I love you both 💕. The good book says "love thy neighbor"; I choose you neighbor. Nothing worse than seeing a root beer float; and having it just out of reach. Dang frustrating. Josh ... that was scary and sad; thanks for being there for Sarah and us. ❤🇨🇦
I’m often amazed at just how lacking and weak I am when I watch this couple endure life’s best and worst together. Your bond with one another is enviable.
@@pogfam Thank you for the kind words. You're a wonderful father and husband. I lost my significant other, of 19 years, to ovarian cancer, in March. I was there for her but she went fast and there was little time to spend together after she was diagnosed. It all goes so fast.I hope you have plenty of time left with her.
@@peachbottomblues9944 I’m very sorry that you lost her and that it was a very short time in the end. I hug you in your pain. Although I know that there are no words that can comfort us when we live what is and will be inevitable for everyone. Physical death, because the soul lasts forever. The force is within you. One day at a time…
The fact that Sarah can respond to “I love you” with “I love you, too” without any hesitation or confusion is proof-positive that this is true love…and she knows it❣
What an incredible lady sarah is allowing this deeply personal footage to be shown so that other people going through similar experiences can learn from her experiences ❤️
My daughter had infant epilepsy and I didn't know what to do to start with and it was scary. I hope anyone who has just been diagnosed or going through similar things and they don't know what to do. Videos like this can give insight and ppl learn from it. I didn't mean any offence.
❤️❤️🙏🙏 Sarah knew what she wanted to say, but the word "float" just wouldn't come out. With gentle prompting by Josh, she knew the word. The struggle is real. Sarah is surrounded by so much love between family, friends, and hundreds of friends she has never met. I believe these videos are helping other people. Sending continued prayers. ❤❤🙏🙏
This is aphasia and there are times I have a very mild kind of this. I know the word, I understand the idea but I cannot get the words out of my brain and the out of my mouth. It's because I'm old but that's not Sarah's problem. Hers is more difficult. But let me tell you, it's frustrating because you know that you are not getting your words together. You are aware of your difficulty and your loss. I'm so sorry for Sarah. I just picked up this channel and don't know much about her or her family but I do know about this problem. For me I am able to write if I cannot find words verbally. She can't do that.. For her she is just at a loss. I do sometimes do some public advocacy for affordable housing. I get stuck on certain words frequently and other words come but very, very slowly...too slowly for public speaking. So I speak up with a cheat sheet of words on a particular subject that I know might trap me into an embarassing silence or using the wrong word. It works for me. People who know me are patient or help me out and I appreciate the help. They know I am still capable of analysis, I know my own mind I just can't find a word or a phrase sometimes. Sarah has a hard row to hoe and she and her husband do it with ultimate grace. So, so sorry.
This one was very difficult to watch. It’s hard to see you both struggling. Sarah with having a seizure and Josh trying to comfort Sarah through the seizure. I almost felt like I was watching a moment of emotionally shared intimacy between a husband and wife, that I shouldn’t be witnessing, as it was just that pure between you both. You are both so special to share these moments. Glad to hear you are feeling some better Sarah. Keep up the all the phenomenal efforts you are making, Josh. Always in my thoughts and prayers.... 💕
Thank you. It feels like a hard, but good moment to share. I think a lot of people share these terrifying moments, and I hope our moment provides others a sense of calm, it’ll be okay, and just the knowledge that others too are trying to figure it out. 🫶🏻
This room is filled with unconditional love,support and patience. Josh, you are amazing husband and princess Sara is beautiful and kind soul. It’s such a pleasure to watch both of you. I just wish for different circumstances. As usual sending lots of love and positive vibes❤
As a hospice nurse years ago, I rarely saw the caregiver and patient in such a beautiful way as those moments were either private or I had too many nursing things to do. Thank you for sharing. It was so uplifting and tender in the midst of such pain. God bless you both and your precious children.
Sarah didn’t struggle at all responding “love you too” when you said love you. Given Sarah’s struggles speaking during this I noticed that and thought it was very sweet. Beautiful family, so sorry you are all having to go through this
I agree… my mama heart is so so so broken for sarah, josh, all 3 kiddos and all of their family and friends. It’s absolutely not fair that we are losing people to this a**hole of a disease. It’s just heartbreaking 😢
I have to say that it upsets me when others judge you for sharing these difficult moments. Cancer isn't pretty. Josh has repeated that Sarah gives her full consent when she is able..it is not for others to judge..we are not the ones going through this and to judge someone else is easy to do, but also inappropriate imo. Feel lucky to not be going through this struggle and appreciate the fact that fellow cancer sufferers and their families may benefit from seeing this. You two are incredibly strong and the love & support you show for each other is what all married couples should strive to emulate. Thank you for helping others by sharing these very difficult times.
I think these videos for terminally ill people are cathartic for them. It gives them a bit of time away from the disease even though they may be talking about it. Someone may not understand why and to those individuals I say, should you become I’ll with a terminal disease you can deal with it as you choose. Sarah’s symptoms somewhat resemble dementia.
This family is our family!! Josh and Sarah want to show us what they are going though. I hope people arnt being critical because they share. Love you pog family
We feel it’s important to share vulnerable real moments, so others going through similar, scary moments can know they aren’t alone, and to even see a calm way to roll through it. We also shared our terrified on the way to er moment with her first seizure. We do have the choice on what’s private and what’s not. ❤️🫶🏻❤️
It's 2023 how is it possible we cannot stop cancer from spreading. It seems like cancer is becoming more and more common these days and destroying families. This is so freakin unfair and unacceptable. My heart and prayers go out to you and your beautiful family and all the other families out there worldwide battling this beast.
Cancer is tricky, and I’m not surprised we can’t stop it 💯. Each persons cancer cells are unique to the person. It’s a much more difficult problem to solve than any of us can actually imagine. I’m just happy so many people are trying. ❤️🫶🏻❤️ I appreciate you, and your comment.
It will never be solved. It’s part of being human and people who think it should not be a thing anymore because it’s 2023, have no idea how the “emperor of diseases” works and how beyond complex it is.
@@Catfluff521 don't be so negative.... cancer 30 years ago and cancer now is very different... so many things are treatable now that weren't treatable then
Hard to watch but so touched by Sarah's strength and Josh's compassion and love. This is a good example for the docs to see exactly what is happening. Prayers and blessings. 🙏❤️
Sending you both much love. Even going through a seizure Sarah is full of grace, beauty and compassion. And Josh is such an amazing example of a husband and caregiver.
Oh Josh you are the epitome of true love. Watching your wife struggle yet holding her hand , encouraging her, kissing her and repeatedly telling her that you love her must give her strength in such difficult times. You are the husband every woman would want in her life. I can only imagine how frustrated Sarah must be but having you to support her must be such a comfort. Love to you both from the other side of the world ❤❤
That was hard for Sarah. I’m so sorry. Thanks for being vulnerable enough to share that with us. Josh, you are amazing with her. The love just overflows.
My heart aches for you both…for Sarah in her struggle, and for your heart, Josh-as you tenderly guide her. Holding you all in the Light, with great care. 💜
There are no words to describe the love both of you have for each other. Sarah, your strength and courage will continue to make an impact on the lives of millions of people in the future. Continue to stay strong and don't give in or give up! The mind has miraculous ways of healing the body, so keep it positive. I send my prayers of healing to you. Dr. M
I have NEVER seen a husband that calm and loving omg what an amazing man for holding her hand though this. I can't imagine what it must feel like to be trapped by your own brain. Sarah, I think of you daily❤❤
My sister had paraneoplastc disease so I understand your frustration with words and writing. Sarah, you have been so generous with your life, don’t struggle to answer our questions. Your pleas for kindness touch me so much. I literally think it is the most important thing we teach our children. Josh, what is the group committed to a random act of kindness, and we send those to Sarah. #kindness
I went to the art gallery today. Nothing in there moved me as much as you have today. You are the finest art, both of you. We are better for knowing you.
Keep holding each other up. It's not about bravery or dying. I can see you adjust as Sarah transitions in her disease. I will never forget you guys and your huge bottomless well of love. You're amazing.
Sarah, you are so sweet, even during a seizure. You have a wonderful attentive husband and the two of you are just so sweet together! Your family is in my prayers! Big Hugs for you guys!
Bless your heart. I buried my only sister just this past Christmas due to lung cancer also. By the time they found it & done her first head to toe MRI, it had metastasized to her spine, liver, bones, & brain. I took a leave of absence, moved her in with me, she lived 6 months, didn’t even live to see 40. Lord nothing in life has ever rocked me & hurt me like this did
@@janelleabbott2227 Thank you ❤️ Losing her is the worst pain I’ve ever felt. We were just so close, we were best friends right until the end. After her chemo days I’d bring her home & get her in pjs & in the bed, I’d climb right in that bed & cuddle with her. I tried to sleep anytime she did, Lord I done everything I could to keep her comfortable, I “dipped in my little bag of tricks” as I called it lol, I used to be a hospice nurse so I learned some things along the way that really helped her & I both. She loved for me to play gospel music so I’d do that & heat lotion in the microwave to massage her feet & back with lol, she’d fall asleep every time. I also have her voice recordings that I had put into a stuffed angel bear. I did all those things for my hospice patients. But Lord how I miss her 💔
I am amazed that even though Sarah had a very obviously hard time during this she still managed to say be kind and make good choices. Shes such a pure and gentle soul.
This is hard to watch. It seems so unfair for such a vibrant, intelligent, lovely person to know what she wants to say and struggle to express it. Life is unfair but you take the good with the bad....and Josh you are the living example of being there 100% for Sarah during these bad times. Love and respect to you both!!!
I respect you for keeping this video in your feed. I lost my son to cancer two months ago. I go back and look at your videos and they remind me of my son. Sarah such a sweetheart.
Just relax Sarah….You’ve been such a part of our lives, we know what a sweet, kind person you are. You’ve given us so many memories and words of advise! Please just relax and give whatever you feel like doing. We love you, and continue to pray for you. 🥰🙏🏻
Oh this is so sad, a wonderful lady like this suffering. I want to fly over there & give you the biggest hug. We are all here for you all. Such a special family. Praying for you all every night. Big hugs, so much love from the 🇬🇧. xxxx❤❤
So touching and so crushing! My deceased daughter had silent seizures for years, and she would just sit and stare into space. Then she slept. My heart breaks for y'all! But I applaud your generosity in sharing this.
We don't care what crazy silly words Sarah might say because of this monstrous disease, we are just happy to see her smile and hear her voice. We will take anything she can manage that she wishes to share for as long as she is able.Her smile always makes my day brighter. Much love from Georgia.
This brings back very difficult memories of after my brain surgery/damage when I couldn't speak the words that I wanted to say...or when it would trigger a seizure. My husband is so much like you, Josh, as such a source of comfort, strength, and encouragement. I'm so sorry that you all are having to endure this. Our prayers are continuing to cover you all. We love you. ❤️🙏❤️
Josh, I just want to thank you from the bottom of my heart first and foremost for your endless and unconditional love for your beloved Sarah. We love her very much. And I also thank you for sharing such a difficult and necessary moment at the same time, which can help many to understand Sarah's condition much more. I cried, and I always do with each of my patients. You are a wonderful man. Your children are in the best hands. 🙌♥️
😢 man this is tough to watch and I think we can all agree Josh is a great husband and so deeply kind and patient! May God continue to bless you with kindness and patience always❤
Hard to watch Sarah struggle but it shows the reality of this dreadful disease and the impact it has in so many ways. She has wonderful support from her exceptional husband Josh, something many have never known. You are such a lovely couple and I’m praying a new trial will come along quickly and give you much more time together. 🙏🏻 they bring the new treatment forward because frankly ten days is not good enough for a cancer patient imo.
As Sarah stated often this Sucks. In a blink of a eye things change it is truly exhausting for all of you. Your love for each other shines thro as always huggles 💜🥰💜
I've just now come across your channel. First, let me apologize for Sarah's passing. I can tell she was a beautiful, kind person and I feel so sad for you and your family. Second, thank you for sharing this video. It must have been such a hard decision, but I think people need to see what a seizure looks like, that they aren't just huge and physically aggressive episodes. This can also look similar in someone having a stroke. Thank you for having the strength to let us in to this moment.
Love hearing that route beer floats are your favorite drink my 14 year old daughter absolutely loves them too! Get some rest, sweetheart! Seizures are very challenging and difficult to deal with my 23 year. Old daughter has epilepsy I know seizures can be really rough! We love you.
Hi guys, hang in Sarah we love you both. Have a happy 4th. With your family and friends. Wishing you and your family love and hugs and lots of prayers🙏💕🇺🇸🇺🇸
Hi Josh, Sarah is such an amazing woman in every sense of the word. Even in the midst of her struggle the rarest of beauty shines through. I can really see that you loving her through the seizure made all the difference in the world. Love to you both ❤❤
Josh…You are such an incredible husband, so caring and comforting to Sarah throughout her seizure and cancer journey. It’s so hard to watch Sarah change from one moment to the next, having a seizure. My brother, Kevin, had lung cancer which metastasized to his brain. I understand seizures, as he suffered them also. Love you both..Josh and Sarah…you are showing and helping others what life is like with Cancer and how struggling it can be. My wish is to find a cure for cancer! Stay strong Josh! I hope and pray a new med will turn things around for Sarah! Much love! 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
Assigning no blame here, just frustration regarding the situation. I feel the necessity to go off treatment in preparation for the clinical trial along with the subsequent Shingles delay really afforded time for the cancer to progress unabated. That Shingles delay really sucked because it basically got her ineligible for the trial due to progression in the brain. I hope when she is able to re-start treatment it will afford the family longer quality time together. All the best during this challenging time
Dear Josh and Sarah, have you ever heard from „TIL therapy“ for melanoma treatment? It seems experimental, but I would like to mention it, because it seems to work for some of melanoma patients for which PD1- „addressing“ immunotherapy (like Nivolumab) was not effective. I have just read about it and would like to share, even if I don‘t know if it is an option for Sarah… Honestly, I don‘t know, what to write… just that it is heartbreaking and that I wish Sarah, you and your family all the best.
Sarah is an amazing young woman and Josh is so wonderful with her. I am continuing to pray for a miracle that the new treatment will be extremely successful 🙏❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
This is a very delicate situation and I am not a medical practitioner by any means, but Sarah seems very cognizant and aware - it seems at times, her nerves or brainwaves may not be firing properly to be able to say what she knows she is thinking, but can’t get her mouth to say. That must be so frustrating, but Josh is patient and took the time to ask Sarah what her preference was and she implied with her nodding yes, she herself wanted to keep filming. I trust that should Josh deem anything just too sensitive, that he simply would put down the camera and not film. Without any doubt at all. Just an opinion that differs from yours, is all. I still completely respect that you are entitled to yours. Peace out and if your American, enjoy the 4th! ☺️
@user-uj9xf6zy4t Watching someone slowly die from cancer is horrible. Unless you've been there dont judge , maybe they're trying to help others who have this evil disease.
@user-uj9xf6zy4t So very glad to hear you are currently cancer free. It must truly feel like a whole wonderful, new lease on life and I hope you live to be a ripe old age, without ever having to face that battle again. Everyone’s journey and ending is uniquely different. We all wish that everyone’s endings could be like yours, but that’s just ‘wishful’ thinking. Sometimes we all need to heed Sarah’s message of to ‘be kind and make good choices’ - I believe that could mean offering words of comfort, support and kindness and perhaps leaving any other thoughts quietly tucked away. I understand not everyone can possibly agree with everyone else, but there are certain times that it’s just kinder to not say anything.... Again, it’s wonderful you are cancer free. All the very best for your future. I’ve no doubt it will be great!
Oh Josh and Sarah. You two are the best. Sarah. Don’t stress if you can’t get words out or remember. Just wait and they will. We will wait. No pressure. Love you guys and am praying you feel better. Josh you are the best husband. ❤
Sarah your strength & positivity are such an inspiration, you have no idea how helpful your videos are. Even in the struggles you still smile & trudge on.... I WISH I had your strength. You are in my daily prayer multiple times a day. #NeverQuitFighting #God'sGotThis ♥♥
Sarah, wrapping you in a virtual hug and sending you so much love, hang in there. Josh you are doing such a good job caring for your lovely wife, love what you have done with the room. Beautiful memories in every direction. Love, best wishes and continued prayers. ❤️❤️❤️❤️
I get hemiplegic migraines and this is exactly how I get when one is coming on. The knowing what I want to say but the words just won’t come out right or at all. It’s infuriating and I can feel the frustration with you. I’m so sorry. Sending love ❤
My mom had hydrocephaly and her symptoms were almost exactly like this, along with something called cortical basal degenerative syndrome, which is a rare brain disease. I watched this happen to my mom but over a slower period of time (months, not weeks). It has been so hard. I’m so sorry for the struggle you are both going through.
I love that while Sarah struggled for every word, she was so easily able to say ‘I love you too’ to Josh… liking this video seems like the wrong thing to do…. Its so hard seeing you both struggle. Sarah, you are so brave, and inspiring
Sarah and Josh, we are so sorry you are going thru this. Sarah, it does not matter to us that the words are hard for come by because your kind, beautiful soul still shines thru just as brightly. We all love you so much!!!!
My heart is so sad watching sweet Sarah go through this it’s very scary but some how so calm ❤❤❤ you two are the cutest couple you’re so generous to share all the things with us😭💜😭🙏please give her big hugs for all of us ❤❤❤
There is immense teachings for strangers like us in sharing your journey. I pray you truly know that. I think of your family every single day……. Beautiful humans you are🙏
Heartbreaking, she’s totally aware of what’s happening but can’t overcome it. 😢❤
It's so very hard to "like" a video that shows Sarah struggling.....
We only do, to support you guys and this channel.
Amen
Absolutely.
Completely agree!!!
I agree
Well said.
Josh, you and Sarah are the perfect example of wedding vows. For better or for worse. Your love truly shines ❤
I thought the same thing. This is real love in a good and solid marriage ❤
Well said and I could not agree more.
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I love you both 💕. The good book says "love thy neighbor"; I choose you neighbor.
Nothing worse than seeing a root beer float; and having it just out of reach. Dang frustrating. Josh ... that was scary and sad; thanks for being there for Sarah and us. ❤🇨🇦
Absolutely. Such a loving caring couple. (((Hugs))) 💙
I’m often amazed at just how lacking and weak I am when I watch this couple endure life’s best and worst together. Your bond with one another is enviable.
We are all strong, we all have to dig down at some point. :) you are strong too! ❤️
@@pogfam Thank you for the kind words.
You're a wonderful father and husband. I lost my significant other, of 19 years, to ovarian cancer, in March. I was there for her but she went fast and there was little time to spend together after she was diagnosed. It all goes so fast.I
hope you have plenty of time left with her.
@@peachbottomblues9944May God bless you
@@peachbottomblues9944 I’m very sorry that you lost her and that it was a very short time in the end. I hug you in your pain. Although I know that there are no words that can comfort us when we live what is and will be inevitable for everyone. Physical death, because the soul lasts forever. The force is within you. One day at a time…
@@llanyhf5168 Thank you so much for your wise and caring words...and virtual hug. One day at a time is all any of us can do.
The fact that Sarah can respond to “I love you” with “I love you, too” without any hesitation or confusion is proof-positive that this is true love…and she knows it❣
I noticed that as well ❤❤
Yes those words just flowed right off her tongue like poetry, so perfectly.
What an incredible lady sarah is allowing this deeply personal footage to be shown so that other people going through similar experiences can learn from her experiences ❤️
A true selfless act
This was my thought too.
Learn what exactly?
My daughter had infant epilepsy and I didn't know what to do to start with and it was scary. I hope anyone who has just been diagnosed or going through similar things and they don't know what to do. Videos like this can give insight and ppl learn from it. I didn't mean any offence.
@@dycook That they're not alone .
❤️❤️🙏🙏 Sarah knew what she wanted to say, but the word "float" just wouldn't come out. With gentle prompting by Josh, she knew the word. The struggle is real. Sarah is surrounded by so much love between family, friends, and hundreds of friends she has never met. I believe these videos are helping other people. Sending continued prayers. ❤❤🙏🙏
This is aphasia and there are times I have a very mild kind of this. I know the word, I understand the idea but I cannot get the words out of my brain and the out of my mouth. It's because I'm old but that's not Sarah's problem. Hers is more difficult. But let me tell you, it's frustrating because you know that you are not getting your words together. You are aware of your difficulty and your loss. I'm so sorry for Sarah. I just picked up this channel and don't know much about her or her family but I do know about this problem. For me I am able to write if I cannot find words verbally. She can't do that.. For her she is just at a loss. I do sometimes do some public advocacy for affordable housing. I get stuck on certain words frequently and other words come but very, very slowly...too slowly for public speaking. So I speak up with a cheat sheet of words on a particular subject that I know might trap me into an embarassing silence or using the wrong word. It works for me. People who know me are patient or help me out and I appreciate the help. They know I am still capable of analysis, I know my own mind I just can't find a word or a phrase sometimes. Sarah has a hard row to hoe and she and her husband do it with ultimate grace. So, so sorry.
Josh, you are a shining example of what a loving husband is. Sarah, we are praying for you. Seizures and cancer both suck.
*tears*. It’s so hard to see how much Sarah is changing and the frustration in her eyes. Love your family so much.
This.
Yes 😢 tears here too. This is an amazing couple.
@avarismimi couldn't agree more. Watching this broke my heart, but to see the pure love that exists between Sarah and Josh is so inspirational
This one was very difficult to watch. It’s hard to see you both struggling. Sarah with having a seizure and Josh trying to comfort Sarah through the seizure. I almost felt like I was watching a moment of emotionally shared intimacy between a husband and wife, that I shouldn’t be witnessing, as it was just that pure between you both. You are both so special to share these moments.
Glad to hear you are feeling some better Sarah. Keep up the all the phenomenal efforts you are making, Josh.
Always in my thoughts and prayers....
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Thank you. It feels like a hard, but good moment to share. I think a lot of people share these terrifying moments, and I hope our moment provides others a sense of calm, it’ll be okay, and just the knowledge that others too are trying to figure it out. 🫶🏻
Very lovely and true comment. Just very emotional but encouraging for many🩵🙏🏼🩵
This is truly the real and raw…not what “influencers” out there claim is real n raw
This room is filled with unconditional love,support and patience. Josh, you are amazing husband and princess Sara is beautiful and kind soul. It’s such a pleasure to watch both of you. I just wish for different circumstances. As usual sending lots of love and positive vibes❤
As a hospice nurse years ago, I rarely saw the caregiver and patient in such a beautiful way as those moments were either private or I had too many nursing things to do. Thank you for sharing. It was so uplifting and tender in the midst of such pain. God bless you both and your precious children.
Sarah didn’t struggle at all responding “love you too” when you said love you. Given Sarah’s struggles speaking during this I noticed that and thought it was very sweet. Beautiful family, so sorry you are all having to go through this
To see Sarah's decline is heartbreaking. To say the struggle is real is an understatement. I pray for a miracle. Only love to you both.
I agree… my mama heart is so so so broken for sarah, josh, all 3 kiddos and all of their family and friends. It’s absolutely not fair that we are losing people to this a**hole of a disease. It’s just heartbreaking 😢
I have to say that it upsets me when others judge you for sharing these difficult moments. Cancer isn't pretty. Josh has repeated that Sarah gives her full consent when she is able..it is not for others to judge..we are not the ones going through this and to judge someone else is easy to do, but also inappropriate imo. Feel lucky to not be going through this struggle and appreciate the fact that fellow cancer sufferers and their families may benefit from seeing this. You two are incredibly strong and the love & support you show for each other is what all married couples should strive to emulate. Thank you for helping others by sharing these very difficult times.
Thank you! That was definitely a theme for a handful of comments on this one. ❤️
I think these videos for terminally ill people are cathartic for them. It gives them a bit of time away from the disease even though they may be talking about it. Someone may not understand why and to those individuals I say, should you become I’ll with a terminal disease you can deal with it as you choose. Sarah’s symptoms somewhat resemble dementia.
Sorry about the purple flowers 💐…..
This family is our family!! Josh and Sarah want to show us what they are going though. I hope people arnt being critical because they share. Love you pog family
It almost seems like this should be private and shared amongst your family and friends. This is precious time you can’t get back.
We feel it’s important to share vulnerable real moments, so others going through similar, scary moments can know they aren’t alone, and to even see a calm way to roll through it. We also shared our terrified on the way to er moment with her first seizure. We do have the choice on what’s private and what’s not. ❤️🫶🏻❤️
It's 2023 how is it possible we cannot stop cancer from spreading. It seems like cancer is becoming more and more common these days and destroying families. This is so freakin unfair and unacceptable. My heart and prayers go out to you and your beautiful family and all the other families out there worldwide battling this beast.
Cancer is tricky, and I’m not surprised we can’t stop it 💯. Each persons cancer cells are unique to the person. It’s a much more difficult problem to solve than any of us can actually imagine. I’m just happy so many people are trying. ❤️🫶🏻❤️ I appreciate you, and your comment.
Cancer has taken out half my family.
Mine too. All we can do is love and hang on. 🙏🙏❤️
It will never be solved. It’s part of being human and people who think it should not be a thing anymore because it’s 2023, have no idea how the “emperor of diseases” works and how beyond complex it is.
@@Catfluff521 don't be so negative.... cancer 30 years ago and cancer now is very different... so many things are treatable now that weren't treatable then
Hard to watch but so touched by Sarah's strength and Josh's compassion and love. This is a good example for the docs to see exactly what is happening. Prayers and blessings. 🙏❤️
I agree, Josh and Sarah, show the doctors and they will have a better understanding. God bless both of you.❤
Sending you both much love. Even going through a seizure Sarah is full of grace, beauty and compassion. And Josh is such an amazing example of a husband and caregiver.
I am so bummed seeing her like this. Dang life is so unfair. Hang in there girly.
Oh Josh you are the epitome of true love. Watching your wife struggle yet holding her hand , encouraging her, kissing her and repeatedly telling her that you love her must give her strength in such difficult times. You are the husband every woman would want in her life. I can only imagine how frustrated Sarah must be but having you to support her must be such a comfort. Love to you both from the other side of the world ❤❤
That was hard for Sarah. I’m so sorry. Thanks for being vulnerable enough to share that with us. Josh, you are amazing with her. The love just overflows.
Hang in there. This is super valuable for those who struggle.
My heart aches for you both…for Sarah in her struggle, and for your heart, Josh-as you tenderly guide her. Holding you all in the Light, with great care. 💜
That had to have been super difficult to film. I'm so sorry. 🥺🥺🥺 I wish the very best for you guys.
Unbelievably difficult to see her struggling like that at such a young age.....stay strong.....
Absolutely agree!😢
There are no words to describe the love both of you have for each other. Sarah, your strength and courage will continue to make an impact on the lives of millions of people in the future. Continue to stay strong and don't give in or give up! The mind has miraculous ways of healing the body, so keep it positive. I send my prayers of healing to you. Dr. M
lovely to see you here Dr M.
I have NEVER seen a husband that calm and loving omg what an amazing man for holding her hand though this. I can't imagine what it must feel like to be trapped by your own brain. Sarah, I think of you daily❤❤
Sarah you are such a sweetheart, sorry you had a seizure
My sister had paraneoplastc disease so I understand your frustration with words and writing. Sarah, you have been so generous with your life, don’t struggle to answer our questions. Your pleas for kindness touch me so much. I literally think it is the most important thing we teach our children. Josh, what is the group committed to a random act of kindness, and we send those to Sarah. #kindness
Agree!
I went to the art gallery today. Nothing in there moved me as much as you have today. You are the finest art, both of you. We are better for knowing you.
Keep holding each other up. It's not about bravery or dying. I can see you adjust as Sarah transitions in her disease. I will never forget you guys and your huge bottomless well of love. You're amazing.
Exceptionally well said
Sarah, you are so sweet, even during a seizure. You have a wonderful attentive husband and the two of you are just so sweet together! Your family is in my prayers! Big Hugs for you guys!
Hang in there…I know this is tough. My sister had lung cancer that metastasized to her brain so I feel your pain. 💕💕💕
Bless your heart. I buried my only sister just this past Christmas due to lung cancer also. By the time they found it & done her first head to toe MRI, it had metastasized to her spine, liver, bones, & brain. I took a leave of absence, moved her in with me, she lived 6 months, didn’t even live to see 40. Lord nothing in life has ever rocked me & hurt me like this did
@@nursehoney24I'm so sorry. God bless you!
@@kimkelly9046 thank you ♥️
@@nursehoney24I'm so very sorry for your loss😢 being your only sister this had to be really hard......may she rest in peace!!❤❤
@@janelleabbott2227 Thank you ❤️ Losing her is the worst pain I’ve ever felt. We were just so close, we were best friends right until the end. After her chemo days I’d bring her home & get her in pjs & in the bed, I’d climb right in that bed & cuddle with her. I tried to sleep anytime she did, Lord I done everything I could to keep her comfortable, I “dipped in my little bag of tricks” as I called it lol, I used to be a hospice nurse so I learned some things along the way that really helped her & I both. She loved for me to play gospel music so I’d do that & heat lotion in the microwave to massage her feet & back with lol, she’d fall asleep every time. I also have her voice recordings that I had put into a stuffed angel bear. I did all those things for my hospice patients. But Lord how I miss her 💔
Two beautiful humans who love each other so much.
I am amazed that even though Sarah had a very obviously hard time during this she still managed to say be kind and make good choices. Shes such a pure and gentle soul.
My husband had brain cancer and his lack of verbal skills was the hardest symptom for him. Hugs and love to all.
The Strength, The Bond, The Love. Thank You for sharing your journey with us, Blessings❤
I’m absolutely amazed at how I can love two people so much that I’ve never met. Thank you for coming into my life.
This is hard to watch. It seems so unfair for such a vibrant, intelligent, lovely person to know what she wants to say and struggle to express it. Life is unfair but you take the good with the bad....and Josh you are the living example of being there 100% for Sarah during these bad times. Love and respect to you both!!!
Life can be so unfair. You are both such awesome people. Hugs and prayers for you both. 🙏🙏🙏🙏
I respect you for keeping this video in your feed. I lost my son to cancer two months ago. I go back and look at your videos and they remind me of my son. Sarah such a sweetheart.
Just relax Sarah….You’ve been such a part of our lives, we know what a sweet, kind person you are. You’ve given us so many memories and words of advise! Please just relax and give whatever you feel like doing. We love you, and continue to pray for you. 🥰🙏🏻
Oh this is so sad, a wonderful lady like this suffering. I want to fly over there & give you the biggest hug. We are all here for you all. Such a special family. Praying for you all every night. Big hugs, so much love from the 🇬🇧. xxxx❤❤
So touching and so crushing! My deceased daughter had silent seizures for years, and she would just sit and stare into space. Then she slept. My heart breaks for y'all! But I applaud your generosity in sharing this.
We don't care what crazy silly words Sarah might say because of this monstrous disease, we are just happy to see her smile and hear her voice. We will take anything she can manage that she wishes to share for as long as she is able.Her smile always makes my day brighter. Much love from Georgia.
This brings back very difficult memories of after my brain surgery/damage when I couldn't speak the words that I wanted to say...or when it would trigger a seizure. My husband is so much like you, Josh, as such a source of comfort, strength, and encouragement. I'm so sorry that you all are having to endure this. Our prayers are continuing to cover you all. We love you. ❤️🙏❤️
I cried you guys 😭 such an amazing husband and family 🫶🏻 Thanks for being so real with us 😌
Josh, I just want to thank you from the bottom of my heart first and foremost for your endless and unconditional love for your beloved Sarah. We love her very much. And I also thank you for sharing such a difficult and necessary moment at the same time, which can help many to understand Sarah's condition much more. I cried, and I always do with each of my patients. You are a wonderful man. Your children are in the best hands. 🙌♥️
Amen yes 👍🏼
My heart is breaking to see Sarah struggling cancer sucks
😢 man this is tough to watch and I think we can all agree Josh is a great husband and so deeply kind and patient! May God continue to bless you with kindness and patience always❤
Love you all may God be with you all the way and do miracles
My heart and thoughts are with you and your family ♥️
Hard to watch Sarah struggle but it shows the reality of this dreadful disease and the impact it has in so many ways. She has wonderful support from her exceptional husband Josh, something many have never known. You are such a lovely couple and I’m praying a new trial will come along quickly and give you much more time together.
🙏🏻 they bring the new treatment forward because frankly ten days is not good enough for a cancer patient imo.
Loved seeing you today Sarah! You are such a light! Josh I'm so grateful that Sarah chose you as her husband! Love to you both, have a good evening! ❤
As Sarah stated often this Sucks.
In a blink of a eye things change it is truly exhausting for all of you.
Your love for each other shines thro as always huggles
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Sarah, you are the loveliest person ever--so sweet, kind, and full of grace!!! Tons of love sent your way!!!!!💛💛💛💛
I've just now come across your channel. First, let me apologize for Sarah's passing. I can tell she was a beautiful, kind person and I feel so sad for you and your family.
Second, thank you for sharing this video. It must have been such a hard decision, but I think people need to see what a seizure looks like, that they aren't just huge and physically aggressive episodes. This can also look similar in someone having a stroke. Thank you for having the strength to let us in to this moment.
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You are an amazingly strong woman. God Bless you. ❤️
Been saying extra prayers in church for you, hugs to you all and love ❤🙏
I’m praying for you, Sarah🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻…Josh is a gem…What a wonderful husband you have! He has such a calm and reassuring presence ❤
Breaks my heart to see Sarah like this she seems to be deteriorating now quit quick heartbroken for you all x
Oh Sarah, this broke my heart! Expressive Aphasia is so hard! You are loved! ❤
Such a beautiful beautiful human being, , miss you Sarah xxx
Lots of love Josh and your two beautiful children xx
Love hearing that route beer floats are your favorite drink my 14 year old daughter absolutely loves them too! Get some rest, sweetheart! Seizures are very challenging and difficult to deal with my 23 year. Old daughter has epilepsy I know seizures can be really rough! We love you.
Thx Josh, You’re Helping Sarah Soo Much, Enjoy EVERY Single Moment you & Sarah Have Now!!! Lots & Lots of LOVE & Prayers to y’all!! Xoxo ❤️🙏❤️
Hi guys, hang in Sarah we love you both. Have a happy 4th. With your family and friends. Wishing you and your family love and hugs and lots of prayers🙏💕🇺🇸🇺🇸
I am honored to share this time with you. Your transparency has taught me volumes about life. I love you both for this time ❤️.
You got this Sarah you are amazing ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤We Love YOU
Hi Josh, Sarah is such an amazing woman in every sense of the word. Even in the midst of her struggle the rarest of beauty shines through. I can really see that you loving her through the seizure made all the difference in the world. Love to you both ❤❤
Josh…You are such an incredible husband, so caring and comforting to Sarah throughout her seizure and cancer journey.
It’s so hard to watch Sarah change from one moment to the next, having a seizure. My brother, Kevin, had lung cancer which metastasized to his brain.
I understand seizures, as he suffered them also.
Love you both..Josh and Sarah…you are showing and helping others what life is like with Cancer and how struggling it can be.
My wish is to find a cure for cancer!
Stay strong Josh! I hope and pray a new med will turn things around for Sarah!
Much love! 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
What a beautiful couple ❤
Assigning no blame here, just frustration regarding the situation. I feel the necessity to go off treatment in preparation for the clinical trial along with the subsequent Shingles delay really afforded time for the cancer to progress unabated. That Shingles delay really sucked because it basically got her ineligible for the trial due to progression in the brain. I hope when she is able to re-start treatment it will afford the family longer quality time together. All the best during this challenging time
This is 💯 correct. A series of difficult decisions followed by too many things going wrong. 😢
Dear Josh and Sarah,
have you ever heard from „TIL therapy“ for melanoma treatment?
It seems experimental, but I would like to mention it, because it seems to work for some of melanoma patients for which PD1- „addressing“ immunotherapy (like Nivolumab) was not effective.
I have just read about it and would like to share, even if I don‘t know if it is an option for Sarah…
Honestly, I don‘t know, what to write… just that it is heartbreaking and that I wish Sarah, you and your family all the best.
Sarah is an amazing young woman and Josh is so wonderful with her. I am continuing to pray for a miracle that the new treatment will be extremely successful 🙏❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Poor lady she doesn't deserve this crap. Always thinking of you and your family ❤
So true!!! 😢
Happy Sarah is having a chill day. Save the energy for the fourth. Moments matter
This is a very delicate situation and I am not a medical practitioner by any means, but Sarah seems very cognizant and aware - it seems at times, her nerves or brainwaves may not be firing properly to be able to say what she knows she is thinking, but can’t get her mouth to say. That must be so frustrating, but Josh is patient and took the time to ask Sarah what her preference was and she implied with her nodding yes, she herself wanted to keep filming. I trust that should Josh deem anything just too sensitive, that he simply would put down the camera and not film. Without any doubt at all.
Just an opinion that differs from yours, is all. I still completely respect that you are entitled to yours. Peace out and if your American, enjoy the 4th! ☺️
@user-uj9xf6zy4t Watching someone slowly die from cancer is horrible. Unless you've been there dont judge , maybe they're trying to help others who have this evil disease.
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So very glad to hear you are currently cancer free. It must truly feel like a whole wonderful, new lease on life and I hope you live to be a ripe old age, without ever having to face that battle again.
Everyone’s journey and ending is uniquely different. We all wish that everyone’s endings could be like yours, but that’s just ‘wishful’ thinking.
Sometimes we all need to heed Sarah’s message of to ‘be kind and make good choices’ - I believe that could mean offering words of comfort, support and kindness and perhaps leaving any other thoughts quietly tucked away. I understand not everyone can possibly agree with everyone else, but there are certain times that it’s just kinder to not say anything....
Again, it’s wonderful you are cancer free. All the very best for your future. I’ve no doubt it will be great!
Oh Josh and Sarah. You two are the best. Sarah. Don’t stress if you can’t get words out or remember. Just wait and they will. We will wait. No pressure. Love you guys and am praying you feel better. Josh you are the best husband. ❤
Josh,I admire you! You are a rock star. Sarah is too.
Hard to watch but thank you for letting us be with you. Much love ❤
This video was so raw and beautiful.This is real life and thanks for sharing, My prayers are with your family
Sarah, you are so beautiful and your light is shining through! Sending prayers!
What is love = Sarah and Josh. ❤️🙏
Stay Strong Sarah we are all praying for you! 🙏🏽
Love you guys ...this really sucks but the bravery you both exhibit is absolutely amazing...so much respect for you
Sarah your strength & positivity are such an inspiration, you have no idea how helpful your videos are. Even in the struggles you still smile & trudge on.... I WISH I had your strength. You are in my daily prayer multiple times a day. #NeverQuitFighting #God'sGotThis ♥♥
Sarah, wrapping you in a virtual hug and sending you so much love, hang in there. Josh you are doing such a good job caring for your lovely wife, love what you have done with the room. Beautiful memories in every direction. Love, best wishes and continued prayers. ❤️❤️❤️❤️
I get hemiplegic migraines and this is exactly how I get when one is coming on. The knowing what I want to say but the words just won’t come out right or at all. It’s infuriating and I can feel the frustration with you. I’m so sorry. Sending love ❤
My mom had hydrocephaly and her symptoms were almost exactly like this, along with something called cortical basal degenerative syndrome, which is a rare brain disease. I watched this happen to my mom but over a slower period of time (months, not weeks). It has been so hard. I’m so sorry for the struggle you are both going through.
I love that while Sarah struggled for every word, she was so easily able to say ‘I love you too’ to Josh… liking this video seems like the wrong thing to do…. Its so hard seeing you both struggle. Sarah, you are so brave, and inspiring
Sarah and Josh, we are so sorry you are going thru this. Sarah, it does not matter to us that the words are hard for come by because your kind, beautiful soul still shines thru just as brightly. We all love you so much!!!!
It really brings it home how serious her situation is.
I love what you have done with the place!!! Picture collage is awesome. And so are you guys. Praying for your miracle.
My heart is so sad watching sweet Sarah go through this it’s very scary but some how so calm ❤❤❤ you two are the cutest couple you’re so generous to share all the things with us😭💜😭🙏please give her big hugs for all of us ❤❤❤
As I've always said over and over, she's truly one of the bravest people I know. God Bless You, Sarah. I've been praying for you.
There is immense teachings for strangers like us in sharing your journey. I pray you truly know that. I think of your family every single day……. Beautiful humans you are🙏
My heart is breaking for you two..🙏🫶🫂
I keep watching the video… Sarah knows she can’t get the correct words out. This has got to be so frustrating for her… I’m sorry !! ❤❤❤❤
That was heartbreaking but the love between you two is wonderful to witness.
So sad this lovely lady is no longer with us 🕊️🌈
Oh Sarah you are so lovely....I feel so sad that you're going through this...😢🙏🙏🙏💕
As hard as it all is, I’m sure this will help many people in a similar situation. Bless you both for sharing; so brave 🥰🥰🤗🤗😘😘🦋⭐️🌈