I love this💗 It's so damn true & so damn relatable. I'm constantly in this toxic cycle where if I am on my phone I'm either super happy, or I'm over thinking that conversation I had with that guy or whatever (you know exactly what I mean), & it's toxic. Then I'm like, "Okay, I'm putting my phone down, & going to do something else". HOWEVER it's just another mind numbing thing. I'm watching @Jacksepticeye bc he makes me happy & makes me giggle, or some random YT content, or an Anime, anything to keep me out of my own head. Then sometimes I go outside, & I just sit & take in the beautiful forest around me, & just, breathe. Those moments are the best. I can't just shut it all off though. I have to be either taking in content, or outside listening & watching nature. If I try to shut it all off & just breathe with my thoughts, that becomes toxic in itself. It's like the TOP song "Car Radio". I can relate to that song so much💙
I never realized how intense you are, until now. Your brain is going a mile a minute. I get lost in the trees, whenever I'm feeling overwhelmed with life, and everything that comes with it. When I'm out there, in the trees, nothing else matters. Then, I go back to civilization, and continue to display the behaviors that contributed to my insanity. Which, as we know, is the definition of it. We always expect different results.
I love this💗
It's so damn true & so damn relatable.
I'm constantly in this toxic cycle where if I am on my phone I'm either super happy, or I'm over thinking that conversation I had with that guy or whatever (you know exactly what I mean), & it's toxic.
Then I'm like, "Okay, I'm putting my phone down, & going to do something else". HOWEVER it's just another mind numbing thing. I'm watching @Jacksepticeye bc he makes me happy & makes me giggle, or some random YT content, or an Anime, anything to keep me out of my own head. Then sometimes I go outside, & I just sit & take in the beautiful forest around me, & just, breathe. Those moments are the best.
I can't just shut it all off though. I have to be either taking in content, or outside listening & watching nature. If I try to shut it all off & just breathe with my thoughts, that becomes toxic in itself. It's like the TOP song "Car Radio". I can relate to that song so much💙
I never realized how intense you are, until now. Your brain is going a mile a minute. I get lost in the trees, whenever I'm feeling overwhelmed with life, and everything that comes with it. When I'm out there, in the trees, nothing else matters. Then, I go back to civilization, and continue to display the behaviors that contributed to my insanity. Which, as we know, is the definition of it. We always expect different results.