Kyle, I did this for my Mom. When the machines were going to be turned off, I pulled her up a bit enogh to wrapped my arms tightly under her and right before the nurse was going to shut the machine off, I started singing her song she had sung to all of us including her grandchildren (You are my Sunshine). She struggled a bit after the machine was off so I kept holding her, singing over & over until I felt it was ok that she was gone. I did this so she wasn’t afraid or felt alone. This may seem weird to some but I needed her to not go alone. She held me when I was born so I held her at her last breath. It was my gift to her❤️. I love you Jenny! Thank you for always being so beautiful! ❤️🙏🏼💐
May God strengthen Kyle he’s had so much on his shoulders, so much stress But he wouldn’t have it any other way. His Love fir wife n caring is what every wife needs n wants in a husband their Love was so real we all could see n admire. WE will never forget this journey n courage n Jenny will be greatly missed.
Sweet Winnie, ❤...Mummy in Heaven soon, marry a man like Daddy when u grow up. Don't settle for anything less. All Mummy's goodness and strength shall be yours, sweet girl
Jenny I pray that you can have a pain free journey to the most beautiful place you’ll ever know. I pray that Kyle, Ellis and winner will get through this knowing that you are now going to be their Angel in the sky, and that very bright star in the night sky is you. Much Love to you all ❤❤🙏🙏
"He's allowed to remarry, he's allowed to fall in love" That broke me. What an amazing gift to leave your husband. Your blessing for his future happiness. God bless you all. ♥️
Yeah, good for her, she's so so kind. I would not want to even be talking about that or thinking about that during a time like this. They also have kids together too, so they will always be linked. So sad that she passed away the other day, RIP Jenny, and love and prayers to the rest of the family.
@@billj4525 I'm married, been with my husband for 25 years, married for 21. We have 2 kids together - this conversation would be at the TOP of my list. In this moment, it wouldn't be about me and how I feel, but how he will feel after I'm gone. I would NEVER want him to doubt if it's ok to "move on" after I go.
@@billj4525 I'm married, been with my husband for 25 years, married for 21. We have 2 kids together - this conversation would be at the TOP of my list. In this moment, it wouldn't be about me and how I feel, but how he will feel after I'm gone. I would NEVER want him to doubt if it's ok to "move on" after I go. Editing to add: We've already had •this• conversation, and praise God, neither of us are terminally ill. But if the day comes, we know where we stand on this topic and wouldn't need to discuss it.
@@Brad_Pittstopsome may not choose to move on because they feel their spouse would not want to be with someone else. It's just clearing the air, not giving the spouse permission.
The most touching words Jenny said were "He's allowed to be married, he's allowed to fall in love. I want him to be happy." She's the strongest person I've ever seen in my life.
@@tarcisiasiniscalchi6641 you are sick in the head!!! How dare you write something like that about a very young Woman who is dying way before her time!!! And a Man that has put his gut wrenching heartache to the side, so that he can care for her in her final hours of need!!! Your comment is truly despicable and you should be ashamed of yourself!!! You obviously have never ever experienced true Love, so you are ignorant to how special her words truly were. It’s very obvious why!!! I’m sure your Mother is real proud of you!!!
I'm re watching this April 15th 2024. What a beautiful, wonderful, graceful lady. I remember seeing this for the first time-it has lost none of its impact. God bless you Kyle, Ellis & Winnie 💞🐞🌹
@@F_U23 My wife took two jabs of vaccine during 2022. Doctors told her that the vaccines could not result in cancer and she believed them. I did not believe the doctors.
Jenny, as a nurse of 23 years including hospice, and my own personal experience with a near death event, there is more. I believe it. There is a calm that will shoulder you, and at that time, you will be released of all pain, worry, and sadness. This is your transition, not the end. Bless you in a peaceful journey to your final home.
An added note, I hated being on the ventilator just as you stated your friend did. It was uncomfortable and you do not need added distress. Hospice, despite what many people will say negatively, is a blessing and offers many benefits to help you and your family.
100% agree. I have not had a near death experience (though I do also have cancer) but I HAVE been visited by loved ones who are on the other side. This life is just a transition period for our real life after we're done here. We will be together again.
I experienced this calm when my mother transitioned. It was so sweet and soothing. I believe that angels are around the bed of the long suffering ones, ministering to them.
How sweet of you! I hope he gets a chance to read the comments. Some aren’t very nice and it’s horrible. Poor Kyle had to delete a video with all the comments due to most were people bullying him. He said it hurt his feelings very badly.😢
Such a selfless person. Thinking about everyone else before herself. Making sure her husband, kids and family are ok without her. I admire her bravery.
My mom passed from cancer but that disease ravaged her, this sweet lady looks so lovely and serene. My mom literally looked like death and couldn't talk.
There's something special in Jenny that soothes me when I am struggling with anxiety. Her calm demeanor and the love she possessed was, and still is abundant and real. I'm glad she's out of pain that broke my heart to see the pain, she was so eloquent and amazing in the end. 💗 Kyle you're doing a great job keep it up and hug that pillow! 💗
🙏hugs, if you have children, grand children, , write letters , for each stage in life, if you have Jesus or God in your life, look to 😢 Him for help, take tons of pictures, enjoy life as it is now, love , laugh , live!
It is so sad, especially Jenny saying how afraid she is. It sucks the air out of me seeing this. Life is so fragile..... We never know God's plan for our life. Our days are measured by God's plan. Rest softly in heaven Jenny ...🙏✨
@@BellabooItaly22 My family looked at me sobbing when she died and asked if I knew her, I unfortunately didn't, but she felt like a friend 💗 her voice calms me 💗 Such an amazing family and Kyle is doing good, better than I would be. God love them 💗
Watching on replay. Jenny and Kyle, you have and continue to be so brave through this journey. You have been an inspiration to so many. Jenny, you have done something much more important than a book, you have videoed your journey. Your children, your husband, and your family and friends will always have this to look back on, to be reminded of your bravery, your love, your personality. You have given them a gift and you have given us a gift. Sending up prayers for you, Kyle, the kiddos, and your family.
I have only just found your channel it was recommended by TH-cam. I just want to say you are so very brave and thank you for giving your blessings to Kyle if he does one day fall in love again. I love how you said if they see a light or twinkle in their eyes it’s you just sending your love. I had to be there for my best friend when she was going through this because she had no family in Australia and only a couple of friends it was my absolute pleasure to be able to care for her in her final days. It was heartbreaking to see her suffer but I was there for whatever she needed. I see this video was 7 days ago I wonder if you have passed or how you are going if your still here sending my love to you both and your children and families
Jenny and Kyle, I worked hospice as a nurse for 30+ years. I have been a silent observer but feel compelled to let the two of you know what an honor it has been to follow this journey about you and your family. There are teddy bears sold on Etsy(and maybe Amazon) that will hold a recording or heartbeat from Jenny. I watch the love between the 2 of you and it is something that cancer cannot EVER take away. God promises us that we will be united again, never forget that promise. Thank you for sharing your journey with all of us. It HAS been an HONOR💕🙏😇. Trisha Thompson
I’m sorry Kyle , I’m sorry Jenny ❤. I live with one lung and someday I’ll have to go through this too . I’m 44 years old I have one lung 🫁 doctors Removed my left lung two and a half years ago . Thymoma b1 cancer stage four . Dear lord be there for us when we cross over , please be there for us when we need you lord .
Il Signore non ti lascia e non ti abbandonerà mai.. Egli sarà sempre al tuo fianco fino alla fine..non temere .. nel suo regno dove andremo non ci sarà né più lacrime né più dolore.. ma ci sarà gioia eterna alla sua presenza ❤💪
I am a terminal care nurse. My advice ( for what it is worth) is to remember that you are NOT DEAD YET! You are still alive and you are preparing for your next adventure. Birth is the start of a great adventure so is death. I have been with many people who have passed on. Enjoy all this love. Know that you are loved. I am sure that you have all your ducks in a row so please enjoy this time and reach out to the hospice staff to ensure that you are comfortable. Love you guys.
You are the bravest person I know Jenny ❤ Have the family near you, let your end be a peaceful one....Kyle will never lose support neither your beautiful kids. They will always have family, friends far and near still surrounded them. Your brightness will never dim! We love you sweet Jenny 😊
Thank you, beautiful soul, for sharing yourself with all of us. We will never forget you and you'll live on in so, so many hearts! Much love to you, Jenny and love and prayers for Kyle, Winnie, Ellis and little Flower. ❤❤
Two absolutely wonderful and brave people. You have provided inspiration for all your viewers (friends). Rest in peace dear Jenny. We are with you Kyle. God bless you both.
Turn your eyes upon Jesus look full in His wonderful face and the things of earth will grow strangely diin In the light of His glory and grace Remember, you are only changing your living location. When you take your last breath on earth, you will immediately inhale heavenly air! You will see your Savior face to face. Keep your thoughts on Him.
One of the tragedies that comes with being human with an evolved cortex is also, sadly, the ability to comprehend our own death. Life itself is a double edged sword. Prayers to her, her family, and close ones. My heart goes out to you.
This is a true definition of how a man is to treat a woman, he’s loyal in by her side kind calm in positive, Jenny is so blessed to have such a wonderful supportive husband. Praying for Jenny.
OMG you are hilarious! More importantly you are wonderful!!! I’m so sad this is what is happening. Please know you are loved. Lastly thank you for sharing this most difficult journey😘😘😘
I totally agree. I hope that Kyle and the children will continue to have a strong support network around them at the other side of what's currently happening. Josh Pog is at that stage just now.
Kiss your family as much as you can, hold them and let them say their goodbyes. Tears are okay, and laughter is okay. You are loved. You're TH-cam family loves you, and we will miss seeing your beautiful face. A book is a great idea. Thank you for allowing us to go on your journey. Kyle, our hearts are breaking for you.
Hey, I know u said you were scared. The unknown is.But Jesus said he was the truth and the life . There is a way you don't have to be afraid . Romans Road tell us how to be born again . Jesus paid our debt foe us on the cross , he shed his perfect blood . He took that fear for us ! All he have to do is believe and ask . Goggle plan of salvation !
This is the most emotional video yet! I cry every time I replay and hear Jenny say, “I’m dying!” Seeing Kyle cry breaks my heart! God loves you and is with you forever! Jenny will be free from pain and will feel glorious in the presence of our Lord!
Jenny is special to all of us that followed her. As well as Kyle and the children. I miss her so much but know she’s healed and no more pain. She’s watching over everyone and sending her signs. Jenny will forever be in our hearts.
Jenny this channel is your book. You've done everything, you haven't forgotten anything. Rest now. Create a peaceful, quiet environment filled with light and love for yourself and those closest to you. Put the phone down and no more worries. We got you. We got all of you. We aren't going anywhere. Thank you a million times for sharing yourself, your family and your journey with all of us. What a gift its been. You are a bright, sparkly, glittery angel, you are the warm sunshine, you are the gentle breeze, you are the sweet scent, you are the melodic notes...Godspeed
Hi Jenny and Kyle . Please don't be scared I am a nurse in England. I have watched many people die and not one appeared uncomfortable . They seem so peaceful and smile . I feel you will go into a long dream and dream of your beautiful family . No more pain . You are an inspiration to all and your legacy will be your book that Kylie will write when he is strong enough on your behalf and for your kids . You are beautiful Jenny and you are both a true love story . Sending love and strength to you all xxxxxxx
@@N0N4M30Because when someone is dying because of cancer, their daily life is pure HELL, without the insane cocktail of drugs they can get at end of life, they would in no way die peacefully OR without pain, and even WITH a masskive cocktail of drugs, it can still be incredibly painful despite the best effort of the hospice staff. Dying is scary, but death is just the end, nothing more. Does that mean we enjoy or want it? No, but at the same time in a situation like this, with how awful dying to cancer is, when it is over, there is relief there. Unless you have been in this situation or similar, it's hard to understand, no one is celebrating death, just accepting that death will come for us all and it's OK to feel relieved when someone's suffering is over.
I get that people want to sugar coat death but if you are in the medical field, stop lying to people. Death isn’t a smooth happy journey for most people unless you are lucky enough to be on a morphine drip.
Seeing things like this make me, in my own turmoil with mental illness, be grateful for the time I have to turn things around. You never know what will happen in your life. Kyle seems like such an outstanding man. I am so sorry for your loss, Jenny seemed like an amazing person.
@@revelgirl1742 Thank you so much, genuinely. Even us connecting and exchanging energies as strangers on the internet should not be taken for granted. I whole heartedly accept the energy you’re sending me and I hope your life is filled with love and light❤️
🥺This was the most beautiful yet heart shattering moments between soul mates I've ever seen. I selfishly miss Jenny & come back often.😔 She had 1 week till she gained her wings.🕊Rest in heavenly peace sweet angel.🙏🏻
Jenny, I think it is okay for me to say this for the vast majority of your extended family here on TH-cam. Our love, prayers, and support will remain unwavering. While we may have never met in person, we have grown to love you, Kyle, Ellis, and Winnie so very much. I just finished watching this video. As a woman old enough to be your mom, I just wanted to say that I love you. My prayer is for God to send his angels of peace, comfort, serenity, and loving light to your bedside. To navigate the remainder of your journey from now throughout all of eternity. While your physical body has failed you, your soul never will. God bless you, sweet lady. Love you, Sarah Crain Vestavia Hills, Alabama
Kyle, man from one husband and father to another. You are a fucking super hero, I know it may not feel like it right now, but you have been 1000000000 times stronger than I could have ever wish to be if put in that terrible terrible situation. I will pray for you my man.
Dear Jenny, don’t be afraid. I heard something beautiful, “When you take your last breath on earth, your next breath will be in heaven.” We all love you and your family.
Testimony of Dr Reggie Anderson a Dr who was an atheist had a real vision of Jesus after a tragedy his 4 or 5 friends were murdered. Jesus revealed to him he would marry his girlfriend have 4 children live & work in a certain city. This all came true, but his real life purpose was to be with the dying, he has witnessed thousands of his patients pass away & he witnesses the door of Heaven opening, the scent of lilac & lemon fill the room & a light beam glow down, when the dear loved ones passes the light goes & the door closes. He says our last breath here is our first in Heaven & he is the midwife of the soul he prays with, helping it be birthed into Heaven.
We have been following you through this journey. We are so sorry. My wife said to record your heartbeat and message or song and put the recording in a build a bear for your children. When they squeeze the bear, they will hear you and feel your presence. She did this when her Dad passed and holds it very dear to her heart. Sending love and prayers to you and your family.
Darling Jenny. I was an RN. There are worse things than dying. Nobody wants to die or see there loved ones to pass either. I have seen diseases that are so disturbing and debilitating. You are moving ahead in your journey and the rest of us will follow when our time comes. You will always be in our hearts and our souls will follow Kyle and your beautiful children. Love and big hugs that are gentle. Prayers for you lovely lady and your family
Jesus is the way the truth and the life. No one can come to the father except through him. Repent of your sins and believe on the only Lord and Savior , Jesus, who died on the cross for you.
I wholeheartedly agree with these sentiments and find a lot of comfort in them. We will remember you and your beautiful family and your husband who loves you so well. We love you, Jenny. We are with you. ❤❤❤
I can only say God Loves you, and know there are so many People out here following your Journey and it is heartbreaking, but following you guys gave me such a different outlook in and of Life. I was soooooo hoping that this would all turn out differently. I pray that you will never be in pain or having to suffer. You are an amazing Person Jenny.. ❤😢
Sweet Jenny. I am a hospice chaplain and I have been witness to the journey and the sacred moment when someone takes that step from this world to the next. There will be a time, probably, when you become very still and are no longer communicating with those who are waiting with you. You will have one foot here, and one in Heaven. I do believe, with all my heart, that this is the time when the Lord is communicating directly to you- Spirit to spirit and you will feel so loved and so at peace. Your ultimate healing will begin to occur as you straddle the line from this world to the next and you will speak peace and love to your loved ones without saying a word. What a gift you are giving Kyle and the children in your words, the video legacy, your courage, your fight to stay, and the expressed desire of your heart that they be happy. Put some music on that you love, enjoy the touch and voices of your family and closest friends or just sit in silence if that is what you prefer. If you have a small fan have it blowing over you(not on you).clise your eyes and think of gentle breezes. Ask someone to pray with you.Have your caregivers keep your lips and mouth moist. ❤You will be missed this side of Heaven and we will remember you. We love you all. 1:14
All you need to do is to say your I love yous to your kids Kyle and family and Ll pray ND you will be in heaven and there angel for life wTching over them we love and admire you we Re prying with you and for you you won't be forgotten ❤❤❤❤😂😂😅😂❤
Jesus christ. I'm just taken back. I'm average dummy and I'm putting two and two together with what you said and what she said and wow. Tough call. I can't imagine. I hope she goes in peace. We're all praying for you
In Judaism when a person dies we say ‘May their memory be a blessing’. You have been a blessing to all who know and love you and those who don’t know you personally but love you still. Kyle and the kids are blessed to have you as their wife/mommy and in time the beautiful memories of you will shine brightly and hopefully lighten the grief. You shared this process with us in ways I have never seen or imagined and I thank you for showing your beautiful soul to this world. Your life has been a gift to so many. I wish you nothing but peace and love Jenny. Know your TH-cam family will continue to send all our love to Kyle, the kids, your family and friends. You’ve been a living angel and you will be a heavenly angel.
Oh craftMavenDeb....your words are beautiful and comforted me as i am crying for a very special, darling young lady. We love you to bits little Miss Jenny Apple. See you on the Other Side . God bless you, your family and your world family xxxxxx
Good Evening...Kyle I would love to tell you ....Thank you very much....for staying, standing,as well as covering ....your Beautiful Jenny....Real Love is unbreakable...Her spirit will live on , within your heart forever...You are a Beautiful Man...Thank you ... So much...for your time, Joy , Peace, Love...& Understand.... You gave Jenny a Beautiful Gift.... as well as Jenny gave unto you.... Be Blessed ....🕊️🕊️
Jenny, you have "written a book"...you've given us a 2023 version of sharing your journey with us. Sending loving energy to cover you and your family as you transition.
I don’t know your whole story, only seeing this video, but I hope your transition was painless and as fearless as possible!! Amazing job Kyle!! Both of U will be in my prayers!! I’m terribly sorry that you’re both having to go through this!! I truly believe the best is yet to come for both of U!! I don’t believe death is the end of our story!’
I’m so sorry she passed. Such a beautiful soul. God and Jenny look after the rest of her family. For Kyle to be the best he can be to take care of those to precious children keep doing a great job Kyle sending love to everyone. May you all have peace and good health. 🙏🏾❤️💐
Jenny, You fought such a good fight. Damn cancer is just relentless. I wish you a peaceful and beautiful passage through God's gates. We love you forever.
My husband saw and spoke with Angels. So many beautiful things happened. But he told the angels he needed 3 more days. He actually lived 3 more days. I know God is good. My husband was healed into Heaven. I am praying for you all.❤
❤as I lay here next to my husband batteling severe pain from head and neck cancer I cry looking at your comment I cried looking at jenny and kyle.I know I will be alone. My poor husband will go soon.drs said nothing working .six chemos 50 radiation treatment..nothing more Dr's can do.its so heartbreaking ❤
I am so sorry. As a wife he is our life, our love. I hate you are having to go through this. ❤️ So many times we are so lost without them, life can be hard then. My thoughts and prayers are with you.❤️
I can't imagine having a husband that loved me this much. Jenny has been so brave and gracious to share her journey but without Kyle her journey would not have been as easy on her and her family. Thank you Kyle. You are a real man.
Man 😢my heart is breaking for him and her I'm praying for you both your so brave jenny I will be praying for you today I don't know you but I'm sending you a giant hug and lots and lots of love and hugs
To be honest you did better than to write a book , you wrote you own story, you are oready a star in your kids and husbands eyes and your family too. We came along with you while you were writing your story and for that I'm grateful. I and many others are praying for you all right now 💗💕
I’m a registered respiratory therapist. Rest to save your energy…remain on highflow oxygen, what you are on now. If you get intubated I hate to say it but you probably won’t come off… My heart breaks for you and your family at this time… you are all in my prayers. Enjoy your family time together and don’t worry about anything else. We love you.
God bless you Jenny. I have followed your story from the start and hoped it would never come to this. You are such a fighter and a very brave young woman, Kyle, you are also amazing and strong, we all say "why us", this is so so cruel, I'm sending blessings and prayers with strength and tons of love to you both and the children. God bless you and your family, love from Karen in the UK. 🇬🇧❤️🕊️🕊️🕊️🕊️🙏
God's Blessings 🙏 Jenny 😢 extremely sad 😢 thank you for making these videos for your husband and your kids and your family and for giving people strength watching these videos lots of prayers 🙏 your a very courageous kind woman
This video came across my feed on Christmas Evening. Kyle, I want to say first of all, I am so sorry for your families loss. I lost a husband 15 years ago, suddenly. I was left with 3 kids to raise by myself, and a future that I couldn't have even imagined. It has indeed been the worst thing I have ever been through. My heart goes out to you. I was sad to learn of the loss of Jenny. I applaud her for her determination and kind soul. I had a biopsy of my lymph nodes scheduled for the day after Christmas, and watching Jenny's video on that helped calm me. I have another biopsy this Friday as well. She's still reaching people with these videos!! She was lucky to have you, and you her.
You wrote your book Jenny. Its not a paperback but it is an online book!!!!And the world around you loved it❤❤❤ You left memories and touched our hearts.
Jenny, do not be afraid...the angels will be with you!! The Bible tells us "Being absent in body is to be present with the Lord!" My prayers are with you and your family. We will be here for Kyle!!
Jenny your last breath on earth,will be your first breath in Heaven ❤🎉 No more pain!!! Angels standing all around. I Speak JESUS over all your loved ones. May the Holy Spirit, the Comforter be ever near everyone there.💖
Wow i could not even begin to imagine what you're going through. But seeing how strong you are and have exepted whats coming. I understand your scared darling,i would be to. The only thing you can do is have all your loved ones round you on your journey. Peaceful journey darling and you certainly will be an angel sparkling in the sky.🙏
I am a hospice RN. I have followed you for a long time. You and your family have handled your illness with such grace and love. I am so sorry for your terminal diagnosis and that your journey is coming to an end. I pray you have a peaceful passing. I know Kyle, your kids and your family will be incredibly sad but hopefully comforted by your grace and beauty while you were earth side. Much love and prayers to you all.
Not a day goes by that I don't think of you. You have become that little sister or family member if you will. I have so much love and respect for you. It sure isn't the same without you. You sure made an impact on so many lives. You are a selfless angel. Your love for your family and friends speaks volumes. You will never be forgotten. Love and miss you girl 😢❤🙏
I’m a pretty cold hearted cynical person, but I have to say that you guys have awoken compassion and sympathy that I thought was dead. I wish you all the best. May Jenny’s journey be full of peace.
I feel you with this comment. I normally compartmentalize all emotion and have been callused by life, but Jenny and Kyle will forever love on together in my heart. 😢 Sending love to you mlew
I’m so glad u have woken from now on that ur heart has softened towards the pts that go thru this devastating part of their life it’s so sad not fair Cancer , compassion is very needed in ur line of work. Empathy is needed in everyone,Because somebody out there is going thru something worse than u.
I work in hospice and you should get her fingerprints or record her heartbeat and make a remembrance gift for those beautiful children. That’s what we do for our families, especially the ones with young children. She can also write a letter to each of them for them to open on special occasions like their graduation day and their wedding day. Prayers and love to all of you ❤ You’re such a beautiful person jenny from the inside out.
Man that broke my heart hearing you telling everyone to let Kyle fall in love and remarry, thinking of everyone else even during your most difficult times. What a wonderful human being you are Jenny. You've done such a good job ❤️
Jenny you are so brave. I don’t think I could have done this if i was in your shoes. I am so amazed that you can joke at a moment like this. God rest your beautiful soul. Love you Jenny. You were truly a special human being.
I love you Jenny,Kyle, and the babies. I am 76 years old Jen and you have taught me bravery courage, patience and Hope. You are tattooed on my heart and I will always remember you as having integrity Also you are the most wonderful mother and wife. You have made life fun for your husband and children. Love you love you. Nurse Pam in Michigan
I don’t comment but I have watched every single video of yours. I’m crying watching this. You have fought such a hard battle. I don’t know what to say. Thank you so much for sharing your journey.
Death is so foreign and frightening to us, because we are meant to live forever. Thanks be to Christ, who has accomplished this for us. For believers, to be absent from the body is to be present with the Lord. This is my prayer for you Jenny Apple. Hallelujah! Death is frightening but we are not people without hope. God bless you Jenny Apple you certainly have blessed us. We are all dying daily, trust in the Lord Jesus Christ while there is time.
Found your channel a month ago & have never commented until now. I work in hospice. You all are very brave to share such a vulnerable experience. There’s no right or wrong way to grieve & the fact that you say you are scared means that you are human. I’m so sorry, but just know countless people that have never even met you in real life, love & support you. 💛
I also had the honor and pleasure of being with my sister as she passed . And my mother as well. It is such a gift for both. To be able to comfort someone it the most difficult time of life. You are a wonderful son, and caregiver.
I’m terminally Ill too with a condition called CTEPH it’s rare so when it’s my time to to heaven I’ll say hi to you Jenny ❤ but I’m still doing ok 👍🏻 for now ❤😊❤😊❤
10 years ago I became septic with multiple organ failure I lost consciousness on the way to the hospital and experienced an ‘event’. As I was being wheeled out to the ambulance, a sudden peace overcame me. I felt the warmth of the summer sun on my face and a bright light all around me. Flowers grew up around my guerney as far as I could see. I felt such overwhelming peace, calm and happiness. All I can say is please don’t be afraid. I am no longer afraid to die, I just await the other side. I was never a religious person and can’t say that I am now. What I am, is unafraid. I wish that for you.
I also barely survived sepsis years ago, and there is a calming peace that washes over you near the end. Death is the end of everything, including all pain and sorrow. We will all know it someday
When my grandmother passed she came to me in a dream sometime later ,she said there were beautiful gardens everywhere in Heaven with children laughing and playing,beautiful rivers and she said the Love there was not like the love on earth,indescribable,like a feeling of Home ❤
😭 I hope you're ok Kyle and I know she's happy. Thank you for sharing your last moments with us Jenny. This was so brave of you. You ARE a beautiful angel. I know you are!!
She was absolutely the sweetest and even with knowing that her time was ending and that she would have to depart from you and her children she still was able to find laughter and humor❤
Amen it only applies if a person is saved / born before they die We can assume all people go to heaven because it’s not true An unsaved person goes to hell for eternity no matter who they are Only a saved born again beliver goes to heaven after death to be in the presence of the lord this is a fact
I know. Jenny, Kyle and their family are like family to us. Because they have been so gracious with sharing their journey and opening their lives to us, we feel they are part of our family.
I just recently started following them. Didn’t realize until yesterday that she already had a channel before all this. I wake up and go to bed praying for her. With them being silent we know that things are progressing fast. May her final journey be peaceful, in the mighty name of Jesus!!
I started watching your TH-cam and I thank you. I'm terminal I have been on hospice for alittle over 14 months and watching your channel brings me peace and joy. She was a trooper thought it all. 11 months on hospice I was out in Ohio but I end up coming back to Iowa because if I stayed out there I would of died at my husband hands. He tried overdosing me 2 times was working on number 3. But if she can be strong then I can be strong enough to leave him. I did leave him and I'm with family to die. Thank you so much. I keep your whole family in my prayers.
Kyle, I did this for my Mom. When the machines were going to be turned off, I pulled her up a bit enogh to wrapped my arms tightly under her and right before the nurse was going to shut the machine off, I started singing her song she had sung to all of us including her grandchildren (You are my Sunshine). She struggled a bit after the machine was off so I kept holding her, singing over & over until I felt it was ok that she was gone. I did this so she wasn’t afraid or felt alone. This may seem weird to some but I needed her to not go alone. She held me when I was born so I held her at her last breath. It was my gift to her❤️. I love you Jenny! Thank you for always being so beautiful! ❤️🙏🏼💐
That's beautiful. How wonderful that you did that for your mother.
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Yes that's so beautiful to do for your mom. ❤
I can only hope my child loves me enough to do this one day ❤️
I'm crying as I read your post and thinking about my own precious Mom. Being able to hold her was not only a gift for her, but for you as well.
Kyle, as you help Jenny through this final phase, remember, it will be your finest hour. Its been an honor to watch you care for her.
It sure has! Kyle is the best husband I've ever seen, including my own!
May God strengthen Kyle he’s had so much on his shoulders, so much stress But he wouldn’t have it any other way. His Love fir wife n caring is what every wife needs n wants in a husband their Love was so real we all could see n admire. WE will never forget this journey n courage n Jenny will be greatly missed.
Ellis ❤...wonderful, loving son...❤ grow up to be like daddy...'like father. Like.son.'
Sweet Winnie, ❤...Mummy in Heaven soon, marry a man like Daddy when u grow up. Don't settle for anything less. All Mummy's goodness and strength shall be yours, sweet girl
Jenny I pray that you can have a pain free journey to the most beautiful place you’ll ever know. I pray that Kyle, Ellis and winner will get through this knowing that you are now going to be their Angel in the sky, and that very bright star in the night sky is you. Much Love to you all ❤❤🙏🙏
I can't imagine the anxiety and terror she must have felt. Dying is never easy. This was so unfair....my heart aches
I know right
What a girl. Humour in her final days and such a beautiful loving couple.
Coping with death in style. Dhes such a rilepmodel
"He's allowed to remarry, he's allowed to fall in love"
That broke me. What an amazing gift to leave your husband. Your blessing for his future happiness.
God bless you all. ♥️
It broke me, too - Jenny is one unique woman!
Yeah, good for her, she's so so kind. I would not want to even be talking about that or thinking about that during a time like this. They also have kids together too, so they will always be linked. So sad that she passed away the other day, RIP Jenny, and love and prayers to the rest of the family.
@@billj4525 I'm married, been with my husband for 25 years, married for 21. We have 2 kids together - this conversation would be at the TOP of my list. In this moment, it wouldn't be about me and how I feel, but how he will feel after I'm gone. I would NEVER want him to doubt if it's ok to "move on" after I go.
@@billj4525 I'm married, been with my husband for 25 years, married for 21. We have 2 kids together - this conversation would be at the TOP of my list. In this moment, it wouldn't be about me and how I feel, but how he will feel after I'm gone. I would NEVER want him to doubt if it's ok to "move on" after I go.
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We've already had •this• conversation, and praise God, neither of us are terminally ill. But if the day comes, we know where we stand on this topic and wouldn't need to discuss it.
@@Brad_Pittstopsome may not choose to move on because they feel their spouse would not want to be with someone else. It's just clearing the air, not giving the spouse permission.
The most touching words Jenny said were "He's allowed to be married, he's allowed to fall in love. I want him to be happy." She's the strongest person I've ever seen in my life.
He cannot wait for her to be gone so he will get a younger woman
@@tarcisiasiniscalchi6641 You're a sociopath, if you're writing seriously, or an edgy kid if joking. Hopefully it's the latter.
What Jenny said.. was true love. Bless this family dear lord 🙏 ❤️
That’s how much she loves him…sweetest love I’ve seen in a long time!
@@tarcisiasiniscalchi6641 you are sick in the head!!! How dare you write something like that about a very young Woman who is dying way before her time!!! And a Man that has put his gut wrenching heartache to the side, so that he can care for her in her final hours of need!!! Your comment is truly despicable and you should be ashamed of yourself!!! You obviously have never ever experienced true Love, so you are ignorant to how special her words truly were. It’s very obvious why!!! I’m sure your Mother is real proud of you!!!
I'm re watching this April 15th 2024.
What a beautiful, wonderful, graceful lady.
I remember seeing this for the first time-it has lost none of its impact.
God bless you Kyle, Ellis & Winnie 💞🐞🌹
My dear wife Vesna died of liver cancer on. January 30, 2023. I miss Vesna so very much.
I’m so very sorry that you’ve lost your wife😔✝️🙏❤️
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My friend Rick died Nov 9 2023...liver cancer, too 😢😭 He told me the vaccines killed him 🤤
@@F_U23 My wife took two jabs of vaccine during 2022. Doctors told her that the vaccines could not result in cancer and she believed them. I did not believe the doctors.
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Jenny, as a nurse of 23 years including hospice, and my own personal experience with a near death event, there is more. I believe it. There is a calm that will shoulder you, and at that time, you will be released of all pain, worry, and sadness. This is your transition, not the end. Bless you in a peaceful journey to your final home.
An added note, I hated being on the ventilator just as you stated your friend did. It was uncomfortable and you do not need added distress. Hospice, despite what many people will say negatively, is a blessing and offers many benefits to help you and your family.
I totally agree. I see stories by people that passed away but came back. They did not want to come back because it was so beautiful on the other side.
100% agree. I have not had a near death experience (though I do also have cancer) but I HAVE been visited by loved ones who are on the other side. This life is just a transition period for our real life after we're done here. We will be together again.
@@NsTheName I too have cancer and I have been visited by loved ones on the other side also.
I experienced this calm when my mother transitioned. It was so sweet and soothing. I believe that angels are around the bed of the long suffering ones, ministering to them.
I am an artist I would be honored to do any illustrations for a book Kyle and Jenny for free. My heart and prayers are with you.
Such kindness makes my eyes water. "Look for the helpers." Thank you.
How sweet of you! I hope he gets a chance to read the comments. Some aren’t very nice and it’s horrible. Poor Kyle had to delete a video with all the comments due to most were people bullying him. He said it hurt his feelings very badly.😢
Jenny is so strong and brave
What an awesome offer...I hope Kyle can take you up on that offer. Would be wonderful. Bless you lass.
Please keep posting your offer so that Kyle may see it one day. Just keep posting it, please. You are so kind and generous!
Such a selfless person. Thinking about everyone else before herself. Making sure her husband, kids and family are ok without her. I admire her bravery.
She is lovely.
My mom passed from cancer but that disease ravaged her, this sweet lady looks so lovely and serene. My mom literally looked like death and couldn't talk.
There's something special in Jenny that soothes me when I am struggling with anxiety. Her calm demeanor and the love she possessed was, and still is abundant and real. I'm glad she's out of pain that broke my heart to see the pain, she was so eloquent and amazing in the end. 💗 Kyle you're doing a great job keep it up and hug that pillow! 💗
🙏hugs, if you have children, grand children, , write letters , for each stage in life, if you have Jesus or God in your life, look to 😢 Him for help, take tons of pictures, enjoy life as it is now, love , laugh , live!
So do I! I go in for diagnostic surgery in a few days and am freaking out. Thanks for sharing this. It’s an amazing example of grace. ❤
It broke my heart to hear her say shes scared.
😢 me too. She was so scared but she looked for Kyle and he could always calm her. I'm so happy she didn't have to stay there.🙏😇
It is so sad, especially Jenny saying how afraid she is. It sucks the air out of me seeing this. Life is so fragile.....
We never know God's plan for our life. Our days are measured by God's plan.
Rest softly in heaven Jenny ...🙏✨
@@BellabooItaly22 My family looked at me sobbing when she died and asked if I knew her, I unfortunately didn't, but she felt like a friend 💗 her voice calms me 💗 Such an amazing family and Kyle is doing good, better than I would be. God love them 💗
Me tooo 🙏🏻❤
me too
Jenny, you’ve already written a book. It’s a video book and it’s been the most selfless and beautiful book I’ve ever read. Thank you ❤
Watching on replay. Jenny and Kyle, you have and continue to be so brave through this journey. You have been an inspiration to so many. Jenny, you have done something much more important than a book, you have videoed your journey. Your children, your husband, and your family and friends will always have this to look back on, to be reminded of your bravery, your love, your personality. You have given them a gift and you have given us a gift.
Sending up prayers for you, Kyle, the kiddos, and your family.
So beautifully said.
great point!!! ❤
I have only just found your channel it was recommended by TH-cam. I just want to say you are so very brave and thank you for giving your blessings to Kyle if he does one day fall in love again. I love how you said if they see a light or twinkle in their eyes it’s you just sending your love. I had to be there for my best friend when she was going through this because she had no family in Australia and only a couple of friends it was my absolute pleasure to be able to care for her in her final days. It was heartbreaking to see her suffer but I was there for whatever she needed. I see this video was 7 days ago I wonder if you have passed or how you are going if your still here sending my love to you both and your children and families
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Jenny and Kyle,
I worked hospice as a nurse for 30+ years. I have been a silent observer but feel compelled to let the two of you know what an honor it has been to follow this journey about you and your family.
There are teddy bears sold on Etsy(and maybe Amazon) that will hold a recording or heartbeat from Jenny.
I watch the love between the 2 of you and it is something that cancer cannot EVER take away.
God promises us that we will be united again, never forget that promise.
Thank you for sharing your journey with all of us. It HAS been an HONOR💕🙏😇. Trisha Thompson
Feel so sorry for you. I just found out I have bladder cancer.
@@normaotts2260 so sorry to hear that may i suggest barbara oneil or dr robert morse
Well said. Same here.
@@normaotts2260I will pray for you. 🙏🏼I promise. With God all things are possible. I hope you’re not suffering.
Stage 3 metastatic 10 yrs tomorrow. I'm scared because it's the unknown.i thinks it's normal to have some fear. Sending prayers for you.
I’m sorry Kyle , I’m sorry Jenny ❤. I live with one lung and someday I’ll have to go through this too . I’m 44 years old I have one lung 🫁 doctors Removed my left lung two and a half years ago . Thymoma b1 cancer stage four .
Dear lord be there for us when we cross over , please be there for us when we need you lord .
Praying for a healing for you amen try cannabis oil and THC and worm medicine for animals to kill cancer amen
Il Signore non ti lascia e non ti abbandonerà mai.. Egli sarà sempre al tuo fianco fino alla fine..non temere .. nel suo regno dove andremo non ci sarà né più lacrime né più dolore.. ma ci sarà gioia eterna alla sua presenza ❤💪
I pray from the core of my heart may you get healed, may you live long with health,may you don't have to go through any pain, ameen
My mother in law lived with one lung for 35 years!!
Her humor is so uplifting. This beautiful strong woman. ❤
“I want Kyle to fall in love and remarry. I want Kyle to be happy”
that is just pure love ❤️
Love and light♾️♾️♾️🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽and peace and life fore ❤ever whit god
That killed me - what an amazing woman! Real soul mates. Safe passage to Jenny - your wings await you.
Man I hate this. Life is unfair!
I’m so happy she said that, so he can live his life without feeling guilt. She’s an amazing woman! And yes that’s true love 💕 ❤️
@@Klop8989iiI fully agree!
I am a terminal care nurse. My advice ( for what it is worth) is to remember that you are NOT DEAD YET! You are still alive and you are preparing for your next adventure. Birth is the start of a great adventure so is death. I have been with many people who have passed on. Enjoy all this love. Know that you are loved.
I am sure that you have all your ducks in a row so please enjoy this time and reach out to the hospice staff to ensure that you are comfortable.
Love you guys.
😢May you feel the love of Jesus. He will be there to put His arms around you. 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
You are the bravest person I know Jenny ❤ Have the family near you, let your end be a peaceful one....Kyle will never lose support neither your beautiful kids. They will always have family, friends far and near still surrounded them. Your brightness will never dim! We love you sweet Jenny 😊
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Thank you, beautiful soul, for sharing yourself with all of us. We will never forget you and you'll live on in so, so many hearts! Much love to you, Jenny and love and prayers for Kyle, Winnie, Ellis and little Flower. ❤❤
Jenny was just the sweetest thing even as she was dying. I hate that she is gone, never forgotten, and certainly always loved.
Two absolutely wonderful and brave people. You have provided inspiration for all your viewers (friends). Rest in peace dear Jenny. We are with you Kyle. God bless you both.
Jenny is such a strong and courageous woman, facing death with her head up, and still cracking jokes. We will pray for you.
Love you Jenny
Turn your eyes upon Jesus
look full in His wonderful face
and the things of earth will grow strangely diin
In the light of His glory and grace
Remember, you are only changing your living location. When you take your last breath on earth, you will immediately inhale heavenly air! You will see your Savior face to face. Keep your thoughts on Him.
Jenny is such an amazing person and Kyle is an amazing Man, I feel so bad for her and her precious children. Life can seem so unfair at times!🙏💗
I so agree. Your way with words is beautiful.
Jenny Du bist eine so starke Frau und Kyle Dir wünsche ich soooo viel Kraft.
This hurt my entire heart. The fact that she is still smiling and making jokes in spite of this news, shows how beautiful of a human being Jenny is.
Jenny is a beautiful person it’s so sad
Selfless and beautiful.
Yep, Jenny is one heck of a gal.
GOD WILL HOLD YOU TIGHT SISTER,I LOVE YOU.KYLE YOU ARE A OUTSTANDING HUMAN. ❤
One of the tragedies that comes with being human with an evolved cortex is also, sadly, the ability to comprehend our own death. Life itself is a double edged sword. Prayers to her, her family, and close ones. My heart goes out to you.
Yes, I sometimes look at my cats playing and think how lucky they are. They enjoy life to the very end and really worry about nothing.
God help her through in Jesus name amen
@@elainecaudill2173 doesn't seem God cares if you have to beg him to save her
This is a true definition of how a man is to treat a woman, he’s loyal in by her side kind calm in positive, Jenny is so blessed to have such a wonderful supportive husband. Praying for Jenny.
OMG you are hilarious! More importantly you are wonderful!!! I’m so sad this is what is happening. Please know you are loved. Lastly thank you for sharing this most difficult journey😘😘😘
@@marymendyka1997well said
I totally agree. I hope that Kyle and the children will continue to have a strong support network around them at the other side of what's currently happening. Josh Pog is at that stage just now.
Amen 🙏
He is one in a million.❤️
Kiss your family as much as you can, hold them and let them say their goodbyes. Tears are okay, and laughter is okay. You are loved. You're TH-cam family loves you, and we will miss seeing your beautiful face. A book is a great idea.
Thank you for allowing us to go on your journey. Kyle, our hearts are breaking for you.
Perfect words.It’s all so sad
So well said!!! So much love to this family
Your in my prayers!! Jesus loves you and will be there for you and your family!!
Hey, I know u said you were scared. The unknown is.But Jesus said he was the truth and the life . There is a way you don't have to be afraid . Romans Road tell us how to be born again . Jesus paid our debt foe us on the cross , he shed his perfect blood . He took that fear for us ! All he have to do is believe and ask . Goggle plan of salvation !
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This is the most emotional video yet! I cry every time I replay and hear Jenny say, “I’m dying!” Seeing Kyle cry breaks my heart! God loves you and is with you forever! Jenny will be free from pain and will feel glorious in the presence of our Lord!
Jenny is special to all of us that followed her. As well as Kyle and the children. I miss her so much but know she’s healed and no more pain. She’s watching over everyone and sending her signs. Jenny will forever be in our hearts.
Not sure how I got here but you seem like an angel Jenny -and such a fighter! What a lovely smile and sense of humor. 💕🙏🏾 prayers for the family!
Jenny this channel is your book. You've done everything, you haven't forgotten anything. Rest now. Create a peaceful, quiet environment filled with light and love for yourself and those closest to you. Put the phone down and no more worries. We got you. We got all of you. We aren't going anywhere. Thank you a million times for sharing yourself, your family and your journey with all of us. What a gift its been. You are a bright, sparkly, glittery angel, you are the warm sunshine, you are the gentle breeze, you are the sweet scent, you are the melodic notes...Godspeed
❤️ beautifully said 🥺
We Lvu keep up pray stay alive 🤟
Beautiful words..
Thank you for writing what was in my heart to say.❤💔
In a nutshell. ~🤍~
Hi Jenny and Kyle . Please don't be scared I am a nurse in England. I have watched many people die and not one appeared uncomfortable . They seem so peaceful and smile . I feel you will go into a long dream and dream of your beautiful family . No more pain .
You are an inspiration to all and your legacy will be your book that Kylie will write when he is strong enough on your behalf and for your kids .
You are beautiful Jenny and you are both a true love story . Sending love and strength to you all xxxxxxx
I am also a nurse who has experienced death many times. I agree that death is not uncomfortable. It is a relief of suffering. Don’t be afraid.
Thank you ❤ for your words ❤
I know y’all just try to be nice but death isn’t nice I hate that people keep saying this like wtf
@@N0N4M30Because when someone is dying because of cancer, their daily life is pure HELL, without the insane cocktail of drugs they can get at end of life, they would in no way die peacefully OR without pain, and even WITH a masskive cocktail of drugs, it can still be incredibly painful despite the best effort of the hospice staff. Dying is scary, but death is just the end, nothing more. Does that mean we enjoy or want it? No, but at the same time in a situation like this, with how awful dying to cancer is, when it is over, there is relief there.
Unless you have been in this situation or similar, it's hard to understand, no one is celebrating death, just accepting that death will come for us all and it's OK to feel relieved when someone's suffering is over.
I get that people want to sugar coat death but if you are in the medical field, stop lying to people. Death isn’t a smooth happy journey for most people unless you are lucky enough to be on a morphine drip.
Seeing things like this make me, in my own turmoil with mental illness, be grateful for the time I have to turn things around. You never know what will happen in your life. Kyle seems like such an outstanding man. I am so sorry for your loss, Jenny seemed like an amazing person.
You deserve to turn things around and I am sending you positive energy for healing!!!💕💕💕
@@revelgirl1742 Thank you so much, genuinely. Even us connecting and exchanging energies as strangers on the internet should not be taken for granted. I whole heartedly accept the energy you’re sending me and I hope your life is filled with love and light❤️
🥺This was the most beautiful yet heart shattering moments between soul mates I've ever seen. I selfishly miss Jenny & come back often.😔 She had 1 week till she gained her wings.🕊Rest in heavenly peace sweet angel.🙏🏻
We miss you so much Jenny thankful you're free from suffering.
💔So sad without you.💔
Jenny, I think it is okay for me to say this for the vast majority of your extended family here on TH-cam. Our love, prayers, and support will remain unwavering. While we may have never met in person, we have grown to love you, Kyle, Ellis, and Winnie so very much.
I just finished watching this video. As a woman old enough to be your mom, I just wanted to say that I love you. My prayer is for God to send his angels of peace, comfort, serenity, and loving light to your bedside. To navigate the remainder of your journey from now throughout all of eternity. While your physical body has failed you, your soul never will. God bless you, sweet lady.
Love you,
Sarah Crain
Vestavia Hills, Alabama
Very sweet. Bless your heart @Sarah❤❤❤❤❤❤
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Such a lovely comment 💞💞💞
Thank you for finding the words Sarah, as I am unable to articulate, I concur ❤
Beautifully said. God bless your sweet kind words.❤
Kyle, man from one husband and father to another. You are a fucking super hero, I know it may not feel like it right now, but you have been 1000000000 times stronger than I could have ever wish to be if put in that terrible terrible situation. I will pray for you my man.
He is🙏❤️🇨🇦
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He truly is a tough man
He is the kindest man/husband I've EVER seen!! God Bless this beautiful family!!❤🙏
Amazing man
Miss you Jenny. Just wanted to tell you again that you made my life better in many ways. I won’t forget you.
I can still hear her
voice. Prays to all of you. Jen is watching you and the kids. Have a blessed Christmas 🎄 ❤
Dear Jenny, don’t be afraid. I heard something beautiful, “When you take your last breath on earth, your next breath will be in heaven.” We all love you and your family.
amen
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Testimony of Dr Reggie Anderson a Dr who was an atheist had a real vision of Jesus after a tragedy his 4 or 5 friends were murdered. Jesus revealed to him he would marry his girlfriend have 4 children live & work in a certain city. This all came true, but his real life purpose was to be with the dying, he has witnessed thousands of his patients pass away & he witnesses the door of Heaven opening, the scent of lilac & lemon fill the room & a light beam glow down, when the dear loved ones passes the light goes & the door closes. He says our last breath here is our first in Heaven & he is the midwife of the soul he prays with, helping it be birthed into Heaven.
We have been following you through this journey. We are so sorry. My wife said to record your heartbeat and message or song and put the recording in a build a bear for your children. When they squeeze the bear, they will hear you and feel your presence. She did this when her Dad passed and holds it very dear to her heart. Sending love and prayers to you and your family.
My daughter’s MIL sang Happy Birthday to her son and we put that in a build a bear for him so he could hear his mom whenever he squeezed the bear.
That’s a beautiful idea.
@@yasmindellemonache6601 the song I love you a bushel and a peck would be a good one also. Or You Are My Sunshine.
Recording Jenny's heartbeat is an amazing idea I hope Jenny or Kyle see this message!
I love youuuu ❤️❤️❤️
My GOD what a limitlessly strong and wonderful woman she was. I think about her all the time. SO much love to you and your family Kyle.
God bless you Jenny 🙏 ❤️ 😊 I pray you never feel any pain 🙏
Your real strong 💪
Prayers from Florida
Debbie 🌹
Darling Jenny. I was an RN. There are worse things than dying. Nobody wants to die or see there loved ones to pass either. I have seen diseases that are so disturbing and debilitating. You are moving ahead in your journey and the rest of us will follow when our time comes. You will always be in our hearts and our souls will follow Kyle and your beautiful children. Love and big hugs that are gentle. Prayers for you lovely lady and your family
❤beautiful words.
Jesus is the way the truth and the life. No one can come to the father except through him. Repent of your sins and believe on the only Lord and Savior , Jesus, who died on the cross for you.
I wholeheartedly agree with these sentiments and find a lot of comfort in them. We will remember you and your beautiful family and your husband who loves you so well. We love you, Jenny. We are with you. ❤❤❤
I can only say God Loves you, and know there are so many People out here following your Journey and it is heartbreaking, but following you guys gave me such a different outlook in and of Life. I was soooooo hoping that this would all turn out differently. I pray that you will never be in pain or having to suffer. You are an amazing Person Jenny.. ❤😢
You don’t need to be afraid. It’s peaceful and no pain.
Sweet Jenny. I am a hospice chaplain and I have been witness to the journey and the sacred moment when someone takes that step from this world to the next. There will be a time, probably, when you become very still and are no longer communicating with those who are waiting with you. You will have one foot here, and one in Heaven. I do believe, with all my heart, that this is the time when the Lord is communicating directly to you- Spirit to spirit and you will feel so loved and so at peace. Your ultimate healing will begin to occur as you straddle the line from this world to the next and you will speak peace and love to your loved ones without saying a word. What a gift you are giving Kyle and the children in your words, the video legacy, your courage, your fight to stay, and the expressed desire of your heart that they be happy. Put some music on that you love, enjoy the touch and voices of your family and closest friends or just sit in silence if that is what you prefer. If you have a small fan have it blowing over you(not on you).clise your eyes and think of gentle breezes. Ask someone to pray with you.Have your caregivers keep your lips and mouth moist. ❤You will be missed this side of Heaven and we will remember you. We love you all. 1:14
So eloquently said❤ please don’t be scared 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻♥️🤟🤟🤟🤟
Thank you, dear Ic8117. I am in tears.
How very beautiful ❤️
All you need to do is to say your I love yous to your kids Kyle and family and Ll pray ND you will be in heaven and there angel for life wTching over them we love and admire you we Re prying with you and for you you won't be forgotten ❤❤❤❤😂😂😅😂❤
God Bless you for this post 🙏💕
That sense of humour....man....love this woman xoxooxx
Such beautiful hearts. Continued prayers for all who knew and still love her.
As a respiratory therapist I'm very sorry. The choice you're making to not go on the ventilator is the best one. Wrap yourself in family and love!! ❤
Yes, I was a respiratory therapist and I also thought that was a great decision.
But you haven't experienced it yourself what it does to you, I mean emotionally 😢
God bless you all sorry for this news but God has her and she is in the good hands of our lord 🙏
My heart is broke 💔😢
Jesus christ. I'm just taken back. I'm average dummy and I'm putting two and two together with what you said and what she said and wow. Tough call. I can't imagine. I hope she goes in peace. We're all praying for you
No body will ever hate Kyle! He has really been a rockstar through this! Jenny thank you for your strength sharing your journey with us!
❤so very well said..Kyle has been amazing to jenny..
yea this guy is a trooper
Lol he already has a gf so they might 😅
@@zhaviyah84 He doesn't have a girlfriend. He loves his wife!!! 😡😡😡
no way wtf? lol how do you know@@zhaviyah84
😔 I'm deeply sorry for everyone's loss. I wish you all comfort and ease during this time.
May God Bless and Keep You Jenny! You are SO BEAUTIFUL!! MANY PRAYERS AND MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL!!❤❤❤
I don’t think I’ve ever witnessed such strength and courage. What an incredible person you are, Jenny Appleford.
In Judaism when a person dies we say ‘May their memory be a blessing’. You have been a blessing to all who know and love you and those who don’t know you personally but love you still. Kyle and the kids are blessed to have you as their wife/mommy and in time the beautiful memories of you will shine brightly and hopefully lighten the grief. You shared this process with us in ways I have never seen or imagined and I thank you for showing your beautiful soul to this world. Your life has been a gift to so many. I wish you nothing but peace and love Jenny. Know your TH-cam family will continue to send all our love to Kyle, the kids, your family and friends. You’ve been a living angel and you will be a heavenly angel.
I have never heard that before May your memory be a blessing that's a.lovely sentiment xx
@@mrsdiana324 It's said to the surviving family members so its "their" not "your". May their memory be a blessing.
In Islam we believe we all die even the ones we left behind will follow its a fleeting life only our actions b4 God matter...this world is a test
The flesh dies ,the Spirit cannot die!!!
Oh craftMavenDeb....your words are beautiful and comforted me as i am crying for a very special, darling young lady. We love you to bits little Miss Jenny Apple. See you on the Other Side . God bless you, your family and your world family xxxxxx
Good Evening...Kyle
I would love to tell you ....Thank you very much....for staying, standing,as well as covering ....your Beautiful Jenny....Real Love is unbreakable...Her spirit will live on , within your heart forever...You are a Beautiful Man...Thank you ...
So much...for your time, Joy , Peace, Love...& Understand....
You gave Jenny a Beautiful Gift.... as well as Jenny gave unto you....
Be Blessed ....🕊️🕊️
Thank you for sharing these touching moments as well as your journey. Be at peace, Jenny.
How can she be so close to the end and STILL be so beautiful, selfless, compassionate, and funny ❤❤❤ You are an amazing soul Jenny Apple ❤❤❤
The end? 😂she’s just beginning
@@sleepyshaw278 what
Thank you for sharing your life with us. You are my new hero.
@@AlCatSplat Paradise, reincarnation, afterlife, religion in general.
Jenny, you have "written a book"...you've given us a 2023 version of sharing your journey with us. Sending loving energy to cover you and your family as you transition.
Yes,she has and it’s been a masterpiece. Jenny has shown us how to be hopeful and press forward even when things get extremely tough.
And has helped so many with her video's. This has captured the far more than any book.❤
I don’t know your whole story, only seeing this video, but I hope your transition was painless and as fearless as possible!! Amazing job Kyle!! Both of U will be in my prayers!! I’m terribly sorry that you’re both having to go through this!! I truly believe the best is yet to come for both of U!! I don’t believe death is the end of our story!’
I’m so sorry she passed. Such a beautiful soul. God and Jenny look after the rest of her family. For Kyle to be the best he can be to take care of those to precious children keep doing a great job Kyle sending love to everyone. May you all have peace and good health. 🙏🏾❤️💐
Jenny, You fought such a good fight. Damn cancer is just relentless. I wish you a peaceful and beautiful passage through God's gates. We love you forever.
God doesn’t exist. Stop pushing your falsehood.
My husband saw and spoke with Angels. So many beautiful things happened. But he told the angels he needed 3 more days. He actually lived 3 more days. I know God is good. My husband was healed into Heaven.
I am praying for you all.❤
Amen
❤as I lay here next to my husband batteling severe pain from head and neck cancer I cry looking at your comment I cried looking at jenny and kyle.I know I will be alone. My poor husband will go soon.drs said nothing working .six chemos 50 radiation treatment..nothing more Dr's can do.its so heartbreaking ❤
I'm so very sorry 🙏
I am so sorry. As a wife he is our life, our love. I hate you are having to go through this. ❤️ So many times we are so lost without them, life can be hard then. My thoughts and prayers are with you.❤️
I so miss you and the strength you had sharing your journey ❤️
This was the sweetest video of Jenny ! She was so strong ❤❤❤
Goodbyes are only for those who see with the eyes... for those who see with the heart, there are no goodbyes. 🙏Fly high sweet girl. 💫🍀
I can't imagine having a husband that loved me this much. Jenny has been so brave and gracious to share her journey but without Kyle her journey would not have been as easy on her and her family. Thank you Kyle. You are a real man.
❤
U Ghoul. Get a kick out of watching him exploiting his wife's illness &, in Ur warped mind call it love.
I can't imagine having another person love me this much. Heartbreaking journey ❤
Man 😢my heart is breaking for him and her I'm praying for you both your so brave jenny I will be praying for you today I don't know you but I'm sending you a giant hug and lots and lots of love and hugs
@@mbod2gigi good, then Ur partner won't market Ur illness
This came back up on my phone. Jenny was amazing & kind right up to her last breath💔Jenny you were an angel on earth & an angel now❤❤❤
Same for me
My heart goes out to you both.. prayers and hugs to you xx your a beautiful lady xx
To be honest you did better than to write a book , you wrote you own story, you are oready a star in your kids and husbands eyes and your family too.
We came along with you while you were writing your story and for that I'm grateful.
I and many others are praying for you all right now 💗💕
I’m a registered respiratory therapist. Rest to save your energy…remain on highflow oxygen, what you are on now. If you get intubated I hate to say it but you probably won’t come off… My heart breaks for you and your family at this time… you are all in my prayers. Enjoy your family time together and don’t worry about anything else. We love you.
Oh dear Jenny I’m so sorry to learn this news, life is so unfair. I’ll be praying for your lovely family.
God bless you Jenny. I have followed your story from the start and hoped it would never come to this. You are such a fighter and a very brave young woman, Kyle, you are also amazing and strong, we all say "why us", this is so so cruel, I'm sending blessings and prayers with strength and tons of love to you both and the children. God bless you and your family, love from Karen in the UK. 🇬🇧❤️🕊️🕊️🕊️🕊️🙏
@@moondoveblueskys8560 god ?? god??
Thank you 😢😢😢😢
God's Blessings 🙏 Jenny 😢 extremely sad 😢 thank you for making these videos for your husband and your kids and your family and for giving people strength watching these videos lots of prayers 🙏 your a very courageous kind woman
This video came across my feed on Christmas Evening. Kyle, I want to say first of all, I am so sorry for your families loss. I lost a husband 15 years ago, suddenly. I was left with 3 kids to raise by myself, and a future that I couldn't have even imagined. It has indeed been the worst thing I have ever been through. My heart goes out to you. I was sad to learn of the loss of Jenny. I applaud her for her determination and kind soul. I had a biopsy of my lymph nodes scheduled for the day after Christmas, and watching Jenny's video on that helped calm me. I have another biopsy this Friday as well. She's still reaching people with these videos!! She was lucky to have you, and you her.
Hope the diagnosis went well.
@@Spacemonkeymojo thank you so much.
You wrote your book Jenny. Its not a paperback but it is an online book!!!!And the world around you loved it❤❤❤ You left memories and touched our hearts.
Jenny, my thoughts are with you. Thank you for being so brave and sharing this journey. I have yet to meet anybody as strong and graceful as you.
Jenny, do not be afraid...the angels will be with you!! The Bible tells us "Being absent in body is to be present with the Lord!" My prayers are with you and your family. We will be here for Kyle!!
So very well put❤
I know it's a dreadful thing to happen to any young family, but I still detest her husband.
Jenny your last breath on earth,will be your first breath in Heaven ❤🎉 No more pain!!! Angels standing all around. I Speak JESUS over all your loved ones. May the Holy Spirit, the Comforter be ever near everyone there.💖
@@kelly-ul9bhWhy
Why? For what reason?
Kyle, have faith. I watched my mom die in front of my eyes. Jenny fly high with the angels 💓🙏💓🙏
Wow i could not even begin to imagine what you're going through. But seeing how strong you are and have exepted whats coming. I understand your scared darling,i would be to. The only thing you can do is have all your loved ones round you on your journey. Peaceful journey darling and you certainly will be an angel sparkling in the sky.🙏
I am a hospice RN. I have followed you for a long time. You and your family have handled your illness with such grace and love. I am so sorry for your terminal diagnosis and that your journey is coming to an end. I pray you have a peaceful passing. I know Kyle, your kids and your family will be incredibly sad but hopefully comforted by your grace and beauty while you were earth side. Much love and prayers to you all.
Your comment is so preciously written!
Beautifully said
Thank you for hospice work
This woman is beyond courageous. She has accepted what is happening and she knows she is going to a beautiful place. Amazing woman.
Sorry but did that nurse just really argue a dying person's fentanyl done!?@@
I dont think shes impressed by life anymore
@dincus I’m very upset about that too. HORRIBLE thing to be doing in my opinion. She sounds so mean talking to a dying woman and her husband.
@@dinkusmcgee1015 Yeah, it was uncalled for.
@@John-rk2bl She has struggled so much. I just want her to be happier now.
Not a day goes by that I don't think of you. You have become that little sister or family member if you will. I have so much love and respect for you. It sure isn't the same without you. You sure made an impact on so many lives. You are a selfless angel. Your love for your family and friends speaks volumes. You will never be forgotten. Love and miss you girl 😢❤🙏
Much love and prayers to you and your families.❤ Also to any people in the comment section going thru anything like this. I love you all.❤
I’m a pretty cold hearted cynical person, but I have to say that you guys have awoken compassion and sympathy that I thought was dead. I wish you all the best. May Jenny’s journey be full of peace.
All I can say is blessings and prayers to you and your family! Much love!
❤
Sending you a smile and a big, warm hug.🙂❤
I feel you with this comment. I normally compartmentalize all emotion and have been callused by life, but Jenny and Kyle will forever love on together in my heart. 😢 Sending love to you mlew
I’m so glad u have woken from now on that ur heart has softened towards the pts that go thru this devastating part of their life it’s so sad not fair Cancer , compassion is very needed in ur line of work.
Empathy is needed in everyone,Because somebody out there is going thru something worse than u.
I work in hospice and you should get her fingerprints or record her heartbeat and make a remembrance gift for those beautiful children. That’s what we do for our families, especially the ones with young children. She can also write a letter to each of them for them to open on special occasions like their graduation day and their wedding day. Prayers and love to all of you ❤ You’re such a beautiful person jenny from the inside out.
These are all good suggestions!❤
Great idea! Especially for her children
Such a lovey idea ❤
I love the heartbeat idea, capture it now for all time 💔
I believe they did most of these
Stuff already:)
Stay strong beautiful. You are loved and appreciated. You have touched so many lives especially mines❤❤❤.
My heart goes out to you both. Kyle and Jenny, you are beautiful. ❤
I love that “when you see a glimmer of light in your eye that’s me saying hi”. That’s so beautiful.
Man that broke my heart hearing you telling everyone to let Kyle fall in love and remarry, thinking of everyone else even during your most difficult times. What a wonderful human being you are Jenny. You've done such a good job ❤️
God bless you and your family Kyle. You walked Jenny home like no one else could have. Love to you all.
Jenny you are so brave. I don’t think I could have done this if i was in your shoes. I am so amazed that you can joke at a moment like this. God rest your beautiful soul. Love you Jenny. You were truly a special human being.
I love you Jenny,Kyle, and the babies. I am 76 years old Jen and you have taught me bravery courage, patience and Hope. You are tattooed on my heart and I will always remember you as having integrity
Also you are the most wonderful mother and wife. You have made life fun for your husband and children. Love you love you. Nurse Pam in Michigan
Love you, Nurse Pam
Pam...nicely put. I am up their with you age wise. I agree with what you said. ❤
I don’t comment but I have watched every single video of yours. I’m crying watching this. You have fought such a hard battle. I don’t know what to say. Thank you so much for sharing your journey.
I will be going through the same. I am just starting my journey with cancer and have chronic respiratory failure. Jenny is my inspiratiom.
A lot of compassion!! I hope you will heal and recover!! There is always a kind of hope for us all !!
The woman has died. What hope? Jenny died 11/5/23.
It’s a little insensitive to talk about her healing and recovery.
Death is so foreign and frightening to us, because we are meant to live forever. Thanks be to Christ, who has accomplished this for us. For believers, to be absent from the body is to be present with the Lord. This is my prayer for you Jenny Apple. Hallelujah! Death is frightening but we are not people without hope. God bless you Jenny Apple you certainly have blessed us. We are all dying daily, trust in the Lord Jesus Christ while there is time.
Found your channel a month ago & have never commented until now. I work in hospice. You all are very brave to share such a vulnerable experience. There’s no right or wrong way to grieve & the fact that you say you are scared means that you are human. I’m so sorry, but just know countless people that have never even met you in real life, love & support you. 💛
I also had the honor and pleasure of being with my sister as she passed . And my mother as well. It is such a gift for both.
To be able to comfort someone it the most difficult time of life.
You are a wonderful son, and caregiver.
I’m terminally Ill too with a condition called CTEPH it’s rare so when it’s my time to to heaven I’ll say hi to you Jenny ❤ but I’m still doing ok 👍🏻 for now ❤😊❤😊❤
Jamie, I hope you are okay . Prayers.
Jenny you have written a book in vlog form. You did it. My thoughts are with you for a calm, peaceful and pain free transition. ❤
So sweet Vicki and you’re right!
10 years ago I became septic with multiple organ failure I lost consciousness on the way to the hospital and experienced an ‘event’. As I was being wheeled out to the ambulance, a sudden peace overcame me. I felt the warmth of the summer sun on my face and a bright light all around me. Flowers grew up around my guerney as far as I could see. I felt such overwhelming peace, calm and happiness. All I can say is please don’t be afraid. I am no longer afraid to die, I just await the other side. I was never a religious person and can’t say that I am now. What I am, is unafraid. I wish that for you.
Beautiful words to share ,very comforting💙
I also barely survived sepsis years ago, and there is a calming peace that washes over you near the end. Death is the end of everything, including all pain and sorrow. We will all know it someday
Where can I get a sepsis?😊
When my grandmother passed she came to me in a dream sometime later ,she said there were beautiful gardens everywhere in Heaven with children laughing and playing,beautiful rivers and she said the Love there was not like the love on earth,indescribable,like a feeling of Home ❤
@@michelandre8106... and bye yourself a brain
😭 I hope you're ok Kyle and I know she's happy. Thank you for sharing your last moments with us Jenny. This was so brave of you. You ARE a beautiful angel. I know you are!!
She was absolutely the sweetest and even with knowing that her time was ending and that she would have to depart from you and her children she still was able to find laughter and humor❤
To be absent from the body is to be present with the Lord. 💕 2 Corinthians 5:8
May the Lord bless your soul 💜
I wrote them that same verse. Such a hope and comfort!
Amén
Amen!!
Amen it only applies if a person is saved / born before they die
We can assume all people go to heaven because it’s not true
An unsaved person goes to hell for eternity no matter who they are
Only a saved born again beliver goes to heaven after death to be in the presence of the lord this is a fact
@@Kingjamesbible161 God made hell now He can go there.
I’ve never been so sad over someone I’ve never met. Your so strong and I know you’ll be remembered forever ❤
I agree, I just can't stop thinking about Jenny and Kyle.
I know. Jenny, Kyle and their family are like family to us. Because they have been so gracious with sharing their journey and opening their lives to us, we feel they are part of our family.
@@nickywilks7928I keep coming to her channel for an update I'm so invested 😢❤
I just recently started following them. Didn’t realize until yesterday that she already had a channel before all this. I wake up and go to bed praying for her. With them being silent we know that things are progressing fast. May her final journey be peaceful, in the mighty name of Jesus!!
Agree also! Can’t stop crying my face off for them
He is a gem, very supportive man. You will be a true angel. 😢. Im broken knowing my sister is going through this.
I started watching your TH-cam and I thank you. I'm terminal I have been on hospice for alittle over 14 months and watching your channel brings me peace and joy. She was a trooper thought it all. 11 months on hospice I was out in Ohio but I end up coming back to Iowa because if I stayed out there I would of died at my husband hands. He tried overdosing me 2 times was working on number 3. But if she can be strong then I can be strong enough to leave him. I did leave him and I'm with family to die. Thank you so much. I keep your whole family in my prayers.