krisha mae Yes they don't understand how much pain we have and how it's hard to stop I still can't stop and I still doing this to myself but one thing I know... that I can't stop
+Gabriela Lovee yes you can I believe you I said the same thing but I ended up 8 months clean I relapsed but that's the part of getting better learning from your mistakes I feel so guilty today because I got a hot glue gun and put the hot part on my skin and now I have burns all over
They don’t understand. You’re right. They don’t understand the pain we go through. They don’t understand what cutting yourself is like. And they don’t understand what depression is!
The part “that pain in your stomach that pain your heart..it goes away, that voice in your head that says there’s no way it’s wrong Jimmy” hit hard cus sometimes it gets too loud
i feel like a bad person no one should date me i get the biggest anxiety and get angry and say the wrong things lmao i avoid relationships sick of it :')
Sevens oreos no they would be lucky to have you don't think like that you'll find him/her someday I believe in you and you should try and believe in yourself I hope you find the one someday good luck
bridget he lost me and I know how it feels to love someone then they leave but he/she said they love u so much and u reply saying I love u more and u said I'm so happy that ur in my life then she /he leaves...
Auch wenn ich dich nicht kenne,ich liebe deine Videos und vermisse sie irgendwie manchmal echt an Tagen wo ich sie bräuchte. Aber schön das es ein neues Video gibt. Ich Liebe deine Lieder
people don’t understand the pain and thoughts that run through my mind everyday and being quiet at school i feel like i’m just walking past ghosts everyday and people look at me not knowing what i’m going through. all of my relationships seemed so perfect at the beginning then they just leave and i don’t ever understand why they continue to hurt me and come back. i’m just so dumb to keep forgiving them and letting them back into my life and i try to give them the world and nothing seems to satisfy them :(
I found this amazing guy we talked for hours, I thought to myself wow after all those years. Years where my friends talked about their relationships and I couldn't relate and I got so sad and anxious. But then I found you and I was so so happy I really believed I was gonna be happy again after all those years of hurting love could fix me. I go out and see him finally! But then he doesn't speak to me and he leaves, wow wasn't I broken I was so fooled I thought I could get my life back but nope and now he just stares at me what did I do you hurt me :(
Elise Acosta Same, and my boyfriend was the biggest player in school, he violated me, he hurt, and broke my heart, and I'll I want is him back, I'm still in love with him... And it hurts me to see him with someone else :( :/💔
Labrini Giavanogloy but he is the only one I can't get over him but he is my friend I want to date him again I just on a one date with him he loved me before but hi is just a friend now 😔
GamerGirl I'm so sorry baby,dont worry.You will get over him I promise you.My bf is in the same position with you and trust me I totally understand what you've been through.Just ignore him and try to see him like a friend. I've learned that if you ignore who you love they run back to you.But i dont think that he deserve it
everyday was terrible just awful and then he came in my life I finally was somewhat happy but man today was the worst day of all he left me and now I'm broken
these are like the voices in my head...my boyfriend of 2 years tried to leave me this week over a rumor his best friend started, and sadly he’s still his friend...the words in this video just put my thoughts into words without me doing it...
That's why, u gotta leave ur heart behind For it is from within, out of a person’s heart, that evil thoughts come-sexual immorality, theft, murder, adultery, greed, malice, deceit, lewdness, envy, slander, arrogance and folly. All these evils come from inside and defile a person.”
If you need this, You are beautiful the way you are. Don't change yourself. You are so much more than worthless. You are a wonderful person, who doesn't derserves to be hurt. People care about you, more than you think. I CARE ABOUT YOU. Take care of yourself!
Love is something that never works out no matter how much you think will, something all ways go wrong, thats why i have never been in a relationship, brcause i know in the end it never mattered
I know who I want to send this to. I want them to hear it so desperately bad so they know how much it's hurting me inside. But the other half of me, never wants them to hear it at all...
I never had a love that consumed me. Love scares me so much. I hate being around people but I'm so lonely. I dont let people in. I scare people away. I'm not at home. I walked away from this house in a city that's not mine. I sat in the cold for 2 hours, alone. I wanted to be alone. But somewhere in my heart I guess I hoped someone would chase me and try to talk to me. That's what people who love you are supposed to do right? I dont know. It's always me who ruins relationships with people because I get angry or I show them an emotion other than happiness and I wanted to tell them how to understand my heart but I tell the that they can never understand me.. not when i cant even understand myself. Emotion isnt easy for me. I cant tell you why I feel how I feel. Every time i feel happy and smile, i believe things will be better. But then something happens and everything falls apart again. By days end it all falls apart again. I'm tired of hearing things will get better. I'm tired of pain. I'm tired of others. I'm tired of loneliness. But I dont know how to get rid of it. I have so little a presence noone notices me if I'm there or not. I'm so quiet noone can hear me even if I scream. It's like I'm invisible. And there's the pain of feeling nobody cares about how I feel. I've tried to scream out but everyone turns it into why they should be the ones who are upset. Noone chases after me when I run away.. and noone misses me when I leave
sometimes im feel good but the most time im feel tired and broken and bad sooo bad i can’t breathe i can’t be happy and i can’t live like that anymore its too hard
schoen. ich finde es sehr schade das alle deine lieder weg sind weil da sehr schoene dabei waren die mir wirklich sehr gut gefallen haben aber du wirst schon deine gründe haben.♡
Listen, I understand that depression is a serious topic and I've dealt with it too. But stop watching these videos and get up and actually do something. If someone you love left you, it's hurtful. Yes. But you are yourself. You aren't dependent on that person. I know how it feels. It's just easier to stay where you are but honestly, fighting is worth it. Stay alive y'all and fight, it will get better.
Keep fighting cancer. Off. The man that i alway love. Never be by my side. I did away he be by myself. Through this. I just wish he never fight with me day before my cancer surgery. He make me feel like he never love me.
You put your heart and soul in someone... you would do everything to make that 1 person happy. Even if it destroys yourself. And then summer break comes up. And after that period. That 1 person wont even look at you... just depressing ...
If you let people in you think they’ll take one look and run away. You can’t tell anyone, they won’t understand. I’ll tell you. You feel nothing? I feel it all. You fear makes me afraid. Your anger makes me mad. But I also feel your nothing. You can’t change it? Make the most of it. Make your own weakness your reason to live
Love hurts & bruises...but once you get the opportunity to live together...it becomes that you have to struggle to keep the ball of love in the playground of real life at home...
Ich habe Depressionen gefühlt schon immer, seit meinem 12 Lebensjahr ist es diagnostiziert aber eigentlich habe ich es schon vor meiner Geburt gehabt. Selbst im Bauch meiner Mutter hatte ich mich suizidal verhalten. Ich schätze mal das die Psyche meiner Mutter auf mich abgefärbt hat. Es wird von Tag zu Tag schlimmer und ich weiß nicht wie ich dass noch aushalten soll. Und wenn ich mich umbringe kann mein Vater das Haus nicht behalten, das Haus in dem ich groß geworden bin, das Haus in dem ich so viel erlebt habe. Wenn ich sterbe werde ich Menschen verletzen aber wenn ich lebe tue ich es auch...
Love is the biggest scam of all. Exept for those who find themselves lucky enough to have a special someone to have, to hold , to love... How do they do it? How can people be so right for each other? I guess ill never understand. But every time i feel like im getting close to someone, they fade away or are taken by someone else. Now...... im just so scared and alone.... i dont wanna die alone....im sorry. I didnt mean to vent. Im just scared
I'm scared one day.. I won't wake up. I'm asleep.. still.. it's like as soon as the person ur talking about fucks up.. they realize they only need u... but then u decide that u don't know how to trust them not to fuck up again..
I have no idea why I still bother... I’ve had depression since I was 10, became suicidal at 12, started cutting at 13, started to break slowly and painfully... silently... at 14. Who knows if I’ll be 15, or 16, or if I’ll even be alive by tomorrow. It’s sooo fucking easy to hide... and I hate that
@@dorisuhlman7620I’m alive and well, it got better for me. I got medication and help, I’m still fighting my SH but I’ve been 8 months clean, and I want to live. I’m now 19. I never expected to live this long ever, I hope you are doing well ❤
I’m feeling more lost...when I close my eyes I feel nothing...I can’t see the light I wanna be happy but I don’t know how to I for got what happiness feels like...I have friends and family but it’s not that I lost 5 friends 2 from doing drugs 1 killing her self 1 murdered 2 from car crash
I've been sad for a full year and this year is just the saddest for me my granny's house burnt down i broke my finger I have to stay in hospital my auntie is cutting herself i just can't handle it anymore
honestly parents tell you that the perfect one is waiting for you...but...while that might be true...that person can still break your heart...its hard to trust people sometimes
they don't understand us . and it hurts knowing it
krisha mae They'll never know the real pain of loosing someone.......ever
Bella Pritchett not until they feel it themselves
krisha mae Yes they don't understand how much pain we have and how it's hard to stop I still can't stop and I still doing this to myself but one thing I know... that I can't stop
+Gabriela Lovee yes you can I believe you I said the same thing but I ended up 8 months clean I relapsed but that's the part of getting better learning from your mistakes I feel so guilty today because I got a hot glue gun and put the hot part on my skin and now I have burns all over
same
They don’t understand. You’re right. They don’t understand the pain we go through. They don’t understand what cutting yourself is like. And they don’t understand what depression is!
Soooo true no1 understand
True
“Love, that’s the biggest scam of all”
ok edgard allen poe
I am literally crying rn becuz of that
I can't pggccoxxgyuydcffddtfngoogkmzdofrtttttdfr ffett you are doing good at it
Ppeddfff one
I will be ff
What?
I wish I couldn't feel sometimes
Rachael Marie i'm getting to that point where I just feel numb.
vulnerable ! Me too..
me too
I just wish i could feel pain .. i want to cry ..but i cant.
I used to not want to feel anything till the day came and now i feel nothing. Now i just want to feel anything.... Even if its pain.
The part “that pain in your stomach that pain your heart..it goes away, that voice in your head that says there’s no way it’s wrong Jimmy” hit hard cus sometimes it gets too loud
i feel like a bad person no one should date me i get the biggest anxiety and get angry and say the wrong things lmao i avoid relationships sick of it :')
Sevens oreos no they would be lucky to have you don't think like that you'll find him/her someday I believe in you and you should try and believe in yourself I hope you find the one someday good luck
Sevens oreos I understand
I always say the wrong thing so I stay silent. No notices my broken heart. But I want some one to fix it I'm just scared they'll break it more
I am the same way and I always make the same mistakes with love
he was my home, but now he's gone.
i'm lost
xBridgett MSP I
bridget octavia and lincoln
the 100
Season 3
bridget he lost me and I know how it feels to love someone then they leave but he/she said they love u so much and u reply saying I love u more and u said I'm so happy that ur in my life then she /he leaves...
😭😭😭😭
bridget when we make a person our home and then that person leaves us. It hurts. Like hell.
I relate to everything in this video so much
Aubree Jones same...
we all do
Same
"it gets better... the pain goes away" the pain did go away but it didn't get better.. now I feel nothing
Auch wenn ich dich nicht kenne,ich liebe deine Videos und vermisse sie irgendwie manchmal echt an Tagen wo ich sie bräuchte. Aber schön das es ein neues Video gibt. Ich Liebe deine Lieder
The song at the beginning is called "Saturn- Sleeping at last" incase anyone was wondering
Katniss's Arrow THANK YOU ❤
Probably one of the most beauitful songs ever
Does anyone know the song to the second part?
I feel like i’m in the middle of the ocean lost,drowning,lifeless,empty,sad
It hurts so much having pain that never goes away
people don’t understand the pain and thoughts that run through my mind everyday and being quiet at school i feel like i’m just walking past ghosts everyday and people look at me not knowing what i’m going through. all of my relationships seemed so perfect at the beginning then they just leave and i don’t ever understand why they continue to hurt me and come back. i’m just so dumb to keep forgiving them and letting them back into my life and i try to give them the world and nothing seems to satisfy them :(
I found this amazing guy we talked for hours, I thought to myself wow after all those years. Years where my friends talked about their relationships and I couldn't relate and I got so sad and anxious. But then I found you and I was so so happy I really believed I was gonna be happy again after all those years of hurting love could fix me. I go out and see him finally! But then he doesn't speak to me and he leaves, wow wasn't I broken I was so fooled I thought I could get my life back but nope and now he just stares at me what did I do you hurt me :(
Elise Acosta Same, and my boyfriend was the biggest player in school, he violated me, he hurt, and broke my heart, and I'll I want is him back, I'm still in love with him... And it hurts me to see him with someone else :( :/💔
@@kaleighstuart6720 why would you fall in love with a player?
@@lilpeepgusfeat.xxxtentacio1051 sometimes you can't help what you love
It hurts knowing that they don't understand us of what we really feel, everyday just gets worse and worse.
the first speech or conversation at the beginning is from the vampire diaries Elena and Damon
samee
Delenaaaa 😭😭😭
It's not
I feel gone
I feel disappointed
I feel angry
I feel upset
I feel lost
I feel nothing
I feel useless
I feel ugly
I feel broken
Someone I loved broke my heart 💔
GamerGirl I'm sorry honey,you deserve someone better
Labrini Giavanogloy but he is the only one I can't get over him but he is my friend I want to date him again I just on a one date with him he loved me before but hi is just a friend now 😔
GamerGirl I'm so sorry baby,dont worry.You will get over him I promise you.My bf is in the same position with you and trust me I totally understand what you've been through.Just ignore him and try to see him like a friend. I've learned that if you ignore who you love they run back to you.But i dont think that he deserve it
Labrini Giavanogloy but I love him but ok thx
GamerGirl I know it's logical nothing whatever you need
everyday was terrible just awful and then he came in my life I finally was somewhat happy but man today was the worst day of all he left me and now I'm broken
He was my home, now he's gone... I feel so lost, an I'll never find my way back again..
Lying in the bath, crying my eyes out, just feel like going under the water and not coming up
I too feel like I am never going to be happy again.
Same
3:05 is supernatural!!!!
He was everything i could asked for now he passed away and my days gotten hardrr each anf every day
4:05 its too much...
the movie or serie pls
anyone know what thats from
Can someone please tell me where 4:05 is from
ciara peyton I want to know too
ciara peyton ‘skins’
these are like the voices in my head...my boyfriend of 2 years tried to leave me this week over a rumor his best friend started, and sadly he’s still his friend...the words in this video just put my thoughts into words without me doing it...
That's why, u gotta leave ur heart behind
For it is from within, out of a person’s heart, that evil thoughts come-sexual immorality, theft, murder, adultery, greed, malice, deceit, lewdness, envy, slander, arrogance and folly.
All these evils come from inside and defile a person.”
I always talk to God and I thank him for creating him even though he is thousands miles away and he don't know me
He just brings me a smile on my face
That is true
Follow me on Instagram at dolphinqueen23
I cried to this song so many times. This song , Saturn, is so powerful to me.
My Love is and will Always be MY HOME no doubt about that💜💚🔐
Ooof 1:32 from Degrassi hits hard
Someone: life *gets* better!
Me: *I'VE BEEN SAD FOR YEARS DONT TELL ME IT GETS BETTER!!!*
Yall gotta stop feeling sorry for yourself, if you have a problem fix it. Watching these videos will just dig your sadness deeper
i could keep it together up until Dean and then i lost it
Anyone else just cry to cry now.. you just burst into tears and if someone asked you why you just say "Idk.."
just emotionally incredible.!
ich habe gerade geschrien vor freude,weil ich gesehen habe das du ein neues video hast. danke.
I feel this way everyday
Ashley Babygirl14 same
my life gets worse and worse😭😭
If you need this,
You are beautiful the way you are.
Don't change yourself.
You are so much more than worthless.
You are a wonderful person, who doesn't derserves to be hurt.
People care about you, more than you think.
I CARE ABOUT YOU.
Take care of yourself!
At 0:44 the song is Ludovico Einaudi - Una Mattina c; You're welcome ~
Celestial Heroin tysm
Love is something that never works out no matter how much you think will, something all ways go wrong, thats why i have never been in a relationship, brcause i know in the end it never mattered
" there's nothing more i could ever want other than for it to last forever, but it can't " ☹️
3:02 my all time fav. Sy-Fi t.v. Series actor with an all to often statement said by my latest (still unrecovered from) gorgeous lost love...
He changed me... Then he left me.
I know who I want to send this to. I want them to hear it so desperately bad so they know how much it's hurting me inside. But the other half of me, never wants them to hear it at all...
this is why I hate having any free time on my hands cause then I get into shit like this and I fall into a bad place again
I never had a love that consumed me. Love scares me so much. I hate being around people but I'm so lonely. I dont let people in. I scare people away. I'm not at home. I walked away from this house in a city that's not mine. I sat in the cold for 2 hours, alone. I wanted to be alone. But somewhere in my heart I guess I hoped someone would chase me and try to talk to me. That's what people who love you are supposed to do right? I dont know. It's always me who ruins relationships with people because I get angry or I show them an emotion other than happiness and I wanted to tell them how to understand my heart but I tell the that they can never understand me.. not when i cant even understand myself. Emotion isnt easy for me. I cant tell you why I feel how I feel. Every time i feel happy and smile, i believe things will be better. But then something happens and everything falls apart again. By days end it all falls apart again. I'm tired of hearing things will get better. I'm tired of pain. I'm tired of others. I'm tired of loneliness. But I dont know how to get rid of it. I have so little a presence noone notices me if I'm there or not. I'm so quiet noone can hear me even if I scream. It's like I'm invisible. And there's the pain of feeling nobody cares about how I feel. I've tried to scream out but everyone turns it into why they should be the ones who are upset. Noone chases after me when I run away.. and noone misses me when I leave
thank you. I love this .. it's 100 how I feel.. fr
sometimes im feel good but the most time im feel tired and broken and bad sooo bad i can’t breathe i can’t be happy and i can’t live like that anymore its too hard
schoen. ich finde es sehr schade das alle deine lieder weg sind weil da sehr schoene dabei waren die mir wirklich sehr gut gefallen haben aber du wirst schon deine gründe haben.♡
Esther & Ruth lern mal deutsch
I love the song choices for this
Listen, I understand that depression is a serious topic and I've dealt with it too.
But stop watching these videos and get up and actually do something. If someone you love left you, it's hurtful. Yes. But you are yourself. You aren't dependent on that person.
I know how it feels. It's just easier to stay where you are but honestly, fighting is worth it.
Stay alive y'all and fight, it will get better.
Kotoristudy That’s what they all say...it never does...
kill me.....my only wish. every birthday...
This kind of stuff keeps me going
I love you incurablex3, your a beautiful spirit
The most painful feeling is to be Option B....always
Even if you're a beautiful Person
Just love yourself
I did it
Do good
Die great
Keep fighting cancer. Off. The man that i alway love. Never be by my side. I did away he be by myself. Through this. I just wish he never fight with me day before my cancer surgery. He make me feel like he never love me.
*i tried I mean i really tried, but I can’t keep pretending that everything is going to be okay..*
Yes coz u dont want to compromise or surrender even though u are on the point of no return
1:33 heartbreaking is knowing that me and lot of people are feeling this way
omg ich liebe deine videos aber dieses lied hat soeine Bedeutung danke ♥
He doesn’t know the right words to say and so much is going on and I’m mad but I’m mad at myself for still loving him
It was perfect at the start and now it gets worse and worse everyday... I can't miss him anymore as it hurts to much😔😭🚬💔📴
You put your heart and soul in someone... you would do everything to make that 1 person happy. Even if it destroys yourself. And then summer break comes up. And after that period. That 1 person wont even look at you... just depressing ...
If you let people in you think they’ll take one look and run away. You can’t tell anyone, they won’t understand. I’ll tell you. You feel nothing? I feel it all. You fear makes me afraid. Your anger makes me mad. But I also feel your nothing. You can’t change it? Make the most of it. Make your own weakness your reason to live
You know its getting worse when you are watching these videos again :)
Love hurts & bruises...but once you get the opportunity to live together...it becomes that you have to struggle to keep the ball of love in the playground of real life at home...
I wish I could have moved in with someone when I had the chance to get to know her but I missed it
We are the hurt.
We don’t wanna feel..
Just make it all go away!!
im lost in a world of lies..
Ich habe Depressionen gefühlt schon immer, seit meinem 12 Lebensjahr ist es diagnostiziert aber eigentlich habe ich es schon vor meiner Geburt gehabt. Selbst im Bauch meiner Mutter hatte ich mich suizidal verhalten. Ich schätze mal das die Psyche meiner Mutter auf mich abgefärbt hat. Es wird von Tag zu Tag schlimmer und ich weiß nicht wie ich dass noch aushalten soll.
Und wenn ich mich umbringe kann mein Vater das Haus nicht behalten, das Haus in dem ich groß geworden bin, das Haus in dem ich so viel erlebt habe. Wenn ich sterbe werde ich Menschen verletzen aber wenn ich lebe tue ich es auch...
I know people don't understand us so all we can do is just cry ever day......
wunderschönes... ich wünsche mir, dass es besser geht für dich ❤
Love is the biggest scam of all. Exept for those who find themselves lucky enough to have a special someone to have, to hold , to love... How do they do it? How can people be so right for each other? I guess ill never understand. But every time i feel like im getting close to someone, they fade away or are taken by someone else. Now...... im just so scared and alone.... i dont wanna die alone....im sorry. I didnt mean to vent. Im just scared
I feel that too..
I'm scared one day.. I won't wake up. I'm asleep.. still.. it's like as soon as the person ur talking about fucks up.. they realize they only need u... but then u decide that u don't know how to trust them not to fuck up again..
dude this hurts so much
i heard dean from the supernatural
wat is @1:33
Kassy. A This is from Degrassi
heartbreaking
I have no idea why I still bother... I’ve had depression since I was 10, became suicidal at 12, started cutting at 13, started to break slowly and painfully... silently... at 14. Who knows if I’ll be 15, or 16, or if I’ll even be alive by tomorrow. It’s sooo fucking easy to hide... and I hate that
Im so sorry. Please don't give up. Also I'd encourage u to get professional help. Also I'm here if u wanna talk
@@dorisuhlman7620I’m alive and well, it got better for me. I got medication and help, I’m still fighting my SH but I’ve been 8 months clean, and I want to live. I’m now 19. I never expected to live this long ever, I hope you are doing well ❤
Unglaublich schönes Video.
Weiter so, machst tolle Videos.💕❄👍
Someone I loved with my everything just left me💔
"a thing that has to be tolerated"
"it gets better"
"i tried, i really tried" and im trying
so "just please stay"
Delenaaaaaa 😭😭😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️💕💕❤️❤️❤️
I feel like I will never be able to be happy and never be able to feel happy
They promised to stay,then they left... The dream of us together in the future keep haunting me..but u already left
“I don’t what to do know without you here....”
this is how i feel, and I want to send it to him
So do it
I’m feeling more lost...when I close my eyes I feel nothing...I can’t see the light I wanna be happy but I don’t know how to I for got what happiness feels like...I have friends and family but it’s not that I lost 5 friends 2 from doing drugs 1 killing her self 1 murdered 2 from car crash
She broke my heart and she acts like nothing happened 😭😭😭
Hallo, sehr schöne Lieder, dafür.
ich möcht dir danke sagen, danke für alles du bist toll... : ) :*
I've been sad for a full year and this year is just the saddest for me my granny's house burnt down i broke my finger I have to stay in hospital my auntie is cutting herself i just can't handle it anymore
Stay strong. God is with you. You will find the right path 💞
@@samanthacouture8641 thx
Delena~
I lost it at Dean Winchester.
I'm not sure ill outlive the voice in my head
honestly parents tell you that the perfect one is waiting for you...but...while that might be true...that person can still break your heart...its hard to trust people sometimes
The world being hard and cruel place is what's made me not to trust even though I still try seems like every time I do I get burned
Those word are from my favorite tv show vampire diaries
When elena and damon said all that omggggg
Dean talking got me good.
I just don’t know how to give the reaction that people want....... the reaction that they need........ it’s like I stoped caring about everything
The video didnt make me cry but the comments did
I don't wanna miss him anymore
vermisse dich :(