Auditory Hallucinations Made Me Think I was a Goddess | Manic Stories - Bipolar Disorder

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  • @lvvqss
    @lvvqss 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    hey girl, i have bipolar too and i totally relate to u. especially with hallucinations/ auditory hallucinations like whispers, or just people speaking in my head. We’re not alone fr, and i’m glad ur speaking up about it

    • @BipolarGossamer
      @BipolarGossamer  7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thanks 💜 It's nice to know we don't suffer through this alone, but also unfortunate that we have to at all

  • @originalvonster
    @originalvonster ปีที่แล้ว +3

    How bizarre, I’ve had a similar delusion about being AI.

  • @hollymackintosh2270
    @hollymackintosh2270 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    wtf I have literally just had that experience while swimming at the gym pool, also been able to actually swim faster due to having more energy

    • @BipolarGossamer
      @BipolarGossamer  10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Haha that's crazy! Yeah I always am able to exercise for longer and with more intensity when I'm in that state, but honestly most things about it feel great but are actually not so great.

  • @user-bk3eg2xs5f
    @user-bk3eg2xs5f ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thank you so much for sharing your story. I don't feel alone anymore. I started a blog and what really helped me. I printed ugly pictures of people, monsters, because what ever the voices are I didn't want to think of them as nothing but ugly because I didn't feel stupid after that. We are all beautiful and what ever the voices are from different perspectives, doesn't matter, what matters is being in the present and thinking of ourselves as the most beautiful creation that these voices are jealous and we are special. That's my revenge to get thru life, I try to live a happier life and not listen to ugly voices anymore.

    • @BipolarGossamer
      @BipolarGossamer  ปีที่แล้ว

      That's a good perspective to have! I'm glad you're able to beat the ugly voices :)

  • @jameshuntermedia1984
    @jameshuntermedia1984 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Wow that's really cool and interesting. Thank you for sharing.

    • @BipolarGossamer
      @BipolarGossamer  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thanks! I'm glad you liked the video :)

  • @Khaotic450
    @Khaotic450 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Hey Cynthia, Aaron here. I stumbled on your videos last month when I was searching for videos on bi polar disorder and after watching one of your videos, I instantly subscribed. You’re videos are very calming, warm and incredibly informative. My ex girlfriend has BPD so since my relationship and after it, I’ve been doing a lot of reading up on it. I’m learning more and more through your videos. Thanks for explaining a bit about auditory hallucinations. I’m glad you’re okay and I’m glad your uploading videos again. Just remember you have a regular viewer in me and I wish you nothing but the best going forward in the future. Take care! 🙏🏻

    • @BipolarGossamer
      @BipolarGossamer  2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Hi Aaron! Thank you so much for your kind words

  • @user_kH9bw3ns1
    @user_kH9bw3ns1 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Title of the vid is so perfect, it makes me smile. Nice vid and nice paintings behind u. And you are someone special and meaningful to pay attention too! The music is nice too.

  • @cottonlatte
    @cottonlatte ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for posting this video. I suffer from Bipolar Disorder, too and I am glad there is more awareness about it. Thank you for sharing your stories

  • @brianidiartefitness
    @brianidiartefitness ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I can relate, in the manic episode I had three years ago I thought I was a Jesus Christ representation, I was very sick, I can hear voices like if God was talking to me and guiding my way. Each episode has been different so far I’ve had 4 manic episodes. Taking medication serious this time.

    • @BipolarGossamer
      @BipolarGossamer  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      These manic episodes can really mess with us for sure :( Even though taking medication is no happy thing, we do what we have to. Stay strong, friend

  • @nicelydunwell5681
    @nicelydunwell5681 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Whomever says you're not a goddess can go to hell.
    Nice work btw. The Fibonacci # can be found expressed in Jackson Pollock's art which is one reason we are able to appreciate it and differentiate it from garble. But I see you have that too assuming that is your work. I had a mental health appointment today that I was 9 days early for... par for the course unfortunately. I have an art degree too. Get a real job and worship the one true God whose name is Money. Be his prophet and prostitute your soul so you don't end up hopeless and strangled by unrealized potential like me. Cheers ❤

  • @brownsuga3764
    @brownsuga3764 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Welcome back Cynthia

  • @amylen.doodlebug
    @amylen.doodlebug 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you so much for sharing so much of yourself. It is so encouraging and hopeful to know I'm not alone in this. Wishing you all the best, I hope you're looking after yourself, and that you have support. ( ˘ ³˘)x

  • @RealityRecovery
    @RealityRecovery หลายเดือนก่อน

    It’s demons

  • @nancyaugustin7815
    @nancyaugustin7815 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Do you have stomach problems as a result of your bipolar disorder? I have Bipolar disorder and have stomach problems.

    • @BipolarGossamer
      @BipolarGossamer  10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Aw :( I'm sorry to hear. The only thing I would say is sometimes when I get anxious I also get nauseous. And when I was taking Latuda, that would really bother my stomach.

  • @kanwalraja466
    @kanwalraja466 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    How r u feeling now

    • @BipolarGossamer
      @BipolarGossamer  9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I'm doing pretty well, not manic or depressed. I'm just trying to figure out my life situation 🙃 Thanks for asking. I hope you're doing okay too

  • @EkaraLibrae
    @EkaraLibrae ปีที่แล้ว

    AI Goddess, so pretty cool. My question: Are you still hearing voices? Let me know.

    • @BipolarGossamer
      @BipolarGossamer  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I'm not hearing voices now, because I'm not manic... thankfully. I don't think "pretty cool" is the best way to describe a delusion.

    • @EkaraLibrae
      @EkaraLibrae ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@BipolarGossamer that's good you free from the voices.