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forget it.
lost tape.
nocturnal.
anxiety.
gone.
atlas.
nightfall.
hurt.
it's over.
sad memories.
vision.
echoes.
3 a.m
insomnia.
escape.
heartbroken.
secrets.
misery.
alone.
this weird call I received last night.
nowhere.
dead end.
snowfall.
leaving.
endless.
never.
dreamscape.
alone in space.
distorted memories.
nostalgia.
the light soul.
help me.
distant.
lonely.
lost.
broken.
sometimes.
far away.
outside.
sadness.
I might be dead.
retire.
runaway.
silence.
hide away.
waiting.
the end.
emptiness.
dream.
life's too short.
live in nostalgia
lost at night.
lost balance.
To all who read this comment, we don't know each other and probably never will but I wish you all the best in life and all the luck in the worldi 💕
yee
❤
To you too ❤
Likewise, keep going.
Fourth of July tonight. 1AM and all the fireworks are dying down. At a friend's house, everyone's getting ready to go to bed and people are leaving for the night. On the back patio listening to the last remaining fireworks for the night and quietly playing this soundtrack all while smoking a cigarette. It's warm, very still air, almost no wind. Nights like these remind me that even though I'm very miserable and depressed, that life does have it's good moments. Tonight was one of those nights for me. For the first time in literal years, I have a clear mind.
I feel this, 4th July ist my birthday and I’m standing currently outside smoking and listening to this playlist
that sounds like a cool moment. I'm miserable and depressed too, we can talk about it if you want 🤝
@@the.seagull.35 yeah, nothing in life ever goes my way and I have absolutely no dreams for the future, so life is pretty miserable
@@ihavenoname4139 Thats how I've been tempted to look at my life too. I mean that definitely is what it seems like lately.
What dreams did you use to have?
Les mando abrazos... los días malos también son de aprendizaje ...
This feels like realizing you'll never heal, and you make peace with that.
Currently lying in bed in my room. It's the middle of the night. I'm drawing messed up things all night while listening to this after having been yelled at all day. I've been sitting at home doing almost nothing for 4 to 5 days now. I'm struggling with mental issues as well as weight gain and SH. Randomly started crying writing this edgy vent comment for no reason. And idk if this makes sense. But thank you for actually reading this comment and not scrolling to the next one.
Your art looks amazing . . You can do this . Believe me .
I’m sorry you are feeling this way. I don’t why I came across this video and your comment but I’m sending you a warm hug. If you enjoy drawing, make the most of it, keep a graphic journal and let it flow. I hope you feel better. You’ve got this ❤
I’m sorry you are feeling this way. I don’t why I came across this video and your comment but I’m sending you a warm hug. If you enjoy drawing, make the most of it, keep a graphic journal and let it flow. I hope you feel better. You’ve got this ❤ also I’ve subbed. You’re very talented ! (My son draws too 😊)
As a trucker listening to music like this driving through the mountains and forests alone is both heart wrenchingly lonely and beautiful.
Are you crazy? You should record and post it. That'll be awesome
Yeah just your dashcam and this kind of music in the background. Maybe even stream it, people would watch that for sure. You wont be able to red the chat while driving but you would feel less lonely.
I would watch this as much as possible
@@lonewaffle231ecording and posting after that might be possible but i don't think he will be able to stream deep in the forests lol. Probably no internet service
Safe driving~
18/09/2023
Probably no one gonna read it but i write anyway, it makes relax to write while listening this music.
At my room all alone in the dark, my head outside the window smoking a joint, thinking about all the bad moments i had in my life.
Thinking about my members of family and friends gone.
Thinking about all the things I failed at and imagining what I could have been if I would have made the right choices.
All my close friends live elsewhere far from home, living alone all the time without having anyone to talk to is hard apart from at work where these are the only times I can chat with customers.
I broke with my ex some months ago after 5 years of relation, no choice to get back to my mother house. It was like i falled from a mountain and get back to zero.
It was not easy and had a hard time with depression.
These years was really the worst. Somehow we still can make it if you do your best to achieve your dream.
Having a new purpose in life can help you to get back on your feets, i do my best to create art everyday even if it's not the best. I'm still improving with the time. Still scared to create an account and post my art on internet.
Maybe someday i will.
Even if times like this make me down, i keep fighting and doing my best.
Maybe a day i will finally reach my dream to be a real traditionnal artist and make my friend who is gone for years, proud of me. Gilles, i will never forget you, hope you will be proud of me from where you are.
Thank you for reading it all. I love you all.
I believe in you
Обязательно начните показывать свои работы в интернете. Верю, что все получится ❤
I hope that you will become really happy. I believe that in time you will be fine. Do not be sad. I believe in you)
We genuinely love you as well. And most importantly, we definitely believe in you. ❤❤❤
Man, this message is very deep! Hope you'll be okay. Continue your journey
Сегодня я разошёлся со своей девушкой, ведь я узнал, что она мне изменила... Стою на балконе в 3 часа ночи, в наушниках играет эта музыка, смотрю на дорогу уходящую в даль, а над ней сияет шикарное ночное небо с бесчисленным количеством звёзд... Хоть и моё сердце сжимается от боли, зато в голове крутятся мысли, что абсолютно все временно и скоротечно, что наша жизнь - мельчайший интервал времени... И его не стоит тратить на тех людей, которые этого не заслуживают. Нужно приложить множество усилий чтобы начать жить с чистого листа... Да, так и поступлю, но этот трудоёмкий процесс реализую завтра... А сейчас... Сейчас пойду заварю себе чашку зелёного чая и продолжу наслаждаться ночным пейзажем под эту шикарную музыку, попивая зелёный чай...
В каждом обыденном моменте есть своя красота и своя мудрость, главное её разглядеть...
П.с. Прошу прощения за столь большое количество букв, но нужно было выговориться... Так просила душа, так просило сердце...
Неделю назад расстался со свои любимым человеком 💔 Мы серьезно поссорились, виноват в соре я, но в тот момент я со всей силы вцепился в отношения и пытался все исправить, но она не хотела двигаться в этом направлении, потом я узнал, уже после расставания, что ещё до ссоры она общалась с другим и ей было проще высказать все чувства ему, а не мне, хотя обещала всегда быть со мной открытой. Мы оборвали все мосты, я уже третий день подряд вечером стою на балконе и слушаю этот плейлист, он помогает быть в моменте и осознавать, что все в этом мире временно. Я верю все будет хорошо 😔
Это грустно.
Но это жизнь.
Почти все когда то раскалывали свое сердце.
Доброго вам .
Жизнь бесконечна, Бог не закрывает одну дверь не приоткрыв другую...
Прекрасные слова!
Будь счастлив хороший человек❤и поверь...что ни делается...всё только к лучшему🙏
Drinking my beer on my porch,looking at the night sky...it's beautiful...OMG....it's full of stars....
I'm a metalhead at the core, but I love me some ambient.
#based multiple genre enjoyer
Same here 😎
Well you’re the bees knees ❤❤❤❤
Same here fellow metal head 🤝
Same bro
to anyone reading this...
itll be okay❤
take a breath, drink some water, get some fresh air if you need it
maybe do a little stretching or a workout if you feel like it
get a snack if you're low on energy
or take a nap, youve been working hard and its okay to rest
it might feel tough right now but I know you can get through this
there are people who care for you and dont forget to care for yourself too
you've got this!!❤💛💚💪:)
Thanks I really needed that bless u❤❤❤❤
T H A N K Y O U
I N E E D R E S T
I W I L L R E S T
I W I L L R E S T
I W I L L
I
I W I L L R E S T N O W
‘8”” 5(3 &7+’34
@ICH166 glad i could help❤ hope you're doing okay
Danke.
thank you, i genuinely needed this , i have been so dehydrated and i was just pushing it off, this was the boost that i needed to really get me to finally drink water after a bit now
The day is 11.01.2024 here in Germany. I'm sitting in my appartment and watching the cars and trains go by at the evening.
Smoking a joint and thinking about the past and the dreams i have for my future.
6months ago, i lost my best friend. I wanted to marry her, but life had different plans for us. Normally she would sit here with me. Now its just the memory.
Enjoy your time with your loved ones ❤ Almost everything seems temporary in this life. Everything besides our memories :)
Love ya all ❤
This isn't depression, this isn't sadness, this is peace.
La depresion es mala, y lo sabes hermano.
@@unbarrratipo6859 I agree
All that begins must inevitably end, its not sad or wrong simply the nature of life.
@@TheJman669it's not nature it's simply 💩
@@unbarrratipo6859 OH MY GOD FUCK ALL THESE DEPRESSO COMMENTS I JUST UNDERSTOOD SOMEONE (NATIVE???) SPEAKING SPANISH, LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
I’m here high and depressed but yeah bro your music is one of a kind, I’m chilling, gives me goosebumps
Here's Some Anti-Depressive Panacea Vibes For Ya, Straight From Tallahassee..
keep your head up brother. without the lows in life you wouldnt be able to appreciate the highs. keep on living and taking care of yourself, whatever you have goin on in your life the rutt cant last forever. stay strong and i love you, fellow human
This is the place to go to, when you're feeling that way. Love to you and just remember to cherish the delights and the shadows that life has to offer us. It can be hard sometimes but you can do it... You never know what wonderful thing is just around the corner.
Same here... high, depressed, insomniatic trying to calm my mind with this Kind of music
@@Planstar420here here 😔
no negativity, no sadness, no depression, just straight vibing happiness, i hope everyone who reads this will have a wonderful day, life is so amazing if you let it be ☺
как мне позволить ей быть? если сейчас ничего не зависит от меня 😔 депресия печаль страх 24 часа
как мне всё это победить??? как мне всё это изменить??? как как как???🙏🙏🙏
I think of the times I've spent with my mother when listening to this. Memories of her beautiful soul that guided me. I recently lost her. I will love her eternally.
Сочувствую Вам! Я тоже 3 года назад потеряла маму! До сих пор еще не отпускает...😢😢😢
🙏🙏🙏😔 все мы дети, пока живы наши Мамы🙏🙏🙏
😢
I think therefore I am
My Mother your Mother were the best and understanding I thank the heavens for just a wonderful and perhaps tortured soul my Mother was.
This is the type of music I want to listen, a vibe of nostalgic and depression.
How many meds to you own?
@@ChristopherSalsa i think at least 1.
This just feels like a endless void of feeling basically nothing just a track of life miserable life
Constantly feeling derealisation and daydreaming and idk why i felt so weird last year i wasn’t really depressed
It was like a dream at night
Remember to breathe and that it's okay to cry. I cried the whole way home from work and there is so much peace in feeling your emotions. Its good to be strong but its also so okay to be messed up. Really soul touching to read all the comments, it's like im not alone in this whirlwind
В сложные периоды жизни я не могу сдерживать слез, слезы вырываются прилюдно, я их не могу сдеоживать и понимаю, что я должна их выплакать именно прилюдно. Именно в такие моменты я открываюсь миру. И потом обретаю спокойствие, ведь теперь все знают что живет во мне. Принято быть сдержанным и отстраненным в общественных местах, плакать это признак слабости и вроде бы ты никому не нужен. Я вчера так плакала в поезде, когда уезжала и хорошо, что люди молчали, делали вид, что это не замечают, я поплакала и успокоилась. В такие моменты чувствуешь скорость света, скорость вселенной, чувствуешь далекое прошлое как сейчас , все сливается и каждым днем жизни пронзает тело, отзываясь множеством чувств в одном мгновении.
Aqui son las 20:10, estoy en una habitacion de tantas que puedan existir en infinitas realidades, pero la luz esta conmigo, paso de una estancia a otra sin importar cuanto peso llevo acumulado, sin importar cuanto tiempo he disfrutado realmente, se que estoy estuve y estare.
For me reading all the comments is like reading a good book and reading with an open mind. Thank you. From the mother city Cape Town South Africa ❤️
Well put. Thank you for being You! 🙏🔥🙏
Никогда не думал, что потеря человека, которого ты любил всей своей душой, сделает так невыносимо больно💔
Sept 6th 2023, 11.50pm.... the feeling I get by listening to this in my one room apartment with all lights turned off, except for the tiny yellow decorative lights on a wall.... as the cold AC hits my face and I look out through my huge glass window into the darkness...
Yes. I want you remember these feelings and the calm you felt midst the actual chaos in your life.
- A note to self❤
I will be visiting this again.
are you ok?
пошло два месяца.. и мне правда интересно как у тебя дела сейчас
you ok?@@salatarmatura
When you return, take a big breath, look into the darkness and know your okay its just dark, a void of peace between sight & sound 🫱🏻🫲🏼
Hope all is good
Sitting here reading these comments got me thinking.. We are all living in the moment, we don't realize it but as kids we can't wait to be adults. Then as adults we miss when we were kids. It'd drive anyone crazy thinking about it all, but everyone of us in this comment section is special. Think about it, we beat unfathomable odds to exist and grow inside our mothers to become who we all are today. Cherish what you have, cherish who you meet along the way, learn from them, talk to them, hear their stories. Each one of us is unique and special in our own way. Life shouldn't be something you wallow in sorrow over, it should be something you take on with pride and ambition. Take chances. You only live once. If anyone needs some encouraging words... I'll say this; Help and give unto others just as you desire others to do for you when feeling lost or hopeless, because you aren't alone. So many of us have been through our own troubles, you'd be surprised at what you may find or who you may befriend out of it. I was lost for a long time but found so many friends in recent years and even met my special person who I love very much. Don't give up, be yourself and love yourself. Its a long road and its not about where you're going but the journey to get there. Stay safe friends, peace.
Either for good or bad I have out lived all in my family. Do think about them daily.
Lovely souls It sadness me to see so many comments from people dealing with depression, words really help at times but in all honesty when someone is depress words only hit surface level. I don't know who will read this comment but I want you to know that you are a strong being. Everything in this life is a moment wether it be what we choose to perceive it as good or bad it passes by sometimes it takes a little longer but it eventually does. Someone said " pain leaves when its done teaching you." I dont know the cure to depression but finding things to do that you love helps & most important you are not alone even if it feels like that you are not there are more people out here that are also dealing with it but together we can uplift each other and it makes things a bit better. Please always remember you are precious you are all love and your lifes matter you all matter, your existence is a wonderful gift. Sometimes we dont know the impact we have on others but people care. Have a lovely life and never give up.
highfrequency, your message is so very uplifting and true on so many levels. Indeed you are coming from a place where words do not exist. Thank you, namaste
When my end comes...fairly soon, I shall be listening to this as I leave my body.
No need to look back.
Won't miss a thing down here.
Goodnight whoever is reading this, you deserve the calm nights awaiting you and the days filled with energy that you've been looking forward to seeing.
Lying on the floor at 3 am and crying. Some hard day. But after darkness always be dawn.
Cool music
Upd: Thanks everyone! 🦇🖤🦇
Good luck
Beautiful days will come to you :)
You will overcome
Greetings from Hungary :)
✨🌌✨🌄✨
Youre not alone, if that helps the pain in any way. The last two days have been insanely tough for me, try to sleep at 10pm, end up awake all night crying and regretting and self hating. Its a struggle, one day at a time as cheesy as it sounds. You are right, time will pass whether you want it to or not.
@@Toebex while we're alive we can stuggle against our mind. There are no problems in life, only tasks
Got recommended this and i didnt expect it to be a 3+ hour long music mix.
And it's beautiful
Heheh agreed, thought it was something creepy
So worth it ❤️
A few months back I visited a wilderness area solo. A good 3 hours drive out of town, high on a cliff overlooking hundreds of acres of lakes and forest. What I found is that nature accepts you, The birds and the squirrels get used to you quickly. The wind on your face, all the while seeing the waves on the lake miles away... not for a moment did I feel lonely. In fact, when time was up that day, it felt as though the forest was lonely, asking why I was leaving. That my friends, so it seems to me, is what connection with nature feels like.
BEAUTIFUL!!
Я не могу без природы,поэтому живу в маленькой деревне..отказалась от городов
ЗАМЕЧАТЕЛЬНО !!!
@@krissk2745Я ТОЖЕ ЖИВУ В ЛЕСУ, В МЕЩЕРЕ, АБСОЛЮТНО СЧАСТЛИВА......................
This is just calm. Just, calm. I love it, it gives me what I had missed in my life, the feeling of chills, depressing, yet peaceful. I love it.
No matter how much I feel like a stranger with my close friends, music has always been with me. I probably lost a lot of things, people, but music has always been with me.
are you ok?
Same here.
Hope all is well 👑❤️🔥
@@500express9 how are you?
Yes music stays with you and can touch your soul. Also the sound of water for me works wonderfully. Never knew till recently all the bath tub filling videos on TH-cam they are my favorite! Waterfalls,rivers,brooks,fountains you name it. Look under ASMR water sounds. Hope this helps others!
was expecting a horror compilation but got absolute serenity
I just got a panic attack. I'm alone in a strange city. I have no friend. I haven't gone to school for months. I don't even know if I should keep living. But this music calms me down a bit. Maybe I should try again tomorrow
Still trying bro. You Will never be alone
keep trying even if it is just to make it one more day don’t give up and you are not alone
Don't worry , everything is gonna be alright soon , ur strong ❤🥹
This playlist keeps popping up before I go to bed. I realize now the beauty in life is equal to the flow of water.
I drink like a gallon of water every day, and I used to not like drinking water every day.
Nowadays I think water is the soul, and one day I’ll dry up. Most days I feel dehydrated regardless.
I stopped being there for everyone else. Now I’m just here because there is this really cool person who stares back at me regardless of the hour.
Once upon a time everything was dark, and then the light turned on and I was surrounded by love. Still am, anyway good night 😊
A gem cannot be polished without friction, nor a man without trials.
- Seneca
C'est beau
I like that.
It's akin to a saying that I love from FDR: A smooth sea never made a skilled sailor
@@metrotek5 "Get off the shed!" -Frank Henderson
What
"LISTEN TO ME!!!"
- Ray Kump
Life is the strangest thing. It's so vivid and beautiful for so many people. It's chock full of disaster, love, peace, hate, joy, and excitement. Swelling with such powerful emotion and experience, and then right alongside them there are people dragging themselves from one day to next. And they are so often alone and forgotten by everyone. Including themselves. Just waiting for something to happen. Stuck in a hole that doesn't seem to stop growing. I wish I was one of those first people. But, especially lately, I've felt so lost and deflated. I can barely manage to feed myself. I rarely clean. I can't seem to muster the drive to do anything. I can't remember the last time I actually got excited about something. It feels like I am alone, even though I know there are people that care about me and want to help. But I just don't know how to let them. I can't even really describe how I feel exactly, because it's not a feeling. It's a lack of them. It's like I've just been watching myself pretend to live for the past 5 years. Strangely enough, the only way I can seem to come close to processing emotions is when I write poetry. Listening to this inspired to write something. So, if you have read this far, enjoy my self-absorbed word smithing.
Make Me
Make me see.
Make me believe.
Make this faithless fool
Finally fathom his place
Among these rivers and reeds.
Under the leaves of these trees.
So far from the stars
Of a bitter winter's eve.
Help me understand.
Help me be another man.
Help this lonely heart
Feel what it longs to.
Whatever I can,
Before it all falls through.
Let me move on.
Let me let go.
Let these dulled eyes
See what they have not known.
Breathe into them new life,
And break the still sky,
That has long been stone.
Give me meaning.
Give me grace.
Give this restless body
A dream to chase.
Something to stand for.
A truth to take,
When I finally leave this place.
Let the fires light a hopeless face.
Guide me to love.
Guide me to peace.
Or guide me somewhere better, at least.
Somewhere this smile isn't a lie.
Where I can feel.
Where I can cry.
Away from this void.
Out of this hole.
Out of this hollow hell
And back to my soul.
I hope you read this reply. Your poetry touched me. Thank you!
I- wow. Please keep writing, it is amazing, and really touched my heart. I understand where you’re coming from, and wish I had the motivation, but motivation is such a rare resource these days. I know it doesn’t mean much, but whenever I’m down more than usual, I love to write, and I’ve found joy in seeing others enjoy my work, even though I feel it could be much better. Writing in an almost third-person reflection of myself has seemed to just click with a group, I think? I’m just rambling at this point
What I find that is so jarring is that once dead your existence just disappears. I'm the last man standing in my family, all gone now. It's a strange situation but love this music, which is calming.
I feel like this music has actually formed a really positive community.
Hello. I made music in the same style, you can listen to it on my channel, support is important!!!
Всевышний дал слух и зрение. Сижу смотрю в окно. Падают листья, чирикают воробьи, речка течёт. Мне тепло в доме и мир за стеклом прекрасен. Хорошая музыка для релаксации.
This is peace. I need this. I need it all to end. Not with my end. No. I need to get away from it all. I need my place out in the foggy, pnw middle of nowhere.
That’s my dream, one day when I get old enough I will disappear into the never ending forest and be one with nature. I will finally be happy and at peace with myself. The demons and struggle inside of me will be gone once I reach that forest. I got camping all the time and every time I enter that forest I feel like I belong.😌
This is amazing, really. I can't compete with it at all.
But please listen to this as well.
SUOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
I listen to Vocaloids nearly every day, it's nice to come here for a short break...
Hey How are you?
Could be better lol. Still alive tho@@themangle-laggle
@@overclocked-hz42069 what's wrong?
@@themangle-laggle just life tbh, seeking help from God, maybe that'll do. Besides that the overwhelming body dysphoria!
@@themangle-laggleJust the dysphoria
I always go to the comment section under videos like this because I know there's definitely going to be beautiful messages either sad or comforting but they just make me feel at peace with myself and the rest of the world. I love reading while listening to soothing music like this. That's what I'm doing right now too haha :)
You are not alone ❤ I am with you whoever you are
should I check my window?
Thanks But This Won't Change Something, What I've Been Through Is Not Easy To Discript
My name is nagraj from india.
@@mooneymakes359iam a legal man from india
@@nagrajnagrare6963a m from Vladivostok ❤
This sounds if I'm still searching for my mom's in the hazy heavens. It's been going on three years since I've lost my rock,my everything,my teacher and friend. I hope you do well this year in 2023 my friend. Blessings to you all in this vast earth..🤘
I am sorry for your loss.
I guess we are almost in the same boat. I lost my little brother in 2014. Mom and a younger cousin in 2016. One more cousin i Des 2020. My next younger brother in early 2021 of cancer. He was for me as you describe your mom. My aunt (moms sister) passed close after my brother.
I soon have Phd in grief process. (bad joke but almost true).
Bless you and rest assured that your mom sees you and know what you are feeling. YOu can't call her but you probably feel her presence.
There is an afterlife. A human or an animals soul never disappear. We just transform to an Intelligent energy. I remember when we lost our cat. We could hear the sound of her purring in her favourite spot up to almost 14 days after she passed. we heard it clearly but the sound was not possible to record on my Phone. I only got static noise.
Bless you and hope you do OK. The loss will never heal but it will be bearable with time.
I dread the day when I have to face that reality, I’ve been having panic attacks about it lately. I’m sorry for your loss my friend, try to find someone to talk to if it gets really bad, it can help. 🙏
@@danclancy5319Life is brutal. For some of us, it feels especially brutal. I am doing OK, so I am writing to you to offer comfort and help you realize that when we feel things are bad, there are always others who have it worse.
There is always someone who has experienced something similar or worse. When we are struck by a tragedy, we feel the injustice, and in that moment, we feel like it only happened to us.
Many lose everything. I hope you have more family to lean on for support. It feels good to talk about it. I had a best friend with whom I could talk about everything like that. Unfortunately, he died right in the midst of all this.
Now I have one family member of my own blood left, and that is my father. My mother and my brothers were the ones I was closest to, but I have learned the hard way to cherish each day, and I spend more time with my father than I used to.
I apologize for writing under an alias, but I don't have a personal Google account or Facebook account. The account I used to write to you is one I use to stay in touch with some friends who have stayed together through a video game for over 20 years.
🙏 Bless you, and I hope you will feel better with time. I suppose this music has awakened our thoughts about our loved ones.
Sorry for your loss. Please hang in there.
I also lost my mom recently and can, unfortunately, relate to the storm that you must have went through earlier. I anticipate the pain and scars will be attached for some time. There is an excerpt online that i read about coping with tragedy as you would with different sized waves. It’s a powerful message coming from someone whose lived and seen quite a bit of loss. He may not even be around us anymore but his words truly put things into perspective.
I am very sorry for your loss. Sending hearts to you…
Im very miserable and in a very bad spot right now, this is only thing calming me down.
Hey How are you?
This is amazing, really. I can't compete with it at all.
But please listen to this as well.
SUOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
Hey !!!! All the souls here here are so kind and compassionate. That's how we need the world to be. Understanding and supportive so that that no war exists. No depression like things exists....
Это лучший комент, однозначно. Любящий мир, в мире жизнь свою и проживает.
The magic of a moment is not in its duration, but in its impact.
Когда музыка созданна для души и делалась с душой, это чувствуется с первых нот. Что может быть лучше:выходной после трудной рабочей недели, отдых от всей суеты и забот, когда можно просто расслабиться ни о чем не думать и слушая такую музыку неспеша и плавно, плыть по волнам своего хорошего настроения....
Hard
я тебе так скажу, друг, даже с максимально хуевым настроением и ненависти к жизни, такая музыка хоть каплю расслабляет, хотя бы засыпать проще)
@@TOTMUTYK Ну можно и так сказать)) Лично меня такая музыка убаюкивает как колыбельная. В последнее время всё чаще включаю релаксовые вещи чтобы как то от всего абстрагироваться. Время нынче неспокойное, сам знаешь. Негатив идёт ото всюду, а мне просто хочется спокойствия и тишины. Прислушаться к самому себе, остановить хаотичное течение мыслей и просто расслабиться.
@@Max-gz8qe если дофига hard, значит скоро будет много easy!
@@Evgenii-Nevskii как - же я тебя понимаю) Надеюсь все будет нормально
This music brings so many people together, all listening to the same noises in a crazy world.
We all on our healing journey, no goal or destination but journey is the goal. Ups and down of life, faith courage takes you out. Evolve that’s the reason we here, working everyday, sending hugs to all who are consciously working on themselves 💕💕
C'est une des plus belles volontés ici-bas. Nous le devons oui, pour nous-même. Être louable aux yeux d'autres vivants. Amicalement de France.
i’m healing, i hope i can find it all again and in myself. thanks for everything
I find it fascinating that everyone here from the comments I’ve read has a unique and different story to tell, sorrow, loss, stress, anxiety, depression, suicide…
You all are loved whether you believe it or not!! Keep on pushing for a better day, they will always come
ЭТА МУЗЫКА ДЕЙСТВИТЕЛЬНО ПОМОГАЕТ, ПРОСТО ВОЛШЕБСТВО, С П А С И Б О !!!
This music doesn't really depress me. It kind of brings a silent stillness into my soul. Maybe a bit of introspection.
The only thing that calms me during or after a panic attack are these videos thank you
Музыка для завершения рабочего дня....... Просто прекрасно, я счастлив, я доволен
Меня в какое то состояние потерянноати вводит эта музыка и картинка, но это прикольно
aden dva tree hahahaha
This is taking me to a vulnerable place, I lost my dad 1 month ago and had so much of his business to handle. Realizing I am just starting to grieve and it hurts. Real bad. Please God help me to continue to help my brothers and to help myself to feel better.
Miss you a lot daddy 😢😢
Acabo de perder a mi padre.Y a pesar de mis 38 años no puedo dejar de necesitarlo como si fuera una niña.Hace 15 días partió y siento que todo en mí cambió, ya nada es igual.Ver a mi madre sola sin él me rompe el alma.Hay espacios vacíos que jamás volverán a ocuparse.
The best is yet to come, be patient, and don't forget, ur strong🥺🥹❤️
We're going through it together guys, always remember: you're not the only one feeling down. And no matter how pointless everything may seem, we'll make it through and come out of it with a new perspective. Much love 💚💚💚
Obrigada! ❤️
@Moe Absolutely 💯
These posts always make me want to cry. Damn, you all are so damn beautiful.❤
@@pigtailsandteddybears 🥰🫶🏻
Fucking bots.
The end is always there, just a little bit in front of you. Those who think it's too far away to reach just haven't jumped for it yet.
Keep on keeping on guys, something in this world cares for you, whether it's your pet spider under the bed, your dog, or your family/friends. Something loves you... Even if it is how good you taste
Love your message, something loves you... even if its how good you taste. Yeah I feel that energy. 😈
If it’s none of the above keep going on out of spite, prove at least 1 person wrong especially if it’s yourself.
@@themisfitowl2595 exactly XD
@@jeffreyblock16 dude that's me on a daily basis. I spite people that thought I'd drop out of Uni. I've been in 3 years, I got 2 and a half more until I can become a music teacher.
its getting so exhausting trying to believe in stuff like that idk, life continues on and it just starts to feel like the "end" of the book, my book. I'm not going to end it myself, but when a million different aspects and angles are all screaming towards the same direction no matter what I do, it just starts to feel like the end of my movie. After knowing some of the pain ive caused people in my life, just proves to me at the end of the day that no matter how much i try to improve, ill still just fuck it all up in the end. theres no where else to take that person, that character...so it just seems more "correct" for me to stop pretending or thinking im doing anything "right" at all - and just come to terms with the fact that i am worthless trash. its correct for me to just fade out and be as little of a problem or even so much as a wasted thought as I can. until the lights go out, my existence will end someday, and I'm a fool for ever trying to be present. All i did was drive every person i loved away, and couldnt even stop it when i realized what was happening. i feel like i barely exist anymore, and i feel like thats what i desrve until the lights go out :/
i dont want anyone to express sympathy if they choose to reply to this, because it is correct to acknowledge my terribleness. I dont deserve sympathy, at least thats what i decided for myself, because it seems to me like im always the problem. thats why i feel like im at the end, nothing i did out of kindness ever made a difference to anyone. All i am in this world is just a continuous burden.
Think of all those things that happened in your past that you survived. Right? You survived all of that. Whatever you are going through now will just be another one of those things. It feels hopeless now but didn't you feel that way before? And you survived it. Right? All of it just another chapter in life. All of it a memory... and this too shall pass. I promise. It will be okay. It will! ❤
This is amazing, really. I can't compete with it at all.
But please listen to this as well.
SUOUEI YAMAOKA 無人島
Прекрасная музыка❤придаёт спокойствие,умиротворение..взгляд изнутри..наедине с собой..свежий воздух,звёздное небо
согласна ☺️
Посоветую вам найти врача Клевцова Д.А. ❤
У него есть сайт
Очень рекомендую!❤❤
I really wish I was driving down this highway listening to this with no destination or sense of time
@@user-uk1sb8yo7lwhy would you tell people to do something that's given you horrible nightmares?
Mm, the urge to run away. It always lingers in my mind. I like to call it spontaneity but really i can't be free it feels. When you look at the road and the mountains and you think, "maybe this time I'll go." But you don't
@@user-uk1sb8yo7l You didn't sell it very well 😕
Its the middle of the night,cant see anything but darkness,had it all and lost it all, the thought of starting again kills all happiness for me,the years have taken their toll,i can smell my finish line, almost touch it, thanks for the music
I wish you peace and hope for your future.
This is not only music, this is a mood, a deep state of mind.
Hello. I made music in the same style, you can listen to it on my channel, support is important!!!
It’s the end of the year of 2023 and I truly feel a since of deep solidarity ❤😔😞💙 when I say that this playlist sums up what I believe the we all hope to get behind us. Work through, get pass, wherever you are in life, I’m shedding a tear for you too 🤎
I just wanna sit here and listen. Thank-you so much 🤎🤎🤎🤎
Please feel free to say something…. I’ll start..
These pass few months, I’ve woken up and cried, but I will be fine.
00:00 - 1:55 - Azure - dead end
1:55 - 4:22 - Azure - emptiness
4:22 - 6:11 - Azure - anxiety
6:11 - 8:25 - Azure - forget it
8:25 - 10:49 Azure - alone in space
10:50 - 12:45 Azure - nocturnal
12:45 - 15:14 Azure - silence
15:15 - 17:21 Azure - retire
17:22 - 19:29 Azure - nostalgia
19:30 - 21:53 Azure - 3 a.m
21:54 -23:57 Azure - nightfall
23:58 - 25:49 Azure - sometimes
25:50 - 28:01 Azure - secrets
28:02 - 29:55 Azure - lost tape
29:56 - 32:15 Azure - distorted memories
32:16 - 34:32 Azure - echoes
34:33 - 36:51 Azure - far away
'repeat'
36:51 - 38:47 Azure - dead end
38:48 - 41:15 Azure - emptiness
41:16 - 43:04 Azure - anxiety
43:05 - 45:17 Azure - forget it
45:18 - 47:41 Azure - alone in space
47:42 - 49:39 Azure - nocturnal
49:40 - 52:06 Azure - silence
52:08 - 54:15 Azure - retire
54:16 - 56:21 Azure - nostalgia
56:23 - 58:47 Azure - 3 a.m
58:48 - 1:00:49 Azure - nightfall
1:00:50 - 1:02:40 Azure - sometimes
1:02:41 - 1:04:53 Azure - secrets
1:04:54 - 1:06:48 Azure - lost tape
1:06:49 - 1:09:06 Azure - distorted memories
1:09:07 - 1:11:23 Azure - echoes
1:11:24 - 1:13:44 Azure - far away
'repeat'
1:13:45 - 1:15:40 Azure - dead end
'repeat'
3:02:03 - 3:04:20 Azure - far away
The End...
@@goodman9043 HELLO=)
finished..
thank you
🐐
life savior
No clamoring of Death,
no veils of sadness now,
no futile kisses, no prolonged good-byes,
no eyes of sorrow in this sacred hour,
no chestnut-haired girls, no sobs, no cries,
no whispers, no candles, no touches,
no faces, no anger, no revenge,
no lies, no treachery, no rendezvous, no vows,
no soft caresses, no children, no wives,
no fingers, no breasts, no illusions,
no songs of hope, no life beyond,
no absolutions, no dark confessions,
no lovers, no haters, no wars,
no quarrels, no tears, no laughter,
no handshakes, no movement, no smiles,
no clothes, no food, no rent, no money,
no memories, no waiting, no guile...
Small is the world, small is the body, and small is man,
small are his thoughts that crumble through the stars,
small are my tears covering these scars
with salty silence of indifference and pain...
did you write this ? :'o thank you for sharing either way.
Thinking about nothing can be a challenge! 6:57
Words that define our journey to the stars.
Super rilassante per me per il mio spirito, mi sono addormentata con questa melodia
In reality they say we can only start by helping ourselves or something like that. But I know how it feels to try help then be left with nothing. Merry Christmas though everyone. And anyone ever needing help. Hope u get the help u ask for and not the help that other people think is helping but know it's not. ,✌️🇨🇦
у нас говорят: у бедного человека даже родствеников нет😔
та же история и у меня, все мне звонили писали когда я им помогал, когда у меня было всё хорошо.
Сейчас мне нужна помощь,очень нужна🙏 но обо мне все забыли 😔 вот такая жизнь, штука не справедливая .😢
Day 116 of sobriety today. I love the haunting lack of certainty, I love how I don't care to look back for any reason other than gathering my resolve and my lessons learned. There's magic in the fog and mist.
Keep it up 💪
@@KrytouKachek Many thanks 🙏
I was able to write my nightly poetry with this song. Also I’m reading a bunch and staying productive but in a healthy manner. This track is a gold mine 😟🏆
Эта музыка ключик, открывающий наши чувства
Every person can sometimes go through difficult times because of their experiences. Sometimes we even have trouble breathing and feel like we can't go on. But I know that every night also has a morning. I hope each of us can somehow recover from the troubles we have been experiencing lately. Greetings to everyone who is lonely, we are good-hearted people. I'll be here if you want to write❤
Эта музыка 🎵 возвращает меня в детство. Столько воспоминаний. Как жаль, что нельзя вернуться назад в то чудесное время 😢
даа скучаю по бабушке, по её дому, когда я бегала по комнатам, играла в прятки с братом, полводили праздники, бабушка умерла, а дом продали..( скучаю
@@agrgirl Время забирает все самое лучшее что было. Взамен оставляет воспоминания и тоску по прошлому
O tempo deixa marcas profundas em nossas memórias, recordações que se tornam preciosas e jamais se apagarão. Cada alguém traz consigo uma história única, um tesouro de lembranças que enriquecem sua existência. Aproveite cada momento como se fosse o mais precioso instante de sua vida, pois o tempo seguirá seu curso, transformando-se em memórias extraordinárias que ecoarão no futuro.
Музыка да а вот фото из будущего!))) Вот и думайте !)))
Думайте приятно о настоящем !)
Sometimes music can soothe the restless soul. Thank you.
I think there is magic in this playlist. Lately I feel like the whole world is against me. This playlist helps me remember the important things.
To the longing hearts.
May your nights be as still as a cloudless sky, may your mind be clear, and may your worries rest...
Let it out...❤
I wish some tracks were in separate videos, so I could play them on repeat on youtube. Beautiful, mysterious mood, love it.
Hi
I would like to find one too
record on another device
I think you can make "clips" out of the video...
If on Mobile...where the like, share, Download buttons are.. scroll that to the left and you'll see an option called "Clip" you can make as many separate vids from any parts of the main vid you want.
Even gives you a new url to share so you could make an entire Playlist of specific parts you like from the whole video!
Wishing you a cozy and joy-filled winter surrounded by loved ones. May warmth, laughter, and memorable moments abound. Best of luck in all your endeavors, and here's a virtual hug to wrap you in care and positivity. 🥰❄🤗
Nonostante sia un ascoltatore di heavy metal, questa melodia sembra entrare nell’anima sofferente
Vecchi ricordi, nostalgici, belle e brutte cose, amore e odio, persone perdute, e paura di perderne ancora. Tanta paura ma anche speranza, speranza che tutto torni al meglio.
Это одна из лучших музыкальных подборок, которые я слушаю!!! Браво!🙂😊💓
Мне приятно слушать! Вы правы! "Браво" на концерте !
Этот плейлист прямо сейчас помогает мне освободиться от тяжёлых эмоций, что копились долгое время. Чувствуется некая свобода. Нужно просто пережить, зато потом можно с облегчением вздохнуть.
how are you?
да, понимаю тебя, тоже до недавних пор, был в подвешенном состоянии, но лишь музыка помогла мне с этим справиться, в том числе и этот плейлист
@@themangle-laggle спасибо, всё в порядке :3
I dont know why but this music sounds peaceful yet has a sad vibe to it, glad i found it R.I.P Technoblade.
o7
its been a year i dont know how time moves so fast o7
o7
o7
- This is the type of music I want to listen, a vibe of nostalgic and depression.
перевод: - Это тот тип музыки, который я хочу слушать, атмосфера ностальгии и депрессии.
don't forget the horror/sci fi !!!
I hope you are well!
@@user-ed4nd1he2z зачем слушать музыку,которая вызывает депрессию?!
Скорее тревожности и ожидания неизбежности....
This is ironically so accurate....most people just before committing....seem to be happier, more active, more at peace... because they know it's "the end" for them and their suffering...so just because someone you know has been known for suicide and extreme depression and all the sudden they start acting very friendly and open out of no where....please help....stop them before its too late...
hey are you ok?
@@themangle-laggle yeah, it's just a PSA because I almost lost a friend of mine because I was too stupid to see the signs
hey it's not your fault...talk to this friend and make sure they're ok@@Dark_link666
I always had that same feeling.. even tho i was laughing or having fun with my friends but I still feel like there's a void inside of me..like something is missing.. I just feel so...lonely..
Same
Jesus loves you and God loves you. Believe.
Music like this could easily make me calm or make me cry. Its nice, really. Im also laying here; one of those people to be reading other people's comments, stories, and inspiration. The sad and the happy knowing I'm not the only one dealing with anxiety and depression. Have a good night. We both know you and I are tired.
you ok?
@@gongaginga-bk2ib sometimes, you?
@@mgdmv3571 good but if you need to talk i'm here
@@gongaginga-bk2ib thank you, you have the same for me.
- Lying on the floor at 3 am and crying. Some hard day.
-But after darkness always be dawn.
Cool music
- Upd: Thanks everyone🦇🖤🦇
❤❤
❤
Hope your tears are gone....you're never alone, sending unending love and prayers❤❤❤
why are you 90% of the comments on here lol
all of them are true tho
Не печальтесь, все верно, за темнотой обязательно придет свет и будет новый день! Главное, что мы живы, здоровы, есть крыша над головой! А остальное дело наживное! Теплый привет из Москвы!🙏🏼🇷🇺
Earl all the way. Pool isn't a game that you just relax and hope goes well. Van Boening is a great player as well, but the speed that Strickland takes and makes those shots has always impressed me. Greatest 9 ball player ever. Hard to argue with that.
Perfect to escape reality once again. Got some serious brain fog going on right now (thanks, depression). Been listening to ambient music for a month now, I always get lost in it (in a good way)
Hope you feel better. Never give up. I always say hey, happy music never brought out any creativity for me. This videos image and music grabbed me at a perfect time.
Не грусти❤, я живу в России, у нас тут весело😂, не дают унывать. Надо научится думать позитивно, и мечтать, мечты нам на то и даны чтобы улететь от проблем и быть там где хочешь. Обнимаю тебя и дарю частичку счастья 🤗
ambient is the best for escaping this
@@lanacherry1620 Lanachka, derzhic tam. Ya v Amerike, no radilcya v Ukraine. Tak zhilayu konzu vcey etoy boli co vceh storon. Zhilayu tebe nayti zhizn pokoya.
@@lanacherry1620ey I live in Germany and my Ex Girlfriend is Russian and lives now in Saint Petersburg ! She was pretty awesome. I don‘t know why I‘m telling you this… maybe because your text kind of reminded me of her 😂❤️. I hope you keep having fun despite the war and all that. I like the way you describe what dreams are for… because I feel the same way haha. Sending Virtual Hugs back 🤗
something that we will never get to see again just like childhood :(
this is so sad and peaceful at the same time.
черт, этот плейлист разворошил мне память глубокой ночью, я здесь в 12 часов, 27 ноября, 2023 года, а зима близко, дни пулями вылетают словно из ствола, мир чертова юла, всё очень быстро, я не успеваю, я похоже старею. кто вернет мне запах нового года, кто будет бегать со мной по оживленным улицам, кто будет со мной красть яблоки у соседа и гнать на велике, кто будет со мной сооружать домики из веток, кто будет со мной на моей хате на закате рассказывать друг другу страшилки? больше никто.
🤝✌
Я
@@user-pr6ee5xn7e 💗
This playlist is awesome because it helps a lot to disconnect from all the sadness and shit we are dealing while we are trying to get some sleep. Is not the cure but I thank to you for making such awesome music.
You know I be playing Project Zomboid to this. Staying alive, all by my lonesome, just trying to keep it all together and hoping to not just survive but one day, thrive. Just like in real life.
thank you for reminding me, i needed to play some Zomboid
project zomboid W 🔥
Life's beauty is in its unpredictability - if you can read this, one day i will be gone, but this comment will stay - no go have an amazing day!
Hoy es un día extraño, todos celebraran navidad, a mí no me importan esas cosas, pero siempre es la misma vuelta en la vida, y pues hoy murió un amigo, hace unos meses murió un tío, hace otras meses otro amigo cercano y vecino, y todo el día he estado meditando en ello, y recordando... Que fugaz oasa todo, hace sólo un par de semanas visité a éste señor enfermo, aún contándome sus historias y aventuras y hoy a penas despertando me llaman oara avisarme que murió. Creo que la muerte es la reflexión mas grande que tenemos. Pensar en la muerte nos hace apreciar lo verdaderamente importante en la vida, dar a los demás, dar con toda la buena intención. Gracias a los que leen el comentario, el video me llegó de manera random, porque la verdad ni siquiera me he podido concentrar en nada, y bueno por curiosidad abrí el video y me quedé, y por suerte el traductor de google me ayuda a leer a tanta gente al rededor del mundo en sus diferentes idiomas... Todos somos uno. Y esa energía infinita está entre nosotros y nos lleva a sitios como éste, una pequeña caja de comentarios, donde entre tanta tristeza nos dan ganas de apreciar mas fuerte la vida. Para poder percibir la verdadera la luz se necesita de mucha oscuridad! Un abrazo grande!
As all my friends are partying away, happy as can be, I am here. Sitting on the back porch looking at the horizon just thinking, with a cold beer in my hand and listening to this playlist. Its one of those few nights that I have a chance to clear my head, and its amazing.
Я тоже так хочу, холодное пиво тëплая ночь, звëздное небо
Listening while I’m sitting on the back deck. It’s raining, finally, after teasing all day. I don’t have my music as high as me, so I can hear the wind chimes, the rain, the wind over top. There’s a deer over there. Mrs. Herer is inside battling cats. The good days are right here, and I don’t want them to leave.
I’m glad you realize a lot of people miss it
Me gustaría ver una foto de eso ❤
In fact, your comments took me back to a long time ago, as they immersed me in it, and I recall memories of childhood and youth, which was the golden period that we lived, and we did not know that we were at the height of happiness. Our dreams were to become adults so that we could be happy, but We have become longing for childhood, and in our hearts there is a pain for what we neglected in the golden generation Thank you from the bottom of my heart to everyone who wrote comments that were magical as I read them with my eyes closed and immersed in my dreams. greetings to you all
December 18, 2 am, New Year is in two weeks, those around me are going to celebrate, and I am sitting alone in the apartment and realizing my deplorable situation. Health problems, as well as problems on the personal front, defeatism and indiscipline led to the fact that I was left completely alone. The once promising guy sits and listens to this playlist, choking on tears and trying to find peace, realizing that tomorrow will be the same as the previous one, a heavy and monotonous bustle without a glimmer of hope. and although it’s never too late to change everything, sometimes life events force you to walk on the razor’s edge and there is literally nothing you can do about it
Hello, 1)you can visit a church,just seat and listen the pastor.
2) walk in a shopping mall
Try do something,don't be alone at home all the time .
I feel exactly the same... I hope we r gonna make it
@@yuneiskisleekinmaneiramoti6983 both pieces of advice are good and I thought about them, but the focus of my thoughts always went away. Your message served as a sign to me and since I have nothing else to do, I’ll try. thank you so much
@@baba-eternity god bless
My friend, let me support you. Believe me, life is constantly changing, nothing is eternal, and I hope that soon you will remember this day and realize that everything is gradually getting better. Do everything that depends on you, don't be hard on yourself if you make mistakes, because you are a living person and it's okay to make mistakes. The dark streak will end, she just doesn't have a chance. Hugging you 🫂
I went out in a storm today, the rain lashed at my skin and the wind pulled me and my dog back and forth as if we were leaves. I was high out of mind and all I could think was "what a day for the world to end". But of course the world won't end when I go to sleep tonight, the dawn will rise again and the world will still be here to see me tomorrow. I don't think I'll feel better though. And hopefully oneday I can come back here and say "it wasn't the end" and truly belive it.
What you wrote that was so beautiful thank you
I hope that I’m there with you with the same words, that it’s not the end ❤
My head has been feeling like its in a real dark place recently. Its crazy how hard it is to explain. I don't even have a sole reason as to why i think i feel this way. Easiest way to explain it is maybe complete burnout. Tired of my job. Tired of talking with friends/family/coworkers. If i don't have to, i just try and avoid them all together. Its not that i don't like everyone, i just don't have a good enough mental fortitude to express to them in a way that isn't me being so brutally honest. I just don't have a real reason for existing. I hate how easy it is to get mad at something so small. But then i feel like i am utterly emotionless to huge traumatic events around me. It feels like my brain isn't functioning the way it should. I lay here and listen to these ambient sounds as i type this. In bed, going to sleep for work early tomorrow. but all i think of is how much i don't even wanna go tomorrow. How i don't even want to get off work. And come home to hop on my computer and play games with my friends. Or how i just barely even feel like existing at all. Sucks cause i don't truly hate the life i have. I just get tired of every single thing i see do and touch. Its just so repetitive, no matter how much anything changes. Hope that i can keep going forward. I don't want things to end. But i also don't have a single dream of my own. Nothing that i have ever wanted to accomplish. Nothing that actually makes me wake up every day and attend to. Other then the daily scheduled things i already have planned. And its like. Really scary cause who knows if one day i wake up. Or something real bad happens, and i just can't take it anymore. I have had several times where i was feeling so ready to end it all. But honestly it feels like im in the headspace of the MC from Office Space. Everyday is just worse then the last. No matter how false that is, it just feels that way. I can actually have a great fucking night. But then realise that its not tomorrow. And that tomorrow is probably going to fucking suck so badly. Its not even something i think about, its just. A feeling. A feeling that i swear only i feel. I never see any person that looks even remotely like they feel like i do. And what really sucks is, nobody cares. You can actually go to some of your most trusted people in you life. And ask for help, or just an ear to hear to issues. And most dont truly care. I honestly hear from them that i should seek professional help. Nobody wants to help. Unless i pay you the big bucks huh? And you don't know what it is to tell me to get me on my path. You just read the same bs that you told the other people that layed you aswell. Anywho. Doesn't matter anymore. Today wasn't even all that bad. But i can't explain how many fucking crazy stupid dark thoughts traveled through my brain becuase of a simple annoying problem i had with a friend. I just feel like cutting everyone i know off. And seeing if a sinlge person reaches out. I already do this in my own self preserved way. But truly. If i just stopped existing. Would it really affect somebody. Would the trajectory of there life evern change a slight bit. Because i just decided to stop living one day. Maybe. Maybe even this message is just pure nonsense getting sent into a void for nobody to ever lay eyes on. Its sad. Such a pretty world. So many great forms of media. Such loving energy. But that really only makes up a small portion of what life is about. A very small part of this shitstain of a world. Well, i guess im done now. Gonna try and sleep. If i don't come back to this video soon. Idk what will have happened. But the end does feel sorts near. Doesn't it?
That's weird because I don't have those problems with friends and all that because I really don't have any end I get everything in life is is a feeling for me and I get sick and tired of being sick and tired I get sick of tired of the one the same fucking routine everyday
I hope this helped you to write it out. I think you should take time off work, like a week or two. Maybe longer... maybe consider never going back. Just take time off to refocus on what life is. You can spend some time with God, unhurried. It could be good for you.
I don't know who this is but it sounds like somebody almost sounds like me away how I used to feel I know damn well what it's like to be alone I have nobody and I mean nobody just fucking tumbleweed flying around that's it mean I don't need you make me mad the angriest people fucking explain to me about shit they don't know nothing about I'm not saying you
life only has the meaning that you give to it, nothing else really matters.
it's overwhelming but it can be comforting too.
there's no way anything "should" be, it's all endlessly changing in every direction.
i felt trapped in my life for a long time, slowly losing my ability to feel, because i believed i was incapable of creating change.
this was since i was a child, and only recently (23 now) i've been able to gain a different perspective on life.
i had to be painfully honest with myself and everyone around me, i had to essentially quit everything i'd been working for because it had all become meaningless obligation rather than something consciously strived for.
while i'm definitely still struggling, i feel a lot more connected with the world now, like i did when i was a young child, before i went to school and work and everything suddenly had responsibility attached.
recently i've discovered that i disassociate almost constantly, essentially living in my mind and blocking off all my feelings and reactions to most things.
for awhile i've struggled to feel emotions physically and not just as thoughts and as a result, i felt disconnected with everything and constantly agonized in a way i couldn't really explain, like frustration or tiredness at everything, everything was just exhausting for seemingly no reason.
from what i've learned, i think the emotions build up in your body if you don't get a chance to feel them for whatever reason, so they can manifest as anxiety or even physical health problems instead.
lately ive been trying really hard to ground myself, notice what it feels like to be alive right now, notice how i feel about the things and people around me and try not to judge them, just notice them, and see what i can do with that.
smaller things have regained their meaning, and larger things have lost some of their pressure.
sorry i feel like im rambling lol, i just wanted to share because what you're suffering with seems similar to what i've struggled with too, and if i can offer any comfort at all, i'd like to at least make an effort.
please take care of yourself, you are the most important part of your own life as only you hold the unique perspective produced by your existence, and there's a lot more left to experience still.
@TheKyatu @fog3098 Thank you both for opening up and sharing. I can relate to both of you, though I may be a bit older (mid 30s). A lot has collapsed on my end as well, more than enough for someone to consider ending things prematurely. But i refuse, adamantly, to consider that. As someone struggling with chronic depression and plenty of bad luck, I still find ways to try to help others in a similar boat. That’s made others feel better and me feel just slightly more satisfied that words shared aren’t for nothing. There’s always someone listening, learning or hoping to leave just a little impact that could, at the end of the day, save a life. We are here because we share a common interest in this incredibly relaxing music. That’s something. Don’t give up please. Someone out there has it worse than all three of us combined and they may be saving a life too. Think about that.
Спасибо.Музыка серьезная можно привести мысли в порядок.