Oh my goodness! She truly wears her heart on her sleeve. She looks broken, hurt, ashamed, sad, heartbroken, disappointed and so many other types of emotions. I thought she was going to breakdown and cry. What an amazing voice and song!
I've been looking for a sing to describe exactly how i feel. He's 52 and I'm 41. I left 3 days ago. Thank you for this song so much. I hope your heart finds healing as well❤
I will allow myself One more cry One last trip down memory lane To think what we could’ve been Turn around only to get no goodbye From Jekyll and Hyde He said he got played Instead of asking me to stay I left to find me again The gal who used to be me Instead of whoever the hell You wanted me to be Somehow now I am the enemy Thirty years wasn’t long enough To exist in your family I walked out with only one thing My Damn dignity I missed me I left to reclaim my identity
@daniellenye1202 It can be turned around if that's what you want. Sometimes it's hard being the one to make the first move, but afterwards there's no regrets. 10 yrs & still going strong. ❤
Ak is such a blessing she’s a lot of women’s therapy. She deserves everything beening a independent artist is hard I pray she wins award this year!!!!!🙏🏼🙏🏼❤️
I cannot wait to hear this on an album. Have listened to every full video I can find after hearing this on TikTok. Listening to it crying thinking it describes my life so well right now… Thank you for writing this! Sorry you went through this to be able to describe it so well.
What a beautiful raw song, if that's what she's been going thru 🥺😿 I had tears. I told her it was beautiful and my Mom says everyone needs a starter marriage. She hugged me. What a sweet girl I wish all the best for her. That was a great show. Nice clear recording, thanks for posting. Her outfit was so cute! Read she wrote this one with someone else too. Love she writes her songs! What a voice.
Yes she is going thru a rough patch! This song 🎵 is about her life sadly. I really wish it wasn't 😪 she broke down at one show and my heart went out to her 💔
She has the sweetest voice , I love her music. She just reaches into my soul. Wishing good things to happen to her both career n personal wise. Keep it up AK you are a superstar n we love you!! ❤❤❤🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
I truly hope this songs released soon it's absolutely beautiful an truly hits home such emotions 😢 brought tears to my eyes every word I feel so deeply
Yes yes she has! The day I hugged her I felt her love and she cried when I gave her my gifts. She's so sweet and her music helps me be the Dreamer I've always ✨️ 💕 wanted too and keep striving for the best.
@@krislanewitte248 - … it is! I currently have 21 songs on my AK playlist, and look forward to adding more, as she releases new music!😉 P. S. She also has lots of great collaborations with other artists… my favorite is probably Grew Apart by Logan Mize!
@@robind8149she has a bunchnof older original songs that I hope she goes back and records and releases. Back when it was just her and Schmitty playing for Facebook lives. Been following her career for almost 8 yrs. Could hear the talent back then and now she is showing so many more people.
Takes your breath away… this pain is only one you know if you live it. Looking at your 7 year old knowing both your hearts will break when you do take that inevitable step to “leave“ as it’s not her fault… should’ve left before she understood as much as she does. 😔
(V1) Make your coffee, pack your lunch, I've never heard good morning beautiful, I always thought I asked too much is my fairytale of love delousional cause you've got no idea im drounding mind is racing heart is pounding is today the day i walk away (choris) maybe I can hurt forever if it keeps you happy cause there are days I think well be alright, but I cant keep pouring from a cup so empty, turn my back and try to sleep at night, if nothing changes, I might break, I don’t think you believe, ill ever leave (V2) im standing by the kitchen sink I wonder if youll ask me about my day, im washing off your dinner plate and all I see is ten years down the drain and you've got no idea im drounding, mind is racing heart is pounding is today the day I walk away? (Couris) I thought I could hurt forever if it kept you happy cause there were days I thought well be alright, but I cant keep pouring from a cup so empty, turn my back and try to sleep at night if nothing changes, I might break, I don’t think you believe, ill ever leave (V3) now im not leaving lights on, ive left them on for too long, im not wrong for this, I said I love you and I meant it, you were there threw every age I said your name on every stage, then me at 21 and 31 needed different things. I thought I could hurt forever if it kept you happy, but now I know well never be alright, cause I cant keep pouring from a cup so empty and turn my back and try to sleep at night Ohhhhh Nothing changed I had to break to make myself believe ill ever leave, Ill ever leave You thought ill never leave
I'm in this situation and it really sucks, I never wanted a relationship and now I'm scared to lose it cause we have a son, but my son deserves better than this and I'm very very slowly realizing I do too even if it means being alone
Take it from someone who has been married for 29 years and stayed “for the kids” . Looking back I wish I had left years ago as I truly feel it is better that my kids came from a broken home rather live in a broken home. My youngest is now almost 17 years old and will soon be in college. I have a lot of thinking and planning to do.
I left almost a decade ago, after a decade of marriage and 4 beautiful children. I'm only 36. I'm now remarried and I've found happiness. Life gets easier
This song really hits hard. Especially when you're living it. 😢
17 years and this explains it ALL!!!
This was my 17 years about 20 years ago. It really does get so much better after the heartbreak
Oh my goodness! She truly wears her heart on her sleeve. She looks broken, hurt, ashamed, sad, heartbroken, disappointed and so many other types of emotions. I thought she was going to breakdown and cry. What an amazing voice and song!
She did begin to cry at one point it was SO hard to see 👀 I just love this woman and her heart ❤️
I've been looking for a sing to describe exactly how i feel. He's 52 and I'm 41. I left 3 days ago. Thank you for this song so much. I hope your heart finds healing as well❤
Good for you Girl
Good for you 👍 so glad you was able to find your way out. Wish u thee best 🫶🙏
I will allow myself
One more cry
One last trip down memory lane
To think what we could’ve been
Turn around only to get no goodbye
From Jekyll and Hyde
He said he got played
Instead of asking me to stay
I left to find me again
The gal who used to be me
Instead of whoever the hell
You wanted me to be
Somehow now I am the enemy
Thirty years wasn’t long enough
To exist in your family
I walked out with only one thing
My Damn dignity
I missed me
I left to reclaim my identity
I was in a same relationship with an older man and I couldn’t take it anymore I had to leave he was 50 and I was 40
You are stronger than you think I wish you a happy life as you deserve it x
❤ This song hits hard especially when word for word is explaining it life and where your at right now in ur life!❤ This is so hard seriously!!!!
I am truly sorry ur experiencing this 😔 😢 right now
Prayers things get easier for u
@daniellenye1202
It can be turned around if that's what you want. Sometimes it's hard being the one to make the first move, but afterwards there's no regrets. 10 yrs & still going strong. ❤
I’ve tried everything :(
Ak is such a blessing she’s a lot of women’s therapy. She deserves everything beening a independent artist is hard I pray she wins award this year!!!!!🙏🏼🙏🏼❤️
Dang.. when you're life gets put into a song
This song hits HARD!! I truly hope she releases it 🥹❤️ It’s incredible.
It will be on her new CD coming out in October this yr ♡
Absolutely agree with you girlfriend. Sorry your going through a hard time. But we will get through. Us women are so strong. ❤❤
Those good days is what keeps us there. I walked away in July. And yes it hurts. But song is keeping me from going back
Been looking for a song that knows how I’m feeling and I’ve found it 😢
I did leave in the end
I left 8 years ago and this song is exactly how i felt . Just wow 😢❤😊
I cannot wait to hear this on an album. Have listened to every full video I can find after hearing this on TikTok. Listening to it crying thinking it describes my life so well right now… Thank you for writing this! Sorry you went through this to be able to describe it so well.
What a beautiful raw song, if that's what she's been going thru 🥺😿 I had tears.
I told her it was beautiful and my Mom says everyone needs a starter marriage. She hugged me. What a sweet girl I wish all the best for her. That was a great show.
Nice clear recording, thanks for posting.
Her outfit was so cute!
Read she wrote this one with someone else too. Love she writes her songs! What a voice.
Yes she is going thru a rough patch! This song 🎵 is about her life sadly. I really wish it wasn't 😪 she broke down at one show and my heart went out to her 💔
@alexandrakay
Her Voice is absolutely amazing and she has come so far in a few short years. I can't wait till her album drops.
She has the sweetest voice , I love her music. She just reaches into my soul. Wishing good things to happen to her both career n personal wise. Keep it up AK you are a superstar n we love you!! ❤❤❤🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Another great song ! I felt this in my soul to the point goosebumps and tears came falling.
Yess! 😢I can't hear this without thee tears; I feel for her
This song brought me to tears at this concert … so honest so true the words in this song..❤ love you AK
Me too! She's so genuine, so real. Just an amazing friend and person all around ♡
I truly hope this songs released soon it's absolutely beautiful an truly hits home such emotions 😢 brought tears to my eyes every word I feel so deeply
She has the voice of an angel so soft and beautiful.WE LOVE YOU ALEXANDRA KAY
Literally made me cry. Her voice is so beautiful
Omg i love her music. She has been through a lot. And her music just motivates me to continue to follow my dreams. ❤❤😊😊
Yes yes she has! The day I hugged her I felt her love and she cried when I gave her my gifts. She's so sweet and her music helps me be the Dreamer I've always ✨️ 💕 wanted too and keep striving for the best.
She sings so good she is the best singer ever❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Wow beautiful song and Alexandra voice omg
This is really hard to hear. It is like it was written with my heart.
This song hits hard 😭😭😭💔💔💔
You are really amazing Alexandra Kay 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
So beautiful this needs to be released x
It will be on her new CD she said coming out in October
This song touches my heart😢
I love her. Thank you for sharing this 🫶🏽
You're very welcome ❤️
So Beautiful love her voice! 🥰
Such a voice such feeling❤❤❤❤
I need this song right now ❤
My heart in words 😢
I just love this girl
This is beautiful ❤😢
Thanks ❤️
❤ definitely need to release this right here it's way gd to not release love all ur music
Would love to see her in concert!!❤❤❤❤
Hopefully, u get the chance too. I can promise ya it be thee best experience ever bc it was for me. She's got an amazingly incredible stage presence
I know right I went to one this is gonna be my second one
And the tickets were my bday present
@@kregcarron4543 Hope u have a great bday
I just left my husband after 8 years. I was so tired of filling alone and like I wasn't even their..
I left mine 8 months ago after 5 years,because I was so alone. This song tells it all.
It’s amazing how she always sounds incredible, regardless of where she is or what she’s singing! I’m so happy and sad for her at the same time…🥹🙏❤️
I’m a new fan but I’ll be a diehard groupie if all of her content is this level.
@@krislanewitte248 - … it is! I currently have 21 songs on my AK playlist, and look forward to adding more, as she releases new music!😉
P. S. She also has lots of great collaborations with other artists… my favorite is probably Grew Apart by Logan Mize!
She is!!
@@robind8149she has a bunchnof older original songs that I hope she goes back and records and releases. Back when it was just her and Schmitty playing for Facebook lives. Been following her career for almost 8 yrs. Could hear the talent back then and now she is showing so many more people.
❤❤
Outstanding!!
Its official. My life's a country song
thanks for sharing
Absolutely 💕 💯 ty for watching :)
This song 🥹
Takes your breath away… this pain is only one you know if you live it. Looking at your 7 year old knowing both your hearts will break when you do take that inevitable step to “leave“ as it’s not her fault… should’ve left before she understood as much as she does. 😔
I am truly sorry ur having to cope with this. It's deff rough! 🫂🙏🙏
She’s the best I’m going there on aug 12
Yes I agree! I will be seeing her for 3rd time in Grand Rapids July 30th.
Can we please get an EP!
This song describes my current situation, I need a proper recording
(V1)
Make your coffee, pack your lunch, I've never heard good morning beautiful, I always thought I asked too much is my fairytale of love delousional cause you've got no idea im drounding mind is racing heart is pounding is today the day i walk away
(choris)
maybe I can hurt forever if it keeps you happy cause there are days I think well be alright, but I cant keep pouring from a cup so empty, turn my back and try to sleep at night, if nothing changes, I might break, I don’t think you believe, ill ever leave
(V2)
im standing by the kitchen sink I wonder if youll ask me about my day, im washing off your dinner plate and all I see is ten years down the drain and you've got no idea im drounding, mind is racing heart is pounding is today the day I walk away?
(Couris)
I thought I could hurt forever if it kept you happy cause there were days I thought well be alright, but I cant keep pouring from a cup so empty, turn my back and try to sleep at night if nothing changes, I might break, I don’t think you believe, ill ever leave
(V3) now im not leaving lights on, ive left them on for too long, im not wrong for this, I said I love you and I meant it, you were there threw every age I said your name on every stage, then me at 21 and 31 needed different things.
I thought I could hurt forever if it kept you happy, but now I know well never be alright, cause I cant keep pouring from a cup so empty and turn my back and try to sleep at night
Ohhhhh
Nothing changed I had to break to make myself believe ill ever leave,
Ill ever leave
You thought ill never leave
😢❤
I'm in this situation and it really sucks, I never wanted a relationship and now I'm scared to lose it cause we have a son, but my son deserves better than this and I'm very very slowly realizing I do too even if it means being alone
Take it from someone who has been married for 29 years and stayed “for the kids” . Looking back I wish I had left years ago as I truly feel it is better that my kids came from a broken home rather live in a broken home. My youngest is now almost 17 years old and will soon be in college. I have a lot of thinking and planning to do.
I left almost a decade ago, after a decade of marriage and 4 beautiful children. I'm only 36. I'm now remarried and I've found happiness. Life gets easier
Hi AK ❤️
Why can't I find the lyrics to this song ANYWHERE
The song hasn't been released yet... 26th October her album drops ❤
When will this song be released 😢
Song will be released on her album in October