I am here too I watch her videos everyday just to see when she had happy days I loved her cat walk I know she is in heaven holding her baby boy waiting for Kyle
Kyle, I did this for my Mom. When the machines were going to be turned off, I pulled her up a bit enogh to wrapped my arms tightly under her and right before the nurse was going to shut the machine off, I started singing her song she had sung to all of us including her grandchildren (You are my Sunshine). She struggled a bit after the machine was off so I kept holding her, singing over & over until I felt it was ok that she was gone. I did this so she wasn’t afraid or felt alone. This may seem weird to some but I needed her to not go alone. She held me when I was born so I held her at her last breath. It was my gift to her❤️. I love you Jenny! Thank you for always being so beautiful! ❤️🙏🏼💐
Jenny, as a nurse of 23 years including hospice, and my own personal experience with a near death event, there is more. I believe it. There is a calm that will shoulder you, and at that time, you will be released of all pain, worry, and sadness. This is your transition, not the end. Bless you in a peaceful journey to your final home.
An added note, I hated being on the ventilator just as you stated your friend did. It was uncomfortable and you do not need added distress. Hospice, despite what many people will say negatively, is a blessing and offers many benefits to help you and your family.
100% agree. I have not had a near death experience (though I do also have cancer) but I HAVE been visited by loved ones who are on the other side. This life is just a transition period for our real life after we're done here. We will be together again.
I experienced this calm when my mother transitioned. It was so sweet and soothing. I believe that angels are around the bed of the long suffering ones, ministering to them.
"He's allowed to remarry, he's allowed to fall in love" That broke me. What an amazing gift to leave your husband. Your blessing for his future happiness. God bless you all. ♥️
Yeah, good for her, she's so so kind. I would not want to even be talking about that or thinking about that during a time like this. They also have kids together too, so they will always be linked. So sad that she passed away the other day, RIP Jenny, and love and prayers to the rest of the family.
@@billj4525 I'm married, been with my husband for 25 years, married for 21. We have 2 kids together - this conversation would be at the TOP of my list. In this moment, it wouldn't be about me and how I feel, but how he will feel after I'm gone. I would NEVER want him to doubt if it's ok to "move on" after I go.
@@billj4525 I'm married, been with my husband for 25 years, married for 21. We have 2 kids together - this conversation would be at the TOP of my list. In this moment, it wouldn't be about me and how I feel, but how he will feel after I'm gone. I would NEVER want him to doubt if it's ok to "move on" after I go. Editing to add: We've already had •this• conversation, and praise God, neither of us are terminally ill. But if the day comes, we know where we stand on this topic and wouldn't need to discuss it.
@@Woudlopersome may not choose to move on because they feel their spouse would not want to be with someone else. It's just clearing the air, not giving the spouse permission.
The most touching words Jenny said were "He's allowed to be married, he's allowed to fall in love. I want him to be happy." She's the strongest person I've ever seen in my life.
@@tarcisiasiniscalchi6641 you are sick in the head!!! How dare you write something like that about a very young Woman who is dying way before her time!!! And a Man that has put his gut wrenching heartache to the side, so that he can care for her in her final hours of need!!! Your comment is truly despicable and you should be ashamed of yourself!!! You obviously have never ever experienced true Love, so you are ignorant to how special her words truly were. It’s very obvious why!!! I’m sure your Mother is real proud of you!!!
May God strengthen Kyle he’s had so much on his shoulders, so much stress But he wouldn’t have it any other way. His Love fir wife n caring is what every wife needs n wants in a husband their Love was so real we all could see n admire. WE will never forget this journey n courage n Jenny will be greatly missed.
Sweet Winnie, ❤...Mummy in Heaven soon, marry a man like Daddy when u grow up. Don't settle for anything less. All Mummy's goodness and strength shall be yours, sweet girl
Jenny I pray that you can have a pain free journey to the most beautiful place you’ll ever know. I pray that Kyle, Ellis and winner will get through this knowing that you are now going to be their Angel in the sky, and that very bright star in the night sky is you. Much Love to you all ❤❤🙏🙏
Jenny and Kyle, I worked hospice as a nurse for 30+ years. I have been a silent observer but feel compelled to let the two of you know what an honor it has been to follow this journey about you and your family. There are teddy bears sold on Etsy(and maybe Amazon) that will hold a recording or heartbeat from Jenny. I watch the love between the 2 of you and it is something that cancer cannot EVER take away. God promises us that we will be united again, never forget that promise. Thank you for sharing your journey with all of us. It HAS been an HONOR💕🙏😇. Trisha Thompson
I am a terminal care nurse. My advice ( for what it is worth) is to remember that you are NOT DEAD YET! You are still alive and you are preparing for your next adventure. Birth is the start of a great adventure so is death. I have been with many people who have passed on. Enjoy all this love. Know that you are loved. I am sure that you have all your ducks in a row so please enjoy this time and reach out to the hospice staff to ensure that you are comfortable. Love you guys.
You are the bravest person I know Jenny ❤ Have the family near you, let your end be a peaceful one....Kyle will never lose support neither your beautiful kids. They will always have family, friends far and near still surrounded them. Your brightness will never dim! We love you sweet Jenny 😊
Thank you, beautiful soul, for sharing yourself with all of us. We will never forget you and you'll live on in so, so many hearts! Much love to you, Jenny and love and prayers for Kyle, Winnie, Ellis and little Flower. ❤❤
How sweet of you! I hope he gets a chance to read the comments. Some aren’t very nice and it’s horrible. Poor Kyle had to delete a video with all the comments due to most were people bullying him. He said it hurt his feelings very badly.😢
I'm re watching this April 15th 2024. What a beautiful, wonderful, graceful lady. I remember seeing this for the first time-it has lost none of its impact. God bless you Kyle, Ellis & Winnie 💞🐞🌹
You’re one of the strongest people I have ever seen in my life. You don’t need to do anything now, Jenny. Just cuddle, kiss, and cuddle more, and then kiss some more. Just cuddle.
Watching on replay. Jenny and Kyle, you have and continue to be so brave through this journey. You have been an inspiration to so many. Jenny, you have done something much more important than a book, you have videoed your journey. Your children, your husband, and your family and friends will always have this to look back on, to be reminded of your bravery, your love, your personality. You have given them a gift and you have given us a gift. Sending up prayers for you, Kyle, the kiddos, and your family.
I have only just found your channel it was recommended by TH-cam. I just want to say you are so very brave and thank you for giving your blessings to Kyle if he does one day fall in love again. I love how you said if they see a light or twinkle in their eyes it’s you just sending your love. I had to be there for my best friend when she was going through this because she had no family in Australia and only a couple of friends it was my absolute pleasure to be able to care for her in her final days. It was heartbreaking to see her suffer but I was there for whatever she needed. I see this video was 7 days ago I wonder if you have passed or how you are going if your still here sending my love to you both and your children and families
Kiss your family as much as you can, hold them and let them say their goodbyes. Tears are okay, and laughter is okay. You are loved. You're TH-cam family loves you, and we will miss seeing your beautiful face. A book is a great idea. Thank you for allowing us to go on your journey. Kyle, our hearts are breaking for you.
Hey, I know u said you were scared. The unknown is.But Jesus said he was the truth and the life . There is a way you don't have to be afraid . Romans Road tell us how to be born again . Jesus paid our debt foe us on the cross , he shed his perfect blood . He took that fear for us ! All he have to do is believe and ask . Goggle plan of salvation !
Jenny this channel is your book. You've done everything, you haven't forgotten anything. Rest now. Create a peaceful, quiet environment filled with light and love for yourself and those closest to you. Put the phone down and no more worries. We got you. We got all of you. We aren't going anywhere. Thank you a million times for sharing yourself, your family and your journey with all of us. What a gift its been. You are a bright, sparkly, glittery angel, you are the warm sunshine, you are the gentle breeze, you are the sweet scent, you are the melodic notes...Godspeed
I don’t comment but I have watched every single video of yours. I’m crying watching this. You have fought such a hard battle. I don’t know what to say. Thank you so much for sharing your journey.
You wrote your book Jenny. Its not a paperback but it is an online book!!!!And the world around you loved it❤❤❤ You left memories and touched our hearts.
Darling Jenny. I was an RN. There are worse things than dying. Nobody wants to die or see there loved ones to pass either. I have seen diseases that are so disturbing and debilitating. You are moving ahead in your journey and the rest of us will follow when our time comes. You will always be in our hearts and our souls will follow Kyle and your beautiful children. Love and big hugs that are gentle. Prayers for you lovely lady and your family
Jesus is the way the truth and the life. No one can come to the father except through him. Repent of your sins and believe on the only Lord and Savior , Jesus, who died on the cross for you.
I wholeheartedly agree with these sentiments and find a lot of comfort in them. We will remember you and your beautiful family and your husband who loves you so well. We love you, Jenny. We are with you. ❤❤❤
I can only say God Loves you, and know there are so many People out here following your Journey and it is heartbreaking, but following you guys gave me such a different outlook in and of Life. I was soooooo hoping that this would all turn out differently. I pray that you will never be in pain or having to suffer. You are an amazing Person Jenny.. ❤😢
I’m sorry Kyle , I’m sorry Jenny ❤. I live with one lung and someday I’ll have to go through this too . I’m 44 years old I have one lung 🫁 doctors Removed my left lung two and a half years ago . Thymoma b1 cancer stage four . Dear lord be there for us when we cross over , please be there for us when we need you lord .
Il Signore non ti lascia e non ti abbandonerà mai.. Egli sarà sempre al tuo fianco fino alla fine..non temere .. nel suo regno dove andremo non ci sarà né più lacrime né più dolore.. ma ci sarà gioia eterna alla sua presenza ❤💪
Hi Jenny and Kyle . Please don't be scared I am a nurse in England. I have watched many people die and not one appeared uncomfortable . They seem so peaceful and smile . I feel you will go into a long dream and dream of your beautiful family . No more pain . You are an inspiration to all and your legacy will be your book that Kylie will write when he is strong enough on your behalf and for your kids . You are beautiful Jenny and you are both a true love story . Sending love and strength to you all xxxxxxx
@@N0N4M30Because when someone is dying because of cancer, their daily life is pure HELL, without the insane cocktail of drugs they can get at end of life, they would in no way die peacefully OR without pain, and even WITH a masskive cocktail of drugs, it can still be incredibly painful despite the best effort of the hospice staff. Dying is scary, but death is just the end, nothing more. Does that mean we enjoy or want it? No, but at the same time in a situation like this, with how awful dying to cancer is, when it is over, there is relief there. Unless you have been in this situation or similar, it's hard to understand, no one is celebrating death, just accepting that death will come for us all and it's OK to feel relieved when someone's suffering is over.
I get that people want to sugar coat death but if you are in the medical field, stop lying to people. Death isn’t a smooth happy journey for most people unless you are lucky enough to be on a morphine drip.
In Judaism when a person dies we say ‘May their memory be a blessing’. You have been a blessing to all who know and love you and those who don’t know you personally but love you still. Kyle and the kids are blessed to have you as their wife/mommy and in time the beautiful memories of you will shine brightly and hopefully lighten the grief. You shared this process with us in ways I have never seen or imagined and I thank you for showing your beautiful soul to this world. Your life has been a gift to so many. I wish you nothing but peace and love Jenny. Know your TH-cam family will continue to send all our love to Kyle, the kids, your family and friends. You’ve been a living angel and you will be a heavenly angel.
Oh craftMavenDeb....your words are beautiful and comforted me as i am crying for a very special, darling young lady. We love you to bits little Miss Jenny Apple. See you on the Other Side . God bless you, your family and your world family xxxxxx
@@TheIgdrasil1A lot of money does. Problem is every cancer is different and money tends to go to the most common cancers. That's why childhood leukemia, which was a death sentence up until St Jude discovered the cocktail of four drugs in the mid 60s (that dying 5yo girl is still alive!) is about 80%+ curable now. I just don't get all these young young people getting old people cancers like colon and lung cancer. Even breast cancer seems to be getting young women. Maybe it's just social media spreading stories we would not otherwise hear. I dunno. So tragic.
@@TheIgdrasil1 I think it’s our food ! Most of our processed foods , a lot of the ingredients are banned in other countries. Also, most people don’t know, but per the CDCs website, chemo kills the patient 25% of the time before the cancer does. I wonder how many oncologists tell their patients this ? My mom in fact was killed by the chemo. Her tumor had not grown or spread in 9 months.
Jenny, I think it is okay for me to say this for the vast majority of your extended family here on TH-cam. Our love, prayers, and support will remain unwavering. While we may have never met in person, we have grown to love you, Kyle, Ellis, and Winnie so very much. I just finished watching this video. As a woman old enough to be your mom, I just wanted to say that I love you. My prayer is for God to send his angels of peace, comfort, serenity, and loving light to your bedside. To navigate the remainder of your journey from now throughout all of eternity. While your physical body has failed you, your soul never will. God bless you, sweet lady. Love you, Sarah Crain Vestavia Hills, Alabama
Jenny, You fought such a good fight. Damn cancer is just relentless. I wish you a peaceful and beautiful passage through God's gates. We love you forever.
Man that broke my heart hearing you telling everyone to let Kyle fall in love and remarry, thinking of everyone else even during your most difficult times. What a wonderful human being you are Jenny. You've done such a good job ❤️
@@F_U23 My wife took two jabs of vaccine during 2022. Doctors told her that the vaccines could not result in cancer and she believed them. I did not believe the doctors.
Kyle, man from one husband and father to another. You are a fucking super hero, I know it may not feel like it right now, but you have been 1000000000 times stronger than I could have ever wish to be if put in that terrible terrible situation. I will pray for you my man.
This is a true definition of how a man is to treat a woman, he’s loyal in by her side kind calm in positive, Jenny is so blessed to have such a wonderful supportive husband. Praying for Jenny.
OMG you are hilarious! More importantly you are wonderful!!! I’m so sad this is what is happening. Please know you are loved. Lastly thank you for sharing this most difficult journey😘😘😘
I totally agree. I hope that Kyle and the children will continue to have a strong support network around them at the other side of what's currently happening. Josh Pog is at that stage just now.
I can't imagine having a husband that loved me this much. Jenny has been so brave and gracious to share her journey but without Kyle her journey would not have been as easy on her and her family. Thank you Kyle. You are a real man.
Man 😢my heart is breaking for him and her I'm praying for you both your so brave jenny I will be praying for you today I don't know you but I'm sending you a giant hug and lots and lots of love and hugs
Listen love. You don't know me, but I'm a random dude saying how I feel. You have inspired us with your resilience, courage, and transparency. You are leaving an inspiring and beautiful legacy for many thousands of us. Everythíng is safe and secure in Kyle's hands. Quality of life is not measured in time, but in achievements and fulfillments. 🌠💫💖
My husband saw and spoke with Angels. So many beautiful things happened. But he told the angels he needed 3 more days. He actually lived 3 more days. I know God is good. My husband was healed into Heaven. I am praying for you all.❤
❤as I lay here next to my husband batteling severe pain from head and neck cancer I cry looking at your comment I cried looking at jenny and kyle.I know I will be alone. My poor husband will go soon.drs said nothing working .six chemos 50 radiation treatment..nothing more Dr's can do.its so heartbreaking ❤
I am so sorry. As a wife he is our life, our love. I hate you are having to go through this. ❤️ So many times we are so lost without them, life can be hard then. My thoughts and prayers are with you.❤️
I love you Jenny,Kyle, and the babies. I am 76 years old Jen and you have taught me bravery courage, patience and Hope. You are tattooed on my heart and I will always remember you as having integrity Also you are the most wonderful mother and wife. You have made life fun for your husband and children. Love you love you. Nurse Pam in Michigan
I love Jenny so much! I watch this video sometimes just to feel connected to her! She was a strong person and I always want to be reminded of her strength and positivity!
Jenny, do not be afraid...the angels will be with you!! The Bible tells us "Being absent in body is to be present with the Lord!" My prayers are with you and your family. We will be here for Kyle!!
Jenny your last breath on earth,will be your first breath in Heaven ❤🎉 No more pain!!! Angels standing all around. I Speak JESUS over all your loved ones. May the Holy Spirit, the Comforter be ever near everyone there.💖
Death is so foreign and frightening to us, because we are meant to live forever. Thanks be to Christ, who has accomplished this for us. For believers, to be absent from the body is to be present with the Lord. This is my prayer for you Jenny Apple. Hallelujah! Death is frightening but we are not people without hope. God bless you Jenny Apple you certainly have blessed us. We are all dying daily, trust in the Lord Jesus Christ while there is time.
You're so sweet and amazing, Jenny. What a selfless thing to tell Kyle that it's OK if he falls in love again. What a gift you've given him. We love you so much. I hate that this is the end, but we'll never forget your humor, positive attitude, kindness, and how hard you fought. 🥹🤗♥️
Sweet Jenny, it is time to rest. Time to go home into the loving arms of Jesus and be welcomed by your loved ones before you. You will experience peace, love and total healing. We will all be here to support Kyle and the kids. Words cannot express how thankful I am that you have shared your story with us. Praying for peace and acceptance during your transition home. It won't seem like long before you are all united home together. I send you all of my light and love. Erin
Jenny, no one who has witnessed this journey you have shared with us will EVER forget you! You have provided your children with a legacy that they will cherish and be so proud of forever. Peace to you!
I’m a pretty cold hearted cynical person, but I have to say that you guys have awoken compassion and sympathy that I thought was dead. I wish you all the best. May Jenny’s journey be full of peace.
I feel you with this comment. I normally compartmentalize all emotion and have been callused by life, but Jenny and Kyle will forever love on together in my heart. 😢 Sending love to you mlew
I’m so glad u have woken from now on that ur heart has softened towards the pts that go thru this devastating part of their life it’s so sad not fair Cancer , compassion is very needed in ur line of work. Empathy is needed in everyone,Because somebody out there is going thru something worse than u.
Jesus christ. I'm just taken back. I'm average dummy and I'm putting two and two together with what you said and what she said and wow. Tough call. I can't imagine. I hope she goes in peace. We're all praying for you
Found your channel a month ago & have never commented until now. I work in hospice. You all are very brave to share such a vulnerable experience. There’s no right or wrong way to grieve & the fact that you say you are scared means that you are human. I’m so sorry, but just know countless people that have never even met you in real life, love & support you. 💛
You are a beacon of light and I am grateful to have found your channel. You have made every moment count in these last few years. You have fought so hard to stay with your family for as long as you could. I hope you cherish what time you have left. Thank you for waking me up, if you will. Thank you for teaching me how to cherish my own family and loved ones. Thank you Jenny for showing me the meaning of life and for living your life with so much love for those close to you.
I work in hospice and you should get her fingerprints or record her heartbeat and make a remembrance gift for those beautiful children. That’s what we do for our families, especially the ones with young children. She can also write a letter to each of them for them to open on special occasions like their graduation day and their wedding day. Prayers and love to all of you ❤ You’re such a beautiful person jenny from the inside out.
The single thing my mother did for me when she was dying was to hold my face in her hands, look into my eyes and tell me that I would be okay. It was the “perfect thing” for me. You will know and naturally say the “perfect thing” to your loved ones. You are in my thoughts and prayers. ❤️
I bet you, you did not know that you had someone as far away as South Africa watching your channel! I am heartbroken that it has come to this. One day there will be a cure for cancer and that day cannot come quick enough. You are fighting this disease tooth and nails - and I’m sure your family will always remember your strength. Your channel will forever be here as a guide for someone going through this. I know God will be with you, calm you and keep you safe. Don’t be afraid (easy for me to say), God has promised that He will be with us in our darkest hour. I salute you for the fight that you are fighting. Love from South Africa.
I know we shouldn’t question God… she IS a remarkable woman. I can’t tell you how many times I heard Jenny say she’s grateful. I’m sure you can read from Heaven… thank you Jenny for sharing your life with us. We love you all so much. Hang in there Kyle.. you are covered in prayer and those sweet babies.God Bless🙏🏼♥️✝️
I’m crying over here. Even in her worst moments, Jenny thinks of others. She’s such a beautiful soul. Thank you for everything you give to your viewers and teach us all. You may not have gotten to write a book but your TH-cam legacy is remarkable and your children and family/friends will cherish it forever. Not only that but you will continue to provide comfort, support and insight to other people (especially going through similar things). We’re here for Kyle and the kids. You’re in good hands, Jenny. Please focus on your own comfort. We all love you.
Jenny I am crying as I write this. You have brought two incredible children into this world. You have shared yourself, your love, and your story with us. There is something special about you that touches your friends and family and strangers on the internet. Your impact will continue on. Your TH-cam channel IS your book. No matter how long we live, we always have more to do. Please know that your life has had a big impact. I wish you a peaceful journey. Every time I see a sparkle, I will think of you. Also, you giving Kyle permission to be happy and marry again is another example of your generosity and love. Much love to you and Kyle. ❤
I’m a registered respiratory therapist. Rest to save your energy…remain on highflow oxygen, what you are on now. If you get intubated I hate to say it but you probably won’t come off… My heart breaks for you and your family at this time… you are all in my prayers. Enjoy your family time together and don’t worry about anything else. We love you.
God bless you Jenny. I have followed your story from the start and hoped it would never come to this. You are such a fighter and a very brave young woman, Kyle, you are also amazing and strong, we all say "why us", this is so so cruel, I'm sending blessings and prayers with strength and tons of love to you both and the children. God bless you and your family, love from Karen in the UK. 🇬🇧❤️🕊️🕊️🕊️🕊️🙏
God's Blessings 🙏 Jenny 😢 extremely sad 😢 thank you for making these videos for your husband and your kids and your family and for giving people strength watching these videos lots of prayers 🙏 your a very courageous kind woman
I'll admit, I'm not the least bit religious BUT have been watching your videos for many months. The love within your family is so utterly palpable and completely touching. For each of you, I truly hope Heaven does exist and that, one day, you'll all be reunited for eternity. Never has a family deserved that gift more than yours does.
@@JetVet4Jesus And Jenny I would like to add to what this person is saying is that because Jesus rose from the dead and went into heaven He then made away for all those that believe in upon Him... to enter into heaven. Your fears of dying should fall away or diminish after committing your sweet life to Him. This simple message is also for those who read this many months from now. It is a message of hope.
Every time I watch this video I cry 😢She said she was scared but she looked so strong though she was sick😢 She had an incredible sense of humour ❤This is a beautiful lesson of life 🙏🏻
“‘He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death’ or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away.”” Revelation 21:4 NIV PeaceAndLove Lori
Jenny, we love you. You’re an inspiration to so many. There is nothing we can say, but only listen. We wish you a gentle peaceful rest. You’ve done more than most people would have and everything you could have.
To be honest you did better than to write a book , you wrote you own story, you are oready a star in your kids and husbands eyes and your family too. We came along with you while you were writing your story and for that I'm grateful. I and many others are praying for you all right now 💗💕
Sweet Jenny...when the time comes, may you close your eyes on earth and open them in heaven. Then you will be fully healed and whole. No more pain, crying, sadness. Fully healed and in the presence of Jesus. Prayers for Kyle, Winnie and Ellis as well as for all who love and will miss you. Thank God for all of the videos you've made that will bear testimony to your children of your strong fight since your diagnosis and love for them.
Beautiful words! She will definitely be healed free of pain, free of all bad things in beautiful peaceful heaven! Much love and resignation to Kyle and family.
Turn your eyes upon Jesus look full in His wonderful face and the things of earth will grow strangely diin In the light of His glory and grace Remember, you are only changing your living location. When you take your last breath on earth, you will immediately inhale heavenly air! You will see your Savior face to face. Keep your thoughts on Him.
You are loved Jenny. You’ll never be forgotten by all of us. Have a beautiful new journey- we will all eventually be there too. ❤ P.S. I’ll always think of you when I paint my nails! 💅🏻
I am Arelys, from Scotland. Jenny, I had followed your journey , and pray for you all the time. I know this is not the end. I have had a near death expirience. It is amazingly peacefull and there is so much love. You will be able to watch over your babies and husband. Please do not be scared the Lord will take you in his arms and keep you safe. God bless you.
Jenny you are the Bravest Earth Angel I know and I'm so glad I got to know you and Kyle and you beautiful children. Jenny I to would be afraid, just the not knowing. Will my eyes open directly in heaven or will there be a holding pattern like at the airport. You can't go until Jenny ALLEN goes and then JENNY ALOPECIA GOES. SO YOU COULD HAVE A LONG TIME FOR ALL THE JENNY'S TO GO BEFORE 🍎 🍏 APPLE. SO WHILE THATS GOING ON I WOULD LOVE ON WHO YOU NEED TO LOVE ON AND WHEN YOU BECOME UPSET THEN I WOULD ASK FOR A STRONG SEDATIVE OR PAIN MEDS. I WOULD TRY NOT TO ENTER HEAVEN IN TEARS BUT I WOULD ASK FOR DRAMAMINE IN CASE YOU GET SICK IN FLIGHT I KNOW I WAS BEING SILLY BUT I WOULD BE AFRAID AS WELL AND IM A CHRISTIAN BUT CHRISTIANS CAN BE AFRAID OF THE UNKNOWN. JUST HOLD HANDS WITH YOUR HUBBY AND CRY IF YOU NEED TO. WE ALL LOVE YOU
Amen it only applies if a person is saved / born before they die We can assume all people go to heaven because it’s not true An unsaved person goes to hell for eternity no matter who they are Only a saved born again beliver goes to heaven after death to be in the presence of the lord this is a fact
Kyle: You are the epitome of what a loving husband should be. You’ve done this with love, compassion, grace and immense dedication to Jenny. I cannot tell you how much I admire you, man. I hope, if I am ever in a similar predicament, that I can be like you. …. Jenny: It’s clear that you’ll always be around Kyle and your children. You’ve fought a great fight and you are a special woman and it’s been an honor of ours to be able to witness your journey, which we hoped would be different. However, you will be in our thoughts and prayers not only now, but forever. We will continue to be here for Kyle and the kids. You are one of a kind and an angel to so many of us. We’ll wait to hear from you or Kyle moving forward, when you can. In the meantime, we send our love and prayers. Rest easy.
You're getting ready for the journey of your life Jenny. We were all born for this day to return to our Heavenly Father. You have made such an impact on so many lives. "Do not fear, says the LORD, for I am with you." We love you, and we'll all see you again. I've enjoyed our times together. Thank you for sharing your life with us. ❤❤❤❤
@@SometimeAgo65It's easy for people like you to say dumb sh*t like that cause your not the one who's about to die and be ripped away from your family that you love and worked so hard to build.People like you are what's wrong with the world, spewing that toxic positivity nonsense.
Record videos of you telling your babies how proud you are of them and how much joy they give you every single day of your life. And just tell your hubby how much you love him.
Jenny I have no inspiring words to say. I just wanted to thank you for sharing some of your beautiful life with us. I am a former ICU nurse turned hospice nurse. I look at death as a natural transition. I am sure I would be scared at times if I was where you are now. My mom always told me she thinks of death as going through labor. A beautiful overwhelming unconditional love is what you feel after giving birth and I think when you shed this earthly bod you will feel all that as well. Your now going home and will be just in the next room until your family sees you. Send you so much love Jenny and Kyle. I will miss you but know I'm not far from walking into the next room as well.
Jenny lm right behind you in a few months.❤ Yes I had high flow in ICCU FOR A MONTH. JUST CAME HOME. I WONT MAKE IT IT THROUGH ANOTHER WINTER. DONT BE AFRAID YOU ARE GOING TO BEAUTIFUL REALM OF SPIRIT. YOULL BE WITH THE LORD. HE GAS ANOTHER PURPOSE FOR YOU. THIS IS WHAT I KNOW. I AM WITH YOU UNTIL Your LAST BREATH. LOVE TO YOU N FAMILY
Jennie , as am ICU nurse , you have fought a valiant fight . We are proud of you. Now it's time for you and your family as you transition this next journey. Ive been with so many who have and i know yours will be peaceful . Yes you will " sparkle" my friend . We are here for kyle and the kids and i know your transition will be peaceful and tranquil. We will all meet again but until then our thoughts and prayers with your family .
Jenny, you have fought a big battle and have explained each step of the process to the kids. My heart is breaking for you and Kyle and he will have support from us all. Prayers, hugs and much love to you and your family. 💕💕🙏🙏. I will miss you
Who is here a year after Jenny won her battle.. just to hear her voice and see her.
You’re missed Jenny 🌹
I am here too I watch her videos everyday just to see when she had happy days I loved her cat walk I know she is in heaven holding her baby boy waiting for Kyle
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@@Cindy-nf6qvno, she BEAT Cancers butt.
Kyle, I did this for my Mom. When the machines were going to be turned off, I pulled her up a bit enogh to wrapped my arms tightly under her and right before the nurse was going to shut the machine off, I started singing her song she had sung to all of us including her grandchildren (You are my Sunshine). She struggled a bit after the machine was off so I kept holding her, singing over & over until I felt it was ok that she was gone. I did this so she wasn’t afraid or felt alone. This may seem weird to some but I needed her to not go alone. She held me when I was born so I held her at her last breath. It was my gift to her❤️. I love you Jenny! Thank you for always being so beautiful! ❤️🙏🏼💐
That's beautiful. How wonderful that you did that for your mother.
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Yes that's so beautiful to do for your mom. ❤
I can only hope my child loves me enough to do this one day ❤️
I'm crying as I read your post and thinking about my own precious Mom. Being able to hold her was not only a gift for her, but for you as well.
Jenny, as a nurse of 23 years including hospice, and my own personal experience with a near death event, there is more. I believe it. There is a calm that will shoulder you, and at that time, you will be released of all pain, worry, and sadness. This is your transition, not the end. Bless you in a peaceful journey to your final home.
An added note, I hated being on the ventilator just as you stated your friend did. It was uncomfortable and you do not need added distress. Hospice, despite what many people will say negatively, is a blessing and offers many benefits to help you and your family.
I totally agree. I see stories by people that passed away but came back. They did not want to come back because it was so beautiful on the other side.
100% agree. I have not had a near death experience (though I do also have cancer) but I HAVE been visited by loved ones who are on the other side. This life is just a transition period for our real life after we're done here. We will be together again.
@@NsTheName I too have cancer and I have been visited by loved ones on the other side also.
I experienced this calm when my mother transitioned. It was so sweet and soothing. I believe that angels are around the bed of the long suffering ones, ministering to them.
What a girl. Humour in her final days and such a beautiful loving couple.
Coping with death in style. Dhes such a rilepmodel
@@trteeerryfse-wy2wwAre you TRYING TO SAY "SHE'S A ROLE MODEL"??? LEARN PROPER SPELLING.
"He's allowed to remarry, he's allowed to fall in love"
That broke me. What an amazing gift to leave your husband. Your blessing for his future happiness.
God bless you all. ♥️
It broke me, too - Jenny is one unique woman!
Yeah, good for her, she's so so kind. I would not want to even be talking about that or thinking about that during a time like this. They also have kids together too, so they will always be linked. So sad that she passed away the other day, RIP Jenny, and love and prayers to the rest of the family.
@@billj4525 I'm married, been with my husband for 25 years, married for 21. We have 2 kids together - this conversation would be at the TOP of my list. In this moment, it wouldn't be about me and how I feel, but how he will feel after I'm gone. I would NEVER want him to doubt if it's ok to "move on" after I go.
@@billj4525 I'm married, been with my husband for 25 years, married for 21. We have 2 kids together - this conversation would be at the TOP of my list. In this moment, it wouldn't be about me and how I feel, but how he will feel after I'm gone. I would NEVER want him to doubt if it's ok to "move on" after I go.
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We've already had •this• conversation, and praise God, neither of us are terminally ill. But if the day comes, we know where we stand on this topic and wouldn't need to discuss it.
@@Woudlopersome may not choose to move on because they feel their spouse would not want to be with someone else. It's just clearing the air, not giving the spouse permission.
The most touching words Jenny said were "He's allowed to be married, he's allowed to fall in love. I want him to be happy." She's the strongest person I've ever seen in my life.
He cannot wait for her to be gone so he will get a younger woman
@@tarcisiasiniscalchi6641 You're a sociopath, if you're writing seriously, or an edgy kid if joking. Hopefully it's the latter.
What Jenny said.. was true love. Bless this family dear lord 🙏 ❤️
That’s how much she loves him…sweetest love I’ve seen in a long time!
@@tarcisiasiniscalchi6641 you are sick in the head!!! How dare you write something like that about a very young Woman who is dying way before her time!!! And a Man that has put his gut wrenching heartache to the side, so that he can care for her in her final hours of need!!! Your comment is truly despicable and you should be ashamed of yourself!!! You obviously have never ever experienced true Love, so you are ignorant to how special her words truly were. It’s very obvious why!!! I’m sure your Mother is real proud of you!!!
Kyle, as you help Jenny through this final phase, remember, it will be your finest hour. Its been an honor to watch you care for her.
It sure has! Kyle is the best husband I've ever seen, including my own!
May God strengthen Kyle he’s had so much on his shoulders, so much stress But he wouldn’t have it any other way. His Love fir wife n caring is what every wife needs n wants in a husband their Love was so real we all could see n admire. WE will never forget this journey n courage n Jenny will be greatly missed.
Ellis ❤...wonderful, loving son...❤ grow up to be like daddy...'like father. Like.son.'
Sweet Winnie, ❤...Mummy in Heaven soon, marry a man like Daddy when u grow up. Don't settle for anything less. All Mummy's goodness and strength shall be yours, sweet girl
Jenny I pray that you can have a pain free journey to the most beautiful place you’ll ever know. I pray that Kyle, Ellis and winner will get through this knowing that you are now going to be their Angel in the sky, and that very bright star in the night sky is you. Much Love to you all ❤❤🙏🙏
She really was beautiful ❤
Jenny and Kyle,
I worked hospice as a nurse for 30+ years. I have been a silent observer but feel compelled to let the two of you know what an honor it has been to follow this journey about you and your family.
There are teddy bears sold on Etsy(and maybe Amazon) that will hold a recording or heartbeat from Jenny.
I watch the love between the 2 of you and it is something that cancer cannot EVER take away.
God promises us that we will be united again, never forget that promise.
Thank you for sharing your journey with all of us. It HAS been an HONOR💕🙏😇. Trisha Thompson
Feel so sorry for you. I just found out I have bladder cancer.
Well said. Same here.
@@normaotts2260I will pray for you. 🙏🏼I promise. With God all things are possible. I hope you’re not suffering.
Stage 3 metastatic 10 yrs tomorrow. I'm scared because it's the unknown.i thinks it's normal to have some fear. Sending prayers for you.
This is so so heartbreaking, especially when this could have been avoided a long time ago by negligent medical staff. 😡😡😡😡😡😡
“I want Kyle to fall in love and remarry. I want Kyle to be happy”
that is just pure love ❤️
Love and light♾️♾️♾️🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽and peace and life fore ❤ever whit god
That killed me - what an amazing woman! Real soul mates. Safe passage to Jenny - your wings await you.
Man I hate this. Life is unfair!
I’m so happy she said that, so he can live his life without feeling guilt. She’s an amazing woman! And yes that’s true love 💕 ❤️
@@Klop8989iiI fully agree!
I am a terminal care nurse. My advice ( for what it is worth) is to remember that you are NOT DEAD YET! You are still alive and you are preparing for your next adventure. Birth is the start of a great adventure so is death. I have been with many people who have passed on. Enjoy all this love. Know that you are loved.
I am sure that you have all your ducks in a row so please enjoy this time and reach out to the hospice staff to ensure that you are comfortable.
Love you guys.
😢May you feel the love of Jesus. He will be there to put His arms around you. 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
You are the bravest person I know Jenny ❤ Have the family near you, let your end be a peaceful one....Kyle will never lose support neither your beautiful kids. They will always have family, friends far and near still surrounded them. Your brightness will never dim! We love you sweet Jenny 😊
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Thank you, beautiful soul, for sharing yourself with all of us. We will never forget you and you'll live on in so, so many hearts! Much love to you, Jenny and love and prayers for Kyle, Winnie, Ellis and little Flower. ❤❤
This breaks my heart every time. So sorry we lost this beautiful soul.
I am an artist I would be honored to do any illustrations for a book Kyle and Jenny for free. My heart and prayers are with you.
Such kindness makes my eyes water. "Look for the helpers." Thank you.
How sweet of you! I hope he gets a chance to read the comments. Some aren’t very nice and it’s horrible. Poor Kyle had to delete a video with all the comments due to most were people bullying him. He said it hurt his feelings very badly.😢
Jenny is so strong and brave
What an awesome offer...I hope Kyle can take you up on that offer. Would be wonderful. Bless you lass.
Please keep posting your offer so that Kyle may see it one day. Just keep posting it, please. You are so kind and generous!
Goodbyes are only for those who see with the eyes... for those who see with the heart, there are no goodbyes. 🙏Fly high sweet girl. 💫🍀
Jenny, my thoughts are with you. Thank you for being so brave and sharing this journey. I have yet to meet anybody as strong and graceful as you.
I'm re watching this April 15th 2024.
What a beautiful, wonderful, graceful lady.
I remember seeing this for the first time-it has lost none of its impact.
God bless you Kyle, Ellis & Winnie 💞🐞🌹
I love that “when you see a glimmer of light in your eye that’s me saying hi”. That’s so beautiful.
You’re one of the strongest people I have ever seen in my life. You don’t need to do anything now, Jenny. Just cuddle, kiss, and cuddle more, and then kiss some more. Just cuddle.
Jenny, you’ve already written a book. It’s a video book and it’s been the most selfless and beautiful book I’ve ever read. Thank you ❤
Watching on replay. Jenny and Kyle, you have and continue to be so brave through this journey. You have been an inspiration to so many. Jenny, you have done something much more important than a book, you have videoed your journey. Your children, your husband, and your family and friends will always have this to look back on, to be reminded of your bravery, your love, your personality. You have given them a gift and you have given us a gift.
Sending up prayers for you, Kyle, the kiddos, and your family.
So beautifully said.
great point!!! ❤
I have only just found your channel it was recommended by TH-cam. I just want to say you are so very brave and thank you for giving your blessings to Kyle if he does one day fall in love again. I love how you said if they see a light or twinkle in their eyes it’s you just sending your love. I had to be there for my best friend when she was going through this because she had no family in Australia and only a couple of friends it was my absolute pleasure to be able to care for her in her final days. It was heartbreaking to see her suffer but I was there for whatever she needed. I see this video was 7 days ago I wonder if you have passed or how you are going if your still here sending my love to you both and your children and families
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I lost it when she said he’s allowed to remarry and fall in love. I know she’s a beautiful Angel in heaven.
Kiss your family as much as you can, hold them and let them say their goodbyes. Tears are okay, and laughter is okay. You are loved. You're TH-cam family loves you, and we will miss seeing your beautiful face. A book is a great idea.
Thank you for allowing us to go on your journey. Kyle, our hearts are breaking for you.
So well said!!! So much love to this family
Your in my prayers!! Jesus loves you and will be there for you and your family!!
Hey, I know u said you were scared. The unknown is.But Jesus said he was the truth and the life . There is a way you don't have to be afraid . Romans Road tell us how to be born again . Jesus paid our debt foe us on the cross , he shed his perfect blood . He took that fear for us ! All he have to do is believe and ask . Goggle plan of salvation !
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Amen
Jenny this channel is your book. You've done everything, you haven't forgotten anything. Rest now. Create a peaceful, quiet environment filled with light and love for yourself and those closest to you. Put the phone down and no more worries. We got you. We got all of you. We aren't going anywhere. Thank you a million times for sharing yourself, your family and your journey with all of us. What a gift its been. You are a bright, sparkly, glittery angel, you are the warm sunshine, you are the gentle breeze, you are the sweet scent, you are the melodic notes...Godspeed
❤️ beautifully said 🥺
We Lvu keep up pray stay alive 🤟
Beautiful words..
Thank you for writing what was in my heart to say.❤💔
In a nutshell. ~🤍~
Thank you for everything you've given us. You have been the greatest gift.
Her humor is so uplifting. This beautiful strong woman. ❤
I don’t comment but I have watched every single video of yours. I’m crying watching this. You have fought such a hard battle. I don’t know what to say. Thank you so much for sharing your journey.
No body will ever hate Kyle! He has really been a rockstar through this! Jenny thank you for your strength sharing your journey with us!
❤so very well said..Kyle has been amazing to jenny..
yea this guy is a trooper
Lol he already has a gf so they might 😅
@@zhaviyah84 He doesn't have a girlfriend. He loves his wife!!! 😡😡😡
no way wtf? lol how do you know@@zhaviyah84
Dear lord please hold jenny in your arms as she journeys home. I pray for her family and friends as they transition through this difficult time.
Amen 😢
I agree.
Amen 😢
Amen 🙏🙏🙏
Amen
You wrote your book Jenny. Its not a paperback but it is an online book!!!!And the world around you loved it❤❤❤ You left memories and touched our hearts.
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Darling Jenny. I was an RN. There are worse things than dying. Nobody wants to die or see there loved ones to pass either. I have seen diseases that are so disturbing and debilitating. You are moving ahead in your journey and the rest of us will follow when our time comes. You will always be in our hearts and our souls will follow Kyle and your beautiful children. Love and big hugs that are gentle. Prayers for you lovely lady and your family
❤beautiful words.
Jesus is the way the truth and the life. No one can come to the father except through him. Repent of your sins and believe on the only Lord and Savior , Jesus, who died on the cross for you.
I wholeheartedly agree with these sentiments and find a lot of comfort in them. We will remember you and your beautiful family and your husband who loves you so well. We love you, Jenny. We are with you. ❤❤❤
I can only say God Loves you, and know there are so many People out here following your Journey and it is heartbreaking, but following you guys gave me such a different outlook in and of Life. I was soooooo hoping that this would all turn out differently. I pray that you will never be in pain or having to suffer. You are an amazing Person Jenny.. ❤😢
You don’t need to be afraid. It’s peaceful and no pain.
No more suffering Jenny. Be the angel you are...watch over your loving husband and kids. Fly girl...fly❤
Amen 🙏🏻 ❤
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This hurt my entire heart. The fact that she is still smiling and making jokes in spite of this news, shows how beautiful of a human being Jenny is.
Jenny is a beautiful person it’s so sad
Selfless and beautiful.
Yep, Jenny is one heck of a gal.
This was the sweetest video of Jenny ! She was so strong ❤❤❤
We’ve been so privileged to get to know you and your family. Thank you.
I don’t think I’ve ever witnessed such strength and courage. What an incredible person you are, Jenny Appleford.
I’m sorry Kyle , I’m sorry Jenny ❤. I live with one lung and someday I’ll have to go through this too . I’m 44 years old I have one lung 🫁 doctors Removed my left lung two and a half years ago . Thymoma b1 cancer stage four .
Dear lord be there for us when we cross over , please be there for us when we need you lord .
Praying for a healing for you amen try cannabis oil and THC and worm medicine for animals to kill cancer amen
Il Signore non ti lascia e non ti abbandonerà mai.. Egli sarà sempre al tuo fianco fino alla fine..non temere .. nel suo regno dove andremo non ci sarà né più lacrime né più dolore.. ma ci sarà gioia eterna alla sua presenza ❤💪
I pray from the core of my heart may you get healed, may you live long with health,may you don't have to go through any pain, ameen
My mother in law lived with one lung for 35 years!!
Jenny you have written a book in vlog form. You did it. My thoughts are with you for a calm, peaceful and pain free transition. ❤
So sweet Vicki and you’re right!
Hi Jenny and Kyle . Please don't be scared I am a nurse in England. I have watched many people die and not one appeared uncomfortable . They seem so peaceful and smile . I feel you will go into a long dream and dream of your beautiful family . No more pain .
You are an inspiration to all and your legacy will be your book that Kylie will write when he is strong enough on your behalf and for your kids .
You are beautiful Jenny and you are both a true love story . Sending love and strength to you all xxxxxxx
I am also a nurse who has experienced death many times. I agree that death is not uncomfortable. It is a relief of suffering. Don’t be afraid.
Thank you ❤ for your words ❤
I know y’all just try to be nice but death isn’t nice I hate that people keep saying this like wtf
@@N0N4M30Because when someone is dying because of cancer, their daily life is pure HELL, without the insane cocktail of drugs they can get at end of life, they would in no way die peacefully OR without pain, and even WITH a masskive cocktail of drugs, it can still be incredibly painful despite the best effort of the hospice staff. Dying is scary, but death is just the end, nothing more. Does that mean we enjoy or want it? No, but at the same time in a situation like this, with how awful dying to cancer is, when it is over, there is relief there.
Unless you have been in this situation or similar, it's hard to understand, no one is celebrating death, just accepting that death will come for us all and it's OK to feel relieved when someone's suffering is over.
I get that people want to sugar coat death but if you are in the medical field, stop lying to people. Death isn’t a smooth happy journey for most people unless you are lucky enough to be on a morphine drip.
In Judaism when a person dies we say ‘May their memory be a blessing’. You have been a blessing to all who know and love you and those who don’t know you personally but love you still. Kyle and the kids are blessed to have you as their wife/mommy and in time the beautiful memories of you will shine brightly and hopefully lighten the grief. You shared this process with us in ways I have never seen or imagined and I thank you for showing your beautiful soul to this world. Your life has been a gift to so many. I wish you nothing but peace and love Jenny. Know your TH-cam family will continue to send all our love to Kyle, the kids, your family and friends. You’ve been a living angel and you will be a heavenly angel.
I have never heard that before May your memory be a blessing that's a.lovely sentiment xx
@@mrsdiana324 It's said to the surviving family members so its "their" not "your". May their memory be a blessing.
In Islam we believe we all die even the ones we left behind will follow its a fleeting life only our actions b4 God matter...this world is a test
The flesh dies ,the Spirit cannot die!!!
Oh craftMavenDeb....your words are beautiful and comforted me as i am crying for a very special, darling young lady. We love you to bits little Miss Jenny Apple. See you on the Other Side . God bless you, your family and your world family xxxxxx
I can't imagine the anxiety and terror she must have felt. Dying is never easy. This was so unfair....my heart aches
I know right
Why arent we better in treating cancer. All money should flow to research.
@@TheIgdrasil1 People focus on dumb things
@@TheIgdrasil1A lot of money does. Problem is every cancer is different and money tends to go to the most common cancers. That's why childhood leukemia, which was a death sentence up until St Jude discovered the cocktail of four drugs in the mid 60s (that dying 5yo girl is still alive!) is about 80%+ curable now. I just don't get all these young young people getting old people cancers like colon and lung cancer. Even breast cancer seems to be getting young women. Maybe it's just social media spreading stories we would not otherwise hear. I dunno. So tragic.
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I think it’s our food ! Most of our processed foods , a lot of the ingredients are banned in other countries. Also, most people don’t know, but per the CDCs website, chemo kills the patient 25% of the time before the cancer does. I wonder how many oncologists tell their patients this ? My mom in fact was killed by the chemo. Her tumor had not grown or spread in 9 months.
Jenny, I think it is okay for me to say this for the vast majority of your extended family here on TH-cam. Our love, prayers, and support will remain unwavering. While we may have never met in person, we have grown to love you, Kyle, Ellis, and Winnie so very much.
I just finished watching this video. As a woman old enough to be your mom, I just wanted to say that I love you. My prayer is for God to send his angels of peace, comfort, serenity, and loving light to your bedside. To navigate the remainder of your journey from now throughout all of eternity. While your physical body has failed you, your soul never will. God bless you, sweet lady.
Love you,
Sarah Crain
Vestavia Hills, Alabama
Very sweet. Bless your heart @Sarah❤❤❤❤❤❤
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Thank you for finding the words Sarah, as I am unable to articulate, I concur ❤
Beautifully said. God bless your sweet kind words.❤
Jenny, You fought such a good fight. Damn cancer is just relentless. I wish you a peaceful and beautiful passage through God's gates. We love you forever.
God doesn’t exist. Stop pushing your falsehood.
Man that broke my heart hearing you telling everyone to let Kyle fall in love and remarry, thinking of everyone else even during your most difficult times. What a wonderful human being you are Jenny. You've done such a good job ❤️
My dear wife Vesna died of liver cancer on. January 30, 2023. I miss Vesna so very much.
I’m so very sorry that you’ve lost your wife😔✝️🙏❤️
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My friend Rick died Nov 9 2023...liver cancer, too 😢😭 He told me the vaccines killed him 🤤
@@F_U23 My wife took two jabs of vaccine during 2022. Doctors told her that the vaccines could not result in cancer and she believed them. I did not believe the doctors.
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Kyle, man from one husband and father to another. You are a fucking super hero, I know it may not feel like it right now, but you have been 1000000000 times stronger than I could have ever wish to be if put in that terrible terrible situation. I will pray for you my man.
He is🙏❤️🇨🇦
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He truly is a tough man
He is the kindest man/husband I've EVER seen!! God Bless this beautiful family!!❤🙏
Amazing man
This is a true definition of how a man is to treat a woman, he’s loyal in by her side kind calm in positive, Jenny is so blessed to have such a wonderful supportive husband. Praying for Jenny.
OMG you are hilarious! More importantly you are wonderful!!! I’m so sad this is what is happening. Please know you are loved. Lastly thank you for sharing this most difficult journey😘😘😘
@@marymendyka1997well said
I totally agree. I hope that Kyle and the children will continue to have a strong support network around them at the other side of what's currently happening. Josh Pog is at that stage just now.
Amen 🙏
He is one in a million.❤️
I can't imagine having a husband that loved me this much. Jenny has been so brave and gracious to share her journey but without Kyle her journey would not have been as easy on her and her family. Thank you Kyle. You are a real man.
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U Ghoul. Get a kick out of watching him exploiting his wife's illness &, in Ur warped mind call it love.
I can't imagine having another person love me this much. Heartbreaking journey ❤
Man 😢my heart is breaking for him and her I'm praying for you both your so brave jenny I will be praying for you today I don't know you but I'm sending you a giant hug and lots and lots of love and hugs
@@mbod2gigi good, then Ur partner won't market Ur illness
Rewatching it - and Jenny was so funny even when things got too difficult to comprehend. What an amazingly brave human being!
Listen love. You don't know me, but I'm a random dude saying how I feel. You have inspired us with your resilience, courage, and transparency. You are leaving an inspiring and beautiful legacy for many thousands of us. Everythíng is safe and secure in Kyle's hands. Quality of life is not measured in time, but in achievements and fulfillments. 🌠💫💖
Mr Random Dude. Thank you for what you wrote! Salutations from Texas 🌵🐎🤠
My husband saw and spoke with Angels. So many beautiful things happened. But he told the angels he needed 3 more days. He actually lived 3 more days. I know God is good. My husband was healed into Heaven.
I am praying for you all.❤
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❤as I lay here next to my husband batteling severe pain from head and neck cancer I cry looking at your comment I cried looking at jenny and kyle.I know I will be alone. My poor husband will go soon.drs said nothing working .six chemos 50 radiation treatment..nothing more Dr's can do.its so heartbreaking ❤
I'm so very sorry 🙏
I am so sorry. As a wife he is our life, our love. I hate you are having to go through this. ❤️ So many times we are so lost without them, life can be hard then. My thoughts and prayers are with you.❤️
I love you Jenny,Kyle, and the babies. I am 76 years old Jen and you have taught me bravery courage, patience and Hope. You are tattooed on my heart and I will always remember you as having integrity
Also you are the most wonderful mother and wife. You have made life fun for your husband and children. Love you love you. Nurse Pam in Michigan
Love you, Nurse Pam
Pam...nicely put. I am up their with you age wise. I agree with what you said. ❤
I love Jenny so much! I watch this video sometimes just to feel connected to her! She was a strong person and I always want to be reminded of her strength and positivity!
Jenny, do not be afraid...the angels will be with you!! The Bible tells us "Being absent in body is to be present with the Lord!" My prayers are with you and your family. We will be here for Kyle!!
So very well put❤
I know it's a dreadful thing to happen to any young family, but I still detest her husband.
Jenny your last breath on earth,will be your first breath in Heaven ❤🎉 No more pain!!! Angels standing all around. I Speak JESUS over all your loved ones. May the Holy Spirit, the Comforter be ever near everyone there.💖
@@kelly-ul9bhWhy
Why? For what reason?
How can she be so close to the end and STILL be so beautiful, selfless, compassionate, and funny ❤❤❤ You are an amazing soul Jenny Apple ❤❤❤
The end? 😂she’s just beginning
@@sleepyshaw278 what
Thank you for sharing your life with us. You are my new hero.
@@AlCatSplat Paradise, reincarnation, afterlife, religion in general.
Death is so foreign and frightening to us, because we are meant to live forever. Thanks be to Christ, who has accomplished this for us. For believers, to be absent from the body is to be present with the Lord. This is my prayer for you Jenny Apple. Hallelujah! Death is frightening but we are not people without hope. God bless you Jenny Apple you certainly have blessed us. We are all dying daily, trust in the Lord Jesus Christ while there is time.
That sense of humour....man....love this woman xoxooxx
im crying for someone i’ve never met. im so sorry. you don’t deserve this. ❤
Me too ❤
You're so sweet and amazing, Jenny. What a selfless thing to tell Kyle that it's OK if he falls in love again. What a gift you've given him. We love you so much. I hate that this is the end, but we'll never forget your humor, positive attitude, kindness, and how hard you fought. 🥹🤗♥️
Sweet Jenny, it is time to rest. Time to go home into the loving arms of Jesus and be welcomed by your loved ones before you. You will experience peace, love and total healing. We will all be here to support Kyle and the kids. Words cannot express how thankful I am that you have shared your story with us. Praying for peace and acceptance during your transition home. It won't seem like long before you are all united home together. I send you all of my light and love. Erin
I am also a lung cancer patient. Your videos have been very helpful. Thank you so much. Prayers for your comfort and peace.
You are so strong and will be fine......stay happy, god bless you with good health and happiness and everything you need in your life, always 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
Jenny, no one who has witnessed this journey you have shared with us will EVER forget you! You have provided your children with a legacy that they will cherish and be so proud of forever. Peace to you!
❤so beautiful said.its so sad.god bless them all.
I’m a pretty cold hearted cynical person, but I have to say that you guys have awoken compassion and sympathy that I thought was dead. I wish you all the best. May Jenny’s journey be full of peace.
All I can say is blessings and prayers to you and your family! Much love!
❤
Sending you a smile and a big, warm hug.🙂❤
I feel you with this comment. I normally compartmentalize all emotion and have been callused by life, but Jenny and Kyle will forever love on together in my heart. 😢 Sending love to you mlew
I’m so glad u have woken from now on that ur heart has softened towards the pts that go thru this devastating part of their life it’s so sad not fair Cancer , compassion is very needed in ur line of work.
Empathy is needed in everyone,Because somebody out there is going thru something worse than u.
Watching Jenny from this time period is gut-wrenching! I miss Jenny. ❤
Same here
As a respiratory therapist I'm very sorry. The choice you're making to not go on the ventilator is the best one. Wrap yourself in family and love!! ❤
Yes, I was a respiratory therapist and I also thought that was a great decision.
But you haven't experienced it yourself what it does to you, I mean emotionally 😢
God bless you all sorry for this news but God has her and she is in the good hands of our lord 🙏
My heart is broke 💔😢
Jesus christ. I'm just taken back. I'm average dummy and I'm putting two and two together with what you said and what she said and wow. Tough call. I can't imagine. I hope she goes in peace. We're all praying for you
Found your channel a month ago & have never commented until now. I work in hospice. You all are very brave to share such a vulnerable experience. There’s no right or wrong way to grieve & the fact that you say you are scared means that you are human. I’m so sorry, but just know countless people that have never even met you in real life, love & support you. 💛
Jenny, praying for you to surrounded by angels and help you not be afraid of the unknown. Love you all and prayers for strength 🙏😪💔💕
Such beautiful hearts. Continued prayers for all who knew and still love her.
I love how Jenny still is humorous. She will always be in my heart and mind. Praying for an easy, pain free transition into Jesus’ arms. 😢😢🙏🏻
As your earthly eyes close, your heavenly eyes will be opened. Prayers for comfort and peace for both Jenny, Kyle and family. God Bless.. 🙏🙏✝✝🙏🙏
I share in this beautiful prayer. ❤
Amen
You are a beacon of light and I am grateful to have found your channel. You have made every moment count in these last few years. You have fought so hard to stay with your family for as long as you could. I hope you cherish what time you have left. Thank you for waking me up, if you will. Thank you for teaching me how to cherish my own family and loved ones. Thank you Jenny for showing me the meaning of life and for living your life with so much love for those close to you.
Jen thank you for showing us what a true fighter looks like. Forever our Angel 😇 💓
I work in hospice and you should get her fingerprints or record her heartbeat and make a remembrance gift for those beautiful children. That’s what we do for our families, especially the ones with young children. She can also write a letter to each of them for them to open on special occasions like their graduation day and their wedding day. Prayers and love to all of you ❤ You’re such a beautiful person jenny from the inside out.
These are all good suggestions!❤
Great idea! Especially for her children
Such a lovey idea ❤
I love the heartbeat idea, capture it now for all time 💔
I believe they did most of these
Stuff already:)
The single thing my mother did for me when she was dying was to hold my face in her hands, look into my eyes and tell me that I would be okay. It was the “perfect thing” for me. You will know and naturally say the “perfect thing” to your loved ones. You are in my thoughts and prayers. ❤️
I bet you, you did not know that you had someone as far away as South Africa watching your channel! I am heartbroken that it has come to this. One day there will be a cure for cancer and that day cannot come quick enough. You are fighting this disease tooth and nails - and I’m sure your family will always remember your strength. Your channel will forever be here as a guide for someone going through this. I know God will be with you, calm you and keep you safe. Don’t be afraid (easy for me to say), God has promised that He will be with us in our darkest hour. I salute you for the fight that you are fighting. Love from South Africa.
I follow them and praying for them from Hungary! I think a lot of us from all over the world😢❤
And ❤ from another South African - G-d bless you and your wonderfully supportive husband. Rest easy. ❤️
I am also south african❤
Sending love from Australia 💔
I know we shouldn’t question God… she IS a remarkable woman. I can’t tell you how many times I heard Jenny say she’s grateful. I’m sure you can read from Heaven… thank you Jenny for sharing your life with us. We love you all so much. Hang in there Kyle.. you are covered in prayer and those sweet babies.God Bless🙏🏼♥️✝️
I’m crying over here. Even in her worst moments, Jenny thinks of others. She’s such a beautiful soul. Thank you for everything you give to your viewers and teach us all. You may not have gotten to write a book but your TH-cam legacy is remarkable and your children and family/friends will cherish it forever. Not only that but you will continue to provide comfort, support and insight to other people (especially going through similar things). We’re here for Kyle and the kids. You’re in good hands, Jenny. Please focus on your own comfort. We all love you.
As a mom with cancer myself I can’t even breath watching this. I’m so sorry❤❤
Don’t think this is going to be your journey too. Don’t let this scare you. From one mama to another, God bless you❤
Jenny I am crying as I write this. You have brought two incredible children into this world. You have shared yourself, your love, and your story with us. There is something special about you that touches your friends and family and strangers on the internet. Your impact will continue on. Your TH-cam channel IS your book. No matter how long we live, we always have more to do. Please know that your life has had a big impact. I wish you a peaceful journey. Every time I see a sparkle, I will think of you. Also, you giving Kyle permission to be happy and marry again is another example of your generosity and love. Much love to you and Kyle. ❤
Yes, to this message.
My GOD what a limitlessly strong and wonderful woman she was. I think about her all the time. SO much love to you and your family Kyle.
I’m a registered respiratory therapist. Rest to save your energy…remain on highflow oxygen, what you are on now. If you get intubated I hate to say it but you probably won’t come off… My heart breaks for you and your family at this time… you are all in my prayers. Enjoy your family time together and don’t worry about anything else. We love you.
Oh dear Jenny I’m so sorry to learn this news, life is so unfair. I’ll be praying for your lovely family.
God bless you Jenny. I have followed your story from the start and hoped it would never come to this. You are such a fighter and a very brave young woman, Kyle, you are also amazing and strong, we all say "why us", this is so so cruel, I'm sending blessings and prayers with strength and tons of love to you both and the children. God bless you and your family, love from Karen in the UK. 🇬🇧❤️🕊️🕊️🕊️🕊️🙏
@@moondoveblueskys8560 god ?? god??
Thank you 😢😢😢😢
God's Blessings 🙏 Jenny 😢 extremely sad 😢 thank you for making these videos for your husband and your kids and your family and for giving people strength watching these videos lots of prayers 🙏 your a very courageous kind woman
This woman is beyond courageous. She has accepted what is happening and she knows she is going to a beautiful place. Amazing woman.
Sorry but did that nurse just really argue a dying person's fentanyl done!?@@
I dont think shes impressed by life anymore
@dincus I’m very upset about that too. HORRIBLE thing to be doing in my opinion. She sounds so mean talking to a dying woman and her husband.
@@dinkusmcgee1015 Yeah, it was uncalled for.
@@John-rk2bl She has struggled so much. I just want her to be happier now.
I'll admit, I'm not the least bit religious BUT have been watching your videos for many months. The love within your family is so utterly palpable and completely touching. For each of you, I truly hope Heaven does exist and that, one day, you'll all be reunited for eternity. Never has a family deserved that gift more than yours does.
@@JetVet4Jesus
And Jenny I would like to add to what this person is saying is that because Jesus rose from the dead and went into heaven He then made away for all those that believe in upon Him... to enter into heaven. Your fears of dying should fall away or diminish after committing your sweet life to Him.
This simple message is also for those who read this many months from now. It is a message of hope.
Every time I watch this video I cry 😢She said she was scared but she looked so strong though she was sick😢 She had an incredible sense of humour ❤This is a beautiful lesson of life 🙏🏻
“‘He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death’ or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away.””
Revelation 21:4 NIV
PeaceAndLove
Lori
Amen💙💙🙏🏻
Amen ❤
Amen♥️🙏😢
AMEN 😢
Amen🙏🏽
Jenny, we love you. You’re an inspiration to so many. There is nothing we can say, but only listen. We wish you a gentle peaceful rest. You’ve done more than most people would have and everything you could have.
To be honest you did better than to write a book , you wrote you own story, you are oready a star in your kids and husbands eyes and your family too.
We came along with you while you were writing your story and for that I'm grateful.
I and many others are praying for you all right now 💗💕
Here to hear your beautiful voice again Jenny. Kyle you are the strongest man Ive ever seen and your amazing wife is the strongest woman
Sweet Jenny...when the time comes, may you close your eyes on earth and open them in heaven. Then you will be fully healed and whole. No more pain, crying, sadness. Fully healed and in the presence of Jesus. Prayers for Kyle, Winnie and Ellis as well as for all who love and will miss you. Thank God for all of the videos you've made that will bear testimony to your children of your strong fight since your diagnosis and love for them.
Beautiful words! She will definitely be healed free of pain, free of all bad things in beautiful peaceful heaven! Much love and resignation to Kyle and family.
Beautifully said
Amen 🙏🏻 ❤
Jenny is such a strong and courageous woman, facing death with her head up, and still cracking jokes. We will pray for you.
Love you Jenny
Turn your eyes upon Jesus
look full in His wonderful face
and the things of earth will grow strangely diin
In the light of His glory and grace
Remember, you are only changing your living location. When you take your last breath on earth, you will immediately inhale heavenly air! You will see your Savior face to face. Keep your thoughts on Him.
Jenny is such an amazing person and Kyle is an amazing Man, I feel so bad for her and her precious children. Life can seem so unfair at times!🙏💗
I so agree. Your way with words is beautiful.
Jenny Du bist eine so starke Frau und Kyle Dir wünsche ich soooo viel Kraft.
You are loved Jenny. You’ll never be forgotten by all of us. Have a beautiful new journey- we will all eventually be there too. ❤
P.S. I’ll always think of you when I paint my nails! 💅🏻
Kyle you gotta write that book! Then when you finally heal…find love and live ur life. That would truly make Jenny happy!
I am Arelys, from Scotland. Jenny, I had followed your journey , and pray for you all the time. I know this is not the end. I have had a near death expirience. It is amazingly peacefull and there is so much love. You will be able to watch over your babies and husband. Please do not be scared the Lord will take you in his arms and keep you safe. God bless you.
Amen
Jenny you are the Bravest Earth Angel I know and I'm so glad I got to know you and Kyle and you beautiful children. Jenny I to would be afraid, just the not knowing. Will my eyes open directly in heaven or will there be a holding pattern like at the airport. You can't go until Jenny ALLEN goes and then JENNY ALOPECIA GOES. SO YOU COULD HAVE A LONG TIME FOR ALL THE JENNY'S TO GO BEFORE 🍎 🍏 APPLE. SO WHILE THATS GOING ON I WOULD LOVE ON WHO YOU NEED TO LOVE ON AND WHEN YOU BECOME UPSET THEN I WOULD ASK FOR A STRONG SEDATIVE OR PAIN MEDS. I WOULD TRY NOT TO ENTER HEAVEN IN TEARS BUT I WOULD ASK FOR DRAMAMINE IN CASE YOU GET SICK IN FLIGHT
I KNOW I WAS BEING SILLY BUT I WOULD BE AFRAID AS WELL AND IM A CHRISTIAN BUT CHRISTIANS CAN BE AFRAID OF THE UNKNOWN. JUST HOLD HANDS WITH YOUR HUBBY AND CRY IF YOU NEED TO. WE ALL LOVE YOU
Jenny, all your fear will melt away and you will feel light and warm. Bless you on this next journey.
To be absent from the body is to be present with the Lord. 💕 2 Corinthians 5:8
May the Lord bless your soul 💜
I wrote them that same verse. Such a hope and comfort!
Amén
Amen!!
Amen it only applies if a person is saved / born before they die
We can assume all people go to heaven because it’s not true
An unsaved person goes to hell for eternity no matter who they are
Only a saved born again beliver goes to heaven after death to be in the presence of the lord this is a fact
@@Kingjamesbible161 God made hell now He can go there.
Kyle: You are the epitome of what a loving husband should be. You’ve done this with love, compassion, grace and immense dedication to Jenny. I cannot tell you how much I admire you, man. I hope, if I am ever in a similar predicament, that I can be like you. …. Jenny: It’s clear that you’ll always be around Kyle and your children. You’ve fought a great fight and you are a special woman and it’s been an honor of ours to be able to witness your journey, which we hoped would be different. However, you will be in our thoughts and prayers not only now, but forever. We will continue to be here for Kyle and the kids. You are one of a kind and an angel to so many of us. We’ll wait to hear from you or Kyle moving forward, when you can. In the meantime, we send our love and prayers. Rest easy.
Couldn't agree more, Patrick ! Nicely said...
Hes amazing
She needed to be home she did it!!! Our Jenny never gave up fly high beautiful girl Lesley England
You're getting ready for the journey of your life Jenny. We were all born for this day to return to our Heavenly Father. You have made such an impact on so many lives. "Do not fear, says the LORD, for I am with you." We love you, and we'll all see you again. I've enjoyed our times together. Thank you for sharing your life with us. ❤❤❤❤
Amen...To be absent from the body, is to be present with the Lord ❤❤❤
Yeah, I'm pretty sure she'd rather be with her family.
@canismkit666 Stop...she said she is scared and people are trying to help her not be afraid
@@SometimeAgo65It's easy for people like you to say dumb sh*t like that cause your not the one who's about to die and be ripped away from your family that you love and worked so hard to build.People like you are what's wrong with the world, spewing that toxic positivity nonsense.
Record videos of you telling your babies how proud you are of them and how much joy they give you every single day of your life. And just tell your hubby how much you love him.
This! So they can hear your voice 🤍❤️
That is precisely what she has been doing with her channel all this time, they will get comfort from her videos in the future ❤
Jenny I have no inspiring words to say. I just wanted to thank you for sharing some of your beautiful life with us. I am a former ICU nurse turned hospice nurse. I look at death as a natural transition. I am sure I would be scared at times if I was where you are now. My mom always told me she thinks of death as going through labor. A beautiful overwhelming unconditional love is what you feel after giving birth and I think when you shed this earthly bod you will feel all that as well. Your now going home and will be just in the next room until your family sees you. Send you so much love Jenny and Kyle. I will miss you but know I'm not far from walking into the next room as well.
Jenny lm right behind you in a few months.❤ Yes I had high flow in ICCU FOR A MONTH. JUST CAME HOME. I WONT MAKE IT IT THROUGH ANOTHER WINTER. DONT BE AFRAID YOU ARE GOING TO BEAUTIFUL REALM OF SPIRIT. YOULL BE WITH THE LORD. HE GAS ANOTHER PURPOSE FOR YOU. THIS IS WHAT I KNOW. I AM WITH YOU UNTIL Your LAST BREATH. LOVE TO YOU N FAMILY
Jennie , as am ICU nurse , you have fought a valiant fight . We are proud of you. Now it's time for you and your family as you transition this next journey. Ive been with so many who have and i know yours will be peaceful . Yes you will " sparkle" my friend . We are here for kyle and the kids and i know your transition will be peaceful and tranquil. We will all meet again but until then our thoughts and prayers with your family .
You don’t have to worry as you will be lifted up on Eagles wings… and that’s the truth.
Jenny, you have fought a big battle and have explained each step of the process to the kids. My heart is breaking for you and Kyle and he will have support from us all. Prayers, hugs and much love to you and your family. 💕💕🙏🙏. I will miss you
Rest in peace Jenny. There is no word to say. I am watching this video right now after her death.