I’m a disappointment to myself and my family I’m so scared depressed sad I was thinking about ending my life I try so hard to live but I cut myself for the pain to go away I’m sorry
Sometimes it’s helpful to vent, but it can be hard to form the right words to describe how you feel, sometimes it’s indescribable though, but remember even though you might not have many people who will listen, it only takes one good person to change everything. xx
My heart dropped when she said "those scars in my arms... you know they're not cat scratches" because that's what I used to use as an excuse whenever somebody pointed it out...
Violet : my scars are from when I practiced the guitar!!I had hallucinations of scar... Amy : ummm...they weren't hallucinations... Violet : GOOD THING HE'S BURNED INTO ASHES!!!
It's easier to talk to strangers in the comment section, than people you know. Because they're listening to this for the same reason you are, they seem to understand you more than people you actually know.
When you're broken. And you can't go on. You almost end it. But at that moment. You realize. And finally cry actual tears. And you're truly happy for the first time in a long time. You realize the importance of living. And you embrace it with open arms.
Ellie Chun means your heartbroken as he said :c but I hope you get somebody close to you and you can put your head on there shoulder and say it all and let it all out and they stay in your life and you forget your sadness and continue your life happily
My friend shared this song in a discord server, listening to it made me want to cry because it reminds me of how I feel sometimes. I don't tell people when I'm sad because I'm worried that they'll think I'm being sad for a stupid reason or that they just won't understand. It never feels like they understand. I've only told a few people about what makes me upset, and they always say it's going to be okay, but sometimes it doesn't feel that way. To whoever listens to this song and feels a similar way, I just want you to know that even if you feel like you will never be okay, you can still find your purpose in life. Even if you feel alone there is always a chance that you'll meet a friend who will stay by your side. Even if you feel useless, worthless or weak, you're not. The fact that you are still alive and going through every day no matter how hard it is shows that you are strong. The fact that you are breathing and reading this shows that you are alive, and life is worth so much. Take care of yourself, even if life feels hard. You will never know when the day when it will all be okay will come. Even if you hit rock bottom, that just shows that you have only one way to go and that's up. Always move forward because there is still a chance life can, and will get better. I hope you have a lovely day/night/evening, and if you're not, take a moment. Breathe in, then out. You are alive and that's what matters.
This sounds like a 11 year old girl. It feels like this kinda stuff is getting younger today i saw a 7 year old girl tell herself she was ugly and didn't deserve love. It seems like everybody is getting pressured into something.
@XtremeDies DEZINFECTANT Age does matter In certain cases.. what I was trying to say is somebody that young shouldn't have to worry about such a thing.
@moonlight not necessarily as a joke, (but that too) more so for attention along with other things. I'm not entirely sure why people feel inclined to do it but with them doing so it makes the ones who really are in a terrible state and need help or just deserve some caring/comfort get shoved into the crowd and called mean things for no reason other than sharing how they feel for even a small sense of comfort. (Or just as a way to get some unnecessary weight off your chest and vent) also alot for kids your age, say 9-13 do it because they find its "cool" and whatnot or people around the are doing it. Then again some people are just "edgy/emo" I suppose. But it is kinda really saddening, I try to not think too hard on it :‹ Also you're welcome!
This.. exactly how I feels right now. Im really closer and closer to say goodbye. It's hurt so bad. When u sad, I don't think of anything except trying to comfort you. But when I'm sad, vomit, anxiety attack, depressed...you said you were busy. And all I can sent is 😊 to cover my sadness
This is so sad😭 and it sucks to know how much this can actually relate to peoples life including mine.😭 But I hope you're doing great My love and support goes out to you❤❤😘
How come whenever you want to let someone know your not fine You just tell them your fine even though you want then to know you aren't fine and you just bottle it up even though you want to scream it out loud
Cheers to those who've been hiding their real feelings for other's happiness. Cheers those who put other's before themselves. Cheers to those who want to go but choose to stay. Cheers to those who stayed for as long as they could before no longer being able to handle it all. Cheers to those who help other's with their problems despite having enough of their own problems. Cheers to those who haven't yet given up. Cheers to those who stick around despite how much pain they're in. A lot of us haven't yet come to realize that the people sticking around despite their pain don't have as much respect as they deserve.. if I could do one thing I would take away the pain of others even if it meant having to transfer it to myself.. a lot of us still yet need to realize that things like depression, anxiety and other mental health issues aren't jokes, honestly I'm not saying we have to but I'm suggesting we start asking other's if they're okay more often, check up on 'em more often a lot and or most of us should at least try an tell other's we'll be here for them, even if we can't say anything or give them advice or somethin' even just listening to someone's problems can help.. (I apologize if this doesn't make sense- but I thought I'd say this..) Edit: something I find funny.. is when some people fake a mental illness of any sort just for attention and then there's those who are going through more pain then any of us could handle although despite how much pain they're in they fight through it, and a lot of them fake their happiness because they don't want us to worry, they want to keep us happy, and they for sure don't wanna feel like they're annoying or a burden and they don't wanna feel that we're gonna make fun of them for whatever they're going through, and I know for a fact that there's those few people who would do exactly that which is why we should probably keep an eye on them and let them know we're here for them no matter what and another reason some of them fake their happiness is because they want that little bit of attention and feel loved.. as much as I hate to say this.. you can go if you want.. no one should stop you from leaving if that's what you want the most, and yea there will be some people who are upset but they can't expect you to stick around for their needs and their happiness especially with the pain you've been through and the people who may end up upset well then they'll start wishing they saw the signs, they'll start wishing they'd paid attention and perhaps they'll learn to start paying attention to the signs of others of course I don't know you, the person reading this but if you were to leave I would miss you although I wouldn't stop you especially if it puts an end to your pain and if I have too I'll put in the extra care and emotions for those who act like they don't give a shit, weather or not I know you I will miss you and you'll always have a place in my heart. I just wanna say that this goes to everyone who maybe suicidal and everyone going through depression and any other mental illness.
Thank you for this. I didn’t shed a single tear during the actual video but I did shed a tear while reading this. Thank you. Now I know at least someone cares.
Dear person who is reading... You do matter And there are alot of ppl who cares about you And there is a resone y u are on this earth even if it's no still clear... Never give up !!! And through all the bad memories behind.. And move forward ! :D
They tell you to be yourself When they *Judge you* They tell you i *support you* When they are never there They tell you i *UNDERSTAND* But never really *understand* They tell you be *Perfect* When they are just like you They tell you they *Love* you But never seem to show it They say don't *Judge* a book By its cover yet they still *Judge* you. *What kind of society are we living in* ?
Bully message: The girl you just called fat? -She is over dosing on diet pills. The girl you just called ugly? -She spends hours putting makeup on hoping people will like her. That kid you labeled a loner? -no one likes them for who they are The boy you just tripped? -He is abused enough at home. See that man with the ugly scars? -He fought for his country. That boy you just made fun of for crying? -His mother is dying.
It is... I watched the original one before it got tooken off of youtube and it was a little girl talking about being a disappointment to her family and at the end where it fades out she takes a gun and shoots herself on video... I will never forget that image
emotionally- I'm finished mentally- I'm not there anymore spiritually- I'm dead physically- I fake my happiness and I put on a face smile everyone else- he is ok there nothing to worry about
Finally I found someone who can voice out what I really feel inside. Its pains me everyday knowing that nobody's there to hear you whenever you need someone to talk. I just need someone who can hear me out but no once there.
When I opened up to my mom about my anorexia that I'd been struggling with for 5 years... she said she already figured I had an eating disorder. I cried after that because I can't help but think she didn't care enough to say anything about it in the past. I felt a stab of neglect, but I'm working on myself to heal.
I know what you mean. But people care. they'll ask "How are you?" you'll say the same lie that it sounds right but you know it wrong but they will look at you and say they don't want to hear a lie that they are right there to help you. They will be what holds you up until you can hold yourself up. Don't do it, if there is one thing you can take from this is, Don't end your life until you live it. If you ever want to talk I'll listen we may not know each other but I'll listen to your story and I'll care. Be safe.
Can relate wholeheartedly with that entire statement but you're not a disappointment. You're incredibly strong and once you find something to look forward to or someone who inspires you to better yourself you'll reach great heights. You can shape your life no matter how bad it may be and I believe in you and everyone else.
If you need someone I will be here for you, you are amazing and beautiful just the way you are. Remember don’t hurt yourself, especially don’t end yourself, someone out there loves you for you. If you have never heard someone say this phrase I will. I love you for being you 💓 💕
A song came on the radio this morning on the bus and I started crying and then 3 words were said and I screamed... everyone started laughing and laughing... why do people bully the ones that are already hurting the most..? I miss the old days when everything really was fine, when everyone got along, when I could still emotionally feel... when she was still my friend...
This shit is to relateable and it just sucks to know that you have a best friend but youre nobodys best friend and it just kinda makes to feel like shit.
We are all fighters in the world with scars of bravery. We are all suicidal people telling other suicidal people not to commit suicide. Pain doesn’t last, but the memory of it does.
I tell people to suicide. It's a win-win situation. More jobs, less population and no climate changes! Why don't we hear speeches about that? The weak, will die. Relieved of their suffering. And strong willed will last. The gears of natural selection is turning. And I will speed it up.
It's true, I am broken and sad. But I'm still fighting whether it's hard, because at the end of my fight I WILL fulfill my purpose and find who I am. For others, who are struggling and broken, you will get through this. It may take a LONG time to find your happiness, but you will find it. The struggles we face everyday is what makes us so strong. When you cry, never assume your weak. You've been in this battle, fighting your entire life and your still here. If no one has said anything to you, it's that you've done a good job.Your still fighting against your darkest demons that you face everyday. Now, keep fighting and DEMAND your happiness. Cause were all fighters and were NOT letting life get the best of us, wether it wants to!! Focus on you, respect yourself, and love yourself. EVEN IF IT TAKES YEARS! Now, I'm spreading the love to you all kings and queens!! KEEP FIGHTINGGGG!!!!!!! :3
To everyone here, I just want to tell you that someone out there cares. May it be a stranger you've never met yet, a close friend, a random person on the internet, someone out there cares. I'm that someone. I care about you. You're loved, you're cherished, you're appreciated. Always remember that you aren't alone, okay? It will be okay. Tomorrow will come. Keep fighting, there's so much more to live for. I love you ❤️ I'm so proud of you. Whatever you're going through right now, I'm sure you can get through it. I'm so so proud of you, thank you for staying strong all this time, it's okay to cry, it's okay to be vulnerable, just remember that no matter what, keep fighting. Not just for you, but for all the people who love you. Thank you for existing, I love you so much ❤️
This compares to me the most.... This was very heart aching to me the most... But with everyone here.... I want to say thank you.... to you guys the most... For supporting everyone... Who need help from the pain.... Who has been through a lot where something that could possibly happen the worst.....
I'm sorry for being bossy I'm sorry for not listening I'm sorry for being anoyying I'm sorry for being lazy I'm sorry for getting bad grades I'm sorry I'm not organized I'm sorry I'm stupid I'm sorry for faking a smile I'm sorry I have panic attacks I'm sorry hiding in my room I'm sorry I stress you out I'm sorry for causing problems I'm sorry im for being a disappointed I'm sorry for always being confused I'm just so sorry.
This hits different.. In a beautiful but also very touching and painful way To all of you feeling that way.. Maybe you feel lost.. That the world is colorless and dark.. And that nobody cares.. Hopeless and alone.. Not important.. I felt that.. I sometimes still feel like that even though I finally made a bunch of awesome friends and found a caring and loving boyfriend.. It took me many years.. Even though you may feel alone it doesn't mean you are.. Maybe you are in so much pain that the demons inside of you cover your eyes.. There is someone..always will be someone waiting for you.. Loving you and care about you.. Maybe you haven't met that person yet.. I get it when you are exhausted and just want to end the pain that seems to grow bigger and bigger.. I get it when you are tired of all that fighting that you have done and still do with every minute.. But ai promise you it will be worth the pain.. The exhaustion and all the tears.. Don't add more scars to your beautiful.. Don't downtalk your beautiful self. I am sure I and many people would love you to be around and to just talk.. And let it out... Maybe this doesn't reach you bc I am a completely stranger. I am just a random 17 year old girl but what I wrote there.. Came from the bottom of my heart. You are beautiful. You matter. And maybe you want to talk but have no one to talk to.. I would love to offer this comment here to your space to talk.. Because you do matter.. And I am sure even though I don't know you noryour story.. That you are too hard on yourself and that you are a wonderful person. I hope I could reach you. Maybe this makes you smile at least for one second without you forcing it.. I really hope it does. I am just a stranger but I do care about your well being and I don't want you to feel any more pain or to hurt yourself. I believe in you❤️ stay strong. Lots of love and strenght to you❤️ you made it this far and you will make it further I know that for sure
a cut a second to finish at a hundred a lie will justify everything "What are these cuts?" "just my kitten .. I fell .." when you smile, we think you are the happiest in the world but sometimes it's the other way around you are the saddest in this world and I can explain .. Nobody understands my desire I can't fight again I'm just a mistake
when i feel sad i keep watching this video and i cry i keep watching for an hour or more i don't know what do i feel anymore :( hope you are doing better than i am :)
"Your skin is not a paper, so don't cut it, Your neck is not a coat, so don't hang it, Your size is not a book, so don't judge it, Your life is not a film, so don't end it" -Stay safe everyone.. ❤❤
Bro- Stop I didn't know your arm was paper.. I didn't know your life was a movie... oh wait- it's not paper or a movie- people care about you, they just don't know you yet Think about how much good things could come after this... Remember, rainbows only come if it rains ❤(︶^︶)
This is me acting like I'm fine are I'm happy my friends and family Don't listen no one does listen To me at all are I'm fake happy And now here I am now being fake to people all round me its like I'm dying in the middle of the people that no one loves me But thank you for the video 😣😊😀👏
I do the same thing. Whoever you are, wherever you are.. We are crying under the same moon. I know life is hard, but some moments are worth living for ❤
This is so true towards some people. We need to keep an eye on our true friends. If they're sad and they says they're fine we need to push the issue and make them talk and open up. That's what friends are for. If we don't ask how theure feeling what kinda friends are we!? Let's keep an eye out for those we love. We need to!
I see you have been making a lot of sad videos lately and I wanted to say its ok. We are all here for you all of your subscribers care so if you ever need anyone to talk to we are all here for you. ^^
You know when someone says “stay strong” “you can do it” “keep your head up” “ just stop being sad” Can't you see I'm trying to stay strong. If I can do it then why haven't I done it already. I try to keep my head but I'm scared. I try to be happy but depression takes over me. You don't know what its like.
OMG I ACTUALLY RELATE TO THIS... I was crying yesterday but nobody heard and when I stopped I realised I was smiling... I've learnt to fake smile even threw my crying..
This explains me and my mother. She yells at me and stuff. I told her stuff that hurt me and she never understood. Today she said "my depressions is rising like this" "i'll have to be hospitilazed if it coutinues" I guess i really relate haha.
When i make this video, i started to cry...
My heart it's broken like you...
Hope this video help you.
Much love 🖤
It really did tq bruh
I’m a disappointment to myself and my family I’m so scared depressed sad I was thinking about ending my life I try so hard to live but I cut myself for the pain to go away I’m sorry
I love listening to these videos that you post, and is that the song Willow in the background? This really is beautiful!
I am Crying
Thank you
I don't think something has been so relatable and touching as this has. It's like everything I have ever wanted to tell seomebody.
Sometimes it’s helpful to vent, but it can be hard to form the right words to describe how you feel, sometimes it’s indescribable though, but remember even though you might not have many people who will listen, it only takes one good person to change everything. xx
That thing is my whole life though
Well i can relate as well....
try nf's music
imagine being hearted but you mispelled a word so you need to choose between looking like an idiot or correcting and losing heart
My heart dropped when she said "those scars in my arms... you know they're not cat scratches" because that's what I used to use as an excuse whenever somebody pointed it out...
I said that to my mom, sadly she believed it..
@@marlonmika7261 yeah... same here
Violet : my scars are from when I practiced the guitar!!I had hallucinations of scar...
Amy : ummm...they weren't hallucinations...
Violet : GOOD THING HE'S BURNED INTO ASHES!!!
I said it was scratches from when I stand up from my desk or something
Same tho... it stopped working eventually, tho..
"they don't care until you're gone.."
Yes thats true
if your gone they would cry we dont know why..
true
Facts
Noway there must be someone who will care🙁
these lyrics are more then just the truth... i felt it 🥺
I agree.
Ik
Do you know the song that plays in the background?
It's easier to talk to strangers in the comment section, than people you know.
Because they're listening to this for the same reason you are, they seem to understand you more than people you actually know.
You just put into words what I could never express
Yeah, it's so true
Sooooooo flipping TRUEEE
Yeah dude
i agree
The pain in her voice is just so touching, I just can't express how touching this was.
I recommend you to a man who can help you manifest whatever you want to manifest within two-day ♥️♥️♥️
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You know it's getting worse and you're broken when you listen to these and still can't cry can't shed a single tear-
yeah!
Yes...
I can't cry anymore. I just don't feel anything..
When you're broken.
And you can't go on.
You almost end it.
But at that moment.
You realize.
And finally cry actual tears.
And you're truly happy for the first time in a long time.
You realize the importance of living.
And you embrace it with open arms.
Yep haven't shed one in years
Emotionally : I'm Done
Mentally : Im drained
Spiritually : I'm dead
Physically : I smile
I agree
😬
😁
I agree
No its not true about the spiritual side. 😒
Perfect example of why I never say anything when I’m sad
Billy Chops you can start. I’m here if ya want.
I know what are say I feel like that 💔🤝
but we are keep walking without direction ...
the fact that the youtube section cares more about you than the people in ur life is so tough.
Princess Cyrile yeah
I'm sure there people that care about you they just may not have the best way of showing it
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah.....
We speak different languages, but we understand each other when our hearts are hurt💔
Pain is a universal language afterall
Jesus loves you very much, you are special, you have value
Yea😭
Hehehe
We are one❤️
does anyone else notice how young she sounds? its so sad ):
Ikr
Being oppressed at an early age
You know your broken when you cant cry anymore.
Hitted so hard..
i cry but i stop myself, and say i yawned, should i just stop doing that or just continue it...
Yea... I can relate- if I cry it’s just because I cut onions. I haven’t sincerely cried in a long time but I’m always sad...
Ellie Chun means your heartbroken as he said :c but I hope you get somebody close to you and you can put your head on there shoulder and say it all and let it all out and they stay in your life and you forget your sadness and continue your life happily
you know your broken when you look off into the distance trying to cry but nothing comes out... and your heart breaks into a million pieces....
My friend shared this song in a discord server, listening to it made me want to cry because it reminds me of how I feel sometimes. I don't tell people when I'm sad because I'm worried that they'll think I'm being sad for a stupid reason or that they just won't understand. It never feels like they understand. I've only told a few people about what makes me upset, and they always say it's going to be okay, but sometimes it doesn't feel that way.
To whoever listens to this song and feels a similar way, I just want you to know that even if you feel like you will never be okay, you can still find your purpose in life. Even if you feel alone there is always a chance that you'll meet a friend who will stay by your side. Even if you feel useless, worthless or weak, you're not. The fact that you are still alive and going through every day no matter how hard it is shows that you are strong. The fact that you are breathing and reading this shows that you are alive, and life is worth so much.
Take care of yourself, even if life feels hard. You will never know when the day when it will all be okay will come. Even if you hit rock bottom, that just shows that you have only one way to go and that's up. Always move forward because there is still a chance life can, and will get better.
I hope you have a lovely day/night/evening, and if you're not, take a moment. Breathe in, then out. You are alive and that's what matters.
:( i only read through half of this but i think it was worth alot and this needs more likes for you writing all of this
From one comrade, to another.
this doesnt even feel like a song, it just feels like reality and it breaks me so much
This sounds like a 11 year old girl. It feels like this kinda stuff is getting younger today i saw a 7 year old girl tell herself she was ugly and didn't deserve love. It seems like everybody is getting pressured into something.
@XtremeDies DEZINFECTANT Age does matter In certain cases.. what I was trying to say is somebody that young shouldn't have to worry about such a thing.
I'm 12 so yeah (ー_ー゛)
@moonlight Same (• ▽ •;)
@moonlight feels bad man.. but I do wish you the best! (I just rly hope you aren't faking it :‹)
@moonlight not necessarily as a joke, (but that too) more so for attention along with other things. I'm not entirely sure why people feel inclined to do it but with them doing so it makes the ones who really are in a terrible state and need help or just deserve some caring/comfort get shoved into the crowd and called mean things for no reason other than sharing how they feel for even a small sense of comfort. (Or just as a way to get some unnecessary weight off your chest and vent) also alot for kids your age, say 9-13 do it because they find its "cool" and whatnot or people around the are doing it. Then again some people are just "edgy/emo" I suppose.
But it is kinda really saddening, I try to not think too hard on it :‹
Also you're welcome!
This.. exactly how I feels right now. Im really closer and closer to say goodbye. It's hurt so bad. When u sad, I don't think of anything except trying to comfort you. But when I'm sad, vomit, anxiety attack, depressed...you said you were busy. And all I can sent is 😊 to cover my sadness
hey im not the only one i vomit i have anxiety attacks u have depression and i get sad a lot
No darkness come for forever,
U know I can't even say be strong when I don't myself can hold in any longer just I think I could say choose wisely and be happy after it....
This is so sad😭 and it sucks to know how much this can actually relate to peoples life including mine.😭
But I hope you're doing great
My love and support goes out to you❤❤😘
The saddest thing is then they ask you:
„How are you?“
And you answer: I am fine.
They answer: Sure?
You: Yes.
They: Okay.
the saddest thing is when you ask them if there fine and they say yes but you know its not okay
How come whenever you want to let someone know your not fine
You just tell them your fine even though you want then to know you aren't fine and you just bottle it up even though you want to scream it out loud
@@o.o4242 I do this
.... I do these things....
It's one of the most painful too..
Cheers to those who've been hiding their real feelings for other's happiness.
Cheers those who put other's before themselves.
Cheers to those who want to go but choose to stay.
Cheers to those who stayed for as long as they could before no longer being able to handle it all.
Cheers to those who help other's with their problems despite having enough of their own problems.
Cheers to those who haven't yet given up.
Cheers to those who stick around despite how much pain they're in.
A lot of us haven't yet come to realize that the people sticking around despite their pain don't have as much respect as they deserve.. if I could do one thing I would take away the pain of others even if it meant having to transfer it to myself.. a lot of us still yet need to realize that things like depression, anxiety and other mental health issues aren't jokes, honestly I'm not saying we have to but I'm suggesting we start asking other's if they're okay more often, check up on 'em more often a lot and or most of us should at least try an tell other's we'll be here for them, even if we can't say anything or give them advice or somethin' even just listening to someone's problems can help..
(I apologize if this doesn't make sense- but I thought I'd say this..)
Edit: something I find funny.. is when some people fake a mental illness of any sort just for attention and then there's those who are going through more pain then any of us could handle although despite how much pain they're in they fight through it, and a lot of them fake their happiness because they don't want us to worry, they want to keep us happy, and they for sure don't wanna feel like they're annoying or a burden and they don't wanna feel that we're gonna make fun of them for whatever they're going through, and I know for a fact that there's those few people who would do exactly that which is why we should probably keep an eye on them and let them know we're here for them no matter what and another reason some of them fake their happiness is because they want that little bit of attention and feel loved.. as much as I hate to say this.. you can go if you want.. no one should stop you from leaving if that's what you want the most, and yea there will be some people who are upset but they can't expect you to stick around for their needs and their happiness especially with the pain you've been through and the people who may end up upset well then they'll start wishing they saw the signs, they'll start wishing they'd paid attention and perhaps they'll learn to start paying attention to the signs of others of course I don't know you, the person reading this but if you were to leave I would miss you although I wouldn't stop you especially if it puts an end to your pain and if I have too I'll put in the extra care and emotions for those who act like they don't give a shit, weather or not I know you I will miss you and you'll always have a place in my heart.
I just wanna say that this goes to everyone who maybe suicidal and everyone going through depression and any other mental illness.
Thnx for that.. U really put a lot of effort in it👍❤️👏
Thank you for this. I didn’t shed a single tear during the actual video but I did shed a tear while reading this. Thank you. Now I know at least someone cares.
I respect those who live in such lives, we must band together united by our repression.
Dear person who is reading...
You do matter
And there are alot of ppl who cares about you
And there is a resone y u are on this earth even if it's no still clear...
Never give up !!!
And through all the bad memories behind..
And move forward ! :D
i just dont matter ig
@@KingOfNoobszz your guess is wrong because facts states you do
We all need a friend like you to remind us that we have purpose
all of us take space. We're all matter
"There's gotta be a reason, that I am here on Earth..."
They tell you to be yourself
When they *Judge you*
They tell you i *support you*
When they are never there
They tell you i *UNDERSTAND*
But never really *understand*
They tell you be *Perfect*
When they are just like you
They tell you they *Love* you
But never seem to show it
They say don't *Judge* a book
By its cover yet they still *Judge* you.
*What kind of society are we living in* ?
A messed up one...
MESSED UP! FRICKIN HEARTLESS AND SELFISH SOCIETY!
One where people are cruel, disgusting, and looks down upon those who are different in other's eyes.
First shoto, and now you. MHA has some real emotional problems.
True
"but you know how i feel, but you didn't say anything" I remember someone.
* flashbacks *
🥲
The saddest part, is when people can relate.
Mhm..
That's true I've been relating to this for a while
I don't get it, those kids are totally mental. They have access to the internet, watch anime ALL for free. And yet still bitch about it??
We are all united in the pains of being oppressed by capitalists.
Man this hits so many places
Bully message: The girl you just called fat?
-She is over dosing on diet pills.
The girl you just called ugly?
-She spends hours putting makeup on hoping people will like her.
That kid you labeled a loner?
-no one likes them for who they are
The boy you just tripped?
-He is abused enough at home.
See that man with the ugly scars?
-He fought for his country.
That boy you just made fun of for crying?
-His mother is dying.
That hit in many different ways.
The last one is hard. I am here Just cuz I love my mum so much and if I die I would not see her again and that Is the only thing I dont wanna lose
In my country kids barely bully other kids, the most you can get is just a "You're an ugly piece of crap"
Wow...
Same
When I'm sad?
Nothing's wrong
Not to you
Not to them
Not to anybody...
This video really mad me cry😢Loved It my new friend😍😊
😭😭🖤🖤💔💔
Violet : why ain't the waves of doges working?!
Amy : RELEASE MORE DOGESSSSSS
Disgusting capitalist pigs don't care for any of us.
Hey you...
Never give up NEVER, you can do this and i believe in you, goodluck dear❤❤🥺
Nah I'm good I think I'll stick to cutting
Violet : just release more doges, right?
Amy : **being drowned by doges** yes!!!
@@valercart3210
Violet : heh, I cut myself just so I can step in bloody puddles!!! sometimes he helps too!!
Amy : what is wrong with them...
@Niah Vazquez Jauregui what?
@Niah Vazquez Jauregui uhhh yees
Suicidal people are just angels that wants to go home 💔
I belong in hell
^ so do I
we are....we really are though I belong in the deepest pit of hell
But what if you're atheist (don't believe in any gods or godesses)
@@Akuma-vi2wu then that’s fine, you can just be wherever you believe you will go 😌✌️
This vid is literally me no joke
i hope you are doing good
;-;
@@aarushi1758 i am doing better now tq
@@GYagizaK Thats good
Sad part is, you're wrong
Why do I feel like this is a suicide note
It is, I think
I believe it is
it sounds like it is or it could be a girl righting her mom a note to tell her how she feels
It is... I watched the original one before it got tooken off of youtube and it was a little girl talking about being a disappointment to her family and at the end where it fades out she takes a gun and shoots herself on video... I will never forget that image
probably because it is-
emotionally- I'm finished
mentally- I'm not there anymore
spiritually- I'm dead
physically- I fake my happiness and I put on a face smile
everyone else- he is ok there nothing to worry about
bruuu
Nobody should say they are sorry as a disappointment for being abused!
*when I act fine nothing is wrong*
*when I act sad nothing is wrong*
*but when u feel what I feel*
*something is wrong* 😔💔
Finally I found someone who can voice out what I really feel inside. Its pains me everyday knowing that nobody's there to hear you whenever you need someone to talk. I just need someone who can hear me out but no once there.
Really? Go up to a random pedestrian on the street and tell them everything your pain. You have anyone to talk to. You just don't want to.
This is probably the first thing that expressed me.. 😭😭😭
There's so much I want to say, but I just don't know how.
Yeah i have the same...
I struggle seeing myself
Same..
Same
Start with "hey"
Is there anybody who doesn't want to live but afraid to die...
Because same...ur not alone
I am alone though.
Yeah
@@-katsukibakugou-bakubear1090 we're still under the same sky at least
@@kirigayasuna Same sky, sure.
Don't you have reason for live ? Do you still questioning : Is There Still Anything You Can Love?
When I opened up to my mom about my anorexia that I'd been struggling with for 5 years... she said she already figured I had an eating disorder. I cried after that because I can't help but think she didn't care enough to say anything about it in the past. I felt a stab of neglect, but I'm working on myself to heal.
I'm so sorry to hear that but I'm always here to talk in case you need someone to talk to 💖
Omg so sorry
bro ... chills when i heard somebody's confident....
i'm sorry man
This is what I'm sending my "best friend" when I finally do it
Same
@@thatshortlittlegremlin so true ❤️🥺
same...
I know what you mean. But people care. they'll ask "How are you?" you'll say the same lie that it sounds right but you know it wrong but they will look at you and say they don't want to hear a lie that they are right there to help you. They will be what holds you up until you can hold yourself up. Don't do it, if there is one thing you can take from this is, Don't end your life until you live it. If you ever want to talk I'll listen we may not know each other but I'll listen to your story and I'll care. Be safe.
how i fall asleep:
repeat: i'm stupid
i'm sad
i'm hated
i'm not smart
then i just cry myself to sleep😊
If I don’t have internet I cry myself to sleep bc I can’t do anything else with life 😑🥱😭
I cry myself to sleep every single day 😔
My grandma thought I was high cause my eyes were red, in 12 and was crying
@@ChonkyPeachs omg i feel bad for u srry Kenma
@@greencandle3502 💖
I'm not sorry for being a disappointment to you family..
Cause you were one yourself to me
Can relate wholeheartedly with that entire statement but you're not a disappointment. You're incredibly strong and once you find something to look forward to or someone who inspires you to better yourself you'll reach great heights. You can shape your life no matter how bad it may be and I believe in you and everyone else.
Same
I....wow....this is what I've been going though right now...
If you need someone I will be here for you, you are amazing and beautiful just the way you are. Remember don’t hurt yourself, especially don’t end yourself, someone out there loves you for you. If you have never heard someone say this phrase I will. I love you for being you 💓 💕
Shoto has a soft side when not filming MHA.
A song came on the radio this morning on the bus and I started crying and then 3 words were said and I screamed... everyone started laughing and laughing... why do people bully the ones that are already hurting the most..? I miss the old days when everything really was fine, when everyone got along, when I could still emotionally feel... when she was still my friend...
Oh. Good for you
I had a "Friend" like that too, i don't want to talk about her but it will get beter i promise.
Even if you don't think so.
You should follow her too. After all the society doesn't need you anyway, you're just a speck of the masses. You will be more loved as a fossil fuel.
This is so sad..but so relatable...it sad to see that people think they don’t matter,I felt like giving up like everyone else...
Also to whoever reading these you're loved and cared for don't give up and I love you
This shit is to relateable and it just sucks to know that you have a best friend but youre nobodys best friend and it just kinda makes to feel like shit.
We are all fighters in the world with scars of bravery. We are all suicidal people telling other suicidal people not to commit suicide.
Pain doesn’t last, but the memory of it does.
I tell people to suicide. It's a win-win situation. More jobs, less population and no climate changes! Why don't we hear speeches about that? The weak, will die. Relieved of their suffering. And strong willed will last. The gears of natural selection is turning. And I will speed it up.
Whoever reading this, you are loved 💕
I'm glad i was adopted
It's true, I am broken and sad. But I'm still fighting whether it's hard, because at the end of my fight I WILL fulfill my purpose and find who I am. For others, who are struggling and broken, you will get through this. It may take a LONG time to find your happiness, but you will find it. The struggles we face everyday is what makes us so strong. When you cry, never assume your weak. You've been in this battle, fighting your entire life and your still here. If no one has said anything to you, it's that you've done a good job.Your still fighting against your darkest demons that you face everyday. Now, keep fighting and DEMAND your happiness. Cause were all fighters and were NOT letting life get the best of us, wether it wants to!! Focus on you, respect yourself, and love yourself. EVEN IF IT TAKES YEARS! Now, I'm spreading the love to you all kings and queens!! KEEP FIGHTINGGGG!!!!!!! :3
I’m just imagining this playing on loop while my lifeless body is hanging from a noose
I’m sending this to the people I know so they know how I feel this explains so much💔
To everyone here, I just want to tell you that someone out there cares. May it be a stranger you've never met yet, a close friend, a random person on the internet, someone out there cares. I'm that someone. I care about you. You're loved, you're cherished, you're appreciated. Always remember that you aren't alone, okay? It will be okay. Tomorrow will come. Keep fighting, there's so much more to live for. I love you ❤️ I'm so proud of you. Whatever you're going through right now, I'm sure you can get through it. I'm so so proud of you, thank you for staying strong all this time, it's okay to cry, it's okay to be vulnerable, just remember that no matter what, keep fighting. Not just for you, but for all the people who love you. Thank you for existing, I love you so much ❤️
It feels nice to hear this from a stranger ❤
i love you too
Omg I’m crying now thank you btw
Ugh I'm crying again tonight but thx 💝💖❤
Thank you it really helped and I love you too💜💜
1:01-10:11
Hitting me in the feels because that is literally how I am with my mum because of all the shit she has to do deal with
This is heart touching , I'm still crying . 😭
I love your video, they are amazing ❤️🥺
*I feel like this everyday..*
Youll get through it... just need alittle faith and more and more. Eventually... it will work out... youll be okay
wow...just wow, this audio just explained one part of my problems i'm facing in a few words...i'm impressed
I love this 💕 I hope yall are staying safe at home :)
This compares to me the most.... This was very heart aching to me the most...
But with everyone here.... I want to say thank you.... to you guys the most... For supporting everyone... Who need help from the pain.... Who has been through a lot where something that could possibly happen the worst.....
Just now im being recommended this? After 3 years? I’m saving this.
when i was listing to this it started to rain outside of my house, i did cry love the videos :D
I told my ""friend"" that i'm depressed and i want to die and she said "Hahaha okay talk to you later" like that hurts...💔
Here we see two edgy gacha tubers in their natural habitat a edgy nightcore
Then they aren't your friend.
SaraGachaGirl YT same
@@user-lm5sj5yc6q ANOTHER ONE
@@Alexpio198 You realize people that use gacha can also have mental illnesses, Right?
I'm sorry for being bossy
I'm sorry for not listening
I'm sorry for being anoyying
I'm sorry for being lazy
I'm sorry for getting bad grades
I'm sorry I'm not organized
I'm sorry I'm stupid
I'm sorry for faking a smile
I'm sorry I have panic attacks
I'm sorry hiding in my room
I'm sorry I stress you out
I'm sorry for causing problems
I'm sorry im for being a disappointed
I'm sorry for always being confused
I'm just so sorry.
now this- this is very relatable
I’m sorry this is relatable..
You shouldn't be sorry, but be angry as to be ripe for revolution
This hits different.. In a beautiful but also very touching and painful way
To all of you feeling that way.. Maybe you feel lost.. That the world is colorless and dark.. And that nobody cares.. Hopeless and alone.. Not important.. I felt that.. I sometimes still feel like that even though I finally made a bunch of awesome friends and found a caring and loving boyfriend.. It took me many years..
Even though you may feel alone it doesn't mean you are.. Maybe you are in so much pain that the demons inside of you cover your eyes.. There is someone..always will be someone waiting for you.. Loving you and care about you.. Maybe you haven't met that person yet.. I get it when you are exhausted and just want to end the pain that seems to grow bigger and bigger.. I get it when you are tired of all that fighting that you have done and still do with every minute.. But ai promise you it will be worth the pain.. The exhaustion and all the tears.. Don't add more scars to your beautiful.. Don't downtalk your beautiful self. I am sure I and many people would love you to be around and to just talk.. And let it out... Maybe this doesn't reach you bc I am a completely stranger. I am just a random 17 year old girl but what I wrote there.. Came from the bottom of my heart. You are beautiful. You matter. And maybe you want to talk but have no one to talk to.. I would love to offer this comment here to your space to talk.. Because you do matter.. And I am sure even though I don't know you noryour story.. That you are too hard on yourself and that you are a wonderful person. I hope I could reach you. Maybe this makes you smile at least for one second without you forcing it.. I really hope it does. I am just a stranger but I do care about your well being and I don't want you to feel any more pain or to hurt yourself. I believe in you❤️ stay strong. Lots of love and strenght to you❤️ you made it this far and you will make it further I know that for sure
Thank you :)
Hey Stranger
I gotchu
I don’t need to know your past or what your going through
Just know ....
I’m here
And I love you ❤️
Really....?
❤
❤
Thank you I really appreciate it 💜
:)
a cut a second
to finish at a hundred
a lie will justify everything
"What are these cuts?"
"just my kitten .. I fell .."
when you smile, we think you are the happiest in the world
but sometimes it's the other way around
you are the saddest in this world
and I can explain .. Nobody understands my desire
I can't fight again
I'm just a mistake
Don't know if u meant it or not but it kinda sounds like poetry, nice👏❤️
I never thought a simple video could be so relatable, to not only me but many people out there
when i feel sad i keep watching this video and i cry i keep watching for an hour or more i don't know what do i feel anymore :(
hope you are doing better than i am :)
I used to cry watching this, wishing I could have my final goodbye. I still watch while wishing that but I don’t have the energy to cry anymore.
It hurts when you want to say something but none of your friends listen so you worry about them instead
Mostly everyone come here because broken hearts. 💔and start crying when they hear the sadness voice of this video. 😐
remember,
the force will be with you
*Always*
My friend sent me this.....
Dark Wolfie :3 mine too 🥺
Then you two must be trash friends
@@dolorxse dude that was rude as hell
@@marikissamira4656 but probably right...
I can relate every word thats said🥺😭
"Your skin is not a paper, so don't cut it,
Your neck is not a coat, so don't hang it,
Your size is not a book, so don't judge it,
Your life is not a film, so don't end it"
-Stay safe everyone.. ❤❤
Damn
stolen
@@no-dz5qs ok i trust u
@@stranger-fg5ky do you? *holds out hand*
Words spoken like a true hero my guy!🥰
"You Know EveryThing But You Laugh"
&& That Shows You Dont Care.
Me:I’m to dumb to know everything my friends:your so smart.
Bro-
Stop
I didn't know your arm was paper..
I didn't know your life was a movie...
oh wait-
it's not paper or a movie-
people care about you, they just don't know you yet
Think about how much good things could come after this...
Remember, rainbows only come if it rains
❤(︶^︶)
thank you.
Bro... spoken like a true friend 🥺🤟🖤
@@mountainbikingwithlogan6163 🥰💖 everybody deserves happiness💖
Ty! I've been clean for a day :)
Just tried to give up then when you already tired of trying :)
When you're just laying in bed in the darkness crying this is so sad😔
This is me acting like I'm fine are
I'm happy my friends and family
Don't listen no one does listen
To me at all are I'm fake happy
And now here I am now being fake to people all round me its like
I'm dying in the middle of the people that no one loves me
But thank you for the video 😣😊😀👏
I do the same thing. Whoever you are, wherever you are.. We are crying under the same moon. I know life is hard, but some moments are worth living for ❤
This is so true towards some people. We need to keep an eye on our true friends. If they're sad and they says they're fine we need to push the issue and make them talk and open up. That's what friends are for. If we don't ask how theure feeling what kinda friends are we!?
Let's keep an eye out for those we love. We need to!
whoever reading this. i'm sorry but everything's gonna be okay. i hope you'll feel better
Stop saying I'm a disgrace to our family,
We were never a family
❤ hang in there.
Is everything okay? It's okay to rant once in a while, you know.
Bryan same...
I see you have been making a lot of sad videos lately and I wanted to say its ok. We are all here for you all of your subscribers care so if you ever need anyone to talk to we are all here for you. ^^
I'm glad im not the only one who noticed
We comrades stay together in solidarity.
this just hurts on a different level... it's so relatable...
It is so sad.😢😭
No one notice our tears but they always notice our mistake
You know when someone says “stay strong” “you can do it” “keep your head up” “ just stop being sad”
Can't you see I'm trying to stay strong. If I can do it then why haven't I done it already. I try to keep my head but I'm scared. I try to be happy but depression takes over me.
You don't know what its like.
Facts Man
When your recommendations read your mind
The fact that this video is so relatable is sad
I see you as a cure of my depression.
Thank you
If you r reading this,you are beautiful inside and out💖 we are all in in this world together and have to survive together.Stay alive 💖
This sounds like something I would write as my suicide letter...,😔
her voice breaks me on the first 'im sorry im a disappointment' and it hurts me so muchh
This is soo hard to listen to , i started to cry :C
Even tho it is short, It has a lot of meaning. Just like Life
OMG I ACTUALLY RELATE TO THIS... I was crying yesterday but nobody heard and when I stopped I realised I was smiling... I've learnt to fake smile even threw my crying..
...I can relate also No I am not like you I am just unable to cry in front of anyone Dept myself.
It hurts when you realize you aren't as important to someone as you thought you were
That's absolutely right
This explains me and my mother.
She yells at me and stuff.
I told her stuff that hurt me and she never understood.
Today she said "my depressions is rising like this"
"i'll have to be hospitilazed if it coutinues"
I guess i really relate haha.