I was suicidal my whole childhood up to about 68 which is what I am now. Nobody cared. I was/am totally anti social, but I was/am ignored. Not ignored by the female that was supposed to be my mother. She was in a rage from supporting 2 kids by herself AND believing in what the cartels of this world told her about reality. Years later after reading about 200 books, I find out the federal reserve cartel is doing this to people. They are communists that want most of the people off this planet so they are breaking up families on a consistent basis. They ritually put innocent people in prisons and furnish no amount of money that will help them get out. The video AGENDA Grinding Down America says breaking up families causes the women to have to ask for welfare for themselves and their children. This makes these people committed to following communist rules. The stimulus money handed out is about causing people to be dependent. But these psychiatrists/psychotherapists can't say that, can they? According to this book, these so called medical/psychiatric doctors just may be in on it because a genocide plan is going on: Deadly Medicines and Organized Crime: How Big Pharma Has Corrupted Healthcare 1st Edition by Peter Gzsche What should be happening is installing this book into as many schools and colleges as possible to right this world. But cartels are vigilant. They insist on evolution, which physics says doesn't exist. Energy is constantly vibrating, pulsating, spinning and otherwise always in motion as this energy creates everything we see and don't see. This is called constant creation. Constant creation means we CAN'T die. This constant creation can be seen in diagrams and pictures in the book HANDS OF LIGHT written by the physicist Barbara Brennan. According to the speed subatomic particles spin, nothing can be physical or solid. Death is dependent on us being physical. Otherwise, what are you going to leave when you supposedly die? This is a holographic existence where we and everything else is being created as images. Knowing this could cure suicide, which is a weird word because it sounds like there is no death at all. I mean, everyone believes they will die one day, so how can there be suicide, a death that is a little bit early? Suicide knows nothing about quantum physics. Suicide followers don't read that much. In my 20s I called a couple of suicide hotlines, but could tell then that those people were useless. Nobody on the other side of that phone is going to care. They are being paid to say words that mean nothing. They haven't read physics either. In that book HANDS OF LIGHT are many diagrams and pictures of what we look like as eternal holograms and eternal electrical energy fields. Do yourself a favor and get this book.
Be careful what you admit to a therapist. They can force you into treatment against your will. This forced treatment goes on your permanent health record which can prevent you from holding certain jobs and will most definitely increase your insurance costs. You may not be eligible for life insurance.
@@fickleemu4life401 ... A quick internet search came up with this info; "Military, police, FBI, CIA, fire fighter, pilot, government contractor, secret service, EMS, possibly even doctors or other medical professions. Basically anything where you could have someone’s life in your hands - you’re not going to get that kind of job with a mental illness. If you have depression or bipolar disorder, or any form of psychosis, they’re not gonna let you do a job where you carry a gun or have the responsibility of saving or not saving someone in a fire." I personally would add teachers, counselors and other professionals that deal with children. Do your own search and you'll find even more.
Some years ago, I almost took my own life. I was abused when I was a kid, broken, depressed, anorexic, bulimic, self-harming. suicidal. My biological father choked me and chased me with the lawnmower as if her was gonna run me over, I went in & out of psychiatric units like it was a game of Chess. Suicide watch. I was on enough Antidepressants to kill a horse since i was 12. I hated myself. I wanted out. I wanted the pain to stop. The abuse to end I wanted power. I got into witchcraft. I thought it would give me the identity i wanted, to be set apart from people who hurt me. It only made me sicker. Sicker. Thats what it did to me. The doctors said i’d never get well. That i would suffer severe Chronic Manic depression, and never be well, that id be stuck on antidepressants all of my life. I would plot suicide on a daily basis, binging and purging my food as often as opening and closing a door. The pain was too real. People choked me. Assaulted me. Told me i was ugly, told me to apologize to him for every year i was alive. i felt worthless. Nothing ever got better. Then my mother died. The (1) & only soul who ever loved /emotionally supported me was removed from the earth. I was stuck living with people who broke me, ruined my identity, thus causing me to hate God. I thought God hated me, that he was just like the ones who tortured me, a family of abusers, who cover up all their actions with the mask of religion. I didnt know that God is on my side. I didnt know that Jesus would Love and Defend me, and fight for me and that He later would heal me, rescue me from Family. The ones who caused me pain. The ones who choked me for wearing a pagan necklace. I moved out after family threatened to throw all my belongings on the front yard, and have me permanently institutionalized in an insane asylum, when they were the ones who caused my mental illness via abuse. They blamed me for the abuse they did to me. To take my life in a psychiatric unit aka insane asylum when they were the ones who made me suicidal. Next morning i moved in with my dead mom’s parents. I stayed on the antidepressants, prescribed. But they only made me sicker. I got deeper and deeper into witchcraft, thinking it was a solution. But it made me even more suicidal. Self hatred was inescapable. All my cards have fallen down. I have nothing left. But out. I wanted out. I decided i was going to kill myself. I was going to take all my pills. But then Jesus stepped in. I didnt die. I surrendered my life to Jesus to make me well and heal me. The deity i blamed for me being abused wanted to heal me. He Was fighting for me and Loved me all along. He wanted to love me. He wanted to give me a new heart. His Heart. Jesus miraculously healed me - i am off all the drugs and dont need them and i dont have any mental illnesses. I am totally healed , full of joy. I’m now a born again Christian. I want ALL y’all to know that JESUS IS ON YOUR SIDE HE’s FIGHTING FOR you. Don’t believe me? Just WATCH WHAT HE WILL DO FOR YOU NEXT
I’m really happy for you and sorry about all the pain you’ve endured throughout your life. I hope you continue to heal and can find happiness, which you deserve.
@@paulschraml8120 Religion actually has a ton of scientific evidence for why it is very prevalent in humans. Seeing psychological benefit is a repeatedly described experience.
I’m suicidal because I’ve ruined everything in my life and deeply hurt my own kids. I’m a worthless piece of crap. I don’t know what happinesss feels like 😢😢😢
It does seen abrupt here in the clip, sorry about that. In the full video you learn that the client is referred to therapy with Sommers-Flanagan because of she's been having suicidal thoughts.
Get the book HANDS OF LIGHT written by the physicist Barbara Brennan. This book will tell you that you are eternal light right now. It will tell you there really is a dimension called heaven so feel free to go there.
this is a weird therapy session. the therapist assumed a lot of things, and he doesn’t ever verbally say “i’m so sorry that sounds hard”.. it’s all intellectual. it’s why we have the mental health issues that we do.
sorry doc, you havent touched the iceberg in terms of this stuff, bgut im willing to be interviwed, jus dont be shunned by contraversial ideas. HAHHAAHHHAHHAAHAHA!!!!!
Your life matters! I know it doesn't seem or feel that way....I know you want to escape the pain and not deal with it ALL anymore! I can relate and have been there many times. Please, hang in there! It is a big, big world out there! You are not limited to where you are. Jesus loves you, Strange King! I know you want rest and freedom. Believe me, I know! There is hope. As long as there is life, there is hope. Hang in there!
I know life can take a turn on you ,dont have kids why would I want to bring anyone into this hellhole they will only be at chance of mental or physical illness, deal with heat or cold ,loneliness,starvation being poor and the most scary part of life death of a loved one or fear of your own
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I have a year and a half left of grad school. I hope I can handle suicidal clients like the counselor in this video.
Then I hope I die before having to rely on a counselor/therapist.
Mind your beeswax.
I was suicidal my whole childhood up to about 68 which is what I am now. Nobody cared. I was/am totally anti social, but I was/am ignored. Not ignored by the female that was supposed to be my mother. She was in a rage from supporting 2 kids by herself AND believing in what the cartels of this world told her about reality.
Years later after reading about 200 books, I find out the federal reserve cartel is doing this to people. They are communists that want most of the people off this planet so they are breaking up families on a consistent basis. They ritually put innocent people in prisons and furnish no amount of money that will help them get out. The video AGENDA Grinding Down America says breaking up families causes the women to have to ask for welfare for themselves and their children. This makes these people committed to following communist rules. The stimulus money handed out is about causing people to be dependent.
But these psychiatrists/psychotherapists can't say that, can they? According to this book, these so called medical/psychiatric doctors just may be in on it because a genocide plan is going on:
Deadly Medicines and Organized Crime: How Big Pharma Has Corrupted Healthcare 1st Edition by Peter Gzsche
What should be happening is installing this book into as many schools and colleges as possible to right this world. But cartels are vigilant. They insist on evolution, which physics says doesn't exist. Energy is constantly vibrating, pulsating, spinning and otherwise always in motion as this energy creates everything we see and don't see. This is called constant creation. Constant creation means we CAN'T die.
This constant creation can be seen in diagrams and pictures in the book HANDS OF LIGHT written by the physicist Barbara Brennan. According to the speed subatomic particles spin, nothing can be physical or solid. Death is dependent on us being physical. Otherwise, what are you going to leave when you supposedly die? This is a holographic existence where we and everything else is being created as images. Knowing this could cure suicide, which is a weird word because it sounds like there is no death at all. I mean, everyone believes they will die one day, so how can there be suicide, a death that is a little bit early? Suicide knows nothing about quantum physics. Suicide followers don't read that much.
In my 20s I called a couple of suicide hotlines, but could tell then that those people were useless. Nobody on the other side of that phone is going to care. They are being paid to say words that mean nothing. They haven't read physics either. In that book HANDS OF LIGHT are many diagrams and pictures of what we look like as eternal holograms and eternal electrical energy fields. Do yourself a favor and get this book.
Good luck to everyone watching.
Came here because I am having suicidal thoughts, hoping this will help😥
I hope you’re doing okay now and know how important you are. Sending all of my love 💓💓💓
Me too.
How are are you doing? I just came across this video today. ❤sendng you love from Ghana Africa
Yoo, how're u doing today?
@@TheleastofHisHey man, hows it going today?
Are the full interviews available?
Be careful what you admit to a therapist. They can force you into treatment against your will.
This forced treatment goes on your permanent health record which can prevent you from holding certain jobs and will most definitely increase your insurance costs.
You may not be eligible for life insurance.
Which type of jobs can it prevent you from getting?
@@fickleemu4life401 ...
A quick internet search came up with this info;
"Military, police, FBI, CIA, fire fighter, pilot, government contractor, secret service, EMS, possibly even doctors or other medical professions. Basically anything where you could have someone’s life in your hands - you’re not going to get that kind of job with a mental illness. If you have depression or bipolar disorder, or any form of psychosis, they’re not gonna let you do a job where you carry a gun or have the responsibility of saving or not saving someone in a fire."
I personally would add teachers, counselors and other professionals that deal with children.
Do your own search and you'll find even more.
Armed forces, certain medical titles, police@@fickleemu4life401
Some years ago, I almost took my own life. I was abused when I was a kid, broken, depressed, anorexic, bulimic, self-harming. suicidal. My biological father choked me and chased me with the lawnmower as if her was gonna run me over, I went in & out of psychiatric units like it was a game of Chess. Suicide watch. I was on enough Antidepressants to kill a horse since i was 12. I hated myself. I wanted out. I wanted the pain to stop. The abuse to end
I wanted power. I got into witchcraft. I thought it would give me the identity i wanted, to be set apart from people who hurt me. It only made me sicker. Sicker. Thats what it did to me.
The doctors said i’d never get well. That i would suffer severe Chronic Manic depression, and never be well, that id be stuck on antidepressants all of my life.
I would plot suicide on a daily basis, binging and purging my food as often as opening and closing a door. The pain was too real. People choked me. Assaulted me. Told me i was ugly, told me to apologize to him for every year i was alive. i felt worthless. Nothing ever got better. Then my mother died. The (1) & only soul who ever loved /emotionally supported me was removed from the earth. I was stuck living with people who broke me, ruined my identity, thus causing me to hate God. I thought God hated me, that he was just like the ones who tortured me, a family of abusers, who cover up all their actions with the mask of religion. I didnt know that God is on my side. I didnt know that Jesus would Love and Defend me, and fight for me and that He later would heal me, rescue me from Family. The ones who caused me pain. The ones who choked me for wearing a pagan necklace.
I moved out after family threatened to throw all my belongings on the front yard, and have me permanently institutionalized in an insane asylum, when they were the ones who caused my mental illness via abuse.
They blamed me for the abuse they did to me.
To take my life in a psychiatric unit aka insane asylum when they were the ones who made me suicidal.
Next morning i moved in with my dead mom’s parents.
I stayed on the antidepressants, prescribed. But they only made me sicker. I got deeper and deeper into witchcraft, thinking it was a solution. But it made me even more suicidal. Self hatred was inescapable. All my cards have fallen down. I have nothing left. But out. I wanted out.
I decided i was going to kill myself. I was going to take all my pills.
But then Jesus stepped in. I didnt die. I surrendered my life to Jesus to make me well and heal me.
The deity i blamed for me being abused wanted to heal me. He Was fighting for me and Loved me all along.
He wanted to love me. He wanted to give me a new heart. His Heart.
Jesus miraculously healed me - i am off all the drugs and dont need them and i dont have any mental illnesses. I am totally healed , full of joy.
I’m now a born again Christian.
I want ALL y’all to know that JESUS IS ON YOUR SIDE
HE’s FIGHTING FOR you.
Don’t believe me?
Just WATCH WHAT HE WILL DO FOR YOU NEXT
How exactly did Jesus save you?
Completely fake story, in a blatant attempt to convert people ^^^^^
I’m really happy for you and sorry about all the pain you’ve endured throughout your life. I hope you continue to heal and can find happiness, which you deserve.
@@paulschraml8120 Religion actually has a ton of scientific evidence for why it is very prevalent in humans. Seeing psychological benefit is a repeatedly described experience.
I’m suicidal because I’ve ruined everything in my life and deeply hurt my own kids. I’m a worthless piece of crap. I don’t know what happinesss feels like 😢😢😢
Sorry but did client 2 bring up suicide before? Seems a bit odd that the counsellor would just throw it out there like that lol
It does seen abrupt here in the clip, sorry about that. In the full video you learn that the client is referred to therapy with Sommers-Flanagan because of she's been having suicidal thoughts.
I need this guys info
Get the book HANDS OF LIGHT written by the physicist Barbara Brennan. This book will tell you that you are eternal light right now. It will tell you there really is a dimension called heaven so feel free to go there.
this is a weird therapy session. the therapist assumed a lot of things, and he doesn’t ever verbally say “i’m so sorry that sounds hard”.. it’s all intellectual. it’s why we have the mental health issues that we do.
Iv never felt happy
Hi I think I can help you. I offer EFT therapy and I would like to offer you a free session online.
sorry doc, you havent touched the iceberg in terms of this stuff, bgut im willing to be interviwed, jus dont be shunned by contraversial ideas. HAHHAAHHHAHHAAHAHA!!!!!
Suicide is an escape attempt but after taken back into custody the sentence will be increased.
So you mean suicide attempts increase life expectancy?
@@lukaskaltenmaier3808 Life is prison.
@@user-pe5xd3qh7m x is y
@@lukaskaltenmaier3808 it may not be for you, but for me and some other people it is
@@user-pe5xd3qh7m I know it is for me as well. I was just trolling the OP because I have no clue what he wanted to express in it.
probably i wouldn't be able to see reply on this comment after 2 hours ,
Just want freedom and rest
Sorry god , mother and frnds
hang in there!! there is hope even when you think is not!!
Your life matters! I know it doesn't seem or feel that way....I know you want to escape the pain and not deal with it ALL anymore! I can relate and have been there many times. Please, hang in there! It is a big, big world out there! You are not limited to where you are. Jesus loves you, Strange King! I know you want rest and freedom. Believe me, I know! There is hope. As long as there is life, there is hope. Hang in there!
I know life can take a turn on you ,dont have kids why would I want to bring anyone into this hellhole they will only be at chance of mental or physical illness, deal with heat or cold ,loneliness,starvation being poor and the most scary part of life death of a loved one or fear of your own
I hope you’re safe
I hope you made it out of that body. Now you are in that dimension called heaven. Don't ever come back here. This earth is what is called hell.