't mind me asking but.... who's Tyler?

    • @meganlydon9150
      @meganlydon9150 5 ปีที่แล้ว +40

      @@annanonymous7637 her boyfriend whom she was very close with. He died in a car accident around 2006

    • @annanonymous7637
      @annanonymous7637 5 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      @@meganlydon9150 Oh no! Thank you so much for answering, but gosh that's devastating!

    • @seanyates5769
      @seanyates5769 5 ปีที่แล้ว +66

      Megan Lydon It was her fiancé. She’s talked a lot about how the 1st album plus years of therapy has helped her deal with his death. She still wears the rings on her finger.

  • @nestorlozanojr.3963
    @nestorlozanojr.3963 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1222

    I never comment on videos. And I never cry. And here I am... doing both of those things.

    • @wendytahermosa
      @wendytahermosa 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Nestor Lozano Junior I cried too

    • @suckstart25
      @suckstart25 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Nestor Lozano Junior 💖💖

    • @solnishcat
      @solnishcat 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Nestor Lozano Junior I feel you, brother

    • @mmp79622
      @mmp79622 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Proud of us..

    • @rosesmith101
      @rosesmith101 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Pahahha

  • @jlth6
    @jlth6 4 ปีที่แล้ว +343

    Just discovering this in 2020. what the hell. where the hell have I been

  • @lillymovee1771
    @lillymovee1771 5 ปีที่แล้ว +402

    I think I have issues. I literally listen to this every single day

  • @LolaSky1996
    @LolaSky1996 3 ปีที่แล้ว +95

    You'll never see a mainstream artist perform like this.

    • @perryjones7771
      @perryjones7771 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      LITERALLY

    • @rhettmitchell
      @rhettmitchell 24 วันที่ผ่านมา

      You’re so right bc Ms. Bean is a legend with her vocals and emoting, but I would raise you Kelly Clarkson

  • @celifacejones
    @celifacejones 5 ปีที่แล้ว +483

    I just died and went to heaven. Jessie's rawness and phrasing is still my favorite, but I love this just as much.
    Time to hit repeat all day...

  • @ryans634
    @ryans634 5 ปีที่แล้ว +636

    Masterclass in acting through song. And also having a sick voice. LOVE SHO ❤️

  • @nicoletta2621
    @nicoletta2621 5 ปีที่แล้ว +225

    Her voice is so beautiful and her acting while just sitting on a stool is somehow also beyond amazing

  • @mymmont
    @mymmont 4 ปีที่แล้ว +100

    when you even forget that that is a song. You just get so carried away with the story telling and the emotions that time stops and you're transported to another place, together with her. THAT is how you sing a song. You LIVE it. Damn it. Love you Shoshana

  • @shabytin
    @shabytin 5 ปีที่แล้ว +219

    I’m still here. November 2019 and I’m still here.

    • @bridiemolloy8643
      @bridiemolloy8643 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      wow this year's gone so quickly, it seem like last month she was still in the show aha

    • @cass_727
      @cass_727 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Me too

    • @noahspacey2601
      @noahspacey2601 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      SAME

    • @IsabellaLomax
      @IsabellaLomax 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ME TOO I PLAY THIS WHEN I NEED A GOOD CRY LOL

    • @kat111503
      @kat111503 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same. At least once a week.

  • @MattTam
    @MattTam 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1044

    What the F??! I was expecting something good already cause it's Shoshana but this is INSANEEE!!!! Best interpretation of the song so far in my opinion.

    • @allynisbet3679
      @allynisbet3679 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Matt Tam agreed. A million times!

    • @janaecampbell2745
      @janaecampbell2745 5 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Yes I agree! Best I’ve heard!! What an incredible story teller but also not overdoing it. Wow. 😍

    • @Meg-bw3yx
      @Meg-bw3yx 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      I read the beginning and almost misinterpreted this comment greatly, but yes completely agree.

    • @Lalasarahsteinberg
      @Lalasarahsteinberg 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I totally agree, it's in my 3!!

    • @talk2minie
      @talk2minie 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Agreed truly and completely!

  • @charlieoverseaz
    @charlieoverseaz 5 ปีที่แล้ว +60

    Shoshana Bean redefined what Broadway is. She’s absolutely the best.

  • @musicalme789
    @musicalme789 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I find myself returning back to this performance regularly. 5 years later and this is still one of the greatest emotional and vocal performances I have ever had the pleasure to enjoy. Brava Shoshana.

  • @FlimFlamFloom
    @FlimFlamFloom 4 ปีที่แล้ว +96

    1M views. Sho deserves this. She owns this song.

    • @Griff.photography
      @Griff.photography 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I think it deserves more than one million :)

    • @connerpeck7839
      @connerpeck7839 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Me coming back trying to get her to 7.9billion by the end of 2021😂😂

  • @ronandmaryanneherrema8214
    @ronandmaryanneherrema8214 2 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    The dynamics in this performance are crazy! She told the story so beautifully and with such control!

  • @r0land014
    @r0land014 5 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    This song makes me cry every single time.
    Sara Bareilles is an outstanding songwriter.

  • @dsmith8384
    @dsmith8384 5 ปีที่แล้ว +161

    The like button doesn’t seem enough for this performance. We need a wow button.

  • @royetteyyy4013
    @royetteyyy4013 5 ปีที่แล้ว +202

    “...learns how to toughen up...” 😍😭🙌🏼

    • @justcallmeteacup4711
      @justcallmeteacup4711 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Oh I know I started getting all teary eyed like damn 😭

    • @iago07
      @iago07 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Best delivery of that phrase from all the actresses... she has it and no one can do it like her. So perfect.

  • @emmapup1
    @emmapup1 3 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    This. This is the only one that actually made me cry.

  • @AvianaPatterson
    @AvianaPatterson ปีที่แล้ว +7

    This is BY FAR the best version of this song. You'll never see a mainstream artist perform like this..

  • @summerific
    @summerific 5 ปีที่แล้ว +174

    It's not simple to say
    That most days I don't recognize me
    That these shoes and this apron
    That place and its patrons
    Have taken more than I gave them
    It's not easy to know
    I'm not anything like I used be, although it's true
    I was never attention's sweet center
    I still remember that girl
    She's imperfect, but she tries
    She is good, but she lies
    She is hard on herself
    She is broken and won't ask for help
    She is messy, but she's kind
    She is lonely most of the time
    She is all of this mixed up and baked in a beautiful pie
    She is gone, but she used to be mine
    It's not what I asked for
    Sometimes life just slips in through a back door
    And carves out a person and makes you believe it's all true
    And now I've got you
    And you're not what I asked for
    If I'm honest, I know I would give it all back
    For a chance to start over and rewrite an ending or two
    For the girl that I knew
    Who'll be reckless, just enough
    Who'll get hurt, but who learns how to toughen up
    When she's bruised and gets used by a man who can't love
    And then she'll get stuck
    And be scared of the life that's inside her
    Growing stronger each day 'til it finally reminds her
    To fight just a little, to bring back the fire in her eyes
    That's been gone, but used to be mine
    Used to be mine
    She is messy, but she's kind
    She is lonely most of the time
    She is all of this mixed up and baked in a beautiful pie
    She is gone, but she used to be mine

  • @maxy9540
    @maxy9540 5 ปีที่แล้ว +208

    yes shoshana! bringing some soul into the role!!

    • @dayvaughnmonroe9540
      @dayvaughnmonroe9540 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      maxine pontillas you must have not seen Christine Dwyer from the tour...

    • @stormbob
      @stormbob 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      RIGHT? Her inner soul singer wants to come out so badly.

  • @alliemar5746
    @alliemar5746 5 ปีที่แล้ว +213

    I haven’t felt this emotional listening to this song since Jessie was in the role of Jenna, I think I may have a new favourite Jenna

  • @davidhernandezcaban2770
    @davidhernandezcaban2770 4 ปีที่แล้ว +62

    The fact that she sing this from the bottom of her heart, does anyone know her story. She sing like she’s been In the same position as the character. 😭💕

  • @meganmccaleb817
    @meganmccaleb817 5 ปีที่แล้ว +69

    I’ve seen so many renditions of this song on TH-cam and this is by far the best vocal/acting performance. The ability to convey the message of that powerful song with nothing more than a stool, microphone, and piano is beyond me.

  • @thomasgareau1911
    @thomasgareau1911 5 ปีที่แล้ว +230

    I'm obsessed with the riff at 2:53. A bit of Sho had to break through somewhere! Really cool use of singing off the beat too around 1:15. Love her.

    • @mathewtshowchoir
      @mathewtshowchoir 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Thomas Gareau WET 4 LYFE FROM THAT RIFF

    • @RENThead311
      @RENThead311 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Obsessed with that riff!

    • @RachelSalvadore
      @RachelSalvadore 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      ME TOO

    • @kessa9755
      @kessa9755 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      She sounded like Celine Dion with that riff

  • @katarynaudrija8296
    @katarynaudrija8296 5 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    Her control and the way she makes riffs seem so easy are INSANE! 😱

  •  5 ปีที่แล้ว +71

    THAT 👏🏻IS👏🏻ACTING👏🏻ON👏🏻THE👏🏻DAMN👏🏻LINE👏🏻!!! So brilliant! This was my church today 🙌🏻

  • @stephaniebuchanan3792
    @stephaniebuchanan3792 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I can't tell you how many times I come back to listen to this. No other singer compares. She just grabs you by the soul and takes you to a place where all the feelings are finally safe to be felt. No matter what else is happening around you, it melts away into the background. You cannot help to be anything other than ultimately present and vulnerable. Bravo!

  • @Mcdblue88
    @Mcdblue88 4 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    This is level of performance only comes from years of experience--not only as a professional singer but from personal experience as well. She delivers the song/story with a great deal of wisdom and I think this is what differentiates her performance from other singers' performances. Those little pauses she does is very effective in evoking the idea of the wisdom and introspection.
    This is by far my favorite interpretation of this song!!!!

  • @kristinaririe2223
    @kristinaririe2223 5 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    The emotional journey you can see visible on her face is my favorite thing about this❤️

  • @amandalagerfeld6849
    @amandalagerfeld6849 5 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    I feel so honored that I got to see this in person. Bone chilling every time Shoshana sings.....

  • @raphaelinsigne726
    @raphaelinsigne726 5 ปีที่แล้ว +247

    I started dying at 2:33
    dUDE I SWEAR THE SECOND HALF IS REALLY FRICKING PAINFUL

    • @andreashoesmith1090
      @andreashoesmith1090 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Me too. Chills, tears the whole nine. Absolutely amazing.

  • @dizie1722
    @dizie1722 4 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    This is a masterclass performance. This is how you perform a song. 🙌🏽🔥🔥

  • @jilliandiperna
    @jilliandiperna 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I love the little smirks by the pianist in the back, like "oh we're nailing this sis"

  • @tylerfunnyman2532
    @tylerfunnyman2532 5 ปีที่แล้ว +162

    We’re in NYC for our anniversary, and we’ve already seen 3 broadway shows, and we simply can’t afford another one. Then I watched this video. We’re going to “Waitress” tomorrow night.

  • @MaitreRed
    @MaitreRed 5 ปีที่แล้ว +174

    She is literally telling a story, the way she connects with the lyrics made me speechless
    I was captivated from the first to the latest note of the song
    One of the best singers ever

  • @Blast2224
    @Blast2224 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    My family saw her three days ago. It's no exaggeration that she managed to shatter the entire Sunday matinee audience. Everyone was crying and it felt absolutely amazing. She put so much energy that when she finished the audience needed a strong 30 seconds of clapping and sobbing before she could continue.

  • @m.l.bishop1914
    @m.l.bishop1914 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Wowzer! I actually forgot to breathe. How did I not know that this performance was in the world? Truly performing it rather than just singing it. The range of emotions is incredible.

  • @nathanielleeson3318
    @nathanielleeson3318 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This is by far the best rendition. She took it to heaven and then buried it. LOVE SHOSHANA! love love her!!

  • @laryssa6352
    @laryssa6352 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    I saw the show last weekend and Shoshana was absolutely fantastic and heart wrenching. Perfect casting choice.

  • @linguagemdoslivros
    @linguagemdoslivros 5 ปีที่แล้ว +41

    I'm so emotional right now. This is the sadest way I've ever seen someone perform this song AND THE ENDING OMG

  • @cassidyalston8487
    @cassidyalston8487 5 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    'Baked in a beautiful pie’ gets me every time :( wish I was in NYC

  • @PlayerEternal
    @PlayerEternal 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    It's unhealthy how many time iiiii come back here

  • @savig.6258
    @savig.6258 5 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    I have never liked this song more than now, outstanding performance. Such a unique voice

  • @zoerosiee
    @zoerosiee 5 ปีที่แล้ว +263

    I was not planning on crying today but I see Shosh, click, and get WRECKED

    • @thornolie
      @thornolie 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same!! Certain lyrics render me a mess, but add in Sho singing and I cant deal!!

    • @MelbaToast7117
      @MelbaToast7117 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      God me too. Wow that was beautiful

  • @destineycollins1083
    @destineycollins1083 5 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    The emotion in her voice, and her facial expressions are just so pure and perfect! This is gold, and definitely on repeat!

  • @retro-spective3403
    @retro-spective3403 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Masterclass on how to sing this song… the best version I’ve heard, emotive, gritty, technically flawless, tells a believable story bringing the performance to another level.…. absolute perfection!

  • @TheMarlonChannel
    @TheMarlonChannel 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I always find myself coming back here. No one sings this song like her. I'm left in awe every time.

  • @cryssdee
    @cryssdee 5 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    Officially the best version of that song I’ve ever heard. The dynamics and intricacies of each phrase were perfectly executed. Amazing. So amazing 🤩🤩🤩

  • @keviener
    @keviener 5 ปีที่แล้ว +63

    She really is perfect. She's the perfect Elphaba, perfect Jenna. Damn

  • @jacquieb6997
    @jacquieb6997 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I never get tired of this song. It touches my soul.

  • @MarceMeirone
    @MarceMeirone 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Don't know why I need to come back here a couple of times every year 😅

  • @z71txman
    @z71txman 5 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    Damn she can sing. She's a story teller thru song!

  • @StefanieLind
    @StefanieLind 5 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    This performance is a masterclass. Wow.

  • @spagooter9
    @spagooter9 5 ปีที่แล้ว +433

    I can't believe Shoshana got April Ludgate to play the keyboard for her

  • @SirEmilyTiger
    @SirEmilyTiger 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    the pianist is incredible!!!

  • @blakewebb7370
    @blakewebb7370 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    One of the greatest voices and talents of her generation

  • @sideeffects78
    @sideeffects78 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2585

    She ruined this song for anyone else who might try to sing it after her.

    • @ocktohpus6264
      @ocktohpus6264 4 ปีที่แล้ว +261

      You had us in the first half, ngl

    • @sideeffects78
      @sideeffects78 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      @@ocktohpus6264 Be kind 😊

    • @ocktohpus6264
      @ocktohpus6264 4 ปีที่แล้ว +70

      @@sideeffects78 I was being kind, I was worried you weren't being kind, I saw the "she ruined this song for anyone" and then I saw the rest was nice

    • @jgalvan96
      @jgalvan96 4 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      sideeffects78 same thing for ‘Make it Rain’!

    • @ricoconde1772
      @ricoconde1772 4 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      Her maturity surely helped her a lot in conveying the emotions of this song..

  • @MatSwim94
    @MatSwim94 5 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    I'm crying and still rewatching this for the 100th time

  • @ra1nbowproducti0ns
    @ra1nbowproducti0ns 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Literally bought tickets to see this show immediately after watching this. Anything with this woman and I am THERE.

  • @nicolexobi
    @nicolexobi 5 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    Officially my favorite version

  • @lma6808
    @lma6808 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    So much color. She has the perfect quality of voice to perform this song, it's so passionate. Some of the expression is dramatic, but there's a whole lot that isn't, and i think that's even more important to have when performing songs like this. So amazing, I'm in tears.

  • @mikhail_roberts
    @mikhail_roberts 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    This is an example of Musical Theatre Singing at its absolute best. She is so close to breaking the ENTIRE song, but her need to communicate this always balances her emotional passion. She rides a razor’s edge of technique and emotion. Very VERY few people can sing and act like this at the same time.

  • @abbytipps
    @abbytipps 5 ปีที่แล้ว +121

    Just back for my daily viewing of this

  • @SamGibbins
    @SamGibbins 5 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    Hands down my favourite rendition of this song so far. Stunning vocals and INCREDIBLE acting. Such nuance and subtlety. I adore it. Sho really is one of the best at what she does. Just amazing.

  • @the13thrain
    @the13thrain 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    This version always makes me cry. It's so relatable feeling the grief over the person you feel you were supposed to be but didn't get to be due to your own misgivings. Love Shoshanna

  • @deeamari5033
    @deeamari5033 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    she ATE this

  • @Heisenberg_99.1
    @Heisenberg_99.1 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I’ve listened to this song so many times, and now all of the sudden I’m balling my eyes out watching her tell this story.

  • @mood9728
    @mood9728 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Saw it last month in nyc and I started crying this song gave me chills

  • @aphrael11235
    @aphrael11235 5 ปีที่แล้ว +47

    Most perfect musicality I've seen with the dark confession theme of this song. Like the connection feeling of going to an AA meeting. Thank you!

  • @vicenteantonionunez347
    @vicenteantonionunez347 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    The second verse really solidified this performance for me. Sho brings such incredible anger and grief to the song that pairs so powerfully with its words, such sadness into grasping at what she’s lost. It’s fantastic, and her face acting in that verse is stunning.

  • @stayawakegames
    @stayawakegames 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    The acting behind this performance is just as incredible as the singing. So expressive!

  • @notadonna5983
    @notadonna5983 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I never got this song before hearing her sing it. Made me cry for my old, hurt, but beautiful self. I'm inspired to find that beauty, again, and never again let her go.💞

  • @justjulia6030
    @justjulia6030 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    I saw her the other day on Broadway and when she finished this song then she got a super long applause and it was so cute