HOW I CHANGED MY LIFE - An Ironman Triathlon Story

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    Music Used (Artist - Song, in order of appearance):
    Autonomic Sensations - Trillion
    Hugh Drum - I’m Ready
    Hugh Drum - Send Them In
    Unille - This Must Be Illegal
    Hosini & Jones - Discover
    Hugh Drum - Damage & Recovery
    ULB Production - Percussive Energetic Sport
    Anton Belov - Loss
    514 - House Music Saved Me From Suicide
    Loure - Keep It Real
    Hampus Naesellius - Metamorpheus
    Brookii - Oak Tree Peristyke
    Bruce Brus - Focal Point
    Sarah, the Illstrumentalist - Where The Sun Lives
    Pyramid - See You In The Other Side
    Silver Maple - Your Turn
    0:00 Prologue
    5:29 Part 1 - Planning & Preparation
    12:10 Part 2 - Foundations
    16:43 Part 3 - Resident Of The Flames
    23:15 Part 4 - The Final Training Block
    28:47 Part 5 - The Unexpected
    30:16 Part 6 - Recharge & Regroup
    34:15 Part 7 - Back To It
    37:31 Part 8 - Covid Curveballs
    43:21 Part 9 - Third Times The Charm
    50:42 Part 10 - Final Reflections
    Made Deliberately
    IG: anexpressivemedium

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  • @user-fw7kn6rt9z
    @user-fw7kn6rt9z 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +30

    Fantastic perspective. After completing 4 half Ironmans the last 2 years, I signed up last month to do my first full Ironman (Wisconsin) in 2024. I will 65 years old. This journey serves as a reminder of what is important. Progress, Not Perfection! Love it.

  • @nathanielvonasis5334
    @nathanielvonasis5334 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +19

    Body of an athlete.
    Mind of a stoic.
    Spirit of a warrior.

  • @connorjohnsonplacerecnl2003
    @connorjohnsonplacerecnl2003 2 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    Great job. I have enjoyed the lifestyle of Triathlon/ Ironman for about 15 years. I started doing them for much of the same reasons you did and lived through every setback as you also, (and more). It has been an incredible journey and a good example to my sons as they grow up. After 15 years and 3 full IM and 17 IM 70.3 later age is bowing becoming a factor. Now I battle with the body being able to hang with mind which is why your story resonated with me so much. Thank you for bringing it back to the begging for me. It doesn’t need to be about qualifying or podiuming, I need to enjoy the journey and not push so hard. Thank you. I enjoyed your motivational Quotes throughout. I want to leave you with one that I have said to myself 1000’s of times, I have even written it in my forearms before long training days. “Pain is temporary, quitting is forever”. Get that IM scheduled ASAP if you already haven’t. Actually finishing that first one is life changing and with you forever. Thanks again

  • @Nora-kr4bn
    @Nora-kr4bn 2 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    Genuinely one of the very best homemade films on youtube. Outstanding efforts and production. I have my very first ironman 70.3 in September and this was so inspiring to watch. Its a lesson for everyone to watch this.

  • @matteocerisola
    @matteocerisola 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I've watched the entire video and I am so glad you decided to pubblish it. I loved to hear your reflections on this tough journey which are pretty common for anyone facing such ambitious challenges. I'm looking forward to your race. As you said it's not the most important part, but you definitely deserve to live that day

  • @rel_9602
    @rel_9602 หลายเดือนก่อน

    very inspiring story man. You can be proud of what you achieved! Not many people are willing to change their lives and even if "they" do, only a few will be willing to actually go for it! Keep going mate

  • @jackhightower6398
    @jackhightower6398 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    So happy I took the time to watch this. Really great job. I’m about to take the leap and conquer myself and hopefully complete a Ironman.

  • @zm3491
    @zm3491 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you so much for sharing! Seeing you pick yourself back up and attend to your rehab with gusto, as well as your mental struggles was so enlightening. Also loved the quote "You are owed nothing!"

  • @aliviawamboldt106
    @aliviawamboldt106 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you for sharing. This hit me in my heart. Wishing you nothing but the very best.

  • @Add1sonyt
    @Add1sonyt 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Hey mate, what a powerful story. I have been watching things tangentially for the past couple years about similar journeys specifically a lot of the same channels you referenced in your cut when you dove into triathlon. I have to say that your story telling, pacing and relatability are what set your telling of the same / similar story apart and is something that I will likely reflect back on. Mostly the fact that you started day 0 from the ground up despite the setbacks, the injuries and the pandemic. Gotta admit I cried a tear at the end of it because you are expressing not anything new but something that I have heard within myself for a long time now. The vulnerability that goes into sharing something like this is not a small feat nor what had to have been cutting this together. Cheers from the other side of the planet.

  • @germanhernandez1215
    @germanhernandez1215 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This is amazing!
    Exactly what I needed to motivate to continue my training.
    Thanks bro and congratulations!!

  • @cesar0684
    @cesar0684 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you for sharing the good, the bad and the ugly. This is very motivating! This feels more like a journal, than just another motivational video, and I mean that in a good way. Congrats on the goals achieved!

  • @dolybosket
    @dolybosket 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I have a similar story, I was also going out a lot, drinking too much, staying up late and I really didn't care too much about what I was doing. At one point I bought a bike just to commute to work because I was tired of wasting 2.5 - 3 hours each day commuting to work and back. That bike changed my life, fast forward 5 years, I have completed multiple half marathons with 1:30 PB, in 1 month I will run my first mountain marathon and at the end of September, I will do my first triathlon, a Half Ironman.
    I fully relate to the "get a goal that scares you" statement, honestly every race I have ever signed up for scared me, no matter the distance, if it's short I'm scared of the intensity, 5K and 10K runs hurt like hell. For the longer ones it's always a question mark how and if my body will hold up to 5-6 hours of effort.
    Really nice film, I really enjoyed it, congratulations for it.

  • @nalakagamage5696
    @nalakagamage5696 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for publishing this mate. Your story is very motivating to anyone who wishes to take up an Iron Man challenge. As you said, it is all about the change not the race. Glad you were able to find a true purpose. All the best to you!

  • @anthonymitchell9337
    @anthonymitchell9337 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Great motivational story Nelson. You've inspired me to get back out there.

  • @drissmrini
    @drissmrini ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Those closing remarks are stunningly inspiring
    Thank you

  • @sandramingdoyle3075
    @sandramingdoyle3075 ปีที่แล้ว

    Good for you young man! I’m proud of you for trying something hard. As I was watching I said I’m going to send this to my son. He’s a US Airman kicking ass, but we can ALWAYS challenge ourselves. We all need to push ourselves to greater heights. Thanks for motivating me! Good luck and I look forward to PT II.

  • @luaprepus
    @luaprepus 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thanks for sharing!
    Powerful and inspiring.
    Watching your film from a couch in berlin after completing a halfmarathon.
    Standing on a critical point as well...preparing for an ironman 70.3. Had covid 3 weeks ago.... heartrate is still messed up while training, bike still broken from an accident. Feel like overcoming setback is the hardest task.
    Your journey gave me a lot of strenght.
    Loved your reflection, the literature you used and the resilience you build up.
    Hope you going after it!

  • @rileymalcolmson6724
    @rileymalcolmson6724 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for making this! I Stole the progress not perfection motto and it really does hold up, i appreciate how you were real with your struggles.

  • @madarachnid
    @madarachnid ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Powerful message mate. It's the journey that counts, not the destination. Thank you for sharing.

  • @ninamaurer4140
    @ninamaurer4140 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Just found this video and honestly so absolutley inspring! Im just training for my first triathlon and ironman and this has been so incredibly inspiring and motivating to watch! You are amazing!

  • @crispenasfilella821
    @crispenasfilella821 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This is one of the best videos and reflections I have ever seen. Great job!!!🎉❤

  • @Sylvia3740
    @Sylvia3740 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Amazing... it's all about progress and pushing ourselves on to experience life. Great video!

  • @heko7777
    @heko7777 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thank you for sharing brother.
    Really inspiring & motivating video.
    The best I’ve seen in a long time.
    The fact you didn’t get to complete the iron man as the grand finale of the video, somehow gave the story more depth.
    That the commitment to change & overcoming challenges is the real mission.
    I look forward to hearing more of your journey.

  • @Jay685
    @Jay685 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Excellent. Really enjoyed watching your progress. Process definitely is the way to go!

  • @matthewdross8925
    @matthewdross8925 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thanks for sharing your story. It was very inspiring. And the lessons learned that you shared at the end were full of wisdom.

  • @clairebossingham165
    @clairebossingham165 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for sharing. I'm watching this whilst home sick from work, a lingering four week bug that has thrown a spanner into the works of 70.3 training. You may have felt like you were going around in circles, but looking back over your training, the biggest inspiration was watching you pick yourself up, dust yourself off and keep going despite the challenges thrown your way. Thanks and all the best!!

  • @andreg1860
    @andreg1860 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Well done on your documentary! I embarked on this same journey and it put alot of stress on my family and I but you showed a lot of the up and downs that happens through this journey!! Congratulations on discovering what you are about and the lessons learned as you will forever be a changed person and there is no obstacle you cannot figure out how to overcome!! I feel the strength is built on those down times when either body or mind say stop... but figuring out how to get back into it and deconstruct everything just to put it back together in a better way is where your fortitude is built! Much luck on all you decide to take on in life!

  • @user-cs6yp2ot8g
    @user-cs6yp2ot8g 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    So needed this right now. Thank you for sharing this.

  • @roberthornshaw7857
    @roberthornshaw7857 ปีที่แล้ว

    So glad I happened across this video. You’ve learnt a lot. I’ve no doubt that you’ll go in to compete your Ironman (you probably already have) and, should you chose to set your mid to it, many other great things. Thank you for making the video.

  • @NamNgo-nr7bz
    @NamNgo-nr7bz ปีที่แล้ว

    Great job expressing your story. Those are some great lessons learned that can trickle down to other parts of your life.

  • @allanhillgrove4776
    @allanhillgrove4776 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thanks for a great film, and well done on having the courage to share your journey with all of its ups and downs

  • @toshXXVII
    @toshXXVII ปีที่แล้ว

    Deep, insightful and very motivating. Thanks for sharing your journey and congrats on it. Keep it up!

  • @giovannitertulli4962
    @giovannitertulli4962 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    What an amazing video, and what an amazing experience. This goes straight into my “race motivation” playlist, as I am preparing my first endurance event and having the same revelations as I go through the preparation. That is the juice, the race itself is merely the cherry on top. Congrats!

  • @xeenox7466
    @xeenox7466 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Man, that video is captivating, seriously you are inspiring, i've started working out during covid and now have the ambition to complete a marathon. i wasn't really sure about it, but after watching this video and your dedication to your ambition it motivates me to reach my goal too!!

  • @MrRennieFrumpkin
    @MrRennieFrumpkin 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is a great vid, love the message - it’s the journey that’s important not the destination 👍👏

  • @danielafrohring4512
    @danielafrohring4512 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    That 2:17 scene hit me so hard. So proud of you and your journey, I’m right behind you!

  • @edge456ify
    @edge456ify 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Amazingly inspiring! Thank you so much for sharing.

  • @dawn9155
    @dawn9155 ปีที่แล้ว

    This video was insanely good, thanks for uploading

  • @SecretAgentBob2123
    @SecretAgentBob2123 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Amazing video. I hope you complete the Ironman one day, but even if you never do, you're so much stronger and better now! Fantastic job.

  • @Journeythroughthelense
    @Journeythroughthelense 2 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Thanks for sharing your journey!

  • @cheririckett8769
    @cheririckett8769 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I really enjoyed watching your story and find it very inspiring. Training for my first Ironman 70.3!

  • @aliciia
    @aliciia ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for sharing your journey!! It really is a rollercoaster, and that's just life hey! I spent 9 months training for Cairns Ironman 2022 and found out I had a stress fracture in my hip 8 weeks out. Devastating! But we will both be back to finish the dream, keep working at it 🙌🏻🔥

  • @Sportsvee
    @Sportsvee 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Came across your video by fluck, and really glad I did. Definitely worth watching, and didn't feel like 55 minutes. Thanks for sharing and all the very best for the future.

  • @JB-fo1eu
    @JB-fo1eu 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    There aren’t a lot of 10min videos I would sit through, never mind a video that’s an hour long, but that’s exactly what I did. Outstanding story, self awareness and perspective. You definitely made the right call sharing it. I just completed my first half Ironman (also my first triathlon) at age 48. My goal is to complete a full Ironman when I turn 50. Your video was the inspiration I needed to commit. Thanks for sharing the ups, the downs and the insights!

  • @yashaskamal
    @yashaskamal 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Wow!! Thanks for sharing. Love the reflections!

  • @AlexAlex-tb1ih
    @AlexAlex-tb1ih 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thank you for sharing this! Absolutely beautiful video and motivation source, thank you very much

  • @pandadundee6430
    @pandadundee6430 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Onya for putting yourself out there bro! Inspirational!

  • @eliasholm1707
    @eliasholm1707 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is the best TH-cam video i have ever watched. YOU are a big inspiration

  • @alisonpease5164
    @alisonpease5164 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Loved it, thanks for sharing your journey 😊

  • @ekanshkothiyal
    @ekanshkothiyal 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I love the storytelling here. Somehow I felt the joy when things seemed to be going on-track and also the pain of the days when things weren't as expected or when you felt less motivated. I have been fighting this urge to train without a coach too and this reaffirms my path. I like the clarity of thoughts you have evident from the compartmentalising of the entire journey and bringing up the right message. I live by three words in life - Improvise, Adapt, Overcome. I'll add Perseverance to my life philosophy. This couldn't have been easy to make. Needless to say, this is something I might keep revisiting throughout the course of my training.
    Thanks for this and all the best for you journey, brother!

  • @roypinsky4883
    @roypinsky4883 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you so much for the video , really appreciate your effort and your insights .

  • @axeljohansson4372
    @axeljohansson4372 ปีที่แล้ว

    Great video man. Thanks for sharing!! Was thinking of doing an Ironman when I turn 25 (2 years) but now Im sure. Im gonna do it. Thanks for the inspiration and LETS GO

  • @markwalsh6714
    @markwalsh6714 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Amazing story. Thank you for sharing. You go get that Ironman finish.

  • @hannahmaria7161
    @hannahmaria7161 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Wow so motivating !! Thank you for sharing 🙌🏻

  • @marcustang4365
    @marcustang4365 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for sharing your journey.

  • @prebenmartinussen7674
    @prebenmartinussen7674 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Great story 🎯❤️
    I did my first ironman at 45 …… you have the future in front of you🎯

  • @ChurchiII
    @ChurchiII 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    What a great story, you’re a natural. I’d 100% watch many more of these endurance based movies that you have made , it’s perfect for an aspiring ironman.

  • @ercumentunal7021
    @ercumentunal7021 ปีที่แล้ว

    You have been a great motivation to me. I dont never give up. Thanks...

  • @savagesb8756
    @savagesb8756 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Absolutely incredible. You are motivating many people. And honestly, the race outcome doesn't define your worth. But this journey shows unbelievable growth. Well done.

  • @stephanbraendel
    @stephanbraendel ปีที่แล้ว

    Thanks a lot for this inspirational documentary. Greetings from Munich

  • @benbolger_
    @benbolger_ ปีที่แล้ว

    Awesome video- thank you for sharing your story. Like all the others I can fully relate to your story and have signed up to an IM next year. Let’s go!!

  • @essparta95
    @essparta95 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Man I did enjoy every single minute of your movie, felt more real than most videos out there. I did sing up for an Olympic triathlon but my eyes are on Ironman 70.3 on May 2024. I have done some circling endurance races before, but nothing like this. I'm scared as hell... I'm having a bit of trouble with my left knee and that frustrates me very much... But as you said: progress not perfection. Thanks for sharing your story :) Much love from Barcelona!☀️

  • @brittcrumley429
    @brittcrumley429 ปีที่แล้ว

    Good on you for sharing this! I really enjoyed it and your honesty go get one my friend!

  • @valmikmundkur1555
    @valmikmundkur1555 ปีที่แล้ว

    Your true honesty with your self has made this video so inspirational that it guts to reveal your inner self in the hardened journey you underwent and a eye opener to potential people who want to undergo this change. Congratulations 🤗🤗❣❣👍

  • @tludwig400
    @tludwig400 ปีที่แล้ว

    Amazing, both your story and the way you told it. I’ve done two 70.3s and training for my first full in a few months, and your story resonated with me. I’m not guaranteed a time goal, a finish, or even making it to the starting line. But that’s almost beside the point. By choosing the hard thing every day, by always taking one more step or stroke, by being present and facing my doubts, I’m not the same person I was a year ago. My story isn’t finished, and it won’t be even after I cross that finish line, but I’m already winning. You captured that perfectly. Thank you.

  • @plantpoweredhealth9383
    @plantpoweredhealth9383 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thanks for sharing, legend! Much appreciated

  • @euananderson7111
    @euananderson7111 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’m a sport and exercise science grad and your information was spot on, great job 👏

  • @toneloc9084
    @toneloc9084 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thanks for sharing mate. Really enjoyed it. I'm from Melbourne and we had the biggest lockdown of any place in the world so I know exactly how it feels getting events postponed after putting in a lot of work. Your time for the half Ironman was pretty impressive. I've now done 2 myself but a lot slower than you haha. Looking forward to the next chapter.

  • @vanjahruska5661
    @vanjahruska5661 ปีที่แล้ว

    Fantastic my brother!

  • @miersec
    @miersec ปีที่แล้ว

    Great video !! You nailed it !!!

  • @mikethebram
    @mikethebram 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I started training for the same reasons. I've been far from perfect but after 7 months of training it's race week for me! my first triathlon, a 70.3 in the UK. Hope you get to race your ironman soon if you haven't already!

  • @user-ve1gt2ud8i
    @user-ve1gt2ud8i 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thank you for that value
    it was great!

  • @joshstokley8422
    @joshstokley8422 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Started my triathlon journey last year. Had my first 70.3 race this year and unfortunately injured myself and couldn't finish. But I'm even more determined to cross that finish line next time! Great video and inspiration

  • @ms.waterkoker6744
    @ms.waterkoker6744 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Love this! Thank you for sharing

  • @ianharris3925
    @ianharris3925 ปีที่แล้ว

    Great video mate! Been thinking of signing up to an Ironman and this may be the motivation I need!

  • @Harway911
    @Harway911 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for that great and motivational video.😊

  • @tobiasschneider8075
    @tobiasschneider8075 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Wow, such an amazing film!! Inspiring, moving and so beautifully narrated... Being only 19 years old myself, I feel I can resonate a lot with you and your journey: for me it's not the triathlon, but rather the ultra dirstance trail running that changed my life completely, as well as the way I now see the world and our nature.
    I would be very glad to be able to continue following you on your journey - you seem like a very nice guy :)
    Greetings from Austria!

  • @simlou0510
    @simlou0510 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Amazing story!! I loved your video.

  • @Cypher99
    @Cypher99 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Great video. Very inspiring. Thanks.

  • @josephlo8318
    @josephlo8318 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you bro. Keep up the good work 🤙🏼

  • @GrouEEf
    @GrouEEf 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Happy you shared this. You can do an iron man on your own. When my 70.3 got canceled I did it outdoor, on my own. I did this for me after all.

  • @mikenowitzki6732
    @mikenowitzki6732 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Beatiful story mate, these stoic quotes add an extra zing to your journey 👍🏼👊🏼

  • @allstarlandscaping4177
    @allstarlandscaping4177 ปีที่แล้ว

    Cool video. Thanks for posting.

  • @markwashington5190
    @markwashington5190 ปีที่แล้ว

    Outstanding...full respect 🙏

  • @scottleckey3795
    @scottleckey3795 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Well done! Living my life 10 years out from my first IM, it is refreshing to see how impactful the journey can be. You remind me of myself back then! I shared how the journey isnt easy but it can be done with the right amount of perseverance, drive, humility, and a drive to always improve. It isnt about the race, its about the journey to get there!

  • @kshiteejdhull5413
    @kshiteejdhull5413 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thank you for Sharing your story

  • @casanthierens2800
    @casanthierens2800 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    amazing documentary, I don't get why this isn't viral yet, you motivate me man, one day I will make a video like this.

  • @nachovinasmarti8533
    @nachovinasmarti8533 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Hi nelson, congratulations for your whole process and for showing your story of overcoming. It has helped and motivated me a lot as I am currently recovering from a calf injury similar to yours. I am a patient of your mother and she showed me your channel. Thank you very much for your content, I hope to meet you someday as we have a very similar mentality of overcoming and sportsmanship. Best regards bro.

  • @oliviafeltham-white9223
    @oliviafeltham-white9223 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Great video - thank you for sharing x

  • @michaelr.8402
    @michaelr.8402 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    thanks a lot!🔥🤙 all the best from berlin/germany

  • @whoismds6002
    @whoismds6002 ปีที่แล้ว

    Great video mate!

  • @thechadmode9978
    @thechadmode9978 ปีที่แล้ว

    amazing journey and documentary, brah. very inspirational. I'm on the same path. LETS FKIN GO!

  • @jimmyvithalani
    @jimmyvithalani ปีที่แล้ว

    Great storytelling! Inspirational story. Good luck with the IM!

  • @edumoix
    @edumoix ปีที่แล้ว

    Great job man! Congrats!

  • @danielhoggard7342
    @danielhoggard7342 ปีที่แล้ว

    Fab video. Enjoyed much.

  • @mculham5729
    @mculham5729 ปีที่แล้ว

    What a great film. So glad I watched. As a father to four great kids your age, you realise that sometimes you need leave them alone to find out who they are are by themselves. Keep going son. 👍

  • @geraintgiles625
    @geraintgiles625 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Respect young man,I hope you get to do an Ironman.It is an amazing experience.

  • @bartbaak3203
    @bartbaak3203 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    You are inspiring, thank you.

  • @simplyrawwithveronika8346
    @simplyrawwithveronika8346 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    It is so beautiful thank you so much. I am on very similar journey now working towards a 70.3. Ironman, being a single mom living abroad I have stumbled my journey forward so many times :) the event got also postponed 3 times now set up for 8th of October this year :) that will be without one month 2 years since I first decided to do it. I feel so much of what you have got through. Thank you so so much for sharing it. It means a lot to many ! Thank you ♥️♥️♥️